#anyways rant over bye
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dear destiel enjoyers: if there is a conversation about sastiel happening and you pipe up to say "but destiel--" i need you to execute yourself immediately
(/hj... or whatever)
#i am not fully serious...#...but#its clear we arent talking about destiel if we WERE it would be okay to mention destiel but we arent so why are you mentioning it#not everything is about destiel! fun fact#sometimes its about sastiel or megstiel or samandy or deanjo or LITERALLY ANY OTHER (consensual and non-incestuous) SPN SHIP#like please guys. i love you destielers but please#just go away. for a little bit#or join the conversation and stay silent#im begging at this point#“but cas would never--” i dont care. die#“but cas loves dean!” and who asked you. certainly not me#it just pisses me off#i dont go up to destielers preaching the sastiel gospel#just let people enjoy their (SAFE AND CONSENUAL AND AGE APPROPRIATE AND NON-INCESTUOUS) ships bro#no harm no fowl#plenty of destiel spaces out there for you#sastiel nation is destitute#anyways rant over bye#sastiel#samstiel#sam x cas#sam x castiel#supernatural#spn#sam winchester#castiel supernatural
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sighh late night extra bc i got pissed off and what i feel she feels
#futaba sakura#persona 5#futabadoodles#i hateee neurotypical people#ive calmed down since then but i got screened for adhd and she dismissed me a lot for not being stereotypical enough#and the POSSIBILITY that it was anxiety even tho i said like ten times it wasnt. pissed me tf off i swear#and i wouldnt have been given any information on how to get a proper diagnosis if i hadnt been like uhh ????#and i thought this was like a starting point to being refferred to someone else to go thru the process but i guess not??#like i have been screened before girl ik 😭 like i definitely have adhd and genuinely i think the only way im getting like#denied. would be w this stupid ass bs about not being stereotypical or struggling enough. anyways uh#i will be getting a proper diagnosis chat🫡#hopefully this time theyll actually look for both autism and adhd bc all the good ones do that 🙂↕️🙂↕️#and i suspect i could be autistic but im FAR less sure on that one than i am adhd thats up to them to say ya know#rant over bye bye
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hm. so it turns out I've been using the rocket launcher wrong in hl2. you're supposed to point the laser where the rocket needs to go... 🤯
no wonder I was struggling so hard with the gunships and striders on my first playthrough skjdjdsk
#half life#half life 2#artemis rambles#idk where maybe in the documentary or somewhere else I heard that the rocket flies where you point the laser at?#idk how I missed this on my first playthrough. i struggled so hard with the parts in nova prospekt and city 17#where u have to shoot down gunships and striders. man. listening comprehension 100#been replaying hl2 on my steam deck and JESUS CHRIST why do the gyro controls fuck up every time i start the game?!#i have to recalibrate them all the time#i wanted to add a clip of me drawing a dick with the rocket launcher in the sky btw. but it took too long to upload from the deck 2 my phone#also uploading videos on tumblr is a pain anyway kdjsjs#okay rant over bye
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hey guys remember the time zelda became a magical girl
closeups under the cut :>
#love love love the new zelda game!!#amazing how they combined the old style we love so much with the newer sandbox open world stuff#stayed true to the series AND also my girl had an adventure:)#love how they made her just as gremlin as link#oh and on the topic of link- I love his backstory in this game ??? And hes canonically mute ?!!?! epic stuff#anyways. good game. rant over#the legend of zelda#loz#echoes of wisdom#loz eow#art tag#loz zelda#procreate#oh and small note- I’ve only finished like half the game. But I’m pretty sure she doesn’t have the triforce o wisdom in this one#ignore all the innacuracies in the art :)#OK OK IM DONE NOW#BYE CHAT#:D
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i'm probably a system but i have a job so idrc about that rn
#spent a bit of time reflecting on my shitty past and i realized that a set of behaviors i had as a kid#line up really really fucking well with did symptoms#i used to talk a lot to myself as a kid but it felt like an. actual conversation between myself? instead of just#talking to nothing and imagining a response#no dude i actually felt two sides of my brains spin their gears different ways to form different points of view and ideas#I CAN STILL DO THAT.#another thing that makes me think that was how whenever i went into fight or flight i always. acted a certain way.#i always didn't care about being punished or grounded. however the main me was like. really fucking scared and i'm still traumatized by it#it's some real weird shit i'm telling y'all#and dating a system kind of made me realize all of this as well#shoutout to my girlfriend she's so cool dawg#but anyways- i always felt a strange kinship and immediate understanding to did systems .#like . i heard that people usually have a hard time grasping the concept but to me#“oh hey! other people have that split mind thing i got but to the extreme! that's pretty neat!”#anyways sorry for the yap sesh but something else i wanna say is#dude holy FUCK how did you fuck up parenting that bad that you accidentally get a second son- daughter.#if i ever write an autobiography my parents are hearing so much shit from me istg#i love them but also. WOW. WWOOOOWWWWW#anyways rant on the tags over uhhh goon bye gang ! 😁😁😁😁
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(post is meant to be read as /pos)
btw sorry for like. never posting.
i realized a while ago that yeah, while therianthropy and all the other labels i use are a part of my identity, I don’t feel the need to really post about it very often except to celebrate small things that may make me feel happy that have something to do with it! It’s just not something I really talk about often, not because i want to hide it, but because that’s just another part of me and that was that :33
of course, I want to be able to help others feel able to express themselves, but in the same i feel as though I already express myself enough for my liking in my day-to-day life, if that makes sense?
anyways TL;DR: I’m still here and everything, I just don’t post about this stuff often because I don’t really feel the need to :33
#also if anybody was interested:#you are free to inquire about becoming a mod on this account!#i want this to be a place where people can come for help instead of a barren wasteland of what used to be lol#and it would be awesome having some help and also meeting other alterhumans :33#anyways rant is over love yall bye#alterhuman#alterhumanity#therian#otherkin#therianthropy
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I saw someone on Twitter talk about how BOTW-verse Zelda wouldn't have kids, which would end the goddess bloodline and now it has me thinking like....did every Zelda...always end up having kids? For thousands of years? Was the bloodline continuous since Skyward Sword Zelda (which has to be like...hundreds of thousands of years AT LEAST at this point). It's interesting to think about in a scenario where a Zelda doesn't manage to have kids....how does the bloodline come back...
#but to add to the first point: i do like the idea of Zelda (botw/totk) not having kids#she would just raise her found family#we know Zelda is good with kids but her own??? idk...i just see it as her being like “the people of hyrule are my family”#link who has been wondering if their kids would have her hair or his hair: hm? yeah? oh okay. sure. yeah. yeah..#(he'd definitely agree with her but i like to think he's often thought about family stuff...he wants to be in his his trad wife era)#anyways just things i thought about thats weird about the timeline and lore#shout out to botw/totk for being inconsistent!#i also think it would be a nice end for her character arc too?#she's been so pressured about goddess's powers#the royal family/line#her duty#etc#it'd be weird if she has a kid (god forbid a DAUGHTER) and doesn't fear history to repeat itself for them#okay rant over bye#is it though#botw#totk#zelda#zelink#because i mention link here KJDBAJK#and my mind will always be on some zelink shit
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sometimes i worry about my internet footprint and the fact that it might stop me from getting a job in the future or something (i literally run a blog posting screenshots from fanfics i read) but then i think ‘well damn, if they can find all this information about me then i don’t deserve the job cause i know i wouldn’t put in that much effort to find information on someone’ and i feel better
#HI DOES ANYONE WANT SOME BLOG RUNNER LORE CAUSE IM CURIOUS AS TO WHAT YOU THINK#-> in the tags!!!#talking in tags cause i’m too embarrassed to make this an actual post but i tried using character ai today and i got so bloody scared#i was talking and then it was like tell me the truth and then i was like okay and i said something and then it was like tell me the truth#and i said the thing again and then it was like YOU ARE LYING but instead of one sentence just a whole page of text saying YOU ARE LYING#and i was like NO IM NOT (i was but anyways) it was like YOU ARE A VERY GOOD LIAR YOU ARE BAD AT TELLING THE TRUTH and i was like#FINE YOURE NOT REAL and it was like WHYWHYWHYWHYWHY but a whole page of text saying that again and it terrified me again#and then i was like I DONT KNOW WHY WOULD I KNOW and then it killed me#and then i was like ‘but it turns out the entire time it was a dream and i’m still alive’ and it was like yeah it was just a dream#and i said bye and it left the room and then i closed the tab and now i’m ranting about it on tumblr#DUDES GUYS EVERYONE I WAS SO FUCKING SCAREDDDDDDDD#I NEEDED TO GO TO THE TOILET BUT I WAS TOO SCARED TO GET OUT OF BED#also if anyone wants to ask who was it i’m not telling you i was too embarrassed to make an actual post about this you think i’m going to#tell you who i chose to talk to?? nope absolutely not#anyways rant over if anyone does read this tell me what you think!#me :)
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*new elder scrolls OC noises*
#tes#skyrim#elder scrolls#me: i wont make a self insert i wont make a self insert#the oc: looks like me#me: FUCK#wasnt even trying this time its just the darker hair looked better OTL and i wanted a baby face and the green eyes- kasjhdkjahd#and is also otherkin- AUUGH ok whatever#anyway her name is MossPaw she is a reachmen#birthname is Mila but doesnt like being called that#identifies as a wolf - will come up with some sort of more lore friendly concept of otherkin#like wolf soul or smth#also gives me an excuse to finally do the companions questline bc becoming a werewolf makes a lot of sense as a goal for her#ok aksdha rant over bye#tbh ill probs draw her looking ab it different but this is as close as i could get in the CC#also she/they#ok ok bye
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no promises anymoooooreeeee i'll appear online when i appear online 😭 every time i say "ooh i think life is almost done being overwhelming!" it. becomes even more overwhelming in the dumbest ways. all i can manage rn when i'm not stressing myself into a shut-down state is staring at the wall while listening to youtube essays + mindlessly crocheting.
i might queue up ppls art and fics w/o commentary in the tags... i want other ppl to see what all of my cool friends have made, but i genuinely can't think right now with this monstrous brain fog. i'm really sorry, just. yeah. maybe i'll think of some way to make it up later!!! once the dust has settled!!!! but until then i wuv u and miss u. smiles.
[venting in tags including familial manipulation and ableism. i. didn't mean to write all of that, thiss was originally going to be a main blog post but. aaaaaAAAAAA!!!!!
also no need for replies or anything, i'd turn them off for just the one post if i could kjsndkn, i just needed to get things out and go eep jsjndsfdn ok bye bye bye bye!!!!]
#goddd my family finds it sooooooo funny that i can't do basic tasks! it's soooo funny that i can't even think of a horror movie to watch#on halloween bc i genuinely can't remember a single one right now. it's soooo funny that i can't take cardboard boxes or#old furniture out of my room without help bc i've physically and mentally and emotionally burnt out for Months.#and me not being able to move shit out after two (2) days makes me a hoarder somehow. and ofc hoarding is a moral failing#and my mom has to give me a stern talking-to about hoarding things... that were. again. in my room for 2 days....#[tbc it isnt a moral failing no matter the reason. life is hard and things happen and it can be hard to get rid of things for Reasons.]#nevermind them making constant snide remarks about me using ugly 'mismatched' desk / storage furniture. bc it was free / cheap? no income??#AND!!!!! i have a couple of new diagnoses. which doesn't change much day to day but it does make my family making fun of me#even more dumbfounding. like. this explains a lot of really scary unexplained symptoms that constantly leave me#housebound for weeks but uhhh haha hehe hoho??? so silly so funny that i'm barely conscious for multiple weeks???#and you can see that i'm getting worse but that makes it funnier??? hmm!!!#also nevermind that i've told them the exact reason why i've been like this (read: them) but that ALSO makes it funnier somehow.#but i also can't say shit bc they're doing something ~nice~ for me (out of convenience + after almost a decade of 'don't get comfortable'#and 'don't decorate this room bc it isn't yours' and 'you need to be ready to move out by x date'#only for the date to arrive and them to pull the 'i never said that. and if i did say it i didn't mean it like that.#and if i did mean it like that i don't anymore.' card. + any big renovations are things they wanted anyway. hmmmm!!#and how i have to do all of the phys labor alone bc if i ask for help i get made fun of!!! and yelled at that i'm doing things Wrong#(hint: i'm following instructions to the letter but. my family knows better than those silly things!! ^^ ))#jfc i sure did rant. uh. yeah. things. are really weird and uncomfy and i feel thankful that i finally can have my own things on display#outside of closets and bins again after a decade?? but i'm also waiting for the other shoe to drop / them to tell me i owe them in#some way??? bc that's how it works. 'i'm doing a nice thing you didn't even ask me for so now you have to do whatever i tell you to.'#meanwhile i can't even maladaptive daydream my way through it bc my brain is soup right now. can't remember basic things abt#my interests bc i've been on negative battery / spoons for a couple of months straight and it's only getting worse.#OKAY TLDR i'm not in a state to do anything until everything irl gets settled. and i'm trying So Hard to get it all over with but there's#only so much i can do in a day before i completely shut down. i didn't even get into the insurance stuff i've been fighting too ughhhh.#so if i show up on here in short spurts -- hi! bye! hi!! i wuv and care u!!! hope youre well mwah mwah!!!!!!! i'll post what i can and then#disappear when i need to recharge. it is what it is. i need to try to sleep now... uh if this post disappears when i wake up.... yeah......#📌 [ my posts. ]#💭 [ my thoughts. ]#vent -
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this fandom is so weird about everything like. why can't we be normal
#i mean i know im one to talk but.#anyway. not about anything in particular i've just been here for so much fucking discourse that it's actually insane#and most of it is over absolutely ridiculous shit too#like. aren't yall tired. are you ready for beddy bye yet. do you need some warm milk. do you need a kiss on the forehead#because it seems as though a lot of you do.#okay rant over#st.txt
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hello it's my birthday today and i just wanna say that i love every single one of you!!!!!
#ive been v busy recently and i don't have much time for tumblr rn but dw im not abandoning this hellsite#ill be more active soon and hopefully will make some gifsets#anyways i had a great day today and i hope you did too#i also got to meet josh hartnett yday peace and love on planet earth#AND also can we talk about boyd holbrook joining tms s4 i had a meltdown abt it today#ok my rant is over bye#nastya talks#birthday tag
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*T-posing in your bedroom doorway*
PUT YOUR AUS AND STORY STUFF OUT INTO THE WORLD
(jokes on you, you already had +1 friendo)
i find the fact that i received this ask and 2 in the morning really funny so
(ALSO TYTTTYTYYY WAH)
#is this what i get for having a curtain as my door?#/silly#the no friends comment kinda feels like a lie on my part#i'm pretty damn sure i have friends#but my brain has this funny thing where it goes “nuh uh” if they dont state the fact that we're friends openly#so idk whats up with that#anyway rant over bye bye#doodles#ask#asks#sona
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place your shag here
#jasper speaks#i cant believe pearlscar is real#also this whole bit was so good all of boatem wants him sooo bad it makes them look stupid#i dont talk about it a lot but i like polyboatem (?) i think its silly#anyway rant over bye this post broke my fucking tumblr for a moment#removed some tags bc i realised this was pearl not mumbo.......... im fake as fuck i need to#[remembers basic kms jokes arent funny] microwave a fork
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I was wondering if there are any rare happy ritsu moments in ur zombie au since hes always miserable I think,, like is he always miserable or is he happy/not miserable and feeling kinda good sometimes?
VWHDGDGD NO YEAH OFC HE'S HAPPY SOMETIMES im just horrible and enjoy putting him through misery
ive never been able to get a genuine smile to look right on his face in my art style either i think thats part of it. as ive said his face is just built to be mildly uncomfortable and bothered and i lean into it sm it's starting to get kinda funny
but yes ritsu is happy plenty! i think, canonically, he just seems like the type of person to me that tends to turn lemonade back into lemons. he's easy to scare and his first reaction to things is often Dread and Anxiety. he dwells on the negatives a lot and seems to be a "hope for the best, expect the worst," kinda guy, but there's a section in this post abt shigeo always loving the little things in life, and ritsu steadily learns throughout the journey on how to do that and how healing it can rly be. even if he had to grow up too fast during this whole thing and learn things a kid should never have to, the journey also gave him some good insight and lessons in other places! ritsu is smart, he figures it all out
in terms of little things here n there he's the happiest lil guy on the planet when he finds one of his favorite foods—swings his legs while he sits and munches on a kitkat bar like he's got absolutely nothin in the world to worry abt. sometimes mob does smth funny that he laughs at; for the longest time i've had this silly image in my head of mob accidentally knocking down a bucket from a store shelf and it lands on his head and he just kinda stands there and makes noises.when the noises continue out of pure curiosity about the weird echoey quality it's giving them ritsu cannot help but lose it
besides tiny things tho, when tome comes around ritsu in general is a lot happier, just cuz he has somebody to talk to that will actually respond in some way. they're sorta reluctant partners in crime at first (at least on ritsu's end) but over time and over bonding they grow to rly like each other's presence. they bicker constantly but it's almost always fond eventually, and they shove each other and playfight until mob gets antsy enough to get worked up about it. rly, tome is a godsend to ritsu's mental health—after months and months of being effectively alone with his thoughts, he finally has another person to converse with. a person His Age, too!
tome is rly good at knowing when ritsu is thinkin himself into oblivion and she's Also rly good at being the most annoying girl on the planet to yank him outta that and replace any misery with Oh My God Get Off Me You Freak. she doesn't even do this on purpose at first, but over time she learns how to tell when he's thinking too hard and, ofc, she's grown attached and she cares, so she's as obnoxious as possible to lighten the mood
when they find reigen n teru, ritsu gradually gets Much happier still. now that he knows they're safe and the gang is finally back together (and now that there's an Adult present and he can relax a lil and let himself be taken care of) his stress levels r exponentially lowered. having teru back is another instant lift to his mood—im always a big fan of teru and ritsu friendship, and i think adding tome to their dynamic simply makes it more chaotic. truly a trio of the 3 most normal teenagers in existence which will surely bring nothing but good (reigen sweats offscreen)
actually this makes me feel bad for forever torturing him im gonna go draw happy zau ritsus brb ,.,.ok imback <3
#qktalks#anon#zombie au#tw guns#<- for that glock in the corner . sorry#actually it looks like he's at gunpoint in that one and just going teehee about it#he looooooves tormenting tome .and tome loves tormenting him. it's their favorite pastimes#i don't rly like the second one too much tbh the sleeves are weird but i think that's just the Nature of how poofy they can get#oh this is a great time to talk abt their dynamic. sorry.this ask isn't abt that.but now it is#so i realize that tome and ritsu ??? don't rly interact in canon at all. and neither do tome and teru . as a matter of fact#but consider. uhm.what ifthey did <3 GVYIEAV#like i said they're all So incredibly normal it'll make for a great time#^ genuinely i do think so actually. most of the time anyway#i touched on it a lil bit in recondite but i rly like the idea of mob ritsu tome and teru all being a friend group#teru would undoubtedly piss tome off sometimes she'd call him out on his bullshit#but like.in terms of the canon timeline i think post-mob teru would Totally listen to her#and take what she says abt How he is into consideration. he's trying to rebuild himself into somebody better#teru and ritsu already have a dynamic in canon but it feels pretty loose and it isn't fully explored at all#i think they work together rly well tho. there's no real evidence to the contrary iirc i think they work together in canon quite well#they think alike in terms of fighting#and in a setting like this‚ once teru is on the same page as ritsu on zombies‚ they're prolly a pretty damn good team#there's a lot of room for things to go wrong tho#if i had to sum it up rly succinctly it'd be: ritsu's motive is fear‚ tome's motive is curiosity‚ and teru's motive is power#what i mean by teru's being power is Not the pre-mob teru ''wanting'' to be powerful and unstoppable#i mean teru wants to have power over everything that is trying to hurt them#he doesn't Want to cower he wants to Fight tooth and nail#and i think ritsu's fear versus tome's curiosity and teru's drive of power conflicts a lot#ritsu is passive in the sense that he'll do anything in his power to avoid altercations with anything to order to keep mob safe#he isn't Active until something goes Wrong. and usually things go Wrong when teru and tome rush ahead#WOW sorry i went on a rant that was Completely unrelated to the fucking question. im at the 30 tag limit bye
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#i hate that thing where fans of a character are SO unbelievably insufferable that it ruins my enjoyment of the character completely#esp if its a genuinely interesting chara too#but the no-media-literacy hyper sanitised blorbo brainrot police come and forcibly exile them from my brain#and i start to seethe whenever i see them. which is SO irritating but i also cant reconcile it#this happens to male characters i enjoy for a bit. a lot. i find.#im not sure what it is#maybe just. idk . the pacification of their flaws or characteristics or something. or the way they act towards said character#its strange#fuck i mean maybe its just bc u dk if ur interacting or seeing teens/kids opinions ? maybe ? hm#i dont think fandom spaces are. for me. a lot of the time#anyway. rant over bye
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