#anyway what rhe fuck is wrong with me
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Sees an overly sarcastic, monochrome, aloof fictional character with no fucks to give, maybe a soft spot and a monotone voice: wow I want to be like them
Sees an extremely excitable, energetic, chaotic and quirky character who's extremely expressive of themselves, but probably suppresses negative emotions under a positive attitude: wow I want to be like them
Sees a calm, kind, chill, polite, respectful and genuinely compassionate and sincere character that's like an older sibling or parent figure to everyone: wow I want to be like them
Sees a shy, awkward, reserved and soft character with a love for floriography/floriculture: wow I want to be like them
Sees a robot-like/literal robot character with eloquent, formal and rich vocabulary, with no understanding of human norms or cues (such as sarcasm), but one that still experiences emotions in their own way: wow I want to be like them
Sees a literal (non-human) animal, existing: wow I want to b
#text post#i literally remember at one point being in such a huge dillema w myself bc i loved both tmf sean n milly SO much and wanted to be like both#of them but since theyre polar opposites i couldnt choose which one i wanted to act like#now i just pick based on my nood#MOOD#I MEANT MOOD#anyway what rhe fuck is wrong with me#i already am like all lf these at omce#i think most ppl r#but i feel the need to accentuate a specific concept for the way i express myself#idk why#since when did k care abkut how people perceived me?#idk#anyway why does everyone keep whispering abt me during class like wtf did i do to them lmao
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IM GONNA THROW UP.
#sorry besties I need to scream.#WHY CAN NOBODY IN THIS HOUSE WASH A FUCKING DISH. ITS EIGHT OCLOCK I HAVENT EATEN DISHES THERE ARE TWO (2) DISHES IN THE ENTIRE PILE THAT#ARE MINE WHY RHE FUCK DID NOBODY ELSE WASH THEM???????#I HATE IT HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!#WHAT THE FUUUUUUCCKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyways I am going to get VERY high as soon as I’m done showering and WASHING OTHER PEOPLE’S DISHES.#and try to answer the backlog of boromir asks I have before I green out#trying so hard not to say kms but FUCKING KMS#IM PAYING SO MUCH RENT TO THESE PPL AND ONE (1) PERSON IN THIS HOUSE APPRECIATES ME AND I STILL GET COMPLETELY FUCKING OVERLOOKED HERE.#oh yea it’s strider well just leave the PILE OF EVERYONES FUCKING DISHES for HIM to figure out AT EIGHT OCLOCK AT FUCKING NIGHT#what the fuck is wrong with people I wouldn’t care if I hadn’t been NOTICEABLY FUCKING GONE FROM THE HOUSE BUSY DOING SHIT
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u know when i started getting into metal gear and i finished mgs1 when i started mgs2 i was like "wtf they got better graphics they didnt need this 'realistic' shit. They shouldve kept the psx graphics." and tbh i was right! that was the most polygons they needed to have
#alwaya thinkinf about the post thats like the endeavor for photorealistic graphics in video games is useless#(the post that has the next reblog say doomguy is a bottom or something)#like literally we didnt need better graphics. i really truly believe we peaked with graphics on like. the nintendo wii. the ps2.#we will never ever top that!!!#idgaf about people who need their 1080p 360 degree hd 4k 60fps six billion dollar ten megahertz eighty gigagigabyte surround sound games#if its not crusty what the fuck is the point. im so serious. What the fuck is rhe point.#i forgot my next point i got distracted watchinf metal gear again#but anyway i loooove mgs ps2 graphics (big boss salute gif qould not be the same w a ps1 polygon count.)#but like. neeeed my crusty games. Actually i just remembered a thought i had 4evar ago#all these ps1 style indie games getting made and like that fucking rules dont get me wrong. bur when do we get ps2 gamecube wii lookingshit!#okim like falling asleep point made probably maybe idk. Bedtime for tumblr user skyburger#i legitimately just had to think about what my url was oh i gotta go to bed. i gotta snooze i gotta catch some Zs#muffin mumbles
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#hmmmm#vent cw#dont read this#no seriously i warned you im being a whiney piece of shit#I should probably be worried about the 3-day long panic attack ive had going on#the physical symptoms really are rhe works- the swimming vision the dizziness the tight chest feeling that is uniquely 'anxiety'#and then you add the inability to think for more than like 5 minutes about any given topic#the stress to the point of wanting to cry when things go slightly wrong#but ironically i cant seem to summon any actual anxiety about the anxiety#juat a blank numbness there#really do need it to stop tho as i think its destroying what little appeal as a human i had left at this point#and its seriously hampering my ability to get work done#which i absolutely need to be doing bc if i dont finish my work i cant take on more work#and if i dont take on more work i will officially no longer be paying my bills next month#'sky this seems like talk for a therapist not hidden tags on the tumblr dash' yeah I dont think sitting on this for a month will work#'talk to a friend about it then' hahaha no at least here anyone who reads this fuckin chose to#putting up with me normally is a big ask putting up with me when im needy & anxious & breaking down bc its Too Fucking Much?#lmfao hell no i like my friendship INTACT thanks#a bitch is not about to be a drain on emotional resources when said bitch cannot contribute fuckall of value thats how you make it all worse#and then a month later the therapist cancels so i just keep adding tags to this post bc no one will read them#but i feel like im “talking to someone”#the panic attacks stopped but i have no idea why#i mean im still feeling unusually heightened anxiety 24/7 but its not causing physical symptoms#not like it was anyway#and at least now being anxious makes sense#its a bunch of small to medium shit id probably feel better about if i talked more#but the less i talk and just observe people from a distance unseen the happier people i care about seem so#im literally a fifth wheel so the least i can do is not squeak and alert others to my presence#i really need to get better at art and get faster at working so i can have SOMETHING to offer#oh wow theres a tag limit apparently guess i have to find a new method bc making a new post is begging for attention & I don't wanna do that
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heyy can u do a dom choso and sub reader with brat taming and spanking (i sent rhe same request but i worded it wrong)
𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐎 𝐊𝐀𝐌𝐎
„𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐄”
: ̗̀➛ 18+ CONTENT!!!
: ̗̀➛ afab!reader, some sexxxxx, brat taming, praising, some degrading, spanking(?), dom!choso, sub!reader. not proofread so i apologize in advance for any mistakes if they’re made.
: ̗̀➛ art creds by;; currently unknown. dividers are not mine, if you own these, you may claim them in comments.
: ̗̀➛ WORD COUNT;; 1.17K
* dark mode recommended
* do not copy this plot. i’m perfectly fine with inspirations but give creds. if this plot his stolen in any way, the post will be taken down and you will be blocked.
𝐃𝐀𝐊𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒 ✉️🖇️;; yurrr. i feel like ya caught on to the fact that i really like writing for choso…okay but that’s obvious. he just so fine. i also don’t know how good imma do this but i’ll figure sum out. ANYWAY REBLOG TO SUPPORT MEEEE AND IF YOU WANT MORE :D
did you ever learn? you had choso treating you like you’re his daughter because you didn’t know how to behave yourself. he’d be lying if he said that it didn’t piss him off a little.
you were ignoring choso because he wouldn’t buy you the dress that you wanted. you were at that mall, gripping onto his clothes, begging and pleading for this dress but choso just had a stale face and he’d tell you no as calmly as he possibly could. but you could hear the slight annoyance behind his relaxed tone.
it’s been a few days and the silent treatment was driving him insane. not only that. it was pissing him off. the second you came through the door of that apartment, he’d grab you and pin you against the wall and smash his lips onto yours, kissing you with pure passion behind it but the aggression was kicking within him. after that, he moved his mouth up to your ear.
“get your ass to the bed….now.” he commanded before he let go of you. “and you better be ready when i get in there…you got thirty seconds.”
you were confused at first but you didn’t want to piss choso off any more than he seemed to be. you headed into his room and got on the bed, removing your clothes as you did.
the bedroom door opened and there stood choso with that usual bored expression that had a hint of lust and mischief behind them. he’d take his shirt off and climb on top of you, his bare chest making contact with yours. he kissed and sucked on your neck, making marks that were sure to turn purple when he was done with you.
“you piss me off so fucking bad,” he said in your ear, “but i can get you in order. just be a good girl and listen to what i tell you to do.”
choso slapped your thighs before he gripped onto them tightly, forcing your legs apart. his fingers moved slowly from your waist down to your soaked cunt. the male smirked before tracing your entrance. he glanced at you.
“i wanna make you feel good but i don’t know…” he paused, “i don’t think you deserve it. maybe i should make you beg first.”
“what do you-” you started but choso’s hand quickly covered your mouth. he glared at you.
“did i say you could speak? you speak when i say you can.” the violet eyed male boomed. with his other hand, he pressed his digits into your entrance after licking his fingers as if you weren’t wet enough already.
he’d pump his fingers in and out of you as he listened to your muffled moans underneath his hand. he was looking you in your eyes as he fucked you with his fingers. choso moved his hand off of your mouth. just when you believed you could moan out loud without choso getting in your way, he’d smash his lips onto yours again, consuming your moans.
his tongue pushed through your lips and danced around yours. as he kissed you, you could feel his fingers curling up inside you, finding your sweet spot. you immediately crumbled underneath him. you tried to grab onto his hand and push him away but he slapped your hand away and continued to finger you, being more aggressive now that you tried to stop him.
you were pissing him off even more but he was enjoying hearing you pleas for him to stop or slow down. he would pin your wrist down to the bed over your head and just when you were about to have your release, he removed his fingers from you.
“don’t think i’m done because i took my fingers out,” choso looked at you, sticking his fingers in your mouth to make you taste your own fluids. he wouldn’t move his hand until you licked him clean. as he was doing this, you genuinely thought he was torturing you…but you liked it and you weren’t going to stop him from what he was doing to you.
again, choso pushed your legs apart a little more, feeling satisfied after he prepped you. he wanted to hear you drown in pleasure now. he would pull down his boxers, revealing his hardened member. he didn’t waste any time. choso forced his length into you. you yelped as you felt everything hit you all at once.
choso’s groaned as he sank down into you, biting his lip. “take all of me. you were doing so good. don’t get scared now.”
his strokes were slow at first, trying to ease you into it and trying to get you used to being stretched out by him. your moans and you folding underneath him made him wanna go faster, though. so he did. choso was slamming into you, his pelvis making direct contact with yours.
“now, i told you about acting up but you don’t listen to me,” choso rasped, his eyes narrowing down at you. “i’m starting to think you like being punished all the time. you’re a dirty little girl, you know that? you need to be taught some respect.”
his words made your heart drop. his voice was just so soothing and the fact that he was degrading you…it excited you a bit more. he was probably right about you enjoying this a bit more than you should.
your moans progressively got louder. you were starting to think if his neighbors could hear any of this. slowly, your eyes began wandering around the room. choso didn’t like that, though. he put his free hand under your chin and forced you to look at him. you could feel him squeezing your cheeks a bit but not enough for it to hurt.
“don’t look over there, look at me. i want you to look me in my eyes when i’m fucking you.”
of course, you wanted to listen to him before he made your entire body sore but it was harder than you thought. your eyes began to get lazy and they rolled back into your head. tears formed into your eyes. you never thought someone as distant and quiet as him could be so aggressive in his own way.
“choso,” you moan softly, putting your arms around him and kissing him. he moaned in your mouth as his hips continued to move back and forth with each stroke. he loved the feeling of being milked by you. he wished he could make this last forever…but he was here to teach you a lesson. he wiped the tears from your eyes.
“don’t cry. this is punishment—fuck…” choso groaned as he reached his climax at the same time as you did. the two of you were panting, trying to catch your breaths. he’d pull out of you and lie down beside you, putting kisses on your neck and shoulder then rested his head onto the pillow beside you.
“i hope you learned your lesson. don’t make me repeat myself.” choso rubbed his tired eyes. “sleep well, princess.”
𝐄𝐍𝐃.
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#choso x reader#𝐾𝑂𝑇𝐴 𝑊𝑅𝐼𝑇𝐸𝑆 書く#choso kamo#choso x reader smut#choso smut#choso x black!reader#anime#jjk choso#jjk x reader#jjk#jujutsu kaisen choso#jujustsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen#jjk gojo#jjk geto#jjk x you
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GEISS WHAT TOME IT IS
Time to PROBABALY FUCKING PISS MYSELF OVER SALLY FACE CUZ I SUCK AT DEALING WITH HORROR
I have light tho so maybe I won't be as fucked over
I'm hi key so glad I'm making these posts cuz I don't remember what the fuck happened last night
-IM NOT A GIRL
-wrf is wrong with miss rosenberg girly pop get help that's dark
-mr Addison family is dead! Dude I don't fucking care he's suspicious as hell
Watch this turn into nothing hes prolly just a fucking dude idc tho hea sus
-Oh FUCK DID SHE JUST FUCKING DIE WHAY THE HELL
WHAT THE FYCK WAS THAT
What the FUCK FUCK
HUH ?!
-bro my bracelet is like a little tight and I had it pressed under my leg and it fucking imprinted sals name on my arm lmaoo
-MEGAN LORE?
-okay wait this might be a stretch- Megan has a cross necklace and ik Travis is like super christian(ive seen him with a cross necklacein fanart i dont think its on his canon sprite tho?); and ik Kenneth is the one who sh0t sal but what reason would he have to be involved here idk I just wanna get down all my thoughts even tho most aren't righg
-nvm rhe necklace is in the building apparently im dumb
-Wait actually sal hasn't started school yet has he? So he wouldn't know travis anyway
-idfk
-having the light on makes this game so much easier go play
-IM NOT DOING DRUGSS
-"I just want you to know ghat I understand what it's like to be afraid. To hide away from the world" rahehhehe sal ur 15 u shouldn't have to be offering advice to an adult I wanna be sals friend so bad it's unreasonable
-I d o n t. L I k e m r a d d I s o n
-PLEASE LARRY LOOKS SO GOOFY I LOVE HIM
-"Holy fuck knuckles" jnfjdjdjd
-oh pleasant so I'm assuming Megan's mom was a cheater
-is Megan's Dad the one who killed them ??
-yea okay I'm a fucking dumbass I just want to try to connect everything even if it doesn't work I'm low-key tempted to just delete that paragraph about the necklace but shh it's fine
-GUYS WTF IS THIS
YEAH SAL SHES DOIN GREAT
-oh a noose!
-VIDEO GAMES
-feel like this game is foreshadowing 4 sure
-like there's no way this is just here for some reason
-dam devourerers of God is sick name bro almost makes me hope this is foreshadowing
-j i m
-the way chapter 2 faded out like that is sus this is foreshadowing for sure
-GREG
-oh okay so this is just real fucking life then?
-well that makes me scared about the devorous of God thing especially cuz the circle things I keep seeing
-this is ominous bro
-this game is underestimating how much of a dumbass I am wtf is happening I'm walking in circles
-made it back to the circle rock
What.
Why did it restart
Gyys I'm too dumb for this
Circle rock again
Help I'm in the dark now had to turn off my lights what do I dooo I'm so bad at this
it restarted avajn fml
I sent out a post as a cry for help but I might just have to look up a tutorial
FUCK IT. I'm going to sleep.
Goodnighttt I made like nooo fucking progress despite playing for two hours
@mypinterestgotbannedsoimherenow
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ok liveblogging watching the new episode because I'm insane
omf omg omg
this doesn't feel real
HES SO CUTE
omg what is this opening
OMG???
it has the old season vibes right at the beginning
the imagery??!?????
SEBASTIAN THE MAN THAT YOU ARE
I'm vibing with this op so much it's so fucking metal
giant fire monster??? please don't go off plot omg I'm worried now
ok the moon skull was cool
BISCUIT MY SHOUJO BABY GIRLIE I LOVE YOU
of course he's almost late
"first impressions are crucial, I must focus" *immediately fucks it up*
Redmond the beautiful woman that you are
REMOND RHE BEAUTIDUL WOMAN THAT YOU ARE
violet the beautiful woman that you are
REDMONSDDDD
waaaaaaah McMillan I love you
McMillan you're so cute 😭😭😭
"BOY UP" 💀💀💀
my poor son
GOSDDDDDDSDDDDDDDDD FUXK SEBASTIAN YOURE SO HOOOOOTTTT
let's take ibuprofen together ass pose
ciel is so sick of him already I love it
HES SO SICK OF HIM
omg stfu ur not funny
oooooh the windows are prettyyyy
Redmond the beauti-
violet my beautiful princess
fuck you zombie bitch die sooner
fucking power rangers ass lineup
LMAO GET FUCKED IDIOT
robot ass movements get away from my son
VIPLET MY PRWRTY PRINCESS
ohhhhhh I missed the title cards 🥹🥹
"drudges" remember what they took from you
ciels "target acquired" ass look when McMillan mentions the tea party ajbsksbdidj
McMillan the puppy that you are
what the fuck is wrong with these students omg
also why are the all either blonde or brunet and sitting next to eachother in pairs of 2
"are we little girls in cliques?" I mean if the dress fits 💀💀💀
stay away from the emo kids 📝📝📝
cheerio GOD
THE POSE AKNSNDKD
oooooooooh the eye is so pretty
OOOOOOOOOOOH SEBASTIAN IS SO PRETTY
I love love love that they feminized him it does wonders for my little lesbian heart
his eyes are so pretty ooooouggh
🦋🦋🦋 <- in my tummy
godddd he's so pretty in the dress
WHAT IS ERONG WITH THESE STIFENTS
DOTN GO NEAR THE GOTH KIDS 📝📝📝📝📝
CHESLOOOOOOCKKKKKKKKKK
cheslock I am in deep romantic love with you
my poor boy he's been jumped like 3 times and it's his second day
make that 4
Sebastian's smug ass fuckin smile I love that he always finds ways to get in ciels way by doing EXACTLY what he's told
ciel I'm gonna kill you what the fuck is that pose
"senpai" I'm dead 💀💀💀
"kawaii boya" 😭😭😭😭😭
but fuck the queen fr like why don't you just fucking walk down there yourself and ask
fuck ur cousin lady
wait don't she's a royal she might actually 💀💀
godddd Sebastian's do prettyyyy
ciel is also really pretty my baby princess I love you
Sebastian's eyelashes go hardf
.THEHAIR SRTIP FALLING
ooooh ending time
ohhhhh the windows for the p4 are so pretty!!!!!
oh the style is different it's so lovely
FALLING FROM THE FUCKING SKY??????
romance is real
ohhhh pretty sky
SWBASTIAN FLYING WITH HIM ROMANCE IS REAL??????
oh god oh god oh god I was going to post this to main but it has to go sideblog now
actually fuckit
it goes main anyways
falling through the sky in the sunset together be so fucking fr with me
ohhhhhh the ed is so pretty gofdd
#god this was amazing im so hype#kinda worried about the fire monster in the op? pleeeease dont tell me theyre gonna go off manga with it 😭#kuroshitsuji#black butler#black butler anime#ciel phantomhive#sebastian michaelis
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Is it ungrateful to ask the multiverse for a sign I’m making progress? I asked and immediately received a poster for someone who has little to no merch at a store that has no reason to carry merchandise for such a niche person or that sort of merchandise at all (The poster is in my room now) so ask and I shall receive? I’m very spoiled to be given such things and still be irritated with how long shifting is taking…-Milo
of course not!!!
i’ve been shifting for what, 3 ish years? 4 ish years on like march 21 2024 so like 💪💪💪 ANYWAYS
i ask for so many signs and messages fucking DAILYYY BRO
i b like “if u want me to shift tonight, show me an orange. if you want me to rest, show me a blueberry.” N DAILT I GER EITHER AN ORANGE OR A BLUEBERRY
it literally is ask n you shall receive its wild 💀💀 how crazy things from our 4d can come into the 3d ✨✨✨ AND HOW QUICKLY TF???
like the other night i had a dream abt like a fox n a black bear but my mother said “at least it wasn’t a brown bear 🤷” AND THEN I SAW BEARS LIKE ALL DAY AFTER I TOLD NILE?? LIKE WHAT
also in think it was two nights ago, i had a dream abt my friend having a snake in her sleeve, and she like pushed it back in and said “nah, nope ur not doing that rn” bc it was like nibbling me (obvs it didn’t hurt, the snake was js doing it a LOT. my left hand btw) ANYWAYS the next day i open pinterest, on the far right (so the opposite side, and the snake was in her right sleeve) THERES A LITTLE SNAKE RHAT LOOKS SINILSR TO RHE ONE IN MY DREAM GUARDING AN ORANGE!! LIKE… HELLO??? I CANT MAKE THIS SHIT UP ITS FUCKING INSANE‼️‼️‼️‼️
anyways, it’s not selfish or wrong to ask for something. you should never feel guilty for asking if ur on the right path. it’s 100% okay! so go ahead, ask away, the universe will answer <3
#abyss .answers#milo dreamer anon#reality shifting#desired reality#reality shift#shiftblr#shifting#shifting community#shifting motivation#black shifters#signs#universe signs#manifesting
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okay so im very high rn and my friend came up behind me and i thought they were you and i was like how tf did you get here from kentucky cause i think thats where ur from but i could be completely wrong but anyways i told them that and they decided to make a limerick about you "hes playing frankenfurter does that help" "yes it gives us material" "what kind of material" "velvet" anyways there once was a lexi from ketnucky who was unfortunately very unlucky theyre a bit unclean and has a sheen from when he went in rhe garbare to get mucky and now theyre playing radioactive by imagine dragons wtf anyways send ask
ed this makes no sense . I love you so much forever I wish you didn't live in fucking Australia because we neeeeed to hang out 💕💕💕💕💕
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LISTEN. (cw torture, barb thirst, mc infofump, mentions of murder and devildm politics, a bunch'a spoilers for Barbatos live ★ & Tea time w you-, obey me whump, conditioning, rant about newer fandom this ask is a wild ride)
But I also like the idea of him discovering what you’ve been doing & then questioning you about your methods. Like he’s impressed you would take matters into your own hands, but he is also an expert and can teach you many things~
Cue you getting taken on as the torturer’s apprentice. When you tell Solomon, he just goes pale and stammers out a joke about how he doesn’t like sharing his apprentice lol.
I'm gonna interrupt you like the potato i am but like???yes????? you do not understand my obsession with torture. I always thought I'm a masochist but I've recently figured i was wrong and Boy it Was the best feeling in rhe world to figure out whats wrong with me-
also my mc is both Sol's apprentice in magic and Barb's student in torture and baking. mhmhmmm. I also Do Not Like the brothers so much my mc was never an exchabge student. I did some black butler shit back there and now he lives in the castle. like two years before the exchange program- (no my canon doesnt follow the game's canon caue thats so very badly written) and he also helps w murdering people who are against Diavolo. and people just ?? can't believe it- there has to be some sort of a war shit going on. Dia is too kind to do this- also, if anyone figures they don't. Barb has POWERS-
and BOY DO I LOVE BARB FOR THAT. Also dia but he isnt important rn sjsksk. in the new event's card he said smth like he would cross his own boundries for the sake of Diavolo and Devildom. althought he didnt say for mc so 😔 but thats hot af still. But buT BUT vvv
villain wannabe. wdym darkness?? you said itll be for the sake of devildom! idk im misinterpenting or no but this is so side ways I'm a bit ????ing rn
also in Tea time with you when you ask him what the fuck he did that even being a 24/7 slave butler to Diavoli won'y undo the mistake he had done?? he laughs?? HEEHEEE???? what are you Michael Jackson? and the other option he goes straight to anger so idk whats with the huge difference in replies-
anyway angry Barb is also best Barb i dont make the rules. also he's the butler of their PRINCE noone gets to harm mc. they'd dissapear. go missing. possibly either killed or very altered. Came Back Wrong™ ohoho, imagine if some of the castle workers/maids etc used to be high ranked nobles and demons and they've done smth so wrong that lowered them to this. and they don't remember it?? and noone else does remember too. just some lost names. okay not to get far-
BUT LISTEN Barb has definitly done some conditioning bs out there you can not prove it otherwise. also, Mammon keeps getting punished by Lu and hasn't changed so imagine the pain those demons have to go through for that-
JSKSKAJ!! BARB IS HOT OKAY- HES SADISTIC. I live sadistic demon butlers . also the fact that he has a torture dungeon- and who says there aren't demons in the hidden prisons waiting for their turn? i imagine Barb would randomly take one, do the things™ and leave for the next few months. the second the demons think they're forgotten/ theyre doomed. its also not in order so yep more stress. so wha i was goimg to say is imagine a very sadistic and mentally ill™ mc whos very angry tortuing some " innocent" souls in the dungeons. also, I tend to imagine Barb has taught Lucifer a few forms of torture when he fell (cough, Believer cough-) so-
Barb is such an interesting character (like Sol) and the older fandom used to really put those aspects in mind but the newer fandom is stripped completely from darkfic. like. can we have more darkfic i am begging I want obey me whump I dont want mc angst i want mc whump i want these bad boys dying of pain and being saved the last minute i want more stories on devildom politics i want more dark! demons/dark! mc aus- like can we bring that back??? can we stop w 24/7 fluff/comfort/angst thats just mc's death ?? no hate to those but can we bring back the dark shit i want to see demons getting their asses whooped in barb's dungeon or Dia being manupilative af--😭😭😭
ok ok ill shut up now😂
There is so much happening in this ask, but for some reason I keep coming back to "HEEHEEE???? what are you Michael Jackson?" because wow that made me actually LOL for real.
I'm always going to be for canon divergence. I say do whatever makes you happy! Your MC must truly have their hands full learning all that stuff with Barbatos and Solomon. But like if you're gonna learn those things, might as well learn from the best, right???
The thing I like about Barbatos is that he is very versatile. They've kept him very mellow in the game, but he has so much potential to go dark if you want to write him that way. I mean they don't even confirm that he actually has a torture dungeon in the game... I'm pretty sure it's just Mammon who says he's rumored to have one. But like by leaving it open ended like that, we can speculate all we like about it, you know?
And traditionally, wasn't that the point of demons? Aside from tempting humans, they're supposed to torture souls, right? I mean, I don't know how accurate that actually is, but it's interesting to think about.
I'm not especially obsessed with torture and I think it's pretty clear from my writing that I'm generally on the fluffier side of things lol. But it's interesting to think about, especially considering the types of characters we're dealing with here. And I really like the exploration of morality and inner evil and that sort of thing when it comes to heavy stuff like torture.
I thought it was very interesting in Barbatos Live how he calls MC his good conscience. 'Cause in Tea Time with You, he very much indicates that he used to do crazy stuff all the time, but then the Incident happened and now he doesn't. So wouldn't his guilt over whatever happened be his good conscience, like it has been all this time before MC showed up? Is he saying that MC just makes him want to stick to that even more?
Though he also says that it's like demon nature to have some darkness, so I don't know if he's talking about his specific experience necessarily. It's more like he's saying he wants to fight against his own nature? I dunno.
OH DANG but I love that idea about the maids and such in the castle! Demons that messed up so bad, now Barb keeps them at the castle to work??? What was that about not giving into the darkness???? lk;asdfkjlfd
I'm afraid I can't really comment on the amount of darkfic present in the fandom at any given time... due to being a Fluffster Extraordinaire, I'm faaaar more likely to read sweet lovey romance fics than Barb torture dungeon fics. Which isn't to say that I don't like the Barb torture dungeon situation because I do indeed find it very intriguing lol. I'm just usually like yo I want that guy to bake for me and make me tea, I don't care what he does in his spare time.
In fact, I really like the idea of a sweet and doting house husband Barbatos that pampers MC all day every day while being a ruthless and loyal demon butler the rest of the time. Like the dungeon isn't a rumor but as long as he washes off the blood when he comes back, MC is like whatever lol.
Oh but I also like the idea of MC being just as bad as him, now that I think about it. Like MC isn't ignorant, they don't turn a blind eye, they are right there with him, actively participating. The torture couple aadsflkjdfkjldf
I dunno, I think I'm considering it in more of a humorous way than a serious way, though.
Anyway, it's fun to consider all aspects of Barbatos because he has so many facets! And I think it's fun to explore the different sides of him.
#I've just been feeling like I prefer MC to be a badass lately#so I think it'd be cool if they were just unbothered by it all#um okay I do feel like I need to cw this so#cw torture#tw torture#obey me#obey me barbatos#expressionless-fr#cc mutuals#misc answers
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NO SPOILERS BUT REACTIONS TO EPISODE 9 ARCANE S2 BUT IM LIVE TWEETING (TUMBLING):
• her hair is so fucking long like ik it was but jesus christ is it even possible for hair to get that long even when ur malnutrished n sorta kinda living in poverty? like don’t get me wrong silco was definitely well off compared to most zaunites but we have to be realistic that extra money wasn’t. that much. like it WAS to them but it wasn’t. i’m sure they had more basic necessities than most tho? maybe i can expand on that in the fic or something.
• she’s so pretty i missed her so bad
• he’s so sick of her shit😭 LMAO I LOVE THEM BADDD
• “always a dance w u” UR SO FREAKING CUTE UGH
• take a shot everytime a main character in arcane tries to kill themselves or others unsuccessfully.
• the intro eats every single time.
• i love lesbians. that’s unimportant but i do.
• why is this ominous music playing… what’s going on… OH WHAT THE FUCK OH WHAT THE FUCK OH MY GOD WHAT RHE FUCK
• why did they bring the fucking trypophobia nightmare fuel 😭 ew
• i hate this bitch so fucking much i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i HATE—
• HOLY SHIT NO NO
• AHAHAHAHAHA SHE DIED AHAHAHAHAHA
• “still a fox” bitch u raised her
• WOOOOO HI QUEEN HU MY GLORIOUS BEAUTY HEYY HEY HEY she is my pretty princess i fear.
• heyyyty😍 welcome back king i missed u
• okay so he has his ears pierced by there’s no gold earrings which makes sense but still. he EATS up the gold jewellery.
• i really want a jayce and vi team up they would accomplish absolutely nothing but it would be entertaining anyway
•okay so the trypophobia nightmare fuel is gone thank god but i fear its not over
• oh my gods he looks so cool??? so cool and so odd and unsettling and definitely a poster child for eugenics
• LMAO CAITLYN IM SO PROUD OF YOU THIS TEAMUP WAS A LITTLE UNEXPECTED BUT VERY NEEDED a direct opposite of vi/jayce n that’s funny
• me when for once all the characters are on the same page: 😍
why did it take us 18 episodes for y’all to get here like omfg??
• “people deserve to choose their own fates” god the fanfic material is never ending i am SCREAMING
• mel is so badass AND i just won my arcane bingo card
• ignoring ekko lowkey crazy like damn???
• okay this season has been a trypophobia nightmare so unfortunately i will not be rewatching this season for nostalgia.
• SHE CALLED HIM DAD I AM NOT WELL AT ALL I MISS THEM I MISS THEM I MISS—
• ekko disappearing is so.
•. JAYCE U R SO LOVED. THEY COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE U KING!
• okay SERIOUSLY trypophobia nightmare; i am so so glad i stopped smoking bc i would have tweaked.
• “you were never broken… there is beauty in imperfections.” STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT DOOMED GAYS ARE SO SAD STOP JT
• lol my glorious king ekko!!!!
• god i hate the trypophobia nightmare fuel. it IS the worst. like so bad. so so bad. anyway thank u ekko
• MAKE THEM CANON LEAGUE OF LEGENDS DONT BE A PUSSY
• oh they’re so precious aw. i need them happy in my fanfic. it’s the only way to find peace.
• okay this score is beautiful
•this is beautiful. when this show isn’t giving me nightmare fuel it is beautiful.
• HOLY AHIT I THOUGHT SHE BROKE HER NECK FUCK OKAY THAT WAS SCARY
• okay everything is fine there’s ten minutes left what could happen?
• Alright😐 okay thank you for that immediate karmic retribution you heartless assholes.
• no see i use the death is like falling asleep line in every single one of my fics so this is ESPECIALLY sick and twisted, actually. this song is bullshit.
• WOOO ONE OF MY ALL TIME FAV CHARACTERS HELL YES!!!
• “our story isn’t over” well obviously this is a prequel to the games i didn’t rlly think it was over.
#arcane act 3#HELP???#OH MY GID#okay so the ending was unexpected but ?? this show is a prequel how r they getting away w this?
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Feel free to not answer this question cause it's a little divisive lol. But I think it's a little ridiculous to specific ask when the next deaths will be to be prepared for it. I'm sorry bestie but if you need warnings months in advance for the death of fiction cat blog characters because it will emotionally fuck with you?? Maybe you shouldn't be reading the murder cats blog. Have you never read a story before? You read it and things are revealed
I totally get where you're coming from. Yeah, this is rhe murder cat story, cats are gonna get murdered, but it costs me almost nothing to give people a heads up and that heads up makes them able to feel safe while reading my content and that makes it worth it to me.
I do sometimes feel the urge to be like "come on guys, nut up", like I personally don't care for the #Swear Warning tag and I almost didn't make it but then I stopped and thought "what does this cost me (adding a tag to certain posts, a trivial amount of effort) and what does it do for them (saves them from seeing words that upset them without warning in their comfort fiction (may be small but provides comfort/prevents harm and could even avoid ruining their day)". So I put the tag into use anyway. I try really hard to make the lives of people around me better and doing something small like giving people a heads up when something might upset them does that so I don't see why I shouldn't.
I tag all of the warnings about upcoming deaths with #Heavy Content Alert so that people who don't want to be spoiled can block the tag. And I'm not trying to shame you or say you're wrong, this is just my take on the situation. I'd urge everyone to be kind in the comments. However you enjoy my art, I'm glad you do and I hope you stick around ♡
#not art#asks and answers#flintfeatherrr#for homework I assign you all to go watch a video called 'The Alt Right Playbook: Didoing' by the youtube channel Innuendo Studios#half joking but seriously its a great video and the Alt Right Playbook is one of my favorite youtube series ever and has a huge influence-#-on my writing
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Why I like Manta so much
1.The reason I love this character so much isn’t jsut because of his deisgn which does help but the main reason why I love him so much is bc of his writing and story.First of all,Manta is established as a mean bully and a jerk in the first eps we see him in as he is often bullying others,however,despite that he still has one person he keeps close,which is Shino,his teammate and most probably only friend since who would wanna be friends with such a jerk,right?Here comes the catch,in the episode titles “The Polaris predicament” we get introduced to a shorescrubber from Polaris,Pavel,who we also find out was Manta’s superior at the Polaris academy,and that Manta was his lackey.Due to his interactions with Manta we can see that he wasn’t such a nice guy to him,in fact,he was a bully who constantly bullied Manta.We can even see in the same ep how Manga,who is usually stubborn and mean to everyone,going as far as to call Wyatt “bro” in an ep,and even disrespect him(most probably knowing Manta),BUT when Pavel is being mean to Manta,he doesn’t talk back,he just accepts it.That’s the first time we see more of Manta rather than him being just a mean bully to everyone.Knowing that he’s a victim of bullying,we can fairly say that the constant bullying he got from pavel didn’t do well to him,in fact,it made him become a bully himself.Despite that,he’s still not as mean to Shino as he is to everyone else,which,I could go on another rant just about them but I won’t do it(yet).We know that Shino also went to the academy,and that he also knows pavel,due to pavel asking him to be HIS mechanic and engineer(basically telling Shino to leave Manta,which tbh,kind of manipulating)We see Shino being hesitant to talk to pavel,which tells us despite most probably not enduring the same amount of bullying Manta got from Pavel,he still fears Pavel a little,saying yes,but being hesitant to do so.When Manta comes back,Pavel straight up tells Manta that he should pack his things bc he’s sending him back to Polaris,and he also says this exact thing “won’t you congratulate Shino?” Before he turns Shino’s chair so he could face Manta,we notice the way Shino looks down with full on fucking guilt on his face bc obv he didn’t wanna abandon Manta,but,he didn’t really have a choice.In the next scenes,we get to notice how Corto,tries to help Manta get rid of pavel(send him back to Polaris so Manta could keep being the pilot for the cold kings)however Manta tells Corto that he can’t “disobey academy rules”,we also see that in a scene where Corto asks Shino why didn’t anyone stop pavel from bullying Manta,Shino tells her that “everyone obeys the trainer,no mater how hard it is” Which…..EXCUSE ME???EVERYONE OBEYS THE TRAINER NO MATTER HIW HARD IT IS???SHINO JUST BASICALLY FUCKING TOLD US RHE ACADEMY IS FUCKING ABUSIVE
Anyway,we learn from the Polaris predicament ep that Manta’s bullying is all a TRAUMA RESPONSE SINCE HE WAS BULLIED(constantly may I add).All Manta knows is that since no one stopped Pavel,why would anyone stop him from being a bully?His mentality is fucked up bc of the trauma pavel gave him,he doesn’t know any better,he’s 15,he needs an adult to teach him what’s right and wrong,not to mention that Wyatt and Neptune,the only adults on the island do literally nothing to help Manta become a better person,all they do is criticize him,LIKE BRO IF U SEE THE GUY HAS ISSUES TRY AND HELP HIM OR SMT IDK DONT JUST CRITICIZE HIM ALL DAY TRY AND EXPLAIN TO HIM TRY AND TEACH HIM TRY AND MAKE HIM REALIZE HIS MISTAKES!!!
2.Silly gay Russian boy with anger issues:3
Anywya my rant is done even tho I could have said much more:3
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no djats fan hmu ever.. guys im so sad i js want asks abt rhe show NONE of my friends like it.. ily bro for feeding me with ur hcs!! ANYWAYS:
pretty pls pls pls drop hcs about how the djats characters feel about horror i need it in my BONES right neow.
Well, what a good ask!!! :)
Daisy is a huge fan, obssessed level. Its terryfying. She loves all the styles...She also dig vampires and other monsters, like she's a Monster fucker of sorts XD. Halloween Its her fave party. Wicker Man (Christopher Lee's one) is on her top 3 along with The Thing and The exorcist.
Billy likes It more than he admits. He loves the Monster and zombie genre. Also the whodunnit and dark thrillers with fucked up serial Killers and heroic tortured detectives (that he identifies with). His fave horror films are Night of the living dead , Silence of the lambs, The exorcist ...But his most beloved ever Its "The Thing".
Graham hate It cause he IS a scaredy Cat XD He liked Gremlins though. And It.
Karen loves horror science fiction like Alien. And body horror, the feeling of feeling your body isn't the same that can be identified with pregnancy , (in her case unwanted). Also loves The Thing.
Lisa starred in a zombie movie as a kid (picture her as the kid girl of Night of the living Dead by George A Romero) so she was so scared that she despise them now. She digs vampires though. She likes Drácula.
Warren loves it. The most crappy series B and Z the better for him. Summer camp horror IS his fave.
Eddie loves slashers with all his being. And Chucky.
Simone hates them, she gets scared very easily. Also She kind of believes in witches and Voodoo, so It terryfies her.
Bernie loves It. The goriest the better. The Hills have eyes Its probably her fave.
Camila...one would think she hated it...But they would be very wrong. Her fave horror IS the one Who truly scares her, so The exorcist is one of her faves. Anything involving kids terrified her too like Turn of the screw. She also loves Body Horror, the feeling of feeling your body isn't the same that can be identified with pregnancy , so she gets It really. Rosemary's baby is her fave one.
Julia IS the biggest fan ever. In Halloween she IS the most annoying (along with Daisy) . Witches are her genre. Carrie owns her soul...and The Ring .
Teddy thinks horror Its silly, but loves horror thrillers type Seven or Silence of the lambs (he watches them with Billy).
Rod adores the genre, he starred in one crappy horror movie at his 20's. Warren is deseperately trying to find It still. Daisy has the movie, but Rod bribed her with protecting some embarrasing things of her, so she shuts up. Billy also saw It , but he IS gentle enough not to say anything.
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quick lil randall x gn!reader (finale spoilers)
i don't even know what this is. i felt compelled to dump these thoughts somewhere because that last randall scene well. i know a perfect fic setup when i see one okay? now the thoughts are on the post so i am free of them amen 🙏 please let me be above writing for this man again
so you know the deal. after the whole thing with the cicadas randall wakes up alone in the colony house room. so many questions. first of all what the fuck. second of all: ???????
then he sees you walk in with a jar and glass of water in your hand. you go "oh shit you're awake? does that mean marielle is also okay??"
he tries to place you, he thinks he's seen you around colony house but that's it. he's not even sure who marielle is supposed to be so he gives you a really tired "i guess?" while rubbing his eyes
he starts to realise that someone had to bring him here. was it you? was it... donna? oh, fuck. it's becoming clear that mistakes were probably made
you pour yourself some water to drink, then refill the glass back up to rhe top and hand it to randall. you don't know all the details of what he did but you know enough not to have a lot of sympathy for him. you were tasked with keeping an eye on him, though. easier said than done after taking all the guns out of the house
"you know, you were incredibly lucky to make it through the night out there. literally. no one believed it when they brought you here still breathing."
yeah, that was quite the shocker to him as well. the last thing he remembered was a literal swarm of bugs entering his body. and after that... had that been a nightmare? it felt so real. jesus
"so what were you doing here? just watching me sleep?"
you remembered his glassy eyes and ocassional screams and laughed. "sleep is an overstatement"
"that's creepy" he replied anyway
you stared at him for a bit, mulling over your thoughts. you let him drink his water.
"you know..." you started, getting serious "people here are nice. they're kind. they're understanding. everyone freaks out when they've just arrived. and you got here at a really difficult time."
randall started thinking to himself. why were you trying to encourage him? if, and that was a big if, he had really been wrong—well, he was pretty sure none of the other passengers from the bus had ended up tying the leader of the community to a fucking tree
of course, he didn't mention any of that out loud. instead, he looked directly at you. he still had it in him to be defiant
"you actually like it here, don't you?"
you looked away for a moment, feeling embarrassed and ashamed. even in this state he managed to score a point somehow
you took the empty glass from his hand and set it on the table. "i liked it a lot better before it all went to hell. you should've seen the place then."
you and randall kept talking for a bit. it was surprisingly easy to talk to him. and dangerously easy to forget what he did.
eventually, you left to go ask kristi to check on him. on your way out you got a shiver. you wondered if he would heed your advice. you hoped that he would. this place had seen enough death
at the same time, though, you thought how you'd feel perfectly content to never have to speak to him again
but nothing is ever that easy. of course, as soon as he's feeling well, he's first in line volunteering for physical labor and trying to help. he seems to be on his best behavior—but what is really going on inside his head?
you can tell both boyd and donna feel the same way as you. enough fighting, enough deaths. they compromise. whatever tasks he's able to perform in handcuffs, he's free to collaborate
and you're, of course, the one assigned to keep a constant eye on him while you work. so you can bet that you're the one that he'll keep trying to impress
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Oh my god my mum doesnt understand the internet its so funny 😭 i usually tell her small things abt jrwi like "remember that one old man i told u abt? Yea he made a funny joke" or small bits like that and nothing too long just bc shes a person wholl listen. This time i told her how at one point gill does a whole bit of the water ph being wrong and too alkaline BUT he says its about a 6.8 WHICH is acidic and i was just pointing out 2 her like. Wow look its a tiny meaningless mistake isnt that funny anyways. But she did a whole thing of like oh you should tell the creators of this podcast that. And i was like. No what its a 2 year old video with thousands of views where a single comment would be worthless and also its such an unimportant moment it doesnt matter. And she just went on n on abt how i should fuckin reach out 2 thw fucking. Jrwi team. To tell charlie fucking slimecicle that he made a minor error 2 years ago whilst doing improv comedy. And then to change the subject i was like anyways i decided itd b fun 2 record a list of gills titles bc i like making lists even if they already exist. And she went on 2 be like ah yes well theyd probably like tp hear that too creators love hearing from their fans. And im like. Mother. Listen. Im not going to fuckin idk get a twitter account. To contact once again rhe jrwi team. With a list of gills titles in order. Because other ppl have fucking done that. This is just 4 me like. Idk its just silly. Anyways yeah
#day thoughts#jrwi#i wish there was a way 2 make a post thats like#idk ppl can see it but also forget it exists immediately after#this is when i wanna b talking 2 a stone wall rn#but also i want 2 keep tags 4 organizational purposes like mann
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