#anyway. idk. it's so hard.
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hinamie · 2 months ago
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10 years later
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badcountryofficial · 5 months ago
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It was always there it was never there it all existed at the same time
#i cant i cant wrap my head around that#i cant let these things coexist as one i just cant it's too hard it doesnt make sense#i mean logically it does im not stupid no one can be all good or all bad#but in practice it's so so fucking hard#i never got into fights w friends. when i did it inevitably ended in a split#usually from my end but there were a couple times i tried to salvage it#anyway. idk. it's so hard.#the dad who abused me is the same one who protected me?#my mom who held me to her chest when i was young is the same one who walks away from me when i cry?#how can anyone live with those coexisting.#you separate them. theres a good parent and a bad one and if you just walk on eggshells and be an angel then you get love and if u fuck up#well that's ur fault and the love goes away until they change their mind or u grovel#same w everyone. theres a good side that loves u and a bad side that punishes u#laughs nervously doesnt that make sense? right???#and if u just stuff urself away in a box no one can see then you can make everyone happy and they'll love u!!!!#or the you that you make for them at least#the Good you gets love and the bad you gets left in the dark to die but it never dies it just gets bitter and angry#idk what im saying. im mourning something that never was but really fully was. i cant wrap my head around it#i want my mom. i need someone to hold me and let me cry#im so sad and all i can do is cry. and then the next thing#im just sad that's it yk#anyway ask to tag
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lotus-pear · 6 months ago
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ok gayboy
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soldrawss · 2 months ago
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I uh, started this as a little wholesome thing but it QUICKLY got out of hand, anyway part 2 here.
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humans-are-tasty · 11 months ago
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wardingshout · 11 months ago
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Zelda goes mushroom girl
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captainswan618 · 6 months ago
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there is a person standing 73 yards some distance away, watching you. they look like they’re trying to tell you something. you can’t get away from them, nor can you get close to them. they’re just...standing there.
so your friends and loved ones try to help you by talking to them, and the person must be saying something to them, because they look at you differently now. but you have no idea what it was, all you hear is static.
you try to tell them not to listen to the person, but no matter what you do, no matter how much you plead with them, they look up at you with suspicion-hatred-fear and just run. they don’t care where they’re going, just that you’re not there. and you can’t do anything to stop it.
the more that the people in your life care about you, the worse it is, because anyone who tries to help is turned against you. so you are just gradually shut out of your own life by the people you love the most, until eventually you no longer recognize your surroundings.
there is a person standing 73 yards some distance away, watching you.
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itseghost · 8 months ago
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collection of some molly sketches :] im obsessed with drawing him smiling hugely looking mischievous
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mohntilyet · 9 days ago
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illario as the grandchild that is most like caterina is something i'm loving to chew on. the grandson that took her lessons to heart the most. kill anyone who sees your face and knows your name, "we are not revolutionaries", the first out of the two to prioritise the contract. power at any cost, and the only one to lean into the unnecessary abuse that their grandmother told them was tradition. why is anyone surprised he allied with the venatori? and then there's illario's considerable skill in infiltration and manipulating any mark, he has always had the charisma that lucanis lacked. illario isn't attached, he has/can/will use someone and immediately drop them; "that does free me from promises i don't intend to keep". he can lie about how much he cares so well that he fools a magister into believing he loves her. he kills zara without hesitation to cover his own tracks, meanwhile lucanis blindly promises a young girl in the middle of a siege that he will help her find her father. even the lessons about family stick with him, and in this entire messy power struggle, he never actually orders anyone to directly kill caterina or lucanis, not until he's backed into a corner.
and even after all that. despite even lucanis believing illario should be first talon, lucanis is still the better killer. illario is not strong enough to be the brutal assassin caterina needs him to be. so when lucanis seems to fill the role his mother left, grief and love for her dead heir apparent remains, and any of the other qualities caterina needs in her next talon doesn't matter. whatever his mother was, lucanis has to be. what illario does doesn't matter, because he will always be second best to caterina's memory of her favored daughter.
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sainz100 · 22 days ago
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2024 Brazilian GP | x
#franco colapinto#autumn posts#I'm so conflicted about all the rumors!!#I want him to have a spot for 2025!! but rbr is kinda falling apart!! and we've seen how especially callous they can be 😢#I miss Daniel so much 🥺 I've been on my usual insta dives and everytime I see vcarb I still pause out of habit#still I agree with so many folks that its good he got away from rbr who never were going to give him the respect and opportunities!!#so I worry for Franco!!!#and poor Max gosh this FiA balogna and the car just not performing 🥲#tbh I've been hiding in like 2017 posts just soaking up content I missed from bygone days!#I spam my sideblog verstappen100 if anyone wants like mostly Daniel throwback yearning hehe 🙂‍↕️#idk the vibes feel off this GP especially so like...idk how to explain it!!#but anyways I think I'm just new and I'm sick irl so just kinda stewing in the feels#nothing some gifs can't fix 🙂‍↕️#and I have to work tomorrow 🥲 but then!!! freedom!!!#anyways just rambling...#I like to hide in the tags and the side blog but I know that#hiding how I feel is blocking me from making true connections in fandom!!#I worry I'll say something silly or something#but maybe I should be more brave instead of hiding#oh anyways!!!#if you're reading all this!! thank you! hehe nothing huge just feeling dumping before slumber 😴#I hope all is well!!#sending good energy out to Franco on such a hard weekend#and to Daniel hopefully chilling and dreaming up something excellent 💞#and to y'all!! have a good night morning and afternoon!! 🌙☀️☁️#going to add a few more photos before I go!!
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hinamie · 18 days ago
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sidelong
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spocks-kaathyra · 8 months ago
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experimenting w making little trek dolls for the STLV craft swap :))
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mikayesha · 5 months ago
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Imagine if he started getting scared of bridges too
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araneapeixes · 3 months ago
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My dragons have aged again and I'm replaying Origins. here's my warden Ailea, and also a comparison doodle of my first warden from 8 years ago
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lunacias · 5 months ago
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She's feeling a swell of an emotion at confessing all of this. She works to get it under control. /// Although he can't understand her, HAYWARD, too, is choking up a little at the sound of PAIGE's voice.
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flourish-of-steel · 6 months ago
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bringing back some watercolors
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