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soosoosoup · 8 months ago

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Watermelon peck

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s0fter-sin · 7 months ago

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vampire bats share mouthfuls of blood to other bats they’re close to if they weren’t able to feed and now i need old vampire!ghost sharing a bloody kiss with fledgling!soap, giving him mouthfuls of blood bc his fresh fangs are too sensitive to bite with

it’s been so long since he was turned that ghost’s forgotten the deep ache that comes with growing fangs and he almost worries when johnny goes to bite into the meal he’s brought him only to whimper and pull back; only the slightest pinpricks of a bite left in the man’s neck, barely enough to bring blood to the surface

it’s only when johnny whines and massages at his gums that ghost realises his oversight; crooning at his sweet mate in reassurance. he’s not upset that he couldn’t feed, at the unintentional rejection of his offering. he’ll make the pain stop

ghost pulls the man to his mouth and sinks in his fangs, sucking in a heavy mouthful and drops the now paralysed prey back to his feet; his throat steadily gushing with blood and spilling over his body

he cups johnny’s face, looking into his eyes, teary with pain and hunger, and purses his lips to carefully drip the blood into his mouth. the pain immediately vanishes from his eyes, replaced with pure bliss as he opens his mouth wide; curling his tongue to catch every drop. ghost presses his mouth to his in a hungry, blood-filled kiss; tongues twining together as they share the taste

johnny sucks the last of it from his lips and ghost guides him down to lap at the prey’s neck; licking up the blood he was too weak to draw himself. he’s ravenous with it, his whole face covered in red as he licks up the spill and suckles at ghost’s bite

ghost’s filled with an overwhelming pride at having provided for his mate in an even deeper way than just hunting for him. he spilled the blood johnny’s drinking; fed him in the most intimate way their kind knows and he’ll do it a hundred times over for his love

#pet peeve time i hate the vampire ‘licks a bite to stop it bleeding’ trope bc it biologically doesn’t make sense #if anything a vampire’s saliva would have an anticoagulant effect to /stop/ a bit from clotting so they can drink more #anyway back to bloody kisses lmao #thinking about the actual biological difference between humans and vampires and how much it would /hurt/ to grow a pair of fangs #like the human mouth isnt meant to have teeth that big or muscles strong enough to to support them #or the increased bite force they need #so not only are they growing new teeth theyre also growing bigger muscles and their mouths are having to adapt to them #that would cause so much pain #you ever grown in a wisdom tooth? it sucks and that nowhere near this level #on top of all that youre also starving and have an unquenchable need to feed #the intimacy of a sire feeding their fledgling from their own mouths #weaning them off their blood but still so dependent on them #and even after johnny can bite and feed on his own he still craves the closeness of being fed from ghosts mouth #and ghost never denies him #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #soapghost #ghostsoap #ghoap #simon ghost riley #ghost cod #john soap mactavish #soap cod #save post #we’re a team. ghost team

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nbmudkip · 16 days ago

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rehyperfixating on a children’s game that came out in 2015, is one of the least popular entries in its series, and has minimal content, the vast majority of which i’ve seen before. the series has been dead for nearly 10 years, nothing has happened recently that would warrant anyone’s returning interest in it, very few of my friends give a shit about this specific game, and those few who played and liked it in the past have no reason to give a shit about it at all right now. i have been coasting through on a playthrough i’ve been doing with a friend who’d never seen the game before and who was kind enough to let me show it to them, but we just beat the game, and after we play the epilogue we will have nothing left to do, and on top of that they really have just been humoring me as they have their own very strong current hyperfixation they would much rather be thinking about. also i am depressed enough right now that literally nothing else except for waiting to play this game with them and playing this game with them and watching them enjoy it at least a little has been able to briefly quiet the constant cacophony in my head screaming how much of a worthless, lazy, constantly-failing miserable excuse for a living person i am and how much better everything would be, especially for myself, if i stopped existing lately. would anyone like to volunteer to 🔨💥⚒️Kill Me With Hammers🔨💥⚒️ because i would really like for someone to 🔨💥⚒️Kill Me With Hammers🔨💥⚒️ right now

#me.txt #delete ltr #and i like hearing my friends talk about and show me their interests but it isnt enoughhhh its not enough right now to make my head SHUT UP #right now the only thing that can give me energy is a hyperfixation like this #but with enough content and engagement from others to keep subsisting me without hitting a wall #SOMETHING THAT IS EXTREMELY DIFFICULT TO DO WHEN YOU CANNOT DRAW OR WRITE‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#BECAUSE WHEN NOBODY IS MAKING ANYTHING!!!!! AND YOU CANT MAKE ANYTHING FOR YOURSELF!!!!!!!!! ALL YOU CAN DO IS CURL UP AND STARVE‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼#immmm so sick of the only thing that makes being alive feel worth it being hyperfixations theres nothing REAL tying me down i cant stand it #because i am!! too broken!!!! to ever achieve any of the things that WOULD give me a real solid tangible reason to keep living!!!!!!#like a stable job!!!! a place of my own!!! a partner whos dedicated to me above everyone else and me to them in return!!!!!!!#a LIFE that isnt just constantly failing over and over and waiting for the shoe to drop and to lose everything all over again!!!!!!!!!!!!#i dont have that!!! and i cant have that!!!!! because im too broken to be able to cultivate and maintain it!!!!!#and the only way. to fix myself enough to be able to do so.#would be to HAVE ENOUGH STABILITY THAT ID HAVE THE TIME AND ENERGY TO PUT INTO FIXING MYSELF AND HEALING #i cant fix myself without stability and freedom. and i cant get stability and freedom unless i’m fixed #so it is. literally impossible!!!!!!!#impossible to create my own concrete solid reason to be here.#impossible for me to even create anything to feed the fixations that are my backup reasons.#theres nothing!! nothing!!! i have nothing new to leap to and ive been dwindling for too long and i think i am about to drown #im just waiting for time to tick out. for me to fuck up too badly to come back from one last time and get found out and punished.#and then? theres nothing left. theres literally nothing else left for me

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gothmods · 5 days ago

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Found the guide written by that person who recently made that big post about how they would dm people advice on raising meat rabbits in light of food contamination and. Well.

#not against raising animals for meat but i dont think we should be encouraging people to build fucking #mini factory farms in their homes #also this is straight up not true like yes rabbits are okay living alone but they are social animals and more importantly #they need exercise they are very active critters #and yes high-quality pellets generally meet their nutritional requirements it isnt good for their teeth #rabbits chew in circular motions to help grind their teeth down and feeding them exclusively pellets can cause them to stop doing that #they also claim exotic pet vets are expensive/inacessible and granted idk what its like in the usa but vets here only charge like $150-$200 #like sorry but just because an animal can survive well enough with a bare minimum quality of life doesnt mean you should be doing that

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snickerdoodlles · 7 months ago

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there's a point at which someone's fear of being a dick wraps back around to them just being a dick anyways

#im side-eyeing those who reblogged my post on ethnocentrism and missed the point #but im also thinking about the tags i saw on being too scared to comment on fic #the first is being ~too scared~ to write cultures other than their own #(1. my point was people should be learning *as they watch the show* not just when they write #2. i just. jfC. stop saying youre too scared to *try* to write from another culture/POV different from your own as tho its a *good* thing)#the second is just annoying/frustrating because being too scared to participate in community is how community's die #i dont want to be dismissive of cancel culture because i do know the stories and there is always indv cases of a person ready to be a dick #but like. its just *not* a thing most people have to be worried about. very likely you're just not big enough to have that concern.#anxiety's no joke but like. u dont just accept the anxiety as the excuse. you have to challenge it. i've been there but u cant feed it.#and i dont want to sound dismissive of that anxiety but im really frustrated with seeing people throw that excuse around #without considering how their fear-based attitudes/actions come off in turn #such as not showing fandom creatives any appreciation for fear of saying the ~wrong~ thing #which comes off as creatives' stuff seeming to be ignored completely or otherwise very discouraging silence #when the only rule for tags/comments is to treat others the way you wish to be treated and apologize if you accidentally tread a toe #and being more worried about accidentally stepping on a theoretical persons toe than interested in showing actual people gratitude #like? pretty sure im not the only one side-eyeing that like ''have u really considered this feeling/logic????''#again: its not saying that anxiety isnt a dick or easy to dismiss but i am saying maybe challenge it or at least reflect on it #i just #blahh #the commenting thing is way more mild than the other but tags arent for that conversation and i need a much better brain space for that one

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hella1975 · 1 year ago

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my mum picking me up this morning: you're not as hungover as i thought you'd be

me, just yacked in an alleyway: yeah haha

#it's 3pm now and i still cant believe that happened that was. an experience #basically my mate's 21st coincided with her sister's 30th so they both had this big joint Event last night #where they literally rented out a farm house and the field nearby and set up a whole campsite and barbeque and everything #it was really random but also really good esp bc ive been friends with this girl since we were super young #and our mums were friends so ive just got. lots of connections to her family and it was nice seeing them all again #but there was fully like 60 people at this thing and i DID drink more than i meant to but i wasn't paralytic which is good #and my hangover ISNT that bad in terms of how bad my hangovers can get #it's just that my mate's dad picked us both up at 9am this morning which was already going to be... rough #and then proceeded to do the bumpiest drive down the country lanes ive ever experienced #i was literally grinding my teeth like i am NOT about to throw up in this man's car please if there is a god do not let me throw up #and i didn't! my mum picked me up from this (thankfully very quiet) road that has this rickety old alley coming off it #and i had the very humbling moment of 'im actually going to be sick aren't i' and had to WAIT FOR AN OLD WOMAN #TO FUCKING MEANDER OUT OF THE ALLEY AND WALK FAR AWAY ENOUGH FOR ME TO AT LEAST HAVE A SHRED OF DIGNITY #and proceeded to throw up. in a public alleyway. at 9:30am on a sunday. so of course i needed to tell you guys about it #im now force feeding myself garlic bread. im going to manchester tomorrow. i have a flight at the crack of dawn on tuesday #what is even going on anymore #also fully did just do nos last night with some 30 year olds. i cannot express how fucking odd a thing that is for me to do #actually no i can express it bc youse know that im funny about drugs so for me to not even be that drunk #and get offered a fucking balloon of all things and be like 'yeah why not!' is.... odd #i know i inhaled wrong though bc it didn't do a thing which honestly im happy about <3 #hella goes home

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botanicallyinclinednerd · 6 months ago

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Gah

#you would THINK that making a baked good myself from scratch would be enough for my paranoid food allergy ass #to know that its SAFE and theres absolutely no reason for a PANIC ATTACK but noooooo #i keep beating it back but stuffy nose isnt helping and my panic mimics anaphylaxis so feed back loop keeps restarting #the actual likelihood of there being ANY possible danger to me from potential cross contamination is probably less than 1%#i wipe down the counters a lot i dont even know if this was put on the counter directly anyway #also theyre fricken bananas i used their insides not the outside #the likely hood of any of the outside being transfered to the inside through peeling is low due to precautions #my allergy paranoia is reaching new fucking heights #every time i think im making good progress.#(im fine if i was going to have a reaction i would have in the past 15 minutes)#liv talks #the muffins came out good in other news #not bad for a first time baking solo or for trying this recipe

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marklikely · 1 year ago

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sorry ive tried to avoid being a hater for no reason like . hating on stuff just bc i resent its popularity rather than actually genuinely disliking it. i try to avoid doing that now. but can the eras tour please just end already so i never ever have to hear about it again ever.

#its bad enough it keeps popping up on all my social media feeds but now that stupid movie is completely dominating my movie app #so im like can i get tickets to see a movie this week and its like sure but only if you scroll past like 5 taylor swift ads. is that ok #yes the movie isnt out for over a month but we're still going to keep it parked right at the top. in front of the movies that ARE playing r #also when i went to the showtimes screen it just. automatically took me to the showings for oct 13th bc thats when her movie is out #not. showings for this week. which it always used to do by default. no. showings for 10/13 for her movie #like omfg i know its not a big deal but i am so sick of hearing about this tour already #so for it to be adding this many minor nuisances & obstructions to me going to the movies this week is just like. go awayyyyy #like twice as frustrating as it would have already been -_- maybe more.#avpost #me: can i see a different movie please #theaters: see taylor swift? buy the taylor swift popcorn bucket? oops you almost saw showtimes for the movie you wanted #not to worry we replaced those with the showtimes for taylor swift. which you obviously want to see.#we are going to shove this extremely average pop musician down your fucking throat for the entirety of 2023 is that okay.#beyonce is currently also on tour. the highest grossing tour of all time. and i dont hear abt it even a quarter as much as i hear abt eras.#so like. no this is not in correlation to her popularity its too fucking much. please leav me alone.

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xxlelaxx · 4 months ago

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I don't think my husband understands that there is a big difference between the kind of sleep I've been getting and the kind of sleep he's been getting. It's starting to make me very angry

#ignore me #i only sleep for max 4 hours and then have too wale up to feed tje baby #and after that she doesn't sleep for another 4 only for max 2 #which means i barely get any of the deep sleep #and he sometimes gets like 8+ hours #and then he has tje audacity to bitch at me that he deserves to sleep in too #like boyo you slept 10 hours this week #my max was 8 including the feeding breaks which means definitely not 8???#In 8+ months i had the pleasure of sleeping without feeding duty twice #like does he even understand the level of exhaustion I have by now???#i think i wouldn't care if he didn't have the audacity to pretend that he never gets enough sleep anymore which is factually not true #he sleeps more than he did before the baby which is okay cause he's been more busy since then #but dont bitch at me please? I'm tired too... I'm trying my best with not enough rest too #I'm so tired my baby thought i was upset and tried to cheer me up #what a cutie #she always tries to cheer me up when I'm not smiling which is not necessary??? i cannot smile all the time???#but i guess for her it's weird to not look concentrated or happy #i know she isnt scared. of me cause sometimes when i get a bit more stern she goes “oh oh” so i think she does it cause she is happy so i #should be making the happy face too after all she is happy???#at least i think that babies have no concept of other people feelibg other things than them. yet #anyways being a mom is hard jesus christ how the fuck do single moms manage???#or moms with useless husbands???#not saying we are perfect but at least my husband helps as much as he can and i can leave him alone with the baby as long as he has milk #i need to talk with him about this

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tillman · 1 year ago

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Also eddie whiff is cute. Hes like a lizard in strive ill always be so mad hes just so human looking wheres the fun wheres the charm. He has his back spines still but no mawaru to make use of em !!!!! If your forbidden beast isnt spinning into furniture he is Depressed !!!!!! You have to let it spin !

#txt #zato is an irresponsible pet owner sure eddie is leashed w the shadow but he isnt giving it enough room to mawaru or nobiru like hes not #wnriched….#are u even feeding him. zato sir are you feeding your cat.

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deiscension · 9 months ago

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I keep having thoughts like "final girl sqx" "sqx actually has all the hallmarks of a silent hill mc" "what would sqx be like as a dbd survivor" and I think I've figured out what to do here. I should just dress them up real pretty and then plop them down in an endless forest inhabited by ravenous beasts that range from pitiable in their nature to things that hunt just to feel a life shatter between their teeth. And then take detailed notes on whatever comes from that.

#▌ ◈ ooc ; ⌜ he fucking ascended again! ⌟#okay i lied previously. THIS is my last post until i'm finished with more drafts.#i'm a horror guy what can i say. sqx's arc is in a way a gothic horror story. what do you expect from me.#'isnt that what happened with the reverend of empty words' WELL IT NEEDS TO HAPPEN AGAIN.#i can and will fully elaborate on the silent hill mc part given the opportunity #perfect victim because others deemed irrelevant were victims before you + penance is unobtainable + you will either feed a god or a ghost #they'd be perfect to have on your horror survival team. they have final girl immunity just put them between you and the monster #there is just Something with all the ghosts made to give them life and how their life is not a good enough grave for any of those ghosts

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sirenemale · 1 year ago

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Maybe I'm just desensitized from dealing with like cptsd probably ocd neurotic soup unchecked for my whole life and finding ways to just phase out the chatter of it but seeing ppl here talk abt moral ocd and stuff in a way where they refuse to be reminded of racism or anything is baffling to me. Like I don't get how that's helpful for you, instead of separating thoughts and morals from yourself and your actions you're just going oh no my religious ocd is triggered when ppl talk about me having privilege or benefitting from systemic oppression so therefore I'm never going to interact with marginalized people who talk about it ect ect ect. Or proship ppl being like it's too hard to take a stance against incest and age gap ships so they're just no holds bars for it now. Like again maybe I'm being mean, being online is hard I do think the way ppl talk is especially triggering for ocd and the whole born good born bad self flaggelation for forgiveness stuff never be wrong takes especially eat at me but they are symptoms ultimately and letting it box you out from ways you can actually genuienly improve as a person feels wildly unhelpful to me. Sitting with guilt and understanding what is real harm thats been done by you and actual bad things you believed and what is the brain chatter is crucial.

#ig it's just that unpacking that and ingrained beliefs and the urge to be centered and coddled is #something you have to be doing regardless and i kind of jsut cant respect not doing that #like i care abt ballroom there is a ballroom scene here and my ruminations can play up on anything like #i absolutely cannot engage with the ballroom scene here its not a space for pakeha reslly and i dont want to come off as a white drag race #fan who isnt aware of privilege and wants to be inserted everywhere egotist ect maybe even being into drag at all is problematic ill never #understand ballroom bc i didnt go thru enough and bc im white and z and x and x #and like THAT is disordered thinking that is feedjng off scraps of white fragility and online discourse #but there is truth that the scene here is intimate and new and primarily for maori and pacific and takatapui and that is how it needs to be #like i hope im not wildly off base. idw be one of those ppl who are like just found out abt opression im going to make myself the singular #voice and educator on it coughing at breadtube phenomena kinda thing right right right #like just white ppl bouncing obvious things they just learned back and forth to feel more progressive #i just think ocd isnt a good reason to feed into the left cannibalizes itself cant say anything these days isms of it all and the like #ohhh ur a puritan bc u think cp is bad parts of the net #my self analyzing and ruminations are a thin line but it has genuienly improved me to understand that #your shame and guilt whether it's rational or disordered or not isn't the center of the world and does not need to be coddled #anyway LMAO it did spend 5 hours writing this bc it is disordered and got stuck on it #long post

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my-thoughts-and-junk · 9 months ago

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love corrupted children's characters <3

#random thoughts #horror #'they need to stop doing mascot horror it's just kid stuff but scary' but.... is for me 👉👈#think it should be done more specifically with yandere romance horror. sunny day jack is not enough to feed me i need more #especially since sunny day jack isnt even like actually a children's character i think he's just a super fucked up vcr ghosy #anyway adulthood as a corrupting force compels me #everything used to be just fine in gundrop village until YOU showed up with your maturity and your taxes #now everyone is suddenly going through super mental puberty without the tools to cope with it #like there's a transitional period in media for kids vs teens vs adults imagine just SKIPPING BEING A TEENAGER #the caramel cattle are getting sick there's a sugar water drought and everyone's mentally ill now #also now everyone is aware of the concept of meat and where it comes from and OH GOD WE UNDERSTAND DEATH NOW #all these simple lessons aren't so simple anymore and god everyone is just WATCHING them from EVERYWHERE ENDLESS EYES #bad character traits which were previously inconsequential unless needed for plot are now all-encompassing #puppy love evolves and god imagine sex ed in a 'if someone touches you in a way that makes you uncomfortable thats no good' world #NO ONE KNOWS ANYTHING ABOUT SEX #mc someone isekai's into their beloved escapist kid's show and ruins everything by being an adult #not even as a political message just a thought experiment

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honeylemony · 1 year ago

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I think I need to start knowing what I want. And stop letting myself slide into situations because they happen.

#i need to be able to vocalize when something isnt for me anymore #i need to be able to say no to people and end things #yes the ending is scary. yes you dont know what might happen after #sure the right now is JUST comfortable enough that you can take it #you need to stop just taking it #you need to live or your heart is going to claw itself bloody out of your chest #your self love is a rabid blind foaming at the mouth beast right now. starved.#its going to kill you if you dont feed it #i need to feed my wants and say no and make the scary choice. even if it means i will no longer have the comfort of familiar things #i need to be able to find comfort. or even just neutrality in change

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staggerinbeauty · 2 years ago

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𝒐𝒐𝒄;; GUYS I NEED TO KNOW SOMETHING! I am very confused on something— so I have two rp blogs many of you or some of you may know its not a secret. But I follow the same people on both blogs practically. Yet I only will see their feed on ONE blog and not on the other. On my other one it looks like the person is entirely inactive when in reality they are not; and they are posting a LOT. and this used to not happen it began a few days ago that I took note of it. And around that time it feels people too has been seeing less of my things also. Is it- if you interact with someone you see their things and not the others? because I dont follow A LOT A LOT of people where feed should be eaten. Or where it should hide ALL ONE ONE person's entire blog unless I go out my way to search it. Is anyone else having this issue?

Cause Im seeing maybe five- six people's stuff on my dash and everyone else appears like they are on some hiatus not writing not reblogging nothing. but then I log out and go into my other blog and BAM they are posting and just posted a little bit ago. Whats that about?

#ooc;;#IS THIS ISSUE JUST happening with me?#or is something else going on #cause I noticed how inactive my feed as been #and when I post something it seems its being eaten away or not as many people are seeing it as they used to #then I took note of this with me not seeing certain blogs activity #yet on my other blog I see ALL their feed on my dash #go on the other rp blog of mine and NONE of their stuff is anywhere on my dash despite me following them on both #and again-- I dont follow a lot of people I think only 40 which ISNT A LOT if you think about it #not enough for tumblr to HIDE things I thought that only happens when your follow count goes into the hundreds

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witchlenore · 2 years ago

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I'm going to have to block the ai tag in every way I can, as a creative who has always dreamed about being able to actually work selling my art I just find it all heartbreaking and I've had at least two panic attacks about the way ai is being sent after our art, our writing, our narration, our very appearances, and I just can't do it ok? I am already barely making it from day to day.

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