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pairing: felix x fem!reader (afab) // chan x fem!reader (afab)

genre: nonidol/collegegrad!felix. waitress!reader. college au. hurt/comfort. angst. fluff. smut - MDNI, 18+ only. reader pov. friends to enemies to lovers au. slowburn romance. lots of pining. cheating. abusive boyfriend/ex. drama galore. the sexual tension is REAL in this one.

content & warnings: explicit & strong language. very thematic elements. felix is reader's estranged childhood bestie. chan is low-key an asshole in this ngl. heavy topics are mentioned such as: abusive/toxic relationships, cheating, and pathological lying. drinking/partying. the summer vibes are real in this one. there will be humor/fluff throughout to balance everything. and ofc smut too because who am i if not a whore for filthy felix smut. 😉

word count: 4.1k

summary: ever since you were born, all you've ever known is living a simple life in the small australian coastal town of bridgeport bay. you're content with working at your parent's beachside restaurant angel waves for the rest of your life, and you're happy with your place in the world - you have good friends and an even better boyfriend. that is, until everything comes to a standstill when a familiar face from the past visits town for the summer. and in the wake of his return, lee felix upturns everything you thought you were content with here in your comforting little beach town.

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Every day leading up to the party at Jeongin’s, you met Felix outside early in the morning. At first, it just started as you waking up before the sun rose to catch a glimpse of him wading into the ocean waters. 

 But then, things steadily turned into you sitting outside on your parent’s porch, just like you had on his second day back at Bridgeport Bay. And each time he acknowledged your presence there in the wicker chair, he’d come over after his swim, trickling with cerulean teardrops from the sea and smelling of warm salt and sand. 

 The two of you got to talking, as the mornings passed. And the later in the week it grew, the more you realized how much Felix hadn’t changed. He was still the taekwondo prodigy from elementary school, who had risen to fame amongst his university classmates in South Korea. He was still the goofy kid from your childhood, the middle schooler who had grown up to play weird pranks on his friends in university. He was still the kid from high school who hated tomatoes, and always asked for them on the side when his university’s canteen had ‘burger night.’

 He was everything you had known him for, but so much more too. 

 He was a grown adult, who had foraged a life of his own in a country thousands of miles away from Bridgeport Bay. He was a fully-fledged man - who had a degree in Performing Dance Arts and hoped to become a dance instructor after his summer break. 

 Not to mention, he looked very different from how you used to know him.

 Every day that passed, with him standing there in front of you, drenched in seawater, you were reminded of this fact. 

 From the chiseled abs and sculpted arms and sharp, pointed jaw. 

 When the sight of that side of him became too much, you usually called it quits - claiming that you had to get ready for the day. In reality, you just had to make a hasty escape. 

 So that you could sink to the floor in your bedroom after you had said your goodbyes. 

 So that you could listen to the raging clang of your heartbeat against your ribcage in the quietness of your room. 

 So that your mind could play that version of him over and over again in the forefront of your mind. 

 And then before you knew it, it was the day of the party and you and Yeji were driving over to Jeongin’s house in her car. Chris lived close to Jeongin’s place, so he was going to meet you guys there.

 “This party is gonna be so fucking good,” she was saying, just as she pulled up to his place. Already, there were loads of cars lining either side of the residential street. And just as you had remembered it, his quaint house was tucked right next to the beautiful mountainside of Bridgeport Bay that you had always glimpsed from your bedroom window growing up. “Like, I’ve been wanting to go to one for a while now… thanks so much for inviting me, babe.” 

 As you stepped out of her cherry-red Corolla, you flashed her an easy smile. “Yeah, no problem, I thought it’d be fun to have you tag along…” Plus, you had a feeling that you wouldn’t know many of the people at the party besides your immediate friends. And Chris, of course.  

 The two of you began to make your way over to Jeongin’s front door. You noticed the large number of people who were lingering outside, with adults who looked around your age holding bottles of beer, and couples making out while sitting on the front lawn. So basically, the usual that happened at such parties. The bass of the music vibrated through your heels and into your spine as you finally stepped through the threshold of the house. 

 Everything was dark, save for the few lanterns and candles that were lit throughout the place. Party-goers were everywhere, only getting rowdier as the minutes ticked by and the alcohol flowed through bloodlines. There was a makeshift dance floor in the center of the living room, which was almost unrecognizable from how many wriggling bodies were crammed into the small carpeted space. Men and women alike rubbed up on each other, and you quickly averted your eyes as soon as you saw a few begin to move like fucking pole dancers. 

 “I need a drink,” you said, massaging the back of your neck in awkwardness as you and Yeji flooded through the cramped hallway. It had been so long since you had been inside Jeongin’s house, but walking between the dark sage-colored walls brought you back to your teenage years when you used to come over on occasion to hang out with Felix and Jeongin and the rest of their friend group. 

 The kitchen wasn’t bustling with as many people as the rest of the ranch-style house, meaning that you could catch your breath for a few seconds. As you stood there, off to the sidelines, you watched as Yeji fetched you a beer - she was going to be the designated driver for the night, so no alcohol for her. The few guys that stood near the countertop that was overflowing with bags of chips and candy gave her silent looks of interest. 

 Your best friend had always been rather gorgeous, even at the tender age of nine, when you had initially met her. Her long, raven-black hair was silky and seemed to shine under the lights of the kitchen, and she had a perpetual smile plastered onto her face. For the party, she was dressed in a show-stopping black mini-dress that brought out the milky tone of her skin and clashed perfectly with her dark eyes and red-tinted lips. 

 On the other hand, there you were - in a simple pair of light-washed shorts and a pastel blue tank that had a small daisy print on it. Your outfit was nothing fancy, and nothing compared to the glamorous aesthetic of your best friend. But it was comfortable and you liked being comfortable. 

 Just then, you felt warm fingers thread through your own, pulling you back. You peered up to see a smirking Chris. “Hi, there, beautiful… mind if I get your name?” He asked in a low voice that was hard to hear over the blaring EDM music that was pulsing throughout the entire house. 

 Already feeling the smile brighten your entire being, you leaned up into him and gave his lips a sweet kiss. “Hi, babe- did you just get here?” Yeji stepped in front of you then, pushing a red solo cup of beer into your free hand that wasn’t currently threading through your boyfriend’s dark tresses. 

 “Nah, I’ve been here for a while- it's been nice catching up with some old friends.” Chris reached forward, grabbing the cup out of your hands and taking a big swig of the liquor. As he pulled the rim of the cup away from his mouth, he frowned slowly. “Ugh- this tastes like shit. I need to give Jeongin some pointers next time he buys the alcohol.” 

 “Hey Y/N, do you mind if I leave you here? I’m pretty sure I just saw one of my old friends from high school and I-”

 Chris was already waving a nonchalant hand in the air, pulling you a little closer to his side as he said, “Don’t worry about it, Yeji, she’s in good hands.” You drew your gaze away from your boyfriend’s chiseled jaw and offered your friend a delicate nod. 

 “Seriously, don’t worry about me and go out there and have some fun… you deserve it.” Yeji squealed at your approval, wrapping one of her arms around you and giving your side a tight squeeze before she was flitting out of the kitchen altogether. 

 Just then your boyfriend was tugging on your hand, pulling you through the threshold of the kitchen and out into the throng of people again. “C’mon, I want you to see some of the guys from high school.” By ‘guys,’ he meant his best friends from the soccer team that he had played on throughout high school. He still kept in touch with them regularly, but you didn’t hang out with them that much, so it had been quite some time since you had seen their faces. 

 “But I hate big crowds,” you whined at him as he tugged you through the bodies that were smashed together in the dining room. Felix had said that it would be a small party with just some close friends, but obviously, he had only said that to get you to come. You’d need a lot more than just one beer if you were going to get through the night unscathed and still standing. Chris pulled you out to the back patio area, passing the pool that was full of shouting drunks. “And I don’t really-”

 Your voice caught in your throat as your boyfriend finally stopped in front of the fire pit that was tucked away into the corner of the backyard. You had sat around the raging fire and had roasted marshmallows one time before, back when you were a junior in high school and it was winter out. 

 There, sitting around the fire, were a handful of Chris’ former teammates from high school. And also, some of Felix’s groupies. 

 And then, there was… 

 Felix, too. 

 He was sitting in a lawn chair that was pulled up close to the fire. He was tipping his head back as he took a long draw from his glass that looked full of coke. He had never been a big alcohol drinker. Similar to you, he was dressed down - in tight black jeans and a baggy graphic tee. A single thin silver chain hung around his neck, drawing attention to his exposed clavicle. 

 It took him a moment to notice you, but as soon as he did, he was rising from his seat and darting over to your side. “Y/N- hi, happy you could make it!” He exclaimed cheerfully, as he gave you a quick side hug. 

 Almost instantly, Chris was pulling away from your form and finding a seat near his friends, seemingly forgetting about your presence right then and there and instead focusing on his old friends. 

 You gave Chris a glare from the way that he was practically abandoning you around a bunch of near-strangers. But you managed to flash Felix a faint smile, “Yeah, thanks for inviting me. Although, I didn’t think there’d be this many people here…” Your voice trailed off, as your eyes followed the line of people that were spaced around the pool’s edge, jumping into the blue-tinted water or chatting with alcohol in hand. 

 Felix ran a nervous hand through his blonde locks, grimacing quietly, “Jeongin said it was just gonna be a quiet thing. But, obviously, he invited more than just a few people.” Rolling his eyes at that, he motioned with a tilt of his head to the two empty chairs that were nearby. “Wanna roast a couple of marshmallows with me?” 

 “I’d love to.” You said with a grin, as you took a seat beside the fire. Immediately, the warmth enveloped you, calming your racing heart and forcing you to relax in your chair. 

 Your anxiety was just from the large party. 

 You had never been a big fan of immense crowds. 

 Yeah, it was definitely from that. 

Felix kept his gaze on you as he slid two fluffy white marshmallows onto separate roasting sticks. “I thought you were bringing Yeji tonight.” He gave you one of the sticks, and you soon leaned forward and slowly began to roast your marshmallow. 

 “She’s here- just off catching up with some of her old friends from high school,” you began, as you watched the flames lick around the whiteness, biting into the gooey skin and toasting it a beautiful brown colour. “You know how it can be sometimes… time slips past you when you meet friends from the past.” 

 Your eyes flitted over to his form then, and he caught your stare. The air seemed to halt around you, the tension snapping between you as his face darkened somewhat. The starry-night sky did little to brighten the atmosphere, the waning crescent moon shining high above your head and casting a light glow across his freckled cheeks. 

 Like the fucking elephant in the room, you both knew that your words were meant for more than just Yeji and her friends. 

 “Mhm- it can be a lot to deal with when you see old friends again.” He mused in a low voice, one that you knew was only meant for you to hear. His gaze slid away from you then, as he focused all his energy on smushing his browned marshmallow between two pieces of cinnamon graham crackers and a slab of milk chocolate. “Here,” he moved towards you, offering up the s’more with delicate fingers. 

 You snorted incredulously, pushing his hand away from your face, “That’s yours, Felix.” 

 “Well, I want you to have it.” 

 And before you could offer up any more protests, he was shifting against your side, shoving the sweet thing into your open hand. Fingers brushed across fingers, and you were jolted backward from the contact. From the softness of it all. From the feeling of his palm swiping against your knuckles. 

 “Besides, I’ve already had like, five tonight. I don’t need any more marshmallows for a while.” 

 Quietly, you took a tiny bite out of the warm dessert. The sugar burst across your tongue, and you were brought back to your childhood, during the days when you and Felix used to roast marshmallows on your parent’s porch deep into the summer months. 

 The melty center of the marshmallow reminded you of him. 

 The saccharine taste of it all remained you of him. 

 And suddenly, you no longer felt hungry for another s’more. 

 Eyes scanning over the fire pit, you caught sight of Chris. He was sprawled out in his chair, chuckling over something stupid that his friend was telling him with animated gestures. You could tell that the liquor was going straight to his head, making him dizzy and irrational. You always hated when he drank. He turned into a different person whenever he did. 

 Just as you were about to tell Felix that you didn’t want another s’more, a voice rang out from across your side. “Ayo- you made it Y/N… good to see you!” You peered up from your seat to see a beaming Jeongin. He reached out to you, rustling your hair playfully as he drew closer to the bonfire. 

 “It’s a bigger turnout than I thought it would be, that’s for sure.” You said, but you couldn’t help the smile that erupted across your face at the sight of your old acquaintance. It was good to meet up with the people from your childhood. It felt like you were taking a trip down memory lane, one which was endearing and peaceful, and full of happiness. 

 At least, most of the feelings you felt right then were joyful ones. 

 “I bring offerings,” Jeongin announced to the entire ground that sat around the fire pit, holding up the plethora of green beer bottles that he had clasped in either hand. “We’re about to play a lit game of truth or dare!” 

 Seungmin, one of Felix’s friends from high school, grumbled out from across the roaring flames. “Can you please stop using the word lit? It’s really fucking annoying and super outdated.” 

 Jeongin rolled his eyes dramatically, sticking out his tongue in defiance. “Get used to it bro- it’s my new favorite word.” 

 “You guys are so fucking ridiculous…” You heard Felix say under his breath from beside you. Nonetheless, you saw the fondness that crossed his face at the sight of his friends bickering together. Just like old times, it would seem. 

“The rules are, if you can’t tell the truth or do the dare, you have to take a shot,” Jeongin explained, as he picked a few empty solo cups off of the ground and began to fill them up with beer. “We’ll go clockwise, so… Jason, you start.” 

 The first player up was one of Chris’ friends, and he chose one of the girls that you didn’t know to pick truth or dare. She chose a dare and was forced to jump into the nearby pool fully clothed. Everyone around the campfire clapped in delight at how daring she was, and the game steadily continued from them. 

 Halfway through the first round, Yeji appeared from the backyard porch. “What’d I miss?” She asked, as he leaned over your shoulder and peered into the fire. 

 You shrugged, giving her arm a fond squeeze, “Nothing much, we’re just playing a few rounds of truth or dare. You wanna join in?” You watched as she found a lone chair somewhere off into the distance, dragging it towards the fire and plopping into it right beside you. And just like that, Yeji joined in on the fun. 

 The first three rounds passed in a blur of shots being thrown back and confessions being thrown around. You had avoided playing wholeheartedly, instead opting to take a few drinks in the wake of avoiding pressing truths or a crazy dare. 

 As the night passed on, the crowd of people around the pool seemed to grow, the music from inside the house getting louder and spilling out into the backyard. A few more people joined in on the game as time slipped by, and soon, you had a large group participating in the fun. The entire time, Felix hadn’t taken a sip of alcohol, instead opting to nurse his cherry coke. You guessed he must’ve been the assigned designated driver for the night for some of his friends. 

 Yeji lost her rights to drive by her third shot, and since everyone else was pretty shit-faced, that left only Felix as the completely sober one. The idea of having him drive you home sent a pang of hurt to course through your veins. You didn’t want to be a nuisance or bother him in the least bit. 

 “I choose… Chris!” Changbin, one of Felix’s older friends, shouted over the loudness of the party. It was his turn to pick his victim and you could tell his ideas were going to be bad - if his wide smirk was anything to go off of. “Truth or dare?” 

 Chris’ eyes were so glazed over, the red flames from the fire reflected off of his irises in an eery kind of way. His cheeks were dusted with a crimson flush from the liquor, a deep, toothy scowl permanently etched onto his lips. At that moment, you didn’t even want the others to know that he was your boyfriend. His drunkenness was too embarrassing. Albeit, a lot of the others were nearly blacked-out too, but something about Chris slurring his words and yelling loudly did something funny to your heart. Made it trip over itself and forced a lump to form in your throat.

 “I- choose… dare.” He mumbled elatedly, throwing his hands up into the air in defeat. But he seemed rather pleased to still be playing, to be given a dare that was cutthroat. He had always loved drinking games. 

 Changbin rubbed his hands together, grinning mischievously, “Alright… I dare you to… kiss the hottest girl here.” 

 You felt your heart drop into the pit of your stomach. You hadn’t expected the dare to turn out in that kind of sense. The others around the campfire let out dark chuckles, and you felt a shiver run down your spine as Chris shakily rose from his seat. 

 “Not even a fucking debate-” He started in a scratchy voice. As he neared you, you could feel your eyes widen painfully. 

 No, no, no, please don’t- 

But then just as you thought he was going to dip into your form, he was turning to your side, eyeing Yeji like she was a piece of meat. She was pretty shit-faced, but still had enough sense in her to blush profusely. 

 And just as Chris was about to lean into her for a drunken kiss, you found yourself shooting up from your spot, palms landing on his rigid chest as you pushed him back so hard he bumbled around the lawn like a complete drunk. 

 “What the fuck, Chris?!” You screamed, the tears already beginning to prick at the corners of your vision. Your boyfriend gave you a deep frown, the light in his eyes dimming to annoyance. You could feel the eyes of everyone on you guys, and the sounds of the party seemed to dim in the background, as you stared at your boyfriend with the hurt already beginning to bloom in your chest. “Why would you-”

 “I wasn’t actually going to kiss her, stupid!” He retorted back, chuckling at how stupid you had been. 

 And maybe you were being stupid. 

 Maybe you were overreacting. 

 After all, it was just some dumb drinking game. 

 It wasn’t that serious- 

 “Don’t call her stupid.” 

 Felix’s voice seemed to ring out across the entire yard, dancing around your ears and making your cheeks heat up in a peachy-pink colour. You turned to him, noticing the way he was scowling Chris’ way. He was up from his chair, fists clenched at his sides. It was hard to see through the tears that were steadily flowing down your cheeks, but you could faintly make out the taut line of his lips that were pressed into a displeased line. 

 “Felix, I-”

 But then you had no time to react, as one of his hands was clamping down around your forearm, yanking you backward and to his form. “Let’s get out of here.” He said in a low voice, as his hand trailed down your bare arm and his fingers threaded through your own. 

 Just as you were getting dragged away from the scene, Yeji stumbled out of her chair, calling out to you in a desperate plea, “Y/N, wait!” 

 Felix offered her no time to explain, as he pushed you through the crowd of people and into the house. He lead your wobbly legs the entire way, holding onto your hand firmly as it was hard to see through the mistiness of your vision. Finally, when you arrived at his car, he opened the passenger door and helped you into the seat. 

 When he had buckled himself into the driver’s seat and the ignition was roaring to life, Felix finally turned to face you. Reaching over the center consul of his car, he gave your hand a tight squeeze. 

 “Forget about him, yeah? He’s not worth your energy right now.” He said in a faint voice, one that graced over your ears and was a nice respite from the booming sounds of the party. 

 You roughly scrubbed at your eyes, trying to will the tears to stop. You were feeling so many emotions all at once… embarrassment, betrayal, but also… relief, to be taken out of such a situation so quickly. 

 “Where do you wanna go?” Felix asked upon your silence, and just then you managed to peel your eyes open, taking a glance at the clock on the dashboard and reading that it was well after midnight. “Home?” 

 You leaned your head against the black leather seat. It felt cold under your skin. Comforting, almost, to have something chilled touch your feverish cheeks. “No, I don’t want to sit alone in my room, not yet…” His face became clearer in your mind then, and you saw the way his mouth ticked up in a faint smile from your vulnerable admission that you didn’t want him to leave your side so soon.

 “Then I know just the place.” Felix mused in that silky, deep voice of his. And soon, he was pulling away from the curb of Jeongin’s home, merging onto the street and taking you to his mysterious location that would seemingly make everything better. The entire time he drove, his palm stayed pressed against yours, fingers threaded through yours. “You just focus on my hand, yeah? Don’t think about anything else…”

 Just like that, his soothing voice was lulling you into a mindless kind of stupor. With the bright town lights flashing around you as he drove steadily down the highway, you were brought into a listless state of limbo. 

 And he was right. 

 Focusing on him, and his touch was helping tremendously. 

 Helped take your mind off of everything, and all of your warring feelings. 

 And instead, all you could focus on was the way that his palm felt so soft pressed against yours. 

 The way his fingers fit so perfectly between yours. 

 Almost like, you had been destined to hold onto each other’s hands. 

To be continued...

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Leo Valdez Friends to Lovers headcanons asf 😍😍 pt. 1

i luv the idea of leo having a friends to lovers trope. like it’s so cutie and makes me feel safe ig idk bruh

okie anyway

yes this mans is constantly flirting w people and wants to be a PLAYAH, but his intentions were never rly serious (until he met u 😏)

cuz ya know, abandonment issues :(

from the first time he saw you, he thought you were incredibly pretty

Leo brain: new girl at camp… new girl cute… hope not Hephaestus kid… she smiled at me… *passes away*

but from then you’d hang out with piper a lot and leo would be loitering in your guys’s general vicinity, until eventually you were introduced by her

cuz of that you became friends quick, which he cherished and didn’t want to ruin by pursuing you

but i meannn, let the shameless flirting begin. yall would throw pick up lines back and forth like there is no tmrw

the more outrageous, the better.

but it was also a genuine friendship you guys created; as well as being very honest with each other

a genuine friendship full of THICK sexual tension and longing… but real nonetheless :D

imagine: one time you, leo and ur friends went swimming and were hanging out on the dock

people were running around and splashing in the water

you were sitting on the edge of the dock with leo. he was messing with a fishing pole, trying to make it automatic w whatever scraps he found lying around (lil genius mechanic) and you were j observing him

and gods, did he look good.

he was shirtless, and after spending all day in the sun he had a light bronze glow to his typical tan.

a few more freckles dusted his face and shoulders

and his curly hair, dried from sun and the sea salt, gave it this messy beach vibe. he was focused on his project, blessing his face with the cute concentration expression he makes whenever he is working.

there was no denying that you found him attractive, but in that moment; the mix of spending such a fun day with him, thinking about how much you like him as a person, and just looking at him shirtless–

it was like he was magnetic

“you look really good right now” you say out of the blue

despite him being focused on his fishing rod, he turned to look at you in surprise.

“what?” he said, not really comprehending your words.

“I saaaid you look really good right now.”

and for a few seconds, he just stared at you with his mouth agape.

“i- um… thank you?” he said, keeping his same shocked expression

you kind of broke him in that moment, he couldn’t process that you thought he looked good. he thinks you’re out of his league by miles (no bby ur gorgeous) and couldn’t 100% tell if you were making fun of him or not… buttt

“i’m just being honest you dingus” you said to him, laughing lightly

“your hair is extra curly right now, it’s cute.”

twirling a stray curl around your finger, giving him an adoring look

“welp, i’m gonna go grab a drink, brb” you say getting up and walking inside

Leo was left sitting on the dock, stunned and red from something else besides a sunburn.

piper: hey! earth to leoo, did you get sun poisoning or some shit? you’re all red

leo: …

piper: percy can u help me with this?

percy: i gotch u

*tsunami wave* -drenched asf leo

moving on…

you and leo would randomly say what’s on your mind

more time spent together, more small habits abt each other you would discover and treasure

at that point, leo couldn’t deny it anymore, he might have developed a lil crush on u (cough the bigggggest crush on u cough).

He didn't know how to go about it though, so of course he confided in piper.

“i mean at first i thought I just admired her as a friend yaknow? like a super sexy hot friend who i wanted to be with all the time, but keeping our relationship as just friends.

BUT NOW IDK WHAT TO DO I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE SHES LITERALLY TOO PERFECT AND I WANNA BE MORE THAN FRIENDS. IM FREAKINGNOUT EVERYTIME I SEE HER SHES SO FREAKING CUTE AHHHHH” -leo

Piper listening, definitely finds this whole situation funny. you guys are so painfully obvious, but also so fucking oblivious at the same time.

but in response to leo’s rant: “leo, i know”

“omg how did you know!?” 😦😦 he says genuinely baffled.

but as they talk, he makes piper promise to keep it a secret, even though she tells him that you’re interested too and pretty much everyone can tell.

alas, leo does not want to ruin anything, and decides to suffer in silence and keep talking about you to piper.

[crguang]

hfghdsahfkh played the first part of bleu's event (i'm actually sleeping today lol, so I'll finish it tmrw). don't rlly like the french but she gets a pass. her voice is rlly nice, and the way the en va said allons-y...chief to be peeking in her window like she's making up a movie. also she's really hot, like hello? her pinning chief to the wall, omg, i can't. "two sets of breath and body heat intertwine in mutual hostility," bleu feeling chief's pulse, like what. and she smokes so, ig i can forgive her for being french /s.

her stroking that flower. her fingers. with the rings. that's all I'm saying.

how is chief seeing and hearing all of this tho, maybe I just have vision and hearing, but I swear she's probably falling off her balcony 😭

art is very pretty tho, but why is chief peeking when she got out of the shower, like i'm pretty sure that's not necessary for her mission. also the wind is on a mission to get us to smell everything. and she knew we were watching the entire time...very curious to see what is going to happen...

but anyway, i'll finish the event tmrw, and I'll prob take a day before I continue the main story, bc i am getting kinda overwhelmed lol. i was supposed to go to start classes again tmrw, but my profs cancelled bc it snowed like a couple feet, could not have handled starting again, and i have to wake up super early when i do have to go 😭 I'm not ready.

hope ur getting ur rest! writing fics at 4am, ik you're down bad. speaking of which, i gotta go read that.

-🌠

WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DONT LIKE THE FRENCH SHE SOUNDS SO CUTE….. i think hatred for france aside if she opens doors for upcoming sinners to have different accents/first languages than english im all for it like it would be so nice to have more diversity in the cast. also i just love hearing about languages i dont speak its very hot to me. BUT HER ALLONS-Y OMFGGGG I MENTIONED THAT LIKE JUST DAYS AGO??? when she first said it i screamed because 1) no french accent is a win for me 2) SHE SOUNDS SO GOODDDDDD AGHHHHH

im reading your ask giggling like a schoolgirl cause yeah she is so sexy…. i love smokers (as we know), the way she got all up on chief like that was crazy bit chief acting like the protagonist in an A24 coming of age movie was even better. like what do you mean you’re imagining her slipping out of her nightgown and dropping it in a chair…? okay. then they got bleu fingering a flower right afterwards i still can’t believe it, this was insane. and apparently in cn media flowers are often used to represent sex so i dont even know what to think rn 😭😭😭😭 im ngl this scene got me writing her fingering r and making them suck on her fingers as we speak it rewired my brain

i have absolutely no idea how chief is hearing all those minute sounds but im guessing some of it is bleu’s ability, im not fully grasping how it works but i cant explain it another way. though if my neighbour was a sexy woman id strain my ears to hear everything too

good luck on school this semester, hope you’ve rested a bit. it snowed here too and its colddddd wahhhhh

[screampied]

haven’t sent anything in a minute or two, because I’ve been watching twd 🌚, but in my defense the episodes I’ve been watching are some of the best ever but literally two of my favorite characters are DEAD.

anyways, how have you been!!, I haven’t been much on tumblr except for rereading fanfiction and liking some art posts here and there, but I’ve missed your account I always like to check up on the JJK fandom and just your account in general, your writing is genuinely some of the greatest I’ve seen, but I hope you’ve been doing amazing and been well 💞

today I went out thrifting and I got a jacket that looks somewhat similar to ricks in twd and oh my god I love it, it’s so like massive but also comfortable at the same time and I’ve dedicated it to it being my new winter coat

I’ve been going absolutely crazy with twd edits lately ..something about edits of anything I like I don’t even know people who make edits have insane talent, i wish I could but I mostly just daydream all day 🌚.

-cowboy liker anon

HI COWBOY 💓💓💓. ooooh u reminded me to finish watching. i just started season one n its alr so much going on <3

i’m okay !!!! i sprained my wrist yesterday and i’m on my cycle im convinced the world hates me pleak. it’s too much going on like im just a girl 😭😭😭 im in too much pain to write rn LOL but hopefully i get a better feeling in it by tmrw. it’s not that serious just a bit sore buuuut if it still hurts ill probably go to the doctor.

you’re so sweet thank you what :((( that warms my heart aaaaaugh ☹️☹️☹️💓 i’m glad you enjoy my work !!!! GRRRRR ITMAKES MY DAYSO MUCH BETTER. other than everything im good! i’m just answering a few asks before i disappear again 🕺🕺.

thrifting sounds so fun, take me w u next time </3 AHHH THATSSO CUTE. u should send twd edits tbh, i would mind at all 💆‍♀️💆‍♀️.

[lotus-pear]

i'm crushed by my bad test day rn i'd done so well last week and i got unfocused this weekend and im gonna fail history why was it two testing days i needed that good grade 😭

great news is that there's only math left and ive studied that like crazyyyyy

anyways, what im saying is, hope you had a better monday than i did and to anyone reading this crap, crush that next test

now im gonna get myself an awesome avocado bowl and then subject myself to studying... never do IB exams kids

i have an apush test tmrw that ik i'll flop so we're in the same boat bestie dw. and i'm gonna be honest it's a singular test...there's no need to beat urself up abt it, just brush urself off and mentally prepare urself for the next one!! u can't get them all champ

[deerwith2heads]

10.5.23

all I wanna do is dance!!! hi i cried three times today in my film class because the movie was sad and then my bible verse of the day app told me to "rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, [and to] be constant in prayer." (romans 12:12 I think?) so.... I got off of my lazy ass and starting rejoicing and then i became PRODUCTIVE!!!!!!! okkkk so I taught my boyfriend to play the game of life during lunch, i gossiped in 6th period and then I applied to college 4 hours during rehearsal when bored. I also have an interview for a rly good college tmrw so somebody remind me to do good on it. I planned a date with my bf and we are gonna make strawberry shortcake for his family!!! I am super excited because I luv strawbs and I rly rly want his family to like me. he says they love me but I find them super hard to read and he has heavy bias (not like I don't). I also tried the new pumpkin decadent bars they have at publix and omg they taste gross on the first bite and it just gets better n better. when my dad picked me up from school we had to go to my work (grocery) and my coworker (one I've only seen and have never spoken to...grocery stores are big ok...) was flirting with me about how he hasn't seen me around lately??????? he looks like the boy from american beauty which is cool ig but it was gross bc i have a bf i am very much in love with. also i am not proofreading before i post this so i apologize if it sucks. lmk.

that's a photo of the american beauty teen characters for ref if you haven't seen it. it's my fave movie of all time tho so you should watch it anyways

xxx - love ya

[boxcxtterbxy]

good morning! ε(*´･ω･)з or, afternoon, i guess. haha. had a bad day yesterday. skipped dinner cuz i was passed out on klonopin though,, ^^;;; my mom got me a cup of strawberries today, so im going to eat those for breakfast after my weigh-in (which… im sure hasnt changed. but yknow).

relating to my last post, did some work on my left calf. i have tape and whatnot but it hurts so bad to walk on sometimes cuz its got two styros in close proximity to eachother. oops.

since im trying to cut back on my substance abuse, ill probably be having thc withdrawals. so i may be throwing up a lot and i may be unable to eat much. whiiiiich is a *good* thing, i guess, even though its like physical torture…… buuuut whatever! we will see. i think i remember losing some weight last time i tried to quit <:)

todays a better day with my fiancé. weve been having bad days. i think we are both just, like, crazy mentally ill. urgh, ive gotta call in all my prescriptions innabit :( i hate having to call for refills, but i only ever get a months worth since im on controlled substances. and 10 klonopin per bottle, per month. i usually take more than 1. blugh. anyway, i think thats everything. gotta shave my legs tmrw, guess im just gonna avoid the spot thats got tape n bandaids all over it? yeah. and i may just bandage it up completely so i can wear shorts since im going rollerskating. idk! ill probably just wear tights.

eating thai food tomorrow, ill let you guys know how it goes since its my first time. really excited to try it, even though i know ill overeat (￣▽￣*)ゞ

im just back to 155, btw. was back to 156 for a coupla days, felt like giving up, but im 155 today. so theres hope, maybe… ill try to do good today.

have a great day everyone ♡ take your meds, take supplements if you need them, n make sure to stay hydrated .^◡^.

[taegularities]

Hey bubs!!! How are you doing?🥹

Celebrating my 5 months unemployed ass today. Happy monthsary to myself🥰🥰🥰. More seriously I am in the verge of breaking down actually I am already. Getting a Master Degree and yet not finding anything cause all of them said « very good profil but unfortunately lack of experience blablabla » like duh if you don’t give me a chance how do I get experience huh. I AM GOING CRAZY HERE.

Also I am feeling lonely af. And want to be loved so much too, to give and to receive. Saw your deleted post earlier. Tried dating app but guess what? Deleted it right after I donwload it. As you know I have comitment issues too, think I am not ready for that. Genuine question tho, where do you guys find nice and sweet guys? I still believe that I will have a YN moment in this world…

Oh and why do I feel that everytime I slide to your inbox I am always complaining? I really need to be fixed and change that.

A year ago : kookoo first weverse live after 2 full months being mia. Was on my way back from ytc screening in theater that day. Miss him a lot lately </3

Okay from now on I will only spread positive vibes in your inbox!!!!!!!! Hugs ans kisses 🤎 oh and can’t wait to listen to your cmi audio commentary <3

hi, beloved!!! i'm doing okay! i'm off work for a weeeekkk after tmrw + the uni semester's finally over (kinda bummed i didn't get the A in one of my classes but the others got C's, so.. i'm happy about that B :')). so i'm looking forward to relaxing lol :')

i'm so sorry for what you've been dealing with, though :(( that whole cycle of hell is a true mystery... they need employees but experience, too 😦 i'm crossing my fingers and manifesting that you land a job soon, though, babe!! please keep trying, bc it'll be worth the effort [gonna be the first to celebrate with you. i better be >:)]

and i know :(( it can get lonely for sure. i was a bit overwhelmed this morning, so i kinda vented a lil jejdjdhsh but yeah, love isn't easy to tackle and find. and i think we shouldn't look for it anyway!! i always "preach" lol that the best things come to you when you go with the flow and don't seek them too desperately.. so let's hope for that y/n moment to arrive as a surprise and when we least expect it, and just heal and vibe in the meantime. for now, you have my love, if it means anything 🤍

it's okay!! honestly, you can talk about whatever, whenever :') i'm just happy to hear from you. besides, it shows that you trust me and feel comfortable sharing your thoughts, and that's a top tier compliment. always gonna inhale your positive vibes, too, though 🥰 (also, will you believe i shed an actual freaking tear when i saw that pic like i miss my sleepyhead bunny baby so much it hurts 😭 GIVE HIM BACK TO ME)

[rosegoldendaydream]

have any artist/album/somg recommendations to share? im going a roadtrip tmrw so im asking around bc i’ll have a lot of time to listeb to new stuff

oh god, i think i might not be the best person to ask, because my taste in music is kind of mainstream, so you might know all of it already.

i listen mostly to taylor swift, and, based on your profile, i'm pretty sure that you already know her music, but anyway i'm going to tell you what are her songs that i think are underrated: the lucky one, begin again, i know places, clean, so it goes..., new year's day, mad woman, epiphany, the lakes, paris, bigger than the whole sky, you are in love, and ONLY THE YOUNG PLEASE LISTEN TO IT IF YOU DON'T KNOW IT YET I FEEL LIKE NO ONE ELSE KNOWS IT (i know that basically every single one of her songs is kind of popular, but i just wanted to share my thought that these songs deserve to be more popular).

i also listen to conan gray, i think that his newest song (never ending song) is very different from the older ones, so don't judge him based only on it, he has a lot of sad songs too (like summer child for an example). (also don't take it as me saying that i don't like never ending song, i like it, but i just think that his older songs are better.)

also, girl in red. i don't all of her songs yet, but she's pretty cool too.

there is this polish singer, he won the voice kids poland or something like this. i don't think that he's really really good but i'm very sentimentic towards his songs because i used to listen to them a lot of time, his name is marcin maciejczak.

i also really like mäneskin.

oh, and obviously ABBA.

i think that there is also a list of songs that i listen to, but don't really have a strong opinion about the singer, so i'm just going to put it here by title:

matilda by harry styles

tired of california by nessa barret

pink skies by LANY

dancing in the kitchen by LANY

30/90 by andrew garfield, it's from a movie i think

ceilings by lizzy mcalpine

why am i like this by orla gartland

fourth of july by sufjan stevens

the village by wrabel

cure for me by aurora

what a perfect day for crying by iamnotshane

boys will be bugs by cavetown

labour by paris paloma

gladiator by jann

can ghosts be gay by carpetgarden

skeleton by DAMONA

there is also this song made by a polish group that makes fan covers of songs from a game (i don't remember the name of the game) and they made this cover named "idol" and i suprisingly really like it. they're named NanoKarrin, you can listen to it too if you want to

sorry for this answer being so long, have a wonderful day and i hope that your trip will go great <3

[multikore]

Aaaaaaa I’m like 3 days late BUT STILL-

He is v e r y fun to draw I swear- I can’t do it well but he’s amazing and deserves the attention he wants agjdkdlsmdkndk2snfnfksnd

✨Happy Birthday Error!Sans :D✨

not me playing with the colours you can put for the letters

Hope he gets lots of chocolate :3

I uh- can’t really draw that well because I took a break bc I had no motivation- but like yk yk BIRTHDAY

he totally isn’t trying to bite the party blower btw

Hehehe it’s my birthday tmrw actually, 8th of April >:3

I messed up at the bottom as well & the proportions are still trash at the top anyways but I’ll just cope qwq

Have a good day, night or evening everyone!

Y’all better tell or have told this glitchy chocolate lover happy birthday and given him all the gifts he deserves>:3

Error!Sans belongs to loverofpiggies

[whoseafraidofliloleme]

HERE I AM. ONCE AGAIN. FEELING LOST BUT NOW AND THEN– (victorius theme starts playing)

anyways

when you said it was gonna get worse before it got better i wasn't expecting AN ACTUAL MURDER ATTEMPT???? like yes bahi girl pls get the treatment you need bc what was going thru your head

tbh at first i thought things were moving a bit fast but it was refreshing to see yn not forgiving jungwon right off the bat. she has SOME pride y'know. tbh i don't think i would've let jay go that easy but whatever he has pretty privilege ig 😒

also it's nice seeing jungwon and yn getting along <3 but tbh i would've loved to see more of the not-quite-friends-but-not-enemies awkward phase. just to laugh at them for a bit lmao

AND YES, REALIZE YOUR FEELINGS MY DEAR YNWON!!! i wonder how yn's gonna deal with it tho bc she didn't seem very thrilled in her priv. will her self-steem issues be deeper??? will i find out just how shitty her family is???? i'll see!!! ...another day bc i have to eat and do normal human being things

anyways, question time: what made you think of writing this smau with this particular concept??? and did you choose bahi and jay for any reason or were they just chosen at random????

have a good day and stay healthy <3

Not the Victorious theme song...

I wasnt kidding about that, originally it wasn't going to be that bad of an injury but then I was like if I'm gonna do it, I might as well make it hella dramatic ya know 😂.

It's not so much pretty privilege but moreso that Jay hadn't really hurt YN all that much. Jungwon in his asshole era hurt her a lot more so it was easier to forgive Jay than Jungwon.

See the plan was for there to be more chapters of them in the awkward not quite friends but not enemies phase but then it just started to seem too similar so I decided to cut that short plus there's angst coming so enjoy that.

Do I have surprises to come. YNs self esteem and family drama come into play in further chapters.

Please do carry on tmrw, go do all the things like eat and other everyday stuff. I'll eagerly await the next reblogs and ask 🫶🏼🫶🏼.

Oooh I like this new thing of answering a question at the end of your asks 😂.

So the idea originally was a spin on the good boy x bad girl trope but it somehow evolved into this 😂. Where YN is an annoying troublemaker but not like a bad girl in general. And Jungwon was supposed to be golden boy that was just perfect instead he's going through another redemption arc 😂. Jay being horrible kinda was inspired by Jaywons bond, like theyre so close and I love them but I decided to flip that in Jay being loyal and letting prejudice come in between being a nice guy. Bahi was just randomly chosen, I think it was more so that I knew Bahi better than I knew Gaeul if that makes sense, like I don't follow Kep1er but I love seeing the Huening siblings tiktoks and I think she's cute 😂.

I hope you have a good day and stay healthy too 🫶🏼🫰🏼.

[thegirlsgirlsstuff]

Idk somehow I end up doing nothing of the above either

I do not rest cuz I am in a constant state of guilt and stress

I do make plans, I just fail to execute em

I in fact do not listen to my body, I either eat too much or nothing, sleep too much or nothing.. extremities is my personality at this point

Uhm to do lists, I have given up on them, whenever I make to do list I just get anxiety and don't do anything and get more anxiety

I do not watch the show I love because apparently my brain is okay with spending 2 hrs on reels but not 40 mins on supernatural 💀

Uhm no I am kind to myself only when i complete a task or smthng, so when i do nothing i actually do not feel very good about myself

nope my mental health just worsens since i have more stress about the deadline now

nada, tht doesnt happen either i just have more tension about the day tmrw tbh

aaaand no, see i needed to do some work and i didnt so because of that i dont really give myself the thing i need

now, that being said, this is not a post or a blog that glorifies bad mental health, bad practice or issues like anxiety, stress and tension.

if you guys are like me, who feel guilty when taking a day off well i would say don't but if you ae really like me you would either get a sudden urge to hit that person or roll your eyes and think as if.

so now you ask, O Wise One, whats the solution-

psst

what

isnt that too pretentious, qnd uhm entitled?

what? no! who are you anyway

your subconscious and believe me i am always right

o uhm well thats done and i need something to stroke my ego

but-

shutup

anyway back to the topic at hand whats the solution?

it isnt perfect but what i do is i wake up early like 4 am early but 6 am works too, what happens is that i get around 4 hours extra in my day.

most people wake up by 8 o'clock, so you get 4 hrs extra, in these 4hrs you could either study or exercise or do anything tht you do not want to do and know that you will be putting it off, trust me it helps sooo much, you complete it with the entire day to spare, you feel proud of yourself and you can enjoy your day without any guilt or stress.

so yeah, i know that it is not a very big advice, but trust me these little things are what makes you a better person

soo that is it for now, thank you for giving your time to my post and i hope this post made your day a little better, love you always byee

[ariestrxsh]

Sooo I might get into a fight tmrw? Tbis girl in my lecture hall keeps talking shit and pulling stupid ass bullshit with me and my friends and I told my bsf if she keeps yapping she finna get clocked. So ig we’ll see how it goes tmrw and if I do? Depends if she wannna try to act like she better then me.

Snd I’m kinda scared bc I’m a very shy girl and don’t like confrontation but me and tbis girl (let’s call her yellow). Keep on verbally fighting. Like we’ll be in lecture hall or in the cafe and yellow wanna pull some funny shit and make fun of me wearing the same jacket everyday (it’s been below 39° out and I’m Floridian so that’s freezing to me and it’s my fav jacket) and she laughing to her friends. She also making fun of my friends accent bc her first language is Spanish and she has an accent when she talks English bc of that and they will just mock her nd shit. And the other day we were taking a test in another class and her and her GROWN ASS FRIENDS gel back in a chair and hit me bc some other girls wig was matty. And I gave yellow a dirty look bc..it Aint that funny? And she turned back to me and said “boo? The fuck you looking at” and I’m sick and tired of this girl atp and I said “well clearly not much tf?” And she wanna get mad at me saying I should look somewhere else and I told her I had my own godamn eyes and I had my own rights and she said “yeah we know…sit there like a good little girl doggy” ??!!?!?!??

And I got embarrassed bc WHO TF SAYS SHIT LIKE THT??? But it’s been a situation every single day and I’m sick and tired of it. So if she starts shit tmrw imma start shit back. And if she gonna fight imma fight back. Cause as fucked up as my momma is and as much as I hate her she ain’t raise no bitch.

ANYWAYS…tips on fighting? (I’ve been taught how to fight all my life bc I grew up in some sketchy ass streets but I just want to know if there’s anything I need to know lol)

I'm so sorry I didn't answer this sooner. 💔 I hope you didn't get into a fight, boo. It's almost never worth it. I don't have any fighting tips because I don't really fight. I don't know what kind of person you're dealing with (besides the fact that they sound mean af), but a lot of times, people will do things to rile you up, and then when you throw the first punch, they play the victim, so be careful of people like that. They wanna get under your skin and make you look crazy on purpose.

[1d1195]

Hiiiii!

It's been a while, I love the way you explain stuff😭 Ding is so freaking amazing.

So, oh, before I forget, I do study English literature and translation ( Arabic - English) btw you're a teacher? I saw some anon I think (💜 anon?) Wishing you a happy teacher's day idk about it cause we don't celebrate that here but yeah I didn't know that sounds fun! Let me guess (English teacher?)

So you know, yesterday I had a relaxing shower and afterward I wanted to style my curly/wavy hair naturally, so I think k it's a mix of 2a and 2b and that's funny cause I really tried like I saw some pics on pinterest and some videos on tiktok that motivated me but I kinda failed? 😭😭 I just rubbed the cream into my hair and pulled it back into 2 low buns but that's funny cause just before going to bed (I'm struggling with insomnia I've been staring at the ceiling since 1am and now it's 4am😭)anyway so I just fixed my hair to bed and it looked good! Like I had put effort into it, but I didn't! I think the curls aren't gonna make it till the morning🙈

Ehhh I dont know why in the freaking freak did I just say this whole story to you but I think you'll tolerate me right?

So back to classes and huffs and puffs, my finals start on the 20th. I'm not nervous, tbh I'm excited, I wanna get over with these freaking exams to read my books in peace.

So.. Love and Other Words and The Rose Code, huh? They really sound so interesting. I'm gonna need to read them. I'm also planning on reading the Twisted and King series, and do you mind if I tell you that you need to check Interlude right the tuck now? It's so freaking good you need to read it. You'll shed many tears, istg never have I ever cried this much in my whole life in "that" specific chapter, but I just love angst! But I promise it's not like that, okay? It's just amazing amazing I'm currently reading insurgence (the sequel) it's still on going bur I just love this book so much. I hope Mikii considers publishing it someday!

And I've always wanted to ask! What is your favorite piece that you wrote? I read a couple of series that you wrote, but I just wanna know which one js your favorite 🎀

Thank you so much I think you're kinder and better thank you 🩷🩷🩷🩷

I'm gonna need to study 3 novels tmrw cause I promised myself to do so! (Pride and Prejudice, David Copperfield, and The Portrait of a Lady) we studied them for my finals, but i just want to start my revisions, so... to teach and please ig😭😭

Have a very wonderful day, Sam!!! (BTW, my childhood bff's nickname's Sam! We're still friends, and we still love each other the same but not bffs anymore)

Oh now I remembered that I wanted to rant about the future and how I'm afraid of it being a (soon to be 19) girl who is (soon to be a junior) trying to be independent but in reality she will cry if you dare give her a nasty look but I guess it'll have to wait for next time cause my eyes seem to be dropping finally😭😭 I'll tty lysm🩷🩷

-🎀anon

😭 idk what I explained, but I'm glad it came out well and that you liked it! 💕

I am a teacher! A math teacher actually if you can believe it. Writing is just a hobby of mine and I love it, but it's only for me. Teaching math is much more enjoyable than teaching English (at least I imagine so). In the US we have teacher appreciation week to recognize teachers' hard work. I had one of my current students write me a letter and one of my students last year messaged me to wish me well. But it's not that exciting tbh--well, I do get a lot of coupons emailed to me hehehe

I know NOTHING about hair. (Literally had to google what 2b meant) I make my sister figure out what I need to do and then I just do what she says. I think we might have the same hair type though based on the pictures I googled! I have one curl cream thing that I put in my hair and scrunch each morning and then hope for the best (and that there will be low humidity). It's cool to experiment with your hair, even if it doesn't turn out the way you want it to in the morning! Then you know for the next trial. Of course I tolerate you--even though that's not what I would call it, I love to hear what you're doing!

I bet you're going to crush your exams! It sounds like you're ready for it! Books in peace is a MOOD. I'm excited for you!

My favorite piece I've written oh boy. Umm...I think it would be Protection. Or maybe Zipper. Idk I feel guilty picking one over the other and I love writing them all. I will tell you I think I like Protection more than Traditional which is probs sacrilege to write on my own blog because I think everyone under the sun would choose Traditional over Protection hahahaha but I liked planning Protection more than Traditional. Although Dolcezza really took hold of my heart VERY hard. Especially lately. Probably one of the three: Zipper, Dolcezza, or Protection.

I hope studying has gone/went well and you got some sleep after being up so late! You're going to have a wonderful future, I'm sure of it, and don't worry about forgetting something. I'm not going anywhere! 💕

xoxo