#art that just kinda fucks yaknow

[fairyweeb202]

Maybe it means nothing at all, maybe its home

[quirkle2]

no matter how hard i tried i couldn't get this piece to work w full color and lighting so ur just gettin this instead </3 reigen's somewhere off-camera with his head in his hands wondering who FUCKING hurt his kids

[live-at-fortune-city]

Look through my past and you'll see All the lies I've lied And why I'm justified

[way2gosuperrstarr]

me when the rsd is . rsd. ing. oh my god

[sad--tree]

im 40 yrs late 2 the party but i listened 2 for whom the bell tolls 4 the first time today and i take back like 30% of the shit ive said abt metallica this fuckin slaps

[eph3merall]

I JUST FOUND YOU BUT PLEASE PLEASE ANOTHER STALKER!MATT FIC (for ideas maybe while she’s on facetime with him hes.. yaknow and his camera is on which is more riskier, or another idea is she posted a photo on instagram or something thats a little more on the 18+ side and he… yaknow)

i got u 🙂↕️ piggybacked off an idea kinda ????? been meanin to visit stalker!matt i miss him :( this is sooooo late as well im so so so sorry !!! not proofread i cant STAND rereading things i write

18+ content, suggestive, stalker!matt . dont read if this isnt your cup of tea :)

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matt has a habit of knowing where you are and who you're with at all times. well, most times. sometimes he messed up, a mistake on his part. sure, your sweet, little self is his best friend, and it is wrong for him to do the things he does and think the things he conjures up in his head. but it's so hard not to want to blow your back out or tug at your hair with his dick in your mouth when you just look so pretty on your new instagram photo dump.

matt knows where these photos are taken—you and your little group of friends having gone on a trip by yourselves and driving around cute places. the beach, a flower field, museums, art galleries, you name it. multiple photos of you and various girlfriends posing or sipping drinks, until matt sees some selfies of you guys at a bar.

'what the fuck?' are the words that spew from his mouth when theres suddenly a video playing of you guys downing shots and giggling. the music is loud and the crowd in the video is boisterous and looks most likely high and or drunk. the video is a fairly short one, but he doesn't miss the way a guy is snaking his hands around your waist as you turn and grin at him so prettily.

matt's thumb swipes immediately, not wanting to stare at that sight anymore. he doesn't realize the way his fingers grip his phone a little tighter, blinking at the last image in your new little photo dump.

the dress clinging to your figure was anything but modest, paired with the way you looked with your friend. the shot was a little blurry, the cameraman was probably drunk or something. your friend stood to your right, leaning towards the camera with her upper body. a shocked expression lay on her face, one hand covering her mouth while the other splayed on top of her thigh. her eyes diverted away from the camera.

you, on the other hand, have your ass almost directly facing the camera. wide googly eyes stare at the matt through his screen over your shoulder, your shoulders hunched and hair a pretty mess. the hem of the dress you wore rode up and gave him just a little peek of your ass, and god—his dick strained uncomfortably in his jeans. the way you looked so innocent yet so enticing, knowing nothing is by far innocent in the photo.

the caption of the dump was titled 'with my girls <33', and upon opening the comments there were immediately your friends' usernames hyping you up. specifically the last photo. matt scoffed under his breath at how you responded with your little emojis and what-not. the lingering thought of the guy who briefly showed up in the dump was still in his head, to which he stashed in the back of his brain. because matt will find out who that was.

but first, he can't miss the way his dick twitches ever so slightly in the confines of his jeans and belt.

soon enough, he has his belt strewn haphazardly on the floor of his room and his pants pool at his ankles. tongue prodding his cheek, chest heaving with a heavy exhale as his hand thumbs at his tip. a hiss leaves his mouth and he's spreading the pre that's leaking from his slit down the length of his dick.

his free hand fumbles for his phone that sits on the edge of his desk, swiping to that god forsaken photo that gives him a peek of your ass. a grumbled whine rips from his throat and his hand wraps around his length—starting to pump slowly as his eyes scan over each and every single feature of your body and face in the picture.

matt's fingers grip his phone tighter and your name is falling from his lips in whiny breaths and huffs, the occasional curse getting muttered under his breath. the pace of his fist increases and soon enough he's getting himself off to not only the photo of you—but the scenarios he keeps caged up in his head.

your face stuffed in a pillow with your ass up, his palm splaying across the cheek as his dick rams into you. drool bubbling at the corners of your mouth as he holds your head down on his cock, nose pressing into his pelvis as he feels your gag reflex kick in. your body laid all perfectly on his bed, thighs spread and squirming. his tongue poking at your entrance and his hands gripping the flesh of your hips and thighs, holding down harshly to make sure you don't thrash around so much.

matt doesn't realize he's busting until his balls tighten and your name is chanted over and over again in a whiny breath, like a prayer. his fist slows and his chest heaves up and down with each heavy gasp of air, eyes gazing at the photo on his phone and lingering for a little while.

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goodnight i havent had motivation to do anything recently how are u all i love you guys !!!! if u sent in a req i will get to that just itll be very very slow .....

©eph3merall 2024

[katzirra]

Aggressively rubs my face, complaining about anything in life feels so tedious compared to what's going on in the world. World events and disasters and genocides and just fucking everything make you feel so small and worthless. Like god damn I feel guilty for thinking how stressed I am because HAHAH COULD BE WORSE, BITCH. WHICH is kind of a weird thing the internet really uh, perpetuates. Which is kinda what people get at when they say take care of your mental health.

Like I'm staying as up to date as I can but it's... wow it's hard to stomach, and it's hard to know what to do when you're in a financial spot lmao... Fucking god damn. Like carrying on like normal is really hard because there's that thought in the back of my mind right now about how upsetting it is realizing so many people can't do that. Will never do that again. It's like tv static in my head lately low key saddening me more and more.

But yaknow that just sounds like I'm complaining about a world event, but it's not. It's just...a profound sadness. Saturating things. I find myself just kinda sitting lately unsure what to be doing that feels... productive in this time. Not really feeling, uh, creative or happy. I dunno. Low simmering fear as well tbh.

That wasn't the topic I was planning to post about uh... FRIVOLOUS UPDATES I GUESS... I USE TO DO THOSE, YEAH? IDK WHO CARES ABOUT MY PERSONAL LIFE THESE DAYS TBH LOL

Taking a break from Xig because I'm just ..out of it and need the expectations off me for a second.

Having anxiety even checking my art blog because people weirdly correcting me/giving me a compliment that's shorter than a correction and making me come off rude telling them I'm not wrong makes me anxious as hell :))) so I end up avoiding my own haunts!!! How fucky is that.

I am almost done with my small sketchbook?? I was fixing a few pages up before hitting a few dried out Copics, which lead to me checking all of them to see who I needed to fix/replace and uh... relocate them in my office. Which became redoing my pen pouches and seeing if those got fucked up. Hopefully I'll finish that and start scanning. 2018-2023... with huge gaps in there lol...

I miss doing art I liked. Its kinda stagnant atm so I might take the rest of the year to do studies on angles and shit tbh. I need something. It all feels same same.

Uhhh figuring out some dental stuff - bought myself a bougie electric toothbrush and I think my old one's timer was fucked up and making me brush too long?? Which is bad!!! So this new one already has my teeth feeling better 👏 mom's genetics have me terrified!! My teeth feel better after two brushes??? insane.

Getting bloodwork done Thursday so hopefully figuring some shit out about my weight and health :))) I'd like to lose the like 20-45lb I mysteriously seemed to gain over the past few years??? Uhhh??? And figure my periods out, money has just been BAD since Hannibal's surgery....

Having panic scares about if my job is going away in December or not and hating every job listing I see online so I gotta look for whatever listing sites exist outside indeed. Also something this decent with the same pay :)))))) so that's on my todo list... again.

Box spring is busted on my bed, so hopefully I don't have to replace the mattress just yet because of the previous point AND THE FACT I JUST STARTED GETTING TO SAVE FOR MY PC..... first world problems but fuck, dudes. Vakarian is fucking suffering sometimes... :(( but we'll see because MATTRESS PRICES.......!!!

I cleaned my office and room and that made me feel like I've accomplished something for myself so that's... something.

Trying to focus on things. Depression cocktail is going on..... money, job, housing, health, the world... it's all so much all the time, man.

[queenlua]

bitchy board game review: wingspan

i want badly to love wingspan, and indeed, the three times i've played it all the way through, it was when someone was like "oh, Lua is here, we should play The Bird Board Game TM"

and it's not that it's a *bad* game, but it feels too elaborate and too complicated and too RNG-based for what it is

like, first off: the box says "40-70 minutes." i have never had a game go under 70min.  one game went to *over two hours*.  like, yes, each time i played there was at least one player who was new to the game, but on the other hand, come the fuck on.  the upper end of that "estimated time of play" should account for "there's a n00b in the room!"  there's a lot of competition in the 1-2 hours spot so Wingspan has to be *really* good to compete there, yaknow

and the mechanics sit in this uncanny valley where, like.  the RNG is too high to build any particular engine *reliably*, but it's also too low to give that satisfying "think-on-your-feet chaos" feel.  instead it feels like you've just gotta pick your engine early and hope the cards that get turned over support that plan, and those cards are an unsatisfyingly large part of what determines your fate.  compare this to Terraforming Mars, which has a much *higher* RNG, but also feels much more satisfying, because *everyone's* responding to that chaos, and it's easier to do a hail-mary heel turn if things aren't going to plan

also, i'm *baffled* that people act like this is a good game for people who are Not Boardgame People; i've had to talk people down more than once when we've got a room of mixed interest/skill levels, and someone's like "let's get out wingspan" no!!! let's NOT.  like, okay, maybe i just have board-game-PTSD from the time mom wanted me to explain Codenames to the cousins at Christmastime, but.  explaining board games is not trivial!  engine builders are inherently kinda complicated!  have you considered Monopoly Deal or w/e

like, the art and theming is gorgeous.  and the game IS fun once it gets going; i'd like to play it more often with folks who already know the rules, and see if that changes my opinion about some of the mechanics.  but i don't quite get why this was such a local stores-sold-out-errywhere sensation

[arlecchno]

oh good lord , h i hope you know what youve gotten yourself into by asking for the fic … [insert evil laughter here] okay okay now actually , the fic series doesnt focus on serial killers it was just that one fic in the series , but the serial killer fic is Blind Mirror (linked) by StrangeDiamond on Ao3 !!!! i have the print copies of the series (behold my collection) i think i also have to mention that its not an xreader fic lol

songs of resistance isnt part of the series but yaknow whatever . the ragnvindr brothers are a passion of mine and theyre my favorites i love them so much SHIDJSKDKD AND WHILE WERE ON THE TOPIC OF FIC RECS if you just so happen to have my horrid taste in men (/hj ?????) and like alhaitham , heres another one of my absolute favorite fics , i just call it Summers Fic (i hope these links are working properly lmao) and its got our favorites !!! murder / crimes , slowburn , (kinda) enemies to lovers (i fucking love the banter the author writes between mc and haitham) , + forensics stuff !! which is totally my jam because im a stupid little science gremlin .

you saying my board looks cool is so funny to me because like its a literal stock image , and while i couldve gone without it , low quality stock images just make me giggle for no reason so .. its also a little surprising you think its detailed because when i was making it i felt like i had to condense so much information for textbox space😭😭

i actually do a handful of things in the arts department , ive written my own little short stories and poems , and every once in a blue moon (when i have enough motivation) i make games ! granted theyre not very good , because im pretty sure im jackshit at characterization LOL heres a silly authors note i put in one of my short story docs just cuz why not honestly

also , YES I AM A DAIN LOVER IM ACTUALLY HIS BOYFRIEND (REAL) /j . all the khaenriah boys in general are my little sillies (i say as if they arent older than me) SO IF YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TALK ABOUT DAIN WITH MY MESSAGES ARE OPEN (and i am more than willing to spout theorist nonsense about him and the other khaenriahn boys as well)

also you absolutely do not have to worry about your wording of anything , none of it came off negatively at all ! i think youre very nice lmao

heres a little question to end off because im running out of creative ways to signoff , do you kin anyone from genshin ?

hoping the images dont glitch out ,

- jellyfish

OHHH WAIT i think i've heard of that kaeya and diluc novel thingy??? i'm pretty sure i've seen them around twitter or tiktok some time ago and omg i should check them out then!!! those covers look so good maybe i'll actually get around with the whole series now that you've mentioned it

and omg that summers fic you just linked is already so amazing. you've captured my taste in genshin men perfectly (i say as i drool over alhaitham). i just finished with the first chapter and the author have really captured my heart with the bits of forensics and crime, adding on with the tinge of arab culture too!!! i'm gonna go ahead and read them when i have the time hehe

you do short stories... poems... AND GAMES???? hello am i seeing this right

(p/s: i low-key do those kinds of a/n in my google docs draft for ma too... but they just never made it to the finalized version 😔)

and actually dain is in bed with me rn idk what you're talking about 🙄🙄🙄 /j

me personally i am very interested in khaenriah lore but i really haven't gotten to it (tbh the overall lore of the game is a lot to take in) but i probably will someday,, if i am not lazy /hj

and honestly... i don't exactly know who i kin in genshin tbh. so i have decided to take this VERY extensive genshin kin quiz (as per what they've named their site) and surprisingly i got... collei?

though when i read this, it made me realize that, maybe i do kin her. whoops

okay i'm heading to bed now it's 1 am and i'm busy tomorrow 😔 it was nice talking with you again jellyfish !!! have a nice day 🫶

[skaiakin]

c|` heya its mr “i sent you an entire essay composed exclusively of fantroll info thats also About Me” | im back to bother you guys some more | lol ||

c|’ so i made an artblog lately and im able to actually | yaknow | upload art | ehich means i can upliad art of orphus temora | being The Guy That I Am | and was just wondering if you guys would be cool with making a sprite edit for me? with like, a john pesterquest sprite? its totally chill if not of course | dw abt it lol ||

c|’ here is a link for the fuckin | thing | since im on anon and cant just add the image itself | which kinda fucking sucks ||

https://www.tumblr.com/possibly-art/735258226706219008/a-fella?source=share

c|’ thanks and sorry again for another obnoxiously long ask ||

-orphus temora

po2ted for you. 2orry for the waiit, hope ii managed two draw the de2iign properly for you.

(posted for you. sorry for the wait, hope i managed to draw the design properly for you.)

[mars-ipan]

riddle art i put in main tags has 6 notes B))) sittinnprettyhhyy

[ultimatepieceofshit]

Cuz uh

Is it true that anything can be art?

[thelemoncoffee]

yaknow- i said i was gonna try my hand at making my own takes on at least Kagehara and Bonkichi- guess i should actually do that.

here's my take- instead of the abusive or hella creepy stuff where one or both are completly off their rocker cause i never understood that- what if they're just two nerds who suck at socializing who found one another and decided the other was really cool, and they like them alot, and maybe they should hang out or something

Bon carries over my artistic talent hc from Ouma, and loves to draw all sorts fanart, from fluff to angst to shitposts. He likes to draw Kage fanart of all the detective character as those are all his favorites, and sometimes draws a ship or two for him. He has a wall he covered in traditional art, and has almost run out of space on his tablet from the sheer amount of digitals drawings and refrence images he has saved.

It's his comfort/venting media so he spends alot if time working on new art when his paranoia issues are higher than they should be (which is more often than he'd ever admit) Bon is reserved, but still a bastard and loves to do things that tic people off, he's a bully in that regard- using a verbal bite to keep people out of his buisness. People love his art, but most don't ever confront him cause they'd rather not get bullied, the only person to have actually surpassed his bullying is Kage, and even then to an outsider the way Bon talks to Kage sounds like bullying- even if it's lighthearted

Kage is a semi school-popular danganronpa geek who loves to write, he does mainly theories- but on ocassion he'll bust out a great fanfic / oneshot. He's mainly popular because of his looks but most find his DR hyperfixation a turnoff so not that many people actually try to go after him, as results he gets some very mixed interactions.

Kage is the kind of guy to sit there and rattle your ears off about little very unnoticable things in danganronpa that are somehow importiant to the overaching plot of DR. the only known people to have enough patience for his rants are his tumblr followers, and Bon- who also follows him on tumblr. He honestly is just a harmless geek and most people can't handle how much energy he puts into his hyperfixation, so he just kinda vibes with the few people who don't mind. Outside of his hyperfixation he's mostly a talkative but shy geek with some serious adhd that he has meds for but forgot to take for the past year. he also has a soft spot for anything fluffy

it's also worth to note here i 100% think these two are dating and people just don't realize it cause Bon's publicly used love language is insults, and Kage is just too much to really imagine anyone actually finding a personality to love underneith the DR hyperfixation, but they make it work and very well. They probably were mid fangan creation when the oprotunity to join DR popped up. Kage was so desperate to be part of it he over exagerated himself in the audition to try and secure a place, and Bon joined to fufill a personal desire to fuck shit up- he'd actually gone behind Kage's back to join cause he didn't want him freaking out over his safty

[catboy-syrup]

I know no one probably cares, but I made a madness Combat Oc, that probably makes no sense to the canon universe cause I’m mega cringe but whatever take her I really like how she came out. She was kinda made cause I’m writing a madness combat fanfic called “A field trip to Nevada [GONE WRONG!!!]”. And before you say anything, it’s not a crack fic what so-ever, some really fucked up shit happens in it, I just wanted to make it something funny to yaknow, Ease the tension one dark tones of the story. She’s not a main character but she does appear as an antagonist at some point, attempting to capture Hank so she can Torture and Kill him in the most painful way possible. Still deciding on what happens to her though.

Her name is Xena (name chosen by my best friend @redseaprincess ). She a MAG Agent, technically speaking.

What I mean by that is, she’s supposed to be the ‘first’ MAG grunt, in terms of it coming out successfully. She stands at about a towering 17 feet and 11 inches, meaning that she can most likely fit a normal sized Grunt within the palm of her crudely patchworked hand. Instead of working more as an agent though, she is instead suppose to be a caretaker, taking care of any new grunts produced by the A.A.H.W., as well as train them to work for the agency. Due to this, she has very mother like tendencies towards most grunts she meets, and even calls them her children, the only exceptions she has so far are The Auditor, of whom she somewhat fears but respects, Hank, who she’s personally out to rain hell on for “Killing too many of her children”, Tricky, who she considers a very close friend (reason unknown), and Jeb, who she feels would be demeaning to refer to as one of her ‘children.

That’s the most I have for her though, but here are some funfact about her that aren’t really important but are things about her I came up with:

She is a transwoman, The magnification process seemed to help somewhat in the process of transitioning, all except for the fact the her voice still sounds rather masculine.

To deal with her masculine sounding voice, she try to pull of a softer for high pitched voice when speaking. If works half the time.

She is also supposed to be Asexual Grey-Demiromantic, But that may change in the future cause I’m indecisive.

She’s actually rather large compared to most of the other MAG agents, with them being at her chest height at the most.

While she doesn’t like violence at all, she will resort to it to protect her children, as seen via. Wanting to kill Hank.

If you have a bad dream, just got to her and she’ll let you cuddle her happily.

She would be very physically affection in general, but she’s too afraid of hurtin the grunts, due to her massive size and how she see’s a lot of grunts as “Small and fragile”

Yes, she is meant to be chubby/chonky, I’m still practicing drawing chubby body types without going overboard give me a break.

She’s not blind, but her eyes would be considered more ‘terrifying’ than what you’d expect, at least in her opinion, and she doesn’t want to be terrifying, she wants to give off a motherly vibe. So she covers them to hide them, the only time she’s seen without the bandages is when she’s attacking Hank, in which she wants to look more menacing.

Not really a fact about current her but in her concept art, she was originally gonna have pink hair in a low pony, no bandages over her eyes (with her eyes being a greenish red), horns, no claws, a collar around her neck, no stitches around her body, and a white lacy dress. Dk how she went from “preppy mama” to “goth mama” but ok.

But uh yeah, I hope you like my super cringe Madness Combat Mary Sue Oc. I hope you like her cause I really do like how She came out.

[consultingcriminal]

ANDROID JIMMY BOY featuring my edgy writing, apologies

-He was built Ig to be a math genius but he kinda sorta rebelled against programming and just learnt everything he could before adding more human looking features to himself, stealing clothes, and then a car.

-He layed low till people stopped looking for himself then chose a random first name that was different from the one "assigned". Since Moriarty means "to die was an art", I say he chose in this AU because dramatic bitch.

-Since he didn't really get any human emotions he doesn't care about breaking the law or hurting people.

-Years later he gets his arm fuckin badly fucked and didn't bring spare parts. Cue Sebastian.

-Sebastian is an (illegal) android... mechanic? Doctor? Idk. He's breaking the law.

-Jim finds him and starts asking millions of questions and Sebastian is confused as fuck until the high end details are given

-He stares at Jim in aww before saying "did you steal from the rich? That's fuckin awesome".

-Jim literally gets a system error because ✨first emotion✨. Said emotion is pride. Is that an emotion? Anyway, he feels pride and nearly shuts down because that's new.

-He manages to lie and say he's getting one shipped to his place and needs Sebastian to stay for a while. He agrees like "eh sure you seem cool." Cue another emotion error.

-So Sebastian stays in the guest room while Jim tries to arrange to have himself fucking shipped and repaired. Eventually he figures something out, telling the mechanic that he has a meeting and what time the android aka him would arrive.

-He just removes the human face plate because that's something he can fuckin do. He also gets a big ass box to lock himself in and takes a fuckin nap so Sebastian can do his job.

-He wakes up when Sebastian powers him on and immediately has another error bc it's the first time he's seen the man smile.

-Sebastian's all gentle and nice and shit to Jim and he keeps getting the same error he got when he saw the man smile and doesn't know what it mEANS

-He can also see how passionate Sebastian is about his job!!

-Sebastian finished working and gives a little comment about the injuried arm, sounding genuinely concerned.

-Jim panicks and blurts out "IT'S FINE" and Sebastian jumps back in alarm.

-The himbo has a smart moment and figures things out and just. "....Jim???"

-Cue Jim awkwardly explaining while putting his face literally back on.

-Sebastian doesn't really care, honestly he finds it impressive cuz they high end programming is hard to break.

-After a moment Jim mentions the errors he keeps getting. Sebastian kinda laughs and pats him on the shoulder. "Welcome to emotions my friend."

-Jim frowns then timidly asks Sebastian for help with said emotions and the mechanic agrees like "eh fuck it you're cool."

-The error messages stop but he still gets notifications about emotions and asks about it.

-Sebastian thinks for a moment before replying "happiness? Platonic love? That's what it sounds like."

-So basically Sebastian isn't 100% helpful but still Jim likes the company and explainations

-Eventually he catches feels and that comes up as an error and he freaks out, calling Sebastian and demanding to know.

-"Uh...damn man, sounds like you're in love."

-Jim freezes and knows he's in love with Sebastian and doesn't know what the fuck go do.

-"Who, um, who is the lucky...whomever?"

-Jim just hangs up and tries to figure out if he can just erase emotions because of course he would.

-Sebastian gets home, absolutely worried sick.

-Jim's still trying to figure deletion out.

-Sebastian rushes over and just starts blurting out concern.

-Jim kinda says "fuck it, never gonna get a chance again" and fuckin kisses Sebastian as erasing memories AND emotions about the man.

-Sebastian still sticks around though, saying he was hired as a sniper and Jim believes him.

-A year passes and Sebastian almost gives up when Jim storms over to him, apparently assuming that he knew, and pulls up the error screen.

-Sebastian nearly gasps in relief, studying it before saying "well you look pissed so I think you're feeling angry, sir".

-Jim kinda shrugs that off, not really caring, and asks how the hell Sebastian knew that much.

-He panicks but tells the truth, he used to be a mechanic. Jim believes him and fucks off back to whatever was making him angry.

-Eventually other emotions start coming. Relief, annoyance, admiration, etc.

-Sebastian still explains but more professionally because he's got a real job now.

-Jim doesn't find much concern in the emotions, in fact they make work easier because being angry gets people to listen.

-Then they become notifications again and he asks Sebastian about it, who shrugs and says "maybe you've accepted that these are going to continue?" and that makes sense.

-Eventually, when he hears about Sebastian pulling off a dangerous and difficult hit he feels happiness.

-Then all other Sebastian related emotions come back and he ends up fucking restarting because Idk, downloading said emotions?

-Sebastian comes home and thinks he's yeeting everything again. Then Jim wakes up.

-He doesn't have the memories but he has the feelings and is very confused.

-"When the fuck did I fall in love with you?"

-Sebastian kinda freezes, relieved but also like "well damn that was blunt".

-He kinda shrugs. "Love works in weird ass ways boss."

-Jim frowns and shrugs, accepting that. I mean Sebastian is human so why not yaknow?

-Because he absolutely doesn't know what he's doing he asks Sebastian what the fuck to do about it.

-"Well you can either try to move on or-"

-Jim just stops listening because he can search shit and yet again just grabs Sebastian and kisses him

-Only this time does Sebastian notice how Jim is absolutely not knowing how to kiss. Like he's doing...things right but there isn't any feeling? Oh and he forgets that Sebastian needs to breathe.

-Sebastian has to break the kiss to breathe, laughing when he can. "You got emotions down but not feeling behind it".

-Jim has an accidental smooth moment. "Well can you show me?".

-Sebastian fucking blushes so hard. Thus cues the awkwardly cute make out session.

Wow this came out longer than expected.

I- THAT IS LITERALLY SO PERFECT, I DON'T HAVE TO ADD ANYTHING TO IT, IT'S PERFECTION

[meteoroidi]

People I‘d Like to Know Better Tag

Tagged by @salamiac thanku!!

ONE // name: Liila

TWO // birthday: 28th of January

THREE // zodiac: Aquarius

FOUR // height: 170 or 173 cm i guess

FIVE // hobbies: music stuff (singing and instrument touchin bangin blowin), art things and gaming and personal burlesque (meaning that i do it at home alone in my room)

SIX // favorite colors: i fucking love every color but uhh .. purple, green, red, blue yaknow they have such good shades and hues and also if they shimmer or shine it’s like mm mm

SEVEN // favorite books: i don’t read a lot of books even though i want to.. but well, two of my all time favs are from childhood: Fedja-setä, kissa ja koira (by Eduard Uspenski) and Ihmeellinen omenatarha (by Marja Luukkonen)

EIGHT // last song listened to: The Hunter by Red Hot Chili Peppers

NINE // last film watched: last night i watched a documentary called The Creative Mind

TEN // inspiration or muse: The world, other people, music, anything i can see, feel, hear. inspiration comes and goes so fast sometimes and i get a fuckton of ideas but for some reason i still haven’t started an idea journal it would be very beneficial

ELEVEN // dream job:  where do i start. I wish i can work with music and art, and the opportunities for them are almost endless though sometimes difficult to achieve as a job.. like i could be a teacher, a creative person producing stuff, being a part of some projects big and small, even performing (my soul burns but i am shy and i hate it maybe some day i WILL PERFORM),, ..

TWELVE // meaning behind url: i dont actually know, i think i just chose it because i like space stuff 

Tag 8: 8 kinda looks like three right? @edenlarkspur @jupiterscrusader @foolsfires

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