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starburr · 2 days ago

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Sasha and Marcy thinking how to go about telling Anne they're a couple now but also wanting to clue her in that they want her too, stressing and going over ways to admit it. The inconclusive fears that she would feel too heartbroken or overwhelmed over it and they'd never win her over. Especially when the other two are very lovey-dovey with each other when they all hang out.

It all comes to a head one day when they invite her over for dinner. She's not there yet but they're both panicking at Sasha's place, trying to set the mood. Lights, decor, even the fucking food is as light as possible so that it might help their image of her. The pink hue of the living room is almost too bright but it sends a message well enough, they're just not sure if its sending the message they want to tell Anne.

A few knocks on the door snap them back to nervousness, she's here. They don't have much time to compose themselves again, sweat beading on their skin, their smiles held a bit too long on their faces. But Anne has something else to bring up at the table, clearing her throat as everyone sits down.

"Okay so uhm, I think I have an idea what this, is all about." She seems to fiddle with her purse, dashing as ever even when unsure how to continue with her words.

"First off, congrats on you two, y'know... Getting... Together and all that..." She seems to trail off, her stare now distant and out of it.

Sasha parses the discomfort, about to speak next but Anne fulfills that role.

"And you know, it's nice you want to invite me over to celebrate... Well, you two... I... Hmmm... I'm happy for you two really guys... I just... Well, I, I dunno..."

Uh oh. They clearly had a bit of explaining to do, but Anne is already stood up, excusing herself to the bathroom, powerwalking there.

Sasha stands up to grabs her arm, a bit too firmly maybe as Anne yelps in surprise.

"Annie! Anna-banana, hey! Wait, please... Let us explain... Please, that's, that's not entirely it, please listen to us..."

She seems to consider not listening to her friend's pleas, but relents eventually.

"Sashy... I'm, I'm sorry about everything bad I ever said about you... Fuck it, I might as well admit it in front of you two... That I, Anne Boonchuy, am such a fucking stupid bitch!" Her genuine frustration seems aimed at herself, Marcy can only offer a hug from behind as Sasha begins to gently cup her face, feeling the tears streak down.

"Now why would you, our bestest friend ever, and savior of Amphibia think she's a stupid bitch?" She coaxes, albeit gently. Soothing almost like she wants her to take her time.

After a bit of sniffling and making her the middle of an inpromptu cuddlepile, she speaks again. "It's obvious, well to me anyway. I'm a stupid bitch, because I'm in love with you two!" Ah. They don't know what to say, the tension somewhat relieved but now they have to approach telling her without making it seem like they're only saying what they want out of pity for her. "I know, I know! It's not normal but fuck that, this is what I really feel! I never wanted to ruin our friendship, not after everything but... I just... I really do love both of you, an-" "Ditto." Marcy manages to squeeze out, her throat a little dry and voice shaky from the crying.

"Huh? The fuck? Like the pokemon or, wait what? I'm voicing my heart out? Wait sorry, like what does that have to do with th-" Sasha interrupts. "Ditto. Like not the pokemon. She means the word in the dictionary, sorta means likewise. Or maybe 'same'. That kind of ditto. She was saying ditto in response to you, you saying you love both of us. And let me say it too. Ditto." The crying and wheezing abruptly dies down, only ragged panting from Anne as she sits down on the couch. They can't quite see her face given how she was just hunched over crying moments ago, but thankfully that's stopped. They do hear her say something despite the awkwardness of it all.

"Ditto, you fucking dorks." She even gives a little giggle, perhaps out of relief that she understands.

#zeth's ramblings #hc #headcanons #sasharcy #sashannarcy #sasha waybright #marcy wu #anne boonchuy #angsty #sorta #writing #fic idea

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sexynetra · 1 year ago

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Dawn defending Amanda in untucked oh what if I cry actually

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dreamerdrop · 1 month ago

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An AU to consider: Nurse Ogawa transferring to Deep Space Nine alongside Miles and Keiko.

Ogawa has a really magnetic charm to her, it’s impossible not to like her. She is also very intelligent, a studious professional, and deeply dedicated to her work.

She also has several years experience in the field over her Chief Medical Officer, who is fresh out of the academy and a little too enthusiastic about everything.

She thinks Bashir is adorable. He reminds her a bit of Wesley, so she ends up mothering him without meaning too. Julian would stop her, but it makes him feel kinda fuzzy and warm when she’s like that. (He mistakes this for romantic interest in her, but she actually bursts out laughing when he tries to ask her out, and then spends a week apologising for it. Julian decides it’s probably not worth a second attempt, and they settle into a nice doting friendship instead.)

She, Keiko, and Garak have a wine & whine club on weekends.

#star trek #star trek ds9 #star trek tng #alyssa ogawa #julian bashir #.i was thinking about how much i loved ogawa in tng recently and like.#.she was such an easy to like character as well like she smiles and you fall in love.#.and thinking about that lower decks episode in tng too.#.i would have loved to see ogawa become a spotlight character like miles did tbh.#.and if they dragged in another transplant from tng and it was a woman i think the writers would have felt compelled to give her and keiko.#.a friendship of sorts by default.#.and wouldn’t it have been nice if keiko was given more focus episodes as well. ):#.anyway mostly i just think ogawa would be a good counterpart to bashir.#.they’re both very cute and optimistic and then dead serious when it comes to their work.#.but they’re like. very different beyond that. alyssa is more humble and content with a lower rank and daily work.#.julian wants to aim bigger to help more people on a larger scale.#.ogawa rolls with her failures and punches and brushes herself off and keeps going.#.julian stews in his failures and takes them all as a personal issue no matter what.#.i just think they’d be an interesting dynamic.

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cursed-spirit-manipulation · 4 months ago

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jjk is about a lot of things but most of all with regard to Shoko Satoru and Suguru it's about how if you don't interact with people who aren't in your weird fucked up school with like 10 ppl total on a regular basis you WILL become an incredibly interesting adult in a way that makes people pity you

#JJK #Jujutsu Kaisen #Like obv the post is jokey but genuinely I feel like ppl don't talk about the intense isolation that goes on #Shoko Nanami Suguru and Satoru like regularly interact w 4 ppl (the others + Haibara) and like... Man. When you lose 25% of your social lif #And you can barely. Talk to the other 75% because they're equally but differently affected. Shits going to do some Interesting Things to u #Also it might be part of ''op grew up with very little social interaction not for any one specific reason but in general #Doesn't naturally form friendships/bonds even when surrounded by ppl'' but only having like 1 or two close friends #(and like. Satoru calls Suguru his only friend. He definitely likes Shoko and Nanami but obviously there's a distance there)#Will do some Very Interesting Things To You. Anyway Satoru and Suguru were both pretty heavily implied to be very socially isolated #As children (bc of being ''the strongest''/able to see curses but also autism. They're autistic) and then ended up having a wildly #Codependent relationship that ended up ruining them both bc they didn't know how to start fixing things #Because they were the only ppl they really knew so. I'm going to be honest I think at some points they straight up loathed each other #Suguru bc Satoru ''left him behind'' Satoru bc Suguru ''didnt catch up'' and like. They had fucking no one to talk to #like 1. Shoko and Nanami are Also Kids and Know Both Of Them Well so trying to go to them would be. Wild #2. The adults in their life... There's only so much Yaga can do as one man. And I also think he's Struggling #3. They straight up don't know how to talk to people. They just don't.#Anyways they hated each other because they loved each other and I'm not saying talking to other ppl would've fixed this but #I think it could've changed A Lot y'know. Eh maybe my point would be stronger if Yuuji Megumi n Nobara #Like. Had better fleshed out social lives (showing why they're less fucking. Deranged) bc there's clearly Elements but not really much #Concrete stuff to point to. Yuuji kinda just forgets his old classmates. Sad! Megumi had His Sister and that was........ And Nobara didn't #Get her shit resolved. So. Yaaaay

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sskk-manifesto · 6 months ago

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Ep 5!!!

#Episodes that make me go “The author has never talked with a woman ever” 😓😓😓#I don't like how Lucy's character is handled at all. And I feel like I can't talk about it because I'm just going to sound like a bitter–#ss/kk shipper... But I really don't like it. And if it can help my case I'm a multishipper so I really don't take any–#issues with atsu/lucy I like the ship quite a lot actually.#So you're telling me there's this girl... Who meets this boy who pretty much ruined her life by directly causing her to lose her job...#And the next time she sees him she's going to sacrifice her own freedom for him as well as tell him “when you're done doing your things–#come and save me” (longest ewwww ever)... And when she regains freedom (author didn't bother to explain how because they don't care)–#she goes to work... As a waitress at the café beneath his workplace. So he can keep doing his Cool Superpowers Job while she literally–#must serve him every time he visits the place. It's just ?????????????????????????????????#Look‚ I don't dislike Lucy and I feel general affection towards her. It's just that they make her act like no one ever would #Just for the sake of the plot I guess #And like I knoww it's (probably just a little) more nuanced than that. I know Lucy is living her own fairy tale fantasy.#It's just that what I've said about her story is still true‚ you know?#I'm sorry but as sweet as atsu/lucy can be. I really hate the author for making Lucy a waitress. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry.#It's so weird. This anime has women writing standards that feel like dating back to the 20s #Same with Katai and the ideal woman tbh. Like why are women to be seen as this abstract impersonal entities? Why can't they just be people?#Ideal for WHO. It's like super screwed up of a concept. What even is an ideal woman? What does it mean to be a woman anyways?#They just want to say “ideal wife”. But women aren't made to be wives their existence isn't functional to another person.#Sorry. I derail. Next episode is going to be even worse on this front ughhhh #Back to the episode: once again it really shows they were running out of budget with this season‚‚‚ the animation looks very suffered #Too many flashback also... I feel bad for the animators tbh #I don't really like the shift in art style :( Not even Atsushi I found particularly pretty this episode my heart cries #The nail pulling thing made me feel like throwing up afhsjyabfsbfwasfvb I feel like I can bear worse gore but there's a couple of little–#specific things I can't stand and this seems to be one of them pffftttt #I like Higuchi I think she's both very funny and cool. I really wish she was explored more (but then again looking at Teruko... )#The relationship between Kunikida and Katai looks so interesting even though we only get glimpses of it. Kunikida regrets Katai leaving–#the ada but is also happy for him but also worries for him. He comes to his house seemingly to check on him and starts cleaning around.#The way he loves him and cherishes their friendship and shared history is really evident and it makes for a compelling dynamic.#Perhaps I should read their short story... In any case. Going to someone's house and compulsively start doing the dishes half out of will–#to help out half because he can't bear the mess sounds a lot like something I'd do lol

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brynn-lear · 7 months ago

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I never got too deep into enstars but there are days where I miss Mama 😔

#no one should ever be surprised that I main Boothill >:( /silly #yeehaw partner /jjjjjjjjj #i also like eichi for the aesthetic. he's like if you mix dain's face and ayato's mindset. actual warcriminal emperor-#and i think in terms of singing kaito slays 🔥🔥🔥🔥 I'm sorry.#actually in terms of songs in general imho it's valkyrie and akatsuki HAHAHAH #then idk i think i vibe with most undead songs though i wish there were like valentine eve's nightmare-#PERFECTLY-IMPERFECT 🔥🔥🔥🔥#fORBIDDEN RAIN- okay ill #stfu abt undead songs HAHAH #me typing these tags just slowly but surely reminds me I actually very much enjoy adonis' voice #in terms of trauma I think I got it most from Eden songs HAHAHAHHA the fricking apocalypse dance shit i forgot name but THAT #i love how i went “oh i like undead too but not as much i guess” and then proceeded to talk about undead songs more than akatsuki #and valkyrie HAHAHAHHA I'm a fricking liar #HEY HEY i mostly like valkyrie cuz shu's voice is mesmerizing- and every song in akatsuki slays because of their vocals even if I'm not th #e biggest fan of their genre leave me alone my biggest taste in men depends on their voice 😭😭😭😭😭#though in terms of friendship MaM/DoubleFace CrazyB and alkaloid for sure we'd be friends absolutely-#i played the music!! one not the original and nothing got me as hyped in the story as the fricking crazy roulette HAHAHAHA #GOT ME FEELIN LIKE I WAS IN THE CONCERT #never be a loooooSAAAAAUURRRRR *breakdances*#kiss of life is also mwah they're all my children. i know nothing on properly playing this game but i know i tried to main the christian guy #produce? forgot name but HIM I also love his voice and I have one of his priest card so he fricking dances with the priest uniform HAHAHAH #random confession: i don't have a 5 star mama card. orz.#anyways back to regular chaos in the tags omg aira i remember him what a mood and also the phantom oh frick forgot his name but i have his #sanrio card HAHAHHA 😭😭 i haven't leveled it up. i don't play this religiously-#the grind feels so overwhelming and i understand nothing I'm still on the work task 2 thing HAHHAA 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#most importantly i want to mention my redhead son i forgot his name but i love him very much my pretty son and his chaotic older bro i #support them both amen #as for fine. i don't really like most their songs that much...? okay this time I'm not lying like with Undead HAHAHAH I do vibe with #tempest nights for SURE absolute bop my dear blue haired clown is my fave fine member (as you can tell i love my loud girlies HAHAHHA)#most knight songs are bops and I like all the members- specially mister ensemble stRaws musiC (my other red haired son)

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arolesbianism · 4 months ago

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Doodle I did of my girl Juliet earlier

#keese draws #lobotomy corporation #oc art #not super happy with this but I do enjoy looking at her so I can lower my standards for her #at least I feel like I have a better idea of her general shapes now #I spent hours and hours today on the lob corp grind and I think Im Finally ready to actually move forward with they story #Ive also been thinking abt my nuggets during their lor eras and thats been fun #in particular its been fun to think abt my ogs because half of them are experiencing their crash from finally being free from lob corp hell #and the other half are like frolicking in fields and making friendship bracelets and have made peace with their past and upcoming futures #and that half is the half that are all just godawful people who do not deserve that peace and happiness while the people they actively #traumatized are just left to deal with it #this is mostly abt juliet and loki they both suck I love them sm <3 #juliet is the one thats caused more active harm tho since shes that type of boss that will obsess over those she thinks have ~potential~#and once youve caught her attention you are guaranteed to have a horrible time as she will get what she wants out of you no matter what #she doesn't even work on abnormalities anymore just just breaths down ppls necks and fights when need be #loki is very similar in that regard he puts a lot of pressure on his team to provide the results he wants #hes less likely to like. directly psychologically torture those who are under him. but he still isnt a good boss.#hes also more openly rude and disrespectful towards those around him because while neither respect anyone but eachother #loki much more frequently openly states that fact to ppls faces because he feels like everyone around him is wasting his time #now loki actually does legitimately like a few other ppl he works with which is smth that cant rly be said for juliet #but hes also the one whos always on team 'lets murder the newbies for science' so y'know #ding is like his least favorite person here and its like 30% because he specifically accepted her into the info department because he #planned on getting her killed to finish off some research on a tool abno that was being worked on #but she survived the process so now she just like actually works here and he despises her despite the fact that shes rly good at her job #juliet doesn't usually send ger guys to die on purpose but if they do die she doesn't care #she simply feels that if they die early they were weak links anyways #she will still be 'nice' to newbies and to all of her coworkers for that matter but she still has quite the bad reputation regardless #some newbies do fall for her polite act but anyone whos been here for more than like a few days knows that she doesn't give a shit abt them #theyre both doing fine in lor theyre just like we may have lost everything but at least we have eachother :) (mason wants to strangle them)

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tchotchkez · 4 months ago

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[sorry for the hardcore tag rants, y'all]

#more than a little exhausted by certain things #no stability anywhere in life #not in work or family or even friends #would settle for literally just one single shred of continuity and reliance #one single piece of my life I can count on to be there for me and reliable and safe #just a shred of something or someone being there for me in the long run #work has proven garbage #family is so fucking volatile it might as well be an unhandled explosive #and the very few threads of friendship I've found and thought were worth the time and effort to strengthen have just #left me abandoned or floundering doing either all the work to be left behind or what I can to be uncounted for #either nothing or not enough and not counted for in the long run #because apparently my friendship is just as forgettable or easily disregarded as every other part of me #or at least that's how it definitely fuckin feels #and I'm So Spooked when it comes to making friends!#I'm scared to connect with people who actually seem genuinely interested in getting to know me and talk to me!#and that sucks bc I want to get to know them but everyone else seemed interested at first too and then a few months later!#they're just as hard to get in touch with as everyone else who turns away!#I don't want to annoy anyone or be too much anymore #I'm tired of getting my feelings hurt like a big giant fucking baby!#i know it's mostly on me and managing shit but it still just. sucks ASS.#I don't wanr to be scared to make friends because people abandon me #I don't want to run people off #I want to be better and have better because I know I deserve it #sorry for ranting I'm just. incredibly jacked up about some more recent stuff bc it brought up long term stuff #i am not immune to hating myself bc of bad friends #anyway yeah sorry i am done grambling #grant grumbles #grambling is my new grant grumbles extra #also to you amazing guys who are so full of love (myccc and hack!!!!!) ily tons and you bring me life #i am trying to be just as cool and worthy as you both!!!! please don't ever leave me! you keep me going even if I don't show it well!!!

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bi-mirandalawson · 7 months ago

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usonami. is it platonic ? is it romantic ? they dont even know.

#this is just for me. how i interpret them.#they are such a duo. theyre little gossip bitches and theyre liars and theyre both terrified of being a burden on the ones they love #they take incredible comfort in physical closeness to each other. they put their legs on the others lap.#when they get paired up they are so in synch. and not just for fighting. like they could execute a plan without any words.#nami accidentally kisses him once when she's drunk (very affectionate drunk) and he freaks out bc he thinks shes like.#declaring her love for him. and they have to have a conversation the next day. nami apologizes for freaking him out. says she doesnt really #take it back. but that she wouldnt have done it in her right mind bc she doesn't want to risk their friendship changing. so they both #pretend like it didnt happen. usopp is relieved bc he wasnt ready to dig into his feelings about nami and really sort them out. but he does #it anyway. and he can't come up with an answer. kissing her was nice. but now he is also afraid of ruining their friendship. hes afraid of #ruining the vibes. so they both sit on whatever feelings they have for so long. but also they are very much a package deal. and under more #'normal' circumstances they would stay together forever. like i dont even know if they would look for any other partner. or eventual spouse #they get a house together. they grow old together.#anyway. i blacked out for a minute there.#sinatext #op chatter tag

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anakinh · 1 year ago

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finished trespasser. honestly... really good? although i find it funny that teagan was repeating some of the same shit i complained about. I never actually played trespasser - I finished the game without the dlc first, and wasn't impressed enough to play it again (also, i just suck at replaying bioware games in general. i can do it every 3 years or so. (poor mass effect legendary edition.)) anyway i bought trespasser on sale years ago. back then people were complaining about teagan's rants against the inquisition but listen. listen. he's right.

anyway this i really liked. my inquisitor and solas finally had a conversation with actual emotions (which is probably the only time during the romance where i felt like there was an actual emotional connection and a romance. it was nicely done, if a bit late). there was a great sense of urgency at the end. I liked the battle with ataashi for having interesting mechanics i will steal for d&d. cassandra's narration at the end was hilarious.

edit: actually, one loud complaint. what the fuck was that harlequin game. why would i waste time on that

#me.txt #i play dai #i also really like the friendship between cassandra and my elven inquisitor #who's very pro-mage pro-elf anti-chantry etc etc you know #the two of them don't agree on much of anything but they both understand that they genuinely want to make the world a better place #and there's genuine respect. and they're genuinely friends. and cassandra even notes that they're good friends even though they don't agree #i love it. i think this inquisitor's best friends were cassandra and dorian lmao #and i do headcanon her as getting together with josie after all this because again. MUCH more chemistry with her than solas #also it was HILARIOUS when teagan said 'they just captured caer bronach!'#i was bitching about that for so long lmao #although the dialogue was weirdly 'we should keep the inquisition' at first ... even though one of the first things you CAN say in the dlc #was 'yeah i'm gonna disband the inquisition.'#anyway i'm a sucker for a dramatic ending. my rating of ffix was 6/10 until i got to the dramatic romantic reveal ending. then it was 11/10

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indigodawns · 11 months ago

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watching any edition of in the soop really never fails to make me 1) want to eat steak fried rice or noodles and 2) move to korea to go live in the mountains

#ideally ig that'd be with members of bts or svt but im flexible i think just hiking there would fix me #esp svt's its2 it's SO beautiful there #gimme the sauna and the food as a bonus and im happy #also so many good talks this season??? loving that for them #dino tries really hard though and they keep shooting him down 😭😭 let your maknae speak!!!#jungkook: i learned so much from my hyungs im basically just made up of your personalities #rest of bts: our baby 🤧🥰🥺😚🤗😌☺️ you've grown up so well 💕😘💖💞💓💗#dino: i learned so much from my members as the maknae #rest of svt: what if i throw u in the fire 🔥👀🔪😩🤔😚 we all learned from each other. we're one 😤💓🔪🔥💞 get a grip #i like both perspectives #look away but. i love being the baby in my friend group and it does make me very baby spiderman listening to older spiderman meme #that said in my friend group where im the oldest by 2 whole entire years i also learn so much from them and their attitudes to life #just pisses me off sometimes bc i feel like i should be imparting more wisdom but then im the one having breakdowns :/#anyways i love friendship so much #and im just teasing @ svt as a sensitive loser it intimidates me sometimes but they're truly more like siblings ig

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linda-rose · 1 year ago

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say what you will about svu's season 20 lmao, but them continuing that storyline in "Facing Demons," with an amazing callback to the title of Cassidy's last episode AND doing it so well by not making it Over The Top but still significant was 10/10. Might be my favorite episode of this season so far.

#idk it all just felt very natural? if that makes sense #some of this season feels a bit forced or too preachy for lack of a better word #but i think this episode was really solid and i loved how they ended up there in a truly normal way through a case #and it was a real look at his character his past and how in hindsight in impacted his relationships #and also showed that him and Benson were BOTH struggling with this sort of thing and opening up back when it seemed to mostly be her #it just felt like closure for them that i never felt like we got without also being Too Much #like some of the endings of these season 20 episodes lol #and also i just love him I'm sorry #and that final look they share...GOD #it just made me feel a lot better with how things ended and made a casual friendship possible again #and the glimpses we get of how much theh both still care and value one another UGH #and again how they ended up there was iconic tbh realizing what they were doing i was like WAIT YES I REMEMBER HE SAID THIS NO FREAKING WAY #AND its FINALLY another episode i actually liked Stone a lot in so 10/10.#i think him and cassidy were great together and i loved the roadtrip lmao.#anyway sorry for the essay in the tags but who else will i be able to say this to LMAO #svu #law and order svu

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floralovebot · 2 years ago

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this like a really late msg but i’m curious about the aisha/helia comic panel omg

IT'S THIS ONE <3333333

I CRY EVERY TIME I SEE THIS

#i just...#i love winx/specialist friendships so much!!#and look at them!! THEY SHOULD BE BESTIES #flora's bestfriend and her partner should be besties!!#and being serious i really do think helia is one the specialists that aisha could genuinely get close to #and vice versa! i just know he thinks she's the coolest person ever #especially considering their rocky start (aka her breaking into his room and it being Very implied that he knew)#but anyway! she just looks so fond 🥺 and she feels so comfortable!! and he does too!!#and that's SO CUTE considering they both have trust issues and a hard time getting close to people #for them to feel so comfy with each other that they allow cuddles is so <3 #it also feels so nice to see this since a lot of media hates seeing women and men be Friends #while also showing affection #so to see them be physically affectionate without it being A Thing or anyone get weird or jealous? SO NICE #UEUEUE #i just love them so much :')#answered

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maddisandy · 1 year ago

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everyone has some pretty reasonable dynamics and then there's soleil and gale

#plum charas #detailing in tags #soleil and astarion consider each other partners and equals beyond just lovers #but i went by the chart for this one rather than changing things for them #soleil did find amusement in gales nerdy flirting and thought it was cute but when given an ultimatum he chose astarion #gale got very upset about tav and astarion dating in my game after flirting with them constantly #so for a short period of time things were kind of awkward between them #but now they consider each other like close family friends (gale still likes soleil but respects their feelings)#halsin and soleil consider each other friends. both are attracted to each other but halsin moreso than soleil #jaheira and soleil consider each other friends but they didn't bomd as much as everyone who was around earlier (esp origin charas)#still they hold each other both in high regards and respect for each other #karlach and wyll both are very good friends to soleil. however i found them late in act 1 (i didn't know where to find them before) and by #then i already had much more relationship built with the party i was running with (shadowheart laezel and swapping gale and astarion #depending on the fight and if i need another spellcaster or a mobile melee)#plus i had kitted laezel to be my tank and soleil is already a warlock so i really didnt have them in my party except to do their personal #quests #but i still got pretty high approvals from them so theyre still very good friends #karlach went to avernus with wyll in my playthrough so i like to think every once and awhile the pop back up on the prime material for a hi #and vice versa with soleil and astarion finding a way to avernus to say hello #soleil also had a small puppy love crush on wyll but it was mostly attraction since they didn't persue anything #laezel and shadowheart are both very best friends with soleil and laezel still keeps in contact using the rary bond ring #both liked soleil in early game but soleil admitted they were nblm so they weren't interested back #laezel still feels admiration for them as a leader and helping in freeing orpheus and aiding laezel however they can against vlakith but #doesnt oersue for obvious reasons. shadowheart just overcame her feelings and treasures their friendship more #and sorry to minthara but i killed her. whoops #over all i like to think everyone (especially the origin charas) (minus minthara ofc) meet up regularly for reunions at whoevers home to #catch up and be together and very found family vibes. plus with the rary bond ring they can still talk whenever theyd like anyways #because im a sucker for found family #i also have my headcanons for everyone dynamics together outside of tav but. for another time #soleil fennuith

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navramanan · 2 years ago

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I go through these short periods of time feeling very okay and good even only bc i distract myself from what pains me until it catches up again and the cycle repeats itself

#i think it's verrrrrrrrry close to catching up again after i've had normal 2 weeks lol #so many ifs and buts and would things be better had i made a different decision lived in a different place or time etc #but i'll never now i'll always only have the here and now and the unchangeable past #and the very incertain scary future i'm trying so so so hard to be hopeful about but seeing things as they are right now. i really dont kno #i can only fake it to some point. i cant fake it till i make it. i'll fall apart countless times and then wont make it anyway #i feel like. i feel like all the circumstances i've been in have all always been against me #like i'm the only unlucky one among the people i know #i try so so so hard to remind myself that people who seem to have it so much better have their own problems too #but then also i remember something i wrote down once as a teen. the phrase you typically hear #''i have been battling (?) with this problem but am lucky enough to have a support system / loving friends etc''#and idk how right i am with thinking this way but no matter what problems you have.#it's the toughest thing to lack deep connections with at least 1 person ideally like 3 i guess bc it's such a fundamental thing #you know having someone you can ALWAYS turn to without feeling bad and you know that they can and do turn to you too #and i do have a few wonderful friends i love so so much but i feel and know that no one needs me like i need them #every friendships feels so fragile to me. no one depends on me turns to me for advice or to vent etc #and when i feel like i need to do any of those things i cant turn to any of them #there's still inevitably a sort of disconnect i feel #and it terrifies me that i'll never find someone i connect with on a deeper level and it's mutual and we both can depend on each other #and there are no boundaries no shame no unspoken words #i dont know how true any of my feelings are but. but yeah #nesi rants

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shadybug · 2 years ago

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thinking abt aliens showing affection towards each other again and getting rly sappy about it

#this is about my ocs but also it's about talita and shyam rtts #i'm just. so so soft for interspecies friendships/relationships #they r so different and they have such different needs but they love each other so much...#anyways i'm trying to figure out friendship between a very cuddly + affectionate bugthing #and a landfill-adapted alien that leaks toxic slutch and is only social at certain times of the year #like... just picturing their friendship meaning enough to both of them that they adapt #PPE for cuddling time. and finding ways to navigate the weird social/solitary season cycle while still meeting both of their needs #this probably comes from a 'neurodivergent person with a lot of weird needs ppl ignore' perspective lol #but also. aliens cool and i love specbio #jabberwockies

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