#ase rambles

[13runningsomething]

Asking some writers/artists I follow:

Is there anything in your fic/comic that you as the author know about, but won't end up in the actual story?

This is a great question! I'm gonna try to answer it without spoilers.

Though ERICA is focused on Raph having Hanahaki, I have been thinking about how the others would deal with it, and what might cause it.

For Leo, it could come from a number of things, just because I imagine that he would bury many of his stronger feelings for the sake of "being a good leader." I've already said in the fic that he knows Hanakotoba (Japanese language of flowers), so he would probably figure out what his flowers mean and confront those feelings on his own, before anyone could even realize he had it. That being said, his primary flower would be a blue balloon flower (yes, I'm colour-coding them), because it's the Hamato clan symbol, and ultimately he's suppressing his emotions for the clan.

[I'm also a bit obsessed with symbolism of it in Tale of the Yokai and Owari so I thought it'd be fun to use for one of the turtles]

I haven't given much though to how Donnie would get Hanahaki, but the first thing that comes to mind is disagreeing with Leo or the others (like end of season 2/Don Vizioso type of arguing). When Donnie thinks he's right, he will think so until explicitly proven wrong, so I could see him quite literally dying on a hill of his own pride (or coming really close to it). Hydrangeas would be kinda perfect for this, because they can mean pride and arrogance, but also apology and understanding. Donnie might know deep down that the others are right, but he doesn't always want to admit it.

With Mikey, I can think of two major causes, but I'm gonna focus on the more likely one: suppressing his childishness. Mikey's inner self is canonically a 6 year old kid in a world of imagination, so if something were to happen that would forcefully make him "grow up" (mayhaps Splinter's death), or he takes his brothers' words about being too immature to heart, the disease would come down on him like an anvil. In this case, his flower would be freesia, and I like to think the colours would become duller the longer it lasts (really emphasize the loss of innocence/vibrancy metaphor). I don't think he would try to hide it from his brothers for long though, if they don't discover it on their own. Mikey's probably the most willing out of all of them to actually talk through his issues.

I haven't thought of anything for April, Casey, Karai, etc, but I did decide that Casey has had Hanahaki in the past. There was going to be a scene of him talking to Raph about it, offering advice on how to cope until he's ready to share his feelings, but I cut it when I couldn't fit it in organically (I might still write it separately tho).

I've also been compiling what's essentially a medical doc for how my version of Hanahaki works (causes, diagnosis, treatment, etc). Some of it comes up in the fic, but I might still make a detailed post about it in the future just because I've put a fair amount of research into it.

[Sorry that this got kinda long, but I hope you like reading it :)

[13runningsomething]

CONSIDER VOTING FOR RAPH :D

I know I already explained why I think he could win, but I though it might be better to actually see how he'd win. I very much imagine this fight going down like Candace's fight with the sewer gator from Phineas and Ferb (GIFs below from @pyfgifs - found on google) It might be rough, but Raph will come out of this with fewer injuries than the bear

TMNT Story Comp Ultimate Midround Hightime Hell Tournament Round One

Meet the competitors under the cut!

Hopelessly Surviving Leo from Hopelessly Surviving (belongs to @nights-flying-fox) "HS leo died and came back and I have no doubts that he has the guts to face a bear, he doesnt really have to worry about dying again and I think he would be angry enough to go through with a full fight with it! Hes died before and he was fine, why not fight a bear for the hell of it??"

--- Tigerclaw from Black and Brown Fur AU (belongs to @Ainaro0or) "He is trained for years to be the perfect bounty hunter. Has many experience with wild animals and also he is a tiger. He’s bound to fight a bear at some point bearhanded (heh). The fact that he is also has the honor of being Shredder’s adopted son proof that he is capable of do anything to make his father proud. And i mean, ANYTHING."

--- Vaasvi from But First They Must Catch You (belongs to @mudlarkspur) "Vaasvi is an oc version of Sunita's grand googly. (ey/em/eir) Former battle nexus fighter that participated in fighting British occupation in India before moving to the Hidden City 100+ years ago. Ey's an expert in both kalaripayattu and silambam martial art styles and is a slime yokai with resistance to a lot of damage types. Ey could take a bear in a fight."

--- Raph from Erica (belongs to @13runningsomething) "Given that Raph has Hanahaki from suppressing his anger around his family, I feel like he’d put all his repressed rage into this fight just to keep the flowers at. It might give him enough of an edge to win"

--- Kama Chameleon (belongs to @Oddpocalypse)

"Kama is a prodigy martial artist obsessed with proving she’s the Champion! When the Foot Clan unveils their Ultimate Ninja Showdown, she jumped at the chance to make it big! Unfortunately, the “cash prize” was getting mutated and indoctrinated into the Foot. Fortunately she did get kickass powers and super mutant strength! That’s a plus! I don’t know why she would be near a bear. But she would kick its ass for bragging rights alone. After all, bears can’t maul what they can’t see and aren’t immune to energy projectiles! Get it’s ass girl."

[wishi-selfships]

My fave thing is looking at ship art of my f/o (y//shiden) before a function and then feeling like really ill for 700 hours

[knavestrolls]

@ase-trollplays

fun fact Feashe (And her Ancestor Nixxie) actually have fins on their stomach too!

have an older picture of Feashe's fins on display

[the-rainbow-overflow]

Trick or treat!

tumblr never notified me for this so-

ENTIRE BOX OF CANDY UPON YOU

[preyseisgone]

hi guys I cant be bothered to do a promo. just request or Something please

[malikselfindulgence]

Just studied something for a solid 40 minutes only to realise rn that it was cancelled from our curriculum. Goodnight everyone

[fortheturnstiles]

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[total-serene560]

Love it when I finally have the inspiration and energy to write a lot, but I also have to get 5 assignments and a test done by midnight :')

[13runningsomething]

As an artist and/or writer, what is one thing you think you do well? What is one thing you would like to improve on?

I'm get to answer for both!

As a writer, I think I'm really good at writing emotion/mood into a scene. I know with some of my old horror scripts my friends would say they had a distinct creepiness to them that they'd refer to as the "ase voice." I can do this with any emotion but my best is definitely tension/fear

Something I definitely need to improve on is editing. No matter how many times I tell myself to edit after the draft, I still find myself doing it as I write (which isn't always bad, but if it's stopping you from writing more then...)

As an artist, I think I do expressions pretty well. I don't know if it's because I like them so much or because I act them out as I'm drawing, but they definitely come easier to me

That being said, anatomy is probably my weakest skill. I've gotten better at it since I started college, but I still have trouble making things look more natural than stiff. I specifically struggle when it comes to the turtles' arms and how they move around their shells oof

[kihaku-gato]

Y'know if Ark Survival Evolved modding wasn't so infamously painful and difficult I would probably give into my impulsive brain and make my own custom Ark map where it turns some of the progression on its head. Possibly with it being built to work super well with The Hunted mod.

I'm pretty sure if I were to try to look up information on its now I bet that not only would some of the modding information be outdated but it would also get drowned/overwhelmed by results for how to mod in Ark Survival Ascended instead. A damn shame.

[zillyeh]

🎄 Cas PLEASE

Cas is closing The Castle early (after handing out freebies that'd go to waste!) and hanging out with all of his close good friends for the rest of the night/morning. He's throwing his annual little 12th perigee's party at his place, and absolutely insisting they all stay through the day. He's even convinced Syraah to come down to stare ominously from the corner celebrate with him and about 6-10 other people.

[centaurisolarflare]

Hallowed by Your Hands

Pairing: Simon “Ghost” Riley x GN!Reader

Rating: explicit (18+ mdni)

Classification: flashfic

Summary: a little rambling but it’s pure filth, my loves

Warnings: smut, penetrative sex, porn with feelings, sub!ghost, softestdom!reader, touch-starved, desperate!ghost, needy!ghost, obsessed!ghost, crying, brief mentions of killing/violence, the briefest mention of a knife

Simon “Ghost” Riley is inexperienced and touch-starved and I will die on this hill. He is pathetic and clingy and overwhelmed and completely fucking obsessed with you.

This man. This man okay. ‬

He will wrap all 6 foot whatever, 200+ pounds of himself around you. Face buried in your neck, arms around you, forearms pressed against your back, hands grasping at your shoulders, your waist, whimpering at the feel of you. Lock your ankles around his waist and pull him harder against you and he will sob into your neck. ‬

Needy, pathetic, gasping, hips twitching, wet eyes, sobbing against your skin. God, you want him close? He wants to crawl into your bones. Wants to fucking live there. He can’t believe you want him close. Close enough to hurt you — he knows you know he could kill you, easily — and you’re still letting him put his hands on you. Begging you for more without believing he deserves what he’s already getting. He can’t help but be greedy. Can’t help but feel shamefully guilty about it either.

Yank his hair, make him look at you, his eyes twitchy and darting around — he can’t bear to make eye contact for more than a few seconds at a time — shame, shame, shame, please, please, please. Teeth sunk into his bottom lip, keening when you move against him. Shuttering and crying, holding you so tight it bruises. Crying harder when you brush away his tears, breath hitching when you press kisses all over his face. Forgetting how to breathe entirely when you kiss and bite and suck at his neck. Stuttering mess, screwing his eyes shut to try to talk, tripping over his words but he can’t stop babbling. ‬

“Feel so fucking good, you feel so good. You- fuck, f- hhgn- fuck, make me f-feel. So. G-good. How- ah- how do you feel so- feel so- ah! Ah, ah, nghh, please, p-le-ase, pl-ease, please,”

Panting, whining mess. Still wrapped around you. Desperate. Undeserving. Can’t let go. Won’t let go. Can’t. Never. You’ll have to kill him. Have to kill him. But you don’t. Won’t. You’ve never even hurt him. So soft, so warm, make him feel so good it aches down to his bones, but you’ve never hurt him. He knows, trusts somehow, that you won’t hurt him. Driving into you like it’s his only purpose, hips jerking in short stunted thrusts, grinding against you when he looses focus, trying to keep his cock as deep inside you as he can, face burning red when you call him out for humping against you like a dog in heat.

Stammering, looking away, moaning — open and loud — when you touch his face to make him look at you, telling him to take what he needs. Never hurt him. Hand on his side, stroking, petting his skin. Fingers twisted in his hair, burning, electric, so so good. You touch as much of him as you can reach and he thanks you for it, sweeping your fingers over his fevered skin, he thinks he might die with it. Everywhere you touch glows and he feels holy from it — hallowed by your hands alone.

The broken, wounded-animal noise he lets out when you press your hand against the back of his neck, squeezing the sides ever so slightly as you pull him down to kiss. He’s killed people like that, the brutal dig of his fingers against their airway. He’d let you, he thinks — as you lick into his mouth and he whimpers when you nip you teeth against his lip — he’d let you wrap both your beautiful hands around his throat from the front, he’d let you squeeze until his vision went fuzzy and his lungs burned with it, and he’d trust you to do it. Fuck, he’d let you hold a fucking knife to his throat. The thoughts makes his cock twitch inside you. You’d never hurt him. Feels so fucking good.

He’s a mess of heat and scar tissue and strength. Leathal power clinging to you like a lifeline. You hold him together. Searing through all his jagged-edged pieces like molten fucking gold till it’s all he can see, all he can feel — the warm honey haze of you. You, you, you. Bright as the fucking sun. You. The beginning and end of everything he could ever want.

Breathy, whimpering, keening noises as he cums. He gasps and paws at you, trying to pull you even closer. Groaning as you praise him, basking in being your good boy as he shivers through the last of his orgasm. Sobs and whines and says “thank you, thank you” the whole time. God, he wants you branded into his skin.

You’ll have to wait a bit until you can convince him to let you up to get a rag. Embarrassed but loose limbed and relaxed as you clean him up and kiss his eyelids and make him drink a glass of water. He’s never felt so fucking loved. Never felt so safe as he lays — on his stomach between your thighs, settled heavy on you, his head resting on your chest, listening to your heartbeat, arms locked around your waist — and you play with his hair and soothe your hands across his shoulders and tell him how good, how beautiful, how perfect, how loved he is. He puts your sweet words against his heart, lines his ribcage with them, like armor.

He says it — his biggest and most treasured truth — softly, carefully, reverently, against your skin, “I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you so much,”

[kd89-3dstudios]

💜 Fantasy Roman Bath - Blender Scene 💜

I had created this scene for my post on Insta for Oden and Ase, but unfortunately I had to delete the post because there was too much skin to see. The silly ramblings of Richtilinen and stuff like that. We all know it and we all hate it! But whatever, today there is the scene for you too, have fun with it. 🧡

You need:

Use Blender 3.0 or higher

Works in Cycles

ONYL FOR BLENDER USER - [ Not for the Game]

DOWNLODE

Hardware Requirements

Recommended or Hiher!

64-bit eight core CPU

32 GB RAM

2560×1440 display

Three button mouse or pen+tablet

Graphics card with 8 GB RAM

TOU:

Don't claim as your own.

Don't re-upload.

Don't re-edit.

Social Media:

But you can comment and feel free to use them

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[c4ch04w]

I love boo York boo York so much I just rematched it and there is this headcannon cooking in my up in my brain for so long. There is a couple I have.

So like Catty (g1) is queer coded in my mind. Like "search inside" is just almost like her figuring out that she is somewhere on the ase-spectrum. I am kinda projecting a little bit due to like being queer and this song a comfort for me during my figuring out my queer identity. However, I still believe that she is an ase icon, especially when "love is like a storm" came before that.

It's another stupid thing for me to be like Oh that song is also queer coded but to me it also is. Like that whole song just feels like the some queer people might see love around them. Her comparing love to floods, rain, hurricanes and obviously a storm (duh). It feels very queer coded and I'm probably just comming a across as everyone is queer but like come on. The stuff is right there.

Also my like next headcannon has like evidence behind it other then. I'm a trans man with mummy issues so, he is a trans man with mummy issues. Pharaoh is a trans man in my mind. like I have a very VERY similar relationship to my mum, to way his relationship with my mum. Also the "everybody calls me by old name" line actually hits me hard cause honestly same.

There more in Boo York I could ramble about I'm gonna stoo here so my hands hurt.

[simlit]

OH MY GOD. I just spent the last ~2-3 hours binge-reading Chosen of the Sun from the beginning, and HOLY SHIT. I'm so attached to each and everyone one of them. This is definitely now in my top 3 simblr stories, holy shit. I can't believe I hadn't read it before because fantasy on simblr is literally my niche….. Ugh, I can't wait to see what happens next. I have hope that after Ase's talk with Sarayn that maybe he will see some sense and agree to help Taiyo and Tayuin, but we shall see how everyone else votes....

Sorry for the long rambling ask, but holy shit I am officially OBSESSED. I apologize in advance for all future fangirling that will be happening in the comments and tags of this story. This is literally everything I've ever wanted!! Political intrigue/mystery with the history of the Trials, all the interpersonal relationship drama going on, a side of slow-burn romance... What more could a woman ask for???

(I will say that although I adore literally every character, Ase and Eira's friendship brings me so much joy. My initial favorite was Aster, based on his intro post alone. Tayuin has grown on me a LOT, and Sarayn intrigues me. God, I really just love them all so much.)

Okay, I swear that's the end of this. Bye!! I hope you have an amazing day, and thank you for feeding me with this INCREDIBLE story.

where does my socially inept ass start with this reply... firstly, apologizing lmao, and secondly thanking you immensely from the bottom of my lil black heart for taking the time out of your day to read my silly sims story. it will never not be a shock that people can find and engage with my stuff so enthusiastically, but if there's anything I've posted here worth getting invested in, it's certainly CotS LOL. I absolutely appreciate you falling in love with these characters, as I have done myself over the course of posting. and I'll endlessly praise the ten amazing people who contributed their sims to this bachelor challenge ~idea~ and unleashed chaos upon my blog xD

this ask was an absolute trip and treat to read, and as much as I love hoarding nice asks, I had to post this right away so that each of these character's mommies can share in the good vibes. thank you SO much again for reading and getting invested, and to leave this wonderful message in my inbox (and nearly giving me a heart attack but it was the best kind, I promise). I hope you will continue to enjoy the rest of this journey with us. glad to have you on board and hope you'll cast your votes into the hellfire ring and join said chaos. thank you, thank you! ♥

also is this the vote that finally turns sarayn around? we here of little faith salute you