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Twilight Agere Headcanons (#1: Carlisle Cullen)
Carlisle is a caregiver and a magnificent one at that
heâs experienced at taking care of a lot of regressors at the same time, so heâs very used to multitasking
very observant: he tends to know when people are slipping, and what they need
perfectly non-judgmental and acts as though nothing is out of the ordinary: the most understanding caregiver you will ever meet, heâs seen centuries of unusual coping mechanisms from vampires and humans alike
unexpectedly goofy at times: giving voices to animals or swinging a regressor upside down to make them laugh
assumes nothing: always waits for your sign when heâs trying something new, to make sure that youâre okay with it: moves slowly so that you have time to react
scolds his kids only when theyâre being mean to each other, and he can definitely lay down the law: everyone in the house knows itâs just part of the role heâs playing, so itâs not really scary, but itâs still very effective when one of the family is acting out
also great at taking care of humans: knowing whatâs most comfortable, getting milk to the right temperature, always the right amount of honey in your tea
good storyteller but in the way that puts you right to sleep: he talks very calmly about fantastic lands and marvellous buildings and you canât help but drift off with thoughts of cathedrals spinning in your head
is just so thankful for every member of his family and every day that they spend together: there was a long time where he didnât see a good life for himself, and now heâs so surrounded by love, and he wouldnât trade it for the world
#twilight agere#agere writing#agere headcanons#my headcanons#fandom agere#more to follow :D#my writing#my moodboards#medical imagery#ask to tag more specifically?#twilight
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#funny talking tag#My favorite thing to do is HC characters as trans but also that they've never heard that term before and act accordingly.#My other favorite thing to do is make characters repressed.#My other other favorite thing to do is make a character go ''I feel like a(n) object/animal/thing pretending to be a man/woman''#''but I don't really care about that right now I have a job''#Anyway while this post can be about whichever characters you feel fit I made this with a certain character in mind.#(Dimentio of SPM fame) (He has something really specific going on that makes me cackle) (You can ask me about it)#(Also Morceau Oleander is a trans woman to me because she would be happier)#(and she deserves to live a life not defined by other's expectations of her)#Someone put a forbidden and ancient curse on this post so no more.
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house tour :)
bonus art, lossy versions of the first 2 gifs
#ask to tag#unreality#flash warning#art#gif#photomanipulation#ganbreeder#<- for the creatures in the first 2 gifs#horror#surrealism#liminal spaces#weirdcore#creatures#i ended up using the non-lossy versions bc they were better for the effect i wanted#+ i wanted the last one specifically to look like it was corrupting the camera kinda like radiation#but thought id still include the lossy versions cuz theyre neat#the third gif is based off a reoccuring thing from my dreams#some sort of bright white object usually a big orb or disk#that you cant look at directly bc its so bright. its like a welding arc#you can usually touch or move it#it doesnt turn red like that in the dream or glitch out the camera tho thats just for the spooky#well the glitchyness is more bc the non-lossy version compressed the gif badly#so i figured id just play into the compression effect and make it fit the mood better#honestly turned out much cooler. limitations in art etc etc
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Freaky Red Carpet
synopsis: your final red carpet appearance with fred for gladiator ii. (your first public appearance as a couple?)
wc: 4k+
warnings: rpf! reader is specified to be inexperienced!
a/n: same general vibes as the last one but more introspective ig, but we go into more specifics here as well as some backstory.
italics are supposed to be comments under tiktok clips of the premiere. feedback is writer's fuel!
cross posted on AO3
<<previous part
The screams and chaos of the premiere crashed over you as you stepped out of the car, a security guardâs hand reached for yours to steady you. This was it, the final big event. Even though it wasnât over just yet, the nostalgia was creeping in, soft but persistent.
âHey, pretty girl.â Fredâs voice pulled you out of your thoughts. He stood only a few steps ahead of you, having just arrived himself. Your gaze softened, lingering on Fred, oblivious to the cameras snapping away. âYou lookâŚâ His gaze dipped onceâthen againâtracing your figure. A soft, unguarded smile tugged at his lips, as if he didnât realize he was doing it. As if he was completely enraptured by you. âYouâre stunning, you know that?â
The ability to speak escaped you for only a moment, the words caught in your throat. â...Fred, you canât-â
âNo, Iâm serious.â He shook his head, eyebrows raised. He walked forward and placed his hands on your shoulders, holding you in place to continue studying you, as if he was in awe. âLook at you.â His eyes finally found yours again. âYouâre gorgeous, y/n.â
âThank you.â The words felt stronger than your voice. You werenât insecureâyou knew you looked good tonight. But having someone say it like thatâhaving Fred say it like that, like he couldnât even keep the thought to himselfâit nearly brought you to tears.
A deafening roar of cameras and voices dragged you back to reality. The glow of flashing lights blurred at the corners of your vision, and distant shouts of your name cut through the haze. You straightened your posture instinctively, smoothing invisible creases in your dress. But Fred could see it. He could see that small moment you tried to keep to yourself.
âHey, come here.â He spoke softly, less of a request and more of a warning of the oncoming embrace. He pressed his hands between your shoulders blades once you settled into him, chin hooked against his shoulder. âIâm sorry.â
You shook your head vehemently, the silky smooth finish of his suit rubbing against your neck. âYouâve got nothing to be sorry for.â
âI made you emotional.â
âYou always make me emotional.â You chuckled, voice light to keep the tears at bay, unsure why they even came in the first place. âYou look incredibly handsome tonight.âÂ
âYeah?â He asked, his smile and excitement clear in his voice.
âOf course.â You pulled away and jerked your chin at his outfit. âWeâre almost matching.â
With a quick second look at the color scheme of your outfit compared to his, Fredâs eyes lit up. âWe are!â
âI think Grant and Leslie set us up.â You squinted your eyes conspiratorially. âI heard them talking about âall black looksâ yesterday.â
âReally?â He raised his brows at the information. âCome to think of it, Leslie refused to even entertain any of my suggestions today.â Fred laughed it off and reached down to hold you. His hands smoothly slid down your arms until they arrived at your hands, interlacing your fingers together. âCome on.â He tilted his head toward the carpet behind him. âWalk with me.â
âDown the carpet?â You gawked, frozen in place as he gently pulled you in the direction of the flashing lights.
âYeah pretty, down the carpet.â Fred chuckled like you were joking. âItâs why weâre here, isnât it?â
âYou wanna take pictures with me? Like us- together?â You whispered to Fred, not fully paying attention to the cameras already catching every moment. As Fredâs hand tightened around yours, you realized.
You werenât exactly hiding thisânot entirely. Your blossoming relationship, that is. Keeping things personal and quiet felt right for both of you. But thisâwalking a red carpet togetherâhad never been part of the plan.
ââCourse I wanna take pictures with you.â Fred answered, eyes soft but certain. âWe worked super closely on this movie, y/n. I donât think people will over analyze if we take pictures together on the carpet.â He shrugged. His words meant more than that, though. You knew he meant that you could do whatever you wanted. That you shouldnât limit yourself in your relationship just because you wanted boundaries. Keeping it private didnât mean keeping it a secret, like you were doing something wrong.Â
âBesides, youâre my Lovie.â His voice softened, almost shy, like he wasnât sure if youâd still claim the title in front of all these people.
Your neck grew warm at his words.
Lovie.
That was the name you and Fred called your deliberately unnamed character throughout filming. Caracalla called her âmy loveâ almost exclusively in the script. So it became your quick shorthand between each other. And soon after, the rest of the cast and crew called your character that as well. But it was different with Fred. After a while, it stopped being her name for him. It was you. You were his Lovie.
âOh- Okay, yeah.â You nodded at Fred, accepting the idea of walking the carpet together, though still slightly apprehensive.Â
âYeah?â He asked again, just to make sure. And with another nod from you, Fredâs victorious smile lingered as his hand settled on the small of your back, sending sparks up your spine. âGotta show off my girl,â he murmured, his hand pressing a little firmer into you. You werenât sure if he wanted you to hear that or not, but you did. The way Fred could unravel you, seemingly without even trying, felt wildly unfairâlike every tender gesture was second nature to him.Â
He led you up the crimson steps, where the carpet shimmered beneath camera flashes and distant voices blurred into a roar. Your name and Fredâs were being called from every which way. Before you could stand still and face a specific group of photographers, Fred moved away from your side all of a sudden, his steps quick and fluid.Â
âFred?â you asked, instinctively glancing over your shoulder.
âOne second.â His voice was low, nearly lost in the noise. When you turned, you saw Fred at your other side by your feet. He crouched smoothly to get closer to what he was after. The train of your dress. It wasnât that long, but the small trek up the stairs had it all misshapen. With precise movements, he tugged at the fabric to position it into place. After he straightened it out sufficiently, he stood back up and stepped around his handiwork to come back at your side, arm looping around your waist to pull you back into him.
âYou didnât have to do all that.â You looked up at him through your lashes as your hands came up to rest against his chest. You adjusted his lapels in a subconscious attempt to return the favor, brushing away the imaginary lint on his chest and shoulders. Fred visibly blushed at your words, your hands on him, the way that you were looking at him, all of it. You displayed your emotions in a way that even he couldnât dismiss. Not that he would want to. He loved it. Every moment. Being cared for so openly made his heart flutter and his ears turn red, it was exhilarating.
âI wanted to.â He reassured you, head nodding down softly, a subtle attempt at getting closer to you.
A piercing shout of your name followed by a burst of blinding light shattered the quiet moment.
The soft bubble you and Fred had built around yourselves burst, replaced by the harsh glare of cameras and the relentless hum of the crowd.
You dropped your hands from Fredâs chest, suddenly aware of how close you were.
But Fredâs hand stayed where it was, anchoring you in the thrashing waves of it all.
You turned this way and that, following the voices of photographers as they shouted out different poses they wanted to see.
âI could get used to this.â Fred spoke quietly, leaning down to whisper into your ear.Â
You frowned in confusion and turned to look at him. âWhich part exactly?â You asked.Â
âHaving the prettiest girl in the world on my arm.â
âWas this your plan tonight?â You couldnât hide your grin no matter how hard you tried. âTo kill me with compliments?â
âNot a bad way to die, no?â Fred furrowed his brows in faux seriousness, his mouth twitching in that way it did, a twinkle of mirth in his eyes.
You rolled your eyes with a giggle. âYouâre a horrible man, Fred Hechinger.â
âidk if theyâre together or not and i want to be respectful but theyre literally the cutest people ever and if its true then theyre perfect for each other 𼺠truly wish them the bestâ
âthe mouth thing he does is actually the cutest thing ive ever seenâ âł âhottest. i think you mean hottest.â
âlook at the matching outfits!! i canât! theyre too frickin cute!!!â âł âits just all black lol yâall read into things too much đâ
âwe need a lip reader up in here đŁď¸đŁď¸â
âwe love a man who knows the importance of the dressâ
âhow does she just look better and better at each public appearance?!â
âthis is flirting one million percentâ
âeither theyre together or theyre idiots, because this just might be true loveâ
âwe canât assume that every interaction in hollywood means something more than it is, give them the privacy they deserve!â
âwhat are they SAYINGGGG?!!?!â âł âit definitely looks like he said ���prettiest girl in the worldâ there at the end, right?? call me crazy, but i can see his mouth moving so clearly it has to be it!â âł âyouâre definitely crazy, but also youâre definitely rightâ âł âyouâre right!!!! isn't that so relationship goals??â
Towards the end of the carpet, the rest of the cast were gathered to take a group photo. Paul saw the two of you approaching and his eyes lit up.Â
âTook your sweet time, didnât you?â He teased the two of you. âBeen waiting all night!â
âSorry,â you ducked your head as you confessed, smiling sheepishly. âEntirely my fault. I came late.â
âAh, come here.â Paul laughed as he brushed it off and pulled you into a hug. âYou look stunning.â
âAnd youâre handsome as ever.â You returned the compliment.
Paul pulled Fred into his side once you withdrew. You saw him whisper something into Fredâs ear, and Fred laughed and whispered something back, but you couldnât quite make any of it out.Â
When Fred pulled away, you shook your head at him with furrowed brows and pursed lips. A small way of asking âWhat was that about?â Fred smiled and shook his head, âDonât worry about it.â
âAlright, you two!â Paul clapped his hands, breaking the moment. âPicture time!â
âDo I look okay?â You turned to Fred, hand coming up to make sure your hair was in place. You were facing him now, your colleagues to one side of you and the expanse of the carpet on the other side.Â
âYou always look perfect.â He answered, eyes struggling to stay on yours. Always dipping down to your neck, your shoulders, your waist. He had to get a hold of himself, he thought.Â
As you raised your arm to make sure your earrings were on properly, one of your bracelets snagged at the neckline of your dress. Nothing had happened yet, but if you moved in the wrong way, youâd have a horrible wardrobe malfunction on your hands. A soft âOh!â escaped you as you realized what was happening. Fredâs eyes darted from yours to your hand, where your eyes were fixated on something.
âWhat happened?â He mumbled as he quickly moved you with his hands on your elbows and simultaneously stood in front of you, making sure the scene was as difficult as possible for the cameras to capture.
âMy braceletâs stuck,â you explained, eyebrows furrowed and eyes zoned in on the tangle.Â
His hands quickly covered yours, gently moving your fingers out of the way. âHere, let me.â
You rolled your eyes with a laugh. âYouâre like my own personal assistant today.â
âYeah?â He asked with a small smile, still working on your bracelet, glad that you seemed to be enjoying yourself even now.
He was a bit worried about you today, especially after he initially saw you at the entrance to the carpet. He knew the high of working on this project was coming down for you and he wanted to be there to support you through it all.Â
âMhm,â you nodded, âfirst the train of my dress, now this. What next? Youâre gonna pull out a powder puff and take care of the shine on my forehead?â
âIf this suit had big enough pockets, Iâd pull out a plane and fly us out of here.â
âWhere would we go?â You laughed.
âI donât know, the Maldives? Russia? The moon?��� Fred laughed with you as he pulled your hand back down, your bracelet and your dress back to their previous intact positions.
âWell, I already told you two that I want to go take pictures.â Paulâs voice broke the bubble that seemed to continuously form around the two of you. He stood next to you and placed a hand on your and Fredâs shoulders. âHate to ruin the moment, lovebirds, but thereâs only so much time before the movie starts inside.â
Paul pushed the two of you towards the spot prepared for the photos. Ahead of you was the rest of the cast, all lined up. Pedro Pascal, Connie Neilsen, Joseph Quinn, and Denzel Washington all stood together chatting and laughing. Paul went and stood next to Pedro, and Joseph made room for Fred between him and Denzel. You slid up next to Paul, feeling like it was the best fit for you between the group of people without causing another shuffle.Â
Paul scanned the lineup, eyes flicking between you and Fred when his eyes narrowed slightly. âThis wonât do.â
Without another word, he began casually nudging people aside, muttering something to Pedro, giving Joseph a knowing look. Slowly but deliberately, he carved out a space beside Fred.
A space for you.
âThere. Much better,â he smirked, stepping back to admire his handiwork. He placed a firm hand on your shoulder and pulled you into place.
Your cheeks burned as Fred grinned and tugged you closer into his side. Joseph smiled knowingly at you and draped an arm across your shoulders.
Paul darted back to his place and in turn the cameras flashing intensified.
âpaul fred and y/n seem like such good friends i could cry đ˘â
âwe all know paul has tiktok and hes in the loop, this man knows exactly what hes doing to us fred x y/n shippersâ
âHIM FIXING HER DRESS LIKE THAT? TOMDAYA 2.0! THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT THE WORLD NEEDS đŠâ
âguys! a lip reader figured this one out! paul: âyouâre smitten and youâre not being subtle about itâ and FRED SAID âwho said i wanna be subtle?â IS HE NOT THE CUTEST BOYFRIEND IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD?â âłâpaul ships it, heâs on our teamâ âł âand he was telling her how good she looks at the other end of the carpet, did you see?â âł âat one point he even says âyouâre my loveâ and i just about meltedâ âł âno he said âlovieâ! thatâs what caracalla calls her in that one scene! NO SPOILERS GUYS!!!â
âFRED THE MAN THAT YOU ARE!!!â
âi canât tell if i want y/n or if i want to be herâ
âpaul making sure y/n is next to fred during the group photoâ âł âdid you see how joseph looked at them!! everyone ships these two!â âł âgoes to show how literally everyone is rooting for these twoâ âł âso true! theyâre the cutest couple ive ever seen i feel like a proud momâ
âfirst he fixes the train of her dress, next he helps her when her bracelet gets stuck, then what? huh? i die? is that what these two want from me?â
ânever getting over the cast making sure theyre next to each other in the group pic, theyre so lovedâ âł âyou mean paul specifically lolâ
After a few pictures were snapped, a coordinator in charge of the media coverage told you to reshuffle. They wanted a few photos of Fred with Joseph and Denzel, and some of just the two of them. Some of Connie and Pedro, and some with Paul as well. A mixture of photos that represented their work together on screen. And of course they wanted some of you and Fred, and some with Joseph. And the last group on the list was you, Fred, and Paul.
When Paul came to join you, he placed his arm across Fred's on your lower back, both of their hands now landing on either side of your waist. âHey,â He smiled warmly at you. âYou alright?âÂ
You hummed in confirmation. âThank you for that, back there.â You tilted your head to the side, knowing Paul would understand that you meant how he made sure to put you next to Fred in the group photo.
âI have no clue what you're talking about.â He smirked, eyes fixed forwards on the cameras. But his hand squeezing lightly at your waist told you otherwise. He was so perceptive when it came to you, making you feel like you were an open book. It brought you back to a day on set. A long time ago. When the concept of you and Fred was something you were too afraid to talk about out loud in fear of ruining the magic of it. Your relationship was on the precipice, the very edge of friendship before the ocean of something more.
The day, you had confided in Paul about the very thing that led him to do what he did only moments ago.
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âYou guys are cute.â He had said, catching you admiring your lock screen. It was a picture of you and Fred on a picnic blanket. Paul had taken it the day before. Everyone on set thought it was a nice idea to have lunch outside. The weather was perfect, the grass was green, and there were butterflies everywhere. You and Fred took a blanket for yourselves, to no oneâs surprise.Â
It was the next day that you were sitting with Paul on the set of the Colosseum and he showed you the picture he took of you. You quickly changed your phone wallpaper after he sent you the photo at your request. It wasnât anything fancy, his film was still getting developed, though he promised you loads of pictures from that once it was done. This picture was just taken on his phone camera, but it was just as beautiful to you. He was so talented with cameras, capturing each moment beautifully you could almost hear it.
âThanks.â You replied, avoiding his eyes. It felt strangeâthis fragile stage of something new unfolding under so many watchful eyes. But you knew that would be a sacrifice that youâd have to make. Especially with how slow you were going with Fred.
âDoes it make you uncomfortable?â Paul asked. You hummed in response, asking for elaboration. âUs watching?â
âWhat do you mean?â You asked, needing further explanation. He couldnât read your mind, could he? Was he really asking about the same thing you were thinking of? Were you that easy to read? Maybe to Paul, you were.
âI know you guys are taking it slow,â Paul said softly, like it was a secret he wasnât supposed to know. Your eyes lifted to meet his. âFred told me.â
âHe talks to you about me?â You asked, your smile evident in the tone of your voice.
âAlways.â He replied, smiling just as wide as you unknowingly were. You and Fred were some of his closest friends on set. You all had the same sense of humor and attitude towards life, it was easy to find companionship with the two of you. And he wasnât surprised that you two found love within each other. But he worried about it at times. âHe always talks about you.â
âAll good things, I hope.â You chuckled quietly, the smile ever growing on your face as you thought of what Fred might tell Paul in your absence. Maybe he mentioned your weird obsession with stuffed animals, or how you clung to his arm whenever the two of you went for a walk.
After a beat of silence, you remembered his question and your brows knitted in thought. âWhy would it make me uncomfortable?â
Paul inhaled through his nose and looked out onto the bleachers ahead of you. âI donât know⌠Itâs just that- I donât think I would be comfortable in your position, is all.â
âWhy is that?â You knew how you felt about it all, but you always explained away your emotions. A bad habit, you knew. But you were genuinely curious and wanted to hear a somewhat objective opinion on this whole situation.Â
âJust feels so-â He looked back at you now, studying you. Hoping, even, to see something telling in your expression at his confession. âExposed, in a way. Raw. Like these feelings that really only one person should know about are on display to everyone around me.â
âSays the guy who had a first date on a live stream.â You retorted, the playful jab coming quick to mind.
Paul shook his head with a chuckle. âYou know what I mean, dickhead.â
Your head cocked to the side as you thought of his words, truly taking them in. âI guess it does kind of make me feel strange.â
âYeah?â Paulâs brows raised, appraising your face once more.
You nodded with a hum. âIâve never- I mean, Iâve never really had a proper relationship. I donât think I can even call this one a proper relationship. Not yet, anyways. And when I really think of it, it does feel a little unfair that what I always thought would be intimate and private is on display like this.â
âIâm sorry.â Paul spoke morosely.
âItâs not your fault.â You smiled softly, placing your hand on his.Â
âFeels like it is sometimes.â He admitted. You shot him a questioning look. ââCause of the pictures.â He explained. âI just want to capture the moment. For you guys, not for anyone else. But whenever I point a camera your way, itâs like Iâm pulling everyoneâs attention to you with it. I feel guilty whenever you two are having a moment and everyoneâs staring. Youâre not doing anything wrong.â
âI think weâre asking for it a little.â You huffed out a laugh, squinting in the sun. The underlying bitterness in your voice didnât go unnoticed by Paul. âItâs a bit dumb to try and start a relationship in an environment like this. Months on end on one set with the same group of people. Itâs annoying to have everyoneâs attention like that, but everyone else probably thinks weâre annoying too.â
âNo, donât say that.â Paul shook his head, his eyes sharp as he shot down your self-blame. âYou donât plan out relationships in advance, thatâs not how things work. Weâre not like normal people, we donât get to clock out and go home when timeâs up. Weâve moved to fuckinâ Malta, we film day and night. We eat, sleep, and breathe on this set. And if something like that does happen, where would you even hide it? You canât! Not that well anyways⌠You guys are doing this well. Better than most.â
âYou think?â
âYeah, I do.â He nodded with certainty. âAnd I⌠I didnât know this was your first relationship. Iâm sorry. Itâs not fair to you.â He apologized again and your heart squeezed.Â
âYeah.â Your lips pressed together in a combination of agreement and embarrassment. âBut itâs okay. To answer your question, I mean. I donât think- I donât feel uncomfortable.â
âNo?â
âNo.â You shook your head. âHe makes me feel safeâlike Iâm home. Like weâre in a bubble where nothing bad can happen.â
~
Tucked into Fredâs side, surrounded by the cameras and the noise of the final premiere, you felt that same comfortâlike you were in your own bubble with him. There were still interviews, panels, and endless appearances ahead, but this moment felt like the end of something special. And you were grateful that Fred was here, anchoring you through it all.
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#fred hechinger#fred hechinger x you#fred hechinger gladiator#fred hechinger x reader#emperor caracalla x reader#emperor caracalla#gladiator ii#gladiator 2#paul mescal#joseph quinn#tell me what you think!!#send me a blueberry emoji in my inbox if ur reading these tags!#how was the pacing? the intimacy? everything!!#come scream in my inbox if ud like that would also make me happy#but i would also enjoy an indepth break down of everything u liked and what u want more of lol#next part is like a convention panel with loads of questions#but one specific question will give us a heavy flashback that will be the big chunk of the fic i think#any ideas for questions we can ask these two?#or specific things u want info on that can be the questions?#anything anything anything please please please#i vibe with a bit of collaborative effort#keep it to my inbox please private messages make me nervous lol
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Wow Dale I didn't know you liked entomology! đ
#Sorta inspired by an unfinished fic of mine. this isn't a specific scene its more of just vibes#I do hope to finish it eventually but I kinda want it to be a long fic and that is. not my strong suite#also for longer stuff I like to have a backlog in case I need to course correct#so like the first chapter is technically postable but I wanna make sure I know where Im going with it lol#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#dale dimmadome#fop dale#fop peri#art#digital art#fanart#peridale#sorta#it is in my heart#dead bugs tw#torture tw#idk how to tag this#ask to tag
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"I don't know who I want to be, anymore."
Oc - Cirque | The Dragon Chosen by the Shadows |
| mary oliver / franz wright / chelsea dingman / mary oliver / sue zhao / can't find :( / can't find :( / i am a dog. i have blood all over my teeth. - sciencedfiction / little weirds - jenny slate / the unabridged journals of sylvia |
#RAHHH guys I'm so crazy about her you all should totally ask me about her lore#web weave#webweave#webweaving#web weaving#oc webweave#oc web weave#oc - Cirque#definitely NOT the only webweave ill be making for her#still getting the hang of making these... gonna try to make some more for specific times in her life rather than just jumping around#on love#on longing#on grief#guys i love her shes so fun to squish#making these oc webweaves is so fun because i get to talk about them. also it helps me flesh out their characters#i need a tag for this specific universe of ocs lol#writing a book about them so i guess when i draft up some titles for that book ill use that for them#my webs#alt text
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I love the college of winterhold. everyone there is casually deranged and there's like an alarming number of students and staff who threaten you immediately when they meet you. it's always one of the first questlines I do. which makes it even funnier when you get made the arch-mage of the college. I'm level 12 and got through this questline knowing exactly 3 spells. what do you mean you want me to lead the college. this school CANNOT be an accredited institution
#i ask if anyone wants this job and everyone starts whistling and checking their phones#their magic phones. theyre scrolls#mia.txt#tes#skyrim#oh no wait i forgot j'zargo wants the position & actively tries to kill you (these are separate events but still probably not unrelated)#and nirya's gunning for it too. you know what maybe its a good thing im the archmage because im never there and don't do anything#i drop in every few weeks for 10 minutes then leave. the place pretty much runs itself right#reddit says âthey have a bullying problemâ yeah i know i married him#and he's the new boss' special little princess and he can do whatever he wants forever. call the police about it#dont bring your piddly ass problems to the archmage shes busy girlbossing (committing widescale atrocities)#(yes i know this is just how tamrielic mage guilds are but i just think its funny bc everyone fucking hates them specifically#like the rest of the town despises them and allegedly the nords have a special disdain for magic so its kind of funny that they make no#attempt to like. be more normal to gain the locals' trust#and you know what? good for them. fuck them nords)#ulothir#<- mentioned in the tags lmfao
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when i'm in a downbadism competition and my opponent is nong thame
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#thamepo#vi.edits#userdramas#tuseralexa#lextag#tusermona#tuservic#ninisdarlings#becauseigtf#uservix#rinblr#vishingwell#usertaeminie#esmetracks#thamepoedit#usertheos#userrlana#userspring#userbenka#userbon#bon you will not believe i made this set specifically so that i would have something to tag you in like you asked LOL#cause after this im so packed with work i don't think i'd have any time to make anything đ#if you have seen me make this type of set before - no you haven't#not me plagiarizing my own set đ#4 sets in 2 days is a personal record proud of myself ngl not opening ps for the rest of the year now#the actual show is so much more yellower than the pilot oooooof it's vvv annoying to color#HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE WHO SEES THIS ILY <3
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I Depend On You
#đ my art#theyre so normal and healthy and good for eacjother (lying)#obsessed with their fucked up complicated relationship idk .#putting them in a jar n shaking it around#two really messed up affection starved people using the other to fill their personal voids#but theres an unwilling attachment there that neither will unpack or do anything with#like. they need eachother bc screwing around w/ eachother temporarily fills that void but they wont allow themselves#to be emotionally intimate or vulnerable with eachother really (most especially ted wont)#they wont allow to be anything more than eachothers tools so they wont really unpack just how dependent they are on eachother#but they are. so dependent#im explaining this badly but i hope u get it#hatchetfield#tgwdlm#the guy who didn't like musicals#charlotte sweetly#ted spankoffski#tedchar#not sure if i should ship tag this bc its specifically an unhealthy portrayal#ill remove it if anyone asks i guess#eyestrain#neon colors
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Some facts about Taash (and also the Lords of Fortune, the Qunari, Dragons and other related things) gathered from the banters
Featuring Shathaan's stories about the Crows!
I went through all companion banters on DanaDuchy's channel after playing the game to write down all facts about companions/the world that I haven't seen brought up anywhere in the game as a writing reference (and for funsies).
Note: This list may not be exhaustive. I might have missed some something or didn't write it down because I considered it common knowledge. If you have anything to add, please DM me or send an ask! (do specify what banter the information is coming from, though)
Note 2: Posts from this series (mostly) don't include information from banters specific to quests or between companions and faction members. I plan to do another playthrough to capture more of those and will add any relevant info to the character posts.
Other characters' posts: Bellara, Davrin, Harding, Lucanis, Emmrich, Neve. I'm also planning a post about just the Lighthouse some time later
About Taash
General:Â
Taash gets grumpy if they stay inside for too long
Taash may polish their treasure hoard or clean the dishes (even somebody else's) to get out of their head
When Taash is feeling sad, they ask somebody else about how they are doing, so they can focus on somebody else instead of themselves
Taash doesnât like talking about their feelings because it makes them sad (Lucanis can relate)
Taash doesn't read books before bed because they have a tendency to stay up past their bedtime to finish the exciting parts
Taash seems to care quite a lot about fibre and digestive health (they are so real for that). For example, they enjoy the smell of coffee but donât drink it because itâs bad for their guts
Taash drinks alcoholÂ
Taash once requested Bellara/Lucanis to cook them a demon (the suggestion was disregarded)Â
Taash liked Lucanisâs deep-fried peppersÂ
Taash liked Bellaraâs stir-fryÂ
(If Rook is in romance with Taash) A spirit of devotion appears next to Taash after they enter a relationship
Taash doesnât want to look for more dragonfire tablets because âthey are just more ordersâ, and they already have enough Â
Taash doesnât kill in cold blood and needs to get angry in order to kill someone
Taash has good taste in gemstones, knowing which colours match which (based on the banters where they recommend gemstones for Emmrichâs lich helmet). They say itâs a Lord of Fortune thing, they have to know how to make gems look goodÂ
Taash isnât afraid of the Fade, because the spirits there mind their own business and donât try to possess anyone (or anything)Â
Taash thinks that even if the Nevarrans almost brought their dragons to extinction, they will still come back eventually
Taash is extremely excited to hear that Morrigan can (potentially) turn into a dragon and wants to ask her about it next time they meetÂ
Taash doesnât mind finding no loot when hunting dragons because as long as you survived an encounter with a dragon, you have a new story to tellÂ
Taash doesn't think of dragons as monsters since they are a natural part of the world and have been around longer than anyone else
On fire-breathing:Â
Taash started breathing fire when they were a toddler
Taash needs to eat greens after breathing fire, or they get headachesÂ
According to healers, fire breathing hurts Taashâs lungs
Taash accidentally set their first female partnerâs hair on fire during their first sex
Taash once tried to cook with their dragon breath and accidentally melted a pot and set the kitchen on fireÂ
On Taashâs sense of smell:Â Â
Taash got their heightened sense of smell after they got sick and couldn't breathe through the nose for a couple of months. After they recovered they could suddenly smell everything
Tassh can smell when someone is ovulating. They can also smell who had been in the room before them, and who is hungoverÂ
Taash could also tell Neve got together with Rook or Lucanis from the smell even before anybody told them
To Taash, Minrathous smells rainy and âlike rich people hurting poor peopleâ
Early life and the relationship with Shathann:Â
Taash learnt to swim before they learnt to walk
Shathann sometimes wouldn't let Taash play/go swimming until they finished their studies (like being able to tell the difference between some pottery shards)
Shathann gifted Taash axes during one of the gift-giving holidays when they were younger. They were simple kindling choppers, but Shathann helped decorate them to make them look like Qunari weapons. During a conversation with Bellara, Taash realises that may be the reason they are still using axes to this day
Axes are also good at lodging between dragon scales and allows them to climb up
Taash grew up poor, though they didnât realise it because Shathann always made sure they had enough food, even at her expense (like pretending she didnât want to eat because âRivaini food is too rich for herâ)
Taash spent the money they made from their first job as Lord of Fortune on buying Shathaan a dress. Shathann didnât appreciate it, instead urging Taash to buy themselves boots or some other useful thingsÂ
Shathann hated apples because their skin would get stuck in her teeth (âEvataash, that fruit is stupid!â)
If Taash chooses to pursue Rivaini culture and wear Shathannâs horn as jewellery, they have a blacksmith do runes in the old Qunari language along the edges and get a Seer to bless it
Shathann stopped telling stories about the Crows after Taash once climbed on the roof to play as a Crow
The things Shathann taught Taash about the Crows:
Antivan Crows make themselves invisible to dragons by imitating the dragon's shadow
Antivan Crows coat the beaks of actual crows with poison so that the crows can kill people by pecking
Antivan Crows can slow down their breathing until they become invisible
Antivan Crows come through houses at night and kill children who arenât in bed
Antivan Crows can do a special move that stops their enemy's heart
Antivan Crows can strangle a Qunari with their own dar-saam (but only if itâs tied incorrectly)
Relationships with companions:Â
Bellara gives Taash advice on cooking dinner for their mother
Davrin teaches Taash to use buckets filled with water and sand for lifting
Taash has never flown a kite before and asks Harding to teach them
Harding's mother sends Taash a letter with homemade candies after Shathannâs death, calling it âa hug from afarâ (Taash appreciated the gesture and liked the candy)Â
(If Rook is in romance with Taash) Taash asks Lucanis about what Rook likes to eat, and Lucanis offers to teach them how to make coffee/tea/chiocolata caldaÂ
Taash isnât scared of Spite, and even convinces (or more like intimidates) him not to talk about how other people smell without their permission
Lucanis agrees to teach Taash how to kill targets with flair (with varying degrees of success when it comes to cool one-liners) and then plans to ask Teia to make a Crow cape just for them (Taash is very excited about it, as they love crow capes)
Taash insists Neve should get some trophy from Aelia (a ring, or an amulet with her name) to show everyone she beat her, and doesnât understand why Neve isnât interested in something like thatÂ
Taash offers their blood to Neve for blood magic purposes (Neve doesnât take up the offer)
Taash thinks Neveâs âdressesâ are pretty
Taash thinks nobody can go toe-to-toe in magic with Neve
Taash offers to hook Neve up with their jeweller to get her a discount (in case she wants a new leg) because âNeve deserves nice thingsâ
Lords of Fortune:
Lords of Fortune have a drunk game where they throw a goblet made from foolâs gold into the water for others to find. Whoever finds it gets free drinks for the rest of the night. The game has only one rule: no punching in the junk
There is also another drunk game where drunk Lords jump off a giant cliff. The only rule is not to hit the water face-first
Even if those are âdrunk gamesâ, you can participate in them sober, as long as you are willing to be as stupid as the drunk people
The Lords of Fortune pick new jobs by Isabela throwing daggers at a map or racing nugs (the winner picks the job - could be its owner, or the nug itself)
The lords used to blindfold Mateo (the faction merchant) and spin him around in circles until he tripped on something like a map. They stopped doing that because a Seer told them to quit (the whole thing gave Mateo headaches)Â
After Shathann is gone, Taash is in charge of appraising Qunari artifacts for the Lords until they find a better expert
The Lords of Fortune work with a Dalish clan keeper Shivanas (Taash calls them âShivâ) who appraises artefacts for them (tells them whatâs okay to sell and not to sell etc.)Â
After losing his hand, a Lord named Bernst got a lock-pick hand prosthetic decorated with gems
About Dragons:
Different breeds of dragons can mate and produce offspring. Thatâs how ice- and lightning-breathing dragons came about
The muscles of dragon wingsâ are vulnerable behind. Another weakness is the underbelly
Fighting Dragons is all about making them come to you, either by having them see you as a threat (so they come down to assert dominance) or prey (so they come down to eat you)Â
There is a dragon called Wildervale Spitter, which can breathe fire or poison gas. The âfire breathâ is actually just poison that burns when the dragon breathes. Most dragons always ignite their breath. The Spitter's special for being able to choose whether to light it up.
Dragons have an extra eyelid that they shut while breathing fire in order to protect their eyes
About Qunari etc.:
Eb-ketarra means something like âgrowing memories.â When you graft someoneâs horn onto yours, you also add their strength to yourself
Qunari food uses a lot of oil for frying
Qunari have a much better sense of smell than humans
Qunari can bury their dead with large jars inlaid with a flame pattern. Itâs called âissalatarâ and is empty inside, representing that the deceasedâs body is also empty now that their spirit is gone
The Rivaini armada can hold its own against the Antaam fleet, but only in good weather. They canât match the Antaam in firepower, but they can outsail them
Isabela is apparently still a captain of the Sirenâs CallÂ
#probably a bit late in saying this but if you are interested in where a specific piece of information is coming from feel free to ask#I more or less remember where all facts in all posts came from#when I started taking these notes I never would have thought Taash's would end up the longest#that's how you know that personal bias wasn't involved because if it was we would have a 3k-word Bellara post on our hands but here we are#well taash is my second favourite. *maybe* the biases were involved#also probably has something to do with the fact I started taking more and more notes as time went on#and I listened to Taash's banters last#well I am planning to make revisions to the posts when I play the game again (very soon TM) so maybe the others will catch up#and thank you so much to everyone who reblogged and said something nice in the tags every single one of them means the world to me <3#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#veilguard spoilers#taash#lace harding#neve gallus#meta#references#flowers.txt#Shathann#lords of fortune#datv banters
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Equally Invalid
#trafficshipping#smallidarity#<- shipping rlly isn't the main main focus here but it ends on the kiss so I'm scared to tag anything else lol#cw blood#my art#animatic#it's more like. visuals for character analysis thoughts. because this is way more fun for all of us than writing it all out as an essay#I don't expect you guys to. Get it btw or at least not all of it alot of this is very self indulgent and jumps around the timeline#it's like 99% just for me but still. I hope the smallidarity enjoyers of the world can get smth out of it at least lol#very very very happy for ppl to ask abt specific scenes if ur interested ofc#I prefer not to spell out what things mean cus like. It's more fun for me thinking of ppl applying their own thoughts onto my stuff.#but if you ask I will yap forever god bless#if you want you can play a game of spot the jojo reference. and spot the utena reference#ANYWAY YEAH WOO scott and joel content yes yes yes woo!!!!#do they have a duo name like. at all. is that a thing#happy pride everyone
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I've been doing a lot of reflection as of late, especially after this past class.
This past class was about the Torah and Tanakh in general, and the way the rabbi talked about the commandments (specifically the ten commandments) has made me really reflect on how I interpret them, specifically the fifth commandment, or honoring your mother and father.
This is a commandment I have wrestled with for a long time - in fact, it brought me away from g-d at multiple times. I was severely abused when I was incredibly young by my mother, and I used to feel insulted at the implication that I were to honor her while she got to live a better life. It was hypocritical, in my eyes.
But this rabbi surmised that this particular commandment was because parenthood is an act of creation, something that is like the g-d from which we come from. My realization is this: I don't think we're necessarily meant to take even these commandments literally.
I this particular commandment is more of a call to honor creation - creation is a gift, and like any gift, many people simply will not like it and will discard it. The person who abused me created me, but she did not honor creation. She didn't honor me, but I can still honor it.
I have started to honor creation much more. I'm too young, too unstable, not mature enough to be a father (though I fantasize about it), but I create all the time. I create relationships, I create with my hands through crochet. I create memories, I create my world. And I can honor who I am and where I came from that made me who I am. I've been learning one of the mother tongues of my family (Italian, since part of my family originates there) and it was judaism that inspired me to do this.
I don't think g-d wants me to honor my abuser. I think He wants me to remember the Holy action of creation. When I am a father, that act of creation will be Holy, and indeed, I am already joyful about the thought.
I have seen many people struggle with this particular commandment, but I think this perspective helps me personally. I don't think I ever have to forgive my abusers (plural), and I don't think I am commanded to simply because they happened to be family. I am commanded to recognize the holy, to elevate the mundane. In doing so, I will remember g-d. Through creation, I honor g-d and everything he has done for us, for me, and for our collective people.
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#abuse tw#i am not sharing this for the sake of pity and i also ask not to be told to divulge my abuse story. that isn't relevant#i have been needing to engage with this topic for a long time though and judaism has helped me a bit in navigating healing#but i decided to share this publicly in the hopes it will help other survivors specifically of familial/parental abuse#i know how it feels (in general). it's so lonely and you can really harbor (understandable) baggage about this particular commandment#i have a meeting with My Rabbi (sponsoring rabbi) and i might bring this up. we've only spoken once face-to-face (zoom)#so that might be really Intense to bring up to him but he is very kind and i trust him (which is why he is My Rabbi)#and he has already told me that he WANTS me to wrestle with g-d and His word *with* him#again i am posting this publicly so i can document my thoughts and keep them straight but also with the hope it MIGHT help others#if it even *casually* inspires another survivor i will feel so grateful (though it is THEIR achievement and not mine to claim)#i want us to survive. i want us to eat well. i want us to smile#i will say that this must be a very sudden whiplash in tone from my last post about sex. from sex to awful horrific abuse#my stream of consciousness is just Like This though in the sense that i have very sudden realizations and tonal whiplashes#so you're just getting a very frank look into how my brain is structured and what my brain thinks are important enough to think about#if i seem much more verbose it's because i needed to write this on my laptop which makes typing and more importantly yapping even *easier*
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Just wanted to say I really love your chubby transgirl Pinkie so much! Super cute design and she really resonates with me!!
iâm really glad you like her >_<!! hereâs some bonus doodles of her from my sketchbook
#asks answered#kewpie's art#ponies not from any specific franchise tag#iâll draw more of her eventually. i go through a pony phase every once in a while
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bugkeeping and such. messy thing inspired by a piece i saw a while back :P
#my art#deltarune#rouxls kaard#utdr#insects tw#ask to tag#<- unsure if thereâs anything more specific i need to addâŚ#eye horror tw#<- i suppose?
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Can u draw paper and yin being best buds
Day 16
#inanimate insanity#ii#yin ii#yinyang ii#yin#yin yang#paper#paper ii#daily yin#WOAH ! my favorite character and my favorite characters to draw ! wow nuta did a lot for this !#I love thinking about their dynamic#I specifically kept thinking about how yin would just babble to paper nonstop at the complaint desk#paper would appreciate that itâs a break.#and someone genuinely wants to talk to him#funny enough I was going to draw yin charring a bunch of hotel supplies cause heâs VERY strong#but paper is ALSO very strong#theyâre very cute#I need to think about them more thank you for this ask specifically#itâs like it was made for me#evil paper ii#I FORGOT TO TAG HIM OOPS I LOVE YOU SORRY
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pls tell me at least Frye was able to go to/make it to starclan?
(End of Week 2)
Tool used for the distortion effects here
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