#anyways exploding him with my mind
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Every time I try to draw Stockman I have to collect ref pictures all over again because my organization skills are abhorrent but enough is ENOUGH !! Gonna just go through all his scenes and get a massive wall of cropped screenshots like those insane collections that Rise fans make, because I admire them SO much for that. Never again is there an angle on those characters I wouldn’t have a reference for.
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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umm um um um art style change GO!!!!
#lasso fill is literally saving my life rn#anyways this fella is absolutely plaguing my mind can we explode him#hhjgjfgjdjggjkgfhgbnfnbbcmvbmmbnbhbgh#dw glisten#dandys world#my art#also i have no clue whether to draw his curl upward or downward 💔💔#scurries away#WAIT WHY DIDNT I GIVE HIM AN EYE HIGHLIGHT#LITERALLY EVERYWHERE BUT THE EYES BRO ITS TOO LATE 😭 dead inside king we stan
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Teo's favourite number is 8 dawg
now would you say that Ren's obsession has turned into the great despair?
⌞♥⌝ Do you want me to start bawling in this empty McDonald's parking lot or what
#💌 — answered.#💖 — 14 days with queue.#10chimes#THAT'S THE LYRIC???? I genuinely thought it was ''this ascension'' this entire time T_T#Like ok babes xx I'm on my atomicycle.... Where are we ascending to? 😻 (we're going out of bounds)#Anyways!! Exploding Arthur and Quincy with my mind!!!!!! You're next Jesse 🫵#As retribution.... Don't think about Conan and Stalker <3#Now that I think about it....... Tell me why Jae would love Yareli and Gauss as well#Violet with a Titania or Wisp....... Elanor and Citrine........#[REDACTED] who mains Harrow because of what happened with— *I am forcefully removed from the stage*#Oh my gah... 14DWY timeloop AU where you have to keep resetting to avoid the cast getting a bad end.....#My baby Amir is also there because I love him 100000000x
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Modeling my bill plushie to draw.. bill



#gravity falls fanart#gravity falls#bill cipher#bill cipher fanart#Stanford pines#ford pines#billford#I guess??#he’s just holding him#fanart#digital art#craft#crafts#Bill has consumed every crevice of my mind..#I am no longer alone in my head#anyway#screams#explodes
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So I spoke somewhat about my thoughts on Emanator Sampo here, but I never really thought of it from a design point of view or what kind of powers he would have until just recently. But I actually kind of love leaning into it from a "stage hand" perspective?
Because like. Aha's body in THEIR official art is completely black, giving attention to all the fun brightly colored things around THEM. And that's so fitting for Sampo! He usually prefers to be a side character. He likes to act from the shadows. His is a much more subtle hand.

So I wonder if as an Emanator, a lot of his clothes are actually very dark? Not necessarily plain, still extravagant and needlessly detailed in things like cut and quality with lots of different fabrics and textures and ornamentation, but dark. Or maybe even his skin itself becomes blackened further down his body; his hands in particular are dark, as a sort of sleight of hand reference.
The motif of a lot of straps wrapped around him like in his canon design is still present, but they're all loose and flowing off of him like paper streamers now instead of restraining him or holding him together. He is no longer contained! Or maybe they're still a bit more rigid/heavy, but just draped more like red stage curtains!
And this is like. Fully self-indulgent, but I love inhuman designs, and there's nothing in canon to say I can't do this, so screw it! Go for broke!! Maybe it's not visible to normal people, but Sampo having a second set of arms would be really cool, as further sleight of hand reference. One set is almost normal looking, but his hands are a bright, attention-drawing white, and the other is dark, set almost in the shadows of the first arms, to act less noticeably.
He also has something of a broken heart design to him in canon (the front of his black shirt with its jagged shape down the middle; his coat looks like a full heart shape in the back), and I actually like him keeping that element as an Emanator, because I think it suits him. Sampo says his taste in aesthetics and views on Elation involve human dignity,

and the story he helps create in Belobog involves the long and winding road of resistance and survival and eventual triumph in the face of some very adverse, oppressing odds. (I'm pretty sure I heard he once called Wildfire "artless" though, plus the man acts like he thinks Shame is some kind of dessert, so like ndkdjzjskkd) But the point being!!
I think Sampo is someone who can appreciate heartbreak and angst and tragedy in a story, because it makes the victory at the end all the sweeter. And this would be another thing he shares with Aha, because I think THEY did bless the Mourning Actors partly just to be a little shit, but also because Aha does recognize tragedy as part of THEIR Path, too, and you can see it in some of the game. So a broken heart motif can still suit him, and I like him having elements of both comedy and tragedy. Like his clothing having a happy sun/sad moon (like the moon in Aha's art) or him having both of the traditional comedy/tragedy masks in his design.
And as Emanator, Sampo can maybe play with the stage settings environment, too. Like lights sometimes behave strangely around him, appearing blindingly bright to someone or dramatically dark. Sampo wills it and suddenly there seems to be a metaphorical spotlight right where he wants everyone to look. And when he doesn't want to be noticed, his face seems to be cast in shadow, he seemingly just fades into the background, no one notices or recognizes him and he sneaks away easily. He can create smoke or fog literally out of thin air without his bombs now, too, the air will just suddenly thicken until his stage is obscured, and Sampo can set the scene as he pleases or disappear without a trace.
And in line with being a stage hand, Sampo can direct attention like no other. He was already extremely good at this as a normal mortal, and becoming an Emanator only took it up to 11, past human limits. Sampo points, and all present feel compelled to follow his fingertip. He looks away, and they all follow his gaze. He can even affect the mood of an audience; he can influence everyone to be calm and placid or he can whip them into a feverish frenzy. Sometimes a crowd will start to become unsettled, agitation stirring until it boils over, until it incites a full on violent mob.
And in the middle of all that chaos will stand one perfectly calm figure, face cast in shadow, until they quietly slip away out of sight.
#sampo koski#hsr sampo#emanator sampo#hsr sampo koski#honkai star rail#hsr#they were talking about Emanator Sampo designs in the Sampard Nation server one night and somehow THAT was what got my mind going fjkdaljfk#there was also talk of him making monsters explode in confetti or making their heads pop off like a jack-in-the-box (my contribution hehe)#which is hilarious but just wasn't super relevant here jfklasdj#(I miss bouncing around ideas like that...if anyone knows another sampard server or even just a sampo-dedicated one hit me up!)#(i would love to join and would probably even have friends to bring!!)#but anyway yes I love Emanator Sampo being stage hand themed haha it's very fun with him#I have a lot of screenshots so I wanna try to use them for things like this more!#I think its in SU where it says Aha isn't as powerful an aeon as some of the others like Qlipoth or Lan or Nanook#so I like Sampo's powers being less direct and not just pure destructive power like a lot of the Destruction Emanators#it lets you get real creative with it <3#maybe next I'll bring over my thoughts on his mask design? Ooh but I wanna talk about Geppie too...#Geppie protecting his soldiers from Cocolia or the actions he could have taken or his very sweet relationship with Bronya-#-or him being inspired by Serval or his HILARIOUS relationship with Pela...#Decisions decisions...
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gabriel is horrible stinky etc but i do support gay wrongs. i do support gay wrongs.
#it's honestly impressive i had once pinned him the most cishet angel of them all#defying all celestial logic#now he is the 3rd good omens lesbian to me#they (i) hate to see a corporate butch career bitch use his privilege to escape the system unscathed at the expense of others winning#class traitor looking ass i am exploding him with my mind#anyway congrats to the bureaucracy on their marriage#good omens#good omens 2#good omens 2 spoilers#gabriel good omens#beelzebub good omens#gabriel x beelzebub#ineffable bureaucracy
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this man requres step by step instructions repeated multiple times to complete any task and also will then ask me to confirm any edit he makes. i have repeatedly complained to faculty and also directly discussed the issue with him and the answer on all sides is "sucks to suck". hell does exist and it is a group thesis project.
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my irl friend who exclusively is in the insta & tiktok kotlc fandom looks at me like i’ve lost my mind when i say my favorite character is fintan… or when i say i like fitz and keefe equally…
#it’s interesting#i think she’d explode if she found keepblr#anyways#i love the sillies#even when they’re not acting very silly#tbh fintan makes me lose my mind a tiny bit#any mention of him and i go feral#kotlc fandom
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☀️ and Boss, if you're still taking these?
Ya ya, always happy to ramble abt my guys <3
☀️ (sun) - What’s your character like at their best?
Hmmm, a very interesting one for Boss. I swear I'm not trying to be pedantic, but that largely depends on definition of 'best'. His idea of best? Snare's? Morally? Happiest?
I guess, in a general like, daily life sense, when all is going well and he’s at the top of his game, he's very...relaxed, seeming. Everything in his life is sort of like clockwork, it's down to a science, everything in its place how it should be, his own role etched out perfectly for him to step into.
With everything functioning so smoothly, he'd just go about business as usual, but he'd have a flow about him. Casual almost, calm, a little charming. He keeps up on work, exercise, socializing, "sleep", incredibly efficient and seemingly unfazed by any roadblocks that arise.
Really, he’s an unemotional guy, and that sort of 'just right' contentment is predominately what he and Snare strive for. Conflict or unexpected changes are just a headache more than anything, and it's especially a pain in his neck when it's a big enough deal he has to handle it publicly.
At his best, he’s unfailingly efficient, levelheaded, and well kempt.
But that's far from his own idea of best, and even farther still from his happiest. He’s incredibly smart, for better and for worse, and that means he gets bored very incredibly easily. That clashes pretty hard with being a mob boss though, because the only place he can channel it is work, and they're not usually the ones who stir up trouble of their own volition, never mind he wouldn't enjoy that anyway.
Snare keeps that in check, being the main plan guy and all, and Boss has definitely gotten a better handle on it as he's gotten older, but this poor dude is like a captive tiger pacing his enclosure. The guy needs some enrichment. That isn't crime.

#exploding him with my mind Raz psychonauts style#I’m done playing nice (<- literally never played nice in the first place)#it’s so funny I’m like Man Boss and Snare suck so bad. hate those guys <3#my me in Christ YOU MADE the guys#or I guess only somewhat. not my fault someone made mafiafell and I like evil guys in suits!#anyways anyone here ever seen baccano#(ty for the ask I love to jest but obv I love talking abt these jerks too don’t want anyone to think otherwise!)#anonymous#✨💓🌟#clear sky sunset#sun spots#capricious skeletons#mf boss#mafiafell#mafiafell papyrus#snow and hail
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'You really just can't fuckin' quit me, can you?' Vitali scoffed, nostrils flaring on exhale and the smoke of his cigarette stung in his nose as his eyes followed Nick's frantic pacing back and forth through the tunnel. 'Assuming I ever was addicted to you in the first place,' he said in return, tilting his head up in defense when Nick's gaze snapped in his direction. 'It means nothing anymore, Nick— you ruined everything for me. There is nothing left for us now.'
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#cp2077#cyberpunk 2077#art#art:vitali#nuclearocs#nuclearart#sorry man i'm thinking entirely too much about young vitali again he makes me fucking INSANE!!!!!!!#the cigarette in question is a fake thang by the way but like. it adds to the drama of quitting something/someone#with the whole promise he made to mikhail to stop smoking but then picking it up again anyway and losing mikhail#but missing him every single day of his life and kind of being addicted to the memories of him and trying to satisfy his needs#through nick but nick can't provide and he isn't mikhail and vitali isn't addicted to nick per se BUT.#he is addicted to the temporary relief he can get from nick because it reminds him of his time with mikhail#do you see. how insane all of this is and how insane he is and how badly i need to explode everything with my mind. anyway
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Neon Genesis Evangelion: Campus Apocalypse - Ch. 20

#i haven't been able to stop thinking about this scene since i read campus apocalypse everything about it makes me sooo.#shinji ikari#kaworu nagisa#kawoshin#neon genesis evangelion#evangelion campus apocalypse#nge#nge ca#toma reads comics#i really love the way their relationship is developed here.... from them having more time to be friends to the whole#they met as kids and shinji impacted kaworu's life forever by giving him gentle touch for the first time ever thing#and that last page is so. aaauaguagauagghh#in my mind ca is either one of the early loops or there was an early loop closer to canon where their relationship developed very similarly#something something shinji being the first person to give kaworu affectionate touch here#vs kaworu being the first person to tell shinji they love him in later loops.......... [explodes]#anyway. im so normal (LIE)#campus apocalypse#gakuen datenroku
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“What are you smiling for”
#digital art#digital illustration#drawing#artists on tumblr#ipad art#digital painting#my art#art#pinksepia#ace one piece#one piece#one piece ace#ox x canon#one piece oc#one piece original character#well you see…#I love ace so bad and I’m mad HES DEAD#me vs characters that barely get any screen time 🤝#portgas d ace#sigh#*explodes him with my mind*#anyways I feel like my oc would be annoyed with him somewhat
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Hearing people say that Wolfgrace was so forced in Chapter 1 as someone who's been shipping them since the prologue is so hilarious because like brother the crumbs were always there?? Wolfgang was obviously positioned as a pivotal character to the story since the beginning but Grace was also shown to be more significant than the others alongside him, just like Eva was with Damon. It seemed very likely (to 15 year old me at least) that Wolfgrace would be our rival duo to Evamon.
Just like Damon and Eva, Wolfgang and Grace are close to each other in the promotional material. They're together in Chapter 0 title screen. They're next to each other on the train and the first people to meet after being kidnapped (they're also the first two characters we get properly introduced to). Grace is very much plays a significant role in the trial along with Wolfgang. Hell, when Wolfgang has his speech where he ensures that none of them will succumb to the killing game to defy Tozu, Grace is the FIRST person to back him up, lending her voice to reassure the rest of the group even after being shot at moments prior (note to self but I find it cute how he was able to snap her out of her paralysis and give her strength in a moment she felt absolutely vulnerable). And that's not mentioning their multiple moments of banter and admittedly very catty back and forths: Wolfgang referring to her as "Grace" when getting frustrated with her picking on Toshiko after multiple scoldings, Grace getting annoyed with him for hitting her with the "that's personal information" in regards to when he started college, them getting too sidetracked arguing to focus on the fact that they literally got kidnapped, Grace waking up from her daze to interrupt him during the trial before completely taking over the debate and then hitting him with the "use your brain mate" even tho he made an argument that was literally agreeing with her (that still makes me giggle like girl he was taking your side why 😭 the way he folded immediately too lol). And that's just the moments in the game I can recall off the top of my head. I'm not even touching on the Wolfgrace New Year's Eve art or the official 2024 Valentine's day art where Wolfgang is shown holding a bouquet meant for Grace (evidenced by the rabbit encased in a heart).
Like, Grace and Wolfgang have ALWAYS been a thing. It was never a matter of if, but when that would be explored more clearly in game. I was pleasantly surprised that they went third base in Chapter 1, but that was only because I fucking thought Wolfgang wouldn't fucking die FIRST 💀💀 It seems like people can wrap their heads around Evamon being a thing and that it was very much natural for their characters, but somehow struggle with accepting that Wolfgrace is the same despite it being very parallel to them. I can accept not shipping or liking them, but there's a difference between something being forced and you just NOT reading the room-- guess which one is the case here.
#project eden's garden#p:eg#p:eg spoilers#wolfgang akire#grace madison#wolfgrace#golfgang#evamon#love how i theorised wolfgrace and evamon being in opposition to each other only for it to become canon and crash and burn right after BROO#15 year old me would fucking lose it like COME ONNN (that was a brillaint move narrative wise but man it's 28 stab wounds to the heart 😭)#i actually didn't realise how fucking sassy wolfgang was in chapter 0 like goddamn dude 💀#anyway i feel like wolfgrace is likely going to have more significance character wise than it will have narrative wise#which is perfectly fine by me since i do care more about the characters than i do the plot#the way grace has been said to have burned all bridges and relationships and friendships on her journey to the top#and how wolfgang has been implied to have a father who was a horrible husband and dealing with the horror of taking after him#and the both of them putting it all aside for a single night to give each other a comfort they can't find anywhere else AHGASJGBSM#i fucking adore the vulnerability between them and the way they find comfort and intimacy in each other while living in fear of dying alone#the way they connect and grow closer in such little time because there's no time to even take things slow in their situation#that they could've-- WOULD'VE-- bonded so much more and so much longer in another timeline yet it never being meant to be in this one AGHHH#SOMEONE SEDATE ME GODDMAN IT#i need that relationship explored while allowing them to remain independent characters sooo bad#if i see another person hating on wolfgrace or saying it was forced just know i'm exploding you in my mind#momento rambles
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just got kissed for the first time in over a decade 😵💫
#no thoughts just 😵💫😵💫😵💫#it was good i think? different than expected#i was expecting like a sweet chaste little peck but he WENT for it lmaoo#the kiss itself idk about bc i've never really been wowed by any kiss bc its always a bit awkward#this was too but probably less than any other kiss ever for me#and i did enjoy it bc of who it was if not for the kiss itself#probably would have enjoyed it more if i wasn't on the verge of a panic attack about it 🤣#but i am an overthinker lol#it was nice though i think#bc i really wanted him to kiss me to i think any kiss would have been nice#anyway going insaneeee#also before we kissed i told him i havent been kissed since i was 15 and he looked like his head was gonna explode which was flattering 😂#and i was worried i wouldn't be any good at it but he was very complimentary 🤣#and followed me out of the car for another one lollll#anyway gonna lose my mind fr#like not to get my hopes up and get all excited super early in a relationship but idk...#it's cornyyy but i've never felt like this tbh#been worried for years that im not capable of love but i dont worry abt that now 🥺#every relationship has been so painfully awkward and empty before now and now im just like oh. this is how it's supposed to feel#ALSO he has been asking me out nearly every time i've seen him for TWO YEARS an it just went over my head 🤡#anyway love makes u stupid that's all i have to say goodnight <3#personal#don't reblog#this has been a shitpost#in the moment it didn't seem like a great kiss but now i cant stop thinking abt it and really want to do it again so it must have been 🤣
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the fact that riz worked so hard to keep straight A+ grades all year only in the matter of like, a week to complete two nigh impossible tasks to, essentially, ensure all that work didn't matter and ace his grades anyway would legitimately keep me up at night at his age. I hope he gets like, a fucking medal or something. or, yknow, more cash from the school. he deserves it
#fhjy spoilers#fhjy#like im so serious right now id lose my mind#the whole party deserve an award for putting all that work into academics and having it ultimately not matter anyway#but riz found the rogue teacher AND passed the last stand in the space of like a week and thats great and awesome for him but#i think id explode realising i spent all that time working for nothing basically#i gen thought murph was gonna make a joke about “riz takes another stress token” during aguefort's speech bc. i would#agueforts adventuring academy owes this boy therapy money i think
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