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VINTAGE HUMOR SPIRK FIC RECS

If you vibe with my sense of humor, I enthusiastically recommend checking out these funny 1990â˛s fics by Dana Austin Marsh.
Iâve linked them here because finding vintage fics on AO3 is an ordeal. The years are usually WAY off, the tags are nonexistant, and they usually have single digit comments and kudos. I stumbled across these by pure luck.
All of these fics made me laugh. Some are fascinating time capsules while a few feel like they could be written today. The thing that made them feel the most vintage is the constant use of the word âlover,â which is no longer in fashion to describe Kirk and Spockâs relationship.Â
If youâre in need of a funny fic to perk you up, enjoy these treats!
1993 -Â Nothing to Sneeze At
While on a diplomatic mission, Kirkâs allergy to the inhabitants is remedied by a drug that he has an even worse reaction to. Originally published in 1993 in the print fanzine Tâhyâla # 14
Itâs fun to see a pre-AOS fic where Kirk is plagued by allergies!Â
1994 -Â Enterprising Tours
Kirk and Spock decide to use different places on the Enterprise to make love while it is deserted during a re-fit, unaware that some crewmembers have started tours through the ship. Originally published in the 1994 print fanzine Kaleidoscope # 2, edited by Emily Adams.
1994 -Â By the Book
Kirk buys a sex manual and suggests to Spock they try out all the positions. Originally printed in 1994 in the print fanzine Tâhyâla 15.
1994 -Â Rumor Has It
Kirk and Spock decide to use the rumor that they are lovers to discourage crewmembers from making a play for either of them. Originally published in 1994 in the print fanzine Matter/Antimatter # 11.
1996 - Lotions and Potions, Etc
Sulu tricks Spock into hosting a party to sell Suluâs line of sex potions and toys, a situation that does not sit well with Spockâs lover, Kirk. Originally published in 1996 in the print fanzine Kaleidoscope 5.
1998 -Â From Rags to Riches
Kirk sues the scandal sheet that has been running stories with a slightly slanted take on the Enterpriseâs missions, which all imply that he is using the ship to further his sexual conquests. Originally published in the 1998 print fanzine "First Time" # 47.
This one made me think of @cicaklahâs incredible One Man series. If you havenât read it yet, treat yourself!Â
1998 - Babes in the Woods â
My second favorite of her fics!Â
After complaining about how ill prepared newly graduated cadets are, Kirk is volunteered to lead a group on a survival course but he manages to bring his first officer, and lover, with him. Originally published in the print fanzine Kaleidoscope # 7(1998), Emily Adams, editor.
1999 - The Tribble With Troubles â
My personal favorite! If you like my fics, you'll enjoy the heck out of this!
One tribble is left behind on the Enterprise. Originally published in the print fanzine Beyond Dreams 1 (1999).
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Most of the time, as the senior rabbi of Temple Beth-El in San Antonio, Rabbi Mara Nathanâs focus is on Jewish families. But this week, sheâs finding herself thinking about Christian ones, too.
Thatâs because Texas is poised to adopt a public school curriculum that refers to Jesus as âthe Messiah,â asks kindergartners to study the Sermon on the Mount and presents the Crusades in a positive light.
The curriculum, Nathan said, âgives Christian children the sense that their familyâs religion is the only true religion, which is not appropriate for public school education, at the very least.â
Nathan is among the many Texans raising concerns about the proposed reading curriculum as it nears final approval. Earlier this week, the Texas State Board of Education narrowly voted to proceed with the curriculum, called Bluebonnet Learning. A final vote is set for Friday.
The critics, who include Jewish parents and organizations as well as interfaith and education advocacy groups, say Bluebonnet â which will be optional but which schools would be paid to adopt â inappropriately centers on Christian theology and ideas. They have been lobbying for revisions since it was first proposed in May, offering detailed feedback.
âThe first round of the curriculum that we saw honestly had a lot of offensive content in it, and was proselytizing, and did not represent Jewish people well,â said Lisa Epstein, the director of San Antonioâs Jewish Community Relations Council.
Now those critics say most of their specific suggestions have been accepted but they remain concerned.
âLooking at the revision, we still feel that the curriculum is not balanced and it introduces a lot of Christian concepts at a very young age, like resurrection and the blood of Christ and the Messiah, when kids are just really too young to understand and they donât really have a grasp yet completely of their own religion,â she added. Epstein, who testified at a hearing on the proposal in Austin on Monday, has a child in high school and two others who graduated from Texas public schools.
The Texas vote comes as advocates of inserting Christianity into public education are ascendant across the country. Political conservatives are in power at the national level and the Supreme Courtâs conservative supermajority has demonstrated openness to blurring church-state separation.
President-elect Donald Trump has signaled support for numerous initiatives to reintroduce Christian doctrine into public schools, from supporting school prayer to endorsing legislation that would require public school classrooms to display the Ten Commandments. (One such measure in Louisiana was recently blocked by a federal judge.)
In Texas, Bluebonnetâs advocates say the curriculum would elevate studentsâ learning while also exposing them to essential elements of cultural literacy. They note that the curriculum includes references to a wide range of cultures, including ancient religions, and that the religious references make up only a small fraction of the material.
âTheyâll elevate the quality of education being offered to all Texas students by giving them a well-rounded understanding of important texts and their impact on the world,â Megan Benton, a strategic policy associate at Texas Values, which says its mission is âto stand for biblical, Judeo-Christian values,â said during the hearing on Monday, Education Week reported. Texas Values called criticism of the proposed curriculum an âattack on the Bible.â
The Texas Education Authority solicited the proposed curriculum, which would join a menu of approved options, as part of a pandemic-era effort that waived some transparency laws, meaning that its authors are not fully known. But The 74, an education news organization, reported this week that a publishing company co-founded by former Arkansas Gov. Mike Huckabee contributed content to the curriculum.
Trump tapped Huckabee, a pastor and evangelical favorite, last week to become his ambassador to Israel.
For some in Texas and beyond, Bluebonnet represents a concrete example of how the national climate could ripple out into local changes.
âA lot of things, we think theyâre outside of our community, or outside of our scope, like we hear these things, but are they really going to impact us?â said a Jewish assistant principal in the Richardson Independent School District north of Dallas who asked to remain anonymous. âBut I think now that itâs becoming a potential reality, a friend was asking me, would Richardson adopt this? Is this something that is really going to happen in our community?â
While the Supreme Court has ruled that public schools can teach about religion, they cannot prioritize one religion over another in that instruction. So Bluebonnetâs inclusion of Christian and Bible stories in lesson plans drew scrutiny from the start â which grew after the Texas Tribune reported that a panel required to vet all curriculum proposals included Christian proponents of incorporating religion in public education.
In September, The Texas Education Authorityâs curriculum review board published hundreds of pages of emails from members of the public along with whether the critiques had resulted in changes. Some did, the board noted, but many others were rejected.
A coalition of Jewish groups submitted 37 requested changes to the initial curriculum proposal. Epstein said the San Antonio JCRC had specifically objected to language in some lessons that evoked âantisemitic tropesâ and textual inaccuracies in referencing the story of Queen Esther, as well as offensive references to the Crusades and language that explained the birth of Jesus as the messiah.
One passage had invited students to imagine âif you were a Crusader,â Epstein said, referring to the Christian knights of the Middle Ages who sought to conquer the Holy Land, massacred communities of Jews and are venerated by some on the Christian right.
In the case of the Esther lesson, the original curriculum had recreated an aspect of the Purim story in which Haman drew lots to determine when to kill Jews in the Persian Empire â as a way to teach probability. Nathan called that particular lesson âsubversively antisemitic.â
âIn ancient Persia [drawing lots] was a way of helping someone make a decision, and the game was called Purim,â the initial text read. âAsk students to choose a number from 1 to 6. Roll a die and ask the students to raise their hand if their number was rolled.â
âThis is shocking, offensive and just plain wrong,â Sharyn Vane, a Jewish parent of two Texas public school graduates, said at a September hearing, according to the New York Times. âDo we ask elementary students to pretend to be Hitler?â (Historical simulations have widely been rejected by educators for all grades.)
Both of the lessons were revised after feedback from Jewish groups and others, but Epstein and Nathan said the changes were not adequate. A new prompt asks students to describe âthe journey of a Crusaderâ in the third-person, but it still sanitizes the murder of many Jews and Christians during the Christian quest to conquer Jerusalem, Epstein charged.
And while the Purim lots activity was dropped, Epstein noted that a specific lesson plan about Esther â a beloved figure among evangelical Christians â also includes a reference to God, which the Megillah, the Jewish text telling the Purim story, famously does not do. She said that inaccuracy was not addressed in the revisions.
In a statement, San Antonioâs Jewish federation, under which the JCRC operates, also acknowledged the changes that were made after its feedback but expressed concern over what it called âan almost solely Christian-basedâ perspective with âinaccuraciesâ and content that is inappropriate for elementary school students.
âWe are not against teaching a broad range of religious beliefs to children in an age-appropriate way that clearly distinguishes between âbeliefsâ and âfacts,â and gives appropriate time and respect to acknowledging many different religions,â the federation said. âPublic schools should be places where children of all religious backgrounds feel welcomed and accepted.â
The newer version of the curriculum also did not address the federationâs concerns about language referring to Jesus as âthe Messiah,â written with a capital âM,â and references to âthe Bible,â rather than âthe Christian Bibleâ specifically, as the federation had urged the curriculumâs creators to adopt.
The Austin branch of the Anti-Defamation League, which was also involved in the efforts, also applauded the revisions that had been made thus far but said it still âreject[s] the current version of the proposed curriculum.â
âWe agree that students should learn the historical contributions of various religious traditions, but ADLâs analysis of the originally proposed curriculum found that a narrow view of Christianity was overwhelmingly emphasized, there were few mentions of other faiths and the curriculum baselessly credited Christianity with improved societal morality,â the group said in a statement. âAlthough improvements have been made, the materials still appear to cross the line into teaching religion instead of teaching about religion.â
Criticism to the curriculum goes far beyond the Jewish community. Texas AFT, the stateâs outpost of the American Federation of Teachers, a leading teachersâ union, also opposes the proposal. âTexas AFT believes that not only do these materials violate the separation of church and state and the academic freedom of our classroom, but also the sanctity of the teaching profession,â the union said in a statement.
Some Republicans on the Texas Board of Education expressed reservations about the curriculumâs quality and age-appropriateness, separate from its religious content.
And nonpartisan and interfaith groups like Texas Impact and Texas Freedom Network have also been involved in efforts to oppose the curriculum, as has the Baptist Joint Committee for Religious Liberty. Epstein said a Sikh parent also testified at one of the hearings, asking for her faithâs traditions to be incorporated into lesson plans to provide more religious perspectives.
Nathan said that when she testified against the proposal at a September hearing, her allies were diverse.
âSome of the people who were against it were not Jewish, and just were [against] the way that the curriculum was being put together pedagogically,â she said. âBut there were both Jewish and non-Jewish people there, and also some Christian folks who were there who were opposed to such an overtly Christian curriculum.â
Marian Neleson, who has a 14-year-old daughter and a 12-year-old son in the Frisco Independent School District, said it has never been easy to be a Jewish family in her area.
âThereâs always concerns as a parent when thereâs just a handful of other Jewish children in a majority Christian school,â said Neleson, who is active in her local interfaith alliance. âFrom how the school celebrates, how they do their calendars. Do they remember that there is a Jewish holiday, and then they schedule major school functions on High Holy Days?â
Now, sheâs worried that her own district could face pressure to adopt the new curriculum, if it is approved.
âThese kind of curriculums are promoting one interpretation, one religionâs view, and I feel like thatâs not very respectful of people who come from different backgrounds and different faiths and different religions,â Neleson said. She added, âI do think that the Frisco school district particularly does try to be inclusive and try to recognize the diversity of the community, but I know that thereâs always pressure from groups who are trying to promote one agenda in the schools.â
The Richardson assistant principal said she saw in the financial incentive to adopt the curriculum â districts that do so will get up to $60 per student â an inappropriate assertion of support by the state. Many Texas districts are cash-strapped after legislators declined to substantially increase school funding last year.
âThere is such a push in education for high-quality instructional materials,â said the assistant principal, who has three elementary school-aged children. âTheyâre pushing this so hard, and even potentially putting up funding for it if you adopt it, but itâs not a truly high-quality curriculum.â
In a Facebook post after Tuesdayâs preliminary vote, Vane encouraged parents to reach out to members of the stateâs education board to urge them to oppose the curriculum. âItâs not over yet,â she wrote.
Nathan said sheâs not sure how much opponents of the curriculum can do if itâs approved, but she stressed the importance of local advocacy â especially since the curriculum is not required.
âI think reaching out to your local school board and communicating with local teachers in your community is going to be key,â she said. âIf this occurs, what do I need to do in my local school district to make sure that thereâs programming that balances the perspective?â
But she signaled that the intensity of the proposed curriculum would undercut any counter-programming by representatives of other faiths.
âItâs not presented as, âHereâs what Christians believe,ââ Nathan said about Bluebonnet. âItâs presented as, âHere is the truth.â Thereâs a difference.â
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Male dominance has long been assumed to be nearly universal in primates, with female power viewed as a rare exception to the rule. However, according to researchers at The University of Texas at Austin, female-biased power structures or social equality between the sexes can be found within every major primate group and probably existed throughout evolutionary history. The study, published in the journal Animals, challenges presumptions of male dominance in primates and may also have implications for other animal species.
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It's A Man's World
Chapter 5 (Batter up)


a/n: To clarify, I do not own the rights to any pictures or names used in this story, except for Sierra Riley. All other rights and names belong to the NFL and MLB. Additionally, some characters are inspired by the game MLB The Show 24, which includes fictional characters. The title of the book is inspired by the song "It's a Man's World" by James Brown and Betty Jean Newsome, for which I also do not own the rights. All rights are held by Warner-Tamerlane Publishing Corp. and Unichappell Music, Inc. Enjoy!
If you had told me 10 years ago that I would be playing for the Atlanta Braves, I would have told you. You're lying, but here I am. After the draft, I had to fly to Florida for spring training, and then when that was over, I flew to Atlanta to sign my rookie contract, which is $380k for my first year plus a 2 million signing bonus. Then fly to Cincinnati for my first game for the season. Safe to say I've had a crazy couple of weeks.Â
Oh and how fitting that Joe is throwing out the first pitch since its Reds opening day. So it's really true what they say. It does come full circle.Â
I walked out from the clubhouse into the away dugout. I noticed Joe in the batter's box swinging a bat at baseballs as they fired out the shooter and must I say he looked damn good while doing it too.Â
Ok, time I come clean about something. Do I have a crush on my best friend Joe Burrow? Yes. Am I scared to tell him? Yes. Why? because if I do I'm going to make a complete fool of myself and I just do not want to risk that and possibly losing a friend. Â
But friends don't text each other every day for random things or have late-night phone conversions like they used to when they were in LSU together. To sum it up over the last couple of months Joe and I have slipped back into our old ways and not that I'm complaining I just wish we were more.Â
I noticed Joe had finished and might as well say hello. I walked out towards home plate catching the tail end of his conversation âI'm so proud of herâŚto watch her play in college I knew she was big league bound and now she's here.â I heard Joe tell my teammate Austin Riley, a third baseman.Â
âThere's the woman of the hour!â I hear Jaâmarr call out as I make my way toward the group, my heart racing with a mix of excitement and nerves.
I shake my head, feeling a bit overwhelmed. âStop! I'm done crying for today,â I reply, my voice tinged with a slight whine, reflecting the emotional rollercoaster I've been on.
Jaâmarr looks at me with a supportive smile. âHow do you feel? Are you ready for this?â he asks, his eyes filled with genuine concern. I nod slowly, trying to muster a confident expression despite my jitters. âI feel ready; Iâm just trying not to overthink everything,â I admit, forcing a nervous smile.
âSis, youâve got this in the bag!â Jaâmarr encourages, his voice steady and reassuring. âDonât let them cloud your mindâjust play your heart out, like you do every time.â His words resonate with me, pushing back the self-doubt that threatens to creep in.
âRi, youâve worked your ass off for this moment,â Joe chimes in, giving me a playful nudge on my shoulder. âYouâre going to absolutely kill it today! And we just happen to have front-row seats to witness your brilliance.â His enthusiasm and belief in me fill me with warmth and motivation.
Nodding, I accept their words with a grateful smile, feeling a rush of confidence. âThanks, you guys! That really helps. But now I have to ask: what the hell is this?â I say, gesturing pointedly at the Cincinnati jerseys they are both proudly wearing. They burst into laughter, clearly thinking they could charm their way out of my noticing their blatant team allegiance.
âHey it was a gift from them but believe me I would wore yours if I couldâ Ja'marr gives his excuse. I turn to Joe waiting for his.
âI'm from Ohio.â he gives the most obvious answerâtypical Joe.
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Against all odds, Joe delivered a flawless pitch after the pregame festivities and the stirring national anthem. I could feel the excitement coursing through meâthis was my moment, my MLB debut.
As they called my name, I heard Joe and Jaâmarr erupting with cheers from their private suite through the crowd their support only boosted my confidence and set the stage for what was about to happen.
I locked in my focus, ready to face the pitcher. He glanced at the runner on first, then turned his gaze to me and wound up for the throw.
The pitch came rushing straight at me! I instinctively jumped back, narrowly avoiding it. âOne ball, no strikes.â But that wasnât a mistake; he wanted to rattle me. Too bad for himâIâm not easily shaken.Â
I reset myself, gripping the bat firmly, ready for the next challenge. The pitcher checked the runner again and delivered another pitch.
This time, he made a crucial misstepâan offspeed pitch! I saw it coming, and without hesitation, I swung with all my power. The crack of the bat was electric, and I sent that ball soaring out of the park. A home run on my very first hit! 2-0, baby! Now thatâs how you make an unforgettable debut.Â
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We won only by the skin of our teeth 5-4. I had just changed out of my away uniform into some sweets and a hoodie when I heard a knock on my locker room door.Â
âIt's openâ I shout, not feeling like walking to the door.Â
The door opens and Joe pops his head in âHey can I come in?âÂ
I waved my hand âYeah come onâÂ
 He steps in closing the door behind him âGetting ready to head out just wanted to say you looked great out there todayâ he compliments.Â
âThanks, I had to show off a bit, you know. Oh! I meant to give this back to you, but everything just happened so fast,â I said, remembering his chain that he gave to me to wear on Daft Night. But I never did give it back to him. If I remember right, I was in my gym bag. Bingo pulled it right out.Â
I went to hand it back to him be he stopped me âKeep it RiâÂ
 âHuh?â I said making sure I heard him right. This boy is crazy.
Joe cracked a little smile âKeep it...believe me I've got plentyâ Â
I looked at him to make sure he wasn't joking âYou sure cause this is worth more than my signing bonusâ I joked nervously.
He smiled and nodded his head âYeah I'm sure think of it as an âI knew you would make itâs giftâ.
I smiled âOk no take takebacks Burrow,â I said putting back in my bag.Â
âWhat are you doing when you leave here?â Joe asked suddenly. I shrugged my shoulders. âIt's still early so I'm not really tired. Might just chill back at the hotel. Why what's up?â I answered taking a seat on the bench.
He looks at me for a second then slightly shakes his head. âSome friends of mine wanted to go out to eat and all but Ja'marr had to leave sooâŚâÂ
âYou want me to go in his place?â I finished the sentence for him.Â
This is not anything new. I went to a lot of Joe's events as his plus one back in LSU. And he did the same thing for me.Â
âYeah but if you want to call it a day I understandâ he quickly says.
I shake my head with a laugh âNo I'll go with you, Joe. Plus it would be nice to get a breather before tomorrow's gameâ I said, opening up my suitcase.Â
âGive me a few to get changed and I'll be right outâ
Joe raised his eyebrows âYou really could go in what you have onâ he said nonchalantlyÂ
Is this boy out of his mind? âJoe I'm not hanging out around people I don't know in a hoodie and sweatpants,â I said looking at him all upside his head.
âYes, you can cause one where only going to Texas Roadhouse. Two you just finished a hell of a baseball game and have a right to wear this. And if someone has a problem with it then we can go and have our own dinnerâ he says the confidence just flows out as he says it.
My stomach should have not tightened up but I just love how protective this man is. Biting my lip not knowing what to say except âAlright let's goâ
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Joe was walking me up to my room after that impromptu hangout session with his friends which by the way all amazing.Â
âYeah I'm definitely paying for this tomorrow,â I said feeling like I was ready to pop.Â
Joe gives out a small chuckle âYeah that makes two of usâ Â
I give him this funny look âYou got time to burn it off, Joe. I on the other hand have to play a game tomorrowâ I said pulling out my keycard for my room. âFair point Far point,â Joe said not disagreeing with me
Stopping in front of my room âThis is meâ I said turning to Joe âThanks again for inviting meâ I said suddenly nervous as I looked at him and his features pretty blue eyes, dirty blonde hair so silky you could run your fingers through it and not get tangled. To some it up this boy was fine.Â
His voice knocked me out of my thoughts âNo thank you for coming. I owe you one for this RiâÂ
Yeah, a date.
âWhatâd you sayâ I saw Joe's eyebrows raise..Did I say that out loud could have sworn I said that in my head.Â
âI didn't say anything,â I said quickly shaking my head trying to avoid this conversation at all costs.
âNah, Nah you said something. What did you say?â he asked stepping a little closer. Looking the other way with a blush on my cheeks âI said a dateâ I repeat my words still not looking a him.Â
He stood there with the biggest smirk on his face âI still didn't hear what you said say it again and this timeâ he paused to gently grab my chin âLook at meâÂ
Soaked absolutely Soked straight through.
Unable to move I said it again looking straight dead in his eyes âA date. You owe me a dateâÂ
Joe nodded his head and let my chin go âThat's what I thought you saidâ he said stepping away from me. âOk, how about this. If you get to the World Series which I know you will I'll take you on a dateâ he said proposing a challenge or more like a bet. âOk and if I donât,â I said waiting for the catch no pun intended.Â
âThen I still take you on the dateâ
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Affection

Friends to lovers
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Austin and Yn had been inseparable since childhood, their bond forged in the crucible of countless shared experiences. They grew up in the same small town, where everyone knew everyone else's business. Austin's family owned the local hardware store, a fixture in the community for generations. From a young age, he was groomed to take over the family business, learning the ropes from his father and grandfather. Austin was tall and strong, with a steady demeanor that made him a natural leader. He had a knack for fixing things, whether it was a broken lawnmower or a fractured friendship.
Yn, on the other hand, found solace in the world of books. The local library became her sanctuary, a place where she could escape into different worlds and live a thousand lives through the pages of a novel. Her love for literature led her to a job at a publishing house in the nearby city. Yn's evenings were often spent curled up in a cozy corner of the library, surrounded by the comforting smell of old books and the soft rustle of turning pages. She was creative and introspective, with a vivid imagination that breathed life into her writing.
Despite their different paths, Austin and Yn remained close. They had been through thick and thin together, supporting each other through heartbreaks, triumphs, and everything in between. Austin was always there to lend a hand when Yn's car broke down or when she needed help moving heavy boxes of books. Yn, in turn, was Austin's confidante, the one he could talk to about his dreams and fears. They balanced each other perfectlyâAustin's practicality complementing Yn's creativity, and Yn's empathy grounding Austin's ambitions.
Their friendship was the kind that people envied. They communicated with ease, often finishing each other's sentences or sharing a knowing glance that spoke volumes. There was an unspoken understanding between them, a bond that went beyond words. Yet, beneath the surface, there was an undercurrent of something more, something neither of them was willing to acknowledge. It was a subtle tension, a lingering touch, a fleeting look that hinted at deeper feelings.
As the years passed, their lives became more intertwined. Austin's responsibilities at the hardware store grew, demanding more of his time and energy. Yn's career at the publishing house flourished, bringing new opportunities and challenges. Despite their busy schedules, they made time for each other, whether it was meeting for coffee, taking long walks in the park, or spending quiet evenings at the library. Their moments together were a refuge from the chaos of the outside world, a reminder of the unshakeable bond they shared.
Little did they know, their friendship was on the cusp of transforming into something even more profound. The foundation they had built over the years was strong, but the possibilities of what lay ahead were both exciting and terrifying. As they navigated the complexities of their individual lives, they began to realize that the person they had been searching for had been right beside them all along.
The sun was beginning to set, casting a warm, golden glow over the backyard where Austin, Yn, and their friends gathered. It was a perfect weekend evening for a game of truth or dare. The air was filled with laughter, the sound of crickets chirping in the background, and the soft hum of conversation. Among their group of friendsâMax, Sarah, Jenna, and ChrisâYn was the last one left to take her turn. She chose dare, her eyes sparkling with anticipation.
Max, always the instigator, grinned mischievously. "Alright, Yn. I dare you to flirt with Austin like a lover."
The group burst into laughter, and Austin rolled his eyes good-naturedly. "Bring it on," he said, playfully challenging Yn.
Yn took a deep breath and stood up, her heart pounding in her chest. She walked over to Austin, her steps slow and deliberate. As she leaned in closer, the world seemed to fade away, leaving just the two of them. She locked eyes with him, her gaze intense and unwavering. She recited the poem, her voice soft and melodic.
"I want to be addicted To the night sky with you Fall in love with the twinkling stars And be cuddled by the moon's halo I want to sleep underneath The sunrise that graces your Skin every dawn so that I can feel the warmth of your touch on me I want to devour life's pleasure With every kiss from your Honey-grazed lips."
As she spoke, Austin felt a shift within him. Her words wrapped around his heart, squeezing gently yet insistently. He watched her lips move, felt the gentle touch of her hand on his cheek, and something in him changed. Yn, his best friend of so many years, suddenly seemed differentâbeautiful, intense, and deep. Her proximity sent a thrill through him, and he realized, with a jolt, that his feelings for her were more than just friendship.
His mind raced, memories of their time together flooding in. He recalled the late-night conversations, the shared laughter, the way she always knew how to make him smile. But now, there was a new layer to those memories, a realization that perhaps those moments had always held a deeper significance. Yn's touch on his cheek was both electrifying and comforting, a paradox that made his heart ache with a newfound longing.
"Wow, Yn," Jenna said, breaking the silence that had fallen over the group. "That was beautiful."
Chris laughed, clapping his hands. "I didn't know you had it in you, Yn!"
Sarah, always the romantic, sighed dreamily. "That was so intense. You two should be actors or something."
Max smirked, raising an eyebrow at Austin. "So, how did that feel, buddy?"
Austin forced a smile, trying to appear nonchalant. "Not bad. Yn's got some skills."
But inside, he was a whirlwind of emotions. The playful dare had unlocked something within him, something he wasn't sure he could ignore any longer. As the group continued their banter, Austin's eyes met Yn's once more, and he saw a flicker of something in her gazeâa question, a hope, perhaps the same feelings that were now swirling within him. He smiled back at her, a silent promise that they would talk about this later, that he needed to understand what was happening between them.
Austin lay in his bed, staring up at the ceiling, the room dimly lit by the soft glow of his bedside lamp. The events of the evening replayed in his mind, each moment with Yn lingering longer than the last. He turned restlessly, his thoughts a turbulent sea.
"Was she always this beautiful?" he wondered, the image of Yn leaning in, her eyes filled with emotion, etched into his mind. He recalled the way her hair cascaded over her shoulders, the way her eyes sparkled when she spoke, the delicate curve of her lips. It wasn't that he hadn't noticed these things before, but tonight they seemed magnified, every detail sharpened and brought into focus.
"Was she always this wonderful?" The question gnawed at him. Yn had always been his confidante, his anchor, the person who understood him better than anyone else. They had shared countless moments of laughter, comforted each other through tears, and celebrated each other's successes. Her kindness, her intelligence, her unwavering supportâthese were qualities he had always cherished. But now, they took on a new significance, resonating deeper within him.
Austin's mind wandered back to the poem she had recited. Each line echoed in his head, her voice soft and mesmerizing. "I want to sleep underneath the sunrise that graces your skin every dawn..." The words had felt so intimate, so raw. He could still feel the gentle touch of her hand on his cheek, the warmth spreading through him like a slow-burning flame. What had started as a playful dare had awakened something within him, something he couldn't quite grasp but couldn't ignore either.
"What's happening to me?" he wondered, frustration mingling with confusion. He had always thought of Yn as his best friend, nothing more. Yet, tonight had shifted his perspective, revealing emotions he hadn't been aware of, or perhaps had been too afraid to acknowledge. The way his heart raced when she looked at him, the way his skin tingled at her touchâthese were not the reactions of mere friendship.
He sat up, running a hand through his hair, trying to make sense of his feelings. Was it possible that he had always felt this way but had buried those emotions deep within, afraid of what it might mean for their friendship? The thought of losing Yn was terrifying, yet the idea of not exploring these newfound feelings was equally unsettling.
Austin thought about their history, the years of shared experiences that had built a foundation of trust and understanding between them. They had always been there for each other, through every high and low. He remembered the nights spent talking until dawn, the way Yn's laughter could brighten his darkest days, the silent comfort of her presence when words were unnecessary.
"Have I been blind all this time?" he mused, his heart aching with the realization that perhaps, beneath the surface of their friendship, there had always been the potential for something more. The poem, the dare, Yn's touchâthey had all been catalysts, bringing buried emotions to the forefront. He couldn't help but wonder if Yn felt the same, if the look in her eyes had mirrored his own confusion and longing.
Lying back down, Austin closed his eyes, Yn's face still vivid in his mind. He knew he couldn't ignore these feelings, that he needed to talk to her, to understand what this all meant for them. The uncertainty was daunting, but the possibility of a deeper connection with Yn filled him with a sense of hope he hadn't felt in a long time.
As he drifted off to sleep, his last thoughts were of Yn, her voice a soothing melody in his mind. Whatever happened next, he knew their friendship was strong enough to weather it. And maybe, just maybe, they were on the brink of something beautiful.
The next day, everyone gathered at their favorite spot by the lake. It was a sunny afternoon, the water shimmering under the bright light, and the gentle breeze carrying the scent of pine and wildflowers. Austin, Yn, Max, Sarah, Jenna, and Chris settled into their usual places, spreading out blankets and unpacking snacks. Laughter filled the air as they recounted old stories and joked about their latest adventures.
Austin, however, found it hard to focus. His thoughts kept drifting back to the previous night, and he couldn't help but steal glances at Yn. She looked effortlessly beautiful, her hair catching the sunlight and her smile lighting up her face. Every time he looked at her, he felt a strange mix of warmth and nervousness.
Yn noticed his distracted demeanor and, with a playful nudge, leaned in. "What's up with you, Austin? You seem a little lost."
Startled, Austin quickly composed himself. "Nothing, Yn. Just work stuff," he said, trying to sound casual.
She raised an eyebrow, not entirely convinced but willing to let it go for now. "Alright, if you say so."
The conversation continued smoothly, with the group falling into their familiar rhythm. They discussed plans for the upcoming week, shared the latest gossip from town, and debated the best movies to watch on their next movie night. Austin chimed in here and there, but his mind was still preoccupied with thoughts of Yn.
They dug into the foodâsandwiches, chips, and an array of homemade desserts. Sarah had brought her famous brownies, and Chris tried to claim he had made the best potato salad, which sparked a friendly argument among them. The camaraderie was as strong as ever, each of them cherishing these moments of togetherness.
As the sun began to dip towards the horizon, casting a golden hue over the lake, Jenna suggested, "Hey, how about we meet up again next weekend? Maybe we can try that new cafĂŠ downtown."
Max nodded enthusiastically. "Sounds good to me. I've heard they have amazing pastries."
Sarah clapped her hands. "Count me in! I could use some good coffee and a change of scenery."
Chris grinned. "I'm always up for trying new places. What about you, Austin? Yn?"
Austin glanced at Yn, their eyes meeting for a brief moment. He felt a flicker of that same intense feeling from the night before. "Yeah, I'm in," he said, a bit too quickly, causing Yn to smile knowingly.
"Me too," Yn added. "It sounds like fun."
With the plan set, they spent the last few moments enjoying the serene beauty of the lake, talking about everything and nothing. The group began to pack up, their laughter and chatter filling the air as they headed back to their cars.
As they walked, Yn fell into step beside Austin. "You sure everything's okay?" she asked softly, her concern evident.
Austin gave her a reassuring smile. "Yeah, everything's fine, Yn. Just a lot on my mind."
She nodded, accepting his answer but not entirely convinced. "Alright, but you know you can always talk to me, right?"
"I know," he replied, feeling a rush of affection for her. "Thanks, Yn."
They reached the parking lot, and after a round of hugs and goodbyes, everyone went their separate ways. Austin watched as Yn drove off, her car disappearing down the road. He stood there for a moment, taking a deep breath and trying to sort through the whirlwind of emotions inside him.
As he got into his own car and started the engine, he knew one thing for certain: he couldn't keep pretending nothing had changed. The next weekend couldn't come soon enough. He needed to understand what was happening between him and Yn, and more importantly, he needed to talk to her about it. The future felt uncertain, but for the first time, he felt a glimmer of excitement mixed with the fear. Something beautiful was on the horizon, and he was ready to embrace it.
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Austin was in his office, poring over inventory lists and planning for the upcoming sales season at the hardware store. The familiar tasks usually brought him a sense of calm, but today his mind kept drifting back to Yn and the confusion of his feelings. He was grateful for the distraction when Chris walked in, bringing a welcome break from the monotony.
"Hey, Austin," Chris greeted, leaning against the doorframe with a casual grin. "Got a minute?"
"Sure, come on in," Austin replied, motioning for him to take a seat. "What's up?"
Chris settled into the chair across from Austin's desk. They chatted about the weekend plans and the latest gossip from town. It was easy and familiar, but then Chris dropped a bombshell that made Austin's heart skip a beat.
"So, I heard Yn got asked out on a date by John," Chris said nonchalantly, as if he were mentioning the weather.
Austin's world tilted on its axis. He felt a sudden, sharp pang of jealousy, a feeling he had never associated with Yn before. His mind raced, trying to process the information while keeping his composure. "John?" he repeated, his voice tight. "Who's John?"
"Yeah, John," Chris continued, unaware of the turmoil he had unleashed in Austin. "He's a great guy. He's doing his term to become a doctor. Really smart, charming, the whole package."
Austin forced a smile, his mind reeling. "Oh, that's... great," he said, struggling to keep his voice steady. Inside, a storm was brewing. Images of Yn with John flashed through his mindâYn laughing at his jokes, Yn looking at him with those sparkling eyes, Yn being held by him. The thought made his stomach churn.
"Who is this guy?" he asked, trying to sound casual. "I don't think I've met him."
"He's new in town," Chris explained. "Moved here a few months ago. Everyone's been talking about him. Seems like a really nice guy."
As Chris talked, Austin felt completely lost. He tried to suppress the feelings swirling within him, but they were too powerful to ignore. He didn't want to lose Yn. The idea of her being with someone else, of her heart belonging to another man, was unbearable. He realized, with startling clarity, that his feelings for her were much deeper than he had admitted to himself.
"Yeah, sounds like it," Austin said, his voice distant. He struggled to focus on what Chris was saying, his thoughts consumed by the fear of losing Yn. The memories of their shared moments, their laughter, their unspoken bondâthey all seemed to take on a new, painful significance. How had he not seen this coming? How had he been so blind to his own feelings?
"Well, anyway," Chris said, standing up and stretching. "Just thought I'd give you a heads-up. We'll see how it goes, right?"
"Yeah, thanks for letting me know," Austin replied, forcing another smile. "I'll see you later, Chris."
As Chris left, Austin sat back in his chair, his mind a whirlwind of emotions. The thought of Yn with John was like a knife to his heart. He couldn't lose her, not when he had just started to realize how much she meant to him. He had to do something, but what? The fear of ruining their friendship held him back, yet the thought of doing nothing and watching her drift away was even more terrifying.
Austin's thoughts were a chaotic mix of jealousy, fear, and longing. He pictured Yn's face, her smile, the way she made him feel whole. He knew he couldn't keep these feelings bottled up any longer. He had to talk to Yn, to tell her how he felt, before it was too late. The uncertainty was daunting, but the possibility of losing her was something he couldn't bear.
With a determined sigh, Austin resolved to face his feelings head-on. He couldn't let fear hold him back. He had to fight for what he wanted, and what he wanted more than anything was Yn.
As Austin sat alone in his office, the realization hit him with the force of a tidal wave: he was in love with Yn. The thought was both exhilarating and terrifying, leaving him breathless and disoriented. He leaned back in his chair, closing his eyes as he tried to process this profound revelation.
The images of Yn from last night replayed in his mind: her soft voice reciting the poem, the warmth of her hand on his cheek, the way her eyes seemed to look into the depths of his soul. Each memory was a vivid reminder of how much she meant to him. He had always known that Yn was special, but now he understood that she was more than just a friendâshe was the person who completed him, who made his life brighter and richer.
Austin thought about all the moments they had shared, the laughter and the tears, the silent understanding that passed between them. He remembered the late-night conversations where they had bared their souls to each other, the comfort of her presence when words weren't needed, and the joy of seeing her smile. Each of these memories now took on a deeper significance, painted with the colors of love he had been too blind to see before.
He realized that Yn had always been the constant in his life, the one person he could always count on. She had been there through every challenge, every heartbreak, and every triumph. Her kindness, her intelligence, her unwavering supportâthey were the qualities that had drawn him to her, the foundation of their unshakeable bond. But now he saw that these qualities were also the seeds of a deeper connection, one that had been growing quietly within him all along.
As Austin sat there, he felt a sense of clarity wash over him. He understood now why the thought of Yn with someone else, with John, had caused such a visceral reaction. It wasn't just jealousy; it was the fear of losing the person who had become the center of his world. The idea of Yn's heart belonging to another man was unbearable because his own heart was already intertwined with hers.
The realization brought a mix of emotions. There was a deep, aching longing to be with her, to hold her close and never let her go. There was also fearâthe fear of rejection, of ruining the precious friendship they had built over the years. But alongside the fear was a newfound determination. Austin knew that he couldn't keep these feelings hidden. He had to take the risk, to tell Yn how he felt, because the possibility of a future without her was too painful to contemplate.
He thought about what to say, how to approach her. Should he be direct, or should he ease into it, testing the waters? The thought of confessing his love was daunting, but the alternativeâdoing nothing and watching her slip awayâwas far worse. He knew that Yn valued honesty, that she would appreciate him being open and sincere.
Austin took a deep breath, feeling a sense of resolve settle within him. He couldn't predict how Yn would react, but he knew he had to be true to himself and to his feelings. Love was a risk, but it was also the greatest adventure, and he was ready to embark on it, no matter the outcome.
With this newfound clarity, Austin stood up, feeling a surge of energy and purpose. He knew that the next step would be the hardest, but it was also the most important. He had to find Yn and tell her the truth. He had to fight for the love that had been growing in his heart, the love that had transformed his view of the world.
As he left his office, Austin felt a mixture of nervousness and hope. Whatever happened next, he knew that he had to take this leap of faith. Because in his heart, he knew that Yn was worth itâworth the risk, worth the fear, and worth the love that had been waiting to be discovered all along.
Austin's fingers trembled slightly as he typed out a message to Yn, hoping to find some time to talk to her. He needed to tell her how he felt, but he wanted to gauge her mood first, find the right moment.
Austin: Hey Yn, how are you? What are you up to?
A few moments later, his phone buzzed with her reply.
Yn: Hey Austin! I'm good. I'm actually out right now. On a date with this guy... he seems nice.
Yn: I'll talk to you later, okay?
Austin stared at his phone, his heart sinking. The words felt like a punch to the gut. Yn was on a date. With someone nice. He felt his heart shatter into a million pieces, the fragments of hope he had clung to now scattered and broken.
He sat down heavily in his chair, the reality of the situation hitting him like a tidal wave. Yn was out with someone else, someone she thought was nice. His mind spiraled into a dark place, consumed by thoughts of her laughing with this guy, holding his hand, maybe even falling in love with him.
The image of Yn marrying someone else played in his mind like a torturous loop. He saw her walking down the aisle, her eyes filled with happinessâbut the man waiting for her wasn't him. The thought was unbearable, a deep, aching pain that settled in his chest.
He imagined their future slipping away, all the moments they could have shared, the life they could have built together. The realization that he might have missed his chance, that he had waited too long to confess his feelings, was a bitter pill to swallow.
Austin's thoughts were a whirlwind of regret and longing. He remembered all the times they had spent together, the way her presence had always brought him comfort and joy. Now, those memories felt like a cruel reminder of what he was losing.
He knew he had to do something, but the fear of ruining their friendship still held him back. What if she didn't feel the same way? What if his confession made things awkward between them? But then again, what if she did feel the same? What if he was letting his chance at true happiness slip through his fingers?
Determined to fight for what he wanted, Austin took a deep breath and made a decision. He couldn't let fear dictate his actions. He had to tell Yn how he felt, before it was too late. With a newfound sense of resolve, he started to formulate a plan. He would wait for her to get back, and then he would find the right moment to tell her everything.
For now, he had to endure the painful wait, hoping that the date wouldn't change anything between them.
Austin counted the hours, minutes, and seconds until the weekend, each passing moment stretching endlessly. His thoughts were consumed by Yn, the image of her with another man gnawing at him. He knew he had to tell her how he felt, and the anticipation was almost unbearable. When the day finally arrived, he headed to their usual meeting spot earlier than usual, knowing that Yn often came early too.
He arrived at the cafĂŠ, the sun just beginning to set, casting a warm glow over the city. He chose a table near the window, the soft hum of conversation around him doing little to calm his racing heart. He kept glancing at the door, hoping to see her walk in.
A few minutes later, his patience was rewarded. Yn entered, her presence immediately lighting up the room. She spotted him and smiled, making her way over.
"Hey, youâre early," she said, a teasing glint in her eyes. "How come?"
"Just felt like it," Austin replied, trying to keep his tone casual as he returned her smile. "Wanted to get a good seat."
Yn sat down across from him, her eyes scanning the menu. "Itâs a good spot. So, whatâs up?"
Austin took a deep breath, gathering his courage. "I heard you went on a date."
Yn glanced up, her expression shifting slightly. "I did. John... He seems like a good guy. A real gentleman."
Austin nodded, his heart sinking momentarily. But then he noticed a hint of uncertainty in her eyes. "But...?" he prompted gently.
Yn sighed, looking a bit sad. "He might leave for his internship soon. I donât think I want to do a long-distance relationship, especially not so soon."
"Oh," Austin said, his heart leaping with joy. He struggled to keep his emotions in check, his mind racing with possibilities. Ynâs hesitation meant that there was still a chance, that she wasnât completely committed to John.
Before he could say more, the rest of their friends arrived. Max, Sarah, Jenna, and Chris filtered in, filling the cafĂŠ with their laughter and chatter. The group settled in, ordering drinks and catching up on the latest news.
Austinâs mind was only half on the conversation. He kept stealing glances at Yn, his heart swelling with hope. Her words echoed in his mind, a reminder that he still had a chance to tell her how he felt. But with their friends around, it would have to wait a little longer.
As the evening progressed, Austin found himself laughing and joking with the group, but his thoughts remained firmly fixed on Yn. He watched her interact with their friends, her smile bright and her laughter infectious. Every moment spent with her only reinforced his feelings, making him more determined to seize his chance.
Finally, as the evening drew to a close and the group began to disperse, Austin found a moment alone with Yn. He took a deep breath, the words he had rehearsed a thousand times ready to spill from his lips.
"Yn," he began, his voice steady but his heart racing. "There's something I need to tell you."
She looked at him, her expression curious and open. "What is it, Austin?"
As Austin prepared to speak, the moment he had been waiting for, Yn's phone rang. She glanced at the screen, a flicker of surprise and anticipation crossing her face. She held up a finger, signaling him to wait, and answered the call.
Austin watched as Yn's expression shifted from casual to excited. He caught snippets of the conversationâsomething about making plans for another date. His heart sank as he realized it was John calling. The realization was a gut punch; Yn was clearly interested in this guy, and his chance to confess his feelings might slip away.
Yn's cheeks flushed a delicate pink as she talked, her smile radiant. Austin's heart ached at the sight. He wanted so desperately to be the reason for that blush, to be the one who made her smile like that. The thought of John being the one to bring her such joy and affection felt like a cruel twist of fate. He had always admired Ynâs beauty and charm, but now it was clear that his feelings for her ran deeper than he had ever realized.
He felt a pang of jealousy and sadness, the realization that she might be moving on with someone else hitting him hard. The thought of John being in the picture, of her finding happiness with someone else, made him question the timing of his own confession. Austin wanted nothing more than to be the person who made her happy, who could share those tender moments with her.
Yn ended the call, her smile fading into a look of curiosity as she turned her attention back to Austin. "Sorry about that," she said, her tone apologetic. "John asked if I'd like to go out again."
Austin forced a smile, trying to mask the disappointment in his eyes. "No problem," he said, his voice tinged with a mix of regret and resignation. "I actually forgot what I was going to say."
Yn looked at him, a hint of confusion and concern in her eyes. "Oh, are you sure?"
"Yeah, it's nothing," Austin said, his mind racing for a way to save face. "Iâll catch up with you later."
Yn nodded, sensing something was off but not pressing further. "Alright. I'll talk to you soon."
As Yn joined the rest of the group, Austin watched her go, his heart heavy with unspoken words and unfulfilled desires. He had missed his chance for now, but he knew he couldnât let this be the end. He would find another moment, a more personal and private time to tell her how he truly felt. The fear of losing her was overshadowed by the resolve to be honest with her, no matter the outcome.
The evening continued, the group's laughter and conversation a distant murmur as Austinâs thoughts remained consumed by Yn and the conversation that never happened. He knew he had to act soon, but for now, he would wait and hope for another opportunity to reveal his heart.
Austin and Chris lingered outside the cafĂŠ, the group having just left. The street was quiet, the evening air cool and crisp. Austin, feeling a weight lifted now that he had shared his feelings, turned to Chris, who was leaning against a lamppost.
âAustin, youâve been acting weird all night,â Chris said, a hint of concern in his voice. âWhatâs going on?â
Austin hesitated, looking down at his shoes before meeting Chrisâs gaze. âI... I was going to tell Yn how I feel tonight. But then John called, and... well, you heard.â
Chrisâs expression softened with understanding. âYeah, I noticed. So, whatâs the deal? You really like her, donât you?â
Austin nodded, the intensity of his emotions clear in his eyes. âI do. More than I ever realized. I just didnât know how to tell her. Now it feels like itâs too late.â
Chris pushed off the lamppost and faced Austin squarely. âDude, youâve got to tell her. You two are perfect for each other. Iâve seen how you look at her. Iâve seen how she lights up around you.â
Austin sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. âI want to, but Iâm scared. What if she doesnât feel the same way? What if I ruin our friendship?â
Chris shook his head, a reassuring smile on his face. âAustin, youâve known her forever. Sheâs been there for you through everything. If sheâs with John now, itâs not because she doesnât care about you. Itâs just... complicated. Youâve got to take the chance. Be honest with her. The worst thing you can do is not say anything at all.â
Austin looked down the street, considering Chrisâs words. âBut what if it changes everything between us?â
Chrisâs tone was firm but encouraging. âYeah, it might. But it could also change everything for the better. Youâre both amazing people, and if sheâs got feelings for you too, you need to find out. And if not, at least youâll know. But donât let fear hold you back.â
Austin felt a surge of hope mixed with apprehension. Chrisâs words were a lifeline, giving him the courage he needed. âYou really think so?â
Chris nodded confidently. âAbsolutely. Youâve got nothing to lose by being honest. And believe me, Yn will appreciate your sincerity. Trust me, sheâs worth the risk.â
Austin took a deep breath, feeling a renewed sense of determination. âThanks, Chris. I needed to hear that.â
Chris clapped him on the shoulder. âAnytime. Now go talk to her before itâs too late. I know you two belong together.â
Austin found himself unable to escape the swirling thoughts of Yn. The image of her on a second date with John, the promising young doctor, consumed his mind. Every time he closed his eyes, he saw them together, sharing laughter and stolen glances. The idea of Yn finding happiness with someone else left him feeling unsettled, the pang of jealousy sharp and unrelenting.
He imagined them on romantic outings, Johnâs hand casually brushing against hers, their smiles shared in intimate moments. The thought gnawed at him, each scenario more painful than the last. Austinâs mind was a storm of regret and longing, questioning if he had missed his chance. The more he thought about it, the more he realized just how much he wanted to be the one by her side.
The reality of his situation became a heavy burden, pressing down on him with every passing moment. He knew he needed to do something, but the fear of rejection and the potential to lose her friendship held him back. The conflict within him was intense, a battle between the desire to act and the fear of the unknown.
Then, unexpectedly, his thoughts were interrupted by a knock at his door. Austin opened it to find Yn standing there, looking both tired and relieved. The sight of her brought a wave of warmth and hope crashing over him.
âHey, Austin,â Yn said, offering a tired but genuine smile. âHow come youâre here?â Austin asked, a mixture of surprise and relief in his voice. âNot that Iâm complaining.â
Yn stepped inside, her shoulders relaxing as she entered. âI was just in the area and thought Iâd drop by. Workâs been a bit overwhelming, and I needed a break.â
Austin watched her as she settled on the couch, noticing the weariness in her eyes. âYour publisher making you work too hard, Yn?â
She sighed, a small, resigned smile on her lips. âKind of. Itâs been a lot lately. I just needed to get away from the office for a bit.â
Austin nodded, taking a seat across from her. âI get that. Sometimes itâs good to take a breather.â
Yn looked at him, her gaze curious. âHow are things with you, Mr. Boss Man?â she teased, a hint of playfulness in her tone.
Austin managed a chuckle, though his mind was still racing. âNothing much, just the usual. But... there are things on my mind.â
Ynâs expression softened, and she shifted slightly, giving him her full attention. âLike what?â
Austin took a deep breath, feeling a mix of nervousness and resolve. This was the moment he had been waiting for, the chance to open up and share his feelings. He knew he had to be honest, to confront the uncertainty and the emotions that had been overwhelming him.
âIâve been thinking a lot lately,â he began, his voice steady but heartfelt. âAbout us. About how I feel. I... Iâve realized that I have feelings for you, Yn. More than just friendship.â
Ynâs eyes widened slightly, and for a moment, the room was filled with a charged silence. Austin could see the surprise and the myriad of emotions playing across her face. He had hoped for this chance to speak, but the reality of it was both exhilarating and daunting.
âI didnât know how to tell you,â he continued, âand seeing you with someone else, it made me realize just how much I care about you. I didnât want to let you slip away without at least being honest about how I feel.â
Yn remained silent for a moment, her expression thoughtful. Austin watched her closely, trying to gauge her reaction. He felt a mix of relief and anxiety, having finally spoken his truth, but now awaiting her response.
The atmosphere between them was charged, each moment stretching out as they both processed the weight of the conversation. Austinâs heart pounded, and he could only hope that his confession would lead to a deeper understanding, whatever the outcome might be.
Austin felt a cold wave of panic crash over him as Ynâs words hung in the air. "I donât know what to say, Austin... I am seeing this guy..." The door closed behind her with a finality that echoed in his chest. The silence that followed was deafening, filled with the weight of his unspoken fears.
He stood there, rooted to the spot, his mind racing through a storm of thoughts. Had he just jeopardized their years of friendship? The dread of having pushed her away gnawed at him, a relentless ache in his heart. He replayed the moment over and over, the look of surprise and uncertainty on her face. The reality of his confession crashing against the hope he had clung to made him question everything. He had wanted to be honest, but now the possibility of losing her was more real than ever.
Austin slowly turned back towards his room, the heavy silence wrapping around him. Every step felt like it was through thick fog, his thoughts clouded with regret and fear. Just as he was about to retreat into the sanctuary of his thoughts, the door swung open again.
Yn burst back into the room, her expression a mix of determination and vulnerability. Without a word, she closed the distance between them, her hands gripping his shoulders with a sense of urgency. Before Austin could fully process what was happening, Ynâs lips were on his, warm and tender.
The kiss was fierce and full of emotion, breaking through the turmoil that had enveloped him. Austinâs heart raced, every nerve in his body alight with a mix of shock and joy. It was as if the world had stopped spinning, leaving only the intensity of their connection in its wake. He kissed her back, pouring all the feelings he had struggled to articulate into the embrace. The kiss deepened, a silent exchange of everything he had wanted to say, everything he had feared losing.
When they finally pulled away, both breathless, Ynâs eyes were glistening. âI needed to make a call to John,â she said softly, her voice trembling slightly. âTo cancel the date.â
Austinâs emotions surged, a powerful mix of relief, happiness, and disbelief flooding through him. The realization that she had chosen him, that she was willing to give them a chance, left him overwhelmed. His hands cupped her face gently, his eyes searching hers for any hint of uncertainty.
âYou... you really meant that?â Austin asked, his voice barely above a whisper.
Yn nodded, her gaze unwavering. âYes. I realized... I realized that I donât want to be with John. I want to be with you, Austin. I always have.â
Austinâs heart swelled with a profound sense of gratitude and love. He pulled her close again, his lips finding hers in another passionate kiss. This time, it was softer, filled with the tenderness of newfound hope. Each kiss was a promise, a reassurance of the feelings they both shared.
As they broke apart, Austin looked at her with a mixture of awe and adoration. âThank you for giving us a chance,â he said, his voice thick with emotion. âI was so afraid Iâd lost you.â
Yn smiled, her eyes reflecting the same deep affection. âYou havenât lost me. Not at all.â
They stood there, wrapped in each otherâs arms, the room filled with a sense of quiet joy and possibility. The fears and regrets of earlier melted away, replaced by the warmth of their mutual affection. It was a new beginning, a chance to build on the foundation of their friendship and explore the depth of their love.
For Austin, the world had shifted, and it had shifted for the better. The future was still uncertain, but for now, he had Yn by his side, and that was all that mattered.
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As their relationship blossomed, Yn was continually surprised by the depth of Austinâs affection and attentiveness. The side of him she was discovering was one she had never known existed, and it unfolded in thoughtful, unexpected ways.
Austinâs actions were full of small but meaningful gestures that spoke volumes about his feelings. He had always been considerate, but now his attentiveness took on a new dimension. Whenever they went out, he would always insist on picking her up, often surprising her with a bouquet of fresh flowers. Whether it was a spontaneous gift of her favorite blooms or a hand-picked arrangement for a special occasion, each bouquet was a testament to his thoughtfulness.
One weekend, as they planned to visit a local market, Austin showed up at Ynâs door with a bouquet of sunflowers. âI saw these and thought of you,â he said with a shy smile. The vibrant flowers brightened her day and added a special touch to their outing.
Austinâs sense of romance was evident in the way he organized their dates. He never let Yn pay, always covering the bill with a gentle insistence. At first, Yn tried to protest, but Austinâs firm yet loving response was always the same. âItâs my pleasure, Yn. I want to treat you.â
On a cozy evening, they went out for dinner at a charming little bistro. As they enjoyed their meal, Austin noticed Ynâs hesitation when the check arrived. With a reassuring smile, he took it before she could reach for her wallet. âTonightâs on me,â he said, his eyes twinkling with affection.
Austinâs care extended beyond grand gestures. He was attentive to the small details of Ynâs life, always making sure she felt cherished. He would drop her off at work and pick her up, no matter how busy his own schedule was. This routine, while simple, became a cherished part of their relationship. Yn appreciated the way he made time for her, even when he was swamped with work.
One rainy day, as they were about to head out, Austin noticed Ynâs concern about getting wet. Without a word, he fetched an umbrella from his car and held it over her as they walked to the entrance of the cafĂŠ. His quiet act of care was a reflection of his deep affection.
Austinâs love was also expressed through unexpected surprises. One day, after a particularly stressful week at work for Yn, Austin showed up at her apartment with a basket of her favorite snacks and a handwritten note. The note, filled with encouragement and love, was a small but powerful reminder of his support.
âYou work so hard, and I just wanted to remind you how amazing you are,â the note read. Yn was touched by the gesture, feeling the weight of her stress lift as she realized how much thought Austin had put into comforting her.
Beyond physical gestures, Austin was a constant source of emotional support. When Yn faced challenges at work or personal hurdles, Austin was there with a listening ear and comforting words. He would stay up late to talk with her about her day, offering advice and encouragement. His presence was a steadying force in her life, a testament to the depth of his feelings.
In one instance, Yn had a particularly rough day and was feeling down. Austin showed up with a home-cooked meal and their favorite movie. As they sat together on the couch, he simply held her hand, his silent support more comforting than words.
Austinâs approach to their relationship was deeply intentional. He made an effort to show his love in ways that went beyond the ordinary. He remembered the little things she likedâher favorite coffee blend, the exact way she liked her tea, and the particular book series she was reading. His attentiveness to these details made her feel uniquely valued.
Each instance of Austinâs care and affection was a revelation for Yn. The side of him that was now evident was one of genuine love and devotion, a stark contrast to the friendship they had once shared. As their relationship grew, so did her appreciation for the depth of Austinâs feelings, solidifying their bond in ways she had never anticipated.
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When Austin and Ynâs relationship deepened, their physical intimacy revealed a side of Austin that contrasted sharply with his usual tender demeanor. Their lovemaking was an intense and passionate experience, marked by a raw, almost primal energy that took Yn by surprise.The shift from Austinâs usual gentle touch to the fervent passion in their lovemaking began with a growing sense of anticipation. His touches were deliberate and slow, each caress igniting a deeper yearning within Yn. He would often gaze at her with an intensity that conveyed both affection and desire, creating a charged atmosphere that heightened their anticipation.
When their physical connection reached its peak, Austinâs demeanor transformed dramatically. His kisses became more urgent, his hands exploring her with a fervor that seemed almost untamed. The transition from his usual affectionate gestures to this passionate side was marked by a sense of urgency and intensity. He moved with a sense of need and desire, his actions driven by an overwhelming desire to connect with Yn on a primal level.
During their intimate moments, Austinâs passion was unrestrained. He was fully present, his movements bold and assertive. His kisses were deep and demanding, his touch insistent. He took control with a commanding presence, guiding their lovemaking with a confidence that was both thrilling and comforting. This intensity was a stark contrast to his typically reserved and thoughtful nature.
Despite the ferocity of his actions, there was an underlying emotional depth to their lovemaking. Austinâs passionate approach was not just about physical pleasure; it was an expression of his profound love and connection with Yn. His movements were driven by an intense desire to make her feel cherished and adored, and his wild energy was balanced by moments of tender connection.
After their intense lovemaking, Austinâs demeanor would often shift back to the gentle and affectionate nature Yn was familiar with. The afterglow of their passion was accompanied by tender touches and heartfelt expressions of love. He would hold her close, his kisses soft and soothing, his words filled with tenderness. This transition from feral intensity to affectionate calm created a balanced and deeply satisfying experience.
As Yn experienced the depth of Austinâs passion during their intimate moments, she couldnât help but feel that he transformed into someone almost otherworldly. His wild and fervent approach seemed to unlock a part of him she had never encountered before, and it left her both exhilarated and contemplative.
In the heat of their lovemaking, Yn felt as though Austin was not just expressing his desire but was driven by a deeper, almost primal urge. His intensity and the way he seemed to want to claim her, to possess her, were strikingly different from his usual, gentle demeanor. It was as if he was driven by a need to assert his presence, to make her feel completely and wholly his.
She was struck by the raw power in his movements, the fervent way he explored and connected with her. It felt as if he was not just loving her but was deeply immersed in an act of claiming, an expression of a profound, almost fierce bond. The sensation was both thrilling and overwhelming, leaving her breathless and captivated.
Yn marveled at the transformation, finding herself enveloped in a passion that seemed to transcend everyday affection. She could feel his need and desire in every touch, every kiss, and every whisper. It was a stark contrast to his usual tenderness, and it made their intimacy feel all the more profound.
In those moments, Yn felt a mix of awe and surrender. Austinâs intensity was so consuming that it made her feel as though their connection was not just physical but deeply emotional and possessive in a way that made her feel cherished and special. His desire to claim and possess her wasnât about control but about a profound connection that seemed to merge their souls in a way she had never experienced before.
As they reached the peak of their passion, Yn felt a surge of emotionsâlove, admiration, and a deep, primal sense of belonging. The raw, unrestrained way Austin expressed his feelings made her realize just how deeply he cared for her, adding a new layer to their relationship that was both exhilarating and deeply satisfying.
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As one day the evening was winding down, and the group had started to disperse. Yn was chatting with Emma about an upcoming book release when Austin excused himself to grab a drink from the bar. As he waited for his order, a woman approached him, her smile confident and her demeanor flirtatious.
"Hey there," she said, leaning against the bar beside him. "Haven't seen you around here before. What's your name?"
Austin glanced at her briefly, his expression polite but distant. "I'm Austin," he replied, keeping his tone neutral.
The womanâs smile widened, mistaking his politeness for interest. "Well, Austin, you look like you could use some company. How about a drink?" She gestured to the bartender.
Austin smiled politely but shook his head. "Thanks for the offer, but Iâm actually here with someone."
Undeterred, she leaned in closer. "Oh, come on. One drink wonât hurt. Your friend wonât mind, will they?"
Austinâs gaze shifted subtly towards Yn, who was laughing at something Emma had said. His eyes softened for a moment before he turned back to the woman. "I appreciate the invitation, but I'm not interested," he said smoothly. "Iâm here with my girlfriend, and sheâs all the company I need."
The woman frowned slightly, her confidence wavering. "Are you sure? We could have a good time."
Austinâs polite smile never faltered. "Iâm sure. Iâm really not interested, but thank you for understanding." He picked up his drink and nodded once more before walking back to Yn.
Yn looked up as he approached, catching the tail end of the encounter. "Everything okay?" she asked, a hint of concern in her eyes.
Austin nodded, a small smile playing on his lips as he wrapped an arm around her waist. "Everythingâs perfect," he said, pressing a kiss to her temple. "Just had to turn down some unsolicited company."
Yn raised an eyebrow, amused. "Really? Was she persistent?"
"Persistent enough," he replied with a chuckle. "But she didnât stand a chance. Iâve got everything I need right here." He tightened his hold on her, and Yn felt a rush of warmth at his words.
"Good," she said, leaning into him. "Because youâre stuck with me."
Austinâs eyes sparkled with affection as he looked at her. "And I wouldnât have it any other way." They shared a quiet moment, the rest of the world fading away as they reveled in the certainty of their love and commitment.
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Yn had always been the reserved type, especially when it came to public displays of affection. It wasnât that she didnât love Austin with every fiber of her beingâshe did, deeply. But she preferred to keep their intimate moments private, a quiet expression of their bond that only they shared. Austin, on the other hand, was unabashedly affectionate, never holding back his love for her, no matter where they were. This often left Yn flustered beyond measure, especially when they were in public.
One sunny Saturday afternoon, they decided to take a stroll through the bustling city park. The air was crisp, filled with the sounds of laughter and birdsong, and the paths were crowded with families, joggers, and couples enjoying the beautiful day. As they walked hand in hand, Austin seemed particularly buoyant, his happiness radiating with every step.
Without warning, he pulled Yn into a sudden, playful twirl, his laughter echoing through the park. Ynâs cheeks flushed with embarrassment, but she couldnât help but laugh along with him, his joy infectious. "Austin, what are you doing?" she asked, her voice a mixture of exasperation and amusement.
"Just enjoying the day with my beautiful girlfriend," he replied, pulling her close and planting a quick kiss on her lips. Several passersby smiled at the sight, but Ynâs face turned an even deeper shade of red.
"Austin, people are watching," she whispered, glancing around nervously.
"So what?" he said with a grin, his arms still wrapped around her. "Let them watch. I want the whole world to know how much I love you."
Yn bit her lip, trying to suppress her flustered smile. She appreciated his enthusiasm, but the attention made her feel self-conscious. "I love you too, but maybe we could tone it down a bit?"
Austinâs eyes sparkled with mischief. "Tone it down? Whereâs the fun in that?" He leaned in, nuzzling her neck and making her giggle involuntarily.
As they continued their walk, Austin remained true to form, stealing kisses and holding her close, his touch a constant reminder of his affection. Each gesture, though simple, felt like a proclamation of his love, and while it left Yn feeling flustered, it also made her heart swell with adoration.
Later, they stopped by a quaint little cafĂŠ for a break. As they waited for their drinks, Austin wrapped his arm around Ynâs shoulders, pulling her into his side. "You know," he said softly, his voice just for her, "I love seeing you blush. Itâs adorable."
Yn looked up at him, her eyes twinkling with a mixture of embarrassment and fondness. "Youâre impossible, you know that?"
"And you love me for it," he teased, pressing a kiss to her forehead.
She sighed, resting her head against his chest. "Yeah, I do. Even when youâre making me turn as red as a tomato."
They both laughed, the sound a harmonious blend of love and joy. Yn knew sheâd never be as outwardly expressive as Austin, but his unabashed affection was something she cherished deeply. It reminded her every day of the strength of their bond, and while it often left her flustered, it also made her feel incredibly loved.
As they sipped their drinks and watched the world go by, Yn felt a sense of contentment settle over her. Austinâs love was bold and unwavering, a constant presence that balanced her more reserved nature. Together, they created a harmony that was uniquely theirs, a testament to the power of love in all its forms.
Austinâs public displays of affection werenât limited to just parks and cafes. His love for Yn was evident in every aspect of their lives, often catching her off guard and leaving her flustered yet undeniably happy.
One evening, they attended a friendâs birthday party at a trendy rooftop bar. The city skyline twinkled in the background, and laughter filled the air as their friends mingled and chatted. Yn had dressed up for the occasion, wearing a simple yet elegant dress that made her feel confident. Austin, however, couldnât keep his eyesâor handsâoff her.
As they stood with a group of friends, Austin slid his arm around her waist, pulling her closer. "You look stunning tonight," he whispered in her ear, his breath sending shivers down her spine.
Ynâs cheeks turned pink, and she glanced around, hoping no one had noticed their intimate exchange. "Austin," she murmured, trying to maintain her composure. "Weâre in the middle of a party."
"I donât care," he said with a playful grin, pressing a kiss to her temple. "I just want everyone to know how lucky I am."
Their friends smiled knowingly, clearly amused by Austinâs affectionate behavior. Yn felt a mix of embarrassment and pride, her heart swelling with love for the man who wasnât afraid to show the world how he felt.
Later that week, they went grocery shopping together. It was a mundane errand, but Austin managed to turn it into a memorable experience. As they wandered through the aisles, heâd occasionally sneak up behind her, wrapping his arms around her waist and swaying gently to the storeâs background music. Yn would laugh, trying to shush him, but unable to hide her delight.
At the checkout line, Austin leaned in and kissed her cheek, earning a few smiles and knowing glances from other shoppers. "Youâre impossible," Yn said, her face a familiar shade of red.
"And you love it," he replied, giving her a wink.
One of the most memorable instances happened during a family gathering at Austinâs parentsâ house. They were sitting in the backyard, enjoying a barbecue with his extended family. Austinâs younger cousins were running around, playing games, and the adults were deep in conversation.
Austin, however, seemed solely focused on Yn. As they sat on a bench swing, he leaned in and nuzzled her neck, making her giggle. "Austin, your family is right there," she whispered, glancing at his parents who were watching them with amused expressions.
"So?" he said, his voice full of affection. "I love you, and Iâm not going to hide it."
Yn felt a rush of warmth, her heart overflowing with love. Despite her natural reserve, she appreciated Austinâs open displays of affection. They reminded her of how deeply he cared and how proud he was to be with her.
Their moments together, whether in public or private, were filled with a blend of his boldness and her quiet adoration. Austinâs love was a constant, vibrant presence in her life, one that made her feel cherished and adored every single day. And while his unabashed affection often left her flustered, it also made her realize just how deeply she loved him in return.
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Japanese Photographs Documenting the Atomic Bombings of Hiroshima and Nagasaki. Photographs by various photographers.
Text: Dolph Briscoe University of Texas Press, Austin, 2020 (first edition)
Featuring over one hundred photographs taken after the bombings of Hiroshima and Nagasaki.
"In August 1945, the United States dropped atomic bombs on Hiroshima and Nagasaki, and the immediate aftermath was documented by Japanese photographers. For the most part the images they produced were censored or confiscated, but many were preserved in secret. Some were published widely in Japan during the 1950s, though not in the United States. Later, prints and negatives were gathered by groups such as the Anti-Nuclear Photographersâ Movement of Japan, whose collection is now housed at the Briscoe Center for American History. The centerâs Hiroshima and Nagasaki Atomic Bomb Photographs Archive consists of more than eight hundred photographs, over one hundred of which are seen here for the first time in an English-language publication. To mark the seventy-fifth anniversary of the bombings, Flash of Light, Wall of Fire features the work of twenty-three Japanese photographers who risked their lives to capture the devastation. Together these images serve as a visual record of nuclear destruction, the horrific effects of radiation exposure, and the mass suffering that ensued. A preface by Briscoe Center Executive Director Don Carleton, an essay by Michael B. Stoff, and an afterword by Japanese journalist Michiko Tanaka explore how the images were collected and preserved."






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I iust want o say that anon downing austins career and making comparisons between friends is actually an austin fan that hates callum (the weirdest breed of all time đđ) they run around sending asks like this to people to get people to drag one or the other, they harass people who post gifs/videos of callum as an individual for not being 'loyal' to austin (like kpop fans who can only like one group) and they hate the existence of their friendship in general. I wouldn't publish them anymore if I were you cause the fandom is peaceful.
As to whether or not they're close I don't even take that seriously, because they are, they both said it and austin actually references callum *without saying his name* quite a bit which is his habit when talking about people in his inner circle (like when he spoke about how someone told him they always take a candle with them when they travel for acting work during the bikeriders press tour. That was callum)
They quite literally live in separate countries and we don't see callum unless he's with dua *sometimes and we don't see austin at all. So unless anon is insinuating they're a fly in austins house they have no idea about anything at all cause if we're going by what we see alone, then austins a hermit who never goes outside đđ
thanks for saying it
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it won't let me post :(
yeah hi. So on an outsiders OC group like a while ago I posted that I was writing my OC into the outsiders and someone said they thought that would be cool and they wanted to read it?? So yeah I'm posting it.
@ihiros I hope you like Austin my silly lil guy
I have never written on wattpad before and only 5 chapters are published right now since i was too impatient and excited to finish all twelve before i posted :3
BRO I COULDNT FIND CHAPTER 2 6 9 OR 12 SO I HAD TO COPY AND PASTE IT PAGE BY PAGE AND THEN DO THE SPACES BETWEEN PARAGRAPHS MANUALLY >:0
Please like tell people about this if you like it because god i want more people to read this
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so for those unaware, rooster teeth's annual extra life stream this year (2023) will be on november 11th at 10 am central time. the stream is back to being 24 hours long, and the schedule has recently been posted on rt's social media accounts. with this context, this post is going to carry a more somber tone than the usual extra life posts i used to make. this is because of the hospital that rt gives their donation money to: dell children's medical center. most of the links going forward are to articles from news sites i read through to gather and cross-reference any public information i can find to make sure what i'm sharing is accurate. general content warning for transphobia ahead.
in late april and early may, news started coming out that ken paxton, a texas attorney general, announced an investigation to "determine whether it [dell children's] is "unlawfully" providing certain gender-affirming medical care to minors." he made a statement about it on the 5th of may, and allegedly, said investigation was sparked by a video in mid-april shared by far-right activist group project veritas. i'm not linking the video directly because the group has a history of video manipulation and general disinformation throughout its existence, and i'm not a fan of, frankly speaking, spreading their bullshit, but it's linked in the nbc article for further context.
anyways, an alleged employee in that video claimed that patients at the hospital were provided gender-affirming treatment, and started to medically transition around the ages of 8 or 9 years old. dell children's official statement was shared around a week after the project veritas video was published, basically refuting the claim and explicitly stating that the hospital "prohibits surgery and prescribing hormone therapy for the treatment of gender dysphoria for children". they also note that they were "conducting a thorough review of this situation." as a result, many patients and their parents "began hearing that appointments with the hospitalâs adolescent medicine specialists had been canceled and that their providers no longer worked at the hospital", leaving families to find another health provider in the state or consider looking into out-of-state resources and doctors for a better chance at receiving care. i didn't find a source that specified if those whose were no longer at dell children's chose to quit or were involuntarily fired, but it's still unfortunate either way.
keep in mind that like rooster teeth, dell children's is based in austin, texas, and the state of texas (especially within the last year) has a history of transphobia and general lgbtphobia with laws that have been proposed and/or put into effect. one of those laws that went into effect was senate bill sb 14, which went into effect on september 1st, and outlaws minors (those under 18 years old) from receiving hormone therapy, puberty blockers, and general gender-affirming care from medical professionals, as well as disallowing said professionals from prescribing care or performing surgeries to the patients.
now, the reason i typed all of this in the first place is that as far as i know (please tell me if i'm wrong here), rt hasn't made a public statement about this whole thing, nor has it been stated that they decided to give money to another hospital, or keep everything as is. i saw no one here on tumblr talking about it, and i didn't want to keep quiet myself, so i tried to make this as thorough as possible. i made a post last year noting that you can donate your money to your local hospital or donate through another individual or organization other that rt on the official extra life website. that also applies to this year's event.
whatever you decide to do or not do, always make sure to do your research on reputable, verified organizations. if you're donating your well-earned money somewhere, be confident that it's somewhere you can trust.
#rooster teeth#roosterteeth#rt extra life#achievement hunter#dogbark#and any other related tags i may have forgotten#repeating alleged/allegedly partially to save my ass lol#manâŚ. đ đ´#long post
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Back In Time Pt.1
~Summary~
wc- 1,980
While the Best Friends were on a family trip to Graceland some strange feelings were in the air. The beginning of 2024 has been weird..or is it 1969? read to see how the pair ended up there.
~Character List~
----Rachel-maggies best friend -sometimes sings with Maggie -journalist-runs a daily blog about her life and she has a good amount of followers but is not famous(YET)
----Maggie-Rachels best friend -closest with Alex (sibling wise)-plays a shit ton of instruments-sings and writes music and lyrics-Alex publishes her music through his label-she and Alex has a couple of songs together but they usually don't make songs together because of the genre difference. He gets her to do the singing he needs on his songs. Also is not famous (YET)
----Alex-up-and-coming producer-started L&WR (Light & Wonder Records) and it started slow but is starting to pick up-very spiritual-really is the chicken from Surfs up-rapper
-TB(27), Caitlin(26), Alex(23),and Maggie (22) are all siblings.
-Jillian (22), and Rachel (20) are siblings. jillian married Tebie so that's basically how Maggie and Rachel met.
----Constancio and Tara (Maggie and her siblings parents)
----Luca is tb and Jillian's baby
----Elvis(32) (the Austin Butler Elvis ofc)
----Vernon Presley (Elvis's dad)
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~setting~ Date is 1-11-2024. The family took a trip to Memphis Tennessee. It's a cool cloudy day.
(not that it matters but Alex Maggie and Rachel in one car. Jill TB and Lucas in another. Cat in her own. Parents in their own)
and Rn they are on the way to tour Graceland.
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âDid you know today is a spiritual day?â Alex asked focusing on the road. Alex does not mind driving in silence but, he knows others hate it. Maggie, who was looking out the passenger window..smiled turning her attention to her older brother. âReally? What makes it spiritual?â â1-11-2024..add it all together and it equalssss..â Maggie started counting in her head â11â Rachel answered from the back seat âWhich meansssssâŚâ âHigh spiritual dayâ Maggie answered. Alex smiled and nodded while still focusing on the road. âAnd we are going to a dead man's houseâ Rachel sarcastically stated. âWe better watch out or we might run into Mr. Elvis himselfâ Alex replied. Maggie gasped âDo you think he will look like younger him or older him??â Alex scrunched his face shooting Maggie a look before laughing a bit. âHopefully youngerâ Rachel said. âHe's dead. Does it matter what he looks like??â âYeaâ Maggie and Rachel replied in unison. Alex laughed and looked at the GPS he had on his phone. âWe will be there in three minutesâ âDo you think it's bad to call dibs on a ghost?â Maggie asked. âMag-â âDIBS!â Rachel yelled cutting Alex off. Maggie whipped around âTHATS NOT FAIR!â âDibs is dibs Maggieâ Rachel laughed. âYou don't even really like him!â âYes I doâ âNo, you don't!â âYe-â âRachel! If we see him, it won't be the young Vegas street actors PLAYING as Elvis! This is ELVIS Elvisâ âDoes not matter. Dibs is dibssssssâ âWhen we get out of this car Rachel your ass is grassssâ âNo one is putting anyone's ass..on this dead man's grassâ Alex said pulling into the parking lot. He parked as Maggie and Rachel continued to play argue.
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Soon the trio got out of the car and met the rest of their family at the front of Graceland. Everyone took their time admiring the outside of the house. Eventually, everyone split into their subconscious groups as they all slowly inched towards the front porch where the ticket lady was. âWhy is the grass so green?â Maggie questioned squinting her eyes. "It might be painted or it's fake grassâ Alex responded as he stood beside Maggie. He admired her attention to detail. He's always been the âsee the big pictureâ type of guyâŚwhile Maggie had always been the âbut look at the details of it type of person. Rachel however could do both , but she sometimes struggled to see the details of things. She rather not waste her time when there is bigger things to worry aboutâŚ.but that's why the trio worked so well. They were all the same person , but so different at the same time. âRachel if I did put your ass on this man's grass you would have a green assâ Maggie said turning her head to look at Rachel who was behind her. âMaggieâ Alex said quietly face palming. Rachel smiled at her best friend âor bad butt burnsâ âGuys come on!â they heard Caitlin yell at them. They all turned their attention and realized the family was talking to the ticket lady. The trio walked over to the family.
â2 adults 1 babyâ TB said to the ticket lady. âWait! can I cash app you and you just pay for mine?â Maggie asked and her oldest sibling nodded at her. âMijo just pay for everyone and we will all just pay you after.â their dad said to which the oldest nodded again. Maggie let out a loud breath while dramatically putting a hand on her heart. âWe gotta make sure we pay him back 'causeâŚwe all are just⌠20-something-year-old teens strugglingâ she said. The group laughed as Jill turned âYou guys are the struggling onesâ she laughed looking at the trio. âThat would've taken half of the money in my bank accountâ Alex said. âThat would've taken most of mineâ Rachel added which led to Maggie letting out a dramatic âuuuuhhâ. â what do you mean?! That would have left me in the negatives!â Maggie fake cried. The oldest turned with tickets in his hand âI'll pay for you Mags, if it makes you feel betterâ he said sarcastically. âWhy does she get special treatment?â Caitlin asked as TB handed everyone their tickets. No one could respond to her because the doors opened..which grabbed everyone's attention.
A shorter lady with blond hair stood in the doorway with a bright smile. âHello everyone! My name is Britney and I will be your tour guide for today! Whenever you guys are ready just go ahead and step on in. We don't need the tickets. They are mostly to prove you paid if you have to step out or something like that. They are yours to keepâ the tour guide said cheerfully. She had a thick southern accent that added to the cheerfulness.
As everyone stepped inside Maggie whispered to Rachel âThis ticket is going into my memory boxâ. When the group was fully inâŚthe guide closed the door and walked to the doorway of the living room. Maggie's stomach dropped seeing the staircase for some reason. She zoned out staring at it. As the group started getting led into the living room and then the music room by the talking guideâŚMaggie just stood and stared at even the little details of the staircase.
Rachel realized her best friend was still standing at the staircase and snuck back over to her. âMaggie. You're missing the music roomâ she said and followed Maggie's gaze to the staircase. She looked between her and the staircase a couple of times before nudging her softly. âMaggie. What's-â Rachel was cut off by her best friend grabbing her hand and walking slowly to the staircase. Maggie unhooked the rope that blocked the staircase and slowly led Rachel up the stairs with her. âMaggie we can't go up here. It's off limitsâ Rachel whispered but her best friend was not hearing her at all. Maggie was deep in that stomach-dropping feeling and was following it. As she followedâŚthe feeling it got worse. âMaggie we cant-â âhushâ Maggie said softly still pulling her best friend slowly up the stairs. As they got to the 2nd floor Rachel started feeling her stomach sinking too. They crept into the hall looking around. Rachel noticed a guard who hadn't noticed them yet. She pulled Maggie back a bit âWhat?â Maggie snapped getting frustrated with Rachel a bit. That got the guard's attention and his posture shot up âHEY! YOU GUYS CANT BE UP HERE!â he yelled speed walking to them. Maggie was set on following that gut feeling. She grabbed Rachel's hand and basically dragged her to run. They ran a little down the hall âGET BACK HERE!â the guard yelled. Maggie saw a door and flung it open running in while still holding Rachel's hand. Not focusing on what was in front of her she ran into something hard and fell to the ground taking Rachel with her.
âDamnâ they heard a man hiss. Rachel was too focused on her own pain of falling but Maggie looked up noticing that the âsomethingâ they had run into was a someONE. She looked at the man and noticed he looked like Elvis but ignored it. She just thought their adventure was over. âI'm sorryâ Maggie said standing up. She definitely was in pain however the adrenaline of being caught was kicking in. âhowân the hell did you two getân here?â the man said rubbing his arm âuhh well..we just⌠Well, we wanted..â âBetter question. Whoân the hell are yall?â the man asked. Rachel stood up finally meeting Maggie by her side. âWell we got the tickets and someone felt the need to-â âtickets? Whatân the hell are yall wearân? Wait yall aint fans are yall? Did someone let yall in?â âI'm sorryâŚ.Is this a joke?â Maggie snickered âYou look so much like himâ Rachel said furrowing her eyebrows âIs what a joke? Like who?â âElvisâ Rachel replied The man smiled revealing his high cheekbones âI am Elvisâ âIckâ Maggie scoffed âExcuse me?â the man asked looking genuinely confused Rachel stared at him and noticed he really REALLY looked like Elvis âDibsâ she muttered âRachel this is not the time. Wait why hasn't that guy come in?â Maggie said turning back towards the door. maggie walked to the door and looked out it. she noticed some things had changed⌠She definitely noticed the LED lights were now that soft yellow lighting. âWhat guy? Someone brotherân you? My dad should be downstairs. He don't bite. Did he let you guys in? He could've let me know he was let'n in some fans. I would've got more dressed upâ Maggie scoffed turning to look at him âFans?â Rachel hit maggies arm âWaitâŚwhat day is it?â she asked the man âJanuary 11thâ âYear?â The man chuckled â1968â Maggie and Rachel shared a look. âDude. I know delulu is the best selulu but this is a little too deluluâ âDude? The what now?â âIt's January 11thâŚbut it's 2024 brotherâ Maggie said matter-of-factly âwhat ân the hell are you talkân about?â Maggie walked closer to the man rolling her eyes âIt's 2024â âDid you hit your head a little too hard?â The man asked putting his hands on his hips
Rachel softly nudged Maggie âOur apologies sir. We were running from a man and just ran into this house. I don't think your dad saw us. We just really needed to get away from himâ Rachel said pulling Maggie away and started walking out of the room âOk..well just hold on a minute..â he said following the girls out âWe really didn't know this was your house, sir.â Rachel said walking down the stairs quickly with Maggie following close behind. âJust waitâ Elvis said catching up to the girls at the bottom of the staircase. âWhat is this?â a man's voice rang out. The girls stopped in their tracks and Elvis stopped behind them. âElvis, are you sneaking fans in again? Your wife is pregnant.â the man asked walking out from the living room Maggie scoffed and turned to look at him âAgain??â Elvisâs face turned slightly red and walked around the girls to stand in front of them âNo Daddy. I was just helping these girls out. You didn't see em run in?â Elvisâs dad shook his head âNo. I have been sitting on the couch for a whileâŚwhen did they come in?â The girls exchanged looks that Elvisâs dad saw. His dad crossed his arms looking dead at Elvis. âRight. What were you helping them with?â âDaddy I do-â âHe saw a man running after us from down the street and waved us in here through his bedroom window. We went through the side fence and came through the back door. We just ran up the other staircase. We didn't know it was Elvis. We mean no disrespectâ Maggie quickly said. Elvisâs dad looked from the girl's back to Elvis. After an awkward silence, Maggie spoke again. âYou guys really got to take care of the hole in the side gate if you are worried about fans getting in.â His dad looked at Maggie and smiled âThanks for letting me knowâ âWell I think that's our cue to dipâ Maggie said walking and Rachel quickly followed âDip?-â âWait don't go out that-â Maggie opened the front door and walked out with Rachel. They were met with a bunch of screaming. They both looked at the entrance gate and saw a bunch of women dressed like they were straight out of an old movie. Maggie turned to look at the ticket ladyâŚ.who wasn't there. She then looked over at the grass and noticed it looked like realâŚnormal grass. She also noticed the parking lot was no longer there. She noticed some Cadis and an all-black Rolls-Royce in the driveway. Maggie looked at Rachel who was focused on the screaming girls in shock. âRachelâŚâ âYeaâŚâ âI think we are in 1968âŚâ âYeaâŚâ
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U.S. Secretary of Defense Lloyd Austin believes that Russian dictator Vladimir Putin has failed to achieve any of his strategic objectives in nearly 1,000 days of war against Ukraine.
Austin stated this in a column for Foreign Affairs published on Nov. 1.
According to Austin, Russia has paid a âstaggering priceâ for the war against Ukraine, having lost hundreds of thousands of soldiers and over $200 billion since February 2022.
âSince April 2022, I have convened the Ukraine Defense Contact Groupâa coalition of around 50 countries intent on helping Ukraine fight against Putinâs aggression. The Contact Group has met 24 times, and its members have provided over $51 billion in direct security assistance to Ukraine,â Austin said.
He also cited data from the Center for Strategic and International Studies, noting that Russiaâs losses in just one year of war against Ukraine were greater than âMoscowâs losses in all conflicts since World War II combined.â
âYet after nearly 1,000 days of war, Putin has achieved none of his strategic objectives. Ukrainian President Volodymyr Zelenskyy has not fled. Kyiv has not fallen. And Ukraine has not surrendered,â he added.
Austin believes that the world is now âat a historical turning point.â He warned that allowing Russia to âcapture Ukraine would condemn our children and grandchildren to a much bloodier and more dangerous world.â
âIf Ukraine falls under Putinâs boot, all of Europe will be under his shadow,â the U.S. defense secretary added.
On Nov. 1, Minister of Defense Rustem Umerov discussed with Austin the involvement of North Korean troops in the war against Ukraine. Umerov emphasized that Ukraine is actively developing its own production capabilities and is grateful to the U.S. for its assistance in this area.
A UN Security Council meeting is scheduled for Nov. 13 to mark the 1,000th day of Russiaâs full-scale invasion of Ukraine, as announced by the United Kingdom.
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Fragrances may seem harmless. But the research is raising alarm
Q: I love perfume, but Iâve heard a chemical used in fragrances may be bad for my health. Is that true?
A: A spritz of perfume may feellike such a minor chemical exposure compared to the pollutants elsewhere in our environment â microplastics, air pollution, PFAS. But scientists and clinicians are increasingly raising alarm over a group of chemicals used in many personal care products: phthalates.
Phthalates â found in popular perfumes, nail polishes and hair care products â have been linked to numerous adverse health outcomes: insulin resistance, cardiovascular disease and impaired neurodevelopment. A study published in JAMA Network Open found that higher urinary concentrations of phthalates from personal care products was linked to a 25 percent increased risk of hyperactivity problems among adolescents. Another study of the same cohort found that increased phthalate exposure was also associated with poorer performance in math.

The concerns about childhood exposure to phthalates are high enough that in the United States, certain types of the chemical are banned in childrenâs toys and items such as pacifiers and baby bottles.
For Andrea Gore, a professor of pharmacology and toxicology at the University of Texas at Austin, who runs a laboratory studying the effects of endocrine-disrupting chemicals, the harms are clear enough that she advises everyone to try to reduce their exposure, especially parents starting a family and those with young children.
âI recommend avoiding added fragrances altogether â in perfumes, scented lotions and shampoos, even scented detergents and antiperspirants,â she said in an email interview.
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Paving the way to extremely fast, compact computer memory
For decades, scientists have been studying a group of unusual materials called multiferroics that could be useful for a range of applications including computer memory, chemical sensors and quantum computers. In a study published in Nature, researchers from The University of Texas at Austin and the Max Planck Institute for the Structure and Dynamics of Matter (MPSD) demonstrated that the layered multiferroic material nickel iodide (NiI2) may be the best candidate yet for devices that are extremely fast and compact. Multiferroics have a special property called magnetoelectric coupling, which means that you can manipulate magnetic properties of the material with an electric field and vice versa, electric properties with magnetic fields. The researchers found NiI2 has greater magnetoelectric coupling than any known material of its kind, making it a prime candidate for technology advances.
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By: Abraham Wyner
Published: Mar 7, 2024
The number of civilian casualties in Gaza has been at the center of international attention since the start of the war. The main source for the data has been the Hamas-controlled Gaza Health Ministry, which now claims more than 30,000 dead, the majority of which it says are children and women. Recently, the Biden administration lent legitimacy to Hamasâ figure. When asked at a House Armed Services Committee hearing last week how many Palestinian women and children have been killed since Oct. 7, Secretary of Defense Lloyd Austin said the number was âover 25,000.â The Pentagon quickly clarified that the secretary âwas citing an estimate from the Hamas-controlled Health Ministry.â President Biden himself had earlier cited this figure, asserting that âtoo many, too many of the over 27,000 Palestinians killed in this conflict have been innocent civilians and children, including thousands of children.â The White House also explained that the president âwas referring to publicly available data about the total number of casualties.â
Hereâs the problem with this data: The numbers are not real. That much is obvious to anyone who understands how naturally occurring numbers work. The casualties are not overwhelmingly women and children, and the majority may be Hamas fighters.
If Hamasâ numbers are faked or fraudulent in some way, there may be evidence in the numbers themselves that can demonstrate it. While there is not much data available, there is a little, and it is enough: From Oct. 26 until Nov. 10, 2023, the Gaza Health Ministry released daily casualty figures that include both a total number and a specific number of women and children.
The first place to look is the reported âtotalâ number of deaths. The graph of total deaths by date is increasing with almost metronomical linearity, as the graph in Figure 1 reveals.

[ The graph reveals an extremely regular increase in casualties over the period. Data aggregated by the author and provided by the United Nations Office for the Coordination of Humanitarian Affairs (OCHA), based on Gaza MoH figures. ]
This regularity is almost surely not real. One would expect quite a bit of variation day to day. In fact, the daily reported casualty count over this period averages 270 plus or minus about 15%. This is strikingly little variation. There should be days with twice the average or more and others with half or less. Perhaps what is happening is the Gaza ministry is releasing fake daily numbers that vary too little because they do not have a clear understanding of the behavior of naturally occurring numbers. Unfortunately, verified control data is not available to formally test this conclusion, but the details of the daily counts render the numbers suspicious.
Similarly, we should see variation in the number of child casualties that tracks the variation in the number of women. This is because the daily variation in death counts is caused by the variation in the number of strikes on residential buildings and tunnels which should result in considerable variability in the totals but less variation in the percentage of deaths across groups. This is a basic statistical fact about chance variability. Consequently, on the days with many women casualties there should be large numbers of children casualties, and on the days when just a few women are reported to have been killed, just a few children should be reported. This relationship can be measured and quantified by the R-square (R2 ) statistic that measures how correlated the daily casualty count for women is with the daily casualty count for children. If the numbers were real, we would expect R2 to be substantively larger than 0, tending closer to 1.0. But R2 is .017 which is statistically and substantively not different from 0.

[ The daily number of children reported to have been killed is totally unrelated to the number of women reported. The R2 is .017 and the relationship is statistically and substantively insignificant. ]
This lack of correlation is the second circumstantial piece of evidence suggesting the numbers are not real. But there is more. The daily number of women casualties should be highly correlated with the number of non-women and non-children (i.e., men) reported. Again, this is expected because of the nature of battle. The ebbs and flows of the bombings and attacks by Israel should cause the daily count to move together. But that is not what the data show. Not only is there not a positive correlation, there is a strong negative correlation, which makes no sense at all and establishes the third piece of evidence that the numbers are not real.

[ The correlation between the daily men and daily women death count is absurdly strong and negative (p-value < .0001). ]
Consider some further anomalies in the data: First, the death count reported on Oct. 29 contradicts the numbers reported on the 28th, insofar as they imply that 26 men came back to life. This can happen because of misattribution or just reporting error. There are a few other days where the numbers of men are reported to be near 0. If these were just reporting errors, then on those days where the death count for men appears to be in error, the womenâs count should be typical, at least on average. But it turns out that on the three days when the menâs count is near zero, suggesting an error, the womenâs count is high. In fact, the three highest daily women casualty count occurs on those three days.

[ There are three days where the male casualty count is close to 0. These three days correspond to the three highest daily womenâs casualty count. ]
Taken together, what does this all imply? While the evidence is not dispositive, it is highly suggestive that a process unconnected or loosely connected to reality was used to report the numbers. Most likely, the Hamas ministry settled on a daily total arbitrarily. We know this because the daily totals increase too consistently to be real. Then they assigned about 70% of the total to be women and children, splitting that amount randomly from day to day. Then they in-filled the number of men as set by the predetermined total. This explains all the data observed.
There are other obvious red flags. The Gaza Health Ministry has consistently claimed that about 70% of the casualties are women or children. This total is far higher than the numbers reported in earlier conflicts with Israel. Another red flag, raised by Salo Aizenberg and written about extensively, is that if 70% of the casualties are women and children and 25% of the population is adult male, then either Israel is not successfully eliminating Hamas fighters or adult male casualty counts are extremely low. This by itself strongly suggests that the numbers are at a minimum grossly inaccurate and quite probably outright faked. Finally, on Feb. 15, Hamas admitted to losing 6,000 of its fighters, which represents more than 20% of the total number of casualties reported.
Taken together, Hamas is reporting not only that 70% of casualties are women and children but also that 20% are fighters. This is not possible unless Israel is somehow not killing noncombatant men, or else Hamas is claiming that almost all the men in Gaza are Hamas fighters.
Are there better numbers? Some objective commentators have acknowledged Hamasâ numbers in previous battles with Israel to be roughly accurate. Nevertheless, this war is wholly unlike its predecessors in scale or scope; international observers who were able to monitor previous wars are now completely absent, so the past canât be assumed to be a reliable guide. The fog of war is especially thick in Gaza, making it impossible to quickly determine civilian death totals with any accuracy. Not only do official Palestinian death counts fail to differentiate soldiers from children, but Hamas also blames all deaths on Israel even if caused by Hamasâ own misfired rockets, accidental explosions, deliberate killings, or internal battles. One group of researchers at the Johns Hopkins Bloomberg School of Public Health compared Hamas reports to data on UNRWA workers. They argued that because the death rates were approximately similar, Hamasâ numbers must not be inflated. But their argument relied on a crucial and unverified assumption: that UNRWA workers are not disproportionately more likely to be killed than the general population. That premise exploded when it was uncovered that a sizable fraction of UNRWA workers are affiliated with Hamas. Some were even exposed as having participated in the Oct. 7 massacre itself.
The truth canât yet be known and probably never will be. The total civilian casualty count is likely to be extremely overstated. Israel estimates that at least 12,000 fighters have been killed. If that number proves to be even reasonably accurate, then the ratio of noncombatant casualties to combatants is remarkably low: at most 1.4 to 1 and perhaps as low as 1 to 1. By historical standards of urban warfare, where combatants are embedded above and below into civilian population centers, this is a remarkable and successful effort to prevent unnecessary loss of life while fighting an implacable enemy that protects itself with civilians.
The data used in the article can be found here, with thanks to Salo Aizenberg who helped check and correct these numbers.
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Abraham Wyner is Professor of Statistics and Data Science at The Wharton School of the University of Pennsylvania and Faculty Co-Director of the Wharton Sports Analytics and Business Initiative.
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The Islamic supremacist terrorist organization lied?
Part of the rampant antisemitism is how "news" outlets simply accept Hamas' claims and parrot them back uncritically.
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Calling Doctor Hep Cat
'Jive talk wasn't born on the radio, but it was disseminated through the radio. Young people heard it on the radio, emulated it and spread forth a cultural phenomena. There were DJs that used jive talk and DJs that invented it. Dr. Hepcat was an innovator.
When jive talk began is unknowable. But Cab Calloway wrote his Hepsters Dictionary, a guide to jive talk , in 1938. He even distributed copies to some libraries personally. It cemented jive talk as a convention. Durst published his own jive-talk tome in 1953, The Jives of Dr. Hepcat. [I want this book so bad] When white DJs began adopting black slang, writer Nelson George called it "broadcast blackface."
Dr. Hepcat was a popular KVET-AM DJ. He played records that would later be called Rhythm and Blues, bebop, and even rock n' roll. Also known as Albert Lavada Durst, he was based around Austin and used a fast-paced brand that probably was influenced by his time announcing baseball games for the "colored leagues. He had a slang all his own as a sports announcer. For example he called a Left-handed pitcher a "sand man." No particular reason... he just did. His version of the lords prayer was classic:
"I stash me down to cop a nod. If I am lame I'm not to blame - the stem is hard. If I am skull orchard bound don't clip my wings no matter how I sound. If I should cop a drear before the early bright - when Gabe makes his toot - I'll chill my chat, fall out like mad with everything allroot."
1300 KVET was founded by a group of ten WWII veterans in 1946. They were much more interested in commerce than race. Austin is a very liberal city, the tradition stretches back a ways. As was common in the 40s and 50s, KVET was a full service radio station. They offered a little of everything: music, Mutual Network news, talk, etc. But KVET also offered uncommon programming: Spanish language news and music programming for the African-American community on "The Elmer Akins Gospel Train".
He retired in the 1970s to become a minister at a church in Austin. In 1978, the Warner Brothers trade magazine Wax gave Durst credit for being among the inventors of rock radio. Reverend Albert Lavada Durst died October 31, 1995 in Austin at the age of 82.'
POSTED BYÂ JOSE FRITZÂ ATÂ THURSDAY, JULY 17, 2008Â
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