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2024 Brazilian GP | x
#franco colapinto#autumn posts#I'm so conflicted about all the rumors!!#I want him to have a spot for 2025!! but rbr is kinda falling apart!! and we've seen how especially callous they can be 😢#I miss Daniel so much 🥺 I've been on my usual insta dives and everytime I see vcarb I still pause out of habit#still I agree with so many folks that its good he got away from rbr who never were going to give him the respect and opportunities!!#so I worry for Franco!!!#and poor Max gosh this FiA balogna and the car just not performing 🥲#tbh I've been hiding in like 2017 posts just soaking up content I missed from bygone days!#I spam my sideblog verstappen100 if anyone wants like mostly Daniel throwback yearning hehe 🙂↕️#idk the vibes feel off this GP especially so like...idk how to explain it!!#but anyways I think I'm just new and I'm sick irl so just kinda stewing in the feels#nothing some gifs can't fix 🙂↕️#and I have to work tomorrow 🥲 but then!!! freedom!!!#anyways just rambling...#I like to hide in the tags and the side blog but I know that#hiding how I feel is blocking me from making true connections in fandom!!#I worry I'll say something silly or something#but maybe I should be more brave instead of hiding#oh anyways!!!#if you're reading all this!! thank you! hehe nothing huge just feeling dumping before slumber 😴#I hope all is well!!#sending good energy out to Franco on such a hard weekend#and to Daniel hopefully chilling and dreaming up something excellent 💞#and to y'all!! have a good night morning and afternoon!! 🌙☀️☁️#going to add a few more photos before I go!!
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Jewish friends.. Stay safe, I love you, please take care of yourself, keep doing your best even though it's hard so often lately. You deserve good days, mutual respect, care and love.
#jumblr#saying what I need to hear tbh#I feel like my old anger has come back a bit lately#and my inability to trust anyone i meet.. too#Like. You know the experience where someone's neurons connect and realize you're Jewish and their whole face changes?#the pit you feel when it's just. visible their feelings about meeting you have changed?#oh boy#anyway goodnight everyone#i hope everyone has a good day even if you're not jewish :) just needed to wish another person like me who's feeling similarly..better time
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hyung line x lys solos for @rjshope [ cr : namuspromised ]
#btsedit#btsgif#dailybts#usersky#userpat#userines#userdimple#tuserochi#usersevn#raplineuser#annietrack#underbetelgeuse#rjshope#usermaggie#usermizuoka#*mine#bts#hyung line#tw flashing#happiest of birthdays my love 🥳💗#yes i know i mentioned having a different idea before#but that was before my creative rut set in & i'm just getting back into the swing of giffing so here we are#we love a random stroke of inspiration fr#anyway one of the greatest joys in life this year is getting to know you#you're such a light not to mention kind funny & an absolute sweetheart#i treasure you and i hope this little gift conveys that in spades#wishing you the best day i hope it's filled with love & all the good things 💞
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Happy Birthday @chanquokka I hope you have a great day
#Juni! you're almost twins with minnie! anyway thanks for always being friendly and fun and kind and supportive#I hope you have a good day with some good food and anything else that'll make you happy! you're a lovely presence 💌#idk what the idea was here but i always like your collages so this is like. an homage in my own way#bang chan#chanquokka#bystay#stray kids#skzedit#stray kids gifs#skz gifs#skz edit#christopher bang
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i thought it'd be cute 🥺💕
#2024#isat loop#isat isabeau#isat mirabelle#isat#in stars and time#isaloop if you want it to be#also qp miraloop if you want that too#loop learning to love their body with clothing therapy ehehehe 🥰 good thing isa can make them whatever they like#also i was thinking about how loop says they think euphrasie is stylish- they should get a pretty sparkly dress like her!#there was supposed to be another panel of mira and isa reacting but i couldn't get them to look right#anyway i love you i hope you're having a lovely day/night mwah mwah#FUCK WAIT I FORGOT THEIR EYELASHES NO i'm not getting out of bed to fix it and take pictures we're just doin' it live#edit: oh my god i forgot loop HAS worn dresses precanon gfdi... i haven't taken a deep drive into the prologue in over a year forgive me lu
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Tubbo: Yeah no– yesterday I met Roier and Missa for the first time, which was really really freaking cool. Me and Badboyhalo were walking 'round the floor, and Bad got a notification of like– [Briefly interrupted by his father] –with like, Roier taking a photo with like a viewer, and Badboyhalo was like "He is here!" 'Cuz on Insta– [An off-screen "hello" distracts him from the rest of the story] Yes?
#Tubbo#Twitchcon 2024#Twitchcon San Diego#Roier#Missa#Missasinfonia#(Mentioned#September 22 2024#Small snippet but maybe he'll finish this story another day#Anyways. Twitch's new clip function is so bad it makes me want to stop posting clips entirely and I am being so serious about that#Absolutely miserable feature#If it wasn't for my other two clip tools I probably would've stopped#But it does mean I probably can't post live clip updates anymore#Straight up crashes my computer if I make more than 2 clips#and I have a damn good computer#A little older but still damn good#Anyways. Complaints aside I hope you're all enjoying the Twitchcon shenanigans
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Oh Kathryn Hahn, the woman that you are...
I KNOW........ i adore her energy & the way she plays her roles so much. also i was rewatching an ep earlier & i couldn't help but always feel so !!!!!!!! about her nose
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#i just know rio has—[TRAIN PASSES BY]#will i occasionally be waxing poetic about her nose in this fic im writing?y..eah#also i send a forehead k*ss to every artist that draws her nose so good#anyways kathryn is the moment!!!!!!! happy to see her finally getting the credit she deserves#agatha all along#kathryn hahn#asks#hope you're having a lovely day
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I’ve never been this far out. To stand here like this… physically unprotected… right on the edge. No one ever has. Not ever. Till us. And this ship.
DOCTOR WHO | WILD BLUE YONDER
#doctor who#dwedit#dw gifs#my gifs#fourteenth doctor#donna noble#i have been wanting to gif this episode so much i'm so glad i can do it now :))#expect more wby gifsets in the near future i have made. so many screen recordings#anyway hope you're all having a good day!
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Back with more screenshot redraws
I did not mean to go so detailed on the first one, but I did, guess where most of the 4 hours I spent on these went
Ah yes the two sides of Mabel's "dad:" condescending and harsh, and semi-patient and domestic
First image is a redraw of a still from the scene where Gothel first tries to bring Rapunzel back (right before "Mother Knows Best (Reprise)"); second redraw's still is from back in the tower, when Rapunzel is trying to show Gothel the person in her closet (hi Eugene) (Stan in this case)
Also Mabel totally decorated that basket; if it's within reach, it's been bedazzled and painted
Transcriptions:
First picture: "Look at you! You think that he's impressed?"
Second picture: Ford: "I hope you're not still talking about the stars." Mabel: "Floating lights!" "And - yes, but-"
(program: Krita; time: about 4 hours)
#eggin creatin'#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#gf tangled au#mabel pines#stanford pines#bord#screenshot redraw#the stingray has harmed me once again by the way#I have a better setup and a bigger screen yet I STILL go shrimp#ford and mabel speak in speech bubbles bill speaks in closed captionings#apparently#mabel's like 'I have a person in my closet dad dad let me show you - DAD I KNOCKED SOMEONE OUT'#and ford is like 'please stop talking about the lights mabel stop it you're getting too curious bill isn't gonna like that mabel PLEASE'#I can't get over the 'look at you! you think that he's impressed?' scene#like the way that gothel lifts up her hair#implying that her hair is something weird something that people would be repulsed by#the same hair that gothel says people would covet and take from her#girl you are not being consistent!!#and it's just so - ow???#like saying that to you own 'daughter?' eesh!#anyway I'm not running on enough sleep right now#stayed up too late finishing these#does this qualify as background practice I think it does just a bit just a little bit#I hope you all have a good day :> thank you for poking!
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Sketch Dump !
#serirei#reigen arataka#serizawa katsuya#ekubo#ekuseri#(at least a hint of it)#i've been experimenting with a brush and canvas in general so theres like notebook lines on there#i really like the look of it bc it just looks like stuff i randomly doodled on a notebook page#it's sticking around for a little while. simply bc i like it :]#and i'm relearning how to like my art and to draw for myself and not an audience#anyway if you read my whole tags i love you . i hope you're having a good day.#mp100#mob psycho 100#mp100 fanart#mi art stuff
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https://x.com/aforyou__/status/1843229302063841501?t=4iBxUj8uAVwk3S2UDvWuUQ&s=19
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OH SO WE ARE AT THE INTERACTING WITH EACH OTHER ON INSTAGRAM STAGE OF THE RELATIONSHIP OKAY ALRIGHT COOL. COOLCOOLCOOLCOOLCOOLCOOL. I SEE.....HAHAHA............HA......HOLY FUCK WE ARE SO GETTING THEM FOR GMMTV 2025 AND I FEEL SO SICK IN THE HEAD ABOUT IT I JUST
SCREAMING SHAKING CRYING THROWING UP SPINNING COUNTERCLOCKWISE ON THE CEILING FOAMING AT THE MOUTH SCREECHING AT A FREQUENCY ONLY BATS CAN HEAR
#THE UNIVERSE NEEDS TO STOP MAKING ME BELIEVE IM GETTING A NEW JIMMYSEA SERIES /AND/ A PODDPAPANG SERIES IN 2025#THIS IS NOT GOOD FOR MY HEALTH#BUT ALSO THIS IS SO SUSPICIOUS THEY'VE LITERALLY NEVER INTERACTED WITH EACH OTHER BEFORE THIS MONTH#SEE Y'ALL IN CLOWN THERAPY IF THIS SHIT GOES SOUTH#'CAUSE IMMA BE NEEDING AN EXCESSIVE AMOUNT OF IT IF MY HOPES AND DREAMS CRASH AND BURN AGAIN#ANYWAY THANK YOU FOR SENDING ME THIS ANON#hope you're having a wonderful day!!!!!! 💜#papang phromphiriya#podd suphakorn#m: ask#gmmtv 2025
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diluc mentioned in the lore of "wings of concealing snow", nice!!
you know, i wonder if the owls in this story are connected to the underground intelligence network that contacted diluc in snezhenaya. his character story definitely refers to the "observer" as a third-party entity, considering diluc's distaste for the fatui, the abyss order and the knights of favonious we can rule all those options out of the way. the way they don't go into detail about it or even go as far as saying its name, mentioning how secretive they are, i assume they're not a group we've met/are aware as of yet.
going back to "wings of concealing snow" though, the story is very clearly about sal vindagnyr. the description separates the population, if i can call it that, in two different groups: falcons and owls. owls are described almost as if they were councelors while falcons are described as ambitious, with the desire to rule the skies.
from the information we have of sal vindagnyr, we know there's 3 important figures with higher hierarchy: the princess (prophetess and highly connected to the frostbearing tree), the scribe and the priest-king (the princess' 'father').
the princess was able to foresee the future - for example, she foretold what would much later happen with durin - and painted the murals we can still see in dragonspine. she was specifically called a lovely maiden and described as having beauty and skill that was thought to be as eternal and pure as moonlight. it's also relevant to point out the frostbearing tree was very likely an irminsul tree. if we know anything about symbolism in genshin is that moonlight, knowledge and the ability to foresee the future are all key-words that directly point to seelies. and we can parallel this princess directly to someone like sibylla, mentioned in remuria as advisor of god-king remus, who appears as a golden bee and who protected the irminsul where an ancient civilization was located in the abyssal depths. the form of these remuria bees are very akin to what seelies look like and there's also heavy implications she was a seelie. it would make sense that someone overlooking the irminsul tree in ancient dragonspine was also a seelie, or at least related to one somehow.
as for the concept of priest-kings, they're not something exclusive to sal vindagnyr. we've seen the exact same depictions of crowned individuals guiding populations in tsurumi island and the concept was also talked about in the "guilded dreams" artifact set (the set focuses on king deshret and a sumeru desert civilization).
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i think it's not that crazy to think ancient civilizations had similar social foundations. the way seelies cohabited with humans, also learned from the chasm lore, implies they guided humanity in some way as divine envoys (words used in "flower of paradise lost", artifact set about nabu malikata). or, more specifically, advised civilizations' gods/kings.
the wings' description also goes on to talk about "birds of the land of the wind" and say the owls gained dominion in the absence of light while fledgeling birds stayed in their nests. this happened after the nail was casted upon sal vindagnyr and the darkness drowned the land (likely the abyss, in reference to forbidden knowledge). if owls and falcons are adult birds in this story, maybe the fledgelings refer to the basis of what would later become the mondstadt civilization. the line "the nestlings would never know who it was who saved them" followed by "the dragon ... would also be forgotten" imply the saviour of the people was someone who ended up being forgotten. as far as i'm aware, there's only one being who was worshipped in mondstadt and ancient civilizations like the one in enkanomiya who ended up forgotten, istaroth. so, there's that!! i also thought it was interesting that the owls that "once shone brightly in the darkness" would also end up with the same fate, although there's no mention they ever disappeared, which brings me to the next point.
"a flash of red flames would reveal his silhouette for but a moment in the darkness of the night, before he disappeared in an instant" sounds a lot like what the owls were like to the people of mondstadt. diluc also only started his darknight hero endeavours after he returned from snezhenaya, after entering the secret organisation and rising quickly in its ranks. and guess who, in the manga, wears an owl mask? an owl is also diluc's constellation and these are diluc and kaeya's respective voicelines in the section "interesting things":
coincidence that kaeya associated the owl with dragonspine? moreso, some of diluc's voicelines are very intent on judgement/punishment: "time for — retribution!" or even "lay waste to the wicked!" which parallels fischl's "no rest for the wicked...". fischl has also said the retribution voiceline in "summertime odyssey". these are interesting parallels because fischl from "the legend of the shattered halberd" and "flowers for princess fischl" has a red eye - auge de der verurteilung or eye of judgment/condemnation - and her mission is to observe and weave the threads of fate. fischl not only parallels kaeya but also king irmin, though it's still interesting this theme is also connected to diluc. but how does this connect to dragonspine? this is the ending line in the description of "wings of concealing snow".
whatever that "greater trial" is, it also implies some sort of payback towards celestia and/or the abyss. as for who are the "we", if not the seelies who got basically wiped out from teyvat, i can only think of the owls.
at last, i want to leave here the messages found in the scribe's box found in dragonspine that clearly belonged to the scribe in sal vindagnyr:
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the first message shows resentment towards the skies (it almost sounds like tsaritsa's desire to burn the old world described in the cryo gemstone). the second message refers dust and wind which are very suspicious words considering they can be connected to concepts like alchemy, khaenri'ah and either the anemo god or the god of time. it also shows intent in finding imunlaukr (the hero from another land that left sal vindagnyr to fight what i assume was the abyss during the conflict). the fourth message directly states this person was the last to survive and that it made no more sense to keep watch (of what? the fledglings like the owls?), probably meaning this person left dragonspine. and, in the last message it directly references khaenri'ah's establishment and early days. could this person have fled to somewhere outside of teyvat, away from the gods, like khaenri'ah? this really isn't that surprising when we have in account sal vindagnyr and khaenri'ah share the same written latin-based language.
i actually went a bit more in depth about sal vindagnyr and imunlaukr on this twitter thread, if anyone cares, but i'm going to include here part of it. the name imunlaukr means "sword", being a direct reference to the god ullr - step-son of thor and the son of lady sif. sif was famous for her beauty and unique golden hair, said to be inherited by her children. genshin's imunlaukr went on to pass his name on to a clan in mondstadt that was known for raising brave and gifted warriors that fought hard and died young. the clan adopted their progenitor's viewpoint that combat was merely for the entertainment of the gods and as such would fight anyone and anything for the sake of fighting, as well as enact war tales. do you know who else is a sword, happens to be blonde and has connections to khaenri'ah? dainsleif, which translates to dáinn's heirloom. dáinn (or dain) means 'dead' and he's a character in norse mythology. most of the tales relating to him depict him as a dwarf or king of elves. hehe, break time to introduce fun facts about nibelung. the term in legend has usually referred to either a group of humans or a group of dwarves but the name in genshin is likely derived from richard wagner's four-part opera der ring des nibelungen "the ring of the nibelung", in which the dwarf (or nibelung) alberich creates a ring capable of controlling the world, using gold he stole from the rhinemaidens (or rheintöchter "rhine-daughters"). the conflict that arises over the ownership of this ring eventually leads to the destruction of the gods and their home. continuing with dainsleif, in myhtology, the sword is involved in a so-called eternal battle between kings, initiated by one man falling in love with and running off with another's daughter. dainsleif was forged by the dwarves whose god/king was alberich, and the sword was cursed with insatiable bloodlust and would not be able to be sheathed until it had killed and any wound caused by the sword would never be able to heal. maybe the connection between imunlaukr and dainsleif is a stretch - timewise, it wouldn't really make sense as dain seems to be exclusively from the eclipse dynasty but khaenri'ah was somewhat recent in the scribe's notes - but i really don't think the connection between khaenri'ah and sal vindagnyr is.
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furthermore, dainsleif is called "bough keeper", a bough being a branch of a tree - like the irminsul. if you notice his design, one of his arms has blue lines akin to those in irminsul trees. blue lines also appear in his and pierro's mask. the introduction to his character is written by a self-proclaimed prophet and mentions the desire to see the skies burning - like the message in the scribe's box - as well as desire for atonement of bygone mistakes and mentions of alchemy (gold being the end goal as it's related to reaching the magnum opus and the philosopher's stone - elixir of life and immortality). the symbol the angel figure in dragonspine's mural is handing to the humans resembles a circumpoint, that can represent gold. it's also something that appears associated with rhinedottir in one of the videos about the hexenzirkel (which makes sense as she's such a proeminent figure related to the art of khemia and khaenri'ah, very much associated with the cataclysm).
not sure what the conclusion of all of this is but i don't think it's impossible this underground intelligence network and the owls might be something connected, directly or indirectly, to the person from sal vindagnyr that might have fled dragonspine all those years ago or even khaenri'ah. could diluc and kaeya work more closely together than we think? considering the third-party observer that rescued diluc is said to be from the north when that supposedly happened in snezhenaya, does this mean this north they speak of is beyond the land of the tsaritsa?
note: i wanted to make some type of connection to the book "anecdota septentrionalis" or anecdotes of the north, as the book not only talks about snezhenaya but also tells a very fantastical and non-sensical story that includes other nations but i understood very much zero about it other than the fact that north from where the major plot takes place there's a tall wall in the middle of the sea stretching into the sky with countless densely packed human figures suspended "and though they had neither bodies nor muscles, their forms could clearly be seen". whatever that means, so i can't really make any inference to what it beyond snezhenaya.
note 2: forgot to mention but owls besides being birds associated with wisdom, in sumerian, akkadian, and babylonian culture, are also associated with lilith. she was theorized to be the first wife of adam and is cited as having been "banished" from the garden of eden. it's just a fun fact if we think of seelies, divine envoys who are symbols of wisdom and guidance, that got punished by the heavens after their ancestor married a traveler from afar.
#idk if this is even a theory but i'm so curious about these owls and sal vindagnyr!!!#and also istaroth supposedly saving the people like. that idea is compelling and i do wonder what happened that made people forget her.#it very much fits her character too as enkanomiya people considered her to be the only one who didn't abandon them too 🤔#anyways can't shut up about genshin or my fav boys kaeya and diluc pretend to be surprised 😂#if anyone reads this sorry my brain is a mess you're awesome and i hope you have a good day#diluc#kaeya#dainsleif#genshin impact#genshin thoughts
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#ok finally making a post about meds#I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset#so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but#it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways#so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone#like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus#my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night#sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired#it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted#but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too#but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared#so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow#anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING#that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up#I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world#and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on#and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!
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anyway i hope i will feel a bit more alive tmrw i miss everybody i miss spamming the dashhh😔😔😔😔😔
#almost had a bit of a breakdown yesterday at workjsvfgekdjdkdbd#fuck that#not necessarily BECAUSE of work#but mmmm#well it played it's part#long story short is that my ego got hit so hard i felt a very strong urge to go and find myself a grave#whatever whatever i'll get over that#and theeeeeen childe did not come home and i was so bummed abt it#i played genshin for like . 15 hours today lmao#he's such a little dickhead i will put him in a jar and i will shake him very very hard#i am realizing that i have quite a few bones to pick when it comes to genshin's gameplay buuuut oh well#i have chests to find i have loot to get no time to bitch and moan abt the small things#godddd i slept so horribly today too#i did go to bed relatively early but then woke up at SIX#🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨#and the however many hours of sleep i did grt felt like nothing at all#hhhhhhhhhhhhh#killll meeeeeeeeeee#anyway anyway i think i will sleep now bc i really wanna dye my hair tomorrow my roots are weeeepingg#well i just wanna have a productive dayyy i wanna do thingsssss#i hope everybody is doing good i hope you're having theeee loveliest days ever ilyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!#mayor of loserville
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my birthday is also my genshin anniversary, so i doodled myself with some favs 💕 happy four years, my beloveds
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also looking at the cake lineup in my inventory makes me so happy ehehehe (also the xiao lanterns)
#2024#self insert#self ship#genshin impact#sucrose and ajax baked the cake together and sucrose was not informed that the candles would be yoimiya's sparklers lol#kaeya alberich#xinyan#naganohara yoimiya#sucrose#venti#dvalin#childe#tartaglia#childe tartagalia#they need to tell us ajax's surname so we could just use his name instead of titles like that's ridiculous#ignore the anatomy this was a quick scribble for the seratonin boost#it didnt have to be good. it just had to make me feel happy looking at it! and it did! :D#i wish i could've fit more characters :( i'm still stuck with tiny pieces of scrap paper and it sucks#i neglected to add a sumeru character because so many of them are in a do-not-separate situation with AT LEAST one other character#like i would've liked to add faruzan but then it's like oh then i should add layla and kaveh! followed by oh i need to add al haitham then!#which would be followed by added cyno and nilou. which would be followed by adding dunyarzad dehya candace tighnari and collei#which of course means i would next go all the way and add nahida kuni and sethos#do you see what i mean? sumeru's cast is too intertwined! if you want one you need them all!#absolutely no room for that lol#man... i need to rebuild sucrose i miss playing as her she's so fun#anyway anyway i hope you're all having a lovely day/night
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Dudeeeeee!!!! I just got a surge of love and affection and I have to yell at you now!!! You're wonderful and you always leave nice tags on my posts and you don't have to and I'm so grateful that you go out of your way to do so because it makes me feel so happy and it boosts my mood. I love being friends with you and I love your art it's always so cozy and cute or funny and it's so round and SQUIMSHY AND DNDNSSFBKSJXISN SO CUTE!!! SO LOVELY!! And we can ramble about college au or your truce au and it's so nice.
Anyway <3
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OUGH... I can't believe you've done this...
Well first of all how am I supposed to not leave nice tags on your art when it's so cool!!! You're AMAZING at everything for a start like I watched you turn a stick figure into the most gorgeous drawing that belongs in a museum and it was incredible the whole time, I'm not exaggerating when I say I hurt my back from leaning over like a gargoyle to watch you draw lol and you always draw such cool stuff!!! Werewolves and cowboys and kross and don't get me STARTED on Enoch my specialest little guy!!!! He is like a beloved nephew to me and every day I am psychicly bullying Nightmare and Error into being good dads to him!!!
And I love getting to talk about college au and Enoch and truce stuff and all the sillies with you, you're so fun to bounce ideas around with and when I have a silly idea you're always one of the first people I wanna tell it to lol
Thank you for being so cool and nice and amazing at art and ideas and fun, this whole community is so lucky to have you <3
#Ask#Pigeonstab#But also how DARE you be nice to me you KNOW that's illegal!!!#Hello police??? They're- wait hang on#(googling noises)#Bonjour la police??? They're being incredibly kind to me again get them!!!!#(I didn't realise was the same word but oh well you get the idea lol)#This is so sweet dude wha ;-;#You're so nice I'm gonna turn into an umbrella and fly down the street!!#I hope you're having a good day!!!!#WAIT I KNOW THIS ONE#Bonne journèe!! :D#Anyway giving you such a tight bear hug!! <3
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