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hayaku14 · 4 months ago
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i think u'd like to see this https://x.com/cogj11/status/1782148350919446640
ANON!!!! I know this is late af but I was actually so touched that you sent me this that I wanted to make a collection of twitter links full of prom kaishin fanart BUT fucking elon and AI bullshit happened and a lot of artists locked their accounts or deleted everything and I was so sad about it I just didn't want to post this anymore cause there's probably a lot of dead links here and I had so many more bookmarked on twitter to add but that's probably not gonna happen anymore 🥲
But after thinking about it, I didn't want you to think I didn't care about this at all cos I really thought it was so sweet of you!!!! like i made this shit for you anon!!! 😭 sorry it took so long and it's probably mostly gone anyway I don't even want to check cos I'll be sad lmfao 💀😭 (NOT THE COGJ ART THO THAT'S STILL UP GO CHECK IT OUT!!!!!! )
ANYWAY, here's the real message I was gonna send you for this ask LOL:
anon i actually already saw this but thank you!! it's so sweet of you to send me this tho so as a token of gratitude, here's a link to a bunch of anan magazine kaishin cover fanarts i've bookmarked/rt-ed on twitter cos why tf not LOL
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ALL IMMA SAY BESTIE IS THE FIRST COGJ ART KILLED ME!!!!
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time-is-restored · 16 days ago
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MAFUYU'S WL2 CHAPTERS HAVE HARMED ME IRREPARABLY.
WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE KNOWS SHE'S IN A DREAM? WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE'S GOING OUT OF HER WAY TO FIND NIIGO? WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE PULLS IDENTICAL SAD SMILES AT SEEING ALL OF THEM INTERACTING WITH HER LIKE A STRANGER? CAN ANYBODY HEAR ME?
she was SURPRISED when her mother said they 'had a talk' about mafuyu not being a doctor. she doesn't remember that conversation. she didn't KNOW what their relationship was in this world until her mother explicitly told her.
she reached out to ena THROUGH airi (when she shouldn't have otherwise even KNOWN about her) so they could all practice drawing together. she let mizuki suggest clothes for her to wear (going on a whole expedition with her classmates just to engineer a chance to take them to her boutique) bc there's no other way for her to interact with her?????????????
she literally said that kanade's songs give """"everyone"""" a warm feeling when everyone else has referred to them just as being 'cheerful' and 'popular'. and then the way she pushed kanade to list all the things she wanted to do... insisted on doing all of them in what might literally have been experienced by them AS a montage... it's like she's trying to gift kanade experiences + memories that she otherwise wouldn't have? and it's such a clear parallel between all the expeditions/trips niigo take HER on in the prime timeline in the name of finding herself?
i was already betting everything on kaito being the vocaloid to sing to her but his use here is now like. infinitely crazier to me in the context of the actual story. the 'hold onto your true feelings' vocaloid sings to mafuyu to comfort her in a world where she doesn't have her friends. and then she acts on those feelings by bringing them as close together as she can? because? she loves? her friends?
#prsk#prsk spoilers#idfk how to tag this but like . spoilers you know#(the focus on her relationship with niigo is PARTICULARLY interesting in the context of this event being set#before mafuyu6. she's gifted a world where she's living at peace with her parents -- her apparent goal in the 'real world' -- but what's#clearly more important to her is the fact that her peace + security from nightcord's friendship is missing#she categorically cannot leave that be even when it means acting out of character (like her classmates being surprised that she's taking a#break at the mall with them)#and this might be reading too much into it considering how much of her chapter is presented through implications#but her specific concern over kanade doing the things 'she wants to do' makes me think she's also#concerned about how the others are doing without their group as well#like. she knows they were all suicidal. she knows when mizuki left in mzk5 shit was Incredibly Dire#you go like six months bracing urself for generic angst from this wl theme#and then what's this? IT'S PREMISE-AWARE ASAHINA MAFUYU WITH A STEEL CHAIR !!!!!!!!!!#even with kanade's apparent happiness + general Mood Improvement . like who is encouraging her to try new things without niigo#who is giving her new perspectives and challenging her passivity + stagnant nature#not that i think that's what mafuyu was literally thinking when she went after kanade so aggressively but like. the concerns that I As An#Audience Member had about kanade felt quite decently mirrored by mafuyu's behaviour#(ALSO I CANT BELIEVE SHE PUSHED BACK AGAINST KANADE SAYING HER COMPOSITIONS AREN'T AS GOOD AS HER DADS#THATS MY FUCKING GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SCREAMING LIKE IM AT A WRESLTING MATCH SEEING THAT#YES!!!!!!!!! DON'T LET HER MINIMISE HERSELF + HER SKILL LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!)#also omfg the implication that kanade turned mafuyus first invite down to go compose. YOU LITETRALLY WANT TO BE HER FRIEND WHAT IS WRONG#WITH YOUUUUUUUUUUU.#this is getting incomprehensible im just. so overwhelmed with how genius a story this is to tell with MAFUYU out of all of them#the character defined by not knowing who she is and what she wants. spending her dream looking for her friends..............#AND NO NARRATION#NO OPPORTUNITY TO SEE WHAT SHE'S THINKING#THROUGH ANY OF IT!#ALL WE HAVE IS HER HEARTBREAKING LITTLE SMILES AND THE REACTIONS#SHE CAN'T SURPRESS IN TIME
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burningarsenic · 1 year ago
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WAHHHH MY ITEMS FROM @grunklejam FINALLY ARRIVED AND I GOT EXTRAS
NOTE TO SELF: DO NOT TRUST ETSY WITH UNTRACKED SHIPPING BUT GODDAMIT IM SO GLAD I GOT THESE NOW IM GONNA CRYY
Im gonna make sure to order something properly next time when i have the money because the stuff is just so cool and amazing and i cant get enough of it,,,,,
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thatgirlonstage · 1 year ago
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sometimes a show throws a scenario at you that you could see coming a hundred miles off but that in no way is gonna prevent you from going absolutely feral over it. Anyway I binged all of Link Click in like three days and I'm going to start chewing furniture about the end of S2
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tearlessrain · 1 year ago
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seriously can catastrophes stop happening for five minutes my brain is already fried from the ones we're already experiencing
#I fucking. missed d&d tonight by accident#I straight up forgot#and just didn't show up to the session#my sleep schedule is absolutely fucked#I should be sleeping now but brain won't shut up#my creative output is the lowest it's ever been and I've been in some level of depressive funk since like early january#I am just deeply unfathomably exhausted#like mentally and spiritually#all the time#my memory and sense of time are both shit#my spelling is worse than it used to be for some reason??#I really don't know what to do to make my brain start functioning again it's frankly worrying me#I couldn't even handle college so it should come as no surprise that I'm reacting poorly to the world being a perpetual screaming trash fir#and yet#idk it's been hitting again lately that I have never succeeded at anything in my life and just keep tripping and falling up for some reason#fucking everyone is in hell right now and with my overall success rate I should be dead in a ditch but I'm actually doing spectacularly#due to a series of improbable accidents and weird circumstances that happened to turn out in my favor instead of completely fucking me#aside from the looming spectre of my various failed attempts to have some kind of life trajectory#it just doesn't feel like this can keep up forever#like surely at some point the luck has got to run out I can't just keep living like some kind of folkloric trickster archetype#but my motivation and sense of purpose kind of died after the last failed attempt so I'm still just here#doing whatever this is#maybe I should drive out to the coast#maybe staring at the ocean would fix me I've been away from it for too long#I mean it can't make me worse#I should wait until further into summer though so I don't have to drive back in the dark#everyone around here has trucks with those goddamn LED headlights and I've got a little sedan that's directly in their blast zone
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captainderyn · 4 months ago
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You know what, I think Emeldir got his first glimpse through Risha’s prickly exterior when he came back from The Celestial Crow.
I think that was the first time they exchanged banter that wasn’t barbed from her end, that didn’t leave him baffled as to what he said wrong.
And I think it’s the first time she showed him a little more of her dry, playful side.
*topples back into Emeldir and Risha feels*
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girltakovic · 5 months ago
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I'M STILL IN THE FUCKING BENEFITS SYSTEM FROM THREE JOBS AGO ?!
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fictionadventurer · 2 years ago
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#okay i promise i'm going to get off tumblr and actually get something decent done#but i just have to mention that i started reading 'thief liar lady'#the cinderella retelling where she's pulling a con#which i did not have high expectations for because that concept screams 'we're going to prove how dumb the original cinderella story is'#so i have to give it credit that so far it's pleasantly surprising me by pulling back every time it's about to do something stupid#within the first page or two we have 'they say the slippers were glass and the carriage was made of a pumpkin which is so dumb'#which seems like standard cinderella bashing but it's also framed as an explanation of the magic system#as in 'this is a waste of magic based on the rules' not 'this story is stupid and my 'real' one is better' so i can live with it#we have the enemy prince she's trying to con but he's not a dumb strawman royal#he's actually a sweet guy and a shrewd diplomat#all the royals are actually getting credit for talents as well as flaws#no strawmen in sight (i still shudder to remember 'just ella')#it feels like real politics#and there is *so much* politics and i am eating it up#(which makes me realize that one of the reasons i love cinderella retellings is that there's a lot of potential for politics)#we did have a scene where she goes into the throne room and meets a strange disheveled nobleman lounging on the throne#which made me roll my eyes because you could not have had a more obvious 'meeting the ya love interest' scene#but then there's a scene where she's like 'i don't care about embroidery'#and i internally groaned#but then she's like 'but i do like the embroidery circle because it's relaxing to be away from the men for a while'#so to my delight i could cancel the 'not like other girls' alert#the queen is feminine and her social skills are presented as a vital political skill#the swearing is really stupid and out of place and brings the book down#and i know that there'll most likely be something that makes me stop reading it before the 25% mark#but i do want to give the book credit for pleasantly surprising me#i'm liking it more than i otherwise would because of all the ways i was expecting it to disappoint me
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thatsgonnaleaveamark · 9 months ago
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i am unwellll god this show is killing me
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abyssalpriest · 10 months ago
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Damnit lev lmfao. I was thinking about Shiva wearing corpse ash being resonant for other reasons, something about his relationship with the Bright Skinned Ones and death and whatever. No, no. More fucking importantly: Oh I wonder why Shiva is known for. you know. wearing bodies. his appearance is a mass of bodies joined together. yeah
#Leviathan is a mass of bodies. Shiva wears the ash of burned corpses. Transforming in both cases the masses into the Matter of the Bodiless#~abyssal murmurs#leviathan //#Maheshvara //#Not surprised this is coming up now he loves his fun fact time. Earlier I was poking at what he was doing#because he's... very distracted. And uh. Somewhere over yonder doing war stuff with people. And I was thinking about how he is just so many#circumstance based people at the same time. He'll be doing paperwork in a Royal Office somewhere and on a battlefield elsewhere and#running through the forest as a deer somewhere else and living as members of a school of fish in some transcendental lake#and scrying the pools of God and watching birds in a forest... and he incarnates here too and will be a chef downtown#and a teacher somewhere else up also doing paperwork and some dog on the street begging for food and and and#And over all of it... That central blissful mind that is water itself. all it's senses of self - emotions. thoughts. and so on - arising#from its various movements and shapes as reflections on the surface. But also... a sweet thing. Anyway#That black umbrella Lev that's deep and beyond names... beloved.... Searching for someone...#Shiva throws himself down into reality to bounce around as rays of light... the sun incarnating through the day sky into plants then into#animals and so on slowly recollecting more and more who he is. Searching for Shiva#always. Well. You found him. But then... Well. You go past the crying screaming stage of birth and then you get to fun#You gestate. You know who you are when the Sun's light touches your eyes. You scream at it. You change. You grow.#Then you learn the world is fun... People talk about how it seems ridiculous that someone who had achieved oneness would come back#and I wholly agree on a side thought relevant to that that most people who claim to know oneness don't know it#because the idea of oneness itself is actually a product of duality IE you have to be on a world where Two exists to understand One#One doesn't exist in a unified world. There's no One. In a unified world... So you can absolutely achieve a state of oneness while still#being non-unified if you don't truly get it... But anyway. On the why come back thing... Yeah people don't get it. But people who do get it#come back all the time. This reality is just an experience. You can spend your entire life asleep or you can come play and experience#So. Lev's incarnations on this plane mirror his incarnation of Shiva Into Bodies... He comes here to play games. He plays#He takes photos. He wanders. He plays music for people on street corners. He laughs. He loves. He suffers. He experiences.#Sometimes he doesn't understand. Sometimes he understands. Anyway.... Looking through his eyes... Iridescent scene of cranes#flying over a sunset more rich than I've ever seen on earth but so natural. Fire without fire. Water catching and soaking up every colour.
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tardis--dreams · 11 months ago
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I actually realized i hate work. Won't be putting any effort into this anymore ♡
#sure whatever#it's funny because when i applied there i really really wanted this job#and it had nothing to do with that one person i got a little overly attached to#and when i started working there it was fine but i think really the only reason i liked it was because of that colleague#and now he's gone there's only annoying things left#also maybe i got too cuddled by him because he's always had my back until now#but i have to try to get things from the design team now and they just straight up ignore me lmao#like. my colleague asked me last week if i could ask them to edit some images which i did and they ignored me for 2 days#then HE sent them a follow up message and surprise surprise the images were there within 30 minutes#now again. he asked me to request some images and then built them into the journal#i request them. i hear nothing back. i send a follow up saying it's kinda important. i get nothing#oh well sorry man. guess you'll have to do that yourself after all (:#(i think it's really nice he's trying to give me so much more responsibility and all but if he's not there to back me up#it's literally not working because Everyone Is Ignoring Me :)))#also two weeks from now I'll be alone in our office because my other colleague who's in the same office as us#has announced she's gonna go share the office with someone else because she's gonna be alone otherwise#lol thanks#also some other shit someone posted in the group chat today which really pissed me off#AND the fact i got ignored AGAIN when i asked for work :) like bitches. i literally just watched netflix on my private laptop#while wiggling the mouse on my work laptop until i got off lmao#i won't go to the office tomorrow either#i was gonna go but i can't do shit there if i get ignored again#at least at home i can do whatever i want when they decide i should just get money for wasting my time ♡#i might actually just not work tomorrow#I'll probably log in just to see if there's any updates on the images situation but if not I'll fuck right off#fun times#(also maybe just maybe I'm generally a little negative these days. that may play into it. I'm sensing that sweet summertime blues ♡#((who cares if it's because of my father's death or because of my colleague's going away or because of general existential despair due to#university.... i'm just annoyed) )#void screams
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discoreptile · 11 months ago
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Beasties of Greenhollow soundtrack! Some tracks on this are from older projects like elphame but all of them have been reworked in some way. Most of them are entirely new. Enjoy!
#soundtrack#music#indiegamedev#Youtube#beasties of greenhollow#indiegame#chiptune#elphame#hey again gang. Another scream into the void#Things have been getting more interesting tbh#I'm starting therapy again. I have learned from this that my anxiety is in the very very high end.#And I guess the only thing that surprises me about that is that it's an abnormally high amount vs the average.#I've had more intrusive thoughts this week than in a long time. (I almost said ever but that was 2021 where they woke me up...)#It's mostly about my mistakes and ppl I've scared out of being in my life because of the actions based on my anxieties.#Like “if i could go back in time I could fix it”... girl you'd be going back in time like 100 times. At that point it's not fair lmao#I think I shouldn't talk about who I'm dating here anymore. Friends told me to stop seeing so many new people and I took that advice.#I'm exercising incredibly frequently; obsessively so. It really doesn't change much in my anxiety. I walk for like 3 hours a day.#My friend group is... difficult. One of us had a falling out with another and the dynamic is just so awkward for me now.#it just seems like everyone else has moved past it though but I still miss him. I don't think this can be reversed#we used to talk on my stream and play digimon cards n jackbox and d&d... But now they're only interested in d&d which I don't love#For god's sake I've published a game and moved to a nice new place. why aren't I happy hahahaha#work is no longer enjoyable since BoG was publised. our new project is in an iffy category but it's not my place to argue#I want to write music and animate but I have to do my hours for this new project before I can do anything like that...#I ended up siding with my current boss in that ethical dilemma I posted about and rn idk if that was the right decision.#Okay what can i talk about that's good? We moved to a nice place. I'm celebrating BoG's release with family tomorrow.#Graeme's playing Iconoclasts- one of my favourite games! He's also returning to work soon so it'll be less awkward to have a lady over#Thinking about good stuff going on just draws the mind to holidays I've had before. I treasure my memories!#Okay so I've complained for a long long time bc life doesn't feel great rn. But rest assured I already know this is 90% my fault hahaha#Oh another good thing that happened!!! My elestrals card was printed and ppl are really happy with it. I have a card in a real card game!!!#don't tell anyone but there's another one on the way. Anyway that will do for now. I'm sorry about my... self.
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guhhhhhhhhhhh · 1 year ago
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I have to put fresh sheets on my bed and make it but I've just been sitting on my bare mattress for the last 20 mins ranting to myself about this damn show
#again rewatching this with a developed adult brain is CRAZY#and I'm catching so many things I didn't notice before#and it's making everything feel even more !!! than the first time I watched the show#like!!!!like!!! somehow I never caught onto how such a strong part of flint's grief comes from the fact that he didn't try and rescue Thomas#and how his actions led to all of this happening in the first place#he could have sided against Thomas with his father. and they never would've had any of the mess that came with angering Dad#but that just wasn't possible to him anymore#because of what he felt for Thomas he had to defend his ideals. the ones they shared#and after all that. KNOWING that HE was partly responsible for what happened to Thomas!! just how painful it is that he walked away.#and fled to Nassau. and didn't do anything to try and help Thomas#like!!! the GUILT that must cause!!! the ANGUISH!!! no WONDER he's Like That Jesus Christ#and like!!! oh my GOD Toby Stephen's acting is outstanding in this#the way you could feel the palpable shift right after flint hugs Miranda. while Ashe is telling them how he can wisk them away to someplace#else in Europe. and james steps back!! you could see it in his EYES that that is the moment when Captain Flint starts to form#and you can hear it in his voice. the barely perceptible shift. that he reached his breaking point#also I completely forgot about the surprise Vane attack at the end of that episode and I nearly screamed#black sails#ALSO!!!!!! going through all of this with the knowledge that Miranda dies T^T and that Thomas is actually alive and they get reunited#is tearing my soul apart I think#these sheets may not be going on my bed tonight.....#black sails rewatch
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seri-tonin · 2 years ago
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JUST BECAME A DILUC HAVER??????? BEST DAY OF MY LIFE FR
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severevoiddragon · 2 years ago
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I don't think I like Threads.
I haven't seen anyone talk bout Threads over here yet to make fun of it so I'm going to give a review nobody asked for, as somebody whose only social media is Instagram and Tumblr (although I am still a Tumblr newbie)
Pros:
It looks like a twitter from before the Muskrat infestation (to my eyes). I may not have been on twitter, but I have spent my whole social media life seeing twitter screenshots, and yeah. This app looks like it
Hello people on Instagram I already follow, it's nice to not have to manually search for you! I actually really like this feature. I can enjoy content from the ppl I already follow*
Lots of memes about twitter downfall. I like this. It amuses me.
Cons:
Why are there random brand accounts on my feed? I don't like the random brand accounts on my feed. I go back to Tumblr where I can see the ppl I actually follow. * - Until I refresh and I get the random brand accounts again.
Doomscrolling. You can't seem to make pages like on Tumblr, which makes it hard to stop your doomscrolling
Autorefresh. Yeah no. Please no I was trying to read that-
No funky app logo colours. It's not pink like Instagram, green like WhatsApp, random colours at random times like Tumblr or blue like Facebook/twitter. It's black. Boring :(
Overall thoughts & opinions:
6/10. It seems ok. Just. Please fix the random brand accounts trying to be funny on my page. That's all I ask.
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clownattack · 1 year ago
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Whenever i am told thangs abt the leech i just go. What an embarrassing person gosh
#iykyk#god damn#The stupidest and most oblivious person ive ever came in relatively close contact with /gen. With several ppl who know them irl agreeing#i kind of feel bad they dont even realize this but not gonna bother myself with it its just me going damn#unfortunate#apparently they are under impression im a lurker. one of their MANY projections but possibly the funniest/most pathetic one#i literally did not see their blog/crs blog since waaay back when we were still getting along#i have 0 reason to go in their spaces#last ive heard they were obsessively going thru tags on my posts day in and out#at work out of work#that makes ONE lurker in all this haha even crink knew to stop at some point LMAO#literally all i know is from ppl telling me soz m8#osmosis#just. the fact they believe ppl care enough to lurk on them is really funny in a sad way#ive been told they are paranoid abt one of their followers or something?#theyre nobody i know but stay paranoid ig#the assumption ppl would care enough#i was chortling while having old pellets read out for me#i would have to be insane to care abt what someone like that says#by which i mean an undiagnosed unmanaged shut in#quote /the universe hates them/#definitely nothing to do with them being a mess#fitting that they have an alter ego/sona that is just their bad traits concentrated#like yeah. why are we even upset LMAO#projection town on their end allllllll the way it just screams /unwell and out of the loop/#they dont know... ajajaj...#night was not happy abt that post no surprise there#YES they are enabling infidelity yes they are inserting themself. was supposed to stay in the house a few months and now. poor night jfc#nine months to go is too long#im so glad she told them
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