#autism and transgenderism

[mostlyvoid-partiallyflowers]

they call me a trans trender because they’re jealous of my autistic t-boy swag

[ghosts-of-love]

nothing quite like visiting family to make you feel 10× more autistic than usual

[ghostyolive]

God bless you yaoi warriors naoto shirogane and kanji tatsumi

[decapod-appreciator]

massive overhaul of an old oc bc I was thinking about her again. the two drawings to the right aren’t her old design, for some reaon this vvv is the only thing I saved of her old designs? wild. anyways. cursed noblewoman who gets caught up in scheming and adventures and stuff.

[boycritter]

the actual weirdest thing about my mental health is how im not depressed. like im just not. if you ignore that one week i was on the birth control pill ive never been depressed.

[dick-chugger]

I think the lack of gay sex in my life is going to kill me

[rubyscarbuncle]

Honestly at this rate with all the communities I'm a part of I feel like I'm collecting flags like a pirate stealing Jolly Rogers with each conquest. Like this is my spread. What the fuck. God really said "yeahh put all the neurodivergent fagginess in that girlthing" and I am here now like this as a result. Not a complaint! I love being an incredibly sapphic queer girlthing who does stimmy and would frankly pass on sex but just wow like people like me exist so cishet neurotypicals can exist too I guess. I had to hog it for myself :3

[headless-horsepossum]

one time in third year when i was 14 and living in scotland a popular girl asked if she could copy my homework and i looked at her with 100% sincere surprise and disapproval and said "but then how will you learn the material?" and they still didnt screen me for autism until i was twenty four years old 😑

[aq2003]

So true about your 10 and 14 takes! I've always felt that 10 being labelled as the 'emotionally repressed' doctor is kind of missing the point and doesn't do justice to his character, if you watch any scene with him he just oozes love from every pore, but what's tragic is that the odds are always against him and he ends up suffering terrible losses. He was sweet and heartfelt back then, but the fact that 14 is now the one actively vocalizing the 'ilys' for most people is like 'finally some GROWTH' when it's actually just the same character with a bit more time and hindsight in their hands

yea i think two things can be true at once: that a) ten is so oozing with love from every cell in his body and everything he does is fueled by it and b) that sometimes he can't get that point across in the right way, assumes too much before it's too late, or is inherently afraid of getting attached to others despite how deeply he needs them to survive. fourteen's characterization feels very much in line with how i think ten would've acted had he gotten a chance to live past 6 years and recovered from everyone and everything he'd lost - and like now the doctor doesn't have the weight of being the one to wipe out the timelords on their shoulders and that rly shows, i think.

ten isn't emotionally repressed in that he never shows love or rly tries to actively hide it (whenever he tries to hide it he is so so bad at it), but he's far from someone that wears his heart on his sleeve - particularly he (attempts to) squash down showing his fear/trauma/vulnerability/how he's generally Not Doing Good for those around him bc he wants to be brave for them (x). his only conversation w/ someone approaching him talking about his self-destructive/self-sacrificial/suicidal tendencies in s3 is with jack, with a literal wall between them, at the literal end of the universe. donna nails him point-blank lots of times in s4 - like in 4x06 where she says "you talk so much but you rarely say anything", or in 4x09 where she goes "is 'alright' special timelord code for 'not doing alright at all'?" so comparing THIS to fourteen who straight up says to donna that losing her killed him (over and over and over) - that's the line most indicative of fourteen's heart-on-the-sleeve characterization to me, even more than saying aloud that he loves people. (also ten not being able to say "i love you" specifically feeds a little less into "emotional repression" and more "he is so autism aroace" for me personally but that's a whole other post)

[morglien]

i love rwby because everybody is trans and autistic in my eyes

[sixtysixproblems]

might have permanent hearing damage. least disruptive thing that's happened to me recently so quite frankly 🤷‍♂️. But of course...You all know what I'm going to do next... (stares at fictional characters who quite frankly have way more reason to lose it then me) forget your left socks buddy, I'm coming for your right ear :)

[cirolik]

Yeah I make pathetic sad girl posts online because I don't know how to make friends

[splicejunction]

I know I have an entire blog dedicated to him and I have for the past like 4 to 6 years so I don't need to say this because everyone knows how I feel on thhe subject. But shatterstar is so awesome

[bloodcoveredbutch]

giggles kicks my feet

[tboys]

Why are all the tgirls on here so fucking hung

[varibean]

i’m so glad i’m not in high school anymore bc if i was back in this current year i would 100% be labeled as some sort of Pick Me or whatever and i think the psychic damage that would’ve done would be irreversible