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*Crawls in your bed*

*Creeps up behind you*

*Whispers in your ear*

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has anyone read a fic where Neil and Andrew occasionally really outperform during practice as a way to basically edge each other before fucking and someone else realizes that’s what they’re doing? Like Kevin notices that after practices where Andrew blocks everything, he and Neil always have to go on a looong drive and come back all rumpled? Or did Matt notice after a hard practice Neil and Andrew will both disappear into the showers for longer than usual? Because I’d love to read or possibly write it or both!

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Seth Gordon. - II

x. / miranda july / being unwanted is a language, fatima aamer bilal / vincent van gogh / for two thousand years, mihail sebastian / @sweatermuppet / @traumacure / richey edwards & x. / the landing, marie howe / one more time, matt mccormick

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best friends to lovers is only good if theyre still best friends while theyre lovers

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it is november, and yesterday it felt like it was supposed to be snowing. in boston, november used a winter month, not a fall month. it is supposed to be chilly; rarely capping over 45F. it is a sweater-and-jacket month. it is a "maybe a scarf too" month. in my childhood, november meant blizzards and sleet.

it did not snow. tomorrow the weather predicts a high of 76.

i have spent so many years of my life studying the longterm possibilities of climate change - the culmination of capitalism wreaking havoc on the bodies of people, animals, plants - but every so often i am still shocked by something small and personal.

in a hundred years, when someone goes outside in boston - will they know the feeling of "snow in the air"?

i know it's a learned feeling, a sensation that maybe only longterm experience can teach. a few years ago, i was walking with my friend who had just moved up from the south. i said it smells like snow and she gave me this look like - what the fuck. i said it feels like snow too, which didn't help. she looked up to the bright blue sky and then back at me and then back at the sky. 12 hours later, we had 3 inches. you can just tell if it's going to snow.

except i can't tell, anymore. i stand outside in a tee shirt and watch my dog dance around a lake. we're in a drought and the skin of the water has peeled back twenty meters. the lake is tamed, quiet, puddlelike and sour. my pokemon go app warns there's a weather condition in my area.

my dog gets too hot from running and sits in the water and i want to laugh about his long frame and how awkwardly he sits - and i can't. some simian part of my brain is scratching the walls. it was supposed to snow. it was supposed to snow, but now it's warm instead.

during the last full solar eclipse, the dogs and the birds and the crickets went crazy under utter darkness. we laughed at them then, promising it will all be okay in a moment. but some part of me is still locked in that long night: some animal sensation.

something is wrong, my body says. i can't afford eggs or rent. i go outside to watch a sunset and listen to birdsong. i don't bring a jacket. allergies are killing me this season, allergies i didn't have as a kid. everyone comments that halloween has started to feel strange, offkilter. that it's hard having "holiday cheer." my body thinks it's april, and then it thinks we're in september, and then june.

something is terribly wrong, she whispers. go outside. it is supposed to be snowing.

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Thinking about him 😔*

*Trent Crimm, independent

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The Sacrificial Lamb

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evil of my evil

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Hawkeye Pierce as vintage buttons from the Busy Beaver Button Museum Part 1

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everyone is talking about the sub dm prompt but i need everyone to know this will stick with me forever

i can’t stop watching it

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I wanna run so far, I'd beat the morning

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boy

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Beautiful finished commission of Kevin Day by the amazing @mac-monsters !!

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Is the aftg fandom ready to aknowledge that andrew is demiromantic or is it still too early

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*pulls up to the fanfic drive-thru window* uh yeah, i’ll take a fake relationship with a side of mutual pining and thinking the other isn’t interested, thanks

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in the top 3 verbal stims of the month: i’ve got that nawg in me (said while drinking/thinking about eggnog in reference to i’ve got that dawg in me)

out here experiencing the joy that is drinking eggnog at 3 am

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out here experiencing the joy that is drinking eggnog at 3 am