#alberivh’s anon <3

[alberivh]

Trick or treat!!

:gives snickers: have a happy (late) halloween dear nonnie ^_^

[yumpty-dumpty-inactive]

mutual appreciation post <3!! (again this was from memory so sorry if i missed anyone!!)

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@mikachuchu - because like YES? you are literally so sweet, the good vibes just spill out all over your page. even though we just became mutuals 5 minutes ago, you are so fucking precious I cannot take it. you literally are the best oml please hug me-

@scorpius-major - *squeals* artemis you are such a good writer,, I literally cannot take it. I hope we can become better friends and write with each other in the future <3! also can i please order some artemis hugs ;___;?

@fiona782 - BWAHAHAHA,, toge, rui, and megumi are all mine, and you can go suck it (u__u) don't worry this is all a joke,, we're like sisters/siblings lmfao

@alberivh - VEILLE AKSKSASKA,, angst is my love and so are you. literally, you are so sweet,, but aren't afraid to speak your mind and I love that!! I look up to you a lot <33!

@anon8d - you literally ask the cutest questions like, tf, I demand platonic cuddles siR (but seriously you deserve more love oml >__<)

@mayple - BWAHAHAHAHA,, WE'RE FUCKING TROLLS HAHA. LITERALLY. (also thanks for the codes you saved my life and got me C1 xinyan o__o) but seriously I love you sm and I hope you get ganyu,, also eat some of your food,, you have way to much damn it-

@yoimiyas-wife - HAHA FUCK YOU. (she has too much luck,, it isn't fair. seriously, she got yoimiya at 21 pity AFTER GETTING AYAKA. LIKE,, WHAT? THEN SHE GOT THUNDERING PULSE. LIKE,, SORRY BUT WHAT??)

@chichikoi - but like,, I literally love you?? chibi albedo,,, mmm. also i have some diluc fluff in the works,, would you like a pinch of angst added into that? :0? but in all seriousness, I fucking love you sm and you need more love. you are so positive, and every time i see you post i just go: >__<

@eternism - JADE MY CUDDLE BUG LOVE,,, jade is literally sitting next to me with our 10 cats named yoimiya, sayu, kokomi, baal, albedo, thoma, kazuha, tomo, sara, and yae. we have smoothies and are cuddling,, not clickbait at all. ANYWAYS, jade i love how sweet and positive you are,, you never fail to answer a message, ask, and your writing is amazing. you are gentle, kind, and just overall an amazing person <33

@xiaosmoon - ERI!! eri my dear your writing is OUT OF THIS WORLD!! I am blown away every time. you never fail to shock me, and I love it. I love seeing how kindly you interact with your followers, and I hope we can become better friends in the future <3

@witch-hazels-musings - HAZEL. I am so excited to start our little project <3!! I absolutely ADORE you and your blog, and just talking with you makes my day better! you're just so positive and sweet,, I feel safe talking with you,, like i can be myself! that is rare, and i hope you know how special and amazing you are <3!!

@catcze - CATTE!! AA,, I LOVE READING YOUR WORKS! YOU'RE SUCH AN AMAZING WRITER, and our talks are weird as not gonna lie,, anyways, you are literally the definition of a summer day, so fun and full of exciting adventures! you're so kind to your followers, and i think you use the "<3" more than you say thoma. just know i adore you and your writing, and will continue to be your mutual and follower for years to come <3!!

@y2nderez - AHAHAHAHA,, TROLL. but literally, you're pretty asf however, even though our talks are cursed and terrible in general, i still love you bestie *awkwardly gives thumbs up* xx

@homesnorky - AA! MY BELOVED SNAIL ANON... hehe,, love you <33

@aquamarine-eyed-girl - i fucking love you so much give me platonic hugs and cuddles rn,, you are literally so supportive and kind, everything you submit into my inbox makes my day, and you sure do know how to make someone smile. i love you sm, and i hope you stick around in the future <3!!

@lavender-cloudz - LAVVIE MY LOVE,, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH HELP I CANNOT EVEN- *faints*

@dilucbar - AERI!! we haven't talked in so long,, we should fix that :\. anyways, you are literally kinder and more fun than yoimiya. i literally ADORE chatting with you,, even if it's about the most random shit ever, i love it, and i hope we'll continue to be best friends in the future <3!!

@jooninya - AAA! MY GOTH BESTIE,, I LOVE YA. OUR MATCHING DISCORD PFP'S ARE LITERALLY WEIRD BUT COOL,, even if they don't EXACTLY match :0! literally, you are so positive, and i love arguing with you about scaramouche (JKJK ASKASKSA-) 8|! we need to chat more, we're slipping through the cracks my dear ;___;

@heaven-dissolution - you. are. the. fucking. best. i. literally. love. you. so. DAMN. MUCH. *screeches* LITERALLY. you're just so to pleasant to talk to,, and i can tell you really have a passion for writing! you know what i say? follow that passion! anytime you ever need backup i'm always ready to whoop some ass. I know you genuinely care for me and will have my back, which is why I will forever have yours.

@kazuhasbunny - ELI!! aaa i love chatting with you so much!! you're literally the easiest person to talk to,, and i feel like i can talk about literally anything with you and we'll have a fun conversation!! love you,, have a good day <33

[pyro-doll]

Before I head to bed, let me just send u a little wholesome game really quick♡ I've been following you for a while now but I've just been too shy.. But here I am! Let's start off with a wholesome tag game ; Tag your lovely mutuals, tell us what you love about them and associate them with a color!!♡♡ you can tell us why you associate them with that color too if you want!! I'm a sucker for wholesomeness so I hope u have fun! ヽ(o＾▽＾o)ノ ♡♡♡ ☁︎. that one randomly positive anon lurking in blogs :P

Awe that's so sweet of you hon! Don't ever feel to shy to come talk with me I adore it. I also love the wholesome vibes so let's get into it.

PS mutuals! I am, so sorry if I left you out oh my god I'm trying to do this from memory bc it would be rather difficult to scroll through all of my followers. 🎀💫

@bumbleklee - Bea is just such a fun presence omg and just a delight to talk to make me go EEEE. I associate her with purple because she's caring but also very out going! Lots of love Bea.

@cxlrose - Cal my beloved, you were so open to start talking to me and I love how just happy and supportive you are?!! Cal is a soft golden orange, bright and sweet! (popsicle vibes?!) Absolute sweet heart even if they may have a folder of cursed images hiding somewhere.

@nnovawrites - Lilac! Nova is very kind and cool and just <3 such a lovely welcoming vibe, that is also very distinct and unique. (Also blog theme top tier.) Lilac to me is a very silky smooth color that can be found in sunsets or flowers and that just feels right.

@alberivh - Veille is definitely some type of blue. Perhaps a dark but pigmented color. One that is intense but also very welcoming and also to represent sad and tears because oh my god angst writer extrordinaire?! I remember following like wow this person. Good angst I love angst and then seeing you followed be too and kinda imploding

@chichikoi - Koi has soft lime, bordering mint green vibes. Very much vibing and has some go with the flow vibes. I'm getting simultaneously chill and also super bubbly and WOO! which is green vibes! 💕

@witch-hazels-musings - Dusty pink, mauve type color! Omg hazel is so kind and supportive and AH whenever we talk you just bring everyone up. You are so kind and caring and just, warm and pink definitely fits you well.

@windblumeodes - I feel like a dark dark purple maybe a little unsaturated just like the sky right when the sun starts peaking out and it's warming up and it goes from dark to tinted purple at the horizon. Again I have no explanation it just feels right.

[alberivh]

Okay, I'll some i shared with another blog (i fucking love this idea)

Imagine Kaeya being the khaerian prince and youre the captain of his knights and his childhood bestfriend.

So lately, Kaeya as been getting asked about finding a noblewomen to date or even marry. Offers and offers kept piling, it tired him from turning down all of them. He already had a person in mind.

One afternoon while you and Kaeya were out in the forest racing with your horses, it started to rain. You two were, well, a bit lost. Kaeya found a small cave to rest in until the rain calms down, so tying your horses to a near by tree and you two rested. "Hows the hunt of your royal partner coming along?" You asked him despite the painful feeling in your heart, he surely will become a lot more busy ones hes got a significant other, meaning the times where you two would hang out would lower. That thought scared you. You loved him, but would the higherups approve of you? "Countless women asking for marriage a day is so bothersome," He sighs, "Especially, when you already have a person in mind." Your breath hitched, "May I ask who?" His lips pulled up into a smirk before he let out a chuckle. He turns to you, "You really wanna know?" His blue eyes looking into yours, his hair was still dripping of water, "Yes, I do wanna know." Kaeya smiled at your answer, a genuine smile. One only he would show you. He takes your hand into his and leans down, until hes...kneeling? "Kaey-" "(Name)." His eyes looked different, it was filled with...love. "Will you do the ever so honor and..." He paused, and inhaled, "Rule this kingdom together with me and become my beloved wedded partner."

Yes...kheanrian prince Kaeya my beloved (sorry for the errors)

- Moon anon

MUAH ILYSM THANK YOU FOR THIS AAAA KAEYA MARRY ME AND fuck yeah, (to continue your brainrots which is like, THE MOST WHOLESOME YET AMAZING ?:!.?/.?: AAA I JUST LOVE THE IDEA, SO LET ME CONTINUE THIS…no this is not a heavy angst, yes it is an angst BUT shhh..QUIET DOWN) TW// MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH, GRUESOME DEATH, BLOODS

but what if his family doesn’t approve his marriage? the other nobles who knew how wrong it is to love a peasant was in denial, even most of them already prepared a ‘honest’ legal courts to determined the justification of you and kaeya’s marriage. Kaeya think of those statements as nothing, he never wanted to waste his time by working for the pleasure of the nobles, they are corrupted after all.

But if one thing ever concerned him, it would be your safety itself. Assassination was a normal courtesy, and always have been. Kaeya was taught since the beginning that his life would end in ease if he wasn’t wary, kaeya knew that it was wrong to love, it was wrong to even live as a noble. He dislikes the courses and life of nobles. abandonment and cravings of love, it was the words of titles, a prescription he found to describe his whole life. Yet, everytime he reach you, every seconds became precious.

he wasn’t ready to lose you just like that, assasination wasn’t a good death…you were too precious. He was worried, anxiety always crawl up to his tongue, asking to every each of his trustworthy butlers to check up on you..but those thoughts could never comfort him enough. He was selfish to let go, he had learnt how hard it is to stay alive alone..so he promised to never let go, to never will ever let go. You are everything, so please don’t left him behind. So, at-last he brought you to a dinner, it was a private one..even the inner family wasn’t alarmed by this. He already make sure it was perfect, it was suitable and safe.

“Kaeya..are you sure your family will be alright with me stepping on their floor like this? I’m just a knight..i’m no—“

“Hey hey..you’re my fiancé now, calm down a bit…” , he soothes your palm, letting you feel his company. this time his anxiety was relaxed to thousands of air..making it better for him to put on a facade to hide his thoughts, to make sure you would be safe from your own mindsets.

the food was in front of both of you now, the scent of it’s aroma was strong..it even fill kaeya’s nose with graceness. You in the other hand seems more reluctant to eat, not because it was suspicious..it just..too fancy? you tried to eat in manners like kaeya did, but those forks and spoons are too formal…is this how aristocratic courses works?

“love, how’s the food i trust you like it?” , kaeya wipes his mouth with the napkin beside him. Looking through your confused glance as he try to observe the condition.

“hmm it truly is fancy and t—“ , your breath stuck, the thousands of flowing blood snapped out from your mouth. Cough, it burns in my throat…bloods? What is this? To the leftovers inside of the fancy plating, your blood fill it’s decorations; reviving the meat you ate. it also make the napkins beside you soaked in salivas and husked splitters of bloods..it pales your skin and husked your breath, am i dying, kaeya? Someone help me..why is everything so blurry. The burns inside you confused you. Whats happening?

and so, as soon as you fall to the crooked floor, he let your head lied within his tights. kaeya saw the bubbles that grew inside your mouth, how your eyes still looking for answer, asking things that you don’t understand. It started to dull, seconds pass and it’s dulling to an earl grey river. Poisons…fuck. This poison must be a special assassination poison…and it’s obviously too dangerous. How it kept your lips in a greyish blue, how it dried out your skin, how it even make your body trembles in despair. Kaeya was panicking, he wasn’t sure to let go…he doesn’t want to let go. He was tearing up, how come such a tragedy change so quickly.

so he wipes your face, sticky sweats and glazing tears formed within your jaws. He let you hold his hands as you started to bleed and cough..more foams and bubbles started to form, the slight blue tongue and skin spreading out. Your eyes asking him an answer, the things he couldn’t even explained was your question. Your thoughts. what did i do wrong to make myself suffer like this? I thought everyone accept this…the court was wrong and insincere…i thought tomorrow was going to be our wedding…what happened to me? I don’t want to die kaeya, please help me.

He was hopeless, he was crying. Kaeya was crumbling to so many grief. Denials, bargaining, anger, acceptance..all of those stages are bothering his instincts. He gave up, he wasn’t ready, he doesn’t want this, but this is a consequences of being in love with no one.

“i’m sorry…i- i’m sorry…please don’t let go of my hands alright..i-i’ll be here! Always…so now, sleep alright? Have the tightest dream…”

but i don’t want to die kaeya..i want to marry you..i want to be with you..i just want to love you…did i do anything wrong? Can you tell me then? , your skin became more paler, as your once warm eyes became the unperfect shade of white..grey. The tears scorch to your whole face. Leaving kaeya in no mercy to let you die like this, he has no other option but to let you die. He can’t. He was a coward to begin with.

Kaeya soothes your cheekbones, letting his tears shed to your blurry vision. To a future corpse in his lap. Foams started to fill your throat, as you begin to whisper a murmur of i love you’s to him. For the last time…you heard him say something you always dreamed of…the thing you always adore.

“we are married now, (name)….i love you…goodnight”

i love you too kaeya…i love you so much…i don’t want to let go

“we are married now darling, you may go..”

but how about you? i don’t want to leave you behind kaeya. Are you sure you’re going to be alright? Please be honest…i can’t leave you like this..

“I’ll be alright…i’m your husband after all..how can i not be?” , he husked his breath. Letting a silent sniffs before he smiles to your fading sight. To the eyes who questioned their ‘husband’.

“(name) alberich…sleep well”

lastly, he closes your eyes, not letting you go before the pressure of knive in his throat discarded his intentions. He crumbled to a ruffling pieces of puzzles, as the butlers take your corpse away from his gaze. Tonight seems so beautiful, what an awful luck for him to have his own lover die in his hands. What an awful haze to feel nothing afterwards. Thus finally, kaeya was left alone again.

to the memories of (name) alberich.

a partner to kaeya alberich. A beloved protector of the almighty dinasty of Khaenri’ah. Always the protector…never the protected

[alberivh]

fine, you asked for it, so i, 🦜 , will make it my goal to convicne u to sleep. here is a brainrot hhat will make u go to sleep >:-( /lh

kaeya stares at you with adoration. there’s a slight twinkle in his eye, he’s close to you, and you can feel the warmth emanating from his body.

“you, you are just breathtaking.” he smiles, that smile is filled with joy. you can’t help but feel a bit embarrassed, flattered at his compliment, choosing to say something, but he interrupts, “but anyway, my love, you are changing the subject. i know you have things to do, but isn’t it time for sleep?”

“well, i just wanted to spend more time with you,” you confess, “i know you’ve been busy, and i just thought—”

“it’s alright, it’s a fault on my part. it doesn’t excuse you for staying up so late, though,” he teasingly pokes your nose, “say, would some goodnight cuddles convince you to bed?”

“m-maybe.” you mutter, looking away from him.

“alright, dear,” he picks you up effortlessly, walking with you in his arms towards you shared room. there is little to no light, it’s dark, all but for the soft moonlight that shimmers through the glossy windows.

(why does this feel suggestive pls he’s just going to cuddle u)

kaeya drops you onto the bed, you both crawl under the covers, and he wraps his strong arms around you, allowing you to bury your head into his tiddies chest. you can feel him gently massage your head, he’s whispering words of adoration and comfort.

“you’re worth everything,” he mutters, “i’m so sorry that i was so busy, over the past few days. but, since i’ve worked my part… we have a whole week to ourselves, love.”

you’re becoming more sleepy every minute, as he continues to softly whisper loving statements, compliments, anything and everything.

“i don’t… wanna sleep yet…”

“you’re tired, rest with me, my love,” you can’t see him, but he’s definitely smiling.

although you don’t see kaeya’s toned down, soft side often, you appreciate him for what he was worth. he’s your everything, and he thought of you the same way.

“goodnight, my love.”

This may or may not convinced me to sleep…alright birdie nonnie, you win. But before that, i need to thanked you for being too patient with me, it’s like 4am rn and i have no urge to sleep without making this whole writing as a scenario. SO THANK YOU VERY MUCH BIRDIE ANON MUAH ILY

[alberivh]

screeches violently a thought just came to me (angst)

so, i, 🦜, have been really into a different game recently, and there’s a certain plotpoint with amnesia that ignited this brainrot. also, i tried writing this out, but then i lost all my motivation, so here is a description/drabble esque thing idk. maybe a bit far fetched but eh idk

you were kaeya’s beloved (aka lol dating incredible) but he lost you in an accident — you were proclaimed dead by everyone he knew who knew you.

and then, he’s thinking about you — maybe it’s the date of your supposed death that’s catching him off. it’s not soon until he learns of an attack, which he thinks is the fatui at first (it was reported to be the fatui) but it is then revealed that, well, it is some unknown 3rd party, aka you.

you. he’s confused, but you died? why are you here? he says your name in a daze of confusion, and you’re alerted. how does this man, whom you’ve never met, know your name?

(i imagine it’d go like)

“(name)?”

“excuse me? how do you—”

“c-c’mon, how could you forgot my face? kaeya, it’s me, kaeya.”

“i’m sorry, you must have the wrong person.”

and he’s frustrated, sad. how could you forget? he wants you to remember him so badly, wants you to remember the time you had spent with him. you were supposed to be dead, why were you here? why don’t you remember?

and maybe he finds out the reason you’re fighting against the nations — you think the gods took away your memories, so you ultimately decided to tear through teyvat to find your lost memories (and as a bit of revenge pn the gods), starting with mondstadt, since you found yourself lost in the nation first.

it hurts to see you leave — he’s confused. why are you suddenly leaving? it appears that you’re head is throbbing, threatening to burst with the lost memories of you both. he doesn’t want you to leave, he wants you to remember again.

ok i might write this later lol (it’s 5 am i have not slept yet and my brain is comjng to a blank) but that is all fpr the small brainrot pspspsps. also, since it is like… morning for you (right?), have you eaten yet? drank water? go get food and drink if you haven’t already >:-( alright i’ll probabh sleep Soon gn

— 🦜

sleep first you dumb fuck (affectionately), you could brainrot with me anytime anyways so sleep first <33 GOODNIGHT BIRDIE ANON ILYSM HAHAHAH

i like how the plot is going, to be honest though? It is very entertaining. Oh and let me add something first for a moment HAHAHA

i imagined kaeya to never realized your memory loss, but once he realized that, maybe it was too late. Cause now, you loathe him for pressuring an emotion you didn’t understand, “what’s love?” “I don’t understand the simplicity of your sincere feeling, nor do i know who you are” “Sir, you have no right to pressured me with this emotion, i have no recall of you in my life”. Those words confused him, he remembers every single thing about you and your once beauty, so why wouldn’t you?

for the plot hole, i want to fill it with the accident first. I think the first person to found your corpse was obviously your murderer. Accident or sort, there would be always a cases behind it’s occurance. And i believe your murderer was to ordered to weakened kaeya stability, after all, an enemy mentality was a disturbance to assassinate. So what if the person who made your funeral was the person who occured your ‘death’? Instead of corpse in the casket, theres a made up prototype of you in it. Kaeya didn’t realized it, obviously. He was crying endlessly after losing someone as precious as you. He wasn’t sure if it’s alright for him to even attend your funeral so he didn’t and let those murderer ran away with the fact you were alive in their hands.

oh and before that, i would like to add a scene where you realized the imaginary person on your dream is kaeya himself. you only realized it after he was in death row for protecting you. But those memories weren’t all perfect itself, all you remember was his name and the kisses he used to left on your cheeks. Warm and never cold, always sincere and lovely. Those memories increases the ability to feel, the ability to remember once more. So you did try your best to make sure kaeya is alive. Gods are cruel, but nevertheless abandoning kaeya for your own sake was the cruelest fate. So you did sacrifice all of you for kaeya, for the gods to realized. Kaeya was never a sinner, i am..so killed me. at last, as you wish, you died and he lost you for the second time. The bloody hands of the archons prove your innocents, you don’t know whats going on but your priority was one. To protect kaeya and let him love another, again.

I like the idea of being in love with you kaeya, but i never knew i was alive as your lover. Nor if i could trust the fact that i was once your lover. I was too cruel, but it was a pleasing life to be able to sacrifice something for you to feel alive.

[alberivh]

Imagine lazy mornings with Kaeya

His messy bed hair tickles your neck as he nuzzle into your neck with his hands around your waist all the while you're struggling to stand still as he's basically leaning his entire weight onto your back while you're trying to cook

ー☁️ (I wonder if you know who this is)

i’m a night owl and i could easily freez myself to bones at the morning, so him hugging me and just clinge onto me while i’m cooking and half asleep is a fucking dream. EVEN IF IM STRUGGLING TO STAND STILL I WOULDNT LET HIS HAND GET OFF FROM MY WAIST. DEFINITELY NO. 100% FOR SURE, i’ll just let him sleep in my neck screw it

i don’t have any specific details of who you are but i do like your choices of emojis anon <3

[alberivh]

heyyyy its me again

I got an idea...I was listening to "afraid" and "sadderdaze" by the neighborhood. And what if...(Im fucking scared, i dont why im telling you this)

Albedo started to panic after he realized he forgot your face whiling painting you, cause its been a long time since you "disappeared"

Please...do what you want with this information, but please...i have now sacrificed something and it may destroy my hearts and others too.

(Actually, just a small idea i wanted to share...no need to interact with it at all but i decided to do a risky play and tell you this)

- Moon anon

maybe albedo wasn’t a calm person after all. He was too old to remember, he doesn’t even remember your face nor your death. The only things he reminded of was just the existance of you who disappeared to thin lines.

“who are they again?” the daily question pops through his mind. What was your name again? He asked his friends and acquaintances , but it seems like nobody knew who you are and it left him with an empty thoughts.

What if you weren’t real? What if you’re a hallucination of his? Your existance..where are those remenance? Albedo recalls how dead person left their memories to their dying partner, but he found nothing. He was too foolish to remember, he was too old to mourn. He found nothing but a simple emptiness in his dull heart. It’s been a hundred of years since khaenri’ah turn to dust, but knowing he forgot about his once sweetheart was something albedo wish he could hide.

‘i thought you exist.’

I LIKE UR IDEA VERY MUCH ANON SO ACCEPT THIS AS ANOTHER DRABBLES OF MINE I WISH I COULD WRITE MORE , tHANK U VERY MUCH FOR SHARING THE IDEA, tHIS IS VERY INTERESTING TO THINK ABOUT HEHE

[alberivh]

Kaeya [Fluff] “Lazy Kaeya”

Can you imagine Kaeya being that clingy bf who always wants you in your arms no matter where you go? Such as just finding you and holding you out of the blue. Or just when he’s tired and lazy, will wrap his arms around you are cooking, while he buries himself into the crook of your neck. He always likes to sleep when you sleep besides him because he always wants to hold you. He likes your warmth and very much dislikes it when you aren’t besides him.

“What? Can’t hold my love for a little bit… or a little while?”

—# 🍨

i miss my anons so thank you so much for sending this :(

oh my god kaeya alberich oh god…him hugging and just clinging onto you while you’re asleep, while you’re cooking, even when you’re sick. Burying his whole head onto your neck as if he was hiding himself and i find it so AAAAAAAAA. he’s just so cute i love him so much oh god, i WANNA MESS WITH HIS HAIR AND JUST KISS HIS FOREHEAD AWWW I LOVE HIM SO MUCH :(

[alberivh]

HAHA HELLO

it is i 🦜 BACK WITH BRAINROTS. tiny drabble no motivation to write lol

kaeya and you in the tavern. he buys drinks for you both, enjoys it, talks to you, etc etc. it’s an enjoyable night! fun socialising and kaeya makes funny jokes, compliments your appearance and probably is a bit drunk—

it’s a nice night until he’s propped out of his delusion by diluc, who reminds him that you’re not there anymore. kaeya refuses to believe it because he misses you a lot. he doesn’t want to think about your death. he doesn’t want to think about how he is the cause of your death, he doesn’t want to think about how if he was one second quicker, he would’ve been able to save you.

he continues to fall in this repetitive schedule of drinking and deluding himself into thinking you’re still here. he doesn’t want to believe you’re gone.

— 🦜

I SAW YOUR ASK WHEN I WAS IN SCHOOL SO I COULDN’T REPLY IT AS FAST AS I COULD SO IM SORRY BUT HERE KAMISSIISUWUDHWHD

classic old major character death,, hm, what if kaeya’s s/o died out of a severed ilness that kaeya ignored instead of a gruesome death? So they’re slowly dying but kaeya just ignore it, thinking it was just a slight fever or so. He asked if you’re okay or sort, but he doesn’t seem worried for a bit. ‘It’s just a fever, they wouldn’t die from it’. And at some-days when you asked him if it’s alright to keep the schedule up-tight, since you have no energy to even laid out from the bed, kaeya got pissed. “Look, i know you’re still sick but you always keep the schedule tight for me and it pisses me off, don’t you understand that?” “Kaeya, i didn’t mean to—“ “you mean to do it. Don’t explain your reason any longer, i won’t bother to see you and your sickness. Get a quick recovery already” even if those word stings, it pains you how kaeya don’t even visit you till weeks now and how he never send you letters any longer makes you feel very complicated…?

your condition worsened and all you can do was to write as many as unsent letters to kaeya. You still want him to stay, you love him very much and you have no mean to make him feel abandoned. you wanted to explain what has been happening, ofcourse you want to! Theres no use on hiding something to your beloved ones. and yet you couldn’t bring yourself to not shed tears while you’re writing the letters. 2 weeks pass, no one is here any longer. Kaeya doesn’t even visit you any-longer. All you could ask before you finally be able to sleep was for kaeya to read your letters or just to find you again. You apologized night after night, wishing kaeya to visit you again. Just so you could hugged him or kiss him for the last time. So you could embraced him, to sleep into a wonderless realm and into a lovely void of pitch dark. “I miss you kaeya, i’m sorry for not being able to company you, i couldn’t bring myself to even walk sometimes and i hate that,…i love you kaeya, i love you. Do you know that..?” “Kaeya why aren’t you coming..i’m sorry if it was my fault that you got pissed or mad…i’m sorry”

“sorry for not being able to be a good lover for you kaeya, you deserve more than a sick

not that he knew at the same night he finally visit you again. All he could see is a sleeping corpse, drowning under the heavy sheets of the warm blanket. Eyes tilted and lips dry, a scrolling fresh tears are still in the painted face. He was late, he was. he doesn’t visit you since the beginning, kaeya didn’t even recognized the worsening symptoms, he doesn’t realized how nights after the sunset arise, you scrawl for his figure. you wanted kaeya to be here, to accompany you. It’s fine if he left you behind when you die, you just wanted to see your s/o to company you in this state. Dying alone seems like nightmare and thats how kaeya realized he has killed you slowly. Thus he began to construct your room, letting the flower bouquet he bought, gone waste. Thirty pieces of scattered Letters all over the floor as the only one standing are more appropriate enough. But kaeya ignore it, he keep all of it, he wanted to read your life. He wanted to apologize for not being able to follow you.

“Kaeya dearest, it’s been 2 weeks now..i hope you’re doing alright and i make something for you…it’s in the fridge…i waste my days and energy making you this! I hope you like it…it’s a classic strawberry shortcake. I know you like it very much..always have been. So i hope you could eat it and have a great day..!”

— (name) alberich

Kaeya never been so guilty than this time..he’s truly fucked. He doesn’t know where to begin, he just stay there and cry over your chest. Leading him to an endless numbness and eternal loneliness. You were so lonely when you die..you still love him for leaving you behind, is this a sin for the lovers to bare? Or is it just a foolish reason for him to forgave himself? All he knew he was too late, kaeya is a selfish and foolish brat. He knew that by heart, always. still, he never let those emotion flow. He never let you go. He holds onto your body, kissing your cheeks, feeling the sharp cold than grounded his figure. You haven’t been so warm to begin with, but kaeya has found you to be a figure of radiance. Your smile will brighten him through out the hazy days, so when he lost you…he lost everything that meant to be his, he lost his way to found another peace to called home.

atlas, diluc have always let his brother bought a free drink for the hallucinations of you. To let him slip into a dream, where he could have a second choice to love you again. Where he could accompanied you in this dead end.

Kaeya alberich die out of hallucination at the age of 56. 30 years after his s/o loosing. Regret never fully tripped him apart, only the memory of them that he remembered in his last breath.

[alberivh]

Imagine if the shirt he sleeps in had a boob window >.>

or no shirt at all...Im fine with that too

- Moon anon

My headcannon is…kaeya wears a pajama and he always open the buttons up because “it’s fucking hot” and uh, he kinda just sleep with it except the button up is always been closed by his loved ones because they technically doesn’t want him to catch cold

[alberivh]

AHAHAHAHA IT IS I 🦜 NONNIE, HERE TO BRING ANGUISH /j

thinking about diluc with a happy go lucky reader who goes out on an expedition and never comes back,,,, this is.,,,, bad but here;

,,,,

“bye bye, diluc! i’ll see you tommorrow, kay?” your smile brightens the whole tavern, he places down the glass he was cleaning to come over to give you a quick hug.

“yeah… make sure you stay safe, i’ve heard about the knights really working you hard. are they really that inefficient? going out of their way to—” his rant is interrupted by you, giggling.

“aw, don’t blame it on them, cranky! it’s okay, i’m actually having a lot of fun, though it’s a real challenge!”

a tiny smile appears on his face. you, his s/o, perfectly brave, perfectly strong. he adored you.

“i… may not… i—” he stumbles over his words, “just stay safe, please.”

“alright! see you soon!”

…

it’s been days.

days since he’s heard from you.

where are you? he thinks, did you leave me? find someone more interesting?

he’s sitting alone, on a solemn chair, with his non-alcoholic drink barely touched. his hand moves to pick it up and drink from it, but he stops, the memory of you repeating in his head. the day that you left. the days that you both had.

where are you?

a simple call from a friend. kaeya walks in, holding a small piece of paper. he hands it to diluc.

my dearest love,

ah, i messed up a little! uh oh! it’s unfortunate to say, but i don’t think i’ll be able to come back tonight. or ever, actually, haha. it’s my fault anyway, we just had to run into an abyss herald!

please. forget me. you don’t have to remember me, i know you’ll only bring yourself down if you do — you’ll feel regret and sorrow. so just forget me, because i want you to be happy.

i’m sorry, i was careless. but, just remember that i love you, or loved you, i’m not sure? but hey ho! i’ve done some valiant work in getting information for the knights.

now, you may ask about this letter — how did i have time? well, turns out at the very least… the kind herald was soooo nice that he allowed a brief moment or so for me to write! (actually, i bought myself some time by hiding).

anyway, my time’s up. i’m sorry that i have to leave so soon. just know that you… i want you to be happy. so, please, live a good life!

— faithfully, (s/o)

diluc stares at the letter.

it’s stained with a crimson red.

his hard grip on the cup, the coarse paper.

he’s left alone again.

THIS MAKE ME SO HAPPY ILYSM FOR YOUR ANGST BRAINROTS <333

I like it how you make the readers seem so bright. Like the polar opposite from diluc himself. The fact it was kaeya who found the letter (and probably your corpse) and not diluc who sworn his life to be with you or so. Okay but i would analyze this a bit because i love detailing shits that are ‘not’ so implied (probably doesn’t get any implementation but its alright i think…BECAUSE ADDING SHITS ONTO ANGSTY WRITING IS THE BEST)

“anyways my time’s up” , oh more like your out of the energy and time to actually write again for diluc to read your last plea. Because, who are you compared to the strong almighty diluc who can survived from blood pressure to death..who are you other than his lover? Nothing? Exactly. “So please live a good life” and what if you’re the reason he has a good life? So when you left him…does it make any sorrow surrounding him? Oh sure it does, but those numbness he crumbled along when you were all over him. they are growing back to his backs, drowning to an endless hole of empty thoughts. Where are you? Are you worried? He search, he talks. I though you would stay. He fall. And to the things that once matter the most..you..where are your corpse, where are those remanence..i thought we promised to each other we’ll always be together. but heaven is a better place for me, diluc. Don’t you think it hurts to bleed…don’t you think saying goodbye hurts..? Of course..it hurts my dear. It hurts so much. And i wish you could hear me. Oh dear archons..are you trying to make him suffer now?

[alberivh]

Guess what!!!

Kaeyas eng va is going to make a cover for “good little girl” from adventure time!!!

- moon anon

Head empty just kaeya fucking alberich and his va

[alberivh]

Hm, how would you think Diluc would react if Crepus hadn't died but instead lost his memory?

It would be an interesting idea. That's what I think, I suppose. It could also go with his s/o

-💜

i do think diluc would lose his shit. It’s devastating to see the word “who are you again?” from your father own mouth. Crepus life has been cut short, memory loss grew faster than the dawn. He forgot the spouse of ragnvindr household, he forgot his maids, and from all of it, he forgot his own son. Diluc. Who are you again? He asked him thousand of times. But there’s no recollection of him in crepus memories. As if there memories were all wiped out from seeing his face, he was dull, not the same person he once saw in his unconscious mind. Where did my boy diluc go?

[alberivh]

why are you and mika such a power couple /p angst wise u guys have so many big brain ideas......

@mika-zuko GUESS WHAT MIKA WE’RE AN ANGSTY POWER COUPLE NOW, WE SHOULD BE PROUD HAHAHA ,, tHANK U ANON tHATS ACTUALLY THE NICEST COMPLIMENT I’VE EVER HEARD 😭😭

[alberivh]

I said this before and I'll say it again

Kaeya will come up behind you, tilt your head up, and kiss you

Right then and there

- Moon anon

i know i should appreciate your fluff, i really do, i REALLY FUCKING DO BELIEVE ME THE BLUSH ON MY FACE IS REAL RN DO U WANNA SEE IT

But fuck, what if it those kisses are the last thing he could gave to you? since he’s clueless and helpless that both of you are dying and yet he can’t even assure you that you both are going to be alright, since the reality is here, you both are going to die.

“this would be a sweet goodbye, we’re together afterall, always and forever.”