#back to the normal program

[scarefox]

Got a clip in my youtube recs of Han from Stray Kids during panic attacks & major discomfort on stage and in public

I don't really go there and I only clicked on it to see if it is for real and if his fans REALLY posted a video of that, sharing it around for clicks.

And 1. yes it's for real but also 2. all the people in the comments complaining how fucked up it is that the paparazzis took photos of him during that moment.... while these clowns literally watch this footage as a video someone posted on youtube for tragedy-kink clicks... These people are so out of the loop, it's maddening. What's the difference between a magazine, some xitter user or youtube (and tiktok) channel posting it?? I know, it's only bad when the others do it 🙄 You curse the people who pestered him with their cameras but still share their footage around and ad some infantilizing sad song to it to make it extra sad.

I don't know and care for the circumstances how, when and why but as someone with an anxiety disorder too, this mindset pisses me off. Every normal thinking, empathic human would not share it around, despite how public it is or how sorry you feel of that person... When I have a panic attack I don't want people to see me like that nor comment on it or baby me.

imo posts like that are on the same level as Jonghyuns funeral video...

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

hope you feel better soon!

I am riddled with ailments, but I stay silly!

[spilycoris]

hop on tf2

[updatingranboo]

please redirect all your starkid musical asks to bug @end3rboy as he can’t see them here and he will love to talk more abt it LMAO

[chamoemileclown]

a two brick vertical jump?

[glassedplanets]

mom said it's my turn to do a WCI AU

[asgardian-angel]

Talk Like a Pirate Day!

Ahoy thar! Tis an entire year I've been waiting fer this here day, and fair warning to ye I'm gonna scupper yer dash with all things buccaneer!

Weigh Anchor!

The weather is fair, the wind is high, and you've been shanghaied aboard Captn' Bleary's frigate!

[mamawasatesttube]

superboy (1994) #85

truly, his skill at putting words in literally any order is unmatched. we gotta put this guy in a tube and study him!! ...wait a minute...

[twigs-sprigs]

posts ultrakill...again?!?! commission for @y-o-o-f!!! (no, i do not normally take comms (yet), kass is just my friend HAHAJD)

[celbrini]

[DAVO] during the game against the usa 15.02.2025

[moon13dreams]

I've been having thoughts about SVSSS and why I love and adore it so much. Past the complex characters, the story, the art, the fics, the fandom, and memes, there was something that pulled me in to read it for the first time and then re-read it so many times after that I couldn't quite articulate until I really thought about it.

Deep down, Scum Villain makes me feel... seen.

Luo Binghe speaks to the hurt optimist turned pessimist with fears of abandonment (that I staunchly ignore) and the worshipful, all encompassing love that I desire, but will never see in my partner (not to that degree at least).

Shen Jiu speaks to the bitter, angry, petty pain and spite I harbor from years of disappointment and resentment from those I once trusted and the ironic loyal-to-a-fault tendencies I still have despite it all.

Shen Yuan validates my constant imposter syndrome, fumbling around with the best of intentions, but not really seeing the full picture and just making up things as I go to just survive.

Shang Qinghua speaks to the tired chameleon that I tend to be in real life that seeks refuge behind a pen-name and self-indulgent stories of worlds and lives I would rather live through than my own reality.

I could go on and on, but suffice it to say, Scum Villain makes a lot of the worst, most guilty, ugly, and self-destructive parts of myself feel seen. And it makes all of those broken pieces feel accepted where they wouldn't be anywhere else. Where they never have been before. That no matter how negatively I view myself, there is always the littlest scrap of hope if only I'm open enough to see it.

I love SVSSS. Perhaps one day, I could learn to love these broken pieces of myself, too.

[chisamayas]

INTERNET YAMERO!!!!!!!!!

[thesunoficaruss]

oh if you guys think I'm annoying about 911 right now just wait until season 8 starts airing because I will be insufferable

[rtbyg]

credits to @lambjurk for that hand bc i was struggling 🫶

[hadesknockedupintheunderworld]

One day

One day I hope people realize that Kitsunami already "broke through his programming" back by issue #56 of Idw Sonic

He had an entire mini arc where he dealt with being without Surge for the first time, and in the real world. He met Sonic and his friends directly, tried to work out what his purpose would be without Surge in his life (gave it a shot trying to devote himself to Sonic, seeing him as the next best thing after Surge). And when it was all said and done, he decided after experiencing more that at Surge's side is where he wanted to be.

As of the recent IDW issues, Kit isn't sticking with Surge "because of programming" and "because he just needs for other characters to friend him and turn him into a better person". He is at her side because he wants to be. He protects her and aids her because he cares about her, not just because he's serving the strongest guy in the room. And he's not interacting with others because he's decided not to give a shit about anyone else other than Surge (because from his pov, even the "good guys" are fake. From his pov, everyone is someone trying to lie and manipulate their way into pulling him and Surge to their side)

Kit already has decided what he wants to do with his life. And he decided it on his own. Not because of anyone else's wants or wishes. That's the whole point of his speech at the end of #56.

He's burying whatever his and Surge's past is and moving forward with his conviction to be with Surge because it's what he wants.

[petit-papillion]

Salty Post Warning

Winning after overtaking the leader in WDC standings (who has already won 6 races and will go on to win 9 more this season) three times and driving the last 10 laps with the throttle stuck: 9.6

Winning after overtaking the leader in WDC standings & winner of the previous 9 races when that driver's car had a brake stuck that led to him to retire a lap later, and your competitive team mate was told to hold position behind you, so no one actually challenged you all race: 10

I know these rankings are always controversial, but it also reminded me of just how high people's expectations of Charles are. Better in all 3 FPs than his teammate, qualified P5 but finished P2, fastest lap, and still only 7.8. Max didn't even race and got a 7.2. Make it make sense.