#apologies and prayers
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psa: i will be changing my username later so none of my links will be working! once i have my new theme set and all masterpost links/posts revamped, the links will go back to normal <3
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“growing up is going from billdip to billf/rd” growing up is realizing shipping is harmless and we all have bills and shit to pay and god above it does not actually matter outside of the online discourse bubble like…. It really doesn’t.
Please just go do something that makes you happy instead of being miserable and militant about thought crimes. Pleeeeaaaseeee Fortnite is free, the local animal shelter would love some volunteer work, there’s probably a shocking number of nature trails in your area, you could make bread😭
#gravity falls#billdip#THE DISCOURSE#I’ve had to blacklist terms because of how frequently I was seeing this statement#if I wanna smash my stupid cartoons together and make kissy sounds I will because it’s a really neat distraction from The Horrors#mwah mwah mwah#I’ve seen old bnfs CONDEMNING their past shipping crimes in all honesty#Like bro what do u want#ten Hail Marys and five Lord’s Prayer for the heinous sin of shipping Bad Ship#I don’t care if it makes u happy it’s evil somehow and u should go back to stewing in ur constant financial anxiety#coming back to this after about 10yrs was sort of like the whiplash of returning to kuroshitsuji#but not nearly as confusing#sorry y’all got brainwashed by the internet as you got older instead of like broadening your horizons and meeting new people#I try not to acknowledge the discourse but lmao looking for old art and seeing PARAGRAPHS of why an artist is evil and bad because GASP#they drew bad ship!! 1000yrs in prison unless they APOLOGIZE#can y’all be serious for five seconds I’m begging u#dragging my hands down my face#old popular fics have been deleted because of this bs and it makes me feel crazy#anyway… making my cartoon Barbies kiss byeeeee
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Hey hey do you think Athena almost went to go visit odysseus out of habit because she was bored and wanted someone to mess with, because she found a new move that would be perfect for him, because she had to witness some absolute idiocy and if she has to suffer odysseus does too and maybe after she wants he'll make some dumb joke that'll make her find the whole thing funny, because she misses him and didn't realize how lonely she was until she didn't have his friendship, because she cannot sleep at night and cannot stop replaying their last conversation over and over and over how as he screamed at her he had tears in his eyes and she---
#epic the musical#Athena#Odysseus#Athena almost visits odysseus so many times out of habit#Athena getting half way to the mortal realm before realizing what she was doing and that she was rightfully /pissed/ at him#And waiting for him to apologize and grovel before going to see him again#Later after love in paradise#As Athena is letting Apollo heal her#She can't help but reach into her well of prayers wondering if odysseus had reached out and she missed it somehow#And finding thousands of prays to her from odysseus#Half finished things where he starts to pray then cuts off with swears#Prayers that are just her name shouted in distress and out of reflex clearly coming from when odysseus was fighting some new monster#And prayer after prayer while he was trapped on Calypso's island begging her to end it to punish him in any other way#Prayer after prayer after prayer of odysseus/begging her while being assulted/#Athena nearly threw up when she heard them gods why hadn't she heard him ? Why did she not feel his prayers#Until after she had opened their old mental link she hadn't blocked him completely she should have heard#Who had prevent his prayers from reaching her?#This kinda turned into a different post in the tags whoops#Oh well not the first time not the last
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where are you, thoughts on the mess that is hotd season 2?
Free from the shackles of HBO, didn't even bother tuning in.
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From the clips I've seen, Aemond has become a one note moron who will single handedly lose everything for the Greens with his stupidity. Cole is the punching bag again. Alicent is quite literally the worst character ever put to paper, a complete joke, she should just go and defect to the Blacks so she can take up residence in Rhaenyra's colon the way she clearly wants to, because God knows she dgaf about anyone who actually loves her. Team Black was always dumb & boring so no change there, just more people clocking it.
Heard Aegon is the breakout character though and Tom Glynn Carney the performer of the season. Hmm, who could have predicted?? Lol imagine what could have been if they didn't make him a cartoon villain in S1 and hadn't wrote this garbage as Team Black fanfic. This show isn't fit to lace even GoT S7/8's boots.
#prayers to everyone still watching#anti hotd#anti house of the dragon#anti alicent hightower#team green#aegon ii targaryen#anonymous#apologies to the s1 asks in my inbox idt i Don't even remember what half of them are about
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desperately need people to understand that alicent is a victim but she’s also an abuser and a perpetrator
that she actively makes choices to harm other women because of jealousy and envy and the greed deep in her bones because submitting to suffering didn’t get her what those women fight to grasp for themselves.
she is absolutely a victim, in show.
that doesn’t change that she abused rhaenyra and her children, her own son, most likely helaena given how she flinches every time her mother touches her, and is actively weaponizing the patriarchy of westeros against other women- rhaenyra primarily, but also mysaria and dyana.
she isn’t the moral, righteous force of good that even she thinks she is, she’s a wounded woman directing all of the rot, pain, and fury inside her at the wrong people and forces.
#anti team green stans#anti team green#anti alicent hightower stans#i don’t wanna say it’s anti alicent bc honestly it’s more ‘accept her for who she is bc she’s so much more complex and interesting when you#but i made this bc someone genuinely tried to say that the reason people hate her is that they don’t see her as a victim#most rational people know show!alicent is a victim#it’s the point that’s she’s an abuser as well#that makes them dislike her#that she’s a hypocrite and a traitor#i don’t even like young alicent bc i don’t at all think she was a good friend to rhaenyra#‘it’s not your place to question the plots of lords and men’ to the named heir#dismisses rhaenyra’s hopes and idealism entirely out of hand#is baffled that rhaenyra is more worried for her fathers happiness and mother’s wellbeing than her position#she knew as early as ep 3 that otto was conspiring against rhaenyra and never told anyone#condemns ‘targaryen customs’ only to wed her daughter to her son even younger than she was when otto dangled her before viserys#acts entitled to rhaenyras secrets whilst condemning and judgemental even though she did not give rhaenyra that same courtesy#made no attempt at apology for the insensitive comment of aegon’s birth#though rhaenyra DID try to apologize for the ‘imprisoned in a castle’ line and tried to comfort her#uses her power as queen to push past the space rhaenyra is trying to create because she feels heartbroken and betrayed#rhaenyra took part in alicent’s culture with prayer at alicent’s urging because she cared about alicent and alicent was trying to help her#alicent is never once shown to return that favor instead condemning it for ‘queerness’ and growing to later#erase and remove all targaryen and valyrian heraldry from the red keep to replace with her own#like alicent is a victim and i DO have empathy for her. but i don’t like her and never will#especially not after the way her stans behave#she deserved better than otto’s machinations and viserys’…. viserysness#but that can also be true whilst i condemn her actions and behaviors
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@imperishable-prayers
The bakaneko dodges out of her way but Rumia keeps going. Sickening cracks echo as she dives through the wall of bone sending splinters flying in every direction. She flies a good hundred feet out before starting to turn. Trajectory curving into a parabola as she turns herself around, crashing through a set of trees in the process. The youkai just keeps going like a sort of juggernaut. For a brief moment the sphere opens up. Giving Rumia a brief opportunity to see.
"The earth must not be broken!"
Her gaze narrows on Kaori, target located. The sphere closes again as she begins crashing through the bone projectiles thrown her way. They're barely even slowing her down as she barrels through the air at the cat. As she nears, Rumia blindly curves to the left. An attempt to catch Kaori dodging. She rides the momentum as she spins through the air, forming a spiral pattern in the air as she spirals further and further out.
#imperishable prayers#flowers can't grow in the dark ~ rumia#I apologies Soup she just so happens to have a vested interest in the dead not rising
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care to weigh in on the trap?
i thought the chicken was lovely
#replies#anonymous#i actually like the prayer scene in the trap#but i dont disagree with pk or arden#i would just prefer that instead of cas's confession in despair#we got what should be his half of the apology for the problems in their relationship instead#like i like the trap because it's the beginning of the conversation they need to have#but the second part never comes which should be the one that acknowledges cas's contributions to the problems#and i really dont like that
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If you believe in prayer, I ask to please pray for my grandma, she's been having heavy bleeding from the nose and I think from the mouth as well, I had to come over to her house and see it.. she usually refuses to go to the hospital or nursing home because for whatever reason she thinks they'll kill her, so for years she's been living in the house alone with two cats, struggling to do simple tasks so my fam and I or her friend has to come to her place to look after her.
She has liver problems which I don't think have been figured out, but it probably has something to do with the nose bleeds. It's gotten really bad to the point now where if she drinks water, she'll throw it up. And now she only agrees to go to the hospital if my dad is there to lift her into the car, which, he can't, because my dad is at work til 6PM, and because of that, my grandmas friend has contacted my mom saying that she doubts she'll make it to the evening considering the current state she's in. She's extremely stubborn. Its been really stressful.
She's the last grandparent I have, we lost her husband 5 years ago or so, and my mom's mom a couple years later. I'm not ready to lose her too. I wish she'd just give in and go to the hospital with or without my dad, she should've done that A LONG TIME AGO. My moms helping her friend get stuff to at least try making her a little comfortable with the whole bleeding thing.
This is gonna seem cheesy to a lot of my followers I assume, but this is extremely important to me and so I'm not gonna let it stop me now, I don't care. My grandma doesn't know the Lord, so I'm also scared of her leaving this earth without knowing, because thats how my great grandma died..
#vent#prayer request#I apologize for the whole Christian thing but this is something I'm really desperate and worried about and I can't stay quiet about it#it hurts
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please ask God to give me strength!
I’m an early childhood education major on a gap year because all of my professors argued FOR reading books to children (ages newborn - 4) about homosexuality, children medically transitioning, non-binary, drag queens, and other completely inappropriate things in the classroom. When I asked one of my professors on this, she yelled in front of the entire class that “we should not let Christian values influence our teaching”, and said I was homophobic. That’s not true at all, one of my students (4y.o.) is a literal angel and he has two moms!
Queer indoctrination in early childhood education is 100% real, at least in liberal states, and it looks mandatory at this point. I’m scared for my future daughter because I don’t want to send her to a school where she learns about puberty blockers before her ABCs. I can’t homeschool her either, I don’t have the financial luxury :(
I hope other teachers find courage and speak out about this mandated indoctrination, because it breaks my heart
Of course 🖤 and yeah, all of this is scary. And it's so dumb for them to say that they "can't let Christian values" influence education when I've seen so many nonchristian and LGBT people say they don't want this either. Not teaching toddlers about sexuality is not a Christian value, it's common sense
#prayer request#also#apologies for the advice you didnt ask for#you can just ignore the rest if you dont care about it#my family and i grew up with little money and my mom was still able to homeschool my siblings and i#it wasnt very easy and she had to use the library and secondhand books a lot but she made it work#though she also started homeschooling us 20 years ago and a lots changed since then#im just saying#maybe dont give up that possibility just yet#though i dont know your situation at all so yeah 😅 you can go ahead and ignore me
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ruthlessly deleting old 2021/2022 posts (not by me) from my dean studies tag like *click* un-incorporating that from my beliefs system! also the way SO many posts have me like ok uh-huh good aaand then say one completely wrong thing that loses me. it's so many posts.
#it's usually when they randomly drop some line of fanon. like saying dean has never admitted to being wrong in his life#or never expressed an emotion or been vulnerable or doesn't Talk About Feelings or is super duper RepressedTM#like i'm sorry. have you watched the show. oh and have you taken off the sammy POV goggles first?#bc this guy is always crying and being vulnerable and talking about his feelings. he is self-aware.#he may not always want to talk to sam abt things! but he sure does talk about things with other people#do i need to reblog the compilation posts AGAIN?#(also re: his sexualiy? AWARE. sorry i saw him flirt and be flustered by so many men. he knows how he feels.)#and then 'first time ever admitting to being wrong' this one came from a post abt dean's prayer in the trap#like i'm sorry but first of all. dean apologizes more than any other character on the show. there are hard numbers on this.#people have tracked this on spreadsheets. i think ilarual is one of them.#and often he is apologizing for things that aren't even his fault! but he still feels responsible for bc he's been made to feel that way#his whole life!!#other characters *cough samandcas *cough* apologizing Less doesn't mean they've Done less things wrong#it just means they're not owning up to it and brushing it under the rug. something both do frequently.#anyways. aside from apologies. dean also has no problem admitting he's wrong y'know when he's actually wrong#which is less often than you'd think bc he has pretty good instincts and intuition and often suspects things which turn out to be Right#but anyways. another thing abt the trap prayer is. i don't think cas Needed to be forgiven#i think dean was justified in feeling angry w cas over the circumstances leading to the Death of His Mother! totally normal grief response!#i think cas also understands dean to be someone who needs time to process and deal with his feelings (he says as much to jack)#however. despite me not think dean Needs to forgive cas. the thing is. with dean when it comes to cas the forgiveness is implicit#when he says /of course i forgive you/ and in the cut like /of course i wanted you to stay/ like. yes he was mad and dealing with grief#but also. yes cas was already forgiven even back then. he just needed Time to work through the feelings#anyways i think dean says he 'forgives' cas bc it's what CAS needed to hear to stop feeling guilty and dean gives him that closure#but i also think cas was already forgiven even in dean's anger. he wants him there always. i'd rather have you. we can fix this. etc etc#a lot of tags for a non-rebloggable post ajksdfs maybe i'll make these into a real post sometime#vic.txt#dean and feelings#so i can find this all again later
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Heyyyyyyyy so I accidentally delved into a part of my childhood that I never think about and realized my life has been even more depressing than I previously have been thinking- I don’t even know what to do with this shit at this point
#I could reach my hand into the metaphorical childhood-trauma-candy-bowl and get a different flavor every time#thinking about what I was going through as a kid at every stage of my life has me so unbelievably devastated#I was still playing with dolls when I was having the most horrific intrusive thoughts ever#I was still watching My Little Pony when I thought God wasn’t answering my prayers because He hated me and I was destined for hell#I was still drawing princesses when I would sob and sob as I prayed over and over and over and over and I was so terrified that I was#doing it wrong and it wouldn’t be enough to apologize#I was still watching Barbie when I didn’t know what I was apologizing for#I can’t fathom a child that young being so fucking terrified#I can’t imagine a child that young being so ashamed and guilty and desperate#I can’t imagine a child that young suffering so utterly alone
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Jackalope Daily Day 313
#jackalope#jackalopedaily#milgram jackalope#milgram#milgram project#jackalope milgram#milgram fanart#me when i forget to post jackadaily for a couple days#MY APOLOGIES PEOPLE....#but i must admit it#i have to....#ADMIT MY INFIDELITY! 😫😞#dhhdbdbensnnzbchshshahhahaha#I got really pulled into WonderEnd 0#YES THATS RIGHT#THE MC IS A RABBIT HUMAN THING TOO#HOW COULD I NOT CHAT.....#anyway happy bunny boy days love all of them#SPEAKING OF#Todays recommendation is WonderEnd 0! go play it now or watch it it is peak#made by luni and merutoro#help me finish my WIP fanart 1 like 1 prayer for my motivation
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being a woman is so hard fr😪✌🏻
#i apologize for the tmi but shark week just hit and i am in so much pain#that i feel like crying right now. took a painkiller and have a hot water bag#from here onwards it’s up to the mercy of the goddesses so prayer circle for ya girl#this is why i am not around today lmao rip#tbd#vent tw#tmi tw#mobile ;;
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hot take time
i say this with as much love as i can but, NSR is dogshit from a gameplay standpoint. Like the only time i can recall myself actually having fun with the gameplay is doing parries and that silly little dash move. if im replaying NSR im doing it because im insane about the characters and wanna see em again, not cause i think it's fun (like if id want to play a fun rhythm game id boot rhythm heaven megamix or 140). Now everything else NSR passes with flying colors (i mean this has been my main fixation for like 3 years) just the gameplay does not have the flavor.
#nsr#no straight roads#oh god he’s talking#i apologize to the one person who thinks nsr is the best game they've ever played#edit: i feel i should clarify i've only played the switch version and as we all know that shit is held together by scotch tape and a prayer
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apology prayer to Aphrodite:
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Great Aphrodite, Goddess of love and beauty,
I come before you with a heavy heart and sincere regret.
I apologize for any disrespect or neglect I have shown,
In thought, word, or deed, knowingly or unknowingly.
Forgive me, Goddess, for moments of impatience or doubt,
For times when I have failed to honor love in its truest form.
Guide me to embody your grace and compassion,
And teach me to cherish love in all its manifestations.
May your divine presence fill my heart with humility,
And grant me the wisdom to mend what I have wronged.
I offer this prayer as a testament to my remorse,
And pledge to strive for greater understanding and kindness.
Aphrodite, hear my plea and accept my apology,
As I seek to restore harmony and respect in your name.
Thank you for your eternal patience and forgiveness,
Bless me with your love and protection, now and always.
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May this prayer convey your intentions and seek reconciliation with Aphrodite.
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#court of darkness#court of darkness voltage#The way I’m so down bad for that smile#I’d bark just to see that-#what#who said that#it’s literally so cute omg#I wanna hold his face whenever I see it#such a previous smile#let it forever be saved#voltage has answered my prayers of seeing this face more often#that smile deserves an award#give that smile a Nobel prize#I’d apologize for being in his presence just because of that smile
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