#arises ramblings

[lara-cairncross]

take so good im posting it here too

[deardolli3]

guys i cant find that one eren jaeger fic on wattpad where its the whole storyline of attack on titan but with the reader in it and my lifes falling apart😭 someone please tell me the name i beg

[unknownarmageddon]

i know i’m like always talking about this i will shut up eventually but dude looking at my old kross art is the funniest thing to me. everything from like around 2022 is stuff like “they’re cuddling. they’re wearing cute matching hoodies. they’re in a field wearing flower crowns. cross is looking lovestruckly at killer from a distance. they’re cuddling again” and then something happened (i joined tumblr and started listening to fall out boy) and now everything from like 2024 is “they’re covered in each others blood. they’re fighting. they’re bearing their teeth at each other. they’re on top of each other and there’s dog teeth framing them. they’re stabbing each other. they’re kissing in ominous red lighting and there’s images of a bloody hand and a traffic light framing them”

[baddybaddyadardaddy]

how have i written 11,000 words of AU adar angst/smut??? how on EARTH did this happen????

i... want to be free of this.

ANYWAY, for those who wish to partake, here is what's published thus far. i sense a move to Ao3 coming, peeps. this thing has plot now and supporting characters.

*heavy sigh*

[kaiser1ns]

is the wind breaker fandom dead or do i just flop???

[random-fandom-tandem]

Got an idea for a post-plot James Sunderland fic in my head.

Now, if I can only get the darn words out to write it.

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Fantasy Wally but he talks to everyone like this one tumblr post I can’t find where the warlock calls the party “chat” and the god/demon patron “mod(s)”

“Hey mod this guy’s being mean. Kick em.”

*bandit dies a thousand deaths in the span of a millisecond*

Something like that 😂

this Immediately made me picture Wally & Home making a (poorly set up & executed) joke where Frank is being A Lot while Home is unfolded and Wally just goes "mod, chat is being too loud. ban them" & Home fully grabs Frank and starts to drag him into the building

[itsnotmystic]

dude i feel so bad for Quackity rn. Having to step away from being the face of your passion project and dream bc you don't feel safe and also apologizing for speaking your native language?? Like, qsmp has meant so so so much to him and others, and now he can't even enjoy it because he doesn't feel safe at his house.

Obviously, this whole situation is sucky, but I really think that in times like this, one of the best things we can do is be empathetic. Literally be kind. Put the phone down for a second and just breathe, think, and return when you're more level-headed. Don't be so naive that you're not critical, but remember that there are other real, feeling people who will be affected by what you say. More will be accomplished when misinformation, exaggerations, and half-truths fueled by intense emotions aren't flying around like crazy.

I know it's hard, but I truly believe that looking for the light at the end of the tunnel and maintaining hope is the way to go (and not just about this, but in life in general. Reminding myself it can get better has gotten me through some really rough times). This year alone, this fandom had gone through a lot, and it can really easy to just sink under the waves of negativity and give up. But you gotta keep your head up. And everyone’s "light at the end of the tunnel" is gonna be different. If you think about it, and ultimately decide leaving the fandom is the best for you, then that lack of stress is the light. You're able to breathe easier. For me, I think qsmp will reach a much better situation with honest communication and work, so that's my light, and I'll keep walking towards it for now.

[starrierknight]

mutuals, which of your favs would use your boobs as stressballs

[rockybloo]

One of my favorite things to do is treat the favorites on toyhouse as an ever ongoing competition between my OCs for who is the top most favorite and recently the farm boy has taken second place-which originally belonged to Sweetheart.

Bitterbat is clinging hard to his spot though.

[foldingfittedsheets]

You can pretty much always tell when I’m having trouble getting out of bed by how much I blog that morning.

[deardolli3]

A false dream - eren. j

The sweet smell of peaches spun around by the wind, my hair swaying in each direction, sticking to my lips every so often. My back hurt, so bad. I felt the fire of a thousand ants crawling up my legs, who knew how long i’d been sitting here at the tree? it’s a numbing sensation to think of someone you never got to have, especially now that they’re gone and explore different skies without you. He promised me too, that he would never let me be lonely, and look at me now, mourning his own death.

“Eren, why did you have to leave me?” I whisper against my knee, feeling my nose go hot all over again, my eyes closing to avoid staining my cheeks a third time. I look up at the moon, the moon kept me company but even looking at it reminded me of when we couldn’t sleep and would talk about whatever had come to our young minds. “I can’t be free without you.” My voice breaks. Who am I even talking to? He’s not even here anymore, he can’t listen to my sobs or feel my touch, or see the pretty little flowers I put on his grave. I finally found out what they’re called, bellflowers. Bellflowers are used to symbolize love, and gratitude. I hope he knows how grateful I am.

I close my eyes, lean against myself and turn to look at him. His shiny tombstone, covered with bouquets of those he knew and those who only felt it was only a responsibility to thank him. No one could have known how much I loved him, not even him.

I hum as my eyes open, my hands automatically going up to serve as curtains to my eyes. The sky was like those marleyan paintings, an ombre of soft pastel colors. You fell asleep at the tree again.” A familiar voice scolds…

“Eren?!” I jolt up, maybe i’m still dreaming. “I know you miss me, but you have to take care of yourself too, yea?” I see him, those beautiful teal eyes and that tall frame. “When… When did you get here?” Is all I can say. What a stupid fucking question.

“I’ve always been here, but you can never see me watching over you.”

And just like that, all over again I jolt up, and the moon is still over my body, taunting me. My eyes become runny and I think it’s best I go home to get some rest. After all, it’s probably what Eren wants.

[pain-is-too-tired]

Random thought of the day

Who the heck was getting May her groceries? Were we told?

Who was paying her bills?

I know Hermes popped in from time to time but I doubt he did much to help in that regard.

Like. 20+ years of being like that. Someone had to be making sure she got groceries for all this, her bills were paid(i don't think she was completely off the grid from what I remember-), made sure she remember to eat and drink water-

Like, okay no one noticing her state enough to instintutilize her, I can see that. She never really left and probably wasn't that noticeable or a "problem" in a way Chris had been when he was stumbling around after escaping the labyrinth.

But no one taking notice of bills not being paid??? I just don't see that.

This is probably a question that has answer and I just forgot or was never even considered by Rick. But I'm thinking about it.

She's a disabled woman living mostly on her own for years. Someone had to be helping her in some regard.

Like there's hcs of after tlo characters like Nico going over to keep her company now and then

But what about to help her take care of herself? Surely Nico is not qualified for that.

There has to be someone taking care of her now and then. Or else she would've been dead long before tlo.

[cent-scratchnsniff]

doodle dump

[1000emotions]

where (some of) the LU boys got their green link tunic

sky: school uniform😔

time: forest child outfit :)

twilight: shapeshifted into it, based on the clothes of a hero who never had to exist in his world (the child timeline) which brings up a cool theory ive seen online: that the hero that people reference in TP is actually sky or four

wind: birthday present :)

wild: we dont know if he has ever worn it in canon but i have a headcanon that he had one and wore it when he was younger and pulled the master sword :) but then he got a job and a uniform lol

warriors: oh man, this random soldier kid is the legendary hero we have to give him the outfit

also fun thing to consider: sky learning about how important his school uniform is to hyrule’s history and culture!! like imagine sky hearing about the tradition of the birthday present in wind’s era. like that must have blown his mind

[kaiser1ns]

WHY IS TUMBLR SO DEAD ??? HELLO HI WHERE ARE Y'ALL ???