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I hope nobody has done this yet
#also OH MY GOD im going to throw UPPPP#an artist i really like was like “#“you got me” LIKE. LIKE YES I DO!! IM EXPLODING AAHHSKSKXKWKCKWKXKSK IM SO HAPPY#anyways thats enough rambling from me#art#madness combat#madcom#hank j wimbleton#hank madness combat#2bdamned madness combat#2bhank#CAN I STOP FORGETTING TAGS#APPARENTLY NOT#my art#ugh. hazel try not to forget challenge IMPOSSIBLE#im not calling you good boy
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Statement of Erica Liu, regarding the mold infestation in her apartment.
#my art#the magnus archives#tma oc#she came to me the other day while i was washing dishes (along with another guy)#and she came with a monologue attached. so have this#she works at the magnus institute in seasons 1 and 2. goes missing s3. shows up as an antagonist for a bit in s4#or something along those lines idfk man…. shes an avatar of the corruption#i’d love to draw her properly i just wanted smth to accompany the text so it��s a bit messy. and not very relevant to what shes saying#maybe i’ll remake this. i just wanted it out of my head so it’s a bit wonky. i havent even listened to tma in so long#anyways thats enough tag rambles lol sorry for not posting in a bit#sometimes you replace human connection with the mold in your carpet. it be like that
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have been thinking about professor sol even. professor bufo with no clearly discernable lesson plan. sol bufo ostensibly martial arts professor who spent two weeks running a yoga and meditation program and shows up to the next class with crochet hooks for everyone. professor bufo who is technically supposed to be assigning grades to students but hasnt given anyone less than an A because "i think they worked really hard and they did a great job :)" (referring to the ugliest and most malformed pot holder anyone has laid eyes upon in their life). professor bufo who is on his way to cluelessly kickstart the sexual awakening of about half the cohort of the academys new students. sol bufo adjunct professor who is gone half the year and his first class back is so immediately and easily baited into going into a long tangent about how cool his friends are. sol who is pretty sure hes easily the most useless professor on campus and almost cries when he sees his little desk overflowing with thank you notes at the end of the year. professor bufo absolutely fucking gloriously hot in the tightest little sweater vest because there were faculty complaints when he wore a crop top to class.
#ramble tag#ive been. ive been thinking.#aum. ultimately i just think.#like launchpad was a place for sol that was . place where he was demeaned abused exploited endangered and used#but he needed a place like that. so badly . really it was like. what else did he have.? the lightkeepers?#sol needed a place that would tell him he had a family . and thats what launchpad was!#launchpad is. if youre smart and talented and hardworking and brave enough then people will love and respect you. and you can belong.#and even if it was conditional sol needed a promise like that so badly .... the life that he dreamed of being within his reach.#so. IDK. i just. think...... and maybe this ooc but . well its POST CANON SO I CAN DO WHATEVER TF I WANT.#i just like to imagine sol as a . like yeah he has a minus one to intelligence and hes silly and stupid and very often incomprehensible. but#like . the kind of person who radiates kindness and passion. and maybe more than anything. unwaveringly believes in you no matter what.#i think. sol is very much a person who . on some level recognises the things he lacked in his life and compensates for it by extending that#to others. loudly and proudly shouting all the time. i want to care for you protect you help you believe in you support you and love you#:-) so. despite him being a . real hot mess. i think he would be a good teacher. even if he does for some reason spend a month teaching#his martial arts class how to cook a mean pasta.#(and not even mentioning sol travelling over bahumia to find kids like him who didnt are in bad situations and need a place where they can#be kids. and extending them a hand ... giving them a home and a space to just fuck around and make silly pots instead of fghting to survive)#ahem . ahem ahem. but WHATEVER#anyway if this is ooc i dont care because . thog dont caare .#this is post canon and this is a sandbox for me to do my silly little tag-yapping
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Toki Wartooth F/O Headcanons🐰
aka: I need this man biblically
This man fucking loves hugs. He was touch starved in his childhood and now needs endless touches (kisses, hugs, etc) to make up for it. (I talk about his hugs here)
He's not afraid to use his muscles against you. If he wants you to stay in the bed a little longer, you're staying in the bed a little longer. He wants to pick you up, he's picking you up.
Please do not feel ashamed to fangirl in front of him. He fucking loves it. He's excited with you.
His love language is teddy bears. He's given you one as a present at least once
When he's in public with the band, he's got to put some distance between the two of you to prevent fans from tearing eachother apart, but once you two get more serious, he'll be more open to the public about the relationship
He takes you with him to the afterparties. Yeah, the attention he gets from his fans is great and all, but your attention is his favorite
He understands if you get jealous from the attention he gets. He's always willing to make it up to you<3
His favorite date locations are: Build-A-Bear, the arcade, and the carnival/theme-park
If you come home one day and there's a stray cat in the house, don't panic, he rescued it and its your pet now (you two rock-paper-scissors over the name)
He indulges in holidays. Baking, decorations, presents, etc. He will surprise you with a cake on your birthday.
His birthday was treated like any other day in his childhood, please give him a party. Please make his day
He loves you dearly. You're the first person in his life to love him unconditionally (or love him in general). He'd give up Dethklok if you asked him to ❤️
divider by @ goobersplat; last updated december 21st, 2024
#FYI i didn't watch the movie yet. i just know he gets tortured. PLEASE don't spoil it for me. I might make a seperate post for that#can you tell I love him#i need to get weirder about him. that's my new years resolutions. get weirder about my special interests. this is a good start#okay enough rambling#cant believe thats an offical tag#anyways#toki wartooth#i love you#metalocalypse#my comfort show#headcanon#f/o imagines#my post
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Hello!
If you're not too busy, would you mind listing some of the things you think count as death flags for Mr. Spender?
There's the obvious fact that he's the "old" mentor to group of young protagonists, but what else do you think would count?
OHH BOY ok so I'd think I'm a crackpot for this but since we're talking about Zack "Foreshadowing" Morrison. I have some thoughts
No harm in leading with the (chronologically) first thing that jumped out at me:
This one IMMEDIATELY made me antsy whenever I came back to it after my initial read, and considering Zack has referred to it on twitter in the past as one of their favorite jokes it's definitely not been forgotten about.
Second, the sheer amounts of near-misses, jokey or not, of Spender narrowly avoiding specifically lightning
Again, not much, but it's weird that it happened thrice, latter two of which had real gravitas rather than an one-off joke.
And third, Spender himself. He's repeatedly shown himself to be kind of a self sacrificing idiot, as well as prideful to a fault. Granted, it's both him and Mina trying to take on all the responsibility of saving Mayview and its inhabitants from their fate.. But Spender is exactly that right measure of doesn't-value-himself-enough (chest footprint aftercare or lack thereof), having an obscene amount of power (enables his loner act + pride) and poor judgement that has the capacity to put him at great risk. And it has!
Spender has not only shown low enough self-esteem to view himself as the de-facto scapegoat for the safety of the town, but also prideful enough to make very bad calls that end up in people, often himself, hurt (COUGH FORGE INCIDENT COUGH)
This is all conjecture, but it's definitely enough to make me worried about him :') Even if all this doesn't mean he'll necessarily die he's definitely getting (even more) seriously injured at some point. I love the guy but he's so far doing a horrible job of convincing me he wants to live bad enough to circumvent at least that
#not art#admin answers#paranatural#pnat#richard spender#pts-fic-notes-and-blog#before i continue on with tag ramble i just want to say tysm for leaving an ask!#none of my friends read this so ive been stewing on these thoughts for some months and i loved finally sharing them#this isn't exactly proof but the hijack possession seemingly being the final nail in the coffin for his and isabel's relationship.#idk it feels significant to me. thats one more tether to support kinda gone. someone who knows him well enough to know he's unwell#he seems not exactly content but fr incapable of not burning bridges as he is now. and considering how rashly he acts he REALLY needs those#to not do stupid shit all the god damn time with no buffer other than Lucifer. who for his measured approach to rick's hotheadedness#has honestly shown himself to be pretty lenient and kinda bad at controlling spender's more (self) destructive tendencies? so he dont count#to be clear i love spender to bits but he is dumb as rocks and has all the self preservation of a fruit fly. it needs to be said#also the lightning man... idk its WEIRD like especially on the reread its the thing that most consistently threatens him! it repeats#sure he gets chewed by a bat and banged up by forge but?? he somehow always comes back to lightning. catnine has it out for him#its something i didnt even really put together until i continued reading the flashback chapter AFTER getting this ask and went OHHHGNHF#which the only reason lightning is such a non issue is lucifer's powers. which belong to his sunglasses and not to the spirit in him#so its not like they can't be taken away he's just got a really good excuse for having those on all the time#TAGS GETTING SO LONG. ANYWAYS. i hope this is comprehensible lol
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like-likes are probably a favorite among hyrule’s monsterfucking communities
#im not tagging this with fandom tags this is a shitpost and a thought thats been haunting me#i will add a usual tag rambling later tho so look forward to when i add that#anyways#i figure when he was younger linebeck got caught by a like-like and realized nothing because he mixed up fear and pain and pleasure and#frustration and was more concerned with losing money and getting killed to realize that he also happened to like it for some reason#also was probably young enough and at a point that he wasnt really like. exploring his interests#and being a monsterfucker and masochist just did not cross his mind at all
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for prompts, might I suggest a number 14 with Julian takin care of Kira, and a ‘it feels worse than it looks—no wait-‘ with Julian being a bad patient?
oh my god I finally fucking finished it.
I am SO SORRY this took so long I got hit with. the most violent writer's block ive had in a HOT minute and this had me fighting for my life. I dont even know how many times I wrote and rewrote this. I went through so many different ideas it was actually ridiculous. at one point I had something finished but it Was Not Good and I dont believe in posting writing I dont like so I scrapped it and started again
I keep waffling on whether or not I like this, but thats entirely because ive spent way too long staring at it. im sure in a few days ill actually really like it, cause I really like the dialogue, which was what I wrote out first. pulling myself out of my perfectionism, I do think I like this, and at the very least im proud of getting it down when it gave me so much trouble
again, im so sorry it took so long, but writer's block is a bitch and ive had a lot going on lately, so I hope you understand <3
for the readers- 14 on the list is "Stop pretending that any of this is ok. It's not." I did adjust that one a bit cause I was having trouble making it flow. but, without further ado, here's what I've got!
Kira slides down with her back against the wall, grinding her teeth as she clutches at her wounded shoulder. The pain is still hot, the hole burned into her skin practically still smoking. She hisses as her palm makes contact with the sticky, raw flesh, but she still clamps down.
“Anytime you wanna get over here, Julian!” She calls, her voice strained.
“Doing my best, Major!” Julian calls from where he is, hunkered down behind some debris as a makeshift shield against the barrage of disruptor fire.
This is, in eloquent terms, a right fucking mess. Getting into a fight with a bunch of Jem’Hadar soldiers is never a good thing, even when they’re prepared. When they’re not prepared, it’s even worse. And this time, they weren’t prepared. Because there weren’t supposed to be any Jem’Hadar on this planet. This was supposed to be a quick pit stop for the Defiant, replacing some whatsit that O’Brien said was damaged in their last firefight, but then there were Jem’Hadar soldiers and they’ve managed to land themselves in a whole different firefight.
It really just hasn’t been a great week.
Kira inches closer to the wall’s edge. Her grip on her phaser isn’t stable, but it’ll have to do. She takes a deep, steadying breath, and then she twists over so that she’s peering out from behind the corner. She spots the Jem’Hadar pinning them down, quick count tells here there’s 3 of them, and she snaps her phaser up to hit them with some fire of her own. The motion pulls at her injured shoulder in a way that makes her want to scream, but she bites down on it.
Julian, bless him, takes the opportunity to lunge out from behind the debris. He scrambles across the gap, barely dodging the returning fire from the Jem’Hadar, and manages to throw himself down behind the security of the wall. He plasters himself up against the wall beside Kira, right as she ducks back behind cover as the Jem’Hadar’s fire intensifies.
Kira looks at him. He looks at her. He’s breathing hard and heavy, his hair a mess and dirt and blood staining his face. She musters up a grin to tell him, “You’re late.”
Julian gives her a flat look as he turns to her. “Forgive me, it’s a bit difficult to make house calls in the middle of a battlefield,” He replies, sounding very, very tired. But then his eyes flick to her bloody hand, still clamped over her wounded shoulder, and she watches his expression shift as he clicks back into what’s affectionately referred to as doctor mode, “Let’s see that shoulder, then.”
Kira moves her hand, letting Julian get a look at the wound. She winces as he pulls aside the burnt fabric, taking a deep breath in through her nose and resisting the reflex to jerk away. “How’s it look?” She asks, mostly just to distract herself.
“Like it needs more than what I’ve got,” Julian replies, frowning, “The dermal regenerator I have will do for now, but this is deep. I’ll need to immobilize your arm,” He tells her, giving her an apologetic look, “If you move it too much, you’ll risk tearing it open again.”
“Just do what you have to,” Kira tells him, “Won’t be the first time I’ve had to shoot myself out with only one arm.”
Julian nods, and returns his attention to her wound. “Right,” He pulls his kit up and rifles through it for a second. The first thing he pulls out is a hypospray, which he quickly sticks into her neck. Kira relaxes fractionally as the painkillers immediately start to work, dulling some of the burning in her shoulder. Then he’s pulling out the dermal regenerator, and bracing his hand against her shoulder again, “Try to hold still.” He advises.
Kira just gives a tight nod, already gritting her teeth and bracing herself. She feels the dermal regenerator start to work. The hypo helps, but it doesn’t take away that burning, itchy sort of feeling of muscle and nerves and skin stitching itself back together inch by inch. She clenches her fists tight, breathing hard through her nose as Julian works.
“Sorry, I know this stings,” Julian says, “I’m doing the best I can. This regenerator wasn’t meant for a wound like this.”
Kira grunts a wordless acknowledgement. If she says anything, it’s just going to be a string of curses. Instead, she focuses on keeping her ear on the sound of disruptor fire, making sure it isn’t getting closer. If the Jem’Hadar decide to come after them, she wants to be ready.
“Done,” Julian pipes up. She looks over as he puts the regenerator back in his kit, taking the worst of the pain with it and leaving her with a dull ache, “That’s the hard part done. I’m going to move your arm now,” His hands are gentle, taking her arm and carefully easing it away from her side, “There we go. Alright, hold it there, please.”
Kira does. Julian sits back, and unzips his jacket to get at his undershirt. “This will have to do,” He tells her, tearing a couple of strips from his undershirt, “These won’t be the most comfortable, but they’ll have to do. I’m out of bandages.” He leans back in, starting to bind her arm with the torn fabric.
“Sorry about your shirt.” She cracks weakly.
“I’ll get a new one.” He replies, without so much as a smile.
She hates how flat his voice is. Hates how… unlike him, it is. Quiet, with no bite. “C’mon, Julian, where’s that boyish optimism of yours?” She asks, “I could really use a hit of it right about now.”
Julian secures the bandage around her arm. “I must’ve dropped it when they started shooting at us,” He says, not meeting her eyes, “Do me a favour, Major. Don’t pretend any of this is ok,” He sits back again, still not meeting her eyes, all caught up in taking in his work, “Cause it’s really not.” He does look her in the eye, then. And he looks so… tired.
But then, he’s looked like that for a while, hasn’t he?
Kira gives him a smile. A sad, quiet little smile. “I never said any of this was ok,” She corrects, “I’m just… used to it, at this point.” Very, very used to it. Used to it in a way she hopes he never is.
Julian considers that for a moment. His expression is hard to read- sad, maybe. Sympathetic. Then he sighs, and breaks eye contact. “Well, I suppose I’m getting used to it, too,” He scrubs a bloody hand through his hair, “We should get going. Can you walk?” He asks.
No time for sentiment, then. Kira nods. “It’s just the arm,” She assures him, “I can do a hell of a lot more than walk.”
“Good,” Julian starts to push himself up to stand, “Let’s-“ He doesn’t get far. He wobbles suddenly, his eyes widening slightly as he nearly topples right over. He barely manages to catch himself, bracing a hand against the wall before he can fall against it.
Kira quickly reaches out to steady him. “Julian?” She sits up, frowning, “What’s wrong?”
Julian frowns, confused. “I… don’t know,” He says, looking down, “I can’t feel my-“ He cuts off, suddenly, his eyes fixing on something, “Ah.”
Kira’s brow furrows. “Ah? What’s-“ She follows his gaze, and comes to the same abrupt halt as she sees just what he’s found, “Ah.”
Julian has a substantial wound in his thigh. A chunk of his pant leg has been burned away, revealing a raw, painful-looking burn that’s steadily oozing blood down his leg. Kira’s eyes widen at the sight of it. That doesn’t look good. That really doesn’t look good.
“Well,” Julian says, “That’s not ideal.” And then he sways alarmingly, nearly crumpling right to the ground.
“Julian!” Kira lurches forward, manages to catch him by the arms. He grimaces as he eases himself down, taking his weight off his injured leg, “Damnit, Julian, what were you thinking ignoring this? Gimme that tricorder-“ She reaches for his medkit, not waiting for him as she rummages through it herself.
“I wasn’t ignoring it!” He exclaims, “I couldn’t feel it! Honest!”
Kira finds the tricorder and pulls it out. “Don’t tell me they augmented the ability to feel pain out of you,” He shifts again, adjusting his position to give her a better angle to scan him, and it draws a painful hiss out of him, “Guess not.” She hums.
Julian manages a weak chuckle, the first one she’s gotten out of him all day. “Not as such,” He confirms, “I’ve just been- gah!” He grinds his molars as she pulls the burnt fabric away from the wound, “Preoccupied.” He growls.
Kira huffs softly as she reads the results on the tricorder. It’s not a fun wound. “So busy trying not to get shot that you didn’t realize you got shot?” She asks, arching a brow at him, “I’m almost impressed.”
“Only almost?” Julian asks, all mock indignation, “I’d hate to see what I’d have to do to actually impress you,” He mutters. His eyes drift down, then back up at her. He looks worried, “How bad is it?”
Kira puts the tricorder down. “How bad does it feel?” She dodges.
“Pfft, this little thing?” He scoffs, gives a weak little wave that’s probably went to ‘wave off’ the pain, “It’s nothing. Just a scratch. It feels worse than it… no. No, wait, that’s not right,” He blinks, and she can almost see the gears in his head turning as he tries to figure out the order of the words, “I don’t mean to alarm you, Major, but I think the shock might be setting in.” He tells her.
Kira can’t help but roll her eyes. “No kidding,” She says, “This isn’t my first time, Julian. Hand me the regenerator, I’ll do what I can with it.” She holds her hand out expectantly.
Julian hands it over. “Now who’s being serious?” He asks.
Kira adjusts how she’s holding him, making sure she’s holding the burnt edges of his uniform away from his skin so that she doesn’t accidentally fuse any fabric to him. “Oh, so you can make jokes,” She takes the dermal regenerator and adjusts her hold on it, making sure it won’t slide out of her hand, which is slick with blood, “I thought you dropped that along with your optimism.” She gets the regenerator going, doing what she can with the wound.
Julian chuckles again, grins at her. “I told you, the shock’s setting in,” He replies, all charm, “I’ll say anything just to say anything. Apologies, but I’m going to be talking your ear off until we get out of here.” He warns.
Kira keeps her eyes on her work, keeps her hand braced on his thigh to hold him still. “As opposed to when you don’t talk my ear off.” She counters. After a few seconds, she can see that the burn’s healed as much as it’s going to. She switches the regenerator off and hands it back to him.
“Rude,” Julian huffs, taking the regenerator and putting it back in his medkit, “How’d the regenerator do? I don’t want to look.” He’s looking even as he says it, like he can’t help himself.
“It’ll hold,” She tells him, not seeing any point in sugar-coating it. He would see right through her in a second, “For now. I’m gonna bandage it, just in case,” She adds. Now it’s her turn to get at her undershirt, tear it up for strips of fabric, “I liked this shirt, you know.” She informs him as she does.
“I suppose we’re even, then,” Julian cracks weakly, “Have I ever told you you’d make a great medic?” He asks.
There’s the Julian she knows. “Flattery will get you nowhere,” She tells him. Satisfied with her bandages, she gets them ready, “I do have one question for you, Doctor.”
Julian frowns, confused. Yeah, the shock really has set in if he can’t see what she’s doing. “Go ahead.” He invites.
Kira starts wrapping his leg. “What are your plans for the rest of the day?” She asks.
He looks even more confused. “What are my-“ She yanks the bandages tight before he can finish, and he cuts off with a pitched yelp, “Fuck!”
Maybe it’s a bit mean to chuckle, but Kira can’t help it. She doesn’t often get to hear him curse. “Oh, language,” She tuts as she finishes tying the bandages off, “There. Nice and tight. That oughta hold you together till we get out of here.” She gives his knee a pat.
Julian pouts at her. “You enjoyed that.” He accuses.
“I did no such thing,” Kira replies smoothly as she pulls his medkit closer to her and starts rifling through it, not bothering to ask him, “Want a hypo?” She offers.
“No,” Julian shakes his head, making her stop short and give him an incredulous look, “I’ve only got the one left. Save it for someone who needs it.” He reasons.
Her look quickly flattens. “Don’t start with the heroics, Julian,” She advises, “You’re not gonna be treating any patients until after you’ve been treated. On the Defiant.” She doubts he can even stand on his own, let alone treat people.
“I can hold out till then,” He insists, “Someone else might-“
“Julian,” Kira cuts in, not giving him any room to argue, “Take the fucking hypo.”
Julian’s brows shoot up and he looks a little stunned. Just for a moment, though, before he huffs a bit of a laugh. “Now who needs to watch their language,” He says, his tone light and teasing, “Alright, go ahead.” He nods.
Kira takes the hypo out of his kit. “Oh, thank you,” She replies, making sure her own tone savours strongly of sarcasm, “You’re a terrible patient, you know that?”
There’s that grin again. All charm. “So Nurse Jabara keeps telling me.” He replies, like the pain in the ass he is.
“You should listen to her. She’s always right,” Kira sticks the hypo in his neck, and watches his shoulders instantly sink down a notch. She didn’t even realize how tense he was, “Better?” She asks.
Julian takes a deep breath. Probably the first one he’s taken all day. “…Much,” He admits, with the decency to look a little sheepish, “Thank you, Major.” His smile’s a bit less charm now, a bit more sincere.
Kira finds herself smiling back. “Anytime,” She says. She shoots a quick look around, regaining her bearings a bit now that they’re both taken care of. She can still hear blasters firing, but not as close. They might’ve moved off somewhere else. Or they could be waiting, “We should probably get moving.” She suggests.
“Probably,” Julian agrees, “Just one problem, though. I don’t think I can walk.” He tells her.
Kira figured. “Can you limp?” She asks, “I’ve still got two good shoulders, both perfectly good for leaning on.” She offers, patting her shoulder for emphasis.
There’s that glint in his eye. First time she’s seen it today- stubborn determination, or, in another word, cocky. “I think I can manage that.” He says.
Kira grins. “Great,” She ducks in and gets her arm around his waist, pulling him in snug against her as he wraps his arm around her shoulders, “Alright, lean on me. Steady. And…” She pushes herself up, and brings him with her. He leans heavy into her side, and she tightens her hold on him to keep him steady, “Up we go. Ready?” She asks.
Julian takes a moment to find his balance, shifting most of his weight off of his injured leg and compensating on Kira’s shoulder. “As I can be,” He tells her with a nod, “Let’s go.”
And they’re off. Making quite the sight as they hobble back into the action, pressed hip to hip and clinging tight to each other. But, hey, they’re still kicking, and they’ve still got their phasers, so they’ll make do. They always do.
#fic bitching#star trek: ds9#kira nerys#julian bashir#like I said I really like the diaogue#I had fun writing the dialogue#and it came to me pretty easily once I settled on what I wanted with the scene#this was originally. a bunch of things#my first idea was two separate scenes#and I drafted several versions of those#but they just wouldnt flow#even the one I had literally finished just. I did not like it#it was not good#and I dont say that to be hard on myself I know im a good writer and what I wrote wasn't good and thats fine!#they cant all be bangers#but I wasn't gonna post something i knew wasn't good#hopefully the wait was worth it cause like I said while I keep scowling at this#I know its cause im grumpy it took so long#and its cause ive stared at it for way too long so it was never gonna look right#until I posted it#anyways! thats enough tag rambling#I hope you enjoy!#I love Julian and Kira theyre besties in my brain
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at some point I need to ramble about price calling his transmasc!partner mama/mommy/etc cuz I’m projecting and my breeding kink is off the charts rn😮💨
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look as a card carrying nb/borderline trans masc that almost exclusively writes for femme readers and does definitely need that man to call me mama.......
i hear you babe. very valid.
#i dont like “mommy” specifically but thats a me problem#OH#ACTUALLY#i did get called 'mama' by a coworker the other day and we are NOT on that level and also I general prefer when cis women call me daddy -#so i was VERY blindsided and pretty pissed about the whole situation honestly#gouge answers#�� anon#sorry for rambling in the tags but that just reminded me and i haven't really been able to complain about it to anyone#besides my partner obv but thats NOT ENOUGH PEOPLE#eta: not the same coworker who i accidentally gave a boot kink to#me and her have something special and she can call me mama if she wants but also knows to call me daddy anyway lol
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silly guys that make me lose followers on tumblr dot com
#my art lol#vocaloid#zhiyu moke#persona 3#ryoji mochizuki#omfg lmao i normally dont do this kind of thing ever... but the circumstances are so fucking funny i HAD to#no cause its so amusing to me. so u can put up w/ my unhinged ramblings in the tags a bunch of dumb uninteresting shit etc#but seeing the same fuckass gif too many times in a row is the final straw?? ok sure#LIKE IM NOT REALLY MAD OR ANYTHING its just hilarious to me that THAT is some (2) people's final straws w me. thats their limit#i only reserve spam reblogging the same post in a row for very special occasions when im extremelyyyyyy unwell abt smthn (pos or neg)#so its really funny to me that on two separate occasions that was enough for two separate people to unfollow my main. LOL#couldnt handle the mokening/ryojiing 😔🙏 tragic! anyways.#NO BUT ALSO i once did reblog. the same video of shadow the hedgehog like 50+ times in a row#i dont remember if i lost anyone because of that though??? if i didnt then THATS HILARIOUS LOL everyone just loves shadow#but some fuckin chinese computer program and death the teenage boy??? i want those twinks obliterated. blocked and unfollowed.#my lessons ive learned: i can weaponize random ass gifs of random ass anime boys i guess?????????#also this is from today. and serves as a good precursor to whats abt to happen which happened far from today 🥴😭😔😔😔
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hey i did this a couple days ago
im tempted to make it into tweening but a) motivation? whats that? i wanted to do it earlier but not rn b) i take forever to make stuff c) im gonna be honest ive tweened in capcut like once as a test and i dont know if ill be able to do it well for this
ignore where the text gets weird bc i havent done a speech thing like that (i kinda want to but also readability and ehh idk) and kept forgetting e was supposed to be 3
and. wdym i forgot part of etzi’s hair..? no i didntttt (first drawing. no big hair thingy)
#eternal’s art#oh shit this is my uzi kinsona. do i tag murder drones#imma tag murder drones but not uzi on her own i think that works#murder drones#sona | etzi#fictionkin#uzi fictionkin#murder drones fictionkin#murder drones kin#murderdroneskin#uzikin#uzi kin#why is the image so pixelated????#and yea i did mess up labeling my sketchbook pages..#119 + 2 is not 221…..#im too lazy to relabel so ig imma just continue and revert to 137 on the next page (i skip the back page but still count it in my labeling#idk man)#welp#etzi#uzi kinsona#murder drones kinsona#this is her more scene inspired design btw :3#also im gonna be honest. i saw a video that was hating on scenecore and i have no idea what to think so uh#like i really like scene and looked into the culture and kinda want to be scene but idk if i can be “scene enough” if that makes any sense#i feel id end up more scenecore instead and i think thats bad???#idk#im just gonna. stay out of it and not use scene to describe this bc i dont know if people are gonna yell at me#anyways enough tag rambling!! bye
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mitsuba's deaths and almost deaths: my ranking!
he has died 3 times in canon, and has had some other close calls in both canon and aus, so it's ranking time! this will of course contain several spoilers under the cut!
CANON DEATHS
number 3: his severance death
this one has a LOT of potential! it had been a while since his last death! he broke into pieces right in front of kou, and just as he was having the most peaceful cutest sleep! was vanishing physically painful? who was more emotionally hurt by it, kou or mitsuba? how did it feel Falling Apart into pieces later? i need to know! but unfortunately we haven't yet gotten an actual severance chapter from their pov, only vague flashbacks. we don't even quite know what natsuhiko told kou and it's haunting me. can we go back to the kou becoming a supernatural plotline please. but anyways yeah this is why it is the worst (in terms of thematic importance and story focus) death to me. need those extra details
number 2: his first death
car accident. when he was buying potatoes. on his mom's birthday. when curry doesn't even actually need potatoes. need i say more. there's even the extra irony in the fact that kou's earring, which he so hates, says "traffic safety" in it. it's simply so perfect. it aligns so well. it's an everyday tragedy, yet it somehow is the cause behind the plot of the entire manga. has led to some of the most heartbreaking official art. like the one where baby kou is holdin g an empty uniform whose owner has vanished into a pile of flower petals. fucked up.
number 1: the death of m1tsuba
PERFECT. SHOWSTOPPING. HE DIED IN KOU'S ARMS!!!
the scene that actually got me Invested in this manga. ive watched it around three hundred times, in the anime, the manga and the musical and it can still bring me to tears. while death number 2 hangs heavier, this one ranks higher for me because it is. a cataclysm. this event seriously changed the trajectory of kou's life forever. HAS THE "this... this isn't you, mitsuba! the mitsuba i know i-is... sassy. girly. sarcastic. selfish. and... and his voice was annoying. obsessed with cameras. went emo sometimes and was only fake-nice. and... and he was my friend!" LINE AND and it cut to the shot of their first meeting as first years but with mitsuba getting up and leaving and! man. it is so good. i wouldn't change a single detail. something important to me... maybe
ALMOST DEATHS (CANON AND NON-CANON)
only the ones i remember off the top of my head and wanted to talk about sowwy
if you have not read any of the aus i mentioned you Definitely should check them out they are SO good!
honorary mention: the times he's (almost) been turned into a mokke
didn't know whether to count this one but i really like it it's so funny. his pyon pyon pink bunny era. the most mokke-coded character. i did cringe a little in that christmas event where his gift was being turned into a mokke because come on. horrors for him again? on christmas? but no one had that great of a time then so ill forgive it
number 5: his transformation into a familiar in hanako-kun of magic
he didn't die at all in this one, yes, but it's supposed to parallel his becoming a supernatural, so it's going into the ranking. it was kind of lame though 😭 ik it was public voting yadda yadda but like it only happened like that to fill aidairo's monthly quota of bad things happening to mitsuba. the alicorn concept and clothes were cute though ill give them that. can we get a colored front-facing ref
number 4: his almost-death in chapter 98
it sucked so bad. like ok. when i was reading the chapter i was not surprised by it at all. this is a horror manga so something bad Had to happen, and like hell he was actually going to die Again in that moment. and it was executed in a really cool way! kou's single page that only had a "SQUELCH" speech bubble was bone-chilling and there is almost a eurydice flavor to the whole fleeing and turning around to see the ghost of the person you love and finding that you're holding Only their hand.
but as much as ive joked about this manga inventing a new level of bury your gays, there Are some unfortunate implications to two boys having a cute date and then immediately almost-killing one off them. (this could indeed also be applied to mitsuba's death in a way too). im usually not too harsh w this stuff because even if the implications are there i have faith that this wasn't quite meant like that.
but ultimately this scene was there only for shock value to end the chapter in a cliffhanger so! not ranked very high
number 4: his afterlife as a mummy in the ghost hotel café
ok we barely have anything on his death here so it's not too high but just those four lines are so funny. guy who owns the land but is too scared to act out on it. is secretly planning on taking over the hotel. has cried when kou bit him. is his pastissier apprentice. i hope he's better at baking than mit2uba is at cooking. the idea of them having a silly afterlife baking together and chasing after each other is so funny i love them
number 3: his youkai transformation in the bakeneko ryokan hanakotei
his most recent almost-death! we don't know much about it yet but it is such a cute concept!!! he turned into a kitty youkai and now works at the hot springs! it's just like spirited away!!!! super invested on this one i want more so badly
number 2: the time he got poisoned in hanako of the opera
chef's kiss! this one is Almost perfect, if only because the number 1 spot is my favorite scene in any manga ever. mitsuba drinks poisoned peach juice and thanks to the subsequent investigation and hanako's intervention, he is able to escape from the oppressive opera environment with kou! but here is the catch: every night, natsuhiko left a glass of juice for him, and mitsuba never once drank it. what changed this time? why did he drink it? well, the one who left the juice and poisoned him was not natsuhiko, but kou. did mitsuba know? kou. poisoned mitsuba, who in this au is his Childhood Friend. to see if, by taking him out of the opera, he'd be able to help him regain his love of music. and mitsuba willingly drank the poison. probably knowingly. he trusted kou not to kill him. and then they elope. there are sooo many levels to this one i love it
number 1: chapter 48, picture perfect arc
EVERYONE GIVE IT UP FOR THE BEST ROMANCE EVER!!! SHOWSTOPPING!!!! BREATHTAKING!!! NO ONE DOES IT LIKE THEM!!!
it's so perfect. the way the the page where kou jumps off the building is angled and composed so that the panels themselves are falling with them too. kou's promise. the way he literally jumped off a building just to have a chance to understand mitsuba better. and then they'd work their way back to life together! it gets me every time. no one does it like them. i love them so much. <333
and that is all, thanks for sticking by!
but how about YOU guys? what is Your favorite mitsuba death? how would you change my ranking? im always up for talking about mitsuba!
#as an extra note even if hanako of magic isnt very high it Is my favorite au so check it out!!!#do i even tag this#it did take me way too long but i wrote it because i felt like it#jshk#mitsuba sousuke#mitsukou#tbhk#ok thats enough#anyways yeah my silly#be sure to vote for him in the came back wrong tournament and the dead character tournament btw#jbksh#mar's midnight rambles
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i love the difference in dynamics between the first gen and second gen in awakening bc they both definitely have something of a found family going on but in two completey different ways and its just really fun to look at
bc on one hand you have the og shepherds right like chroms squad and you have the ones whove been around for a while (stahl, sully, sumia, vaike, etc) but you also get to see their new pickups as you recruit them (virion, gaius, tharja, olivia, etc). and not only that, yeah the shepherds are a pre-established group before robin joins, but they havent done all that much yet bc the war with plegia/the grimleal hasnt happened yet, so they dont have necessarily the strongest bonds together yet. so what we get to see instead is these weird group of silly goofy guys slowly warming up to eachother, getting to know eachother, and becoming the family they are at the end of the game. you get to watch them create those friendships and start to love eachother and its just a nice journey to see them go through together as a whole
and then on the flip side you have the second gen cast, who already know way more about eachother than probably anyone ever should. but the thing about them is that in contrast to their parents, they only ever knew eachother in war time, so when they get to ylisse which is definitely still in the midst of conflict but infinitely more relaxed, they all suddenly have to contend with different sides of eachother theyve never met, and all of their crazy ass coping mechanisms are putting them at odds with eachother bc this entire time theyve always loved eachother, they just havent figured out how to like eachother. which is pretty much how a lot of their conversations play out, figuring out how to get used to eachother again and its a lot rougher to watch because they’re all navigating a new world without much idea as to how, but they try and quite honestly they’re not very good at it but they’re trying
and the game ends and theyve beaten god or whatever, all because of the bonds theyve formed through these families and its just the sweetest thing in the world to me. they all start from a place of conflict with eachother and turn it into what i think is one of the most close knit casts in fire emblem and its just a really great pay off once you finish. awakening cast i love you so much im putting you in my mouth (highest honor btw)
#fe awakening#fe13#ann writing paragraphs#long ramble in tags incoming sorry the main post wasnt enough for me :((#anyways one of my fandom pet peeves is when people insist 'found family' means taking a bunch of unrelated people and shoving them into the-#eurocentric nuclear family roles like this guys the dad this ones the older sibling this ones the weird dog blah blah blah you get it#and thats not necessarily wrong per se? its normal to have familial figures in people who arent your blood family#but the fact that a lot of these found families are formed around breaking familial norms and forming a family out of your own will instead#of whats handed to you#and then forcing them back into the traditional family roles j never felt right to me#and i think the shepherds are an excellent example of what a non traditional family can look like and are just the peak of this trope#because theyre so clearly NOT meant to be shoved into those roles and itd be really weird to try#but the game pushes the 'our bonds are stronger than fate' narrative the whole way through so its j like#bro. fambly...#also wow this post as a whole is way longer than i thought it was sorry#after all this im still not gonna open awakening
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More mh soul eater stuff
Catty is Blair and Victor Frankenstein is um Dr Stein!!! Shocking ik
Draculaura: wait... Frankie Stein... Dr Frankenstein
Draculaura: are you two?
Victor: NO RELATION! also I'm not a doctor
Draculaura: WHAT
Victor: how single is your dad?
Draculaura: WHAT
#dracula is Spirit obviously#i was thinking about Toralei as blair but i figured Catty would fit best#idk Toralei can appear somewhere in it#im thinking medusa would be Komos#from the live action#but that also makes me think of Jackson as Crona????#I'll watch more soul eater to figure it out because both Frankie and Jackson have a lot of potential for Crona#maybe Jackson as Crona and Frankie is the one who befriends him the most?#because obviously Drac would be the one befriending Frankie#because shes Maka#i always ramble in these monster high posts#catty noir#victor frankenstein#draculaura#the comic thingy is a joke btw#its just poking fun at the way spirit and stein act a lot of the time#like the smoking scene™#anyway thats more than enough tags#monster high
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People confound me.
"I like this but I prefer them as friends"
"This looks super nice, but these two have a platonic relationship"
UH YEAH??? I'm sorry that YOUR definition of friendship does not include staring lovingly into someones eyes or expressing physical affection outside of hugs. I'm sorry that you have never loved a friend so much that you smile when you hold hands. Or that you think of them when they aren't around.
It's sad the deep and meaningful relationships are only romantic to you. It's tragic that you feel the need to immediately compare ships as if they are supposed to be made of the same thing.
I understand that my portrayal are/seem romantic, but it's generally just how I feel when I'm in this situations. Like I get giddy! I get happy! I get shy when people express they care about me! There's no romance there for me but I still get flustered and I still blush and I still love people and you can see it on my face!
#this is just me rambling bc some ppl tagged something and it felt so weird to me 😭#Jesslake#qpr#jesslake qpr#i normally dont correct ppl or anything bc it does look like normal ship stuff#But to me it ISNT like that#and it feels weird and wrong when ppl imply it is that and that it being romantic is what turns them off from it#like then 1. Go away and 2. Im!!! Aro and projecting onto them!!! Die!!!#I just genuinely dont think either of them are smart/knowledgable enough to know those words yet#theyre dumb and that's part of their charm#I mean I didnt know the words either!!! For so long!!! Thats part of me projecting on them okay 😭#they didnt follow me so they wont see this but I just wanted to ramble abt it anyways
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damn i gotta make a new icon again
#i would change it back to the same one as before but i will admit i think ive been looking at it for too long#ive been wanting to do one where my cheek and hands are pressed against the screen#but i can never like. figure the pose out idunno. its mystifying me#also offtopic but i have 100 whole followers now which is crazy so uhhh. if you see this go follow my art acc pleaaase (realjem-art) if you#havent already... idunno i want more people to see my silly doodles#i draw ocs primarily which might be a bit offputting though... augh. but please i prommy theyre cool even though i barely share any actual#info about them (ive been meaning to though i just scared)#ANYWAYS thats enough tag rambling.#jem.txt
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you know that middle range of fictional crushes where theyre too weird to talk about with your friends who have normal tastes. But too normal to be interesting talk about on tumblr. It annoys me. PLEASE.
#Going to start rambling in the tags yay 👍👍👍👍👍 The worst thing is I WOULD TALK ABOUT THEM WITH MY FRIENDS#THEYRE JUST ALL FROM MEDIA JUUUUUUUUST NICHE ENOUGH THAT THEY HAVENT SEEN IT!!!!!!#SO THEY WOULDNT GET IT!!!!!!!!!!!#ARGH. AARRGHHHHHHH.#lian talks#fictional characters#fictional crushes#fuck it. Im tagging them. IK THWYRE P NORMAL GUYS. THATS THE POINT OF THIS POST I DONT WANT TO HEAR IT.#MY SISTER WOULD NEVER LET ME LIVE IT DOWN THO THATS THE POINT. THE POOOOINNTTT.#SHE THINKS ITS WEIRD I THINK SPOCK IS CUTE. NOT EVEN LIKE. TOS SPOCK (who is hot as fuck btw). AOS SPOCK?!? LIKE WHAT?!?!#IM NOT EVEN ATTRACTED TO AOS SPOCK BUT LIKE?!? OBJECTIVELY?!?#anyways#id fuck dwight schrute#Would fucking hate his guts but idk Theres just something about him….#It’s fine hed fucking hate me aswell lol#Uuuuuuuhh trying to remember more of them now#Tbh. Both of the guys from peep show. Mark and jez. But more mark icl we might be too similar tho lol#The Star Trek (tos) guys are odd cus I think it’s more of a be than be with…. Especially for Kirk.#So uh. Yea.#lian talks- too much lol#OH YH Roy from the IT crowd lol
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