#back together with her or they used to be dating etc it was just her mourning her overall love and relationship w rose
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#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year#and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire#and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f#friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl#acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what#are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and#friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after#everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that đ . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to#invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me#i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother#and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids#so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo#any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up đ€·ââïž#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd#and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared đ but he potentially agreed so idk#THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date#w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a#few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay#scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK#like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl#like is that even doable#but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much#.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us#god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x#but it would be soooo funny#I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed#popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x#i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like#its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe
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#i think itâs time i go back to therapy#i keep having recurring nightmares about my ex best friend#or dreams where she reaches out to me. and explains why she cut me out#backstory. in high school had a lesbian toxic situationship with my#bestie. THEN i had another one. which kinda overlapped? the first one was open but also just messy#anyways. jade and i were like together for a year. then she got a boyfriend one day and i had a breakdown#it happened just after high school and i was sooooo ⊠unwell. wasnât out to my family felt like i was gonna die etc etc#(this is all pre dnp btw) anyways next year i found dnp. a couple months later she broke up with her bf#and we sorted dated for a while (this whole time weâd been just friends and i was still not really over it but hiding it)#and then she dated ANOTHER guy. they broke up and she had a breakdown and moved 9 hours away. i went#to visit her for a month. we like kinda dated again then and i thought we could make it work. then 2020. no travel#so she started dating a guy. didnât tell me. even though we spoke every day. she moved in with him#then she breaks up with him mid 2021. i started dating my gf. but Jade was clingy and it was awkward#she started dating a sketchy guy who was homophobic. i went and visited her a few times#start of 2023 she tells me she wants to make more of an effort cause he didnât like her friends so she cut everyone out. then she ghosted#in feb 2023. we had tickets for#mcr in march. i had to text her cause sheâd blocked me on messenger and said im going to the concert whether sheâs there or not#she said âyeah no worries! you can take someone else in my place too đâ she used that fucking emoji#and I havenât spoken to her since. I think she quit her job . and that guy was not a nice man#so I still worry about her#writing this all down makes me realise she was a bitch and I deserve better#but I just want closure. it isnât fair she replied so casually to my text when I said âyouâve blocked meâ#it isnât fair she HAS MY SIGNED COPY OF DANS BOOK#anyways. I need therapy to get over this#and I havenât even written about my family issues (im#out and theyâre supportive but my god they fucked me#up as a kid)#if you read this hi đ hope you are having a lovely day#donât get in lesbian situationships!!!
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Everytime I tell people who know me pretty well I LOVED Pearl from Steven Universe as a child itâs so humiliating bc theyâre always like oh of COURSE you did . I bet you loved her thing with rose quartz didnât you and I have to admit Rosepearl was an integral part me building an understanding of queerness and theyâre like that makes SO much sense. I cannot keep doing this
#fern.txt#its interesting looking back bc I feel SU being good at not making u feel ur being talked down to or talked over w how it goes#into emotions when ur watching it as a kid + the ambiguity of intimacy/love with rose and pearl just rlly clicked for me#bc i had known of gay relationships before but I have always been so obviously aromantic so if u explained them to me only in#the lens of romsntic relationships I just didnât get it esp in how it could relate to my own identity#but idk I remember I watched roseâs scabbard over some classmates shoulder and was genuinely just so fascinated#with how pearl had all these deep feelings for another woman but it wasnât just for the show to say they were exes n pearl wanted to get#back together with her or they used to be dating etc it was just her mourning her overall love and relationship w rose#and w my aromanticism Iâve always been able to understand love I just feel I hit a wall n disconnect when itâs romsntic love in the confines#of a conventional romsntic relationship%. so with this I was like wow I really resonate w this feeling of just rlly loving another woman and#I am able to kind of understand how those feelings fe n experiences exist outside of just Wanting To Date Someone#its rlly interesting bc I think it just continues to be a facet to my own queerness to this day#when it comes to relationships specifically I still lean towards n love ambiguity in fiction + my own work#bc I think that lets me resonate between when I jsut have this complete blind spot of being able to relate to anything with romsntic#relationships bc Iâm on the aro spectrum OFL
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Thinking about how I would write an adult Scooby-Doo series, because I think it can be done.
The first thing Iâd do is make the characters actually be adults. Still young, but adults, in the mid to late 20s range. Mystery Inc. is a private detective type business that they run together. In this universe, the supernatural/ghosts/etc are real, but not necessarily common, so when they take on a case, the culprit might be a person disguised as a monster, or it might actually be a real ghost. The stakes can be higher; sometimes a bad guy is legitimately trying to kill them. Sometimes the mystery theyâre trying to solve is a murder. Sometimes they actually get hurt on their cases.
Fred: the core of Fredâs character should be that heâs incredibly kind. Like, give a stranger the shirt off his back kind. The âFred canât talk to potential clients because he might take a case for free and we need to eatâ kind. Heâs an honest and good person and sometimes gets himself into trouble because he assumes other people are too. While heâs not very good at reading people or noticing ulterior motives, heâs brilliant when it comes to mechanical or engineering type stuff, so heâs the one who keeps the mystery machine running, builds their gadgets, and of course, designs the traps.
Daphne: she comes from old money, and her parents absolutely despise her life choices, to the point where they havenât officially disowned her, but they have basically cut her off, so she doesnât actually have access to any family money. Growing up wealthy has granted her a variety of skills, including speaking multiple languages, horseback riding, and fencing. Sheâs very into fashion and jewelry (even if she canât afford it anymore) and has extensive knowledge of both that can occasionally provide a vital clue in a case. And even though her parents have cut her off, Daphne still has a wide network of contacts she can ask for favors sometimes, because sheâs personable, and people tend to like her. Daphne is also very emotionally intelligent, and is usually the one who can spot when someone is lying to them.
Side note - I ship Fred and Daphne, so I think I would start them off as an established couple for this universe. Dating, engaged, married, I donât care. They are stupidly in love, ride or die for each other. Thereâs no will they, wonât they, no worries about cheating. They are in a healthy, happy, loving relationship, and no one (not even Daphneâs disapproving parents) are going to mess that up for them.
Velma: she is the forensics nerd who sometimes gets super excited about the wrong thing at the wrong time (âHe was mummified in seconds? Thatâs so cool!â âVelma! His wife is standing right there!â âOh. Sorry.â). Sheâs not purposely insensitive, she just gets laser focused on her work and forgets to filter herself sometimes. Sheâs also the one who can get so fixated on solving whatever mystery theyâre working on, sheâs willing to bend or maybe break laws. Is breaking and entering really so bad? Not if it gets them answers.
Shaggy: he is still the comic relief, but heâs the comic relief by being the only person in the group that actually has common sense. He manages the businessâs finances, heâs the only one who knows how to cook, and the others tease him for being a coward sometimes, but Shaggy maintains that if a ghost with an axe is coming for you, running is the only sensible option. He should also have a range of random knowledge that sounds useless, but sometimes saves the day (ex ventriloquism, origami, the history of spoons, etc).
Scooby: as this is a universe where supernatural creatures exist, Scooby is an ancient eldritch type being that took a shine to Shaggy when he was a kid, and took the form of a talking dog to befriend and hang out with him. Aside from the talking dog bit and not aging, he never uses his powers in a way that anyone notices. The audience is not told upfront that Scooby is an ancient eldritch being; it should slowly be hinted at throughout the series so the audience put it together, but the characters never realize it. Scooby genuinely considers Shaggy to be his best friend, and cares about the rest of the gang too.
#ink speaks#scooby doo#i like the vibes of a grown up scooby doo#where they're part of a mystery solving business#it needs to be a monster of the week type deal#so that it can play around with the character dynamics#because i think that's fun#long post
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â„ Make U Love Me
logan âwolverineâ howlett x mutantfem!reader
âȘ youâre tired of going places where you canât scream and shout âȘ
tags: featuring the biggest asshole, scott! cheating, a little angst, violence, mentions of blood and death, slight exhibitionism, kissing, edging, dom logan, sub reader, creampie, pregnancy, oral, multiple orgasms, falling in love, etcâŠ
note: heavily inspired by robin thickeâs song with the same title. wc: 4.7k â put my heart into this.
you were scottâs girl. nothing more, nothing less.
it wasnât what you thought it would be, well back then at least.
scott was loving when you two first started dating. he would take you out, treat you like a queen, and was very attentive. but, that all started to change when his first love died in the midst of battle. jean grey.
the day she died, is the day your relationship did too. that same guy you fell in love with, turned into the guy you hated. everything stopped. he was no longer the perfect boyfriend, he was more of a royal asshole.
he wouldnât make love to you, he wouldnât put you on missions with him and when you confronted him about the changeâit would always end in a fight. you didnât deserve this, you knew you didnât. but, you couldnât break up with him. that small piece of your heart wouldnât allow you.
you knew there was a part of him that still loved you. well, you thought he did. that all changed when you and the crew got the news. jean was alive.
âi donât want you going after her, scott! whatâs so hard to understand about that?â you raised your voice, brushing past your boyfriend and putting the onions you just chopped into the hot skilletâcontinuing your recipe for tonightâs dinner.
when the professor told everyone that she was alive, scottâs ears perked up and practically begged the professor to let him be the one to go and find her. charles urged scott that it wasnât a good idea. something could go wrong and she might no longer be the jean we all knewâŠ.she could be possessed by an evil force. the dark phoenix.
but, of course scott wasnât trying to hear that. his mind was clouded with thoughts of the red head. he was still deeply in love with jean. just the thought of her had him going crazy. you knew it and it pissed you off, which brought upon the current argument you two were having now.
âwhat i donât understand is why not? sheâs one of us! i have to bring her back, with or without your permission!â you turned to him, eyes slowly turning into a deep red; the flames from the stove started to riseâsearing the vegetables that sat in the iron pan.
scott started to slowly back up, swallowing thickly as you inched closer to him; afraid of what you might do next. he locked his visor onto the burning food, which he tried to pull your attention on to, but you didnât budge. that is until you heard someone clearing their throat.
your eyes went back to its normal state and you calmed down once you took a look at logan, who stood there watching the whole ordeal. you looked back at the food and turned the stove off before looking back your boyfriend, âcome back with her and see what happens, scott.â
âââ
you didnât come out of your bedroom for dinner that night and neither did he. hell, you barely got any sleep last nightâtoo busy tossing and turning in your bed, thinking about scott and jean together. and when you finally did get some sleep, the sun started to peak over the horizonâa beautiful hue of orange painting the sky.
when you finally woke up, you pulled yourself into a much needed hot shower, before putting on your favorite pair of flare jeans and a cute top paired with some leather bootsâheading downstairs to see what was happening for today. the children passed by, running and walking to hangout after class, while you made your way down the wooden stairsâlooking for your boyfriend.
you wanted to talk to him about yesterday, hopefully to make peace with what transpiredâbut it seems like he had other plans when you spotted him holding hands & walking with the newly resurrected jean. and to top it all off, he was wearing a big toothy smile like he was kid in a candy store. oh you were pissed.
they disappeared further into the mansion as you stormed downstairsâeyes darkening while you were hot on their tails, ready to confront them; that is until you were trapped between two big muscle bound arms. âlet me go logan!â you tried to free yourself from his grasp, but there was no use. he wasnât letting you go.
âneed you to cool off. donât need you to go all âflame on!â on them today.â he chuckled and ushered you towards the front door, both of you going towards the academyâs garage and pulling off in his car.
you tossed back your shot of vodka, grimacing at the strong burning sensation, before tapping your glass for more. logan had took you to a bar, so you could drink to your hearts content and stop that flame from igniting within you.
âheâs a fucking asshole.â you spoke, downing your drink again then turning to look at the male sitting right next to you. he nodded in agreement and sipped on his whiskey, letting you vent to him.
âI feel like such an idiot, falling in love with someone who doesnât love me.â
âhis fault he couldnât see what right in front of him.â you passed, wide eyed, looking at the side of his rugged face while he finished off his drink. what did he mean by that?
âpretty lil thing like you deserves to be treated like a princess, not by someone like him.â his compliment made you press your thighs together and shift in your seat.
âand whoâs gonna treat me like one?â you hummed, placing your hand on his arm, pressing against him. it might been the liquid courage that had you feeling so bold, but you knew exactly what you were doing.
logan grunted and smirked, shaking his head before his pretty hazel eyes locked on yours, âcareful, doll. donât know what you might be getting yourself into.â
âmaybe i do~â you flirted back, lips ghosting his ears, making goosebumps rise on his skin. you wanted him badly right now. you didnât care that the two of you were out in a bar, it made no difference. you wanted to take him right here and now.
âletâs play some pool.â he got up from his seat and grabbed your hand, making you sigh in response. maybe you were getting ahead of yourself?
âââ
the two of you played pool for the next couple of hours. logan was surprised to see that you were really good at the game, even more shocked that you had him on a losing streak. âgood thing you didnât put money on it.â you teased, striking the 8ball into one of the holes, winning your fifth game for the night.
âwould ask you to play another game, but itâs time we get back to the mansion. barâs bout to close.â he pointed out and you took a look around, seeing only four patrons left and the bartenders cleaning their glasses. you pouted and racked the balls back into the middle of the table, before grabbing loganâs hands and leaving the bar.
the two of you stood outside of the car for a bit, logan puffing on his cigar while you enjoyed the nightâs cool breezeâmind running rampant with what happened in the bar between you and him.
âloââ you began, making him turn his attention towards youâthe sight of him blowing out smoke did something to you; everything about the male aroused you. why didnât you see him like this before? maybe you wouldâve been happier with him.
âcan i kiss you?â you breathed out, stepping closer to him; body heat overpowering the crisp air outside. âdollâŠ.â he began, but you stopped himânot ready for him to reject your feelings just yet.
âI know you felt something in there with me. if i felt it, i know you did. so, kiss me. prove me wrongâŠ.â you pulled him by his flannel, eyes sparkling with hope and desire; as they flickered to his lips. he searched your face, before he flicked his cigar on the ground and pulled you in closeâhis lips melting on yours.
you wrapped your arms around his neck while his hands moved to the middle of your back, before falling to your assâsqueezing the plump flesh through your jeans. as much as he wanted to pull back, he didnâtâyou were so addictive, he just had have all of you.
his tongue slipped into your mouth and he picked you up and placed you on the hood of the carâkiss becoming passionate by the moment. the taste of the cigar he just smoked and traces of his whiskey had your mind spinning, and your cunt throbbing. âlogannn~â
âi know, princess. smelled how bad you wanted it inside of the bar.â he grunted and his thick fingers quickly unfastened your jeanâs button, tugging them down slightlyâbefore he slipped his hand into your pants, rubbing your throbbing clit through your yellow panties.
âshit youâre soaked. heâs never made you feel like this, right?â he grunted in your ear, pulling your panties to the side and finally connecting the tips of his fingers to your aching clit, rubbing it slowly.
âno never, he never made me wet like thisâfuckâonly you lo~â the sweet moan you let out drove him insane, it fueled him and he couldnât help but to quicken his pace; making your back arch off the hood of the car. gasping, you reached down to hold onto his wrist, trying to stop his pleasurable tormentâbut it did nothing. he kept going, making you buck your hips up into his palm.
âso needy. summers is such an idiot for letting this go.â logan moves his fingers down to your sodden hole, palm pressing right down onto your clit, making your body jolt in response. despite the tight confinement of your pants, his hand was able to work wonders on your lower halfâpumping in and out of your cunt.
you gushed over his fingers each time it hit your spot. the pressure that was building up in the pit of your tummy was becoming unbearable. you desperately needed to let go, show him how good he made you feel.
âgonna cumâall over your fingers!â you warned, eyes starting to roll back into your head as you felt that feeling you loved so much start to burst. that is, until he pulled his fingers away. your eyes shot opened and you watched him suck your juices off of his digits.
âgotta get you home, dollâ he fastened your pants and helped you off the hood of the car; before going to the passenger side, opening the door for you. shooting daggers at him as you stomped your way to the car, you watched as he hopped in the driver seatâignoring your stares.
you didnât bother opening your mouth to speak either. too frustrated, tired and horny to talk. so, you opted to lay your head against the window and watched as the trees became blurred on the way back to the mansion.
as logan pulled the car up the schoolâs drive, you could see the resurrected red head and scott standing outsideâtheir lips glued on one another. you shared a look with logan and shook your head. you didnât have the energy anymore, it was obvious where his heart lied.
getting out of the car, the two pulled back once they noticed the both of you approachingâscott looking like he had seen a ghost. âbaby! i-iââ
âgo to hell scottâ brushing past them, you slowly made your way to your roomâlogan a few feet behind. logan looked at scott and just shook his head. idiot.
he just planted you right into his hands, and boy was he going to keep you there.
âââ
the following weeks started to get better and better for you. getting closer to logan was the best thing to ever happen to you. the two of you would spend almost everyday together, most of the days ended with you finally getting to cum around his fingers and all over his face. you were happier, almost like you were in the beginning before scott ruined it. and he noticed it to.
but, you didnât care what he thought about what you were doing. he ruined his chances of being happy with you ever again and he knew it.
currently you and logan were in an empty class room, with him between your plush thighs; working a third orgasm out of you for today. small hands were tangled in his soft brown locsâtugging them as you grinded your orgasm out on his face. logan pulled away once you calmed down, his beard and half of his face being covered in your slickâwhich he happily licked up; well what he could.
he helped you off the table and pulled your skirt up while peeling your cold wet panties off. âthese? are for me,â you blushed, watching him put them in his pocket before pulling you close. his hands fell to your rear and those eyes that you loved to get lost in, stared right at you; before he pressed his lips against yours.
you melted in the kiss. your body relaxing as the two of you moved in sync, hands moving across each otherâs bodies. ever since that day at the bar, you noticed a change in yourself. a change you slowly welcomed. love. you were falling deeply in love with the wolverine. it was different type of love you and scott had. this one felt like one of those loveâs where you could see the two of you grow old and have a bunch of mutant babies.
you wanted to tell him how you felt, how he made you feel, but you were scared. scared that he might reject you. so, you opted for the latter. being his friend with benefits.
âlogan, I wanna suck your dick~â you pulled back, eyes traveling down to his noticeable bulge, then back up at him.
âdonât wanna hurt you princess. plus ive got a class in fifteen minutes,â he warned and you smirked, slowly sinking down to your knees. âso? ill make you cum in ten~â.
the clinking sound of his belt being dropped to floor, along with his pants, filled the room. he watched with low eyes as you pulled his fully erect length outâcock twitching when he heard you gasp. you now understood why he never fucked you, he was way too big. there was no way your walls would survive that, right?
your mouth salivated at the sight and you could slowly feel yourself becoming even more aroused. gripping his cock and swiping your tongue over the tip, you moaned at the taste of his sweet precum, before you took him into your mouth. he tossed his head back, loving the feeling of your warm wet mouth around him, while you slowly started to take him even deeper.
his big hands practically flew to the back of your head when he felt you gag around him, once he hit the back of your mouth, slowly creeping into your throat.
âdid you just cum? hm, princess?â he locked eyes with you, smelling the familiar scent of your arousalâknowing exactly how you smelled when you came.
you whimpered, still slobbering all over his cock before the grip on your head got tighter and he pressed your pretty little head down harder; nose nuzzled in his bush of brown hairs.
you gagged, but he didnât give you time to adjust as he continued to repeat his actionsâpulling you off of his cock by your hair before forcing you right back on; fucking your mouth to his liking. the more he moved the more arousing it became for the both of you, causing you to relax your throat, letting him fill it with his thick cock.
the sound of you gagging and sucking on his cock along with the smell of your cunt dripping with excitement, had the six foot two man going feral. his pretty eyes fluttered in the back of his head and he forcefully pushed your head deep in his bushâ letting out one of the sexiest growls you ever heard as he poured thick ropes of cum down your throat.
the warm sensation had you dripping right onto the classroomâs wooden floors, moaning at his taste before you swallowed. his grip loosened and you pulled back, gasping for air.
âtold ya i could make you cum~â
âââ
finding yourself back into your room, you were scared by the dark figure sitting on your bed; making you jump out of your clothes like a cartoon character. flickering on the light, scott sat on your bed wearing a plain look on his face.
âthe hell you doing in my room, scott?â you kicked off your shoes, glaring at the brunette. he adjusted his visor before getting up, towering over you a bit.
âyou and logan been really close lately. whatâs up with that?â you stared at him before giggling. he wasnât possibly serious? you ignored him and tried to move around him, only for him to grab you and pull you back.
âgrab me again and thatâll be the last thing youâll ever do. get out of my room and go be with jean. me and you are finished.â you stared into his ruby red colored visor, making sure he got the point. the mutant scoffed and shook his head, âfine. go be a whore for logan, sure heâd love that.â
you didnât even give him time to react before sending a fire induced smack to his face, causing him to yell out from the painful sensation. he was quick to recover, ready to aim his optic lasers at you; until a fist came flying at himâknocking him to the ground. logan stood there for a minute, taking a look at you to make sure you were alright, before pouncing on scott.
you watched as logan nearly beat him bloody before stepping in, tugging on his black button upâbegging him to stop. however, the raspy voice of the professor entered all of your minds, stopping everyoneâs movements.
âthe dark phoenix has risen and attacked me. jean grey is no longer with us. teachers, meet me in the infirmaryâ
logan looked at you and grabbed scott, slinking him around his shoulders, âgo meet me in the infirmary. im gonna take him to his room and have hank look after him.â you nodded and practically raced to the infirmary, meeting the rest of the x-men. they surround xavierâs comatose body, talking amongst each other about what was going on, until ororo started speaking.
âthe professor was attacked a few minutes ago by the x-men we once knew as jean grey. however, the friend we knew and once loved is now gone and is being possessed by a dark entity. this being is catastrophic and we must stop it before itâs too lateââ she paused and took a look at her fellow mutants, before raising an eyebrow.
âwhereâs scott?â
âheâs out of commission for a while. ill catch him up later.â loganâs arm snaked around you waist, appearing behind you and answering her question. she nodded and continued with the details of the mission, before listing out names of those who would be on it.
you and logan were the main frontmen for this mission. storm had converged a plan on how it should go down, along with a plan b; warning you guys that thereâs a slight chance it might end bad. she put her faith in you and the team, before dismissing everyone. the mission would take place tomorrow.
âââ
sitting on loganâs surprisingly soft bed, you relaxed while he was in the shower. your mind was running rampant about what could possibly happen tomorrow. being that this could possibly be the end, frightened you, especially since you havenât told him how you felt.
âlogan?â you called out, listening to the calming sound of the shower running.
âyeah?â he responded and you got up from his bed and stripped out of your clothes, joining him in the shower. the sight of his nude, wet body was breathtaking. so very breathtaking, that you couldnât help but break down and cryâsobbing as the warm water painted your face.
those thick eyebrows raised and he immediately pulled you close, rubbing circled on your back; along with rubbing your head. âhey, talk to me. wonât be able to understand you when youâre crying like this, princess.â
you nodded in his hairy chest before pulling back, sniffling. this was the time to let it all out, let him know how you feel.
âi love you. i love you so fucking bad, logan. youâre all i think about. i think about us getting married and having a litter or two of kidsâŠâ he laughed at and kissed your temple, before urging you to continue.
âyouâve been there for me for a while now. you uplifted me and showed me what true love is. and it pains me to know that thereâs a possibility that tomorrow could take this away from me.â more tears poured out of your eyes and he cupped your face, kissing away your tears.
logan honestly felt the same. he fell in love with you the moment you joined the x-men. even when you got with scott, he still loved you. he just knew it was fate that the two of you were meant to be. he moved his lips down to your soft plump ones, making you melt on the spot.
the kiss the two of you shared held such passion, that you wished you could stay like this forever.
âi love you too, princess. but, you will tell me this tomorrow; when we win.â he kissed from your lips down to your neck before stopping at the middle of your chestâkissing one of your mounds and holding the other; earning a moan from you.
âin the meantime, how about we get started on that litter?â you giggled and nodded your head, before your back was against the wall with his cock in between your legsâwarming up from your heat, while he pinched one of your perky nipples and sucked on the other.
slick started to pool and drip onto his cock as he continued to tease your sensitive breasts, fueling your arousal. âplease, babyâŠ.donât tease meâwanâ you inside of me~â
he pulled away from your nipple with a âpopâ echoing after, still teasing the other one with his rough hands, a smirk painted on his rugged face. âyou sure youâre ready for that, doll?â he asked and you nodded profusely. lifting up your leg, he rubbed himself on your slick coated slit, using your essence as lubricant and then pushed himself into your tightness.
he threw his head back from how you felt, and your walls clung to him; clenching and unclenching around him. the pressure he was putting on your clit, had you cumming prematurely. he smirked and pulled himself out, making you whimper; already missing how he filled you upâeven though it was just the tip.
he repeated that process, pushing his cock in and pulling you out, earning more lewd noises from you and your pretty pussy. âlogannn, please fuck me already!â he grunted in response and slammed himself insideâfilling you to the brim with his cock. you squealed from the pleasurably painful sensation that coursed through you, kissing him to distract you from the pain.
the grip on your leg tightened as he started to pound your sweet little pussy, walls stretching past its normals limits. the more he fucked you, the more your cunt became molded to the shape of his cock. it was evident that you were made for him.
by now, the water had gotten cold and he continued to rut inside of youâcunt coating his cock with your creamy white fluids. he was drowning in your sweet fluids and he didn't need a floatieâhe had reached nirvana.
in one swift motion, the shower was off and you were in his armsâlegs wrapped around his waist while he was still inside; carrying you out of the shower & over to the bathroom sink. he pulled out momentarily as he placed you on your feet and turned you around, your fat ass facing him; while he plunged right back inside of your middle.
pushing your arch down, placing his hands on your hipsâhe reached deeper than before, causing you to scream. âdick too big for you baby?â you nodded and he chuckled, grinding himself against you until he started to pound you silly.
you tried to open your mouth to speak, to warn him that you were going to cum, but your mind was too fucked out to process anything; so you let out a sweet moan. âgo ahead and cum for me princess. could feel her twitching around me.â
it was amazing how he knew your body so well already and it didnât take long for you to heed his words, cumming hard on his dick while he continued to make your cunt his. the tightness of your walls squeezing him, broke him and he couldnât help but to cum buckets inside of youâfilling your tummy up with his kids.
the two of you panted, bodies shaking as your orgasms came over youâyour head being pulled back so he could press a kiss to your lips.
âi love you, princess.â
âââ
blood covered the blue and yellow suits the team wore as the dark phoenix made paint out of their blood. the fight wasnât going so good. some of you were gravely injured, possibly on the brink of death, while some of you tried to catch your breaths; still able to fight.
you looked over at a bleeding logan, worried about the wounds he had received, catching his eyes. âdonât worry, itâll heal.â
he charged towards the being, claws fully unsheathed, with you and few others following suit; only to be tossed away like peons. you laid there in pain, ready to accept defeat, until you heard the crunching of the dirt nearby. turning your head you were shocked to see scott, staring down the possessed body of his old lover.
scott turned to look at you and logan, and smiled before inching closer toward them. your eyes shot open, you knew exactly what he was going to do. âscott! wait,ââ but it was already too late.
with the help of colossus, the leader of the x-men was tossed over to jeanâgrabbing onto her before a red flash of light blinded you all. once it cleared, the two were gone. the only thing that stood where they once were, was scottâs yellow & red custom visor.
you sat there in disbelief. you never expected this to happen. yeah, you his guts, but you never expected him to sacrifice himself. better yet, die.
âcâmon doll, letâs go home~â loganâs raspy voice pulled you out of your thoughts, holding out his hand which you gladly accepted. you turned around, looking at where he was one last time, before turning around heading back to the jet.
ââ
5 months later.
âand here lies the visor that was once used by our leader and hero of the x-men, cyclops. he will be missed.â logan spoke to the new students joining the academyâgiving them a tour, stopping at scottâs memorial.
âlogan~â your voice called out to him, making him turn his attention over to youâhis beautiful pregnant wife. âalright kids, gonna turn this over to our new teacher; ms. frost,â the blonde stepped up with a smile and took over while your husband jogged over to youâkissing your growing belly before moving up to your lips.
âweâre gonna be late! this is the appointment where we get to see the babyâs gender!â
it mightâve started off rough, but you were finally happy and in love.
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always only you (c.sc)
summary:Â the date was terrible, awful even, but you just can't call your brother to pick you up. you have to call his best friend instead.
note:Â hi um....... i'm back and a seventeen stan now????? don't worry, i'm still working on ateez fic, but s.coups has taken hold of my brain and i needed to get this one out there so..... pls enjoy
warnings:Â non idol!seungcheol, fem!reader, older brother mingyu, seungcheol is mingyus bff, reader is called a sl*t in a mean way by her shitty date, v protective cheol, reckless driving, unprotected sex (wrap it up dont be like them), reader is curvy and descriptors like full, thick, etc. are used throughout, makeouts, grinding, cheol is obsessed with pussy, i mean fr he's a bonafide wap enjoyer, an oral aficionado of the wettest kind, anyways there's oral sex f receiving, hand stuff, rough fingering, rough but passionate sex, use of baby and princess, creampies b/c lbr he's gotta, anyways they're obsessed with each other
pairings:Â s.coups x reader
genre:Â smut and more smut, childhood friends to lovers
word count: 14.2K
It was a bad date.Â
Not the worst date youâve ever had, granted, but still pretty up there in terms of terrible. He left an hour ago, the minute you interrupted his monologue to tell him that you were pretty sure things werenât going to work out. Youâve never had someone leave in the middle of a date before, but then again, youâve never actually told someone the date was bad in the middle either.Â
Not being able to find the right guy is starting to feel embarrassing. Itâs been years since your last relationship and months since you even had a second date. Naively, you had had such a good feeling about tonight and having to be proven wrong at breakneck speed before you even got your entrees feels like some kind of poetic karma for something you must have done. You just wish for once you had kept your mouth shut, but your good feeling had been infectious and your excitement about the date bubbled up out of you to your friends and your coworkers.Â
You just wish you never told Mingyu.Â
I have a really good feeling about him. Thatâs what you told your brother on the phone a few hours ago. Weâve been talking for a few weeks, I think youâll really like him.
Stupid.Â
You should have known he was on the rebound from the suspiciously large gap in photos on his Instagram. You should have known he was just trying to sleep with you from the minute he commented on your dress, from the way he touched your shoulder for too long for the first hug. You should have known on top of all of that that he would be boring from his joking non-answer when you asked about his most recent read. Sometimes it takes all of those things wrapped up tightly together and shoved directly in your face from across a dining room table to know for sure.Â
You just wish you never said a word to Mingyu. You donât want to see that look in his eyes when you tell him he wasnât the right guy. His eyes always go soft, mouth downturned, and it kills you every time because he means it when he says - Youâll find the right guy soon, anyone would be crazy to not love you.Â
Tonight you really donât want pity, you donât think you can handle it.Â
âAre you ready for the check?â The serverâs voice snaps you right out of your thoughts and you look up at his sympathetic smile.Â
âSorry,â You manage, âyes,â
âNo rush,â He lies, immediately producing the leather billfold and sliding it across the tablecloth.Â
The floor doesnât start to drop out from beneath you until you open it, despite having to sit here and eat your pasta alone. This place is expensive, more expensive than you thought.Â
Your eyes run through the bill. Four cocktails, two appetizers, two entrees, one slice of cherry cheesecake. The bills your date left on the table just barely covers three cocktails. You canât afford this. The prices here were probably nothing for your date given how much he talked about his extremely smart investing strategies, but not for you.Â
You do fast math, panic math.Â
After paying the bill youâll have 9,600 won in your debit account. You get paid tomorrow so itâs not the scariest number youâve ever seen in your account, but itâs definitely not enough for a taxi home.Â
Your stomach churns.Â
You pay the bill quickly, quietly, the serverâs hovering presence by your shoulder enough to tell you there is in fact a considerable rush. Your card is returned to you in moments, and he places a brown paper bag in front of you, âThereâs an extra slice of cheesecake in there for you,â he says, âIâm sorry about your date.â
Heâs gone before you can say thank you.Â
You suppose you canât really sit inside anymore if youâve paid the bill and youâre holding a to-go bag, so you step out into the chilly night air. Itâs been raining lately, but barely. Itâs been cloudy more than anything, and yet here you are walking outside into the cold night air and a late autumn storm of icy rain.Â
Your date was a special kind of bastard for leaving you stranded a half hour from your apartment in a storm like this.Â
The comments he made about you, about your dress and the way it fits flick through your mind and your jaw draws tightly shut. If you had had the wherewithal in that moment to slap him or toss a glass of water in his face you would have, but instead you sat frozen with your stomach in knots.Â
It takes you one flash of rage to scroll through your phone and delete the three dating apps installed, and then you open up your contacts and scroll for your brotherâs name. He doesnât live too far from here, and you know heâs probably out with some of his friends, but if youâre lucky maybe heâs close by. Your finger hovers over Mingyuâs contact, but you can't quite make the call.Â
Youâre twenty-six, you should be grown up enough to get home by yourself after a bad date and not have to call him to rescue you. Embarrassment floods you, the idea of admitting you canât afford the taxi tonight just sinks into your bones. You love your brother so much, but the idea of seeing him look at you the way he sometimes does and then slip money into your purse for you to find at home makes you want to cry. Youâd call him and youâd tell him youâre returning it and heâd play dumb - What money, y/n? I didnât put that there, maybe itâs like when you find 50,000 won in your old jeans?
No, you canât call him. You canât go over to his lovely little apartment with his absolutely lovely fiance and cry about the sorry state of your romantic life. Nothing about that will make you feel better in this moment, absolutely nothing.Â
You scroll away from his contact and you think about anyone else you could call, but thereâs only one person who keeps coming to mind. Thereâs no way heâll pick up, not when he sees your number on his phone, not after the way youâve treated him for the past year, but his apartment really isnât that far from here and if he doesnât hate your guts you know heâll at least give you a ride.Â
The rain picks up, pelting you hard enough that you have to duck back under the measly lip of the restaurants roof for what cover it provides, and you donât realize youâre well and truly crying until your cheeks feel warm and wet and you canât get a full breath, but here you are. Stranded alone, broke, and loveless in an apparently ill fitting dress, and thereâs only one personâs voice you want to hear even if itâs just his stupid voicemail box.Â
Tears hiccup out of you as you dial, cold fingers shaking as you try to press the numbers youâve had memorized by heart since you were thirteen and got your first cell phone.Â
The phone rings twice before he answers, âHey, you,âÂ
The easy sound of his voice makes your tears come faster. Your breath hitches in your chest, âCheol?â
ây/n?â His voice shifts, âAre you crying?â
âIâm,â You hiccup again, âIâm sorry,â
âHey,â He tries again, ây/n, is that you?âÂ
âI messed up,â Your head is starting to throb and you press your eyes closed, leaning back against the cold wall of the restaurant and hiding as much of your body under the overhang of the roof as possible, âIâm sorry to call,â
âThatâs okay,â Seungcheol says, his voice sounding strained, âwhat happened, princess?âÂ
He hasnât called you that in years, not since you were fifteen and carrying a torch for him. Not since you made Mingyu tell him to stop.Â
âC-can you come get me?â You wish you could just stop crying.
âTell me where you are,â He answers immediately, and despite the rain you hear the sound of his car keys.Â
You give him the name of the restaurant, the closest cross streets, all blubbered out between fat tears and rain drops.Â
âThatâsâŠâ He sounds distant suddenly and then his voice reconnects, âtwenty minutes, okay? Iâll be there in twenty minutes, princess, just take a deep breath,âÂ
You drag in a shaky breath, âCheol,â you scrub the tears from under your eyes, âIâm sorry, I didnât know who else to call,âÂ
âMe,â He says, his car starting up in the background, âyou always call me if you need me,âÂ
You havenât seen him in almost a year, barely talked to him outside of sending reactions to each other's Instagram stories, but heâs coming.Â
The way you fell away from him was gradual at first, and then an intentional self preservationist wall. Mingyu had introduced his best friend to a girl, and despite your high school crush being supposedly dead and buried, you werenât prepared for what Choi Seungcheol in love would look like. You started being busier and busier until his calls went unanswered and then eventually his calls just stopped altogether. Mingyu told you later that the relationship didnât last, but the damage was done and in the end it was just easier not to reach out first.Â
You canât believe he picked up the phone and you canât believe the first thing he heard from you in a year was hysterical crying. Taking a set of deep, steadying breaths you wipe away the wetness from your cheeks. Your date had hurt your feelings, but you only let it last for a minute. You wouldnât let a man with such a fragile ego get into your head, and besides, youâve always liked this dress.Â
Seungcheol makes it to you in fifteen minutes flat. Heâs broken at least six traffic laws to get to you, including running a solidly red, redlight, but he really doesnât care.Â
Heâs seen you cry before, plenty of times. When you skinned your knee at seven or that time he and Mingyu played a prank when you were eleven, tricking you into thinking you were home alone on Halloween night. Heâs seen you cry at movies and at videos of puppies and the sound of moving music, and he remembers your eyes full of glassy tears watching Mingyu graduate college. He remembers the sound of it when your grandmother died when you were nineteen, the way your shoulders shook and your breath wheezed as you hid your face tightly in your brother's chest while he looked on feeling so, so helpless.Â
Seungcheol remembers all of it, but heâs never heard you sound like you did tonight. Â
Mingyu had said you had a date. Earlier in Seungcheolâs night at a bar not far from his apartment, his best friend mentioned it off hand. Mingyu said it like an afterthought as he answered one of your texts. Seungcheol tried not to notice the way his hand tightened on his beer can, enough to make the aluminum crack inwards on itself where his thumb dug into the cool metal. He tried not to think too much about what that meant, just like heâs been trying not to think too much about you at all lately.Â
Now his mind is racing, threading the pieces together as the wet road whips by. The threadiness of your voice turns synonymous with panic in his mind and now all he can think about is how heâll find you when he gets there. He goes over the facts he knows while he stops behind a small block of traffic, his knuckles white as he grips the wheel.Â
A date, a bad date, a date you needed a ride away from. The kind of date you couldnât tell your brother about, when he knows that Mingyu is always your first call. As the traffic disperses he presses the gas pedal and weaves around the slower cars, images flickering in his mindâs eye. A faceless man looking at you, making you uncomfortable, pressing into your space. His mind loops on the image of an unwanted kiss, of pushy hands finding their way under your blouse.Â
By the time heâs skidding into the parking lot of the restaurant his hands are shaking and heâs ready to kill.Â
When he sees you, wet and shivering on the sidewalk, he nearly falls out of the car trying to get to you. He leaves the key in the ignition, the door flung wide open with warmth pouring out into the chilly night air.Â
He looks flustered, rumpled like he was having a quiet night in. Heavy gray sweatpants that hang just right on his hips and an oversized white shirt. Heâs wearing socks and slides and the second you see him it dawns on you that when you called him you must have sounded hysterical because he didnât even try to dress for the icy weather.Â
âYou look terrible,â You clap a hand over your lips to stop yourself from laughing, and you canât believe thatâs the first thing you manage to say to him after a year. You hate yourself for having no filter, no off switch, no ability to just be normal and say thank you for coming all this way.Â
His expression runs from panic to confusion in a split second, âWhat?âÂ
âFuck,â You laugh, shaking your head, âno, sorry, you look good, but itâs raining like hell, get in the car,âÂ
He blinks, ây/n,âÂ
âCome on,â You duck out from beneath the measly roof overhang and dart towards the passenger side door, âitâs freezing, Iâll explain in the car,âÂ
Your dress is wet, but not soaked through, so you hope you wonât do any damage to his seats as you slide into the warmth of his car and shut the door. It takes him at least thirty seconds to follow you, but through his confusion at your reaction you bet he finally registers the cold wetness of his socks and it snaps him back to reality.Â
He leaves the car in park and turns his body to you.Â
You owe him an explanation, especially given the way you cried on the phone to him twenty minutes ago, but all you can think right now is that itâs really, really nice to see his face again. His hair has gotten longer, shaggier and curled a little at the neck and it might just be the fit of his shirt, but he looks broader. Itâs only been a year, but he looks so much more like a man now. All you can manage is, âHey, Cheol,âÂ
âHey,â He answers, shifting himself further in the seat so that heâs almost twisted up sideways, one leg tucked up to accommodate the position.Â
The front of his shirt is damp with rain and clinging a bit to his chest and you look down. You really do not need to be having these kinds of thoughts about him again, itâs only been a minute, ninety seconds at the most. Â
ây/n,â He says, his voice slow and soft, âwhat happened?âÂ
Shame floods you, heating your cheeks red.Â
He stretches a hand across the center console, but he stops halfway, his fingers closing into a loose fist, âYou know you can tell me anything, right?âÂ
âI know,âÂ
âI wonât tell Gyu,â He offers quietly, âjust tell me what happened, and I promise, Iâll take care of it.âÂ
Oh.Â
Your head snaps up at his serious tone, âNothing happened, Iâm fine,âÂ
He looks more confused than before if thatâs even possible, and you can practically see him working out his next words.Â
âCheol,â You shake your head, âIâm serious, Iâm completely fine, I just needed a ride,âÂ
âYou were crying,â He says, not a question but a fact.Â
âI know,â You sigh.Â
âYou were crying like something happened,â He draws his arm back and runs a hand through his damp hair, âand you called me?âÂ
âI know,â You repeat, âit was a bad date, but thatâs all it was. He ditched me without a ride though and I just,âÂ
Seungcheolâs lips close at your words as he waits for you to finish.Â
âThe thought of calling Mingyu and telling him about this just,â You clear your throat to push back a little bubble of emotion, âyeah, I couldnât do that,âÂ
âOh,â His voice drops, and Seungcheol shifts in his seat, throwing the car into drive, âgot it.âÂ
âNo, Cheol,â You shake your head, âthatâs not what I meant,âÂ
âItâs fine,â He peels out of the parking lot, âIâll drive you home.â
Heâs angry, pissed at you in that way he gets pissed. Tightened jaw, heavy sighs, his knee bouncing in irritation. If you give it five minutes heâll tell you whatâs bothering him, heâll say it in a fast rush like heâs more disappointed than mad. You have to let him come to you when heâs like this, no amount of trying to explain will fix it, so you wait.Â
The drive is silent, and you fight the urge to jump in with directions when he approaches each light and turn. He knows where your apartment is, he helped you move in four years ago when you graduated college. Mingyu and his friends lifting box after box and telling you to just relax and let the professionals handle it. You smile at the memory.Â
He stays quiet until he turns off the major road and down the side streets that will take you to your apartment, but finally he says, âYou canât just call me like that and expect me to drop everything when you have a bad date,âÂ
âWere you busy?â You didnât think so judging by the state of his clothes, but itâs not out of the realm of possibility. He could have had friends over, maybe a girl. You wonder idly if heâs seeing someone.Â
âThatâs not the point,â He glances at you, âand you know it.âÂ
âIâm sorry,â You tell him, and you mean it, âI really didnât know who to call, and I just,âÂ
âWhat, y/n?â He pushes a little.Â
âI just donât want to tell Mingyu about the date,â You confess, âand I didnât mean to call you and be such a mess, the date really was bad and I was feeling sorry for myself, and I didnât have enough money to get home,âÂ
âWhat?â He swivels his head to the side for a moment and then refocuses on the road.Â
âI would have called a taxi,â You explain, âbut my fucking date left and didnât pay after we ordered all this food and it was more than I was planning for,âÂ
âHe didnât pay?â He sounds disgusted and you smile.Â
âNo,â You tell him, âbut in fairness, I did tell him in the middle of the date it wasnât going to work out,âÂ
He laughs sharply, and you know heâs still irritated but at least heâs listening, âThat bad?âÂ
âYeah,â You sigh, âbut it is what it is,âÂ
He glances over to you again, âSo he walked out?âÂ
âBasically,â You nod, âhe said what he needed to say, dropped twenty-thousand won on the table like that was going to cover anything and walked out. At least now I know he was an asshole, Iâm not missing out on anything,âÂ
âWhat did he say to you?â His voice pops up an octave.Â
Youâd really rather not tell him, youâd be fine burying the comment he made deep down inside never to be unpacked again. You shake your head, âItâs fine,âÂ
âIt doesnât seem fine,â He starts, but you smoothly cut back in.Â
âI just didnât want Gyu to feel bad for me I guess, he knew I was looking forward to the date, and having to call for a ride like this, I donât know. I was embarrassed,â You explain.Â
âI still donât understand why you called me, though,â He admits, and you can still feel the tension in him even though the conversation has been ebbing and flowing, âIâm not your brother.âÂ
Irritation sparks in you at the comment, âI know youâre not,â you turn to him, âbut weâre friends, arenât we?âÂ
âFriends call each other,â He says simply, âdonât they?âÂ
You let his comment sit in the air between you for a moment, and then you sigh, âYeah, they do. Iâm sorry I disappeared on you like that,âÂ
âI tried calling,â He says softly, âbut you were always busy,âÂ
âI know,â You breathe.Â
He drives further, slower now and safer that youâre in the car, and you can see him thinking through your words. Finally he slides his hand across the center console with his palm turned up, offering you his hand, ây/n,â he says, âare you doing okay? With money, I mean, after what you said?âÂ
âIâm good,â You tell him, âit was just shitty timing,âÂ
âIf you need anything,â He squeezes your hand as you slide your palm across his, âIâm here, we donât have to say anything to,âÂ
 âIâm okay,â You assure him, âbut thank you, seriously,âÂ
He nods, accepting your words, but then he asks something harder, âWhat did that guy say to you, y/n? I know you, you werenât crying like that over not being able to get a taxi,âÂ
You sigh, leaning back in the passenger seat, âCan I ask you to let it go?âÂ
âYou can ask,â He shrugs, âbut so can I.âÂ
You sit quietly, looking at your entwined hands resting on your knee. His thumb strokes over your knuckles slowly.Â
âFine,â You murmur, âhe said he didnât want to date me anyways, he just came to sleep with me,âÂ
His hand tightens on yours.Â
âAnd if I wasnât going to fuck him,â You do your best to clean up some of the language he used when he got up from the table, âI shouldnât have dressed like a slut,âÂ
You leave out the part that really cut deep, the part that made the more form fitting dress you chose go from sexy to something sour.Â
âGive me this assholeâs name,â Seungcheol skids to a stop a little too harshly at the next traffic light and turns to you.Â
âNo,â You shake your head, âIâm fine now, it just stung,âÂ
His lips close in a tight line and then he sighs, âIâm so sorry someone said that to you,âÂ
âDonât apologize, Cheol,â You squeeze his hand, âyou didnât say it.âÂ
âI know, but still,â He holds your gaze, âit was mean, and you deserve much better from a guy youâre seeing, and you donât look like, or I mean, you arenât a,âÂ
You smile as he stumbles over his words and someone behind him gently honks the horn enough to let him know the light has gone green.Â
He jolts and refocuses on the road, clearing his throat, âWhat Iâm trying to say is that you look nice, pretty. The dress is good, and you, um, you donât look,âÂ
âThank you,â You cut him off, trying to save him from swallowing his own tongue out of embarrassment, and you ignore the way your stomach flipped over on itself hearing Seungcheol call you pretty.Â
âYeah,â He swallows, slowing down to make the final turn onto your little block, âyou know what I mean,âÂ
âMhm,â You laugh, breaking down any lingering tension, âCheol, are you a little disappointed you didnât get to punch my date? Is that it?âÂ
âShut up,â He sighs.Â
âAw,â You smile as he pulls into a space by your apartment, âYou were worried about me?âÂ
He rolls his eyes as he kills the ignition, âYou were hysterical,â he says, âwhat was I supposed to think?âÂ
âDonât worry,â You smile as he throws open the driverâs side door, âI think itâs kind of sweet that you went all knight and shining armor on me,âÂ
His lip twitches, âDonât make fun,â he says, âI thought something bad happened to you,âÂ
âNothing bad happened to me,â You find yourself assuring him again even though he already knows this, and you twist the moment back to a joke as quickly as you can, âunless you count listening to a guy talk about his ex for twenty minutes,âÂ
He grimaces, âUgh,âÂ
âExactly,âÂ
âActually, you know what,â He grins, âyouâre right, that is a terrible date and you were right to call me,âÂ
Heâs out of the car and crossing to your door and relief floods your chest. Just like that, youâre back to normal.Â
Seungcheol pulls open your door to let you out and says, âDo you have a towel or something?âÂ
âYou want to come up?âÂ
âIf you donât mind,â
âYou just swooped in and saved my night, Coups, of course I donât mind.â He smiles at the nickname, the one mostly used by his friend group and coined by Seungcheol himself during their short lived Soundcloud music career freshman year of college. The nickname stuck, but you and Mingyu knew him before and youâve both always, always called him Seungcheol.Â
He ducks his head, smiles, and follows you up the stairs and into your apartment just like old times.Â
Itâs a little strange seeing him like this after so much time has passed, but no matter what has happened in your life, even when your childhood little crush on him was making your nights sleepless, heâs always been there. Heâs been a constant in your life since you could form memories, and when you really think about it, youâve never not known Seungcheol. Suddenly seeing him in your living room feels right, and it makes you wonder why you couldnât pick up the phone and say something real to him this past year.
âIt looks good in here,â He offers, toeing off his slides in the entryway and stepping into your little living room, âit looks like you,âÂ
âThanks,â Youâre pretty sure the floor of your bedroom is still covered in clothes from earlier, but heâs not going to see that and youâre just glad you didnât let that chaos spillover out here.Â
âSo,â He clears his throat lightly.Â
âTowel,â You jump, âright, hold on,âÂ
You disappear down the hall and Seungcheolâs chest goes fluttering fast. He doesnât need a towel, he doesnât need anything except a pair of dry socks and his own bed, and he canât figure out for the life of him why he gave into the little voice that told him to come upstairs. Youâve made it pretty clear over the past year or so that youâve grown up, youâve made your own group of friends outside of him and your brother and the guys. He doesnât need to be here, you donât need him anymore, you just needed a ride.Â
But heâs missed you a little. A lot if heâs being honest with himself. Sometimes he finds himself asking Mingyu about you, hoping you might drop by while heâs at his best friendâs place. Your name on his phone screen earlier in the night had stopped his heart cold. He couldnât imagine why you were calling and not just texting, and he picked up the phone so fast he thought he might have fucked it up and accidentally pressed end. He tried to sound casual, normal, but his heart was pounding.Â
Standing in your living room he feels out of place, like a forgotten childhood relic unboxed in the middle of a new home. He doesnât know which seat to sit in, he doesnât have his spot on your couch here like he did at your old place. He doesnât know where you keep your glasses or which remote would switch on the television. He doesnât know which book youâve been reading from the little stack on the table or the name of the place youâve been working, and thereâs a manâs jacket hanging on the wall in the hallway that he doesnât recognize. He hopes itâs Mingyuâs.Â
He doesnât know why heâs here. He should leave. He should go.Â
âOkay,â Your voice comes back, and he tears his eyes away from the little details of your life he doesnât recognize to look back at you, âIâve got a towel, socks, and I bet I have a sweatshirt of Gyuâs around here if youâre cold,âÂ
âIâm good,â He recovers, taking the dry items from your hands.Â
Your fingers brush along his as you pass everything off and your stomach jumps.Â
âCome in,â You wave him in, âIâll make some coffee or something and then I need to change,âÂ
âYou should get a warm shower,â He says abruptly, âyouâll catch a cold,âÂ
âIâm fine,â You shake your head, âI wasnât out there for too long,âÂ
âIâll make the coffee then, you need to get out of that wet dress,â He shoos you away and points to your kitchen, âI assume you have a normal coffee machine and not some fancy Italian thing?âÂ
âI think youâll be fine,â You smile, âIâll just be a second,âÂ
He nods, and you dart back down the hallway to your bedroom.Â
It takes you three minutes to change into something comfortable and clean and then kick all of your scattered clothes into the closet and shut the door. You run a brush through your tangled hair from the rain, and you almost forget that your childhood crush is walking freely around your apartment, but then you hear his laugh and you melt into the wall behind you. You missed the sound of it so much, and if you donât get a handle on this right now youâre going to go out there and make a fool of yourself.Â
But then he laughs again.Â
You smile as you come back out into the living room, leaving your good sense behind in the bathroom, âWhatâs so funny?âÂ
âI havenât seen these in years,â He grins, and as you come around the corner you realize heâs looking at the photos you have framed and sitting in various spots on your bookshelf.Â
âOh,â You smile, seeing the one heâs holding and studying, âyeah,âÂ
âThis one,â He tips the frame so you can see the picture, but you already know which one, Mingyu and Seungcheol in their first year of college stand in the center of the frame, Wonwoo, Jeonghan, Dokyeom, and Hoshi with their arms thrown around each other on either side. You are crouching in the center with Jeonghanâs little sister, both of you holding out a peace sign.Â
âIsnât this the night we went to that haunted theme park?â Seungcheol asks with a smile.Â
âYeah,â You take the photo back from him and look it over for a moment, âin Daegu,âÂ
He nods, âI remember,âÂ
âYeah,â You place the photo back in itâs assigned spot and turn towards the kitchen, âI just remember you and DK scaring the living shit out of me,âÂ
âGod,â He runs a hand through his hair, âwe did, I felt so bad about that after,âÂ
âMm,â You laugh.Â
âGyu reamed us out for it later,â He follows you into the kitchen and watches as you pour two cups of freshly brewed coffee.Â
âHe never told me that,â Your eyes perk up in surprise.Â
âHe said,â Seungcheol straightens himself up to his full height and lets his face go passive for his impression, ââIf you ever make my sister cry like that again, youâll be sorry,ââÂ
âSorry?â You laugh, âMingyu wouldnât know how to make someone sorry if his life depended on it,âÂ
âI donât know,â He shrugs, relaxing his shoulders and reaching for his cup, âit seemed pretty clear he wasnât fucking around, we took him seriously,âÂ
âWow,â You lean against the counter, âthatâs actually kind of sweet,âÂ
âHeâs always been protective of you,â Seungcheol points out, âeven now, heâll talk about you and I can see it,âÂ
âIâm not a kid anymore, though,â You bristle a little.Â
âHe knows that,â Seungcheol shakes his head, âhe just worries, you know, itâs his nature,âÂ
âYeah,â You nod, taking a long sip of your coffee, âI know,âÂ
Seungcheol hovers, not finding a place to lean or to sit in the unfamiliar place, and finally he just asks the question thatâs been on his mind for the past twenty minutes, âIs that why you didnât call him? He worries too much?âÂ
âI guess a little,â You move past him and back into the living room, âcome sit down, youâre making me nervous,âÂ
He blushes and every little emotion youâve ever had for him comes thundering back in your chest. There are at least three places for him to sit that arenât directly next to you on the couch, but he ignores every one of them and sits next to you, barely a foot away, and turns towards you so he can put all his focus on you.Â
âSo,â He prompts you, âcome on, itâs just me,âÂ
Talking to him was always easy, always. Even in the throes of your infatuation you were able to hold a conversation with him, sometimes a long one out on the balcony of your parentâs house. Itâs almost irritating how quickly that familiarity and comfort comes back.Â
âI just feel like Iâve been really fucking this whole dating thing up,â You confess, âand Mingyuâs been⊠well you know him, heâs like the number one hype man for me making all my dreams come true, and being ten out of ten happy,âÂ
âYeah,â He nods, but lets you continue.Â
âBut I just havenât been able to make it work with anyone in a while,â You bite down the reason why in the back of your brain, âand every time I tell him about a bad date he just looks sadder and sadder for me,âÂ
âMm,â He nods, sympathetic, âI know exactly what you mean.âÂ
âIâm so glad you picked up, honestly,â You glance down at the edge of your cup, âyouâve never treated me like that, and I just⊠I guess I needed a friend and not my brother tonight,âÂ
He hesitates, but then his hand comes to rest on your knee and he gives you a squeeze, âI get it,â he says, âbut, honestly it seems like youâre putting a lot of pressure on yourself,âÂ
âI know, but,â You sigh, your words dying out as you focus on his lingering hand on your knee.Â
âWhatâs so important about getting a guy right now?â He asks, and you almost laugh at the absurdity of this man asking you that question.Â
âCheol,â You shift on the couch to reposition, pulling back your knee from his touch so you can face him and admit this without being dizzier than you are about his presence, âI donât know, exactly, but⊠donât you feel like living alone is kind of fucking lonely sometimes?â
His eyes flick over you and then he nods.Â
The words keep coming as much as you donât want them to now that youâve started telling someone, telling him the truth of it and you grimace as you admit it, âThe sick part is that I think itâs me. Tonight was the exception, he was a dick, but most of these guys are nice. Theyâre nice, theyâre respectful, they seem to be interested in me, but none of them are what I want, none of them are,â Â
You have to stop. You have to get off this topic and off this train before you say something really and truly stupid and burn this newly restored friendship down to ash.Â
âHaving high standards isnât a bad thing,â He offers, âand Gyu sets the bar high for how you should treat a woman, I mean,âÂ
âYou think Iâm talking about Mingyu?â You laugh sharply.Â
âHeâs the best guy I know,â He starts to say and then the wheels start turning.Â
It happens fast, your absolute lightning quick strike to the match, but your poor decision making usually goes something like this. It makes you mad at first, his constant reference to your perfect brother, but then it all makes sense. Seungcheol really has no idea how you feel about him, as a person or otherwise. It doesnât enter his brain that the guy who set your standards for men so high might be him, even after he drove illegally fast on wet roads just to come get you because he heard you cry. Up until the last year of your life where you tried to install some distance, he was always there. He was always your first call, always your last call too, and you could never really see anyone else while he was towering right in front of you. Heâs never let you down and he doesnât even know it.Â
âI canât believe you,â The words slip out, and then youâre kissing him.Â
He takes a sharp inhale of breath at the way you collapse onto him, holding yourself up with one hand on his chest and the other on his neck, and his mouth is so warm. You press the first kiss tentatively, and then the second a little more insistently, and then you realize he hasnât moved an inch and isnât kissing you back in the least.Â
You fly backwards, your hand over your mouth, âOh, god, Iâm so sorry,âÂ
He clears his throat and shifts, shaking his head, âItâs fine, donât worry about it,âÂ
âI canât believe I just did that,â You blush scarlet, âIâm a mess, Iâm so, so sorry, Cheol,âÂ
âReally,â He avoids your eyes, âitâs fine, it was an emotional night, and you just said it yourself, living alone is lonely. Weâre good,âÂ
âI didnât kiss you because I was sad,â You run a hand through your hair and slump back on the couch, âI kissed you because you were being a dumb ass,âÂ
âI feel like youâre insulting me a lot tonight considering I just drove across town for you,â Heâs not angry, not really, but he doesnât let you off so easily, he never has.Â
âI kissed you because youâre the best guy I know,â You counter his words back, âand Iâm sick of you always putting yourself down when-â
He yanks you forwards by your wrist, and this kiss is what youâll count forever as the first one. He drags your body forwards as he leans back against the couch and kisses you hard, his tongue dipping past your lips this time, his breath mingling with yours.Â
You shift for better purchase, your chest and his flush together, and you moan softly against his lips when his hand slips lower on your waist.Â
He breaks the kiss, his forehead leaning against yours, âWhat the fuck are we doing?âÂ
âI think they call it making out,â You manage, your heart beating fast like a bird.Â
âJesus,â He shakes his head, âwhat are we doing?âÂ
âCheol,â You start, but he kisses you again, hungrier and hotter as he pulls you in.Â
You pant against his mouth, your brain exploding into little fireworks as his hands start to wander, and then he groans, âYou feel so good,âÂ
This is going somewhere fast, and with your hands twisted in the fabric of his t-shirt you swing your leg over his hips and let him wrap his arms around you.Â
âWe should slow down,â You find yourself mumbling against his mouth, âbut I donât want to, I want you,âÂ
He nods against you, his hands squeezing your thighs where they rest on either side of him, âI want you too,âÂ
âWe should talk more,â You manage as his kisses travel over your jaw.Â
âLater?â He asks, his hands dragging you closer, âGod, that dress,âÂ
âYeah?â Youâre breathless already.Â
âIf I knew you were going to kiss me I would have peeled it off you,â He pants.Â
A moan gets caught in your throat, your hips jerking, nipples hardening against his chest as you throw yourself into another kiss.Â
âGod,â He shivers.Â
âCheol stay,â You can talk later, heâs absolutely right, and you beg him not to go between kisses, âplease stay,âÂ
Logic starts to pump through him at the implications of that, so much more than kissing comes with staying for the night and he starts to shake his head, but at the way youâre touching him he canât quite tear his hands away.Â
âI should go home,â He murmurs against your mouth, fingers slipping underneath the hem of your t-shirt, âyouâve been drinking,âÂ
âI had two drinks,â You connect your lips with his again, tongue dipping into his mouth, âlike three hours ago,âÂ
âStill,â He kisses you again despite his words, his hand now flat against the small of your back.Â
âIâm not drunk,â You pull yourself closer using his shoulders, âif you donât want to kiss me, donât kiss me, but donât use that as an excuse,âÂ
âI should go home,â He repeats, like saying it out loud might make his body follow his brain, but it doesnât. All he does is tug you closer, your legs now fully splayed around his hips as he leans back against the couch and groans against your mouth.Â
âI should,â He starts again, whispered thoughts against your lips, but you push back from his chest and break your mouths apart.Â
âIf you want to go so bad, go,â You pull your arms away from him, crossing them under your chest to hold yourself steady. Your nails press pinpricks into your palms.Â
âThis isnât about what I want,â His eyes soften in that tender way you love, and his hand cups your waist, thumb brushing a line over the deep curve of your hip.Â
âWhy wouldnât this be about what you want?â You press him, âOr about what I want?âÂ
âMingyu is my best friend,â He says, his mouth drawn into a sullen line, âand I never want to do anything that betrays his trust or hurts him in any way,âÂ
âIâm not asking you to,â Your voice is small.Â
âJust,â He sighs, his head tipping backwards against the cushions and his hands slipping to rest over your thighs, âtell me something, okay? Be honest,âÂ
âOkay,âÂ
âDo you want me because youâre lonely and Iâm here,â He asks, his eyes locked to the ceiling, âor do you want me because you want me?âÂ
Your arms fall slack and you open your mouth to respond but he presses forwards.Â
âBecause if this is a one time thing to make us both feel better,â He shakes his head, âI canât do that, I have to go home.âÂ
âCheol,â You murmur, but he doesnât lift his head. You reach for him, brushing a hand along his cheek and drawing his gaze back down from the ceiling to your face, âSeungcheol, look at me,âÂ
âYeah,â He finally follows your gaze.Â
âI love my brother, but this isnât about him,â You tell him clearly, and you watch his lips part so he can cut in but you shake your head, âit isnât. This is about us, and Iâve had a crush on you since I was fucking thirteen,âÂ
He blinks, a grin breaking across his face, âYou have?âÂ
âYeah,â You shuffle closer on his lap, âwhy do you think I disappeared? You started dating that girl and I just⊠it wasnât my place to say anything, itâs not like you were mine, but,âÂ
He brushes the hair back from your cheek as he nods, âIt hurts to see the person you want with someone else,âÂ
âYeah,âÂ
âAnd you wanted me?âÂ
You nod, stroking his neck where your hand rests, âI just needed some space after that, I thought I could move on,âÂ
âI know the feeling,â He smiles, his thumb tender against your jaw, âbelieve me,âÂ
âI do,â You nod, âso believe me when I tell you Iâve wanted you for a long time and I donât just want the one night,âÂ
He sits frozen, his eyes studying your expression, and then heâs moving. Seungcheol pulls you down to meet his mouth again, hands roughly threading into your hair and gripping your hip as he tugs your bodies flush together. He kisses like you hope he fucks, passionate and a little messy, like his need to be inside you and consumed by you is more important than any vanity.Â
âGod,â He groans against your mouth, âheâs going to kill me,âÂ
âProbably,â You huff a laugh against his lips, rolling your hips forwards to slot your bodies together tightly, and at the feeling of his hardening cock pressed against your sex you canât help the breathy moan that slips out.Â
He drops his hands to your hips, coaxing you into rolling them again as he presses upwards and you follow his guidance with ease. He curses softly and you roll your hips again, âOh, fuck my fucking life,â he groans, kissing his way down your throat, âheâll kill me, but youâre worth it,âÂ
âI better be,â You tease him, tugging gently on his hair as he licks a stripe along your throat.Â
âOh, you are,â He shifts back up to kiss your lips again, his mouth pillowy soft and hot against yours, âand I love Gyu, but,âÂ
âSeungcheol,â You push on his shoulders.Â
His rarely used full name gets his attention and he leans back just enough to see your face, âWhatâs wrong?âÂ
âCan you please stop talking about my brother while youâre trying to fuck me?â You can hear the whine in your own voice, âI need you right now, weâll deal with him later,âÂ
âSorry, sorry,â He smiles, âof course, come here,âÂ
You melt into him as he gathers you closer, his warm, rough hands finding new expanses of skin to touch and itâs strange but delicious to know that there are still brand new things you can learn about a person even after knowing them all your life. He gets soft beneath you like butter when you touch his ears, audibly groans when you grind against him, and gets breathier every time you kiss his neck. Heâs not afraid to make little noises in your ear, to curse when you do something right or softly beg you to do something again.Â
With his mouth on yours and his hands exploring you, youâre just a shaky wet mess in his arms and he doesnât even fully realize it yet, still so focused on studying your body with his lips, his tongue.
âCh-Cheol,â You whine as his teeth nip at your pulsepoint, âbaby,âÂ
His hands tighten, sliding to cup your backside through the thin fabric of your lounge pants, âSay that again,âÂ
âBaby?âÂ
He exhales hot air across your neck and chest, âGod, I like that,âÂ
âYou hate pet names,â You sigh, remembering how his nose always crinkled in an uncomfortable scrunch when he heard people getting too coupley.Â
âNo, I donât,â His hand slides up, tucks under the waistband of your pants, and slides back down to feel your skin, âI hate cringey shit. You calling me âbabyâ while youâre grinding on my dick isnât cringey, itâs fucking hot,âÂ
âAh,â You tug his hair just a little, rolling your hips again, âyeah? Like this?âÂ
His hips jolt up, pressing his cock against your clothed mound and he groans, âSay it,â he nips at your neck again and then pushes you backwards so that youâre sitting up straddling his lap, âand let me see you,âÂ
For a brief flickering second you feel shy, another stark moment of awareness that the man between your thighs is Mingyuâs best friend, but it flashes away the minute you see his smile. Heâs looking up at you like you invented the sun and you think it just might make you dizzy enough to say yes to anything he could ever ask of you.Â
âGod,â His eyes rake over you, âyouâre so fucking pretty,âÂ
Blush creeps up your chest, âYeah, baby?âÂ
He swallows hard, his hands coasting up your arms and his eyes coming to rest on the heavy swell of your chest, âThe prettiest.â His fingers tuck underneath the straps of your tank top and your bralette and he glances up to your face, âCan I see?âÂ
âPlease,â You whisper.Â
He moves slowly, peeling down the straps from each of your shoulders first, letting the thin fabric of your tank top droop down your arms until heâs left with just the stretchy elastic of your black bralette. His fingers trace your curves, the pad of his thumb ghosting over one of your hardening nipples until it pushes into a firm peak under the fabric.Â
âCheol, please,â If he doesnât touch you soon youâre going to be a squirming mess.Â
âRelax,â He toys with the strap, âweâve got all night,âÂ
You gasp as he dips forwards, peeling the front of your top down entirely until your breasts spill out of the elastic fabric. His lips connect with your skin, tongue exploring intimate parts of you in ways youâve never experienced quite like this with anyone else.Â
âThese,â He cups your full breasts in his hands, kissing along each swell, âare perfect, princess,âÂ
You shiver at that, whining in his grip as he traces his tongue down and ghosts it close to your nipple, but you smile and manage, âI really took you for an ass man,âÂ
âIâm an everything man where youâre concerned,â He flicks his tongue experimentally across the hardened bud and hums softly when you jolt in his arms, âso excuse me if I have to slow down and show my appreciation,âÂ
This crush is going to kill you, thatâs the thought that gets instantly banished from your brain the second Seungcheol wraps his lips around one nipple while his fingers pinch the other, setting a steady pace of sucking and teasing that is sure to leave pleasured little bruises.Â
âOh,â You grip his shoulders, âoh, Jesus, Cheol,âÂ
âFeel good, baby?â He switches sides smoothly and sucks again.Â
A jolt of pleasure rocks from your chest to your untouched clit and you rock down, trying desperately to press your aching center against anything for a little friction.Â
âYeah?â He prompts you gently.Â
âSo, so good,â You nod, rolling again, âbut I need more, please,âÂ
He nods against your chest, pressing one more kiss to your breastbone before he says, ây/n, I donât want to move too fast or anything, weâll do whatever you want, but,âÂ
âBut what?â Youâre about a second from pushing his hand into your underwear yourself.
 âCan I eat you out?âÂ
Your stomach flips, âOh, fuck yes,âÂ
Youâre on your back practically the second you give him permission. He holds you tight to his chest as he pushes himself up off the couch and flips you around, dropping you back onto the cushions and tugging at your clothes. Normally youâd be a little self conscious, especially in the brighter light of your living room and not the dim strategic lightning of your bedroom, but Seungcheol keeps looking at every inch of your body like heâs starving for it, groaning in pleasure at every inch of you that gets revealed, and youâre starting to think he really does like everything about you.Â
You help push off your pants with shaky hands, but let him loop his thumbs under the thin straps of your underwear and tug those free, a slick wet patch in the middle where youâve been soaking through the cotton for the past half hour. You help him with your top, until finally youâre completely bare and heâs pushing you to lie back onto the extended length of the chaise while he falls to his knees before you.Â
âWow,â He breathes, his hands running along your thighs, âjust⊠wow,âÂ
âStop,â You canât stop the blush now, and you fight the urge to reach for a blanket or cross your arms over yourself at his exacting gaze.Â
âNope,â He dips his hands to your inner thighs and pushes your legs apart little by little, âIâm going to enjoy every bit of this,âÂ
âNow youâre just trying to embarrass me,â You smile.Â
His tongue darts out to wet hips lips and he shakes his head, âYou have no idea how long Iâve wanted this,âÂ
Your stomach churns, flipping nervously as he looks at you so earnestly.Â
âIâm serious,â He kisses your knee as he opens one of your legs wider, âIâve thought about this a thousand times, but youâre so much better than my imagination,âÂ
âCheol,â You whisper tightly.Â
âMm,â He sighs as he tips your hips back, maneuvering your legs wide and open now and shifting your hips to the very edge of the couch so he can tuck smoothly between your open legs, âI wonder if you taste as sweet as I imagined too,âÂ
Your fingers grip down on the cushions, your heart hammering in your chest.Â
âLook at you,â He sighs pleasantly, his fingers ghosting along the edge of your lower lips, âis all this for me, baby?âÂ
âUh-huh,â Your breath hitches as his finger just barely touches your seam.Â
âYou got this wet just from grinding on my lap?â He smiles, his teeth catching his thick bottom lip.Â
âCheol,â Itâs all you can manage, you really didnât know he was like this.Â
His eyes soften up though at the sound of his name on your lips, and he kisses your thigh tenderly before looking back up to you, âDoing good? Okay?âÂ
âMhm,â Youâre fine, you are, except you think you might come the second he touches you and youâre a little terrified at just how intense he is from minute one. Â
ây/n,â He squeezes you a little.Â
âIâm good,â You breathe, âI promise,âÂ
âOkay,â He kisses your skin again and nods, âjust relax, okay?âÂ
âIâm relaxed,â You answer too quickly and one of his eyebrows goes high.Â
âMhm,â He eases up on his knees a little to see your face better and smooths his hand from your leg to your hip to your stomach, âwhatâs going on?âÂ
âThis is just a little surreal,â You admit, âisnât it?âÂ
âYeah,â He releases your legs and shifts up so he can lean over your body, catching your mouth again in a soft kiss, âit is, but do you trust me?âÂ
âOf course,â You kiss him back.Â
âThen you should know,â He nuzzles your nose with his, âthat all I want to do right now is make you come on my face until you canât think, and after that if you still want to take this further we can, but baby, I really donât care what we do tonight. I just want to be with you,â
Your mouth runs dry, and you can feel your core throbbing hard between your legs, your heart fluttering fast.Â
âSo, please, can I make you come?â He smiles, pressing another quick kiss to your lips, âI think you want me to,âÂ
âYes,â The nervous knots in your stomach release, âplease, Coups,âÂ
His nose scrunches as he laughs, kissing his way down your chest, âItâs Coups now?âÂ
âCheol,â You whine, âyouâre stalling,âÂ
âItâs called foreplay,â He licks a firm line between your breasts and moves lower, âhave you not been getting fucked right, princess?âÂ
âF-fuck,â Your back arches as his lips travel down over your belly, eyes slipping closed, âSeungcheol,âÂ
He shakes his head, his hair brushing against your skin, âNo more baby?â He makes a sulky noise with his tongue against the back of his teeth, âCome on princess, call me baby,âÂ
Your mind is spinning, and you gasp sharply as his fingers finally slide through your wet slit and land at the apex, pressing deliciously down over your throbbing clit, âCh-Cheol, fuck, oh fuck, baby,âÂ
âThere she is,â He groans, and as his fingers fall away and his lips take their place. He licks a deep stripe through your folds and groans, spreading your legs open wide with his hands anchored on the backs of your thighs, âYouâre perfect,âÂ
You moan as he sucks the tender bud of your clit into his mouth.Â
âIâm going to do this everyday,â He pants, licking another stripe, exploring every inch of your cunt with his tongue, âyouâll be my dessert every night,âÂ
âAh,â Your head rocks back as pleasure lights up your spine, âbaby,âÂ
âMm,â He groans into your core, burying his face against you and alternating perfectly between sharp sucks and flicks of his tongue.Â
You are moving fast, from nothing to desperate something in the span of a couple of hours, but honestly youâve never felt safer and better and more held than this. His hands roam your body, seeking every soft place he can grab and squeeze and hold onto, and you just know the bruises on your hips will be worth it when he finally fucks you.Â
âCome on,â He tips your hips back to get better access, wrapping his arms around your thick thighs, âdonât be shy,âÂ
âOh, shit,â Your hand flies down to grip his hair and anchor your position as he manhandles you, your other hand gripping the cushions, âjust like that,âÂ
He sucks harder and flicks the tip of his tongue against your bud again, quickening his pace and listening carefully for your sounds to know what you need. Looking down between your legs you can barely believe the sight, but there he is, Choi Seungcheol with his face glistening. His lips are puffy and red, his eyes hooded, and he grins when he sees you watching before nodding just a little and redoubling his efforts.Â
Your legs are trembling now, the start of your orgasm building up through the base of your spine and flooding warmth into your belly, and if he wasnât holding you so tightly youâre sure youâd snap.Â
âBaby,â You whine, your voice sounding not quite your own as heat floods in your chest, âoh, God, please donât stop,âÂ
He sucks hard, shifting to kiss your core and push the tender muscle of his tongue inside you, âIâve got you,â he pants as he works his tongue faster, âIâve got you,âÂ
Heâs a mess, wet with slick across cheeks and sweat on his brow, and you think for a split second you might actually be in love with this man already, no one has ever, ever treated your body quite like this. As he shifts to tease your clit again, building the pleasure up and up higher, you grip down on his hair harder.Â
âIâm,â You stammer out, your back arching and your mouth falling slack, âIâm gonna,â
He nods into you but doesnât stop the pace of his tongue one bit.Â
âIâm,â You gasp again, âcoming, fuck, Iâm coming,âÂ
It hits you all at once, punctuated with his sharp suck to your clit and your legs snap shut around his head, your body wrenching sideways as the wave takes you from conscious to that hazy middle space of pleasure. You can barely breathe, you can't even think, all you can do is feel pulse after pulse of pleasure.Â
âFuck,â He curses, and your brain connects enough to realize your legs are still snapped tightly shut around his ears but you canât get your body to respond, âyeah, fuck, there you go,âÂ
Everything you are is trembling in his hands.Â
âI could fucking die happy,â He says, shifting to nip your plush thigh with his teeth, his hands gripping down on your curves, âright here between your legs,âÂ
You make a sound, you think, and he chuckles against your skin.Â
âMm-mm,â He sighs pleasantly, his hands running from your thighs to your hips and down to cup your backside, âyouâre fucking gorgeous, y/n, I love every fucking inch of you,âÂ
âY-yeah?â Your eyes flutter open.Â
âMhm,â He flicks his tongue over your clit once more, eliciting a deep shudder from your hips before he says, âI canât wait to fuck you,âÂ
Your legs start to relax, and you look down, âThen fuck me,â
âI want another first,â He shakes his head, âplease, let me make you come again, sweetheart,âÂ
âOh,â You shiver as he kisses your slit again, letting his tongue linger, âfuck,âÂ
He sighs, âThis pussy,âÂ
âCheol,â You blush hard.Â
âI would do anything,â He smiles, flicking your clit again with his tongue, âfor this perfect fucking pussy,âÂ
âAnything?âÂ
He goes still between your legs and then he nods, wetting his lips with his tongue, pressing a kiss to your quivering cunt, and looking up over your body to meet your eyes, âAnything.âÂ
âWill you come up here?â You reach for him, âWill you hold me?âÂ
He eases your legs down off his shoulders and shifts up, âYeah, of course,âÂ
âWill you,â You nearly come again just at the sight of a sizeable wet spot on his sweats, and you tug at his shirt to try and silently communicate your need, âI want to touch you too,âÂ
âMhm,â He stands up, shucking off his clothes as quickly as he can, and when he pushes down his boxer briefs your muscles clench.Â
When you were younger, a teenager inexperienced with sex and boys, you imagined his cock. You saw the faint outline of it once through a pair of athletic shorts and you wondered what he might look like naked. You wondered if you would like his body. You wondered if he would like yours too. You canât really remember what you imagined Seungcheolâs cock to look like, but you know this is better. Itâs long, but not too long, like the guys who canât fit it in all the way without smashing painfully into your cervix, but itâs thick. His cock is heavy, deserving of the word, and perfectly straight until the very end where it curls up towards his abdomen.Â
You want him inside you so badly you could cry.Â
âYou okay?â He says as he slides up the couch next to you, your naked hip against his.Â
âA little nervous,â You admit quietly, turning towards him on the cushions and drawing him closer with your hand on his shoulder.Â
âMe too,â He says softly, maneuvering until one arm is wrapped around your back and your head is pillowed on his other, your chests flush against each other, his cock trapped between your stomachs.Â
âGod,â You shift closer to him, tangling your legs together, âyouâre so hard,âÂ
He nods, sighing at the way your skin drags against his, âYouâre making me insane,âÂ
âGood,â You smile, finding his lips with yours, tasting yourself on him and dipping your tongue into his mouth as you deepen the kiss.
He groans against you, and you snake a hand between your bodies to wrap around his aching cock. âOh, fuck,â he curses as you pump your hand up and down his shaft, âeasy, itâs been a while,âÂ
âYeah?â You soften your grip a little, rolling your hand at the tip and feeling precum bead up and smear on your belly, âSaving yourself for me, baby?âÂ
He moans softly, his eyes rolling shut, âYouâd like that wouldnât you?âÂ
âMaybe,â You kiss the corner of his mouth and pump his cock a little harder.Â
âL-let me touch you,â He pants, his hand pushing your hips back just enough so that he can fit a hand in between your thighs, âcan I touch you?âÂ
Itâs dizzying how much he begs to pleasure you, and youâre starting to think maybe this is part of what he needs, but youâre still new to each otherâs bodies and learning and you suppose youâll have time to figure all of this out. Itâs not just a one night thing.
âTouch me,â You open your legs for him and he immediately slides his fingers down your slit to your aching entrance.Â
âDonât stop,â He urges you and you realize at the feeling of his fingers you stopped pumping your hand.Â
You smile, kissing him again and finding a new pace with a stroke of your hand and a roll of your wrist, âYou feel so good, baby,âÂ
âSo do you,â He pants, and then he pushes two fingers inside your slick walls.Â
You choke out a wine, pushing your hips forwards into his hand so he can go deeper.Â
âGod,â He holds you firm with his other hand, âyouâre too tight,âÂ
âToo tight?â You huff, still working your hand over his cock, ânever gotten that complaint before,âÂ
âNot a complaint, princess,â He teases, drawing his fingers out of your channel before thrusting back inside, âbut I need to prep you a little, I donât want to hurt you,âÂ
Your muscles clench down around his fingers.Â
He laughs softly, âOh, yeah, babygirl? You want me inside?âÂ
You nod, a whine trapped on your lips, âCheol, please,âÂ
âShh, shh,â He shifts, effectively sliding down the couch a little more while you slide up, and he rests his head on your shoulder and adjusts the angle of his arm so he can pump his fingers in and out of your channel at a steadier pace. He watches the way his fingers disappear inside you with rapt attention, cursing when he feels you grip down on him, âYou want to come again?âÂ
âP-please,â Youâre doing your best to keep working your hand, but at the way his fingers are curled inside you and pressing rhythmically against your sweet spot you think youâre about to see stars again.Â
âFuck, baby,â He sighs, âyouâre so sexy,âÂ
All you can do is moan, grip down on his shoulder and let him have you.Â
When he pushes in a third finger to stretch you, you gasp tightly at the sensation, the pleasure rocketing up your back and making your brain buzz.Â
âAre you close?â He pumps his hand harder, finding your nearby nipple with his tongue and your body arches again.Â
âClose,â You pant, your legs widening as you try to brace yourself, your hand falling away from his cock and gripping down on his thigh as the rolling wave of your orgasm starts to wash up over you.Â
âCome for me,â Heâs gripping you hard, like you belong to him and he wants only to please you, and his words combined with the way his hands lay on you leaves you coming apart at the seams.Â
The sound of it is obscene, wet and filthy and pornagraphic and youâve never in your life had sex with someone for the first time and had it be anything close to perfect. Your bodies want each other with such need. It's entirely outside your conscious brain, and you think if he can love your body like this then maybe he can love all the other parts of you, and you never want to let him go.Â
Your orgasm hits you harder than the first, locking your body up in spasmodic elation, and he curls around you when you twist to make sure he works you through the crest of it, his hand only slowing down when the pulses of pleasure start to ease.Â
When you come back to earth, youâre pressed face down onto the couch instead of up, your cheek against the cool fabric below you. Seungcheol is wrapped around your body like heâs glued to your back, and you feel his soft breath against your cheek and shoulder, his easy kisses on whatever part of you he can reach. His hand is still tucked underneath you and between your legs, cupping your cunt warmly and just holding you as you come down.Â
âCheol?â You murmur, your brain almost a little foggy at the heady feeling of two full body orgasms.Â
âHey, there you are,â He kisses you again, âfeeling okay?âÂ
âMm,â You nod, âso, so good,âÂ
He smiles, âYeah? Did I get you?âÂ
You laugh against the cushions, shaking your head, âBabe, I just came so hard I blacked out,â your body stretches, pressing your core into the cup of his hand, âyou definitely got me,âÂ
âMm,â He rocks his hand and you sigh a little overstimulated sound, âshould we stop here?âÂ
He doesnât know, you realize it suddenly, he has no idea how badly you want him. Heâs been so focused on your body, your pleasure, your wants, but you can see it now in the hesitation in voice that he still doesnât know for sure if you want to be here with him or if you just wanted someone.Â
Heâs been touching you like it might be the only time, his only chance to have you and hold you in his arms. Didnât he believe you when you said it wasnât one night?
âSeungcheol,â You wriggle in his arms, âbaby,âÂ
âWhatâs wrong?â He gives you the space to roll and you twist against him.Â
You see his eyes when you turn, like heâs waiting for something and you curse yourself inside for not telling him like he was telling you. You smile, pushing his shoulder until heâs flat on his back, âWhatâs wrong is that youâre not inside me,âÂ
âO-oh,â He gasps as you hook a leg over his hips and straddle him, your body hovering over his prone cock.Â
âMhm,â You drop your body over him, your slick slit nestling directly over his cock, âbut Iâve been so selfish,âÂ
He shakes his head to protest but you lay your fingers over his lips to stop him.Â
âI want you, Cheol,â You drag your hips and find the head of his cock so you can dip and press it against your entrance, âso fucking much,âÂ
Heâs breathing heavy against your hand, your eyes locked on eachother.Â
âDo you understand what Iâm saying?â You stay steady above him.Â
He nods, just a little.Â
âIâve never wanted anybody like I want you,â You tell him, ânever,âÂ
His lip quirks a little, a small smile as he presses a kiss to your fingers, âIâm all yours,â he whispers.Â
You sink your hips back in one smooth flush motion, taking him inside you to the hilt without warning, and his head falls back as he moans. Heâs stretching you out wide and full, his thick cock pushing into every spot inside you that you didnât know could feel like this.Â
âOh my fuck,â Your body moves on itâs own, rocking your hips in a circle to take him deeper and roll your clit across his pubic bone, âCheol, Cheol,âÂ
He blinks hard, finding your eyes at the sound of his voice, âYeah?âÂ
You feel strangely like you might cry at the rush of endorphins, and you roll your hips again, whining out a need, âHold me, please? Please, touch me,âÂ
Seungcheol softens, his hands unclench on the cushions below him and he coasts his warm hands over your thighs, your hips, up and down your sides, âIâm right here,â he murmurs.Â
You relish in the feeling of it, and you direct them from their wandering comfort to a landing place on your hips, the perfect soft place for him to grip in with his fingers and keep you steady while you work him. He follows your lead, watching you above him with no hesitation, and his mouth falls slack when he watches you get your position right on your knees and lift up to draw his cock out of your warm, wet channel.Â
ây/n,â He pants tightly.Â
You sink back down hard and he groans, cursing and no doubt leaving a pretty bouquet of bruises where his fingers press down.Â
âYour cock,â You moan as you bounce again, finding a steady rhythm, âyou feel so perfect,âÂ
âYeah?â He bounces you, teeth clenched as he tries not to come too early.Â
âMade for me,â You grind down and jolt against the pleasure, ânever felt something this good,âÂ
He groans, a hot pant of breath and then he stutters his hips upwards, âD-donât, Iâll come,âÂ
âGood,â You sink down and back up, feeling him stretch you open again and again.Â
âCome here,â He reaches up for you, tugging you down by your neck to get you close and you can feel him suddenly reposition and change the angle, take back control as he pins you to his chest and pumps his hips.Â
The way his cock punches into you, curved and pressing directly into your g-spot, makes you choke out a moan and dig your nails into his chest.Â
âSay you love my cock,â He pants suddenly in your ear, âif it feels so good, say it, tell me,âÂ
You moan sharply, âI fucking love your cock,âÂ
âFuck yes,â His hand claps down on your ass and grips you tight as his hips piston upwards.Â
âAh, ah,â Your legs are trembling again, âI canât,âÂ
âYes, you can,â He pants, âI want to feel you come on my cock, babygirl, squeeze me,âÂ
Your eyes slam shut.Â
âSo fucking tight,â He breathes, âso wet,âÂ
âFor you,â You choke out and hips stutter.Â
âOh, f-fuck,â He pushes up hard, but instead of thrusting he locks his hips there with your bodies pressed flush together and at the sound of his sudden moan, the way his hands lock tight on your body, the way warmth floods your belly, you know heâs coming.Â
Your brain somersaults and you rock your hips, trying to keep catching the friction against your clit to help push you over the edge, âAh,â you whine, âno, please,â Â
He doesnât go anywhere though, he just presses his hips up to keep giving you the pressure you need and holds your hips down with his broad hands, and you hear him hiss at the overstimulation but he groans and manages, âCome baby, youâre so close, there you go, there you go,âÂ
Youâre saying something, but you canât really hear it. All you can feel is the bubble about to burst inside you as you drag yourself fast and frantic against his body. Youâre needy and seconds away, falling into trembles again.
 âSo beautiful,â He mumbles, dragging your mouth up to his and locking you in a heady kiss.Â
âCheol!â You squeak against him, body cracking apart into shakes as you come, probably louder than you wanted to as you fall into the sweet space between his neck and shoulder.Â
âIâve got you,â His softening cock slides out as you come, but he slides a hand between your thighs and rubs fast circles on your swollen clit, âfuck, look at you, god, youâre such a mess,âÂ
Your brain is dizzy as he talks you through the edges of your orgasm.Â
âSo wet,â He bites down softly on your shoulder, âsoaked for me and full of my cum, fuck,âÂ
As you collapse on his chest, your orgasm receding, his hand slows, but his fingers stay slipped between your folds in the messy mixture of your slick wetness and his release. You are a mess, but he seems to like it and if youâre benign honest so do you.Â
âIâm so,â You breathe out, shaky and exhausted, âgod, I donât know,âÂ
âMhm,â He sighs, and finally he slides his fingers out of you to rest on your hip, his other hand stroking a line up and down your back while you recover together.Â
You need to get up, run to the bathroom and get the shower started, but youâre boneless and floating and heâs just the perfect temperature, so for a little while you donât move.Â
When he shifts his hips under yours to readjust your eyes pop open and you start to move, âAm I hurting you?âÂ
âShh,â He wraps his arms around you and gathers you tight to his chest, âdonât you dare go anywhere,âÂ
âYeah?âÂ
âYouâre perfect,â He repeats and you smile against his skin, ânext time I want you sitting on my face,âÂ
You laugh against him, âNext time?âÂ
Heâs quiet, his fingers still dragging up and down your spine, âIf you want,âÂ
You shift up in his arms, settling on his chest so that you can see his face, âSo much,âÂ
He cups your cheek, brushing his thumb along your face, as he smiles, âI missed you, you know,âÂ
Tears prick at the back of your eyes and your throat goes thick, and you donât trust your voice but you nod and press your lips to his, âI missed you too, all the time,âÂ
He gives you a moment, just staying calm and kind with his hands, and then he leans up to capture your lips once more, this kiss so much softer and more familiar from the frantic emotion a few minutes ago. His kisses travel from your lips to your forehead and then he smooths back the tangled mess of your hair, âWe should get cleaned up,â he murmurs, âhow are you feeling?âÂ
âLike I might not ever walk again,â You joke wryly.Â
âI didn't hurt you, did I?â He leans to look you over, âI got a little carried away,âÂ
You shake your head, âNo, Iâm perfect, I promise,âÂ
âWe didnât talk much beforehand,â He notes, brushing his palm over the swell of your hip, dipping at your hip crease, and tracing up over again at the curve of your thigh, âI just want to be sure youâre feeling okay with everything,âÂ
âIâd tell you if I wasnât,â You press, âyou know I would,âÂ
âGood,â He sighs.Â
You stretch on top of him, your knees aching from your curled position and you smile, âYou want to get a shower? We can share the hot water,âÂ
âYouâre insatiable,â He quirks an eyebrow at you.Â
âNot for sex,â You slap his chest lightly as you climb off him, wincing at the sudden stretch of your knees, âI can barely move,âÂ
âI like a challenge,â He sighs, rolling off the chaise and stretching long and you catch yourself watching the strong flex of his back, the cut of his shoulders, the curve of his ass and his muscular thighs.Â
Maybe you could rally.Â
Seungcheol turns and his eyes flick over your body too, âYeah,â he nods, âI think I can get one more out of you,âÂ
âMy shower is shockingly small, so,â You reach for him, guiding him down the hall with you, âweâll see,âÂ
âI said I like a challenge,â He shrugs, and all of a sudden you canât stop laughing.Â
Your shower is small, but in the end it doesnât matter. Seungcheol ends up crouched on his knees anyways, with one of your legs hitched over his shoulder while he takes his sweet time with his tongue bringing you up to your softest, easiest orgasm of the night. You trade lazy kisses in the warmth after, the suds long gone and your fingers pruned by the time you fall into bed.Â
You donât have to ask him to stay, he just does. You talk for as long as you can keep your eyes open, stories of years ago when you saw him almost every single day. You whisper late into the night, until finally he falls asleep first, his head lolled to the side, but his hand still wrapped tightly around yours.Â
You tumble into sleep right alongside him, his skin smelling of sweet peach and nectarine.Â
In the morning, you wake up to something cold suddenly pressed to your cheek and you start to stitch together the world around you in quick threads.Â
âKkuma,â Seungcheolâs voice reaches you first, a hushed whisper as he tries to get his dogâs attention, âcome here girl, let her sleep,âÂ
You groan a little, and you realize the something cold was Kkumaâs very wet nose against your cheek. Instead of listening to Seungcheol, she presses her nose to you again and follows it up with a lick, her panting excitement pushing you from laying on your side to your back as she collapses over your chest.Â
âKkuma!â He exclaims quietly, âdown girl!â
Your eyes start to pop open, and this time you see his dogâs fluffy white face inches from your own, delighted that youâre awake.Â
âKkuma,â He tries to drop his voice to a lower tone to get her attention.Â
âItâs okay,â You yawn, reaching up to scratch Kkuma behind the ears, âIâm awake now,âÂ
âIâm sorry,â Seungcheol moves into your bedroom, and you can see heâs fully dressed and has been for some time, âI didnât think she would just jump on you like that,âÂ
Your brain is still a little sluggish and you rub your hand over your face, âDid you go home?â
He grins and nods at your sleepy question, the answer obvious from the dog on your chest, âYeah, I needed to run home and take her for a walk, I hope you donât mind I let myself back in,âÂ
âNot at all,â You smile up at him, âIâm just sad youâre not in the cuddle pile,âÂ
âWe can fix that,â He tosses his beanie on your nightstand and then holds up a little carrier containing two coffees and a few little pastry bags, âand I bring gifts,âÂ
âFrom that place by your apartment?â You brighten, recognizing the stamped logos on the cups.Â
âMhm,â He passes over your cup, âsugar, no cream,âÂ
âYou remembered,â You push yourself up in bed, Kkuma adjusting herself to snuggle into your side, and accept the cup, âthank you,âÂ
He lays his heavy denim jacket on the chair by your dresser and slips back into bed with you, dragging the covers back over both your legs, âOf course, I did, not that much could have changed in a year, right?âÂ
âMm-mm,â Your legs slide together as you tuck under his arm and settle back into his chest.Â
His fingers play with the ends of your hair while he sips his coffee, and then he sighs, ây/n,âÂ
Your stomach freezes and you wonder if youâre about to get let down easy. If waking up in the morning cleared his head, if a text from Mingyu changed his mind, if on the trip back to his place he worked out the right way to break your heart, if he practiced it out loud in his car with the dog.Â
âWhatâs up?â You say, hoping you sound far more casual than you feel.Â
âAbout Gyu,â He exhales heavy, his coffee leaning against his thigh as he gathers his words, âlisten,âÂ
âDonât,â You murmur, pressing your eyes closed, âplease donât go,â
âGo?â He asks.Â
âIâll tell him, and I know heâll be fine after the shock wears off,â You twist in the bed to look up at him, âplease just stay, last night was⊠Cheol, please just think about this,âÂ
His brows knit together tight in confusion and he sets his coffee on your bedside table to free up his hand and brush it along your cheek, âI was going to say, about Gyu, Iâm meeting him for lunch at two. Iâd like to tell him about us today,âÂ
âYou what,â You blink.Â
âIâd like to tell him that I picked you up after your date,â He says, âand that we got to talking, and that we kissed,âÂ
You can almost see Mingyuâs wide puppy eyes as he realizes where the story is going to go.Â
âAnd that I asked you out on a date,â Seungcheol finishes, âand heâs going to ask me a lot of other questions which I definitely am not going to answer, except one thing,âÂ
You swallow nervously, your coffee almost tipping to the side forgotten in your hands until he plucks it up and sets it to the side.Â
âHeâs going to ask me if Iâm serious about you,â He says calmly, like youâve discussed this before, âand Iâm going to say yes, but thatâs the kind of thing you should know before your brother does.â
âYouâre serious about me,â You say it back, your heart picking up as the words come off your tongue.Â
âYes,â He nods, unequivocal, âand I hope you feel the same way because before I drive across town and tell my best friend Iâm in love with his sister, I just need to know if you feel even a tenth of that,âÂ
Your heart should be pounding, your stomach fluttering, your body flooding with emotion at the casual confession, but all you feel is calm. Mingyu told you once that life would fall into place, you just never thought youâd have that realization while it was happening around you.Â
You try to keep a straight face when you say, âThereâs only one problem,âÂ
âOkay,â He says, but you watch his hand fidget in his lap.Â
âYou never actually asked me out on a date,â You point out with a smile, âand I donât want to lie to Mingyu about anything,âÂ
He grins, his tongue dragging against one side of his teeth as he shakes his head in disbelief, âYouâre right,â he says, âthatâs my mistake, will you go out with me?âÂ
âIâd love to,â You lean into him so you can press a quick kiss to his lips and take his hand in yours, lacing his anxiously twitching fingers with yours to hold him steady, âand if Gyu gives you any lip about this,â you kiss him again, âtell him Iâm in love with his best friend,âÂ
âYou are?â His fingers tighten on your hand.Â
âMhm,â You suddenly canât keep your lips away from his, âand you tell him that if he does anything to ruin this, that Iâll make him sorry,âÂ
âNow that,â He laughs, âthat I believe,âÂ
You pull him down to you and your body without another word, and with a hushed apology he pushes Kkuma off the bed so he can splay you out in the middle of the mattress. He takes you fast, hurried and full of need now that you have so much time ahead of you for slow. For now, you have a lot of catching up to do.
When you finally make it out of bed the coffee is cold and Seungcheol is late for lunch.Â
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im OBSESSED with demon slayer + ur work!!
could you pls do the hashira reaction to their s/o giving them lots of affection so they let their guard down, and then they suddenly start a pillow fight and tickle them?
This was funny in my head đ
(HEY ANON! YOUâRE OBSESSED WITH MY WORK?? THATâS CRAZY, THANK YOU SO MUCH. The kind words really mean a lot. Anyways I hope you enjoy this and have a wonderful day.)
Hashira with an Affectionate S/O
(Characters Included- All the Hashira)
(Warning: Fluff, fluff, fluff)
đŠShinobu KochođŠ
- Likes the affection you give her. Especially if you give her a massage after a long stressful day. She loves to reciprocate it back by tracing your scars or marks, giving you a quick peck on the lips, and etc.
- Unfortunately for you, if you decide to start any pillow fights, youâll lose. Shinobu is very fast and can dodge your âattacksâ easily. Having these silly little fights relieves her from the stresses of the world. Sheâs grateful that she can have these moments with you.
đIguro Obanaiđ
- Not big on PDA cause he gets embarrassed but doesnât mind small things like holding hands and the sort.
- Obanai was just enjoying the silence with you wrapped in his haori and saw you grab the pillow. He thought you were just adjusting it until it headed towards his face. He blocked it with his arm and before he could even say a word you tickled him. He flinched because heâs a little ticklish but managed to stop you. He was like âHow dare youâ afterwards, but secretly he didnât mind this silly side of yours.
đĄMitsuri KanrojiđĄ
- Always accepts the affection openly. Sheâs big on PDA, everyone can instantly tell that you two are dating. Squeezes you in the biggest hug before letting you go to get oxygen.
- One day when you two were cuddling, you felt the need to choose (playful) violence. So you swiftly grabbed the nearest pillow and hit your girlfriend with it. When she felt a pillow hit her face it stunned her a bit but she quickly snapped out of it and fought back. Both you and her were laughing nonstop.
đ„Kyojuro Rengokuđ„
- He thinks your affectionate side is admirable. Always reciprocates it when he can. Some of his favorite things that you do is when you surprise him with a hug and lean on him whenever youâre tired or sleeping.
- When you started the pillow fight he chuckled at it and asked if youâre challenging him. As soon as you said yeah heâll be like âAlright then, prepare yourself.â And the both of you will just have a good time being silly together.
đTengen Uzuiđ
- He always smiles or chuckles at the affection. Definitely would crack your back if he hugged you back really hard. Though when youâre hugging him, he mainly puts one hand on your back while the other is patting your head.
- You wonât be able to surprise him, heâll hear the pillow coming from a mile away and grab it. Once he has it heâll throw it at you while saying something cocky like âYou thought that you could sneak in an attack against ME?â
âïžMuichiro Tokitoâïž
- He is confused at first on why you were so affectionate but he doesnât mind it. Might be a little tense though.
- Youâll definitely catch him off guard if you hit him when heâs zoned out. Heâll instantly snap out of it and start dodging the pillows. If you tried to tickle him heâd grab your hand and tickle your stomach as revenge. He would be laughing while youâre trying to get free.
đȘïžSanemi ShinazugawađȘïž
- Secretly enjoys your affection but he mainly reciprocates it in private when itâs just you and him instead of in public.
- When the both of you were laying down together, you suddenly ticked him and he quickly moved away. He wouldnât even face you because of the embarrassment because he didnât want you to find out that he was a bit ticklish. (He will still deny it even after the incident)
đGiyuu Tomiokađ
- He gets used to your affection after a few weeks of dating you. Tries to reciprocate but itâll take him time. Though he does get better over time.
- He was all relaxed until you suddenly hit him in the face with a pillow. He would be confused about the sudden pillow fight. Heâll just sit there and blink at you while heâs still getting hit. Then heâll question if he did something wrong so youâll have to reassure him.
đȘšGyomei HimejimađȘš
- Gyomei enjoys your affection and tries his best to reciprocate it. Though heâll be a lot more gentle than you, for example if you hug him really tightly heâll hug back gently because he doesnât want to hurt you.
- Heâs not ticklish so if you tried to tickle him it wouldnât have an effect on him. Though he will be smiling at you cause he thinks youâre adorable.
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pairing: lee donghyuck x fem reader genre: college au, academics rivals to lovers, kinda fake dating, forced to work together on a project, smut, fluff, humor (idk), music major!haechan, music major!mc | not really requested but thank you đ anon for the inspo summary: your indifference toward Lee Donghyuck, also known as Haechan, becomes rivalry when he decides to sabotage you. The battle turns into a war, the war turns into a plan, and the plan, well, the plan fails miserably... or succeeds wonderfully. After all, itâs all about points of view. Or, Haechan thinks he found a way to distract you and be better than you, but doesnât think it thoroughly and screws it up. warnings: smut, mentioned weed consumption, alcohol use, fingering, oral (receiving), unprotected sex, public sex, jealous sex, bickering, teasing, etc | inclusivity notes: reader wears different hairstyles (no mention of texture, type and color), no mention of body type (but haechan lifts her a few times), no mention of skin color, no use of y/n wc: 22.4k (out of 42k)
a/n: finally iâm back! i started this fic more than a year ago so seeing it finally come to life means everything to me. i had so much fun writing it, so i hope youâll love it too. please, let me know with comments, reblogs (that also help reach more people), or anon. i love knowing what you think. enjoy! also if there are formatting mistakes please let me know cause iâve been having problems posting this and i copied it without editing it once again.
masterpost (with visuals and playlist) (i canât post the link or else the post doesnât show up in the tags, but you can find it on my profile)
Being number one in your academy isnât a want, but a need.
You didnât spend your entire life crafting your skills and splitting yourself between the books and the training room for all of that to be swept under the rug when you finally made it to your dream university; Neo Arts Academy.
Surely, with the prizes promised to those on top, you arenât the only one with that racing passion to drive you through each day. Tons of people try their best, and even put their health at risk to reach the biggest success, but you manage to focus on yourself and keep your life in a pretty healthy balance.
You managed to focus on you⊠until something, well, somebody, started to come into your way.
Lee Donghyuck, also known as Haechan, his stage name âif he ever made it big in the industry he wanted to be already known.
You never paid him much attention. Honestly, you never paid attention to anybody, your only goal was to take care of your small garden and top everybody else, but when his competitiveness got the best of him, you just couldnât push him in the back of your mind.
Apparently, his goals are the same as yours, and that isnât a nice thing considering how competitive your world is. You first truly glanced at him during a songwriting lesson, when he huffed a bit too loudly behind you while he announced to his friend, probably named Mark, that he sucked at writing songs. However, you only chuckled mindlessly that time and went on with your day.
That was your first year there and everything went fine. Then the second year arrived and you applied for your minor degree in dance and that was when Donghyuckâs presence started to be louder. You had nothing against him, but you quickly learned he couldnât stand you for some reason. Rumours were quick at flying around, being passed from mouth to ear and you knew them.
You simply couldnât care.
Yet.
Haechan doesnât hate you. He could never do that. After all, he doesnât even know you. But he does know something about you. He knows your name, and how it is always on top of his in any ranking. He knows you will always win the contests he wants to win so badly. He knows you are good at theory and practice. He knows he just canât win with you.
He also knows nothing can touch you. Not because you are unreachable and believe youâre superior to others. Actually, you are very modest about all your academic success, but you always walk straight on your road with the goal perfectly in the line of view.
Haechan doesnât hate you. Though, lately, he has a strange feeling in his body every time he sits at his desk to study and his only motivation is to surpass you. Nothing different than the first months there, he got pretty soon you were going to be a tough but nice competitor, but fuck he never imagined you would be so hard to beat. Now that after a year he never won or got the top grade and always came second after you, you arenât motivating him, you are driving him insane.
He doesnât have many distractions, but he has friends, some hobbies outside of university, and even a part-time job. But you? Is there something that is distracting you? Is there anything that could distract you? He has no idea, not now that he is watching you walk into the room, ready for the classical ballet history class âyes, of course out of all the minors, you had to choose hisâ and sit a few rows in front of him, all alone as always, taking out your lilac book note and your pen.
Haechan has no idea, but he is going to find out something that can easily distract you and push out of your path.
You know people think of university as a moment to socialise, but being on your own has never been a problem for you. You have contacts with some of your hometown friends, and most importantly, you donât mind doing things alone; you can go to the cinema when you want, you can pick whatever restaurant you like, you can take a walk, or stay at home.
Youâve always been comfortable in your bubble, and youâd like to keep it that way, but life has strange plans.
âDamn, always on a rush.â You recognize Haechanâs voice, but you donât bother turning around because youâre sure heâs not addressing you. You think itâs weird heâs sitting next to you, but you blink the surprise away and grab your tablet from your bag. âWhoever put music theory at 8:30 in the morning on a Monday needs to go to jail.â
You chuckle at his comment, subtly rolling your eyes before opening the note app to go where you left it in the previous lesson.
âYou write a lot.â This time youâre quite sure heâs talking to you, so your neck turns to look at him and you find him closer than youâd like him to be.
âI annotate, itâs just the essentials.â
He scans the notes quickly before scoffing. âThe essentials? I donât write as half as that.â
âWell, I think this is essential, but we all work differently,â while youâre answering him, you donât even notice that his friend is not beside him, and you get lost in him for a second, mostly in the scent thatâs filling your nostrils now that his brown jacket is so close to you.
âThe professor talks too fast, how the fuâ how do you get everything?â He stops himself from cursing and backs away, finally making you breathe some air that is not filled with his intoxicating perfume.
âI rewrite phrases. And, to be sure, I record the lessons, so I can re-listen to them in case something doesnât make sense when I study them. And then I also re-write the notââ
âYou record the lessons?â He almost snarls with his eyes bulging out of his skull as he, once again, stands too close to you.
âIs it illegal?â Your head tilts to the side as genuine curiosity blooms on your face.
âNo, itâs⊠itâsâŠâ he sighs, throwing his head back and cursing something under his breath in a tight dialect you donât recognize. âI never thought about it.â
âOh, well, it helps me a lot. Sometimes when Iâm too tired to read I just play the lessons and memorize stuff while I do other things,â you smile, moving your hair to one side of your neck before grabbing the pen when the professor walks in. âYou should try.â
âOh, you can be sure I will.â
Haechan canât be so stupid. He canât believe he can be so stupid. Why didnât he ever, ever, think about that? Thatâs a smart idea, better than crying and cursing when he tries to understand what he wrote down on paper when he revisits the notes, or asking Mark if he wrote some phrases he had marked down with several question marks or dots to fill âdots that he never fills.
But heâs still sure he canât be a terrible student, he had always been on top of his classes, always aced them and his study method worked⊠but what if yours worked better? Given the results of the past year, and the start of this one, the answer is clear: yours do work better.
But he doesnât think that itâs the only reason you are beating him in everything. What if you have other tricks?
Haechan is going to find out.
You always believed your only competition was yourself. You never liked to engage with other people and fight them or fear them. But Haechan had given you no choice.
It was an open threat at you when he purposefully told you a different day to turn in an assignment when you were sick, you had no choice but to fight back.
That was when Haechan truly became your rival. He had always been, you two were always at the top, fighting for the first place and the big prizes, but now it was a matter of pride.
Haechan had officially made it on top of your blacklist, at least he could arrive number one in something, not like there was a big competition to be in there, in fact, you didnât even have one before he pushed your last nerve.
Fucking it up with you wasnât Haechanâs plan, he wanted to befriend you and trick you into giving him some magic tricks, but things went⊠wrong. With Mark by his side, it was impossible to sit next to you. During songwriting you got up and sat on another seat in the middle of the lesson with the excuse of ânot seeing from afarâ, and he couldnât approach you in any other circumstances. So, when you got sick for three days, he thought he could, for once, steal your spotlight.
He wasnât sure you were sick, but he was sure enough you werenât going to miss lessons days to study or work on projects; you never needed extra time, unfortunately, he knew it well. So the only thing that could lock you in your place was an illness of some kind. He did feel bad when you came back four days later and asked him if you missed something, he could see you still werenât at your best, and he couldâve tried his luck by telling you the truth, hoping that the precarious state you were in was going to make you come up with a terrible essay on an instrument of the 18th century, but his eagerness got the best of him, and he lied.
So he had officially screwed his plan of getting closer to you.
âYou are an asshole,â you scream, slamming the books in front of him on the table in the garden, not caring about his friends staring at you in shock. âAnd donât look at me with that face of âI donât know what youâre talking aboutâ because you know what Iâm referring to.â
âI donât, thoughâŠâ he whispers, trying to keep a distance between you because you look scary âhalf bent on the table, furrowed forehead, pointing fingerâ and he thinks you are very motivated to reach over his neckline and strangle him.
You roll your eyes, groaning in annoyance. âYou told me Professor Kim left an essay for Monday, I thought I could use the weekend to do an amazing job and he called me to his office because I was three days late.â
Haechan gulps, and the table goes silent, you feel his friendsâ gazes on you but they are the last thing in your mind.
âMind to explain?â
âI⊠I didnât do it on purpose?â
âYou have to ask me if you are an asshole because your mother didnât put a brain in your skull?â
âHey, take it back!â He warns with a pointing finger, glaring at you. Â
âNo,â you retort, crossing your arms on your chest and standing up straight. âYou sabotaged me.â
âYou are making things up. Maybe you should be in the creative writing major,â Haechan taunts, a shit-eating grin on his face. Â
You gasp offended, clenching your fists to avoid wrapping your hands around his neck. âYou â you â ugh,â you huff. âThis paper was graded! And you knew it, itâs part of the mid-course work he adds to our final grade. Why would you do that to me?â
âYou think I did that on purpose?â
âWhen did you turn it in?â You ask and when his eyes widen you scream at his face. âSee! You turned it on time. I fucking hate you!â
âI didnât answer,â he tries to defend, a challenging edge in his voice, getting to your nerves more than the look on his face.
âFirst of all, I can see it in your face. Youâre trying to look surprised and even scared, but youâre having the time of your life because, guess what, you canât surpass me if you donât play your stupid games.â
He snorts offended, gulping before leaning closer. âYou think I canât beat you?â
âItâs not what I think, itâs what the rankings say, itâs what our professors say, and itâs what all the external opportunities Iâve got say. But if you want to try to prove facts wrong, bring it on,â you shrug, grabbing your things and taking a step back. âNo more dirty games from now on, Lee Donghyuck. Trust me, you donât want me to start playing them too, you might not even see the top three if I do.â
The months to come are fire. You should keep minding your business but as soon as he opens his mouth in class you canât press your lips together and fake it. You try, every time, but you fail.
âI just mean that the melody is what attracts people,â he argues during a discussion in the songwriting class.
You huff, shaking your head. âPeople care about the lyrics more.â
He scoffs loudly and the professor glares at him for the reaction but he still goes on. âPeople wonât listen to a song if the production sucks.â
You turn around, eyebrows pressed in a furrow. âAnd they wonât listen to a song if the lyrics are dumb, or tell a bad message.â
âReally? Catchy pop music is a thing even if you want so badly to maintain the purity of the art of music with only lyrical depth.â
âI love catchy pop songs, but thereâs something objective in music and something subjective, if you paid attention to any of our classes you should know, right?â
The class holds back a laugh and the professor coughs, making you utter an apologize, more addressed to her than your enemy.
âOh, trust me, I paid attention to class,â he retorts, mockingly smiling at you. âAnd weâre not talking about the quality but the appeal. People remember the rhythm of the song or the tune more than they remember the words.â
âAnd words can hold so much meaning for someone they will stick to them forever. Also, lyrics can have different interpretations and if youâre a good writer you can make one song fit for more occasions.â
âThatâs dumb,â he says, looking at you up and down after scoffing. âNotes can transfer different emotions, what you said just doesnât make sense, please.â
âCan we tone it down?â Professor Park warns, glaring at the both of you.
You nod and mutter another apology before speaking up again, âI believe that a good melody can easily attract people at first listen, but if we talk about the long run, a memorable song also needs good lyrics. And Mariah Carey herself said how being a songwriter makes your career last more, so I think itâs telling coming from one of the best voices ever.â
âI think you both make a great point,â the professor cuts the conversation off before you can jump at each otherâs throat again. âIt would be interesting to make a deeper analysis and maybe break down songs and compare data over time. If it was possible to keep the decorumâŠâ she whispers the last word and you want to disappear because you hate the scene you gave. âBut we need to move on with our lesson, so, as I was sayingâŠâ
Out of all the heated discussions you had in class, the one about the importance of production and lyrics, led to your worst nightmare, working on a project with him. Professor Park was so nice to pair you together because she wanted to see how your different points of view wouldâve worked in the song you had to write and produce and even if you smiled and said, âit will be really motivating,â to avoid yelling at her face, now you want to die.
Youâre sure the first two knocks on the door donât even reach the other side; your hits are too weak and the small apartment in that complex is too loud for anyone to hear. Is this the environment you have to work in today?
You roll your eyes and knock again, this time making sure itâs impossible for them not to hear you. You wait there only for a few seconds and then the door opens, revealing a boy your age you canât remember.
âOh, hi,â he cheers, big toothy smile beaming at you. âYou must be here for Hyuck, right?â
You hum, nodding and murmuring, âYes, I have to work on a project with Haechan.â
âCome in.â
You step inside the house and look around briefly before your eyes fall on the table in the small living room; there are books everywhere, headphones on the ground, boxes of food and empty water bottles, and most importantly talks too loud for four boys that were supposedly studying.
âMark, can you lower the music?â
âMusic is what Iâm studying, I canât,â the man you know well replies. âWhy donât you keep your pencil close to you? Jesus, thereâs graphite everywhere.â
âYouâre so annoying, I canât go in my room, Jeno still didnât take down the light boxes,â the brown-haired replies, sending a death glare to the boy at his side who quickly replies to his defence. Â
âHey, I finished shooting half an hour ago and now I have an essay to write, leave me alone.â
âTheyâre entertaining, arenât they?â Haechanâs voice brings you out of the haze of his bickering friends, their conversation fades in the background while your anger level rises just seeing his face when you turn around.
âSurely more entertaining than you,â you retort before taking a step forward, pretending to know where to go in that house.
Haechan rolls his eyes, thanking his friend who opened the door âJaeminâ and coming next to you. âYou donât know where my room is yet, so if youâd like to follow me.â
You trail behind him, waving at the men around the table but itâs clear that none of them even noticed your presence. Luckily for you, Donghyuckâs room is at the end of the corridor and the mess that goes down in the other room is not hearable enough to make your day a living hell.
âSo, do you have anything in mind?â He asks after you sit at one of the chairs at his desk.
You shake your head, fixing your skirt and pulling out some things you might need from your bag. âWanted to hear from you first. Since the melody is so crucial, we should start from that,â you mock in a fake-sweet tone, and you feel his glare on your skin.
âYou truly are a pain in the ass, you know?â He scoffs, moving his hair out of his face, gaze fixed on you.
âAnd for what? Because I agreed with your theory?â
âIf you have a melody in mind itâs easier to make the words flow.â
âIf the melody has nothing to do with the idea, you only have some notes and not a song.â
Now that there arenât rows of chairs dividing you, the heated argument has led you face to face, literally. And you feel your heart pound in your chest from the anger and, also because itâs weird to be this close to a stranger you canât stand.
âOkay, Miss Taylor Swift, why donât you enlighten me and show me what you got?â
You glare at him but heâs unfazed, holding the eye contact proudly. âMy lyrics will be better than your production.â
âAnd are those lyrics in the room with us?â
âGod,â you groan, throwing your hands in the air and your head back. âYou drive me insane.â
âAnd you are pretentious and still never prove all the things that that little, bratty, annoying mouth of yours says.â
Deep creases show on your forehead, and you have to turn around because if you see his face for a second more you will slap him. But you want this project done, you have four weeks to turn it in, but you want this torture to be over as soon as possible, so you know you have to put the pettiness aside.
âIf we want a great result and good grades, we need good lyrics and a good melody,â you say, calmly facing him again, slowly watching as his face softens. âMy words and your production. I donât care what comes to us first, if you think it can be useful, we could even brainstorm some tunes and catchphrases and then build it around it.â
âNow youâre making some sense,â he exclaims, smiling widely before patting the top of your head. âSo that head is not empty.â
âOh, seriously? Iâm trying to have a truce, and you fuck it all up again?â
âNo, sorry, I just think youâre really smart when it comes to college but a bit annoying when it comes to life.â
âYouâre just mad you canât beat me.â
âI can,â he retorts smugly. Â
âThen why donât you do it?â You tease, cocking your head to the side.
Haechan scoffs, lips twitching in a quick smirk before he wets them. âI didnât yet, but are you so sure I wonât?â He whispers, breath colliding with your lips and nose brushing yours, your brain doesnât even register his hands on your legs right away, only when his fingers caress your bare skin right above the hem you wake up from the haze of having him so close.
âTime will â time will prove us,â you say, turning to the desk and scratching your neck. âTime will tell us, not prove us.â
Haechan snickers, moving closer to see on your tablet where you opened the notes, and smiles smugly. He thinks he found a way to distract you.
The project isnât done in the first week, and to put a cherry on top, Professor Park decides to make it the big project for the end of the class, adding a cover for the single, a plan to sponsor it, and, if someone feels brave enough, even to record it. Even if you wanted to, a thing this big, and now with so much weight on the final grade, canât be done in one week.
Yet, you think youâll have to deal with Haechan only on your weekly meet-ups for that project and during lessons, you never imagined you would have to deal with him even during your library study on Wednesday.
âWhy are you studying in the middle of the week?â
âYou know, if I had to replicate a sound every time we start a conversation it would be âand now, I just want to sit back and relax and enjoy my evening, when all of a sudden I hear this agitating grating voice,â and that is the sound that plays in my mind, actually.â
âGrating? Really?â
âWell, itâs the quote but it fits,â you reply sternly, bringing your attention back to the book. âAlso, the question is not, why am I studying, but why arenât you? How will you beat me if you donât?â You wink, laughing under your breath. You donât even need to see his reaction; you know his jaw tenses and his nostrils flare for a brief second every time you tease him.
You hear the chair in front of you scratch on the floor, and deeply hope heâs not sitting on it. But Haechan is sitting on it, staring at you as if he could steal the information from your brain and pass it to his.
âI am studying.â
âNo, youâre not,â you reply, eyes widening when he rips a page from your notebook and a pen from your case. âSo, what have you learned since now?â
You fight the urge to roll your eyes to the sky and instead run a hand on your face while sighing deeply. Thereâs just no way to get rid of him, right?
âYou donât even know what Iâm studying.â
âSound design,â he replies promptly, and you look down to see if he couldâve gotten a grasp from your books but thereâs a paper on it and thereâs not much written on it. Haechan smiles and moves to the chair next to you. âItâs because I started it too, there are too many notions, it would be a suicide to wait for the finals.â
âOh, so you do something else other than think about me,â you tease, nudging him with your leg.
âHey! I donât think about you,â he replies firmly, frowning.
âSure,â you huff, waving him off. âSo, what do you know?â
âWell, all the basis we learnt last year, so the definition of sound, the path it follows, how itâs perceived based on the medium and how fast it travels through them, slowest through gases, faster through liquids, and fastest through solids, and that temperature effects it as well.â
You smile, content with the reply but you want to test him more. âWhat about the five characteristics of sound?â
âYou think thatâs a difficult one?â He asks, almost disappointed at the easiness of your question.
âWell, if you want to impress me so bad, I could ask you to list all the types of compressors?â
âYou already know that?â He questions, quirking a brow, trying to think why he doesnât remember them. âWait, we didnât do that in class.â
You laugh. âSee, youâre witty. No, we havenât done that yet, but since you love producing so much, I thought you knew it as personal knowledge.â
âWhy do you talk as if you donât want to do the same job as mine?â Thereâs a bit of annoyance in his tone, but thereâs genuine curiosity in his eyes.
You shrug, pressing your lips together before diverting your gaze.
Haechan gasps. âDonât tell me you donât know what you want to do, yet, because I wonât believe it.â
âItâs not that I donât know,â you reply, a low huff leaving your lips. âIâd like to try different things out, being a PR manager sounds interesting too. And Iâm also pretty good at dancing, so that could be a career path.â
âItâs a shame we didnât start practical courses, I would love to see you dance.â
âYeah, sure, so you can mock me some more,â you groan.
He shakes his head. âNo, you wouldnât enroll in a program if you werenât absolutely perfect at it, so I canât come at your skills.â
âYouâre so kind, I think I might love you,â you mock, moving closer to him and pouting before pushing him away with a light push on his chest and focusing on your papers again.
âAnd by the way, I know the characteristics of sound,â he says, right next to your face. Â
You smile and think to yourself that this might be fun. âGood, go on and tell me.â
You donât get why Haechanâs roommate bicker so much. Not that you could lecture them when, as soon as you walk inside his room, your talks wonât be much different than theirs (worse, probably). But you think you and Haechan, at least, have a reason to fight so much. His roommates are⊠weird. They are close. They all are, in an annoying way almost, always moving in packs and breaking their back to meet up even if their institutes are scattered around in the Academy. Yet, they get heated pretty easily when they sit in the living room, and you can only blame it on stress as you chuckle, standing against the countertop with a glass of water in hand.
âDonghyuck left you all alone?â Jeno enters the kitchen, distracting you from Renjun screaming at his painting and Mark cursing while he tries to come up with a melody for a small assignment you decided to not worry about âyou have Haechan to worry about now.
âYep, told me to be here at 2 pm just to be in the shower instead,â you reply with a tight smile on your face that makes him laugh and scroll the black hair out of his face.
âMy fault,â he explains while pouring himself a glass. âI convinced him to stay at the basketball field when we finished and he couldnât meet up with you smelling like rotten leftovers forgotten under the august sun.â
âCreative writing?â You ask after you chuckle at his description.
âNope, photography, Renjunâs worst nightmare.â
You laugh. âItâs because you leave all those big things around his room, right?â
âOur room,â he says, empathising on the first word.
âOkay, communism king, your room but I donât think your comrade is happy about it.â
Jeno laughs, and hums before gulping down a sip of water. âIâm not rich yet to afford a studio so heâll have to deal with his bestie working, sweating, and crying his way to the top.â
âYou couldâve been a nepo baby and have everything handed to you.â
âSucks not to be one. I wouldnât even bother being in Uni, just leaving my best life with my camera and daddyâs money.â
âWhat the hell are you talking about?â Haechan says entering the kitchen, hair still damp and casual housewear on.
âNone of your business,â you reply, placing the glass in the sink and walking to the door. âCome on, we have a song to create. It could be our first Billboard number one.â
Haechan sighs, snatching the bottle of water from Jenoâs hand, briefly confused at his grinning face, and then follows you quickly.
âAre you trying to hit on my friends?â He asks, closing the door behind.
âWould you mind?â
âYes, Iâd hate having to deal with you in our group hangouts.â
âYou already deal with me. More than you should since you always come to me even when we could not be together,â you say, tilting your head to the side, and sitting on your assigned chair. âAre you perhaps jealous? Do you want me all to yourself?â
âNah, you can go and fuck all of them right noââ
âOkay,â you donât even let him finish and youâre at the door, but he springs after you and stops you.
âWhat are you doing? I was kidding!â
âWhy? Since when you can tell me what to do?â
Haechan groans and drags you back to your place, but he doesnât sit just yet, heâs bent over to be close to you. âI need you here with me to work on this goddam song, and then you can go and have a gangbang in the living room, I donât care.â
âYouâd be mad you wonât be part of it,â you joke, having the time of your life watching his pissed-off expression as he stomps loudly back at his place. âAccept that you will never win with me, and maybe you wonât be so triggered every time we talk.â
âShit, itâs late,â you murmur, lifting your head from the lyrics youâre trying to write down. Now you got the theme âitâs a love song that you hope wonât turn lameâ and even a faint idea of a tune, and while Haechan tried to get inspired by other songs and tried instruments he wants to add to the track, you worked on the words.
âDonât you think weâre trying too hard?â He whispers, placing the guitar on his bed before standing up and stretching.
âWhat do you mean?â You ask, lifting your neck so you can look at him after you turn around on the rotating chair.
âMusic should come to you, it should be⊠spontaneous.â
Youâd want to roll your eyes, mostly for the spontaneous part, but heâs right. Most artists donât think about the songs they make, the song comes to their mind when theyâre not thinking about it.
âYes, but do you think weâre doing such a shitty job with this?â
He shakes his head, walking closer to you. âNot totally, I just think that if we want to be on top, we have to work around it differently.â
You gulp when he hovers over you and grips the side of the chair tightly. âLike?â
âWe should⊠relax. Take our mind off of it and just wait for it to come,â he glances at the desk, studying the crumpled tries you gave up on and the only three phrases you were happy with written on the tablet. âWe should get inspired,â he whispers, and youâre once again so focused on his face that you donât feel his hand on your thigh, under the long black skirt youâre wearing, it surely mustâve been on you for a while if the fabric was already crumpled up and his fingers teased the hem of your panties between your hips and stomach.
âIs â is this how you inspire people?â You ask, glancing down with a rising chest but for some reason not pulling away.
âDonât know, Iâve never done it before,â he chuckles, slowly moving closer to your core, observing the small signs of your body. âShould we see if it works?â
You hate him. You should be working on that lyric for the last half hour you have left. You hate him. Heâs making it impossible for you to stick to your âminding my businessâ plan that had worked through all your school years. You hate him, you do, and yet you nod, humming a feeble âyes,â in response.
âGood,â rolls out of his lips, and it sounds so different from his usual tone, you canât help but feel hot.
Your nails sink in the chair when his fingers slip right against your clit after he had your consent and starts teasing it.
âSo, itâs a love songâŠâ he says, and you frown, heart pumping louder as for a second you think he led you on and you looked like a pathetic horny loser, but his hand is still playing with your pussy and his face is still close to yours. âChose that because you have somebody in mind?â
âWe literally picked it for a reason last week, you ââ
âGod,â he shushes you up, pushing the panties to the side and teasing your entrance, itâs already damp, but not enough how he wants it. âCan you stop being so rational for once? I know why we picked it; remember Iâm trying to inspire you.â
âWait, you really think some fingering can inspire me to write a love soââ your words shut down when he places a hand on your mouth, eyes widening but pussy leaking an embarrassing amount of cum.
He quirks a brow in surprise and, shortly after, a smug smirk curls his lips. âOh, so youâre into that?â
You canât reply, but even if you couldâve, youâre not sure you wouldâve said anything.
âSo, anybody in mind?â
You shake your head. Your love life has been anything but exciting, and after a few tries, you were sure it wasnât what you needed to focus on, especially because nobody sparked your interest. Nobody was worth moving your focus from your studies.
âGreat, so I guess thatâll have to be me.â
âWhat?â You mutter muffled, closing your legs and moving on the chair.
Haechan rolls his eyes in his skull, keeping you in place. âOh, come on, you can fake it for a few minutes. Donât act disgusted, Iâm knuckle-deep inside you,â he says.
âNot yet.â
âIâm knuckle-deep inside you,â he retorts after he pushes into you with two fingers, staring right into your eyes.
You bite back a moan and a curse under your breath. âFine, but I donât want to think,â you say. âJust, prove it to me. If youâre good, Iâll be inspired and Iâll come up with the lyrics, if you suck, weâll go back to our original method.â
Haechan hates that he constantly has to prove things to you, and he hates even more that he does it, almost as if heâs your dog and he has to follow your orders while you keep him on a leash. But if this will work to come up with a great song, and in his outer-songwriting-course-plan to distract you, he wonât complain.
Honestly, he couldnât complain even if it only meant to finger you. He might want to fight you every time he sees your face but, damn, what a face.
âShit,â you moan. You donât want to give him too much satisfaction, but he knows what heâs doing and itâs been way too long since someone touched you like that. Damn, even since you touched yourself like that. Maybe the whole âstaring at your goalsâ was taking some funny things away from you.
âDo you want to turn the song into a Hozier song?â
You huff, you just asked him one thing and his mouth is running again doing the opposite. âYou wish you were this good to inspire a Hozier type of song.â
âReally?â He taunts, pressing his thumb on your clit, starting to tease the throbbing nub in circles.
âYes,â your voice trembles, but your face shows confidence.
Haechan snickers, quickening the pace of his fingers, watching you fight against yourself to not show how much youâre loving it. âOne second of this mouth on your pussy and Iâd make you change your mind,â he whispers right against your ears, hot breath fanning your skin. âItâs a shame you donât deserve it.â
You groan, head rolling back in disappointment, and that makes him laugh.
âYou have to think twice before running that mouth, babe. Especially with me.â
âNever,â you talk back, opening your eyes and regretting as soon as they meet his. His gaze is too intense, and your brain is too far gone to keep it up.
Haechan only grins, enjoying your wrecked face and the sounds your pussy is making as his fingers keep working on you. You might try to deny him, but your body is speaking to him, and deeply so are you. Itâs in your eyes, and your lips trembling, and in the beautiful moans that are rolling out of your tongue.
âAre you close, brat?â
You donât have it in you to complain, or retort, the orgasm is right around the corner and you fear he would ruin the experience if you said something out of line.
âAnswer me,â he orders, lightly slapping your thigh.
âYes,â you breathe out, biting your lower lip to prevent the whole house from hearing you.
âGood,â he replies, smiling proudly and starting to move faster in and out of you, hitting your sweet spot every time he reaches the base, and torturing your clit with his thumb. And when itâs too much for you, you come. Body trembling against the chair, and legs pushing up as the shocks of pleasure run through you.
âAcid when you talk but sweet to taste,â he hums after pulling out his fingers from his mouth and you only glare at him as you quickly try to get yourself together again.Â
âItâs late,â he says, staring at the clock. âGo home and let me know if this was useful somehow. And not by replaying it in your mind at night wishing I was there with you.â He winks and you slap his shoulder hard. âWhat the hell!â
âI wonât come up with anything on purpose, and I swear if you keep being so annoying, Iâll be terrible at this.â
âYou would never, this makes up like 80% of our final grade.â He challenges you with a glare. Â
âIf I go down, you go down with me,â you retort, face to face, fiercely looking into his eyes. Â
âItâs not smart of you.â
âIt doesnât have to be,â you smile sweetly before it drops from your face. âItâs a threat.â
Itâs not like youâre trying to avoid him after what happened, but thatâs exactly whatâs going on. You donât regret the act per se, you just canât believe it was so easy for you to agree to do that with him. And you know he will use it against you for eternity.
A very dumb move from your side to give him the possibility to tease you even more and about something you couldnât defend yourself from.
But if you try your best to change corridors when you see him from afar, walk quickly back to your dorm room, and sit on the opposite side in class (you fail at keeping your mouth quiet, but you need to discuss with him during lessons), it seems like heâs doing everything he can to be on your path.
âIâm starting to believe youâre a stalker,â you huff, clearly scaring him when you stop abruptly in the middle of the library and make him stop in his tracks.
âIâm not.â
You raise a brow, staring at him until he huffs and throws his hands up in the air. âFine, fine, I was following you but only because I wanted to know what you will study.â
âWhy do you care so much about what I study?â
âSo I know how to beat you?â
âIsnât it more exciting if you beat me only using your brain by putting some knowledge in it without seeing my cards?â You say, pushing a finger on his chest and making him walk backwards until his back hits the bookshelf behind him.
âI think sneaky games are funnier, though,â he whispers, hand moving to rest on your side. âEspecially with you.â
You scoff, rolling your eyes, and taking a step back, freeing yourself from his hold. âThe games youâre playing are not sneaky. Why are you always in my business?â
He shrugs. âWhy not? So, what are we studying today?â
âWe are not studying together.â
âWhy? Isnât it funny? The same study method, same hours, but one of us will be better than the other. Thatâs a truly equal comparison.â
You run a hand on your face and keep walking to find what you need. âIf you didnât distract me every two seconds, I wouldâve already been like five pages into my studying session.â
âOh, please, you are wondering around the library anyway. Iâm just keeping you company.â His body follows yours like a shadow, his heat radiating so close to your skin that you think you might go insane.
âI donât want your company,â you say, moving your eyes swiftly over the books in front of you as you try to find what you are looking for in the sociology section. When you finally find it, reminding yourself you have to buy it so you can annotate directly on yours, you walk back to your table, but Haechan is still beside you like a puppy on a string. âCanât you just leave me alone?â
âI could, and Iâd want to, but I canât,â he says, sitting at your side, smiling widely when you glare at him.
âThis is a useless lesson for you,â you try to dismiss him.
âIs it? Because we have the same ones.â
âJesus, okay, fine,â you give up, throwing your head back and raising your voice enough to make some heads turn in your direction. His biggest talent is to exasperate you. âBut we give ourselves a timing, and then when weâre done, weâll have to answer five questions.â
âAnd who answers to them all?â He asks, thereâs a taunting edge in his voice, and a grin on his face.
âIs the best,â you reply as if itâs obvious.
âYeah, but there should be a prize.â
âBeing better than you is the prize.â
Haechan scoffs, and he hates to admit in his mind that he finds your snarky remarks so fucking hot, if you werenât in a public library and if his job on earth wasnât to detest you, he wouldâve already had you bent on the table.
âI love how youâre always so sure of being better than me.â
You snicker and send him a flying kiss. âHoney, I am better than you.â
âWait, I just left out a detail!â You almost scream when you compare your answers for the nth time because you canât believe he has done slightly better than you.
âThat detail is important,â Haechan replies unfazed by your indignation.
âNo, itâs not. We would have the same score if this was graded,â you insist, feeling more angered than you should. Itâs nothing serious, it shouldnât be serious, but with him, thereâs your pride on the line.
âBut this is between me and you, so I win. Also, my phrasing in the second answer is better than yours.â
âShut up, itâs not.â
âIt is, and you just have to admit you lost,â he insists, leaning over, staring at you with a challenging raised brow. Â
You swallow, eyebrows furrowing, and then you sigh. âYour advantage is minimal. And you only won a battle, because Iâm winning a war.â
âFine, Napoleon, I still won and youâre coming to my place even Saturday so we can do this some more.â
âHey, Napoleon sucked! He lost the most important battles, the only ones he shouldâve won.â
âThatâs why I called you that,â he winks, clicking his tongue mockingly. Â
âOh, you think you will win the war? Youâre wrong, honey, Waterloo is yours.â
Haechan laughs, standing up after putting his things in his bag. âIâm waiting for you on SaturdayâŠâ he says and before you can complain he starts singing, âWaterloo, I was defeated, you won the warâŠâ
âOh, shut up!â You say, hitting his arm as you push him away, but he giggles and walks away continuing with the tune.
âWaterloo, promise to love you forevermore. Waterloo, couldnât escape if I wanted toâŠâ
And you think that if only he didnât try to sabotage your final grades in Music History, you might even find him funny.
Haechan hates you.
If he was sure he didnât before, he is sure that he does now.
He canât wrap his head around the fact that you, Miss zero social skills, and negative 100 friends, can be so good at debating. On every fucking topic. Youâre well-spoken, witty, smart, somehow it looks like you know everything about everything. And even when you donât know (and you always specify it â which he shouldnât find so hot, but he does) you always come up with perfectly thought theories and analyses coming from the small knowledge you have on the topic. The thing he also hates is that you never sound like youâre showing off your skills, itâs just really nice to listen to you and âwhen heâs not the one intervening against youâ youâre the sweetest person ever and everybody in every class absolutely adores you.
He wonders if youâre a robot. Maybe youâre some sort of artificial intelligence sent there to conduct studies on humansâ stupidity, and he was unlucky enough to start a fight with you. You just donât seem real. And heâd love to dig deeper but he doubts he will find anything relevant.
You might be smart, but you also look incredibly boring. He tried to find out if you had interests, or anything that could distract you, but his research led nowhere. The biggest problem is that he hates you, but not to the point that he wants to get you suspended from University, so he has to find another way to make you slip.
Apparently, youâre playing the same game, but even at this, you are thinking faster and smarter.
âWhere the fuck are all my anthropology notes?â Haechan mutters as he looks through his library, moving books and notebooks around, thinking he has gone insane. âMark!â He screams, rushing to the desk to search again but he knows where he left everything; on the second shelf of the small library in his room, on top of the music theory book that hasnât moved since a week.
âYes?â His housemate peaks from the door only with his head.
âDid you mistake our notes?â
âWhat notes?â Mark furrows, backing away from his friend who looks out of his mind.
âThe anthropology notes,â he says, voice full of annoyance because, why does Mark never know anything? Heâs in the same course and, yet, heâs always somewhere else with his head.Â
âMan, I donât even take notes during that lesson.â
âWhat do you mean you donât? Ugh, never mind,â Haechan groans, rolling his eyes because he canât believe he canât count on anybody. âHave you seen them somewhere?â
âNope,â Mark replies, entering the room. âI mean, I donât know what they look like.â
âYou know right we have a test tomorrow? The winter break is close, and some courses have it. You are studying, right?â
âYeah, just not everyâŠthingâŠâ
Haechan rolls his eyes, shaking his head. âWhy donât you like it? I mean, I know itâs not really music related but it teaches you so much about other cultures and thereâs a whole part about how music is different from culture to culture.â
âNext semester, we didnât get there, yet. Itâs a bunch of complicated terminology and theories I just donât get,â Mark defends. He never understood why Haechan loved studying so much. He is only there for the music, and a few other theoretical lessons, but some courses donât make any sense to him. Â
âSo you plan on being terrible tomorrow?â
âI just want a decent result; I donât strive for perfection like you and your girlie.â
Haechan almost chokes on his saliva. âMy girlie? Whoâs my girlie?â
âThat girl in class you always get into heated arguments with, and then she comes here and Iâm pretty sure you make out when no oneâs watching,â Mark says so calmly it infuriates Haechan more than if he was teasing him. Â
âShut the hell up! Sheâs my mortal enemy and while you have been paired with Yangyang for the song project, Professor Park thought it was nice putting her and me together.â
âYeah, you can still make out with your mortal enemy,â he snorts, hitting his friend with a playful elbow hit. Â
âMark, shut up and leave, I have to study,â he tries to cut short, pushing his friend out of the room. Â
âWith what notes?â
âI donât know. I left them on the shelf, and nobody entered my room since Saturday when she â Oh, my God.â
When your name resonates in the empty classroom after youâve taken the anthropology test, your blood freezes for a second.
âHaechannie,â you cheer cheekily, turning around and pushing your tote bag far up your shoulders.
âDonât,â he warns, lifting a finger to stop you from starting anything. âI have to talk to you.â
âSure, the test was easy, right? You might have beaten me this time,â you say but you have to hold back a laugh when you scan his furious, pissed-off expression.
âYeah, if you studied, it was,â he retorts venously. Â
âAnd you surely studied,â you say, faking innocence. Â
âYou can study when you have something to study on,â he says through gritted teeth.
âYes, and you do,â you still play dumb, but when he calls your surname, you know heâs not joking anymore. âYes?â
âDo you, perhaps, know where the fuck my notes are?â
You look around, shrugging. âWhere are your notes, Donghyuck?â
âI donât know, Iâm asking you for a reason,â he retorts, plastering a fake smile that doesnât reflect in the darkness of his pupils.
âThey mightâve mixed up with my stuff when you invited me over Saturday?â You sing-song, tilting your head to the side and shrugging.
âMightâve,â he repeats, a hint of bitterness in his tone. âIt was just a coincidence.â
You shrug again, pushing your lower lip in a pout. âSometimes⊠things happen.â
âAnd if it wasnât on purpose, why couldnât you just text me?â
âBecause I didnât notice,â you reply innocently, batting your lashes, knowing it will get on his nerves even more. Â
He groans, closing his eyes to calm himself down before he speaks again, âthen how do you know?â
âDonât know, just making assumptions,â you say. âIt turns out Iâm really good at it.â
âI swear, I â I want to⊠I want to ââ
âTo what? Choke me because I got my revenge? Oh, it turns out itâs really not that funny when someone plays with you?â You mock, and in doing so you get closer to him.
âGoddamn,â he groans before your back meets the hard wall of the room and his lips meet yours in a heated kiss, his hands on your body and yours limp at your side as youâre too shocked to react. âI want to â I want to kill you, actually.â
You smirk, chuckling straight at his face. âFilled the space with the wrong letter, âcause youâre kissing me.â
âMaybe my kiss is lethal, maybe thereâs poison on my lips.â
âOh, youâre so romantic youâd die for me?â You coo, placing a hand on your heart.
Haechan groans, throwing his head back. âWhy are you always so, so, so, God,â he curses, running his fingers in his hair. âI want my notes back, now.â
âI donât have them,â you say, grinning because he looks wrecked. You know it wasnât very morally mature for you, but it was only fair. Also, you know he doesnât arrive last minute with anything, he had already studied everything and youâre sure he had answered everything on that paper, he just couldnât revisit.
âMy notes back when you pass by for the project or itâs war.â
âItâs already war,â you retort when he walks past you to leave. Â
Haechan turns around, locking his gaze with yours. âOh, honey, it can get so much worse than this.â
You felt like testing your luck when his notes werenât back on his desk, but you had no idea it could get worse than that, until it got.
When he deleted an essay from your computer and you had to remake and finish the work of five days in five hours, so you cancelled a project he was working on for another assignment you had. And then he erased the recording of a course from your phone, so you ripped his notebook in front of his eyes (and his roommates too). The list of petty things is long, and youâre not really proud (youâre sure not even Haechan is) of what you did, especially when things started becoming personal. You two want to destroy each other, but you are honestly just killing yourselves in the meantime.
Your book slams closed so hard that you almost zip your hands in it, and by protecting your fingers you lose track of where youâve been. âGet lost,â you whisper bitterly as soon as you recognize the hand that did that.
âNo thanks,â he replies, sitting next to you.
âIâm trying to read a book in the quiet of the library, so can you leave me alone?â
âItâs a public space, I can sit wherever I want,â he replies, leaning back into the chair, and widening his legs under the table. You know âcause you feel his knee push against yours and you have to retract your leg to avoid the contact. Â
You glare at him, breathing deeply through your nose because you canât make a scene here. You two almost got kicked out of a class two days ago, and that was humiliating enough. So, you think that ignoring him is the best thing you can do.
âWow, so you have a bit of self-control and donât talk back. Never thought Iâd see that day,â he replies sarcastically to your silence with an amused grin that curls his lips.
You hold back a scream and huff loudly, âI truly need you to get fucked right now.â
âNevermind,â he jokes, pulling a tight forced smile and you close the book again, now too annoyed to even focus on the words on the paper. âI came here in peace, by the way.â
âYeah, your peace is war in my country,â you reply bitterly, trying to shift away but those damn chairs make the loudest sounds at the smallest movements. Â
âThatâs because youâre full of prejudices.â
You inhale deeply, rubbing your temple to soothe the headache you know is about to arrive. âHaechan, tell me what you want and then leave me alone.â
He smiles, happy you are finally willing to listen, before he clears his throat. âOkay so, I have to say that some of this is funny. I mean, only the debates and these random talks, but Iâm not the biggest fan of all the other stuff weâre doing, so why donât we bring it back?â
âBring it back? As in?â You question, raising a brow in confusion.
âI liked it better when we would just compete without tearing ourselves down. If you cancel, ruin, or save one of my projects with the word boobs in it before sending it to the professor another time, I will go insane.â
You hold back a chuckle. You have to admit it was your lowest move, but it was quite funny when Professor Choi had a whole talk in class about being careful before sending out finished projects and exposed him in front of the class.
âNo, it wasnât funny,â he mutters sternly, watching you fight with all the muscles of your face to donât break into a laugh.
âNo, sorry, it was,â you defend, voice trembling, threatening a chuckle to come out. âLike Iloveboobsdemo1 is the best thing Iâve ever come up with. That could be the title of our song.â
âIf you want to get expelled from all the academies in the world that would be a perfect idea,â he says, trying to be serious because seriously it wasnât funny, but when you stare into each otherâs eyes for too long none of you two can hold back the laughter anymore. âOkay, fine. It was funny, but I donât want that to happen again.â
âSo? Do you give up?â You taunt, tilting your head after placing it on your palms.
âIâm not giving up, we are changing strategies of our combat.â
âOh, okay. You will lose anyway in the end, so if this can be more beneficial for me in the meantime, itâs fine.â
He sighs, rubbing his temples, and you chuckle. âDonât laugh,â he whispers distraught. âI⊠could you sometimes at least pretend to give me some kind of chance of winning with you and not feeling like youâll always have the last laugh?â
âI just replied.â
âNo, a reply wouldâve been âYes, Haechan, donât worry, we can change it.â
âToo wordy,â you comment, waving him off with a movement of hand.
âYou said like ten words more,â he replies, voice breaking in his throat in a whine, but you decide to act as if you donât notice. Â
âIt still flowed better. See, thatâs why the lyrics are in my hands. Youâre really not good with words.â
âYou keep doing that,â he groans, slamming a hand on the table, attracting some curious eyes on you before you glare them away. âBut itâs fine, okay, so⊠no more dirty games? No more sabotaging?â
âYes, no more. Well, not like this, but we can still play a bit, right?â You ask, retracting your hand right when youâre about to hold his to seal the deal.
âYes, but nothing weird, or you know what I mean.â
You hum, reaching out again and shaking his hand. âItâs a deal, then?â
âItâs a deal.â
The deal somehow turns into Haechan always being next to you. Heâs like a shadow, sitting next to you in class, studying with you in the library, and so on. You donât mind him when he minds his business, but he rarely does. Especially during lessons when you need to focus on what the professors are saying.
You roll your eyes when Haechan sneaks a paper next to your notebook and you read âhow would a dog wear pantsâ with two badly drawn different options on it.
âDoes it look like the right moment?â You whisper under your breath, side-eyeing him, and trying to keep your focus on the lesson. You see him nod and decide to mark the second option, thinking that heâd be happy with it, but he has the urge to hear a whole dissertation on something that will never happen, right now.
âWhy?â He asks as if youâre not in the middle of a lecture.
âNot now.â
âBut this lesson is boring,â he whines, poking your side with his elbow. Â
You huff, covering it with a cough when you realize it is too loud, and then take a sip from your bottle of water.
âYou didnât answer,â Haechan insists, this time poking your arm with the cap of the pencil.Â
âI picked one,â you mutter, pointing at the paper with your head. Â
âElaborate and change my mind.â
âYou think itâs the first one?â You say in disbelief, the utter shock causing the tone of your voice to be louder than you expected.
âAny problems there?â The Professor asks, and you feel your blood freeze.
âMh, no, nothing, my pen has no more ink, I was asking for another one,â you lie, thanking God you two are sitting far in the back of the class and the Professor canât hear and canât see that your pen isnât dead at all. So, with a suspicious nod, the middle-aged man goes on with the lecture while Haechan giggles beside you.
You glare at him, and he shrugs raising his hands. âIf you kept quiet, it wouldnât have happened.â
âIf you let me concentrate on the lesson instead of asking dumb questions, it wouldnât have happened,â you retort, and he laughs under his breath again, but doesnât ask more questions. He still ruins your notes with ugly flowers and other drabbles and you let him be because at least heâs being silent and paying attention.
âSo, you really are giving up,â you say when the bell rings and the class starts emptying.
âWhat makes you think that?â He asks, putting his things in his bag, just like you.
âYou didnât write anything down.â
Haechan shrugs. âWhy would I? I have your notes.â
âNo, you donât,â you say but before you can realize he rips the notebook from your hands and snaps a picture of the two pages you wrote. âHey! Thatâs not fair. Thatâs my work.â
âYour amazing summarizing skills and my artistic skills. I donât gift beautiful sunflowers to just anybody.â
âBeautiful sunflowers?â You snicker, starting to walk down the stairs, pushing the notebook into your bag as Haechan follows at your side. âIf Renjun saw them he would have a heart attack.â
âCanât compare Vang Gogh to Picasso.â
âKeep Picasso out of your mouth,â you say threateningly.
âStill, arenât you happy you will think of me while studying?â He bats his lashes, and you hold back an entertained grin.
âCanât wait to go through the absolute most painful ulcers every time I glance down on those things.â
He gasps offended, bringing a hand on his chest. âSee, this is what happens when you spend all your days on socials and your brain doesnât know how to appreciate real art anymore.â
âYou are so annoying, and distracting. Next time if you sit next to me, Iâll push you off the chair,â you warn, and only when a colder blow of wind hits you, you realize youâre walking back to your places together.
âRight!â He says and you think itâs the good time he leaves you alone, but no, heâs not done. âYou didnât explain why the dog would wear it only on its hind legs.â
âIs it really that serious? Why do you want to know so badly?â
âItâs funny. Iâm sick and tired of hearing you only discuss music, sociology, and the media and other stuff.â
You sigh. But you still have a bit to walk, so you might as well have to deal with him and his hypothesis about dogs. âBecause pants have to cover your lower body, so legs, and ass and everything else. If you wear them like the first option, half of the ass is out. And also, the back limbs correspond to our legs, weâre divided in half horizontally, not vertically.â
He doesnât reply right away, processing your answer. And you think you broke him.
âOh!â You exclaim. âZootopia, animals wear clothes like the second picture.â
âReally? You had a whole statement that made perfect sense and then you added a cartoon to your thesis?â
âBut it still makes sense,â you argue back. âAnd, most importantly, I made you agree with me,â you wink before stopping when you reach your complex.
âFine, fine, youâre right,â he gives up before looking behind you. âYou live here?â
You nod, searching for the keys in the tote bag, and you think itâs time to stop pretending thatâs Mary Poppinsâ bag and throw away some useless stuff.
âI thought there were only rooms here,â he states, looking at the big complex a few meters away from the university. Â
âThere are common dormitories, and then there are some one-room flats. I got one with a scholarship when I graduated. Itâs less expensive than an apartment and I get a small place all to myself.â
âOh,â he whispers. He doesnât know why he thought you had roommates. âSo, youâre alone, alone?â
âNo, you canât come in,â you say.
âI didnât ask that,â he frowns, offended you would even imply that. âI thought you⊠well, oh, never mind.â
âYes, Iâm alone, so I can do whatever the hell I want. If I want to cook, I cook. If I want to stay up all night to study, I do that. If I want to dry the clothes in the middle of the living room, that is also the bedroom and the kitchen, I do that.â
âIs it really that small?â
âItâs decent, I guess. Itâs spacious enough to live in it comfortably but not big to the point I have to waste days cleaning it.â
âMaybe we could study there, no loud roommates screaming in the living room.â
âI like the mess of your place, and Iâll be there Friday.â
Haechan rolls his eyes. âCome on, I hate the library. Canât we for once study at your place?â
âI never invited you to my studying sessions,â you groan.
âBut you love it.â
âNo.â
âYes, you have an orgasm every time you know something better than me.â
âPlease, shut up,â you wave him off, starting to walk away.
âI donât care, Iâll be here tomorrow,â he screams when youâre too far, clearly running away from him. Â
âAnd Iâll be at the library!â
You never go to the library, to be honest, you were just unlucky enough that the washing machine thought it was the right moment to leak all over the floor and Haechan found you at home with your coat on the couch, the tote bag next to the door and your jeans half soaked as you tried to fix the mess on the pavement.
From that moment, your meet-ups become more and more periodic, whether itâs at your place, his or at the library. You hate to admit it, but the competition drives you forward, and you love seeing his face every time you defeat him somehow.
âAre you busy this Saturday?â He asks while he strums with the guitar to come up with a chord progression for your song.
âYeah, why?â You reply, poking the cap of the pen to your cheeks, drifting your eyes on him.
âWant to go out with me?â
âWhat? Saturday is my day to study and do my things like I want to,â you say. It was the only day, along with Sunday, you had to fix all your notes without being wrecked from the lessons of the day, or listen to lessons while cleaning the house, and so on. You tried to squeeze everything there so Sunday could be your free day and you could dedicate it to your hobbies and to write for the magazine you worked for, nothing too serious, just some money to add to the survival costs that your parents would send you, and the monthly entrance you had when you would get called to help a dance studio downtown.
âGreat, weâre going out tomorrow.â
You huff, slumping back on the chair. âNo, weâre not. Iâm busy.â
âYou can take one afternoon for me,â he replies, placing the instrument next to him. âCome on, it will be fun.â
âWhere would you even take me?â
Haechan smirks. âItâs a surprise.â
When Saturday afternoon arrives, you donât know how to feel. You spent the whole night trying to find a positive thing about it, and the good thing is that for once you are leaving the house to do something funny âyou hoped soâ not all by yourself. The bad thing is that the person you are going to do this thing with is Haechan.
You try not to worry about it too much, heâs not that bad when he wants to, and heâs funnier than youâd like to admit, so maybe taking a small break from the obsessive studying and tidying, will do you some good.
When you hear the knocks on the door, you grab your coat and your bag and head to open it.
âHi,â he says. âAnything to fix before we leave?â
âDonât say that, they will hear you and break all together.â
Haechan laughs, briefly looking at your body, mostly covered because itâs still cold outside and you have way too many layers on you. âToy Story for home appliances?â
âYeah, that would be my life,â you reply, closing the door behind you and walking outside of the complex. âSo, where are you taking me?â
âI told you, itâs a surprise,â he says. âDonât expect anything big, I just donât want to hear you nag about it.â
âHey, I appreciate almost everything.â
âYeah, itâs the almost that worries me,â he says. âHop in the car.â
âYou have a car?â
âYeah, itâs right in front of your eyes,â he answers, gesturing to the space next to you. Â
You turn around, holding back a laugh when you see the old blue car, itâs surely a Hyundai, you have no idea about the model, but you know for sure itâs falling apart. âThis is the car?â
âYes, Iâm sorry Iâm poor.â
âIt will get us killed,â you say opening the door, letting out a breath of relief when the handle doesnât stay in your hold.
Haechan rolls his eyes and sits in. âCan you donât be overdramatic for one second?â
âIâm stating facts. Are the airbags still working? Is the oil level high enough? The battery? And the water for ââ Your eyes widen when his lips crash on yours. At first, itâs a harsh attempt to shut you up, but then his lips shily go for more, moving along yours with a small flame of need.
âI wonât kill you, but please shut up,â he begs when he pulls away, sooner than you want to, later than he shouldâve. Â
You gulp, trying to shake the dizziness and the way his kiss made you feel lightweight. You might occasionally still want to wrap your hand around his neck but heâs quite good at being a charmer.
âIâm giving you the privilege to pick the music,â he says once youâre on the open road, the lights of the city shine against the windows and the other cars pass beside you.
âYeah, can I connect my Spotify to the car? Oh, wait, this model from the future directly brings the singers into your backseats so you can have a live concert,â you joke after seeing the car radio. Â
âWanted to take the metro?â
You laugh. âNo, Iâm just⊠why did you say that as if I could connect the aux or the Bluetooth? It was funny.â
âFine, youâre forgiven,â he says. âJust play it through your phone.â
You hum, already deep into the scrolling of your music catalogue. âCan I put my driving playlist?â
âYou have a car?â
âNo, I have a driving playlist.â
âWhy would you have a driving playlist if you donât have a car?â
âBecause right now it comes useful,â you wink, pressing play without waiting for his answer.
Haechan smiles, quickly glancing at you before his attention is fully on the road. âBaekhyun?â He asks with surprise when the second song starts. âYou listen to Baekhyun?â
âEverybody should listen to him,â you reply, already getting defensive because his next words could be the last straw of your ârelationship.â
âOh God,â he whispers.
âIf you tell me youâre a hater Iâm jumping out of the running car and changing the trajectory of your life forever,â you warn, turning to the side to have a better view of him.
âMe? A Baekhyun hater? Heâs my father! I just canât believe you have some sort of sense and taste.â
You slap his shoulder, making the both of you break into a light-hearted laugh.
âYou scared me for a second,â you say, placing your hand on your beating heart. Â
âSorry. So, it turns out we have one thing in common,â he jokes, creases creating at the corner of his eyes as his features soften and a genuine smile blooms on his face.
You shrug. âI mean, we have many things in common, actually. Thatâs why we get along so badly. Maybe itâs true, opposite attracts and thatâs why we donât attract.â
âI think we do attract⊠proved it a few times.â
âOnce,â you reply immediately.
âTwice, with the kissâŠâ
âYou did that to shut me up.â
âI donât shut up justâŠâ anybody⊠âI felt like kissing you.â
You smirk, loving watching him struggle. âNothing wrong to admit you find me attractive,â you tease.
âUnfortunately, your mouth ruins everything.â
âMy mouth is the thing that attracts you the most about me, or else you wouldnât keep lingering around me like bees on honey.â
âBees make honey, theyâre not attracted to it. Bears are.â
âYeah, you look like a bear, you know?â
He glares at you, and you laugh. âBears are cute.â
âAnd attracted to honey.â
âAnd do I look like honey?â You ask teasingly. âWait! You always call me honey!â
âItâs a mockery honey, not a sweet honey. Youâre not my honey.â
You think about it. âYouâre not my honey⊠could be a line of our song.â
âNo academy talking today. Itâs forbidden. You have to forget about uni.â
âFine, Iâll forget about it just for today.â
The dates with Haechan, you can call them dates, right? Well, anyway, whatever they are, they become more common. At first, you tried to reject his weird, most of the time, last minute, proposal, because they would throw in the air all of your plans, but after a while, you somehow still found a way to go back on track without screwing up your academic goals.
âWhy donât you stay?â Haechan asks. Itâs another Friday afternoon, and you two met up to go on with the songâs project. Much to your dismay, you have to admit you are the one whoâs holding you two back. Itâs like words canât come out of you, not like you want to, at least. But Haechanâs not mad at you. Actually, you like the atmosphere around you when you lock in his room for those sessions. One time, he even made you try edibles to see if you could come up with something, but you ended up making out on the floor instead, so you stopped going for that path.
âI donât know,â you say, huffing when you glance at the words in front of you and remind yourself that they donât make sense. âI was thinking of going home and maybe listening to your tracks andâŠâ
âCome up with something?â He drags the chair closer to you and steals your papers to read them. âItâs not as bad as you made it to be.â
âYeah, itâs a good song, but itâs basic. And I feel like itâs a bit⊠clichĂ©.â
âYou do know that everything has already been written?â He jokes, but itâs not a teasing remark, itâs the truth, and heâs genuinely trying to lift your spirit. Â
âI know, but itâs not my style, this is not how I usually write, I ââ
âYou write?â He stops you and only then you realize what you said. âLike, you have written songs before?â
You nod, shame pervading you when he stares at you with an expression you canât comprehend. âAre you going to make fun of me?â
âNo, I just thought you preferred lyrics over production, but I had no idea you were a lyricist.â
âNow, lyricist⊠I try, sometimesâŠâ
Haechan smirks, poking your tummy making you cover it with your arms. âSo there is something youâre insecure about.â
âOh, I knew you were going to have a ball about this,â you groan, rolling your head back.
âNo, hey, itâs just⊠Iâve never seen you like this about something you do. You are confident, usually,â he explains with no hint of mockery in his voice.
You sigh, looking at your feet tapping the ground and then look back at him. âItâs just⊠very personal,â you confess. âI think itâs clear I donât have lots of friends. I used to, back at home, but here Iâm alone. But even back then Iâve always felt like there was something I couldnât completely let out. Thatâs why I love dancing, I can express myself in a different way, but I found out it still wasnât enough and when I started playing the piano again I⊠started writing. It started almost as a joke, and it was a cheesy break-up song when my ex cheated on me, like the cheap version of drivers license,â you joke and he laughs with you.
âBut it was still better than this, I guess?â
You hum, shaking your head. âNah, my first song was a mess, but then it was like I just couldnât stop writing, so my songs became my diary. Every time something happens, I write about it.â
He hums, moving the chair closer until your legs intertwine. âSo, to write a love song you would need to fall in love?â
Youâre taken aback by his question, and donât reply right away. âNo, I just need to be inspired. Iâll watch some movies, and it will come to me.â
His face twists in mild disgust as he shakes his head. âMovies are fake, itâs better to live things on your skin.â
âI donât have time to date, and I canât just find someone that easily,â you say laughing. âBut donât worry, I wonât make us fail. Iâll try to edit this and make it work if I really canât come up with anything else.â
Haechan is not convinced, itâs clear in his face and the way his leg is bouncing nervously, but he doesnât get back on the conversation. âAre you staying?â
âI have some notes to edit and ââ
âYou have tomorrow,â he cuts you off. âCome on, I have to do it too.â
You groan, hating the way you canât say no to his big eyes staring at you. âFine, but not too much.â
Itâs useless to say that none of you get those notes written better.
âGod, are you fucking Professor Kim?â Haechan growls, grabbing your wrist and stopping you in the college corridors right out of Music History class, the last lesson of Tuesday.
âWhat?â You babble out, surprised by his angry tone and his speculation.
âNo cause youâre his favourite and itâs driving me insane,â he utters under his breath, glaring at you.
âIâm his favourite?â You tease, tilting your head to the side, loving the fire that turned on between you two. It had been three calm months, the bickerings were too intellectual and you missed this.
âYeah, I gave him the exact same answer and he found the tiniest thing to say I wasnât right, just so he could hear yours instead and praise you.â
âOh, poor baby boy, Professor Kim didnât give you head pats and now youâre mad?â You pout, patting his head in a mockery gesture.Â
Haechan groans, throwing his head back, and pushing you into the nearest empty class, closing the door behind.
âHaechan, what are yââ
âShh,â he says, shushing you with a stern gaze and a squeeze of your wrist. âYou passed by his office the other day, didnât you? Needed extracurricular help âcause you didnât understand something,â he mocks with a high-pitched voice. âTaught you how to play his flute in a historically accurate way?â
Youâd love to laugh at his terrible blowjob-music reference but when his gaze darkens, you only chuckle, and thatâs enough to drive him mad.
âGod, for you is just a game, isnât it?â
âYou really think I fucked Professor Kim?â
âNo, but Iâm pretty sure he fantasizes about having you bent over his desk and, fuck, it drives me mad.â
âYou wish he fantasized about having you bent on his desk?â You joke, smirking.
He groans. âNo, I hate the way he looks at you, and talks to you, the last thing he had to do today was to call you a good girl in front of the whole class.â
Your lips curl in an amused grin, but your heart âand something elseâ flutter at the way he says âgood girl,â you try not to show it and go on with your teasing. âNot my fault Iâm good, and Iâm interested in his subject.â
âYour fault you lick his boots,â he groans, pushing you flat against the door, standing so close to your nose. âI know youâre smart and you donât need to ride a dick to be first in class butâŠâ he stops, inhaling your scent, and leaning against your forehead.
You lift his head with two fingers under his chin, and lean in, whispering, âyou still want to see me bent over a desk, and you want to be the one railing me, isnât it?â
He doesnât reply, not verbally at least. The only answer is a guttural moan and two arms lifting you, making your legs wrap around his waist as he kisses you roughly.
âHyuck,â you moan into the kiss when he starts walking toward the desk, sitting you on the edge.
âYeah?â
âWe canât â we â this is, we can get expelledâŠâ
He snickers. âBe quiet and nobody will even hear us.â
âWhat if they lock us inside?â
âShut up,â he groans again, kissing you another time as his bag drops on the floor. âYou drive me so fucking mad, you have no idea.â
You snicker under your breath, but your heart loses a beat when his hands roam on your thighs, moving closer and closer to your heat. âWait,â you whisper.
âWait, what?â He hums, cupping your chin and lowering your head, staring straight into your eyes. Haechan scoffs when your thighs squeeze against each other and he can see you gulping. âDonât act like you donât want this,â he whispers, leaning closer to your lips, making you believe heâll kiss you, but you only get a taste of his thumb rubbing over your full lips, âdonât act like you donât want me.â
âHaechan!â You scream when he rips off your tights, the tear of the fabric resonating in the room as you look down in shock. âIâm gonna kill you,â you groan but heâs not bothered in the slightest.
âThey were getting in the way, and I get rid of everything that gets in my way,â he says with a smirk.
You laugh mockingly. âThen why am I still here?â
His brows furrow and a small pout forms on his face but he shrugs it off. âIâm taking care of you, I told you,â he groans, kissing you harshly. âYouâre not winning the war.â
âOh, and your military strategy is to fuck me?â
âYeah, until you forget everything.â
You huff loudly when he finishes ripping the tights from your legs, the only pieces left the ones trapped in your shoes, and youâre glad the skirt is long enough to donât make you freeze on the way back home.
âSo much better,â he says proudly, staring at his work of art, letting his hands wander on your now bare skin. âAnd, now, letâs find out if thereâs a way to shut you up.â
You look at him in anticipation, waiting for his next move as if your life depends on it. And you hate to be so eager, you hate you fantasized on it more than you shouldâve, but you want to know what his lips feel like. And itâs almost as if Haechan hears your secret thoughts.
âWhat do you want, sweetheart?â He taunts, kneading his fingers on your flesh.
âNothing,â you mutter, trying to sound more confident than what you are.
Haechan laughs at you, shaking his head as he slowly gets on his knees, looking up at you. âYou are always so fucking proud and annoying.â His hands rest on your knees before he pushes them far apart, forcing you in place as you uselessly try to close your legs. He tsk, shaking his head. âDonât act ashamed, Iâve already felt you, and tasted you.â
You donât reply. Itâs hard to keep eye contact but this is bigger than sex, this is a game between you two and, he might not beat you in class, but heâs beating you right now.
His laugh brings you back to earth and you hate the smug smirk thatâs sitting on his face. âSo you do get quiet, thought I needed to give you a taste of my mouth to shut you up.â
You open your mouth to retort but the stern glare that flashes on his face is enough to put you back in your place.
âGood girl,â he says and your body trembles before you can even try to hide it. âShould I get a better taste of you?â He stares at you, waiting for an answer that doesnât come, not like he wants to at least. âUse your words, babe. You know how to run that mouth when you want to, so, beg for it.â
âFuck, no,â you retort, trying to move away but his hold on you doesnât give any signs of loosening up.
âOkay, then,â he says, slowly standing up, and grabbing his bag. âSee you around.â
âWhat?â You squeal, grabbing his wrist. âWhat are you doing?â
âLeaving,â he replies, shrugging.
âThatâs not fair,â you reply, and he snickers.
âWhat? Are you wet? Do you want me?â
You donât expect that reply and struggle to find the words, even more now that heâs standing between your open legs, keeping them apart, and his eyes are staring down at you, pinning you down in place. âI donât want you,â you lie, swallowing the gulp in your throat when his right hand sits on your waist. âI just⊠I want to fuck.â
âOh, do you? Well, there are plenty of people here, Iâm sure many of them would want you. You know, even if you donât pay attention to anybody, people look at you,â he whispers, caressing your jaw with his other hand. âFirst on the list is Professor Kim. Donât you want to feel the thrill? Come on, go to his office now, so I can have something to hold against you forever.â
You chuckle. âYeah? Want to blackmail me so I can do all the essays for you? Maybe youâll get the best grades like this,â you tease, pulling him closer by the collar of his shirt and making him groan.
He licks his lips, staring at yours, and you smirk. âI donât need you to be first, and you know it.â Â
âDo I?â you tease. âWant to be first at something?â
âDonât,â Haechan warns, eyes darkening even more while the tent in his tight pants becomes even more evident.
âWhat? You can be the first one who fucks me on a desk if you quit playing hard to get.â
âIâm not playing hard to get,â he replies, leaning even closer, your bodies are pressed together and you can feel his hard dick press against you. âI wonât be the one begging, especially to eat you out,â he groans, cupping your chin unexpectedly. âDonât act as if you didnât think of this before. Iâve seen the way you get lost in my fingers when we study together. You see me twirl a pen in my hand and you wish I was inside you, donât you? And when we argue? Thereâs always a small fragment where you lose focus and stare at my lips. Where do you want them, honey?â
Your brows furrow but your entire body reacts differently, a small shake, while wetness pools down your panties, soaking them even more, and your eyes close because you canât bear his smug glare.
âI said,â he urges, giving a quick squeeze to your chin, âwhere do you want my lips?â
âOn â on me,â you breathe out, voice muffled by the firm hold on your face.
His lips twitch as he leans closer and kisses your cheek. âHere,â he says, holding back a laugh when your eyes widen. âThat was where you wanted them, right?â
âOh, fuck off, you know what I meant,â you huff.
âNo, Iâm the dumb one, remember? You are smarter than me, you know everything. Iâm always a step behind, I need you to guide me step by step,â he mocks in a condescending tone, pouting.
You take a deep breath. âI hate you.â
âOh, I know,â he laughs. âBut if you use just three magic words Iâm sure youâre going to love me for a while.â
You donât want to give up but youâre on fire, and you fear that the more time passes by the more someone could find you out.
âIâll ask nicely one last time,â he whispers against your lips. âThen Iâll ask you to do something for me and youâll lose my lips for the second time. Where do you want them?â
âOn my pussy,â you whisper, not meeting his eyes.
âFucking finally,â he laughs. âWas it so hard Miss big brain?â
âStop mocking me!â
âMocking you?â He asks, getting on his knees again before grabbing your panties to pull them down. âI might hate you but it would be dumb to not recognize your qualities, right?â
You donât reply, you have other things to worry about. For example, your mortal enemies kneeled between your legs in an empty class of your Academy, staring into your soul, ready to eat you out.
âSo, since youâre so good with words, here we go again. Beg.â Haechan craves putting his lips on you just as you do, but this is the only moment he can have some power over you. And after the humiliation of todayâs class, he has to make you pay for it a bit. Or maybe he just wants to hear that even if youâd choke him and slap him, you still want him.
âPlease, Donghyuck, please,â you plead, looking into his eyes.
Heâd love to hear you beg for him more, but the way your cunt is dripping on the desk is already enough to tell him how much you want him, and for now, itâs enough.
When his lips come in contact with your skin your legs immediately hook around his shoulders and you can feel the chuckle on your wet folds.
âEager, honey?â
âJust, please, eat me out already,â you barely have time to finish that he stops playing around and starts moving his mouth on you. Your head falls behind while your thighs squeeze tighter around his face. Your hands clench on the edge of the desk as you try to keep your balance, but it gets harder with every lick of his tongue.
âKeep quiet, the door is closed not locked,â he reminds you, pulling away from you just to pick up again.
You try to donât be too loud, but heâs better than you expected and maybe this was the wrong time to try this out. You shouldâve simply begged him to fuck you, but now that youâre in the middle of this, the last thing you want is to stop him.
One of your hands is brave enough to let go of the hold on the desk and reach his hair to push him closer to your body, surprising him.
Haechan always thought you were much more shy than this, honestly, he didnât even hope much for this to happen. But you surprise him, not only you let him have you in a random class at your university but you are also pushing him closer.
âYou are eager,â he muffles against you, he canât pull away when youâre pressing him down with so much force, but the way youâre acting is setting him on fire. He loves hearing you moan and whimper, not a word coming out of your pretty lips to confront him, just bliss on your face and voice. And that pushes him to give you even more, putting his entire self into eating you out until he almost drags screams out of you, making both of you forget where you are.
Youâre not sure how many minutes pass by but when the orgasm rushes in your body you feel itâs too close. Youâd probably force him down for another round if you were in any other place but you donât feel brave enough.
âSo? Disappointed?â He asks, cleaning his chin as he stands up, reaching you again. âDonât lie, youâre still dripping down the desk, youâre even more turned on than last time.â
âIâm not,â you lie. You know you are, and Haechan knows it too.
âWhat is it? The thrill of being caught? My skills? Just me, or something else?â
You donât know why you reply with what you reply, but you do. âMaybe someone else,â you tease, not even sure heâll take the bait, but heâs too caught up in you to see the games youâre playing.
âYeah? And whoâs that?â
âSee, I always believed you were perspicacious and could catch details, I canât believe you didnât get it. Youâre so sure Professor Kim wants to fuck me, ever thought I want him too?â You bat your lashes and Haechan tries to silence a groan, but you feel his fists clench at your sides.
âDonât play with me, Iâm not falling for this.â
You shrug. âFine, Iâll still think about him while you fuck mââ he shuts you up with a rough kiss, pushing you down the desk with a quick movement that makes your heart jump to your throat.
âHeâs not even that hot,â he groans, turning you around before bending you on the desk, and pulling your skirt up around your waist. âAnd heâs not even that old, thereâs not even the charm of the dilf.â
âHeâs smart,â you talk back, not sure how much you can pull your luck.
Haechan scoffs, slapping your ass. âNot smarter than me.â
âYouâre not the professor soâŠâ
âA degree means nothing,â he says, his chest pressing against your back. âWhatâs that you like so much about him?â
You chuckle. Youâre not sure if heâs playing into your game or is just so easy to fool, but either way, you decide to keep going. âEverything. Donât you see him?â
Haechan groans. Out of all the people, out of all the professors, he has a very personal beef with him that started at the start of the year and the way you just praise him so much âeven outside of this specific situation where he got youâre messing up with himâ drives him insane.
âBecause heâs the best at everything? Isnât he?â
You nod, expecting him to talk back but the only answer you get is the sharp sound of his belt being pulled away from his pants and smacked against your ass. âFuck,â you curse, hating the way your body buzzes with pleasure at the impact.
Haechan chuckles. âI wonder what he would think of you if he saw you like this.â
âHe wouldnât think,â you say. âHeâd act, fucking me like I deserve instead of wasting time like you.â
When his cock fills you up with no warning you almost scream but his hand is quicker at reaching your mouth.
âYeah, would he fuck you better?â
You groan in his hand, but your brain goes blank with each thrust into you, pulling his hips back before he snaps them forward, so forcefully that you slide upward on the desk and he has to pull you down so that your hips donât hit the wood.
âAnswer me,â he urges, making a makeshift ponytail with your hair to force you up. âWould he?â
âI⊠I donât know,â you cry out, feeling him deep inside of you, filling you perfectly. Â
âYou just have to test me until I snap, donât you?â
âHe seems âfuckâ fitter than you.â
Haechan snickers mockingly. âYes? You want to be thrown around? Like youâre worth nothing? Do I have to do that to make you feel good?â
You shake your head, ass perking up, your feet on their tips as you try to keep balance.
âNo? Is being fucked in a class enough for you? Does it satisfy your needs?â He hisses, eyes rolling back when he focuses them where your bodies meet, your cum dripping down his length and balls. He canât believe how turned on you are. âThought you were innocent but look at you.â
âNot my fault you donât catch details,â you retort with a small bit of sanity ânot reallyâ you have in you.
âDetails? Or maybe youâre just an actress. Making everyone believe you only think about grades and studies and here you are, drooling while I fuck you over a desk. Begging for my dick.â
You donât even realize you are drooling down the desk and when youâre about to clean your chin, Haechan grabs your hands and pins them in place behind your back.
âNo,â you whimper, falling flat with your chest pressing down the wooden table. Â
âYes, honey,â he mocks. âI want to see you become a mess for me. Should I take a snap of you like this? Send it to Professor Kim so he can see he will never have you like this?â He whispers against your ear. âThink I donât know it was all a play? Not only you donât like him, but you wouldnât risk your reputation for a terrible fuck when you have a brain like yours.â
Your pussy clenches. Itâs the way his voice sounds like velvet, itâs how deep itâs hitting you, itâs in his words, and the way it turns you on that your number one rival, the one that despises you, still knows your value.
âStill, Iâm pretty sure he wishes he could see you like this,â he adds, biting your earlobe. âA shame he canât, right?â
âY-yes,â you mumble in a pathetic wail. Â Â
âBut maybe I could still keep it to myself,â his hips start moving with more force and you canât hold back your moans as you clench around him. âYeah? Want me to take a photo of you like this?â
You wish you could reply but words just donât come out of your lips, brain emptying and eyes rolled back in your skull.
âMaybe another time,â he says, breath getting ragged as he keeps fucking into you with determination. âDonât really want to pull away to take a pic of us.â
âThere â there wonât be âfuckâ another time,â you reply, forcing yourself to speak. Â
Haechan snickers. âThe mess between your legs tells me otherwise,â he mocks, reaching in front of you to play with your clit, making you shake. âDonât be so hard on yourself, you deserve good things, even a good fuck from me.â
âToo much,â you cry out, feeling your eyes getting wetter as the orgasm starts choking you.
âNo, you just havenât had a decent orgasm in ages,â he retorts.
âShut up! You know âshitâ you know nothing.â
âHoney, I can only imagine you playing with yourself, but your hands or toys donât come close to me,â he says, so smugly you can feel the smirk on his face. Â And you canât even retort because âas much as you hate itâ heâs right.
âCome here,â he says, putting a hand over your shoulders to pull you closer to him. âAre you close?â
You nod, biting your lower lip until it bleeds because youâre sure the sound of your ass slamming against his hips is already a giveaway of whatâs going on inside this room. You clench around him when he bites down your shoulder to muffle a louder groan as his hips start moving faster as he chases his climax.
You feel your legs give up as the second orgasm hits you and you hold against the desk again because you donât know where else to hold on to. Haechan tries to keep his curses low, sticking his face in the crook of your neck and you feel you could come again just by his voice alone; his moans the pretties sounds youâve ever heard.
âOh god,â you breathe out when he gently lets go of your body and you can relax on the hard surface again, squirming in discomfort when he pulls out of you.
âI hope you didnât tear my panties apart, too,â you say, rolling on your back, making him laugh.
âDonât move, youâll stain the skirt, itâs the only clean thing on the table,â he says, grabbing a napkin to prevent you from making even more of a mess.
âAnd whoâs fault is that?â You ask, glaring at him.
âYou should just thank me for the orgasm, better, two orgasms, I gave you.â
You huff, rolling your eyes, but still letting him clean you up, after all, the cum was his, so itâs his place to clean it. After youâre sure you wonât ruin the last untouched piece of clothes you have, you sit up, taking your âuncomfortablyâ wet panties to put them on.
âSoâŠâ he whispers as he cleans up the rest of the mess on the table and shoves your broken tights in his bag, âit was just for fun, right? You have no intentions with MrâŠâ
You break down laughing. âYouâre so easy to fool. You seriously think Iâll ever let him see me like this?â
Haechan scoffs, finishing fixing his clothes before walking to the door. âItâs not about what you would do, is if you think of him.â
âI donât,â you reply, following him even if you feel like your legs could give up any second. âI wonder if your jealousy was also a play,â you tease, nudging him as you two walk down the corridor to leave.
âIt wasnât jealousy, you would just have terrible taste if you truly liked him, and I have beef with him.â
You chuckle, deciding to believe him.
âWait,â he says, stopping to search for something in his bag.
âIâll go for the door, reach me,â you say, starting to head on, youâre not even sure you two could be there at that time. âLee Donghyuck,â you curse when you try to push open the front door. âWhat did I say?â
He walks toward you nonchalantly and shrugs. âYeah?â
âThey locked us in!â
He smiles, shaking his head, and grabbing your hand. âCan you run?â
âWhat?â You blink a few times, trying to understand how his question fits the situation.
âAfter I fucked you like that, can you run?â
âShush,â you scold, fearful someone might hear, youâre not sure who since you seem to be completely alone, but better safe than sorry. âAnd no, I donât know, I⊠why would we run?â
âDo you trust me?â He asks, reaching out his hand for you to take.
âNo,â you say resolutely. Â
âGood,â he smirks before he starts running into the corridors, giving you no chance but to follow him, cursing and damming every life decision that led you here, with cum threatening to leak out of you after you finished having sex in the class of your Academy and are now running to go God knows where, locked inside the institute.
âHyuck!â You scream when he runs up the stairs and you swear you never felt so much adrenaline rush in your blood but when he looks back for a second and shows you his big bright smile with his hair falling in his face perfectly, you swear the world stops and all your worries are lifted from your shoulders. Maybe you trust him. Maybe you need to be this carefree sometimes.
Your heart jumps in your throat when he pushes open an emergency door and the mild breeze of March runs over you. You breathe in deeply, pushing into your lungs the air and the first early spring scent, letting the wind play with your hair and your clothes while your hand never lets go of his.
And then you both start laughing. Never looking back, and terribly looking forward, watching your steps as you run down the emergency stairs. You laugh, and youâre happy and you canât believe your fingers are still intertwined with the ones of your mortal enemy.
When you reach the ground floor, hidden in the back of the palace where the sun doesnât shine, there are still some tears spilling out of your eyes. You two pant, trying to catch your breath, and look at each other before you have to look away or else you will start laughing again.
You canât believe you followed him blindly.
Your hands are still intertwined.
With each passing day, Haechan is convinced he has a perfect plan. Itâs all part of the original plan, but if he gets you to try out romantic things, not only will he distract you from your perfect grades but he will also make you come up with a song that will give him a perfect score.
There are some small details that Haechan didnât even consider. Detail number 1: where this could lead you two and your relationship. Detail number 2: that while distracting you, he will inevitably distract himself. But he doesnât get it until itâs too late.
Haechan canât remember when you started to dress up so much every time you hang out. You always dress well, or maybe he is biased for thinking that even the most basic white turtleneck shirt and cargo pants when you are too done with life to put up your skirts, dresses, or cutely styled other types of outfits, look amazing on you. Yet, during these last few dates, you started doing more, playing more with your hairstyles, trying different make-up, and always looking perfect in whatever clothes you put on your body.
Haechan hates you. Now more than ever because this was supposed to be your silly little race to the top of your second academic year and yet here he is, feeling his heart pound in his throat as you walk toward him. With your hair in a slicked-back ponytail, a freaking heart-shaped side part, your short red dress, while the white cardigan covers your arms and shields you from the light breeze, and your red short heels tap on the asphalt and bring his attention to the white socks that reach you right below your knees, while your hand clench around a heart-shaped bag.
He hates you because he wants you too badly and heâs terrified this is crossing the lines of bland and stupid physical attraction.
You smile, calling him Hyuck and heâd love to scream because he canât be so smart and yet so dumb at the same time. But he tries to ignore it, and smiles back at you, addressing you with your surname so he can put some distance between you. You donât even get mad anymore, it makes you smile tenderly as you lower your face to the ground and tangle your arm with his to walk to the car. Now he hopes that the old sardine can will make you two blow up, not to kill you, but to donât make you accept a date from him anymore.
But that old car struggles but doesnât crash, and drives you to the restaurant safely.
âThis place is so pretty,â your voice rings in his ears, bringing him out of the thought heâs struggling with since you walked out of your apartment.
âYeah, itâs musically themed, thought it was a good idea.â
âAnd the dishes also have song names? Thatâs the best thing Iâve ever seen,â your face lightens up when you scan the menu and in reflection, he does too.
What the fuck are you doing? He curses when he catches himself lost on you, too focused giggling like a child as you catch the references between the songs and the plates. You look like a clichĂ© embodiment of love, and he thinks youâve done it on purpose. Itâs way past Valentineâs Day, but he feels that Cupid is flying right above you, ready to play him a dirty trick.
âSo? You picked?â You ask, bringing him out of his thoughts, and he shakes his head, coughing while glueing his eyes on the menu.
âNope, Iâm a bit uncertain,â he says, pretending he wasnât just too busy staring at you a few moments ago.
You laugh, humming. âOh, I know.â
âWhat did you get?â He asks, meeting your eyes above the paper in his hand.
âI wanted to get the Summer 69â appetizer first,â you reply and he smirks.
âAre you hinting at something?â
âOh, shut up, you perv! It just looks tasty, there are different appetizers from different parts of the world and itâs a cold start.â
âThen we can take the big one so we can share?â
âSure,â you reply, smiling at him. âOh, and then âI wanna dance with somebodyâ as the main dish.â
âDo you?â He winks.
âIâm not sending you signals, Iâm just starving,â you reply, rolling your eyes, but he hears the low giggle that you try to hold back.
âFine,â he smiles. âIâll take âManeaterâ in your honour.â
âIâm a maneater? Oh, thanks, the best compliment ever actually,â you say playfully.
He smiles, stopping for a second after he hands you his menu. âYou look beautiful tonight, by the way.â And when your mouth parts and no sound come out of it, he thinks he screwed it up. Itâs not the first time he compliments you but well, the other times didnât sound so serious.
But then your face breaks in a smile, and your eyes light up, shily diverting the gaze as you thank him before the waitress saves you both from the embarrassment thatâs tangible in the air.
âKaraoke? Are you being extremely nice, borderline perfect, tonight so you can show me the biggest twist ever?â You gasp when the karaoke downtown enters your line of view. Youâve been walking for a while now since he couldnât find a spot nearby, but he never mentioned where your next stop would be.
âIâm always nice to you when we go out on daâ like this,â Haechan replies, opening the door of the place for you to get in first. âAlso, since weâll have to record the song soon, I think itâs time to test our vocal abilities.â
You giggle, waiting for him before you start walking to the desk to book a room.
âKaraoke is for fun, never to show off youâre like Celine Dion.â
Haechan chuckles, nodding in agreement while you reach the booth that the lady at the counter assigned you.
âRight, Iâm more like Ailee, actually,â he jokes, closing the door behind you.
âProve it to me, I always hear your mouth run to talk shit but never to sing melodies, soâŠâ
âShould we go for a duet?â He asks, starting the TV to scroll down the songs listed.
âNope,â you say, sitting on the couch. âA solo song first.â
âFine,â he says, humming as the titles pass in front of your vision. âMhh, what about Dean?â
âLove him, would love him more if he came back from the death and dropped another album of the year,â you say, sitting back to fully enjoy Haechanâs performance.
He chuckles at your comment. âThis one was a painful reminder,â he says before clicking on âInstagram,â making the logo of the place appear before the countdown, signalling the beat was about to start.
You never thought you would find yourself so caught up in him but when he opens his mouth, you feel like youâre being taken to another world.
His voice sounds like honey, so raw yet so lovely. And as he keeps singing, you think that he would be wasted as a producer, a voice like his deserves to be heard by everyone. But when he finishes, you donât show any of the emotions you felt.
âYour performance was very touching,â you say while standing up to grab your mic, âbut Iâm a performer, so Iâll go with Queen Britney.â
âCanât wait to see your Superbowl worth it performance,â he snickers, sitting back against the small couch in the room as he watches you getting ready.
âYeah, yeah, yeah,â you start, winking at him and swinging your hips to follow the rhythm of the music.
Haechan would love to find it as funny as he does at the start, but when you start singing for real, and moving around in the small boot, he gulps, feeling the air around him starting to dim. And it only gets worse when you turn around and start to perform for him. Of course, you know the song by heart, you donât need to read the words, and you donât need them to change colour to know when each verse, chorus and bridge starts.
âOops, I did it again, I played with your heart,â you wink, tilting your head to the side, still moving your body to the beat. He canât tell, not right at the moment, but he thinks youâre replicating the choreography. Thatâs the last worry in his mind.
I played with your heart.
And Haechan thinks you really did that. This doesnât feel like a game anymore, and not even like sex. He looks at you, even right now, that youâre sensually singing a Britney Spears song, and he can only fucking smile like an idiot.
âWow,â you exhale when the song ends, fanning yourself with your hand, âitâs really hot in here.â
âIt definitely is,â he whispers, drifting his gaze from you.
âSo? How was I?â You ask, head tilted to the side, and a big, bright smile on your face.
âGood,â Haechan mutters, catching himself staring at you for too long again, shaking his head, the red blush on his face is humiliating. âYou were good.â
âYes,â you cheer, clapping your hands. âShould we duet, now?â
He hums, grabbing the remote again and searching âduetsâ in the search bar. âSad, sexy or silly?â
You roll your eyes. âReally?â
âWhat? Iâm trying to understand the vibe we want to go with.â
âIâll let you pick,â you say just to regret it when you see the song choice on the screen. âSeriously? Anything you can do?â
âWhat? Itâs fitting for how relationship,â he says nonchalantly.
âThatâs a crazy choice.â
âWorried you canât actually do better than me?â He winks, passing you the mic as the song loads on the screen.
âYouâll see,â you challenge with a glare.
One minute into the song you regret having agreed to that, not remembering the last time you sang like this, but the look on his face when itâs time for you to hold a long note for 15 seconds is worth it. And it keeps going until the end, as you both surprise each other with all the skills that this song requires. Â
âWow, youâre good,â you both say when the song ends and you break down laughing, a sound that grows bigger when the screen lights up to show a perfect score.
âMaybe we make a great couple together,â you say, laying back on the couch, tired from the singing.
Haechan turns to you, smirking and nodding. âI guess we do.â
You sit up, resting your chin on his arm. âCan you take another one?â
âOh, donât test me, baby.â
âSo, ice cream is good for vocal cords?â You giggle as you walk to the side of the Han River with the ice cream in hand. It seemed like Haechan didnât want to end the night anytime soon, but you donât feel like complaining.
âYeah,â he hums with conviction, licking another stripe of chocolate. Â
âOn which book youâve read this scientific fact?â
âThe ice cream ghost came to me one night and whispered the secret to my ear,â he jokes, making you laugh.
âUhm, yeah, I think that ghosts are much more reliable than old men in white coats in a lab,â you joke, but then you remember something you wanted to talk about since youâve walked out of the karaoke. âMhh, you know what I was thinking?â
Haechan shakes his head, waiting for you to talk.
âI think weâre going down the wrong path with our song,â you voice out. âEspecially me. A warmer, darker, I dare to say more sensual vibe, fits us better.â
Haechan chuckles and you glare at him. âWhat?â
âNothing,â he giggles, but he canât lose against you so he goes on. âThatâs the production, you know?â
You huff, rolling your eyes, and jumping on the handrail to sit. âI never said it wasnât important.â
âWhatever,â he snickers. âSo I have to scrap everything Iâm working on?â
You shake your head, cleaning your hands after swallowing the last bite of the cone. âNo, I was thinking about the second base you were working on, the one with the guitars and violins, remember?â
He hums, but heâs dangerously close to you, and you donât understand why his hands wrap around your waist.
âI think we could use that and ââ you gulp when he places his feet on the handrail under you and reaches your height, âand then I can change small things of my â my writing to fit more. What do you think?â
He smiles before it turns into his usual smirk. âI still think youâre worrying too much and youâre not letting it come to you,â he whispers, and the air of his breaths puffs on your lips before he erases the space between you and kisses you.
You feel your breath taken away as you feel like youâre falling behind in the river as the wind blows harder and your hands immediately leave the handrail to reach for him.
Youâre not sure that wasnât an attempted murder from him, but you canât care when you feel your heart flutter and your legs give up as he deepens the kiss.
âLet it flow,â he whispers, kissing you again, whispering against your lips, âand the song will come at you.â
You know itâs not what heâs talking about, but you kiss him again, this time pushing him down so your feet are on the ground again. Your hands are holding tight on his sweatshirt as you pull him even closer and he does the same wrapping his arms around your frame tighter.
You find yourself in the same position in the living room of his apartment, struggling to make it to his bedroom without waking some of the others up. Not that you care much, it would be fair payback for all the chaos they make when you and Haechan are studying together.
The clothes fall on the floor as quickly as heâs on top of you on the bed.
âI hate that I have to ruin your pretty face,â he whispers, fingers deep inside your sopping wet cunt, pumping in and out painfully slowly as he stares at your face, a cute mix between ecstasy and annoyance because heâs giving you something but not enough. âThe red eyeshadow looks really good on you, you know?â
You groan, rolling your head back. âItâs not time for compliments.â
âIâve been complimenting you all night,â he says, teasing your clit with flicks of his thumb but without giving you much. âIt is a shame you will look like a mess once Iâm done with you.â
âWe canât be loud,â you say, hating that, for one reason or another, you two always have to keep quiet.
âNah, Jeno has his headphones on playing games with Yangyang. Renjun has headphones on with music to donât listen to Jeno. Markâs not home and not even bombs wake Jaemin up.â The explanation is particularly non-sexy now that he has his fingers inside of you and it doesnât make you relax much, but you hum nonetheless and beg him to keep going.
âPatience, honey. Weâve got all night,â he smirks.
âYeah but ââ
âAh, ah,â he says, clicking his tongue and silencing you with a finger on your lips. âWhat did I tell you before? Let it flow.â
âIt was different it was âugh,â you mumble when he covers your mouth with his hand, eyes widening before they narrow to send him a deadly glare, but he only smirks. He has control now. He always does when he has you underneath him, he still has to fight with you a bit, but you both know this is the only time he can ever win against you. And tonight is special, he wants you to let go of the reins completely, he wants you brainless, because even if your brain is the sexiest thing of you âyeah, yeah, and the thing that is making his college years hell on earthâ your brain is also the thing that makes you obsess over the smallest thing and doesnât make you follow your heart so freely.
Yeah, tonight Donghyuck wants you free, but for the sake of the dirty talking later âand to fool himself he doesnât care about you that muchâ heâs going to say he wants you dumb.
And heâs starting strong tonight, his beautiful, long fingers reaching deep inside you, hitting right against your sweet spot, causing so much cum to pool around them and drip down while your pussy clenches hard and your hips buck up to ride the pleasure with him. And you donât have it in you to fight; it feels too good, especially when he starts rubbing your clit and whispers dirty talk about how well youâre taking him.
Your eyes flutter open, just in time to catch the proud smirk on his face as he stares at your body, you dare to say, in awe. It shouldnât warm your heart, but it does. You donât even care if he sees you like a prize he won, right now, because even if he does, you know he only fights hard to win the trophies he cares about. He wants you, he likes you, even. Between the hate and the tension, something about what attracts you two together makes this work. And itâs fine.
âHyuck,â you breathe out, chest panting and toes curling as you feel the familiar knot in your stomach. But you donât expect the next words that come out of your mouth. âKiss me.â When you realize what you said, you anticipate him mocking you, your ears already hear the snicker you know, oh so well, but it never arrives. What arrives are his lips on yours as he leans down, pressing his chest against yours while his fingers keep working wonder inside you.
The kiss is passionate, but not rough like the ones youâre so used to sharing. Thereâs no anger in it, just need and greed, and chemistry. So much chemistry, your hands have to run in his hair and tug them, making him moan and his dick throb against your thigh.
âI want you so bad,â he slurs against your lips. âI will do some dumb shit one day for you.â
You donât get what he means. You donât even know what he could mean by that given the nature of your bond, but his words, mixed with the sultry tone of his voice, are enough to make you come. You barely register the orgasm, hitting you like a singular explosion of a firework, leaving you gasping, exploding as quickly as it came yet slowly running through your bones as the feeling tones down.
Haechan snickers softly. âYou love it when I get in trouble for you, donât you? Even when itâs just a promise.â
Your lips part to reply but he shuts you with a kiss. âNo talking, not unless I tell you to. I know everything I need to know, your body tells me that,â he says, grinning like an idiot when he shows you his cum coated fingers, tapping them against your lips, silently ordering you to taste yourself. You would never do that, but tonight itâs like heâs commanding you like a puppet on a string, and you obey. Closing your lips around him and sucking hard.
He smirks, feeling his dick get even harder as he stares at your lips. âThatâs what I do to you, pretty girl. And Iâm not even started.â
Your pussy throbs in anticipation while he pulls his fingers out. You know heâs one to keep promise, and you canât wait for whatâs to come. But heâs taking too long, and you can feel his hard dick against your leg, so your hand creeps down to touch it.
âYouâre not in command tonight, angel,â he says, grabbing your wrist to stop you from moving your hand on him.
âBut I want you,â you whine, trying to win him with a pouty look on your face.
It doesnât work as he pushes your hand over your head and leans in. âPatience, princess. Keep quiet, donât be greedy and just trust me. Can you do that? Or is it too hard for you?â He groans against your ear, making your hips buck up.
âI â I can,â you whisper but he stops with a glare and your brain replays his words âquiet, no words from you tonight,â and he means it. So you nod, breathing in deeply as you feel weak in the knees for the way he looks at you.
âGood girl,â he says, pushing up to stand between your legs, pushing them open.
When he slips inside you, you gasp, dragging your nails on his back. âAre you alright?â
You nod, forcing yourself to look into his eyes.
âGood, and now,â he whispers, kissing your lips, and dragging out of you, âI want you to give into me and completely turn your brain off. You have me, thatâs all you need right now.â
When he starts moving in and out, your body succumbs to the pleasure. Your muscles relax as you let him take care of you. His lips trace over your sensitive skin, leaving kisses on your neck and chest. His hands run over your body, touching and squeezing every inch. And he reaches so deep inside of you that you feel you can barely breathe.
âJust like this,â Haechan whispers close to your ear, gently biting the skin on your jaw. âDonât think about anything,â he groans, hitting you deep after pulling out of you completely. âNot a single worry in that pretty brain of yours.â
You rarely let him win, but you have to admit that the way he makes you feel, the way he can lift all the stress off your shoulders, is a talent. He knows what heâs doing, and the scary thing is that he knows how to get you. So easily wrapped around his fingers, crumbling into nothing at his tiniest touch.
You whimper loudly when his fingers press against your clit, seeing stars at the new stimulation.
âYou can take it,â he groans. Youâre about to talk but he traps your lips in a messy, wet kiss as he pulls you closer by your waist, hitting even deeper. âYouâre a good girl, right? You can take it.â
Youâre doubtful, but you do take it, over and over again. You lose track of time and stop counting your orgasms after the third. Thereâs no need for that. All you need is the pleasure Donghyuck gives you, fucking you until both of you canât do it anymore.
Thereâs nothing left once itâs over, no strength to talk or clean up the mess, just the warmth of your bodies cuddled against each other.
âGood morning, I will kill Lee Je â what the hell,â Renjun exclaims, entering the kitchen, making you turn around as if youâve been caught stealing, holding the mug full of coffee in your hands and giving him a shy smile. âWhat are you doing here?â
You gulp, pushing your hair out of your face before coming up with a lie. âWe studied too late.â
Renjun steps further into the room, staring at you with a raised brow before he tilts his head and studies how youâre dressed. Youâre wearing Donghyuckâs sweater and pants.
âOh, now they call it studying? Last time I checked youâre not med students, didnât know music had anatomy in the program,â he taunts, grinning at you as he comes to your side. Â
You choke on your saliva and donât have time to come up with a reply because he strikes again.
âOh, no, maybe you were exercising vocalization, itâs better when itâs done together, right?â He winks and you glare at him.
âItâs not what you think,â you lie, but honestly you feel so embarrassed about everything. You didnât think anybody else would be up this early on a Sunday, but itâs clear you donât know Renjun well. You couldâve left, but you didnât want to. It was slowly starting to sink in that you didnât like the solitude of your life anymore.
âDonât worry, I wonât tell anybody,â he says, sitting in front of you. âCome here, donât stay up.â
You do as told, and smile when he offers you a pack of biscuits. âI wouldâve cooked something usually, but Jeno kept me up all night.â
You chuckle. âItâs fine, normally I donât even have breakfast.â
âYou donât?â He gasps, and you nod.
âYeah, just coffee.â
He looks down at you, shaking his head in disappointment. âItâs not healthy.â
âI know, I know, Iâll try to eat more, okay? For you.â You reach out your hand and he takes it.
A fit of cough brings both of your gazes to the door and you see Haechan stand against the frame. âOnce itâs Jeno, another time itâs Renjun. I bring you home to study and you flirt with my friends.â
âDrop the bullshit, Hyuck. He knows,â you say, rolling your eyes.
Haechanâs eyes widen, but he slowly fakes indifference. âKnows what? That you donât have time for a relationship so you canât date him?â
âThat you two fuck,â Renjun answers instead, making him cough.
âThatâs not true,â he defends. âI hate her,â he says, laughing, but when he meets your eyes and sees them sadden, he feels pain in his heart. âNo, no, I donât hate her, but weâre⊠you know our relationship, why would we fuck?â
âWhoâs fucking?â
âNot you, Jeno. Not you for sure,â Renjun says, rolling his eyes.
âHey! Why do you always gotta be so rude,â Jeno whines.
âI doubt heâs not getting laid,â you chuckle, and Jeno winks playfully.
âSee, words of a wise woman,â he brags, walking to the fridge to grab something.
Renjun sighs loudly. âA woman that doesnât know you.â
âWould you fuck him?â Haechan asks out of nowhere and you glare at him.
âI just said that heâs hot and smart, I donât see how he can have a hard time finding somebody,â
ââCause heâs annoying,â Renjun answers, but Haechanâs not listening.
âI didnât ask that,â Donghyuck says instead, his attention is all on you as if thereâs nobody else in the room. Â
âI donât answer stupid questions,â you reply before sipping from your cup and drifting your gaze away.
âWait, why are you here?â Jeno asks, only now realizing youâre not supposed to be at their place, not in the morning at least⊠wait⊠âWait! Are you two fuckââ
âNo,â Haechan answers sternly, glaring at him. âWeâre studying. And it got late, so since we were closer to my place, I let her stay the night.â
âI thought you left yesterday saying you had a date, though,â Jeno says confused.
You chuckle under your breath before you feel Haechanâs hand wrap around your writs to pull you out of the room, not even giving you time to finish your coffee. âA studying date, and now drop it.â
When you reach his room, he groans loudly, walking to the closet to pick something to wear. You watch him move for a while, but then you canât keep your thoughts inside your head anymore.
âAre you ashamed of me?â You ask and he turns around with wide eyes.
âWhat?â
âAm I something to be ashamed of? Do I donât fit in the standard of the people you would usually fuck?â
He sighs, shaking his head. âNo, I donât want them to get invasive, they donât let me live once they know something. And with you, itâs more embarrassing because of our historyâŠâ
You giggle, trying not to show the relief youâre feeling because, for a moment, you thought he was one of those types of men.
âWhy canât you ever make things easy for me?â He asks, annoyance in his voice. You have so much power over him, more than he likes to admit, and he feels like he canât even be too mad at you about it.
âSorry, itâs just, itâs funny having a history with you,â you explain. âMy mortal enemy, always ready to steal my number ones, and my good grades.â
âYouâre so annoying, youâre never sleeping over ever again.â
âYeah, âcause I wonât let you fuck me ever again.â
âLiar,â he says. âAnd now move, Iâll drop you home.â
you can find part two on my account on the story masterlist or haechanâs masterlist (i canât link it because if i do the post wonât appear in the tags)
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pairing: matt sturniolo x fem!reader
word count: 2.6k
summary: y/n joins the triplets on the cut the camera podcast to talk about having a boyfriend whoâs a triplet, social media, and hobbyâs
warnings: dirty/sexual jokes, established relationship, swearing, sexual innuendos, not a warning but thank you @whoetoshaw for some inspiration. please check her out! i will probably make another one đ€
âGood morning campers, welcome back to the cut the camera podcast. Itâs your hosts Nick Sturniolo,â Nick introduced, âMatt Sturniolo,â Matt told the camera, âand Chris Sturniolo.â The boys finished. âAnd we have a special guest if you couldnât hear her laughing at us, Mattâs girlfriend, Y/n!â Nick told the camera as it showed you in your seat, smile on your face as you waved. âHappy to be here.â You spoke to the camera. It then panned to Matt sitting his his seat with his cheeks turning pink. âWe had to beg her for so long to feature in one of these.â Chris laughed, shifting his hat as he spoke into the mic. âWe had to buy her a box of Diet Coke.â He deadpanned. You smiled in response.
âOkay, to be fair, Iâm not a social media person. I think the only social media I have and use a lot is Instagram and Facebook.â The three boys laughed as you mentioned Facebook. âItâs for family members! My grandparents have a hard time figuring out social media apps. But either way, have Tiktok but donât even remember the last time I posted on there.â You tried to think but nothing was popping up. âThat brings me into the first question,â Chris interrupts you, âwhatâs it like dating an âinfluencerâ as some would call us while you just ââ quite recently actually ââ made your accounts public?â
âââ before you speak,â Nick interrupted as Chris gave him an annoyed look and Matt groaned. âHere he goes.â Matt whispered into the mic. âI was just going to say she should introduce herself!â He yelled in defense as he put his hands up. âOh shit, true.â Chris gestured to you. âHello everyone, I am Y/n and I am a friend of the triplets and Mattâs girlfriend.â You started to introduce. âI like how she said a friend of the triplets and not just Mattâs girlfriend.â Nick laughed. âYou know it babe.â You replied, laughing in your seat. âAnyway, I am nineteen. I am from Canada, and moved to LA around two ââ three years ago? Yeah. Sorry, what was the question before?â âSee, Chris? She has manners. You need to learn some.â Nick teased. âShut the fuck up. The question was whatâs it like to date an influencer?â Chris asked. Matt turned his head toward you.
âIâm not really sure what itâs like to not date an influencer since Matt was like . . . my first âreal boyfriendâ you could say, but I would assume itâs similar to a relationship with a non-influencer. You do the same things: dates, sleepovers, movies, etc. But heâs away sometimes,â you shrug, âwhen you guys went on tour, Matt was away a lot and we had to do long distance for a bit. I think it was hard for both of us âââ
âââ more for me.â
âââ but itâs what happens when you date someone as famous as you guys are. I know what I was getting into, same with the social media part. I knew I would be on camera sometimes, especially because you guys vlog and other things. You guys respected my want to be off camera and I remember, Matt was so worried when we got together because we really liked each other but social media was his job, but I was fine with that! Of course I would be.â
âI was so worried,â Matt breathed out, âlike I had mentioned before that I did what I do and she had mentioned that she didnât want to be online, but when it got serious I didnât want for this whole thing to be ruined because of what I do, you know?â âOf course,â Nick butted in, âand especially hate that she couldâve gotten ââ no offense Y/n.â You nodded, ânone at all. Completely agree.â âYou wouldâve felt a little scared, no?â Matt and you nodded. âI didnât, and donât, want her to be effected negatively from it. I mean, itâs inevitable really, but still. I couldnât help it, still canât, Iâm her boyfriend.â âI knew what I was getting into,â you spoke, âitâs what happens in most male celebrity, youtuber fan bases. You guys get hate too sometimes.â
Chris nodded. âI think me and Nick were a bit unsure too. We had known you for awhile and we liked you. We talked to Matt about it too. Just saying like âwatch out for hate,â and âsupport her,â and shit like that. You didnât need any help at all.â âLike I said, I knew what I was getting into. I have friends that are dating some popular content creators and we have talked about it before. Thatâs how I know what to experience and how to deal with it. Thank you âââ there was a bleep as you said her name âââ love you to bits.â
âWhat is it like to be on the podcast?â The youngest boy asked, looking at his phone and then to you. âTo be honest? It feels great. I have seen this set from when it was just an idea to it actually happing and it is truly amazing to see what these boys can do.â You weâre honest, these boys had such great ideas and it felt unreal to see them come true. âMatt, you have such a nice girlfriend.â A laugh that sounded more like a giggle came out of Mattâs mouth. âThanks. She is.â He replied, moving the mic. There was laughing around the table.
âThis wouldâve been super awkward if you were like âno, I hate her!ââ You joked. Nick put his hand over his mouth. âI donât know what I would do if that actually happened.â âWell good thing Iâm not going to say that.â Matt spoke, looking at his girlfriend. âThanks. What a man everyone,â you clapped your hands, âget yourself someone like this guy over here.â You pointed to him.
âYes!â Nick yelled, clapping too. âAnd, thereâs two other brothers . . . but one is gay. He is still available? Boys? Hit that line. And Chrisâs too,â you pointed to the long-haired brother, âitâs too often he tries to get into the bed with me and Matt because he hates sleeping alone.â You whispered into the mic. The camera moved to Matt nodding and then to Chris as he started to protest. âNo! Youâre just over too often. Stop hogging my brother. I slept with him first ââ wait!â He puts his hands up. You moved your hand over you mouth in shock as Matt leaned his head against the table and Nick copied your movement. âNot like that! I meant we,â pointing to Matt, him, and Nick, âhad sleepovers before you did.â âBitch, donât bring me into this.â Nick chimed in. âReal.â You agreed.
âLetâs just move on!â Your boyfriend suggested as he lifted his arms up. âWhat is like dating a triplet?â He asked. âItâs not that much from dating a regular guy, apart from the fact that either one of these kids is following him everywhere ââ mostly Chris âââ which earned a âwhat?â from the guy âââ and sometimes Iâll like . . . steal a sweater or some sweats or something from Matt and then Iâll just be on the couch and one of the boys will come in and be like âIâve been looking for thatâ and it gets confusing.â You laughed. âBut besides some of those confusions, itâs like dating a guy and having two best friends that come with him.â âA package deal.â Nick agrees. You snapped your fingers at him, âyes. Exactly like that. And itâs so fun. It can get annoying, but whatâs any kind of relationship if you donât get annoyed?â âYeah guys. I may be annoying, but you still like me.â Chris jumped in. âYeah, sometimes I doubt that.â âMe too.â The other brothers agreed. âThat was so inspiring.â Nick said. âThank you.â You did a fake bow in your seat.
âYou also help keep the house clean since you practically live over at our house.â Matt added. âI do, I do. I literally have clothes and my skincare shit at you house. And a toothbrush âââ
âââ And a toothbrush.â Matt said at the same time. âItâs convient for sleepovers!â Nick explained. âAnd also because you do just live here. There have been so many times where Iâve knocked on Mattâs door and then opened it and Mattâs just playing games while youâre chilling in his bed.â You nodded, shrugging. It was true. âDude ââ I have gone to wake up Matt for the day and I wonât even notice sheâs there until I hear her move or some shit cause sheâs all up under the blankets. Surprised youâre even under the blankets with Mr. Blanket stealer over here.â Chris points to Matt as Nick nodded his head and you laughed.
âI just tug emâ back. Or he just grabs me. This kid . . . I swear itâs like Iâm never close enough.â âI just run hot youâre always cold.â Matt retaliated. âYou run hot because you steal all the blankets!â Nick yelled. âI feel sorry for Chris every time you guys have to share a bed.â âDo you really though?â The boy in question asked. â. . . Not really, no. I like my blankets. Maybe you can teach him to share Y/n.â âI will certainly try.â
âAnd she can teach you fuckers to clean,â Matt retorted, âevery time I go into your room itâs like I am walking through a morgue.â After he finished there was a âhey!â from Chris and a âthatâs not true!â from Nick. âKeep me out of this.â You held your hands up in defense. âI will clean what I need to.â âSheâs like a second mom.â Chris compared. âDonât say that. Thatâs weird.â Matt muttered into the mic. âYeah, this is like the same argument as the use of mommy and daddy.â Nick agreed. âNow, you just made it weird,â Chris pointed at Nick. âHow about we move on so we can stop this from getting even weirder.â Matt clapped his hands.
âYes. Next question. You watch our videos I would assume?â Nick asked. âOf course, who would I be if I didnât?â You replied. âPeriod.â Chris replied. Nick gave him a side eye, âanyway . . . How do you feel that people are writing fan fiction about your boyfriend?â You covered your mouth with your hand. âWhat?â Matt asked, looking scared. âYou guys are going to hate me for this.â You spoke. âYou didnât make one about Matt did you?â Chris joked. âNo! I wasnât that weird. But a canon event in every girls childhood ââ and I mean every single one - was writing or at least reading fan fiction. Brittany Broski is so real for talking about it. Me? It was the guy who played in Doctor Who. The 2000s one.â âDavid Tennant?â âYes. I was an avid Wattpad user. You could catch me on there every fucking day dude. I think I still have my account.â
A scream filled the room as everyone looked at Nick. âWe have to find it and go through it. But . . . I still canât believe you used Wattpad.â âDude, ask any mentally unstable female girl and I promise you, she will tell you she did. I donât use it anymore, but I was obsessed.â âAre the videos awkward to you because you used to write shit or no?â Chris jumped in. âA little bit. I mean, it must feel weird getting fan fiction written about anyone. But I think because Iâve been in that spot and writing it that I understand a bit more,â you admitted, âthe videos are great ââ like every video of yours is - and itâs so funny to see your reaction.â âWe need to bring you sometime if youâre up for it.â Matt suggested. âMaybe?â You shrugged, dragging the word out. âIt would be super funny.â Nick commented. âOh for sure, but I donât know if Iâm ready to go back to that phase in my life.â You grimaced.
âHashtag trauma.â Chris responded. âPlease never say that again,â Nick murmured. Matt agreed with a âthat was so cringey.â âReally though,â you laughed, âyou get it.â Chris got up from his seat and high-fived you. âHave you guys ever read fan fiction outside of filming?â âOh, switcharoo question. I mean, I have to check and find stories and make sure we donât get demonetized. I donât know about these two.â Nick answered first. âI havenât, but I find it weird that Matt has wattpad downloaded . . . And that he asked people to send some to him.â Chris spoke. âItâs not like that!â Matt yelled, putting his face in his shirt. âMatt, honey. Itâs fine.â You joked. âOh my god.â His voice was muffled from the sweatshirt.
âIs that how you got into reading like . . . Actual books?â Nick asked you. âNot really. Iâve been a reader since I learned to read, but it probably had some effect on my reading.â You responded. âI read a lot now, too. Like if you guys are filming Iâll just hangout im Mattâs room or something and read.â âSheâs always reading.â Matt said into the mic. âNo actually. We could be getting picked up by Matt and this kid is in the passenger seat with a book in her hand. How can you even read in the car?â Chris blurted. âI actually donât get car sick. I think Iâve been car sick once. I sleep in the car too. And I have the best naps in the car. Itâs just something puts me to sleep. Iâm not sure what.â You explain. âBut yeah, I do read a good amount. Iâve got Matt to read a little too. Chris would you ever read?â âProbably not,â he answered,â just have too much going on. And no offence, but if I have time off Iâm not going to sit down and read. Thereâs so many other things I could do.â You nodded your head, âto each their own.â âIâll like nap or something. I feel like weâre all avid nappers.â Chris asked.
âNo, totally. I love napping.â Matt answered. âMe too.â Nick agreed. âIâll only get up if I have to.â âIâll only get up if Y/n gets up or if Chris wakes me up. Thereâs not a lot that will get me up. Except if I need to pee or we have something that day.â Matt added on. âItâs true,â you nodded, âhe will not let me go. And if I get up, he will get up and pull me to the couch if Iâm not already on it and just lay there.â Your boyfriend nodded. âHey, at least you have a personal pillow.â Chris added on. You nodded again. âYou should by lucky? You know how many girls would want Chris to do that?â The blonde boy continued. Chris made a weird face. âHey guys, make a fan fiction about it.â Matt looked at the camera. âNo!â Chris yelled, slapping Mattâs finger that was pointing to the camera. âIâm just kidding, I donât really care as long as theyâre not super weird and gross.â âCheers to that.â Nick agreed.
âOn this note, I think we should wrap it up.â Nick announced. âThat was todayâs episode, it was amazing. Everyone thank Y/n for coming on the podcast.â Chris faced you, speaking into the mic. âIt was an absolute pleasure. I would love to come back if you would have me.â You thanked them. âOf course. We wonât let you leave.â The blonde boy joked. âJust kidding, but still, thank you for coming on and we will see you guys next time. Bye!â Everyone waved to the different cameras before it showed you in your seat with Matt sitting next to you. âHeâs secretly clingy.â You said before the camera shut off.
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HII!! could you write the gang with a reader that has an rbf and seems really intimidating/unapproachable but is a sweetheart? they arent very talkative and seem very cold but their love language is acts of service/gift giving & sorta quality time?? <33
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đ„ Û« pretty as a vine, sweet as a grape. â đŻ
âŠREQUESTED: you never judge a book by itâs cover. especially when it comes to y/n!
tags/warnings: people being judgy asf/spreading rumours, gang defending reader with their soul, reader is a softie i fear, reader is kinda shy, probably stupid:3c, steve threatening a manLMFAO
àłauthor notesââ· READER IS SO ME CODED HELLO also if two-bits part sounds stupid it âs because iâm high rn and even if can admit itâs a little iffy
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dallas winston
thought of you as someone to be threatened by at first ngl
he heard of this scary, mean mugged, tuff looking girl and went âmh. an enemyđșđâ
he went up to you one day, acting all tuff and shit just for you to look him up and down and nervously wave
look, he may not be the smartest cookie but he can see someone shy a mile away. and when he seen you wave, he felt like such an ass LMFAO
did he show it? no. obviously.
this is dallas. heâs an asshole.
âlittle miss tough girl, huh?â
ââŠpardon?â
that teasing from him DID continue until you walked away because dallas is the type to never back down, even when heâs wrong
expect for the next time you met him!!!!
he was actually asking you your name, where youâre from, etc, etc!!!
turning a new leaf dare i sayâŠ
and everything after that was history! cutest scary looking couple ever!
HE THINKS ITâS SOOO FUNNY THAT PEOPLE ARE SCARED OF YOU LMFAOOO
he plays into it sm if someone brings it up bro
ây/n? like..scary y/n?â
âyeah, like scary y/n. and iâll get âer on ya if you keep talkinâ âbout her.â
âoh!đ°â
he thinks itâs so silly to see you look really pissed off when he isnât around just to greet you and see your whole demeanour change!!
dallas thinks itâs so cuteđ itâs like one of his favourite things about you!
âđ đâ
âhey, baby.â
âoh! hi, dal!<3â
LMFAO IMAGINE SOMEONE SEEING YOU, A MEAN LOOKING GIRL, SHOPPING FOR MENS LEATHER JACKETS
yuppp spoil that dickhead!đ« he lovelovelovesss getting gifts, ESPECIALLY from u!!!
if youâre clingy, i feel like he wouldnât mind it. he teases THE FUCK out of u tho!đ
âbig tough girl wants to hold hands, eh?â
ââŠyeađ.â
âawh, look at ya. come âere.â
johnny cade
you might think heâd be scared and intimidated, right? but NO! heâs literally bffâs with ponyboy, he knows damn well what rbf is!
you two are sooo cute together
little kicked, scared puppy with his feral doberman!!!
tells people to stfu whenever they try and spread rumours that youâre scary, mean, and rude.
âyouâre dating y/n? donât you know she-â
âi donât care, shut up. âs not like you know herđ.â
sometimes refuses your gifts.
johnnyâs not used to them :( but all u gotta do is say please and flutter your lashes and u got em!!!!
âi canât take it.â
âplease?đâ
ââŠokayđŁ.â
and he DOES NOT regret it! he might fight you at first, but he cherishes those gifts with his life<3!
loveloveloveLOVESSS having u around constantly!! since your love language is quality time, you two are always hanging out together.
and, with your scary looks, you often keep the socs away from him!
hip-hip, hoorayâŒïžâŒïž
the gang was likeâŠworried for johnny at first.
THEY DIDNâT KNOW U WERE COOL THOđđđđđ
they were all like, â??seriously, johnny?? you pick the meanest girl?? ever???â and johnny was QUICK to defend. âyâall ainât even meet her, and youâre already sayinâ sheâs bad for me?â
when they did though, they were like âohhhhâŠ.she really isnât rudeâŠ..ohâŠ.â
HEâS SO PROUD TO DATE U THO LMFAOOO
and to know the real you?? treats it like an HONOUR
ponyboy curtis
was intimidated by you.
forgot he was also like you and accidentally glares at people who walk past him LMFAOOOO
You two are like two peas in a pod istg!!
âyou look mean from far away,â
â???so do you, pony??â
ââŠno??â
âWHAT DO YOU MEAN, âNOâ?â
mean looking couple who are truly just a bunch of nerds deep down to their soul<3
the gang was a little protective of ponyboy until they realized ur just like him LMFAO
They get having an rbf<3
pony loves spending time with you!
gift him a book and heâll love you forever!!! (maybe even read it to you when you two are finally alone to help you fall asleepđ€)
heâs such a cutieâŠ..
stays close to you in public because he thinks youâre scarier looking than anyone heâs ever metđđ.
âcmâere,â
âwhy?đ€šâ
âBECAUSEđ!â
SCARY DOG Y/N IS REAL.
glares at anyone who goes around telling people that youâre mean and rude.
if looks could kill, theyâd be dead already!!!
ponyboy does not fuck around with u i fear.
Sodapop Curtis
LMFAOOO GREEK GOD OF A MAN WITH HIS PISSED OFF GF WHO IS NERVOUSLY HOLDING HIS HAND !!!
he was NOT afraid of you!! in fact, he thought the rumours of you being an asshole were all fake
âyou talkinâ about y/n?â
âyes, bro! theyâre so rude-â
âhow do you know?â
âwell, i donât-â
âso, shut up?đâ
cuz like??? did they not bother to understand you???
soda literally made it his mission to prove that you werenât a dick!!đđ
and GODDAMN HE WAS SO RIGHT
youâre such a sweetheart to soda! he lovesss telling people about how cute you are around him since itâs his own way to squash the rumours.
âmy y/n is so sweet, you wouldnât get it.â
âisnât she the same girl who beat the soc to a pulp?â
âshe can barely kill a fly.â
you donât need to do much to scare off the girls that flirt with him at the DX, just a nice little glare every now and then and theyâre already gone!
(soda doesnât have to know that you play into the rumours sometimes. itâs our little secret.)
steve randle
HATES EVERYONE WHO TALKS ABOUT YOU
heâs petty AS FUCK LMFAOOO
they canât handle the randleđđŻ
âew, y/n-â
âMAN, GET THE FUCK OUTTA MY FACE WITH THAT WHAT DO YOUUU KNOW ABOUT Y/NđŁïžâŒïžâ
that was an over exaggeration but you get the point.
gets very defensive when people try and âwarnâ him about you lmfao
gift him a tool box and heâll use it until itâs literally falling apart at the bolts<3
no seriously. it could be holding on by one screw and heâll still use it. he doesnât gaf. steve will use anything u give him.
he accepts ur rbf cause he thinks itâs SO FUNNY?? like heâll see you far away with your friends looking all angry before one of them says a really funny joke and just watches your expression change so quickly
one of his fav things ever<3!
two-bit mathews
he makes so much jokes about it LMFAOOO
âjesus, y/n! you sure yer glare ainât the thing that killed the dinosaurs?â
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âswear i see the devil in yours eyes sometimes. it looks soooo good on you, thoughđ€đ€â
HE THINKS ITS SO ATTRACTIVE
and he lovesss your sweetheart side sm itâs like he gets best of both worlds
RAHH GIFT TWO-BIT MICKEY PLUSHIE OR ELSE
Heâd totally have it on his bed 24/7. his sister has tried to steal it before to scare him btw.
skmetimes just to spend time together with himâyou just go walking around town with him while he has an arm around your shoulder the whole time<3
#2knightt#the outsiders#the outsiders x reader#dallas winston x reader#johnny cade x reader#ponyboy x reader#ponyboy curtis x reader#sodapop curtis x reader#sodapop x reader#steve randle x reader#darry curtis x reader#two-bit mathews x reader#two-bit x reader
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ok let's catch up quickly
#so i went on a few dates w this guy. long hair beautiful face kinda looked like a girl (good) said yes ma'am when i told him to do smth#(also good) film student great at photography including candids. made a sheath of leather for a sword pin i have . et cetera.#he asked to cuddle and i was like iggg and then i felt Nothing and i was like ohhh yh ok ok yep lesbian#like he meets almost all my criteria but. yeahhh no . also at the end of that date he had some weird takes. anyway broke up w him and told#him actually im p sure im a lesbian (again) and he was like yk thats the second time this has happened to me this week but its ok bc ive#fallen for this girl from berlin. and then we cooked together. anyway . met a beautiful butch lowk in love w her. weve been on (1) date.#have two exams in a few days havent studied enough going to like end it all basically. my research partner kicked me off our research#(expected(it was always skinda sketchy)) which was devastating + it happened in a lidl 15 hours into a journey from bordeaux#to go back to the UK. my friends were kinda busy paying for baguettes but also they heard this whole exchange and are kinda mad at him#my friend of 10+ years is coming over in a few days. my evil ex situationship person that i decided to stay friends w because i kept#insisting they are a good friend and not evil and also extremely beautiful? turns out shockingly enough they were evil. tried to fix them#and then i realised due to their entire friendship group being ppl like me (Every Single One of their friends are ppl they met on dating#apps then led on then dumped and proposed staying friends w) and are collectively extremely attracted to them and not over them they#keep validating the most diabolical shit they say/do to hace a chance w them. they broke up w their ex and the way they keep leading#this poor girl on and making her heartbeeak worse and saying that they want more power over her and want her to beg for them back etc...MY#JAW HAD DROPPED esp bc i didnt even know the ex was in the picture BECAUSE ME AND ONE OF OUR FRIENDS (that they also dated) HAD JUSR SLEPT#NAKED TOGETHER IN THEIR BED W THEM. GIRL. anyway that is the least of the diabolical stuff they said but no we are moving onnn#this was b4 the beautiful butch btw. anyways . i have a mitski concert tmrw i think?? idek anymore#i used to have a crush on this guy very briefly and then it disappeared and then i realised if he fundementally changed everything abt#himself then maybe id like him but ofc i didnt tell him that but i still think abt it sometimes but anyway thats irrelevant now bc 99% sure#even if he did id still not find him attractive (lesbianism). please recommend good overnight moisturisers btw i have super dry skin#right. the friend of 10 yrs. we had a hard convo abt why she essentially bullied me in year 8 and it made me highly bitter but i also love#her and ik things are diff now its been like . Many Years . and shes going to stay a while I HAVE TWO EXAMS I DONT HAVE TIME but i love her#its fine. i think i might just switch into medicine and do the whole become a neurosurgeon thing (which was my plan B) bc plan A is looking#kinda impossible rn. I WANNA TALK MORE ABT WHAT THE EX SITUATIONSHIP PERSON SAID but i wont bc i dont wanna be too mean but also . MY GOD#i had a conversation w a philosopher friend about whether i have a moral responsibility to try to fix them bc unleashing this on society#feels wrong and he said 'probably but...run' so yeah im not talking to them atm. second date w beautiful butch on monday btw IDK WHAT TO#WEAR. she said she likes fems. im just gonna wear the shortest ralph lauren skirt i have w the cute leg warmers and hope 4 the best#its 1:15 AM im abt to drink coffee and start studying bc what the FUCK man. also almost finished watching the boys its very good#one of my best friends is struggling rn it is breaking my heart i want to take the burden from her i miss her very much
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Kinktober 27/10/2024 Oscar Piastri - Mirror Sex
Plot: Oscar loves watching his pretty girlfriend in the mirror by his bed, he loves getting her to watch too.
Warnings: Kinktober, SMUT, fingering, eating out, fem appreciation, p in v, mirror sex etc 18+ Minors DNI
Oscar loved you so so much he wanted to present you to the world and show you off. And he even wanted to show you off in public.
He was wrapped around your finger, and completely obsessed with you.
However Public Sex or Exhibitionism had never been something you wanted to do. Especially where you and Oscar had such public lives and you were both pretty shy.
So Oscar had to find another way to satisfy that urge to ⊠present you. He just wanted to appreciate your beauty and show you what he saw.
One night you guys were going at it. It was about round three, both incredibly horny from not seeing each other for the whole duration of a triple header.
You were bent over the edge of the bed, having wanted to find a new position after youâd done missionary on the sofa, cowgirl on your bed and now an odd variant of doggy style but a little more inclined.
From the new position you guys had never used before Oscar could see himself thrusting in and out of you in the mirror. He could only just see your ass and the way it jiggled no more of your body could be seen but it turned him on see him moving in and out of you. And before he knew it he was prematurely coming inside of you.
As the loving and doting before he is, he kept trying to thrust despite his softening dick so a hand came round to circle your clit, making you join him shortly after collapsing against the bed as you were left shaking.
You never said anything about how quickly heâd reached his high, putting it down to desperation and how you guys hadnât seen each other in over three weeks.
That night as you cuddled against him, Oscar couldnât stop looking at the mirror. He was asking himself all these questions, like what would you boobs look like jiggling while he smashed your back doors in. Or what youâd look like laying on your back, as he folded you in half pushing you thighs back against your stomach and watched himself drive in and out of you.
All these possibilities were swimming in his head, to the point it was all he could think about, no other thoughts there, just you in-front of that mirror.
So when you were out, Oscar repositioned the mirror so it faced the bed, he even go onto the bed as if you were there testing the best angles to see if youâd both have a clear view.
Once it was in the perfect position he planned the whole evening.
The evening was so romantic that you felt guilty for the first half thinking youâd forgotten and anniversary, or heâd won a race that for some reason you werenât aware of and didnât watch, which was impossible but in your panicked mind was very much a possibility.
âOsc, whatâs all this?â Youâd asked looking around at the candles on the dining room table, that hosted flowers, chocolates and what looked to be a little Chanel gift bag.
âJust thought Iâd treat my beautiful girlâ he smiles with that straight tight lipped smile you always loved. That was his âim proud of myselfâ smile.
âDid I miss something? What day is it?â You say rushing to check the time and date and calendar in your phone.
âBaby, itâs fine youâve not missed anything. I just wanted a special night with you before I leave for the next raceâ he explains and you nod, knowing that Oscar did in fact get clingy a few days before he had to leave for a race especially if you were coming.
You guys enjoyed a meal together before Oscar lead you up to the bedroom, he was holding you while your legs were wrapped around his waist, his hands supporting you under your thighs as you guys kissed the whole way up the stairs.
He chucked you on the bed, keeping you in the kiss while he stripped you off so that you were completely naked. He kissed across your body, before sucking on your nipple while pinching and pulling at the other. Massaging it once you let out a small whimper that soon turned into delicious moans.
Oscars fingers circled around your entrance, his thumb toying with your clit.
âSo wet for me already baby. Look at all thisâ he says before he dips his fingers in. Thrusting in and out. Your head is thrown back at the feeling gripping the sheets as your legs open more to let him in. Oscarâs fingers scissor inside of you.
âArgh Oscar, pleaseâ you moan and he knows to speed up. He head looks up to the mirror that is next to you where he can see all of you spread out across the bed. The way your writhing around, not fully sure what to do with yourself because you feel so good.
You gasp, calling out Oscars name as your grab his wrist. He feels you lightly tighten around his fingers that start to slow down and help you ride out your first orgasm.
âFuck Oscâ you say but your interrupted as his head comes down in between your legs, collecting all the juices youâd just released.
Your a little overstimulated, however itâs the good kind that is making you rock your hips against his face, so his nose knocks against your clit.
âLook at how pretty you are babyâ he says as he pulls away from you enough that his words are comprehendible rather than just muttering into you.
âW-what?â You gasp out trying to look down at him to see what heâs on about but his hand comes up, pushing your chin to the side before he dives back in lapping up all that your giving him.
You taste divine and he canât help but moan into you. He couldnât get enough trying to get deeper and deeper and the pressure of his nose knocking against every lick of thrust of his tongue had your squirming while looking at yourself in the mirror.
And what a site it was.
There you were on your back, legs up blocking Oscarâs face from view which made your legs instinctively come down so that you could see Oscars face right against your head. He looked like a man starved seeing the first hot meal of his life with the way he was going in.
The site was erotic and you couldnât take your eyes off it. And when Oscars eyes met your in the mirror and you saw his rare toothy smile you were done for. The coil in your stomach exploded and an unfamiliar sensation washed over you. One similar to when you pee but not quiet the same.
Youâd squirted and when Oscar realised what heâd just gotten out of you. He was grinning like a mad man.
âOs-â you say out of breath. You was as he climbs up positioning himself on top of you.
âHow do you want to do this baby, you can ride me, I can fold you or I can grab your hair while your on your hands and knees?â He asks and you donât even have to think before you blurt out your answer.
âAll of themâ you say, dead serious making Oscars eyes widen.
âAlright baby, anything for youâ he smiles kissing you, while he lifts your legs up so theyâre around his waist.
He slips in with ease, both of you moaning as he bottoms out. You were sensitive still but in a good way, you could feel him everywhere and it was incredible. Your eyes locked on you both in the mirror, how Oscars large form was above you. His shoulder muscles flexing as he bottomed out in you, the way his large hands made your thighs look like sticks as he pushed them up to meet your stomach.
âGorgeous gorgeous girlâ he moans as he starts to move in and out of you. His hips snapping against you as he feels himself stretching your tight walls.
âOh fuck baby, love you so muchâ he moans pulling you in for a quick kiss before his eyes travel to the mirror, honing in on the way his dick slips in and out of you.
And just like last time and the fact that he can see so much more of you in the mirror now, just like heâd anticipated. Heâs coming far to quickly for his liking, but it feels too good to even try and make himself stop.
You join as you watch his eyes screw shut and feel his warmth fill you up for the first time this night. Most guys would be spent after this but you knew Oscar wouldnât disappoint.
Oscar rolls over onto his back simultaneously pulling you on top of him all while heâs still inside of you. His hands remain on your hips, as you start bouncing up and down on him.
He fights the urge to look at your boobs directly above him and too look in the mirror instead. And when he does itâs a beautiful sight. The curve of your back going into your round arse, and the way your boobs are bouncing up and down just as you do. He can see your stomach flexing and when he gets and even closer look, because of the angle your at, he can see himself inside you.
There he was, his dick inside you, poking at your stomach, as you bounce up and down. His hand moves from your hip to the area and presses down on it releasing a squeal from you and you clamp down around him. Slowing your bounces down needing to recover from that sensation he just caused.
Seeing your face in the mirror as he does that and the feeling over you being tighter than ever around him he knows he has to do it again.
He pushes lightly until your hips are stuttering and you bounces are more shallow and your clenching around him, your whole practically spasming around him. A milky white ring is starting to form at the base of his cock from your climaxes and the cum coming from you.
âArgh fuck, just like thatâ he moans as he watches in the mirror your hands go to his chest to keep you up right and stable!
âFucking love you, oh my godâ he says as he holds you hips into him as he spills his second load of the evening into you.
âOkay, I -I canât do anymore. Fuckâ you say as you slip of him and collapse into a cuddle with him.
âNo no no, you said you wanted it all three ways baby, so thatâs what weâre doing. Come on, onto your hands and kneesâ he says getting behind you. Your both facing the mirror now and he holds you up so the full length of your body is in front of the mirror. He runs a hand down your body, squeezing and griping all his favourite bits.
âMmmm youâve got one more in you, right baby?â He asks smirking at you through the mirror where he waits patiently for your nod of approval before slipping in.
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Stardew Valley x Reader Bachelor Headcanons
Alex
Before you and Alex got together, you probably became long time friends
He was def like "damn they hot" but then when it became more than just that he was like "DAMN THEY'RE HOT"
It's been a bit since he's felt those silly little butterflies, it genuinely makes him nervous
Que him leaning against a wall like "Hey bbg" but he's sweating bullets
After his confession, he feels much better, and the nervous air that only you could really pick up on has disappeared
Very PDA, arm is always around you, probably not in the back pocket but if he's tipsy enough then boom it appears
Insists on going in the mines with you but saw a slime and wanted to dip so bad but you protected him <3
"Heh...I totally wasn't scared. Don't worry babe I'll protect you" nah boy
He feels his heart melt every time he sees you and Evelyn baking together, or her just acting like your grandma
Even George has become a grandpa figure, giving advice with alex or general things
Alex is secretly insecure about himself, but with you, he finds room to grow as a person and find that those worries are unwarranted
Though he doesn't say it often, you make him feel seen, and he truly appreciates that
Elliot
(Personal fav right now so I'm about to go OFF)
If you picked romance for his book he's imagining you both as the main characters
Not a complete parallel because he's like "can't be creepy" but a teensy bit
Speaking of "can't be creepy" he has written multiple sonnets about you since realizing his feelings
Unlike some of the other bachelors, he embraces his feelings more, using his passion to inspire his writing and other endeavors
Heavy on the gifts and courting stuff
Gives you love poems at least once a week he has so many piled up but he doesn't wanna go overboard
Says the sappiest things all the time with this love struck look in his eyes
PRETTIEST MANNNNN
Words of affirmation kinda guy, he's poetic like that
Leah pokes at him for being a simp but mans could not care less he's proud
Picks out pretty sea shells that wash up on the shore and gives them to you, and they're always intact!
Big fan of the flower dance and looks forward to getting to dance with you in front of the entire town! maybe your worst nightmare but he's just happy to show you off (and his dancing skills lol)
Speaking of which, mans is gonna teach you how to waltz and a bunch of other old timey dances
At some point he WILL show up in the pouring rain to profess his love, or give you flowers, or both
You're like "Elliot we're literally dating was this necessary and he's like "OF COURSE MY DEAR"
He'd love heartstopper
Harvey
Insert too sweet by Hozier
Silly little doctor guy tries to avoid you but can't help but be drawn to you
He sees you running around doing your daily tasks, and just watches you from afar from the window of the doctor's office
Maru notices and tells you to come in sometime cuz her boss ain't gonna get nowhere by himself
When you start coming in more often he can feel himself die of embarrassment when he fails to make interesting conversation
Is very worried about your health though and fusses when you pass out in the mines/street
He gets even more adamant about you taking care of yourself once he's confessed
Way less nervous though!
Looks at you with adoration eyes when you do anything
Tipsy Harvey is a cute Harvey because he starts spilling his guts on how often he thinks of you
Whenever you're not busy with work he appreciates you stopping by the office, just to talk about both of your days
He yaps to everyone about you btw
Doesn't mean to but when someone brings you up he's like "oh yes me and my partner love to-" or "my partner loves-" etc etc
I used to not be a fan but he's such a sweetiepie
Sam
"I just love a guy who plays guitar <3" - u @Sam
That's it
I JEST
Originally he's like "hey come and hang out with me, Sebastian, and Abigail"
Then you start coming over and it's just you both alone
He's not creepy about it, just wants to spend time with you one on one
Loves showing you the songs he works on and if you want he'll show you how to play guitar too!
He's also happy with how well you get along with Jodi, always trying to get you both to bond, it makes him feel nice that you feel like you're apart of the family
Once y'all are together he does sneak you in anytime he gets the chance
He'll text you like "come over" You : I've gotta be up at 6am Him : "PLZPLZPLZPLZ-"
OG golden retriever bf
You both go shopping at Joja at 3am for fun and goof off
Or go run around in the forest taking aesthetically pleasing pintrest photos
Sebastian
You can't tell me he's not an arctic monkeys kinda guy so insert R U Mine? By Arctic Monkeys
It took him time to warm up to you
When he did you became one of the few people he could hang out with after a long day of socializing and not feel drained around
I can see him doing things that aren't always super platonic and thinking he wants to do them because
"Platonically" holding your hand, cuddling, etc
At town events he stands all close to you, complaining about how much he hates it, but showing disappointment when you mention leaving
Everyone's like are y'all dating and he goes NO way too fast
When you both finally ARE together though he's actually much less affectionate and public, but it doubles when you're in the comfort of his basement room
Finds the most joy in keeping you trapped in his bed with him until noon when you say you should be working on your farm
Especially in the colder months, then you can also share his mom's pumpkin soup
He's almost catlike with his affection
Another guy you run around and take aesthetically pleasing pintrest photos with, but his are more grunge esk
"Accidentally" leaves his hoodies at your place but he likes seeing you in em
I imagine that the characters have those closets filled with the same outfit, so when you try and give him his stuff back he goes "nah" and whips out his 100th hoodie
Shane
PACK IT UP SAVIOUR COMPLEX I mean what who said that
After you rescue him from the depths of his depressive alcoholism, he feels guilty for having feelings for you
Part of it is because he's like "fuck do I actually like them or is it just cuz they basically saved my life" and partly because it feels painfully stereotypical
Not a lot changes, though he is a lot more open to you then he is with other people, even with Marnie
Helps out with your chickens when he has free time
Talks to them about his problems and once you almost walked in on him ranting about his feelings for you (bro was shook)
But once he's confessed, well, he's still insecure about some things, but accepts your help with stride
Jealous easily, but tries not to show it
Acts of service kinda guy, so if you need him to run an errand while you're swamped with farm work? He's on it
Pulls up to your farm with a bunch of snacks and a bag full of movies for you to pick from
He sets it up while you take a shower to wash all the grime and dirt off from a days work so you can just come and cozy up on the couch with him
You're also basically besties with Jas, such a sweet girl, always asks you to play jump rope with her
You both go "say no to drugs" to her l o l
Marnie is also now your bestie so even when she's not working you can get stuff from the shop #WIN
I loooooove stardew valley it's so cool so great
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Growing Pains
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Warnings- smut, unprotected sex, age gap relationship, cream pie, bellybulging, praise kink, use of 'mama', angst, not too long tbh, mentions of misogyny, etc
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Harry was really good at ignoring what other people thought.Â
It had always been one of those personality traits that people said they envied, but his whole lifeâs philosophy is why care if youâre happy? If he wasnât hurting anyone, if he was happy and solid in what he was doing, why did it matter what someone else thought?Â
He knew there would be inevitable pushback against him being in a serious relationship with Y/N. And it was serious, as he had made abundantly clear. It wasnât at all conventional and in their small, gossip ridden town, it wasnât a shock in the slightest that the rumor mill began buzzing as soon as they stepped out into town together for the first time, Harry taking her to dinner at a decent place of her choosing.Â
Their dates had been majority in the towns over just so they could enjoy their little bubble of happiness. Y/N spent time at his place when Stacy was home for the first few weeks, Harry going to hers when she was away, but he had to assure her that he knew Stacy would be upset and heâd talk to her himself.Â
It was a hard thing to navigate considering Y/N utterly adored her daughter. Sheâd been pushing her mother to go out on dates , get back out there, all of the girl power stuff since the divorce was finalized- but the woman highly doubted she meant with someone in her friend group.Â
All things considered, the pros and cons had been weighed and juggled and there had been no reason to keep hiding it after two months in. For a bit, Y/N had been holding on to the secrecy because she was afraid heâd tire of her. That sheâd damage her relationship with her daughter and in the town for a fling that the younger man would be bored with after a bit. It was unfair to think that of Harry, she knew that, but considering her ex husband had essentially done that very thing to her? It had lingered in the back of her mind.Â
To his credit, Harry had been nothing but understanding and patient with her. He didnât push too hard to go public, but he didnât hide his desire for it either. Y/N was his, and he wasnât ashamed of her in the slightest. Heâd go up to bat for her again and again if it meant he got to keep her. The man wasnât stupid- he knew a lot of the backlash would fall onto her. Something heâd happily take the burden of if he could. It was a conversation they revisited quite a few times, Harry holding her against him as his fingers traced the curves of her face while she expressed her fears. Luckily, it seemed that his feelings for her had proven it a worthy risk after he started talking more about the future.Â
Maybe with anyone else it would be coming on too strong. Hell- it had come on too strong at first, spooking Y/N when heâd asked if she was open to having more kids. If she wanted to get married again. Both things she hadnât given much thought to before he brought it up. It had sent her spiraling for a few days, worried that perhaps she wouldnât be able to give him the things he needed. That heâd be throwing away his youth for her instead of exploring, that she would be essentially trapping him. Her worst fear was him resenting her for settling him down.Â
It had caused their first fight, one of their only. His jaw had been tight when he showed up to her place after being ignored all day, arms crossed as she opened the door. Heâd been dirty and sweaty from work, the sun hadnât set yet but he had been worried sick when she had stopped replying after their initial good morning messages.Â
âAre you alright?â Eyes scanned her all over to observe for sickness, injury, but found nothing. His features twisted as his eye scanned her pocket, jaw ticking when he saw the phone sitting inside of it. âWhat's the problem?â He asked lowly. âWorried me fuckinâ sick all day, but I see the phone in your pocket. Donât play those games with me, Y/N. Youâre a grown woman and thatâs part of why mâso gone for you.âÂ
She blanched, swallowing the lump in her throat as she dropped her eyes. âIâŠâ a shaky inhale interrupted the chirping crickets. âI donât want to hold you back, Harry. I donât want you to wake up one day, thinking about how you wasted the rest of your twenties on me. How⊠how you jumped in feet first, landing hard and buckling your knees because Iâm exciting for a while.â It hurt to even think about, let alone say out loud. âIâm terrified that youâll hate me for it. I think weâre going too fast.âÂ
Harry didnât answer for a moment. All she heard was a sharp exhale, seeing him tip his head back in her peripheral vision. Like he was exhausted, trying to collect himself before speaking. Rolling his neck, he looked back at her. âSo youâve worked yourself up over a situation that hasnât even happened. That wonât happen, considering Iâve been thinking about having you since we fuckinâ met. Is that right?â He sounded mad because he was. Frustrated, more so, at the situation. Heâd been able to feel her pulling away a little bit the last few days but heâd felt that sickness in his stomach the whole day when she had been quiet and not responsive to his messages.Â
It wasn't like he was a super clingy guy. He knew that he could be in person, he liked to be touchy, but he rarely expected constant communication. Y/N was her own woman and he liked that about her, but this wasnât something he was a fan of.Â
The tone of his voice made her reel back, eyes snapping up to him at he looked at her with an irritated expression. He never spoke to her like that, let alone looks at her like she was being ridiculous. It wasnât a nice feeling in the slightest. âLetâs be honest here, Harry.â Her irritation rose. âYeah, Iâve worked myself up over a situation that could realistically happen. Itâs one thing to fuck older women, but itâs another to settle down and be in a committed relationship with one.â
It was the wrong thing to say, simplifying their relationship like that, and she knew it. His nostrils flared as he looked at her with slight disbelief. âSâthat all weâve been doing, Y/N? Fucking?â He scoffed, running a hand through his hair. âCause I was under the impression that you were my girlfriend and we were figuring it out. Silly fucking me then. Just a little boy, huh?âÂ
âNo- Harry, donât you do that.â She growled back. âThatâs not what Iâm saying. Iâm saying that I could be a lot of fun right now but later on down the line it maybe wonât be. Ill slow down faster than you, Iâll get wrinkles before you, I wonât be able to keep up-â
âAnd you know what Iâll do then?â He stepped closer to her. âIâll slow down with you. Iâll get wrinkles too. I could be bald. Are you gonna leave me if my hair starts to thin?âÂ
âN-no.â She whispered, wind leaving her sails as she replied.Â
âYeah; I know you wouldnât. Just like you should know I wouldnât.â There was a pregnant pause, the warm early evening stinging her skin because, fuck. She was just terrified.Â
âI wouldnât. Iâm not like him, and I know he⊠I know thereâs that underlying trauma and stuff there. I know and mâso sorry an ass like that ever got his hands on you at all. But please try and see that Iâm not him. There is no boredom. If there ever was- which there wouldnât be- Iâd come to you, Iâd talk to you. Iâd never cheat on you.â Stepping closer to her, his fingers curled around her cheeks, searching her face for something she couldnât place. Apparently he found it, though, because his shoulders dropped and he nudged her face up in his grip, thumbs rubbing her the apples of her cheeks.
 âIâve dreamed of you for years, Y/N. If Iâd get tired of you, Iâd have done it already. But honestly?â Licking over his bottom lip, he pinned his gaze to hers. âI donât see how thatâs even remotely fucking possible. Youâve become everything tâme so quickly it should be scary, but mânot anything but ecstatic. Giddy. Please give me some credit. Iâm younger than you, but Iâm not stupid. I know exactly what Iâm doing. Iâve got the most incredible, intelligent, kind, generous, beautiful woman in my hands. Do you think I didnât get a little nervous at first?âÂ
No, actually. No she didnât. Harry hadnât even hinted at it, but it grabbed her interest, confusion marring her features. To be truthful, heâd never seemed to waver when it came down to her and this relationship. âI didnât.â She admitted, feeling a bit of shame for not even considering it.Â
âBefore I went for it, I was⊠it was hard to tell if youâd be alright dating someone so much younger than you. If youâd think I could handle you.â He smiled sadly. âThere were a few times I was going to try and get you alone tâtalk about it but fate was in my hands when you called me that night. I was over the fuckinâ moon, but still nervous. It made me feel better when I could tell you were looking at me, that I wasnât makinâ it up in my head like Iâd originally thought. And thenâŠâ his lip curled in a smirk at the memory of taking her against the counter. It was one of his favorite memories of all time. âThen I was pretty settled, but there were still nerves that youâd push me away like this. I thought I was in the clear this far along, that Iâd proven how much mâutterly enamored with you but it seems Iâve got work to do.âÂ
The anger was gone from his body, replaced with a sadness. He didnât like the thought of her hemming and hawing over if he would get bored of her when he constantly needed to pinch himself over the knowledge that she was his. âI just need to reassure you that since I was a kid, Iâve been set in my ways. I still like the same food as I did as a child, the same shows, the same music. If I really like something? Itâs there to stay.â He wasnât obtuse. Of course relationships had their issues and there was no expectation of perfection 24/7, but he wanted to keep it as peaceful as he could.Â
Y/Nâs face scrunched, bottom lip trembling as tears glossed over her eyes. It was embarrassing to cry over this, but the words were the reassurance she had desperately needed. âIâm sorry.â The apology was a little whimper before he sighed, pulling her into his body. Large hand running up and down her back, the woman leaned into the comfort of the larger man and relaxed into his form, burying her face in his neck. He still smelled like a bit of oil and sweat but his sweet and fresh soap lingered underneath, giving her the comfort she hadnât known she needed so badly all day.Â
âSâokay, darling. Letâs go inside and sit for a bit, hm? Weâve got tâtalk a bit more about whatâs bothering you.âÂ
And they did. They talked for hours that day, Harry holding her legs across his lap as he watched her express the fears sheâd been holding back. In all honesty he knew it had needed to happen to make them stronger, and it did.Â
It was showing a bit tonight, though.Â
âWhatâs the matter?â His voice was delicate as his palm ran over her hip, curling his fingers into the soft shirt. âHm? Youâre beinâ awfully quiet tonight. Can tell somethingâs bothering you.âÂ
Y/N still was shocked at how perceptive the man could be. He seemed to know the slightest shift of her mood and it had spooked her a bit at first, but now she realized she couldnât hide much from him. Perhaps it was her own life lesson that she needed to trust someone, but still.Â
âItâs silly.â She sighed softly, reaching a hand up to cup his stubbly chin. The comfort of his touch had only gotten stronger since theyâd gotten together, the mixture of feeling delicate in his hold but empowered considering she knew he would move the moon if she asked him to.Â
âNot silly if youâre thinking about it.â He clicked his tongue. âOff with it then, pretty girl.âÂ
âItâs⊠one of those women, the one you slept with from Stacyâs swim club⊠she was awfully bitter about us being together. Tried to tell me that I was just a phase of yours- which, I see your eyebrows, I know that isnât true and that isnât why Iâm upset.â She laughed quietly, gently pinching his cheek. âI just couldnât believe the audacity of her. Trying to tell me how passionate you are in bed, doing all sorts of catty things⊠I know sheâs jealous, Iâm rational enough to deduce that sheâs just a bit crazy but it irritated me that she talked as if youâre some sort of object. Like youâre⊠an accessory or something.âÂ
Y/N had found herself very defensive of the man in the months theyâd been together, and while she was aware he had slept with other woman, she hadnât expected them to be so awful about him.Â
âDarlingâŠâ Harry chuckled, shaking his head at the thought. âTo her, I am an object. I gave her nothing of me besides physicality. And I can assure you, it wasnât very passionate. It couldnât hold a candle to you. In all honesty, I havenât thought about another woman in months. Forgot about her, actually.â Harry had no woman on his radar except her. He was so utterly smitten with the woman in front of him that he knew he would never think of another woman in any sort of way again.Â
âYeah. It is silly, because I know youâre devoted to me-â
âAnd I am, Mama.â He purred, his hand gently tugging on the ends of her hair to lean it back to where he wanted it. âIâm completely and utterly devoted to you. Youâre my goddess, didnât you know that?â The hushed voice made her swallow thickly, the hand on her hip pushing under her shirt. âThere is no one else I think about. They donât exist to me. The only woman occupying my brain is you.â Lips pressed against her forehead, exhaling slow and heavy through his nose. âIâm obsessed with you. Donât you know?â
âI-I do.â She stuttered. Somehow, the man years younger than her had a way of completely making her fall back into the shy younger girl she used to be. Giggly and giddy, shy when he would express such sweet things to her. Her ex had never been this verbally kind to her, let alone wax on about how much he adored her. It still shocked her.Â
âMm⊠good. Because I have no problem reminding you, baby. None at all.â His nose brushed hers, letting their breathing mingle. âIâll be happy to remind you every single day that youâre the woman of my dreams and the other people Iâve been with donât exist to me. Theyâre nothing compared to you. My dream girl.âÂ
Y/N took the first bite, pulling him down to kiss her. It was a need now, not even just a want. She needed to feel him, to taste him. It was still new to her, how adored he made her feel, and all she could do was hope he knew she felt the same. âHâŠ.â She whispered, breaking apart from their kiss as his hand slipped under the waistband of her shorts, wiggling down to cup her ass.Â
âHm?â He chuckled lowly. âDo you need me to remind you, Mama? Want me to show you just how obsessed I am with you?âÂ
The woman didnât want to need that reassurance, but she really did enjoy a reminder considering she knew how he was going to give it to her. âI think I could use a refresher, yeah.â She replied, watching his grin grow before he kissed her again, hauling her body up and into his arms. Ignoring the squeal, he brought her into his bedroom, laying her on the sage green comforter and let his thumbs tug at the shorts.Â
âIâll give you as many refreshers as you need, my girl.â He hummed, letting his shirt follow and fall to the ground as Y/N followed suit. His eyes zeroed in to her panties, easily getting on his knees and grabbed her thighs to pull closer to the end of the bed. âSâbeen too long, hasnât it? Youâve been mean and kept me away from my pussy.â He shook his head, kissing over the fabric.Â
âI was on my period!â She squeaked, watching his fingers curl into the waistband of her panties.Â
âAnd?â He lifted his eyes to her own. âTold you that it doesn't matter tâme. Put down a towel.â He wouldnât mind in the slightest. Even more so because he knew it would potentially help cramps, but he respected her decision to not want to.Â
âOh godâŠ.â Her head fell back as his tongue licked over the sligh through the fabric, wetting it. âHarry⊠you canât be serious.â
âAs a heart attack.â He assured. âItâs your decision, but Mâjust saying it doesnât gross me out and I donât care. But now youâre off of it, and Mâgonna take full advantage of that.â
Y/N gasped as the panties were tugged off in a hurry, so fast she had barely realized they were gone before his face was buried in her pussy. âOh my g-god, H.â She laughed in shock, though it quickly melted into a moan as he pressed his tongue over her and let his nose brush her clit.Â
He had never been anything but thorough when it came to oral sex, and she had the knowledge that he thoroughly enjoyed it too. She would even contemplate if he liked it more than her, but it was hard to confirm that when she had the pleasures of his mouth.Â
Harry hummed at the taste of her, slowly peeling her thighs to the side and using a finger to spread her open. âThere she is. I missed this pussy, baby.â He mumbled, the sheen of her and his spit on his lips. âHow could you think of me with anyone else when I can barely go four days without this, hm? Donât you know how addicted I am?â
She had some clue. A shaky exhale left her as she watched him purse his lips, a string of spit dribbling over her exposed cunt. Somehow he made it so hot, it had become one of her favorite things. A trigger of sorts. Sheâd never imagined herself liking any sort of spitting, but there was something so filthy and carnal about the way he did it that she found herself squirming and wanting more each time.Â
âI know you like that, baby. My sweet girl, like when mâdirty and spit on this cunt to get it wet.â He crooned, repeating the action. He watched as the spit dribbled down to her asshole, humming in satisfaction. âYou donât need the help, not with how drenched this cunt gets for me but you like it when mâfilthy with you.âÂ
Y/N loved how Harry was in bed. From going to somewhat pleasant missionary to completely and utterly wrecked by a man who wanted nothing more than her pleasure, it had been a complete 180 and quite frankly, rocked her damn world. âI do. I like when youâre dirty and you act like you⊠act like you canât get enough.â
âOh Mama, I canât.â He cooed. âI canât get enough of this perfect pussy. Obsessed with it, obsessed with you. You know I think about it all day?â His thumb drew slow, firm circles on her clit, making her buck into him a little bit. He ignored it. âThink about when I get to get to you, how all I want tâdo is tear whateverâs covering you up and make you sit on my face. You do love when I do that.âÂ
Oh, did she fucking ever. The man was relentless with his tongue but he became a whole other beast when she sat on his face. In an area sheâd been reluctant to, she had become reliant on. Â
âPlease⊠I want to cum.â She pleaded. Days after the cycle she was particularly sensitive and the man knew that far too well.Â
âThen cum.â He smiled, licking over her entrance. âMânever going to say no to making my girl orgasm. But youâre gonna just keep cumming and cumming, so remember that.â
Y/N had found herself well acquainted with orgasms after years of being reliant on herself for them, but it never ceased to amaze her how the man could play her body like a violin and almost demand her orgasm. How he knew the right spots, the right tricks. No one had taken the time to get to know the things she liked quite like him, and she knew this was a rarity. Her stomach tightening, toes curling as he played with her body like he was the expert in all things pleasure.
The combination on his thumb rubbing her sensitive clit and his tongue pressing into her hole, she could feel the orgasm wash over her. Hands in his hair, she let out a broken moan, the first of many she assumed heâd give her tonight. And just like she suspected, even after the orgasm had dulled slightly, he kept going.Â
âHarry, fuck.â She gasped, feeling fingers inside of her cunt and his mouth switching to circling her clit. One thing sheâd learned was that he was relentless, especially when it came to making her cum.
âWhat baby?â He grinned mischievously. It didnât matter that his face was filthy with her, he seemed to prefer it that way. âSânot my fault I need this pussy. Youâre too perfect.âÂ
For the first time in her life, she was being doted on. There wasnât a single question in her mind that Harry really was as obsessed with her as he portrayed because there was no way he could fake it this good. Tongue dipping into her entrance and thumbing her clit, working her through another before she successfully tugged him off to meet her mouth.Â
Frantic hands tugged at his belt, yanking hard as he chuckled against her lips. âEager, arenât we?â He cooed. âCâmon then, Mama. Take me out so I can fuck you the way your greedy little cunt needs.âÂ
The filth that came out of his mouth was better than any of the sex she had prior to him. His unashamed nature and insistence on honesty had been intimidating at first but now she had come to crave the crass words that used to make her blush so hard it hurt. âI need it.â She whimpered, her own voice unfamiliar to her as she whined at him to get inside of her. Unbuttoning his trousers and slipping her hand inside, she felt how hot and hard he was on her palm. The tip wetting her skin as she stroked him under the fabric, the other hand trying to push the pants down so he was free of the confines.Â
âImpatient little thing. I love it.â He grinned, helping her as he balanced over her with one arm. âCan barely let me undress, need to get your beautiful body filled up with me in every way. Thatâs exactly how I want you every day.â Desperate for him. His hips rubbed into her hand, breathing getting harder as she swiped her thumb over the tip and made him clench his jaw. Her little outfit had been tossed off easily and there was something so dirty about him fucking her almost clothed and her, practically naked. âPut me in, then. You can do it, baby.âÂ
There was that added layer of intimacy that had her preening, sticky lips connecting with hers as she felt his hips lower and gave her that little bit of control. Swiping the tip through her slickness, he inhaled sharply through his nose before she placed him at her entrance, lifting her leg around his waist. His patience was thin, not waiting more than a few moments before sinking into her. Swallowing her whine as he slipped his hand under her neck to hold it, licking into her mouth until he was balls deep in her. Filling her up to the brim with him, making her feel that sort of full that only he could provide.Â
âGodâŠâ Y/N whined, leaning her head back into the bed as Harry pulled out slowly, letting her feel every ridge of his cock before pushing back in hard. âYouâreâŠâ it was hard to talk at times when he fucked her. While he could run his mouth, Y/N had her mind scrambled as soon as he slipped into her. His dick made her feel drunk and in love.Â
âMhm, I know.â He soothed, though the smug look on his face made his thoughts clear. He loved that she was cockdrunk and fuzzy from her orgasms, wet and soft for him and welcoming his thickness inside of her. It was made for him. âYou donât even have a clue of how much I thought about this, my girl. Donât even know the filth Iâd think of seeing you in those pretty fucking sundresses- fuck.â He growled, the weakness for them evident. Sheâd noticed it early on, how heâd been exceptionally handsy when she wore them. Maybe she had five new ones since sheâd found out- he would see them eventually.Â
âWhat did you⊠what did you think about?â Poking the bear wasnât usually her thing, but his mouth was sex itself. Being fucked slow and deep as he spoke about his fantasies of her was something she couldnât pass up.Â
âThings that are so dirty, it would make you squirm.â He mumbled, grinding himself inside of her. The wet walls around him clenched up as she looked at him with her hazy eyes, fingers tangled in his necklace. âThought about taking you to his old office and bending you over that desk. Fucking you nice and deep with my hand over your mouth while everyone else was in the pool, go back out with my dick covered in you.â The cunt around him clamped down, alerting him to just how much his girl liked that idea. âYou like that? Would you have done it for me, sweet girl? Let me hike up that skirt and make you keep watch at the window to make sure no one was coming inside? Because⊠I really wouldnât care if someone heard.âÂ
Y/N knew it was fucked up to like the idea of being caught by her daughters friends while being fucked by one, but he had this way of framing it that made her feel it to her bones. His thick cock hitting the right places as he spoke about a fantasy she wouldnât mind participating in. âIâd probably be shocked and- and Iâd probably let you. It had been so long and youâre so gorgeousâŠâ she swallowed. âI knew youâd be able to fuck me good when I had those hints.âÂ
Those catching glimpses of him eyeing her up, or seeing how he gave her all his attention when she spoke. How heâd always help her out in the kitchen and chat with her while the rest of the group was involved in other things- letting his hand brush her or his body squeeze past her. Heâd given signals.Â
âFuck.â His head dropped against hers, pulling out and giving a particularly deep thrust, making her clutch his arm. âYeah? Youâd let me fuck you like that? Filthy little thing, Mama. You amaze meâŠâ the idea of her being fucked in her ex husbandâs home office was a delicious fuck you to him and empowerment to her. Let a man who could properly make her cum and multiple times at that, show her how sexy she was to him.Â
Y/N connected their lips again as she nudged him, signaling him to let them roll over. Harry was never one to tell her no when she wanted something, let alone when she wanted to ride him. âWould you let me sit in his chair, ride me like this?â Hands grabbed at her plush hips, helping her grind on top of him. âIâd take you anywhere, baby. Make you feel good wherever and however you want. You donât even know how gone I am for you.âÂ
In some instances Harryâs honesty had her a bit nervous, but when it came to things like this? She was ever so fucking thankful he was an open book with her. There was no shortage of reassurance, no hiding how he felt. The man was as up front and honest as someone could be and after she got over how overwhelming it could be, she relished in how she never had to guess. Harry never made her wonder how he was feeling, if he was mad, if he liked what she was doing. He let her fucking know, loud and clear, and the anxiety she used to experience in her last relationship in that regard was practically nonexistent. âMe too. I am too, I promise.â She nodded, grinding herself down on his cock.Â
Harryâs thighs and balls were going to be sticky and wet by the time this was done but he was craving that. Having her traces all over his skin was something he had come to look forward to, to look at as another part of the erotic package that was his girl. Hands held her hips as he helped guide her, head tipped back to watch the pleasure flash on her face. âItâs deep, isnât it Mama?â He crooned. âDo you feel it in there? Fuck, I can see itâŠâ His deep groan echoed in her room as he took his hand and placed it right over her belly. Felt each time she moved on him, his mouth falling open as he tugged her hand to feel it. âRight there. Thatâs how deep I am. My perfect fuckinâ girl, got me tucked in your belly like thatâŠâ His voice was wrecked, trying to ignore how tight it made his balls but that was an impossible feat.Â
âOh fuck⊠Oh fuck, youâre so deep in me.â Y/N sulked, brows furrowing as his hand kept hers on the spot, feeling it each time she sunk back down. âYouâre⊠Harry, please.â Her eyes budding with tears, she rocked hard on his lap and knocked her head against his. âCum in me, right there. I want it deep, I want it to stay there. Please, please⊠Please, H.âÂ
The pleading was so fucking hot that he could have keeled over. This object of his affections getting his dick as deep as possible, pleading with him to cum in her cute little tummy and tightening her cunt over him like the idea of it was the best thing her body had ever fathomed⊠He was the luckiest sonofabitch that got to live. Feeling the silky, scorching walls of her cunt clenching around him like it was begging for the same thing her mouth was, he couldnât hold it back.Â
The broken groan left the manâs mouth while she hurriedly humped over him, Whimpering against his cheek, her mouth fell open as she felt each and every ribbon of cum heat her up, slicking up her insides with his orgasm. Her hand fell away and covered his as he felt her grinding get sloppy, her clit rubbing against the thatch of hair right above his cock. It was messy, sloppy, unpracticed, but so fucking good she felt like she could pass out. Repeating his name as she came, her nails scratched over his bicep, using his cock like a toy to work herself through the orgasm.Â
âThere you go, baby. Youâre so perfect.â He whispered, pulling her back and licking into her mouth. There was no denying that the man could kiss in any scenario, but when he was balls deep and she was full of his cum, his kisses were some of the hottest she had ever felt. In truth, she hadnât realized a kiss could be that hot until heâd done it the first time. She whined as he sucked over her tongue, keening into his mouth as her tired body started to slow her grinds and sat with him snug inside of her. Even with a taste of him, she wasnât properly done with him. âFuck- stay there. Keep my cock warm.â He muttered, stroking the messy hair from her cheeks with his fingers. His body was sticky with sweat and her arousal, his own mix leaking from her and onto the bed, but there was no rush to go anywhere.Â
âGod.â Y/N exhaled shakily, resting her head against his neck. Words escaped her as she tried not to get too excited again with the weak twitches of his prick she could feel.
âThatâs okay, but I prefer Harry.â The smirk was audible in his voice, but she didnât have the energy to roll her eyes. The large paw of a hand ran up and down her back, the heartbeat still felt in her ears. âIâll never get tired of that.â The second sentence was sincere. The man always did seem in awe after they finished having sex, like he couldnât believe heâd gotten to this point.Â
âMe either.â She muttered, keeping her eyes closed as she cuddled into him. He still had the scent of coffee on him, maybe a hint of cigarettes, but the comforting one outweighed the rest of them. Y/N hadnât had a man like him before but she knew now that he was exactly what sheâd been missing. Even if he had grease on his tee shirts, sometimes smelled like oil, and had a bit of a grumpy attitude- heâd always put her first. Heâd work with his hands to build up the world for her instead of buying it. He had the skill and follow through to do so. âI wanna do it again.âÂ
âChrist, woman. Iâve made a monster out of you, havenât I?â His tired chuckle made her grin against his throat, pecking over the hollow of it. âYouâre gonna regret that later, but mânot gonna say no.â Flipping her over to lay on her back, her eyes met his again as he smiled down at her. âCâmon, Mama. Tell me what you want me to do next.â
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CARNAL - CHOSO KAMO Ëâ· ÍÍÍÍâłâ„ Ëâ· ÍÍÍÍâłâ„
â§ÍâșË*àŒâŸ In which Choso is dating the readerâs best-friend but is secretly in love with the reader and blinded with an insatiable lust for her. What happens when he can no longer hold back his cravings for her? â§ÍâșË*àŒâŸ
cw: black fem sub!reader, switch!choso, cheating, dry humping (he humps the readerâs hand in a movie theater), drooling, oral sex (f!receiving), pleasure dom!choso, praise kink (choso loves praise), biting, lots of fluids, fingering, missionary position, choking, overstimulation, desperate choso, whiny choso, choso begs a lot, sexually frustrated choso, obsessed choso, unprotected sex, creampie, lots of dirty talk, marking, etc.
word count : no clue honestly đ.
sn : I wrote this based on a movie I watched that inspired me đ. I donât condone cheating but itâs fun to write about sometimes đ«Ł.
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âWhat if heâs asexual?â Your bestfriend; Jayla wondered as she laid out on your bed while you got dressed. âHe could be. Or maybe sex just isnât on his mind.â You hummed as you put on a red Ed Hardy sweat set that was cute but simple. She tutted in disbelief, âGirl be serious. Heâs a man. Of course sex is on his mind.â She said assuredly. âWell maybe heâs just shy then. You know how he is.â You laughed.
âHow long can a person be shy for though? Itâs been three months and he hasnât even kissed me fully yet. I feel like weâre in some kind of kindergarten relationship.â She groaned in exaggerated despair. âThat is a little questionable..but give him time. He could be waiting for the right moment, you know? Maybe heâs a traditional romantic.â You tried your best to ease her worries.
She sighed, âWeâll see. I donât want to seem like Iâm desperate though but I just hate feeling unwanted by my own boyfriend.â She pouted. âAwh, I get it. Iâm sure Choso doesnât want you to feel that way. Just talk to him about it, okay?â You comforted her with a hug. âI will. After the movie.â She huffed softly and as if on cue Choso pulled up. The three of you were going to see a movie together that Jayla had been raving about.
You were used to being their third wheel so you didnât mind it. You met Choso through Jayla and the two of you naturally became acquainted. You considered him a good friend and he treated Jayla well mostly so you approved of him. âYou two almost ready?â He asked as he walked in and stood at your bedroom door. Jayla immediately threw herself on him, peppering his face in kisses and telling him how much she missed him.
âYuck. Donât taint my room with that mushy shit.â You commented with faux distaste as you laughed. âHaterr. Go get you a man.â Jayla teased and you flipped her off. âI donât need a man boo, Iâm cool where Iâm at.â You laughed honestly as you applied your usual brown lip liner and lip gloss combo. âHey Cho~â you greeted him with a hug once you were ready to go. âHey (â°)â he greeted back politely, as the two of you hugged.
Choso couldnât help the way his eyes fluttered slightly as he inhaled your sweet scent. A sigh itching to release from his chest at the way you patted the back of his head the way you always did whenever the two of you hugged. He knew that he shouldnât be this affected by you, especially over a hug that was less than a second long. But it seemed Choso always lost a bit of his composure whenever he was near you.
You were completely unaware of the impact your presence had on Choso. Simply viewing him as your bestfriendâs boyfriend and a decent guy that you were around often. You sat in the backseat, tuning out Jayla and Chosoâs couple talk on the ride to the theater. âSis, I was thinking that maybe me and Cho could sit separately from you?â Jayla suddenly suggested once you guyâs arrived at the theater.
It caught you off guard for a second until you saw the mischievous look in her eye and realized her plan. âOhh, thatâs cool with me. I donât need you two ruining my movie experience anyways.â You shrugged with a laugh. âWait, why would we sit separately?â Choso cut in, clearly oblivious. You and Jayla glanced at each other knowingly. âBecause babe, donât you want a little privacy?â She attempted to hint and convince him.
âThatâs rude to (â°) though. Otherwise we shouldnât have brought her along. She can sit with us.â He expressed, seemingly trying to stick up for you. âOh, you donât need to worry about me. Iâll be fine on my ow-â you attempted to reassure him but Choso cut in again. âNo. Youâre sitting with us.â He stated, leaving no room for objections as he got out of the car. You were dumbfounded and Jayla was fuming.
âWell..sorry honey. But I mean you can still get your freak on..Iâll just act like Iâm not there.â You told her, feeling awkward now. âUgh, heâs so stupid.â was all Jayla grumbled as she got out of the car with you following after her. You tried to ignore the tension floating around now as you guys got seated in the theater. Choso sat in the middle while you and Jayla sat on each side of him. The movie started with no words exchanged between the three of you.
You just focused on the movie and munched on popcorn quietly while paying no mind to the tense couple next to you. About 40 or so minutes into the movie while you were intently watching the film, Jayla was busy trying to make her move once again. She was easing her hand up Chosoâs thigh, trying to get him hard as her hand trailed over his crotch. Choso tensed, uncomfortable and far from turned on.
He didnât want to hurt her feelings but he also didnât want to be touched by her. âStop babe.â He whispered as he physically moved her hand off him. Jayla was embarrassed now and fed up, tears filling her eyes. âFuck you choso.â She muttered as she got up and stormed out of the theater. Thatâs when you finally pulled your attention away from the huge screen to gather what occurred next to you. âWhat happened? Is Jay okay?â You asked Choso, concerned about your bestfriend.
Choso couldnât focus much on your question, too distracted by the way your breath tingled against his earlobe as you whispered to him. âSheâs alright..just a little upset right now. Iâll check on her later.â He muttered once he gathered his thoughts, although you found it a little odd that he didnât seem as concerned as you were. âAre you two good? It seems the two of you havenât been on the same page lately..â you knew that bringing this up during a movie probably wasnât the best choice but you had to know his perspective.
He sighed, âMy mindâs just been a little off lately. Iâm working on it though so I can be better for Jayla.â He half told the truth and half lied. âYou know you can talk to me about whateverâs been on your mind..if you donât feel comfortable talking with Jayla.â You offered, innocently and just out of kindness. Choso couldnât possibly tell you that the thing thatâs been harboring his mind was you. He thought about you way more than he should and it made him feel terrible but you were ingrained in his head. Everything about you.
âI donât know if I can tell you either thoughâŠeven if I wanted to.â He whispered as he looked into your eyes. The lights illuminating from the theater screen making him appear in flashes of bright lights and darkness. Even if you couldnât see him clearly, you could feel the hardness of his stare and the way it left goosebumps on your skin because of the words and emotions hidden within his usually dead eyes.
âIâm a safe space Cho..you can trust me..â you said softly as your hand moved to grab his in a comforting manner. You didnât know what was going on with Choso but you knew how much Jayla loved him so you wanted to be there for him for her sake. Choso felt something inside him awaken at the feel of your skin on his. He wanted so so badly to kiss your hand all the way up to those pretty glossed up lips of yours. Wanted to see the way the gloss would smear and make you look a mess with his spit coating your lips after he shoved his tongue down your throat.
He could just imagine the way youâd whine into his mouth and grow breathless with each kiss he gave you. If he could he would shove his fingers into your cunt right in the middle of this theater. Knowing how pretty youâd look squirming and trying to hold back those heavenly moans. Unable to quiet the faint squelching of your wet cunt squeezing his thick fingers. The lewd sound being drowned out by the booming speakers within the enclosed theater.
Choso snapped out of his perverted fantasy when you gave his hand a light squeeze. âCho sweetie, are you okay?â You asked, now feeling concerned for him as well. Choso nodded, a blush creeping up his neck once realizing how hard he was in his black baggy jeans. His cock was throbbing over a simple hand hold and his own imagination. He was pathetic. âYou look a little sick though honey..â you frowned as you placed your hand on his forehead and on the sides of his face and neck, checking his temperature.
Choso had to hold back a groan at the physical attention you were giving him. Biting down on his bottom lip as he soaked up the bare minimal touch you were providing him. He loved feeling your flesh against his. He craved it. To him, it was better than any drug. You started to pull your hand away but choso grabbed it with a startling bruising grip. âD-Donât stop..your touch is nice..â he breathed out as he looked at you with lidded eyes.
âChoso..maybe I should take you to a hospital..â you muttered, worried but also slightly freaked out. You had never seen Choso like this before. He seemed so stirred up when he was usually composed and level headed. âI donât need a hospital. Iâm fine, I just..â he didnât know how to explain himself he just knew he wanted you to touch him. âTouch me. Please.â
You were stunned at his words, eyes wide and feeling like your ears were playing tricks on you. You were too busy processing his begging to register him moving your hand onto his crotch. The gasp you let out was immediate as Choso began rutting up into your palm. âFuck..â he groaned under his breath as he melted under your touch. He slumped into the theater seat, eyes fluttering closed as he humped your hand like an animal in heat.
He didnât have a strong hold on your hand so you couldâve easily removed it and stopped him but it seemed your body and brain werenât in sync at the moment. You just watched, enamored as choso pathetically used your hand to get off. You could feel the way his cock throbbed and jumped under your palm. He was so hard and turned on and you didnât have a clue as to why. âFeels good..â he whined into your neck as he buried his face into it, his head resting on your shoulder.
Perspiration began to coat your skin as choso panted against your neck while his hips continuously rocked against your pliant hand. You felt the urge to squeeze his cock, wanting to feel just how heavy and swollen it was. But the rational side of you knew it was wrong. That this whole situation was bad and shouldnât be happening at all. It was hard to think straight though with choso whining and grunting into your ear, drool starting to dribble from his mouth and down your neck.
âC-Choso..weâre in public..â you managed to finally speak in a breathy whisper. Although it was disconcerting that those were first words to leave your mouth instead of more pressing issues like how choso was fucking your hand while your bestfriend was away who happened to be his girlfriend. âI know..j-just let me finish, please.â He whined as he pressed your hand down harder to add more friction. âJayla will be back soon..â you reminded him, worry filling you again as you did a quick glance around for her.
Choso did not give a shit about any of that at the moment though. His mind solely focused on the warmth and pressure of your hand against his clothed cock. He wished so badly that he could feel you skin to skin but even he knew that it would be crossing a line that he wouldnât be able to come back from. You tensed up this time once feeling Chosoâs tongue lick up the side of your neck all the way up to your ear. You hated the way your cunt pulsed at the feeling, your thighs rubbing together instinctively.
Despite your mostly calm composure, you were getting turned on by this whole situation. It was hard not to be when Choso was acting so erotic and feral. You could feel the way your panties began to stick to your folds as you grew wet while choso pleasured himself to the feel of you against him. You were barely even touching him but with how he was acting youâd think you were actually fucking him. âwant you so fucking badly..need you ngh.â He muttered against you as he moaned.
Against your better judgement and earlier restraint, you began to help him chase his orgasm. Your hand moving to stroke and squeeze his cock. It was worth it just to hear the way he fell apart and moaned your name. âOh fuck, just like that. ah- youâre so fucking perfect. Youâre the only one that gets me like this uhn-â he rambled in between moans and whines. You could tell he was close by the way his breath quickened and how he began to thrust harder into your palm.
âChoso..â you began to utter his name and as soon as you did he came. That was all it took for him to spill ropes of thick cum into his pants. He bit down on your neck as he came to hold back his loud moan. You couldnât fight the whimper you let out at the quick painful sting. He pulled back after he calmed down, sighing in content as he slouched in his seat again. His teeth marks left imprinted in your skin.
You didnât know if it was good luck or karma having a sense of humor because Jayla came back right after. âWeâre leaving. Iâm done with this shit.â She said to you and choso. Choso was still out of it, seemingly dazed. An outsider would think he was high off something. Not knowing that something was you. You instantly snapped back into reality once hearing Jaylaâs voice and seeing the state she was in. It was obvious sheâd been crying with how red and puffy her eyes were.
âUh Cho, Iâll walk to the car with Jay..you should get yourself together..â you told him. He just nodded in response. Jayla glared at him, hating his nonchalant attitude even though she knew that he knew she was upset. Choso was unbothered by her glare, his attention still focused on you as he licked his lips. You ignored his stare and began to walk out with Jayla huffing angrily beside you.
âI hate him. Iâm tired of being the only one trying in this relationship. Am I just not attractive to him?â She asked you with tears in her eyes again. This time you didnât have much of an answer for her. Especially after what just happened between you and choso. It played on a loop in your mind like a broken record. You discreetly tried to use your jacket to hide the bite mark on your neck. âSis..I donât know. He could be abstinent..?â You attempted to give her answers.
âLook, just focus on the romance aspect of your relationship for now. Iâm sure sex will come eventually.â You reassured her with more confidence behind your words this time. She sighed, âI guess..itâs still embarrassing though that I tried to touch him in the theater and he told me to stop.â She frowned as the two of you got into the car. You remained silent, not having much of a response to that.
But you convinced yourself that it all made sense, that maybe thatâs why choso was so turned on â because of Jayla. Not because of you. Your denial was very short lived though because your phone buzzed with a message from choso.
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The notification had your heart feeling like it stopped beating for a moment. You were holding your breath as you opened it. You were deeply unprepared for the image that awaited you. Choso had sent you a picture of the mess he made in his pants. The cum soaked through his briefs and ran down his pants leg. The globs of cum stuck to his cock that was somehow still half hard. You immediately closed the message, shutting off your phone screen.
Choso knew you werenât going to respond to his text but he still couldnât help the disappointment that filled him when he saw that you left him on read. He cleaned himself up in the restroom before he joined the two of you in the car and began to drive. The car suddenly felt impossibly more stuffy when Choso got in. The heavy silence and tension was almost suffocating. Your mind was scrambled with how to handle this newfound situation.
A part of you cursed Choso for putting you in this predicament that could cost you to lose your bestfriend. Another part of you couldnât fight the lingering arousal that wouldnât leave your body. Your mind consumed with the way Choso turned into putty under your touch. You also had so many questions as to why Choso couldnât get off with Jayla when his dick clearly wasnât broken. Your string of thoughts came to a halt when Jayla broke the deafening silence in the car.
âTake me to my house. Iâm not staying with you tonight.â She told Choso. He only hummed in response to her and with you knowing Jayla well, you knew that only made her more upset. âYouâre not even going to apologize? Ask if Iâm okay? Nothing?â She called him out. âMâtired, can we talk about this tomorrow?â He finally spoke with a bored lazy tone. Jayla scoffed, âThis is some bullshit.â she muttered while shaking her head in disbelief.
It wasnât much longer until the car came to a stop in front of Jaylaâs house, even though the tension made the drive feel longer. Jayla shot one last glare at Choso and turned to you uttering a âkill him for me.â before she got out of the car. She slammed the door, the sound making you cringe a little. You frowned watching her walk angrily into her home, feeling sympathetic but also guilty. âCome sit in the front.â Chosoâs voice had your attention instantly on him.
His stare was intense on you and he seemingly appeared more relaxed than he had been when Jayla was in the car. âUhm..I donât think thatâs a good idea. Speaking of which Cho, what happened earlier shouldnât have happened and you should really apologize to Jay..if youâre feeling sexually frustrated? Or something..you should figure that out with her..â you struggled to find the right words. It was too awkward and you were still processing everything.
âIâm not sexually frustrated. Even if I was, the cause would be you. Not Jayla.â He said honestly and shock filled you again. âDonât say that..â you muttered. âItâs the truth. Do you know how long Iâve wanted you?. I canât fuck Jayla because all I think about is you.â He admitted. You were at a loss for words and he took your silence as his cue to keep talking. âJust your presence alone drives me crazy. The things Iâd do to you if gave me the chance..fuck itâs all I think about.â
âHow fuckinâ pretty you are and how pretty I know your pussy is too, how wet you could get for me, how good youâd feel pressed against me, and how sweet your moans would sound. I wanna feel your skin against mine so fucking badly. Feel like Iâd die without it. Do you ever think of me like that?â He rambled and you could see the hope shining in his eyes as he awaited your response. Truthfully, you hadnât thought about him in that way. until today, and now you felt conflicted.
You let out a breath before you spoke, âChosoâŠI shouldnât think about you like that and you shouldnât think about me like that either. Youâre not mine.â You replied. You were trying your best to remain level headed and maintain boundaries despite the flutters in your chest and the ache between your legs. âI could be yours if you wanted me to be.â He said it with no hesitation, like his relationship with Jayla was the last thing on his mind.
Honestly, it was. He couldnât think about anything other than you, especially when he was in your presence. Heâd risk it all for you and that was becoming clearer to you the more he confessed. âIâd be so good for you. Iâd do anything youâd ask of me.â He was bordering on begging now and you didnât know how to react. You never had a man this desperate for you. It was foreign to you and it was especially jarring because it was the ever so stoic choso turning pathetic and subservient all for you.
While you were trying to gather up a proper response, Choso moved to get out of the car and climb into the backseat with you. âWait-..what are you doing?â You asked him in confusion and slight shock. âWant to make you feel about me the way I do about you. Want you to sit on my face.â You didnât know if your heart could handle any more of Chosoâs unpredictable words and actions.
Your breath caught in your throat at his blunt request. âDonât think about itâŠjust let me show you how good I am, please?â He was whining now, his hands moving up your thighs. You couldnât help the way your legs instinctively parted for him. His hands stopped at the band of your sweat pants, his eyes staring at you expectantly as he anxiously awaited your approval.
You knew you were going to regret this later but it was hard to say no to choso, especially when he was looking at you like that. âLie back.â You breathed out. He instantly obeyed, lying down on the two backseats while you adjusted yourself to climb on top of him. It was a tight space but Choso didnât seem to have any complaints, just eager to please you. You slid off your sweatpants and panties in one motion, tossing them aside.
Choso watched you with hungry eyes, panting softly as he grew excited and more eager by the second. A sliver of shame filled you at how wet you were already. Chosoâs needy rambles spurred you on and now you intended to put his mouth to good use. You got comfortable as you hovered over his waiting mouth, shivers racking through you as his breath fanned against your slick cunt. He groaned as he breathed in the scent of your cunt, his eyes rolling a bit.
This was like his dream coming true. He already felt like he was in heaven and he hadnât even tasted you yet. You bit down on your bottom lip as you lowered yourself down onto Chosoâs face, cautious to not put all your weight on him. He didnât waste a single second before dragging his tongue through your sodden folds. The two of you moaned in unison. He was hooked after that first taste, his arms moving to wrap around your legs as he held you down and began to eat your pussy like his life depended on it.
His tongue lapping sloppily at your cunt as he swallowed up all of your juices. Your hands tangled into his hair as you moaned and whined out, your hips rocking as you grinded down onto his tongue. âfeels sâgood choâ you whined as you continued to ride his face to your heartâs content. He loved the praise, feeling more eager to please you as he greedily ate you out. You were so wet, soaking the lower half of Chosoâs face and his neck.
He couldnât get enough of it, wanting to drown in your essence. He felt like heâd die a happy man suffocated between your legs. Your back arched and your legs closed tighter around his head as he began to suckle on your clit like it was his favorite hard candy. Swallowing up the sticky sap that gathered on the swollen nub. He moaned nonstop into your cunt, obsessed with the taste of you on his tongue. The vibrations of his moans causing your legs to tremble as you let out little whines and mewls.
âs-shit! choso sâtoo muchâ you cried out as Choso began to push his tongue into your little hole, fucking his tongue into you while you jerked and wailed. He tightened his grip on you to keep you still as his tongue explored your gummy walls. Tears filled your eyes at the immense pleasure. You were sensitive since you hadnât had anyone touch you in a while and choso was turning your mind and body into mush. It seemed he knew exactly what to do to get you falling apart.
The fog in your brain got cleared up for a second when your phone began to ring. You whined and choso groaned in annoyance, slapping your thigh once you began to look for your phone. âLeave it.â He muttered into your cunt, his voice having more rasp to it than it did minutes ago. âJ-Just let me check who it isâŠâ you stuttered out in between moans. Reality hit you once seeing the caller was Jayla. You guessed she probably assumed you were home now and ranted to rant to you more.
âoh shit..â you breathed out. Guilt washed over you again as you realized the two of you were still parked outside of Jaylaâs house while you were busy riding her boyfriendâs face. Choso nipped lightly at your clit, making you flinch and focus your attention back on him. His dark eyes were already looking up at you. âIgnore it.â He mumbled as he pulled away from your cunt to press wet kisses on your inner thighs.
âB-But..this is wrong choso..â you bit down on your lip as you began to contemplate everything. âJust stop thinking for right now. Worry about it later. Iâm not stopping until you cum on my face princess.â He finally had you and he wasnât going to let it go to waste. You whined, conflicted but deciding that since you had already started then you might as well finish. âNever again after this, okay?â You said as your hips began to move again.
âMhm.â was all he hummed in response. He was gonna make sure that this wasnât the last time but heâd let you believe that it was. Choso slid one of his fingers into your cunt as he continued lapping up all your sweet fluids. The stimulation successfully making your brain shut off again as you got lost in the way Chosoâs played with your body. He groaned at the way your pussy spurt out more fluids, adding another finger into your greedy cunt.
âYouâre like a fucking fountain.â He moaned as he drank up your sweet essence that was now soaking his hand. His fingers curling inside you and making you squeal and cry out. âCho! mâgonna-!â You whined out as you fucked yourself on Chosoâs fingers and his tongue with vigor, chasing your approaching orgasm. âYou better fucking cum for me. I want all of it. Make a mess out of me pretty girl.â He encouraged as he thrusted his fingers into you faster.
He sucked your clit into his mouth again, rolling his tongue around it and you felt as if your brain short-circuited. Mouth parting in a silent moan as you came hard, soaking Chosoâs face and adding to the mess you already created. âThatâs it. sâfucking good.â He moaned, mewling in delight as he slurped up as much of your release as he possibly could. His tongue licking between the crease of your thigh to your hip. He seemed as if he wanted to devour every inch of you.
You whined and climbed off of choso to get him to stop his incessant licking at your body. He had the stamina to keep going but you were getting overstimulated. Embarrassment filled you once seeing the state you left him in. His pretty signature ponytails all messed up and undone, his lips swollen and red, his face and neck soaked with your essence down to his shirt. He had the biggest grin on his face though, happy that he got what he wanted.
You were heavily relaxed now after having one of the best orgasms of your life. But even with the post orgasm haze over you, you still had some rationality left. âWeâre gonna move on from this and act like it didnât happen, okay?â You told him, still slightly breathless as you sat in his lap while he sat up. Choso pulled his shirt off since it was drenched now and your breath caught in your throat seeing his upper body.
He had various pretty intricate tattoos over his slightly chiseled form and a dark happy trail that had you practically drooling. âHow can I move on and forget the best moment of my life?â He said as he grabbed your waist to pull you closer. âYouâre being dramatic. You also have a girlfriend if you havenât forgotten.â You reminded him but didnât stop him as he began to leave kisses on your neck, his lips still slicked up with your cum.
âThis is about us right now. shh.â He brushed off, purposefully ignoring the reminder of Jaylaâs existence. âYouâre a terrible -ah boyfriend, stop that!â You moaned when choso began to suck hickies onto your neck and you pulled at his hair to stop him. He whined at the sting of you pulling his hair. âFine, Iâll stop. But can I get one kiss, please?â He pouted as he asked, looking at you with puppy dog eyes.
You were in disbelief at how shameless he was. âYouâre unbelievable. Are you always this needy and persistent?â You kept your grip on his hair to keep him in place. âOnly for you.â He grinned with a wink. âJust one kiss and then Iâll take you home. Hm?â He tried to persuade you. So far you hadnât put up much resistance to him or his advances and youâd already crossed too many lines to go back now.
âFine, weâve already gotten this far anyways.â You accepted as you let his hair go. Choso was ecstatic to finally get the chance to kiss you. He didnât waste any more time as his hands moved to cup your face and his lips pressed against yours. To your surprise, the kiss was slow and way more intimate than you expected. He was taking his time and you didnât have any complaints about it.
Choso was savoring the moment because he didnât know if heâd get the chance to kiss you again after this. To him the world felt right with your plush lips molded perfectly against his. Your arms wrapped around his neck as the kiss got progressively deeper, Choso pulling you flush against him and holding you tight as his tongue slid into your mouth.
His tongue tangled with yours and you let out soft moans into the kiss that made his head spin. Choso refused to break the kiss even though the two of you could barely breathe. Every time you even attempted to pull away heâd just kiss you harder, sucking on your tongue and licking into your mouth, hooked on the taste of you. All you could do was melt into the kiss, allowing Choso to kiss you as much as he wanted to.
He only pulled away once he was fully satisfied, leaving the two of you panting with a string of saliva connecting your lips. âIâve wanted to do that for so long.â He admitted softly into the comfortable silence within the car. âI can tellâŠit was nice..â you told him honestly and he smiled. He was content with knowing you enjoyed it as much as he did. âLetâs get going before Jay sees us and murders us both.â He joked but you didnât laugh.
âNot funny. We both fucked up but letâs not talk about it right now.â You stated as you slid your sweatpants back on and handed choso his shirt. âUnderstandable.â He obliged and dropped the topic. âIâm never washing this shirt. I hope you know that.â He laughed but he was serious and your face scrunched up in disgust. âThatâs nasty cho, ew. donât do that.â
âItâs like a trophy to me now. I got you to cum on my face. My proudest moment, honestly.â He gloated with a smug smile. Embarrassment mixed in with your feelings of disgust as choso flaunted his tainted shirt. âJ-Just shut up and drive.â You grumbled shyly. He cooed, âYouâre adorable.â He chuckled and pecked your forehead before he climbed back into the driverâs seat. You moved to sit in the passenger seat as well and got settled as choso began to drive you home.
There was a comfortable silence on the drive there and you hugged him goodbye once he dropped you off. The events of the day hit you as you did your night routine. So many different emotions weighed on you but you decided to try and let the situation go and move on even with the heaviness that weighed on your heart.
The next few days it was hard to forget what happened though with Choso constantly texting you and calling you. You even considered blocking his number at one point because of how incessantly he contacted you. You never meant to intentionally avoid him but you felt like you had to when he constantly texted you about how much he wanted you, missed the taste of you, and missed feeling you pressed against him.
He even sent videos of him pleasuring himself while moaning your name, which you shamefully watched while also self indulging. But you knew Choso was ultimately off limits and youâd hoped that by ignoring him heâd eventually get over you. You learned that he was far from over you when he showed up while you were at Jaylaâs house. According to Jayla the two of them made up and you were happy for them.
You hadnât expected him to come over though. His eyes bore into you as he walked up to where you and Jayla sat on her couch. âHi baby~â he said to Jayla as the two of them kissed and hugged. You suddenly felt really uncomfortable and awkward, especially since Choso didnât look away from you for a second. âHi choso.â You greeted him out of courtesy and to appear normal.
He raised a brow at you, surprised that you even spoke to him. He was also thrown off by the fact that you didnât hug him like you usually did nor did you call him by his nickname you gave him. âHi.â He replied bluntly, tone dry. Jayla glanced between the two of you, confused at the underlying tension. âYâall good..?â She asked. You were quick to nod while Choso hummed a small âmhm.â
âI think Iâm gonna give you two some privacy..Iâll go upstairs.â You announced as you stood up. âOh sis you donât have to-â Jayla started but Choso cut her off. âLet her go.â He said and this was when you realized he was angry. His eyes holding a slight glare to them, shoulders stiff and posture straight, his tone of voice harsher than usual. Him being angry at you made you feel a pang in your heart but you ignored it.
You didnât utter another word, quietly making your way upstairs to Jaylaâs bedroom. You were regretting not actually leaving and going to your own house now, feeling uncomfortable with staying in Jaylaâs house while Choso was there. You kept yourself entertained for a while though until someone came into the room. You perked up thinking it was Jayla, only to see Choso walking in.
âWhy have you been ignoring me?â He cut right to the chase. âI had nothing to say to you. I told you to move on and forget about what happened.â You sighed. He scoffed, âYou really thought Iâd forget that night?. I havenât been able to erase it from my mind. You donât just fucking ride my face and then go ghost on me!â He snapped and you gasped, immediately rushing to slap your hand over his mouth.
âAre you fucking crazy?! Quiet downâ you whisper yelled to him. âAlso youâre the one that asked me to ride your face, lunatic. You knew that it wasnât going to go further than that.â You huffed as you returned his glare. âSo thatâs it, huh?. It meant nothing to you?. It was that easy for you to forget it?â He questioned you and you hesitated to respond, chewing on your bottom lip.
âForgetting is the right thing to do.â You answered after a moment of silence. âThatâs not a good enough answer. I donât give a shit about whatâs right and you know that. I just want you, canât you see that? Why wonât you give me a chance?â He pleaded and you frowned at the desperate look in his eyes. âCho..IâŠâ your words trailed off when Choso suddenly kissed you, making your eyes widen. âWait-â you said as you tried to push him away.
âNo. You want me too, you just donât want to admit itâ he murmured against your lips as he kissed you again. âOtherwise, you wouldnât be letting me kiss you right now.â He pointed out as he looked into your eyes. You hated that he was right, no matter how much you tried to deny it. âShut up.â You huffed softly before you kissed him this time. He let out a laugh into the kiss as he returned it.
The kiss escalated quickly as Choso slid his tongue into your mouth and as your fingers tangled into his hair. Choso sucked on your tongue and you let out a moan into the kiss, making him grip your hips tight and pull you closer. The kiss died just as quick as it began once you heard Jaylaâs footsteps climbing up the stairs. âShit.â You muttered as you pushed Choso away and hurriedly wiped your lipgloss residue off of his lips.
Choso was just staring at you smiling like an idiot. âGo! Before she comes in here.â You whisper yelled as you pushed at his chest. âTell me I can come see you tonight. Then Iâll go.â He propositioned with a grin. You narrowed your eyes at him, âYou just donât quit, do you?â He shook his head in response. âFine. You can come see me tonight.â You sighed and he silently cheered and gave you a quick kiss on the cheek before he finally exited the room.
Jayla walked in afterwards. âYou two solved whatever yâall got going on?â She asked you. Her question caught you off guard, âUh yeah. We talked things out.â You hummed. âGreat. I sent him up here because Iâd rather not have my boyfriend and my bestfriend hating each other.â She laughed. âYou got into it with him over how he treats me, didnât you?â She questioned.
Guilt ate away at you at how oblivious Jayla was and at the reality of how much of a terrible friend you were. âMhm! You told me to kill him for you so I ruined his night that day.â You lied with the best fake laugh you could muster. She seemed to believe you because she just grinned back at you, seemingly satisfied. âBut sis, I do gotta admit something..â she suddenly lowered her voice and got serious as she moved closer to you.
You perked up, fully intrigued to know whatever secret she was going to confess to you. âWhat is it?â you whispered. âI cheated on Choso that night..â she revealed and you gasped in genuine shock, staring at her in disbelief. Despite the rifts in their relationship you never expected Jayla to go against her loyalty to Choso but it seemed that lately the unexpected kept coming.
âReally?!â You blurted out, unable to contain your shock. âShh! yes really, I was too frustrated and craved to feel something. I was also angry as fuck so I was being reckless. I canât say that I regret it but it wonât happen again. I think Choso is actually going to work to keep our relationship going.â She told you with a small sigh. You were silent, processing the newfound information. You felt the urge to tell her your own little secret but you knew your secret most likely wouldnât go over so well.
âDoes choso know?â You asked her. You doubted she told him but you were still curious. âOf course not. You think Iâm crazy?. Iâm not ruining my relationship. Heâll never know and Iâm okay with that.â She shrugged. âWow..well you know I wonât tell him. Thatâs between yâall two.â You reassured her and it was genuine. Even though you havenât been the ideal bestfriend as of late, you still wouldnât tell her secret.
She grinned and tackled you with a hug. âThatâs why I love you bestie boo.â She mushed as she squeezed you and you laughed. For just this moment things felt as they did before you got entangled with Choso. It was nice and made your heart swell with nostalgia and happiness. But in the back of your mind you knew this feeling was temporary because Choso was still coming to see you later and that alone makes this moment feel bittersweet.
Once you were home all you could think about was Choso and everything that had happened in the past few days. As the hours ticked by you began to regret giving him permission to come see you. Even though part of you did want to see him, the other half felt it was best if you didnât. The war in your mind got put on hold when you heard knocking at your door. You already knew who it was so you debated opening it for a brief moment.
âCome on baby, let me in.â Choso called out from the other side of the wooden door. The way he called you âbabyâ affected you way more than it shouldâve. The small pet name possessing you to walk over and open the door for him. âIâm not your baby.â You told him as you looked up at him. Your words contradicting to the beating of your heart and the way you actually felt.
âYou can be though. Or would you prefer a different name?. Thereâs plenty of options. Honey, sweetie, love, babe, princess, sunshine, my pretty girl, my gorgeous girl, my girl. Mine. I could go on and on you know.â He rambled and even though it was a tad bit cheesy, it had you grinning. He smiled once seeing you smile. âYouâre so fucking pretty, you know that donât you?â He stated and you felt like he was buttering you up now but it was working.
âJust shut up and come in.â You laughed and he didnât hesitate to oblige. His hand instantly moving to grasp you as he entered your home. He was touching you like it was instinctive for him. His hands caressing your sides and your back as he held you close with his face buried in your neck, breathing in your scent. âYou gonna let me have what I want this time?â He murmured against your neck.
âHm, I donât know. What is it that you want exactly?â You were teasing him now. You knew exactly what he wanted but it was fun to see how desperate he could get. âYou. I want you. All of you. If youâll let me.â He said as he pulled away to look into your eyes, waiting for you to give him any signal to have access to you. You let out a soft exhale of breath as you gave him a small nod of your head.
You decided to just ignore your guilty conscience for now and enjoy the moment. Chosoâs face instantly lit up and he grinned before kissing you deeply and picking you up. You didnât think youâd ever get used to the way Choso kissed you. Every single time he kissed you as if he was trying to savor every press of your lips against his. He carried you up to your room and broke the kiss as he laid you down onto your bed.
âFuckâŠI canât believe this is actually happening.â He muttered as he stared down at you adoringly. His gaze making you feel shy. âDonât just stare at me. Do something before I change my mind.â You huffed softly and he laughed. âIf you think Iâm going to rush this, youâre crazy.â He uttered while shaking his head as he ran his hands up your thighs until he gripped the waistband of your sleep shorts.
He pulled them down along with your panties, letting out a breath once seeing your cunt on display. âSheâs so pretty.â He whispered, almost as if he was talking directly to your pussy and it had you flustered. A shiver coasted your body as he placed a soft kiss on your mound, spreading your lips with his fingers as he placed another kiss on your clit.
You knew he was taking his sweet time but you felt like he was teasing you as you grew more needy by the second. You let out a small whine and tried to shift your hips closer to him, hoping heâd catch the hint. Thankfully he did, sliding a finger into your eager hole. He groaned under his breath as he watched your wet cunt suck his finger in. âYouâre so tight. Whenâs the last time this pretty pussy got some attention?â
âThe other night, when you ate my pussy out.â You answered honestly with a moan as you pushed back onto Chosoâs thick finger. âCute. But thatâs not what I meant baby.â He chuckled softly as he looked up at you. âI meant, whenâs the last time this cute cunt was stuffed full, hm?â He reiterated as he pressed another soft kiss to your clit while he inserted a second finger into you.
You shrugged, âI-I donât know..itâs been awhile..â you muttered shyly in slight embarrassment as you looked away from him. Your answer surprised him. Yeah, he hadnât seen you with any guys in the time period heâs known you, but he thought you were way too pretty to not have guys practically kissing your feet. âso thatâs why this needy cunt is swallowing my fingers like this. Poor princess is just hungry for some dick.â He cooed and you whined.
He spit onto your pussy and added a third finger as he continued giving your pussy the attention it deserved. His fingers thrusting into you at a fast pace as you mewled and squirmed, growing wetter and drenching Chosoâs fingers. Choso was enamored with the sight of your cunt clinging to his fingers and the way it gushed every time he pushed in and out. The squelching sound music to his ears.
âfeels sâgood cho..â you whined and he reveled in the praise. He wanted to please you as much as possible just to keep hearing that. He began to suck on your clit as he curled his fingers inside you, making you gasp and grip your bedsheets. âyou always taste so fucking goodâ he groaned and couldnât help but to start lapping up the sweet tangy nectar that poured from your cunt incessantly. He was so messy as he slurped and drooled onto your wet cunt, his tongue working in tandem with his fingers.
You were obsessed with the way choso ate you out as if he couldnât get enough of you. He was by far the best head youâd ever received and you were addicted to his mouth now. âI want you to cum and make a mess out of me, can you do that for me baby?â he asked as he looked up at you, pulling away from your cunt and licking his lips. You nodded quickly in response and moved to eagerly grab at his hair to pull his face back where you needed him most.
Choso chuckled at how needy you were being, pride filling him because he was the cause of it. Choso focused his attention on your throbbing clit as his fingers dug deep into you, caressing your slick walls that pulsed and creamed on his hand. âmmpfh- fuck..â you moaned, biting down on your bottom lip as you tugged at Chosoâs hair and rocked against his face; getting lost in the pleasure he was giving you.
Choso knew he found the spot heâd been looking for when your back arched and you let out a sob of his name. âIs that it baby?. this spot right here?â He spoke in a teasing manner as he began to drive his fingers precisely into that spot that had your eyes rolling back. âmâgonna..â you whimpered as you trembled and began to fall apart. Choso urged you on with sweet praises of âthatâs it babyâ âso pretty for meâ âkeep making a mess for meâ as he dragged out your orgasm.
He drank up your creamy release as he pulled his fingers out, groaning into your cunt at the taste of you as your essence coated his palate. He only pulled away once you began to push at his head in sensitivity. His mouth detaching from your soaked cunt with a wet smack sound. âalways so sensitive and responsive. I love that about you so much.â He cooed as he trailed kisses up your stomach, pulling off your shirt as he did.
He took a moment to just admire the sight of you completely bare underneath him. He took notice of every mole, stretch mark, faint scars, and embellishments on your skin. âYouâre the most beautiful woman Iâve ever seen..â he breathed out in complete awe. You felt like your heart skipped a beat at hearing such a big compliment and you grew shy under his intense stares. âOh hushâŠyouâre just saying that because youâre horny..â you brushed him off.
He was quick to shake his head. âNo. I really mean it. Iâve always thought so. I just never had the opportunity to tell you. Youâre like my dream girl.â He expressed wholeheartedly as he looked into your eyes. You were at a loss for words, the gravity of his words hitting you and making you see Choso in a new light. Suddenly all his recent actions made sense, as you thought back on all the times in the past that he went out of his way for you.
All those times he also bought you a Valentineâs Day gift along with Jaylaâs with the excuse that he âdidnât want you to feel left outâ. The times that he buy you snacks and give you massages when you were on your period. The moments when heâd randomly text you and ask how your day was and if you had eaten. The rare times when youâd talk about something you wanted for the longest and think no one paid attention only for him to get it for you on your birthday. You were now wondering how you missed all the signs.
Without thinking anymore about it you grabbed Chosoâs face and kissed him, pouring all the words you couldnât say into the deep intimate kiss. He was grinning when the two of you broke the kiss. âSo are you gonna fuck me or what? I know you didnât come over here just to stare at me.â You joked and he laughed. âYes maâam.â He didnât need to be told twice. He lived to appease you. He stripped himself down until he was bare and could feel your skin soft against his.
It was your turn to admire him and all his beauty. Your hands gently roamed his body as you analyzed all his tattoos and adornments on his skin. Choso loved all the attention you were giving him, not interrupting it at all so that he could savor it longer. He felt shivers coast his body the moment you wrapped your hand around his dick. âsâfatâŠâ you muttered as you squeezed his dick, watching as precum dripped from the tip.
Your hand couldnât fully fit around his cock due to how fat and heavy it was. He wasnât the biggest but his girth made up for it. Choso grabbed your ankles and lifted your legs up, spreading you to his liking. He placed kisses on the soles of your feet, causing you to giggle since it tickled a bit. You lined his tip up with your pulsing hole and watched as he rocked his hips forward, slowly pushing into you and stretching you open.
You whimpered at the burning stretch, your hands moving to grip at Chosoâs forearms â your nails digging into his skin. âYouâre doing so good baby.â He praised you with a grunt as he fed your greedy cunt every inch of his dick. He rolled his hips into yours and did slow careful thrusts as he waited for you to adjust to his size. Your whimpers and whines gradually turning into moans and choked cries of pleasure. âm-moreâ you encouraged him with a moan.
He didnât waste another second. He put your legs over his shoulders and pressed his weight onto the back of your thighs as he increased his pace. He was relentless as he pounded your weepy cunt into oblivion. âfuck..you feel so fucking good.â He moaned as his eyes fluttered shut â getting lost in the feel of your walls squeezing his dick. Your pussy creamed and gushed around his dick, emphasizing the lewd wet sound of skin slapping that enveloped your bedroom space.
âuhn ngh- keep fucking me, donât stopâ you moaned out as you became putty underneath Choso. Your mouth agape and your eyes rolled back in pure ecstasy as choso drove his cock into you at a fervent pace. The swollen head of his cock hitting your sweet spot with every thrust and making writhe in pleasure. âYeah?. You like having my dick stuffing this pretty pussy?â
âTell me how good it feelsâ He urged in between pants and moans. He was fishing for praises from you and you were happy to give them. âfeels ah- so good baby, love ngh- feeling you so deep choso..â you cried and choso whined pathetically at your words. They fueled him to burrow his cock into you deeper and harder. âlove fucking you..you were made for me..â he breathed out as he began placing open mouthed kisses to your breasts.
He sucked and nipped at your taut nipples as he continued feeding your cunt punishing strokes that had tears brimming your eyes. Your hands tangled into his messy sweaty hair as he marked your chest and neck in red purplish bruises â the possessiveness in him wanting to leave a visible claim on your skin. âYouâre so damn perfect ugh ngh- I wanna be yours.â He whined into your neck.
âtell me Iâm yoursâ he was begging now, drooling onto your skin as his dick slammed into your cervix - the pressure against your cervix making you scream out and wail. ây-youâre mine cho! oh my god- this dick is all mine.â You cried. âsâall yours princess. Just for you.â He mewled. âI broke up with Jayla.â he suddenly said, but your brain was not coherent enough at the moment to process the information.
âwha-what?â You managed to stutter out as your foggy brain caught up with his words. âI ended things with Jayla so that I can take my chance at being with you.â He further explained but it all sounded like gibberish to you when his dick was obliterating your insides. âJ-Just ah mmhfp- shhhâ you put your hand over his mouth to get him to stop talking. âTell me later.â you told him and he let out a breathy laugh at your response.
âAre you gonna cum baby?â He hummed as he adjusted your position â moving your legs to rest comfortably around his waist. âm-mhm!â you nodded and tightly wrapped your legs around him to keep him nestled deep inside you. âYeah?. Gonna make an even bigger mess for me?. Youâre always so pretty when you cum.â He muttered against your lips as he gave your swollen sappy clit some attention â rubbing tight circles onto it as he fucked you senseless.
You couldnât even think properly anymore let alone speak to even respond to him. The only sounds that left you were pathetic babbles and cries as your orgasm built up. You were already so wet â slick dripping down your ass crack and creating a puddle on your sheets. Chosoâs dick was covered in a blanket of your frothy cream and his pre cum mixed together. The slippery essence making the slide of his dick into you near effortless as he adapted rhythm of pulling out all the way to the tip and slamming back into you hard.
The force behind his thrusts caused you to let out choked squeaks; your body jerking further up the bed with every thrust. Choso wrapped his free hand around your throat to keep you in place. âshit..youâre taking it s-so uhn fuck- well..â he moaned as he felt his own climax approaching. His tongue licked up the drool and tears that coated your cheeks. He was so captured by you and his cravings for you, he wanted you imbedded in his skin and in his soul.
Your orgasm came without warning â your mouth parted in a silent moan and your back bowed off the bed as you came hard. You drenched Chosoâs lower abdomen and your inner thighs in your climax; adding to the already filthy mess the two of you created. Choso continued fucking you through your orgasm as he sloppily chased his own â his thrusts turning uncoordinated and desperate.
The way your cunt was pulsating and clenching around his sensitive cock was his undoing. He was a whiny whimpering mess as he came deep inside you, filling you up with ropes of thick milky cum. The two of you were breathing heavily in sync as you both let a moment of calm settle over the two of you. Choso slowly pulled out and moved to get up to clean you up, but you stopped him â wanting him to stay laid next to you.
It was very peaceful having him cuddled up to you and keeping you warm. There was a long moment of comfortable silence until you spoke. âDid you really break up with Jayla..?â you asked him softly. Your mind was finally in the right state to have this conversation. He nodded, âRight after you left her house. I know this is all pretty fucked up but itâs always been you for me. I think I thought my infatuation with you would pass but it only grew stronger over time.â He told you honestly.
âI shouldâve broken up with her long before things reached this point and I acknowledge that. I also understand if you donât want to pursue anything further with me.â He continued and you listened to him with an open mind and an open heart. âBut I promise I wonât take it for granted if you give me a chance.â
âWill you go on a date with me?â
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wave | lee donghyuck (part two)
part 1 | masterpost | full fic not split in two
pairing: lee donghyuck x fem reader genre: college au, academics rivals to lovers, kinda fake dating, forced to work together on a project, smut, fluff, humor (idk), music major!haechan, music major!mc | not really requested but thank you đ anon for the inspo summary: your indifference toward Lee Donghyuck, also known as Haechan, becomes rivalry when he decides to sabotage you. The battle turns into a war, the war turns into a plan, and the plan, well, the plan fails miserably... or succeeds wonderfully. After all, itâs all about points of view. Or, Haechan thinks he found a way to distract you and be better than you, but doesnât think it thoroughly and screws it up. warnings: smut, weed/alcool consumption, thigh riding, oral (receiving, giving), unprotected sex, teasing, etc | inclusivity notes: reader wears different hairstyles (no mention of texture, type and color), no mention of body type (but haechan lifts her a few times), no mention of skin color, no use of y/n wc: 20.3k (out of 42k)
a/n: hereâs the second part. please if you liked it leave feedback (comments, reblogs, asks), i love knowing your opinions and it keeps me motivated to keep posting my writing. enjoy!
After too many dates, too many studying sessions together, and in general too much time spent together âeven with his group of friendsâ you feel like this is a relationship that simply hasnât been named, yet. Something about everything doesnât feel like just sex and hate.
Youâre fine like this, for once believing you can let loose a little and still do well in your studies.
Haechan, instead, thinks his plan is going amazingly. He knows he has you distracted, he knows he takes away your time, and he knows everything is technically perfect. But the plan is not the best made of his life, and the more time passes, the more he forgets about it, and the more he thinks about you.
He never planned to use you, that had to be clear. He just wanted to distract you with sex âsomething you both wanted to haveâ and give you a boyfriend experience so you could write the song in the best way possible. But in doing all that, he is more caught up in you âand not only because of the plan, he is just caught up in youâ than in his studies.
Itâs nine pm on Sunday after he dropped you home around four pm this afternoon. He made you meet his girl friends too for lunch and then you went back to his place to stay together for a while. But even if you spent almost the entire day together, he still misses you.
He rolls on his back as he goes into his contacts to text you again, he doesnât have to scroll down, youâre second on the list since he last annoyed you forty minutes ago but you still havenât replied.Â
haechan: can you answer me?
haechan: i miss you : (
haechan: you didnât even let me eat you out
haechan: you looked so pretty in that skirt i think it looks better with my head underneath it
haechan: fuck and now iâm hard thinking about you
mortal enemy: the only hard thing should be the books you should be studying on, remember we have a test tomorrow?
âFuck,â he screams, sitting up. âWhat?â
He never forgets these things. He always writes them down in his agenda that he maniacally reads every day to make sure heâs always on time with his studying schedule. He canât have forgotten about it. But, apparently, he did.
His thumb quickly wipes to call you and your answer doesnât let him wait.
âIâm studying,â you huff annoyed as you pick up his phone call right away.
âWhy would you go out with me if tomorrow we have a test?â
Your chuckle reaches his ear through the phone before he gets to hear your voice again. âWhy not?â
âDonât you want to be the top one? What about your grades? This adds up for the finals.â Panic fills his voice, heâs hoping you remembered just now and havenât been studying since you went back, but youâre too relaxed for that to be true.
âYeah, I know,â you reply, too calmly for his liking. Was his plan working? No, because you knew about it. And he completely erased the test, too busy thinking about you.
âAnd you go out?â He asks again as anxiety starts to take over him.
âWhy would I lock myself up before a test? Itâs not even that serious. Thereâs the topic you pick, and then like four questions that will surely be the main things we discussed in class, Professor Kim only knows one way of making tests.â
He groans, he canât believe youâre always so ahead of him. âHow do you know these things?â
âI use my brain,â you reply nonchalantly. Â
âSo you started studying⊠when you got home?â
âLast week.â
âLast week? Are you kidding me?â He screams so loud that heâs sure you have to move the phone from your ear.
You sigh, rubbing your temples, Haechan knows it, you always do that when he pisses you off somehow. âYou didnât open the book at least once until now?â Â
âIâŠâ I would usually read through the notes at least once a week, but Iâve been too busy. âIâve⊠I read the notes, until some weeks ago. I got busy, okay?â
âWere you perhaps distracted by something Hyuck?â You ask teasingly, and he can see you twirl the end of your hair in your fingers while your tongue pokes at your cheek.
âNothing distracts me,â he mutters, frowning even if you canât see him.
âThen hang the call and try to read the notes at least, Iâll send you the recordings of the lessons, play them all night maybe something will stick to your brain.â
âOkay, bye. Wish me good luck, please,â he says, and you chuckle. âNo seriously, donât manifest against me, I need all your good energy.â
âI will, Hyuck. Just give it a quick read and then try to get as much sleep as possible. You have a brain and youâre smart with it, itâs better for you to be active tomorrow than force information that just wonât get in, alright?â
He hums, weirdly feeling a bit calmer at your words. ââkay, goodnight, babe.â
âGoodnight.â
Haechan sighs, slumping on the bed, boner long gone and anxiety on his chest, until the screen lights up again and a few messages from you show up.
mortal enemy: 10 audios + 10 files âmusic theory notesâ sent the audios anyway but my *perfect* notes should be enough to not make you pull up an all-nighter also donât stress too much, I appreciate the act of chivalry to make me top this class grades again :;
He forgot about an exam, he didnât study for it, yet heâs smiling like an idiot because of you.
Haechanâs screwed.
âSo, how did it go?â You ask, blocking Haechan as soon as the bell rings and Professor Kim dismisses the class, letting you know the results will be in next week.
Haechan glares at you, and you suck your teeth. âCome on, it wasnât that difficult,â you say, sitting on his desk, as he looks for something in his bag.
âI did great, I just donât want to admit your notes are perfect and were enough to save my ass,â he says, and you canât hold back the smile.
âYouâre welcome,â you say, standing up and kicking him playfully with a swing of your hips.
âHey! You couldâve made me fall,â he jokes, grabbing his bag before taking a step back so you can lead the way out of there. âAnd thank you.â
You chuckle, lowering your head to hide that dumb grin on your face. âYou know, I wanted to ask you why we never revisited music theory but I thought you wanted to do it on your own, maybe you were scheming something against me.â
âWhat? I would never scheme against you,â he says as you start walking to lunch.
You stare at him with a raised brow, and he huffs. âIt was in the past and you did it too. Also, what would I scheme?â
âI donât know, maybe you sneaked into his office and stole the test to already know the answers?â
âThat would be cheating, not beating you. Thereâs no fun in that,â he says, holding the door of the cafeteria open for you.
âYouâre such a fair rival,â you joke as you head to the buffet to grab something to eat.
âWait,â he stops you when your plates are full. âWhy donât you sit at our table? I hate seeing you eat alone.â
âHave you ever considered I canât stand how loud your friends are?â
âOh come on, you already deal with them when you come to my place.â
âExactly.â
Haechan huffs, standing in front of you to stop you from going toward your table. âWe can go to yours today.â
You furrow, lightly tilting your head to the side. âWe donât have anything to study.â You try to decipher his expression and think if you could get so distracted to forget something you had to work on or revisit. Â âThe song?â
He shakes his head. âI mightâŠâ he pauses, trying to find a way to say what he wants to say thatâs not so humiliating, but then he gives up with a heavy sigh that rolls from his lips. âOkay, I need help.â
âYou?â You scream, attracting some attention on you, and Haechan glares at you, pulling you to the sides so that the curious gazes can linger away from you.
âYes, me,â he replies through gritted teeth. âItâs just a small thing, but I donât get it.â
You smirk smugly and he rolls his eyes. âFine, I canât wait to tutor you,â you reply, starting to walk to his group of friendsâ table.
âWhy canât I ever win with you?â He whispers, shaking his head and following you.
Youâre not sure Haechan told you the truth. He is smart but he isnât the best actor ever, and when he came to your place to try to understand that small thing he didnât understand in sociology, you were pretty sure it was just an excuse. You explained it in less than five minutes, he got it too quickly and immediately started messing around.
You donât mind it, though. You enjoy spending some time with him. Heâs a good distraction. Surely you wouldâve fixed some notes or listened to some lessons instead of⊠well, instead of being on his lap with your fingers in his hair and his hands on your ass, grinding on him.
You hold in a moan when he concentrates on your neck, kissing, biting, and sucking the spot that makes you shiver. And youâd like to go on like this, but you need more. So you shift on top of his thigh, while yours presses against his hardening dick and makes him growl.
âWhat are you doââ
âShh,â you shush him quickly, pressing your thumb on his lips before replacing it with your lips. âOuch,â you gasp when he bites on your lower lip. âWhy did you do that?â
Haechan chuckles, shrugging before leaning close to you again. âWhy not?â
You frown but have no intention of carrying it any further. You can feel your panties stick to your skin and you just want to come, not really caring if itâs just like this.
But the moment of intimacy, if you could call it that, gets interrupted by the buzzing of his phone in his pocket.
âGod, just answer,â you yell when Haechan ignores the third call but whoever is on the other line has no intention to stop trying.
Haechan rolls his eyes as his right hand leaves your ass to search through his pocket and huffs annoyed when he sees the name on the screen.
âJaemin, what?â Haechan groans as you keep moving on his thighs, ignoring his deadly glare. âNo, Iâm busy.â
You faintly make out an angry reply from the other side, but you donât care enough to understand what Jaeminâs saying.
âNo, I canât go out with you.â
âWe can,â you reply loudly enough so that Jaemin can hear while Haechan scowls at you again, muttering a scold under his breath, but his anger is quickly addressed to his friend on the other side.
âYes, Iâm with her,â he huffs, rolling his head back, trying to stop your movements but failing. âDonât ask questions. And yes, fine, fine.â
When he hangs the call after mumbling a quick, annoyed goodbye, you chuckle. âThought you didnât want to hear my annoying friends?â Itâs all he asks, leaving a small, teasing slap on your asscheek.
âWhat were we supposed to do? Stay inside all day?â
âYes, we have everything here,â he says, spreading his arms to point around. âAnd youâre still grinding on me.â He looks down, eyes narrowing as he stares at your hips.Â
âIâll finish and then weâll get out,â you wink, starting to move faster but he has no intention to get back into the mood, not yet, at least. Â
âYouâll stain my pants and where do I come?â He huffs, and youâre sure heâs trying to find an excuse to donât go outside rather than one to donât fuck with you. He would never say no to that, especially when you two are already in the middle of it.Â
âTake them off,â you urge, jumping off him, waiting for him to get undressed as you do the same, your panties the only thing staying on. Â âCome on. You donât want to be late.â
Haechan groans, âyouâre so⊠so greedy. You just want everything.â
âYeah, am I allowed to have one flaw?â You bat your lashes at him, grinning when his eyes roll in the back of his head. âOh, will I stain the underwear, too?â You ask when his lower half is completely bare to your eyes.
âHoney, Iâm not coming inside my boxers, canât wear your panties to hang out with the boys,â he says annoyed.
You chuckle, climbing on his thigh again, watching him whimper when your bare leg brushes against his dick and you press on him to be as close as you were before.
He doesnât know why you didnât take the panties off, but he knows he doesnât want them there. He wants to feel you on his skin. As hot as this is, he wants to feel your pussy drip down his thigh, and your panties are stopping the full experience.
âOh, for fuckâs sake, Donghyuck!â You scream when the sound of the fabric ripping hits your ears and the chill air of the room hits your warm core.
He groans. âItâs so hot when you say my real name with an angry tone, makes it hard to hold back fucking you.â
âYou need to stop ripping my stuff,â you complain, trying to hide how hot you found that, the ripping of the panties and that fucking smirk on his face now that he lays back against the headboard of your bed, so proud and snotty that is hard for you to hold back fucking him.
âShut up, you love it,â he says, pulling you into a rough kiss, pushing your body closer while his hand rests on your hips to guide you in the movements. âAlso they werenât a good pair, if you were in lingerie I wouldâve asked you politely to take them off.â
âYou will never see me in lingerie,â you retort, pulling away as your hand sneaks down and starts moving up and down on his throbbing cock.
âFuck,â he groans, âat least warn me?â
âIâm half naked, grinding on top of you and I have to warn you when I grab your dick?â You ask. âIf you donât want, I wonât make you come.â
âNo, just âfuck,â he glares at you when you concentrate on the tip, âdonât be a bitch.â
âSorry, sorry,â you chuckle but still move your hand quickly, following the steady rhythm of your thighs. Your head rolls back when one of his hands creeps under your shirt and cups your boob, his thumb brushing against your hard, sensitive nipple.
Haechan sucks in a deep breath when your thighs start shaking around his and your cum drips down his thigh. âFuck,â he moans, eyelids fluttering as he looks at you, head reclined back as you hold onto him with only one hand, the other still busy taking care of him. âThis is so hot, you are so hot.â
The compliment pushes you closer to reaching your high and when he lifts your shirt to wrap his lips around your sensitive nipple, you lose it.
You whimper and quiver, hips moving messily as you keep riding your high, breath getting stuck in your throat when he accidentally bites you as his orgasm washes over him unexpectedly.
âFuck, sorry,â he mumbles, and if you werenât still so lost in your pleasure you would let him know you liked it.
When your hips still, and the dizzying sensation calms down, you lay your head against his shoulder for a while as his arms wrap around your waist.
âCan we stay in?â Haechan pouts when you try to get away from him, reaching for your hand to keep you next to him before he rolls over when you shake your head and jump off the bed. âPlease.â
âWe canât always fuck and study and study and fuck,â you reply, cleaning yourself up, holding in a sigh when you realize he stained the cover of your bed with his cum. Â
âWho said I want to do either of those things?â He says, looking up at you with puppy eyes, pushing his lower lip out to pity you.
âI know you,â you reply, glaring at him before pulling your pants back on, not even caring about putting on another pair of underwear, you wouldâve had to wash all those clothes anyway after taking a well-deserved shower, but for now you only had to pick some clothes to go out with the boys.
âNo, letâs stay in and, I donât know. Should we sing?â He proposes, jumping on his feet and putting his discarded underwear on.
You laugh, staring at him in shock. âYou want to sing?â
âYeah, you have a guitar, right?â
You nod, turning around the corner where your guitar is.
âDonât you want to hear my angelic voice?â
You take a deep breath at his brag and then exhale loudly. âBut Jaemin?â
âFuck him, I donât care,â he says while a small victory grin already starts widening on his face. He knows youâre about to give in. Â
You huff, rubbing your temples and giving up fighting him when his fingers are already typing on the phone to tell his friend you two canât come anymore.
When he puts the phone away and smiles at you in anticipation, you sigh. You really are stuck with him, arenât you?
âWhy donât we prepare biscuits?â You suggest. You wanted to bake something for a while now, but you never really find time to dedicate to the kitchen.
âBiscuits?â
You nod, stealing his sweatshirt to wear on top of your shirt before walking to the kitchen âthat space you consider the kitchen.Â
âIâm a mess when it comes to cooking, you know, right?â He confesses as he leans against the countertop, watching you move around to grab all the ingredients and tools you need.
âYou? Admitting youâre bad at something? To me?â You ask with a teasing tone, but youâre genuinely surprised he let you know without turning even this into a competition.
He fakes a laugh. âVery funny,â he says. âI just donât want to hear you complain if I make some mistakes and ruin your perfect biscuits.â
You chuckle. âCan you weigh the ingredients and then put them all in a bowl?â
âAll at the same time?â
You nod, handing him what he needs and showing him where the scale is. âIs not that hard, even you can do it. Plus, it will be another thing I teach you today,â you wink.
âCareful, baby. Donât start thinking youâre so much better than me,â he says, starting to weigh the ingredients and putting them in each separate bowl.
You scoff. âHoney, I wonât start thinking that,â you say, resting your head on his shoulder, âI already think that.â You leave a teasing kiss on his cheek before he hits you with the flour and you gasp.
âOh, no, weâre not doing that,â you warn, taking a step back, seeing how heâs ready with another handful of it.
âThen take it back,â he says nonchalantly.
âI never take back the truth âoh, Jesus Christ, Donghyuck!â
He laughs loudly, bending forward as he glances at you, flour on your face and well, his sweater. âDonât call my name like that again, though. I wonât resist this time,â he says when he finally stands up and stands right in front of your face. âNow, will you take it back?â
âNever âAh!â You scream when he lifts you up without a warning and sits you on the table before he starts tickling you. âNo, no, please,â you babble, shaking your head and trying to stop his hands on you but heâs faster. âOkay, fine, Iâm not better than you â Iâm not better than you!â
âGood,â he says, stopping his torture and smiling proudly. âI love it when you listen,â he jokes, kissing you again.
You should hate it âor at least donât like it so muchâ when he kisses you like this, out of nowhere, for no reason at all other than wanting to shut you up, or maybe to feel you. But you truly donât mind. Actually, you lean in for another one, and another one and another⊠until you feel this is once again going in another direction and, as much as youâd love to indulge in the moment, you want to prepare those biscuits.
âEnough,â you say, pushing him away and jumping off the table. âNo more food waste and weâre doing this together.â
You discover you and Haechan work better in the kitchen than in other fields, maybe because thereâs no tension pushing you to do better but you are listening to each other, teaching tricks, and simply having fun. And this atmosphere stays with you even when he grabs the guitar and starts playing the tune of your song, you sing some bits of the lyrics and then jokily propose to add some about baking cookies on a cloudy spring afternoon, expecting him to laugh at it but he just smiles and tells you to go on. And you do, mumbling something about being in the kitchen, humming, baking, and laughing. You think itâs too clichĂ©, and you will surely go back to it obsessively until it comes at you like you want it, but he loves it.
Then the oven rings, signalling the biscuits are ready and none of you can believe they came out good, nothing burned, and theyâre tasty. Somehow, those cookies, feel like the biggest achievement you two ever made together.
âMaybe we should stop fighting each other,â he mumbles, after chewing his last bite. âWe make a pretty great team.â
You smile, cleaning your lips with a napkin, crumbs falling on the table. âHate to agree, but we do,â you say. âI mean⊠we kinda teamed up months ago, donât you think so?â
âWe want to kill each other, and you call that teaming up?â
âItâs our way of teaming up,â you reply, handing him a clean napkin so he can clean himself, and he takes it. âWe just like to keep the flame alive, if we stopped bickering at all, it wouldnât be so funny.â
Haechan shrugs, he guesses so. âNot like anybody else ever stood a chance with us on top.â
You chuckle. âImagine if someone is using our rivalry to get to the top and we never noticed them.â
âHoney, trust me, I wouldâve noticed.â
Once youâre done eating, you push him into the shower. Thereâs flour, and dough on all your clothes, and you still need to wash off the sex of before. Youâd opt to shower separately but youâre tight on water and you have to make the best out of the confined space, reason why his plan to fuck another time fails.
âWhy are you wearing my pink robe?â You turn around two seconds to grab the towel you prepared for him, and he betrays you. âThis was for you,â you say, holding up the white towel as you stand there naked.
âI already put it on, itâs wet,â he says. âCome on, itâs pretty.â
âYeah, thatâs why is my favourite robe,â you pout, but still wrap the towel around you because you donât want to freeze.
âIâll make it up to you,â he says, and, before you can even think how, you donât feel the ground under your feet anymore. Your arms immediately wrap around his shoulders for more safety as you let him carry you outside. You have no idea what is going on today, but you like this, how heâs taking care of you âin his way, of courseâ and how this feels good.
âYou have to change it anyway,â he says when he drops you on the bed and, as soon as you open your mouth, he knows youâre about to complain about the wet towel on the dry covers. âIâll help you change it later.â
While you change into your new clothes, your pink pyjamas with small black hearts as a pattern, you watch him walk around as if heâs so familiar with the place ânot that it would take much for anyone to know where everything is, considering how small it isâ but something about it makes a feeling of comfort and warmth spread in your heart. Nobody else had ever been inside that place.
But then you snap out of it and realize heâs naked, and his clothes are dirty, so you rush to the closet to find something to give him.
âSo, mhh,â you say, making the things you grabbed fall in front of him, whoâs sitting at the table. âI have those sweatpants and a sweater, or these pyjamas if you want it, itâs pink, but it doesnât look like you care much,â you note, looking at how much heâs rocking your robe.
âPink pjs! Weâll match,â he says, eyes lighting up as he wastes no moment getting out of the bathrobe.
âOut of the kitchen!â
âThereâs not even a wall?â
âStill, get out,â you say, pushing him with force away from there. âBetter.â
He rolls his eyes but still grabs the shirt and pulls it on him, blinking when he sees a pair of clean boxers. âWhy do you have these?â He still studies them, thinking he has seen them before.
âBecause theyâre yours,â you say nonchalantly while fixing your hair in a braid.
âTheyâre mine? I left them here?â
âI mightâve accidentally dragged them with me once,â you confess, looking at him with a big, awkward smile.
âWhen?â
âWhen Jaemin almost pushed the door down and we had to rush to get dressed. I just stuffed everything in my bag and your underwear was next to mine so, ta-da,â you say, stretching your arms and shaking your hands to complete the sound effect.
Haechan sighs, nodding. âOf course, it must have been because of Jaemin, somehow.â
âWell, it turned out useful, just put them on. I donât want to see your dick more than necessary.â
Haechan scoffs and bites back a comment as he finishes getting dressed. âYou have to admit I look really good in pink.â
You look at him up and down while he twirls, and you smile. âYou would be my favourite Barbie at the mall if they sold you in boxes.â
âGod, youâre so annoying, canât ever make normal compliments,â he complains. âCome on, help me with the bed. It wonât clean itself.â
Making the bed with him is tiresome. His weird way and theories about making it lead you two to bicker more than you should and remake it twice to see who is right âyou, obviously. So, once youâre done with it, laying on it with him by your side, you know not even God himself will make you stand up to cook dinner. You donât need to say a word, Haechan already has his phone out ready to order, and you couldnât be happier. Â
You spend ten minutes deciding what movie to watch and another five bickering because you donât want to eat on the bed, but he insists you wonât make a mess, and if you do, he will help you clean up. It ends with you giving up and the bell ringing with your order ready.
You never have nights like this. You always try to cook on your own and donât waste money on eating out, and you also never finish the movie or the series you start, either too tired halfway or with something more important to care about, for example, some notes to copy, or lessons to listen.
But this is nice.
You two joke, laugh, eat, and then you start to feel the sleep take over you, and you donât think about sending him home or falling asleep on the pillow.
And as you rest your head on his shoulder, Haechanâs more and more sure that his plan failed.
âYouâre playing with me, right?â You ask when Haechan messes up for the nth time. The end of the year is approaching, and you two are getting ready for yet another test, the last before the finals, but right now heâs testing your patience not getting a single answer right. Youâve been stuck in his room for hours now.
âI wish I was, my brain is fried,â he huffs, throwing his head back on his chair.
Youâre speechless and you shake your head. âItâs super easy, you were better than me in this class, what the fuck is wrong with you?â You snap.
âHey! Why are you so pissed? Shouldnât you be happy youâll beat me even in this?â
âBe serious,â you say, sending him a deadly glare. âWhat are you thinking about?â
âIâmâŠâ he huffs, shaking his head, and turning around in his chair to avoid you. âIâm just stressed for a lot of things. Iâm tired, I didnât sleep tonight.â
âYou struggled even last week. And when the Professor asked you something in class you gave an answer that is just not you,â you say, cutting off his bullshit, grabbing the armrest of the chair, and forcing him to face you with a rough tug on the chair.
âThere are too many things to remember,â he says, after frowning at how harsh you have been. âItâs not that I donât know, itâs that I mess it all up.â
You sigh, rubbing your temples. âDo I have to motivate you?â
He lifts his head, staring at you with a furrow. âWhat do you mean?â
âLetâs play a game,â you say, sitting better on the chair, and Haechan gulps when doing so your skirt âshort skirt, incredibly short skirtâ rises. He will never tell you, but the way you show up on your dates is another reason why he canât concentrate. Itâs May, itâs so hot. Itâs your excuse, but he would bet youâre also doing it to mess up with him.
âNo,â he replies, already fearing your proposal.
âWhy not? You didnât hear it, yet.â
He sighs but signals you to go on with a quick movement of his fingers.
âSo, weâll revisit once again, Iâll try to explain all your doubts. Then, Iâll ask you a question, if you get it right, Iâll take off one piece of clothes, if you get it wrong, youâll take off one, and vice versa.â
âHow studying with you butt-naked would make me learn more things?â He almost screams in a high-pitched voice.
âSee!â You say. âYouâre already starting with the idea youâll lose.â
âBecause I canât get anything in my brain, and if I get it right then youâll have to take something off and all Iâll think about will be⊠you.â I already only think about you, heâd like to add, but thatâs too humiliating. Just like the grin on your face. He hates how weak he is. He hates how easy it is for you to win battle after battle. And he hates even more that his plan is showing flaws with each passing day. He doesnât want you to be his Waterloo, but heâs not sure he can come up with another strategy soon enough to beat you.Â
âFine, then no study-strip-poker,â you give up, but the smug smirk on your face doesnât drop when you start to think of something else that could motivate him, it only grows bigger when you finally get it. âIf you answer right to at least ten of the fifteen questions, Iâll suck your dick.â
Haechan gulps. His eyes immediately fall on your lips as his brain starts to wander on lands he shouldnât think about, not now at least, not when he has a bigger obstacle to face if he wants to get there.
âHey,â you call his attention, snapping your fingers and waving them in front of his face. âIt has to be motivation, not distraction. Do you want me?â
He huffs, throwing his head back. âCanât we just fuck and then weâll start again?â He pouts like he does every time he wants something from you.
âNo,â you reply sternly, stealing his sweatshirt from his chair and putting it on you. âYou donât get the prize if you donât win.â
âThatâs not fair. And why are you covering up?â
âSo you canât distract yourself,â you say. You might like to tease him with more revealing clothes, but your intent is never to get him to be this distracted. You donât want to be the reason he will fail this last test.
âYouâre not my distraction,â he scoffs, diverting his gaze, and moving closer to his desk.
You decide to ignore him, you know the truth, and as much as the idea of him starting to lose because heâs too busy thinking of you, sends you on cloud nine, you also donât want him to do terribly, especially in a class you know he loves and is good at.
âI know the theory,â he says, stopping you from going back to the start. âI wouldnât be able to produce songs if I didnât.â
âYeah, but you just failed to explain how you create and add effects, and you forgot the basic difference between the dry sound and the wet sound, so revisiting some theory wonât hurt.â
Haechan sighs but soon gives up as you hand him your notes. He always thought you were crazy for also having printed pictures of how the software works but now that he needs it, he couldnât be more grateful that youâre so precise with everything.
You start explaining things once again, cutting short about the most basic notions and diving deeper into the last lessons, as you try to stop as much as you can to make sure heâs still following you. And, after almost an hour, youâre done.
âWhat are you doing?â He asks when you take off his sweater again. âWhat about my concentration?â
âI needed your focus while I was explaining, now you have to answer even if you have distractions.â
He huffs loudly, throwing his head back. âBut donât play dirty, you canât touch yourself or anything like that.â
âIâm not that cruel, I just want you to answer me,â you say. âSo, letâs start with an easy one, should we?â
Haechan answers the first questions with ease, not like he usually would, but itâs still better than the mess of before. And he would be so close to getting the last one that keeps him on thin ice, he only got five wrong...
âNo, no, no, please,â he begs, trying to stop you in place. âPlease, give me one last chance. Ask me just one last question.â
âYou got six wrong, babe,â you reply, loving how heâs almost on the verge of tears as his big brown eyes look up at you.
âBut it was hard, I will never remember all the types of old reverbs unit,â he whines, coming closer to you.
âThen why do I?â
âDonât lie, you donât remember them either, I canât even pronounce some of those names.â
You chuckle. âOh, itâs really funny when the lack of a good fuck gets in your brain.â Itâs not about sound design anymore. Itâs about the desperation behind his eyes; knowing he wants you so much even if youâre the biggest reason for his despair gets your body hot and your pussy wet.
He groans, slumping back on his chair as he gives up on you. Or so he thinks because when he doesnât pity you enough and youâre still packing your things to leave, heâs back again with his complaint.
âPlease, one last chance? I didnât mess the others up, I just made some tiny mistakes.â
âAnd you didnât answer to two,â you say, ignoring him, trying to keep a serious face to not show your true emotions.
âDo I have to get on my knees?â
You snicker. âYou look good on your knees,â you taunt but you donât expect him to do that. âGet up!â
âNot until you give me another chance,â he retorts. âPlease.â
You huff, rolling your eyes. âFine, but just one.â
He nods enthusiastically, almost looking like a puppy being teased with a treat before he sits up in front of you.
âThe differences, all the differences, between the shelving equalizer and the peaking equalizer.â
âOkay, I know this one, I know it,â he says before he starts explaining without missing a single detail. âSo?â He asks with eyes full of hope as if he doesnât know he just gave you a perfect answer.
âIt was⊠great,â you tease him but you canât keep a straight face when you see the pout on his face. âKidding, kidding, you answered perfectly. So, I guess you deserve your prize.â
âYes,â he screams, and in a second he throws himself on you but you shake your head and push him back on his chair. âWhat?â
âYou sit there and let me handle this,â you say, placing your hands on his thighs. âTake them off,â you order, tilting your head to point at his grey pants. You see heâs confused about where you want this to go, but he obeys you anyway. âEverything,â you add when heâs still in his boxers. âGood boy, come here,â you say, patting your lap.
Haechan frowns. âYou said you were going to suck me off.â
âI know, and have I ever break my promises?â
âI donât know.â
âJust trust me and come here,â you order, waiting for him to follow. âCanât believe youâve been this hard all this time,â you say, wrapping your hand around his hard cock, starting to pump the pre-cum that leaked.
âYou teased me,â he huffs, trying to keep his composure as he watches your hand moving on him delicately.
âI know, babe. Iâm sorry,â you pout, one hand sneaking under his big white shirt to tease his nipples.
âDonât,â he mutters, but you only laugh.
âDonât, what? Let me take care of you, youâre stressed.â
He doesnât reply, his head falls back as your movements on his dick quicken. He feels so small in your hold and he should find this more embarrassing but he doesnât care. He loves the way your hand wanders delicately on his body and your lips leave pecks on his neck while the movements on his dick are fast enough to give him what he wants but not too fast to ruin this moment.
Your hands keep moving while your lips kiss his neck and jaw.
âFeels so good,â Donghyuck hums, shifting in your lap.
âI told you,â you chuckle, watching him roll his head back on your shoulder as his eyes close. âThe others will hear you,â you say when his whimpers get louder.
âDonât care,â he moans. âFeels too good.â
You smile and shrug. If he doesn't care, who are you to worry about it? Itâs not like they donât know what happens between you two.
So you quicken your hand, sliding up and down his sensitive dick so fast you make him tremble in your hold.
âYouâre so cute like this, you know?â You say. âYou look so small and delicate.â You expect him to get mad but instead, he moans and nods swiftly. And you know that stress got him good. Donghyuck, admitting to be vulnerable in your hands? You can only thank the weight the University is putting on his shoulders. But if thatâs a way to make it go away, you canât complain.
âIâm gonna â gonna come,â he whimpers when you start rubbing your thumb on his tip. âFuck.â
You trap his scream with your other hand, staring at him as he slumps against you as his orgasm washes over him, squirting white strings of cum on your hand and his crumpled shirt.
âGet on the bed,â you urge while lifting the shirt off his body, leaving him naked. He barely has time to put himself together, but you donât care and you know he needs more too.
âDonât you think itâs a bit unfair that youâre still all dressed up?â He asks, still sitting on top of you.
âDo you want me to suck your dick, or do you want me to leave?â Is the only thing you have to say to make him obey with no more complaints. âGood. You should be thankful I gave you another chance. Right now you would be masturbating all alone and have no knowledge of sound design, so⊠what do we say?â
âWhat do you want me to say? You didnâtââ
âWhat do we say?â You shut him up, pulling his hair back harshly as your body weights on his lap, eliciting a broken groan.
âTha â thank you,â he mumbles, cock throbbing right against your thigh. âThank you but, please, do something, Iâm⊠I need you.â
You snicker, letting go of his head and crawling back on the bed. âYouâre so pathetic,â you mock, grabbing his dick again. âBegging on your knees just because you wanted my mouth.â
Haechan groans, throwing his head back but the harsh slap on his thigh makes him snap his eyes open.
âWhy?â He squeaks.
âEyes on me when Iâm talking to you,â you order before lowering down so you can tease his tip with your tongue, making him bite back a loud moan.
âPlease,â he pleads, and you finally give in. When you take him in your mouth, the broken breath that rolls from his lips makes your pussy clench around nothing.
âShit,â he moans, fists clenching in the sheets as you suck harder, moving your head up and down in quick movements. He wants to look at you, knowing it will be even harder to not come on the spot, but heâs fighting with so many parts of him, he doesnât know what to do.
When you pull away to look at him, he whines, hips bucking up in search of physical contact. You snicker, âand then I am the greedy one?â
âYouâve been teasing since you stepped inside the house,â he whines, trying to grab your hand but you donât let him. âCome on, Iâve been good.â
Itâs true, he has been good, but you donât want him to come yet. âYou canât come, not yet.â
âFine, just â just donât tease me. Please,â he cries, begging you with his eyes.
You start taking care of him seriously; bobbing your head up and down while your hand wraps at his base to touch him where you canât reach. Your movements are quick, but not too messy, since youâre trying to avoid creating a pool of spit and pre-cum all over his lap.
âYour mouth, fuck,â he groans, involuntarily fucking into your throat and uttering a slurred apology. âYouâre just so good. God,â he curses, and you catch him rolling his eyes. âEven at â even at this youâre good.â
You snicker to yourself and keep focusing on his dick, heavy on your tongue as you suck with force.
You might be too good, cause it doesnât take a lot for him to explode in your mouth; a brief warning for you to choose if you want to pull away and then the pleasure runs through his body for the second time.
You barely have time to clean your chin from the cum that dripped down that Haechan pulls you close to him, kissing you intensely while his hands are all over your body. âWant you, please, please fuck me,â he begs against your lips.
You slip out of your panties, quickly grabbing the base of his cock to line it with your soaked entrance because you canât wait anymore.
âOh, fuck, youâre so wet,â he hums when you sink, wrapping your hands around his shoulders.
âWant to take merits for this, too?â
âWell, yes,â he retorts. âShit, donât move, itâs not fair.â
âEverything is fair between us,â you say, starting to pick up a rhythm that makes him struggle to come up with a snarky reply. âLoss of words?â
He groans, throwing his head back and tightening the hold around your waist. âYou can âmmphâ you can talk all you want but âughâ I am the reason why youâre soaked.â Somehow the way youâre bouncing on his dick itâs not enough to wipe away that smug smirk off his face, and you canât stand it.
âJust shut the fuck up and enjoy this, will you?â You snap before kissing him roughly, cupping his chin with force before nibbling his lower lip, making him hiss. âI like it when you moan, so please, just fucking moan. The only words I want to hear are my name and begs.â
Your âthreatâ is effective because he doesnât dare to open his mouth again.
âGood boy,â you praise without ever stopping to kiss him and moving your hips at a quick but regular speed.
You quickly realize that stress has gotten to you, too. You love to pretend it doesnât affect you, and that you donât need to let off steam, but you do. You are desperate to feel carefree for a few moments, put all the books and papers behind and have fun. And worst, you need him.
Donghyuck is what makes you feel good. It doesnât matter if itâs mostly physical, he takes you to another world every time. He makes you feel wanted, he puts you through the test, but he makes everything worth it.
Youâre so sure of it as you let your body crush against his, your fleshes meeting in a messed-up tangle of flaws. The kinds of flaws you both grew close enough to show each other.
In a few minutes, waves of pleasure hit you both and your bodies collapse into each other as you keep lazily riding that sensation; muscles on fire, lips meeting in messy kisses, moans panting the room, and your hands looking for each other.
When you lay on the bed side by side, you feel disconnected, and, truly, the only thing youâd like to do is to close your eyes and fall asleep, but your eyes fall on the clock against the wall and remind you why you went to his place.
âFive minutes and then weâre revisiting again,â you say, knowing the only way to get up is to say that thought out loud. Â
Donghyuck groans, pressing his face against you and mumbling, âcan I eat you out if I make no mistakes this time?â
âWeâll see.â
Youâre woken up in the middle of the night by the sound of the piano playing from the living room. The other side of the bed is empty, and the sheets are crumpled up, signalling you Haechan got up somewhere during the night.
You two went on a trip the whole weekend. Not like you had a choice when he passed by your place and told you to get in the car without giving you any information. You got mad at him when he told you it wasnât a one-day thing, but you were too far from town to even think of going back. And even if initially you were angry because your plans for the weekend were different âstudying all day for three daysâ your anger disappeared quickly.
This is the second night out; you spent the entire day wandering around a town you didnât even know before and got closer to each other. You love the thrill with him, but you soon realize you also love it when thereâs peace between you. Itâs impossible for you to donât bicker, but you learned how to balance everything. And the more you get to know him, the more you like him.
âCanât sleep?â You ask, watching his features being lit up by the faint moonlight and a small lamp at the side of the piano. Itâs an old one, almost left abandoned in the living room of the small, cheap house youâre staying in for the night.
Donghyuck shakes his head. âGot a tune I couldnât get off my mind so⊠here we are.â
You smile, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear as you sit next to him. You donât talk, you only watch his fingers move on the notes looking like ballet dancers. Youâve never seen him play the piano before, you werenât even sure he could. But youâre amazed at how many things heâs talented at, the guitar, the piano, production, singing, dancing âand making your days less grey.
You donât tell him, you only lean in, resting your head on his shoulder as he keeps playing the sweet melody.
âItâsâŠâ he huffs, stopping for a second. âDoesnât it sound messy?â
âNot at all,â you reply. âIt sounds upbeat. Happy.â
âOut of all the ways you can describe music,â he chuckles, looking at you.
You look up, shrugging. âIâm describing how itâs making me feel.â
âYeah? And what does it feel like?â
âPlay it again,â you say, closing your eyes and letting the tune lull you. âIt feels like spring. Like a field full of sunflowers, the ones you see at the side of the highway, passing by so fast before you can even get lost in their beauty.â
Haechan chuckles, holding back the big smile on his face. âIt reminds me of those late summer evenings, when the heat dims a bit and the sky is pale pink and purple and blue, and time is frozen.â
âYeah, when youâre ten and you donât want summer to end because it means you have to go back to school,â you smile. âWhen you would stay out all day and come home with the smell of your favourite cake that your mom just baked.â
âReally? Your mom would bake that too?â
You nod. âChocolate cake, basic and too messy for the heat of summer. But my mom loves me too much to donât bake it for me, even if itâs 30° outside.â
Haechan chuckles, and his fingers start moving faster, starting the melody of what could be the chorus of the tune.
âIn this part, it feels like a wave. Iâm picturing running on the beach as the waves crash at your feet and the wind blows against your face.â
âWhy are you smiling?â He asks.
You shake your head. âI â I can⊠it feels oddly romantic, a bit tormented, maybe confused, but in love,â you whisper. He gives you a weird look, and youâre not sure if itâs because youâre not using technical words to describe it or because youâre just weird. But thereâs a reason youâre not being technical, youâre saying what it makes you feel, the vivid pictures in your mind. And, somehow, thereâs you and him.
You two on the beach, walking on the sand before he starts running, teasing you to follow him. Thereâs the scent of the sea filling your nostrils and your lungs burning up as you reach him and then fall in his arms and feel your heart explode.
âItâs an unexpected feeling, something that wasnât supposed to happen and then⊠changed everything. Itâs thrilling. Scary, but satisfying.â You avoid his gaze but hear him hum in agreement, and wonder if heâs thinking the same, if he can feel this tension.
âSo, something that sweeps everything like a wave,â he asks, and you nod. âSunset,â he adds, smiling at you, slowing down the rhythm of his fingers. âI can also see the sunset colouring the scene. The kind that makes you look up and stare in awe like a child.â
âThe one we saw yesterday,â you reply shyly. âIt made your eyes look even more brown,â you confess, watching his cheeks tint up of rose.
âThe kind that leaves you breathless,â he whispers. His fingers are still moving but theyâre playing the same notes, heâs too busy staring into your eyes, leaning closer to you.
âAnd speechless.â
And a bit closer.
âAnd grateful youâre on earth.â
And closer.
You move back, coughing and lowering your head because you feel on fire. Is he making fun of you? Does he feel this? Why is he so confusing?
âIt feels like a road trip with nowhere to go,â you say to fill the silence, and your words make him play again. âThe calm while everything outside is falling apart.â
âLike running to your safe place?â
You nod. âIt feels like⊠home.â
He smiles, looking in your direction while his fingers still play that sweet melody. âI always believed home is a person, even people, but not a place.â
You swallow, staring at his lips before your eyes meet his. âIâve forgotten that feeling quite some time ago,â you whisper, feeling your head spin. You left home and never looked back, eager to chase your dreams, the ones youâve been fighting hard to achieve since you were a child, but in that marathon to success, youâre starting to realize you lost something.
âYou just need to find the right people, and then never let go.â He leans closer to you, hands falling from the piano as he leans in completely to trap your lips in a kiss. His hand cups your face while the other moves to the back of your neck, pulling you closer and moving his thumb in small circles. You feel like your lungs are on fire, and your legs are weak, but your heart never pumped harder than this. And when he slowly pulls away, youâre staring into each otherâs eyes.
You know all the words to your song.
Itâs true youâve tried to avoid Donghyuckâs group of friends as much as you can âmostly to preserve your brain from early injuriesâ but itâs also true that the end of the second academic year is tearing you apart and you need to do something to donât go insane.
So here you are, itâs Friday night, at their place, and youâre surrounded. Haechan has left you alone for a moment, busy talking with Mark. Jeno is trying to set up the table in the living room, while Renjun runs after him because âthings are not perfect enough.â Yangyang âno, he doesnât live with them, but for some reason, he is always aroundâ is in the kitchen doing only God knows what.
For your luck, you have Jaemin and the girls by your side. Ningning, who apparently has something going on with Mr Loverboy at your side. Yeri, who is there just to bully Haechan, Mark and Yangyang  âan old tradition that goes on since high school, and you love her for that. And Minjeong, whoâs the nicest and yet smartest person you know, you are relieved she is in creative writing with Jaemin. You met them all before, one of the thousand times Donghyuck dragged you around with him, and the four of you got along right away, quickly becoming friends.
âTheyâre so loud, I would have a constant headache living here,â Yeri huffs loudly, rolling her eyes and falling backwards in Ningningâs arms.
You raise a brow as a âtold youâ moment.
âTheyâre not that bad usually,â Jaemin defends, looking at his friends, now all too interested in something that regards what they are supposed to eat.
âPfft, please, Jaem,â you say, glaring at him.
âHow would you know?â He says. âOh, no, yes, actually you would, youâre always here.â
âSee, so stop defending them,â you say before becoming aware of the three sets of eyes boring holes into you. You turn around meeting your three friends and lift a brow in a questing look.
âWhy would you always be here?â Ningning teases, nudging you.
You roll your eyes. âDonât wander too far with your brains. Iâve got a project with Hyuck.â
âHyuck? You used to go around calling him by his stage name just a few months ago and now itâs Hyuck?â Yeri points out, smirking smugly.
You throw a pillow at her. âHeâs always attached to my hip, of course, we got closer,â you explain, frowning.
âSure, sure,â she laughs. âNot even the boys call him Hyuck.â
âThey do,â you retort.
âOf course you know, youâre always here,â Minjeong giggles and you gasp.
âYou traitor!â You say, grabbing her shoulders and shaking her as you both laugh.
âMove your asses over here, motherfucââ Yangyang screams before Renjun slaps a hand on his face.
âI will kill you all one day,â Renjun says, storming into the kitchen to bring more drinks as you sit down around the table.
âPlease leave us out of it,â Yeri screams loud enough so he can hear.
âSure, you can even help me get it done if you want to,â he says, sitting between Jeno and Yangyang, handing the bottles around.
âIâm in,â the four of you say simultaneously, raising your hands and they all gasp as they glare at you.
âGuess we better sleep with our eyes open tonight,â Yangyang mutters.
âYou should always sleep with one eye open,â Yeri threatens, smiling creepily.
You chuckle at their antics, but your attention is caught by Donghyuck who sits by your side. âWould you kill me?â
You smile, caressing his hand on his thigh. âHoney, what are you saying? You would be the first that has to go.â
The smile on his face drops and you laugh, turning to the table to grab something to eat.
âYou know,â he whispers, leaning in so only you can hear, âno dick tonight.â
You lower your head, trying to hide the embarrassment, but then lift it up and shake it, fixing your hair behind your ear, and turning to him. âNot like something couldâve happened tonight anyway.â
âPeriod?â
âPeople,â you say and he chuckles, opening a can of beer before taking a sip.
âAs if that ever stopped you.â
You roll your eyes, stealing the beer from his hand, âas if that ever stopped you.â
He smiles, resting his head on his palm as he looks at you. âYou never said no, though.â
You wave him off, returning your attention to the table, but it doesnât last much, theyâre deep in a heated conversation and youâre missing something. âWhy are they bickering⊠again?â
Haechan chuckles, shaking his head, grabbing a spring roll, dipping it in the soy sauce before taking a bite. You roll your eyes because you need to be updated right away but when you look at him munching happily you canât hold back a smile.
âSo,â he says, cleaning his lips after he swallowed, âJeno wants Renjun for a project, but Renjun has war traumas of the last time they did a shooting together and doesnât want to.â
You giggle, grabbing a spring roll too, and dipping it in the same small cup of Donghyuck, while you both pay attention to the conversation.
âBut youâre perfect for it,â Jeno insists, shaking Renjun from his shoulders, not caring about the pissed-off expression of the older.
âIâm literally not, ask anybody else but me,â Renjun repeats, a deep crease visible on his forehead.
âBut you look like an angel,â Jeno pouts, finally stopping his movements and batting his lashes to gain some pity.
âI might look like an angel, but I feel Satan rising in me every time you talk,â he says, making everybody laugh before he glances, and the room goes quiet.
âCome on, how bad can it be?â Minjeong says, and you see her shift closer to Mark, but you donât say anything.
Renjun groans, throwing his head back. He canât believe he might be convinced into this by the end of the night. âHeâs too much of a perfectionist, and Iâm not comfortable in front of the camera. Also, heâs not rich enough to have a studio and he always takes ages to put the light boxes in their place once heâs done.â
âOh, I wonât annoy you, I promise,â Jeno begs again.
âWe can rent a studio,â you say, all eyes on you. âI mean,â you cough, placing the small bite of the roll left on the plate in front of you, âme and Hyuâ Donghyuck have to shoot the cover for the songwriting project, I donât think we can wait any longer since we also have to record the song and then come up with an advertising strategy.â
âThen rent a studio?â Renjun says, coming out colder than he intends to. âNo, wait, I just donât get why you have to drag me in this.â
âJeno proposed to be our photographer, but I doubt we can do it at home. And since we wouldnât be paying for his job. Sorry,â you mouth quickly glancing at Jeno who shrugs and smiles at you. âWe can at least put the money for the studio.â
âAnd where do I fit in this,â he cries, shoulders slumping as he knows thereâs no way out of this, no matter what you say next.
âWell, since you pay the studio per hour, I donât think Jeno will torture you much. He takes two hours with you and two hours with us and in a day, we are done. Also, if there are four of us, we can be quicker,â you finish explaining, hearing some hums of agreement from your other friends.
Jeno doesnât say a word, heâs only smiling widely with his face close to Renjunâs as the latter regrets all the life choices that brought him here. âFine, Iâll do it,â he exhales, groaning when Jeno hugs him and screams a cheer in his ear. âStep away before I change my mind,â he warns, slapping Jenoâs arm and glaring at him when he does as told.
Yeri sighs deeply at your side, rolling her eyes and muttering, âchildren.â
You chuckle, finishing your roll, and stealing Donghyuckâs beer again before talking to him. âSo, I guess weâre almost done.â
âAlmost done? You still didnât show me the lyrics, have you even written them?â
âHey,â you scold. âAre you doubting me?â
âI donât know, last time I checked, you were the one struggling. I offered you four bases, and all the words Iâve read from you ended up crumpled in the bin.â
You sigh. âIâve got the song,â you reassure him.
âReally?â
âYeah, and I also picked the production. I mean, I⊠I wrote it because of that production.â
Haechanâs smirk widens when you start stuttering and looking away, trying to look unsuspicious in your friendsâ eyes. âReally? And why are you shying away?â
You almost jump when you feel his hand on your thigh, resting on your bare skin under the skirt. âIâm not,â you whisper, trying to keep cool.
He snickers. âYou know Iâll have to see it and you canât keep it a secret from me, right?â
âI know, I donât want it to be a secret. Youâll read it.â
He squeezes your thigh, and you glare at him. âNot now.â
âRight, later, under the cover when weâll watch a movie,â he jokes.
Yeri coughs beside you and you see your entire life pass in front of your eyes, but you fake nonchalance and turn to her. âNeed something? Some water?â
âSome tea, honey, some tea,â she says, raising a brow and pointing at the man at your side, now busy talking with Yangyang.
âI can make some.â
âStop playing me,â she whispers, sending you a deadly glare. She can be scary at times, youâre not surprised the boys listen to her in the blink of an eye.
âHeâs just being stupid, he flirts even with walls,â you say.
âDoes he touch their thighs?â
âNo, heâs not,â you say, only to gasp when she looks down and his hand is still on you. You push it away but he puts it right where it was and you can only sigh.
Yeri snickers. âAh, lâamour.â
Your head rolls back as you let out an annoyed sigh. âLove my ass.â
Yeri shrugs, sipping from her small bottle of soju. âDonât care, thereâs still something going on, and Iâm interested.â
âIâd love to mock you with somebody but youâre more closed than an unopened can of beans.â
âYou are so bad with words. How do you write songs?â
âI donât write about beans, clearly,â you say seriously before you both laugh.
âYou two, mind to share whatâs funny with the class?â Ningning calls you out.
âSorry Professor Ning, weâll be even more annoying next time,â Yeri retorts.
âWhy do I feel youâre quoting something we canât understand?â Renjun says.
âBecause youâre right,â Yeri replies.
âYesterday Yeri almost got us expelled,â Ningning says with a forced smile on her face, making you all gasp.
âWhat happened to sharing information?â Mark screams, leaning in with interest.
âWhy do you care so much?â Yeri shrugs, grabbing a bowl of tteokbokki to eat.
âMh, hello? You got your asses out of Uni,â Minjeong says.
Yeri only rolls her eyes, resting her head on Ningning. âIf a tteokbokki falls on my clothes youâre dead,â the blonde-haired warns before bringing her gaze to all of you. âIn her defense, it wasnât her fault. Not at the start, at least.â
âNo,â Yeri retorts, sitting up straight again, and placing the bowl on the table, âit wasnât my fault, period.â
âHere she goes again,â Ningning sighs, puffing and shaking her head, making you chuckle. But Yeri is not paying her attention, too busy telling the facts right.
âProfessor Choi hates us and treats us like kids. Not only his lessons are boring, and I would like to add, useless, but he also thinks weâre in kindergarten.â
âDid you fight with him?â Jeno questions, frowning, already fearing a positive answer.
Yeri gulps, looking around to take time to answer.
âOh, God, tell me you didnât,â you say, staring at her with a worried expression.
âHe asked for blood,â she says, getting fired up.
âYou fought a Professor?â Jaemin gasps loudly.
âShe didnât,â Ningning intervenes when Yeri is about to open her mouth again. âJust because I was there to babysit her, but she didnât.â
âI didnât come here to be treated like a child,â she says, crossing her arms on her chest. âWe werenât even being loud. We were sitting in the back of the class, minding our business and he called us out. There was a group of boys in the middle row watching fucking porn and he called us out.â
âEw,â it comes out collectively.
âBut unless the headphones werenât connected how would he know?â Yangyang asks.
âI donât care! He hates us,â she groans.
âSo you decided to make him hate you even more? Smart move, Yerim, smart move,â Renjun says sarcastically, and she glares at him.
âI just decided to drag her out when things got a bit heated,â Ningning says.
âNot in a Beyonce way I guess,â Haechan jokes, and Yeri slaps him as you move back to give her space to hit him.
âHey! Why are you helping her bully me?â He asks offended.
âCause you deserve it?â You shrug.
Donghyuck looks around in disbelief, groaning when everybody agrees. âFake ass friends, canât even trust your own shadow in this group.â
âBack to what matters, safe to say you wonât pass the class,â Renjun says.
âWe will, thereâs only one lesson left, and weâll pay attention,â Ningning says and Yeri raises her brows. âWe will pay attention. He might hate us, but, you know, a bit of boot-licking and weâll be fine.â
âFine,â Yeri gives up. âBut only because I donât want to see him ever again.â
âWe once fought so hard we got kicked out,â Haechan confesses, bringing the attention to him.
âYou and?â Jeno asks.
âDumbass, Miss Better than him, thought you heard them bicker every two seconds,â Renjun replies instead, pointing at you with his index finger.
âHey!â You say. âI mean, thank you for acknowledging Iâm better than him but it wasnât so bad.â
âOh, trust me, it was,â Mark comments before drinking his beer.
âAnd you were teaching us a lesson, uh?â Yeri teases, eyebrow raised at you two.
âWe didnât insult the Professor,â you explain. âWe were just at each otherâs throat.â
âWhy?â Minjeong asks.
âHonestly? Canât remember, we fight about everything,â Donghyuck replies.
âWe donât fight,â you clarify. âWe discuss. And sometimes things take a bad turn. Not anymore, we learned how to survive with each other.â
âOh, Iâm sure,â giggles Yeri and you kick her knee with yours, making her groan.
Haechan sends you a look you ignore, and you go on explaining. âWe were just stating our thoughts, but we werenât exactly agreeing, and we couldnât stop, so the Professor told us to take it somewhere else.â
âAnd you did? You simply couldâve stopped,â Renjun asks in disbelief. He canât believe he thought you were normal.
âWe had business to settle, okay?â You explain.
âOh, and we sure did,â Haechan chuckles under his breath or so he thinks because the room goes quiet, and you think you want to strangle him.
You have to come up with something.
âYou only won because I gave up,â you say, looking into his eyes, seeing the devilish glint behind, warning him to not say a word more.
âYou always give up if thereâs a prize you can take,â he clicks his tongue and you gulp.
âOookay, weird tension in the room, itâs clear the only one not getting laid is me,â Yangyang cheers, bringing you two out of your competitive stare. Youâd like to complain, saying itâs not what he thinks about, but youâre still stuck, brain busy thinking about something else.
âThis night itâs boring, if we donât do something funny, Iâll act out my plan of killing you all,â Renjun says, standing up.
âI still donât know whether youâre joking or not,â Mark says.
âBecause Iâm not.â
âCaught you!â
âHyuck!â You scream, turning around, holding a hand over your chest as his arms wrap around your waist and his chin rests on your shoulders. âYou couldâve killed me.â
âYouâre eating cake without me, thatâs the crime,â he says, pulling your hand to his face to take a bite.
You roll your eyes. âJaemin told me he had to store it away because Jeno and Minjeong were eating it all.â
âSo, you were hiding, uhm?â
You hum, cutting another piece and diving it in two to give it to him. âHe said I could eat it. Also, I think I had too much alcohol and I need to put something in my stomach.â You sit on the countertop and he takes his place between your legs.
âAm I allowed to eat it?â
âI guess so, Iâll take the blame if he says something,â you giggle.
âDonât think he will notice, too busy dancing with somebody,â he says, hinting at Ningning. Â
âThey look cute together,â you say, smiling fondly.
âOh, they do. If only he could grow some balls and confess,â he says.
âDo you confess, Casanova?â You tease.
Donghyuck smirks. âHow does it look like?â
You shrug. âDonât know, you tell me.â
He rolls his eyes before he realizes you two are not together. âWait, are we⊠no, never mind,â he says, pulling away, and turning to the door.
You grab his hand, stopping him. âWhat?â
âJeno called,â he lies, trying to escape your hold.
âNo, he didnât. Heâs sitting with Yangyang passing the blunt around,â you jump off the top and face him. âAre we?â Youâre not sure what you expect him to say.
Donghyuck gulps, struggling to keep his eyes on you. âAre you fucking somebody else?â
Whatever you were expecting, that wasnât it. âAre you?â
âI asked you first,â he retorts.
You blink. âOh, really?
âYeah, really.â
âDo I look like I know somebody else besides us?â
âJeno likes you, and he told me you two are texting.â
âAs friends, Hyuck. I already told him Iâm taken â Iâm not, Iâm⊠Iâm taken by other things in my mind. Uni, fighting you, especially fighting you.â
Donghyuck snickers, not really what he expected from you, but deep down ânot even so deep, trulyâ what he wanted to hear. âYeah, I agree, youâre taken, mostly by me.â
Youâre about to retort but he slips from your hands too soon, leaving the small kitchen to reach the others. But youâre smiling. Itâs a dumb, small smile that lights up your face in the dark of the night, and your heart pumps. You two didnât name any of this, but âbickering asideâ you objectively know you acted like a couple. Itâs not about the sex, itâs about everything else. He started to pick you up before lessons so you could go to class together and sit next to each other âwhile he did everything he could to distract you. You ate at your friendsâ table at lunch, went out for dates, and occasionally even slept over. You are taken and probably for longer than you even realise. Donghyuck started filling your days months ago, and even your life.
Youâre still caught up in your thoughts that you donât hear Ningning enter the kitchen.
âI spy with my little eyes something suspicious,â she sings while pouring herself a glass of water, leaning against the countertop where you were before.
âFirst Yeri, and now you?â You ask, a small smile curling your lips while you walk to lean next to her.
Ningning gasps offended. âShe knew before me? Is this how you betray me? After I helped you style your hair?â
You laugh, resting your head on her shoulder, and inhaling deeply; she always smells nice. âI didnât tell her,â you confess. âHonestly, I donât even know myself.â
You canât see her, but you know sheâs smiling when her arms wrap around your body.
âSo, what is that, love?â
You hum. âI donât know what it is, but I know I like it.â
âI knew you were a romantic at heart,â she jokes, pulling away to squeeze your cheeks.
âIâm just happy. I donât think I need to put a name on this⊠on this happiness.â
A big smile spreads on her face and her eyes crinkle, her hand softly caresses your cheeks. âItâs not only Donghyuck, is it?â
You nod, pressing your lips in a flat line because something about this feels too emotional for you. Itâs 11 pm and thereâs faint music playing in the living room while people laugh, and joke, sharing a blunt or bottles of alcohol. And youâre in the kitchen talking about a boy you want to kiss and strangle with who, youâre sure, can now consider your best friend. Itâs the stupid fun of the early 20s. Itâs the sense of something youâve been missing for too long since you only let yourself be absorbed by your studies, leaving friendship behind.
And when a lonely tear rolls down your eyes, Ningning coos, gently wiping it away. âIâm happy,â you say, nodding.
âI know,â she replies, cupping your face.
âIâve been on my own since I came here and I never regretted believing in my dreams even if it meant leaving the ones I loved the most behind, but now I realize what Iâve been missing,â you confess. âI love that theyâre so loud they give me a headache.â You both chuckle and your hands intertwine. âAnd I love that we all sit together at lunch even if most of you have to run from the other side of the building. I love how none of you hesitated one moment to consider me part of your group.â
âIâm so happy youâre with us,â she says, smiling. âI guess Donghyuck does something right sometimes.â
You both laugh.
âYeah, he definitely made my second year less boring than the first one,â you admit.
âCome here, I guess we both could use a hug,â she says, not giving you time to reply before youâre into her arms. You stay like this for a while, and you know more than before that this is what you missed the most. This is what college means. It isnât in the loud parties, the sex, and the drugs, itâs in the people you do things with. Nine young people like you, trying to survive this craziness by being each otherâs strength. You can still look at your goal right in the eye even if you have fun, even if you date, even if you have someone to walk down this road with.
âYou know, I knew you were a good one when you slammed your fist on the table at lunch when he made you fuck up the essay,â Ningning confesses when you pull away.
You laugh, wiping away another tear. âIâm glad he did, I wouldnât be here today if he didnât.â
âYou and Ning disappeared in the kitchen before,â Donghyuck says, searching in his closet to find something to make you wear for the night.
âYeah, we talked about us. I know I might not show it, but Iâm glad I found this,â you sigh. âI like them.â
Donghyuck smiles, sitting next to you. âThey all like you just as much.â
âItâs like I finally have a place where I belong. I have people to rely on, so maybe Iâll learn to stop wanting to deal with everything by myself.â
âI told you life doesnât have to be lonely,â he says. âI know that coming from me sounded like sabotage but I meant it. Having someone by your side makes everything easier.â
You smile and nod, grabbing the shirt heâs handing you. âI hate to say it, but you were right,â you chuckle. He doesnât reply and you donât drag the conversation, simply enjoying the thousands of words you two should be telling each other, but are not ready to face, yet.
âCan I use the bathroom? I need to freshen up a bit,â you say, breaking the comfortable silence. Most of the others are crushed in the living room, you think you saw Ningning sneak into Jaeminâs room but you were too caught up in Donghyuck to be sure of that, Renjun and Jeno might still be awake but youâre sure that all the weed they smoked wonât make them pay attention to you.
âSure, if you need towels theyâre in the cabinet under the sink,â he tells you, and soon youâre out of the room.
It doesnât take you long to clean yourself up; you wash your face and steal someoneâs products to get rid of your make-up, quickly get rid of your dress, put on some perfume âyouâre pretty sure itâs Donghyuckâs cause you smell like himâ and then wear the shirt he borrowed.
Once youâre done, you quickly make your way to the kitchen, and, passing in the living room, you see your assumptions are right; thereâs no sight of the two love birds, and the only ones awake are Renjun, Jeno and Yeri, while the others are crushed on the sofa. You expect a remark from the girl, but she barely notices you, too busy playing âtrying toâ something with the other two.
After a few minutes, youâre back in Donghyuckâs room, and you notice heâs changed into something comfortable, too. Heâs lost folding his clothes, and you let yourself get lost in his beauty. Too busy fighting him and trying to prove something, you realize you never noticed the smallest details that make him so handsome. The bridge of his nose, his soft lips, the moles on his cheek, his soft brown hair falling around his face.
âYou alright?â His voice brings you out of your daydreams and you nod shyly, feeling embarrassed for being caught staring.
âYeah, everything fine,â you reply, quickly walking to the bed. You see him staring at you with a confused expression, but avoid any awkward moment by reaching for your phone and pretending to be busy. But youâre not busy, youâre confused. Youâre not used to this, any of this. Your nights have always been filled with yourself and books (whether for school or your entertainment), and if you felt wilder a movie, rare were the occasions when you would go out with your friends. And regret is creeping on your back. You feel like you lost a lot, you feel like youâve punished yourself to get where you are now. And you think about love, how you treated your relationships, how little weight you gave them. And when you think about what you felt in these past months you wonder if you have ever even been in love.
âRemind me to never make you drink again if you get this sulky.â Once again, Donghyuckâs voice brings you back to earth, and when you turn toward that sound, you see heâs sitting next to you.
âIâm not sulky,â you chuckle. âI was just thinking about what I said before.â
He hums. âAnd?â
You shrug. âNothing. You canât change the past, I was just⊠having some bittersweet emotions.â Itâs the truth, but you know that deep down your brain is trying to make you focus on the friendships because you donât want to think about your biggest problem: the man you have by your side. This wasnât supposed to be whatever it is. It wasnât supposed to happen. And you donât hate that it did, but you donât know how to feel and act about it, cause you didnât plan it. You couldnât study this, you couldnât put this on a PowerPoint and have it all laid out for you to understand it, itâs not logical, itâs not a theory, a study, a thesis, itâs emotion.
âYou seemed happy before,â he whispers after a few minutes of silence passed. His hand gently rests on your stomach and you feel your heart race.
âI was,â you reply. âI am. I just wish I found this sooner, I always focused on my studies and career, and looking back at it now, it was lonely. AndâŠâ you sigh, rubbing the bridge of your nose, âIâm jealous of you, âcause you managed to be at the top with all of this.â
He chuckles, but itâs a tender sound, and then smiles at you. âWell⊠I managed until you came around. YouâŠâ he coughs, struggling to confess, âyou distracted me a bit, so I think youâre better than me at this socializing and rocking your career at the same time thing.â
You laugh. âI distracted you?â
âJust a bit, donât get too excited,â he warns, falling deeper into the mattress and laying in silence. You have your thoughts tormenting you, but for him, itâs no different. He knows his plan failed. Youâve been filling his thoughts, days and seconds for a few months now. Even when he was studying or recording, somehow, you were always there. At first, for spite, surely, but then, it turned into something else. Hate turned into teasing, teasing turned into lust, and lust turned into something more. He knows he doesnât just simply want you or need you. He craves you and your company, your study sessions together, your smart talks, your witty words, your annoyed eye-roll when heâs right, and the soft eyes when you listen to him. He craves you and your laugh, the suppressed one during lessons and the loud one when you are alone, or your hidden smirk when he makes you smile even if you donât want to.
He constantly comes back to you.
âAre you listening or are you avoiding me?â You ask when he doesnât reply to your question and he shakes his head, mumbling an apology.
âSorry, I was thinking.â
You chuckle. âItâs alright, it was a bitter question anyway.â
âNo come on, ask me again.â
âIt was just for fun. I wanted to know if I was the reason why youâve been doing a bit worst than me lately,â you say. Thereâs no mockery in your tone, instead itâs light and hides a timid blush as the words roll down your tongue.
Donghyuckâs body shuffles next to yours and only then you realize how intimately close you are, with your legs almost intertwined, his hand still on your stomach and his face resting on your chest. âWell, yes, you were an unexpected presence in my life, soâŠâ
âSoâŠ?â You laugh. âAm I so hot I got you horny all the time?â You joke but he doesnât crack a smile, instead he furrows and stands up to sit on the bed with his arms crossed.
âIâm not that horny,â he murmurs.
Your body mirrors his, and then your hands lift his chin up. âSorry, I was kidding. I didnât mean to offend you. I just didnât think you thought about me that much. I wanted to be on top but not like this.â
âTechnically, youâre not on top of everything, but anyway, we just spent a lot of time together, you know? So different studying methods and so on, shocked me a bit.â
You raise a brow, not because youâre so pretentious to think you distracted him that much, but because you think you learned to read him a bit and heâs not being honest at all. âSure, and you werenât busy thinking of me after our⊠dates? Coming home and texting me, and telling me how you shouldâve been between my thighs instead?â
He blushes, and you canât believe your eyes. âIt only happened once, and either way I never study at night, my pretty brain canât handle it.â
You laugh. âYour brain is pretty, now?â
âYeah, of course, everything about me is pretty.â He shrugs.
âYouâre a bit of a liar, you know? First telling me I distracted you and then taking it back, but itâs alright, I think we settled this war. Weâre equal now, right?â
âI guess you could say that.â
You huff rolling your eyes. âYouâre so competitive, God.â You fall on the mattress again. âBut maybe itâs good, we can keep this healthy and competitive.â
He hums, thinking about it and then nods. But you donât expect him to cage you with his body as he sits on top of you and reduces the distance between you. âDoesnât sound bad, we could try.â
You smile, trying to act nonchalantly, but itâs hard when heâs so close; hair a mess, face tired but still so fucking handsome, and plump lips so temptingly close to yours.
âI want you,â you whisper, looking straight into his eyes even if they make your knees buckle.
âI want you, too,â he replies before diving in and kissing you.
The last weeks before finals are hectic. You and Donghyuck spend all the time studying together. When youâre not locked in the library youâre either at your or his place, and most of the time you end up sleeping over with the excuse of âspending just a few minutes together without thinking about exams.â
Yet, none of you confess anything. Your relationship lingers in that limbo.
In all that chaos, what takes you more time is the songwriting project. You spend days in the studio to record and mix it. Then when you are done, you move to the studio with Jeno to shoot the concept photos. And it would been enough for the exam, but you and Donghyuck just have to go an extra mile, making an entire booklet with the photos and the lyrics inside, the physical CD with the track, the instrumental, and an acapella version.
Even if the shooting is long and tiring, since you have to style and do each otherâs make-up, and the only help is from Renjun, you have a lot of fun.
If at the start you feel a bit insecure with the poses, Donghyuck is the perfect partner to have to feel at ease. And Jeno knows how to do his job, making you feel like a queen after the first awkward shots.
âI love how the photos turned out,â Jeno cheers happily on your way to their place. âThe three of you are the perfect models. I will annoy you again to build my portfolio.â
Renjun rolls his eyes as his head slams against the bus window.
You chuckle. âCome on, Jun,â you say, pinching his cheek. âYou had fun too, you canât deny that. Also, you got so many beautiful photos for free, I wouldnât complain.â
âFree? Iâd like to remind you I helped you pay for the rent,â he retorts, sitting straight again. âBut yeah, I had fun,â he admits, making Jeno clap happily. âBut, I will do this again only if she comes with us.â
Jeno bats his eyes at you and you snicker. âYes, if I am what he needs to be dragged into the studio, I will come with you.â
âI love you,â Jeno screams, hugging you tight. When you hug him back, you make eye contact with Donghyuck, but he swiftly turns his head. Not quick enough to hide heâs not enjoying this so much; jaw tense, fingers closing in a fist.
You find his jealousy of Jeno quite interesting. Even if itâs true you got very close to him, itâs hilarious how Donghyuck thinks anything would happen between you two when Jeno is clearly taken by someone else; someone too busy plotting his murder to realize his feelings, but thatâs another matter.
And Donghyuck shows his jealousy even more when, once at home, you sit around the table to watch Jeno post-produce the photos and create the mock-up for the entire project with your supervision.
His arm wraps around your shoulder as he keeps his leg pressed against yours, and you have to hold back a chuckle. Yes, itâs obvious thereâs nothing between you and Jeno, but this makes you feel wanted, and you let him show it.
You know youâll have to deal with other menaces tomorrow; a hangout is already scheduled in the group chat with the girls after a quick text sent right away by Yeri. You love her, you do, but without that, maybe, just maybe, you wouldnât have four other pairs of eyes set on you â Jaemin and Yangyang are very curious when they want to.
âAre you listening?â Jenoâs voice brings you out of your thoughts.
You blink twice and then mumble, âwhat?â
He shakes his head. âDo you like the font?â
âOh,â you whisper. Your eyes adjust again on the screen that you were mindlessly staring at and focus on the project. âYeah, I love it.â
âWe were thinking of not putting our name on it since itâs more trendy lately,â Donghyuck says.
You nod. âYeah, I think itâs better like this. I also love the picture, I think it would be more powerful without the name on it but weâre not that famous, yet,â you joke making them laugh.
âThatâs why I didnât make it too big, so the focus would be on you two.â
âLove it, that's perfect,â you praise. âHonestly, seeing it all almost done, I feel guilty for not giving you anything.â
Jeno shrugs. âItâs alright. Iâm having fun doing this and can put it in my portfolio anyway. I did much worse and less fun for some courses.â
âWe will offer you a dinner,â Donghyuck says. âSomewhere cheap, though.â
After a few hours, everything is almost done. Jeno still wants to double-check everything tomorrow before sending it to be printed but the final results wonât differ much.
âSo, I think we should celebrate the project that brought you two so close,â Ningning says, winking at the last words, before raising an empty cup.
You chuckle, trying to escape Donghyuckâs hold, but itâs still firm on you. âItâs just a Uni project, there's nothing to celebrate.â
âWell, mine and Markâs is not that good,â Yangyang snorts. âI donât understand why you two always want to do so much extra work but whatever makes you happy.â
âWe love the song,â Donghyuck replies. âAnd weâre proud of it so we might as well fool ourselves it might get more than 30 listens on SoundCloud.â
âFor me,â Ningning says, âthis is huge. One day youâll be famous and we will get to say we were here from the start, so we need to treat ourselves and party.â
âYes, letâs treat ourselves to the cheapest pizza on the block. Oh, how I love being an adult,â Yeri huffs, slumping on the couch. âNo, but really, this is something to celebrate.â She then moves closer to you so that only you can hear. âAnd maybe if we get you drunk enough weâll get juicy info before tomorrow.â
You roll your eyes and shake your head. âFine, order these pizzas and letâs celebrate.â
The girls donât get you drunk enough to spill anything but get themselves drunk enough that Jaemin has to drive them back to their place. Truthfully thereâs nothing to say anyway. You and Donghyuck still didnât talk, you didnât even have sex lately. Too busy with everything, that was the last of your thoughts. But you did sleep together and basically lived in symbiosis. So?
You should feel happy about this project. Academically it will be another success, and honestly, one of your best works so far. So why do you feel this emptiness in your chest now that youâre sitting on a chair in Donghyuckâs bedroom?
This is the end. Now nothing holds you two together, and you fear that what you built over these months might not be strong enough for you to still hang out with you. You wonder if this meant anything to him. Sure, he likes you, but how much? Sex means nothing, and even if said between the lines, he got you to try out romantic things to make you come up with the song. And he succeeded. You have the song, the lyrics you tried so hard to put down. Fake dates, fake flirts, fake everything, but everything you put down is real. And itâs terrifying.
So absorbed by your torments, you donât see Donghyuck stare at you, standing in front of you changed into fresh clothes.
âHey.â His voice makes you flinch in surprise and quickly look up at him. Thereâs a frown on his face. âWhatâs with that face?â
You shrug, diverting the eye contact.
âAre you not happy with the result?â Donghyuck asks, grabbing the closest chair so he can sit right in front of you. Â
âNo, I love it. I loved everything so much and thatâs why Iâm sad.â There are many reasons why, and youâre not a master at dealing with too many emotions at once. Subjects? Books? Essays? Projects? They can fall and pile up on you and you wonât feel the weight of it. But real life? Feelings? Not where you excel.
âCause you wonât have any excuses to spend time with me and see me?â He teases, chuckling. Heâs still the same person you met one year ago but behind his playful voice and acts thereâs something tender, at least you like to see it this way.
âUhm, I hope we will keep seeing each other,â you confess shyly, doing everything in your power to not meet his warm gaze. His hands on his lap are a beautiful view now. âBut noâŠâ
His teasing smirk turns apprehensive. âHey, whatâs wrong?â
You shrug. This should be the easy thing to confess. A bit humiliating considering showing some weakness to him still feels like letting your mortal enemy pour salt in your open wounds, but youâre hiding more vulnerable things from him. Â
âNothing but⊠I was so sure I didnât want to be a singer, and I was more and more sure of working in Pr, and now⊠I donât know. I loved writing the song, like I always do, but this time felt different, as if⊠thatâs what Iâm supposed to do in my life, you know?â You look up because even if you canât take a mocking look you have to see his reaction.
He smiles, caressing your cheek. âI think youâre good at it so yeah, you should.â
Youâre taken aback by that reply. Deep down you wanted him to shred your dreams cause you feel like all of this is insane, and if you have nobody supporting you maybe you wonât indulge in it. But itâs clear that Donghyuck is not an enemy anymore and has your back now. Â
âYeah but⊠I loved singing and doing it with you. Being in the studio, recording, but even before when we were working on the melody and everything. And working on the concept? We did all that with just one song, can you imagine what working on an album feels like?â
He smiles and nods. âWell, yeah, I fantasized about it a lot, so yes. But why is it a problem? Why canât you pick this as a career?â
You can see in his eyes that heâs confused. Not by your change of path, but by your sudden insecurity. Deep down youâre shocked by that too. You have changed goals a few times in your academic career but somehow this feels so different.
âCause itâs rare to make it,â you mutter, nervously playing with your hands. Truth is, the chances of failure are so big, and youâre not sure you could take it. You and your perfectionism and your need to succeed on the first try. Â
âCanât say youâre wrong, itâs hell out there, but⊠youâre good, and beautiful, and Iâm sure that with your songwriting skills and your voice, someone will notice you.â
He had tried to make a name for himself longer than you, he knows it. During some vulnerable night conversation where you showed him your songs, he told you how many demos he had sent, and how hard he tried to build something at least on the socials. So you donât care if his words are driven by sympathy, he could discourage you, but instead, heâs supportive, and thatâs all you need.
âAnd what am I without your production? Will you be my Jack Antonoff?â
Donghyuck laughs. âIâd prefer to be your Aaron Dessner.â
âYeah, fine. I like that Haechan,â you say, highlighting that name that now sounds foreign.
âI donât want to hear that name roll from your lips anymore,â he chuckles and you hum laughing. Â
âTalking about lyrics,â he says after a few seconds, the phrase lingers in the air⊠âthis song was interesting.â
âInteresting? What do you mean? Is it bad?â Your eyes widen and the anxiety that left you jumps at you again.
He shakes his head. âI said interesting, not bad. You should know the difference.â
âItâs not funny, interesting means nothing.â
He chuckles. âSome phrases are interesting⊠thatâs it. They look familiar.â
You feel your body burn up in flames and you have to shift your gaze from him. You shouldâve scrapped that, he isnât dumb. (You believed he was up until two seconds ago, but apparently, he was just waiting for the right moment to trap you.)
âI wonder if something, or someone,â he winks, âinspired you.â
âThe sea. When we went there together. The sea inspired me,â you whisper swiftly, nervously biting the inside of your cheek. âThatâs why I called it wave.â
Donghyuck laughs. âIâm not talking about the title, and you know it,â he says, resting his hand on your knee. âFlow that Iâve never felt before? Meeting you through distinctive distraction is a miracle?â
âYou told me you liked it,â you say, playing innocent.
He rolls his eyes. âI do. I love it, actually. I just wanted to analyse it with you.â
You gulp when his fingers start rubbing on your skin. âWe shouldâve done it before recording it, donât you think?â
He clicks his tongue. âNah, I want to do it now. I think I already know who inspired you.â
âThe sea ââ
âDrop it,â he retorts sternly, squeezing your knee. âI think our plan worked. Well, unless you found someone else who inspired you to write a love song.â
âItâs barely a love song,â you stutter, body heating up.
âRight, some lyrics felt sexy,â he giggles. âYouâre such a master in holding me here and there and going up and up down and down again.â
You try to scoot away, but he blocks you by putting his feet under the leg of the chair. âSo what? Also, youâre dirty-minded, thatâs not what it meansâŠâ
He snickers, rubbing his thumb on your cheek. âWhy are you so flustered then?â
âCause youâre too close to me, I can barely breathe.â
âMhh⊠it reminds me of something.â
You roll your head back and mutter a curse under your breath. âIsnât it what you wanted? To inspire me? I did it. I romanticized everything and we got the song.â
âRomantized everything,â he hums. âIn this wave called you thatâs pushing in, I fall in love. You are the center of my heart. Feeling new, feel now. The wave that started because of you, babe. Dive into the world called you. Damn, your creativity is so good, you are talented.â
âAre you mocking me?â
âNo, IâŠâ he sighs annoyed. âIf you wrote it down in a song, why canât you say it to my face?â
You gulp. âI have nothing to tell you.â
He raises a brow. âSo youâre still confused. Should I satisfy you to hear you say it?â
You hide your face in your hands and groan. âFine,â you snap. âI â I wrote that about you. And I, God, this is humiliating. You heard the song, you sang it. Do you want me to say it out loud? Was that not enough?â
Donghyuck smiles, and, for a moment, you fear he will break into a mocking laugh, but instead, his smile gets bigger. âYes, I knew it,â he screams.
âOh⊠of course itâs funny to you, maybe this is what you wanted all along, make me fall in love and then make fun of me.â
âFall in love?â He whispers, stopping in his tracks to look at you, and only then you realise you said it loud and clear. And itâs worse than saying it in a song. âYou love me seriously? Like itâs not just attraction and maybe liking me?â
You feel like choking up on tears but try not to show it. âSo you can laugh at me more?â
âWhy would I laugh at you? I just want to know if what you feel is real,â he replies, and somehow he sounds even more annoyed than before.
You hum and nod, no words can leave your mouth.
âDid you really think I would use this against you? Donât you trust me?â
âI â I⊠I donât know, okay? I do, but also, this was⊠this was all fake, just to write that song and now itâs real. And it was never supposed to be real, and maybe you never wanted me, cause Iâm not your type and you hated me and we both wanted this to be over and now I feel like I can barely breathe without you, and I know that in the song I said I wouldâve left the decision in your hands but the idea of you not wanting me back makes me sick and I ââ
Your words fall into a void as he kisses you with no hesitation. Hands cupping your wet face and holding the back of your neck to keep you close.
âYouâre so fucking stupid. So, so smart and yet such an idiot when it comes to feelings,â he chuckles when he pulls away. âYou said I was an unexpected thing that completely changed your flow but do you have any idea of what you were to me? You ruined my second year,â he confesses, and your face quickly shifts into a worried expression, but he clears your doubts right away. Â
âI thought I could beat you, I thought I could have the upper hand and⊠you messed up my days and nights. I thought you couldnât fill up so much of my time when I already had so many friends but, fuck, I was wrong. And instead of distracting you, I let you distract me.â
âBut I â I didnât plan it, I didnât want to ââ
His thumb shushes you as his eyes crease in a smile. âYou didnât do anything, I just miscalculated. I didnât know the amazing person you are, and let jealousy consume me before love took its place without me even noticing.â
You almost gasp. âLove? So, you do love me back?â
He nods. âStrong word, I know. But goddam, you were ten times cheesier in the song.â
You laugh and he does the same.
âBut I am hurt, though. I canât believe you thought I was playing you.â
âWhat were the chances you were going to fall for me, too? Nobody ever falls for me.â
âGood thing you only needed me to fall for you,â he says, kissing you. âSo⊠did you fall for me at the beach?â
âI was confused back then. I knew I felt something but I didnât know what it was. I thought it was only attraction, but at the same time, I felt like I needed you, you know?â
âAnd to think I wasnât even sure of taking you there,â he giggles.
âReally?â
He nods. âI wanted to study, I already felt like I was falling behind and I thought I could use those three days to catch up, but then you crossed my mind and I forgot about the rest.â
You look down to hide the big smile on your face. No, youâre not happy you almost made him fail his second year in this war, but you love knowing how much he cares about you. The old Donghyuck wouldâve never confessed this, he wouldâve never shown how weak you make him. But now heâs proudly telling you how you genuinely occupied his thoughts.
âI know I didnât show signs of failure, but you did succeed in your plan just a bit.â
He snorts. âDonât need fools gold.â
âNo, Iâm serious. I mean, maybe youâre right, you didnât, but I think you succeeded in something better. You showed me I can achieve my academic goals and still live life. You showed me so much. I had fun on my own, and I loved it, but I also only had myself and nobody to count on, and that sucks.â
âI didnât do it.â
âYes you did, you pushed me out of my comfort zone and trust me, I did panic sometimes. I just hide it better. But you gave me the chance to meet seven amazing people allowing me in your friendâs group. Some of you have known each other for so long, thatâs probably when I shouldâve put my heart at ease and realised you truly cared about me.â
âYou fail to understand how likeable you are. Everybody loves you, you just donât pay them attention.â
You shrug. Heâs probably right. You never cared about that, but you wonât start caring about it now. You found your people, you found your place.
Staying at his place for the night is tempting, but, truth be told, you two want to be on your own on your first night as lovers. So, with the excuse of wanting to eat an ice cream (not an excuse, you will eat ice cream), you slip out of the place.
The others donât care. Honestly, itâs clear that everyone except you two was expecting this ending, but you will deal with this tomorrow at lunch with the girls. For now, you chuckle at Jenoâs wink before he rests his head on Renjunâs shoulder again, who barely waves goodbye before going back to the movie theyâre watching. Mark seems to be the only one confused at the way your arms are linked when you walk through the living room, but youâre sure that Yangyang, who has a teasing smirk on his face, will fill him in as soon as youâre out of the door. Jaemin will sneak at the girlsâ hang-out tomorrow, his face lets it all known.
âI love this place,â Donghyuck says when you enter your apartment.
âReally? This hole?â You chuckle, leaving your bag at the door and getting rid of your shoes.
He nods. âItâs cosy and quiet, and I get to have you all to myself.â Before he finishes the phrases he pulls you in his hold, almost making you lose your balance and you scold him.
âCan you be less clumsy?â
âMhh... no.â
âAlso, itâs not like not being alone ever stopped you from being the clingiest man on earth.â
He huffs, throwing his head back as he slowly starts walking backwards to reach the bed. âAs if you donât like it.â
âYou got us many suspicious looks,â you complain.
âGirl, everybody knew about us,â he says, falling on the bed with you. âI fear they were betting on a situationship but well, we didnât do anything to keep this on the low.â
You shrug. âWhatever,â you say, caressing his face to move the hair on his eyes. âI donât care. Tonight I just want to think about us.â
âNow youâre talking,â he hums happily. âCan I get a chocolate-less kiss?â
You laugh. âYou can get all the kisses you want.â
Your lips connect to his to start a sweet kiss that lasts for a while. You never truly pull away as your hands start moving on each other to get rid of the clothes and leave you half-naked on the bed.
âWanna taste you,â he murmurs, rolling around so your back is on the mattress before he starts going down. His fingers hook with the band of your panties and pull them down. âA bush?â
You huff. âI was just a bit busy, and didnât have time to shave.â
âGood. I hope you donât find time to do it ever again,â he says making you laugh.
âYou like it?â You ask.
âI love it,â he replies.
You donât have time to react because his lips are on you as soon as he's done talking. Your hips buck up and you fail to hold back the moans.
Donghyuck takes his sweet time, licking up stripes to get you wet before he starts sucking on your hardening clit.
Your head rolls back against the pillow and your hands canât help but tangle in his hair to pull him closer. The groan of pleasure that comes out of his mouth at your gesture makes you tremble.
âSo fucking sweet for me,â he mumbles against you. âMy sweet girl.â
A dumb grin curls your lips and your eyes try to open to get a glimpse of him. You regret that action cause his pretty face smashed against you as he eats you out as if you're his last meal sends shivers straight to your core.
âPlease,â you whimper, making him open his eyes to stare at you. Your throat tightens and you feel like you might pass out from that, but still force yourself to finish the phrase. âDonât stop, youâre so good. I â I never felt like this.â
He grins, pulling away only to reply. âYeah? Am I that good?â
You groan. Heâs still so competitive and always has to prove a point. But you donât care. Thatâs fun. Thatâs what you love about him. âYes, youâre that good. Just please, keep doing it.â
âNever planned of stopping.â
When his mouth starts moving on you again you see stars. Your neck falls behind, enjoy the softness of the pillow, and you stop trying to keep it together, moaning loudly and chanting his name.
His hands wrap around your thighs, keeping you close to his mouth. And each flick of his tongue pushes the climax closer, making you see stars.
Your breath gets messier as you hit your peak and pleasure takes over your body as you let go to that blissful sensation running inside you.
Youâre still gasping for air when you feel his fingers prodding at your entrance, slowly entering you.
âHyuck, what are youâ?â
âI want you to be ready for me,â he says. âI won't make you come another time, I promise. Just getting you wetter.â
You mumble a sound that makes no sense before you decide to relax and enjoy the sensation. Itâs not like you would ever complain about his fingers, you simply donât want to be too sensitive already. But heâs true to his words, his two fingers fuck into you, curling up right on your sweet spot, turning you on more and coating them white.
âAlways so good for me,â he praises when he pulls out, sucking them harshly before he leans in to kiss you. Your hands wrap in his hair as you pull him closer, letting your legs wrap around his waist to pull him down. âDamn, calm down,â he chuckles close to your lips. âIâm not going anywhere.â
âI know, but I want you close.â
Donghyuck smiles. âUnhook your legs for a moment and Iâll be as close as possible.â
Reluctantly, you do as ordered, knowing that as soon as heâll slip in, your legs will be exactly in the same place.
You barely pay attention when he does, too focused on the gentle kisses he's leaving on the crown of your head, cheeks and neck. Your eyes only open when he bottoms in and brings your legs around himself.
âHappy now?â He asks, brushing behind a few strands of hair that fell on your face.
âMore than happy,â you reply smiling. Your body moves on its own when your hips buck up against him, eliciting a deep moan to slip past his lips.
Thatâs the sign he needs to know he can start moving. One hand places on your waist to keep you in place and the other supports his body as he starts dragging his hips out.
You can feel your heart skip a beat when he leans down and hides in the crook of your neck, inhaling deeply. âYou always smell so good, thatâs what tricked me to always be close to you,â he mumbles, nibbling your skin.
You chuckle, shaking your head. Even now he has something to say. Still, his words donât distract him from his actions. With each stroke, he hits deep inside of you, hitting sensitive spots that make your toes curl and your fingers close into fists on the sheets.
After finding the perfect angle, Donghyuck starts speeding up, his thrusts not harsh but fast enough to build up a steady rhythm. And, with each one, you feel a wave of pleasure invading you.
âCome here,â you whisper, cupping his face to pull him close. âWanna kiss you.â Your lips are on his right away and you both let go to a long passionate kiss as the hold of your legs around his waist tightens. One hand leaves his face to run on his back, feeling his muscles flex.
Your moans get louder with every passing second but they end up muffled in the messy kiss youâre still sharing.
When his hand sneaks between your bodies, so he can touch your clit in quick circular motions, you know you wonât last much longer. Your walls clench hard around him, and more wetness coats him as your hips buck up for more friction. And the last drop comes from his lips, leaving yours to wrap around your sensitive nipples.
âHyuck,â your voice trembles as you call for him. Pleading eyes looking up at him. You should say something sex-related, maybe praise how good heâs making you feel, or how close you are, but even if those are the thoughts on the tip of your tongue, the words that come out are completely different. âI love you,â you whisper in a hush, feeling the weight disappear from your chest. Saying it clearly is like finally coming to the real realization.
Donghyuck smiles, kissing you repeatedly on the lips. âI love you, too.â
And soon after, you both reach your peak. The pleasure shoots through your bodies like fireworks in the sky.
You stay like that for a few minutes, kissing each other as you wait for your bodies to calm down.
When he slips out of you gently, putting his shirt under your body to avoid a mess, you still have a dumb, but content, smile on your face.
You donât have the energy to move, so you lay there as you watch him move around to grab new clothes and two glasses of water. Just the time to pull yourself together, and youâre once again under the bedsheets, cuddled up against each other. You relax at the feeling of his fingers rubbing circles on the back of your neck and let his heartbeat be a sweet melody.
Mamma Mia is playing on the TV, but none of you has much energy to sing along to ABBAâs songs âhe has a bit more than you as he hums the words.
When he chuckles, you look up at him.
âWhatâs so funny?â You ask, staring at the tv with a frown on your face. The SOS scene not being exactly one of the funniest one.
âI was thinking about us,â he says.
âI do hope we wonât end up like this.â
âYeah, no, but you ended up being my Waterloo, I guess,â he whispers, looking at you. And then you get it, remembering when he sang it to you.
âI told you,â you reply, making him gasp offended. âWhat? You expected me to say something nice? You mocked me, you bragged and I cursed you with eternal love for me.â
Donghyuck laughs and then wraps his arms around you to pull you flatter against him, resting his chin on your head.
âYou know this doesnât mean Iâll stop trying to beat you, right?â He chuckles, but when you lift your gaze, getting a glimpse of him, you see his serious expression. And you hope he's true to his intention and that that spark set by your ambition will never die.
You smile smugly before relaxing against his warm embrace. âYeah, but weâll see if Iâll let you.â
YEARS LATER
âIs everything alright? Why are you looking at us like this?â You ask, shifting on your seat on the couch, looking at the girl in front of you.
âIs it true?â
âWhat?â Donghyuck says.
âIs it true that you two couldnât stand each other?â She says, big brown eyes staring at you with curiosity.
You quirk a brow, giving your full attention to your daughter. âWhy this sudden question?â
âCause itâs embarrassing to see tweets of people going insane over you two, but also I think itâs unfair how these strangers seem to know more about my parents than me.â
You and Donghyuck laugh. âAnd what do they say?"
She rolls her eyes. âThat they canât believe you hated each other and that you started dating her to distract her but ended up falling for her?â
You look at each other smirking before a tender, nostalgic smile takes its place.
âWould it be so terrible?â He asks, tilting his head.
She thinks about it for a moment and then replies. âIt would be a bit embarrassing for you, Dad. But also... cute. So?â
âIâd say itâs true,â he replies, shrugging.
âWait, so you really started dating because you hated each other?â She screams, sitting straight on the loveseat, leaning toward you with her body.
You chuckle. âWe didnât hate each other. We believed we could outdo the other. And your father did too much, as always.â
âYou were miserable before me,â Donghyuck replies, tightening his hold around your waist. âI had a plan, and it wouldâve worked.â
You roll your eyes. âImagine thinking you could make me fall in love and not fall in love with me,â you say to your daughter. âI was a real heartbreaker back then.â
âYou still are,â she replies, smiling. âMy friends go insane every time they realize who my parents are.â
Your daughter never brags about being your child. The famous singer, producer, and dancer Haechan, and you, who had a good launch as a singer before you realized that wasnât your world and decided to stick to be a choreographer and PR manager (well, mostly Donghyuckâs choreographer and his manager). But everyone close to her knows who she is, and itâs not easy to act nonchalantly about it.
She has heard many stories about you two. The gossip about your story running wild since you broke into the industry. But you never sat down and explained it to her, not until now.
âWe still have our charm,â Donghyuck laughs.
âI think the most important thing is your love and that you might be the best parents in the world. But Iâm saying it officially only if you donât turn it into a race.â
âUs? Turning something into a competition? We would never,â Donghyuck jokes.
She rolls her eyes, huffing loudly. And you canât help but smile thinking how similar to your husband she looks right now.
âHoney, forgive us. How do you think weâre still having so much fun after all these years? Thatâs how we thrive, we learned how to push each other healthily.â
âYeah, fine, Iâm glad your love story is still perfect, but seriously, no competition when it comes to me. I love you both so much.â
âCome here,â you say, patting the space in front of you on the couch. Hugging her when she sits down between you two. âYou are the only thing we wonât turn into a competition.â
Donghyuck hums in agreement, wrapping his arm around you two. âWe both won with you.â
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