#anyway. idk. it's so hard.
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hinamie · 2 months ago
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10 years later
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badcountryofficial · 5 months ago
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It was always there it was never there it all existed at the same time
#i cant i cant wrap my head around that#i cant let these things coexist as one i just cant it's too hard it doesnt make sense#i mean logically it does im not stupid no one can be all good or all bad#but in practice it's so so fucking hard#i never got into fights w friends. when i did it inevitably ended in a split#usually from my end but there were a couple times i tried to salvage it#anyway. idk. it's so hard.#the dad who abused me is the same one who protected me?#my mom who held me to her chest when i was young is the same one who walks away from me when i cry?#how can anyone live with those coexisting.#you separate them. theres a good parent and a bad one and if you just walk on eggshells and be an angel then you get love and if u fuck up#well that's ur fault and the love goes away until they change their mind or u grovel#same w everyone. theres a good side that loves u and a bad side that punishes u#laughs nervously doesnt that make sense? right???#and if u just stuff urself away in a box no one can see then you can make everyone happy and they'll love u!!!!#or the you that you make for them at least#the Good you gets love and the bad you gets left in the dark to die but it never dies it just gets bitter and angry#idk what im saying. im mourning something that never was but really fully was. i cant wrap my head around it#i want my mom. i need someone to hold me and let me cry#im so sad and all i can do is cry. and then the next thing#im just sad that's it yk#anyway ask to tag
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lotus-pear · 6 months ago
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ok gayboy
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soldrawss · 2 months ago
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I uh, started this as a little wholesome thing but it QUICKLY got out of hand, anyway part 2 here.
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humans-are-tasty · 11 months ago
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wardingshout · 10 months ago
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Zelda goes mushroom girl
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captainswan618 · 6 months ago
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there is a person standing 73 yards some distance away, watching you. they look like they’re trying to tell you something. you can’t get away from them, nor can you get close to them. they’re just...standing there.
so your friends and loved ones try to help you by talking to them, and the person must be saying something to them, because they look at you differently now. but you have no idea what it was, all you hear is static.
you try to tell them not to listen to the person, but no matter what you do, no matter how much you plead with them, they look up at you with suspicion-hatred-fear and just run. they don’t care where they’re going, just that you’re not there. and you can’t do anything to stop it.
the more that the people in your life care about you, the worse it is, because anyone who tries to help is turned against you. so you are just gradually shut out of your own life by the people you love the most, until eventually you no longer recognize your surroundings.
there is a person standing 73 yards some distance away, watching you.
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itseghost · 7 months ago
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collection of some molly sketches :] im obsessed with drawing him smiling hugely looking mischievous
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sainz100 · 6 days ago
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2024 Brazilian GP | x
#franco colapinto#autumn posts#I'm so conflicted about all the rumors!!#I want him to have a spot for 2025!! but rbr is kinda falling apart!! and we've seen how especially callous they can be 😢#I miss Daniel so much 🥺 I've been on my usual insta dives and everytime I see vcarb I still pause out of habit#still I agree with so many folks that its good he got away from rbr who never were going to give him the respect and opportunities!!#so I worry for Franco!!!#and poor Max gosh this FiA balogna and the car just not performing 🥲#tbh I've been hiding in like 2017 posts just soaking up content I missed from bygone days!#I spam my sideblog verstappen100 if anyone wants like mostly Daniel throwback yearning hehe 🙂‍↕️#idk the vibes feel off this GP especially so like...idk how to explain it!!#but anyways I think I'm just new and I'm sick irl so just kinda stewing in the feels#nothing some gifs can't fix 🙂‍↕️#and I have to work tomorrow 🥲 but then!!! freedom!!!#anyways just rambling...#I like to hide in the tags and the side blog but I know that#hiding how I feel is blocking me from making true connections in fandom!!#I worry I'll say something silly or something#but maybe I should be more brave instead of hiding#oh anyways!!!#if you're reading all this!! thank you! hehe nothing huge just feeling dumping before slumber 😴#I hope all is well!!#sending good energy out to Franco on such a hard weekend#and to Daniel hopefully chilling and dreaming up something excellent 💞#and to y'all!! have a good night morning and afternoon!! 🌙☀️☁️#going to add a few more photos before I go!!
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spocks-kaathyra · 8 months ago
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experimenting w making little trek dolls for the STLV craft swap :))
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hinamie · 2 months ago
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playing around w slightly different hair renders
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#yuuji#megumi#cries megumi fought tooth n nail..... i refused 2 flip the canvas tho >:(#i vastly prefer drawing him facing right bc fr some reason it makes his hair look better silhouette-wise#so having him face left is alr a Challenge#but also having him slightly look down (difficult angle + changes the silhouette) had me bashing my head in2 th TABLE#same thing happened earlier this month w gardening megu middle pose . i did not learn my lesson#but even worse w this one yuuji's head is blocking th main pointy part tht basically carries the entirety of the shape language#u can imagine my distress i am sure#anyway th render made me a lot happier with it thank god. colours hard carry bless <3333#i didn't plan on making it a full sheet but i needed 2 remind myself that im good at drawing megumi#so i threw in solos of each of them n tried slightly different render flavours#idk how Different all of them look visually but th process fr each ws Very different so i am satisfied#fight aside this ws useful i think! got 2 break out some Clunkier chalks n dust off a few of my smoother blended brushes#think i picked up some things i can keep also !! which ws. u kno. the Goal#tbh every time i do art studies i feel like i am kirby#one time i got called an art ditto by one of my fav artist mutuals when i did a style challenge#SUCH high praise from her it lives in my mind i take it out on days when i feel like trash#it doesnt Sound good when u say u r good at copying but real talk it is such a good skill i am very happy 2 have it in my arsenal
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mikayesha · 5 months ago
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Imagine if he started getting scared of bridges too
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araneapeixes · 2 months ago
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My dragons have aged again and I'm replaying Origins. here's my warden Ailea, and also a comparison doodle of my first warden from 8 years ago
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lunacias · 4 months ago
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She's feeling a swell of an emotion at confessing all of this. She works to get it under control. /// Although he can't understand her, HAYWARD, too, is choking up a little at the sound of PAIGE's voice.
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flourish-of-steel · 6 months ago
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bringing back some watercolors
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elzorton · 1 year ago
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broken heart, broken mind
or just an excuse to draw some witches
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