#are my delusions winning?
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it just occurred to me that there is the smallest chance that one of the two new songs in wicked part 2 could be sung by fiyero… imagine they give him the live-action disney prince treatment like prince eric and the beast and let him sing a song by himself while he’s looking for elphaba, yearning for her, absolutely and utterly distraught that he can’t find her, and then realizing that he loves her…
#are my delusions winning?#yes they are#it’s okay though!#wicked#wicked the movie#wicked theory#fiyero tigelaar#elphaba thropp#fiyero x elphaba#fiyeraba
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do yk u have 30 minutes..????
#jk JIMMY WILL WIN#jimmy wild life winner 2024 who’s with me#i don’t care if this is delusion#feels like it’s been aaaages since i’ve drawn silly#jimmy solidarity#life series#hermitcraft#my art#trafficblr
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okay unironically I love so much that porter is like this world SUCKS its BAD here and it HURTS you why do you care abt it!!! and literally every single bad kid is like ngl we just hate ur ass it does not matter what ur philosophy is
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#not art#fhjy spoilers#its!!! gods I will Be My Ass in the tags rn. but thats so like. deliciously setting typical#like porter's desire is to transcend and his contempt for the world he's in feels. idk Real#like he plays the game bc he wants to win and be done with it. how do I word this#yknow. being a god would like. be his win state. when he gets that happening thats it his story is done he checks out#meanwhile the bad kids do actually just like playing the game lmao. like they love adventuring!#theyre so solidly Of This World. they carry the values that can only be born of it and they like having mastery over it#its a meta angle that I think is very fun specifically for d20 being in such a unique position in the zeitgeist when it first started#the rat grinders are from DnD Writ Large. porter wants to escape. but this is the bad kids' home its Their Actual Play Show#which makes it so fucking excellent to me that porter's question is somewhat of merit! its their show and it tries very hard to punish them#and they just straight up dont listen to him here lmao bc they hate him but! since the moment the academic track ended its been clear#that they save the world bc they Like Playing. With Each Others#thats what riz thinks the core of adventuring is! thats why fig stayed! and I also think thats why this hovers over elmville now and#a dead god is coming back in the school gym. porter is a shit evangelist but even if hes a good one I dont think it wouldve worked like he#wants it to. the only way he couldve escaped is if he'd not involved elmville at all. thats where the bad kids met dude#its a shitty place that fucks with them but they all come back here bc they wanna play with each others#and in that regard I think thats what the stress tokens ultimately means. Is This Game Still Fun To Play. ITS A RAGEQUIT LIMIT#Im literally running from one end to another of this conspiracy board Ive pulled out of nowhere#Ill draw after this I just wanna get this out. gods this episode has done nothing but furthering my delusion of grandeur actually#Im the hottest smartest manthing on earth Im king fucking midas over here. anyways uh! great ep!
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someone asks me my favorite show and i have to tell them it’s supernatural, much to my chagrin.
we get to talking and they find out that i have a near encyclopedic knowledge of it. i can recite the names of the episodes in the first six seasons from memory. i didn’t even try to learn that for the worlds lamest party trick. i’ve just seen them enough that it’s floating around in my noggin. i have the dialogue for entire scenes memorized. entire episodes, even. yet again, accidentally learned from repeated watchings. i know about the actors. i’ve met the actors. i know about the cast and crew. i know timelines and theories and why this went that way. i have characters and quotes (both from the show and fanfic) tattooed on my body. one of the things i’m best know for to an audience of 370k+ online is my passion surrounding this show and its characters. this hypothetical person says “you must be a real big fan.”
and i am. i love this stupid little show that’s objectively not very good with its silly little characters that i love so much it often keeps me up at night.
and you wanna know what always surprises the hypothetical person in these hypothetical conversations that are an amalgamation of real conversations i’ve had with real people the most? it’s not how much i know about the show or what it represented to me in my adolescence or even my love for the characters.
it’s the fact that i haven’t seen the last five seasons.
that i haven’t finished the show.
i started watching in 2013 and stopped in 2015. i didn’t pick it back up again in earnest until early 2022. i’ve been rewatching since then and despite watching it literally every single day, i’ve only made it to the end of season eight in my rewatch.
there’s always some form of indignation on the other party’s behalf. and they always ask me “why? if you love it so much, why not watch all of it?”
and the answer is simple.
because i don’t want to.
i know what happens. i was online nov 5th 2020. i know how it ends. and i don’t want it to end. i don’t like the ending. so i’m not gonna make myself watch something i know is just going to make me upset.
and does that mean i’m less of a fan?
spoiler alert: the answer is “no.”
despite what other people and fans alike like to say, it doesn’t make me less of a fan. just like watching the show in its entirety doesn’t make them more of a fan.
fandom allows for flexibility of enjoyment. and that’s what i’m in fandom to do.
enjoy.
to enjoy the same thing with people who enjoy the same thing as me. to share my joy with these people.
so no. you’re not less of a fan or more of a fan for consuming media a certain way.
if you enjoy something, you’re a fan.
and if you’re a fan, there’s a place in fandom for you.
#fandom#fanfic#can you believe people have literally said that ‘i’m not a real fan’ of hit cw monstrosity supernatural?#bc they have said that#but this ain’t a competition#and i’m not trying to win#so i’m gonna enjoy my media how i wanna enjoy it#and if i wanna enjoy it by living in a bubble of delusion?#that’s what i’m gonna do !! :)#it’s my escapism and i can do what i want!!
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stand out moments for me in the last eps. mostly the finale bc i loved it.
#also a bit of mkulia and raj sorryyyy sorrryyyyy#RIPAXEL STILL TOGETHER I WAS RIGHT. DELUSION WINS#sorry had an argument w my sister bc she believed they broke up and i denied it#also zeemien nation wake up#ANDDD AND AND AND AND??? AND???#BOWIE AND EMMA FRIENDSHIP????? MAYBEER???????? MAYBEEE???#they r next to each other for 1 whole second but i won that fr...#waynes team is fucking stacked sorry. all my faves? i won so hard.#also hey! raj sleep outfit! we get to see it!#cool stuff
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hockey, whiskey and what I'm convinced were aurora borealis right outside my window (delusion)
#couldn't see those with my bare eyes so like they were veery faint#there was bunch of them last weekend here very visible but I missed the bigger ones lol#so I'm taking these pretty much invisible ones as a win either way bc I want to be included#yes I added contrast & saturation also to that pic okay let me live in delusion#studyblr#bookblr#booklr#aesthetic#books#study#reading#read#book#tw alcohol#alcohol tw#may 2024#2024
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happy crossover christmas to me !!! left: crossover / right: AU :3c
#akeshu#p5r#persona#art tag#crossover#anyway. these are. my delusions#did ANYBODY have akeshu x darling in the franxx crossover on their bingo cards??#if you did. i think you win. everything#this has no context it makes no sense#there's nothing to it#except that i just want to see my blorbos in costumes and situations#i am lowkey so embarassed to post this lmfao#i actually started with the au a while ago#bc it was going to be part of my persona boyfriends crossover#where they are all in duo-pilot mechs but i cba with p4 rip#but then i enjoyed the vibe and just made a crossover ver too#with like the two scenes i remember off the top of my head#lowkey ditf is only good for au material#the au here they're both part of the uhhh nines?#i reeeeally like akiren being a bit bratty huehuehuuhuuu#i think akiren would rather die than get partnered with anyone else :3c but would his partner think the same...? (ofc he does)#actually you know what. i kinda want to draw this now.#getting ordered to partner with someone else. refusing. then going berserk and killing mob guy.#whilst akechi is smug af at base. bc they made a point. who cares about anything or anyone else.#anyway i have more one-off crossovers i want to do over xmas#so long as i dont play metaphor every waking moment#just gonna doodle and not try too hard
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i’m really hoping paladin strait is like a 10 minute video featuring cunty acting and a soft joshler moment where josh is comforting tyler that he doesn’t have to do this alone but tyler doesn’t want josh to get hurt
#my delusions are winning#joshler#paladin strait#clancy#torchbearer#clancbearer#is that their ship name#idk#twenty one pilots#tøp
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I'm calling it for tomorrow's race
At turn 1 we have brocedes divorce 2.0 between max and lando
lewis gets p1 and first race win since 2021 ( we all cry tears of joy) and both ferraris on the podium baby..
P.S oscar overtakes everyone for p4 ( and maybe even podium)
#full delusionial#the poetic irony if lewis gets his first win of 2024 the same way max got his in 2016#f1#formula 1#spanish gp 2024#i hope it rainss can u imagine the war crimes??#lewis hamilton#charles leclerc#lando norris#max pls take lando out#i love both of them but my delulu lewis heart is dying#max verstappen#oscar piastri#i know barcelona ain't piastri's strength but the delusion has struck peeps#carlos sainz#vamos carlos
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the writers really said “you know what? let’s unfind this family.” and that is exactly what they fucking did.
#obx3#no spoilers#outer banks#john b routledge#john b#sarah cameron#kiara carerra#kie carerra#kie#pope heyward#jj maybank#jjpope#rest in peace my jjpope dreams#jarah#rafe cameron#topper thorton#outer banks season 3#here’s how jjpope can still win:#delusion!#i am delusional#i’ve already convinced myself we’re getting them season 4#ward cameron#kiarah#cleo outer banks#cleokie
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Hollow purple
#so ig jjk is over#we can all finally be put to rest#ran out of copium#gege really created THE most popular character of the decade#and went “nah I'd win” against our hopes and dreams#anyway when is gojo coming back#he'll always be alive in my delusions#pixel animation#pixel art#pixel aesthetic#jujutsu kaisen#gojo satoru#art#my art#fanart#six-eyes#hollow purple#murisaki#jjk fanart#jjk gojo
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okay but the little x drawn on his face. like i'm sure it's not gonna be a thing in the show. but i had a vision of ed (or stede/ whoever) being like "you're missing something :)" and drawing it on for him & i literally can't stop thinking about it
#is this cringe? i don't care.#i've been drinking disregard me#this is just my little delusion#this is how steddyhands can still win#ofmd#ofmd s2#izzy hands#stizzy#blackhands
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captain jude wins it for england in the 2026 wc and everyone is super soft and fluffy maybe
jude bellingham - it's coming home ♡
The roar of the crowd fills the air like a deafening symphony as Jude, captain of the England team, leads the squad onto the pitch for the 2026 World Cup final against France.
It's a moment he's dreamed of since he was a young boy kicking a ball around the park, and now, with the weight of a nation on his shoulders, he's determined to make it count.
As the game kicks off, Jude can't help but feel a surge of pride as he looks around at his teammates, some of whom are experiencing their first taste of a major tournament final. A lot of the lads look up to him now and he knows they're counting on him to lead them to victory. He's determined not to let them down.
The match is intense, with both sides giving their absolute all in pursuit of the ultimate dream. Memories of their defeat to France in the 2022 tournament linger heavily in Jude's mind, but he pushes them aside, focusing on the task at hand. The past is no use to him now.
Mbappe puts France ahead towards the end of the first half with a lucky goal that slips between Pickford's legs with a deflection, leaving the tension in the stadium palpable.
But, as ever, he and the lads refuse to give up, and in the second half, Phil manages to find the back of the net with a brilliant strike, sending the crowd into a frenzy of excitement and invigorating the team to impossible levels as Jude scoops up the ball and they run back to the midway line to quickly restart the game.
When there's just five minutes left on the clock, Jude can feel the pressure mounting.
Not penalties, He can't help but think even after all this time. Anything but penalties.
The thought looms over him like a dark cloud, but then he sees his opportunity. Trent sends him a perfect through ball from the back, and Jude grasps the moment with desperate hands, weaving through the French defenders with determination.
He fires a shot from long range. And it should be too far. It really should be. He barely lands these in training.
But then all of a sudden Jude is hearing the unstoppable roar of the crowd, feeling Rashy grab onto him and Phil jump onto his back, watching as the ball swishes cleanly into the back of the net past the goalie's fingertips.
It's his legs that carry him to the fans. His mind is full of nothing but images of his mum and dad flashing by and all the time and hard work they dedicated to him, of his brother and his unwavering beliefs in his ability, and of the teammates he's had throughout the years that had made an impact on him.
Jude feels a smile crack onto his face.
It's broad and giddy and the complete opposite to how he'd usually celebrate, taciturn and serious, nodding sharply after a goal to say, 'Yeah, that's right. That's what I can do.' A habit leftover from his youth where Jude had felt like he constantly had to prove his maturity and earn his right to be on the pitch.
But he's done it now. Cemented himself into history.
Jude opens his arms up to the sea of blues and whites adorning the stands and allows himself to laugh freely as his teammates appear one by one to tackle him into the ground, gripping onto his shoulders, shouting and screaming in glee, and pressing their foreheads together.
Someone yells at Jude that they love him and Jude's grin hitches into his cheeks again as he places a kiss on the cheek of whoever's nearest, the chants of the crowd engulfing him, the pounding of the drums in tune with the beat of his heart.
It's coming home.
♡
#writing this fed my delusions so bad ahahah#we're going to win a wc in my lifetime so help me god#if any of this actually happens i will be claiming that i can see the future x#imagine jude having the winning goal tho ahhh my heart#and as CAPTAIN#england nt#england#england national team#england football#football#fics#jude bellingham#bellingham#real madrid#World Cup
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And congratulations to my La100kmDeiCampioni winner.
#first win with honda colors#i know that's right!#don't interfere in my delusions#luca marini#motogp
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Okay okay okay this is 100% my fav episode of the season so far that was so much fun oh my god I’m bouncing off the walls rn what a BOP
#dw spoilers#doctor who spoilers#rogue spoilers#look I know people are gonna go off like it’s not as deep as the others so far#but honestly I like that about it#they’ve been experiencing The Horrors since Boom#let them have a win#and YES I’m calling it a win bc obv the doctor is gonna get Rogue back eventually#(let them have a win let me have a delusion shut up)#but come ON#‘tap twice for battle mode’#shape shifting aliens that for no reason vaguely resemble an earth animal#the dancing#the DRAMA#the ROMANCE#fifteen being the smoothest motherfucker to ever walk the earth#like damn Doctor started from the bottom now you’re here with the romance skillz#David Tennant:)#rogue instantly going from Cool Bounty Hunter to fuckin NERD#my absolute PANIC when Ruby#Ruby calling the Doctor the FUCK out for avoiding his emotions#‘bitch no you need a hug you’re getting a hug’#the setup for a new storyline trying to find Rogue#satisfying ending that doesn’t make me rage at the world#while I’m still raging from the previous several#THE TEASER FOR NEXT WEEK#AHHHHHHHHH#I’m VIBRATING I loved that ep#and OH some of these are gonna be UNPOPULAR opinions#but oh well
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what in the ABSOLUTE HELL happened this race 😭
#f1#formula 1#charles leclerc#max verstappen#MAX DIDNT WIN??? CRIMES COMMITED#charles crawling his way back up I love my delusion king#norrif is out tho lmao DESERVE#austria gp 2024#austrian gp 2024#austria gp: be gay do crime#the one race I didn’t watch#max gets fucked over#I hate it here
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