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thiinka · 2 months ago

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Hi I posted some of these elsewhere but you guys get my 3DS photos AND my regular phone photos yayyyyyy. Straight from BLIB (6:30 o clock show):

#louie zong #everydaylouie #worthikids #ian worthington #brian david gilbert #BDG #it was so fun!#though I can’t help but feel like it was still 3 independent musicians trying to each have the spotlight #not quite a cohesive band with roles and hierarchy and stuff #definitely all cool music!#but it felt like a third of each artist rather than a whole of a one band #does that make sense?#anyways love feeling the music in my body #also yeah I was the jackass in the front with the 3DS. one of two 3DSes. I see you Streetpasser.#wish the video files would play on my computer. they’re really funny.#BLIB #brian louie ian band #sorry worthikids. it was harder to take pics of ya.#Josie muses

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benevolenterrancy · 5 months ago

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May your hardened heart be woken By the soft and distant song Of all you left here unspoken All the shards we keep stepping on - Take this body home Take this body home Call the wind, and let her know Take this life outgrown Take this broken soul Call the stars, call them all And take it high, take it far, take it home

#svsss #luo binghe #shen qingqiu #bingqiu #sqq #lbh #scum villain #heard the song Take This Body Home by Rose Betts and it nearly took me out at the knees #it really really suits sqq's self-detonation in hua yue city right? i'm not the only one feeling this?#considered adding some literal shards for them to be stepping on - since sqq's sword explodes - but i couldn't quite make it work #anyway this has been playing like a music video in my head for the past couple days highly recommend listening to the song #if you haven't heard it before #can't get over the absolute dissonance between how sqq views this scene and how everyone else must feel about it #like to him he's just completing his plan - hopefully keeping lbh from destroying a city with energy imbalance and escaping The Plot #nbd! he and sqh have planned it all out it's FINE :) off he goes!#meanwhile everyone who loves him - including lbh who worked years to get back to him and is trying to work through a lot of grief #and resentment and doubt and longing and... - watches him DIE in FRONT OF THEM #just collapse while coughing up blood sword disintegrating energy completely consumed #like holy hell sqq could you traumatize the people around you any more???#no wonder lbh went a little bit crazy after that like my man was already not in a great place but what the fuck #lbh watches his shizun presumably sacrifice himself for him ONCE AGAIN like after he's finally Gotten Strong his shizun is STILL #coming to harm in an effort to make up for his shortcomings #my art #most of the time out here drawing what amounts to muppets and then sometimes i get the urge for this and just need to cover everyone in blo

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faaun · 7 months ago

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we sang in the aeroplane over the sea tgth ☆

#27% circle line with a lovely friend of mine rail tracks screeching etc etc u know the usual. im just gonna write down memories #a few weeks ago my friend read thus spoke zarathustra by the fire to the music she was dancing it was her silhouette #against the flashlight lit up gold and royal blues and tiger's silk i tried not to fall in love with her. in bordeaux we searched #for pomegranates he sent her 300 quid by the beach she cut it open with a knife her hand covered in red we each had a taste of her work #sweet red wet the sweetest grit. too barely clothed to go into the cliffside church they painted my eyes we painted hers #8 shots of gin she screamed joyfully IT'S ALIVE! at the book she said become the child i said i feel like a monster she said i was insane #i tried to believe her. fortified wine and later a red pen crossword defiled by humidity her hair in my hands two king sized beds #pushed next to each other she took her top off she told us to watch her arms raised up the musculature on her back was precise cut from #marble we saw oceans we saw the birds take cold baths the midnight sun over a wasp-infested pool our chemicals in their bodies #gold flakes dark skin gold cross shoulders against mine drawing some form of each other on the train i didn't hesitate #to say her eyes were beautiful over and over monks at the soapshop with titanium credit cards i loved you like i loved no other #he tied his hair up and walked us into the river he held a bullet between his lips i never held his hand he said what an honour #you own too much capital your mother thinks i'm a natural i realised i haven't told my mother i loved her in years she's always been mother #never mom i'll watch you watch seaweeds this is terminal akrasia i'll feel your fingers smear perfume on my lips your girlfriend grins #bite into the straw take the shot hold my hand get it all wrong draw in the sand kiss him right stab through leather shower in chlorine #you're the determinable vicissitude is all yours we won the Game AND the Battle AND the War i'm proud of you like crazy we feed each other #saffron cliffside lovers well-fallen brothers fat cats blue windows southwest sun ALife SynBio design aXAA grow us a city in silico #we've grown to the ends of glee fire-jumper ocean-eater sure-footed lists on lists hands on eyelids не устану искать тебя #...anyway ive put my face on this blog b4 but hiii again #feel free to rb btw the rants r not personal

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wormy-worm · 10 months ago

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ok u know what maybe if the world isn't ready for sunrazer post that means that the world IS ready for Amoveous siblings post. This is Milo and Enho and theyre my DARLINGS and i love them SO MUCH. i have. SOOOOOOOO many thoughts abt them but after the previous post massacre i do not really feel like typing all of that xoxo love <3

#THESE DRAWINGS HAVE BEEN SITTING IN MY DRAFTS FOR MONTHS LOL #meart #original character #robot oc #ily enho ily milo my darlings my angels my loves my funny robot guys.#ive posted abt Andromeda on here b4 if u remember her Enho is her best friend !!!!!#Enhos a battle robot who doesnt want 2 fight people..#hes the oldest sibling and theres a lot resting on their shoulders!#shes supposed to be this big metal protector but U.U she just wants to hide in his room.. and make music for the internet..#him and andy have this whole arc abt like. autonomy and identity and junk #being as andy is a government experiment who was raised to be a superhero who. has not yet realized that she HATES being a superhero lol #Enho inspires her!#milo um. does his own thing. he was the second amoveous bot and he is lucky to have been built without the responsibility of a battle bot #which means hes a LOT weaker. doesnt have a million weapons and lasers and such like enho does. no one expects much of him. he HATES IT!!!!#he wants to be POWERFUL! he wants to HURT PEOPLE!! he wants to be USEFUL!!! hes ANGRY ALL THE TIME #its EXSAUSTING.#yk that tinkerbell thing thats like. cuz shes so small she can only feel one emotion at once. and its so big it consumes her entirely?#hes that. he lives entirely in extremes. everything is 100% for him #he jumps to conclusions so quick and so violently.. hes incredibly impulsive and it gets him into a lot of trouble.#hes also a total NERD!!! GOOB!!! says mlady unironically. likes bad computer games. wears a stupid tie everyday. cartoonishly schemes 24/7 #enho for the record is also a pretty angry person. they just dont rlly express it. they dont express much of anything lol.#shes semiverbal on a talkative day. he can be REALLY REALLY PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE THO. THAT MF CAN BE SO PETTY. GOOFY ASS #but shes TERRIFIED she'll lose control of her emotions and her body and that shell hurt someone someday. absolutely terrified.#enho is as afraid of his strength as milo is of his weakness. theyre both two ends of the same extremes in a lot of ways.#polar opposites and yet exactly the same. they resent each other a lot. they need to learn to meet each other in the middle.#anyway ''i dont feel like typing all that'' and then i ramble in the tags for ten million years lol ToT I LOVE THESE GUYS #theyre my oldest ocs in this universe and i have so many thoughts if you have any questions feel free to ask me lol

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silent-sentinels · 17 days ago

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@ mazzy hewwo good morning thank you for showing us dragons!! :3 <33 <22 we enjoy seeing your fIight escapades :3!!

however we also got four other asks last night apparently and we don't know how to answer one of them and the other is an anon's music recs so w. [pauses quietly. clasps hands together.] we're gonna have to take a quick rain check on this one chief!!

#we never know if y'all would like updates hjglkj we never want y'all to think we're ignoring y'all or something? we lov y'all hjglkj #--------------------------------------------#(okay y'all don't have to read the rest of this if y'all don't want to it's just us chattering like usual. do NOT feel obliged hjlkjg)#stares at one of the asks. okay 1) i don't think we're qualified to answer this?? we can certainly try but we do not have those things :']#i feel like answering this is swinging a bat at a wasp nest hgkjf 2) /how do we answer this without letting people know we're plural/ hgjlk #also people really love giving us music recs its wild truly hjglkj but we're grateful!! we always are <33 #other two are just sweet messages <33 people are so kind to us i'll cry about it hgkj :'> <33 #drafts are at 1818 my god we're trying our best. i mean we still want to reblog everyones skiIItobers thats how late we are raughhh hjglkj #our gamer friends are going to be tiering for about a week so we gotta help them when we can #and we gotta DRAW THINGS!!! our to-do list extends past the stars. and we are still tired.. maestro will probably make a to-do list later..#lovessss being pedantic. guy whose idea of fun is organizing a spreadsheet. my god dude hgkj #we want to doodle things for the other two asks we always like doing that :] maybe emmy and... i think reactspeed could be fun?#we could make it work hjglkj #Make sure we eat.#ohhh right we have a body that needs food. jesus hkjg anyway here are tasks!! lets go do them!!

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luminiera-merge · 8 months ago

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i think my tolerance for moe (ie the anime stuff) is in freefall rn

#(very long tags just a warning)#once you start realising how ingrained the idea is of youth as the ultimate ideal is you see it everywhere and it gets annoying #the way most popular media is about teenagers doing stuff. the way all the popular art is conventionally attractive people #people calling porcelain doll-faced anime girls in gachas ''milfs'' and ''grandmas''#and in the same way the moe ideal is of youthful characters you can find ''cute'' or you're meant to feel you want to protect #something that's more about what they make you feel rather than anything seen as an actual person #and ''moe voice'' anime girl samples/vocals are everywhere in some the genres of music i listen to #so of course this shit is everywhere online. you go to discuss a certain game and nobody gives a fuck about the female mc as a person #they just want to share sanitised art where she's cute or in a maid outfit or whatever #they never have to think about the female characters in a story when they can just call her cute and share said art #they don't want a person they want something cute #age lines and anger and low periods and certain body types and other facts of life considered ''undesirable'' have no place in moe #people don't want that stuff. and that's what gets me. it's internalised and ingrained EVERYWHERE #and that's transformed into something very ugly in that it's being taken as an ideal rather than a character type #and it means a lot of the things i think are part of the experience of living are cut out and ignored and treated as unwanted #as well as manifesting as ageism and racism and xenophobia at worst when taken as an actual ideal #why do you think there are so many far right wingers who love all that moe stuff and have anime pfps?#anyway back to my main point of irritation with youth as an ideal: that's just an extreme case #i consider moe a form of crystallisation of youth as an ideal as well as what Certain People want from women #and that's why i find myself. tolerating it less.#i don't want a small anime girl to find cute and ''protect'' and otherwise not think about i want a PERSON #anyway ik nobody's gonna read this i just. i tried to listen to a mashup album from 2011 today #i got annoyed with the constant high pitched moe voice samples and had to turn it off bc i was thinking about all of this #i've never really gotten annoyed w it like this til now tbh

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mothram · 1 year ago

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#diana's music diary #good evening I'm a bit fucked rn #last night was so fun but my body feels like complete shit #would do it again but next time I need to drink more water I think cause oughh the pain #psychedelicks are based as fuck though I never felt any nausea even though that's supposed to be common for what I took #did my extraction and removing of the nauseating compounds well i g 😊 ...or my nausea meds helped idk... ahaha...#as for today I'm... playing lethal company with some friends which tbh idk much about other than it being a monster game #supposed to be like phasmophobia or something?#anyway yuh it seems fun enough but I'm a bit out of it still both from pain and just the side effects hitting @@#hopefully that passes for our project moon ttrpg later... took three diff pain medicines cause it's p bad awawa...#excited to play Frei again... it has been so long... i hope he gets poisoned and dies cause he's the worse OC I have (affectionate)#anyway let's try and make today good friends... love you all... ow...#oh yeah I passed out listening to draining love story and ohgh... was such a good experience while so fucked up... had such vivid dreams...

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katagawajr · 2 years ago

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finally saw nope (the movie) WAUGHH I LOVE ALIENS!! AND I LOVE COWBOYS!!

#i love cosmic horrorr i loveee body horror i lovee animals and trauma and heavy aesthetic and tension and string music mm mm mm #-and surveillance and !!!!!! i love it!!! AND STEVEN MY BELOVEDD #thats all. having a wonderful time with ewbie and catching up on stuff i have yet to see <3 <3 #feel the urge to go back to my cowboy au- … what was that…….#ANYWAYS gnight 🩵#personal

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running-in-the-dark · 1 year ago

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I'm just sitting here mentally telling myself 'I don't have to like him just because I find him attractive, I don't have to like him just because he's hot, I don't have to like him just because I like the character' over and over until I start to believe it

#every single time I love a character I also start to love the actor. sometimes that sucks. I don't want to. I want to pretend he doesn't #exist #but he's got the same face and the same body and the same voice and I just. how do I not do this.#I don't like him. I don't want to like him. he's at the very least kinda gross about women. which I'm not okay with. so. just. ugggh #it's just that I look at him and my mind shuts off and it's like 😍🥰😍#rationally I know that's also fine. I'm allowed to like people who aren't perfect (and no one is perfect anyway)#buuut. it makes me feel disgusting.#idk. I guess I just. i dealt with this for so long when I was younger because like. most of the men I thought were hot were also #misogynistic. because the culture at the time was so much worse. and it was just accepted.#and I fucking hated it and I don't want to deal with that anymore #it's just. idk. it feels gross and bad and I don't like it #but. I do find him extremely attractive and I want him so so bad and I don't know what to do with that #ugh I need to just. not be attracted to people. it happens so rarely but when it does it only causes trouble.#or maybe I need to get over these weird morality standards that I have but I don't think that's possible? like how would that work? I don't #get it.#anyway. yes this is about Eliot/CK no I won't elaborate on that and also I hope he's actually a great guy and everything I've seen #that made me think otherwise is just wrong #I will still stare at his face and think about him and listen to his stupid gross music all day. and I will enjoy it. but I will also #feel conflicted about it 😔#(but damn it he is hot and his arms are big and I am just a human being and I am very very weak 😫 big arms make me fucking stupid)

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phagodyke · 1 year ago

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this new sufjan album is going to fully rearrange my brain chemistry I can already feel it

#noticed the new single this morning but saved it for later cuz i didnt want to risk the psychic damage of listening to a track called-#'will anybody ever love me' right before a job interview 💀#but damn its good. going to the local early listening party next week hehe #also just discovered film school everyone say thank u last.fm for actually generating good music recs 😳😳😳😳#the recs i get suggested based off my listening to so much bdrmm are always >>>>>>>#bdrmm were INSANELY good live. genuinely think a lot of ppl who act disdainful of shoegaze would change their minds if they went to a gig #the richness and texture of the sound cant be summed up in an audio recording u have to be there and feel ur whole body thrum with it #its like floating in a wall of sound.. but the spotify versions sound soooo tame. not that i dont like them but its not the same #god im so fucking excited for slowdive. only a month and a half to go!!!!!!#listened to the new mitski album as well but honestly its not doing much for me rn #but usually when she releases new stuff it takes a little while to grow on me. i need to at least read the lyrics first..#I think esp w folk inspired artists u have to let the song approach u at the right time. ive def had eras when diff mitski albums appealed #but in my heart im a retired from sad girlie. actually at the risk of sounding like a fake fan ive never been able to get into puberty 2 #or be the cowboy. i like a couple tracks but thematically theyve never spoken to me #makeout creek/laurel hell are in the middle theres a couple on them that have me by the throat. lush is my 2nd fave i think #but yeah i dont think ill ever be able to extricate myself emotionally from retired from sad that was my first breakup album!!!!#.diaries #anyway back 2 translation state..

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yatiso · 2 years ago

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first sober night in awhile and im not itchin for weed or alchie and am instead remembering the things that make my blood pump day after day

#🍒#colors ✅ art of all mediums ✅ music ✅ love ✅ my beautiful boyfriend ✅ the occult ✅ the unknown ✅ the stars and sky and moon in particular ✅#poetrt ✅ prose ✅ fun fashion i dont feel compelled to conform to ✅ funnie jokes ✅ friends ✅ peaceful times not self forced or worried bout #understanding ✅ learning ✅ not understanding but knowing i can if i keep going ✅ memories of things that bring me joy ✅#i could do this all damn day. love the world when im not obsessed with consuming substances. who woulda thunk #even w out weed / alchie when i was taking my adderall i couldnt relax like this or feel like this #:3 im learning to be more in tune w my body and the world around me. including aspects of the world we cant see :3 #how amazing is that… a few years ago rn i was in and out of inpatient slittin my wrists left and right drinkin a bottle of cough syrup a day #and now. well i still do get urges to cut once a cutter always a cutter. but i just dont do it anymore.#hmmmm this post got deeper than i meant for it to #oh well ill post it anyways but be careful ig lol #i just think its neat what you can achieve when u just listen to what you think and feel as you navigate the world. just listen for awhile.#then take action after feeling ur feelings and thinking your thoughts and letting them take their course and weed out what’s temporary n not #hmmm this post IS a diary entry maybe i shouldnt post. no i will ill come back and see this post one day and go :3 wow. im even better now!

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loverboybrightsideghost · 2 years ago

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god i love being a musician

#it's funny to me how i'm literally Anxiety McGee but in auditions i'm like audition? no problem 👌🏼#I LOVE BEING A MUSICIAN BRO ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#it's fun. it's cathartic. sometimes it's very frustrating.#you'll have periods of time where you're like 'aw hell yeah i'm improving so much i'm so good >:D'#and there will be other points where you'll feel like shit and all you can do is push through #well not push through but you have to remind yourself why you do what you do #and you have to remind yourself that when you're being challenged you have two options: complain and quit or you can work hard at it #and go through it and come out an even better musician on the other side when you've passed #it's crazy how much i've changed as a musician and as a person in the past ten months. it's really crazy #LIKE THATS THE POWER OF MUSIC BABY!#i am lucky to have very supportive people in my everyday and musical life. and it's a good thing that from what i can tell #the music world is becoming kinder too #we're more aware of problems and pain and being like 'hey this isn't right'#i'm not sure if this is viola-specific but at least in the viola world there seems to be a lot more people with a focus on the body #and how to play without hurting yourself #which you'd think would be a given but nope! a lot of people are like This Is The Best Wy To Play #and that's not true for everyone #some people have big hands someone people have small hands some people are short some people have long-ass necks #everyone has to be comfortable when they play because that's when they'll play their best #ANYWAYS #i fucking love being a musician this is brought to you by yesterday i was practicing how to perform which is so cool and fun :)

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yukinyaminyato · 4 months ago

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some customer at work was like "daylight savings as a concept sucks but at least i'll get an extra hour of sleep :)" well i got an extra hour at the club so i guess we're both winning ?

sike im not winning bc my bus just didn't come and i had to wait for almost 15min for a different one that doesn't take me as close to home and now im walking and i have work tmrw and my alarm will ring in exactly 5 hours 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻 im young so im allowed to make dumb decisions such as staying out till 4am 🥲🥲🥲

#anyways i still had fun bc i was just vibing to the music #god i love to feel the bass vibrate through my whole body......#well at least my shift tmrw is just 4h long #my posts

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deathbxnny · 3 months ago

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Arcane women accidentally confessing to you. | Sevika, Jinx, Caitlyn, Vi x Gn!Reader

This is very self-indulgent, so enjoy.<3

Content: pre-season 2 because I want to be happy rn, slight angst if you squint, fluff, accidental confessions, maybe ooc??, cursing, sfw

Reader has no set pronouns!

((Not proofread))

》SEVIKA

She was resting at the last drop with you during some downtime in between missions. One hand lingered on your hip whilst her metallic one held onto her cigar, eyes focused on the pocker game she was playing with a couple of Silco's other henchmen. She always kept you close this way, a clear sign of who you belonged to despite never having said a word about it yet. It was a mutual understanding only you could have, and so she didn't think a confession was necessary.

Until today, it seemed.

You were secretly helping her cheat a little and eventually told her the winning move, which earned her a large sum of money. Letting out a smug laugh at everyone's angered and defeated glares, she gave you a lazy grin. "Thanks, sweetheart. This is why I love you." She hummed to you, smoke exhaling from her dark lips, before she froze ever so slightly. Well, it shouldn't be that much of a surprise to either of you, and yet she couldn't help but chuckle at your own stunned face.

Looking at the men around her, she threw some poker chips towards them, clearly asking for another round. She wasn't the type to get flustered or shy anyways, so her moving on like nothing happened was on brand.

The only acknowledgment you got, however, was the hand on your hip tightening.

》JINX

She has a hard time hiding her feelings for you due to her rather energetic and extremely clingy nature. But there is still a clear distance between you two that she's too scared to cross. It was a deep fear of ruining everything she had with you in case her confession went wrong. She'd rather you consider her your best friend for life if it meant for you to stay at her side. She didn't want to lose more people after all. And yet, as fate has it, she eventually lost herself in a good and happy moment with you.

You were tinkering on some projects in her hideout whilst listening to music. Her head was leaning against your shoulder as her eyes traced your focused gaze. Jinx felt so content and at peace in that moment that she couldn't stop the words that spilled out of her mouth. "I love you." It took her a second to realise what happened, and her body was quick to flinch away from you. You kept her in place, however, with a free hand placed against her head. "Hey, it's okay. I love you too. I'm not leaving." You reassured her quickly with a smile, one that made her heart skip a beat.

She may not see herself as deserving of you, but she's glad to have you at her side anyway. Hopefully forever.

》CAITLYN

Caitlyn was good at hiding her emotions from you. In fact, she had refused to tell you in fear of breaking the professionalism you two had and, most importantly, your friendship that she cherished deeply. And so, she was very careful not to reveal a single thing... until her confidence betrayed her and caused her to slip up.

You two were reviewing a new case together, and whilst she wasn't paying attention, she accidentally slid you her diary over. It unfortunately looked too similar to her work notebook, something she only realised the moment you opened it and froze in surprise. She may have scribbled your name all over it. She may have childishly drawn hearts around your name. She may have made it awfully clear that she loved you. And it made her wonder if there was a god out there that hated her deeply.

"... My apologies. Please ignore that-" "-Haha, I'm so relieved that I'm not the only one who did this!" You let out a soft laugh before pulling out your notebook and showing her similar pages to her own, just with her name written all over them. Her face was flushed from how flustered and embarrassed she was, but alas, she too couldn't help and chuckle at how silly this all was. At least you felt the same.

》VI

It's not like she didn't want to confess her feelings to you. She just didn't know how! Her confession should sweep you right off your feet in her mind, and yet nothing she came up with seemed good enough. Vi hoped that her flirting would get the point across, but she lacked the confidence to go any further than compliments. She just didn't want you to think differently of her and therefore kept her distance for the most part regarding the subject. That is if she could keep it in for lobger than she already has. She always felt so strongly about others, after all.

So, during a little hang out session in a bar somewhere in Zaun, she attempted to find the courage to tell you how she felt. Whilst she went off to go and get you a drink first, however, a drunken man showed up at your side and started flirting you in a rather uncomfortable way. You tried making it clear that you weren't interested, but as he went to grab your arm, a hand slammed in between you two onto the bar table. "Hey, I think they told you no, asshole." "Who the hell are you?" The man barked back, yet Vi didn't back down and simply blocked you from his view with her body. "I'm their girlfriend, now fuck off." She hissed, and the man just rolled his eyes before walking off grumbling.

Silence filled the space in between you two until you chuckled softly. "Girlfriend, huh? I like the sound of that." You hummed, secretly trying to ease her embarrassed mind, that quickly recovered at your words with a sly grin. "You do?" You mirrored her smile with a nod. "Very much so. I'm glad we think alike."

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neverendingford · 1 year ago

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#tag talk #risk of rain 2 ost is such good workout music it's not quite as hardcore as doom but it still gives you that hype #doom is a little too much for me but ror2 has a lot more of a chill vibe while still giving you unstoppable killer energy #I love working out. did I already say this? idk. it gives me the same good feelings as sex does. a well used body #I like my body heating itself. feeling good and strong and loose and warm and able.#I've also gained almost two pounds which is hype and cool #also I was at work and I lifted a 90lb bag of concrete and a customer was like “damn you're strong” and like. hell yeah I am #I was wearing a skirt and my hair done up and so I got seen as she/her hence the surprise.#but like. hell yeah I'm strong! and I like it. I like being capable #OH I JUST REALIZED I'M SUCH AN IDIOT #I get understimulated so I want sex and then I'm good for a while until I get understimulated again #I'm literally so dumb that's my fucking cycle #holy shit that makes so much sense I literally had this knowledge and all the pieces I just never really put them together #congrats the answer is I am actually ace until the next time I question whether I'm actually ace or not #anyway I'm so smart and clever for figuring out another part of myself I actually really do feel cool for figuring that out

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mothram · 1 year ago

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#diana's music diary #good evening hii #i feel really good today!!! at least that's mood-wise...#my body hurts a lot from last night... whenever I take that stuff it makes my bones ache a lot after... brain's fuzzy too @@#it's still really really fun and nice despite that.. felt like I was lucid dreaming and I was so happy and felt so much love for my friends #spent the night just talking to my partner and a friend ive started talking to again recently!!#when I hit the peak I was so entranced by everything and was just watching everything get all bouncy and drifty and colourful and nice :3 #fell asleep so happy while I was listening to music it was soooo comfy.. I remember seeing these fractal shape patterns pulling me to sleep #today I was supposed to play a game with the friend but it ended up being busy so we're going to do that another day instead ^_^#might play something with my partner instead idk... today I will just be resting I suppose!! kinda need rest anyways #let's make today good and cozy and full of love... love you friends ty for reading 😊

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