#anyway. i can eat my breakfast now

[scionshtola]

revealing my own personal standards for “most fuckable” but i don’t think how easy or hard it is to get with a character is that relevant 🤔

[rileys-battlecats]

was trying to figure out why I feel so Wrong rn and I think it's because I didn't follow my usual daily routine like At All and now my brain is freaking out. woke up at a vastly different time, had entirely different tasks throughout the day, took a nap at a weird time (to make up for the fact I had about 3 hours of sleep last night), zero human contact for the past 15 hours, and ate different food from usual (various leftovers from social events/thanksgiving, instead of cooking for myself like normal). and before I really realized that these were all things that were Bad For My Brain I was just wandering around my house like "why do I feel like garbage?? I've literally been outside so much today my brain should be happy"

ANYWAY here's to me not remembering I have issues with unstructured living because my days have been so similar for the past 4ish years that I straight up Forgot that things being too different too fast makes me crazy ✌️

[todayisafridaynight]

i cant explain it but daigo being subtitled to just be like 'you're making me look like i have no balls' feels so illegal and wrong. hilarious but something's off

[vampmilf]

hold on im still too mad at this one fucking guest to take a nap i need to be a hater for a minute

[sugaroto]

What does eating cookies for breakfast and specifically counting them so they're even ever since I was like 4 years old says about me

[bluejaybytes]

Somewhere at home, my dad has just gotten an ego boost and he doesn't know why (I ate poptarts for breakfast) (Currently eating uncooked ramen noodles with the seasoning pack sprinkled on top)

[floral-hex]

Okay okay, I usually hate posting selfies, but then again, I also love a little mild attention. So, to strike a balance, here are 4 recent ones, but I’m posting them at 2am so I don’t have to worry about bothering too many people. Yeah? Ok thanks I love you

[kirbyddd]

unable to swallow, saliva pours pours from my mouth as i try not to vomit staring down the rotten smelling dry scrambled eggs on floppy warm untoasted wheat bread as the fragarance fills the car, not even a grimy picnic table available to celebrate the vile feast. i can feel my ulcers contorting already

the Nashville Sickday Special

[headphonemouse]

I've ordered!! Some nightgowns!!!!

[autistic-shaiapouf]

Would be very not-pathetic of one of my pathetic men to put my food in the microwave for me to be helpful

[momochiiee-reblogs]

Starting to feel the solitude of a house that is always full of people

The irony istg

[icewindandboringhorror]

Daily Log 4

Trying out (probably just temporarily) making short daily-ish notes about things, in an attempt to see if it helps me be more reflective or productive lol.

Activities: Woke up late because I went back to sleep with a headache briefly, then kind of struggled to focus all day ToT

Worked more on the aforementioned tapestry/painting type of thing. I've done the base layer of painting for the main image, now I'm lining in darker outlines. I wanted to finish the center art before getting into the intricate borders. Still haven't translated the text lol..

Made a small bowl and also a little box with a lid out of more avocado pits. Still just with random nail cuticle tool things and kitchen knives, as I don't have proper carving tools.

Finished editing and proofreading the new poll adventure post!! I don't have time to post it tonight because I need to get to sleep early but.. I have it Completely 100% Ready.. finally..

Also washed the clothes I got together yesterday. Called about the bloodwork. Sent an email to a doctor.

Reviewed some writing documents to get back into my game maybe?? (basically, I started working on a visual novel type game a few years ago, decided it was a huge project so kind of put it on the backburner for a while in favor of things that were more easily finishable/tangible. then later on a game website I play (similar to neopets or something, there are collectable little creatures, etc.) there was an opportunity for me to design a pet on site, so I made a smaller shorter visual novel centered around that, where people on the site have to play the game in order to earn the pet, and I have a google form for them to answer a few short questions about it. All of the feedback is quite positive (reached 200 responses a while ago! though still only like 4 comments on the itch.io page lol.. Mandatory Form vs. Optional Comments evil showdown), but sometimes I get commentary that's really enthusiastic and inspires me to start back working on the OTHER bigger game. The small game was kind of like, a proof of concept that was safe because I had a guaranteed audience, that has helped me gain more insight for the larger one.

Anyway, since I've abandoned the Main Large Game for so long, I have to re-read and review/probably rewrite A LOT of things just to pick it back up again as A Thing I'm Actively Working On, so it's another one of those tasks that I do maybe 45 minutes of and then realize it's going to take days and days and get discouraged lol..

Notable sights: Saw two cats in windows. No clovers. It rained a little today but I didn't get to go outside and see it. One of the pieces of asparagus in the fridge was like the size of a carrot, comically overgrown downright ridiculous looking asparagus. Maybe I'll get taller after eating it.

Goals moving forward: Consistent sleep schedule. Focus on social activities, finding new friends in the places I want to move, communicating with ones I have. Physical therapy exercises. Plant nasturtiums. Finish and upload videos, edit costume pictures & etc.

Notable foods: ASPARAGUS AGAIN BABEY.. yeaAAAAGHHH asparagus squad !!!!!!

[acrosstimeandspace]

not me getting sick on top of all of this, please just give me a break world?

[pan-de-queer]

thinking of the supercorp ph uni au again and just like

kara teaching lena about a new level of white privilege that she has in the philippines that lena is aware of bc she learned racism well in the luthor mansion but that privilege is different in the ph.

like it doesn't matter that kara isn't as rich as lena or that she probably has to work to pay for her own tuition, the fact is that kara understands that her nationality and appearance already give her a ridiculous advantage in the ph job market.

and though lena might not feel that white privilege as much within the (many) walls of dlsu, visiting kara in upd and exploring qc and the rest of manila with her introduces her to a whole new level of white privilege and classism that being in metropolis never would've taught her

and when they aren't learning Serious Things about the world around them, then kara's touring lena around her campus and eating lunch with her in the sunken garden or teaching her to bike around the oval or watching student films or plays in whatever theater might be playing one.

in turn, lena sneaks kara into dlsu every chance she gets. lena introduces kara to bloemen and agno and makes her giggle every time they pass through the warp zone and introduces her to the turtles that were moved from the amphitheater.

they explore each others' cities in ways they'd never done before, excited and feeling every bit the young twenty-somethings they actually are. and for once, they don't feel the weight of a family legacy pressing down on them continents away from home

[emily-mooon]

I feel mad >:(

[todayisafridaynight]

💃CELIBACY MENTION💃