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back on the topic of eddie brock never being the first choice. crazy to me to think about the origin of the venom symbol which is that the symbiote Was With Spiderman First. the venom symbol is a slightly creepier version of the spiderman symbol with an extra bend in the legs cause it's the symbiote's best approximation of what it thought spiderman wanted. and when spiderman rejects the symbiote and venom shows up it's still the same suit just on a different person. the symbiote learned emotions from peter parker and it is angry and hurt at not being wanted but it stays in the form it thought he wanted... peter parker disarms eddie brock once by telling the symbiote that he wants it back and attacking once the symbiote starts to leave... eddie has such a hard time throughout the comics with the fact that the symbiote Will Leave Him if prompted by the right person. and be so honest. what would you do if you were eddie brock and no matter where you went or what you did there was a symbol that you were somebody else's second choice emblazoned across your chest
#drives me crazy actually#this thing completes you it is everything to you...#the most important thing!!! the thing that makes you whole!!!!!!#and sure it may love you but you were only ever a convenience. never the person it would Choose.#thank you venom: first host for being a beautiful world where the symbiote says it will NOT go back with a previous host#cause it chose eddie. cause he's a good man. cause it's trying to raise its fucking kid with him kdfgjhsd.#EVERYWHERE else...#the symbiote is still in love with peter parker. he calls it back and back it goes.#flash thompson calls out and the symbiote desperately reaches toward him calling out his name. trying to go back.#and again and again where is eddie brock... secondary...#not even the first decision to begin with. maybe it was fate that you were in the right place at the right time#but maybe you were just in that church. about to kill yourself. and you Happened to hate the right person.#you and the symbiote complete each other and you have similar goals but even then it was all about peter parker anyway...#insane. insane. insane.#anyway. hhhhhhhhhh#venomposting#venom#i am a symbrock truther i think the symbiote WOULD choose him. but the comic writers hate me and hate love
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Here’s my little guy!!!
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Here's the first drawing for the first person that sent me their oc :>>
Had lots of fun drawing their feathers
#i hope i drew it right but still the placement of the ears and eyes are kinda off to me hhhhhhhhhh#anyway hope u like it :3#rainworld#rain world#rain world oc#rw#slugcat#rain world slugcat#scug#slugcat oc#high effort drawing#kai-7kh
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maturity is realizing that "i don't like this [ship/scenario] bc it's just not my thing/is triggering to me" and "this [ship/scenario] is a thing that still deserves to exist bc these characters are not real and some people clearly enjoy it" are not mutually exclusive and should in fact coexist in fandom spaces
#read maturity as common sense pls#on today the worst mental health day of the year for me i must say this#bc i am so so so tired of 'xyz is problematic especially if written by [insert demographic]'#like. just don't read it my guy#why is it that every couple of years we have to reinvent 'don't like don't read' why can't this just be common fucking sense#hhhhhhhhhh anyway#okay to rb btw. encouraged even idc
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Forcing General!Lilia to finally take care of himself after a very busy day. Helping him take his armor and uniform off, as he breaths a sigh of relief, since he finally feels free.....
Leading him to a steaming bathtub, helping him undress and get in the water. By this point he's still complaining of not needing all of this, but those complaints die down as soon as you gently touch his chest with a washing cloth, wiping away the dirt, sweat and frustration as he starts to relax and enjoy the feeling of being taken care of....
Washing his hair and massaging his scalp will cause him to purr. He hardly does it, as he never really feels safe enough to be this relaxed, always having the protection of those close to him in mind.
As the water starts to get cooler, helping him out and letting him dry himself off, while getting some fresh, comfortable clothes.
Leading him towards the bed, sitting him down to comb and braid his hair, before pulling him under the covers to cuddle and hold each other. Giving him soft kisses, as he tries to pull you even closer, even though that's not possible, while rubbing his nose against yours.
He is thankful for all of it, even if he can't express it right now. But he makes a mental note to cook something for the both of you. Good luck with that.
#lilia vanrouge#lilia x reader#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland lilia#twisted wonderland lilia x reader#twst lilia#twisted wonderland book 7#One day I'll share my unhinged thoughts and ideas#But for now it's gonna be fluff#Anyway fun fact:#Bats can purr#You can't really hear it but you can feel their bodies vibrating#And they rub their noses against each other to show affection.#Hhhhhhhhhh I'm a sucker for non-s3xual intimacy.......#And I'm a firm believer that his love language is acts of service which is why he tries to cook for people he likes.
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Some recent art I did of my sona, I don't think I ever actually showed this guy outside my pfp
Also the normal version of my current banner lol
#adding alt text later#ive got a massive headache and cant find painkillers for it hhhhhhhhhh#anyways cant wait for the artfight team reveal yayy#my art#blue (sona)#sona art#robot art
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SHITHSITHISTHI I DONT THINK MANY PPL WHO FOLLOW ME READ ANY NIGHTWING BUT LIKE SOME1 HELP IF ANY1 CAN RECRONIZE THIS PLSPLSPLPLS
#BC I JSUT#HHHHHHHHHH#YK WHAT ILL COMB THROUGH DMS OR SMTH I CAN TRY 2 FIND IT ITS JUST GRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#i rembeer laughing a lot bc some of the panels were just gorgeous then others looked like a mushed that hasnt been peeled i just#nightwing#dick grayson#dc#me fiucking begging tumblr 2 help me bc im pretty sure this is from some titan seris i just 4GOT COMPLETLY#hhhhhh anyways#im embaressed#tumblr tumblr ngihtwing fans pls tell me some1 recognizes this bc istg plsPLSSSS IM BEGGING ON MY KNEES BEGGING#now that i think about it#it rlly could b the 1st issue of this certian seris & i could b a total dumbassBUT ALSO#i rememeber like everything that happened in this issue so like theres no way rightt??????????????? NO WAY RIGHT?????
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still actively seething about how not only did disney ruin everything about luke skywalker and his legacy as a character in the sequels, but they are now taking one of his most beloved legends stories, heir to the empire, and doing it without him
#and without LEIA or HAN or LANDO or CHEWIE or (most likely) MARA#i just hhhhhhhhhh#all because they just wanna do thrawn like 😭😭😭 i can’t#it’s alright they’d just fuck it up anyway and i wanna spare the ot characters from that#it’s those hours again kiddos 😵💫🙃#sw critical#disney sw critical#luke skywalker#anti disney star wars#anti sequel trilogy#heir to the empire
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if i post a 3k word long ramble abt the last of us pt2 will anybody read it lmao
#i mean i'm gonna post it anyway#bc i just HAVE to talk about it#hhhhhhhhhh#i love it so much#it really is something i could probably yap about for hours on end#mayor of loserville
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james baldwin you sick son of a bitch </3
#I LOVE THIS BOOK SO MUCH i’m not even halfway through…. oh my godddd it’s so good#I’M SAD THOUGH BC :(((( i tried annotating it a bit and i ruined it . sniffle#i hate it so much why does my brain always act like this :’3 hhhhhhhhhh it genuinely stresses me out#i’m just gonna. read it w/o annotating…. maybe i will on some lines but only the ones i wanna post here#sniffle sniffle i’m so sorry you beautiful beautiful book…..#kinda wanna buy a new copy so i can annotate properly but that feels too mean to the book i have now#…. s … sigh…….#anyway. THIS BOOK IS VERY WONDERFUL it’s gonna ruin me i just know it….. and baldwin’s writing is so unbelievably pretty#ari noises ✩
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My gosh Sunset was a masterpiece
#rereading it again#yeah I’m doing lots of rereading today#linkeduniverse#linked universe#anyway#AAAAGGHVVGGBHD#IT HITS SO HARD#the ANGST the WHUMP#the CARE FOR EACH OTHER ABD WORRY FOR TWILIGHT AAAAAAH#and the ART#THE ART MY GOODNESS#hhhhhhhhhh
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Leland HCs, because he died in Chapter Four
My heart has been broken by fanfiction countless times with Leland dying omg. (You know who you are) Anyways so I decided to write some Leland Golden boy McKinney HCs!!! They're mostly for my comfort and my inexplicable thoughts. Went from Leland hater to Leland brainrot real fast. Thank you, fanfiction authors! You're a gift to the planet <3 Not used to writing for characters that aren't my ocs, and these are purely my own comfort hcs, so hopefully you guys don't mind my little contribution to the fandom. I might post other hcs if people want? idk Side note: These are also kind of somewhere between "soft boyfriend" and "part time group dad" energy, interpret these how you want. :D
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He's not big on slushies originally. Probably not a big fan of cold things generally with a few exceptions of course, but he can't resist seeing you so excited to try the new flavour and wanting to drag him along. (At the time, probably blue raspberry. It came out in '74!) And of course, he'll go with you. You manage to persuade him to try it. He winds up enjoying them quite a lot. Blue raspberry is his favourite from then on, though you can never quite tell if it's the flavour that he likes or the fact that you introduced it to him.
He doesn't like hot custard. Can't explain that one, it's just a thought, honestly. But he'd rather die than eat hot custard, he just doesn't like it lmao
He absolutely has a thing for you wearing his shirts or if he has a jacket on, his jacket at the time. Especially when it's colder out, and he knows he can help you warm up. He protects his friends from literal cannibals in game, so why not from the elements too? And to build on this, I also HC he doesn't really like leather jackets because of his arms. They're always tight for his shoulders. But he still wears them sometimes for style points, you know what I'm saying? (When I say "a thing" here it means his heart is swelling and he can't stop smiling. Proud dad, maybe happy boyfriend, I dunno I'm just here for happy and alive boy Leland)
He gives the best hugs out of the whole group, for sure. He's always warm to the touch, even in winter, it's like he's literally got a built in heater or something. Plus, look at him. He is literally built for hugs. Wrestle hugs? Are those a thing? They are now I said so He'd definitely have anyone he cuddles with feel safe when he holds them. (He also prefers to be hugged around the waist than higher up his body.)
If you ever go out to watch a movie with him, you're absolutely leaving there laughing. Leland is a master of comedic timing and stupid comments. He'll find a way to spin any movie to be a comedy. Horror, Romance, anything. He'll make a terrible joke, and it'll be funny. Maybe less because of the actual comedic value, more in how he delivers his jokes, or how he ends up laughing halfway through them and ends up laughing also. His laugh is infectious.
Leland gives me dad joke energy. I will not elaborate.
He is literally just such a ray of sunshine. He's a bit dim-witted at times (it's ok bb me too <3) but he makes up for it in how pure he generally is. He's a good shoulder to cry on, especially while hugging him (literally speaking as well as emotional things- sorry, I'll shut up about his arms now). He might not be 100% certain how to comfort you most of the time, but he's trying his best.
One thing I can conform for an absolute certain is that he has the most banging record collection anybody has ever known. Man has brilliant taste in music. Queen, ABBA, that whole vibe is his favourite to listen to. He has a collection of vinyls he tells nobody about. You're probably the first to know, likely from him knowing the words to things like Killer Queen especially.
His favourite song, however, is definitely Hooked on a Feeling. It's just... I can't explain it. He'd dad dance to this, for sure. He's just a little silly goofy boy <3333
If you're the type of person that sees fluffy and/or soft hair and immediately wants to braid a bit of it, he will gladly let you do so. He'll probably have to lean down for it to be more comfortable for you. He doesn't care if you're a bit messy or not used to braiding hair properly, he'll happily keep it in for a day at least. He has the SOFTEST hair anybody has ever known, he's just a very fluffy boy and I love him.
In the winter, if you forget to bring gloves or whatnot, he'll hold your hands to warm them up. Referring back to the little portable heater energy thingy we've got going for him. Also, doesn't matter who you are his hands are always bigger than yours even if it's very slightly.
He gives me golden retriever energy he's so baby That's it that's the post, love y'all, thank you for coming to my Ted Talk <3
#tcm game#leland mckinney#leland tcm#texas chainsaw massacre#tcm#headcanon#wholesome#we love not being able to tag#I'm new here#hhhhhhhhhh#anyways so he's very baby and I have big brainrot over him#blaming my fave author <3
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i have been downloading bg3 for 21 hours 😓
#still 1 hour to go HHHHHHHHHH#do i even want to play this game or do i just have fomo#<- guy who fell off dos2 after like 1 hour#anyway everyone say thank you fitgirl#cool story charlotte
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Thinking about someone telling me to close my eyes and open my mouth, acting like they're gonna feed me something.
Instead, they just tilt my head back a little and spit in my mouth, pressing against my chin to close it for me.
#like im actually soaked rn#spit is just. a thing okay?#im so fucking feral over this rn i want like. gentle loving degradation#not necessarily degradation i just dont know how to describe it#me being needy and my dom just delighting in how cute i am#asking for things that most people dont even think about#begging them to just. mark me as theirs in as many ways possible#hhhhhhhhhh#anyway#bye
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*wants to draw bg3 dal as he was right before exile*
*realizes i'll have to come up with/design/reference and draw complicated clothing*
#i know the only way out (to learn) is through (to try) but boy is it scary#and i know i should do it scared but hhhhhhhhhh#missy rambles#also i am just realizing i haven't talked about bg3 Dal much here bc i usually do it on his blog instead kjhsfdg#(follow @noamuth for that)#although i think i put his first draft of a bio here before i made a blog for him#anyway he was born a commoner but was brought into a minor noble house via consortship#until his exile roughly just over a month before the events of bg3#so he would have fancy noble clothes#and there;s a reason TES Dal wears the same damn outfit in every drawing. i hate drawing clothes lkjhskjhdfg
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they don't know i'm planning major changes to my da worldstate,,
#wish i could be normal abt this silly game series. wish i could just go with whatever im vibing with#but nooooo i have to lose sleep thinking abt the Most Perfect Worldstate hhhhhhhhhh#think i might have to go with a dual worldstate solution. it's so much work tho...#anyway i loveeeee andrale but what if my warden was a brosca actually. what if andrale was a mage lavellan and my inky.#what if i was finally brave and conscripted loghain. alistair would become king... or exiled..... ough#i could see andrale making all the choices i'm abt to make in dai#but also i don't want to put her through the torture that is dai's story ahah#she loses a lot in dao but also gains a lot. love and friendship and a new purpose etc. meanwhile dai is just loss loss loss <3#or maybe im just being overly pessimistic abt dai again idk <3#also where would celyn fit in all this. would she still be a dao companion oc... or something else..... a dai companion?????#anyway i need to get back to my puter i need to plan this more. i need to make a brosca and see what happens#oc: andrale#oc: celyn#el.txt#i've spent the past couple weeks at my parents' n that's why i haven't rly engaged with anything here#the area my childhood hometown is in is so beautiful btw. every summer when i visit it hits me again#its the lakes!! they dont fuckin have lakes in the south!!!!#but there is so much lake here i am surrounded by beautiful lakes in every direction. sigh#anyway im going back home this sunday. will have more time to be here again :)#alsooo how do we feel abt the name ronya. i want my brosca's name to start with the same letter as rica's hehe#and ronya was the first name that came to my mind#idk... ronya brosca...... does it work
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why brain whyyyy
i just want to read a book why must it make me paranoid?? I want to Sleep 😭
#this is about The Book of Bill#No Spoilers#typing out loud#Paranoid From Book Edition#but ya know it's meant to be kinda scary. a bit horrifying. Fills you with some dread#and i pointedly ignored that! i laughed at things and went “you cant do that! this is a fictional book”#now its almost 5am and my Bill plush I got hanging up is Taunting Me#i have a nightlight (im a wimp) but the plush is obscured so its all shadowy#and i see it! without glasses! and Get the Jeebies!#ive had to grab my flashlight and stare at it. or turn on my lamp and stare at it.#or make a tumblr post and occasionally look up to stare at it#damn you Alex for letting me get my paranoid hands on this book (/pos)#fr I think im going to have to take plush Bill down so i can attempt to sleep again#it's that or wait for the sun! yay all nighters! hhhhhhhhhh#i didn't get to read all the book yesterday. reading physical books make me sleepy after a while sob#but man! its a trip. a journey. who knows what's on the next page! not me!#i also blame gus. not like gus gus (rip my man) but his unfortunate.. situation#its also rattling around my spooked brain and not helping <3#wait his name is gus right?? im so tired ugh#ah whatever you either get it or you dont lol#i could play mc.. but.. eepy#but also. no big light = no good#and i cant guarantee relocating the plush will solve my problem#gaaah why am i like thissss. i think of plenty scary things!! why must the well dressed triangle be my downfall#crying on the floor#“i think of plenty scary things” bruh i cant sleep without a nightlight what am i on about lmao#maybe that's the point. im a wimp <3 so many things are scary to me. huh#Anyway!#Read the book. Or Don't#I am! Will! Have?
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