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noka-exe · 2 months ago

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Damian Wayne comes across a classic christmas carol known well among the children of gotham… pt [1/?]

#batfamily #damian wayne #batman #dc comics #alfred pennyworth #tim drake #dc robin #idk how long this is gonna be or how many parts bc it depends on if i can draw fast enough before christmas LOL #I have a ton of dialogue and parts planned so id fr have to get in the grindset ngl #Might not happen LMFAO #ANYWAYS dont take this too seriously #Also dont too hard abt where this would fit on any timeline shhhh shhh its all jokes n fun #my art

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hinamie · 5 months ago

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10 years later

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #yuji itadori #fushiguro megumi #nobara kugisaki #itafushi #itafushikugi #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #least heterosexual group photo ive ever drawn tbh #u have the kings of subtle pda and their judgy lesbian third wheel #this does remind me a lot of the kind of art i used to do jhgdjghdfj #specifically that one furuba main trio piece i did forever ago. same vibe better art #anyway......i tried my best........ i tried so hard #i do not know how old they look . the goal was 25/26 but atp i've gaslit myself into thinking they look the same #especially megumi im so . throws hands in the air in defeat #but idk what else i can do cries at least i like it??? i think???????#i don't know!!! if they look younger than 25 whatever!!!!!!!!#why is it so hard fr me to make chars look older im gna slam my head against the door #maybe its fine. idc <- (lie)#in other news itfs are married fight me abt it . yuuji rockin the right hand ring fr Lack Of Finger reasons #also i am Eating nobara's fit . she might also look a bit younger than intended the more i look at her gDI why cant i have nice things #new hairstyle carrying tbh. i think she would a. grow it out and b. switch the side she parts it on to make Seeing easier #god just take it all tht really matters 2 me is low pony nobara and Rings On Fingers itfs #i did my time in yoi i know how to make wedding bands Work

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badcountryofficial · 8 months ago

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It was always there it was never there it all existed at the same time

#i cant i cant wrap my head around that #i cant let these things coexist as one i just cant it's too hard it doesnt make sense #i mean logically it does im not stupid no one can be all good or all bad #but in practice it's so so fucking hard #i never got into fights w friends. when i did it inevitably ended in a split #usually from my end but there were a couple times i tried to salvage it #anyway. idk. it's so hard.#the dad who abused me is the same one who protected me?#my mom who held me to her chest when i was young is the same one who walks away from me when i cry?#how can anyone live with those coexisting.#you separate them. theres a good parent and a bad one and if you just walk on eggshells and be an angel then you get love and if u fuck up #well that's ur fault and the love goes away until they change their mind or u grovel #same w everyone. theres a good side that loves u and a bad side that punishes u #laughs nervously doesnt that make sense? right???#and if u just stuff urself away in a box no one can see then you can make everyone happy and they'll love u!!!!#or the you that you make for them at least #the Good you gets love and the bad you gets left in the dark to die but it never dies it just gets bitter and angry #idk what im saying. im mourning something that never was but really fully was. i cant wrap my head around it #i want my mom. i need someone to hold me and let me cry #im so sad and all i can do is cry. and then the next thing #im just sad that's it yk #anyway ask to tag

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drgnflyteabox · 2 months ago

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Fem!reader x 141

Honestly might be able to to something with the gross stuff I saw at the hardware store I used to work at (except make it hot and 141)

Imagine you're a cashier, the only one with early morning availability so you're there at 5:45am for the 6am start. It's always the worst kinds of contractors there: rude, tired, dirty, leering gazes and sexist comments

You're pretty sick of it, but you get paid a bit more than minimum wage and you're done by 11am so, you take it with a cheery smile and fast service

The 141 contracting company starts spending at your store. So much, in fact, that your manager personally takes you aside to mention just how much they do - nearly a million a year - and how no matter what, your job is to be nice and please them

Well, you can do that. You've dealt with crazy, awful old contractors screaming in your face about lumber prices at 6:30am more than once, heard them talking about your tit's or your ass right in front of you - you can handle it

Until the masked one comes in first and hes huge, dark hoodie and cargo pants hanging low on his hips. He hands you 3k in bills only there are bloodstains on them and he watches you closely the whole time you count them out

It's... not a first, but the look he gives you makes you shiver. Pale eyelashes, tall, intimidating

The second is nicer. Too nice, in fact. He charms you before you're even fully awake, and your shift goes by quickly thinking about that winning smile and the way he'd touched your fingers while he handed you a stack of bills... not to mention those soft brown eyes

The third is... intense, for 8am. He rolls on the balls of his feet, stares at you harder than the masked one. He offers to buy you a hot chocolate at the coffee shop next door and grins like you made a joke when you decline

Their boss is fucking dreamy. Even you have to admit it, trying not to look up at his mustached, frankly porno-esque face. He's huge, as tall as the others but thick, with a little pudge around his belly. He trudges in with thick workboots and a stained t shirt, pays for 24k worth of material with a lazy smile on his face like it's nothing

You might ask head cash to move you to the garden center after all...