#as always. i will not be responding to anonymous messages about this.
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icewindandboringhorror ¡ 10 months ago
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I occasionally wish to reach out to old friends/acquaintances I haven't spoken to since high school/some other even earlier time in my life, but I have SOOO little social energy even for required tasks (like making dr phone calls or etc), I never have any leftover for extra ones, and it would be very odd to message someone I haven't spoken to in like 5 years out of the blue but then take 4 entire months to respond back lol.. My natural curiosity with nostalgia/collecting details of the past/etc. (literally if I were born a little earlier I would definitely do scrapbooking or something lol) is very strong, but, alas, not strong enough to beat out the Social Issues Demons apparently
#facebook always does that 'here's a post from this day 8 years ago' thing. and I see old comments interacting#with people and it's so like.. OOOOO~~ where are they now?? what's going on? how much have they changed as people?#how much are they the same? this is fascinating. i should contact them!!' but then it's like... take that to it's logical conclusion though#you would contact them and then IF they even responded it would take you 80 years to respond and then they would#think there was something wrong or that you were trying to be insulting or something. To contact anyone I need to include an 85 page#disclaimer of all of my social issues & mental illness things. 'If i take 3 weeks to reply I promise it has nothing to do with u' etc lol#THIS is why more people need to be into phone calls/voice calls/some form of audio real time communication/etc.#I think one of the main things that's hard about messaging through text for me is it's so unscheduled and open ended#(plus it takes forever if you're talking about anything in detail and gets very long very quickly)#because like you can send a message and then just get a reply whenever. and then you're expected to reply back whenever#so it's like you never know when the response will come or when a new obligation to reply can come up? so it's like this sudden thing with#no outline?? if that makes sense. whereas a phone call is very like 'hello let's schedule a call from 10am - 2pm on thursday'. And you know#EXACTLY when the interaction will start and EXACTLY when it will end and you can plan around it in your schedule easily.#I have the reverse thing of a lot of people (how people don't pick up phone calls/hate calls/only text)#I would literally talk on the phone with a stranger. I would have a discord voice chat with someone I barely know.#if someone I hardly even remember from elementary school asked to have a voice call with me out of nowhere I would do it.#but if a stranger MESSAGED me?? or someone I barely know sent me a TEXT or something?? I will never reply probably#It's just too vague and weird. and you can't read voice tone over text. and the interaction could last forever with no clear end#point and etc. etc. But a call is like. set. established. clear boundaries. you can read the flow of conversation better. rapport. etc. etc#I get that I guess people feel more anonymous or distanced over text?? but you can have fake phone numbers on the computer. or do like disc#rd calls. or zoom without a camera or etc. etc. Also the distance that's present in text is BAD distance because it just means that tone is#not conveyed properly and you will never truly get a sense of the person's conversational vibe or mannerisms or how well you really click.#ANYWAY ghgjh...... I'm so so so interested in concepts of like.. How did that one kid I used to talk to in elementary school#but then they moved away in 5th grade - how did they end up? what are they doing now?? etc. etc. Like despite the severe social anhedonia#and general lack of connection with others I'm just really fascinated in like.. idk. the human development of it all and like#the concept of how we're actually a million different people through the course of our lives ever evolving in different iterations and etc.#PLUS again. i love nostalgia. sometimes old peple you know might remember a shared memory or can tell you about something you forgot#or etc. like it's SUCH A COOL THING in CONCEPT but I am too socially inept generally speaking lol. which people I still talk to today are#familiar with my 'phone call once every few months' communication style. but strangers would just be like... wtf. And I don't blame them#Sure I literally cannot change the physical health + brain issues i have - but also I know enough to not put others through that lol
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isabelckl ¡ 22 days ago
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texting loser!ellie that you have nipple piercing in class 2
nerdy loser!ellie x popular mean fem!reader
bored in english, you reply to a girl named E you’ve been talking to on an anonymous gay dating app—without knowing it’s that lesbian nerd girl, ellie williams.
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The hallway was loud in that late afternoon way—sneakers squeaking, lockers slamming, voices overlapping with end-of-day laughter and plans.
You slammed your locker shut a little too hard, and of course, because the universe hated you or just liked messing with you, half your shit tumbled straight onto the floor. Notebook, pen, lip gloss, a crumpled worksheet you didn’t even remember stuffing in there.
You sighed through your nose, already crouching — except someone beat you to it.
Ellie.
Hoodie half-zipped, guitar case strapped to her back, a mess of books pressed to her side like she was trying not to drop them too. She crouched down silently and started picking up your things like it wasn’t weird.
You stared at her.
She didn’t say anything. She gathered your stuff with careful fingers and then stand, holding it out.
“Here.”
You took it. Didn’t really look at her. “Thanks.”
You turned back to your locker to re-slam it shut properly and spin the lock. You glanced at her. She was still there. Looking at you. Kind of.
You raised your eyebrows. “What?”
She looked like she was about to say something—her mouth opened just slightly—but nothing came out. Her gaze flicked down, then back up. Whatever it was, she swallowed it.
Turning, she walked off fast, slipping into the crowd of students in the hall like she hadn’t just hesitated in front of you for too long.
You frowned after her.
Then, right on cue, your friends slid up beside you like sharks sensing blood in the water.
One of them leaned against your locker, twirling her keys. “Ew. Were you talking to that lesbo?”
You didn’t even blink. “No.”
You started walking before they could say anything else, bag swinging off one shoulder, the hallway stretching ahead.
“Are you coming to Tyler’s party or not?” another one of them shouted after you. “You said maybe!”
You rolled your eyes and didn’t answer. You didn’t want to go to another party. Not tonight. Not with them.
Not when — you pulled your phone out, thumb brushing over the screen — you had more interesting things to do.
Like talk to E.
Your room was quiet, save for the low hum of music from your speaker—some indie playlist you didn’t even recognize anymore. You were lying on your stomach, legs swinging idly behind you, chin resting in your hand.
Your phone sat right in front of you. Screen still lit.
E:
I’M IN CLASS T_T
ur insane for this (i’ve been blessed)
how AM I supposed to FOCUS after this ???
You smiled.
One of those dumb little smiles that slipped out before you could stop it. The kind you’d hide if anyone else was around. But no one was. Just you. And her. And the heat still humming under your skin from earlier.
You were about to finally reply when the dots popped up again.
She was typing.
One message.
two. three, four—
E:
care to reply?
i wanna ask something, can i?
what did you think when you sent that pic to me…
what are you thinking now? ?
BRO
don’t leave me hanging pls xD
You let out a short laugh, pressing your cheek to the back of your hand. She was spiraling. A little desperate. It was cute.
You waited a beat and then started typing.
You:
what was i thinking?
nothing really.
just wanted to show it to you ;)
She didn’t respond right away. You watched the read receipt hover.
E:
u always send stuff like that to ppl on here?
You paused. Fingers resting above the keyboard.
You:
what
no
ur the only one who gets to see that
Maybe it was too honest. But you didn’t unsend it.
This time, the three dots didn’t show up right away. You just stared at your screen. Waiting.
You grinned at the screen, still resting on your elbows, fingers hovering as you typed slow—on purpose.
You:
do u wanna see the other one?
You watched the “delivered” turn to “read” almost instantly.
Three dots appeared. Disappeared. Then came back again.
E:
what other one…
A pause.
E:
U HAVE TWO NIPPLE PIERCINGS??
You snorted so hard it startled even you. You dropped your head into the crook of your arm, shoulders shaking as the messages kept coming in.
E:
why would u say that to me
how could u drop that like it’s casual
i’m in distress
i’m literally sweating rn
oh my god do u actually??
You didn’t answer right away. You let her spin out.
You:
u okay over there?
Another pause.
E:
no.
u can’t just hot girl drop that and then vanish.
not when i have a brain
and nerves
and a vivid imagination
this is cruelty. actual cruelty.
You were fully grinning now, cheeks warm against your arm, kicking your feet behind you like you weren’t being a menace on purpose.
You:
i’m just saying
you asked for weird
and i deliver
xx
E:
okay then what's your favorite color
i am just a fragile nerd go easy on me
You rolled onto your back, holding your phone over your face now. As much as you liked getting reactions out of her, there was something genuinely fun about it.
Like she made it easy to be just a little unhinged.
You:
pink :p
what is your favorite color?
The dots appeared instantly.
E:
green :B
(but like the gross kind. forest green. sweater green. mossy swamp witch green)
You laughed under your breath, thumbs already moving.
You:
that is such a weirdly specific shade
u could’ve just said “green” like a normal person
E:
normal is boring
u said so yourself
You paused, smiling a little.
You:
okay moss witch
what’s ur favorite movie
E:
wtf
why is this suddenly 20 questions
r u trying to date me or smth
You rolled onto your side, tucking your pillow under your cheek as your smile stretched into something smug.
You:
idk
maybe
depends on ur answer
Three dots. Pause. Then—
E:
spiderverse
but if you tell anyone i’ll lie
You:
that’s such a loser pick
i respect it tho
10/10 taste
E:
good
i was worried ur opinion might ruin my whole night
You giggled softly, shutting your eyes for a second. It was late now—later than you realized. You rolled onto your side again, phone cradled in your hand, the screen's soft glow painting your pillow in blue light. Music still hummed low in the background.
Your thumbs hovered before you typed, casual like always, even though your heart tugged just slightly.
You:
i feel like we'd get along in real life, if ever. don’t u think?
She read it quickly. Typing bubble appeared immediately, like she’d been waiting.
E:
uh, well... u have a lot of friends
i mean
it's obvious
with what you’ve told me before
You blinked.
Friends?
Yeah, you had them. Too many, maybe. But somehow, the way she said it—it didn’t sound like a compliment.
Your brows pinched.
You:
does it really show?
E:
yeah
you’re like the type of person everyone wants to be around
You:
not really. some people hate me
say i’m a bitch
which is true
There was only a one-second pause before her reply landed.
E:
bitch is cool
i don’t mind u bitching me around
JK
Your laugh broke out, a little too loud for how late it was. You buried your face in your arm to muffle it, shaking your head.
You:
what
what did u say
really huh
E:
i mean
it’s u
Your fingers froze for a second. Your stomach did a weird flip.
You:
me??
u don’t even know me like that
There was a long pause—just long enough to make you think maybe she wasn't going to answer at all.
E:
i know things
You scoffed quietly, rolling your eyes, but the grin tugging at your lips gave you away. It was stupid. She was stupid. But God, she was good at this.
You pulled your pillow closer, half-buried your face in it, then typed.
You:
sounds creepy when u say it like that
E:
we’ve been talking for two weeks
i like… have a little voice of u in my head now
like a little devil
whispering shit i shouldn’t do
You blinked, smiling slowly. There was something shameless about that last part. Something that curled warm in your stomach. She didn’t even try to sound casual. She just… said it.
You:
what kind of shit?
👀
E:
nope
not letting u turn this around on me
u already sent me to horny jail once today
You laughed into your pillow, your cheeks heating again even though you were totally alone.
You:
fine
but admit it
u like having me in ur head
E:
maybe
depends
does the little devil voice wanna come over and ruin my life more
You bit your lip, heart doing that dumb lurch it always did when she got bold like this. And God, she was getting bolder.
You:
that depends too
how ruinable is ur life rn
E:
hanging by a thread
try me
You closed your eyes for a second, just feeling your pulse, your grin, the way your legs kicked lazily behind you like you were thirteen again and falling in love with someone you hadn’t even seen.
You:
u flirting with me?
E:
no
i’m letting the devil in
You stayed up talking to her until 3 a.m. It wasn’t even deep shit. It wasn’t I had a rough childhood or let me tell you about my dreams kind of talk. It was mostly stupid stuff. Like whether grilled cheese should be dipped in ketchup or soup. Which celebrities you’d punch if given the chance. What your weirdest recurring dream was. (Hers involved being chased by a swarm of bees through IKEA. You still weren’t over it.)
Somewhere around 2:17, your jaw started to ache from smiling so much. Not even joking. Like actual muscle fatigue. And yet you kept texting her. Kept laughing into your pillow like an idiot. Kept rereading her replies while the night blurred and softened around the glow of your screen.
By the time your alarm went off at 6:15, you were practically in mourning.
Now, here you were.
First period: Calculus. A.k.a. hell.
You were slumped in your seat, hoodie pulled over your head like armor, the room lit in that offensive fluorescent way that made everything feel worse. Your chin was cradled in your palm, elbow sliding ever so slightly with each nod of your head.
The teacher’s voice was doing that thing again—half English, half pure math. Something about integrals. Limits. Derivatives. You didn’t know. You weren’t listening. You were floating somewhere between consciousness and dreaming of accidentally sleeping.
Your eyelids fluttered.
So close. And warm.
“Miss Williams. Forty-five minutes late.”
The sharp voice sliced through your haze like a ruler to the knuckles. You lifted your head just enough to blink toward the front of the room.
Ellie.
Hood up, headphones half-shoved into her backpack. She looked like she’d just walked out of a crime scene and into a math test.
The professor didn’t even let her sit down yet.
“Just because you’re good at calculus doesn’t mean the rules don’t apply to you,” she snapped, arms crossed. “It’s called structure. You should try it.”
Ellie didn’t look up. Just gave a low, mumbled “Sorry,” and slid into her seat like she was trying to disappear into it.
You watched her from behind your sleeve for awhile. Her hair was still messy. Hoodie sleeves too long. Her fingers drummed quietly against her notebook, eyes half-lidded but still pretending to care.
Your head started to dip again.
Just a little.
Almost resting.
“And you,” the teacher snapped suddenly, her voice slicing sideways now. “If you’re so tired you can’t keep your head up, maybe you should’ve just stayed home and slept.”
Your heart did a lazy flip as you blinked up, caught off guard.
She was talking to you.
Of course she was.
You straightened, barely. “Wasn’t sleeping.”
“Could’ve fooled me,” she muttered, turning back to the board like she hadn’t just publicly executed you. “Some of us actually care about your education.”
You resisted the very real urge to groan. Instead, you blinked slowly and stabbed her in the forehead with your eyes. In your head.
Can’t a girl be sleepy in peace?
What is this, the military?
You tugged your hoodie further over your eyes and sank back down.
Your phone buzzed in your pocket. Just once—soft, stealthy, like it knew you were in the middle of being very publicly humiliated and wanted to offer comfort.
You pulled it out, just enough to see the screen under the desk.
E:
good morning :>
how’s ur morning so far?
You stared at it for a second, lips twitching. You could still hear the teacher yammering on at the whiteboard, numbers flying across the screen like you were in A Beautiful Mind but with less genius and more exhaustion.
At least I get good morning texts like this.
Some people have coffee. I have this girl.
You ducked your head a little lower and typed back.
You:
hell
the teacher just publicly executed me
im texting u from the afterlife
Three dots popped up immediately.
E:
LMAOO
i told u not to stay up
now ur a corpse
a hot corpse
You bit back a laugh, teeth sinking into your lip as you stared at the screen. Your cheeks warmed, because it was stupid—but it worked. She worked.
You:
i’m haunting this class
spreading sleepy bitch energy
ur next btw
E:
oh i know
i got reaped by the attendance lady this morning
she called me “wasted potential”
i feel like a tragic poet
You:
u are
i bet ur writing limericks in ur notes
E:
nah
drawing boobs on the back page
stay humble
You pressed your fist to your mouth, hiding the very real giggle that almost escaped.
From the front of the room, the teacher said something about derivatives again. You didn’t care. E was texting you about boobs at 9:03 a.m. and somehow it felt like a gift.
E:
u look hot rn i bet
You blinked, then huffed quietly through your nose. You typed back.
You:
nope. i’m wearing a hoodie :( i look like a tired thumb
E:
and? it suits u
You bit your lip, eyes flicking up toward the front of the classroom where your teacher was scribbling something on the whiteboard that may as well have been ancient code.
You:
i don’t wear hoodies at school
it’s illegal
E:
i’m wearing a hoodie rn :)
You:
lmao that suits u
You settled back in your chair, hoodie still over your head like armor, as you typed again.
You:
i only wore it now bc i have bags under my eyes the size of my regrets
E:
aw :[
last night worn u out huh
let me buy u something
what do u want
You squinted at your screen, half amused, half melting.
You:
wait fr
ur buying me coffee??
E:
duh
i take care of the girl i ruin
You:
YEY
i want a croissant and like
a gallon of sugar
You grinned stupidly at your screen, letting your cheek fall against your hand again. You didn’t even know where she lived. For all you knew, she was across the country, or halfway across the world.
But the thought of her—wherever she was—thinking of you first thing in the morning?
That was enough.
E:
done
now look dramatically out the window like ur waiting for me
You snorted, resisting the urge to do exactly that.
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skyguytoast ¡ 4 months ago
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Swipe Right for Trouble - Dilf!Anakin x you
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SYNOPSIS: Dilf!Anakin joins a dating site and comes away with more than he bargained for.
WORD COUNT: 5k
WARNINGS: +18, infidelity, cheating, age gap (Anakin is in his 40s and the reader is of legal age), sexting, both masturbating over video call, daddy kink
A/N: Hello everyone, this idea came to me out of nowhere and kept on hammering in my mind until I wrote it. I hope you like it, comments, reblogs and suggestions are always appreciated, kisses ;) Dividers by @cafekitsune
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Sexting isn’t cheating.
Anakin repeated the thought like a mantra as he filled out the registration form. Technically, this wasn’t even a dating site. From what he’d read, it was more of a… transactional arrangement—an online space where men could chat with young women, spoil them with gifts, and, in return, receive whatever favors both parties agreed upon.  
It wasn’t as if his marriage had collapsed overnight. That would have been easier to accept. No, it had been a slow, agonizing unraveling, a gradual drift until the distance between him and Padmé felt impossible to bridge. He couldn’t only blame her long hours at work or the way exhaustion made intimacy rare. He was just as guilty—guilty of giving up, of letting the silence stretch between them for too long, of resigning himself to wanting more but never asking for it.  
Regret was useless now.  
He exhaled sharply, scrolling through the feed. Most of the profiles were deliberately vague—faceless photos, silhouettes, glimpses of lips, collarbones, and hands. The usernames were just as cryptic, an endless parade of Kitten, Doll, and Baby designed to keep things impersonal.  
Then, one caught his eye.  
The photo showed nothing but a cascade of silky hair and a princess tiara perched atop it. Something about it—the soft, innocent playfulness—made him pause. Bunny. The name made him smirk. Cute.  
A second later, the screen blinked. MATCH.
Anakin’s lips parted slightly. That was… fast. His stomach twisted, fingers hovering over the keyboard. What the hell was he supposed to say? How do you start a conversation like this?  
A sharp ding cut through his hesitation.  
You had messaged him first.
Anakin rubbed his jaw, still slightly in disbelief that he had actually gone through with this. It wasn't like him to engage in such... base activities. Especially not now. But his marriage had grown so distant, and he needed something—someone—to fill that void.
Just take a deep breath and respond, he told himself as he clicked on your message.
Bunny: Hi there, stranger~
Anakin blinked at the casual greeting, a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. Stranger? He chuckled softly to himself, realizing that, in this context, that was exactly what you were. Two anonymous figures behind a screen, playing a game neither of you had fully defined yet.  
Hi yourself, he typed back, trying to match your easy tone. I like your tiara. It suits you.  
The response didn’t come immediately, and in those few seconds, doubt crept in. Was he being too forward? Too personal? Was this a place for compliments, for flirting—or just for transactions?  
Bunny: I like shiny things… and pink.
Short. Coy. Playful. The way you phrased it made something tighten in his chest. A flicker of amusement, curiosity, something dangerously close to interest.  
I’ll remember that, he replied, his fingers moving with a newfound ease. Do you have a favorite shade of pink?
It was a simple question, innocent on the surface, but it carried weight. He wanted to keep you talking, wanted the conversation to stretch just a little longer. This was a break from reality, from work, from duty. A moment that felt light, free.  
Bunny: Uhm… mostly pastel colors… ballerina pink, bubblegum pink. 
He was about to type a response when another message popped up.  
Bunny: Do you want me to send you the color hex so you don’t get my gift wrong?
Anakin laughed softly at the dig, shaking his head. So you had a sharp wit. He liked that.  
No need for that, he typed back. I have a good eye for color. And I’m not planning on buying you a gift just yet.
There. He had said it—acknowledged the possibility of yet, of something more. It was a dangerous game, but one he was suddenly very willing to play.  
Unless… He hesitated just long enough to let anticipation build. Unless you’d like to earn one first?
The reply came quicker than he expected.  
Bunny: And what exactly do you want from me to deserve it?
A slow smirk spread across his lips. He had a feeling this conversation was only just getting started.
Anakin swallowed hard, a pulse of heat rolling through him at your bold question. He could feel it—something deep and dangerous stirring inside him—but he didn’t look away from the screen. Instead, he leaned in, his fingers hovering over the keyboard as he considered his next words carefully.
Well, for starters… He typed slowly, deliberately, letting the anticipation stretch. Tell me more about you.
It was a simple request on the surface, but the words carried weight, unspoken possibilities.
What does a cute little bunny like you do for fun?
His lips curled into a smirk as he hit send, already wondering just how far you'd be willing to take this game.
But you didn’t answer right away. 
Anakin exhaled sharply, dragging a hand down his face. Damn it. Maybe that was stupid. Cringe—wasn’t that the word people your age used? The last thing he wanted was to come off like some awkward old man trying too hard. 
Before he could spiral further, his screen lit up with a new message. 
Bunny: I love going to amusement parks—feeling my hair fly on the roller coaster, the Ferris wheel, the carousel…
Anakin smirked, the tension in his chest easing. There was something so effortlessly sweet about that answer, something playful. Of course you liked amusement parks. He could almost picture it—the wind in your hair, the sparkle in your eyes as you laughed on a ride. 
And just like that, he wanted to know more.
Is that so? he typed back, a smirk playing at the corners of his mouth. I'll have to keep that in mind. Maybe I'll take you to a park sometime... among other things.
He paused, letting that statement linger on the screen. Let you wonder, let your imagination run wild. He certainly knew his was.
Tell me, do you have a favorite ride? he asked. One that really gets your adrenaline pumping?
Bunny: Probably the Ferris wheel, I love going there several times... I'm a little scared of the ghost train, however, I might try it if you promise to hold my hand.
A light blush crept across Anakin's cheeks as he read her message, a small smile tugging at his lips. Of course, a Ferris wheel was your favorite. He could picture it now—you sitting beside him, your shoulders brushing as you slowly rotated at the top, looking out over the park and the rest of the world spread out below you.
Don't worry, he typed, his fingers moving almost eagerly across the screen. I'd hold your hand through anything.
He paused, then added playfully, Besides, I think I'm pretty good at killing ghosts. Both the real kind and the fictional ones.
Your response was immediate.
Bunny: Oh, that’s good to know because I think my room might be haunted. Maybe you could come take a look?
Anakin sighed, shaking his head with a smirk. Gosh, you’re being so flirty.
Not that he minded. Not one bit.
Anakin leaned back in his chair, taking a moment to read your flirtatious message again. His smirk grew wider.
Well then, he replied, a playful lilt to his words. It looks like I'll have to schedule an investigation soon.
He paused, letting the innuendo linger for a moment. But he didn't stop there.
Of course, you know that ghost hunting can be quite...intense work. It may require a thorough search of every room. Every surface.
He knew he was treading on dangerous ground, but he couldn't seem to stop himself. There was something about you, a freshness and boldness that drew him in.
Bunny: in my bed too? even under the covers?
Anakin's heart raced as he read your brazen message, a flood of improper thoughts rushing through his mind. The image of you tangled in the sheets, perhaps already flushed and breathless before he even arrived, was too much to ignore.
Especially under the covers, he typed back, not holding anything back. You never know where a ghost might hide, after all. I'll have to search everywhere, just to be safe.
He paused, letting the implication hang in the air. Then added one final line.
And I'll make sure to check every inch thoroughly. For any...abnormalities.
。・゚♡゚・。・゚
As the days passed, your messages became more frequent, more daring. What started as playful teasing had turned into something else—something charged, something electric.  
The flirting was relentless, a slow, delicious game neither of you wanted to stop. Anakin knew he was toeing the line, but God help him, he didn’t care. You were intoxicating—the way you teased him, the way you played innocent one moment and wicked the next.  
And every time his screen lit up with a new message from you, he felt that same rush, that same heat pooling low in his stomach.  
You had him hooked.
He knew he should put an end to this, but he couldn't bring himself to stop. It was like a drug, a dangerous high he didn't want to come down from.
Tell me... he paused, his fingers hesitating for only a moment. What do you usually sleep in at night? Or out of...
Anakin's breath caught in his throat, his eyes widening as the image loaded. The dim light of his quarters cast an intimate glow across his face, a face flushed with a growing heat that had nothing to do with the temperature. He leaned in closer, squinting to make out every exquisite detail of the photo, his eyes roaming hungrily over the exposed skin of your shoulders, the way the thin strap of your nightgown clung precariously to your frame.
His heart pounded in his chest as he watched, almost in slow motion, the strap slipping ever so slightly. He felt his mouth go dry, his tongue darting out to wet his lips as anticipation built inside him like a palpable force. And then, like a revelation, he caught sight of the swell of your breast, the tantalizing curve that promised so much more if only he could see just a little further.
Bunny: do you like to see more?
Fuck, he breathed, his voice low and rough with desire. I'd love to see more.
You send another message.
Anakin's heart raced as he stared at the image on his screen, his breath growing ragged. The sight of you kneeling there, clutching at the fabric of your nightgown, teasing him with a glimpse of the lace barely covering your butt, sent a jolt of lust straight to his aching cock.
Sweetheart, you're playing with fire, he typed, his fingers trembling slightly as they flew over the keys. Keep this up and I might just burn in the flames.
He palmed himself through his pants, unable to ignore the growing bulge that strained against the confines of his clothing. The urge to touch himself was overwhelming, but he resisted. He wanted to savor this moment, to draw out the delicious torture of anticipation.
What else do you want to show me? he asked. Where else would you like my eyes to wander?
Bunny: Uhm, I don't know, maybe you could buy me a lingerie set to wear just for you
Anakin's eyes darkened with lust as he read your suggestion, his mind racing with the possibilities. The idea of you modeling lingerie just for him, a matching set in a soft, delicate shade of pink, was almost too much to bear.
I think I'd like that very much, he replied. What color would you prefer? I'm thinking something soft and sexy, maybe a shade of pink to match your sweet smile.
He palmed himself more firmly through his pants, his cock throbbing beneath his touch. The urge to whip out his length and stroke himself to completion was strong, but he held back, wanting to make this moment last.
And maybe... he paused, letting the anticipation build. You could send me a picture of what you'd look like in it. Give me a little preview of what's to come.
Bunny: you know my address to send
Anakin couldn't keep the grin off his face as he hit the 'Confirm Purchase' button, his heart racing with anticipation. He had splurged on the most beautiful lingerie set he could find—the perfect shade of bubblegum pink, soft and shimmery, with delicate lace detailing. He couldn't wait to see it clinging to your curves, highlighting every inch of your gorgeous body.
I took your suggestion and one upped it, he typed, smirking to himself. It should be arriving at your doorstep tomorrow. I hope you like it as much as I think you will.
He paused, his mind already filling with the filthy images of your modeling it just for him.
Send me a picture as soon as you put it on. I want to see how stunning you look.
The next day, the first message was from you.
Bunny: Oh baby, I love it, give me a minute to put on my lingerie and we can do a video call
Anakin's breath caught in his throat, his heart hammering wildly in his chest as he read your response. A video call—that would be even better than any photo. He could see you, really see you, in the lingerie he had bought just for you.
I can't wait to see you in it, he typed back, his fingers shaking slightly. Meet me on a video call in 5 minutes.
He ended the message with a winking emoji, his mind already racing with the possibilities. The room was dim, the lighting soft and intimate, perfect for a private show. He could already picture you, perched on the edge of your bed, the pink lace clinging to your curves in all the right places. 
Anakin took a deep breath, trying to calm his nerves. He had to get his head in the game, had to remember that this was just a bit of fun, a distraction from his marriage's problems and the weight of his responsibilities. It didn't mean anything. 
But even as he told himself that, he knew it was a lie. This meant something, even if he couldn't quite put his finger on what. All he knew was that he wanted more of you, and he would do whatever it took to get it.
Anakin locked the bedroom door, exhaling slowly as he leaned against it. He mentally thanked Padmé for the extra shift—how ironic. Not long ago, her long hours had been a source of frustration, the widening gap between them something he resented.
And yet here he was, grateful for the distance.
Grateful for the excuse.
His fingers hovered over his phone, anticipation thrumming through him. He knew he shouldn’t be doing this. He knew this was dangerous.
But when your name lit up his screen, all reason faded.
Anakin took a deep breath as he tapped the button to accept the video call, his heart pounding in his chest. The screen flickered to life, and there you were—stunning, breathtaking, even more gorgeous than he had imagined.
His eyes widened as he took in the sight of you, clad in the lingerie he had purchased just for this moment. The soft pink lace clung to every curve, highlighting the swell of your breasts, the dip of your waist, the tempting flare of your hips. It was everything he had hoped for and more.
“Fuck, you look incredible,” he breathed, his voice low and rough with desire. “That color was made for you.”
He couldn't take his eyes off you, drinking in every detail. The way the lace seemed to shimmer in the soft light, the way it hinted at the treasures hidden beneath. He felt his cock twitch and harden, straining against the confines of his pants. 
“Turn around for me, sweetheart,” he instructed, his voice a low command. “Let me see all of you.”
You smiled amusedly. "Like this" you said happily, turning to show every bit of your skin to him.
Anakin's breath caught in his throat as you spun around, putting yourself on display just for him. The way the lingerie clung to your every curve was mesmerizing, the delicate lace accentuating your breasts, your toned belly, the gentle flare of your hips, and the tantalizing globes of your ass. He couldn't look away, his eyes roaming hungrily over every inch of exposed skin.
“Fuck, you're stunning,” he breathed. “I can't believe I bought that just for you. You look good enough to eat.”
He palmed himself through his pants, unable to ignore the ache of his hardening cock. The urge to reach down and free himself was overwhelming, but he resisted—for now. He wanted to savor this moment, to drink in every detail of your heavenly beauty.
“Lie back on the bed for me,” he instructed, his voice low and commanding. “Spread your legs, and show me what's mine.”
"Oh, baby, you're so bossy," you retorted softly, before biting your lower lip mischievously, adjusting your phone before approaching the bed. "But, I kind of like your dominant ways."
Anakin felt a thrill run through him at your playful words, his cock twitching in approval. He loved seeing this side of you, bold and teasing, more than eager to obey his every command. It was intoxicating, addictive, and he knew he could easily become drunk on the power.
“Good girl,” he praised, his voice a low rumble as he watched you adjust your phone and get in the bed. “You're going to be so perfect for me.”
He drank in the sight of you settling onto the mattress, the soft pink lace a stark contrast against the white fabric. His heart raced as you slowly spread your legs, revealing more of your smooth, creamy thighs, the lace of your panties riding up to showcase the junction between your legs.
“That's it, sweetheart. Nice and slow,” he encouraged, his eyes glued to the screen, not wanting to miss a single second of your tantalizing display. “Show me everything you have to offer.”
Anakin's breath hitched as he watched you slip your delicate hand beneath the lace, his cock throbbing almost painfully against his pants. The sight of you touching yourself, your eyes fluttering closed in pleasure, was almost too much to bear. He could see the growing damp spot on your panties, evidence of your arousal, and it made him ache to be the one to bring you to the edge of ecstasy.
“You're so beautiful like this,”he breathed, his voice rough with desire. “Don't stop touching yourself. I want to watch you.”
He couldn't tear his eyes away from your hand moving beneath the fabric, imagining how soft and smooth your folds were, how wet and ready you were becoming. His own hand drifted down to palm himself more firmly through his pants, squeezing and stroking along the hard length of his cock.
“Tell me how it feels,” he commanded, his voice a low, urgent growl. “Describe it to me in detail. I want to know everything.”
"I'm so wet for you, my fingers are slipping so easily" you whimpered, touching yourself, sighs of pleasure escaping your mouth.
Anakin groaned as he listened to your breathy words, the sound of your pleasure shooting straight to his aching cock. He could picture your fingers gliding effortlessly through your slick folds, your body responding to your own touch, preparing itself for him. The knowledge that he was the cause of your arousal was intoxicating, fueling his own desire.
‘Is that so?” he growled, his hand drifting to the fastenings of his pants. “I can hear how much you're enjoying yourself. How wet you're getting just from my command.”
He popped open the button of his pants, freeing his straining erection. It sprang forth, thick and hard, the head already glistening with precum. He wrapped a hand around his throbbing shaft, squeezing and stroking himself in time with the rhythm of your breathy sighs.
“Touch your pretty pussy, baby,” he ordered, his voice a low, dominating rumble. “Rub those pretty little circles around it, nice and slow. Pretend it's my fingers touching you, pleasuring you.”
"Your fingers are so much bigger than mine, they would feel so good in my pussy," you whimpered.
 Anakin's breath grew ragged as he listened to the obscene sound of your fingers plunging in and out of your dripping cunt, your sweet little whimpers and sighs filling the air. His cock throbbed and leaked in his hand as he picked up the pace, stroking himself faster in time with the slick sounds of your touching.
“Fuck, I'd love to sink my fingers deep inside your tight little pussy,” he groaned, his voice strained with lust. “To feel your velvety walls squeezing around me as I pump in and out.”
He could only imagine how perfect you would feel, how hot and wet and ready you would be for him. His cock ached with the desire to plunge into your depths, to stretch you open and claim you as his own.
“Slick your clit with your juices,” he commanded, his breath coming faster now. “Get it nice and wet, just like your hungry little hole. Pretend it's my tongue, teasing and circling as I taste your sweet cum.”
You moaned, your hair spreading across the sheets as you rubbed yourself harder. "tell me what to do, tell me what your good girl needs to do?"
Anakin's heart raced as he watched you come undone on the screen, your hair splayed across the sheets, your hips rocking against your hand as you rubbed yourself with wanton desperation. Your breathy moans and whimpers filled his ears, spurring on his own desperate stroking.
"You're being such a good girl for me," he praised, his voice a low, approving growl. "Touching yourself just like I told you to. So eager and obedient."
He could see how soaked your panties were, the lace darkened with your juices, your pussy aching to be filled. His cock throbbed in his fist, the head flushed a deep, angry red, leaking steadily now.
"Take off your bra," he ordered, his voice a commanding rumble. "I want to see your perfect tits bouncing free. Play with your nipples as you fuck yourself with your fingers."
Anakin's breath caught in his throat as he drank in the perfect sight of your breasts spilling free from your bra, the delicate pink of your nipples a perfect match to the lingerie that hugged your curves. They were even more beautiful than he had imagined, full and round, the peaks already hardened into tight little buds just beginning to be touched.
"Your tits are perfect," he breathed, his voice rough with desire. "Even better than I dreamed they would be."
He tightened his grip around his throbbing cock, pumping himself faster as he watched you on the screen. The sight of you touching yourself, playing with your dripping cunt and your perfect breasts, was almost too much to bear.
"Pinch your nipples," he commanded, his voice a low, dominating growl. "Roll and tug on them, just like I would with my fingers. Imagine it's my mouth, my teeth grazing the sensitive flesh."
He could only imagine the taste of you, the feeling of your hardened nubs against his tongue as he sucked and teased, bringing you closer and closer to the edge of ecstasy. His cock throbbed in his hand, the pleasure building to a fever pitch as he watched you pleasure yourself just for him.
With one hand you squeezed your breast, pinching the nipple until it hardened completely, without ever stopping touching yourself. "Uhm, talk dirty to me, tell me what you're doing, what my body makes you feel."
Anakin groaned as he watched you touch yourself with wild abandon. "I'm stroking my hard, aching cock as I watch you. Watching you play with your perfect tits, squeezing and pinching those pretty pink nipples until they're stiff peaks."
"I can feel every inch of you, even from here. The way your tight little pussy clenches around your fingers as you fuck yourself, so desperate for more. The way your breasts bounce and jiggle as you touch yourself, just the way I want to touch them."
He pumped his cock faster, the slick sounds of his stroking filling the air. "I'm imagining burying my face between your legs, my tongue delving deep into your sweet cunt. Licking up every drop of your juices, fucking you with my tongue until you scream."
"I want to bite down on your nipples, to mark you as mine. I want to suck and tease until you're writhing beneath me, begging for more. Tell me what you want, sweetheart," he growled, his breath ragged and intense. "What does my good girl need?"
"I want to cum, daddy." You whimpered, confused in your haze of pleasure, taking a few seconds to realize what had slipped from your tongue.
"Daddy?" Anakin retorted, his deep voice filling your room and making you open your eyes, your cheeks flushing.
Anakin froze, his heart pounding in his chest as the words echoed in his ears. Daddy. It had slipped out, a moment of unguarded passion and desperation. For a moment, he felt a pang of unease, a flicker of doubt. This was wrong, he knew it was. He was crossing a line, one that he shouldn't be crossing.
"I'm sorry, I, I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable," you mumbled nervously.
But as he looked at you on the screen, flushed and panting, your gorgeous body on display just for him, he felt his resolution crumble. He wanted you, more than anything. And if you wanted to call him daddy, if that's what got you off...
"Shh, it's okay, sweetheart," he soothed, his voice a low, intimate murmur. "I like it. I like it a lot."
He stroked himself slower, more deliberately, putting on a show for you. "Tell me what you want daddy to do to you."
He wanted to hear you say it, to put voice to the filthy, forbidden thoughts running through your mind. He wanted to be the one to bring you to the edge, to make you scream and shake and cum harder than you ever had before.
"Beg for it, baby. Beg daddy to make you cum."
"Please, daddy, I want to cum so bad, I want you to guide me, let your voice take me to heaven" you whine, feeling the descent of your hips warming up.
Anakin's heart raced as he listened to your desperate pleas, his cock throbbing and pulsing in his hand. The way you said daddy, the need and longing in your voice, it set him on fire. He stroked himself faster, the slick sounds of his hand pumping his shaft filling the room.
"Fuck, I love hearing you beg for it like that," he groaned, his voice a low, approving rumble. "Like a needy little girl begging her daddy to take care of her."
He could feel your desperation, the way your hips were rocking and grinding against your fingers, chasing your climax. He wanted to be the one to give it to you, to feel your cunt clench and flutter around his cock as he fucked you into oblivion.
"Focus on my voice, baby. Let it guide you, take you higher," he commanded, his breath coming faster now. "Imagine it's my hands on your body, touching and stroking every inch of you."
"Fuck yourself harder, sweetheart. Shove your fingers deep inside your greedy little cunt. Imagine it's my cock, stretching you open, filling you up." Anakin murmured, his voice husky and engaging. "Let yourself go, baby. Cum for daddy. Cum all over your fingers like the good little girl you are. Let me hear you scream."
Anakin grunted and shuddered as he watched you come undone, your body convulsing on the screen as the intense waves of your climax crashed over you. The sound of your scream, raw and primal, filled the air as you cried out his name, your pussy clenching and fluttering around your fingers in ecstasy.
"Fuck yes, that's it! Cum for daddy, baby! Cum hard on your fingers like a good girl," he roared, his own orgasm surging through him as he stroked himself to completion. Thick ropes of hot, sticky seeds erupted from his cock, spurting onto his hand and stomach as he rode out the intense pleasure.
He couldn't take his eyes off you, drinking in every second of your pleasure, the way your gorgeous tits bounced and jiggled as you writhed and bucked beneath your own touch. He felt a surge of male pride and possessiveness, knowing that he had brought you to such heights of ecstasy.
"You're so fucking beautiful when you cum for me," he breathed, his chest heaving as he tried to catch his breath. "Such a perfect, perfect good girl for daddy."
"And this is just the beginning, sweetheart. Wait until I get my hands on you for real."
"I'll wait, daddy," you whimpered, your eyes blinking back to focus on his face after your mind-blowing orgasm. "I'll count the days until it happens."
Anakin's heart raced as he heard your breathless promise, a thrill running through him at the thought of the forbidden future that lay ahead. The knowledge that you would be waiting for him, eager and ready, made his spent cock twitch and started to fill and harden once more.
"I'll be counting down the days too, baby girl," he murmured. "Already thinking about all the naughty, filthy things I'm going to do to this sexy little body of yours."
He took in the sight of you, flushed and panting, your skin glistening with a light sheen of sweat from your intense climax. The lingerie you wore, the lingering desire for you... it was all seared into his mind, a deliciously sinful memory to treasure.
"But for now, you should get some rest, sweetheart. Recover your strength. Because when I finally have you in my arms, I'm going to need you at your best. I'm going to fuck you in ways you've never been fucked before."
He reached out to caress the screen, wishing he could feel the warmth of your skin beneath his fingertips. "Sweet dreams, my little girl. Dream of daddy, and all the dirty, wonderful things we're going to do together."
"Until next time," he promised darkly, before ending the call with a smile playing at the corner of his lips.
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quitefawnish ¡ 5 months ago
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just thinking about reader having an nsft tumblr acct and tf 141 being obsessed with it..
cw: sexual content, slight voyeurism?
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soap is the first one to stumble on your tumblr account. he originally got tumblr because he wanted inspiration for meal planning and thought about making his own fitness blog.
of course, he eventually went down the rabbit hole of hornyposting and after a few weeks, he discovered you.
you had started this blog to feel better about yourself, or at least that’s what you told yourself, maybe you just liked the attention. either way, you started off slow, posting in a sheer shirt or just a bra but not wanting to show off too much.
it only took a bit of prodding and pleading from your followers to get you to post your whole body. that’s where johnny first saw you, in a post where you did a full body reveal (sans face for obvious reasons). it had a few thousand notes and was the top picture for some of the tags you used.
soap practically felt his eyes bulge out of his skull at the sight of you, this perfect lass posting pics like that for free??? he was quick to follow you and then look at the rest of your posts, spamming you with likes as he went through your entire blog.
he contemplated keeping you to himself but knew the others would appreciate you just as much as he did, so he saved the original post he saw of you and sent it in the group chat. their messages were immediate, something to the effect of “holy fuck.”
that’s where the obsession with you started, and soap acted as their drug dealer, sharing in the group chat when you posted a new photo. of course, the other three knew that they could coax your username from johnny and they could make their own tumblr account to follow you but they found it more exciting getting your pics this way. one thing he did share with them was your throne wishlist which was full of lingerie and cute clothes you might want.
you had posted in sets you had gotten from other followers and the guys were interested in how they could buy you things too. your eyebrows practically disappeared into your hairline as you checked your phone and saw that your entire wishlist had been bought out. even the stuff that you put on there as a faraway desire, like the pair of mary jane’s you had been eyeing or the marker set that was too expensive to justify buying with your own money.
you always tried to thank people who bought from your throne personally, dming them on tumblr and sending exclusive pics in the things they bought for you. problem was, it was all under anonymous accounts and you didn’t get any messages owning up to the shopping spree. you decided to make a post asking who just bought you all that stuff and that you’d like to thank them.
soap was quick to message you, claiming responsibility for the gifts bought. you both get to talking and he mentions how he shares your pics with his mates, and how they get so excited when he sends a new picture of you. you respond back how you’re honestly so flattered, and you’d like to talk to them as well and thank them for their contribution to your wishlist.
eventually, you find some app or website that you can use to chat with them while not giving out any personal information. of course, when the things they ordered come in the mail, you make sure to send them plenty of videos and pictures.
they are hooked.
now it’s almost like you have four sugar daddies, paying for your bikini waxes (if you want them, they don’t mind hair down there yk), sending you money for groceries, for getting your nails done, or just because. sometimes, they even compete between the four of them to see who can make you the happiest (determined by the amount of exclamation marks you use when thanking them).
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a/n: this is so self indulgent and kind of based on some of my experiences when i had an nsft blog on tumblr lolll 🙈 anyway, this is kinda unedited and rambling but would any of you guys want me to write more w this concept?
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ivysangel ¡ 1 year ago
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expanding on this post except it's where dick, roy, jason, and wally fall in the frat ranking and why (this is just for fun, don't take it too seriously)
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DICK
is ranked number one every year until he graduates (duh) because he's a borderline nympho and can't go a single night without getting his dick wet
pledges aspire to be him but he's seriously contemplated attending a sex addicts anonymous meeting because he skipped half his classes last semester to fuck girls on greek row and his grades suffered
has a collection of underwear he steals from girls to keep as trophies and had to change the spot where he keeps them because one of his frat brothers found them and went around the house telling everyone that dick wore women's panties
fucked that guys ex to spite him and got away with it because he's super hot and also the frat president (defintely a legacy pledge too)
has told girls "i love you" and "you're the only one for me" to get in their pants and has either ghosted or messaged them "it's not you, it's me" immediately after leaving their dorm
there are multiple hate posts about him in the gotham university subreddit and all of the upvotes are from girls he’s fucked
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ROY
ranked in the lower half of the top 10 but is on a mission to break top 5
gets a lot of play just from being hot but also keeps a list of girls dick rejects so he can be the first to console them and subsequently get in their pants, has "i can make you feel better"ed his way into many hook ups
has a thing for girls with dark hair who play hard to get and has unironically sent to the frat group chat "i need a goth bitch in my life"
scared away multiple girls by wanting to fuck them in the ass and always follows it up with "aw come on??? it was a joke!" even though it's not a joke
came too fast once as a freshman and got nicknamed speedy
is still bitter about it and sometimes sends to the gc "lasted 2 hours, who's speedy now?" and everyone's like "still you."
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JASON
isn't ranked at all and not because he doesn't get any play, just because he doesn't kiss and tell
fully thinks the ranking is corny but also takes pride in knowing that if his bodycount was made public he wouldn't be at the absolute bottom
hasn't slept with that many girls but has had so many blowjobs that he's sometimes wondered if his dick will start pruning like wet fingers
felt dumb wondering that so he doubled up on his bio classes the next semester and then hooked up with his ta because she was hot and smart
is like the only guy in the frat that cares about safe sex and has had to let his brothers know on multiple occasions that their junk isn't supposed to be red or itchy, and has had the pleasure of accompanying more than a few of them on trips to the std clinic
never tells anyone that he's dick's adoptive brother, so every time they go home together over break and he decides to text a girl, she always responds with, "you're not gay?"
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WALLY
would be ranked low because he's a loser and has zero game/cannot function normally around hot girls and will make a fool of himself 97% of the time but his oral skills cancel it out so he's somewhere in the middle
is one of the first places girls go after breaking up with their shitty bf's because he's sweet and will go down on them for hours without expecting anything in return
once had a conversation with jason where he reffered to his girls as clients and jason said he "made it sound like prostitution"
once had a conversation with jason where he said his jaw was getting tired and he was thinking about charging for his “service” and jason said, "that would be actual prostitution"
has cum too quick on multiple occasions but didn't get a nickname because nobody was surprised
once hooked up with another ginger, and roy had to sit him down to tell him that it was fundamentally wrong and that he was never allowed to do it again or else he'd be kicked out of the frat
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i-dared-myself ¡ 6 months ago
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Uncomfortable
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Stray Kids x reader
Requested by anonymous: hello, ash! would it be good if i request something, pls? i was thinking of a 9th member au with skz, could you maybe write a compilation of scenarios in which the reader is made uncomfortable and how the guys help her through it? idk if you'll do this, i hope it's not too much!
You love your job, that much you were certain of. You love your fans, as well. You work so hard in every dance and every song.
So when you step out on stage your heart swells in pride to see the thousands of Stays. Knowing that your group went from nothing to this is incredible.
And they’re all here to see you.
Well- not just you. The other members are just as, if not more, important than you. 
But at any given moment, thousands of eyes could be on you.
You had done many concerts before this. You had preformed more times than you could count. It had never bothered you before, and yet here you were.
You stand there in your concert attire, makeup and hair done. You look good and you know it, but what if people online didn’t think so? What if you were being recorded right now because there was a hair out of place?
“Hey.” Felix ducks down, using his body to cover the two of you from the crowd. “What’s going on?”
You force a smile, gripping at your shirt. “Nothing. I’m fine.”
Chan says something into a microphone, and the crowd roars. You make a move to join the others, but Felix’s hand wraps around your wrist gently. He tugs you back to him and looks you in the eyes.
“You look good,” he says simply. He smiles and his freckles scrunch up in the Felix-way that makes you want to grin as well. “We all know that.”
Your voice seems to catch in your throat as you try to respond. You cough. “But… What if I do something wrong?”
“You’re won’t, first of all,” he firmly says. “And secondly, we mess up all the time. Stay still loves us. It makes us human and that’s what they love about us.”
You nod slowly and take a deep breath. “Yeah. The best memes are made when we… Yeah.”
Felix releases you. “Ready?”
You trail after him to the group, smiling as brightly as you can. After a minute it turns into a genuine expression, and you know you love your job.
The concert goes by with very minimal mistakes. You have as much fun as you hope the fans do, and the guys all collapse into a pile next to you when you’re done.
“Gimme,” Hyunjin rasps to Jeongin. The younger man gets the message and hands him his water bottle.
“Good job, everyone,” Chan praises. He stretches out his joints and groans. 
“Getting too old for this?” Seungmin arches an eyebrow teasingly.
Chan scowls and levels a finger at him. “Watch your mouth.”
You’re covered in sweat and feel sticky. You check the time and notice it’s very late. “I want to go shower at the dorms. Are we leaving soon?”
“Yeah, let’s go.” Chan does a head count for some reason before guiding the group to the van. You clamber inside and pull your phone out, wanting to see what everyone thought of the concert.
“You did great,” Minho mutters quietly. His voice is low enough that only you can hear it. 
His words make your stomach tumble. You don’t get told often that you did good. Everything always what you could’ve done better. What someone else could have done better.
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You really aren’t in the mood for recording, but you sit patiently as your makeup is applied and your hair is manipulated. You’re given a set of clothes and once you put it on, you exit the changing room and rejoin the others.
“Uh,” Changbin begins, averting his eyes, “that’s an interesting outfit.”
You’re confused, but look down at yourself for the first time after rushing through getting dressed. It’s definitely the most revealing thing you’ve worn for recordings, and you’re not sure if you feel comfortable with that. 
You’re not one to judge those for what you wear, but this is different. This is your job. This is where you’re supposed to be professional, and you have to wear… this.
It has what can only be described as a boob window. You tug it up uncomfortably, before down again when some of your stomach is shown.
The miniskirt is just as bad, to a level where you want to hide. You’re used to having to wear clothing similar to this, but never this bad.
Changbin adjusts his T-shirt. “Uh… Are you good with that?”
You nod.
The stylists know what they’re doing, right?
It would be rude to question them, right?
You walk to Hyunjin’s side and stand in place next to him. The set of instructions for the shoot are given, and all you can focus on is your outfit.
“That’s interesting,” Hyunjin says, unable to hide his disdain. His upper lip curls before he smoothes out his expression. “That’s… Wow.”
“I know.” You swallow and fiddle with the fabric again. “Is it that bad?”
Hyunjin nods. “Yes. Very.”
You curl into yourself, shoulders slumping. “Thanks, Hyunjin.”
“The colour compliments your eyes,” he mutters once he catches the look on your face. Hyunjin hooks an arm over your shoulder to pull you closer to him. “I think you look good.”
“But she’s not comfortable,” Seungmin bluntly says. He gives Hyunjin a dirty look. “Obviously.”
“No! I’m fine!” You wave your hands in a desperate attempt to gather their attention before they went rampaging to the stylists. “They worked hard!”
“Yeah, but do you want people to see you in that?” Seungmin questions. When you falter over a response, he sighs. “Boundaries are important, even at work.”
Hyunjin hums. “He’s right. And that shirt is ugly anyways.”
Jisung approaches, scowling slightly. “Aren’t we starting soon? Where are the others?”
“In a little bit. They’re still finishing preparations.” Jeongin leans down to touch his toes. 
“Hey.” Seungmin pokes Jisung. “Give her your shirt.”
Jisung flinches back, clutching at his torso. “What? Why?”
“She doesn’t like hers.” Hyunjin pinches the material of Jisung’s clothing. “Too much skin.”
“I’m not wearing anything under this shirt.” Jisung winces and rolls out his shoulders. “Do we…”
Jeongin scoffs. “Wow. You’re not going to give her your shirt? You just want to stare at boobs, don’t you? You’re so misogynistic.”
“That’s not what that means.” You press a hand to your forehead. “Jeongin-“
“Fine then!” Jisung huffs. He strips his shirt off and flings it at you, putting his hands on his hips defiantly. “Happy? I love women!”
The staff all stare at him in confusion, while a couple of them shield their eyes with their hands.
“Jisung-“ You hold out his clothes, but Seungmin blocks you.
“Put it on!” Seungmin orders.
“But what about me?” Jisung pouts. “I can’t just be half-naked for the recording.”
“I mean, you could…” Hyunjin trails off. “Stay would love it.”
You step into a changing room, returning with Jisung’s shirt on. You hand him yours, which he struggles to put on. He keeps sticking his arms through the boob window, and Jeongin has to help him dress.
“It’s horrifying,” Hyunjin announces once Jisung is finished. 
“I think you look good,” Felix vaguely says as he walks past. He’s staring at his phone.
“Which one of us?” Jisung puffs out his chest in what’s clearly an attempt to make you smile.
It works.
Felix glances up, eyes widening. “Are you allowed to wear that?”
“They put her in it, so it’s their fault.” Hyunjin shrugs and runs his tongue over his front teeth. “What about the miniskirt?”
“I’m not wearing that!” Jisung hisses. “This is bad enough!”
“Felix!” Hyunjin sings, chasing after the other man. Felix looks back over his shoulder before sprinting away.
So when Chan returns to the group, Changbin following closely behind, he taps his chin.
“The stylists are getting very… unique,” he carefully says. Chan’s eyes flick over Jisung in your shirt, and Felix, who had been wrestled into the miniskirt. 
You frown, wearing Felix’s baggy pants. “Sorry. I can- I can put it back on if you want.”
Chan waves a hand, expression softening. “It’s fine. The camera we needed for the water scene broke anyway. We’re going home.”
Felix grumbles to Changbin about the stupid skirt as they trudge off to the van. Chan catches your arm before you can leave with them.
“And I’ll tell the staff that you aren’t okay with those clothes for filming,” he assures you softly. “Tell us if you’re ever uncomfortable with something, okay?”
“I will,” you promise him.  ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Long days were normal. Many long days with a lack of sleep were not. Chan usually tried to give everyone enough rest and time to themselves, but the last couple of days had been stressful.
So you find yourself with nine hours of sleep in the last three days. You have no idea how you’re even functioning, let alone cheery enough for a fan meet.
You’re seated across from a girl with curly brown hair. Her gaze keeps darting from your face, down to her lap nervously.
As you uncap your pen, you smile as warmly as you can. Considering the circumstances, that is. The lack of sleep and pure exhaustion were really getting to you.
“I- I saw the clips of your latest concert,” she nervously says. “I- You’re very good.”
“Thank you.” You scribble your signature out on what she wanted before sliding it across the table. “Anything else to sign?”
“No.” She shakes her head. “I- You and Felix are close.”
Your tired brain couldn’t tell where she was going with this. So you hum. “Yeah. We are.”
She seems giddy at that. “R-Really?”
“Yeah. We all are.” You look over to your right, where Changbin appears in deep discussion with a fan about… bald eagles?
“But like… Close i-in which way?” She crosses one leg over the other.
You still can’t understand what she’s saying. It’s not wise of an idol to interact with someone and have no clue what’s happening, but here you are.
“Uh, a lot,” is all you respond with. “Do you have a favourite song, or album?”
“But Felix g-grabbed your arm the other day.” Her head ducks down again as her cheeks flush. “I- I saw videos of it.”
“Oh!” Your eyebrows shoot up with the realization. “Um- Have you ever been to one of our concerts before?”
“You l-look happy together.” She ignores your question.
“So… Chk Chk Boom?” you weakly say. “It’s pretty good, right?”
She doesn’t seem to get the hint. “He smiles at y-you often.”
“Did I hear someone talking about me?” Felix teases as he bends down. He props his elbows down on the table, some of his hair falling into his face. 
“What are you doing over here?” you ask in bewilderment. Isn’t he supposed to be doing his own signings?
“I figured you could use the company.” 
Which is code for: You needed help so I’m here.
You relax into your chair, leaning back. “I appreciate it.”
“So what were we chatting about?” Felix asks, more alert than you for some reason. You blame it on the energy drinks he chugged with Jeongin.
The rest of the meeting goes by smoothly. When everyone loads into the van, Changbin makes room for you in the seat next to him.
“You okay?” he gently inquires. 
You nod and let your eyes flutter shut. “Just miss sleeping.”
Changbin chuckles lowly. “Yeah, so do I.”
“Don’t worry, everyone will get their naps,” Chan calls from the front. “Our schedule is free for the next week.”
Jisung whoops, and Hyunjin covers his ears and whines from beside him. 
“That means actually sleeping,” Chan sternly says. “Jisung, I’m talking to you. Don’t binge an entire show in a night.”
Seungmin rolls his eyes. “We all know he’s going to do it anyway.”
“Not if I have anything to say about it,” Minho ominously mutters.
Everyone side-eyes him.
“What are you going to do?” you warily question him. 
Minho’s eyes glint. “That’s for me to know and for him to find out.”
Jisung clears his throat. “I think I’m going to bed early tonight. Anyone else doing the same?”
You shake your head and sigh. “No, I have a live to do.”
The others all murmur their excuses, while Minho narrows his eyes at you. You shift nervously under his gaze.
When you get off to your room, you make sure to brush out your hair. When prop your phone up and sit on your bed, tucking your legs beneath you.
You greet the fans as they come pouring in, making sure to touch on the topic on the fan meeting. You talk for a little bit about how grateful you are for everyone coming, before moving on to just chatting.
It’s always odd doing a live by yourself. There’s no engaging with someone else, and you have to either read off comments, or come up with conversation.
You’re too tired for the latter, so you go with the former.
“Aw, my hair looks nice?” You beam at your phone, reaching up to your head. “Thank you very much.”
You read over a couple more rolls of comments on the screen before settling on another one to respond to. “No, I won’t give you spoilers. Nice try, though.”
You scrunch your nose up and adjust how you’re sitting. Everyone is going on about a new meme of Jeongin falling out of his chair. Some are asking you to recreate it, while others are asking if he’s okay.
“Yes, he’s fine,” you answer breezily. “It takes more than that to hurt him. He’s tougher than he looks.”
And time goes on. Your eyes are getting heavier and heavier, but you don’t want to turn it off. The more content you give them now, the less they’ll talk about you and Felix.
If any shipping gets too popular, you have to do damage control and-
“Hello, Stay!” Minho waves with both hands as he pops into frame. He blinks a couple times as the comments scream his name before his lips curl into a smile.
“What are you doing here?” You scoot over in case he wants to sit with you.
Minho remains standing. “It’s getting late. Do you know what time it is?”
There’s a string of people talking about air fryers, now. Others are warning you to run.
You straighten. “No, sorry. Is it really that late?”
“It’s past midnight,” he scolds gently. “It’s bed time. I already have Jisung sleeping, and it’s your turn.”
“But…” You don’t know how to voice your concerns. It feels as if speaking your worries aloud will make them true.
Minho says the goodbyes to your phone before shutting the live off. He scoops your phone up and slips it into your pocket before lifting you over his shoulder.
“Minho!” you shriek as he marches out the door. “What are you doing?”
“Rumours come with the job,” he says. He bounces you once, cutting off your protests. “The amount of times I’m shipped with Jisung is immense, but we’re fine. These things happen.”
“Yeah, there’s lots of that stuff.” You go limp and let him dump you in the bathroom. As soon as you’re on your feet, he hands you your toothbrush.
“See?” Minho raises an eyebrow. “You’ll be fine. And even if it does get out of hand, I’m sure Hyunjin would be glad to do something to get the attention off you.”
“You’re right,” you say around the toothbrush in your mouth. Minho waits patiently for you to spit into the sink before you’re back in his grasp.
“I don’t see why you made such a big deal about this,” you grumble as you change into pyjamas. His back is to you as you do so. “Why was Jisung so scared?”
He smirks at you, facing you again. “Wanna find out?”
You stare at him momentarily before sliding beneath your sheets. “Good night.”
“Good night.” Minho pulls the blankets up to your chin. He walks to the door, holding up your phone. “You’ll get this back in the morning after a chat with Chan about positive thinking.”
You groan and throw your head against the pillows. “You really are cruel!”
Minho laughs before flicking your lights off. He shuts the door softly.
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redcherrykook ¡ 6 months ago
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content: cheater!jungkook
note from cherry: i've spent the past days horribly anxious and with all this nervous energy, i channeled this angsty fic. I hope it hurts in the rightest ways.
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Waking up to a silent phone.
Ordinary buzzing of your alarm and sheer nothingness after. The other side of the bed was left empty, touseld, not unusual. He does wake up earlier than you do, does have a tight schedule.
Your phone remained empty.
A routine you had gotten familair with recently.
Your "thinking about you baby" and "I love you my angel" texts have disappeared into thin air. Merged with the chirping of birds that are only audible for the ones who wake up early enough to witness them.
In actuality, they have been transfered to the screen of another.
Her arguably beautiful face lights up in the morning, greeted by his profile picture. Him, him and his doberman. For her, it did not matter when she woke, he'd been there. Left his traces, given security.
You knew this, yet he still kissed you with the same lingering smile, spit the same "love you" when met with your presence.
It had become routine after all, to behave like lovers.
Which explains why, when Jungkook changed his profile photo from him and you sharing a kiss, you did not question it. Brushed over it, like he did every time he came home late.
Until the lights started to give out as well, the apartment he came back to had turned dim. A house, simply that.
Jungkook no longer felt home.
His arms had not lost their strength and yet, an embrace had never felt weaker. A kiss never duller.
It seemed almost too perfect, how he'd put on a show- pretend as though all these miniscule things didn't turn into a portrait of his betrayal, did not hold any weight to them. An accumilation of odd details. If you didn't know better, he seemed close to oblivious.
"You're overthinking it" his voice ringed, filling your ears with a sentence that should have been reassuring, should have put your racing heart at ease, lowered your cortisol.
In contrast, that is far from what it had done to you. It should have been obvious why he started referring to you with your full name, should have been evident why it took him longer to respond, longer to like your posts and even longer to message first.
Well aware of who he was talking to when it showed he is online but your text still read delivered.
It was right before your teary eyes.
The livingroom clock ticks, time will pass recklessly, without control. The minutes will go by anyways.
You grew into the habit of reminiscing times of a near past- you had been his only once. When there had not been another number to dial, a selfie to open, a giggle to share.
Bittnernes from your morning coffee mingled with the question, if that reality ever existed in the first place or if- maybe, he has been awaiting a chance to escape, replace, all along.
'I'm so attached to you'- a simple string of a unkept words that have forgotten their true integrity somewhere along allure and temptation of another. He hadn't meant it, nor could he bare the slight drop in the corner of your diluded smile- one which used to possess the property of igniting a spark inside his chest.
Jungkook's attachment is mirroring a sticker stuck to the back of ones phone, peeling away from continued usage, drained of its color, barely grasping the surface. Simultaneously, it was however, no more than the remainders of its glue that you will never be able to rid yourself of- it would always be part of you.
You have been forgotten before- have blended into the anonymity of a growing circle when on your part, it has only been you two. an us. it would stay that way for you, for as long as your lungs work, as long as your heart pumps.
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saintobio ¡ 1 year ago
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pairings. l&ds xavier, fem!reader tags. 800+ wc. jealous bf!xavier, fluff, reverse hurt/comfort, main story long awaited revelry spoilers, altered some scenes, may or may not be inspired by his tender nights memory :’) dividers by strangergraphics.
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xavier isn’t exactly the happiest when you returned to linkon city after being in the n109 zone. don’t get him wrong—he’s absolutely grateful that you came back safe and whole. it’s just that… he didn’t like how your eyes sparkled when you started mentioning his greatest adversary: sylus.
you’re obviously suppressing a smile too, as you reminisce the events that occurred between you and the onychinus leader. you’re particularly giddy about that moment at the auction, it seems, where you said you had to play the part of being sylus’s partner for the night.
dammit, xavier feels his chest tightening when he imagines those scenes in his head. he wants to cover his ears badly, but has no other choice but listen intently. all he can do is listen in silence and try to bottle every spark of jealousy that ignited within him. he has to pretend that he’s happy and proud of you, but then again, he just can’t freaking ignore the way your face lit up at the mention of sylus. 
xavier sighs as you continue your enthusiastic storytelling. fine, then. he sulks to himself. just have to get this day over with.
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date night came, and as you walk through the city garden, you notice xavier’s silence grew more pronounced. you try to engage him, but his responses are rather curt, his usual warmth replaced by a cold distance. during dinner, even his favorite hotpot couldn’t lift his spirits. he would push the food around on his plate, barely having the appetite to eat.
huh? that’s new, you muse. xavier is usually the most excited to eat hotpot on a cold day.
when he takes you to your place later that night, the tension is palpable. you know you have to bring it up at that point. otherwise, this game of silence will never end.
“xav, is something wrong?” you try to ask in a soft, comforting voice. 
but xavier only shakes his head, forcing his usual endearing smile. “nothing’s wrong. you should go to sleep.”
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that same evening, xavier sits at his desk, staring at his laptop screen for more than an hour. his fingers hover over the keyboard, hesitating before he finally types into the anonymous forum.
starlight123: what do you do if your gf keeps talking about another guy? i love her, but it’s driving me crazy. any advice?
he hits post and leans back, running a hand through his hair. the minutes ticked by, each one stretching longer than the last. then, the replies start coming in.
anonymous user: talk to her about it. anonymous user: maybe she doesn’t realize how it’s affecting you. anonymous user: communication is key, bro.
but one comment stood out, cutting through the well-meaning advice like a knife.
anonymous user: it's game over for you, man. girls like toxic boys who treat them like dirt. you're too nice. she probably already slept with him.
xavier’s heart sank.. he quickly closes the laptop, feeling an uncomfortable pang on his chest. is he really losing you to someone like sylus?
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the next few days are torture. xavier stopped responding to your messages. he stopped commenting on your moments posts. he won’t even ask you to play kitty cards or catch plushies on the claw machines. and even if you see him around, he’s always distant, giving you brief, obligatory smiles. he still greets tara warmly, but with you, there’s always this thick wall in between. he's acting like a stranger, as if he doesn't care about you, as if he's not dating you...
agh, you can’t stand it anymore!
one night, you find yourself knocking on his door, needing desperate answers for your desperate questions.
xavier then opens the door, sweaty and out of breath. a dumbbell lay on his living room floor, and his hair is pushed back, revealing a flushed face.
“new hairstyle?” you ask, stepping inside and noticing the sudden eccentricity in his movements. “what are you doing, boyfriend?”
xavier’s cheeks are limned with a red tint as he looks away. “nothing.”
“are you trying to gain more muscles?” you press, amusement edging your voice.
at this, he lets out a defeated sigh and finally faces you. “do you prefer tall, muscular guys?” the sudden question came out of nowhere, until it was followed by another, and that’s when you started seeing the pattern. “do you… do you like bad boys more?” 
“xav, why are you asking me this?” crossing your arms, you tilt your head so his avoidant eyes would meet yours. 
“well, you can answer me first.” 
“not until you look me in the eyes!” 
still, he refuses to meet your gaze and his voice wavers with insecurity when he spoke, “it's okay, i get it. you do prefer guys like that.” his eyes stays on the floor, turning his face away. “if so, then i may not be like them, but i can still make you happy in my own little ways.”
your heart immediately melts at his words. it all makes sense now. him working out in the middle of the night, him styling his hair up, him trying to act like he doesn’t care about you—he’s trying to be sylus!
stepping closer, you chuckle and wrap your arms around his neck, pulling him into a sweet kiss. “xavier, you’re the only one i like. i’ll never replace you.” you place another peck on his lips, then on his cheek, then on his nose. “besides, sylus is annoying. i prefer the presence of my very adorable golden retriever boyfriend!”
“you really mean it?” his puppy eyes stares at you earnestly.
your response is a confident nod. “i swear it. and, duh! lumiere is way hotter than him.”
his arms encircles your waist, holding you tightly as he lifts your chin and plants a tender kiss on your lips. the tension eventually melts away as you reassure him with your touch and your words. in that moment, all his jealousy and insecurity faded, now replaced by the warmth of your love. “you’re mine,” he reminds, nose nuzzling into yours. “i don’t want to share you with anyone else.” 
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fluentmoviequoter ¡ 10 days ago
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Matching Scars
The Bradfords Series Masterlist (Part 7)
Pairing: Tim Bradford x fem!wife!cop!reader
Summary: While engaged in a high-speed car chase, Tim and Lucy watch as the suspect runs into your shop. As Tim pursues the fleeing driver, he can only think of you and his fear of losing you. The comfort and the scars that follow remind Tim why he fell in love with you.
Warnings: angst, car accident, injuries/scars, fear, nonsexual partial nudity (Tim helps r change clothes), fluff and comfort
Word Count: 3.1k+ words
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A heavy hand dragging across your waist pulls you from your sleep. Tim is getting out of bed, his arms stretched above his head when you open your eyes. The expanse of his bare back draws you in, and you press your hand to his lower back as you move toward his side of the bed. You brush your finger over a scar just above his hip bone, the memory of an incident in Afghanistan that lost its power over him when you touched him the first time.
“Morning,” he greets lowly, leaning into your touch.
“Good morning,” you reply. After yawning, you ask, “What time is it?”
“Quarter ‘til four,” he answers.
“Ugh. Better you than me.”
Tim chuckles, shaking against your hand. He was called in for an early shift, and though your schedules are no longer aligned, you’re glad you don’t have to get out of bed yet.
“I’ll make dinner when I get back,” Tim offers, though you suspect he’s finding something to say just so he doesn’t have to leave your side yet.
“Don’t worry about it,” you murmur into the pillow. “I can pick something up. You’ll be tired, if not asleep, by the time I end my shift.”
“See you later?” he asks.
“Of course. Be safe.”
“You, too.”
You’re asleep again by the time Tim returns to kiss your cheek and tell you he loves you. You’ll be at the station in a few hours, and he’ll hear your voice on the radio as always. It doesn’t make leaving you any easier, he thinks as he places a fresh glass of water by your side of the bed and double checks that your favorite drink will be waiting under the Keurig for you when you wake.
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“7-Adam-12 responding.”
Tim sighs when he hears you speak over the radio. He’s already getting a little tired, and it’s not even mid-morning. Knowing you’re nearby helps him calm down slightly, something Lucy is sure to appreciate.
“That’s the fifteenth traffic call in less than an hour,” Lucy muses. “I think the phase of the moon is making people act different, drive faster.”
“Chen,” Tim begins, “people speed because they think they’re stupid, not because there’s a waning crescent in the sky.”
 “If that’s what you need to tell yourself.”
“7-Adam-12, requesting Bradford switch to channel 4,” your voice says over the radio.
Tim flips the dial to 4, then lifts the radio toward him. “Bradford, go ahead.”
“Guy I just picked up for going 70 in a 35 says there was some kind of contest,” you say. “Heard anything about that?”
“Contest? To do what?”
“See who- shut up.”
“Bradford?” Tim asks, drawing his brows together.
“Talkative bunch today,” you sigh tiredly, and Tim imagines you scrunching your nose before you continue. “He said someone posted an anonymous message in a chat room promising a Lamborghini to whoever could get the highest speed without getting a ticket.”
“Do you think there’s any merit to that?” Lucy asks Tim.
“If my wife thinks the guy could be trusted, there’s enough merit,” Tim answers. “One of the tools you always have as a cop is your character judgement.”
“I didn’t want to believe him,” you continue, “but he has texts from other people talking about the bet. He insisted on showing them to me… amongst other things.”
Tim rolls his eyes, no longer surprised by the actions of people trying to get out of a ticket or being arrested.
“I haven’t heard anything, but I’ll pass it on to Nell and Angela, see if they’ve got anything,” Tim offers.
“Great,” you answer. “Thank you.”
Tim places the radio back in the console just before a noise disturbance call comes through. It’s been a busy morning, he thinks. Maybe it is the phase of the moon.
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“Hey, stranger,” you call, smiling as you wave over the rolled-down window.
“Mom!” Lucy exclaims. “I feel like I haven’t seen you in forever!”
“We need to get coffee soon and catch up,” you tell her. “Ooh, or you could come over and we could do that 24-hour reading challenge you keep sending me.”
“You need to leave my wife alone,” Tim grumbles, leaning toward the wheel to see you.
Your look is enough to make him shake his head and offer a half-hearted apology.
“If you want an invite, just ask,” you joke.
“You want pizza for dinner?” he asks.
“That sounds good,” Lucy interjects.
“Chen,” Tim begins.
“All units, reports of a drunk driver – identified as a male driving a white 2010s Nissan Altima - speeding on West 3rd Street, traveling westbound. Latest call places him east of La Brea,” Nell alerts over the radio.
You and Tim look up simultaneously, similar expressions on your face as you mentally plot a route to intercept the driver.
“What are the odds he’s not drunk and is another one who took the message seriously?” you wonder.
“LAPD posted a bulletin that the guy was a fraud, and the message was taken down,” Tim reminds you.
“People are stupid,” Lucy says, quoting one of Tim’s favourite ways of explaining human behaviour.
“Suspect vehicle turned on Hauser,” another officer adds.
You immediately pull your gear shift down, and Tim is less than a second behind you.
“Go back, I’ll get behind him,” Tim tells you.
Nodding, you press your gas pedal to the floor as you turn on your lights and sirens. You reverse, then turn onto Dunsmuir Avenue. You’ll cross Wilshire, then cut down 8th or 9th Street to cut the suspect off. It will require a lot of speed and impeccable timing, but Tim Bradford is with you, and you trust him more than anyone else in the world.
Lucy notifies dispatch and the other officers in this patrol area that you’re pursuing the car as Tim speeds toward Wilshire behind the suspect car. He slows long enough to ensure that cars will remain stopped, then crosses. Lucy grips the door handle as Tim steers into a wide turn, speeding down 8th Street.
“Tim,” Lucy shouts, moving her hand toward the roof of the car.
He doesn’t have time to hit the brake, doesn’t have time to reach for the radio, doesn’t have time to warn you. As you cross 8th Street, likely planning to cut him off before he could reach Olympic, you don’t see the Altima you’re looking for. The man drives directly into your shop, swerving after his front bumper collides with the tail end of the shop.
Tim slams on the brake as your shop flips. He grips the wheel as the tires squeal, unable to look away as your shop rolls again, slamming down into a front yard after two complete flips across the road.
“He’s bailing,” Tim says suddenly, throwing his door open as the man jumps out of the Nissan and runs north, back toward Wilshire.
Tim’s chest tightens as he runs behind the man. He hears Lucy’s hurried voice through the radio on his belt, hears her footsteps against the pavement behind him. As pain like fire spreads through him, Tim pushes himself to run faster, desperate to stop the man who may have killed you. He needs to go back, get you out of the shop, do everything he can to keep you with him. By the time he catches up with the man, shoving his hands against his shoulders, Tim doesn’t hear Lucy behind him. His radio is filled with overlapping voices as he drops his knee between the man’s kidneys, ignoring his pained yell.
“Shut up!” Tim barks, pushing his hand down onto the man’s upper back before securing the first cuff around his right hand. “That cop you just hit? That’s my wife,” Tim seethes, shifting more of his weight onto the man beneath him. “If you took her from me, this speeding prank will be the least of your worries.”
A patrol car pulls alongside Tim, and the moment the door opens, Tim stands and runs down the road. He barely feels the road beneath him, feeling as if he’s moving through molasses, hyperfocused on your totaled shop littering someone’s front yard. When he slows, approaching the corner, he hears someone crying. The windshield you smile at him through every day is crushed, lying in a mangled mess in the nearest driveway.
An officer looks up at Tim, an expression of sympathy he’s too familiar with on her face.
“Lucy,” Tim whispers, because he can’t bring himself to hear your condition yet.
“She’s right here,” the officer says, gesturing around what’s left of the back of your shop.
Tim holds his breath as he takes the final steps separating him from your seat. Lucy is kneeling on the ground, tears streaming steadily down her face as she holds your hand. You’re lying in the grass, not moving.
Then, just as Tim is thinking about everything he should have said but didn’t, Lucy whispers something. And you laugh, squeezing her hand.
“Where’s Tim?” you ask, a little breathless but otherwise seemingly fine.
“Dad’s probably trying to kill the driver,” Lucy mumbles.
Tim takes another step toward you, then falls to his knees. You open your eyes when you hear him, your gaze softening when you see the fear on his face. Tim doesn’t see any injuries on you, but he moves slowly as he places his hands on you. When you nod, sending tears cascading over your cheeks as your lower lip trembles, Tim doesn’t hesitate.
He pulls you against his chest, raising his hand to cup the back of your head as he cradles you in his arms. Lucy releases your hand before you press your palms to Tim’s uniform shirt.
“I’ve got you,” Tim whispers.
You let all of your feelings in then, not caring that you sob against your husband’s chest. The fear you felt, the uncomfortable sensation produced by adrenaline draining from your system, and the reality of your situation collide in your mind, making you emotional. Tim only holds you tighter, pressing his forehead against your hair as he whispers to you.
When your tears slow, your breathing evens despite the echo of sirens approaching from every direction. Tim removes one arm from you, nodding when you glance up at him.
Lucy takes Tim’s invitation, colliding against his side but careful when she wraps her arm around you. The group hug leads you to sigh shakily, but you cling to your family, as dysfunctional as it is.
“I’m so glad you’re okay, Mom,” Lucy whispers. “I’m making whatever you want for dinner tonight. I’m sorry.”
“It’s not your fault, Lucy,” Tim says with you.
“Wait,” she murmurs, pulling back from the hug to look at Tim. “Can I come over and cook for you both? Check in on everything before I leave?”
“You already invited yourself over, Chen,” he points out. “No point asking permission now.”
“I’m sorry I didn’t keep procedure,” she says. “I should have stayed with you, but I couldn’t stand not knowing, and she was alone.”
“Lucy,” Tim interrupt firmly. “Thank you for checking on her, for getting her out.”
Lucy opens her mouth, then nods. Sergeant Grey slams a car door, leading Lucy to excuse herself from your embrace and approach him. Tim moves his arm down your back, freezing when you hiss in pain.
“Get a medic over here,” Tim demands of a nearby officer.
“I think it’s just a scratch, Tim,” you argue.
He pulls his hand from your back, nodding when he sees there isn’t any blood on his skin. It’s not enough confirmation, though, and he still wants to hear it from someone who knows what they’re looking for. The EMT that jogs over laughs at your insistence that nothing could possibly be wrong.
“Well, you are what we call miraculously unscathed,” he announces after a moment. “Other than a scratch on your lower back that I bandaged, there’s no sign you were in that car. I’d recommend getting a few x-rays and scans to ensure there’s no internal damage, but I see no reason you’d need to be admitted today.”
“Thank you,” Tim says, nodding as the man stands.
He turns toward Grey, who lifts a set of keys from his pocket.
“I took the liberty of driving your truck over. Your bags are still in your lockers, of course, but I thought you’d want a way to leave on your own… no matter what happened,” Grey says. He looks down at you and sighs. “I’m glad you’re okay, kid.”
“Tim would have been insufferable if you weren’t,” Lucy adds, successfully lightening the mood.
You lean away from Tim and take a deep breath, preparing yourself to get up. He clicks his tongue as he moves forward.
“You don’t-“ you begin. Tim cuts you off when he hooks one arm under your knees and wraps the other around your waist. Pushing himself up, he moves effortlessly, holding you against his chest as he moves toward his truck.
“I’ll be by later, Mom,” Lucy calls after you.
You wave as Tim buckles the seatbelt over you. The dozens of officers that have gathered around you stand at attention, saluting you.
“Wait,” you request, lifting your hand to Tim’s chest. “I want a picture with the shop.”
“I know we all have a dark sense of humour, but… are you sure?” Tim checks.
“I walked away from that. Well, I would have if you hadn’t carried me,” you point out. “Please?”
Tim nods and takes your hand as you slide from the seat. The first picture is just you, but then every other officer finds a place around the shop, smiling as an unsuspecting neighbor taps the camera shutter with a shaking hand.
“There’s the station Christmas card,” Grey muses, glancing over Tim’s shoulder to see the photo. “Now go home. Get some rest and keep us updated.”
Tim closes your door, glances at Lucy, and stops.
“Are you okay?” she checks.
Tim pulls Lucy into a hug, whispers, “Thank you,” then steps back and joins you in his truck.
“Are you alright?” Wade asks, watching Lucy stare at her boots.
“I know it was just the relief talking,” she begins, “but that felt like progress. And he let me call him Dad.”
Wade pats her shoulder stiffly. “Don’t get too carried away.”
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Tim kneels at your feet the moment the front door closes. He unlaces your boots, tugs them off, and tosses them into the bin by the door before he stands and cups your face in his hands.
“I’m okay,” you promise softly, spreading your fingers over his chest.
Tim nods before he leads you into your bedroom. Carefully, he removes your uniform, leaving you in a t-shirt and your underwear. He’s gentle, reverent, respectful, and quiet.
“Why aren’t you talking?” you ask, your voice tight.
Watching Tim’s back, your concern about the answer shifts, worried that you did something or said something you don’t remember. When your husband turns toward you again, tears have pooled at his waterline, his jaw is clenched tightly, and his hands are gripping his pants so hard his knuckles are white.
“I thought I was going to watch my best friend die today,” he says, looking up when he blinks. “When I got back and everyone was just standing there, not wanting to talk to me, I thought it was too late. I never should have left you, not after watching what happened.”
“Tim,” you sigh, stepping forward to take his hands. “You were doing your job. You did exactly what you were supposed to.”
“You wouldn’t have done it,” he argues, pressing his tongue against his cheek.
“No,” you agree. “But you’ve always been a better cop than me.”
Tim shakes his head, but you tighten your grip on his hands, and he understands your instruction to stop arguing. He kisses your forehead, then pecks your lips.
“Do you want to finish changing?” he asks.
“Please,” you answer, releasing his hands.
Tim lifts your favourite pajama set out of a drawer and sets it on the bed. His fingers find the bottom of your t-shirt before he looks at you, asking for permission to remove it.
“Yeah,” you murmur, familiar with his need for verbal confirmation.
Tim pulls the shirt over your head and throws it over his shoulder, sending it directly into the hamper.
“Show off,” you scoff.
He rolls his eyes, but you see the smile on his face as he pulls the pajama bottoms open. You place one hand on his shoulder for balance as you step one leg in, then the other. Tim pulls the fabric over your hips, spreading his hands over your waist when they’re set where you like them. His finger brushes the bandage on your back before he reaches for your shirt.
“Did you realize it’s in the same place as your scar?” you question. “The scratch?”
“I guess it is,” Tim responds.
You raise your hands to Tim’s jaw and kiss him, not caring that he drops your shirt to the floor so he can hold your waist. You’re both breathless when you pull back, but you keep your hands on his cheeks and hold his gaze.
“Stop blaming yourself,” you demand.
“Yes, ma’am,” Tim whispers, smiling when you close your eyes and scrunch your nose.
Someone rings the doorbell, so Tim opens a drawer and pulls one of your favourite t-shirts out.
“She has an hour,” Tim says as he pulls the shirt carefully over your head.
“Be nice,” you murmur.
“To you,” he agrees, pushing his hand under your shirt to trace the skin around your bandage.
You shiver at his touch, already imagining the inevitable moment when he kisses that spot. Lucy rings the doorbell again, so you separate yourself from Tim and follow him into the living room. He points at the couch, so you take your place there and wait for him to invite Lucy inside.
That’s my best friend, you think as he nods along to Lucy’s rambling as soon as he opens the door.
“Wait, tea?” you ask, interrupting Lucy’s explanation of what she brought. “That sounds amazing.”
Tim assures Lucy he can follow the instructions on the box, leaving you to talk to Lucy. And comfort her, you realize quickly, because she was more scared than she let on when she helped you climb out of the caved-in shop door earlier. Tim walks behind the back of the couch after he finishes making the tea, dropping a kiss to the top of your head before he takes his place beside you.
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tojisun ¡ 1 year ago
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!! minors dni; simon x cam girl f!reader; kinda sexting; UNEDITED and RAMBLING // divider by @/plutism <3
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yall know those ‘ask me’ thingies in instagram and how theyre not anonymous? mmmprmn thinkin about simon finally giving in and sends cam girl! reader replies (he’s not tech savvy, forgive him 😔)
the questions are always fashioned the same way, he’s noticed. you only ever post those, anyway, when you’re in the middle of editing a new video but it’s taking too long so to keep your loyal viewers interested, you entertain them with little questions.
“which toy next?” you posted, showcasing four different sex toys splayed on your bed—a purple sucking vibrator, that bullet vibrator you’ve made multiple videos on, a rainbow-coloured dildo, and another one that squirts which is simon’s favourite if he’s being honest.
you always did cum the hardest when you’re being pumped full. simon wonders how much more intense would it be if you were properly fucked and filled; stuffed continuously, repeatedly, until your pussy’s all wet and sensitive. until it takes—
overtaken by his desire, he gives in and he types out his answer, “a real prick would look better in you.”
he didn’t expect you to see it, let alone for you to reply, but you did and simon reads it with a huff.
> ok troll
i’d volunteer myself, really. <
> yeah right. like i can trust you
what? you want proof that i can make you feel good? <
your reply doesn’t come in and he knows that you must want the whole interaction to end there, but simon won’t let you—doll, he’s finally managed to talk to the girl he’s been fantasizing about, did you really think he’d let the opportunity pass? you don’t even know how many times he’s fucked his fist to the videos of you bullying a dildo in your sopping cunt or the ones of you squirting while you ride that saddled vibrator that punches out guttural moans from the base of your throat.
jesus, just thinking about you mewling and creaming, your skin shimmering with your sweat, has simon chubbing up in his sweats.
so he gets bolder, changing his accounts—both this and the one he’s used to subscribe to your site—so that you know it’s him. he uploads pictures, exposing enough of himself that it feels real and authentic, and begins to tack on messages to every tips he gives.
it takes about two months until you finally caved.
> so… youre not a troll :(
why the sad face? did you want me to be? <
> course not!
> hby? what do YOU want
simon licks at his chapped lips, his legs unconsciously spreading already.
how about pics? show you what i was volunteering? <
> uh
> you wanna send a dick pic?
yeah. evens out the relationship, don’t it? after all, i just about know how your pussy looks and how it squirts. <
> youre soooo weird LOL
> but sure yea why not ig
simon snorts because try as you may, you don’t sound unbothered at all. after all, he knows you’ve been looking back at him—you followed him back in his socials, you even respond to all his tips and messages, and one time you even moaned his alias out loud during your stream. really, you’re not subtle with your own interest at all.
he pulls his sweats down and takes a pic of his half-chub. it’s a little blurry, and the angle captures more of the tuft of hair than the way his cock’s all flushed and filling-out, but simon knows what a decent dick picture looks like—they’ve all received numerous from mactavish—and this one looks good enough so he sends it to you and watches as his message goes from delivered to seen.
you don’t reply right away, nor after three minutes—he knows because the commercials ended and his game’s back on—and simon wonders if you’re back to ignoring him when—
> oh
> thats a good dick
he laughs, booming.
oh so you want it now? <
a speech bubble appears, then it disappears, then it appears again. this happens for a while and it’s somewhat entertaining to simon, mirth filling him up. then, you finally send your reply and this time simon couldn’t stop the barked out laughter that rumbles from his throat because you sent him your address.
simon’s out the door in minutes, his bike keys clutched in his fist.
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lovezbrownies ¡ 9 months ago
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Mockingbird. (Fem!Yandere Pop Idol x GN!Reader.)
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(Coudln't pick between making her an american pop idol or a k-pop idol so i made her both! She's half American and half Korean and makes variety solo music while in her band :))
Synopsis: While trying to earn your paycheck as a Audio Tech, you manage to catch the eyes of the magnetic, Grammy winning Yuna Claire.
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Under the spotlight, Yuna Claire was perfection—every note, every glance choreographed for the adoration of thousands. But when her eyes landed on you, their fire softened into something sharper, something that burned with a dangerous kind of focus. You’d noticed her at first only because of Yuna's fame, the admiration people lavished on her so excessive it was hard to ignore. It was after a concert that she’d approached you, alone in the backstage crowd, moving with a deliberate pace that only you seemed oblivious to.
She’d started with a polite introduction, a charming laugh. Fans had parted around Yuna, gaping as if she were a goddess, while you gave her a casual nod, barely glancing her way. If anything, you’d appeared more captivated by the band posters on the walls. Yuna wasn’t deterred, though. Instead, she leaned in, her words silken, inviting you to a private after-party. Her words were sugar, her gaze hypnotic—but something didn’t feel quite right. And still, her allure was undeniable, almost magnetic.
But you had your own reasons for resisting. The world of flashing lights and obsessive fans didn’t appeal to you, and the drama of idol life felt exhausting just to observe. You'd given her a nonchalant smile, declining politely, leaving Yuna alone in a corridor of confused and shocked onlookers.
Yuna didn’t give up. For weeks after that, her messages appeared daily, each one a bit more intense than the last, though always wrapped in a veneer of politeness. She’d send short, casual notes about her day, like Yuna was trying to convince you of her “normal” side. Then came the carefully crafted photos, her smile dazzling, eyes dark with something unsettling. Still, Yuna knew just how to tread the line between flirty and forward, between coy and committed.
But you didn’t respond, letting your silence answer in your place.
The silence only seemed to make her bolder.
Soon, small “gifts” began appearing. They were subtle at first: a book you’d mentioned liking left anonymously on your doorstep, a handwritten letter slipped into your bag somehow, perfume lingering on the pages. Then, one day, your phone buzzed, and there was a photo attached—a candid shot of you in a coffee shop, reading. The angle was wrong, too close, taken without your notice. The caption beneath read, “I love how focused you look.”
By now, you’d pieced together Yuna's persistence and presence. She was relentless, yet subtle. You’d heard rumors that she had been known to ghost her managers, locking herself away from the world for weeks until she’d get what she wanted. Those who defied her had been known to face mysterious career setbacks, projects canceled without reason. And now, that ambition—obsession—had found its focus on you.
One evening, you returned home to find Yuna waiting at your door. Her smile was radiant as ever, but there was an edge to her eyes, a desperation swimming beneath her polished exterior. Yuna wore a hoodie, as though trying to blend into your world, her gloved hands hidden in her pockets.
“You haven’t answered me,” Yuna said, her voice soft yet unyielding. “I thought… maybe in person you’d give me a chance.”
Her gaze didn’t waver as you fumbled for your keys, blocking your way. She leaned in, close enough that you could feel the warmth of her breath. “Please,” she murmured, her voice low and nearly pleading, though her eyes told a different story.
“I’m… really not interested,” you managed, keeping your tone polite but firm.
The smile on Yuna's face tightened, her fingers flexing slightly as she stood still, the air heavy with her scent and the weight of her expectations. The seconds stretched, her intense silence trapping you until she finally spoke again, her voice softer, almost disarmingly gentle.
“I can change your mind.” It wasn’t a question, more like a fact she’d already accepted. She shifted, a gleam flickering in her gaze as she stepped closer, her voice lowering to a whisper. “I just need a little more time to show you how much you mean to me. You wouldn’t turn me away if you knew how long I’ve waited to find someone like you.”
You could feel your pulse quicken, her intensity seeping into the air between you. The way Yuna looked at you—as though you were the one person in a world of facades—stirred something uncomfortable, something deeply unsettling. But behind that, a chill ran down your spine, the unease creeping in as her gaze lingered, too steady, too fixed, a promise hidden in the depths of her stare.
“I just… want to be left alone,” you said softly, pushing the words out, feeling the way they seemed to make her freeze for a moment, like she was memorizing the rejection, absorbing it before it sank into her.
And then, Yuna's smile widened, her voice tinged with an eerie, honeyed calm. “You’ll change your mind,” she murmured, pressing a soft hand to your arm. “I have all the time in the world for you. And don’t worry—I won’t be far.”
She let her fingers linger just a moment too long before stepping back, her gaze never leaving yours as she turned, leaving you in the dim hallway. And as she walked away, you felt a cold certainty that this was only the beginning.
A few days passed with nothing more than a tense silence and a faint scent of her perfume lingering in your mind. You tried to shake her memory, the look in her eyes that had lingered too long, the unwavering way Yuna had spoken as if her persistence was just a matter of inevitability. But Yuna had fallen quiet, her presence slipping back into the shadows. You told yourself that maybe she’d taken the hint, that perhaps her attention had finally shifted.
But soon, small traces of her began appearing everywhere. It started innocently enough: a coffee cup with Yuna's autograph on the sleeve sitting outside your door one morning, her signature sharp and elaborate. Then, one day, a bouquet of deep red roses appeared—delivered straight to your office, the envelope tucked inside holding only a single message in her elegant handwriting: You missed my last concert. I was thinking of you the whole time. You could almost hear her voice in the words, soft and unhurried, like a gentle reminder she would never let you go.
Still, you kept your distance, responding to her with only silence, the only reaction you could give that felt remotely safe. But Yuna's gifts continued, each more intimate than the last. One night, you found a plush blanket folded perfectly at your doorstep, the fabric woven with her initials stitched carefully into the corner. You left it there, untouched, but the next morning, it was gone, replaced by a small silver necklace, engraved with the words, Forever yours.
By now, you were beginning to feel Yuna's presence even when she wasn’t there. You couldn’t walk down the street without glancing over your shoulder, half-expecting her to step out from the shadows, her voice low and calm, as if she’d just been waiting for you to look her way. It made the world feel smaller, her influence extending far beyond the glossy photoshoots and stage lights. She wasn’t just a presence on screens or in songs; she was a shadow, creeping into every quiet corner of your life.
It was on a rainy night that she finally crossed the line. You were sitting at your kitchen table, half-awake and nursing a cup of coffee, trying to shake off the unease that had followed you home. There was a knock on your door, soft but unmissable. Your heart dropped, a part of you already knowing who it would be.
Reluctantly, you opened the door, and there she was—drenched from the rain, her hair clinging to her face, lips painted red but smudged slightly as though she’d been rushing. Her eyes were wide and focused, her gaze locked onto you with an intensity that made you want to step back, but she was faster, already inside before you could say anything.
“Why haven’t you answered me?” she whispered, her voice barely above a breath, but the sharpness was unmistakable. “I’ve tried to be patient. I’ve tried to give you time, but you’re making this so much harder than it has to be.”
You opened your mouth to respond, but Yuna shook her head, her fingers curling into fists, her gaze brimming with something raw and desperate. “I’ve waited so long to find someone who doesn’t see me as just entertainment,” she continued, her voice wavering slightly. “Everyone else is obsessed with the idea of me, but you… You’re real. You’re the only real thing in my world, and I won’t let you ignore me.”
Her words were laced with a haunting vulnerability, but there was an edge there, a dark gleam in her eye that made your skin prickle. She took a step forward, and before you could react, her hands were on your arms, her grip surprisingly strong as she pulled you close.
“Do you know what it’s like to be worshipped by everyone but feel completely alone?” she murmured, her breath hot against your skin. “No one sees me like you do. You can’t understand what that means to me… what you mean to me.”
Her fingers traced along your arms, almost possessively, her gaze dropping to the floor before lifting again, filled with a sorrowful intensity that left you speechless. Her voice softened, barely above a whisper, but there was an unmistakable steel behind her words. “If I have to tear down every wall, break every distance between us, I will. You don’t understand how much I need you. You don’t know what it feels like to need someone the way I need you.”
You tried to pull away, but her grip tightened, her fingers pressing into your skin. There was a flicker of pain in her eyes, like she was fighting something darker, something she couldn’t control. Yuna's voice grew softer, almost pleading, a softness masking something much more intense. “I’ll be everything for you,” she whispered, her gaze dropping to her hands on your arms. “I’ll give you anything you want. I’ll leave the spotlight if I have to… if that’s what it takes.”
Her words hung in the air, filled with an eerie promise, a willingness to unravel her entire life just for a chance to stay by your side. You could feel her desperation, her obsession suffocating, seeping into the space between you until it felt like a cage.
“Please,” you finally said, managing to pry her hands off, your voice steady though your heart was pounding. “I don’t want this. I never asked for it, and you need to understand that.”
Her face fell, her expression wavering as though the weight of your rejection was physically painful. But after a moment, she smiled, a smile that didn’t quite reach her eyes. “You think you don’t want this now,” she said softly, her voice gentle, yet chilling. “But you just haven’t given me a chance to show you. I’ll change your mind… I know I will.”
With that, she took a step back, her gaze lingering as she brushed a strand of wet hair from her face. Her voice was soft, affectionate, but there was something almost dangerous in it now, something unyielding. “I’ll be seeing you,” she whispered, almost like a promise, before turning and slipping out into the rain.
As the door clicked shut behind her, you felt a shiver run down your spine. You knew, with an unsettling certainty, that this wasn’t over. And somehow, a part of you wondered if it ever would be.
You sank into a chair, heart pounding as you tried to shake off the echo of her words. But her presence lingered, curling around you like smoke, insistent and inescapable. Every shadow in your apartment seemed to hold her gaze, every sound just outside the door felt like her footsteps waiting to step back into your world.
In the days that followed, it was as if she’d slipped into your life like a shadow cast just beyond reach. It started small again—your phone buzzing with her messages, her number somehow bypassing the blocks you’d put in place. A photo of the view from her hotel room, sent late at night with a message below: This would look better if you were here. Each time you saw her name appear, a tightness grew in your chest, the constant reminder that she was watching, waiting.
When you went out, she was there, always just out of sight but close enough that you could feel her, as if her gaze was a constant weight on the back of your neck. She lingered at cafes, always alone at a distant table, her eyes hidden behind dark sunglasses, never taking them off until you’d met her stare for just a moment too long. She’d nod, that half-smile twisting into something more when she saw the flicker of discomfort on your face.
One evening, you arrived home to find a package waiting for you—an expensive leather-bound journal, its cover engraved with your initials. Inside, she’d filled pages with a mix of her own thoughts, scrawled lyrics, and snapshots of herself, each one accompanied by a handwritten note. Some were simple—Thinking of you—while others were bolder: You belong in my life. The scent of her perfume clung to every page, making it feel as though she’d marked each one as her own. The effect was suffocating.
You tried to shake it off, tried to return to normal. You avoided places she’d visited, tried to take different routes, anything to break free of the feeling of being watched. But no matter where you went, she was always one step ahead, a quiet but relentless shadow. And then one night, as you sat in a dimly lit bar, she slipped into the seat across from you, her presence as bold and unyielding as ever.
“Didn’t expect to see you here,” you murmured, your voice betraying the surprise and unease that flooded your senses.
She simply tilted her head, a knowing smile curling her lips. “I told you, didn’t I? I’d be seeing you again.” Her fingers drummed on the table, her gaze never leaving yours. “You keep avoiding me, but I know what you really need, what you’re afraid to admit.” Her words were soft, intimate, as though she were whispering them just for you.
“You don’t know anything about me,” you replied, keeping your tone even, though it felt like you were trying to steady yourself on a tightrope. “This obsession… it’s not what you think it is.”
She laughed quietly, shaking her head. “That’s where you’re wrong.” Her eyes gleamed with a chilling certainty. “You’ve made me wait, given me time to understand what you really need. I know what it’s like to be surrounded by people who don’t see you… but I see everything about you.” She leaned closer, her voice low and steady, her gaze intense enough to hold you in place. “And I’m not going anywhere. Not until you realize that we belong together.”
She pulled out a silver key, placing it on the table between you, a soft clink breaking the heavy silence. “I had a spare made,” she murmured, her voice a ghost of a whisper, as though confessing a secret. “I didn’t want to intrude too much, but… it’s better this way. I don’t have to wait for you to come to me—I can just find you when you’re ready.”
A chill swept through you, and the faint smile on her lips made it clear she knew exactly the effect she was having on you. She reached out, her fingers grazing the back of your hand, her touch soft yet possessive. “You’re afraid now,” she murmured, her eyes softening just enough to mimic tenderness. “But I’m willing to wait. I’m patient. I’ll give you all the time you need… because in the end, you’ll see that I’m the only one who truly understands you.”
Before you could respond, she rose, leaving the key glinting in the dim light between you, a symbol of the door she had already opened, the boundary she’d so carefully, and deliberately, crossed. And as she walked away, you realized, with a sinking certainty, that there was no escaping her.
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wxwoobe ¡ 8 days ago
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a/n : ts is the last part gng 😭😭😭😭😭 I HAD SM FUN WRITING TS
contains : itoshi rin x reader
the one person who asked me to tag them ❤️‍🩹 : @cheriiepies
synopsis : you’ve made a habit of live-tweeting soccer matches with unfiltered takes and zero mercy, even for the biggest names in the game. but when a mysterious number starts texting you out of nowhere to debate your opinions, you think it's just another pressed fanboy. except he's not.
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your shoes squeak slightly as you walk the empty corridor. lunch break chatter fades behind you. you glance around—no one.
you reach your locker.
there’s a small folded note sticking out of the vents, and something underneath it.
you blink.
tickets?
you snatch them up. your hands shake just slightly as you unfold the paper.
"i've been following your work for a while now. your mind is different. precise. it pisses me off. come to the game. i’ll give you a sign."
there’s no name. no signature. just the fact that the anon told you to check your locker.
but your breath hitches in your throat.
you look down at the tickets, front row, edge of the field. today’s match. pxg vs manshine city. rin itoshi is playing.
—
you sit in the stands.
the wind tugs at your sleeves, the field stretching out like a stage. you haven’t stopped looking around for the past fifteen minutes, heart pounding every time someone glances your way. You still don’t know who he is. the anonymous account. the one who called your tactical posts “lethal.” the one who argued with you at 1 AM about inverted wingbacks. the one who left that damn note.
you’re about to give up when you see him.
number 10.
rin itoshi.
he's walking toward midfield, cold expression sharp like always, but then—
he stops.
he turns.
and in front of the whole crowd, he lifts his left hand, just slightly. a small wave.
right at you.
you freeze.
.. no way.
there’s no way rin itoshi is waving at you.
but no one else is reacting. no one else he could be waving at.
your heart thunders in your chest as he turns away and walks back into formation.
you sit back in your seat.
the pieces start to click.
the way he once mentioned “your blindside analysis was better than the coach’s.”
the message that said “i was there. that pass was intentional.”
the way he always responded within minutes of your posts about his games.
oh my god.
it’s him.
it’s rin.
rin itoshi is the anon.
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leriexoxo ¡ 2 months ago
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SKZ HEADCANONS
Bf! Stray Kids and how they jerk off to you (maknae line)
Hyung Line
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A/N: Requests for ONLY headcanons are open for now. Please note that I prefer to respond to non anonymous requests, cause I’m pretty serious about minors not interacting with me 💚
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Jisung
Jerking off for Jisung is a full-on production. He’s not just getting off—he’s putting on a private show, even if no one’s watching.
He props his phone up. Front camera on. Not recording, just watching himself in real-time. Shirtless. Panting. Sweaty hair stuck to his forehead. He looks wrecked already, cock flushed red, lube slicking his hand as he strokes fast and sloppy with zero shame.
“Shit—fuck,” he whines, biting down on his knuckle before spitting into his palm and using it again.
He teases his tip, groans at his own reflection, then moans, “You like this? You like watching me lose it over your pretty little pussy?”
Yeah. He talks like you’re there. Gets louder when he imagines you watching. Tells you how bad he’d ruin you, how much he misses the way you clench around him.
He cums hard. Loud. Full-body shake, legs splayed wide, cum hitting his chest. Then he collapses back, laughing breathlessly—messy hair, flushed face, and zero regrets.
And yes… he does take a pic of the aftermath.
Felix
Felix jerks off like it’s sacred. Like he’s worshipping every thought of you.
He’s on his back, lights dimmed, one hand gripping the sheets while the other moves slow—so slow it’s torture. His voice is soft and deep, whispering your name like a prayer as he strokes himself with aching precision.
“Miss you, angel,” he breathes, eyes fluttering closed.
He plays your voice messages on repeat. The one where you gasped his name. The one where you told him how deep he was last time. His hips rock into his palm as his chest heaves, stomach flexing every time his thumb glides over the sensitive head.
It’s not just pleasure. It’s emotion. He moans like he’s falling apart, voice cracking when he gets close.
“Wanna feel you again… wanna fill you up so good, baby.”
When he cums, it’s quiet—just a soft gasp, a trembling groan, and a hand splayed across his abs while his release spills over it.
Afterward, he closes his eyes and smiles, lips parted, still whispering your name like he’s dreaming about you.
Seungmin
It starts slow. Always slow. But Seungmin? He doesn’t stay calm.
He starts off like he’s in control—towel laid out, lube ready, stroking himself with quiet precision. His brows furrow, jaw clenched. Barely any sound, like he’s holding back. Like he’s testing his own limits.
But then he starts thinking about how you sound when he’s deep. How you look when you beg. How you cry when you can’t take more.
Control breaks. Instantly.
“Fuck,” he growls, voice low and dangerous. “You’d take it all, wouldn’t you?”
His pace quickens. He lifts his hips off the bed. Starts jerking rougher, grip punishing, cock swollen and leaking as his chest rises and falls in gasping bursts. The noises turn guttural. Animalistic.
And when he cums, he grunts—deep, possessive, sharp. His cum shoots over his stomach, coating his hand and the edge of the towel he forgot to move.
After? He lies there, breathing hard, still twitching. Regretless. Powerful. Wrecked.
Jeongin
He tries to be good. Quiet. Careful. But Jeongin’s so fucking needy it never lasts.
He’s under the covers. Hoodie half on. Pillow clutched to his chest. And he’s grinding into his hand like he can’t stop himself—hips twitching, thighs trembling, breath all choked up in his throat.
Your nudes are open on his phone. One hand holds it. The other is pumping his cock fast, sloppy, desperate.
“Fuckfuckfuck,” he whispers, muffling his moans into the pillow.
He doesn’t touch himself like a boy exploring pleasure—he touches himself like a man starving for it. He imagines your mouth. Your thighs. The way you’d ride him and call him a good boy when he whines like this.
And then he loses it.
“Gonna cum—oh my God—fuck, you make me so—”
He finishes with a broken sob, body arching up as cum stains the inside of his hoodie. He can’t stop shaking.
A moment later, he’s still breathless… smiling, cheeks pink, whispering, “I’m gonna make you feel that good next time.”
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red-garden ¡ 3 months ago
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Unfortunately, Google (or Baidu) does not exist in xianxia. Shen Yuan cringes, thinking of all the questions the poor disciples peak wide should be able to look up in the privacy of their own laptops, free from embarrassment. Of course, there’s an obvious solution; Shen Yuan just needs to become the new google.
Leaving a sign and message box outside of the Qing Jing Library, Shen Yuan invites members of every peak to slip in their questions anonymously to be sorted and answered by Qing Jing’s scholars. What use is reading all those books if you don’t do anything with the knowledge?
Many of the questions are simple. What is the property of this beast, where does this grass grow, etc. Some are more…. Unconventional. These Shen Yuan saves to answer personally.
Here’s a spread from this week he’s yet to respond to:
How do you get your Shizun to acknowledge you more when you’re already a high ranking disciple? No matter what I do, my Shizun always favors the junior disciples over me… -🐜
I think I like girls (I’m a girl) and I don’t know how to ask out the girl I have a crush on. She’s from another peak, and like half of the sect wants to ask her out! What do I do???-🎀
How to subtly hint that you’re trying to court someone? -⚔️
How to convey the depths of your regret? -🐕‍🦺
I’m a disciple from Xian Shu, and I also only like girls, but I like to write stories about men in love. While my brother likes men, I don’t want to ask him about this sort of thing, and I have no other male friends. What is the sensory experience like to take it up the ass when you’re a man? -📒
How to ask someone to stop hitting you while conveying it’s actually hot and you would be into it if they asked? -🐹
One of my martial family members has an absurdly thin face, making it nearly impossible for me to do my duty as a member of Qian Cao. How do you make someone understand that they need to tell thier doctor everything, and there’s no need to be embarrassed? -💊
Are demons bad? Like, obviously we had that demon invasion, but are they all bad? Shizun says they have cultural differences to us, but those cultural differences seem violent and sinister. -🐑
There’s this one hookup I’ve linked up with for years, going on a decade. Usually it’s great, just fantastic sex and occasional fortune telling, but I think I want to marry her? What are you supposed to do when you catch feelings? -✂️
I love my wife soo so so much. She’s my world, my evrrytgibg I lorvve her. I want to make her a custom scalpel set but I don’t know what designs handle well for doctors? It need to be perfect she is my world I lobe herr. -⚒️
How do you propose to humans someone? -❄️
How to know if your are uniquely terrible -🐦‍🔥
(Once again pushing my mtf Mu Qingfang agenda)
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thevoidstaredback ¡ 1 year ago
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How To Balance Your Daytime and Nighttime Activities So That You Don't Burn Yourself Out More Than You Already Have
It was halfway through his shift the next day, just after he'd come back from lunch, that the anonymous tip came through. Dick had frozen when he heard it, but only slightly because the others were brushing it off as a prank call.
"'Blockbuster's after someone named Oracle,'" Officer Diaz had scoffed, "What a joke. Aren't kids supposed to know that their stupid prank calls clog the system? What if someone who actually had useful information had needed to call, huh?"
Dick didn't mention that that isn't how the tip system works, nor did he eve attempt to scold the officer for brushing it off, no matter how stupid it seemed. No, instead, he was stuck in his thoughts.
Blockbuster is after Oracle. Why is he after Oracle? It doesn't make sense! No one in Bludhaven, save for himself, should no who she is! Besides, he'd kept all of the attention on himself. No one was able to even think about the heroes or rogues in Gotham without him knowing! Or, so he'd thought. How does Blockbuster know Oracle's name? More importantly at the moment was who sent the tip.
There was another scoff from one of the others. Did he say that out loud? "Look, I know you're new and everything, but shouldn't you know the mean of 'anonymous'?"
He forced himself out of his head, rubbing his neck with his left hand with a fake smile. "Yeah, I do. I guess I'm just a bit out of it today."
"Well, get your head back in the game," Detective Soames snapped, hitting a file on the back of Dick's head, "File that for me, then file the rest on my desk."
"Yes, sir," Dick took the file, ignoring the snickers and snide remarks from his coworkers.
He knows he's not going to be able to fully focus on anything for the rest of the day, possibly not even until after he finds out who sent that tip and how Blockbuster knows Oracle's name.
Oracle. Dick knows she can handle herself, but he doesn't like the fact that anyone knows her name. Not even B knows about Oracle! Babs had spent so much time and energy keeping her online persona from B so that she could have at least something of her own that Dick had taken it upon himself to erase traces connecting him to Oracle. She didn't deserve to have Batman on her ass, nor did she deserve to have Nightwing's enemies go after her!
He shook himself back into the present with a soft sigh. He'll call Barbra as soon as he gets home.
***
"Danny!" Dick calls into the apartment, knowing full well that the kid is in the kitchen, "I'm home!"
"Welcome back," Danny responds from where he's standing at the stove. He, Dick realizes, does not sound happy.
He hangs his coat up on the hooks he installed beside the door, his shoes going on the rack below them. "You good? You sound a bit upset?"
"I am upset." Danny, after getting comfortable around him, has stopped sugar-coating his words, being brutally honest. Dick blinks. "I was going to message Tim, but I saw a lack of apologies from you."
Oh. Dick had meant to do what Danny said last night and apologise to that Tim kid for snapping at him, but he had been a lot more tired than usual and it had slipped his mind. "I was going to use my phone?"
"You don't have his number."
Another thing Dick had come to learn about Danny in the few weeks they'd been living together was that he can't be lied to. He somehow picks up on lies, so even Dick's best efforts - that have fooled even Batman! - are always thwarted.
"I meant to," Dick said, sitting on one of the new barstools at he island counter, "But I was really tired last night."
Danny sighed. "Because you were out longer than you're now used to." He turned the burner off, moving the pan to sit on the hotpad beside it. "You're body's gotten used to only being out for eight hours during the day and six hours at night. You going out for eight hours last night wore you out more than usual because you're no longer used to your seventeen hour work days."
Dick tilted his head, accepting the bowl of soup he was given. "But it's only been a few weeks?"
"It only takes eighteen days for your body to get used to a routine." He said, placing a bowl of homemade rolls on the island. "After about sixty-six days, it becomes habitual."
"But it hasn't been sixty-six days."
"No, but it has been twenty-one days."
He hesitated for a moment. "Has it really been only that long?" Then, "Have you been counting?"
Danny blushed, sitting beside Dick with his own bowl of soup. "I've been keeping track of your schedule, which means I gotta keep a calendar. I haven't been counting on purpose."
Dick smiled, eating the soup. As usual, it was really good. The first week of Danny's stay, he'd asked where he'd learned to cook, but Danny had given a non-answer, saying only that his parents couldn't make anything edible that wasn't fudge or cookies.
After they had both finished eating, Dick's portions and appetite being larger than Danny's because of the calories he burns as Nightwing, they settled into a nice quiet. Dick had changed from his uniform into sweats and a T-shirt while Danny had chosen a movie. Then, Dick cleaned up dinner and Danny changed into a hoodie and sweats.
"We still need to take you shopping," Dick pointed out when they were both sitting on the couch, ready to start the movie.
Danny shook his head. "Letting me stay here is already enough. Besides, your old clothes work perfectly fine."
"But you're room's so empty! And my clothes don't even fit you!"
There was a pause like Danny was thinking. Dick had the feeling he might not like whatever was going to be said next.
He was right.
"I'll let you take me shopping next week," Danny agreed, "if we go to Gotham tomorrow so that you can apologise to Tim in person."
Dick's jaw twitched. He didn't want to go to Gotham. Going to Gotham meant that he'd inevitably run into Bruce. He wanted to stay far away from that man.
Then again, he'd promised Alfred to come by some time. And, it'd be nice to see Barbra and Jim again. Maybe he could have Alfred make sure Bruce wouldn't be in the Manor?
"So?" Danny promted.
He sighed. "You're evil, y'know that?"
His grin said it all. "I could be so much worse."
"Please don't."
"Don't give me a reason."
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zuzu-tries-to-write ¡ 3 months ago
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hiiiii I’m obsessed with your writing it’s so good and I have an idea. So can you write a fan fic bakugo X reader where bakugo is your bully and actually your online boyfriend but you both don’t know it. I know it’s kinda weird but like pleaseee 🙏🏼😅
Part 2 is here!!
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Title: “I Hate You, Love.”
Pairing: Bakugo Katsuki x Reader
Genre: Enemies to Lovers / Online Romance / Fluff overload
Summary: Bakugo is the guy who always gets under your skin at school—loud, mean, and frustratingly hot. But online? You’re in love with someone else entirely. Your anonymous boyfriend “BoomBoy” is sweet, protective, and just a little grumpy in the cutest way.
You just don’t know they’re the same person.
(And neither does he.)
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You: Can’t wait to see you again tonight, BoomBoy. You’re the best part of my day.
BoomBoy: Shut up, dumbass. You’re the best part of mine.
You giggle, flopping back on your bed with your phone still in hand. He always says something mean right after something sweet. It’s adorable. You don’t even know his real name—just that he’s some guy from your school with a voice you swear sounds kind of familiar. He never turns on his cam.
But the way he talks to you—like you’re special, like he knows you—feels too good to let go.
Too real. Too safe.
Which is why it sucks that in real life, Bakugo Katsuki won’t stop making your life miserable.
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“Move, dumbass.”
His voice is gravel and thunderstorms, and you roll your eyes, stepping aside in the hallway.
“Do you ever not insult me?” you mutter.
Bakugo smirks, the sharp kind of grin that makes your stomach flutter for all the wrong reasons.
“I’ll stop insulting you when you stop being so easy to mess with.”
Jerk.
You hate how pretty he looks in the sunlight, like the universe gave him too many good genes just to make you suffer.
And you really hate that you kinda, maybe, sort of think about him too much.
But it’s okay.
You have your BoomBoy.
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Later that night, you’re curled up under a blanket, heart skipping every time your phone pings.
BoomBoy: Had a crappy day. Missed you.
You: I’m here now. Wanna talk about it?
BoomBoy: Just some idiot at school getting on my nerves. Wish I could see you instead.
You: What would you do if we met in real life?
BoomBoy: Kiss you so hard you forget every bad day you’ve ever had.
You let out a tiny gasp, hugging your pillow.
“BoomBoy…” you type, cheeks hot.
You: You’ve never said something like that before.
BoomBoy: Yeah, well. You bring out the soft in me. Don’t tell anyone.
You: Your secret’s safe with me.
If only you knew.
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The next day at school, you pass Bakugo in the hallway.
He mutters something under his breath, and for once, you decide to snap back.
“At least I’m not hiding behind some stupid, angry persona all the time,” you hiss.
His eyes narrow. “What the hell’s that supposed to mean?”
You shrug, walking off with your heart racing.
It’s weird.
Something about Bakugo feels so familiar lately.
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That night, BoomBoy is quiet.
But then your phone buzzes.
BoomBoy: What if I told you I think I know who you are IRL?
Your heart drops.
You: Wait. Are you serious?
BoomBoy: Yeah. And I’m scared you’re gonna hate me.
You: I could never hate you.
BoomBoy: What if I’m your worst nightmare at school?
You freeze.
No.
No way.
There’s only one person who fits that description.
You: Katsuki?
It takes a long moment.
BoomBoy: Yeah.
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Your phone almost slips out of your hands.
Bakugo Katsuki is BoomBoy.
Bakugo. The boy who always teased you.
Bakugo. The same boy who sent you sweet messages at midnight and told you he’d kiss you until the world disappeared.
Before you can respond, your phone lights up again.
BoomBoy: I didn’t know it was you either. I swear.
BoomBoy: I thought… I thought you hated me.
BoomBoy: But you’re the only one I can talk to. You make everything better.
BoomBoy: I’m sorry I was a jerk in real life. I didn’t know it was you. I didn’t know how to—feel.
BoomBoy: Can I come see you? Like really see you?
You swallow hard, hands shaking.
And then you smile.
You: Come to the park. I’ll be waiting.
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