#aw okay :( whatevs

[egophiliac]

well, I can't say I expected the new chapter to feature Idia (metaphorically) going to (metaphorical) hell, getting a pep talk from his (metaphorical) Phantom brother which helps him finally move on once and for all from his brother's death, and (metaphorically) overblotting again to fight his way back out of (metaphorical) hell, only to have his darkest fear (non-metaphorically) come true when his mom goes through his computer and finds all his secret files. but I am glad it did!

also this is all a flashback for the purpose of explaining to our group what the heck is going on (whether or not any of it is getting through is another matter)

[aardvaark]

im so glad that we never get a clear picture of sophie’s background in leverage & i hope we never do. however i also really like making up various, often conflicting backstories for her in my head. perhaps they’re all backstories for an alias of hers, ones she laid to rest back in season two.

[only-lonely-www]

So basically ATLA brain rot has hit me like a truck

[blackhholes]

teen wolf meme: [1/3] colours -> red

As an Alpha, you have that bit of extra-- that spark intensifies the color of your eyes from a bright yellow into a searing red.

[stuckinapril]

I don’t understand it when people say that Carrie was also the problem bc she was anxiously attached bc like …. maybe she had a moment or two but for the most part it was absolutely Big being such a selfish prick and then justifying it w “ohhh I have commitment issues bc my last marriage fell through” umm ur a 45 year old BABY actually

[se-hos]

do you even like macdennis if you can't handle the fact that mac is also a piece of shit to dennis

[wolvies-claws]

various arts

IF YOU LIKE, REBLOG

[gayofthefae]

Thinking again about just how MUCH "I didn't know what to say" gives us and how it can change the whole deal. Because it is the only line that explicitly tells us that he is, as of the time of saying this, still not capable of saying "I love you".

She told him directly in the moment. So he knew what SHE wanted him to say. So how, then, is it possible that he "didn't know what to say"? Unless...

Unless he's saying that telling her was always completely off the table.

Unless he's saying that he knew what she wanted to hear and he knew that he would under no conditions be saying that. "I didn't know what to say". That statement is much closer to "I didn't know how to say it" than "I didn't know why I couldn't say it".

He doesn't say that he doesn't know what would have fixed the situation. He says that he didn't know what to say.

Which means: they are not. the same.

In that moment, with stakes of emotion and heartbreak and not life and death, he would never have told her he loved her. Something in him considers that an awful thing to do. Breaking a commandment he's made to her as a friend before all else. Something in him says "Telling you I love you would hurt you more long-term than letting you believe that I don't." (hmm I wonder why. which possible commandment could that be)

In episodes 4 and 5 of season 4, he does not say "I should have told her" "I should have told her". He says "should I have told her anyways?" "But what else could I have done but what I did?"

And it's the very prioritization that contributes to his guilt now. OH.

THAT'S SEASON 4 FOR HIM:

He spends the season asking himself the question: if I knew she might die if I didn't say it, would I say it, knowing it would break her heart if she survives?

And then she might die if he doesn't say it. And he knows it. And this is the climax. The moment of decision. The "what would I have done if I'd known".

Now he knows the answer, I suppose.

[loveyazy]

Whether you wanna admit it's true or not

the only reason Elain is hated is because, like in every other fandom ever, the feminine, kind, sweet woman is overhated for being "boring" all because she chose to overcome her trauma in a healthy way without turning into a raging bitch who takes out her anger on those around her and shows kindness and love to people instead.

anyways, can't wait for Elain's book and for everyone to see what a badass she truly is. for being strong and amazing when everyone constantly underestimates you

[skitskatdacat63]

"Death is nothing, but to live defeated and inglorious is to die daily."

+ process(tw blood)

Also, look at him, bloody little guy 🥹

This drawing was inspired by several matador pics :D here and here:

^ I don't think I'll ever live up to the second one ah. There's several pics of that specific guy just soaked with blood, and I'm uh a bit obsessed with then ITS FUCKED UP I KNOW OKAY! But I've not drawn blood in a while so it was a bit difficult so I added less than I would want to I guess. Also I'm obsessed with how often they kneel in bullfighting?? Like okay who are you arching your back and spreading your legs for-

[alpacacare-archive]

dad dress-up

[turtleblogatlast]

Yo I've been a bit out of the loop with the rise Fandom so I was wondering what your post on homophobia was about? I don't doubt that it's happening bc people are jerks everywhere I'm just a bit lost

[ cw: homophobia mention / transphobia mention / hate speech / assault mention / murder mention / indoctrination mention / Christianity mention ]

No worries! As someone who also tends to be out of the loop on things, I’ll tell you what’s what.

There was a post from an artist that was spewing out rancid takes just…really going hard against LGBTQ+ people. Straight up said “ew” in regard to the very thought of same sex couples kissing. Said all the grossness about how “wrong” it is “according to God” (plenty of people who study the Bible would argue otherwise but I digress), and said incredibly disgusting transphobic things as well. The artist wasn’t someone I followed personally but apparently had a following large enough for the post to spread.

Now, there’s obviously nothing wrong with being cishet or Christian or anything like that, but when you spread vitriolic language like that, language that has been used to bully, harass, assault, murder, indoctrinate, etc people of the LGBTQ+ community for generations…it’s outright hate speech and should not be tolerated.

I won’t link the original artist who said these things as I believe enough people have spread her name that backlash is already a given and I don’t want to just make this a pile on, but I wanted to make my post to be blatant to anyone who follows me that that type of hateful rhetoric won’t be accepted here.

I hope this helps explain some things!

[megumi-fm]

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[napping-sapphic]

idk which of you needs to hear this rn but today is a fantastic day to do absolutely nothing at all like today is great for napping and procrastinating and catching up on your interests and laying around and ordering in and slacking off etc etc

[aikuse]

hey uh just as a reminder if you’re polyamorous/non-monogamous and you don’t allow your very monogamous partner the chance to leave the relationship if they find it doesn’t work for them and they’re not okay with the relationship dynamic then you’re a shit human being

[itssofuckingover]

i love how if you begin with nuwho u can’t really like…appreciate how insane it is that this well beloved quirky nerdy pop culture symbol that’s been on television for decades tells a dalek to kill itself? like imagining myself as a viewer in 2005 who’s a devoted fan of classic who tuning in to see the doctor saying “kill yourself” i would have just… 😦and yes i mean okay 1.i appreciate what the writers were doing his whole arc Whatever 2.Christopher was absolutely brilliant in that episode im not saying it was a bad move at all… i am however saying that’s like if…that’s like if they had spock say fuck on tv. that’s the best equivalent my mind can come up with.