#atthispoint
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I just. I tried so hard to communicate clearly and respectfully. But it's such a blow to everything I've tried to be, being told that by acting and reacting in a way that I thought was appropriate, that I wasn't told was inappropriate, that I was invited to, even, I still hurt someone I care about. I want her to be happy without me and away from me. I just wish that that didn't come with my having to face yet another reminder of what it means to exist in the world as the kind of being that I am. And I wish I could have continued to live under the illusion that it's okay for me to act the way other people do. I wanted that to be reality so badly.
#it's the double standard that made me so angry even if i can't but understand atthispoint#if i had done or said any of the things that she said or did with me unprompted that would have been incomprehensibly frightening i'm sure#she asked on the first date if i would have made the first attempt at a connection if she hadn't. and well no.#or if i would've been the first to openly show affection etc.#no. because i cannot get away with that. it's harmful to people when i do that. i wish it weren't but.#and that's the reason. or one reason. i take every possible romantic connection so seriously. i can't just experiment or play around#because doing things like that isn't permissible when you're capable of causing such harm even while trying your best not tl#*to. like. it's so rare for someone to get close to me and still feel safe. and tell me that they felt safe. that learning that they didn't#just brings it all back down on me.
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*eepy, exhausted but happy smile, petting Jester*
Honestly I’ll take whatever break we can get
(Ima be driving for a bit)
Yeah,atthispoint...
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okthisis strayingintoblasphemy atthispoint
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Idon't have thesame memories ashe used to.
I'm sorry.
i'mnotwhat you remembered mebeing. Idon'tknow anything else. Ireallydon't. And I'msorry.
AllI havearemy own memories andIdon'teven knowif these aremy memoriesorhis memories andIdon't evenknow ifI'mreally me atthispoint.
AmIjust anotherhim? AmIjust anotherfucking copypasted version of him, whenhewas here? Whenhe hadhurt theothers, whenhehurt you?
Ican'thelp buthurt when writing outmy memories andmy things.Iknow itprobably wonthelp you.Iknow it'sprpobably notwhat you remember. Butpleasejust listen tome whenIsay thisi smymemory.
i'msorry.
i'msorryi'mnottheman youknew. -A
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Stove $103,000 Hood+ Vent $19,000 Pot Rack $5,000 Rolls Royce Phanton (his) $582,000 2023 Lamborghini Aventador $498,000 The Private Shoot in both vehicles and On da stove were priceless. #AtThisPoint... I must 'Say Less' — view on Instagram https://ift.tt/273LjQB
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It’s time to focus on your growth, your goals, your happiness and your worth! #allaboutme #self #selfish #selfcare #atthispoint #takecare #atthispoint #life #now #focus #growth #goals #happiness #worthourhealth #worth https://www.instagram.com/p/BtZT5_cHPFB/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ldhajhwu6251
#allaboutme#self#selfish#selfcare#atthispoint#takecare#life#now#focus#growth#goals#happiness#worthourhealth#worth
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I wasn’t expecting to deal with ANYTHING as it relates to "#FuLLTiLT" and lyrics only the (ACTUALLY'🫤) #Government would know, #atThisPoint, but.. 'Hopefully won’t have to deal with any #Backlash or hurdle that I’ve already proved myself to, if it goes that far— Still doesn’t sound to me like it’s that #HardToUnderstand although I might’ve took it far in some expressions. .. Them the parts of #verses that I remember but can never remember why or how I got to that point of saying without having the book(s) of #words in front of me, etc. "🤕" From #WhatIHear, no one is gonna care or #listen if they had the chance, let alone understand what I’ve done or was doing leading up to the essential reasons for my demise.. While I try to pardon myself for sounding like I’m so #important. Like THAT wouldn’t be some kind of fuhkin’ secret too.. _______________ ��'#LifeOnEarth The name of that particular group of #words: "#Sāfu | #サーフ" ___________________________ *I’ll probly never be as lyrically sound again** "..I guess it’s a place to keep my mind somewhat at ease until I find another job and gotta deal with the legal fuhkery of whatever America enlists that specific service to do and do to its [unconscious] employees or otherwise** Puppets at best, from the looks of it… Just Ask The Weather… One time for the subtleties of the term "#ClimateChange" as it relates to those very same persons and what it’s (IN ALL HONESTY) #Used for— Yuhp! #theMarchOfTheUsers.”🙀 :[#Rambles]° Plus this place is built on Stolen EVERYTHING. Trust that I’m tired of seeing it.. Much like this fuhKINg country, but that’s a different story that always overlaps.🤦🏾♂️'#WhatAJoke… . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ..like I ain’t trying🤐to stop.. . [#AskTwitter]'circa2015-'16 (at Somewhere Lost) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ch_LyZQNaDs/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
#fulltilt#government#atthispoint#backlash#hardtounderstand#verses#words#whatihear#listen#important#lifeonearth#sāfu#サーフ#climatechange#used#themarchoftheusers#rambles#whatajoke#asktwitter
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#atthispoint #reblog
the crush i have on this woman is absolutely ridiculous
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NOVEMBER 24TH AT VINNIES 7PM $10 DOLLARS GUITARS NOT GUNS BENEFIT SHOW DECEMBER 22ND REDHAT ACOUSTIC SHOW $10 DOLLARS RED CROSS FIRE SHOW DECEMBER 31ST RED HAT NEW YEARS SHOW $10 DOLLARS 💵 #atthispoint #rocknroll #punkrock #garagerock #redhat #concord #sunday #funday #gretsch #washburn #fender #mesaboogie #ampeg #vox #musicman #ernieball #daddario #dunlop #earthquakerdevices #beer #guitarsnotguns #eastbay #grateful #staysafecalifornia #redcross #vinnies (at Vinnie's Bar And Grill) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqVkiW6n5Rg/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1f8255jvv3pwm
#atthispoint#rocknroll#punkrock#garagerock#redhat#concord#sunday#funday#gretsch#washburn#fender#mesaboogie#ampeg#vox#musicman#ernieball#daddario#dunlop#earthquakerdevices#beer#guitarsnotguns#eastbay#grateful#staysafecalifornia#redcross#vinnies
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@BONEZMUZIC - At this point (Prod. @YEZZIRBEATZ) Follow @BONEZMUZIC @YEZZIRBEATZ VIDEO COMING SOON!! ©BONEZMUZIC2018
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Yes
Uh-huh!
Atthispoint,yes.
I- goddamnit, guys.
In the nest, in the nest! In the nest, in the nest! In the nest, in the nest!
#???#Evan speaks 🗡 🎞#evan emh ask blog#evan rp blog#ask response#answered asks#( ooc > )#cw repetition
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Iknowthisisthewrongaccount but oh god idk how to find backgrounds help. Might just do color blobs atthispoint. Aaaaaaaaa
ooooooooooooook so I tried to draw the backgrounds and Teto went great but it's it's driving me crazy I think I will have to do not that
#reblogged#Samsa PV update#wip#I DON'T WANNA ONLY DO COLORS I WANT. IT TOLOOK INTERESTING BUT.#hhhhh
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For those of us who are visual learners. Thanks Heart Horse! #socialdistancing #justimagineeveryoneisacrankymare #mostofusare #atthispoint #horseinsurance #horseworkshandlesit https://www.instagram.com/p/B-fbwzYp7LL/?igshid=1wab0v10v2oy4
#socialdistancing#justimagineeveryoneisacrankymare#mostofusare#atthispoint#horseinsurance#horseworkshandlesit
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Y must I do everyting fa Dem ❤️💛💚📌🔗📕📗📘📙📚🔍🔓📝🔐🧮📐📏 🏁🏁🏁🏁🏁🏁#jamaica #islander #knowledge #imprisonment #impeach #youidiots #unrestwillcontinue #andsooncomefiend #yeet #overder #toNOTHING #obliterated #NOMOREGOVERNMENT #ANARCHYTIMES #frozzinflames #youonoroff #atthispoint #iwillstandupformypeople #myfamily #everyone #allhumans #humansfightingforhumans (at Westchase, Houston) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtgsUXzhplU/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1l60kanui8zv9
#jamaica#islander#knowledge#imprisonment#impeach#youidiots#unrestwillcontinue#andsooncomefiend#yeet#overder#tonothing#obliterated#nomoregovernment#anarchytimes#frozzinflames#youonoroff#atthispoint#iwillstandupformypeople#myfamily#everyone#allhumans#humansfightingforhumans
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#HAPPYRMDAY - 09.12.2019 - You have so many different smiles and laughs but they’re all equally beautiful and precious. You’ve gradually opened up to us, showing us many sides of you. You’ve guided us down a path of self love and discovering what it is to cherish yourself and the world around us. Let’s continue to learn together, laugh together and smile together. Let’s enjoy the memorable moments that have gone and that have yet to come.
#hyunglinenetwork#namnets#kimnamjoonnet#networkbangtan#rainbowbtsnet#70602#dearestlove#kim namjoon#namjoon#...imnothappywith this set#ijust cant;;#imnothappywithit#but atthispoint im so tired of trying to fix it#i know whats wrong and whats bothering me#i just cant rn#im too tired..#i'll do better next time#im sorry#im mainly apologizing to myself#i'll do better nex t time around
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Stove $103,000 Hood+ Vent $19,000 Pot Rack $5,000 Rolls Royce Phanton (his) $582,000 2023 Lamborghini Aventador $498,000 The Private Shoot in both vehicles and On da stove were priceless. #AtThisPoint... I must 'Say Less' https://instagr.am/p/CsKqH3hth1A/
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