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4TH House Intimacy VS 8TH House Intimacy
With these two houses, deep feelings accumulate, and you can't help but feel close and drawn to the person who ignites themes related to your 4th or 8th house.
I wanted to make a post about how similar yet how profoundly different the type of intimacy that is felt between the two types of synastry. Especially if you both share more conjunctions with the IC/DC/South and North Node/Vertex/Neptune and soft aspects with Sun-Moon/Mercury/Venus/Jupiter
8th House Intimacy:
With this type of synastry, you feel so drawn and accepting of this person. You'll just look at them and their eyes alone will tell you how they feel; you'll know what they're thinking without them having to say a word. Their soul touches parts of you that you hide, suppress and ignore. Their eyes bring you this sense of wholeness you never thought was plausible. You want to showcase your emotional side and be vulnerable towards them. The type of intimacy and desire is so present, and so obvious; strangers can look at the both of you, and they'll feel that tension, they'll feel that type of desire that is sparked between both of your guys's gazes.
This intimacy that is created is more intense, sensual, lustful and more obvious, you just want to look into their eyes and fully accept their being. You're not afraid to fall in love and with that brings the desire to give a part of yourself to them. You feel this underlying risk of what it would mean if they left and yet the only thing that matters is their presence. You know their absence would unleash this deep rooted pain that you've never felt before but all you care about is that longing and want that they ignite in you. They allow you to give and receive such deep passionate love, the threshold of emotion that they create is so high no one else can reach it, not even you.
Deep conversations about each others souls are likely to take place, you want to be open and honest about the "darkest" parts of you since their presence elicits this acceptance in you that you can't feel alone. There's this lustful desire to kiss them and it could be overwhelming, the attraction reaches levels you never thought you'd be able to feel. (This is more accurate if both people are very attracted to to one another and willingly want to deepen the connection; sometimes the depths that can be reached may make them feel uncomfortable or uneasy).
You'll look at them and just feel this emotional deepness between the two of you and all you want to do is make them feel that emotional closeness that you've never felt before.
In all of it's essence, this synastry brings a longing for you to show them a part of yourself that you hide,
and with that you want them to accept your undeniable love.
Songs That Relate:
Is There Somewhere by Halsey
I'm Yours by Isabel LaRosa
Locksmith by Sadie Jean
All I Want By Kodaline
Iris by Goo Goo Dolls
Addicted by Kelly Clarkson (sums up the shadow side of this type of synastry)
Dark Side by Kelly Clarkson
If I Could Fly by One Direction
Sober by Selena Gomez
The Heart Wants What It Wants by Selena Gomez
Just a Little Bit of Your Heart by Ariana Grande
You Say by Lauren Daigle (more so how you gain value and worth by their reassurance and treatment towards you)
Bad Omens by 5 Seconds of Summer (more so represents the dynamic and relationship that can become)
My Dilemma by Selena Gomez and the Scene
Round and Round by Selena Gomez and the Scene
Your Love Is My Drug by Ke$ha (with more intense attraction aspects + 12th house synastry)
4th House Intimacy
With this type of synastry, the intimacy that is expressed is the safe care you've always wished you felt. Their eyes bring you this sense of comfort and trust that you never knew was possible. You just want to be next to them, you want to support them, and you wholeheartedly want to focus on their needs. You want to give them the type of love that your inner child never received.
Their presence brings you this sense of ease that you can't shake. You can't help but smile when you look at them, you can't help but want to share to them the most private parts of your soul that you're afraid to show others (especially if you have 8H/Scorpio placements).
When you're with them, their presence unlocks a part of your character that you typically hide away, because with them you feel this sense of reassurance just by their eyes alone, and if you're not one to be completely comfortable with showcasing your truest self to others, a part of you won't be able to let them go.
The feelings that will become evident is an overwhelming sense of trust. You'll have the desire to hold their hand and be close to them, and when you're together, everything will feel perfectly aligned. Conversations from your childhood are likely to resurface, and you may find that similar themes or experiences have occurred for both of you.
Explaining how you feel is not needed, there's just a given understanding that emanates between the two of you.
Their presence alone allows you to unlock a trust within that you won't be able to feel towards another.
This type of safeness feels so deep, it creates a tangible stable bond that feels undeniable, their soul becomes your anchor and you become theirs. you both will feel like each others home, and without their presence; that home will feel like it's missing.
Songs That Relate:
Older by 5 Seconds Of Summer
Look After You by The Fray
Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol
Control by Zoe Wees
Best Years by 5 Seconds Of Summer
Naturally by Selena Gomez
All at Once by The Fray (To me this depicts someone with a broken attachment style that struggles with holding onto safety, so therefore you would question and wonder if the feeling you are getting from them is enough, you wonder if someone out there would be "better," but the best person is right in front of you)
Heavenly by Cigarettes After Sex
(These songs and this 4th house description is more evident if you have more attraction based aspects/desire on your end, some may prefer more lust or passion; especially if neither planets conjuncts your IC)
Both types of intimacy delve beneath the surface, yet 4th house synastry can appear more grounded when compared to the intensity of the 8th house. In 4th house connections, there's a strong desire to share the most private parts of you since there is a sense of safety and comfort that's unparalleled. Conversely, with the 8th house, there's a urge to reveal your darkest and deepest parts of yourself that have been long suppressed. You want them to see every facet of your being, and for once, this doesn't bring you fear.
(Although for both initial desire and fatal attraction are also needed to cause intense feelings that can cause a shift)
All in all, with the 8th house your soul automatically cuirasses and holds on these feelings that they bring out in you, and so if one is unhealed or afraid of accepting the depth of this intimacy, fear will seep in, forcing you to self sabotage or ruin a connection your soul wants.
With the 4th house, there isn't this innate intensity that floods within you, but if you struggle with accepting your own character, you'll start to feel so comfortable and dependent on this individual. And without them you won't feel secure enough within to act, be or do things your truest self desires.
With both you can easily become so accustomed towards their presence and energy that they ignite in you; so much so you'll hold onto these undeniable desires to the point where without them, you'll be unable to feel like you.
#8th house synastry#4th house synastry#water house synastry#8h synastry#4h synastry#synastry overlays#synastry#astrology#astro#astro notes#astro observations#soulmates#karmic ties#karma#astrology ties#soulmate ties
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A supermoon occurs when the full moon coincides with the moon's closest approach to Earth in its orbit. Supermoons make the moon appear a little brighter and bigger than normal
#BigB and Pearl duo? You mean Hermitcraft season 8- *gets shot#limited life smp#bigbst4tz2#pearlescentmoon#traffic smp spoilers#yes the caption is just me going 'hehehehe MOON BIG DUO' but like- astrology#I spent half my time drawing and the other half researching- Other contenders were Cparicon (goat constellation) Moon cookies/milky way#but like- manifesting BigB winning and I'm assigning him earth. I hc him as a cherub and those have ties with nature and stuff#POV you just respawned and made eye contact with your cryptid ass neighbours doing god knows what during the witching hour#my art
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Souls on Fire
(Soul Ties)
As we traverse the pages of life, we cross paths with a multitude of souls. Yet, some among them ignite a flame within us, a primal force that beckons us towards them. At a deeper level, our essence recognizes them and whispers that there is more to our story together - a contract to fulfill or unfinished tales to unravel. In this physical realm, it can be hard to remember this due to the barriers that are placed on us. We weren't even given a chance to understand what our soul is, let alone soul ties.
These particular souls we meet bring with them an energy of karma, passion, or pure love. There are numerous types of karmic ties that fall under these titles, but we are focusing on the 3 most prominent ones to further give you an understanding of how you may encounter them throughout our life. There are karmic, twin flames, and soulmates. There’s a saying that you have 3 loves in a lifetime.
KARMICS
The 1st is usually when you're younger or in a stage of immaturity. This is where you guys may idealize each other, and most time's it may start off as friends or having no title to the relationship. This one teaches you boundaries. This karmic relationship will be very interesting, intense, emotionally draining & passionate. You will crave this person sexually. They will be co-dependent for each other's energy as well presence knowing that they are kryptonite. These relationships can bring alcoholism, abuse in all forms, narcissism, and jealousy. They will have you on an emotional roller-coaster, mind lost, soul gone, and reaching out for help consciously but subconsciously yearning for more pain, not even knowing why. The way you meet can be a fated meet like no other and will seem like you would never meet anyone with their deep sexual energy intense hold on your soul. Yet, at the same time, you would never want to run into someone like that person again. They remind you of all the hurt & lessons, and mind fuck games they had you in, you had to learn these lessons, even through all the difficult, murky, lustful waters of sexuality and deceit. I like to say this one is the karmic relationship. This karmic debt is to help change you, and mold you into a more conscious individual who can know when lust and sexual craves can put you in a bad situation that can destroy you mentally, physicall, as well as soulfully. You may look back at this one later on, like, "What was i thinking & why did i stay so long?" Karmic relationships can happen at any time in your life but are more prone to happen when you're younger, and soul is less evolved. As you get older, these relationships tend to be very sexual and harder to get away from. It seems like each karmic relationship gets more and more intense when your soul is still yearning for the old karmic thrills. You can encounter numerous karmic partners in one lifetime, depending on how many karmic lessons you need for your soul to evolve and ascend to the next journey.
Twinflames
The 2nd can be very skeptical and alluring at the same time, which brings a sense of familiarity & similarity between the two partners. These two can be so alike that they trigger each other without knowing it. The meeting; one can be more attracted to the other. This brings your class dynamic of the twin flame. The runner & the chaser dynamic is what usually results in this duo, which can look crazy to others while you both are playing tag in your relationship. It can feel like an obsessive connection, and the more you talk to each other, the more your souls intertwine without consent. The more you get to know each other you feel like you don't want to leave, yet something keeps exploding between you two, causing separation. The twin flame is a mirror showing you flaws within yourself. Many times, the karmic energy is confused with this because they hold similar traits. Both can end up obsessive, but you'll realize that with the karmic partner, you'll stay in the same place for years with no progression. With a karmic, you two could make plans together that usually won't come true. With a twin flame, there is a chance for it to last but with great challenge and change. This energy is similar to Uranus with a touch of Neptune & Pluto, giving you shocking changes and turning you into a new person. Even through separation, you still feel a psychic connection with the other. It's hard to let go because, inevitably, you're leaving a piece of yourself behind for the better. They show you your flaws that you didn't know you had. This is probably one of the hardest to break. Even if one does try to break it off, the other is likely to keep coming back and be filled with regret. Usually when they both part ways on agreement or one tends to escape then both take time apart and let their soul mature, heal, process and overstand the lesson. Only then, may they reunite and can be a more prolific couple or just be best friends. People tend to have numerous twinflames throughout their lives, and they can be family, friends, neighbors, etc. Today, we are mostly focusing on sexual companionship.
Soulmates
Lastly, the 3rd.... I was going to say that this is a partner you find you truly mesh with and have a lot in common with. Which is true but not entirely. This is the one that comes very unexpectedly, and possibly even when you’ve given up on love or when your soul knows you have evolved and deserve more. When you first lay eyes on them, you can feel that they will cause a huge shift in your life for the better. It's the feeling you get when you've known you met the one. You two complement one another, and think of opposition in astrology. Cancer/Capricorn, Aries/Libra, Pisces/Virgo. It's the merging of the divinity inside each person, masculine & feminine. You can lose all standards and traditional mindsets you have been conditioned with and conformed by when it comes to this partner. You suddenly just flow like the water down a creek, and everything else falls into line as it's supposed to. You two may find many similarities yet differences, but nothing is ever perfect. You teach each other for a higher calling and purpose usually this is the time when your soul is ready and has been through so much turmoil and pain or yet you could be a blessed soul that went straight for the goal and gained this emaculate relationship without the the other intense relationships. The soulmate is the one your soul has been yearning for. This is someone you may have known last lifetime or multiple past lifetimes. You feel at home with them because they are from your soul family. People usually only meet 1 soulmate, or they never get a chance to meet them due to so much time and lessons dealing with the lustful and chaotic side of the less fortunate relationships. The world can distance or distract you away from one another, but it's only so long that this pull and connection can be restricted and restrained.
In some cases, we may try to avoid these karmic debts, but it's important to recognize that evolved souls deal with them in a positive approach. In fact, these experiences can be seen as a spiritual mindset for growth and transformation. By facing these challenges head-on, we can develop a stronger sense of resilience and inner strength that can help us navigate future obstacles with greater ease. By taking this information in, we want you to dive deep. Deeper than you have ever gone to your souls core. Listen to its stir of echoes that ripple against your soft internal essence that talks to you from within and guides you through the dark shadow nights and unfamiliar relationships with other entities. They are also here to experience the unexpected and unfamiliar mentally and, also, familiar spiritually. Every experience is not to be great and cherished. Many are to wake you, shake you, and break you into your new souls enlightened path. This creates a new perspective on life, people, relationships, boundaries, accountability, acceptance, desires, self-love, self-worth, and knowing you deserve your soulmate.
If anyone has these type of experiences, and would like to share your experiences, we would love to hear about them in our Ask Box! If you want to know if you're currently dealing with these energies or if you were previously involved with these energies. We are open for readings. Please feel free to email us at [email protected] for a composite, synastry, or natal chart reading!
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#astro community#astro notes#astro observations#astrology#astrology chart#soul ties#soul love#soulmates#twin flames#astrology community#astrology content#astro blog#forbidden astrology#hot astrology#astro thoughts#karmic#flower of life#unconditional love#love#lovers#venus#agape love#divider by graphics-cafe
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more persona designs!! this time it's for roman (left) and junior (right) :]
i want to convey the archetype/class of each party member in their personas' designs. roman is going to be a dps character- high damage output but low hp, much like her dad sans. likewise, junior is a healer! which is great, considering how much roman is likely going to need it lol
#bee.txt#my art#sdrpg#also fun fact!! all the personas are named after different celestial bodies :]#it ties in with the astronomy/astrology theming i have planned for the game. teehee
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Soul ties💫
No matter when and where, we’ll meet in every lifetime ✨
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so we all know:
venus ♀ = woman mars ♂ = man
and there are lots of (both 'official' and unofficial) trans and nonbinary/ambiguous options out there:
⚧, ⚥, ⚨ , ☿, and many many others that don't have unicode representations
but i just came across an agender symbol that i really like:
null/empty set ∅ = agender
∅, called a null or empty set, is a mathematical symbol that denotes a set that contains no elements (∅ = { })
i do not contain the values of the gender binary
#this isn't a revelation by any means#and offline i mainly use the astrological-based symbol with a single vertical prong ending in an x#but having a unicode symbol makes my autistic brain happy#and i like the way the null set is used to signify the intersection of two disjoint sets#if two sets don't contain any of the same elements then their intersection (the set that contains their common elements) is empty#and that can kind of be tied to a discussion of the gender binary where null would be the intersection between man and woman#but also since i'm agender and aroace my identities are generally very null#idk it's late and i'm putting way too much thought into this#but i enjoy this idea and might ramble about it more later#stochastic ramblings#stochastic thoughts#agender#nonbinary#gender punk#genderpunk#genderqueer#gender queer#queer#null#gender#trans#enby#nb#void punk#voidpunk
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Past Life 📜 Karmic Spread September 2024 - Capricorn
Preshuffle: You wished for something and got what you wanted, but it wasn’t what you thought you wanted. Money & family are intertwined somehow.
Meditation: An Italian restaurant with an Italian family working inside, several children all do their part while the adults run the place. What starts as a dream come true turns into everyone getting under everyone’s skin over time. It becomes obligation, burden, chains, overwork, greed in some cases - The Devil. Capricorn 💯 I clearly heard “it’s not a restaurant,” so idk why they’re showing me one, but that’s the scene they’re giving to create the vibe.
~ The Past Life ~
Gender I’m Picking Up On (in the past life): Male, the head of a family business
Character Card: Harmony ☮️ - Sun Libra
Who You Were: King of Pentacles rev, 10 Swords rev, 5 Wands rev
What You Did: 9 Swords rev & The Sun
How It Ended: Knight of Pentacles
Oracles: Clover & Health
This past energy is cracking me up, you were a hoot and a half - and I look over to the current energy of heavy loss and wonder if you don’t still have some of that in you, I think you do. It’s buried. But that’s for later. You were a glorified scam artist 😆 With bragging rights. The example I’m being given now is like the only bait & tackle shop in the small ass town where the big lake is that others are staying at for the weekend. You want an extra $3 a worm for bait, but they pay it because the next closest one is 20 miles away. You were amused by this fact, having no competition and charging more for convenience, you celebrated it. That was the whole purpose of the business, to you. A++ sense of humor, it’s like you were greedy but people knew what they were getting into. “Next time they’ll know better, or I’ll be here with the bait.” 🪱 Still getting Italian, but not Italy, I’m not sure where this was taking place. A very big lake in the middle of nowhere. I just heard “a Great Lake”, near one of the Great Lakes, USA. Now I’m hearing Michigan - and that that will ring a bell 🛎️ to you, you currently have some kind of tie to that state, even if it was just an event you went to or something. I’m also seeing The Liberty Bell, which is in Pennsylvania, and a trip…you moved to Michigan. This describes the second half of your life, I’m not sure about the early parts, or the rest of your family, it’s being shown as irrelevant to this - move on lady.
You saw this with the right perspective, a source of income to pass onto your children - they ended up seeing it as a huge burden and probably sold it or closed up shop later - but you never knew that. You were proud, and had good intentions regardless of being kinda dodgy. Honestly dodgy, respectfully so, a business man after all. Clover & Health with this Knight of Pentacles is showing an accident that left you in a wheelchair - but it was fortunate however it happened, especially “at the time”. I’m hearing “no pain” but I’m not getting a what it is exactly. I’m not even seeing you go to a doctor, there might not have been one? Or you just handled it with some stubborn ass man-stitched DIY contraption probably. I do see a wheelchair. You couldn’t walk, or not very well/easily, if you could. I’m seeing you as getting used to it, still working, still showing up every day - it hardly affected you, you worked around it (built or made DIY things to help), very clever and resourceful - and you had children for help too - I’m seeing four or five of them. From about middle age on to the end, this was your state of being, and death shows up as natural…whatever that means. Easy breezy, for you.
~ The Present Life ~
What Karma Was Brought With You: Ace of Pentacles, Queen of Swords, 2 Pentacles rev
Who You Brought With You: The Fool rev
Additional energy: King of Wands rev & 9 Pentacles rev
Character Card: Loss 😞 - Saturn Pisces
Oracles: Coffin, Mother, Karmic Relationship
You are definitely a female in this life, a very strong feminine made of pure muscle, at least in the mind & emotions if nothing else. That is probably a trauma response but let’s continue. I’m seeing Luisa from Encanto, and with 4 Wands clarifying, I’m literally seeing the weight of the entire house on her shoulders. Such are you the backbone and strength of your entire family, even at an early age, because I’m seeing Mom show up as a mess. That may trigger you, but I’m hearing it needs to be said. The Devil clarifies her - at least her role to you. You are probably the oldest/only child, Mom may have been dependent on you for survival, or everyone else was because she was MIA. Drunk. Passed out. Gone mentally. Somehow unable. You stepped up 💯 I’m getting a spicy Latin vibe with this current life and these colors are giving me life, it’s unintentional on my end but not Spirit’s. I’m just now realizing the connection in colors & cultures here hello.
Your life is scarred by loss, and with Coffin that loss may be literal physical loss, connected to a Mother and a karmic relationship, you’ve lost both - either literally - you’ve had to mourn these people 😞 or you’ve had to end these connections for your own health’s sake. With the karmic, they’re shown as someone who had a secret you found out about, or if an actual death then this may show the autopsy bringing something to light. A funny autopsy, something isn’t right. One or both may be connected to drugs & addictions. Separately… you have a knack for finding financial opportunities, and spreading your resources thin to cover essentials, but you have a hard time finding things that last long-term. Solid opportunities. You could have experience with temp jobs, or you have floated from job to job with no real “career” moves, you just need money 💯
You’re not going to like this part 😜 There is a person around you that you give advice to all of the time, you’re like their personal cheerleader. They show up as someone that doesn’t have a lot of confidence, they don’t try to reach for their goals, they’re shy or afraid to take chances…not a risk taker. You’re always pushing them to reach for more - but you’re also the one that needs to, per Spirit. It shows you’re lacking in financial independence and comfort because you hold on to what you have and you’re too afraid (or negative minded) to branch out and try something new - Ace of Cups. That’s a fancy way of saying hypocrite. But they’re also saying IF you do, Ace of Cups is something connected to your heart, something you love 💗 and Inspiration at the bottom of the deck shows this being exactly the thing you feel like you’re missing. You’ve been too afraid to reach for this…could be a relationship, could be a hobby, I’m not sure. You’d know, it’s the thing you’re afraid of. Doing that would make you really happy, and the energy would switch paths, like a road sign pointing to Loss Lane and turning towards Inspiration Motorway - that’s how it’s shown to me idk, this could involve travel. What even is a motorway…what a strange choice. It’s a whole new kind of existence, is the point, but you have to consciously choose it, it won’t just happen to you.
Motorway - British/English word for a highway or freeway. Travel is here, are you planning a trip to Europe? …maybe you should?
#Capricorn#past life reading#September 2024#astrology#tarot reading#past life#karma#karmic relationships#past life connections#lessons#soul ties#life path
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hello! i checked my synastry chart with a guy, and omg there’s so many 12h placements, we both have each others sun, and venus in each others 12h and then i have my moon, mars and asc in his 12h and he has his mercury in mine. this is just counting the personal planet. and we also have good aspects, is this a good or bad thing? i’m stressing out. thank you!
Hi! 12th house synastry can be hella intense. There will most likely be deep spiritual aspects to the connection. The experience can be either positive or negative, but either way, you’ll learn valuable lessons from each other. This type of synastry is particularly beneficial for spiritual growth. ✴︎ 🙏🏿 ✴︎
With the Sun and Venus being in each other’s 12th house, this can create a deep, almost spiritual connection. For instance, twin-flame, soul tie or even soulmate dynamic. There is a strong attraction, but it may also involve hidden feelings or challenges in expressing love openly.
With your Moon, Mars, and Ascendant in his 12th house, this could suggest that he feels a strong emotional and instinctual connection to you, but it may also mean that he doesn’t fully understand or struggles to express those feelings openly. Your presence might bring out his subconscious desires or fears.
His Mercury being in your 12th house can indicate deep conversations that touch on spiritual or philosophical themes. However, it might also suggest miscommunication or difficulty in expressing thoughts clearly. There could be communication strains especially surrounding vulnerability.
In conclusion, the positive aspects can help alleviate challenges associated with 12th house placements. Positive aspects can enhance understanding, support, and mutual growth. Remember to practice patience and stay emotionally grounded. This connection will be intense and will require understanding from both sides. I hope this answers your question.
~Kiki 💕
#ask me anything#astrology#spirituality#astroblr#ask me stuff#zodiac placements#birth chart#natal chart#shadow work#astro placements#astrology observations#12th house astrology#soulmates#twin flame#soul ties#karmic relationships#12th house synastry
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♋️ ┇ I heard crab was in season now! 🦀
#gonna remember to post tis before Crab Season is actually over#this is my character Cradle and I love she#cradle#cancer#astrology#oc
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I wonder if astrology can imply cravings for certain foods. Mars is squaring my Moon rn and all I can think about is spicy food 🌶️
#astrology#it’s gotta cuz like the moons cycle is so strongly tied to hormonal cycles#and hormones affect food cravings and nutrients (or lack there of) affect hormones#and I think since men run on a daily cycle their cravings must correlate to the Sun#I’ve answered my own wonder
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how come people compare/downplay mbti and enneagram to astrology. isn’t mbti just a technical way to describe a personality?
#i have this really weird theory that the hatred of astrology ties back to misogyny and i prolly sound like a freak mentioning it but#i feel like it’s relevant to this as well
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8TH House Synastry: The Dilemma
This is my own personal interpretation of how someone would feel moving on from an 8th house connection (I have 12th house placements & a Scorpio moon that squares my Neptune)
It's so easy to say you've moved on from this person, sometimes they don't linger in your thoughts, sometimes they don't consume your mind, sometimes they don't even give you this high that you have felt from their gaze,
and then sometimes their presence becomes this unwarranted need, suddenly their eyes are the only thing that can make you feel okay, accepted and whole.
weeks, months even can go by and you tell yourself "i'm doing good, i haven't thought about them consistently for a few weeks" and then out of no where, you run into them,
you see their face, your stomach drops, your eyes fixate on their presence, and you suddenly feel the void within screaming their name.
in this instance; they don't make eye contact with you, they avoid conversation and withdraw their attention, and the part of you that says you've moved on disappears.
suddenly their lack of assurance shatters any value within, they aren't bringing that sense of peace or reassurance your soul craves and now all you can feel is this pit of pain in your stomach,
all you can feel is that you're not good enough, not worthy enough, and not valued enough,
all you can feel is that lack of wholeness you wish you could fix, and yet the one thing that would make everything feel better is them.
you're trying to move on, you know you have to let this part of you go, but saying good bye to them is saying goodbye to the one key that unlocks your ability to accept vulnerability, romance, and love.
you want nothing more than to share a connection with someone who your body deems as "safe", and their eyes are the only things that allow the parts of you that you wish you could be okay with, be accepted.
how do you say good bye to the one key that makes you feel the acceptance you can't feel on your own?
(this is why 8th house synastry constantly goes through cycles and loops, the highs and lows their soul gives you is never ending, especially if you are trying to heal your fear within. sometimes it feels amazing but when it's not amazing, all you are confronted with are all the inner voids your soul can't escape from)
These are my personal thoughts; I have a Scorpio Moon, 12th house placements with my Moon squaring Neptune and Venus sextiling Neptune, 8th house synastry hits me in my core; more so than the next considering I have a disorganized attachment style, but I wanted to write this to let other people know that you're not alone in healing from 8th house or Pluto connections. Saying good bye to them is like saying good bye to the one thing your soul craves the most, you're not alone
#astrology#astro#astro notes#astro observations#12th house synastry#8h synastry#8th house synastry#12h synastry#8th house#pluto conjunct venus#intensity 8h house#obession 8th house synastry#8h house synastry#karmic partners#karmic synastry#karmic ties#8th and 12th house
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this has absolutely been present through my life but the more advanced my understanding of astrology is, the more it repeatedly seems to signify my struggles with my birth family, mother, and home life, and that my healing and life purpose all seem to come from creating a beautiful, loving home for myself and nurturing my own sense of family. Soooo many parts of my chart signify this and it’s linked in such a crazy way. Astrology is so fun but also makes me feel a bit insane
#it’s like ok ur chart ruler is venus. in cap in the 4th house#Ur sun is also 4hcap#4h ruled by cancer#mc is also cancer#Chiron in 2h scorpio hinting at the abuse and material insecurity/neglect#and needing stability through material/finances. which again ties in with the importance of the home#this isn’t even anything vague like this shit gets sooo specific and is so resonant#also legit I think deepening my understanding of astrology helps me so much w my struggles in life . idc what other people think abt it .#it’s legit so healing to me
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aesthetic astrology: sagittarius sun; libra moon; sagittarius mercury; scorpio venus; libra mars for tis-niki
#aesthetic#astrology#zodiac#moodboard#blue#tis-niki#sagittarius#libra moon#sagittarius mercury#scorpio venus#libra mars#cocktails#drinks#floral#painting#vintage#beach#towel#sea#urban#street#book#flowers#the language of flowers#glitter#navy#outfit#style#marie antoinette#plant
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there's something very delightful that my first actual academic(-adjacent) publication is happening after i've left academia
#i mean. i did take on the project when i was still working.#but i did most of it during summer#and it comes out in a few months#i did translations and notes for a bunch of ancient astrology texts about wlw <3#honestly proudest of this#more than my other stuff#anyway i completed it and checked the proofs#and it's for real now!#also. i am now done with all of my academic obligations and commitments.#no more ties to my past life.#the only adult life i've ever known.#so. yknow. bittersweet.#weird feels.
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In the days leading up to the full moon eclipse, a profound encounter stirred something within me, urging me to remember who I was in my past life and how it connects to my identity and purpose in this life. This encounter felt like a needed reminder of the connection between my past and present, illuminating the path towards a deeper understanding of my journey.
As I sit in quiet reflection, I sense echoes of past lives stirring within me, like fragments of a forgotten dream resurfacing. The colors that have always called to my soul – the silvers, dark greens, shades of teal and mint, the hues of peacock, deep blue, and deep purple – now make sense in a way they never have before.
These colors are not just abstract preferences; they infuse my surroundings, adorning the walls of my home, woven into the fabric of my favorite saris, and gleaming in the jewels and accessories I cherish. Each piece seems to carry a whisper of ancient wisdom, a connection to a time and place long forgotten yet somehow deeply familiar. As I embrace these hues, I feel myself drawing closer to unlocking the secrets of my past life and embracing the journey of self-discovery that lies ahead.
#personal#healing#past life#reflection#full moon eclipse#lunar eclipse#astrology#spirituality#karma#soul#soul connection#karmic#soul ties#my writing#meditation#dreams#dream with me#synchronicity#300324#0324
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