#anyway. if anyone has recs lmao

[milominderbindered]

some days u rlly just want a messy unhinged slowburn wlw ship to fandom hyperfocus on and then u look at the state of queer women in media n it's just DRY. like mentally my lesbian ass is just crawling in the desert. and then i occasionally see a sign pointing to water but a bigger sign is on top saying 'actually the water has been cancelled after 3 episodes'

[throwing-roses-into-the-abyss]

I finished book 3 of svsss which means I finished the main story (book 4 is bonus stories right? I'll get to that next month) and ngl I liked the story overall but the last part had me struggling. I lost focus constantly, and idk if it was me or the book but something wasn't vibing for me

[arcsin27]

Idk how to use ao3 😫 I couldn’t find a specific fic premise I wanted to read

Granted it’s possible the ship is so niche no one’s written it but still

Anyways how would one go about finding fics with a specified plot point or premise in general?

[meowizard]

i love when there is. a castle or perhaps a dark marsh

[hey-scully-itsme]

wish they made two versions of instrument lesson books, one for people with no music experience and one for people who already play other instruments. so sick of skimming through 'this is a staff. this is a whole note. this note is C.' for the stuff i actually am trying to learn.

[kuiinncedes]

lmao

[semperama]

Has anyone written Galex with George feminization?

[zeawesomebirdie]

This is probably just me not knowing how to utilise google correctly but WHY is it so hard to find Western novels about gay men that aren't romance novels

[darlinguistics]

thinking about what i’ll do (study-wise) the rest of the summer once my class is over next week, these are my loose plans as of now

daily routine: 

go through topik1 anki deck

write a journal entry (original sentence practice) (maybe i’ll post those here?? we’ll see) 

skim/review some of textbook (to not forget and review things i missed or slacked on), and/or skim/preview some of next semester’s textbook (to mentally prepare lol)

other random things to do for fun and practice:

studying dialogues from dramas

studying with kids songs/videos/cartoons 

listen to korean learning podcasts (like ttmik real conversations, etc. or just the audios that came with my textbook)

browsing korean/language learning communities online

[hiddenbeks]

obsessed with doing this quiz for my ocs. i think its very important that we all know that celyn is 86% j*ghead

[daandori]

when u just want to buy normal slim-leg black pants but stores are only selling ultra wide leg pants bc thats whats trending on fucking tik tok. i am so old man yelling at clouds rn

[demonicgod]

Intro

Hey there! My name is Heitaros (he/him). I’m a fictive of the character of the same name from Grand Chase. Specifically, I’m a prefictive (aka: someone that existed in my system before coming into this identity) that is kin with Heitaros Cratsus from Grand Chase in a manner indivisible from me as a person. I wanted to make a blog for my own purposes interacting with the alterhuman community since the rest of our system prefers talking in more private manners about all this shit.

Our system is a polyfrag, disordered, and origin abstinent mess, thanks. We’re also autistic af. We are bodily an adult, with a BFA in English.

Anyways, this is my blog, and you can find out more about me in my about. DNI is in the box too.

I’ll post about my experiences as both fiction and demonkin, and am down to follow others in the same line of things.

[scattered-winter]

me: oh i don't like fics where a main character dies they're too sad, sorry, pass :(((

me reading your ideas for a single parent buck au: ... go on

BAHAHAHAHAHAHA THIS MADE ME LAUGH OUT LOUD THANKS <3333333333333333333333

right now this au is still very much in the initial planning stage where I don't have a lot of things set in stone yet but I have decided to make 2 aus of this. one where eddie dies and buck gets custody of chris, and the other is like....an au of the au. where everything's the same except eddie's just in a coma lmao. because the original version is gonna be basically pure unfiltered angst with a bittersweet ending and tbh I gotta have an adjacent version that ends happier. for me specifically <- was held at gunpoint in dms /j

but the thing I really wanna highlight in the death version is how the 118 sort of .. splinters apart and then comes back together a little stronger. with such a tight-knit group, losing one of their own is a heavy blow, and there's an empty space in the overall group dynamic where eddie should be. and grief is a funny thing and I can really see how they'd sort of split apart at the seams because they've all lost people before but never one of their own. and the grief and shock and guilt would all affect each character in a different way and there would be outbursts and fights and there'd also be comfort and support and reconciliation. they're family they fight and hurt and ache but they do it together, ya know??

and of course buck and chris will have more focus because chris has now lost both parents in the span of just a few years, and buck has lost his other half (even from a purely platonic standpoint you can't deny that buck and eddie compliment and complete each other) and now he has to take care of chris on top of grieving his best friend. and bonus points if buck hadn't confessed his feelings to eddie yet, so he has the horrible guilt of knowing that he never got the chance to tell eddie how he feels and now he never will. and it's basically just gonna be buck trying to be a good caretaker for chris and sort of step up into that parenting role that eddie used to fill while dealing with his own grief and chris' grief (I know chris loves buck, but to lose his dad and then have buck become his new caretaker??? chris is a KID who's grieving both parents I imagine he'd sometimes feel like buck is trying to Replace His Dad even though that's sooo not the case even if he perceives it that way). it's a very new dynamic for both of them to grapple with, and it'll be super interesting to explore how they adapt and shift to meet it over time.

the coma version is very much the same in a lot of ways (buck caring for chris, the 118 generally having a Bad Time) but everything's temporary, and the entire time instead of grief there's the question of "is eddie ever going to wake up" that's basically just hanging over their heads the entire time. so buck and chris' new and changed dynamic has the added element of "if eddie wakes up, then this won't be necessary anymore, but if we assume he'll wake up and then he doesn't, neither of us will be prepared for the very real situation that will put us in" and "if we assume he won't wake up, then he does, then he'll be upset at how much I've taken over in the parenting role/how I didn't do an adequate job of caring for his kid." and both of those standpoints have the caveat that both buck and chris are under extreme emotional distress so neither of them are really thinking rationally about anything. and that's what makes it fun to write :]

[vampiredramedy]

i need..... more metal artists.........

[lookforanewangle]

you know I was going to work on an eddie and chris fic tonight but then I decided I wanted to edit daemon au. maybe I'll still poke at a lil diaz boys fic tomorrow if I have time

[buntanteen]

bestie fwb!mingyu headcanons (nsfw)

summary: kim mingyu and reader's bestie fwb dynamic headcanons :3

contains: 18+ nsfw writing so mdni!! implications that reader is smaller than gyu

✩ svt writing & fic rec masterlist ✩

bestie!minyu who is just a poor puppy not catching a break from anyone 😔 especially from you lmao. you're one of his biggest supporters but also biggest teasers. post-concert, you'll be imitating how he's trying to make carats swoon with his charms (the both of you know how proud you are of him <3 you just love seeing him pouty) 

bestie!mingyu who lets you use his chest as a stress balls. you once said "honk honk" while squeezing them and got your mingyu tiddies card revoked for a week😢

during bestie!mingyu’s night dance practices to finish, he'll come whine to you that "jeonghan hyung is being mean🥺" or complain about whichever member is pulling jokes on him. he should've known better that you’d be riling him right with them 🥰

fwb!mingyu who comes home to bury his face in your chest after a long day. you think he's knocked out...only for him to start licking, nipping and sucking marks onto your skin :3

bestie!mingyu who will always provide you delicious meals😌😌 is constantly cooking you a something when you come over and has deemed you his official taste tester! if you insist to cook alongside him, he'll refuse. he might let you peel the veggies tho <3

when you go out to eat, bestie!mingyu will always insists on picking up the cheque. since you get pouty about him not letting you pay, he lets u buy the dessert at the convenience stores or cute lil cafes as a compromise

bestie!mingyu who always asks you to take pretty boyfriend pics of him for his carats🥹 ofc you oblige, loving to see his fans fawn over new pictures that you so carefully asking him to pose for  

fwb!mingyu who begs to eat you out and hits you his 🥺 puppy eyes so you to let him (you were going to anyways)

bestie!mingyu who comes to you for relaxation or advice when he's stressed out of his mind. he lets you pamper him with gentle touches and soothe away his worries with sweet words. you tuck him into your bed so he rests well to tackle the next day😊

feeling safe enough to initiate touch with bestie!mingyu :) he gives as many piggy backs as you desire as long as you let him bite his fangs into your arm when he's bored 🥰 sits you in his lap in crowded group hangouts. you've insisted that he sit in yours too, but your legs became numb after 5 minutes😭😭

good puppy fwb!mingyu whimpering pleads against your neck or between your legs for you give him permission to cum while he ruts against the bed sheets 🥺

always having sleepovers with bestie!mingyu. atp you could be another roommate to the minwon household for how often you're just vibing at their place when they arrive home

fwb!mingyu who got caught sniffing your underwear post sex when you went to get him water. you end up stroking his hair with his head in your lap, jerking him off with your underwear around his cock...but you leave him blue balled as a punishment <3 "oh! i'm late to work, see you later after your tour?😘”

while he's on tour, fwb!mingyu won't have phone sex with you, but leaves you voice notes of the pretty noises he makes jerking off as payback <3

ames note: hi hi! this is my first time writing wooooo~ this was definitely self indulgent😅 i just wanna be friends with mingyu! he seems like the most fun guy to hang out with...and to get dicked down by lmao. i hope y'all enjoyed it and are doing well!! i tried for something gender neutral but i'm not sure if i achieved it? feel free to kindly give feedback <3 ς(.-‿-)

author note: do not distribute my work on other platforms without my consent. if you see my writing in places other than this tumblr account, please let me know. my writings are purely fictional fantasises for fun. the people i write about are real human beings and should still be treated as such. please do not take my writings seriously or as truth.