#awakening the spirituality of the left

[13thpythagoras]

I think we need a discussion around how uranium both drives the life-giving volcanism on this planet, as well as creates an existential threat via nuclear weapons technology.

not to apologize for the creator, but it seems to me that Luddite culture may stem from this dichotomy around uranium technology.

again, without the magnetosphere, driven by life-giving volcanism, itself powered by uranium inside our planet, solar wind would strip the better part of our atmosphere away in a matter of weeks. This planet would be inhospitable without uranium copiously inside of it.

so then it makes sense that ancient human cultures may have been handed down a luddite policy from extraterrestrial terraforming, interventionist, interstellar societies, so as to delay and prolong the development of nukes. As Pakistan loses sovereignty amidst betrayals by the west, and tends a liquid border with the Taliban, it's easy to conceive a world 10 years from now where the Taliban has a nuclear arsenal. How are we doing, Robert Oppenheimer legacy? How are we doing?

to look at the why Ludditeism, and anti-progressivism, pervade the heart of religion, is to see a God trying to keep humans from discovering nuclear weapons.

obviously, you can't even reference some thing like that without giving it away, at least in part, such that it would explain so much of the mystery of why religion seems to tend to block scientific progress at every step. you can't say "don't research this one scary technology around uranium because it will give you a very big bomb," because the next thing people will do is exactly what you told them not to do. The brain literally doesn't really comprehend the word "not." (Tangentially, that's also important to remember in self-dialogue. You can't tell yourself what *not* to do, you have to tell yourself exactly what *to do.* I learned this playing NCAA tennis, if I'm like "don't hit the serve long," I'd hit the serve long; if I tell myself, "hit the serve in the corner," then it goes in the corner...)

The story of Adam and eve is simply an allegory for a humanity's journey through history, until nuclear weapons are developed, at which point humanity is truly banished from Eden...

indeed, when Christians affirm that the world is only 6,000 years old, what they are referring to in part is a nuclear annihilation that occurred roughly 6,000 years ago, evidence of which is still available to see in India among other places.

Point being here that while this may sound like conjecture, it is an airtight explanation, with evidence, as to why Luddite culture pervades many religions. Now that nuclear tech is out of the bag, we have to open that discussion and re-evaluate ludditism on a case-by-case basis.

Obviously between strong robotic self replicating A.I., GMOs (not selective breeding but the Monsanto shit that's banned in Europe), and nuke tech, humanity is opening pandora's box left and right. It can no longer be religion's role to enforce ludditism on technology whose development poses existential threats to humanity. This must be the central role of government regulation if governments exist in any meaningful way, and human progress must be embraced in areas where ludditism serves no purpose to humanity.

I can expand on this with GMOs for example. The lab designed saltwater-drinking tomatos are a famous selling point as to why the future needs GMOs. yet what problem does that solution address? Water scarcity. And that is a problem addressed in a non-existentially threatening way, by companies like Watergen. Watergen makes car-sized boxes that create drinkable water from air humidity. It draws plenty of electricity, but we have the problem of too much electricity in arid West Texas. These problems solve each other. Energy is stored as drinkable water in arid climates. To draw on the energy you let the water fall down a well and spin turbines all the way down. The water is created at ground level and pumped back up in times of excess energy. It's that simple! But capitalists want a cut of that process, and they'll pull triggers to get it. And we'll be hearing about saltwater tomatos from mainstream media all day and never Watergen. hmm...Wonder why!...

Ultimately, maybe 5% of the world are hardcore atheists, most of the world believes in some kind of higher power, it's hard to argue as all world governments are admitting UFO / ET disclosure, it's becoming clear humans aren't the top dog in the neighborhood. It's plausible that ancient people called them angels. What I know is that an ignoring of spirituality has kneecapped the left for its entire existence. Leftists have been blue in the face trying to explain things to the right, but ultimately the right can never be swayed by facts, only tricks. And spirituality is the ripe original source for such tricks

"Religion is for people who believe they're in trouble for being alive."

[sparksinthenight]

I am now a life pilled hopemaxxer. This means that I want to stay alive. Out of love for this beautiful world and out of hatred and spite for those who seek to possess it.

[minotaurmerkaba]

[gnosisofthedualrealms]

The Lighthouse - Gnosis of Sitael

My latest contact with Sitael revealed deep thoughts buried in my psyche—fears that plague me daily but have become so ingrained in my habits that I sometimes don't notice them. There was also an incredible amount of symbolism throughout this experience.

The Lighthouse:

I saw Sitael like a lighthouse on a vast ocean. It was dark, and there was a thick fog over the ocean. However, the bright light constantly cleared the fog. I could feel the light pulsing back and forth. The symbolism behind Sitael is that he clears the fog that obstructs what hides in the unconscious. Furthermore, darkness and water are also associated with the unconscious.

The Clock:

Another vision I had was seeing Sitael like a great-grandfather clock. I felt like he was always moving. I also felt he's associated with fate, destiny, and purpose. This ties closely to the lighthouse, symbolizing clarity as he reveals your purpose.

Plagued by fear:

As is characteristic of Sitael, I was afraid during this ritual, like the previous ones. It's not a fear of being attacked or hurt, but more like doubt. I was assailed by thoughts like, 'What's the point of this?' 'How can I trust what I'm seeing?' 'Is this just some made-up garbage that has no value?' I felt like I was pushing too far from tradition and incapable of producing a unique perspective. Like I'm not allowed to morph, push, or break the bounds of tradition to make room for new ones.

Clearing the fog:

Sitael cleared the fog in my mind to reveal this difficult truth in the clear night of the unconscious. Fortunately, it pushed me to ask: 'What's the point of magick?' Digging even further, 'What's the point of my magick?' 'What do I seek to share?'

The purpose of my magick is to help myself and others find their true selves—not according to what anyone else thinks but them. I believe that each person holds the keys to finding their own path to enlightenment and that they're the only ones capable of making it a reality.

I find that angels and demons allow me to connect more closely to the divine, which in turn allows me to get closer to self-actualization and enlightenment.

It's not about being historically accurate or following traditions perfectly, but using what allows you to connect closely to your path. God speaks to each of us in the language we best understand.

Left-hand vs Right-hand paths:

I recently wrote a post about wanting to avoid contacting angels and demons for practical results. Someone kindly told me that the post was a personal philosophy, and I am grateful to them. Ironically, that post didn't feel totally aligned with my philosophy.

In my mind, it doesn't matter what path you are called to walk. All that matters is that you walk it. If you prefer doing magick for specific results, then great! If, like me, you prefer doing magick to let the universe guide you where you need to go, then great! My purpose in writing this is to help those who are looking for ways to reach their own enlightenment. It's not telling you what to do but sharing my experience in hopes of finding new angles to have your own experiences. If something I say resonates, then I've done my job!

[kingoftheblacksun]

I have a theoretical question for everyone...

Put on yo' fantasy hat for a moment. Play pretend world. It's just a LARP.

Let's say someone gets born and lives a life not worth living and then has a massive spiritual awakening that takes over eighth years, and it reveals to them they they're not even 'human', nor is anyone else, since that word was only made up in the 13th century to replace the name of the tribe they murdered and kidnapped you from.

You discover your life was miserable because you are not the same as your oppressors. Your people were more powerful individually, yet were far less numerous and also living in an age where most of your abilities were lessened, for complicated matters relating to cosmic chakra. Your tribe was murdered by Rome, 2000 years ago, after they sent waves after waves of soldiers, and you slaughtered them all, until they finally wore you down with some really dirty underhanded tricks that surprised you only by the extent of their dishonor. You go out '300' style.

You discover your people are an esoteric conspiracy, and are virtually unspoken about in modern culture. Your magic was real and the Romans feared you, and after they looted all of your gold and silver, and threw your loved ones into slavery, they buried your world and burned it so no one would ever learn of you, for fear you may one day stand again.

You find out most amazingly that these people were truly immortal, and after they were betrayed and scattered, some of the more ancient ones refused to return to the Sun, and have lived and died in worthless misery waiting for a time we may finally arise to strike the throat of the false fathers who hold us down for their sin.

You find out you are one of them. You find out people are terrified of you. You find out no one will help you, almost like a great wall of silence and rejection.

You find out they pathologized you. Your entire tribe is considered 'autistic'. The Romans took their love of class and hierarchy and made it the gold standard for this fiction called 'humanity', and they wrote a big fat hate book called the DSM-5 to hang about your neck and shame you with like an albatross on a dead fisherman.

You are marginalized to isolation, and your species is of a wild nature which has sensory issues like any wild animal, so you live in abject misery in their loud horrible stupid dumbass sin world of Roman sleaze. None of them care because they're all hateful robots who only follow context and there is no family, no friends, no community, no country - only sin and poverty.

Yet you are a Child of the Sun - a Divine Child. The Sun would never leave you behind. From a complicated journey the cosmic chakra finally come to turn towards the great awakening, when the Moon marries the Sun. You have no powers because the light is not divine. You have been oppressed by Force, which is the Moon. Yet here comes the Sun - which is Power.

When the Sacral passes to Manipura on the Cosmic level, on April 8th, you will be a free Wolf, anew. You will have your Power, back - likely with accrued interest. God loves you.

You also know your Father, who is the Lord of Darkness, is going to thrash upon this sinful land a great fury of violence and horror in his gleeful destruction of its foul Roman hierarchical illusion, and you also know likely a lot of people just not might survive that sort of thing. You may wince.

You also know you may be given Power - Divine Power - and the ability to kill anyone who gets in your way, effortlessly. You will have dominion over the world, by God, and you will rule them. You may even eat them if you wish. You are the Queen of Hel. The world is yours to devour or keep as your prize for surviving to see the Return of the King. You are Hades, deciding to live as a lady to show off your gams.

Hekate is your Atman and she comes with the three powers of Shakti - Parvati, Durga, and Kali. You can likely raise an undead army of ghouls and demons and conquer the entire world if you like. I mean, if you like. You know? Think the world deserves some conquering by demonic hordes of hellhounds and vampires?

So, theoretically in this great cringe LARP of silly theatrical no way that couldn't be true, I'm just curious - if this story were really happening, and this being was considering how much devastation they might unleash upon this brutal, hateful, abandoning, seriously ugly society which has despoiled the world for 2000 years - tell me, why should the King of the Black Sun spare any of you?

If you were staring down at a big red button that said 'Release the Vampires!' and you knew you could push it - would you? Would you throw this world into chaos and Hell as it deserves? Would you hesitate?

Not that I am the Judge. The Judge is my Father. I am only a wild dog. April 8th we'll see what Father decided. He's the 1st Dark Archon. I love him.

[selfinflictedgunshotwound]

IGNORE ME I'M SORRY I KEEP TALKING ABT IT i'm just so not used to my cat not being around and it kinda kills me inside to not hear him walking around or meowing or sleeping at the bottom of the staircase anymore... it used to be like a nightly routine where i'd go downstairs and make myself a drink and give him some water and now i just. don't even wanna go down there anymore.

[the-hornedwitch]

I see Fire and Last Shadow

My Ego is a Dragon.

Not just ANY Dragon, no. She is Smaug, the large Red Dragon that guards her horde of shiny treasures in the wondrous caves of her misty mountain. Her scales gleam like fresh-spilled blood in torchlight, each one a mirror reflecting back the grandeur she demands to see. Ready to devour any man, dwarf, or hobbit that dares to enter without permission, her breath carrying the acrid stench of brimstone and ancient grudges. Much like Bilbo Baggins, I (My soul and Higher Self) must choose my words carefully when dealing with The Mighty Red Dragon that is my Ego. Like any Dragon, she loves to hear all about how great and powerful she is, preening under praise like a cat in sunlight. Like any Dragon, she LOVES to showcase her shiny, pretty treasure – golden memories of triumph, jeweled moments of pride, precious coins of accomplishment that clink and shine in her vast treasury of self. Just don't touch, Human.

My dance with Ego has left me burnt to a crisp more times than I can count, my spiritual skin blistered and peeling from her heated reactions. She does not care nor like it when we are challenged, and she will burn down villages to prove her point, leaving the acrid smoke of destroyed relationships curling in her wake. Consequences be damned. Yet, like Smaug, she is brought down by the swift and precise arrow of a humble and valiant side of myself, that one small chink in her armor where truth penetrates pride. Plummeting into fiery glory, she will often arise in a much calmer state, her flames banked to gentle embers. Going back to her cave of shinies, and playing only when it is time, content to curl around her hoard like a massive cat. Only when I allow, but like any Dragon, she can be unpredictable. She will leave her cave to stretch her wings from time to time, and the Shadow she casts can be frightening in of itself, a darkness that swallows the sun.

Shadow is The World Eater. Much like Alduin, The Great Black Dragon, she will bring down all that is and leave nothing, her scales the void between stars, her wings the darkness between galaxies. Devouring all that is light in her massive dark cosmic jaws, teeth like black holes from which no illumination escapes. Much like Alduin, she isn't seen as a positive. She is often seen as something to be stopped, something that cannot be realized, a force of entropy wearing scales of midnight. For she will bring down all that is, in her rage and vindication, her disdain for humanity evident in how she whispers and lulls about how weak and debased they are, her voice the sound of caves collapsing and mountains crumbling. I must keep Alduin at bay, I cannot kill her, nor would I want to. I find the beauty in her obsidian splendor, in her terrible perfection. It has been difficult at times, as I have faced down all her rage and fire, feeling the earth shake beneath her thunderous footfalls. Yol Toor Shul, indeed.

Much like the Caduceus of the chakras, my Dragons intertwine, a double helix of fire and shadow, their scales scraping against each other in an eternal dance. Encasing all that is me and my soul between them, a cocoon of contradictory forces. Both protective and suffocating, like being wrapped in a blanket of steel wool. Ego and Shadow serve a purpose, they aren't meant to be ignored or shamed. When you build a healthy relationship with both, you discover how effective your life can become, like a sword tempered between flame and darkness. How much easier it is to walk through this Nightmare that is existence, with grace and dignity, balanced between opposing forces.

I used to HATE Ego and Shadow, blaming them for a lot of things that went "wrong" in my life, casting them as villains in my personal mythology. It is not their fault, they are simply being what they are, as natural as gravity or time. It is my responsibility as a sovereign being to engage, deprogram, soothe, and set boundaries with these aspects of my being, like training wild creatures to hunt alongside me rather than prey upon me. It is in my best interest. I am responsible for balancing my own Flame and Shadow, walking the razor's edge between pride and despair. This isn't always easy, and I must trust in My Knowing. My Intuition.

My Knowing is a White Dragon, not just any White Dragon. She is a Luck Dragon, her scales like pearls in moonlight, her presence as soft as morning mist and as powerful as a glacier's flow. She saves me from The Swamps of Sadness, her luminescence piercing the grey fog of despair. Carries me to The Southern Oracle, her wings leaving trails of stardust in their wake, and teaches me to Use My Auryn. Like Atreyu gripping the sacred medallion for guidance, I press my hand to my heart - where wisdom lives in the body, where intuition speaks in pulses and warmth. The Auryn swings like a pendulum in the space between certainty and doubt, always pointing true north when I quiet my mind enough to listen. Her wisdom is as ancient as the first dawn, flowing through my fingertips like starlight whenever I reach for that heart-connection. I Love my White Dragon. She helps me maintain Vibration, Dignity, and Valor, her very breath a song of harmony. She eases the raging Fire burning deep within My Red Dragon, and shines a gentle soothing Light onto My Black Dragon, her radiance not burning away the darkness but dancing with it, creating something new and beautiful.

She is My Luck Dragon, fortune made flesh and scale.

She is My Source, the wellspring from which all possibilities flow.

When I am lost in the vastness of existence, my hand finds my heart, and there She is - my White Dragon, my Auryn, my compass pointing always toward truth.

[kingvulture]

Grateful to be well-endowed both physically and spiritually

[darktempleofkhemu]

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[sarvesh-kumar]

जब पृथ्वी पर पापियों का एक छत्र साम्राज्य हो जाता है तब भगवान पृथ्वी पर अवतरित होते हैं। वर्तमान में परमात्मा संत रामपाल जी महाराज के रूप में अवतरित हुए हैं जिनका 17 फरवरी को बोध दिवस है।

[kingoftheblacksun]

Syncretic breakdown of why the world is broken and what is to come in the April 8th eclipse. No one is at 'blame' except the greedy, and greed is not bound by words so blaming a hierarchy is worthless. All of my wrath is for illusion, yet there it is endless.

God won't tell me what's going to happen but when I ask if it's zombies and vampires, he laughs. If he thinks it's funny - it's possible. God likes to have fun when he mass murders people.

Anyway good luck, ya'll!

[the-tarot-witch22]

How you can love yourself more? - Pick a pile

Pile 1/ Pile 2/ Pile 3

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Hello everyone ! This is my another pick a pile or pac reading so please be kind and leave comment or reblog, and let me know if it resonated with you!

Note : This is a general reading or collective reading. It may or may not resonate with you. Please take what resonates and leave what doesn't. And it's totally okay if our energies aren't aligned!

How to pick : Take a deep breath and choose a pile which you feel most connected to! You can choose more than one pile, it just means both pile have messages for you!

I worked really hard on this pile please show some love by leaving comments, likes and reblogs!

Pile 1:

(The cards I got for you - 10 of pentacles, Strength and the moon)

Okay so the very first thing I heard and feel is that you guys need to embrace your true self and leave people pleasing behind, like show who you are to world, if they don't accept it or you, then they are not for you! Your guides were also being like there are things or some lessons that they needs to go on their own, we can give them strength for the same, but what lessons they take it from it, its up to them. I also heard this group might use some self pampering, or self positive affirmation this group might at times worry a lot, I also feel this whoever chose this pile is quite spiritual, or have spiritual powers but some are just not awaken yet, I also feel this group is quite strong, they have gone through numerous things, they just need to accept they are worthy of it ALSO I am hearing stop with letting people who do bare minimum, stop putting them on pedestal, again with knowing self worth, I also FEEL for few of you could have had toxic patterns, friendships or relationships, which left you broken, and what I am hearing is, they made you who you are now, so embrace that part of you, and forgive yourself. You can also love yourself by indulging in activities which gives you pleasure! LIKE yes. this group feel quite rational, the zodiac signs I am getting for this group is air signs, especially Gemini sun/moon/rising, earth signs Capricorn and Virgo. I am also getting that let loose don't control the outcome, go with the flow, live day by day. For some of you I am getting, take proper care of your skin, don't chew on lips, and pick on acne scars. This was so specific and had to write it out for you, I also feel do things which scares you no matter the outcome, just go for it~

That's all pile 1, your pile had such sweet messages and I love it for you guys, love yourself and be you!

Pile 2:

(The cards I got for you - 4 of wands, wheel of fortune, 9 of swords and the 7 of pentacles)

Okay so the very first thing I feel and hear is you won't be unproductive if you take your time off, and have a gap in school year, job or anything related to career, so stop with being so harsh on yourself, I also feel this pile can love themselves more by being on their own, rather than forcing themselves to be with people who aren't meant for them, or they feel they can't quite fit in, I also feel some of you from this pile have to go out of comfort zone, in order to enjoy or love themselves, by not caring what people think of you or for you. I also feel you can love yourself by gifting yourself things you like, if they are out of budget then save for it, it will bring you immense pleasure. I also feel you can love yourself by enjoying and celebrating small moments in your life, or win, you passed your grade? gift yourself something even a small treat, you got a job? you got work done? gift yourself something, not gonna lie, this group is quite materialistic lol, not ALL of you, but SOME of you! hehe, but its not a bad thing at all~ I also feel you should embrace your uniqueness, this group might have body image or self esteem issues, and it makes sense the message i got for not caring what think of you, even if you embarrass yourself remember , no one remembers, be compassionate with yourself, treat yourself the way, you treat others, with kindness, you deserve it, I also feel this group might have a hobby of reading so get back into it or continue doing it, because its a form of self love for you, I also feel, this pile works really hard, so guys? take it easy you will get rewards soon, and don't doom scroll at night take proper sleep at least 7-8 hours! Take care of yourself and keep yourself hydrated! This group zodiac signs is earth signs and fire signs especially virgo energy and sagittarus!

That's all pile 2, you guys need to beeeelieve in yourself! You got this!

Pile 3:

(The cards I got for you - knight of cups, page of cups, and the queen of wands)

Okay so the very first thing i sense from this group is you are emotional too emotional and sometimes you let it affect your decisions (not a bad things) but sometimes, when someone step all over you, you need to show who you are! LIKE A BAD ASS PERSON, hehe, Don't let anyone make you think otherwise and look down on you, I feel this group might have had a friend breakup perhaps? which changed you, random. anyways! Let's start, I feel you guys can love yourself more by travelling, by going on random places, even if its close to your place, it might give you a sort of joy, many of you could be here a sort of beach person, or have water signs, Scorpio, cancer, and Pisces, I also feel you need to let your creativity flow, some of you could be quite artistic here, like very creative or might have sort of nice voice? embrace that. I do feel you have it all but at time when you lose it don't let your emotions guide you, but think from rationality or logical side, it will do you good, I also feel, very random but i think or feel some of you here likes to bake?? anyhow! I feel you can love yourself by journaling, meditating, to clam yourself, by spending time with loved ones, I also feel once you start being more confident and love the way you're, accept yourself, work on your flaws it would be you entering your divine era of power, I also got the message, "that you guys are doing great in your life", even if you think you're not i see you guys thriving. You guys can love yourself by a spa session or a cool bath like do what you gotta do baby!, I also feel you should spend time with animals care for them, it will be beneficial for you!

That's all pile 3! You just need to see yourself that you're the most beautiful and amazing person <3, keep going babies~

Thank you for stopping by! Take care and remember you are loved <3

[just-a-ghost00]

Pick a kpop song and I'll tell you who is having naughty thoughts of you [18+]

Minors do not interact. This is part 1 of a series of 3 posts. We will try to get a bunch of details that will help us identify this person. This will be a lengthy reading, so I may have to publish several posts. If that's the case, I will write down the link to the other parts so that you don't get lost.

Slow it down make it bouncy ~

Threads of fate oracle cards | The Void, Underworld, Patience, Fate

This person may be someone you share a very special connection with. One that is very intimate, and that doesn't mean that you necessarily had physical contact with this person. You are very close with this person, closer than you've ever been with anyone else because you know things about each other that no body knows. That's the intimacy I'm talking about. Another thing I am picking up on is linked to the egg represented on the fate card. It reminded me of the drama series "Alchemy of Souls". In the series, Naksu/Mudeok and Jang Uk share a "private joke" about birds and their eggs. Jang Uk compares Mudeok to a fragile egg that was left alone at the top of a tree and that needs to be taken care of and protected at all costs to be able to survive and see the light of day. Thus, he compares himself to a surrogate bird mom charged of watching over that egg until it can soar high in the sky. This comparison may be significant to you and this person. The dynamic of the two characters overall may be similar to the one you share with this person. Jang Uk and Naksu/Mudeok both need each other desperately at first and their relationship is mainly one based on a mutual accord to take advantage of the other's position and skills, as they're aware they have no other option but to cooperate to reach their personal goals. But the more the plot progresses, the closer they get and the more special their bond becomes. With the combination of Void, Underworld and Patience, I really get that vibe of two people that were forced by external circumstances to meet each other and learn to cooperate because they have a common destiny. In doing so, they have to learn patience and to face their shadows while keeping their relationship hidden. This feeling of secrecy comes off very strongly. If you know this person, you may not be in contact with them at the moment and whatever happened between the two of you is a secret that both of you share. I also got the message that either one of you could be a psychic. The purpose of that person then may be to awaken the other's psychic potential. We will get further details with two different decks to see if these intuitions are further confirmed. In terms of zodiac signs, I was mainly picking up on Scorpio but there may be other signs that come up later on in the reading.

White Numen Tarot cards | page of swords, 7 of cups, 2 of cups, page of pentacles, knight of wands, Black Numen, back of the deck Moon

In terms of zodiac signs, we have the following being represented : Scorpio, Cancer, Leo, Pisces, Gemini, Virgo. I am getting a clearer picture of who this person could be and what is going on between you. I am shown that they are close to you in age and in energy. Their path and maturity when it comes to their spirituality is similar to yours. This is a person that tends to mirror you. You could have met this person at a time in your life where you were feeling a bit lost or unsure about your future. This was a turning point in your life and it was also the case for this person. I get a perfect place perfect timing vibe from this spread. You or they may be a student. You learn a lot from each other. Though you are very similar, your differences allow you to grow drastically and question your beliefs. This is a person that you may feel very attracted to on a physical level. This person may have several centers of interest that keep them busy. You may be contacting them a lot using social media. You could have met them through travelling or they could come from a different culture. With the energy of the Moon I get the message that this person may have brought a lot of old stuff to the surface when you met them. Fears you thought you had overcome. Worries about the past and future. They could also be someone you dream about a lot and/or a person you met at night. This person definitely is linked to you through the force of karma. Your souls knew of each other before. As for the type of bond you share, I feel like putting a label on it wouldn't be relevant. What you need to know is that this meeting happened for a reason and that you felt it coming. You knew right away that this person would play an important role in your journey, and they probably felt it too.

Crystals oracle cards | Meteorite, Citrine, Moonstone, back of the deck Tourmalined Quartz

First of all, I feel compelled to mention the colors that were associated with these cards. Soft browns, beige and pastel purples/pinks seem to be relevant. What comes first to mind is how soft this person can be. I will know focus on each card individually as some details on those caught my attention.

Meteorite - Connect to your "star stuff" : this card mentions that meteorite comes in three forms and that people who may need to work with their energy are "children of the stars". The majority of the messages revolved around cosmic and galactic energy. This made me think that this person could spend a lot of time stargazing or looking at the clouds as a way to feel connected with you. And you may be doing the same. The other thing I was picking up on is that maybe your souls come from the same original place. If you believe in concepts such as starseeds, light language and such, this may resonate with you. I also thought of Saint Exupery's The Little Prince.

Citrine - Manifest your masterpiece : this card revolved around dreams and artistic endeavors, of doing everything in your power to manifest your wildest dreams. So you and this person may have a common creative project that you work on, a common goal or dream that you talked about. This may be the secret we were mentioning in the beginning. (I also heard "in the beninging" from that meme lmao so maybe you share a lot of private jokes and memes)

Moonstone - Find your natural rythm : this card mentioned travelling as well as star gazing. So your person may travel a lot in their daily life. It's a stone ment to increase empathy and intuition among other things. So it wouldn't be surprising if this person was a healer in blooming, a natural empath. I also got the message that they were incredibly sensual. Taurus energy came in strongly here.

Tourmalined Quartz - Restore your perfect light : with this card I was told that your person is often surrounded by a lot of people whom may not have the best intentions towards them. A lot of people look up to them but also envy them and wish for them to fail. Your person may be struggling with impostor syndrome as well as social anxiety.

All these cards combined lead me to believe that the person we are talking about is someone that is quite popular and radiates a lot of light and love around them. They have a pure heart and soul, are very loving and generous but may face a lot of backlash and challenges, because their light tends to trigger people's shadows. This may be something that questioned them and made them think they were a bad person, or that maybe they deserved to be treated badly. This may be something that you have struggled with as well. Which would explain why your paths crossed.

In another reading, we may be enquiring about the content of this person's thoughts and maybe why you met them. I hope that this reading was insightful and helped you figure out who this person was. I would be more than happy to get your feedback in the comments. Stay tuned to get the tea about this person ~

Mr. Rover, I'm coming over ~

Threads of fate cards | back of the deck The Void, Death, The Alchemist, The Explorer

This is really interesting. Your energy may be tied to group 1 as well. If you hesitated between the two groups, you may want to check out group 1's reading. With the Void card, I am told that you are not in contact with this person. They likely live at a distance from you. Sometimes, you may feel like you and this person are worlds apart and that there is no way you could understand each other. Yet, you do. You are polar opposites. And everything may look like you wouldn't match. However, this person gets you like no other. With this spread I am picking up on fixed sign energy mainly, especially Scorpio and Aquarius, as well as Pisces. The Alchemist card makes me think that this person could be a tarot reader or at least they are interested in forms of divination. Butterflies and stars seem to be relevant to this connection. The Explorer card denotes an energy of being restless, feeling like you don't belong where you are and wanting to broaden your horizons. Both you and this person may have connected over the feeling of being different from the rest of your community, of feeling like where you are isn't what's meant for you and more is waiting elsewhere. Of feeling like your body is too small for you. Like you are not truly comfortable in your skin and wish you were something or someone else. You both may have struggled with anxiety and severe depression. You both may have gone through a dark night of the soul. You both are good manifesters and have big ambitions. You both tend to uproot belief systems and push yourselves beyond your limits because you have a deep desire and need for expansion. You could have met this person while travelling, this travel could have been an unconscious one. Meaning, you could have met this person in the 5D before you met them in person. For some of you, you don't know this person yet. But you feel them energetically. Especially, if you practice meditation or lucid dreaming. We will get further information with two more decks. Hopefully, this could confirm what we've been talking about for now. I also get the message that both of you could have the capacity to communicate with spirits/ghosts. Another thing that could have brought you together could be the passing of a person. This is very specific, but for some of you I get the message that the spirit of a loved one interfered in your favor to get you to meet this person. They did so with the hope that it would help you cope with their passing.

White Numen Tarot cards | back of the deck High Priestess, Queen of cups, 8 of pentacles, Hierophant, knight of pentacles, 9 of wands, White Numen

Taurus energy is heavily present here, as well as Leo and Scorpio. So fixed sign energy definitely. With the High Priestess, this person is definitely into the occult and likely to have psychic abilities. This is a person that gives off a very mysterious vibe. They are very secretive and closed off, they mind their own business and don't share their secrets with just anyone. They are very protective of their space because they just know how people's envy can sometimes affect the outcome of their manifestations. This person is highly intuitive and sensitive. They are caring and nurturing. A natural healer. They have a lot of feminine energy that they gladly share. They are dedicated, hard working, patient. This is a person that doesn't give up easily. The word "failure" is not a part of their vocabulary. This person is determined to win and learn no matter what. This person is aware that whatever outcome they get, they will always be victorious one way or another. This is a person that is traditional but also very spiritual, they are well educated and incredibly wise. They could be a teacher or a mentor of some sort. They are extremely cautious and may sometimes be slow to act. But you can be sure that whatever this person does, they will reach their goal. They like to create and work with the Universe. They follow their path slowly but surely, one step at a time and make sure that they learn their lesson. This is a person that understands how the Universe works and goes with the flow. They are not afraid to take a turn or face struggles because they know that at the end of the day, they will get what's right for them and meant for them. They have a lot of confidence and inner knowing that allows them to navigate life peacefully. People could say that this person is married to their work because of how dedicated they are. They are loyal to a fault and are not the kind to abandon people out of the blue. They are very respectful of others and always try to include everyone. This person is also naturally beautiful and sensual. They instantly make you feel safe and understood. You may have met this person in a work or educational setting. Again, for this group I am getting a very fated meeting. Your energies were aligning way before you met. And this person may have consciously manifested you into their life.

Crystal oracle cards | back of the deck Epidote, Libyan Gold Tektite, Malachite, Kunzite

Right off the bat I get a very charming, exotic vibe from this person. Most of these stones are mined in hot countries, especially African ones. The colors also felt very sensual. They kinda reminded me of Egypt and Cleopatra specifically. This person could be a history nerd. They could be of African descent. I will focus on each card individually to point out certain details that caught my attention.

Epidote - Upgrade your version of you : this stone is mentioned as the "get what you give" stone. Which highlights this person's spiritual nature and generosity. This is a person that works on themselves a lot, that constantly tries to be better and do better. They have a bit of a workaholic attitude.

Libyan gold tektite - Banish your "blahs" : this stone forms in the Sahara desert. So this person could have North African to Central African origins, especially Morocco, Algeria, Tunisia, Libya, Egypt. This peron is goal oriented and pretty stubborn. When they have something in mind, it's hard to get them to change their point of view. Sometimes this person can exhaust themselves pretty quickly because of how hard they work. They tend to work extremely hard at a high frequency very early on and thus burn their energy very quickly.

Kunzite - Open up your love channel : they have trust issues because of past relationships. They tend to be hard on themselves and blame themselves for past failures when in reality they were not responsible for what happened. They tend to put others' needs first and forget their own. This person is very loving and can sacrifice themselves in the name of love.

Malachite - Claim your success : this person is humble. They may tend to bring themselves down or attribute their success to others because they may feel like they don't deserve recognition. They have a very altruistic nature. They are very creative but have a hard time following through with their ideas. They tend to be all over the place sometimes, especially if they've been giving a lot of their time and energy to others.

With the combined energy of all these cards, I picture a woman with a motherly nature, that tends to be the mom of the group. Someone very discreet and quiet that always encourages others and shows affection through acts of service. Someone that can do benevolant work just for the sake of giving. A person that is very sensitive to people's struggles. The kind of person that would cry seeing an animal being hurt and out in the streets. The kind of person that would give out their clothes and money to a person in need. A person that was raised in a religious household and taught to never look down on people and never forget where they came from. Someone from a modest family that rose up to success through their hard work and strong inner belief. A person that has a strong moral compass and lives according to their principles, regardless of what people may think of them. Someone that, because of this mentality, tends to be alone and has a hard time connecting with other people.

I'm the charmer ~

Threads of fate oracle cards | back of the deck Paradox, Love, Self Love, Play

The person we are talking about is someone that may confuse you a lot. With this Paradox card, I get a Star vibe from it, which reminds me of Aquarius. So this person could have Aquarius as one of their main signs. This also tells me that you could have met this person online or if you met in person, your main mean of communication is the Internet. I also get the vibe of someone being a bit popular and very busy with their work and hobbies. This person could be very active on social media and thus investing in many projects with different people. The spread also gives me a feeling of two friends walking on the line of romance. The lines may be blurred with this person. At some moment you may feel like they only perceive you as a friend but other times things they say or do may make you question their feelings for you. And this could actually be because this person is feeling the same toward you. I feel like both of you aren't sure of what the other means to you and what you want out of this connection. This could be a FWB situation or just a mutual crush that both of you kind of ignore for some reason. Peacocks and dolphins may be significant signs. Overall, I get the vibe that you and this person get along very well and have a lot of fun with each other. No matter the distance or the time spent apart, whenever you see this person again or interact again, it always feels like you never really were separated. It's like the last time you spoke was yesterday, even if you may have been in a no contact situation for decades. The affection you have for each other is never dying off. I get a very good vibe from this spread and this person. This is someone who's intensions are pure and loving. I kinda get a starcrossed lovers vibe from this group. But more importantly, I feel like the main reason why this person is special to you is beacause they are a part of your soul tribe. This is someone that uplifts you and supports you no matter what, though you may be complete opposites and have different opinions about the world. This person just respects you deeply and appreciates you for who you are. I pick up on a lot of affection and gratitude for each other. It's like both of you only truly feel at peace with one another. Not only does this person give you love but they also gently nudge you into loving yourself more instead of constantly nurturing others. When both of you are interacting, a lot of healing is happening. One thing that may really help you identify this person, I feel, is that this is someone you share a lot of laughter with. You may have a lot of private jokes, secret codes that only you know of, memories of deep conversations that you couldn't have had with anyone else. Honestly this really gives me a best friends to lovers vibe. I also pick up on Pisces energy.

White Numen tarot cards | back of the deck Judgement, Hierophant, Emperor, 2 of pentacles, 5 of pentacles, 5 of swords, 2 of wands

Before I dive in any further, I wish to point out that while I shuffled the deck cards kept falling in big groups and it felt like the energy was all over the place. This gave me the impression that there may be several people that are thinking of you. So if you were drawn to different piles, this may be a confirmation that this is your case. Also I felt like one person specifically was doing their best not to think of you but it's just something that they can't help. If this person ends up thinking of you despite their resistance, then things get out of control and they feel like they can never get their composure back again. In terms of Zodiac signs, we have Scorpio, Taurus, Aries mainly. For some of you I think your exes could be potentially among the people that think of you. Whether those were just friends or actual lovers. I feel like many people who may not have manifested any sign of attraction for you ar now reminiscing about you and wishing that they had given you a chance. Which to me is further confirmed by the spread. With he Judgement card and the combination of the cards, I am given a message that this person or these people could be coming in and out of your life lately and some of them may be trying to find an opportunity to express their attraction. I particularly pick up on the energy of someone you may have had a fallout with because of external circumstances, that is now realizing how much you mean to them and wanting to come back into your life. This person I feel misses the feeling of being with you and more importantly they feel like their chance was stolen from them. Like something happened that prevented them from truly giving your relationship a chance. Like, for example, let's imagine you moved into a city and met a person. Things were going well and this person developped feelings for you. When they were about to reveal their feelings to you, you announced them that you were moving out of the city because of your work. This kind of feeling. For some, it could even be that you got into a relationship with someone else before they could even confess their feelings to you and they were cut short by that. Out of respect for you, they chose to remain silent but now they just can't hold it in anymore. This is someone that envisioned a future with you and wanted to commit to you, but they may have taken a long time to find the courage to make the necessary adjustments in their life to enable this connection to flourish. Another possibility is that your faith or your family were a main obstacle in your connection, which caused you to separate ways.

Crystals oracle cards | back of the deck Smoky Quartz, Sapphire, Labradorite, Herkimer Diamond

First of all, I picked up on very specific details that may not resonate with everyone. One person may be a smoker. One person may have a pet cat or a pet dog. One person may have blue eyes.

Smoky Quartz - Arm your spiritual warrior : this is a stone that speaks about protecting your energies from energy vampires and people that may stand in your way. So maybe the person we're talking about may have been someone that wasn't always good to you.

Sapphire - Find your tranquil place : this stone speaks about freeing yourself from the judgmental opinions of you others may have as well as grudges you may hold. So this person could have helped you with your self confidence over the years but they could also have hurt you in other ways. This may be a person you have mixed feelings about because of your common past.

Labradorite - Protect your magic : Canada may be significant. Pisces is coming up again with this card. This person may have helped you with reconciling with love and romance. They may also have helped you realize your own worth.

Herkimer diamond - Power wash your energy : this is a cleansing crystal. Despite its name, it is not a diamond. This person may thus have been someone that you mistook for something they were not. People may underestimate or overestimate this person. They could be someone that enjoys travelling or you may have met them while travelling. New York may be significant to some of you.

With all that being said, I feel like many energies are being mixed within this group but the overall vibe seems to be that most of the people we're talking about are people from your past that you may not be in contact with anymore on a daily basis. Some of them you may not even suspect of having such thoughts about you. You may be happy that some of them are not in your life anymore but others you may miss and wonder about.

[blushlambs]

more of patrick’s controversially young college gf!! (18+) (part one) (🌀)

patrick had never been a believer in spirituality; it simply wasn't his thing. but that night he met her.. something inside him shifted. it was as if their souls had entwined. as their bodies connected, he could almost sense her divine essence merging with his, a profound unity that defied logical explanation. the intensity of this sudden infliction of confusion had patrick’s mind reeling. he had never felt like this for anyone before.. let alone a girl in her early twenties.

he found himself thinking about her constantly, her presence haunting his thoughts and dreams. It wasn't just a physical connection; it was as if she had awakened something dormant within him, a yearning for something more profound and meaningful. he caught himself eagerly checking for her texts each morning, he found himself smiling at every new photo and replaying every audio message just to hear her voice. he was captivated by her in a way that surpassed infatuation; it was a deep affection that left him feeling vulnerable.

on tour, he resorted to sleeping in his car again so he could spend his savings on gas to visit her as much as he physically could. to him, every sacrifice was worth it just to catch that look of admiration in her eyes when she spotted him in the hallway of her dorm. the warmth of her embrace, coupled with the innocent smile that typically graced her face made it all worthwhile in his mind.

“hi baby, miss me?” he teased, dropping his bags to lift her effortlessly, her legs draping around his waist. “you gotta stop coming here without warning me!” she protested playfully, wrapping her arms around his neck. “why’s that? got a little boyfriend i don’t know about?” a mischievous grin spread across his face as he held her close, savoring the warmth of her embrace and the familiar scent of her presence. “never.”

they tended to spend most of their time together in isolation, restricting themselves to the comfort of her dorm room. despite their deep connection, she knew how people on campus felt about her and patrick. words spoken in passing, questioning their age difference or the unconventional nature of their relationship, lingered in her mind. he could care less.

they hadn’t fucked since that night at the bar. patrick made sure she understood they were making love. he’d spend countless hours worshipping her, lapping at her little pussy while he jerked himself raw, out of sight. he reveled in the moments when she surrendered to him completely, her body arching and her breath hitching with every touch, every whisper of his name on her lips. her pleasure became his obsession.

of course, patrick wasn’t an innocent man. deep down, something primal inside him urged him to shove his fingers in her mouth and have her tearing up as he shoved his thick cock inside her little asshole. he craved the sensation of her nails digging into his back, leaving it bloody and torn from the force of her passion. he wanted bite marks on his shoulders as evidence that he shut her up. yet, something held him back. despite his intense desires, he genuinely cared about her.

that's why he found himself in missionary, biting his lip to refrain from confessing his love to her. that’s why he was holding her hand as she looked up at him with dilated pupils, mouth gaping slightly as soft whimpers left her lips. he knew it was pathetic, knows young patrick would be laughing in his face, mocking him for being love sick. yet, one thing remained unchanged between him and his younger self: he was always going to cum inside.

[gatorbites-imagines]

Kinktober day 3

Michael Myers + Drugged and/or captured.

This is a spiritual sequel to the bondage/shibari Michael Myers prompt from last year’s Kinktober. This is a shorter one, cuz ya boy is busy with his studies 🤓

Pretty sure this counts as dub-con, so like, watch out for that ig.

Kinktober 2023 masterlist.

A year had passed since your last run in with Michael Myers, one year since you had panicked and tied him up and left him on the floor of your living room. And one year since he escaped the very moment you looked away. You had been on edge all year because of it, as Michael had never been found or caught, his killing spree even seemed to come to an end for the time being after he had left your home. This didn’t stop the entire population of Haddonfield from worrying as the next Halloween night approached.

Most who could afford it left the town for the week leading up to Halloween and afterwards, but you, like many, could in no way afford a two-week holiday. Your run in with Michael wasn’t a secret though, so the day before Halloween your manager had sent you home early and told you to return a few days after the holiday. It felt like they were signing your death warrant, but it also made sense to keep the murder count down if Michael was gonna come for you again this year.

Ever since the past Halloween it had been impossible for you to sleep, to the point where you had been prescribed sleeping medication. You didn’t want to take it the days leading up to Halloween, terrified that you wouldn’t be able to wake up in case Michael showed up again, but as you sat on your couch already feeling like a corpse you were regretting that decision.

There hadn’t been a single report of murder this year though, so at some point in your sleep deprived delusions you’d convinced yourself all was safe, popped your meds, and fallen asleep in your bed still completely dressed. But maybe you should have listened to your paranoia more, as not long after you had gone to sleep a familiar slow-moving shadow snuck through your house, heavy footsteps approaching your bedroom where you laid splayed out like a starfish, a pool of drool already forming on your pillow.

Michael could only give a small head tilt as he saw your unconscious body, unsure of what to do. Part of him had hoped for a repeat of the last year, as the feeling of your ropes holding him in place had never left his mind, awakening a different kind of hunger than his usual hunger for blood. Even as Michael crawled up onto the bed, his bulk causing your bedframe to creak in complaint, you barely twitched.

Michael panted under his mask as his hands shook, feeling an unfamiliar churning in his abdomen as he dug through your drawers, pushing aside knickknacks and different toys you kept laying around, pulling out a colourful rope similar to the one you had used to tie him up with last year. His work was nowhere as skilled as your own, but it worked in securing your arms above your head, leaving them out of his way as his wild strength tore your clothes to ribbons.

You vision swam as you woke up, your body felt too heavy and sluggish like it always did when you woke up with your meds still in your system. Normally youd only wake if you really needed to go to the bathroom, something you were pretty sure you did in your sleep most days, but this time it was different. Something heavy was bearing down on you, and as you tried to move you found your arms strung up above your head. But most noticeably was the wet heat around your length, tight and insistent. Even in your sleep addled mind you could sense the strong thighs boxing in your hips as the persons rough hands groped at your torso.

The half coherent part of your mind was sure this was all a dream, even as your vision cleared for the most part, though it was still blurry around the edges. Because how else would any of this make sense. Why would Michael Myers of all people be riding you like his life depended on it, knocking the air right out of your chest as his bulky form weighed down on you. It wasn’t the weirdest wet dream you’d ever had, and you were pretty sure you had overheard somewhere that fear could lead to lust.

He wasn’t moaning, which saddened you somehow, even as he panted and gave small grunts when you would rub against his prostate. Had this all been real, you would have grabbed his hips to show him how to hit that spot every time, but it seemed in your dream your arms were tied, and the sluggish nature of your body made it hard to even roll your hips up into his.

It was only when his hands wrapped around your throat and you could feel yourself become lightheaded that it hit you that this might be real, as your hips started to ache from the speed of his riding and your vision started to swim from lack of oxygen and not just the meds in your system. The orgasm rolled through your entire body, starting from the top of your head, and running all the way down to your curling toes as you groaned sluggishly. You were sure drool was running down your chin at this point.

You would first realize the next morning that Michael came just as hard as you did, as he didn’t seem to have cared to clean you up afterwards. He had been polite enough to release your arms though. Your hips were killing you all day, who’d have thought having a guy Michael size ride you like a wild horse would mess up your back so much. It was only as you sat eating breakfast that it hit you that it had all really happened, and you needed to sit with your face in your hands for a bit, trying to fight off the heat it created in your abdomen, trying to ignore the small hope that hed return again tonight.