#anyway... cest la vie

[bunnihearted]

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[babydovey]

Practicing for a picnic later

[petergender]

mcu peterflash is sooooo funny to me bc in tasm and raimi you can say with confidence that flash definitely physically bullies peter and other kids at midtown bc hes an airhead jock, but mcu flash just has this weird completely onesided beef/obsession with peter?? he doesn't even really care abt the other "nerd" kids at the school (I say nerd in quotes bc like... they're at a tech school so thats not even a viable reason to "bully" peter). mcu flash is quite literally that elementary school boy who keeps hitting you with his lunchbox and the teacher tells you its bc he likes you

[nyanspirals]

I saw the post I think you're referring to and it's just so ridiculous. They accused you of denying what Russia has done to Ukraine because you said Ukraine is being used by NATO and the ukrainian people are the ones suffering for it. Another anon accused you of stupid shit and they just did the usual "wow, goes to show!" even though the accusations were so far from the truth and had no sources nor bearings in reality. Americans will complain about their country and government being evil then proceed to use tankie as an insult when talking about people who are actually against american imperialism. But as long as twitter leftists say NATO are the good guys this time around, then it must be true! Nevermind all the atrocities NATO has commited during its entire existence in the name of American self-interest. Liberals are braindead, I swear. You're a warrior for putting up with this shit. I'd go crazy in your position.

[totopopopo]

genuinely not quite sure why i am so deeply uncomfortable when it comes to telling ppl abt my personal/romantic life. like i want them to know but i also don’t like admitting to anyone out loud that i have emotions, feelings, and/or relations resembling anything beyond superficial interest. i mean jesus. how cringe. they should just intuit it all psychically or something so they can know without me ever having to bring it up myself

[laneypenn]

[anassemblageofpassions]

Dean hating witches and his brother becoming one:

[librius]

nobody wants to commission me :(

[batplushies]

hey one of the dashboard colour themes is named Vampire

[orphyd]

I’m always the friend who’s going through something huh…

[sexcromancy]

my challengers playlist 🎉🥰🤭😈😖🫦🎾 (+aki menzies (fictional character from gossip girl reboot who was, crucially, in a throuple) letterboxd review that made me scream out loud. for size)

song names + reasoning + lyrics ⬇️

I picked a lot of big poppy sound and emotional height, both bc that feels very period appropriate and because it's a movie full of very big drama emotions. yay. many of these are also more broadly applicable to the whole story than specified but I just like to call out what I noticed. enjoy 👍

Rill Rill by Sleigh Bells - tone setting. teasing awkward first encounters. and this perfect line: we're just the weathermen, you make the wind blow.

II MOST WANTED by Beyoncé & Miley Cyrus - patrickart ride or die it's you and me bro. I'll be your shotgun rider any time you like. 

Music to Watch Boys to by Lana Del Rey - narration is for tashi but the refrain is all art and patrick back to her: I like you a lot/so I'll do what you want 

Hands Down by Dashboard Confessional - first night. period appropriate cheeky sweet big powerful emotions. my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me! so why don't you kill me! so I die happy! 

On Top by the Killers - college era power struggles. 

Bang the Doldrums by Fall Out Boy - bitter angry patrickart breakup that we don't get to see. i cast a spell over the west to make you think of me the same way I think of you/this is a love song in my own way. 

Out on the Town by fun. - sad lonely Patrick throwing rocks at hotel windows! now I'm causing a scene, thinking you need a reason to smile. oh no, what have I done? there's no one to keep me warm. 

Mastermind by Taylor Swift - this one is for everyone because they all think they're working the situation perfectly at different points. bridge is my huge tashi headcanon we don't get any support for: no one wanted to play with me as a little kid so I've been scheming like a criminal ever since to make them love me and make it seem effortless.

I Want You by Mitski - tashi song! here is a chance to ruin your life or save it, what will you do? control girl anthem. I could put every lyric here but most of all: I want you, I hold one card, that I can't use, but I want you. 

bonus track that didn't fit in the screenshot: I wanna be yours arctic monkeys. because. well. I'd let her fuck me with a tennis racket

[wabblebees]

im like if the most useless boytoy twink was also an incredibly handy butch lesbian

[mothpdf]

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[crimeronan]

i have occasional recurring stress dreams about being back in high school but they're actually among my least terrible nightmares. i feel like the commonality of these dreams is about like...... the fear of being trapped in a place that you can't escape, expected to meet deadlines or expectations that you haven't prepared for?? similar to dreams about going onstage without knowing your lines. plus, you know, the general trauma that the school environment inflicts

fortunately for me, my dreamself is sometimes very similar to my actual waking self. and nowhere is this more prevalent than in the high school stress dreams. inevitably after some time getting increasingly upset in a very claustrophobic classroom, i'll be like, "why the fuck am i here, actually?" and just. leave.

my dreamself IS different from my real self in that in dreams, i'll usually walk off campus into the woods or all the way back -- several miles -- to my house. bc fuck all that. in real life i never did this bc it would have ended with police involvement. but i DID fuck off to the bathrooms, the nurse's office, the admin offices, the theater loft, or empty classrooms. constantly. to hide. i was incredibly successful at this until i stopped coming to school entirely.

[your-subby-creature]

This might be a strange question but I'm curious when you say entirely hairless what's the limit?? Like ok no body hair or eyebrows but also no eyelashes? No nose hair???? Lmao and does the lack of hair ever cause an issue/discomfort?

Not coming from a judgey place. I'm sure you look great regardless!

Hi! This is not that strange of a question actually, I've been asked this more frequently than you'd think! By completely hairless I do mean *completely* hairless. No body hair, no eyebrows, no eyelashes, no nose hair. I have alopecia universalis, which means that my body *can't* grow hair without it being attacked by my immune system.

I've been bald since before I can even remember, so I can't say how it feels any different to a person with hair's experience, but it has its pros and cons I suppose. The only real "issue" it's ever caused is that I constantly get stuff in my eyes because I have no eyelashes, but it's not super bad when I'm wearing my glasses.

On the more social level, if you will, it's created a *lot* of very interesting situations with people who are far too eager to get up in my business even though they don't know me at all. Strangers approach me in public to comment on my health, I've been publicly prayed for in a food court against my will, all the things that come with growing up visibly different and visibly disabled.

It also makes some aspects of existing as a trans man rather difficult. On the one hand, it reduced a lot of dysphoria I may have had pre-T surrounding my hair, and helps me pass in public better now. On the other hand, there's very little positivity or recognition for transmascs who can't grow hair, and it's rare that I feel seen by even a lot of horny posts about transmascs that don't focus on our genitalia. I'm probably going to make some myself this summer, because I know there's plenty of tboys like me who'd like to see something like that, so keep your eyes peeled.

I commandeered this ask a little, yes, but I wanted to talk about my existence beyond just the "freakshow" elements of it. I'm by no means offended by this ask, I get questions like this and worse regularly in daily life, but I did want to take the time to remind people that those of us who look different often have it impact much of our lives and the ways we move through the world.

Hope this answered your question

-your Creature

[yvehattan]

Even in the depths of solitude I remember there is always someone feeling exactly how I am feeling. Irrespective of whether they know me, whether they will ever lay eyes upon me, in that moment we are briefly connected and no longer alone. And that makes me feel less alone.