#anyway sorry i will probably write this AHAHAHAHA

[a-ikuoliver]

……,…should i fire shots to keep the rent down?

[lonewolflupe]

I thought it would be fun to write a little bit about myself, so come over and get to know me! (As far as I know myself because I didn't come with a manual so I'm still figuring myself out..) If you have any more questions, feel absolutely free to ask them!

Expect a karkload of ramblings below the cut, this turned out so much longer than I intended I am so sorry, no one is probably going to read this but I'm just leaving this here anyway because I don't really have people to share my ramblings with

PERSONAL

My name's Julie (she/her)

Lupe is actually my OCs name, but I adopted it as a nickname here on Tumblr when I first started posting and I kinda stuck with it

Quickly approaching my 30s help

I'm from the Netherlands 🇳🇱 so my first language is Dutch

That obviously means English isn't my first language, so please excuse any errors in my writing

I am Dutch, therefore I love cheese 🧀 (like Gouda, NOT cheddar)

I am an archaeologist! I've been a history nerd all my life

I work in a museum (obviously one with a history collection)

My #1 all-time favourite animals are wolves

In RL, I am super introverted and people scare the kark out of me

I never got any diagnosises, but I'm pretty sure I'm neurodivergent

I prefer the internet over meeting people IRL, because I feel way more comfortable to be myself and ramble about the things I love online than IRL

I tend to switch between my several hyperfixations from time to time, but I really hope to stick around the Star Wars fandom for a long time <3

HOBBIES

Star Wars obviously ahahahaha what are you doing here otherwise?

Drawing, writing, photography, gaming, history, nature, collecting, listening to music

Drawing: has always been one of my favourite pastime activities. I used to draw wolves almost non-stop, until life happened I guess? I only recently picked up drawing again. Drawing humans is a struggle, but it's so much fun practicing with clones <3

Drawing: I'm currently drawing with my ergonomically irresponsible mouse in Photoshop CS6 (I've been using the same software for over 10 years now and I am too afraid to switch to something newer)

Writing: I used to write stories about wolves (shocker) but same as with drawing, life happened. Until I recently picked up writing again! I started writing fanfiction for the first time when I started posting on Tumblr around June 2024

Writing: publishing a book has been on my bucketlist for a long time but I'm not sure that's ever going to happen, so let's keep it with fanfiction for now (which I am REALLY enjoying)

Gaming: I prefer gaming on my PlayStation 3 and 4, but I occasionally play PC and Nintendo Switch games. I mostly play single-player games. Assassin's Creed got me into gaming and is still my favourite series. I also really enjoy The Witcher III, Red Dead Redemption I + II, LA Noire and Far Cry Primal. And others, obviously

Gaming: I play Pokémon GO! If you're a player as well, shoot me your friend code and I'll add you (:

Music: I'm a metalhead; metal is my favourite genre! But I also like (hard) rock and (folk) punk. My favourite metal subgenres are power metal and folk metal. But I can listen to movie/game soundtracks for weeks as well!

Music: Rammstein got me into the heavier stuff and is still an all-time favourite. I was a die-hard Volbeat fan for years, but I haven't felt drawn to their latest releases. My current favourite band is definitely Powerwolf (more wolves lol)! Other favourites are (among many others) Sabaton, Amon Amarth, Slipknot, Nightwish, Within Temptation, Dropkick Murphys, Flogging Molly, The Real McKenzies, Heilung, Wardruna, Eluveitie, and some amazing older stuff like Alice Cooper, Pink Floyd and E.L.O.

STAR WARS

This is where the fun begins

I've been a Star Wars fan for as long as I can remember

My brother and me used to watch the OT and Ep I on VHS when we were kids and were lucky enough to see Ep II and III in cinemas

I missed watching EP I in cinemas this May (due to its 25th anniversary) because I was moving homes during that time and I am still crying about that, see you in 5 years I guess

What I like about the Prequels: everything? Obviously the clones ahahaha. But kinda everything. The setting, the plot, the characters, the tragedy. I know there's a lot of hate on the writing, but I grew up with them and I think they're awesome. Definitely not perfect, but (and please don't hate me) I would choose the Prequels over the OT anytime. Also the meme material coming from this?? Legendary.

What I like about the OT: the story and the characters! It felt less complicated back then, more about good and evil (there's a lot of grey area now, which is obviously more realistic; but as a kid growing up with the movies, good vs evil was less complicated)

What I like about the Sequels: BB-8, porgs, and the Somehow Palpatine Returns-meme, that's it. Maybe Poe Dameron, but that's probably because it's Oscar Isaac.

I also VERY MUCH like Rogue One; what a wonderful and sad story. I won't shut up about how much I love how this story blends into Ep IV/the OT; I think this was so well done, I- aaaaaaah I love it

What I like about the animated shows: CLONES. Clonesclonesclones. And Ahsoka. And a lot more, but at this time, the clone brainrot is real. I actually really like how some things are further explained in the animated shows (I think they're a real addition to the movies/story). And the angst and the tragedy, ugh my heart. Also the animation style of course! And clones, did I mention the clones?

Favourite characters (non-clones): Ahsoka Tano, Darth Vader, Obi-Wan Kenobi (prequel era), Plo Koon, Aayla Secura, probably Darth Maul too, Jyn Erso

Favourite clones: Hunter (he started it), Fives (I cannot put into words how much I love and feel for this man I just need to wrap my arms around him and tell him it's alright and that he and the clones deserve so much better and that I'm there to listen to him and it's going to be okay I'm going to make all his problems go away and also some adult stuff I'm not going to write here), Echo (my beloved), Wolffe (awooooooo), Cody (good man that Cody), Rex (obviously), Fox (you matter but please stop drinking caf and get some sleep), Vaughn (my love, my heart, my soul; I would die for you) (> I get obsessed over a different clone pretty often but it's safe to say I love all clones)

Favourite droids: R2-D2, Chopper, BB-8, Gonky, K-2SO, (also BD-1 is super cute), the droids helping out Ahsoka during Shattered/Victory and Death (R7-A7, CH-33P, RG-G1), mouse droids, (I haven't played Outlaws yet but I have normal feelings about ND-5)

Favourite animals: loth wolf (duh), tooka, massiff, varactyl, acklay

I used to collect Star Wars LEGO and Hasbro and I would love to put those on a shelf/into a cabinet one day

I would love to go to some sort of fan con one day but I'm afraid I won't survive all the stimuli/amount of people there

I did visit the Star Wars Exhibition in Brussels somewhere in the late 2000s/early 2010s; it was kriffing majestic

I used to play Star Wars Battlefront II (2005) with my brother all the time. We played it so much the disc got damaged by the PlayStation 2 itself and obviously we bought it again to keep playing

I played Jedi: Fallen Order (2019) and it was awesome! I really need to replay it so I can play Jedi: Survivor (2023) afterwards (haven't played it yet, I need to get myself a PlayStation 5 first, RIP)

Since we're talking about PlayStation 5, I'm dying to play Outlaws (2024) help (I need to know what is happening between Kay and ND-5??)

I really want to play Republic Commando (2005) (I even have a PS4 copy laying around) but haven't found the time yet

LASTLY

So one of my other hyperfixations is Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron (2002), the 2D-animated movie by DreamWorks. (I know, I'm super weird; I'm a metalhead switching between Star Wars and an animated movie about horses (and some other hyperfixations but let's not go there).) I even created a fansite, if anyone's interested (which has still lots of WIP-pages I'm sorry I'm into Star Wars at the moment)

Alright that was a lot of super random information no one asked about. If you've come this far, holy kark my utmost respect to you, please leave a comment so I can send over some cookies because you kriffing deserved them?? I might consider writing a ficlet for you.

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[maoam]

What do you say to ppl who think sasuke doesn't love naruto and it's one sided from naruto's side? My brother thinks this, actually he thinks they're platonic but he said if he was to believe it's romantic he can only see it from naruto's side. When I brought up multiple moments from canon he either denied them and says it doesn't mean sasuke loves him back, or agrees but still says that anyway 😭? I think deep down he knows they're both in love but since he can't deny anything from naruto's side he chooses sasuke's, since he's actively trying to cut off their bond in shippuden. He also said most ppl don't see it that way and it's only a minority who do, most ppl see them as platonic best friends, when I said it's the most popular ship in naruto he didn't believe me. He said sasuke saying he only has one brother doesn't mean naruto's not a brother to him too. So that means I can also say that naruto technically didn't say sasuke's a brother either, he said he's "more of a brother to him than itachi is"...? Meaning he cares about him more than itachi does. But if I say that I know he'll think I'm being delusional. It's just insane how far they'd go to deny. He even said most ppl aren't homophobic so the reason they don't like it isn't homophobia. Like he's so out of touch with reality. But then he turns around and is fine with straight relationships that got together over one dumbass interaction. The double standards piss me off so much. When I said what kind of friend asks his friend what friend means to him and he went "what 😂😂😂" as if it's some normal things besties ask each other. Like at this point I don't think anything will convince him unless naruto and sasuke make out with tongue onscreen on purpose. And even then I'm sure he'll deny.

I say to those people; think with your brain, what sense does it make for Kishimoto to write a story that focuses so much on Naruto's love for Sasuke, only for it to be one-sided?

"He even said most ppl aren't homophobic"

Ahahahaha.

"But then he turns around and is fine with straight relationships that got together over one dumbass interaction"

Yes, because he's heteronormative and sorry to say, homophobic.

Sasuke was never satisfied with brother or friend when he asked Naruto why he cares so much about him. He outright said only Itachi is his brother. How thick are people like your brother? His love for Naruto was his weakness that he thought prevented him from achieving his goals. There's even clear similarities with how Sasuke and Hinata react to Naruto. I don't think you should bother arguing with him, he probably won't budge.

In the meantime you can send this to him:

[inkykeiji]

Oh sorry! PM!Dazai means Port Mafia Dazai, back when he was an executive, since Port Mafia Dazai and Armed Detective Agency (ADA) Dazai are two VERY different people!

ahahahaha i got it i got it i feel so sillyyyyy waaaah but you’re right!!! as a very personal aside i genuinely believe his port mafia side is still hidden within him and he just has very good grasp on it—like he can become whoever he wants to be whenever he wants to be, at the drop of a dime—but that’s just a personal headcanon euhehehehe (*/ω＼*) anYWAY okay yes yes yes, gimme some time and i will write a fucking oneshot for you because that idea is downright incredible and my brain is already crawling with so many thoughts they’re tangling together AAAAH <333

as another personal aside, you’ve probably already noticed this tbh hehehe BUT when i write this dynamic thus far, i do write him as ada-ish dazai with reader versus pm!dazai with aku, but obviously reader has witnessed some of his cruelty and callousness towards her other partner so~ yeah!

[1d1195]

you are too kind...my Saturday was kinda like the cherry on the top with ex-friend drama but it's over, it's Sunday, and if anything, I'm excited about good food...I am pumped about next week but not to get my hopes up, do you feel that 2024 is going slower than any of the last years since the pandemic, I feel like that's a good thing!

Anywho, I was reading Protection again (because why not) and I noticed two instances that I don't know if it was intentional but if it was that was comical genius...literally in the first chapter, when she sees him in his uniform she goes, "does he use his gun, that would be so hotttt not that he will everrr need to use it in my presence" and during one of the extras she teases him, "you know what will be really funny, telling our kids you shot me!" I swear she is so unpredictable it makes her so uniqueee

-🧸

Friends can be the WORST tbh :( It's probs why I don't have any HAHAHAHAHA anyway. I'm sorry that it was so frustrating. I'm glad you've had a nice Sunday to look forward to!

I think January is the slowest month of the year but we're nearly halfway through Feb (which I know isn't hard to do in the shortest month of the year, but still). My bf and I talk about how the pandemic messed up all sense of time for us. (FOUR years ago??? Like Miss Corona is ready for preschool!) I also think time has been moving INSANELY fast. Like even the fact I'm over halfway through the school year 😲 I hope time slows down. I feel like everything has been so difficult lately and frustrating and I just need time to relax and not stress.

You are the SWEETEST! Protection is my best story to showcase the fact I know how to foreshadow ahahahaha (but it probably helped that I wrote Part 7 and 8 first and worked a little backwards to get to that point) But yes, writing he wouldn't need to use it in her presence was, in hindsight, supposed to be a hint. But I managed to make the first six parts really sweet and cute for the most part I think all of the messages up to that part were possibly thinking it was just one of my cute stories once more hehehe. Miss Wildflower is def my most unique MC. She's a cutie for sure 🥰 I'm glad you liked it so much!

xoxo

[ticklish-n-stuff]

It was an accident!

So a 'lil while back I read the event stories for VBS in the EN server and finally stumbled upon VBS Kaito and omg...he's like the complete opposite of WxS Kaito. He's so...childish, that's like the only word I can think to describe him with. Anyways, he seems to get into trouble...a lot...and I can imagine his punishment would be tickles 'cause why noooot~?

Also, this is my first time writing Meiko so pls go easy on me, thaaanks :3

Enjoy~!

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Kaito x Meiko VBS sekai (romantic, but interpret as you wish :))

Lee: Kaito

Ler: Meiko

Warnings: Tickles!

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It was a peaceful day over at the street sekai. It was currently empty with just Meiko in the café, Miku and the twins were probably causing chaos somewhere else...but that wasn't her problem. She decided to take advantage of the peacefulness and try to make some new recipes for her menu. She went to the back to gather up whatever things she needed, leaving the café unnatended.

During so, a certain blue individual arrived at the café. "Hey Meiko-! Oh...she's not here" Kaito quickly glanced around and noticed that he was the only one there at the moment. "Guess I'll wait for her to come back". He took a seat by the counter and out of boredom started fidgeting with a nearby cup he found. It wasn't too long until the cup fell out of his hands and...

CRASH!

Anyone would've easily noticed the way Kaito's face changed color as the cup crashed into the floor. He quickly went to pick it up and was mortified when he discovered a big crack at the bottom of the cup.

"What was that noise?".

Oh crap! She's coming. Kaito quickly hid the cup behind him as Meiko made her way out.

"Oh Kaito you're here. I thought I heard something fall, have you seen anything?".

Kaito quickly shook his head, but knowing him well Meiko wasn't convinced.

"Is that so...what's that behind your back?".

"What's what?" Kaito smiled nervously at her. She rolled her eyes fondly at him and yanked the cup from his hands. Before she could even say anything, Kaito was already on his hands and knees apologizing profusely.

"It was an accident, I swear! I didn't mean to break it! I'm sorry!".

Meiko could only chuckle at her boyfriend's sillyness. Feeling a bit mischevious, Meiko decided to have some fun messing with her clueless partner.

"I'm sorry Kaito, but I still have to condone your punishment" she said as a teasy smirk made it's way onto her lips, wiggling her fingers at her partner. Kaito's face instantly turned pink as he tried to scatter out of there, but Meiko easily pinned him down on the floor, taking a seat on his waist to keep him pinned.

"W-wahait! We can tahalk about this!" silly Kaito couldn't help the nervous giggles that bubbled out of him. He was too ticklish for his own good, and Meiko knew exactly how to exploit that weakness.

"I've already made up my mind. Now...laugh for me~" she said as she started gently squeezing at his hips.

"GAH-! Ahahahahaha! M-Meiko plehehease!" he held onto her wrists gently but didn't do much to stop her. She was well aware of his liking of tickling, so why not use that against him?

"Please what? Please tickle you more~?" she teased as he skittered her nails across his tummy, eliciting a squeal from the ticklish male.

"EEP! Thahat's nahat what I meheheant!" Kaito squirmed around with what little mobility he had, her nails were always killer for him.

"No? Well I don't hear you complaining either way~" Meiko teased as she softly dug her nails into his ribs.

"Shuhut uHUHUp! AHAHAHAHA!" poor Kaito threw his head back in laughter, while attempting to cover his red face behind his hands. Meiko chuckled in endearment and halted her fingers for a moment. Kaito took the opportunity to catch his breath. He wondered why she had stopped and peaked an eye from behind his hands, only to be met with wiggly nails under his arms.

"GYAH! MEIKO NOHOHO! HAHAHAHAHA!" he squealed and cackled as Meiko tormented his worst spot. All while his arms came crashing down in an instant, revealing all the flustered glory that was his bashful face. Meiko loved seeing him like this. His face was fully flushed from his ears all the way down his neck, his eyes looked a bit watery, and his smile was so big and his laughter was so fun and bubbly. She had to admit, tickling her boyfriend was very fun, and he liked it as well so it was a win win situation!

"What's wrong? Can't handle the kitchy kitchy coos~? she teased as Kaito squealed once more, getting lost in his boisterous laughter.

"DOHOHON'T SAY THAHAHAT!".

"Don't say what? Kitchy kitchy coo? Does it fluster you when I say that~?".

"OH MY GOHOHOD SHUT UHUHUP!" he screamed in laughter at all the teasing and tickling, even his tummy was starting to feel a bit sore from all the laughing. And as flustered as he felt, he had to admit, it was a lot of fun!

Meiko chuckled at his outburst and decided to cut him some slack. She slipped her hands out from under his arms but remained comfortably seated on his hips. "You doing okay down there?".

"Y-yeheheah...!" he giggled out as he caught his breath, slumpimg down deeper into the floor.

"Good!" she playfully patted his tummy, which caused him to giggle more. "My my you're just so ticklish~" she teased as she playfully stroked her nail around his navel, which became exposed with all his squirming.

"EEK! D-DOHON'T REMIND MEHEHE!" he squeaked and gently batted at her hand. She chuckled and stopped with the teasing.

Kaito took some deep breaths before speaking up again. "I-Ihi'm really sohohorry about the cuhup!" he tried his best to apologize through his residual giggles.

"Oh that? Yeah...that cup was already broken. I mainly just use it as a planter now".

"W-WHAT?! Then why did you put me through all that?!".

"Because it's fun! Plus, it's not like you hate it or anything~" Meiko teased as she gave his navel a quick poke, causing him to squeak. He blushed and huffed at her statement, sure she wasn't wrong, but she didn't have to be so straightforward about it!

"So...wanna go for round two~? The others won't be back for a while longer".

Kaito sighed and gave in to his girlfriend's playfulness. He slowly put his arms above his head 'cause let's be real, he was looking forward to it. "F-fihine just be cahaHAREFUL! AHAHAHAHAHA!".

Kaito got lost once again in his uncontrollable laughter as Meiko gently scratched away at his armpits. Looks like this was gonna be a long day for him.

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This was so fun to write!

If anyone wanna send in some VBS reqs... just saying...👀

[ophelia-writes]

//INAZUMA ARCHON QUEST SPOILERS BELOW!!

a/n: ok so the scaramouche brainrot has been REAL, i’m so glad that i finally got to meet him in game (i joined after 1.1 sobs so i didn’t get to see him in unreconciled stars) but uh basically i’ve been thinking about him nonstop all week. he’s been in my dreams. he will not leave me alone. so i’ve decided to write more self indulgent fanfiction of him adjsjskhgfh enjoy <3

brave or stupid - scaramouche x gn!reader

warnings: slight violence, mentions of death

he had always been like this— callous, unfeeling, and cruel. after all, when you’re created as a toy that’s designed to be discarded, you’re bound to have a bit of bitterness.

but, to be honest, scaramouche wasn’t sure if he was even capable of kindness. sure, he could be polite to people from time to time if he wanted something from them, and he always showed respect towards the tsaritsa. but he would never show kindness for kindness’s sake. that just wasn’t his style.

besides, he wasn’t even human himself, so why should he care for human lives or emotions? they would be dead before he knew it, there was no point in trying to consider their feelings. he was a superior being, above the needs and trials of mortals. he should be able to do as he pleased.

so why, why did you intrigue him so much?

just a lowly, powerless human, with no vision or delusion, no special abilities to set you apart. and yet, you’d put your life on the line for just about anyone, despite not having the power or means to defend yourself, caring not for your own safety. what kind of idiot were you, exactly?

here you were, throwing yourself in front of the merchant scaramouche had been planning to fry for neglecting his debts. you were small, perhaps even smaller than him, with nothing but a stick in your hands. the sight was hardly threatening, and he would have killed you in an instant if it weren’t for the unwavering look of determination in your eyes. there was something different about you, he realized. something he rarely ever had the chance to see.

you weren’t afraid of him.

you, a weak, powerless mortal without even a sword to protect yourself, showed no fear in the presence of the sixth fatui harbinger himself. and scaramouche couldn’t decide if that made you incredibly brave, or incredibly moronic.

probably the latter.

rolling his eyes, scaramouche lowered his electro-infused hands and placed them firmly on his hips. “get lost, rat, before i kill you too,” he ordered, looking you straight in those big, determined eyes. but you refused to back down.

“do it, then,” you replied, gritting your teeth. you gripped the stick tighter in your hands and pulled your scarf down from your head, letting your hair flow freely. if you were going to die today, so be it, but you wouldn’t stand by and let this man terrorize your village.

scaramouche blinked. he had never seen someone with such a blatant disregard for their own life. in a way, you were like the opposite of himself— weak, kind, and selfless. looking at your small, bundled up form, gripping the stick like it was a mystical polearm forged by the gods, glaring daggers at him, he couldn’t hold back his laughter.

“hahaha! ahahahaha! god, i can’t tell if you’re bold or just stupid!” the harbinger took a step forward, the psychotic grin on his face never fading. but you stand your ground. “you know, i really don’t understand why you would risk your life for someone like this. i mean, you’re a pretty little thing,” he began, his violet eyes tracing over your features, “surely you must have more to live for?”

you frowned. “it’s not about me, it’s about the people i’m trying to protect,” you replied, casting a glance to the merchant and his family behind you. out of the corner of your eye, you could see him huddled against the wall, his small daughter gripping his arm while his wife held two other children to her chest. you weren’t about to let him kill these innocent people!

“why bother?” scaramouche asked, waving his hand dismissively. “they’re going to die anyways, it’s not like you can stop me.”

you bit your lip. he was right, of course— you had no vision, no sword. and even if you did… you would be nothing compared to a harbinger. but that wouldn’t stop you from trying. “i won’t leave them,” you finally replied.

scaramouche wasn’t laughing anymore. in fact, he himself wasn’t quite sure when his amusement turned into annoyance, but what he did know was that you were making him angry. “why…. why? this is a pointless waste of life, a worthless sacrifice— you know you can’t stop me, so WHY?” the air around him was now crackling with electro energy, and you could feel it.

still, you showed no fear.

“because, unlike you, i actually care about other people! i wouldn’t be able to live with myself if i just stood by and did nothing while those around me are struck down by the tsaritsa’s stupid lapdogs!” you were shouting now. you kind of had to, the electricity in the air making your ears ring and your head fill with static.

that was the last straw.

scaramouche let out an irritated growl, sending a wave of electric shock towards you with a sweeping motion of his hand. the impact threw you backwards, your petite form landing limply in the snow.

the harbinger looked down on you, heaving with rage. how had he let such a stupid mortal get him riled up like this? he should have just killed you when you had first gotten in his way. eyes narrowing, he crouched down and took your wrist to check your pulse.

then your knee collided with his face.

“agh, you—!” scaramouche raised his hand to his jaw, holding the spot where you had struck him. it was definitely going to leave a bruise, and scaramouche did not like looking weak. you quickly picked yourself up out of the snow, scrambling to your feet. you frantically looked around for your stick (not that it would do you much good), but it had flown far out of reach when scaramouche’s attack hit you. “how…. how dare you assault a harbinger?” he asked, his voice laced with anger.

you shrugged. “you assaulted me first.”

scaramouche’s eyes flashed bright violet, another surge of electro gathering in his hands. “alright, enough playing around. it’s time i finish you, for real this time.” your eyes settled on the sadistic smile that had formed on his pale face, likely the last face you would ever see.

still, you showed no fear. “go ahead,” you replied. “i’ll gladly die the hero who managed to kick a harbinger in the face.”

scaramouche narrowed his eyes. you were the most audacious mortal he had ever met.

you raised your head and looked the balladeer right in the face and said one last prayer to the archons. please protect this village when i’m gone.

and with that, a flash of purple filled your vision, casting a brilliant lilac glow over the snowy sneznayan terrain.

ahh! sorry for the cliffhanger/bleak ending but rest assured there will be more parts hehehe <3 hope you enjoyed reading this as much as i enjoyed writing it!!

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[ladyvesuvia]

MINI-CELEBRATION FOR 500 FOLLOWERS

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STATUS: CLOSED. Thank you to everyone who participated! All interactions are under the tag #vesuvia’s 500 followers beach party. I love you all!!!

writing this at 495 followers because i’m hyped af <3

ANYWAY, i’ll take you guys following me as a sign that you all think i’m cool 👀 so thank you!!! i’m at half a thousand omfg i love u all thank you for reading my stories and being fun people to be around with. i enjoy interacting with each and everyone of u and it makes my heart swell (in love, not cholesterol buildup) :’))

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@selenesheart, i still haven’t forgotten you scripting draco to call you spanish pet names 😭✋🏻 i’m sorry nsndjww aside from that, ily! u cool af like- hnggg

@elevatorsdoor, DANIELAAA!!! no i still have not forgiven you for bombing my ships but you’re an effective person to be with in the diner so ig you’re alright 🙄 jk ily mwahhh

@railmeharrypotter, your url alone is *chef’s kiss* and omfg i love simping over harry w u hehe more simping days to come <3 iloveu sm omg you’re chaotic too and i love that (even tho u do me so dirty in cyms)

@lovegoodsgf, bestie you’re one of my first moots here i still remember the tongue twister days iykyk skskdnx i love you and your headcanons oml

@just-another-multifangirl, EMMA JAM EMMA JAM BABYYYY you’re literally so sweet??? and fun??? what a perfect combo ilysm my beloved chaotic, chaotic bestie!!!

@holden-caulfield, lia jfc i haven’t been reading a lot of fanfics lately but your works are literally so immaculate and perfect and immaculate and have i said perfect? i’m in love with your writing ilysm you’re like an older sister to me ily mwah <3 adding emojis for spice: 🤪😍🥵

@mendesxruel, one o my first moots!!! you’re like an older sister but also a baby sister at the same time??? like i want to protect u but i want u to protect me too hSHSHS i love talking to u sm oml

@gothboutique, your url is so pretty like??? and you’re like one of the cool kids™️ no actually you are hAHSBSA your posts are chaotically pleasing and that’s a fact. ily holly!!! :*

@romqnticizer, i’m low key scared of u sometimes because u have this intimidating aura but omfg when we talk you’re literally so cool and chill aaaaa 👹👹👹 <this is the trademark of our friendship

@prettygirlkay, AYYYEEEE IT’S MY ANGST BESTIE AHAHAHAHA pls you’re so relatable and your writing is so pretty??? like??? i love u hnggg

@meiitanoia, you’re the sweetest person ever. there, i said it. you hype me up so good omg and you’re a literal sunshine ily <3

@shadesofvelma, i stand by vel&ves supremacy. we’re only either a comedy show because we’re a joke or a dramatic soap opera because…well, drama. jokes aside you give off cool kid energy i’m so honored to have u as a moot oml mwah bestie love u

@oeuryale, yep yep yep never forget cotton eye joe. ma’am you’re a ray of sunshine 🤧 ilysm and i enjoy interacting w u A LOT.

@eunoniaa, another famous moot what??27282 NIA you wholesome but also chaotic being ily!!! pls i’m still low key intimidated tho hHAHAAH

@hellounicorn, rhea rhea rhEAA A ANDID i honestly don’t know what to say except that every interaction with you is so eventful hHAHAHA you’re funny af and creative ;*

@gwlvr, i’d be lying if i said i don’t wait for your reblogs hHAHAHAHA omfg i feel so loved and appreciated whenever you quote my works!!! literally the best omfg thank you sm and iloveu mwah 💋

@slut4drvc0, babi omg we don’t talk much but ily hngggg *convulses* you’re so pretty omg and hella fun to talk to!!!

@starless-starkov, ah yes, my fellow cool person who also likes to change icons. but that’s ok, we’re both icons ;pp your name is so cute and pretty btw mwah love u

@potters-heart, well hello fellow harry simp. mad respect to you hAHHAAHHA i feel comfortable talking to u ily

@ronsmommy, jade we don’t interact much but i feel honored you’re a moot- YOU’RE FAMOUS HNGTJEIOWW anyway omg ily you talented af

@untowardflower, hello mum. SHSJEJW mara i look up to u oml i love u sm you’re such a spirit animal aaaaa ily

there’s literally so much more i want to say but can’t because this is gonna be a very, very long ass post. next time imma make a separate post for this mbad that’s on me and i can’t tag any more of u all :<

more moots i literally love with all my heart and i think deserve the world: @gxtitobxby @arcaneslut @mrzweasley @just2bubbly @gingerale2017 @illiicitarts @mellifluousart @omgrachwrites @amourtentiaa @roonilwazlibweasley @hey-there-angels @annemagus @babydraco04 @dracomalfoys-wh0re @ronsbadidea @ronsonlywhore @mais-e @cupids-crystals @damianxmeg @miss-casually-cruel @mistress-riddle @angeloniaa @alice1nwoderland @toms-diary @messrsmoonee @artxemqs @harmqnia @destourtereaux + LITERALLY EVERYONE AAAA ILY ALL MWAH MWAH

[newtonsheffield]

Sorry, totally fangirling for the most amazing world I've seen created in a while. I wanna thank you in the name of all your fans (we need a name asap!) for all your hard work! I've read every single post you have written since the begining!!

I just want to ask if you have more information of Pena and Colin. Anything, really. I just love them so much and honestly think that she deserved better in RMB.

Anyway, I don't want to bother you anymore. I hope you have an amazing week. Thank you again, for all you do for us. It really bright my day reading you!!

Lots of love from Argentina!!!

Hello! Hi! Hola! 

My goodness! Every time someone tells me they’re fangirling over this AU it makes me chuckle a little (and then a bit of smug pride creeps in because I’m only human) because it seems so crazy to me that this AU has gotten this far. I hadn’t even written since high school (Unless you count some Dawson’s creek fic I wrote out of boredom as Christmas on an airplane) but really, thank you so much for involving yourself in this universe. And a name for my fans? AHAHAHAHA my word. You’re a funny one! I do truly, desperately thank you for being so committed to this series that you’ve read the whole lot though, truly a mammoth effort. But also, Argentina? That’s cool! Southern Hemisphere Bros! 

Okay! So! I probably owe you all some Colin and Penelope! Whom I also believe deserves better than RMB. And there are several requests for it here 

Anon asked: Hey Molly! I know this is sticking with the pregnancy theme but have you thought about Penelope telling Colin for the first time?

Anon asked: As much as I am dying to get more details about Kilmartin, I feel like its Penelope and Colin we need more details on now. Pretty please with whipped cream and a cherry on top?? Mmmmk but make it vegan because ya girl is lactose intolerant and mostly plant based (Yes I know what you’re saying. But Molly, what about the Rum Raisin debacle? Don’t @ Me some things are worth it)

Okay! Colin + Penelope + their very own Baby Bridgerton

Colin Bridgerton hated that he was more than a little jealous of his brothers and their children. Anthony would bring Edmund and Miles to their drinks, and then Benedict started bringing Charles when he came along and it was just... A little more than he could handle. He was happy for his brothers, he really was, and he new when he married Penelope that she was younger, and she had things she wanted to accomplish in her career before they had a family. And that was more than fair, he had a successful career, why should she not also? But when his baby brother, Gregory, stood in front of their family and proudly exclaimed We’re having a baby! practically jumping out of his skin with excitement while Lucy blushed a bit embarrassedly beside him he couldn’t stop the words from bubbling up that night as he lay in bed, waiting for his wife to join him. Pen I want to have a baby and when she sat down beside him and smiled her beautiful smile and said okay then. He knew he was the luckiest man in the world.

And he knew that these things took time, it’s not as though he expected that she’d fall pregnant that night, but he couldn’t help himself from hoping every month, I mean all of his brother’s had divulged that there first child hadn’t really been planned at all, He certainly knew that Sophie had been near tears when she’d found out she was pregnant just days before their wedding despite how happy she was to have Charles. And Penelope just smiled and said Good things come to those who wait and honestly, if that wasn’t the motto to their entire relationship, Colin didn’t know what was. He’d spent so long trying to ignore what was right in front of him and he found he was quite done waiting where Penelope was concerned. 

Even so he barely expected it, six months after their decision to try when Pen sat herself down beside him in his office where he was tapping away at his latest novel and said How’s it going? And he groaned theatrically and said Couldn’t be worse if I tried. She smiled softly, running her fingers through his hair and said Want a hand? and he grinned his heart filling with joy as he said Well actually, I’ve been trying to figure out if it’s too weird to have- But Penelope cut him off with one of those knowing smirks and said I think we should start with the dedication And confusion bubbled up inside Colin and before he could even get out the question she had said Well you’ll obviously want to include the baby. And Colin’s heart burst with happiness, tears running down his face as he embraced his wife, his writing abandoned for several days.       

[bella-donna418]

Everyone watching their own trailer

A/N: So I've been thinking of actors AU for SnK because... anti-depressant purposes (a something before she goes back to angst writing)

And this timeline is when the trailer was released, and BEFORE the premiering of the first episode for the final season (and idk why I'm making this just now WHEN THERE'S LITERALLY 7 EPISODES FOR SEASON 4 NOW-)

@shytomatomato also made a light bulb light up in my head bcs she used that hot Ereh gif (srsly I can't stop laughing of the caption I love you for it <3)

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Ok here you go LOL

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So they're all actors and stuff (like what I mentioned earlier)

And since they can't go home until 8 or 9 (I think this is the regular time actors go home, but might be later or smth)

They all just finished with their shooting/tapings and decided to rest in the lounge when Sasha thought of an idea.

She was like, "Let's watch TV!"

Everybody thought of it as something to pass time by—they can't really sleep too due to how much coffee they drank earlier to keep them from looking like they're exhausted or smth.

Everybody went to the lounge (idk if studios have lounges, but let's assume) and all sat their a$*es on the couches lazily (their obviously tired and relieved they finished)

Connie turns the TV on and went to YouTube (smart TVs ofc)

And the very first video that popped was the trailer they made.

"Y'all wanna watch this?" He asked.

Everyone nodded in agreement since they haven't watched it yet, and only saw a glimpse of their scenes being edited, but not the whole deal

Also, they're caught up with the manga and as usual... Connie and Sasha would laugh at the memes they're making  (these 2 never looked tired at all)

The lounge had food, most of them spend their free time their or while they're on break (or they go to restaurants when they feel like it)

So they're now watching the trailer

And then when the first scene popped up, they were just "woaaaahhh" and then they looked at Falco—ended up laughing as he curled up from embarrassment

Then the music suddenly intensified—all of them watching in awe as their mouths fell agape

And when Zofia, Udo, and Gabi's scene showed up they were now curling up and Falco just joined the laughter.

Also Sasha is recording these moments (for her vlogs)

"OMFG ZEKE AND REINER!" Ymir pointed out and everyone started laughing.

Their reactions are just them smiling and looking so tired (HAHAHAHAHA)

"Wow!! Gabi looking so great there." Pieck beamed and took a glance at Falco who seems to be frozen and blushing.

"Porco and Pieck!" Sasha and Connie laughed—earning a small glare from Levi since he's too annoyed of their noises and screaming.

"#Falco and Gabi moment" Zofia smugly said when the headbutt scene showed up earning a glare from the two.

Then guess their reaction to the Reiner going down the stairs scene.

Yup, all are literally teasing Reiner and laughing at him—Sasha and Connie, the meme masters, are literally making so many memes about it.

"The gun was disgusting!" He hissed.

"wHy cAn'T yOU jUsT LeT mE diE?" Jean finally joined the teasing of the two bakas who can't take anything seriously (Connie and Sasha usually laugh during tapings and they had to take so many tries)

"The airship scene took us like 50 tries because these two won't stop laughing." Mikasa retorted—earning a pout from the two.

"LMAOOO JEAN!" Connie joked and Jean just went ultra glare mode, but Connie laughed it off.

"The Sasha and Mikasa scene, though-" Annie smiled as she drank her iced coffee she didn't finish earlier.

"Stop-" Mikasa curled up and hid herself from everyone while Eren looked at her and decided to poke her out of her trance—works all the time.

"Annie, look! It's Armin!" Historia laughed at the two who were now looking away from each other, everyone joining in.

"Levi!" Hanji looked at the shorty beside her who seems to be hiding on her arm—making everyone laugh.

And then... this scene.

The scene we all went crazy for.

THE EREN FLEXIN THOSE ABS- (we're getting off topic, ahem.)

They all looked at Mikasa while she was just a blushing mess, trying to conceal herself from all humanity. The image of the scene still in her mind—Connie pausing the TV to troll her.

Sasha smirked and called to Mikasa.

"Mikasa! The scene is over now!" And Mikasa did what she wasn't supposed to do. Believing her.

So when she broke out of her position, the first thing to greet her, was that image from the scene.

Before she could hide again, Eren unexpectedly pulled her close to him—the poor girl blushing even harder and them earning "oooohhs.." (The ones with the most ooohhss were Zeke and Armin)

"JUST PLAY THE GODDAMN THING!" She shouted while hiding herself on Eren's chest making Sasha laugh and do what she said.

"Yelena be praising the airships." Annie said earning a smirk from Yelena.

"It's my new religion." She remarked making everyone laugh.

"The trailer is so badass especially Eren who was staring at the green screen." Jean laughed earning a glare from him.

"Also Eren can't even take the "I hate you" part seriously." Zeke grinned at his brother who seems to be comforting Mikasa who's just a blushing mess, and muffled screaming.

"Now I wonder for the first episode" Pieck suggested and looked at the clock.

"We still do have time for 1 or 2 episodes." Zeke said and relaxed himself on the couch and wiggling his eyebrows at Eren.

Bonus: They watched the first episode with Sasha and Connie laughing at the people involved in it (srsly these two are the noisy friends you have when smth great happens)

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A/N: I'd say this HC is soo bad and not well planned. Sorry for a disappointing HC. (Just me bluntly putting what their reactions would be ahahahaha)

Anyway I'd say I was Mikasa alone in my room when the Eren scene showed up.

Personally, I think Zeke and Armin are the founders of the EreMika fan club OwO (the brother ships it probably mfg)

Like I said, my crass and blunt way of speaking are all included in every HC I make.

And these are what my mind all said HAHAHAHA-

[drawlfoy]

Wonders of Ohio P.8

masterlist (read parts 1-7 here!) request guidelines

pairing: draco x reader

request: no ma’am this was spawned in the pits of my hell brain

summary: y/n’s family takes on a particularly mysterious exchange student, draco malfoy. fyi: this is NOT a non magic AU--draco is still a wizard

warnings: swearing, college admissions (ew), vague mentions of a car accident

a/n: hey...ahahahaha yeah so when i disappeared from the writing scene i was actually sitting on this chapter because i wanted to finish the entire scene up until draco came back home, but i haven’t quite figured out how everything is going to work in the middle of this story bc we’re getting into the thick of it. things are only going to get more and more wild and while i have the ending already written (oopsies), there’s still a lot to cover between december and august. i promise you it’ll be worth it tho--thanks so much for waiting!

word count: 2.5k

no music recs because i wrote this in november and i don’t remember ANYTHING!

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Y/N froze as she heard someone clear their throat behind her.

In any other situation, she would have fibbed, the lies rolling off her tongue and falling into a neat pile.

But this wasn’t just any situation. 

“Drac--uh, Draco,” she began, rather lamely. She wondered if he could see what she had been doing and then immediately stopped that train of thought--of course he could, she was sitting there crouched with his letters all over the floor next to her.

Y/N had never seen him look so terrible--his eyes were saucers and his fists were clenching and unclenching at his sides.

“What’s up?” she asked. Maybe I got really lucky and he hasn’t noticed yet.

His mouth opened and closed a few times as he seemed to agonize over what to say. 

“Give me those letters back,” he finally said. “And come into my room. We need to talk.”

She scrambled to get everything back into the satchel--honestly, how had all those fit into such a tiny bag?--and tossed it into his hand. He refused to make eye contact and instead yanked her into his room, shutting the door before closing the blinds.

“Uh...what’s going o--”

“Don’t play dumb,” he snapped. “You know what you read.”

She withered under his gaze, all of a sudden trained on her with a heat that could melt through iron. 

“Here’s how this is going to go,” he said tying up the satchel and tossing it into a drawer. “You’re going to sit right there and tell me everything that you know. And no lying. I can always tell.”

Something about the weight of his words told her that the last part wasn’t hyperbole. “O--okay. Um, I know that you’re kind of strange, and I know that your family definitely isn’t into politics because unless you’ve changed your name I haven’t been able to find shit on your family...I know that you’re here for some kind of punishment, or at least that’s what the letter said, and that wherever you’re from believes in, uh, magic, or something…”

Y/N had never been so scared of Draco as she was right then. He stood looming over her, his eyes calculating and cold. “You’re telling the truth.”

“Uh--how did you--”

“Is there anything else you want to know? Ask now or forever hold your peace. I promise I’ll take care of this.”

Y/N blinked. “What? What do you mean take care…”

“Don’t...just don’t ask that right now.” Draco’s demeanor made a switch from intimidating to exhausted. His previous towering presence looked more mournful than anything. 

“Ok,” said Y/N, willing to take something else over nothing. “So...why are you here? Where are you actually from? What happened to your dad?”

Draco drew in a few slow breaths. “My family’s name is Malfoy. I never lied to you about that. We’re from England, like you think. But we’re not really from the same world as you.”

He looked at her, gauging her reaction. When nothing came, he continued. “I’m...magic, as you would probably say. Like, wizards and witches and shit. Like the stuff all of you here celebrate for Halloween. Just more real.”

“You’re off your rocker is what you are,” said Y/N. “Magic isn’t real.”

“You’re right, it isn’t,” Draco replied, his tone wearing down. “Not to you. It’s very real to me.”

“Were you in a cult or something because that’s absolute batshit cra--”

“Oh my fucking God can you just listen,” he said in one long-winded breath. “Thank you. Not that it matters that much if you actually believe me and I’m not allowed to show you any magic--they almost sent me back home for spelling my hair neat that one time in the car with you--but you should believe. Did you really think you were just sick after Homecoming? Like, did you think that was the common cold or something?”

“Well…” Y/N trailed off as realization dawned on her.

“I don’t know how you got into that store, but it was magic. Whatever object you picked up did something to you. You would’ve died from muggle care--the only possible treatment was extracting whatever magic had somehow gotten inside you.”

“So you were the person in my dream.”

“Yes. Anyways. So back in England, my family got wrapped up in some...dark business with a very evil wizard. I had to do some things that I’d rather not get into, and those things were serious offenses in the eyes of the Ministry--which is like your government. I was sent here as a punishment instead of something more severe.”

Y/N snorted. “Assuming all of this is true, why did you get sent to America? Normally exchange students see trips to the US as a kind of vacation...but I do understand the part of Ohio being used as a punishment.”

His face was void of amusement. 

“I wasn’t sent here because Ohio is boring,” he said. “I was sent here to be forced to assimilate into muggle society--”

“Muggle?”

“People who aren’t magic. Anyways, that was the punishment. Having to live with and associate with muggles, far enough away from home that I faced no threat of vigilantism and couldn’t escape.”

“Oh.” Y/N deflated into her seat as it all began to hit her. So that was why Draco was so disgusted with her. There was a reason why some gut feeling told her that he would never see her like....that.

“Anyways, for the less exciting part.” Draco turned to rifle around the jewelry box they’d kept in the guest room. “It’s crucial to the safety of my people that you don’t know about us. Muggles get scared, and sometimes they hurt us. They nearly wiped us out a few generations ago.” 

He turned around, wielding a small wooden cube that glimmered in the light. “I’m really sorry, Y/N. I have to do this. If they know you know, they’ll send me away.”

“Do...what?” She stared up at him as he approached, holding the square out in his palms. “Draco, what’s going--”

“I told you I’d take care of it,” he said, his tone pleading. “I’m going to make you forget.”

~

Y/N eyes flickered open. It was chilly in her room--one look confirmed the fact that her window was wide open--but she had a thick blanket pulled over her. As she shed the last pulses of drowsiness, one thought bubbled to the surface: 

That fucker.

She sat up, threw the blankets off her bed, and started towards the guest room.

“Hey,” she said, yanking the door open and standing in front of a very surprised Draco. “Nice try. Are we actually gonna talk this through, or are you gonna put me to sleep again?” 

“Wha-”

“I remember everything, dipshit. Especially the part where you didn’t let me say my piece before you knocked me out.”

“I-”

“Try and steal my memories again and it’s on sight, Draco.” Y/N sucked in a deep breath and finally slumped down onto his bed. “You were saying?”

“How did you...er...you’re not supposed to remember me,” he said. “Do you have any magic blood in your family? Do you know?”

“Look around. If we had magic blood we wouldn’t be living in Ohio.”

“I’m not joking around.” He joined her and laid back. Y/N tried to not make a mental note of how a few strands of his hair brushed up against her cheek for a second. He smelled of peppermint and pine. “There’s no reason why that shouldn’t have worked. You definitely aren’t magic--I can feel it, no offense--and that Obliviation cube was explicitly created to work on muggles and wipe specific memories of magic.”

“I guess I’m just better.”

“Not funny. I’m definitely going to get sent to some random village in...I don’t know, Siberia for this. And your whole family will be obliviated. The whole point of me telling you was so I could get you to understand why I had to wipe your memory.”

“That’s horribly disrespectful, you know. Not even asking for my consent before doing such a thing? Try again.”

“I will,” he said, sitting up and grabbing the cube again. 

Y/N sprung up and scooted away. “Wait! Wait! That was a joke! Can’t we just talk this through? I’m a really good liar.”

“Lying doesn’t matter in front of the Ministry. They have their ways.”

“And what’s the Ministry going to do?” she asked. “Because, right now, it looks like I know about your secret and they’re not knocking down my door yet. Are they seriously going to break into my own home and perform some kind of lie detector test on me out of the blue? Are they really gonna cause a scene like that? No? I didn’t think so.”

Draco looked even paler than usual as he examined her from the other side of the bed, his adam's apple bobbing up and down as he swallowed. “I hope you’re grasping the severity of this. This isn't a fun little joke. This is the difference between my community living or dying.”

“I get that. But if I say I’m not going to tell anyone, then how is your community at risk?”

“You can’t promise me that.”

“Draco.” Her tone was strong enough to make him snap his head up and meet her eyes. “You saved my life. I’ve lived with you for almost 3 months. Trust me when I say I don’t want anything bad to happen to you. Swear on my life.”

The silence was tangible between the two as he stood there staring.

“You have to trust me,” said Y/N. “Please.”

Draco met her eyes again, a type of helplessness written so deeply into the etches of his face that he nearly looked like a different person than the proud, posh British boy that was usually him. “Okay.”

“Okay.” She let out a sigh of relief as he put the cube back into the drawer. 

“Don’t get too comfortable, though,” he told her. “Once I figure out how to fix this, I won’t need to trust you anymore.”

“You’ve been trusting me with your life since the moment you got into a car with me for the first time. Do you have any idea how many teenagers crash on the freeway? I don’t get why this is so different.”

He scowled. “I think it’s very obviously different.”

“I can pull up the stats for you real quick if you want. Just so you can grasp the severity of the situation that you’re minimizing right now.”

“Damn it, Y/N, you don’t understand!” Draco slammed his hands on the dresser, the wood making a loud smack sound as it connected with his palms. She jumped. “All my life I’ve been...You just don’t understand.”

“You have no other option, Draco,” said Y/N. 

“I...I know.”

~

The next few weeks were profoundly uncomfortable. If it wasn’t just for the fact that there had been a burglar turned home invader turned...whatever on the loose, Y/N was now dealing with the fact that her world as she knew it was turning upside down.

Draco was magic. He was different, and while this at first had been difficult for Y/N to believe, she began to realize just how much sense it made. The way the most ordinary of daily objects confused him...his discomfort with using the internet...his distaste for all of the people he met…either he was raised under a legitimate rock or he was telling the truth....

And perhaps the most conclusive revelation regarded his stance on his feelings towards her. After that night at Sylvia’s, Y/N had begun to think that there might be something there, or at least that something there might’ve been possible.

Now she knew that it wasn’t. And she had to be okay with that.

Draco was for the most part normal apart from the fact that his wariness around her was obvious. She could feel him keeping a close eye on her in the halls when she spoke with her friends. Sometimes he’d even level a look in her direction, a clear demand written all over his face: Not a word. You promised.

Evening teas stopped entirely. Draco ate in his room for breakfast and seldom said anything on the rides to and from school, and, to be entirely honest, it helped. She could feel her hopeless crush become weaker as the month of November wore on. Her giddy excitement towards a possible love interest was directed to the nervous dwellings on her UChicago application. 

Results were out on December 3rd, and she was absolutely buzzing. Fuck weird blond boys that came into her life and told her of an entire mystical and magical world out there--the gothic, hallowed architecture of UChicago was waiting for her. 

“Honey, it’s almost 5!” 

“I know.”

Y/N sat, cross legged on her bed, as she looked at the email she’d received moments ago from UChicago. In 3 minutes, the portal would open up. And her fate would be decided.

“Don’t open it yet, your father and I are coming!” Mrs. Y/L/N yelled from the kitchen. 

She smiled--for once, her father had managed to take a night off of work to be there for her. The only person missing in their home was Draco, and she supposed that he didn’t count anymore. At least not in the classic way. 

5:00pm.

“Hold on, hold on.” Her father’s voice carried down the hall, paired with the sound of feet thumping up the stairs.

Her parents appeared in the doorway, rushing to her and peeking over her shoulder.

“Are you ready to open it?” Mrs. Y/L/N asked, placing her hand on Y/N’s shoulder. 

“Uh...yes.” Her stomach flipped as she pressed her mouse over the blue hyperlink, directing the screen to show a login page. She wasn’t quite sure what it would look like--perhaps her decision would be right there when she logged in--but despite her racing thoughts, she input her portal information, pressed enter, and squeezed her eyes shut.

Dead silence.

“Honey.”

Her mother’s voice was strife with...some kind of emotion, whatever it was. Y/N dared to pry her eyelids open just a pinch, giving her just enough vision to read out the clear “CONGRATULATIONS” spanning the entirety of her page.

“Oh my god. Oh my god!”

The euphoria that followed was indescribable. Her father’s arms, encircling her shoulders in a way he hadn’t done since she was a child, her mother’s professions of how proud she was...incredible.

The only thing sullying it was a Draco shaped figure looming in the doorway once the hysteria died down.

“What happened?”

“I got into UChicago!” she exclaimed, her voice brimming with enthusiasm. 

He simply stared at her, his gaze cool and uninterested. Y/N felt all the joy drain from her face. “I hate to butt in, but I have some news too. I’ll be traveling back home for the holidays.”

“Oh.” Irritation was written clear as day across Mrs. Y/L/N’s face. “When will you be leaving?”

“Tomorrow.”

final a/n: heyyyyyy everyone let me know what you thought. what do you guys think will happen next chapter? how do you think this is going to end overall? ik this is a draco x reader but do you guys think that draco still has a ways to go before he can have feelings for y/n? or does he already have them? im inch rested please lmk your thoughts

also my endless apologies to ohioans i did not mean to add the slander in there ik that plenty of you are lovely people <3 cancel me if you wish 

[wolfprincesszola]

Home (Childe x Reader)

Ahahahaha, I should probably update my followers on what I’m writing now. You can check my fandoms here, but I guess I’m gonna go on a genshin impact x reader arc now and go crazy? Idk man, but it’s been a while. Sorry y’all, but I promise I’m alive. Anyways, enjoy! ——————– Summary: You get injured and when Childe is the first visitor you have while you’re recovering, you can’t help but think about him.

Trigger Warnings: None

Content Warnings: Swearing ——————– You blinked as soon as you woke up. The light was too bright as you started to adjust to the sight of the room in the back of the pharmacy.

You sat up too quickly, feeling pain in your lungs and you groaned as you sat back down.

“Oh you’re awake, I’m glad. Try not to sit up, as you’re still recovering.” Baizhu looked over at you, “The other two are in the other room. I can go and call-”

“No, it’s okay. No need.” You replied stiffly, “Thank you though.”

“Are you sure?”

“Yeah...just give me a few minutes alone. I’m still a bit...weak and I don’t know if I’m ready to look at them just yet.” You replied, clutching your aching head.

“Do you need some painkillers?”

“Yes please,” You replied.

When he had left, you looked around, ignoring the pulsating headache.

Through the curtain, you could see Childe and Zhongli laughing in the other room. You smiled, glad that they were both alright.

“Here you go,” Baizhu replied, giving you the herbs for your headache.

“Thank you.”

“Of course, just let me know when you’re ready to see visitors.”

You nodded, smiling. You took the painkillers before looking at the rest of the Traveller’s adventure team rushing over to Childe.

It was hard to feel so out of place in your own found family, and yet there you were, feeling as if you were intruding on a special moment.

----------------------

“Hey…” Childe smiled at you.

“Hey,” You replied hoarsely. “I’m surprised you got out earlier.”

“Well...I also wasn’t refusing the healing from Qiqi...nice kid.”

“Yeah...” You replied.

“Are you doing okay?” Childe asked as he sat down on the chairs. “You didn’t allow anyone to visit you the first day you woke up.”

“I couldn’t even open my eyes from the splitting headache I had. I didn’t want anyone to see me like that.”

“That’s...not what I meant,” Childe replied.

“Yeah...I know.” You sighed, “You meant it in a more mental state.”

“Well?”

“I’m okay.” Childe replied, “You?”

“I’m recovering, but I’m doing much better than you.”

“Oh, shut the fuck up.” You rolled your eyes at the Fatui Harbinger sitting next to you.

Childe laughed and you fooled around for a while before a comfortable silence came between you two.

“I was really scared, Y/N...that I would never get to tell you...”

“Tell me what?” You hummed.

“That you don’t ever have to feel like you have to hide something from the team. Your walls are up and you don’t feel like you can trust us as a found family just yet, but I promise that I will be there for you through everything. Just like you’ve always been there for me.”

“Thank you, Childe,” You whispered, your voice betraying your thoughts of believing the man.

“When I woke up...Zhongli was by the edge of my bed, eating his signature slow-cooked bamboo shoot soup. You, on the other hand, woke up to no one. Just a nurse taking care of you.”

“You saw me stir, huh?” You snorted.

“I did. The pure pain as you tried to sit up was quite amusing.”

“Oh shut up, Childe. Like you weren’t in pain when you first woke up.”

“Fair enough...but I had someone there. I had the whole team there. Not even Paimon came to watch you and they hate me more than you. You’ve been there for all of us, and I’m sorry that no one was there to visit you so you felt safe when you woke up.”

You hid your face, not wanting the tears to spill out. You had felt so alone, but you were used to this feeling, so why did it hurt so much every time it happened?

“there’s no reason to apologize.” You muttered, “You woke up first. Of course, they’d want to check in on you first.”

“You woke up minutes after I did. That doesn’t justify-”

“I know.” You whispered, “I just want a reason not to cry.”

Childe just pulled you in a hug and you squeezed tightly.

That’s what you were missing. Childe was the missing piece. The one you had been missing for all your life that you couldn’t quite find the words to describe.

Your home.

[sou-ver-2-0]

What “things” did Shin learn at Sou’s house?

There are scenes in YTTD that are explicitly gruesome and violent, but the scene in Chapter 3 where Shin AI describes his abusive relationship with Original Sou is disturbing in its subtlety. Shin AI seems aware that their relationship has problems, but he still calls Sou a friend, much to the distress of either Kanna or the living Shin. One of the lines that has haunted me since I first heard it was Shin AI’s enigmatic statement, “Who he really is… I really, truly know nothing… Though I learned a lot of things at his house.”

I wanted to write a piece analyzing Shin and Sou’s relationship based on this line. In this post, I’ll make references to different types of abusive relationships, but I won’t claim anything specific for them since the nature of their friendship is deliberately open-ended. I think this line is vague enough to both mean everything and nothing. Perhaps we aren’t meant to read too deeply into it, but…It was a line that affected me deeply, so I wanted to share my own views.

Keiji makes a neutral observation after hearing this statement: “You had a long acquaintance, huh?” He deduces that if Shin frequently visited Sou’s house, they must have known each other for a long time. That’s the only concrete information we can gather from this line. However, Shin AI’s emphasis on “learning things” is intriguing; it implies that Shin gained some knowledge or wisdom from visiting Sou. It implies that this relationship changed Shin somehow. But Shin AI won’t elaborate on what he learned; he probably presumes that his lessons are irrelevant to the Death Game.

It wasn’t until recently that I realized you could interpret this statement innocuously. For example, perhaps Sou had special Asu-Naro technology at his house, which could have inspired Shin’s interest in computers. That would be a positive takeaway for Shin from his relationship with Sou. I think that’s an entirely reasonable theory, and I’m sorry for not realizing that sooner, because it led to me misunderstanding a well-meaning Anon.

For me… This line has always felt sinister. It’s situated in the middle of a disturbing scene. We’re finally learning about the pivotal abusive relationship of Shin’s past, even if only sketched in the vaguest details. I assumed that the “things” Shin learned were specifically related to Sou’s abuse of him.

When I discussed this line with my sister, she said that the line reminded her of Little Red Riding Hood’s song, “I Know Things Now,” from the musical Into the Woods. I thought that was an excellent reference, and it dovetails with my thought process about the line, so I’ll share the most relevant lyrics:

“And he showed me things

Many beautiful things,

That I hadn't thought to explore.

They were off my path,

So I never had dared.

I had been so careful,

I never had cared.

And he made me feel excited-

Well, excited and scared.”

[Image description: Shin AI says, “He’s…a scary friend of mine…”]

“When he said, "Come in!"

With that sickening grin,

How could I know what was in store?

Once his teeth were bared,

Though, I really got scared-

Well, excited and scared-”

[Image description: The Living Shin says, “Dammit, how sickening… Seriously…” when he sees the Shin AI in Midori’s office.]

“And I know things now,

Many valuable things,

That I hadn't known before:

Do not put your faith

In a cape and a hood,

They will not protect you

The way that they should.”

[Image description: Shin still clings to his brightly colored scarf, as if it can protect him.]

“And take extra care with strangers,

Even flowers have their dangers.

And though scary is exciting,

Nice is different than good.”

[Image Description: Shin in the First Main Game asks the group, “Don’t you doubt when others are kind?”]

Little Red Riding Hood’s song parallels Shin’s dialogue in revealing ways. The lyrics’ repetition of the vague word “things” hammers it in how difficult it is for a victim to describe their abuse. “Things” can cover all manner of sins, can’t it? The song itself has a subtext of sexual abuse, while the fairytale literally tells a story about a wolf who manipulates and eats a little girl. Meanwhile, we still don’t know exactly how Sou harmed Shin, beyond that Sou enjoyed provoking fearful reactions in him. I think the vagueness of their relationship makes it easy for the player to project their own fearful nightmares onto Sou. In a similar way, the player can relate to Sara’s love for Joe by projecting their feelings for their own loved ones onto him. This is especially true after Joe’s death, since his presence becomes fuzzier. Even though I’m interested in learning more details about Sou and Shin’s relationship, I appreciate how the word “things” is horrifying by leaving the worst to your imagination.

Little Red Riding Hood’s description of the Wolf as “scary and exciting” also parallels Shin’s description of Sou as “a scary friend of mine.” If Shin believed that Sou was “exciting,” that would help explain why Shin was still drawn to this person who wanted to hurt him.

The phrase “sickening grin” also stood out to me. Not only does Living Shin use the word “sickening” to describe Midori’s behavior, but “sickening grin” is an appropriate descriptor of Midori’s constant smiles. He is someone who puts on a friendly face to hide malicious intent.

I also liked the song’s reference to “putting your faith in a cape and hood” as if those clothes could “protect” you. Little Red Riding Hood learned that that her brightly colored clothes could not protect her when it really mattered. It reminded me of how Shin in the game is always clinging to his brightly colored scarf, as if it can protect him from the Death Game. Shin ought to know better as the song lyrics say, but he clings to the scarf anyway like a security blanket.

Finally, I wanted to discuss the song’s parting lesson, “Nice is different than good.” This moral reminded me of the lessons Shin continually imparts to the group throughout the story. Shin warns you not to trust people just because they’re nice. “Nice” people have the potential to be the most dangerous once they’ve gained your trust. Shin gives two dramatic speeches on this topic; the first quote comes from the First Main Game, and the second quote comes from the Massacre Ending.

“Ahahahaha! Amazing, miss Sara. You're a prodigy at seizing people's hearts! Shameful, the rest of you. The riffraff. Don't you value your lives? Don't you doubt when others are kind? Do you not even have brains to think for yourself? Death is just a matter of time for you! That's the way weaklings live! Hahahaha!”

“This is... reality, Keiji. The strong will tell you... "I'm your ally"... "Don't be afraid, trust me"... And in the end, they'll betray you!! At the convenience and whims of the strong...! The weak will die!! Well? Learned a little something about how uneasy a weakling always feels...?”

It’s easy to apply these quotes to Shin’s own experiences as a “weakling” who was betrayed by a “strong” friend.

When the Shin AI said that he “learned a lot of things” from Sou, I assumed that the “things” were these painful lessons Shin references throughout the story. Even without knowing the full details about Shin’s experiences, we understand the wounds Sou’s abuse left on his heart. We already know what the relationship taught him. It taught him to not trust others. It taught him that strong people will act “kind” until protecting weaklings becomes “inconvenient,” and there is nothing that weaklings can do about that. That’s “reality.”

As I’ve said, I’m not sure how deeply we’re meant to read into this line. And perhaps Shin learned plot-relevant things at Sou’s house too. (Personally, I’m betting that he at least got his key necklace there, but that’s just a theory.) But it was still a line that moved my heart for how these vague “things” could refer to the very lessons Shin has been trying to impart from the beginning.

[lissalizzie]

Okay so a couple of days ago I made a post about how I couldn't write fanfics about Chishiya because I couldn't imagine him as a guy who would be in a romance without sacrificing his girlfriend for a card or visas, and some very cool person suggested me to write an angst...AND I DID ahahahaha.

Ookay, somethings you should know now: I'm Brazilian and I speak Portuguese, I learned English by myself and this is the first time I try writing anything in English so IM SORRY IF I MADE ANY MISTAKE

Second thing would be

THIS IS ANGST SO IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT OR IF IT MAKES YOU FEEL BAD OR UNCOMFORTABLE PLEASE DON'T READ IT

It also contains death, psychological manipulation and violence

Please dont romanticize it too, it's not a romance story, it's just the conditions I imagined for Chishiya to be involved with someone

Chishiya x Reader

You were hurt... So hurt you couldn't even begin to explain that feeling.

It was true You were somehow grateful because you were alive at least... Your friends couldn't say the same, and neither all those people you saw dying every fucking game.  But you just couldn't... Not to think about how pointless was being alive and alone at that place... Alive, alone and fucking in love with a person who had an Ice cube in a shape of a card in the place of his heart.

You knew from day 1 when you met Chishiya and Kuina at the Beach, when that boy with the mysterious look came to you for the first time for "a talk" that nothing good could come from that. Nothing, except, maybe, for Kuina's friendship... She, who was the first person who notices the mess you was doing and tried to stop you... As the great blind stubborn you were, You just didn't listen at the time... You was at a fucking game world, playing for your life almost everyday, dealing with deaths and losing people... Missing the ones you loved the most, those ones you didn't even know if were or weren't alive... You could deal with a stuck up  boy, because that's everything you thought he was... Your mistake... Well, You've recently discovered You're pretty damn good in making mistakes here.

Chishiya discovered yout feelings because at some point you couldn't manage to fight for your life and hide it... He noticed and started to be there for you after every game, specially the harder ones. He didnt talk anything, he just was there... He didnt touch you either, but he got to spend more and more time looking at you while you both were on bed... Those eyes, just as cold as him.

You didnt touch him, but you imagined he would be just as cold as that look... But you also believed he would be that deep... Like oceans. Chishiya was a grey ocean that you wanted so much, and every day more, to know...

You was so fragile, so fragile when he touched your skin for the first time, twice... The first time with his hands that wasn't cold at all which just made you want him nearer... The second time with the lips that came from your face to your mouth.

The boy must've planned that for weeks, you could see that now, in fact, now you understand that must be the reason why he looked so much at you. You was that school subject Chishiya probably didnt have any interest on but really had to study to pass the test... So he did... And you did...

And for the first time since you fell into that hell you felt alive, you felt like someone, just one person was there, and that Chishiya cared... And that  he would do for you just as much that you would do for him.

You were so blind and in love... He started saying things about plans and you were so happy cause you thought that meant he trusted you...  The first time he mentioned you on a plan you couldn't stop smiling, you were finally a part of someone's life there, it was like having a purpose again... And also being with him felt so much like action and... Not knowing about the next second because he was so... cloudy.

God, if only you could talk to yourself in the past, if only you have stopped for a second and gave that situation a better look... You felt so dumb now...

Well when he asked you to go to that place at night you... Just went, because you trusted him with your life by now. You knew somewhere deep in your heart that you shouldn't... Not just him but anyone... But it was a need, you were alone for a long time and then you found him... And then he started acting that way with you... He caught you out of guard...

It was silent, you didnt understand why you should be there, but the fact is that you were so afraid. Chishiya only said to be there and walk... It wasnt that much, but just as fast as you got there, you felt something on your back and then everything was dark.

When you woke up, you were in a room and Niragi, just with a couple of other important people -you just knew they were important because they were with the Hatter, the only one you could recognize besides Niragi because of the colors of his clothes.- You barely could see, actually, your eyes were still dealing with the lights.

- So that's the little bitch, huh? - You could listen to Hatter's voice. He came near of you and showed you a couple of cards. - Trying to steal from me ? You bastard really thought you could steal from me and just run away ?

You just didnt understand, you didnt had any card with you. You knew what happened to traitors and you always gave your cards to the beach just as you was told.

-B-But... I give my cards to you, I know I do. I'm not dumb

- Oh honey, dont play the stupid card. We found the cards with you, you were running away... You have many here... You haven't been to all this games lately, have you ? Have you been stealing from someone else, darling? - Hatter seemed to be genuinely angry and you were so afraid to say anything.

-I...

- Yes... - And you heard that familiar voice... That was Chishiya but you were hoping he would only come to help you... - My cards have been disappearing as I told you. I connected that it happened after every game I played with her after we became close... That's when I came to talk to you... - That was so much information you couldn't even handle. Chishiya betrayed you, lied about you and used you as his little toy just so he could... Distract people while he was doing whatever he was really planning and wasn't telling you... It was so clear... Oh God you felt so dumb and now it was like all your fights for being alive in that place had no value at all... Because you let yourself get caught by that stupid feeling...

Chishiya looked at you with the same cold eyes as always, no guilt... You wasn't expecting any, not after that.

- Well.. Death for the traitors, that's what you've been told - Hatter was just ready to give the orders to Niragi and you didnt really think you deserved to die by the hands of such a disgusting person

At that point you could only cry cause you knew it wasn't worth it to try arguing... Chishiya was too damn smart and there would be no evidence of mistakes if you knew him...

- She was stealing from me, right ? So I think I have the right to end this with my own hands? - Everyone got so surprised because Chishiya wasnt exactly the kind of guy who got involved with the dirty part of the job.

- Are you sure about this ? - Hatter never really doubted about Chishiya because he knew how much about himself he didnt show people... So Yes, killing someone because of a couple of cards didn't surprise him at all, maybe because he would do the same. - Whatever... Just be done with it by the morning... And dont even think about playing any kind of game Chishiya... You could be the next one.

Chishiya wasnt even listening. Niragi seemed literally so frustrated but, at some point, all people left.

Chishiya caught the gun that was above the table and came near you. You were crying silently but so hard... - What do you want? You wanna torture me now? Seeing me playing the stupid in love all this time wasnt enough for you? You want to literally kill me? How did you do that? - You were screaming, at that point you didnt care if someone would hear.

- You don't understand, right? - And then he showed a couple of cards, this time, one of each... Oh god... He literally used you to get Hatters's cards. - I'm sorry you made the wrong choices... But I needed to to this... I want to get out of here just as much as you...  About the plan... You know I have access to the cards after the games... It's not that hard to steal the repeated ones, they don't pay that much attention on them... And also, just after I did it, I came to talk to Hatter about my card disappearing so the he wouldn't miss anything... It wasnt that har actually, it was just a distraction... But you know so much about me and my plans so I couldn't let you alone with Niragi or any of those people cause they're so dumb they might believe you and that's would be a problem for me... So

- You bastard, What do you think you are? God? You think you can just come and sacrifice people? - You wanted to beat him so hard it almost gave you the strength to break that stupid string around you. He just smiled that way you used to love but now make you nauseous.

- If I were god... I wouldn't allow people as easy to manipulate as you to live with the others, darling... Dont blame me for trusting the person everyone told you that shouldn't be trusted... Now... Let's get this done. - He pointed the gun at your forehead and you screamed as you closed your eyes.

- Please... Please Chishiya. I didnt mean anything for you at all?

- There's no meaning when there's no feeling, y/n... You're not in high school, you're playing for your life, and so am I... And you lost. I'm so sorry for you. - For the first time he seemed to be nervous but you couldn't see much anyway... He pulled the trigger... And then it was over.

[azumasoroshi]

mva ost review in my very professional opinion

The Mission of the Stealth Hawk

pretty good for building tension and stuff

this is probably gonna play when he's calling dabi or "killing" jeanist and stuff right

flying above the city, passing by the "best jeanist gone missing" billboards

this definitely fits that kind of scene

Different Ability Liberation Army

scared the shit out of me

My Villain Academia

my villain academia is super cool ohmygod it sounds like something out of a movie where it's zooming quickly over an abandoned, dark forest and there's creepy animals and stuff jumping out at the screen

that one is probably my favorite so far

Second Coming

damn kind of a bop

oh wOW so i left this on to do laundry and i came back around 1:30 and it was so hype oh my god i wasnt expecting that

yeah i love second coming this shit is my favorite now

i wonder which scene it'll accompany - maybe something with twice?

OH MY GOD THAT CHOIR

HOLY FUCKGIFN SHIT

im only at 2:07 but my breath has been taken so many times already

THAT VIOLIN

THAT VIOLIN ASHUSHDHDSKJGHDFKJHKJFD

im actually getting chills ohmygod

oh wait is it for shiggy getting reborn??? that would be so cool oh my god

like when his hair goes full white and floaty and stuff

THAT GUITAR???????????? THE DRUMS

BRUH

half of this review is just second coming im so sorry

NO THE DRUMS WITH THE CHOIR AND THE GUITAR I AM SCREMAING

every other track in mva better step up bro cuz this is blowing them out of the fucking water

5:02 what the FUCK

yeah there's no way this isn't for tomura holy shit

king getting the longest song hell yeah

5:44 im done. im so done this is too good

i have to stop commenting on this or it'll take up the entire review

6:14 NO SHUT UP OH MY GOD STOP BEING SO GOOD

Gigantomachia

ooOOOh epic drum noises

yeah this one is a bop. i am literally bopping to this. i am bouncing up and down in my chair

oh shit this is actually really good

WTF THAT GUITAR

BRUHHHHHHHH

im blasting out my eardrums right now can i get an f in the chat for my poor ears

Mine Woman

OH THIS BETTER BE CURIOUS

OH BOYYYYYYYY

OH MY GOD THIS SLAPS

that whispering akjsdgjhsdgkdsjjhs

THAT

THAT VOICE

AHUADHSUFGKJHJDFG IM BI IM BI IM BI

"im gonna turn it up and then im gonna take it down" oh yeah this is 100% the toga vs curious fight

i love this so much hrkjhkj the RAP

THE RAP THE RAP THE RAP

THE SAXOPHONE IN THE BACK

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

1:30 GOES INTO OVERDRIVE BROOOOOO

i cant fucking wait for this to play in the anime

Toga's Nature

OH IS THIS FOR TOGA'S BACKSTORY

yeah definitely with those birdnoises and the grim music

this is where she bites the bird right

mm and that laughter - probably the schoolchildren

oh i already know this is gonna give me chills

the atmosphere is so fucking good

the villains (sans toga, they're gonna make her look good ofc) might look ugly but i am now satisfied that the music is gonna make up for any lackluster design

mm that piano is just

I Don't Kill My Friends

oh this is totally twice isnt it

i like the beginning synth so far

oOOOoooOoh that orchestra

imagine if this is what played during twice's death ahahahaha

i love the drop at 1:23 so much omg that orchestra is so fucking good

"so fucking good" yeah real complex use of your vocabulary soro

Re Destro

oh man this is a redestro soundtrack if ive ever heard one

1:07 epic af

again i love the orchestra aksjdhgKJDS wish i coulda played stuff like this in my orchestra concerts instead of fuckin christmas songs

1:54 oH HO HO it just keeps intensifying and i love it

yes this is how i normally listen to music i just dont write it down most of the time

Paranormal Liberation Front

oh SHIT is this the song that's gonna play when they all walk out on stage

the beginning kinda reminded me of danganronpa music aksjhdgds

yeah this is. this is epic

makes me picture a bunch of city shots with the league looming over it, ready to take it all apart

and with shigaraki in the lead :D

makes me think of the heroes looking pensive/nervous too and goddamn if that isn't satisfying

anyway here's the link to the tracks again go listen to them

https://drive.google.com/drive/u/0/folders/1G6vibm7FYaIpAU2AhuUCLaRApiSWl_at

[alberivh]

AHAHAHAHA IT IS I 🦜 NONNIE, HERE TO BRING ANGUISH /j

thinking about diluc with a happy go lucky reader who goes out on an expedition and never comes back,,,, this is.,,,, bad but here;

,,,,

“bye bye, diluc! i’ll see you tommorrow, kay?” your smile brightens the whole tavern, he places down the glass he was cleaning to come over to give you a quick hug.

“yeah… make sure you stay safe, i’ve heard about the knights really working you hard. are they really that inefficient? going out of their way to—” his rant is interrupted by you, giggling.

“aw, don’t blame it on them, cranky! it’s okay, i’m actually having a lot of fun, though it’s a real challenge!”

a tiny smile appears on his face. you, his s/o, perfectly brave, perfectly strong. he adored you.

“i… may not… i—” he stumbles over his words, “just stay safe, please.”

“alright! see you soon!”

…

it’s been days.

days since he’s heard from you.

where are you? he thinks, did you leave me? find someone more interesting?

he’s sitting alone, on a solemn chair, with his non-alcoholic drink barely touched. his hand moves to pick it up and drink from it, but he stops, the memory of you repeating in his head. the day that you left. the days that you both had.

where are you?

a simple call from a friend. kaeya walks in, holding a small piece of paper. he hands it to diluc.

my dearest love,

ah, i messed up a little! uh oh! it’s unfortunate to say, but i don’t think i’ll be able to come back tonight. or ever, actually, haha. it’s my fault anyway, we just had to run into an abyss herald!

please. forget me. you don’t have to remember me, i know you’ll only bring yourself down if you do — you’ll feel regret and sorrow. so just forget me, because i want you to be happy.

i’m sorry, i was careless. but, just remember that i love you, or loved you, i’m not sure? but hey ho! i’ve done some valiant work in getting information for the knights.

now, you may ask about this letter — how did i have time? well, turns out at the very least… the kind herald was soooo nice that he allowed a brief moment or so for me to write! (actually, i bought myself some time by hiding).

anyway, my time’s up. i’m sorry that i have to leave so soon. just know that you… i want you to be happy. so, please, live a good life!

— faithfully, (s/o)

diluc stares at the letter.

it’s stained with a crimson red.

his hard grip on the cup, the coarse paper.

he’s left alone again.

THIS MAKE ME SO HAPPY ILYSM FOR YOUR ANGST BRAINROTS <333

I like it how you make the readers seem so bright. Like the polar opposite from diluc himself. The fact it was kaeya who found the letter (and probably your corpse) and not diluc who sworn his life to be with you or so. Okay but i would analyze this a bit because i love detailing shits that are ‘not’ so implied (probably doesn’t get any implementation but its alright i think…BECAUSE ADDING SHITS ONTO ANGSTY WRITING IS THE BEST)

“anyways my time’s up” , oh more like your out of the energy and time to actually write again for diluc to read your last plea. Because, who are you compared to the strong almighty diluc who can survived from blood pressure to death..who are you other than his lover? Nothing? Exactly. “So please live a good life” and what if you’re the reason he has a good life? So when you left him…does it make any sorrow surrounding him? Oh sure it does, but those numbness he crumbled along when you were all over him. they are growing back to his backs, drowning to an endless hole of empty thoughts. Where are you? Are you worried? He search, he talks. I though you would stay. He fall. And to the things that once matter the most..you..where are your corpse, where are those remanence..i thought we promised to each other we’ll always be together. but heaven is a better place for me, diluc. Don’t you think it hurts to bleed…don’t you think saying goodbye hurts..? Of course..it hurts my dear. It hurts so much. And i wish you could hear me. Oh dear archons..are you trying to make him suffer now?