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sphnyspinspin · 12 days ago

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I’M SCREAMING IN AGONY!!! MY TEARS FLOOD WITH SORROW!!! MY HEART IS BEING BEATEN AND IT’S BEING BROKEN!!!

ARCANE ACT 2 BUILT BACK UP MY HOPES AND DREAMS AND DEMOLISHED THEM IN THE SAME HOUR!!! THE REPERCUSSIONS OF BEING AN ARTIST AND AN AUDIENCE HAVE FINALLY CAUGHT UP TO FACE ME!!! AND ITS ENTRANCING GAZE IS FUCKING UGLY!!!!!

AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGHHHGGHHHHHHHGGGHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#sphny speaks (𖦹<𖦹)•*°��#as you can see I am not okay #heavily recommended that you keep a box of tissues on hand when watching the new episodes 👍✨#arcane #arcane act 2 #now I have a whole other 7 fucking days for the next episodes…..#huzzah…..#the creators of arcane are paying for my hypothetical therapy

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just-a-latina-fangirl · 2 years ago

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Also THE WAY MARISA BEGGED WILL TO STAY AND HELP HER AND WAS SO DISAPPOINTED WHEN HE DIDN’T AND SO HURT THAT THEY LEFT HER BEHIND

#as you can see I am not okay #marisa coulter #mrs coulter #his dark materials #hdm #his dark materials spoilers #hdm spoilers #his dark materials season 3 #hdm season 3

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spikershoyo · 5 months ago

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I LOVE GETTING GHOSTED

#as you can see i am not okay #[v won’t stfu]#maybe the trip to Europe will- NO #ITS WORSE NOW

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lmaowh-at · 2 months ago

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Lanns n Starks lineups/costumes sketches that I will probably add other houses to. Tywin and Joff & the rest aren't here because I was lazy and Cerseis dress took all of my energy. Don't ask me about inspiration or historical basis for these

#I AM NO FASHION HISTORIAN!!! I ONLY DRAW WHAT I THINK FITS THE VIBE!!!!#the lanns are more or less fitting with each other but the starks are a mess lol #ned is wearing like an every day stark attire ig #cat is more Traditional Tully #for sansa i had absolutely no idea what to do so she doesnt really look connected to neither ned nor cat #her dress is just slavic adjacent. you decide what it is. def not kl or alayne stone eras tho #with robb i wanted to draw completely different armor than i did for jaime so theres both chainmail #AND iron chest plate(s) that look central asian a little lol #arya has her worn out dirty ass riding attire that was given to her by lady smallwood #and jon is nw but i couldnt think of shit so hell be probably getting a seperate post with his costume #all in all this was. something. i dont think im really good at costume design lmao so you can just look at their faces to see my Vision #of everyone there. yea okay thats it #jon snow #eddard stark #catelyn stark #catelyn tully #sansa stark #robb stark #arya stark #house stark #jaime lannister #cersei lannister #tyrion lannister #house lannister #asoiaf #a song of ice and fire #🧩

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throesofincreasingwonder · 1 year ago

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You know what? I want a whole post for this:

Sex Repulsion is not the same thing as, or an excuse for, Sex Negativity

non-negotiable!

I am a sex-repulsed asexual. This means that I am uncomfortable and repulsed by the idea of engaging in sexual acts. This does not mean that I have an excuse to be repulsed by other people's sexual attraction or the right to police how other people engage in or express sexual acts or attraction.

Young queer people need to learn the difference between sex repulsion and sex negativity, and actively work to unlearn sex-negative attitudes. Asexuality, even sex-repulsed asexuality, is and should be fully compatible with sex positivity.

If you are uncomfortable with the idea of other people feeling sexual attraction or engaging in sexual acts that do not involve you in any way, that is not sex repulsion it is the cultural Christianity and you need to seriously work on that.

#we as asexual people have got to have a talk about this because the shit i have been seeing is NOT okay #asexuality #sex positivity #this is largely intracommunity allo people can engage w/ it but don't be clowns #original post #500 #1k #PLEASE STOP TAGGING THIS AS 'CULTS' YOU CAN CRITIQUE A RELIGION W/O CALLING IT A CULT I AM BITING YOU #this barely even mentions Christianity like someone does not need to be in a cult to be sex negative. and also not all religions are cults #please be normal #other than that y'all have actually been very normal abt this one so far thank you #2k #5k

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secretagentspydetectiveninja · 8 months ago

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posting this with absolutely no context

#am i a cryptid now? i log on like once in a blue moon to post cringe and then leave again #ace attorney #apollo justice #tikki #random stuff #my stuff #ooookay okay okay okay. anyone reading the tags can have a LITTLE context‚ as a treat #so. sitting on my ao3 currently is an unfinished fic with exactly this premise #i want to finish it so bad. it haunts me every day. people leave such nice comments and everything #but i just have no motivation. trust me i've tried #i thought that perhaps drawing it might finally kick my brain back into gear #i'm so sorry readers i'm sorry i WILL finish it i promise it's not abandoned #it was so much fuuuuun #tikki are you seeing this. cringefail author who keeps playing video games instead of writing lmao #anyway goodbye friends i am gone again. logging off once more

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aria0fgold · 2 years ago

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I’m... I’m alive... Urgh... This is the very reason why I didn’t want to catch up to any webcomic I was reading cuz I knew I’d end up getting sucked into the rabbit hole again oomph...

I spent my entire day binge reading 3 series yesterday from morning till past midnight I nearly lost my mind and now when I was so determined to write decided to check out a couple more and got hooked by another manwha and I can never emotionally recover now.

Bro the story destroyed me, it’s like it gets better before it gets worse before it gets better again and like are you serious right now. My head hurts cuz I like cried bro, it aint even particularly sad but like the story got everything that I like and I can’t believe this. Two fairytale retelling-like concepts, cute innocent moments, family bonding, sibling bonding, love, the TRUEST form of true love like legit I can’t yall, I’m weak... I’m too weak to stories of love surviving no matter how many reincarnations and struggles the lovers have. Bro I can’t do this yall. He... he recognized her first glance I can’t pls.

#aria rants #as you can see i am not okay #internally screaming #webcomics ruins me too badly #head in hands im never gonna emotionally recover from this story #this story placed my heart in soft cushions #only to pick it up and throw it in a blender #to again be healed and placed on the floor #with several bandages like i cant think well yall #my head hurts from how this story played me like a fiddle #but also not really but like oooououuouou ueueueueueu #im going through it #tomorrow... tomorrow fr #im going to stop reading webcomics #and start writing for actually real #considering with how badly this story ruined me #yeah... ill stop adding to my reading list urk...#ill just write while i wait for the newer updates of each one #4 stories got added to my reading list #in the span of 2 days ugh...#i need... better self control and management...

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meamiki · 6 months ago

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silly comic based on a time i struggled to read live on stream :thumbsup:

context clip compilation below ASDASDFASA

(cw for brief mention of hospitals/strokes)

#in stars and time #isat #isat odile #isat siffrin #isat spoilers #<- not big ones but the convo this stems from occurs on 3rd floor before king act 2 so #cw hospital #cw stroke #<- brief stroke talk in the clip thats why #odile i am so sorry for making u deal with the fact that i cant read #or just input words?? where there arent any??? i dont know why i do that????#these streams have made me realize i sometimes just autofill words when reading SAFADDA #also random side headcanon i was thinking of while drawing this #is odile speaks alot with her hands?#idk why i just think its fun?#and kinda makes sense as someone who has travelled a lot thru different countries?#personal observation but you can convey/tell a lot without knowing a much of a different language via body language #as someone who grew up with family who spoke a different language that i do not speak LMAO #especially hands!! those say a lot!!#reading body langauge/tone helped me a lot when guessing if what was being talked about a good thing or not #tho tone to a lesser extent since uh it can be hard to tell at times i think ASDFDA #so it makes sense to me???#the art of pointing in general location is a universal skill i think?? yea #to a lesser extent i think siffrin might do this? but more subdued/under the cloak so #the cloak ends up getting in the way 90% of the time so no one can actually see that lmao #okay tag talk over #no stream time today because weather boooooo storms

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whollyjoly · 8 months ago

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i want the whole SEASON of bucktommy

i want buck being wooed - flowers and being taken out and a little protective hand on the small of his back

i want to hear all the soft ways tommy can say evan and the look on buck's face when he does

i want to see them at tommy's karaoke trivia place because holy shit buck would love it (and didnt oliver say that we're getting buck singing this season cause uhhhhh)

i love that this is such a fling, such a happy thing for buck - he is finally feeling that puzzle piece click into place and it is freeing

and i cant wait to see all the small ways we see that play out!!!

let buck be happy challenge 2k24!!!!

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 28 days ago

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Happy Halloween! 🧼🥩🎃

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #mouthwashing #lan wangji #wei wuxian #A mouthwashing crossover was always the plan but I ran out of time for a bigger comic. So a doodle it is!#***I am about to talk about some stuff that is not for the squeamish so please take caution from here on out***:#Okay. I know that people who know what goes down in mouthwashing are seeing this and going 'OP Why?'#BUT HERE ME OUT: Wangxian's canon kink dynamic would not bat an eye at this.#You think Wei 'I love being tied up and at the mercy of my loved one' Wuxian would *pass* on amputee-caregiver abuse roleplay???#No! He's a freak like that! 'Oh nooo I have only residual limbs and no voice to protest. And I need to take my medicine...'#Oh we even have a bonus cannibalism thing going on here. Maybe WWX needs to bring cannibalism into the bedroom. To heal.#They are not sane nor safe but certainly consensual.#Convincing Lan Wangji to get into the Jimmy cosplay is probably the most unrealistic part of this.#We hate Jimmy. That's why he is such an amazing character.#LWJ is his near polar opposite. Man takes responsibility like it's his daily vitamin.#edit: how could I forget. Happy birthday to wei wuxian. Being a freak in peace is the ultimate gift I can give him.

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bluebelledmoon · 5 months ago

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kagome chan... you are everything to me

(((op has not finished watching inuyasha so no spoilers thanks! :)))

#bluebelledmoon's art #this took so long #uhhh happy late birthday pug thanks for getting me into this iam stuck like quicksand #i tried writing her name in japanese okay. dont come after me i did my best #this helped me learn sooo much about color weeee #LOOK I USEE HALFTONES CAN YOU SEE CAN YOU SEE #its so hard to draw kagome iwth her hair and face just because of the inuyasha artstyle. which is certainly why all of these have different #art styles for her face. dont question me #this is definitely in my top five anime ever. i am so hooked pug how dare you #kagome higurashi #kagome #inuyasha #inuyasha fanart #inuyasha fandom #inuyasha anime #inuyasha art #artists on tumblr #illustration

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teddybeartoji · 3 months ago

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tw mickey in a dress🙈🙈

sorry they're kinda blurry but you get the point okay the dress was very sex and i looked very prettyy:33333

#dress so tight you can see the outline of my uh #cat #?#anyway #THIS DRESS IS SSOOOOOSO PRETTYY #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #pls i need toji n kuna to be my guard dogs bc i REFUSE to go out in this on my own😐#i am scared .#ANYWAYYY #i really like dressing up at home every so often hehehee i think it's so fun!!!#AND LOOK AT THE HAIR #DIDN'T IT LOOK LIKE HOW THEY WORE IT IN THE 70'S OR SMTH #BLOWOUTS OR WHATEVER THEY'RE CALLED I'M SORRY I DON'T KNOW HAIR AT ALL BUT YEAH #IDK I LIKED IT OKAY #MEOW #mickey's magazine #the pipe bothers me so much don't look at it pls..

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technovillain · 20 days ago

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did you ever figure it out (?)

( part two of this comic )

#i was saying 'this too is yuri' at their like second interaction ever okay. i have been girldean truther before like.#All of the Things that imply it (sort of). you know what i mean.#nobody can fucking stop me....#i think i am learning a lot abt the shows style making these hehe...#vbros #dawn venture #dean venture #triana orpheus #venture bros #kiwiarts #comic #again. not ship...necessarily.#also yeah i tried doing a background here d'you guys see that.#realized that vbros has lineless painted-y backgrounds and jumped for joy i fukcing hate lining backgrounds #<<<the reason my webcomic takes so long

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tapakah0 · 1 year ago

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Eh, almost forgot ;~;; Commission for sweet @celestialrose3 ;;~;;; Thank you so much *bows*

#rottmnt #I am always very nervous when I draw commissions that are related to someone's story... how to explain it...#No matter how many times you might tell me that it's okay #I can't put it in the words because it sounds stupid and silly #but #you see #It's CAS #cass fanart tag #and it is commission #I ALWAYS FEEL NERVOUS TO POST COMMISSIONS YES I DID THEM FOR SOMEONE BUT they might be related to someone's story or comic and I sit and #think “Can I show it? Isn't it irritating? Am I even allowed to take commission related to it??” I“M SORRY I'M FIGHTING WITH THIS FEELING #ALL MY LIFE #okay no I can't explain it it's just my stupid brain that feels very nervous about such a topic and wants to hide everything related to it #You saw nothing but I just needed to put it into words to feel a little better about it #*hides*

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ender1821 · 1 month ago

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im a child of divorce

#the bit is over when i say its over and even when its so joever for these two its not over for me!!! (once again i am on heavy copium)#anyway. thoughts behind the spoiler tags #gempearl #shiny duo #wild life smp #life series spoilers #wild life spoilers #i feel like. i actually was expecting that #no but its so funny the one time the negative consequences of something does actually get acknowledged its the SL finale ‘betrayal’/j #like cmon fuck me i guess/j (BIG EMPHASIS. ON THE SLASH J. OKAY.)#but honestly though i did expect Gem to hold a grudge over the 2v1 in SL. and. its good that there are consequences???#it IS a ‘betrayal’ in Gem’s eyes. they were friends. they were murder besties for the last two sessions and then Pearl chose Scar over her #and its awesome man. [through gritted teeth] this is awesome man this will be good for character development ok ok ok. ok?#its also got something to do with Pearl having the red creep in. i think #because during SL Gem was like. nearly idolising the Scarlet Pearl persona while vaguely aware that her own reputation has a similar effect #and yknow. the horrors. the fact that their image is so heavily built on what others deem them to be and they can only play into it #but by the end of SL Gem gets ‘betrayed’ by this persona that she looked up to #and also her own ‘GeminiSlay’ intimidating image is also starting to fall apart. partly of her own will #and now shes watching Pearl slowly turn red again. and this time she knows its not good for her or Pearl #so shes distancing herself from it. shes ‘trying to fix her reputation’. she sees Pearl falling into it again and just. no. i dont love you #you betrayed me last season #but on Pearl’s end of things she’s already deep into the idea that as long as you say you ‘forgive’ someone then everything thats happened #in the past doesn’t matter and they can all be friends. and nooo absolutely no grudges will be held. no emotional repression here #so. because thats happened to her in her own team she thinks the same can happen with her and Gem #and thats so. im going to blow myself up now

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territorial-utopia · 4 months ago

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Huzzah! It's birthday time! I'm slowly accumulating more and more things I like (latest additions this vest I made and a travel typewriter! Still need to fix the latter one though)

Sure has been a year.

#terri #niart #got my wisdom toofies out #well 2 out of 4 #still got stitches #idk if this removal lowkey fixed my fear of the dentist?#it was so easy and painless #also finally i'm on anxiety meds jkahsdjash #i also got depression meds but i haven't tested them yet #I'm going to see the love of my life soon again!!!#only 2 more months to go....#i've also finally found awesome friends who don't make me feel like i'm insane for wanting to be cared for #the difference is like night and day #old friends saying hey let's surprise another friend of ours oh also i think it's your birthday on that day #new friends reminding me to pick a brunch place for us to go on my special day #i am sobbing #the right people are out there #don't lose hope #i've never felt this platonically loved honestly #also yes i'm working on the next dragon's lair aksjdhasjkd #just #a lot of things happening and i'm sooo burnt out #this piece was such a strain and i just #don't have patience for art rn #this is photobashed btw there's an actual photo of my typewriter under all those layers #i'm not about to spend 300 hours just to draw a typewriter from this angle kajshdjkasdh #ALSO ONE MORE THING CAN I JUST GUSH ABOUT THE ANASTASIA BROADWAY OKAY?!?!?!#I didn't realise until now that they made it way more historically inspired and i mean bruh BRUH #i have been having a recording of it playing on the background nonstop for like 3 days now #Vladimir Popov I want to inject you straight into my veins holy shit he is a perfect man

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