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[that-foul-legacy-lover]

hehe,,, i got Kaeya's skin he is so pretty hehehehee,,,

[jssysimp]

hypochondria (gn!reader & wilbur soot & tommyinnit)

thank you for the request! i hope you enjoy this and I'm so sorry if it isn't medically accurate :( <33

1rst?? 2nd?? person pov for majority of the oneshot (idk, but i do know i am not used to write in this type of pov- 🚶‍♀️💀)

I'm sorry if this isn't what you hoped for when you requested this :(

tw: mention of covid-19, mention of death, panic attack, self-harm from panic (self inflicted scratches on the arms)

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You stare at the TV, a whole other program had just started, but your thoughts lingered on the news, the anchors had been talking about the symptoms with a doctor, vaccines and the unfortunately rising number of deaths being mentioned.

You were curled into yourself, chin resting on your arms as you held your knees close to your chest. You could feel the familiar sting on your eyes, your breath hitching and slowly gaining a faster pace, as you thought back to the symptoms.

You tried to do the breathing exercises Wilbur had taught you but, it was useless. With shaky hands, you try to reach for the TV remote but freeze.

How many people had touched that remote just today?

What if one of your family members had Covid?

What if the 'flu' you had came down with was more than a flu?

You get up from the couch almost falling from the shakiness from your limbs, your knees moments away from giving up on themselves. You rush to grab masks, hand sanitizer and several cleaning supplies, including recently bought surgery gloves.

You put on a mask and the gloves before starting to clean your room from head to toe, changing the sheets, taking extra time cleaning you computer set-up and your room's doorknob from both sides.

When you're done, you clean the spray bottles with hand sanitizer putting everything in its place before rushing back to your room throwing the gloves and mask out.

You then proceed to take a shower, changing into new clothes putting on a new mask and gloves. You sit down in front of your computer opening Discord responding to any new messages you had yet to answer.

You're about to open Genshin Impact to try and relax a little by killing slimes with Kaeya when the familiar sound of a Discord notification takes your attention away from it. You look at it, Wilbur @ing you asking for you to join VC 2 to talk with him and Tommy.

"Hey guys!" You exclaim turning on your camera

"Are you wearing a mask Y/N?" Wilbur asks with an amused, yet fond tone

"Oh, yeah, I'm feeling sick and I don't want to risk it." You answer

Your finger unconsciously twitching at the brief anxiety of the question. You hadn't told them anything about your medical condition, it hadn't been a necessity so far, at least, not that you thought it was...

"Still, isn't wearing a mask a little too much?" Tommy asks with a confused frown "I doubt that it's covid anyways. And even if it was, you probably wouldn't die!" He says with a jokingly tone

You freeze at the 'probably', your hands starting to shake as your chest tightened and tears filled your eyes, your breathing becoming ridged. You hear someone calling for you, but it's too muffled to your ears for you to be able to distinguish who it was.

You hold onto your chest, coughing every now and then and the only other sound you made were barely audible sobs as you thought of how you could die and would if you caught covid.

"Y/N?" Wilbur calls with a soft tone

"I'm sorry Y/N, I didn't mean to offend you or hurt you with what I said."

"It's okay Toms, you can apologize about it later, okay? But it's not your fault, not exactly at least. Whatever is happening must be from something they didn't tell us yet."

"Okay..."

"Y/N, you need to breath, okay? Look at me, please..." You looked up at the screen

Tommy's eyes were filled with guilt and worry to the point where tears filled his eyes, Wilbur not looking that different, the only difference being the emotion in his eyes, concern covering his expression.

"Remember those exercises I taught you? Let's try those, you too Toms." Wilbur's voice cracks at the end

You focus on his words, trying to get oxygen into your lungs as he told you two instructions on what to do. Little by little, your breathing slowly came back to normal, cheeks shining from the light reflecting on the track of dry tears.

You continue taking a few deep breathes, the call falling silence as you tiredly leaned backwards onto the chair. You stay like that for a few more moments before Wilbur breaks the silence.

"I know you're probably tired and probably not in the mood to talk but, can you at least tell us what triggered the panic attack?"

"I have hypochondriasis. It's a medical condition, an illness anxiety disorder, either called hypochondriasis or health anxiety. It's basically worrying excessively that you are or may become seriously ill." You explain "Hypochondriacs experience extreme anxiety from the bodily responses that most people take for granted. For example, I may be convinced that something as simple as a sneeze is the sign that I have a horrible disease."

Wilbur nods still trying to process the information, Tommy frowning in concentration as he tries to remember what exactly could have triggered it.

"Was it me saying that you probably wouldn't die that caused it?" You nod as your hand twitches just by the mention of the words "I'm so sorry Y/N, I'll try to be more careful next time."

"It's okay Toms, if anything it's my fault I didn't say anything before. I'm sorry for causing you guys to worry so much."

"Don't worry! Although it wasn't an exactly great experience, it's fine."

"Why haven't you ever told us anything?"

"To be honest, I was scared of your reactions. Majority of the people call me an attention whore and say I'm just acting. I'm not saying you would say something like that, but, the years of experience make you hesitant to tell people, even if they are super considerate."

"It's okay, I understand. It's just unfortunate that we can't hug you right now, you know, distance and everything."

"That's what you're worrying about?"

"Obviously! You have told us what happened and there's nothing to discuss, to be honest. Sure, a warning about your condition would have been great but, you had reasons to not mention it."

"Plus, I bet you're tired. We aren't about to bomber you with questions, especially after that attack."

"Oh... Thank you."

"You're welcome. What were you doing before joining the call?" You give them a little smile at the change of subject before mentioning the fact that you were about to play Genshin

And that's how you spend the rest of the afternoon, the thoughts of earlier long gone as you relax because of the two British man talking with you.

[cnderyne]

Your Happy Ending.

Summary: You have your happy ending with Diluc. He was there to mend what Kaeya destroyed. It isnt the ending Kaeya wants.

Part 2 of He Was Supposed To Be Yours.

Part 3: You Were Supposed To Be His

Genre: fluff and a bit of angst.

Pairing: Diluc x Reader (fluff) Kaeya x Reader (angst and very little of the pair)

Warnings: like one swear word and it is kinda long

Word Count: 1,325

A/N: Thank you @reveltica for requesting a part 2 and thank you @imnikki for the idea :D. I... may have went a bit to overboard on the relationship with Diluc so no jealous Kaeya is in this but I promise I will do a part 3 of this v soon. I also changed the title of part 1 to 2nd person bc it really didnt fit. Anyways, thank you for reading <33

You never actually had such a malicious intention to break Kaeya using his brother and you still don't. Even through all the torment and emotionally abusive things Kaeya has done to you, using an innocent person is unfathomable to you. Diluc managed to hurt Kaeya because he wanted to court you. I'll give an overview of how you got to the point of a relationship. 

After you saw what Kaeya did, you avoided him. There was no dramatic fight nor was there any confrontation about what you witnessed. He just… stopped being in your life. Of course you needed to let him know you guys were over so you opted to just send him a letter that you wrote while drinking at Angel's Share. 

Dear Kaeya,

I knew you never wanted me so I will let you go. I hope you are happier with Traveler. 

Y/N xx

Those kisses were meaningless and you hoped he would see the humour in that last sentence. Tears still welled up as you wrote that. Emotions were hard to get rid off after all. Diluc saw this. Everytime you entered the Tavern, his eyes lingered on your graceful figure but always lowered his gaze whenever you would run into Kaeya's arms. Diluc was conflicted at the time. How dare he hold feelings for you while his brother held you. That feeling never left after seeing you hiding from Kaeya whenever you were both in the bar. I mean, you were his brother's ex. Oh but how he wanted to indulge in a relationship with you. 

That all changed one week. Kaeya was out on a mission for a week so you allowed yourself to meander around Mondstadt with finally a genuine smile on your glowing face. The townspeople, who knew of the situation, were affected by your change in mood and soon, the whole town of Mondstadt shared a similar feeling. 

A night alone at your house felt lovely but now you could roam around, so you decided to go to the tavern to waste all your money on alcohol. You seated yourself at the bar so you could get your drinks quicker. This was something you never did and Diluc realised that. He was aware of his brother's absence and was rather grateful because he got to see the gorgeous smile you rarely showed after the break up. It really suited your face and he couldn't help but fall for you again. This time there weren't any problems with his feelings. 

"Hi Diluc! May I have a glass of dandelion wine?" Your energetic voice filled his ears, soothing him like a melody Venti would play. You noticed his… dazed look so you called out to him. His eyes widened a bit and began to process your request.

"Sorry. Let me get that for you." When he turned to prepare your drink, a dust of pink covered his cheeks. Diluc gave you the drink, with a bit of fumbling. You took a sip of the wine and the refreshing taste cleansed your palate. The drink dwindled and but there was still a craving for more. After a lot few glasses, your speech started to slightly slur and you that familiar lightheaded feeling comes that happenes everytime you drink. However, there is warmth surrounding you instead of that empty and icy feeling that always hurts.

"Aaah Diluc, your drinks are always the best. You're just what I need," you looked up at him and was met with an averted gaze on flustered face. You continued to praise him, "Diluc, I am being serious. I really like being around you. It makes me feel so warm and comforting. Are you my panacea or something?"

"I-I think you've drunk a bit too much." Diluc slipped the glass out of your grasp and placed it behind him, while you were frowning and holding his arm to get it back.

"Please let me have one more drink," You begged and gave his arm a little squeeze. This resulted in you stating, "Oh my! How big are your muscles? Sheesh, you're so strong!" An innocently intended question made Diluc jolt his arm back and the colour of his faced matched his hair. Startled by his sudden movements you immediately apologised. You may have been drunk but you still knew when you messed up.

"It's not your fault. I was just... surprised what you said and if you keep drinking, you won't be able to walk back home."

"Then you can walk me home. If that is okay with you that is." He informed you that it will be really late by the time he can walk you home. You responded with, "It's okay. I can wait for you."

And so, you and Diluc got closer than ever. The conversations shared that night flowed with ease.

The walk home was filled with laughter and subtle glances. The night air felt uncomfortable on your skin as goosebumps were raised to keep your body warm despite Diluc feeling like a portable heater next to you. Diluc saw your hands rubbing your bare arms in attempt to gain heat so he plopped his large coat onto you. The smell of alcohol and sweat invaded your senses but it wasn't as bad of a smell as you would think. You nestled into the oversized coat and wished you could stay in it forever.

"My apologies that it doesn't smell good."

"Don't worry about it. It smells homely and your coat is really comfy." He let out a light chuckle and you continued the conversation.

You told him the story of how you once got your ass handed to you by a whopper flower. An embarrassing yet humorous tale. The dim street lights eluminated Diluc's face to bless your eyes with his tender smile, obviously smiling at your ridiculous telling of the story. In return, he told you “one of many” stories he has about things that happened while he was working at the Tavern. As that story came to a close, you were at the doorstep of you house.

"Thank you for walking me home! I had a lovely time with you today. Here is your coat back." Taking it off, your body was exposed to the chilling air, which made you shiver slightly. It was a shame you had to take it off. It was really fun to wear.

"I hope it was able to keep you warm," Diluc took it into his hands and put the coat back on him. "If it is okay with you, can I take you on a date?"

"Only if you give me a hug." You attempted to be playful only resulted in you wanting to die of embarrassment more than when you told that story. However, Diluc immediately embraced you. He didn't want to miss the opportunity to hug you and get a date with you. The hug was unlike any other. You relaxed into his hug absorbing the heat he emitted. His hand was carefully placed your waist and the back of your head. He curled up around you and held you close, as if you were about to leave him for good. You decided that the hug would definitely happen again.

His embrace weakened but was still unwilling to let go. Soon after, he withdrew himself from the hug. "I'll pick you up at 6." With that, he walked away.

Despite how reserved he is, Diluc was very good company that night. He was also very good company for the following days that soon turned into weeks.

You hopelessly and utterly fell for the red head that brought you the company you craved. Unlike how you begged Kaeya for attention, with Diluc, it felt healthy. It felt right. You got your happy ending with Diluc and you are happier than ever with him.

However, Kaeya found out that you and Diluc. Needless to say, he wanted his "doll" back.

[ohmykazuha]

falling asleep with them

order: HOJICHA (ほうじ茶)

warnings: fluff

contents: thoma + xiao + diluc + falling asleep with them x gn!reader

a/n: please like/rb/follow if you liked this! we're trying to reach 600 followers now >u<

THOMA.

- it's always cuddles after dinner!

- sleepy cuddles. that's literally it.

- thoma likes to lie with his head on your lap, but sometimes you lie on his lap!!!

- MUSIC IN THE BACKGROUNDDDD. soft jazz while you cuddle! quiet asmr as you two chill on the sofa!

- he's so sleepy... laying his head on your lap, and you can hear soft snoring hehe

- thoma loves cuddling before bed... sometimes he's the big spoon, sometimes he's the little spoon! it really depends on his mood

- he also likes to read a book aloud

- stories w thoma? sign me the heck up

- and of course.. your hands are intertwined as you fall asleep.

- 10/10 sleeper. he doesn't kick you. hums to get you to sleep. <3

XIAO.

- ahhh xiao <33

- i feel like you and xiao would fall asleep together after a day of commissions and running around helping liyue

- and ofc, that definitely makes the two of you tired!!! so you'll lay down on the grass/head back to wangshu inn

- i'm going to choose wangshu inn bc it's safer LOL

- anyways, the both of you head back! greet verr goldet, see the dog, yadda yadda

- hehe back on the bed!!! you bandage each other up and you just. kind of fall back on the bed.

- i hc xiao to be able to fall 'asleep' (perhaps a trance-like mode) literally anywhere KGDFJHFGHDKJS

- oh yeah you two bandage each other up hehe

- i feel like he would big spoon you for the night, after you guys go out for a day of fighting or something. he knows you probably need the cuddles

- but yes then you fall asleep with your head in his lap

- he likes to run his fingers through your hair

- 10/10 cuddler :D would cuddle w him anytime

DILUC.

- falling asleep with diluc at night bc we all know that admin affairs for the winery can be taxing as heck

- and you're sleepy. and he gives good hugs. i see that as an absolute win

- he's a quiet snuggler tbh

- "don't let kaeya know!"

- diluc likes you laying on his lap, while he reads a book or does knitting or something i feel like he would be the guy to knit in his free time

- knitter

- he lays the blanket he knitted for you over you and he kind of tucks you in??? ig??? im such a sucker for this agfjgfjdk

- n e ways.

- diluc loves to hold you until you fall asleep

- be it in his lap, or putting your head on his shoulder, or holding your hand, diluc loves holding you

- :") where's my s/o :(

- also!!! one last thing! diluc is a 10/10 person to fall asleep with. would pepper your face with kisses

a/n: ehe hope yall liked this. :D like/rb if you liked it!!!

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taglist: @bookuya, @mikachuchu, @dilucbar, @starglitterz, @cherubbic, @noirkkat, @the-gayest-sky-kid, @ajaxeology @eternism, @icecappa, @almondto-fu, @gnyuvile, @yeetmeoffjueyunkarst (sorry if i tagged you twice!)

[sucrosia]

— FOREVER, UNTIL THE END

he loves you, you love him (general headcanons)

crepus

let's start off with, drumroll please, love language! first of all, crepus has money. he has a lot, so i feel like that he'd enjoy spoiling you rotten with gifts. whether they be small, large, or nonetheless just a gift - it'll always be meaningful and usually somewhat expensive. hey, only the best for you, right? i feel that quality time is also a big one for him. he lo-oves spending time with you, whether it just be you keeping him company as he cleans up the tavern or just watching a movie together. either way, he loves it.

date nights are always fun with this man. he'll never take you to the same place in a row. crepus is willing to always put you first in dates and just in general. sometimes, date nights are helping him take care of diluc. it's fun i promise, maybe, perhaps, it may dissolve into chaos but you two enjoy it.

to crepus, dates are just spending special time with the love of your life and he's already found it. so long as you two have fun and enjoy the date, crepus will be more than happy to take you on more dates.

cuddles? you know it. being the small spoon or big spoon really depends on crepus' mood (like father like son). most ot the time, crepus is the big spoon. he loves holding you, and feeling like he could protect you from all dangers. shhh don't tell him i told you this but crepus is really insecure about the fact that he may not be able to protect you and eventually lose you so being the bigger spoon gives him a slight ego booster and tons of relief. sometimes though, crepus just wants to desperately be held by you. something about your touch makes this man go crazy. it's like a drug, he will never be able to get enough. let this man smother his face in your chest while you hold his head pls

what would crepus love about you? well, in short, everything. he loves running his hands through your soft hair, the color of your eyes and the way he can stare into them for forever, your huggable and absolutely stunning body, he loves the way your hand fits perfectly into his, the way your face is so cuppsble, the way your cheeks get red and hot whenever he compliments you, and so on and so on. you must get the hint by now: he quite literally adores you. if you were to ask him specifically, he'd say your lips. he loves kissing them. insecure? dude, just hit my man up and you'll get an ego boost immediately.

would you guys have more than just one kid? slim chance but he wouldn't be opposed. i feel like he'd love love love the image of having a family with you, i just don't think (considering how old he is), that he can really handle more than one kid. plus he's off busying himself with work, barely having the time. yeah he has maids but he wants to watch your guys' kids grow up, not just be an absentee father (like mine /hj). so, it was a blessing and a curse when kaeya arrived at your guys' doorstep.

crepus would be slow with the relationship, not wanting to immediately rush you into something you may not be prepared for. and honestly, he also has to prepare himself, not in a bad way though. to think that he'd spend the rest of his life with you, a beautiful, stunning, smart person, is enough to give him butterflies.

after notes... CREPUS MY BELOWVD <3 anyway, if you've seen me on my main lingering with cal, talking about dilf!crepus shhhh... speaking of cal, @cxlrose helped me (and got some spoilers too..) with this somewhat <33

taglist... @darlingxannie

[xiaophobic]

my heart is yours! ˖˚ ͙✩ .*ﾟ*｡

— hello, everyone! if you don’t know me, i’m atlas <3 i have officially hit 1,000 followers, and because of such a milestone i’ve decided to organize an event! this is a fluff only event, hence the name, and a pretty simple one at that. how it works + how to request will all be explained under the cut !!

— before we start, here are my masterlists if you’re not following and want to know how i write <3

HOW DOES THIS EVENT WORK?

— it’s a prompt event! i’ve organized the prompts myself (of course including the classics) and they’re individually listed under their respective categories!!!

— for this event, i will write for every character present within my current masterlists, as well as any characters who aren’t included on the list of those i do not write for (please refer to “rules” to view said list !!)

— this event does not include the children (klee, qiqi, diona, sayu) as this is based purely on romantic relationships !!

HOW DO I REQUEST?

— since i wanna be cool and have like a specific way of requesting like other people do for their events, i’ve created that as well :D

— as you’ll see, all the genshin men are listed under “heartthrobs” and the women and listed under “sweethearts”, the different prompts are also listed under their respective categories that…don’t have unique names,,

— you’re limited to one intimacy prompt and one dialogue prompt per request! poly relationships are 100% always welcomed just as they were in my last event, though i do ask that it’s limited to two characters per req (ex: kaeya + childe + reader). outside of poly relationships, please only one character per request !!

REQUEST EXAMPLE: heartthrob (diluc) + intimacy (#2) + dialogue (#2) + any additional details

— of course depending on who/what you’re requesting this will vary!! please send in any asks containing any questions you may have, i’ll be elated to answer all of them <33

HEARTTHROBS & SWEETHEARTS !!

INTIMACY PROMPTS :

holding pinkies

cheek kisses

prolonged eye contact

tracing shapes on their skin

clumsy kisses

hiding their face in your neck

hugs from behind

feeling their pulse

brushing something off their face

tending to an injury

laying their head on your shoulder

playful glares

top of the head kisses

cupping their cheeks

pulling them into bed with you

bribing them with a kiss

comfort hugs

speaking against their lips

searching for them while you sleep

laying in their lap

DIALOGUE PROMPTS :

“i’m in love with you”

“you’re easy to fluster”

“do you remember our first kiss?”

“you’re clearly blushing”

“people are staring” “good, let them”

“you still give me butterflies”

“please, stay”

“i can’t stop thinking about you”

“what’s your type?” “you. wait, i mean—”

“don’t look at me like that”

“kiss me like you mean it this time”

“you’re so cute when you do that”

“how do you know you love someone?”

“i want you to rest”

“i missed you”

“your hands are so warm”

“were you jealous?”

“are we dating?” “…i thought we were”

“i don’t want to lose you”

“forever?” “and always”

— all works published under these conditions will be located under the tag “[ 1K EVENT ] — my heart is yours !” as well as the event masterlist that is tba!!

— requests will close SEPTEMBER 9TH, meaning they’ll be open for about a week and a half !!! after this date, any requests sent to my inbox will unfortunately be deleted.

wahh hello everyone!! been a while since i’ve done this huh 😱 i hope you’re all doing wonderful, ily!!!!!

(if this flops you will never hear from me again /j)

anyway, i hope you have as much fun requesting as i will writing!! i was given a lot of inspiration during my last event, so i hope the same for this one as well!!

with love, xiaophobic <3