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Every time I try to draw Stockman I have to collect ref pictures all over again because my organization skills are abhorrent but enough is ENOUGH !! Gonna just go through all his scenes and get a massive wall of cropped screenshots like those insane collections that Rise fans make, because I admire them SO much for that. Never again is there an angle on those characters I wouldn’t have a reference for.
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Modeling my bill plushie to draw.. bill
#gravity falls fanart#gravity falls#bill cipher#bill cipher fanart#Stanford pines#ford pines#billford#I guess??#he’s just holding him#fanart#digital art#craft#crafts#Bill has consumed every crevice of my mind..#I am no longer alone in my head#anyway#screams#explodes
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So I spoke somewhat about my thoughts on Emanator Sampo here, but I never really thought of it from a design point of view or what kind of powers he would have until just recently. But I actually kind of love leaning into it from a "stage hand" perspective?
Because like. Aha's body in THEIR official art is completely black, giving attention to all the fun brightly colored things around THEM. And that's so fitting for Sampo! He usually prefers to be a side character. He likes to act from the shadows. His is a much more subtle hand.
So I wonder if as an Emanator, a lot of his clothes are actually very dark? Not necessarily plain, still extravagant and needlessly detailed in things like cut and quality with lots of different fabrics and textures and ornamentation, but dark. Or maybe even his skin itself becomes blackened further down his body; his hands in particular are dark, as a sort of sleight of hand reference.
The motif of a lot of straps wrapped around him like in his canon design is still present, but they're all loose and flowing off of him like paper streamers now instead of restraining him or holding him together. He is no longer contained! Or maybe they're still a bit more rigid/heavy, but just draped more like red stage curtains!
And this is like. Fully self-indulgent, but I love inhuman designs, and there's nothing in canon to say I can't do this, so screw it! Go for broke!! Maybe it's not visible to normal people, but Sampo having a second set of arms would be really cool, as further sleight of hand reference. One set is almost normal looking, but his hands are a bright, attention-drawing white, and the other is dark, set almost in the shadows of the first arms, to act less noticeably.
He also has something of a broken heart design to him in canon (the front of his black shirt with its jagged shape down the middle; his coat looks like a full heart shape in the back), and I actually like him keeping that element as an Emanator, because I think it suits him. Sampo says his taste in aesthetics and views on Elation involve human dignity,
and the story he helps create in Belobog involves the long and winding road of resistance and survival and eventual triumph in the face of some very adverse, oppressing odds. (I'm pretty sure I heard he once called Wildfire "artless" though, plus the man acts like he thinks Shame is some kind of dessert, so like ndkdjzjskkd) But the point being!!
I think Sampo is someone who can appreciate heartbreak and angst and tragedy in a story, because it makes the victory at the end all the sweeter. And this would be another thing he shares with Aha, because I think THEY did bless the Mourning Actors partly just to be a little shit, but also because Aha does recognize tragedy as part of THEIR Path, too, and you can see it in some of the game. So a broken heart motif can still suit him, and I like him having elements of both comedy and tragedy. Like his clothing having a happy sun/sad moon (like the moon in Aha's art) or him having both of the traditional comedy/tragedy masks in his design.
And as Emanator, Sampo can maybe play with the stage settings environment, too. Like lights sometimes behave strangely around him, appearing blindingly bright to someone or dramatically dark. Sampo wills it and suddenly there seems to be a metaphorical spotlight right where he wants everyone to look. And when he doesn't want to be noticed, his face seems to be cast in shadow, he seemingly just fades into the background, no one notices or recognizes him and he sneaks away easily. He can create smoke or fog literally out of thin air without his bombs now, too, the air will just suddenly thicken until his stage is obscured, and Sampo can set the scene as he pleases or disappear without a trace.
And in line with being a stage hand, Sampo can direct attention like no other. He was already extremely good at this as a normal mortal, and becoming an Emanator only took it up to 11, past human limits. Sampo points, and all present feel compelled to follow his fingertip. He looks away, and they all follow his gaze. He can even affect the mood of an audience; he can influence everyone to be calm and placid or he can whip them into a feverish frenzy. Sometimes a crowd will start to become unsettled, agitation stirring until it boils over, until it incites a full on violent mob.
And in the middle of all that chaos will stand one perfectly calm figure, face cast in shadow, until they quietly slip away out of sight.
#sampo koski#hsr sampo#emanator sampo#hsr sampo koski#honkai star rail#hsr#they were talking about Emanator Sampo designs in the Sampard Nation server one night and somehow THAT was what got my mind going fjkdaljfk#there was also talk of him making monsters explode in confetti or making their heads pop off like a jack-in-the-box (my contribution hehe)#which is hilarious but just wasn't super relevant here jfklasdj#(I miss bouncing around ideas like that...if anyone knows another sampard server or even just a sampo-dedicated one hit me up!)#(i would love to join and would probably even have friends to bring!!)#but anyway yes I love Emanator Sampo being stage hand themed haha it's very fun with him#I have a lot of screenshots so I wanna try to use them for things like this more!#I think its in SU where it says Aha isn't as powerful an aeon as some of the others like Qlipoth or Lan or Nanook#so I like Sampo's powers being less direct and not just pure destructive power like a lot of the Destruction Emanators#it lets you get real creative with it <3#maybe next I'll bring over my thoughts on his mask design? Ooh but I wanna talk about Geppie too...#Geppie protecting his soldiers from Cocolia or the actions he could have taken or his very sweet relationship with Bronya-#-or him being inspired by Serval or his HILARIOUS relationship with Pela...#Decisions decisions...
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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gabriel is horrible stinky etc but i do support gay wrongs. i do support gay wrongs.
#it's honestly impressive i had once pinned him the most cishet angel of them all#defying all celestial logic#now he is the 3rd good omens lesbian to me#they (i) hate to see a corporate butch career bitch use his privilege to escape the system unscathed at the expense of others winning#class traitor looking ass i am exploding him with my mind#anyway congrats to the bureaucracy on their marriage#good omens#good omens 2#good omens 2 spoilers#gabriel good omens#beelzebub good omens#gabriel x beelzebub#ineffable bureaucracy
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my irl friend who exclusively is in the insta & tiktok kotlc fandom looks at me like i’ve lost my mind when i say my favorite character is fintan… or when i say i like fitz and keefe equally…
#it’s interesting#i think she’d explode if she found keepblr#anyways#i love the sillies#even when they’re not acting very silly#tbh fintan makes me lose my mind a tiny bit#any mention of him and i go feral#kotlc fandom
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☀️ and Boss, if you're still taking these?
Ya ya, always happy to ramble abt my guys <3
☀️ (sun) - What’s your character like at their best?
Hmmm, a very interesting one for Boss. I swear I'm not trying to be pedantic, but that largely depends on definition of 'best'. His idea of best? Snare's? Morally? Happiest?
I guess, in a general like, daily life sense, when all is going well and he’s at the top of his game, he's very...relaxed, seeming. Everything in his life is sort of like clockwork, it's down to a science, everything in its place how it should be, his own role etched out perfectly for him to step into.
With everything functioning so smoothly, he'd just go about business as usual, but he'd have a flow about him. Casual almost, calm, a little charming. He keeps up on work, exercise, socializing, "sleep", incredibly efficient and seemingly unfazed by any roadblocks that arise.
Really, he’s an unemotional guy, and that sort of 'just right' contentment is predominately what he and Snare strive for. Conflict or unexpected changes are just a headache more than anything, and it's especially a pain in his neck when it's a big enough deal he has to handle it publicly.
At his best, he’s unfailingly efficient, levelheaded, and well kempt.
But that's far from his own idea of best, and even farther still from his happiest. He’s incredibly smart, for better and for worse, and that means he gets bored very incredibly easily. That clashes pretty hard with being a mob boss though, because the only place he can channel it is work, and they're not usually the ones who stir up trouble of their own volition, never mind he wouldn't enjoy that anyway.
Snare keeps that in check, being the main plan guy and all, and Boss has definitely gotten a better handle on it as he's gotten older, but this poor dude is like a captive tiger pacing his enclosure. The guy needs some enrichment. That isn't crime.
#exploding him with my mind Raz psychonauts style#I’m done playing nice (<- literally never played nice in the first place)#it’s so funny I’m like Man Boss and Snare suck so bad. hate those guys <3#my me in Christ YOU MADE the guys#or I guess only somewhat. not my fault someone made mafiafell and I like evil guys in suits!#anyways anyone here ever seen baccano#(ty for the ask I love to jest but obv I love talking abt these jerks too don’t want anyone to think otherwise!)#anonymous#✨💓🌟#clear sky sunset#sun spots#capricious skeletons#mf boss#mafiafell#mafiafell papyrus#snow and hail
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'You really just can't fuckin' quit me, can you?' Vitali scoffed, nostrils flaring on exhale and the smoke of his cigarette stung in his nose as his eyes followed Nick's frantic pacing back and forth through the tunnel. 'Assuming I ever was addicted to you in the first place,' he said in return, tilting his head up in defense when Nick's gaze snapped in his direction. 'It means nothing anymore, Nick— you ruined everything for me. There is nothing left for us now.'
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#cp2077#cyberpunk 2077#art#art:vitali#nuclearocs#nuclearart#sorry man i'm thinking entirely too much about young vitali again he makes me fucking INSANE!!!!!!!#the cigarette in question is a fake thang by the way but like. it adds to the drama of quitting something/someone#with the whole promise he made to mikhail to stop smoking but then picking it up again anyway and losing mikhail#but missing him every single day of his life and kind of being addicted to the memories of him and trying to satisfy his needs#through nick but nick can't provide and he isn't mikhail and vitali isn't addicted to nick per se BUT.#he is addicted to the temporary relief he can get from nick because it reminds him of his time with mikhail#do you see. how insane all of this is and how insane he is and how badly i need to explode everything with my mind. anyway
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Neon Genesis Evangelion: Campus Apocalypse - Ch. 20
#i haven't been able to stop thinking about this scene since i read campus apocalypse everything about it makes me sooo.#shinji ikari#kaworu nagisa#kawoshin#neon genesis evangelion#evangelion campus apocalypse#nge#nge ca#toma reads comics#i really love the way their relationship is developed here.... from them having more time to be friends to the whole#they met as kids and shinji impacted kaworu's life forever by giving him gentle touch for the first time ever thing#and that last page is so. aaauaguagauagghh#in my mind ca is either one of the early loops or there was an early loop closer to canon where their relationship developed very similarly#something something shinji being the first person to give kaworu affectionate touch here#vs kaworu being the first person to tell shinji they love him in later loops.......... [explodes]#anyway. im so normal (LIE)#campus apocalypse#gakuen datenroku
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“What are you smiling for”
#digital art#digital illustration#drawing#artists on tumblr#ipad art#digital painting#my art#art#pinksepia#ace one piece#one piece#one piece ace#ox x canon#one piece oc#one piece original character#well you see…#I love ace so bad and I’m mad HES DEAD#me vs characters that barely get any screen time 🤝#portgas d ace#sigh#*explodes him with my mind*#anyways I feel like my oc would be annoyed with him somewhat
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just got kissed for the first time in over a decade 😵💫
#no thoughts just 😵💫😵💫😵💫#it was good i think? different than expected#i was expecting like a sweet chaste little peck but he WENT for it lmaoo#the kiss itself idk about bc i've never really been wowed by any kiss bc its always a bit awkward#this was too but probably less than any other kiss ever for me#and i did enjoy it bc of who it was if not for the kiss itself#probably would have enjoyed it more if i wasn't on the verge of a panic attack about it 🤣#but i am an overthinker lol#it was nice though i think#bc i really wanted him to kiss me to i think any kiss would have been nice#anyway going insaneeee#also before we kissed i told him i havent been kissed since i was 15 and he looked like his head was gonna explode which was flattering 😂#and i was worried i wouldn't be any good at it but he was very complimentary 🤣#and followed me out of the car for another one lollll#anyway gonna lose my mind fr#like not to get my hopes up and get all excited super early in a relationship but idk...#it's cornyyy but i've never felt like this tbh#been worried for years that im not capable of love but i dont worry abt that now 🥺#every relationship has been so painfully awkward and empty before now and now im just like oh. this is how it's supposed to feel#ALSO he has been asking me out nearly every time i've seen him for TWO YEARS an it just went over my head 🤡#anyway love makes u stupid that's all i have to say goodnight <3#personal#don't reblog#this has been a shitpost#in the moment it didn't seem like a great kiss but now i cant stop thinking abt it and really want to do it again so it must have been 🤣
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the fact that riz worked so hard to keep straight A+ grades all year only in the matter of like, a week to complete two nigh impossible tasks to, essentially, ensure all that work didn't matter and ace his grades anyway would legitimately keep me up at night at his age. I hope he gets like, a fucking medal or something. or, yknow, more cash from the school. he deserves it
#fhjy spoilers#fhjy#like im so serious right now id lose my mind#the whole party deserve an award for putting all that work into academics and having it ultimately not matter anyway#but riz found the rogue teacher AND passed the last stand in the space of like a week and thats great and awesome for him but#i think id explode realising i spent all that time working for nothing basically#i gen thought murph was gonna make a joke about “riz takes another stress token” during aguefort's speech bc. i would#agueforts adventuring academy owes this boy therapy money i think
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(*Breaks into your inbox* WELL. I guess I'm starting on drawing some comic fragments for my arcs! I won't send you every single fragment I'll draw, but I felt like dropping angst on you today. >: ) )
(NOO MY BABY BOY, MY SWEET CHEESE, MY SILLY RABBIT, HE'S NOT ALLOWED TO BE SAD /lh
I am so excited to see where this goes! There's already so much emotion and details here!)
#fanart#I would not mind if you did send me more but also keep some for the surprise factor and make my heart explode /lh#well explode even more bc Pep really crying got me#and Pep's corner with him Peppino Gus Brick and the phone as family bc THEY ARE FAMBILY OUUGH#(or they will be when I get there Imao#but y'all know where we're going)#AND I SEE THE DRAWING OF PIZZAHEAD I JUST SAW THAT AAA#Pep is allowed to kill a little#y'know just as a treat#anyways keep up the great work!!!
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can i come over and stare at you like this
#nates drawings#ok ok last drawing for the day guys#i don’t know why i’m so locked in#but anyway record scratch. my dumbass sons im exploding them with my mind#i reallay like how i drew john.. i love drawing him so much#his freckles……. aughhhh#the cuties.. they need to kiss NOW#i think chris likes to stare at john a lot#my homo son……#the black suits#chris thurser#john amoroso#record scratch
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dick grayson aka “my playlist consists of mitski and 80′s rock and i will be performing this medley for you at any times i have my headphones in and you will gradually begin to worry for my mental state”
#tim showed him mitski#change my mind#they have a rule they can't let jason hear it because it might tip him over the edge#it probably led to dick hearing doja cat for the first time and exploding (boom)#anyways he has pretty bad dad dancing skills and just shimmies whilst working#does his lil hip wiggle#dick grayson#tim drake#jason todd#batfam#batfam hc#batkids#batfamily#dick grayson hc
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I literally can't stop thinking about this sequence of pictures, actually completely brainrotting me
#ever since i watched aus 2009 i cant stop scrolling back up in my gallery to stare at these#like pics that genuinely make me roll around on my bed and squeal#GAHHHHHH LIKE THE WAY SEB IS GRINNING UP AT AND HESITANTLY PLACING HIS HAND ON HIS CHEST#AND THEN JENSON NOTICES AND MY GOD THE WAY HES LOOKING AT HIM I CANT I CANT#THE WAY THEYRE SMILING AT ESCH OTHER IM GONNA LOSE IT#AND LOOK HOW HARD JENSE IS GRIPPING HIM GODDDDDDDD#like i really cant express in words how these make me feel its actually just *tv static noises*#i feel like im grinning so hard looking at these that im gonna explode#(also @grace if you see these: ive been reading solar flare lately and GOD YOURE SO RIGHT WHEN YOU REFERENCED IT)#(theres this part where mark says to jb that hes been looking up podium/press pics of them online)#(and that they look like theyre in love HE IS LITERALLY ME FRRRRRR LIKE IM GOING INSANE OVER IT)#(these pics brainrotted me before i started reading it but reading it has only made it 100x worse/better)#anyways i really really like 2009 sebson they're so endearing to me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#ig its just smth about how theyre so affectionate with each other despite being each others rivals#like constantly patting/nudging/hugging each other IM GONNA CRYYYYY IM GONNA EXPLODEEEE#i put these pics in the comp i made if seb but like bcs of the magnitude to which they affect me i needed to make a posr for them#just imagine me wailing and losing my mind irl and in these tags sob sob sob#if i stay committed w watching races ill just keep on going to the end of the v8 era so dw my wailing can only get worse :D#every time i scroll up out of the tags to look at the pics again i feel my heart skipping a bit HDJFKGKGKGL#anyways unhinged wdym unhinged :)#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#jenson button#jb22#sv5#sebson#2009 australian gp
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