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mariacallous · 2 months ago

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Most of the time, as the senior rabbi of Temple Beth-El in San Antonio, Rabbi Mara Nathan’s focus is on Jewish families. But this week, she’s finding herself thinking about Christian ones, too.

That’s because Texas is poised to adopt a public school curriculum that refers to Jesus as “the Messiah,” asks kindergartners to study the Sermon on the Mount and presents the Crusades in a positive light.

The curriculum, Nathan said, “gives Christian children the sense that their family’s religion is the only true religion, which is not appropriate for public school education, at the very least.”

Nathan is among the many Texans raising concerns about the proposed reading curriculum as it nears final approval. Earlier this week, the Texas State Board of Education narrowly voted to proceed with the curriculum, called Bluebonnet Learning. A final vote is set for Friday.

The critics, who include Jewish parents and organizations as well as interfaith and education advocacy groups, say Bluebonnet — which will be optional but which schools would be paid to adopt — inappropriately centers on Christian theology and ideas. They have been lobbying for revisions since it was first proposed in May, offering detailed feedback.

“The first round of the curriculum that we saw honestly had a lot of offensive content in it, and was proselytizing, and did not represent Jewish people well,” said Lisa Epstein, the director of San Antonio’s Jewish Community Relations Council.

Now those critics say most of their specific suggestions have been accepted but they remain concerned.

“Looking at the revision, we still feel that the curriculum is not balanced and it introduces a lot of Christian concepts at a very young age, like resurrection and the blood of Christ and the Messiah, when kids are just really too young to understand and they don’t really have a grasp yet completely of their own religion,” she added. Epstein, who testified at a hearing on the proposal in Austin on Monday, has a child in high school and two others who graduated from Texas public schools.

The Texas vote comes as advocates of inserting Christianity into public education are ascendant across the country. Political conservatives are in power at the national level and the Supreme Court’s conservative supermajority has demonstrated openness to blurring church-state separation.

President-elect Donald Trump has signaled support for numerous initiatives to reintroduce Christian doctrine into public schools, from supporting school prayer to endorsing legislation that would require public school classrooms to display the Ten Commandments. (One such measure in Louisiana was recently blocked by a federal judge.)

In Texas, Bluebonnet’s advocates say the curriculum would elevate students’ learning while also exposing them to essential elements of cultural literacy. They note that the curriculum includes references to a wide range of cultures, including ancient religions, and that the religious references make up only a small fraction of the material.

“They’ll elevate the quality of education being offered to all Texas students by giving them a well-rounded understanding of important texts and their impact on the world,” Megan Benton, a strategic policy associate at Texas Values, which says its mission is “to stand for biblical, Judeo-Christian values,” said during the hearing on Monday, Education Week reported. Texas Values called criticism of the proposed curriculum an “attack on the Bible.”

The Texas Education Authority solicited the proposed curriculum, which would join a menu of approved options, as part of a pandemic-era effort that waived some transparency laws, meaning that its authors are not fully known. But The 74, an education news organization, reported this week that a publishing company co-founded by former Arkansas Gov. Mike Huckabee contributed content to the curriculum.

Trump tapped Huckabee, a pastor and evangelical favorite, last week to become his ambassador to Israel.

For some in Texas and beyond, Bluebonnet represents a concrete example of how the national climate could ripple out into local changes.

“A lot of things, we think they’re outside of our community, or outside of our scope, like we hear these things, but are they really going to impact us?” said a Jewish assistant principal in the Richardson Independent School District north of Dallas who asked to remain anonymous. “But I think now that it’s becoming a potential reality, a friend was asking me, would Richardson adopt this? Is this something that is really going to happen in our community?”

While the Supreme Court has ruled that public schools can teach about religion, they cannot prioritize one religion over another in that instruction. So Bluebonnet’s inclusion of Christian and Bible stories in lesson plans drew scrutiny from the start — which grew after the Texas Tribune reported that a panel required to vet all curriculum proposals included Christian proponents of incorporating religion in public education.

In September, The Texas Education Authority’s curriculum review board published hundreds of pages of emails from members of the public along with whether the critiques had resulted in changes. Some did, the board noted, but many others were rejected.

A coalition of Jewish groups submitted 37 requested changes to the initial curriculum proposal. Epstein said the San Antonio JCRC had specifically objected to language in some lessons that evoked “antisemitic tropes” and textual inaccuracies in referencing the story of Queen Esther, as well as offensive references to the Crusades and language that explained the birth of Jesus as the messiah.

One passage had invited students to imagine “if you were a Crusader,” Epstein said, referring to the Christian knights of the Middle Ages who sought to conquer the Holy Land, massacred communities of Jews and are venerated by some on the Christian right.

In the case of the Esther lesson, the original curriculum had recreated an aspect of the Purim story in which Haman drew lots to determine when to kill Jews in the Persian Empire — as a way to teach probability. Nathan called that particular lesson “subversively antisemitic.”

“In ancient Persia [drawing lots] was a way of helping someone make a decision, and the game was called Purim,” the initial text read. “Ask students to choose a number from 1 to 6. Roll a die and ask the students to raise their hand if their number was rolled.”

“This is shocking, offensive and just plain wrong,” Sharyn Vane, a Jewish parent of two Texas public school graduates, said at a September hearing, according to the New York Times. “Do we ask elementary students to pretend to be Hitler?” (Historical simulations have widely been rejected by educators for all grades.)

Both of the lessons were revised after feedback from Jewish groups and others, but Epstein and Nathan said the changes were not adequate. A new prompt asks students to describe “the journey of a Crusader” in the third-person, but it still sanitizes the murder of many Jews and Christians during the Christian quest to conquer Jerusalem, Epstein charged.

And while the Purim lots activity was dropped, Epstein noted that a specific lesson plan about Esther — a beloved figure among evangelical Christians — also includes a reference to God, which the Megillah, the Jewish text telling the Purim story, famously does not do. She said that inaccuracy was not addressed in the revisions.

In a statement, San Antonio’s Jewish federation, under which the JCRC operates, also acknowledged the changes that were made after its feedback but expressed concern over what it called “an almost solely Christian-based” perspective with “inaccuracies” and content that is inappropriate for elementary school students.

“We are not against teaching a broad range of religious beliefs to children in an age-appropriate way that clearly distinguishes between ‘beliefs’ and ‘facts,’ and gives appropriate time and respect to acknowledging many different religions,” the federation said. “Public schools should be places where children of all religious backgrounds feel welcomed and accepted.”

The newer version of the curriculum also did not address the federation’s concerns about language referring to Jesus as “the Messiah,” written with a capital “M,” and references to “the Bible,” rather than “the Christian Bible” specifically, as the federation had urged the curriculum’s creators to adopt.

The Austin branch of the Anti-Defamation League, which was also involved in the efforts, also applauded the revisions that had been made thus far but said it still “reject[s] the current version of the proposed curriculum.”

“We agree that students should learn the historical contributions of various religious traditions, but ADL’s analysis of the originally proposed curriculum found that a narrow view of Christianity was overwhelmingly emphasized, there were few mentions of other faiths and the curriculum baselessly credited Christianity with improved societal morality,” the group said in a statement. “Although improvements have been made, the materials still appear to cross the line into teaching religion instead of teaching about religion.”

Criticism to the curriculum goes far beyond the Jewish community. Texas AFT, the state’s outpost of the American Federation of Teachers, a leading teachers’ union, also opposes the proposal. “Texas AFT believes that not only do these materials violate the separation of church and state and the academic freedom of our classroom, but also the sanctity of the teaching profession,” the union said in a statement.

Some Republicans on the Texas Board of Education expressed reservations about the curriculum’s quality and age-appropriateness, separate from its religious content.

And nonpartisan and interfaith groups like Texas Impact and Texas Freedom Network have also been involved in efforts to oppose the curriculum, as has the Baptist Joint Committee for Religious Liberty. Epstein said a Sikh parent also testified at one of the hearings, asking for her faith’s traditions to be incorporated into lesson plans to provide more religious perspectives.

Nathan said that when she testified against the proposal at a September hearing, her allies were diverse.

“Some of the people who were against it were not Jewish, and just were [against] the way that the curriculum was being put together pedagogically,” she said. “But there were both Jewish and non-Jewish people there, and also some Christian folks who were there who were opposed to such an overtly Christian curriculum.”

Marian Neleson, who has a 14-year-old daughter and a 12-year-old son in the Frisco Independent School District, said it has never been easy to be a Jewish family in her area.

“There’s always concerns as a parent when there’s just a handful of other Jewish children in a majority Christian school,” said Neleson, who is active in her local interfaith alliance. “From how the school celebrates, how they do their calendars. Do they remember that there is a Jewish holiday, and then they schedule major school functions on High Holy Days?”

Now, she’s worried that her own district could face pressure to adopt the new curriculum, if it is approved.

“These kind of curriculums are promoting one interpretation, one religion’s view, and I feel like that’s not very respectful of people who come from different backgrounds and different faiths and different religions,” Neleson said. She added, “I do think that the Frisco school district particularly does try to be inclusive and try to recognize the diversity of the community, but I know that there’s always pressure from groups who are trying to promote one agenda in the schools.”

The Richardson assistant principal said she saw in the financial incentive to adopt the curriculum — districts that do so will get up to $60 per student — an inappropriate assertion of support by the state. Many Texas districts are cash-strapped after legislators declined to substantially increase school funding last year.

“There is such a push in education for high-quality instructional materials,” said the assistant principal, who has three elementary school-aged children. “They’re pushing this so hard, and even potentially putting up funding for it if you adopt it, but it’s not a truly high-quality curriculum.”

In a Facebook post after Tuesday’s preliminary vote, Vane encouraged parents to reach out to members of the state’s education board to urge them to oppose the curriculum. “It’s not over yet,” she wrote.

Nathan said she’s not sure how much opponents of the curriculum can do if it’s approved, but she stressed the importance of local advocacy — especially since the curriculum is not required.

“I think reaching out to your local school board and communicating with local teachers in your community is going to be key,” she said. “If this occurs, what do I need to do in my local school district to make sure that there’s programming that balances the perspective?”

But she signaled that the intensity of the proposed curriculum would undercut any counter-programming by representatives of other faiths.

“It’s not presented as, ‘Here’s what Christians believe,’” Nathan said about Bluebonnet. “It’s presented as, ‘Here is the truth.’ There’s a difference.”

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mindblowingscience · 1 year ago

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Male dominance has long been assumed to be nearly universal in primates, with female power viewed as a rare exception to the rule. However, according to researchers at The University of Texas at Austin, female-biased power structures or social equality between the sexes can be found within every major primate group and probably existed throughout evolutionary history. The study, published in the journal Animals, challenges presumptions of male dominance in primates and may also have implications for other animal species.

#Science #Animals #Anthropology #Ecology #Gender #Primates

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grandpeachpersona · 2 months ago

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It's A Man's World

Chapter 5 (Batter up)

a/n: To clarify, I do not own the rights to any pictures or names used in this story, except for Sierra Riley. All other rights and names belong to the NFL and MLB. Additionally, some characters are inspired by the game MLB The Show 24, which includes fictional characters. The title of the book is inspired by the song "It's a Man's World" by James Brown and Betty Jean Newsome, for which I also do not own the rights. All rights are held by Warner-Tamerlane Publishing Corp. and Unichappell Music, Inc. Enjoy!

If you had told me 10 years ago that I would be playing for the Atlanta Braves, I would have told you. You're lying, but here I am. After the draft, I had to fly to Florida for spring training, and then when that was over, I flew to Atlanta to sign my rookie contract, which is $380k for my first year plus a 2 million signing bonus. Then fly to Cincinnati for my first game for the season. Safe to say I've had a crazy couple of weeks.

Oh and how fitting that Joe is throwing out the first pitch since its Reds opening day. So it's really true what they say. It does come full circle.

I walked out from the clubhouse into the away dugout. I noticed Joe in the batter's box swinging a bat at baseballs as they fired out the shooter and must I say he looked damn good while doing it too.

Ok, time I come clean about something. Do I have a crush on my best friend Joe Burrow? Yes. Am I scared to tell him? Yes. Why? because if I do I'm going to make a complete fool of myself and I just do not want to risk that and possibly losing a friend.

But friends don't text each other every day for random things or have late-night phone conversions like they used to when they were in LSU together. To sum it up over the last couple of months Joe and I have slipped back into our old ways and not that I'm complaining I just wish we were more.

I noticed Joe had finished and might as well say hello. I walked out towards home plate catching the tail end of his conversation “I'm so proud of her…to watch her play in college I knew she was big league bound and now she's here.” I heard Joe tell my teammate Austin Riley, a third baseman.

“There's the woman of the hour!” I hear Ja’marr call out as I make my way toward the group, my heart racing with a mix of excitement and nerves.

I shake my head, feeling a bit overwhelmed. “Stop! I'm done crying for today,” I reply, my voice tinged with a slight whine, reflecting the emotional rollercoaster I've been on.

Ja’marr looks at me with a supportive smile. “How do you feel? Are you ready for this?” he asks, his eyes filled with genuine concern. I nod slowly, trying to muster a confident expression despite my jitters. “I feel ready; I’m just trying not to overthink everything,” I admit, forcing a nervous smile.

“Sis, you’ve got this in the bag!” Ja’marr encourages, his voice steady and reassuring. “Don’t let them cloud your mind—just play your heart out, like you do every time.” His words resonate with me, pushing back the self-doubt that threatens to creep in.

“Ri, you’ve worked your ass off for this moment,” Joe chimes in, giving me a playful nudge on my shoulder. “You’re going to absolutely kill it today! And we just happen to have front-row seats to witness your brilliance.” His enthusiasm and belief in me fill me with warmth and motivation.

Nodding, I accept their words with a grateful smile, feeling a rush of confidence. “Thanks, you guys! That really helps. But now I have to ask: what the hell is this?” I say, gesturing pointedly at the Cincinnati jerseys they are both proudly wearing. They burst into laughter, clearly thinking they could charm their way out of my noticing their blatant team allegiance.

“Hey it was a gift from them but believe me I would wore yours if I could” Ja'marr gives his excuse. I turn to Joe waiting for his.

“I'm from Ohio.” he gives the most obvious answer—typical Joe.

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Against all odds, Joe delivered a flawless pitch after the pregame festivities and the stirring national anthem. I could feel the excitement coursing through me—this was my moment, my MLB debut.

As they called my name, I heard Joe and Ja’marr erupting with cheers from their private suite through the crowd their support only boosted my confidence and set the stage for what was about to happen.

I locked in my focus, ready to face the pitcher. He glanced at the runner on first, then turned his gaze to me and wound up for the throw.

The pitch came rushing straight at me! I instinctively jumped back, narrowly avoiding it. “One ball, no strikes.” But that wasn’t a mistake; he wanted to rattle me. Too bad for him—I’m not easily shaken.

I reset myself, gripping the bat firmly, ready for the next challenge. The pitcher checked the runner again and delivered another pitch.

This time, he made a crucial misstep—an offspeed pitch! I saw it coming, and without hesitation, I swung with all my power. The crack of the bat was electric, and I sent that ball soaring out of the park. A home run on my very first hit! 2-0, baby! Now that’s how you make an unforgettable debut.

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We won only by the skin of our teeth 5-4. I had just changed out of my away uniform into some sweets and a hoodie when I heard a knock on my locker room door.

“It's open” I shout, not feeling like walking to the door.

The door opens and Joe pops his head in “Hey can I come in?”

I waved my hand “Yeah come on”

He steps in closing the door behind him “Getting ready to head out just wanted to say you looked great out there today” he compliments.

“Thanks, I had to show off a bit, you know. Oh! I meant to give this back to you, but everything just happened so fast,” I said, remembering his chain that he gave to me to wear on Daft Night. But I never did give it back to him. If I remember right, I was in my gym bag. Bingo pulled it right out.

I went to hand it back to him be he stopped me “Keep it Ri”

“Huh?” I said making sure I heard him right. This boy is crazy.

Joe cracked a little smile “Keep it...believe me I've got plenty”

I looked at him to make sure he wasn't joking “You sure cause this is worth more than my signing bonus” I joked nervously.

He smiled and nodded his head “Yeah I'm sure think of it as an ‘I knew you would make it’s gift”.

I smiled “Ok no take takebacks Burrow,” I said putting back in my bag.

“What are you doing when you leave here?” Joe asked suddenly. I shrugged my shoulders. “It's still early so I'm not really tired. Might just chill back at the hotel. Why what's up?” I answered taking a seat on the bench.

He looks at me for a second then slightly shakes his head. “Some friends of mine wanted to go out to eat and all but Ja'marr had to leave soo…”

“You want me to go in his place?” I finished the sentence for him.

This is not anything new. I went to a lot of Joe's events as his plus one back in LSU. And he did the same thing for me.

“Yeah but if you want to call it a day I understand” he quickly says.

I shake my head with a laugh “No I'll go with you, Joe. Plus it would be nice to get a breather before tomorrow's game” I said, opening up my suitcase.

“Give me a few to get changed and I'll be right out”

Joe raised his eyebrows “You really could go in what you have on” he said nonchalantly

Is this boy out of his mind? “Joe I'm not hanging out around people I don't know in a hoodie and sweatpants,” I said looking at him all upside his head.

“Yes, you can cause one where only going to Texas Roadhouse. Two you just finished a hell of a baseball game and have a right to wear this. And if someone has a problem with it then we can go and have our own dinner” he says the confidence just flows out as he says it.

My stomach should have not tightened up but I just love how protective this man is. Biting my lip not knowing what to say except “Alright let's go”

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Joe was walking me up to my room after that impromptu hangout session with his friends which by the way all amazing.

“Yeah I'm definitely paying for this tomorrow,” I said feeling like I was ready to pop.

Joe gives out a small chuckle “Yeah that makes two of us”

I give him this funny look “You got time to burn it off, Joe. I on the other hand have to play a game tomorrow” I said pulling out my keycard for my room. “Fair point Far point,” Joe said not disagreeing with me

Stopping in front of my room “This is me” I said turning to Joe “Thanks again for inviting me” I said suddenly nervous as I looked at him and his features pretty blue eyes, dirty blonde hair so silky you could run your fingers through it and not get tangled. To some it up this boy was fine.

His voice knocked me out of my thoughts “No thank you for coming. I owe you one for this Ri”

Yeah, a date.

“What’d you say” I saw Joe's eyebrows raise..Did I say that out loud could have sworn I said that in my head.

“I didn't say anything,” I said quickly shaking my head trying to avoid this conversation at all costs.

“Nah, Nah you said something. What did you say?” he asked stepping a little closer. Looking the other way with a blush on my cheeks “I said a date” I repeat my words still not looking a him.

He stood there with the biggest smirk on his face “I still didn't hear what you said say it again and this time” he paused to gently grab my chin “Look at me”

Soaked absolutely Soked straight through.

Unable to move I said it again looking straight dead in his eyes “A date. You owe me a date”

Joe nodded his head and let my chin go “That's what I thought you said” he said stepping away from me. “Ok, how about this. If you get to the World Series which I know you will I'll take you on a date” he said proposing a challenge or more like a bet. “Ok and if I don’t,” I said waiting for the catch no pun intended.

“Then I still take you on the date’

#joe burrow x reader #joe burrow #joe burrow fic #cincinnati bengals #black!reader #joe burrow x oc #joe burrow x black reader

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cynic-spirit · 5 months ago

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Affection

Friends to lovers

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Austin and Yn had been inseparable since childhood, their bond forged in the crucible of countless shared experiences. They grew up in the same small town, where everyone knew everyone else's business. Austin's family owned the local hardware store, a fixture in the community for generations. From a young age, he was groomed to take over the family business, learning the ropes from his father and grandfather. Austin was tall and strong, with a steady demeanor that made him a natural leader. He had a knack for fixing things, whether it was a broken lawnmower or a fractured friendship.

Yn, on the other hand, found solace in the world of books. The local library became her sanctuary, a place where she could escape into different worlds and live a thousand lives through the pages of a novel. Her love for literature led her to a job at a publishing house in the nearby city. Yn's evenings were often spent curled up in a cozy corner of the library, surrounded by the comforting smell of old books and the soft rustle of turning pages. She was creative and introspective, with a vivid imagination that breathed life into her writing.

Despite their different paths, Austin and Yn remained close. They had been through thick and thin together, supporting each other through heartbreaks, triumphs, and everything in between. Austin was always there to lend a hand when Yn's car broke down or when she needed help moving heavy boxes of books. Yn, in turn, was Austin's confidante, the one he could talk to about his dreams and fears. They balanced each other perfectly—Austin's practicality complementing Yn's creativity, and Yn's empathy grounding Austin's ambitions.

Their friendship was the kind that people envied. They communicated with ease, often finishing each other's sentences or sharing a knowing glance that spoke volumes. There was an unspoken understanding between them, a bond that went beyond words. Yet, beneath the surface, there was an undercurrent of something more, something neither of them was willing to acknowledge. It was a subtle tension, a lingering touch, a fleeting look that hinted at deeper feelings.

As the years passed, their lives became more intertwined. Austin's responsibilities at the hardware store grew, demanding more of his time and energy. Yn's career at the publishing house flourished, bringing new opportunities and challenges. Despite their busy schedules, they made time for each other, whether it was meeting for coffee, taking long walks in the park, or spending quiet evenings at the library. Their moments together were a refuge from the chaos of the outside world, a reminder of the unshakeable bond they shared.

Little did they know, their friendship was on the cusp of transforming into something even more profound. The foundation they had built over the years was strong, but the possibilities of what lay ahead were both exciting and terrifying. As they navigated the complexities of their individual lives, they began to realize that the person they had been searching for had been right beside them all along.

The sun was beginning to set, casting a warm, golden glow over the backyard where Austin, Yn, and their friends gathered. It was a perfect weekend evening for a game of truth or dare. The air was filled with laughter, the sound of crickets chirping in the background, and the soft hum of conversation. Among their group of friends—Max, Sarah, Jenna, and Chris—Yn was the last one left to take her turn. She chose dare, her eyes sparkling with anticipation.

Max, always the instigator, grinned mischievously. "Alright, Yn. I dare you to flirt with Austin like a lover."

The group burst into laughter, and Austin rolled his eyes good-naturedly. "Bring it on," he said, playfully challenging Yn.

Yn took a deep breath and stood up, her heart pounding in her chest. She walked over to Austin, her steps slow and deliberate. As she leaned in closer, the world seemed to fade away, leaving just the two of them. She locked eyes with him, her gaze intense and unwavering. She recited the poem, her voice soft and melodic.

"I want to be addicted To the night sky with you Fall in love with the twinkling stars And be cuddled by the moon's halo I want to sleep underneath The sunrise that graces your Skin every dawn so that I can feel the warmth of your touch on me I want to devour life's pleasure With every kiss from your Honey-grazed lips."

As she spoke, Austin felt a shift within him. Her words wrapped around his heart, squeezing gently yet insistently. He watched her lips move, felt the gentle touch of her hand on his cheek, and something in him changed. Yn, his best friend of so many years, suddenly seemed different—beautiful, intense, and deep. Her proximity sent a thrill through him, and he realized, with a jolt, that his feelings for her were more than just friendship.

His mind raced, memories of their time together flooding in. He recalled the late-night conversations, the shared laughter, the way she always knew how to make him smile. But now, there was a new layer to those memories, a realization that perhaps those moments had always held a deeper significance. Yn's touch on his cheek was both electrifying and comforting, a paradox that made his heart ache with a newfound longing.

"Wow, Yn," Jenna said, breaking the silence that had fallen over the group. "That was beautiful."

Chris laughed, clapping his hands. "I didn't know you had it in you, Yn!"

Sarah, always the romantic, sighed dreamily. "That was so intense. You two should be actors or something."

Max smirked, raising an eyebrow at Austin. "So, how did that feel, buddy?"

Austin forced a smile, trying to appear nonchalant. "Not bad. Yn's got some skills."

But inside, he was a whirlwind of emotions. The playful dare had unlocked something within him, something he wasn't sure he could ignore any longer. As the group continued their banter, Austin's eyes met Yn's once more, and he saw a flicker of something in her gaze—a question, a hope, perhaps the same feelings that were now swirling within him. He smiled back at her, a silent promise that they would talk about this later, that he needed to understand what was happening between them.

Austin lay in his bed, staring up at the ceiling, the room dimly lit by the soft glow of his bedside lamp. The events of the evening replayed in his mind, each moment with Yn lingering longer than the last. He turned restlessly, his thoughts a turbulent sea.

"Was she always this beautiful?" he wondered, the image of Yn leaning in, her eyes filled with emotion, etched into his mind. He recalled the way her hair cascaded over her shoulders, the way her eyes sparkled when she spoke, the delicate curve of her lips. It wasn't that he hadn't noticed these things before, but tonight they seemed magnified, every detail sharpened and brought into focus.

"Was she always this wonderful?" The question gnawed at him. Yn had always been his confidante, his anchor, the person who understood him better than anyone else. They had shared countless moments of laughter, comforted each other through tears, and celebrated each other's successes. Her kindness, her intelligence, her unwavering support—these were qualities he had always cherished. But now, they took on a new significance, resonating deeper within him.

Austin's mind wandered back to the poem she had recited. Each line echoed in his head, her voice soft and mesmerizing. "I want to sleep underneath the sunrise that graces your skin every dawn..." The words had felt so intimate, so raw. He could still feel the gentle touch of her hand on his cheek, the warmth spreading through him like a slow-burning flame. What had started as a playful dare had awakened something within him, something he couldn't quite grasp but couldn't ignore either.

"What's happening to me?" he wondered, frustration mingling with confusion. He had always thought of Yn as his best friend, nothing more. Yet, tonight had shifted his perspective, revealing emotions he hadn't been aware of, or perhaps had been too afraid to acknowledge. The way his heart raced when she looked at him, the way his skin tingled at her touch—these were not the reactions of mere friendship.

He sat up, running a hand through his hair, trying to make sense of his feelings. Was it possible that he had always felt this way but had buried those emotions deep within, afraid of what it might mean for their friendship? The thought of losing Yn was terrifying, yet the idea of not exploring these newfound feelings was equally unsettling.

Austin thought about their history, the years of shared experiences that had built a foundation of trust and understanding between them. They had always been there for each other, through every high and low. He remembered the nights spent talking until dawn, the way Yn's laughter could brighten his darkest days, the silent comfort of her presence when words were unnecessary.

"Have I been blind all this time?" he mused, his heart aching with the realization that perhaps, beneath the surface of their friendship, there had always been the potential for something more. The poem, the dare, Yn's touch—they had all been catalysts, bringing buried emotions to the forefront. He couldn't help but wonder if Yn felt the same, if the look in her eyes had mirrored his own confusion and longing.

Lying back down, Austin closed his eyes, Yn's face still vivid in his mind. He knew he couldn't ignore these feelings, that he needed to talk to her, to understand what this all meant for them. The uncertainty was daunting, but the possibility of a deeper connection with Yn filled him with a sense of hope he hadn't felt in a long time.

As he drifted off to sleep, his last thoughts were of Yn, her voice a soothing melody in his mind. Whatever happened next, he knew their friendship was strong enough to weather it. And maybe, just maybe, they were on the brink of something beautiful.

The next day, everyone gathered at their favorite spot by the lake. It was a sunny afternoon, the water shimmering under the bright light, and the gentle breeze carrying the scent of pine and wildflowers. Austin, Yn, Max, Sarah, Jenna, and Chris settled into their usual places, spreading out blankets and unpacking snacks. Laughter filled the air as they recounted old stories and joked about their latest adventures.

Austin, however, found it hard to focus. His thoughts kept drifting back to the previous night, and he couldn't help but steal glances at Yn. She looked effortlessly beautiful, her hair catching the sunlight and her smile lighting up her face. Every time he looked at her, he felt a strange mix of warmth and nervousness.

Yn noticed his distracted demeanor and, with a playful nudge, leaned in. "What's up with you, Austin? You seem a little lost."

Startled, Austin quickly composed himself. "Nothing, Yn. Just work stuff," he said, trying to sound casual.

She raised an eyebrow, not entirely convinced but willing to let it go for now. "Alright, if you say so."

The conversation continued smoothly, with the group falling into their familiar rhythm. They discussed plans for the upcoming week, shared the latest gossip from town, and debated the best movies to watch on their next movie night. Austin chimed in here and there, but his mind was still preoccupied with thoughts of Yn.

They dug into the food—sandwiches, chips, and an array of homemade desserts. Sarah had brought her famous brownies, and Chris tried to claim he had made the best potato salad, which sparked a friendly argument among them. The camaraderie was as strong as ever, each of them cherishing these moments of togetherness.

As the sun began to dip towards the horizon, casting a golden hue over the lake, Jenna suggested, "Hey, how about we meet up again next weekend? Maybe we can try that new café downtown."

Max nodded enthusiastically. "Sounds good to me. I've heard they have amazing pastries."

Sarah clapped her hands. "Count me in! I could use some good coffee and a change of scenery."

Chris grinned. "I'm always up for trying new places. What about you, Austin? Yn?"

Austin glanced at Yn, their eyes meeting for a brief moment. He felt a flicker of that same intense feeling from the night before. "Yeah, I'm in," he said, a bit too quickly, causing Yn to smile knowingly.

"Me too," Yn added. "It sounds like fun."

With the plan set, they spent the last few moments enjoying the serene beauty of the lake, talking about everything and nothing. The group began to pack up, their laughter and chatter filling the air as they headed back to their cars.

As they walked, Yn fell into step beside Austin. "You sure everything's okay?" she asked softly, her concern evident.

Austin gave her a reassuring smile. "Yeah, everything's fine, Yn. Just a lot on my mind."

She nodded, accepting his answer but not entirely convinced. "Alright, but you know you can always talk to me, right?"

"I know," he replied, feeling a rush of affection for her. "Thanks, Yn."

They reached the parking lot, and after a round of hugs and goodbyes, everyone went their separate ways. Austin watched as Yn drove off, her car disappearing down the road. He stood there for a moment, taking a deep breath and trying to sort through the whirlwind of emotions inside him.

As he got into his own car and started the engine, he knew one thing for certain: he couldn't keep pretending nothing had changed. The next weekend couldn't come soon enough. He needed to understand what was happening between him and Yn, and more importantly, he needed to talk to her about it. The future felt uncertain, but for the first time, he felt a glimmer of excitement mixed with the fear. Something beautiful was on the horizon, and he was ready to embrace it.

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Austin was in his office, poring over inventory lists and planning for the upcoming sales season at the hardware store. The familiar tasks usually brought him a sense of calm, but today his mind kept drifting back to Yn and the confusion of his feelings. He was grateful for the distraction when Chris walked in, bringing a welcome break from the monotony.

"Hey, Austin," Chris greeted, leaning against the doorframe with a casual grin. "Got a minute?"

"Sure, come on in," Austin replied, motioning for him to take a seat. "What's up?"

Chris settled into the chair across from Austin's desk. They chatted about the weekend plans and the latest gossip from town. It was easy and familiar, but then Chris dropped a bombshell that made Austin's heart skip a beat.

"So, I heard Yn got asked out on a date by John," Chris said nonchalantly, as if he were mentioning the weather.

Austin's world tilted on its axis. He felt a sudden, sharp pang of jealousy, a feeling he had never associated with Yn before. His mind raced, trying to process the information while keeping his composure. "John?" he repeated, his voice tight. "Who's John?"

"Yeah, John," Chris continued, unaware of the turmoil he had unleashed in Austin. "He's a great guy. He's doing his term to become a doctor. Really smart, charming, the whole package."

Austin forced a smile, his mind reeling. "Oh, that's... great," he said, struggling to keep his voice steady. Inside, a storm was brewing. Images of Yn with John flashed through his mind—Yn laughing at his jokes, Yn looking at him with those sparkling eyes, Yn being held by him. The thought made his stomach churn.

"Who is this guy?" he asked, trying to sound casual. "I don't think I've met him."

"He's new in town," Chris explained. "Moved here a few months ago. Everyone's been talking about him. Seems like a really nice guy."

As Chris talked, Austin felt completely lost. He tried to suppress the feelings swirling within him, but they were too powerful to ignore. He didn't want to lose Yn. The idea of her being with someone else, of her heart belonging to another man, was unbearable. He realized, with startling clarity, that his feelings for her were much deeper than he had admitted to himself.

"Yeah, sounds like it," Austin said, his voice distant. He struggled to focus on what Chris was saying, his thoughts consumed by the fear of losing Yn. The memories of their shared moments, their laughter, their unspoken bond—they all seemed to take on a new, painful significance. How had he not seen this coming? How had he been so blind to his own feelings?

"Well, anyway," Chris said, standing up and stretching. "Just thought I'd give you a heads-up. We'll see how it goes, right?"

"Yeah, thanks for letting me know," Austin replied, forcing another smile. "I'll see you later, Chris."

As Chris left, Austin sat back in his chair, his mind a whirlwind of emotions. The thought of Yn with John was like a knife to his heart. He couldn't lose her, not when he had just started to realize how much she meant to him. He had to do something, but what? The fear of ruining their friendship held him back, yet the thought of doing nothing and watching her drift away was even more terrifying.

Austin's thoughts were a chaotic mix of jealousy, fear, and longing. He pictured Yn's face, her smile, the way she made him feel whole. He knew he couldn't keep these feelings bottled up any longer. He had to talk to Yn, to tell her how he felt, before it was too late. The uncertainty was daunting, but the possibility of losing her was something he couldn't bear.

With a determined sigh, Austin resolved to face his feelings head-on. He couldn't let fear hold him back. He had to fight for what he wanted, and what he wanted more than anything was Yn.

As Austin sat alone in his office, the realization hit him with the force of a tidal wave: he was in love with Yn. The thought was both exhilarating and terrifying, leaving him breathless and disoriented. He leaned back in his chair, closing his eyes as he tried to process this profound revelation.

The images of Yn from last night replayed in his mind: her soft voice reciting the poem, the warmth of her hand on his cheek, the way her eyes seemed to look into the depths of his soul. Each memory was a vivid reminder of how much she meant to him. He had always known that Yn was special, but now he understood that she was more than just a friend—she was the person who completed him, who made his life brighter and richer.

Austin thought about all the moments they had shared, the laughter and the tears, the silent understanding that passed between them. He remembered the late-night conversations where they had bared their souls to each other, the comfort of her presence when words weren't needed, and the joy of seeing her smile. Each of these memories now took on a deeper significance, painted with the colors of love he had been too blind to see before.

He realized that Yn had always been the constant in his life, the one person he could always count on. She had been there through every challenge, every heartbreak, and every triumph. Her kindness, her intelligence, her unwavering support—they were the qualities that had drawn him to her, the foundation of their unshakeable bond. But now he saw that these qualities were also the seeds of a deeper connection, one that had been growing quietly within him all along.

As Austin sat there, he felt a sense of clarity wash over him. He understood now why the thought of Yn with someone else, with John, had caused such a visceral reaction. It wasn't just jealousy; it was the fear of losing the person who had become the center of his world. The idea of Yn's heart belonging to another man was unbearable because his own heart was already intertwined with hers.

The realization brought a mix of emotions. There was a deep, aching longing to be with her, to hold her close and never let her go. There was also fear—the fear of rejection, of ruining the precious friendship they had built over the years. But alongside the fear was a newfound determination. Austin knew that he couldn't keep these feelings hidden. He had to take the risk, to tell Yn how he felt, because the possibility of a future without her was too painful to contemplate.

He thought about what to say, how to approach her. Should he be direct, or should he ease into it, testing the waters? The thought of confessing his love was daunting, but the alternative—doing nothing and watching her slip away—was far worse. He knew that Yn valued honesty, that she would appreciate him being open and sincere.

Austin took a deep breath, feeling a sense of resolve settle within him. He couldn't predict how Yn would react, but he knew he had to be true to himself and to his feelings. Love was a risk, but it was also the greatest adventure, and he was ready to embark on it, no matter the outcome.

With this newfound clarity, Austin stood up, feeling a surge of energy and purpose. He knew that the next step would be the hardest, but it was also the most important. He had to find Yn and tell her the truth. He had to fight for the love that had been growing in his heart, the love that had transformed his view of the world.

As he left his office, Austin felt a mixture of nervousness and hope. Whatever happened next, he knew that he had to take this leap of faith. Because in his heart, he knew that Yn was worth it—worth the risk, worth the fear, and worth the love that had been waiting to be discovered all along.

Austin's fingers trembled slightly as he typed out a message to Yn, hoping to find some time to talk to her. He needed to tell her how he felt, but he wanted to gauge her mood first, find the right moment.

Austin: Hey Yn, how are you? What are you up to?

A few moments later, his phone buzzed with her reply.

Yn: Hey Austin! I'm good. I'm actually out right now. On a date with this guy... he seems nice.

Yn: I'll talk to you later, okay?

Austin stared at his phone, his heart sinking. The words felt like a punch to the gut. Yn was on a date. With someone nice. He felt his heart shatter into a million pieces, the fragments of hope he had clung to now scattered and broken.

He sat down heavily in his chair, the reality of the situation hitting him like a tidal wave. Yn was out with someone else, someone she thought was nice. His mind spiraled into a dark place, consumed by thoughts of her laughing with this guy, holding his hand, maybe even falling in love with him.

The image of Yn marrying someone else played in his mind like a torturous loop. He saw her walking down the aisle, her eyes filled with happiness—but the man waiting for her wasn't him. The thought was unbearable, a deep, aching pain that settled in his chest.

He imagined their future slipping away, all the moments they could have shared, the life they could have built together. The realization that he might have missed his chance, that he had waited too long to confess his feelings, was a bitter pill to swallow.

Austin's thoughts were a whirlwind of regret and longing. He remembered all the times they had spent together, the way her presence had always brought him comfort and joy. Now, those memories felt like a cruel reminder of what he was losing.

He knew he had to do something, but the fear of ruining their friendship still held him back. What if she didn't feel the same way? What if his confession made things awkward between them? But then again, what if she did feel the same? What if he was letting his chance at true happiness slip through his fingers?

Determined to fight for what he wanted, Austin took a deep breath and made a decision. He couldn't let fear dictate his actions. He had to tell Yn how he felt, before it was too late. With a newfound sense of resolve, he started to formulate a plan. He would wait for her to get back, and then he would find the right moment to tell her everything.

For now, he had to endure the painful wait, hoping that the date wouldn't change anything between them.

Austin counted the hours, minutes, and seconds until the weekend, each passing moment stretching endlessly. His thoughts were consumed by Yn, the image of her with another man gnawing at him. He knew he had to tell her how he felt, and the anticipation was almost unbearable. When the day finally arrived, he headed to their usual meeting spot earlier than usual, knowing that Yn often came early too.

He arrived at the café, the sun just beginning to set, casting a warm glow over the city. He chose a table near the window, the soft hum of conversation around him doing little to calm his racing heart. He kept glancing at the door, hoping to see her walk in.

A few minutes later, his patience was rewarded. Yn entered, her presence immediately lighting up the room. She spotted him and smiled, making her way over.

"Hey, you’re early," she said, a teasing glint in her eyes. "How come?"

"Just felt like it," Austin replied, trying to keep his tone casual as he returned her smile. "Wanted to get a good seat."

Yn sat down across from him, her eyes scanning the menu. "It’s a good spot. So, what’s up?"

Austin took a deep breath, gathering his courage. "I heard you went on a date."

Yn glanced up, her expression shifting slightly. "I did. John... He seems like a good guy. A real gentleman."

Austin nodded, his heart sinking momentarily. But then he noticed a hint of uncertainty in her eyes. "But...?" he prompted gently.

Yn sighed, looking a bit sad. "He might leave for his internship soon. I don’t think I want to do a long-distance relationship, especially not so soon."

"Oh," Austin said, his heart leaping with joy. He struggled to keep his emotions in check, his mind racing with possibilities. Yn’s hesitation meant that there was still a chance, that she wasn’t completely committed to John.

Before he could say more, the rest of their friends arrived. Max, Sarah, Jenna, and Chris filtered in, filling the café with their laughter and chatter. The group settled in, ordering drinks and catching up on the latest news.

Austin’s mind was only half on the conversation. He kept stealing glances at Yn, his heart swelling with hope. Her words echoed in his mind, a reminder that he still had a chance to tell her how he felt. But with their friends around, it would have to wait a little longer.

As the evening progressed, Austin found himself laughing and joking with the group, but his thoughts remained firmly fixed on Yn. He watched her interact with their friends, her smile bright and her laughter infectious. Every moment spent with her only reinforced his feelings, making him more determined to seize his chance.

Finally, as the evening drew to a close and the group began to disperse, Austin found a moment alone with Yn. He took a deep breath, the words he had rehearsed a thousand times ready to spill from his lips.

"Yn," he began, his voice steady but his heart racing. "There's something I need to tell you."

She looked at him, her expression curious and open. "What is it, Austin?"

As Austin prepared to speak, the moment he had been waiting for, Yn's phone rang. She glanced at the screen, a flicker of surprise and anticipation crossing her face. She held up a finger, signaling him to wait, and answered the call.

Austin watched as Yn's expression shifted from casual to excited. He caught snippets of the conversation—something about making plans for another date. His heart sank as he realized it was John calling. The realization was a gut punch; Yn was clearly interested in this guy, and his chance to confess his feelings might slip away.

Yn's cheeks flushed a delicate pink as she talked, her smile radiant. Austin's heart ached at the sight. He wanted so desperately to be the reason for that blush, to be the one who made her smile like that. The thought of John being the one to bring her such joy and affection felt like a cruel twist of fate. He had always admired Yn’s beauty and charm, but now it was clear that his feelings for her ran deeper than he had ever realized.

He felt a pang of jealousy and sadness, the realization that she might be moving on with someone else hitting him hard. The thought of John being in the picture, of her finding happiness with someone else, made him question the timing of his own confession. Austin wanted nothing more than to be the person who made her happy, who could share those tender moments with her.

Yn ended the call, her smile fading into a look of curiosity as she turned her attention back to Austin. "Sorry about that," she said, her tone apologetic. "John asked if I'd like to go out again."

Austin forced a smile, trying to mask the disappointment in his eyes. "No problem," he said, his voice tinged with a mix of regret and resignation. "I actually forgot what I was going to say."

Yn looked at him, a hint of confusion and concern in her eyes. "Oh, are you sure?"

"Yeah, it's nothing," Austin said, his mind racing for a way to save face. "I’ll catch up with you later."

Yn nodded, sensing something was off but not pressing further. "Alright. I'll talk to you soon."

As Yn joined the rest of the group, Austin watched her go, his heart heavy with unspoken words and unfulfilled desires. He had missed his chance for now, but he knew he couldn’t let this be the end. He would find another moment, a more personal and private time to tell her how he truly felt. The fear of losing her was overshadowed by the resolve to be honest with her, no matter the outcome.

The evening continued, the group's laughter and conversation a distant murmur as Austin’s thoughts remained consumed by Yn and the conversation that never happened. He knew he had to act soon, but for now, he would wait and hope for another opportunity to reveal his heart.

Austin and Chris lingered outside the café, the group having just left. The street was quiet, the evening air cool and crisp. Austin, feeling a weight lifted now that he had shared his feelings, turned to Chris, who was leaning against a lamppost.

“Austin, you’ve been acting weird all night,” Chris said, a hint of concern in his voice. “What’s going on?”

Austin hesitated, looking down at his shoes before meeting Chris’s gaze. “I... I was going to tell Yn how I feel tonight. But then John called, and... well, you heard.”

Chris’s expression softened with understanding. “Yeah, I noticed. So, what’s the deal? You really like her, don’t you?”

Austin nodded, the intensity of his emotions clear in his eyes. “I do. More than I ever realized. I just didn’t know how to tell her. Now it feels like it’s too late.”

Chris pushed off the lamppost and faced Austin squarely. “Dude, you’ve got to tell her. You two are perfect for each other. I’ve seen how you look at her. I’ve seen how she lights up around you.”

Austin sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. “I want to, but I’m scared. What if she doesn’t feel the same way? What if I ruin our friendship?”

Chris shook his head, a reassuring smile on his face. “Austin, you’ve known her forever. She’s been there for you through everything. If she’s with John now, it’s not because she doesn’t care about you. It’s just... complicated. You’ve got to take the chance. Be honest with her. The worst thing you can do is not say anything at all.”

Austin looked down the street, considering Chris’s words. “But what if it changes everything between us?”

Chris’s tone was firm but encouraging. “Yeah, it might. But it could also change everything for the better. You’re both amazing people, and if she’s got feelings for you too, you need to find out. And if not, at least you’ll know. But don’t let fear hold you back.”

Austin felt a surge of hope mixed with apprehension. Chris’s words were a lifeline, giving him the courage he needed. “You really think so?”

Chris nodded confidently. “Absolutely. You’ve got nothing to lose by being honest. And believe me, Yn will appreciate your sincerity. Trust me, she’s worth the risk.”

Austin took a deep breath, feeling a renewed sense of determination. “Thanks, Chris. I needed to hear that.”

Chris clapped him on the shoulder. “Anytime. Now go talk to her before it’s too late. I know you two belong together.”

Austin found himself unable to escape the swirling thoughts of Yn. The image of her on a second date with John, the promising young doctor, consumed his mind. Every time he closed his eyes, he saw them together, sharing laughter and stolen glances. The idea of Yn finding happiness with someone else left him feeling unsettled, the pang of jealousy sharp and unrelenting.

He imagined them on romantic outings, John’s hand casually brushing against hers, their smiles shared in intimate moments. The thought gnawed at him, each scenario more painful than the last. Austin’s mind was a storm of regret and longing, questioning if he had missed his chance. The more he thought about it, the more he realized just how much he wanted to be the one by her side.

The reality of his situation became a heavy burden, pressing down on him with every passing moment. He knew he needed to do something, but the fear of rejection and the potential to lose her friendship held him back. The conflict within him was intense, a battle between the desire to act and the fear of the unknown.

Then, unexpectedly, his thoughts were interrupted by a knock at his door. Austin opened it to find Yn standing there, looking both tired and relieved. The sight of her brought a wave of warmth and hope crashing over him.

“Hey, Austin,” Yn said, offering a tired but genuine smile. “How come you’re here?” Austin asked, a mixture of surprise and relief in his voice. “Not that I’m complaining.”

Yn stepped inside, her shoulders relaxing as she entered. “I was just in the area and thought I’d drop by. Work’s been a bit overwhelming, and I needed a break.”

Austin watched her as she settled on the couch, noticing the weariness in her eyes. “Your publisher making you work too hard, Yn?”

She sighed, a small, resigned smile on her lips. “Kind of. It’s been a lot lately. I just needed to get away from the office for a bit.”

Austin nodded, taking a seat across from her. “I get that. Sometimes it’s good to take a breather.”

Yn looked at him, her gaze curious. “How are things with you, Mr. Boss Man?” she teased, a hint of playfulness in her tone.

Austin managed a chuckle, though his mind was still racing. “Nothing much, just the usual. But... there are things on my mind.”

Yn’s expression softened, and she shifted slightly, giving him her full attention. “Like what?”

Austin took a deep breath, feeling a mix of nervousness and resolve. This was the moment he had been waiting for, the chance to open up and share his feelings. He knew he had to be honest, to confront the uncertainty and the emotions that had been overwhelming him.

“I’ve been thinking a lot lately,” he began, his voice steady but heartfelt. “About us. About how I feel. I... I’ve realized that I have feelings for you, Yn. More than just friendship.”

Yn’s eyes widened slightly, and for a moment, the room was filled with a charged silence. Austin could see the surprise and the myriad of emotions playing across her face. He had hoped for this chance to speak, but the reality of it was both exhilarating and daunting.

“I didn’t know how to tell you,” he continued, “and seeing you with someone else, it made me realize just how much I care about you. I didn’t want to let you slip away without at least being honest about how I feel.”

Yn remained silent for a moment, her expression thoughtful. Austin watched her closely, trying to gauge her reaction. He felt a mix of relief and anxiety, having finally spoken his truth, but now awaiting her response.

The atmosphere between them was charged, each moment stretching out as they both processed the weight of the conversation. Austin’s heart pounded, and he could only hope that his confession would lead to a deeper understanding, whatever the outcome might be.

Austin felt a cold wave of panic crash over him as Yn’s words hung in the air. "I don’t know what to say, Austin... I am seeing this guy..." The door closed behind her with a finality that echoed in his chest. The silence that followed was deafening, filled with the weight of his unspoken fears.

He stood there, rooted to the spot, his mind racing through a storm of thoughts. Had he just jeopardized their years of friendship? The dread of having pushed her away gnawed at him, a relentless ache in his heart. He replayed the moment over and over, the look of surprise and uncertainty on her face. The reality of his confession crashing against the hope he had clung to made him question everything. He had wanted to be honest, but now the possibility of losing her was more real than ever.

Austin slowly turned back towards his room, the heavy silence wrapping around him. Every step felt like it was through thick fog, his thoughts clouded with regret and fear. Just as he was about to retreat into the sanctuary of his thoughts, the door swung open again.

Yn burst back into the room, her expression a mix of determination and vulnerability. Without a word, she closed the distance between them, her hands gripping his shoulders with a sense of urgency. Before Austin could fully process what was happening, Yn’s lips were on his, warm and tender.

The kiss was fierce and full of emotion, breaking through the turmoil that had enveloped him. Austin’s heart raced, every nerve in his body alight with a mix of shock and joy. It was as if the world had stopped spinning, leaving only the intensity of their connection in its wake. He kissed her back, pouring all the feelings he had struggled to articulate into the embrace. The kiss deepened, a silent exchange of everything he had wanted to say, everything he had feared losing.

When they finally pulled away, both breathless, Yn’s eyes were glistening. “I needed to make a call to John,” she said softly, her voice trembling slightly. “To cancel the date.”

Austin’s emotions surged, a powerful mix of relief, happiness, and disbelief flooding through him. The realization that she had chosen him, that she was willing to give them a chance, left him overwhelmed. His hands cupped her face gently, his eyes searching hers for any hint of uncertainty.

“You... you really meant that?” Austin asked, his voice barely above a whisper.

Yn nodded, her gaze unwavering. “Yes. I realized... I realized that I don’t want to be with John. I want to be with you, Austin. I always have.”

Austin’s heart swelled with a profound sense of gratitude and love. He pulled her close again, his lips finding hers in another passionate kiss. This time, it was softer, filled with the tenderness of newfound hope. Each kiss was a promise, a reassurance of the feelings they both shared.

As they broke apart, Austin looked at her with a mixture of awe and adoration. “Thank you for giving us a chance,” he said, his voice thick with emotion. “I was so afraid I’d lost you.”

Yn smiled, her eyes reflecting the same deep affection. “You haven’t lost me. Not at all.”

They stood there, wrapped in each other’s arms, the room filled with a sense of quiet joy and possibility. The fears and regrets of earlier melted away, replaced by the warmth of their mutual affection. It was a new beginning, a chance to build on the foundation of their friendship and explore the depth of their love.

For Austin, the world had shifted, and it had shifted for the better. The future was still uncertain, but for now, he had Yn by his side, and that was all that mattered.

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As their relationship blossomed, Yn was continually surprised by the depth of Austin’s affection and attentiveness. The side of him she was discovering was one she had never known existed, and it unfolded in thoughtful, unexpected ways.

Austin’s actions were full of small but meaningful gestures that spoke volumes about his feelings. He had always been considerate, but now his attentiveness took on a new dimension. Whenever they went out, he would always insist on picking her up, often surprising her with a bouquet of fresh flowers. Whether it was a spontaneous gift of her favorite blooms or a hand-picked arrangement for a special occasion, each bouquet was a testament to his thoughtfulness.

One weekend, as they planned to visit a local market, Austin showed up at Yn’s door with a bouquet of sunflowers. “I saw these and thought of you,” he said with a shy smile. The vibrant flowers brightened her day and added a special touch to their outing.

Austin’s sense of romance was evident in the way he organized their dates. He never let Yn pay, always covering the bill with a gentle insistence. At first, Yn tried to protest, but Austin’s firm yet loving response was always the same. “It’s my pleasure, Yn. I want to treat you.”

On a cozy evening, they went out for dinner at a charming little bistro. As they enjoyed their meal, Austin noticed Yn’s hesitation when the check arrived. With a reassuring smile, he took it before she could reach for her wallet. “Tonight’s on me,” he said, his eyes twinkling with affection.

Austin’s care extended beyond grand gestures. He was attentive to the small details of Yn’s life, always making sure she felt cherished. He would drop her off at work and pick her up, no matter how busy his own schedule was. This routine, while simple, became a cherished part of their relationship. Yn appreciated the way he made time for her, even when he was swamped with work.

One rainy day, as they were about to head out, Austin noticed Yn’s concern about getting wet. Without a word, he fetched an umbrella from his car and held it over her as they walked to the entrance of the café. His quiet act of care was a reflection of his deep affection.

Austin’s love was also expressed through unexpected surprises. One day, after a particularly stressful week at work for Yn, Austin showed up at her apartment with a basket of her favorite snacks and a handwritten note. The note, filled with encouragement and love, was a small but powerful reminder of his support.

“You work so hard, and I just wanted to remind you how amazing you are,” the note read. Yn was touched by the gesture, feeling the weight of her stress lift as she realized how much thought Austin had put into comforting her.

Beyond physical gestures, Austin was a constant source of emotional support. When Yn faced challenges at work or personal hurdles, Austin was there with a listening ear and comforting words. He would stay up late to talk with her about her day, offering advice and encouragement. His presence was a steadying force in her life, a testament to the depth of his feelings.

In one instance, Yn had a particularly rough day and was feeling down. Austin showed up with a home-cooked meal and their favorite movie. As they sat together on the couch, he simply held her hand, his silent support more comforting than words.

Austin’s approach to their relationship was deeply intentional. He made an effort to show his love in ways that went beyond the ordinary. He remembered the little things she liked—her favorite coffee blend, the exact way she liked her tea, and the particular book series she was reading. His attentiveness to these details made her feel uniquely valued.

Each instance of Austin’s care and affection was a revelation for Yn. The side of him that was now evident was one of genuine love and devotion, a stark contrast to the friendship they had once shared. As their relationship grew, so did her appreciation for the depth of Austin’s feelings, solidifying their bond in ways she had never anticipated.

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When Austin and Yn’s relationship deepened, their physical intimacy revealed a side of Austin that contrasted sharply with his usual tender demeanor. Their lovemaking was an intense and passionate experience, marked by a raw, almost primal energy that took Yn by surprise.The shift from Austin’s usual gentle touch to the fervent passion in their lovemaking began with a growing sense of anticipation. His touches were deliberate and slow, each caress igniting a deeper yearning within Yn. He would often gaze at her with an intensity that conveyed both affection and desire, creating a charged atmosphere that heightened their anticipation.

When their physical connection reached its peak, Austin’s demeanor transformed dramatically. His kisses became more urgent, his hands exploring her with a fervor that seemed almost untamed. The transition from his usual affectionate gestures to this passionate side was marked by a sense of urgency and intensity. He moved with a sense of need and desire, his actions driven by an overwhelming desire to connect with Yn on a primal level.

During their intimate moments, Austin’s passion was unrestrained. He was fully present, his movements bold and assertive. His kisses were deep and demanding, his touch insistent. He took control with a commanding presence, guiding their lovemaking with a confidence that was both thrilling and comforting. This intensity was a stark contrast to his typically reserved and thoughtful nature.

Despite the ferocity of his actions, there was an underlying emotional depth to their lovemaking. Austin’s passionate approach was not just about physical pleasure; it was an expression of his profound love and connection with Yn. His movements were driven by an intense desire to make her feel cherished and adored, and his wild energy was balanced by moments of tender connection.

After their intense lovemaking, Austin’s demeanor would often shift back to the gentle and affectionate nature Yn was familiar with. The afterglow of their passion was accompanied by tender touches and heartfelt expressions of love. He would hold her close, his kisses soft and soothing, his words filled with tenderness. This transition from feral intensity to affectionate calm created a balanced and deeply satisfying experience.

As Yn experienced the depth of Austin’s passion during their intimate moments, she couldn’t help but feel that he transformed into someone almost otherworldly. His wild and fervent approach seemed to unlock a part of him she had never encountered before, and it left her both exhilarated and contemplative.

In the heat of their lovemaking, Yn felt as though Austin was not just expressing his desire but was driven by a deeper, almost primal urge. His intensity and the way he seemed to want to claim her, to possess her, were strikingly different from his usual, gentle demeanor. It was as if he was driven by a need to assert his presence, to make her feel completely and wholly his.

She was struck by the raw power in his movements, the fervent way he explored and connected with her. It felt as if he was not just loving her but was deeply immersed in an act of claiming, an expression of a profound, almost fierce bond. The sensation was both thrilling and overwhelming, leaving her breathless and captivated.

Yn marveled at the transformation, finding herself enveloped in a passion that seemed to transcend everyday affection. She could feel his need and desire in every touch, every kiss, and every whisper. It was a stark contrast to his usual tenderness, and it made their intimacy feel all the more profound.

In those moments, Yn felt a mix of awe and surrender. Austin’s intensity was so consuming that it made her feel as though their connection was not just physical but deeply emotional and possessive in a way that made her feel cherished and special. His desire to claim and possess her wasn’t about control but about a profound connection that seemed to merge their souls in a way she had never experienced before.

As they reached the peak of their passion, Yn felt a surge of emotions—love, admiration, and a deep, primal sense of belonging. The raw, unrestrained way Austin expressed his feelings made her realize just how deeply he cared for her, adding a new layer to their relationship that was both exhilarating and deeply satisfying.

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As one day the evening was winding down, and the group had started to disperse. Yn was chatting with Emma about an upcoming book release when Austin excused himself to grab a drink from the bar. As he waited for his order, a woman approached him, her smile confident and her demeanor flirtatious.

"Hey there," she said, leaning against the bar beside him. "Haven't seen you around here before. What's your name?"

Austin glanced at her briefly, his expression polite but distant. "I'm Austin," he replied, keeping his tone neutral.

The woman’s smile widened, mistaking his politeness for interest. "Well, Austin, you look like you could use some company. How about a drink?" She gestured to the bartender.

Austin smiled politely but shook his head. "Thanks for the offer, but I’m actually here with someone."

Undeterred, she leaned in closer. "Oh, come on. One drink won’t hurt. Your friend won’t mind, will they?"

Austin’s gaze shifted subtly towards Yn, who was laughing at something Emma had said. His eyes softened for a moment before he turned back to the woman. "I appreciate the invitation, but I'm not interested," he said smoothly. "I’m here with my girlfriend, and she’s all the company I need."

The woman frowned slightly, her confidence wavering. "Are you sure? We could have a good time."

Austin’s polite smile never faltered. "I’m sure. I’m really not interested, but thank you for understanding." He picked up his drink and nodded once more before walking back to Yn.

Yn looked up as he approached, catching the tail end of the encounter. "Everything okay?" she asked, a hint of concern in her eyes.

Austin nodded, a small smile playing on his lips as he wrapped an arm around her waist. "Everything’s perfect," he said, pressing a kiss to her temple. "Just had to turn down some unsolicited company."

Yn raised an eyebrow, amused. "Really? Was she persistent?"

"Persistent enough," he replied with a chuckle. "But she didn’t stand a chance. I’ve got everything I need right here." He tightened his hold on her, and Yn felt a rush of warmth at his words.

"Good," she said, leaning into him. "Because you’re stuck with me."

Austin’s eyes sparkled with affection as he looked at her. "And I wouldn’t have it any other way." They shared a quiet moment, the rest of the world fading away as they reveled in the certainty of their love and commitment.

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Yn had always been the reserved type, especially when it came to public displays of affection. It wasn’t that she didn’t love Austin with every fiber of her being—she did, deeply. But she preferred to keep their intimate moments private, a quiet expression of their bond that only they shared. Austin, on the other hand, was unabashedly affectionate, never holding back his love for her, no matter where they were. This often left Yn flustered beyond measure, especially when they were in public.

One sunny Saturday afternoon, they decided to take a stroll through the bustling city park. The air was crisp, filled with the sounds of laughter and birdsong, and the paths were crowded with families, joggers, and couples enjoying the beautiful day. As they walked hand in hand, Austin seemed particularly buoyant, his happiness radiating with every step.

Without warning, he pulled Yn into a sudden, playful twirl, his laughter echoing through the park. Yn’s cheeks flushed with embarrassment, but she couldn’t help but laugh along with him, his joy infectious. "Austin, what are you doing?" she asked, her voice a mixture of exasperation and amusement.

"Just enjoying the day with my beautiful girlfriend," he replied, pulling her close and planting a quick kiss on her lips. Several passersby smiled at the sight, but Yn’s face turned an even deeper shade of red.

"Austin, people are watching," she whispered, glancing around nervously.

"So what?" he said with a grin, his arms still wrapped around her. "Let them watch. I want the whole world to know how much I love you."

Yn bit her lip, trying to suppress her flustered smile. She appreciated his enthusiasm, but the attention made her feel self-conscious. "I love you too, but maybe we could tone it down a bit?"

Austin’s eyes sparkled with mischief. "Tone it down? Where’s the fun in that?" He leaned in, nuzzling her neck and making her giggle involuntarily.

As they continued their walk, Austin remained true to form, stealing kisses and holding her close, his touch a constant reminder of his affection. Each gesture, though simple, felt like a proclamation of his love, and while it left Yn feeling flustered, it also made her heart swell with adoration.

Later, they stopped by a quaint little café for a break. As they waited for their drinks, Austin wrapped his arm around Yn’s shoulders, pulling her into his side. "You know," he said softly, his voice just for her, "I love seeing you blush. It’s adorable."

Yn looked up at him, her eyes twinkling with a mixture of embarrassment and fondness. "You’re impossible, you know that?"

"And you love me for it," he teased, pressing a kiss to her forehead.

She sighed, resting her head against his chest. "Yeah, I do. Even when you’re making me turn as red as a tomato."

They both laughed, the sound a harmonious blend of love and joy. Yn knew she’d never be as outwardly expressive as Austin, but his unabashed affection was something she cherished deeply. It reminded her every day of the strength of their bond, and while it often left her flustered, it also made her feel incredibly loved.

As they sipped their drinks and watched the world go by, Yn felt a sense of contentment settle over her. Austin’s love was bold and unwavering, a constant presence that balanced her more reserved nature. Together, they created a harmony that was uniquely theirs, a testament to the power of love in all its forms.

Austin’s public displays of affection weren’t limited to just parks and cafes. His love for Yn was evident in every aspect of their lives, often catching her off guard and leaving her flustered yet undeniably happy.

One evening, they attended a friend’s birthday party at a trendy rooftop bar. The city skyline twinkled in the background, and laughter filled the air as their friends mingled and chatted. Yn had dressed up for the occasion, wearing a simple yet elegant dress that made her feel confident. Austin, however, couldn’t keep his eyes—or hands—off her.

As they stood with a group of friends, Austin slid his arm around her waist, pulling her closer. "You look stunning tonight," he whispered in her ear, his breath sending shivers down her spine.

Yn’s cheeks turned pink, and she glanced around, hoping no one had noticed their intimate exchange. "Austin," she murmured, trying to maintain her composure. "We’re in the middle of a party."

"I don’t care," he said with a playful grin, pressing a kiss to her temple. "I just want everyone to know how lucky I am."

Their friends smiled knowingly, clearly amused by Austin’s affectionate behavior. Yn felt a mix of embarrassment and pride, her heart swelling with love for the man who wasn’t afraid to show the world how he felt.

Later that week, they went grocery shopping together. It was a mundane errand, but Austin managed to turn it into a memorable experience. As they wandered through the aisles, he’d occasionally sneak up behind her, wrapping his arms around her waist and swaying gently to the store’s background music. Yn would laugh, trying to shush him, but unable to hide her delight.

At the checkout line, Austin leaned in and kissed her cheek, earning a few smiles and knowing glances from other shoppers. "You’re impossible," Yn said, her face a familiar shade of red.

"And you love it," he replied, giving her a wink.

One of the most memorable instances happened during a family gathering at Austin’s parents’ house. They were sitting in the backyard, enjoying a barbecue with his extended family. Austin’s younger cousins were running around, playing games, and the adults were deep in conversation.

Austin, however, seemed solely focused on Yn. As they sat on a bench swing, he leaned in and nuzzled her neck, making her giggle. "Austin, your family is right there," she whispered, glancing at his parents who were watching them with amused expressions.

"So?" he said, his voice full of affection. "I love you, and I’m not going to hide it."

Yn felt a rush of warmth, her heart overflowing with love. Despite her natural reserve, she appreciated Austin’s open displays of affection. They reminded her of how deeply he cared and how proud he was to be with her.

Their moments together, whether in public or private, were filled with a blend of his boldness and her quiet adoration. Austin’s love was a constant, vibrant presence in her life, one that made her feel cherished and adored every single day. And while his unabashed affection often left her flustered, it also made her realize just how deeply she loved him in return.

#austin butler #austin butler fic #austin butler fluff #austin butler x you #austin butler x y/n

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anexperimentallife · 6 months ago

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JD Vance Just Blurbed a Book Arguing That Progressives Are Subhuman

As I keep pointing out, anyone who has studied 1930s-40s German history will tell you that today's GOP is cribbing directly from the Nazi playbook. Even their "support" of Israel's genocidal colonialist settler state (and lip service "support" of non-Israeli Jews) is primarily rooted in a combination of antisemitism, white supremacy, and Islamophobia. (Gift link at the bottom of the article excerpt.)

Michelle Goldberg writes:

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In a normal political environment, there would be little need to pay attention to a new book by the far-right provocateur Jack Posobiec, who is probably best known for promoting the conspiracy theory that Democrats ran a satanic child abuse ring beneath a popular Washington pizzeria. But “Unhumans,” an anti-democratic screed that Posobiec co-wrote with the professional ghostwriter Joshua Lisec, comes with endorsements from some of the most influential people in Republican politics, including, most significantly, vice-presidential candidate JD Vance.

The word “fascist” gets thrown around a lot in politics, but it’s hard to find a more apt one for “Unhumans,” which came out last month. The book argues that leftists don’t deserve the status of human beings — that they are, as the title says, unhumans — and that they are waging a shadow war against all that is good and decent, which will end in apocalyptic slaughter if they are not stopped. “As they are opposed to humanity itself, they place themselves outside of the category completely, in an entirely new misery-driven subdivision, the unhuman,” write Posobiec and Lisec.

As they tell it, modern progressivism is just the latest incarnation of an ancient evil dating back to the late Roman Republic and continuing through the French Revolution and Communism to today. Often, they write, “great men of means” are required to crush this scourge. The contempt for democracy in “Unhumans” is not subtle. “Our study of history has brought us to this conclusion: Democracy has never worked to protect innocents from the unhumans,” write Posobiec and Lisec.

One of their book’s heroes is the Spanish dictator Francisco Franco, who overthrew the democratic Second Spanish Republic in the country’s 1930s civil war. The authors call him a “great man of history” and compare him to George Washington. They quote him on what doesn’t work against the unhuman threat: “We do not believe in government through the voting booth. The Spanish national will was never freely expressed through the ballot box.”

Nakedly authoritarian ideas like this one are not uncommon in the dank corners of the reactionary internet, or among the sort of groups that led the Jan. 6 insurrection. “Unhumans” lauds Augusto Pinochet, leader of the Chilean military junta who led a coup against Salvador Allende’s elected government in 1973, ushering in a reign of torture and repression that involved tossing political enemies from helicopters.

Pinochet-inspired helicopter memes have been common in the MAGA movement for years. And as the historian David Austin Walsh wrote last year, there’s long been a cult of Franco on the right. Nevertheless, it’s extremely unusual for a candidate for vice president of the United States to openly align himself with autocratic terror.

Vance provided the first blurb on the “Unhumans” book jacket. “In the past, communists marched in the streets waving red flags. Today, they march through H.R., college campuses and courtrooms to wage lawfare against good, honest people,” he wrote. “Jack Posobiec and Joshua Lisec reveal their plans and show us what to do to fight back.”

Other endorsements come from Tucker Carlson and Donald Trump Jr., a key figure in his father’s presidential campaign. The foreword is by Stephen Bannon, Donald Trump’s former chief strategist.

Now, it is always possible that Vance recommended “Unhumans” without actually reading it, a practice that’s not unheard-of in book publishing. But unless and until he credibly distances himself from it, we should take him at his word that he shares the book’s analysis. After all, some of the language in “Unhumans” resembles his own rhetoric.

“The great American counterrevolution to depose the Cultural Marxists must occur on all terrains of society they currently possess and on those they aim to seize,” write Posobiec and Lisec, adding, “It is achievable but only with the resolve of Franco and the thoroughness of McCarthy.” (They mean Joseph McCarthy, another of the book’s icons.) Compare that to what Vance said on the alt-right podcast “Jack Murphy Live” in 2021, when he argued that Republicans, upon taking power, should purge their opponents the way Iraq’s government once purged members of Saddam Hussein’s Baath Party.

“I tend to think that we should seize the institutions of the left and turn them against the left,” said Vance. “We need like a de-Baathification program, but like a de-wokification program in the United States.” He argued that “we don’t have a real constitutional republic anymore,” suggesting that Donald Trump need not be limited by the norms of republican governance. Trump, said Vance, should “fire every single midlevel bureaucrat, every civil servant in the administrative state, replace them with our people.” And if the courts try to stand in his way, Trump should “stand before the country like Andrew Jackson did and say: ‘The chief justice has made his ruling. Now let him enforce it.’”

You can and should laugh at Vance’s melodramatic self-importance and creepy subcultural fixations. (On “Jack Murphy Live,” Vance respectfully references Curtis Yarvin, a right-wing blogger popular in reactionary Silicon Valley circles who calls for replacing democracy with a sort of techno-monarchy.) It’s good that Democrats have found, in the epithet “weird,” simple language to describe the 4Chan side of the Republican Party. But in the Venn diagram between “weird” and “dangerous,” there’s a lot of overlap.

“Much like the United States founding fathers, Franco and his fellows saw themselves as rebels intended to overthrow a corrupt, tyrannical government that aided and abetted murder and rape as well as other repugnant sins,” write Posobiec and Lisec. We should take seriously the possibility that Vance and his fellows see themselves the same way.

Gift link: https://www.nytimes.com/2024/08/05/opinion/jd-vance-fascism-unhumans.html?unlocked_article_code=1.A04.-t6I.Jie2a3Abas5a&smid=url-share

#uncle rob says stuff #uncle rob gets political #us politics #republicans are nazis #j d vance #fascim

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monarchisms · 1 year ago

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so for those unaware, rooster teeth's annual extra life stream this year (2023) will be on november 11th at 10 am central time. the stream is back to being 24 hours long, and the schedule has recently been posted on rt's social media accounts. with this context, this post is going to carry a more somber tone than the usual extra life posts i used to make. this is because of the hospital that rt gives their donation money to: dell children's medical center. most of the links going forward are to articles from news sites i read through to gather and cross-reference any public information i can find to make sure what i'm sharing is accurate. general content warning for transphobia ahead.

in late april and early may, news started coming out that ken paxton, a texas attorney general, announced an investigation to "determine whether it [dell children's] is "unlawfully" providing certain gender-affirming medical care to minors." he made a statement about it on the 5th of may, and allegedly, said investigation was sparked by a video in mid-april shared by far-right activist group project veritas. i'm not linking the video directly because the group has a history of video manipulation and general disinformation throughout its existence, and i'm not a fan of, frankly speaking, spreading their bullshit, but it's linked in the nbc article for further context.

anyways, an alleged employee in that video claimed that patients at the hospital were provided gender-affirming treatment, and started to medically transition around the ages of 8 or 9 years old. dell children's official statement was shared around a week after the project veritas video was published, basically refuting the claim and explicitly stating that the hospital "prohibits surgery and prescribing hormone therapy for the treatment of gender dysphoria for children". they also note that they were "conducting a thorough review of this situation." as a result, many patients and their parents "began hearing that appointments with the hospital’s adolescent medicine specialists had been canceled and that their providers no longer worked at the hospital", leaving families to find another health provider in the state or consider looking into out-of-state resources and doctors for a better chance at receiving care. i didn't find a source that specified if those whose were no longer at dell children's chose to quit or were involuntarily fired, but it's still unfortunate either way.

keep in mind that like rooster teeth, dell children's is based in austin, texas, and the state of texas (especially within the last year) has a history of transphobia and general lgbtphobia with laws that have been proposed and/or put into effect. one of those laws that went into effect was senate bill sb 14, which went into effect on september 1st, and outlaws minors (those under 18 years old) from receiving hormone therapy, puberty blockers, and general gender-affirming care from medical professionals, as well as disallowing said professionals from prescribing care or performing surgeries to the patients.

now, the reason i typed all of this in the first place is that as far as i know (please tell me if i'm wrong here), rt hasn't made a public statement about this whole thing, nor has it been stated that they decided to give money to another hospital, or keep everything as is. i saw no one here on tumblr talking about it, and i didn't want to keep quiet myself, so i tried to make this as thorough as possible. i made a post last year noting that you can donate your money to your local hospital or donate through another individual or organization other that rt on the official extra life website. that also applies to this year's event.

whatever you decide to do or not do, always make sure to do your research on reputable, verified organizations. if you're donating your well-earned money somewhere, be confident that it's somewhere you can trust.

#rooster teeth #roosterteeth #rt extra life #achievement hunter #dogbark #and any other related tags i may have forgotten #repeating alleged/allegedly partially to save my ass lol #man…. 🌊 🐴#long post

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So Kaia is hanging out with the guy who she looked sloppy with a couple months ago ? She just doesn’t have respect for her relationship does she? I wouldn’t be out with the man that had people questioning if I was still with the man I am supposed to be “in love” with. That story of this woman from DM is fucking odd, and not because none of us want them together either . That might be true but there is no way in hell Austin blabbed about his relationship and then went on to tell this woman to go tell some gossip site. Also him saying that he is aware that people cared when people have been trying to get him to speak on her name for the last 2-3 years AND not to mention the countless damage control pap walks his he has had to do as well. Hell his whole relationship has been Kaia benefiting off of him so yes he knows people be watching like that.

Shippers thinking this is a win, when there is no confirmation of this conversation. If she really had the post taken down and went private that tells me what I need to know. Me personally if I met him and knew for a fact I was telling the truth I wouldn’t go private . I would also tell the same story from jump. Her having on a hoodie for that deuxmoi too is even more sus. I don’t trust her at all and she 1000% posted this to get a rise out of people and it back fired. She should have known that us Austin fans stand on business and we will spot bs asap.

Kaia doesn't care about Austin, it's a shame that after all the rumors about her and Marcello they go out again even though it was in a group, but it's a way to heat up the rumors about them again. I think the same, if the lady's story is real I don't understand why they ask to delete the story and make everything private, in the end she is supposed to have talked to Austin and if it's true she should continue with the narrative. I think she thought that everyone in the fandom is a shipper and would be happy with her story, but she never thought that there are people here with a brain who would never tell Austin to have a relationship with a person like Kaia.

Shippers always act in a ridiculous way, yesterday I saw a lot of mockery as if Austin's life was a competition. They only assure what suits them, because if the lady had said that Austin and Kaia are not together I'm sure there would not be publications saying "Austin confirms the breakup of his relationship with Kaia" with miserable photos of them, but where the situation is the other way around they publish that news as if the words had come out of Austin's mouth verbatim.

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Back In Time Pt.1

~Summary~

wc- 1,980

While the Best Friends were on a family trip to Graceland some strange feelings were in the air. The beginning of 2024 has been weird..or is it 1969? read to see how the pair ended up there.

~Character List~

----Rachel-maggies best friend -sometimes sings with Maggie -journalist-runs a daily blog about her life and she has a good amount of followers but is not famous(YET)

----Maggie-Rachels best friend -closest with Alex (sibling wise)-plays a shit ton of instruments-sings and writes music and lyrics-Alex publishes her music through his label-she and Alex has a couple of songs together but they usually don't make songs together because of the genre difference. He gets her to do the singing he needs on his songs. Also is not famous (YET)

----Alex-up-and-coming producer-started L&WR (Light & Wonder Records) and it started slow but is starting to pick up-very spiritual-really is the chicken from Surfs up-rapper

-TB(27), Caitlin(26), Alex(23),and Maggie (22) are all siblings.

-Jillian (22), and Rachel (20) are siblings. jillian married Tebie so that's basically how Maggie and Rachel met.

----Constancio and Tara (Maggie and her siblings parents)

----Luca is tb and Jillian's baby

----Elvis(32) (the Austin Butler Elvis ofc)

----Vernon Presley (Elvis's dad)

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~setting~ Date is 1-11-2024. The family took a trip to Memphis Tennessee. It's a cool cloudy day.

(not that it matters but Alex Maggie and Rachel in one car. Jill TB and Lucas in another. Cat in her own. Parents in their own)

and Rn they are on the way to tour Graceland.

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“Did you know today is a spiritual day?” Alex asked focusing on the road. Alex does not mind driving in silence but, he knows others hate it. Maggie, who was looking out the passenger window..smiled turning her attention to her older brother. “Really? What makes it spiritual?” “1-11-2024..add it all together and it equalssss..” Maggie started counting in her head “11” Rachel answered from the back seat “Which meansssss…” “High spiritual day” Maggie answered. Alex smiled and nodded while still focusing on the road. “And we are going to a dead man's house” Rachel sarcastically stated. “We better watch out or we might run into Mr. Elvis himself” Alex replied. Maggie gasped “Do you think he will look like younger him or older him??” Alex scrunched his face shooting Maggie a look before laughing a bit. “Hopefully younger” Rachel said. “He's dead. Does it matter what he looks like??” “Yea” Maggie and Rachel replied in unison. Alex laughed and looked at the GPS he had on his phone. “We will be there in three minutes” “Do you think it's bad to call dibs on a ghost?” Maggie asked. “Mag-” “DIBS!” Rachel yelled cutting Alex off. Maggie whipped around “THATS NOT FAIR!” “Dibs is dibs Maggie” Rachel laughed. “You don't even really like him!” “Yes I do” “No, you don't!” “Ye-” “Rachel! If we see him, it won't be the young Vegas street actors PLAYING as Elvis! This is ELVIS Elvis” “Does not matter. Dibs is dibssssss” “When we get out of this car Rachel your ass is grassss” “No one is putting anyone's ass..on this dead man's grass” Alex said pulling into the parking lot. He parked as Maggie and Rachel continued to play argue.

Soon the trio got out of the car and met the rest of their family at the front of Graceland. Everyone took their time admiring the outside of the house. Eventually, everyone split into their subconscious groups as they all slowly inched towards the front porch where the ticket lady was. “Why is the grass so green?” Maggie questioned squinting her eyes. "It might be painted or it's fake grass” Alex responded as he stood beside Maggie. He admired her attention to detail. He's always been the ‘see the big picture’ type of guy…while Maggie had always been the ‘but look at the details of it type of person. Rachel however could do both , but she sometimes struggled to see the details of things. She rather not waste her time when there is bigger things to worry about….but that's why the trio worked so well. They were all the same person , but so different at the same time. “Rachel if I did put your ass on this man's grass you would have a green ass” Maggie said turning her head to look at Rachel who was behind her. “Maggie” Alex said quietly face palming. Rachel smiled at her best friend “or bad butt burns” “Guys come on!” they heard Caitlin yell at them. They all turned their attention and realized the family was talking to the ticket lady. The trio walked over to the family.

“2 adults 1 baby” TB said to the ticket lady. “Wait! can I cash app you and you just pay for mine?” Maggie asked and her oldest sibling nodded at her. “Mijo just pay for everyone and we will all just pay you after.” their dad said to which the oldest nodded again. Maggie let out a loud breath while dramatically putting a hand on her heart. “We gotta make sure we pay him back 'cause…we all are just… 20-something-year-old teens struggling” she said. The group laughed as Jill turned “You guys are the struggling ones” she laughed looking at the trio. “That would've taken half of the money in my bank account” Alex said. “That would've taken most of mine” Rachel added which led to Maggie letting out a dramatic ‘uuuuhh’. “ what do you mean?! That would have left me in the negatives!” Maggie fake cried. The oldest turned with tickets in his hand “I'll pay for you Mags, if it makes you feel better” he said sarcastically. “Why does she get special treatment?” Caitlin asked as TB handed everyone their tickets. No one could respond to her because the doors opened..which grabbed everyone's attention.

A shorter lady with blond hair stood in the doorway with a bright smile. “Hello everyone! My name is Britney and I will be your tour guide for today! Whenever you guys are ready just go ahead and step on in. We don't need the tickets. They are mostly to prove you paid if you have to step out or something like that. They are yours to keep” the tour guide said cheerfully. She had a thick southern accent that added to the cheerfulness.

As everyone stepped inside Maggie whispered to Rachel “This ticket is going into my memory box”. When the group was fully in…the guide closed the door and walked to the doorway of the living room. Maggie's stomach dropped seeing the staircase for some reason. She zoned out staring at it. As the group started getting led into the living room and then the music room by the talking guide…Maggie just stood and stared at even the little details of the staircase.

Rachel realized her best friend was still standing at the staircase and snuck back over to her. “Maggie. You're missing the music room” she said and followed Maggie's gaze to the staircase. She looked between her and the staircase a couple of times before nudging her softly. “Maggie. What's-” Rachel was cut off by her best friend grabbing her hand and walking slowly to the staircase. Maggie unhooked the rope that blocked the staircase and slowly led Rachel up the stairs with her. “Maggie we can't go up here. It's off limits” Rachel whispered but her best friend was not hearing her at all. Maggie was deep in that stomach-dropping feeling and was following it. As she followed…the feeling it got worse. “Maggie we cant-” “hush” Maggie said softly still pulling her best friend slowly up the stairs. As they got to the 2nd floor Rachel started feeling her stomach sinking too. They crept into the hall looking around. Rachel noticed a guard who hadn't noticed them yet. She pulled Maggie back a bit “What?” Maggie snapped getting frustrated with Rachel a bit. That got the guard's attention and his posture shot up “HEY! YOU GUYS CANT BE UP HERE!” he yelled speed walking to them. Maggie was set on following that gut feeling. She grabbed Rachel's hand and basically dragged her to run. They ran a little down the hall “GET BACK HERE!” the guard yelled. Maggie saw a door and flung it open running in while still holding Rachel's hand. Not focusing on what was in front of her she ran into something hard and fell to the ground taking Rachel with her.

“Damn” they heard a man hiss. Rachel was too focused on her own pain of falling but Maggie looked up noticing that the ‘something’ they had run into was a someONE. She looked at the man and noticed he looked like Elvis but ignored it. She just thought their adventure was over. “I'm sorry” Maggie said standing up. She definitely was in pain however the adrenaline of being caught was kicking in. “how’n the hell did you two get’n here?” the man said rubbing his arm “uhh well..we just… Well, we wanted..” “Better question. Who’n the hell are yall?” the man asked. Rachel stood up finally meeting Maggie by her side. “Well we got the tickets and someone felt the need to-” “tickets? What’n the hell are yall wear’n? Wait yall aint fans are yall? Did someone let yall in?” “I'm sorry….Is this a joke?” Maggie snickered “You look so much like him” Rachel said furrowing her eyebrows “Is what a joke? Like who?” “Elvis” Rachel replied The man smiled revealing his high cheekbones “I am Elvis” “Ick” Maggie scoffed “Excuse me?” the man asked looking genuinely confused Rachel stared at him and noticed he really REALLY looked like Elvis “Dibs” she muttered “Rachel this is not the time. Wait why hasn't that guy come in?” Maggie said turning back towards the door. maggie walked to the door and looked out it. she noticed some things had changed… She definitely noticed the LED lights were now that soft yellow lighting. “What guy? Someone brother’n you? My dad should be downstairs. He don't bite. Did he let you guys in? He could've let me know he was let'n in some fans. I would've got more dressed up” Maggie scoffed turning to look at him “Fans?” Rachel hit maggies arm “Wait…what day is it?” she asked the man “January 11th” “Year?” The man chuckled “1968” Maggie and Rachel shared a look. “Dude. I know delulu is the best selulu but this is a little too delulu” “Dude? The what now?” “It's January 11th…but it's 2024 brother” Maggie said matter-of-factly “what ‘n the hell are you talk’n about?” Maggie walked closer to the man rolling her eyes “It's 2024” “Did you hit your head a little too hard?” The man asked putting his hands on his hips

Rachel softly nudged Maggie “Our apologies sir. We were running from a man and just ran into this house. I don't think your dad saw us. We just really needed to get away from him” Rachel said pulling Maggie away and started walking out of the room “Ok..well just hold on a minute..” he said following the girls out “We really didn't know this was your house, sir.” Rachel said walking down the stairs quickly with Maggie following close behind. “Just wait” Elvis said catching up to the girls at the bottom of the staircase. “What is this?” a man's voice rang out. The girls stopped in their tracks and Elvis stopped behind them. “Elvis, are you sneaking fans in again? Your wife is pregnant.” the man asked walking out from the living room Maggie scoffed and turned to look at him “Again??” Elvis’s face turned slightly red and walked around the girls to stand in front of them “No Daddy. I was just helping these girls out. You didn't see em run in?” Elvis’s dad shook his head “No. I have been sitting on the couch for a while…when did they come in?” The girls exchanged looks that Elvis’s dad saw. His dad crossed his arms looking dead at Elvis. “Right. What were you helping them with?” “Daddy I do-” “He saw a man running after us from down the street and waved us in here through his bedroom window. We went through the side fence and came through the back door. We just ran up the other staircase. We didn't know it was Elvis. We mean no disrespect” Maggie quickly said. Elvis’s dad looked from the girl's back to Elvis. After an awkward silence, Maggie spoke again. “You guys really got to take care of the hole in the side gate if you are worried about fans getting in.” His dad looked at Maggie and smiled “Thanks for letting me know” “Well I think that's our cue to dip” Maggie said walking and Rachel quickly followed “Dip?-” “Wait don't go out that-” Maggie opened the front door and walked out with Rachel. They were met with a bunch of screaming. They both looked at the entrance gate and saw a bunch of women dressed like they were straight out of an old movie. Maggie turned to look at the ticket lady….who wasn't there. She then looked over at the grass and noticed it looked like real…normal grass. She also noticed the parking lot was no longer there. She noticed some Cadis and an all-black Rolls-Royce in the driveway. Maggie looked at Rachel who was focused on the screaming girls in shock. “Rachel…” “Yea…” “I think we are in 1968…” “Yea…”

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