#atsuhi and dazai

[peapodfics]

Blood Stains and Black Veins

By: Kauenelikha/@kauenelikha

Atsushi having a mental breakdown, with only Dazai there to help </3

[yarrayora]

Into the Atsushiverse: Snow Queen

AU where Mori took Atsushi as compensation for helping the agency during the Decay of Angels incident, and Atsushi found himself cruelly lashing out with his words to protect himself

While Akutagawa unknowingly became who Chuuya was to Dazai back when they were the most feared duo in Port Mafia: an emotional punching bag (who punched back!) to lash out at and a partner Atsushi could trust his back to

Until one day, Atsushi couldn't take it anymore and killed Mori in self-defense. An incident that dragged Dazai into becoming the boss of the Port Mafia and pretended that it was all part of his plan in order to protect Atsushi from retaliation

part of Into the Atsushiverse AU where Beast Atsushi used The Book to create canon timeline after several failed narratives to come up with proof that his Dazai was a good man all along as an attempt to alleviate his guilt for the things he did under Dazai’s orders.

[senjou-kaede19]

Bungou Stray Dogs Season 5 - Final -

Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3

[illugremlins]

Every time someone says Dazai wasn't in the wrong when he slapped Atushi out of his state of derealisation/dissociation an Angel loses its wings, and I lose a bit more of my sanity.

Dazai isn't a good person. He isn't. Literally, the most fundamental core aspect of himself is that life is entirely meaningless, so he may as well align himself with the heroes because he doesn't see the point in living long anyway. He does, eventually, develop a more ethical moral compass, but it's til horribly skewed (as are most BSD characters' moral compasses).

To this day, he still uses Aktugawa's desperation for approval against him while pitting him and Atushi against each other to further his end goals. He wants to get things done his way and has no issues sacrificing or using people.

When he slaps Atsushi, it's making a point to remind people that, despite everything, Dazai isn't good. He didn't have to resort to violence, but it was the easiest and most efficient way. (He doesn't have to continually exploit Aktugawa, but he does because it's his most efficient way.)

I'm not saying he's the devil spawn, nor am I denying that his way of behaving is because of the cycle of abuse he went through at the hands of Mori and his overall environment. But, BSD makes a point to showcase that being abused is not a justification to perpetuate abuse, Atushi being the MC and prime example, especially when he breaks this cycle with Kyoka.

So no, it isn't a good thing that he slapped Atushi, it isn't justifiable, and it wasn't right. But life is meaningless in Dazai's own. Not just his life, but the very concept of being alive. This is why he doesn't care if he's good or bad. In the end, it's all meaningless. He slapped Atushi, and Atsuhi snapped out of it. It worked.

'Why should Atushi even bother pitying himself? Life is useless, anyway.'

I'm fully aware that Dazai isn't that cold-hearted, but he does, to an extent, believe so. I say to an extent, because he's still human, and still grieves others and cares for them. (Oda, Kunikida, Chuya, Atushi..etc).

Dazai isn't a good guy. He never was. He wouldn't be Dazai if he were, and we constantly see it in how he plans things and uses other people or his knowledge to his advantage, or how he comes up with solutions. We see it, I think, most obviously, in his treatment of Aktugawa.

But, IMO, no one, not even Atushi, really, in BSD is that morally righteous, and I can make an argument about why they all are lowkey not very good people when it comes down to it.

[lupintrio]

New chapter, predictions regarding Fyodor and Atsushi.

Seeing the current state, Atsushi is under the impression of self blame of sorts, everyone is dying right before him, he is at a low point. Could Fyodor be trying to push Atsushi to his breaking point in hopes of prying what he wishes to know? Atsushi already appearing tired, the people who offered him a "home" and those he considered family dying before him while he couldn't do a thing, he's been blaming himself. (Although logically speaking, I doubt they're actually dead, only Bram is, but that's besides the point.)

We all know atsushi is quite special, his ability and so on. We are most likely getting something regarding atsushi's connection to the book or how he is the key to Fyodor obtaining the book. I don't think Fyodor was necessarily lying when he said "I've come to save you" In fact, I believe he could be taking a similar approach as how he did so with Sigma, of course not completely or likewise with methods. Half truth, half lie. Something about Fyodor is that he is empathetic in his own twisted way. He's in other words, not only "saving" humanity, but ability users from their own abilities, because he understands the pain and suffering that comes with being someone that holds an ability.

Unlike Fyodor and Dazai, Fyodor and Atsushi are polar opposites, if they were to fight, perhaps it'd reveal more to us for both characters, further highlighting their differences. Their conversations may also show likewise. Mersault showed why Fyodor would lose overall, this is another highlight.

During Mersault, Dazai had said "The ones who actually make the world turn, are those who scream within the storm of uncertainty and run with flowing blood." Not only will Fyodor get to understand and see for himself what that meant, but also, this signifies a battle between, in a sense, nihilism and existentialism. (Not entirely accurate, but give me a break.)

I doubt Fyodor and Atsushi fought however, but my predictions summarized would be:

Realizations for both parties, Atsuhi learning more of himself (background drop, his relation to the book etc.), Fyodor's intentions and how he's going to obtain the book and carry out his plan, perhaps a hint here and then regarding gozen (which assists sskk in their battle later on), more info about the book (obvi), Fyodor caught off guard/amused over realizing what Dazai had said in Mersault

extra note: Kenji's death was so well executed, I love this panel.

[justcallmesakira]

Bsd men with a childish s/o pt. 3!

Sypnosis: How the people who are somewhat sane deal with you and your goofy goobers

Warnings: eyebrow less, wereballs, mentions of gaslight ING, mentions of turning into a gacha life demon form 2019,stealing glittery not pads, omori building reference, etc.

Genre: lowkey fluff, crack

A/N: bro this series is blowing up for real- Anyways heres part 2 andddd part 1!

Atsushi-

No guys hes not like you-😭

Sometimes he wonders if you were better suited with dazai then him (it's giving a certain emo Victorian kid kinnie)

But hey hey! Don't worry he will try to calm you down because he DOES NOT WANT YOU to follow dazai's steps! 😋😋

Dw atsushi! Reader is perfectly sane!!

He once came back to the agency from a mission only to see you see you eyebrow less

"Y/N! I am ba-AAAAAAAAAH-" "What, jinko, finally grew some wereballs"

HGYHFYG WERE BALLS-

Turns out you were cosplaying akutagawa and the eyebrowless thing was just a prank <3

Jizz man, give my pookie tiger

He's more scared of you then akutagawa 😨😨😨

You sometimes feel silly so you gave him cat food for lunch beacuse dazai convinced you with some skittles (he probably stole them from ranpo)

"umm, y/N.. WHY are you giving me cat food?" "because I felt silly lol"

I BET HE WOULD EAT IT BECAUSE HE DOES NOT WANT TO WASTE FOOD-

Kyouka had to stop him-

I am pretty sure you two speak in kaomojis like--

But he enjoys your presence, it's nice to know that at least your happy,Perhaps he can protect you and your happiness if he tries....

Sometimes he wonders how you have so much energy to break into his home with hello kitty pins just to wake him up

And go to an amusement park..

There goes atsuhis wallet! 😄💸

I think atsushi genuinely likes your antics.. Sometimes

But he would definitely keeps you away from dazai so you two don't pour Elmer's glue into kunikidas hair :3

Gin-

Uh oh... Gin can you really handle reader-

OF COURSE YOU Can!! You can do anything hahaha... (please help I am being hold at gunshot by rea-)

Since she's really shy and all you speak for her though you jumble the words sometimes

"she asked for no pickles ya dumb yard😡🤬😈👿" *turns into a gacha life 2019 demon*

Although she can't keep up with your energy you always understand what she says in a notepad

You even stole bought her a glittered kuromi notepad for you twos personal talking!

Sometimes she sees silly doodles on the corners of the pages

Gin thinks its honestly cute

However if akutagawa founds out about your silly antics around his sister he's gonna give you a death stare

Gin haded to reasure him countless times that you won't eat her whole

I would😋😋😋

After she calmed her brother you always greeted him with "yo bro wassup >:3"

Bad idea😨

It's true your the person talking for her and all but she's gonna go full assassin mode if someone even tries to hurt you

THAT'S MY Girl!!!!! 😍🤩🥰😝 *verlaine bcs he canonically trained gin I think

Anyways you and her share a cute Lil dynamic

Sigma-

T-that gif if him before finding out you were trying to eat the casino coins

"Y/N YOU CAN NOT EAT CASINO COINS" "why :(" "It's NOT FOR EATING" "why :(" "Well you ca-" ":c" "Why the sad face...wait did I shout too loud oh my god y/N I am so sorry.. You know what fine I will take you to the casinos play ground today" ":3"

Sigma.. That face is the face of someone who always gets what they want-😦

Also he sometimes questions how and why you speak in emojis like ":3" or ":("

Teach me your ways bestay😏

But please he's so insecure don't do that to my pookie😭🙏

He sometimes question if he has met your type before.. *flashbacks of Nikolai and dazai*

He's gonna go OUT of his way to keep you away from Nikolai bro

Sigma does not want to have a Nikolai dupe as his s/o

But still he might get a bit protective like "y/N be safe" "y/N don't go there" "y/N make sure to wear kneecaps before skating in the hallways of the casi- WAIT"

"don't worry I will be fine!" famous last words

*inserts omori reference here*

He's so tired bro but anything to keep you happy...

You somehow sometimes save him from Nikolai prank

But even so he tries protecting you...afterall no one wants to lose their only home.......

A/N: hope you enjoyed it! Sigmas one was my favorite :33 anyways I think I will do hunting dogs ver. If you guys want!

Divider creds: @junkyukim on pinterest

[deliri0m]

Chuuya: You better not tell anyone that we kissed...

Dazai: You know me...

next day Dazai told Atsuhi and Akutagawa that he and Chuuya kissed.

chuuya brings up in scence with a strange calm: Dazai...

Dazai: ATSUHI, AKUTAGAWA, SAVE ME PLEASE.

Dazai tried to hide as Chuuya approached to punch him.

Dazai: HEEELP!

chuuya grab dazai and took him to another room

[sherylhooper]

Okay, okay, I've seen way too many tiktok about how every Soukoku shipper also ships SatoSugu and I just have to say it.

No, lmao.

You have to be reading the BSD manga and novels with your eyes closed to even compare the level of relationship between Dazai and Chuuya to Satoru and Suguru.

They aren't on the same level and SatoSugu is even lower than Shin Soukoku.

I'm very sorry that SatoSugu black and white stuff can't even compare to Akutagawa and Atsushi's black and white (Atsuhi literally has white hair with black strip and Akutagawa has black hair with white strips).

Sorry but Geto isn't Chuuya and Satoru isn't Dazai. Suguru didn't have the same impact that Chuuya's existence had on Dazai (or anything close).

"My one and only" isn't the same as Chuuya making Dazai's suic!dal ass give life a chance. And this was way before Dazai and Oda even met.

"I believed a man like you wouldn't kill bunch of my students" (when in JJK 0 Geto mutilated Maki, Panda and Toge, lucky them that Yuta knew Reverse Cursed Technique) isn't the same as everybody and their mother telling Chuuya about Dazai being dead but him still using Corruption that could very well kill Chuuya himself and everything around him if Dazai trully was dead). He believed Dazai was alive WITHOUT DAZAI EVEN CONSULTING HIM, They need no words to know (and trust) each other.

SatoSugu isn't the same as Soukoku when Dazai spent every second and every minute of last 7 years thinking and dreaming of how to kill Chuuya (as he tells Sigma).

Atsushi's "just the two of us" and Akutagawa's "is there a need for more" is more impacful than SatoSugu's tragedy. Sorry, not sorry, but in canon some people don't even care about Geto.

He is just some guy who just was... there...

And I like a lot of genoc!dal mass murderer bastards: Sukuna, Toji, Obito, Madara. Hell I like Naoya's misogynist ass more than Geto.

Speaking of Obito, my respect is always there with Kakashi who just found out that the idol he practically worshipped was in fact very much alive and had started the Shinobi World War 4 and he still didn't hesistate and went for a kill!!

What have Satoru been doing all these 10 or whatever years while Geto still had "excution" on his head? Who knows how many civillians he killed in those years.

Yeah, I know, I was ranting but even filtering satosugu stuff on tiktok don't stop the videos from popping up 😒

[ravencincaide]

Your Nervous Weretiger 

Summary: Your waretiger was nervous and it was your job to reassure him. OR what happens moments before you have to leave on a mission right around Valentine's time?

Pairing: Reader x Atsushi Nakajima

Part of: Short fics (Valentine edition)

Enjoy~

Your little weretiger was nervous. 

You could tell by the way he fidgeted at his desk; pretended to look at the computer without clicking or changing anything. Then, almost absentmindedly, his purple-yellow eyes flickered towards you where they’d linger. You could feel the intensity of his gaze as his eyes run you up and down; the way they lingered on the hilt of your gun or the pouch full of bullets and other emergency supplies.  

You could practically hear him rattle up in his head all your typical mission supplies, checked and re-reched whether you had everything with you. An energy bar? Water? Tea? 

You found it adorable how much he worried. 

Yet as you met his gaze with a reassuring smile, Atsushi’s eyes would widen. His expression screamed that he hadn’t noticed his own staring, then his face dusted a light pink shade.  He’d duck his head down so only the very top light grey strands would be visible and fake-work again. His fingers nervously flickered through the files on his desk. His body language screamed ‘working’; he was working. He swore he was.  

“ Ready to go?” You tore your gaze away from Atsuhi and you turned to face your partner in crime for the mission. 

“ Almost,” you replied with a smile “ Give me five?” 

You saw Dazai frown then flicker his attention to Atsushi then back to you. A knowing look on his face- a lewd grin which seemed to encourage you  “ See ya in the car~” 

You knew you had better chances of finding him in the nearby cafe OR bar. 

Still you waved him off before you slowly and quietly made your way towards Atsushi. The very nervous Atsushi who firmly stared at a half empty piece of paper in his hands, his mind so obviously elsewhere it was almost comical to look at. After all, no one took this long to read the mission brief. It was called a ‘brief’ for a reason. 

“ Whatcha doing?” you poked Atsushi’s shoulder, then raised an eyebrow as he screamed and flew up from his chair. “ What’s wrong?” you asked innocently as if you hadn’t already guessed the answer. 

You watched Atsushi; saw his nervousness, the way he chewed his lips raw. The shake of his hands, the bob of his adams apple as he swallowed until; “ W-would you like- to-spend-valentine's-day-with-me” Atsushi bowed in front of you.

You crocked an eyebrow in surprise, took a moment to try and decipher the mix of words he had just thrown at you in a shy, embarrassed haze. Still it was a private question in such a formal matter, and you found it absolutely adorable. A giggle made it past your lips before you leaned forward, so you could catch his eyes even as he stared firmly at the floor. 

“ ‘course, you’re my boyfriend, who else would I spend it with?” you flapped your lashes innocently watching his mouth open, then close, as he processed your words. Then he realized his own ridiculous behavior and grew more rigid. 

“ Ahh well- it’s – we haven’t since– and it’d be our first and–” Atsushi fidgeted with his hands still not looking at you.

You swore that if he was in his waretiger form, then his ears would be flattered against his head, and his tail would drum against the floor. You could practically hear it; thud-thud-thud. Biting back yet another giggle you focused on the nervous mess of a boy in front of you. 

“ I’ll see you after the mission Atsu” you gave him a peck on the lips, lingered long enough to see his cheeks dust a darker red at the nickname and the memories it brought back. Then you were off, darting down the ADA halls to catch up to Dazai. The faster you started, the faster you’d be able to  get this mission over and done with. 

After all, your little weretiger was nervous, shy and excited. And you couldn’t wait to be back to reassure him, and show him that you meant every word when you called him your boyfriend, your partner, your mate. 

Author note: Happy Valentines day! I hope you smiled at this little Atsushi sweetness and my first attempt at writing a fic with him.

Hope you enjoyed 🩷

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[quijabored]

So I've been BSD-ing as much as I can BSD, and I have questions.

- What the hell is a beast AU

- Do Aku and Atsuhi become friends throughout any point of the show??

- We get Aku smiling in a peaceful and non-murderous way right

- I keep seeing a panel of Aku withh his throat slashed but I believe he has plot armor so like he doesn't die right?? (Do not answer)

- Is rashōmun just the coat or can Aku just... spawn it whenever

- I keep seeing pictures of Aku with some helmet thingy, is that important at all??

- We get more Poe content right

- What the hell is the vampire Chuuya stuff is that like a fanfic or

- Kunikida is there for like the whole show right?? I don't see anyone talking about him so uh

- Fyodor is an antag right?

- I keep seeing a Manga panel where Nikolais holding a hand, what's that about?? (Do not answer)

- Mori doesn't get redemption right? I hate that guy and I don't wanna like him later

- Are Nikolai and Fyodor friends or is it like a one sided thing

- What's up with Sigma being 3?? Is he not human? (Do not answer)

- Kyoukas 14 right? Why is she teased so much with Atsushi?

- Does Aku get character development? Like he's already gotten a little from the point I'm at but he's one of my favorite characters so

I keep seeing people talk about Dazais bandages and how he doesn't let people see underneath them or something like that, is it just because of SH or is there something else?

[bsdstrayrats]

The First Steps

(Extremely long)

CW; Tooth Rotting Fluff

//Headcanon//

After the Prison Arc, Akutagawa and Atsushi are getting along better. Akutagawa still picks Atsushis actions apart, and threatens him often but no longer has (full) malice in his actions. Dazai had told Akutagawa he was proud of him for protecting Atsushi and doing well.

But after everything, a few days later, the were-tiger gets a text;

“Were-Tiger, meet me at these coordinates xxx,xx.. In 30 minutes.” Weird but okay, Atsushi sighs to himself,

“Well, it should be fine, Dazai trusts him and he’s being nicer…ish.. so.” He texts back

“Okay! I’ll see you then.”

A little while later Atsushi follows his gps leading to the exact place of meeting. The boy stops and looks in front of him, the coordinates lead to a small café in the middle of the city. Surprised by the thought Akutagawa of all people would come here, He walks in smiling to himself thinking this could be a good meeting.

Akutagawa sits in the corner of the dining area in a booth, sipping on a hot cup of tea.

His eyes narrow at the sight of Atsushi walking into the shop. It was Chuuyas advice to meet up with Atsushi; Akutagawa had been nonstop talking about what had happened and how he couldn’t understand why he saved Atsuhi, even if it was Dazais orders. He hated him right? So why die for that idiotic Were-Tiger? Maybe the meeting could help Akutagawa figure out his thoughts.

Atsushi smiles and waves, walking up to the booth.

“Hey Akutagawa! Could I uhm- join you?” He asks as his forehead starts to sweat nervously.

“I wouldn’t have asked you to come only to deny you a seat. That’s a waste of time, I’m not playing games.” Akutagawa scoffs, thinking of how ridiculous the Were-Tiger is.

“Yeah- right.…. Why are we meeting..anyway?” Atsushi takes his seat across from the boy.

“We needed to talk about what happened on that ship.” Akutagawa deadpans, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.

“Oh right, yeah. I’ve been thinking about that a lot… you saved me. I thought… I thought you had died. I’m so sorry that I wasn’t strong-“

“Enough!”

Akutagawa interrupted.

“Stop pitying yourself; that’s why I hate you so much! It’s always you aren’t this or you aren’t that. If it hadn’t happened the way it did, we both would be dead. I followed Dazais orders… against my better judgment… but I did.”

An uncomfortably long silence is finally interrupted by Akutagawa coughing. In reaction Atsushi grabs a napkin and hands it to Akutagawa. Their hands briefly touch and Atsushi notices Akutagawas hands are shaking. Atsushi looks up and quickly grabs Akutagawas hand to stop the shaking.

“Are you sick? Do you need a doctor? Are you hungry?”

He asks worried.

Akutagawa jerks his hand back, his face lighting up a bright red. Why was he reacting this way? Why did his face get hot? Why did his hand touching that stupid were-tiger make him… happy? No, he must be sick to think that. He was disgusted? No. Uncomfortable? No, he… enjoyed it? No! Not possible.

“Not as if it matters to you Were-Tiger, I’m fine. I don’t need your help nor do I need your pity.” Akutagawa angrily replies.

A surprised and almost hurt Atsushi tilts his head down in a defeated way.

“But I do care, I never wanted to hate you. That’s something you basically forced onto me. I would much rather be your friend, if not that than an ally. I know you dislike who I am, but I never chose for you to hate me. I never chose for Dazai to take me in, but I appreciate everything my friends have done for me. I appreciate things you’ve done too... Maybe not the many, many times you’ve harmed me or sliced off my limbs, but my appreciation stands.” Atsushi sighs standing up. “I mean hey, I think we made a good team though… see you later Akutagawa.”

Akutagawa stares at the standing boy. He doesn’t move, doesn’t speak, he has no idea what to say. The Were-Tiger appreciates him? Atsushi… cares for him? Akutagawas mind starts to spin. His body moves before his mind can react and he takes Atsushis hand.

“Don’t leave. We… make a good team. Yes, that’s true. I want to… continue… being a team.” Akutagawa stammers as if he is in pain. Admitting it to not only himself, but the person he’s speaking to.

Atsushi stares mouth agape. He looks down at their now intertwined hands, emotions flowing through him as if he were water busting through a dam. He feels different. What was this emotion? Maybe Akutagawa wasn’t as bad as he previously thought. Could the two actually become friends?

“I’ll stay.” He responds, sitting back down. The two have dinner, and talk like normal human beings. Small jokes and thoughts are shared, while enjoying each other’s company.

Outside of the café, Chuuya and Dazai are crouched down watching the two naïve boys talk. Surprised by the outcome but relieved that they didn’t need to stop the two idiots from killing each other.

//End//

[yurislotusgarden]

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[thatgirlsstar]

Make You Feel My Love // Kunikida Doppo x Reader

Warnings: Angst to fluff, Female reader, Pet names(Dear, My Love(used my both kunikida and reader), Kunikida calls reader Y/N first half of fic

Words: 1007

Now playing: Make You Feel My Love by Adele

Please do not copy, translate or post on any other platforms this belongs to @urgirlmoon thank you:)

Kunikida had a page in his book dedicated to how his future girlfriend/wife was supposed to be. You didn’t match that. You knew that. Everyone in the agency knew how you felt about the blond, knew how you tried to please him the best you could to hopefully become the one he wants. It never seemed to work for you though.

“Y/N please you know I have my ideals on the kind of woman I want.” He had said to you. That hurt. It hurt to know that you couldn’t be what he wanted. You requested time off from work. Fukuzawa allowed it knowing what happened considering word travels fast in the agency. He asked how long you were going to be gone and you said “A month, Month and a half at most.” - “Alright, please take care of yourself.” He nodded.

You reached the door and then looked back at him “Please don’t tell anyone I requested time off, they can speculate what they want.” He just nodded to you and with that you left. You went to your desk and started packing up your stuff. “Where ya goin’?” Dazai asked from behind you. “I’m leaving.” You said and turned to face him with your things. “What? Why?” He asked as if he didn’t know why and you just rolled your eyes and went to walk out the door. Atsushi and Kyouka had walked through the door when you were leaving “Miss Y/N?” Atsushi said your name and you just smiled “I’ll see you later Atsushi, You too, Kyouka.” 

They both didn’t seem pleased to see you leaving. You were out the door without a second thought. Kunikida came back to see your stuff gone and grumbled “Where did she go?? She still has reports to finish.” He seemed agitated. “She left just a few minutes ago.” Dazai said, rolling his eyes. Kunikida just grumbled and walked to Fukuzawa’s office. “President, Y/L/N left without authorized permission-” Kunikida was cut off by Fukuzawa “I said she could leave. Don’t worry about it.” 

After that day the month seemed to go by rather slowly. No joyous laughter from you and Yosano over silly things, no yelling from you and Ranpo fighting over snacks, no pranks pulled by you and Dazai, no small talk with Atsushi and Kyouka. Everyone was in a bad mood. “When is Y/N coming back!” Ranpo questioned randomly one day and everyone groaned in agreement, besides Kunikida. “I wonder as well…” Kunikida muttered, He missed you but wouldn’t voice it. A week later you came back. You were the first one in the office that morning. You got your work done before anyone came in, and gave everyone little presents for your absence, including Kunikida. 

You gave Yosano new scalpels, Ranpo snacks, Atsuhi a little white tiger plush, Dazai a new suicide manual book, Fukuzawa some tea, the Tanizaki siblings cake, Kyouka some little crepe snacks and lastly, Kunikida a new notebook from his favorite notebook maker. 

When everyone came in that morning you were nowhere to be seen, they noticed the paperwork on your desk was done and organized unlike how it was left when you left, they didn’t mess with it though, much to Kunikida’s displeasure. The next thing they noticed were the gifts. They were all appreciative. When you had come back from getting coffee everyone was ecstatic. Asking you questions, where you had been, what you had been up to, and most importantly why you had just walked out that day. You answered their questions and everything was back to normal.

That was 3 years ago. You and Kunikida are now married with a one year old and another on the way. Remember this one?” You asked him and he nodded “Of course I do my love. That was the day you came back to the agency after you left for a month, after I rejected your feelings for the first time.” He said and you hummed. “And this one?” You asked, pointing at a photo of him hugging you and yourself smiling brightly. 

“Of course I do, dear, That was the one Dazai took the day we got together.” He said kissing the crown of your head. “This one?” You asked and he chuckled “What was when you told everyone I proposed. Yosano almost fainted.” He said, replaying the memory in his head. “This one?” You asked, looking at him, “Our wedding, You and President were dancing. Your father passed the year before so you had no one to do your father daughter dance with, He volunteered.” Kunikida then pointed to the picture “You both look extremely happy.” He said softly. “Okay what about this one?” He asked you and you giggled. 

“That was when we told everyone we were having a baby. Dazai’s reaction was hilarious.” You sighed and then pointed to the next one “this one?” You said eyes looking over the picture. “First time everyone met Emiko, our bundle of joy.” He said and you laughed. “This one?” He said and you picture the scenario perfectly “This is when we told everyone about the second one coming.” You said putting your hand on your belly. He nodded, smiling and you flipped to the next page. It confused you. “What’s this one from?” You asked, looking at Kunikida. “I took that one on our first date when you weren’t looking. You looked pretty with the wind blowing your hair and the setting sun on your face.” He said and you smiled and picked up your daughter off the floor. “Why don’t we watch a movie?” You asked and Kunikida just chuckled and nodded while turning on the TV. You were leaning against him with your daughter on your chest and got comfortable. You were finally happy and content with your little family.

“I could make you happy, make your dreams come true, nothing that I wouldn’t do, go to the ends of the earth for you, to make you feel my love” -Make You feel my Love, Adele

[saffron0v0]

I decided to send my list in your main acct inbox :3

I can’t decide sometimes so there are multiple characters in the same spot-

Akutagawa, and Akutagawa only 🥰

Chuuya and Poe

Atsuhi, Ranpo, and Dazai(Ranpo might be moved to #2 in the future-)

Kyouka

Lucy

and then pretty much everyone else bc I did not make my list past 6-

Most of these characters are in my top 20 🤩

And the best thing about these lists is that the ranks are so interchangeable, one day X character could be out on top, the next they'd be reduced to 5th.

[sskk-ao3feed]

A Beginning With No End

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/B1J5atO by ZiaZia_SSKK What happens when old secrets come to light, and new ones are being buried. Whats happens when a Mafia full of power bottoms (overpowered omegas) with a hatred for certain alphas, have to work hand in hand with a detective agency over run by alphas. Will they be able to work together and face their common enemy, or will they dispute amongst themselves and lead to their own demise. Or rather will something more intimate take place between CERTAIN members of both organisations. What secrets will be revealed, and how will trust be built. (This is mainly a Shinsoukoku story, but the others ships as mentioned will also have their part in the story). Words: 679, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M Characters: Alpha Atsuhi Nakajima, Omega Akutagawa Ryuunosuke - Character, Omega Chuuya Nakahara, Omega Akutagawa Gin - Character, Alpha Tachihara Michizou, Alpha Dazai Osamu - Character, Alpha Fukuzawa Yukichi - Character, Omega Mori Ougai - Character, Omega Yosano Akiko, Alpha Kunikida Doppo - Character, Beta Edogawa Ranpo, Beta Edgar Allan Poe, Beta Kenji Miyazawa Relationships: Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Akutagawa Ryuunosuke/Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs), Akutagawa Gin/Tachihara Michizou, Fukuzawa Yukichi/Mori Ougai (Bungou Stray Dogs), Kunikida Doppo/Yosano Akiko (Bungou Stray Dogs), Edogawa Ranpo/Edgar Allan Poe (Bungou Stray Dogs) Additional Tags: Not Beta Read, situationships read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/B1J5atO

[monstersqueen]

... so yes i've found beasts. now only two of four volumes are out here and i swear i wanted to wait for thier publishing date to finish reading !!! i didn't.

so. conclusion ? oh no!!!!! :((((

anyway if we wanted confirmation dazai has no idea what a moral is here have it !!!!

i'm trying for the worst knife this pulled on me. is it that eh if they don't met in the middle of a fight akutagawa and atsushi actually ? get along well ? the way they see through each other actually help them bond rather than enable them to rip through each other ? THE WAY THEY STILL WENT FULL ON PSYCHOLOGICAL WARFARE ON EACH OTHER AND ATTACK EACH OTEHR4S WEAKPOINT PHYSICALLY AS WELL AS MENTALLY ??? the way this highlight the ways atsuhi is fucked up in canon by turning them up to 11 ? the way akutagawa internalizes he's evil ? GIN TELLING HIM HE WAS JUST BORN EVIL??? or like. dazai just wanting to protect a world where oda lives BUT ODA DOESN'T KNOW HIM IN THIS WORLD he says 'saying goodbye to people who will be torned up by your death is a good way to die' to oda and that's why he came to say goodbye BUT ODA COULDN'T CARE LESS and then he fucking dies and no i am NOT OKAY

fucking dazai

also ? did he have to say something like 'the interactions of your souls' ????? about akutagwa and atsushi ??????? damn.