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taegularities · 1 year ago
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regarding: colour me in — posted this last night but then deleted it again bc motivation left for a sec. but we're here again, with an open doc, so come and aid me by sending your favourite boyfriend koo pics, so we can welcome cmi10 on here earlier let's go :') 💅🏼
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love-belle · 1 year ago
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yeah my boyfriend's pretty cool !!!
*ੈ✩‧₊˚ in which they're living the childhood best friends to lovers trope.
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for when you just can't help falling in love. ˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚
social media au // charles leclerc x fem!reader
warnings - language
author's note - just had the most amazing idea for a daniel social media au omg!!! anyways i hope u like this i love you thank you for reading <3
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yourusername they say home is where the heart is
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username AIN'T NO WAY
username Y/N?????? WHAT IS THIS???????
username im okay (i am screaming i am crying i am yelling)
username hahahahahahah!! NOT funny babe!!!!!!! u can come home now ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
lilymhe chuckles knowingly
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username WHO THE FUCK
username great another parasocial relationship gone
pierregasly y/n.
-> yourusername pierre
-> pierregasly call me right now.
-> yourusername my phone fell and broke sorry.
username HELP OH MY GOD
username NOT HER QUOTING LONDON BOY
-> username WHAT IF IT'S LANDO
-> yourusername he wishes it was him
-> landonorris literally threw up at the thought
-> yourusername babe ur so nice to me ❤️
-> landonorris get away from me im telling ur bf
-> charles_leclerc oui?
-> pierregasly charles??
-> username CHARLES???
-> yourusername get out of my comment section u hoes and lando i can't WAIT to see you on track this weekend
username NOT Y/N TRYING TO SOFT LAUNCH HER RELATIONSHIP
charles_leclerc no surprise he had to cook considering you can't even make cereal
-> yourusername well fuck u too ig
username this comment section is so chaotic i love it sm
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charles_leclerc eyes like sinking ships on waters so inviting i almost jump in
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username GOODBYE
username NOT CHARLES USING TAYLOR SWIFT LYRICS
username i feel like i've gone to an alternate dimension
username IS NO ONE GONNA ACKNOWLEDGE THE SECOND PICTURE?????? HELLO???????
lewishamilton hope you're both having fun 🤍🤍🤍
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username THE GRID KNOWS SOMETHING I SWEAR
username i have questions
username CHARLES AND Y/N BOTH SOFT LAUNCHING AT THE SAME TIME
-> username i've connected the clues
-> username u didn't connect shit
-> username i've connected them
pierregasly woah rue when was this???
-> charles_leclerc haha well you see
-> pierregasly i'm seeing.
-> charles_leclerc my phone fell in the water ok bye.
-> username charles is fighting for his life rn
-> username dude can't lie for shit 😭😭😭
username i already know she's so ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
yourusername charles is a swiftie confirmed ⁉️⁉️⁉️
-> charles_leclerc in your dreams
carlossainz55 she has changed you
-> charles_leclerc i know, my playlist is literally just taylor swift and harry styles at this point
-> yourusername she clearly has great taste
-> charles_leclerc of course she does, she's dating me
-> yourusername right!!!!! ofc!!!!!!
username everyone knows something
-> pierregasly i don't
-> username same brother 🫤🫤🫤
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paddock.news charles leclerc and y/n gasly spark dating rumors after "soft launching" simultaneously on various social media platforms. rumors have always surrounded the pair through the years, but this time we believe that they're not just rumors. they have also been spotted out on "dates" as y/n has been attending various grand prix to support her brothers and friend and now apparently, boyfriend. they've also been posting each other on their instagram stories a lot lately. neither of the parties have made a comment about this, though we are rooting for them. for more details, click on the link in our bio.
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username NAH THEY'RE DEFINITELY DATING
username pierre is gonna go crazy omg
username they're so ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
username they're already married in head so 🥱
username no bc they're literally living the childhood best friends to lovers trope
username pierre is gonna lose his mind i can just tell
username praying for charles 🙏🙏🙏
username no bc charles is in for hell of a ride bc y/n's literally everyone's favourite on the grid
-> username imagine having 19 drivers out to k!ll u
-> username not to mention a couple team principals 😭😭😭
username CHARLES MF LECLERC U BETTER SQUARE THE FUCK UP FOR STEALING MY WIFE
username they're so domestic coded in the second slide like 🫤🫤🫤
username what wouldn't i do to be a fly on the wall when pierre and charles see eachother
username my generation's romeo and juliet or whatever
username they're so you're in love by taylor swift coded
username i want what they have 💔💔💔💔
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charles_leclerc no i don't like the tshirt
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username SHUT UP
username IS THIS A CONFIRMATION
username THE FIRST TSHIRT OMG
username i NEED that tshirt omg
lewishamilton personally, i love the tshirt
-> yourusername RIGHT
-> charles_leclerc both of you are so wrong
username HELLO HI WHAT IS THIS WHAT WHATCJWAT
username SIR U CAN'T JUST POST THIS AND DIP
username I NEED THAT SHIRT SO BAD OH MY GOD
username these bitches need to stop playing
username mf say it with your chest that y'all dating
yourusername but u like the one who's wearing it
-> charles_leclerc eh debatable
-> yourusername sorry can't hear u over u sending me 2528298 messages when i went out to get the newspaper from outside our DOOR
-> charles_leclerc STOP
-> username NAH THIS BOY IS DOWN BAD
-> username OUR DOOR?????????
-> username HELLO????
username the real fashion icon of the paddock
-> yourusername real lewis got nothing on me
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username im so ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😭😭😭😭😭
pierregasly someone let me out
-> charles_leclerc will you chase me with a fork again?
-> yourusername and will you stop throwing napkins and spoons at my bf???
-> pierregasly yes
-> pierregasly (no)
-> yourusername ur staying in the bathroom
-> pierregasly LET ME OUT
-> username NOT PIERRE CHASING CHARLES WITH A FORK
-> username CAN'T BELIEVE THEY LOCKED HIM IN THE BATHROOM
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yourusername yeah my boyfriend's pretty cool but he's not as cool as me argue in the comments
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nogenderbee · 8 months ago
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♡˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚ 𝕎𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕕𝕒𝕥𝕖? 𝕆𝕦𝕣 𝕕𝕒𝕥𝕖?! ₊˚ˑ༄
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚ anon request: hiii!!!! hru? i have a little bit specific request, hope thats ok!!!
idk if u know the translation from the song “karakuri pierrot” by miku, but basically shes gettin dumped cuz her crush left her waiting on the date and never came 😭
id like to request smth based on this song with fantasista squad, like, they forgot abt the date and then theyre like😨😨😨😨((a happy ending would be appreciated <3
sorry if its too much, if it bothers you just ignore this LMAOAAOAO😭😭😭
anyways ty and bye!🤍
*ੈ✩‧₊˚ Hii! I'm sorry but u don't do songfics but it still sounded interesting so I just based it on your description! Hope it's alright!
*ੈ✩‧₊˚ fluff
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"What the hell is wrong with this strand..."
Akito muttered to himself as he tried styling his hair a bit more elegantly. He had a date at a restaurant with you today and he prefered to look properly on it.
He was fully focused on his hair, getting a bit annoyed... he let our so many curses, even Ena came to his room and gave him instecutions just so he could shut up! But despite her tips... he had that one annoying hair strand that he couldn't get a hang of...
He finally decided to just look up some tutorials on internet, when he noticed the time... it was half an hour after the time you agreed to meet! And the amount of messages he got from you only told him how pissed you could be now...
He decided to drop his tries at calming the strand and just get to you as soon as he could, hoping that you were still there... you didn't leave this place yet, right? At least you haven't texted him about it...
He tried not to run to not sweat in his suit, so he settled on quick walk. When he arrived he noticed you getting up from a bench, clearly disappointed and about to leave, and he couldn't blame you for it...
"I'm sorry... I... I had a little problem."
He points at his hair strand as soon as he walked up to you, and you couldn't help but chuckle. He was dressed formally but that strand was ruining everything about this style!
"Hehe~ You really did. You could've asked me, I would've helped you..."
"I guess I will next time... you look beautiful, thank you for waiting for me... let's catch up, alright? My treat. And we can go to mall after it..."
You knew how much he hated going to mall, and now he didn't even said anything about not caring your bags so maybe he will? He really looked like he wasn't lying so... might as well forgive him for this one time situation, right?
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@bleachtheidiot @akitosheart @yulikesminori @toyaswif3y @miya-akane @hayillaaaaaaa - come get your pancakes lover!
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Toya actually wasn't late, he'd be even 5 or 10 minutes early in this tempo so he walked calmly. It was when he was walking past some granny who was clearly struggling and he couldn't just walk past without caring...
"Excuse me, are you alright?"
And that's how it started... it turned out the older lady had a problem with getting 2 bags up to 4th floor, so of course he helped. And after he did that? She offered him some cookies, cup of coffee and even a small chat... she was so nice and chatty he couldn't just say he needs to go...
So thinking he has the time, he accepted it and didn't even realize it was half an hour that passed untill he looked at his phone, and finally excused himself.
"<I'm aware I'm running late, please wait just 10 more minutes for me, I'll be there soon and explain everything to you.>"
He texted you in a hurry as he picked up his peace and quickly walked towards location of your date.
When he finally arrived, he was just a little bit out of breath but quickly sat down next to you and as soon as he catched his breath, he explained everything to you.
And honestly, how can you even be mad at someone as pure as him? He just wanted to help person in need after all... sure, it's still 30 minutes delay but just this time, maybe he can be forgiven for that...
"And when I thought she finished telling me about her cat's story for past 15 minutes, it turned out she had 3 more cats..."
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@bleachtheidiot @akitosheart @yulikesminori @toyaswif3y @miya-akane @toyaslove @bl4cktourmaline @infernoram - come get your cookie lover!
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It may be a simple date, but for Tsukasa? It was big event and he had to look dazzling! He didn't care if he was rejecting 5th outfit by now nor did he about passing time... he thought he still had time and continued looking for perfect outfit for your date!
And when he finally found it... the perfect outfit! He finally reached for his phone but froze upon seeing the time... he was 1,5 hours late already and had around 17 unread messages from you!!
"<Y'know what? Fine. I'm going home. Thanks for nothing.>"
"<I'M SORRY PLEASE DON'T LEAVE YET>"
"<Too bad, I'm already home since HALF AN HOUR>"
He could feel his heart sinking and he knew all of that is his fault alone. So he got up quickly and ran straight towards your house.
After around 10 minutes since Tsukasa's text, you heard a knock on your door, so you of course went to open, just for flowers and chocolates to be showed into your face when you did.
"Please forgive me... I wanted to look my best and... I had hard time deciding..."
"You're always looking your best... you could've just came..."
"I know, I should. And I'm really sorry that I didn't! Please let me take you out on a date... this time I'll be an hour early."
He had desperate look in his eyes as he tried to convince you to give him just one last chance... but whether you give him this chance or not, is only up to you! I mean... he does assure you plenty of times to set multiple alarms next time just in case... maybe he'll indeed do better from now on?
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@bleachtheidiot @akitosheart @bad-the-an-enjoyer @yulikesminori @alicewinterway18 @nenes-numberonefan - come get your future star~
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Rui hummed gentle tune to himself while he was working on a robot. He was fully focused but he forgot to mute his phone... so he kept hearing notifications in the background but ignored it, thinking it's Tsukasa having spider under his bed again... and that could wait a little bit~
But when notifications became too much, he finally checked it and his face immidietly turned to pure shock and nervousness when he noticed it's his partner... and it hit him, he forgot about the date! He quickly opened your texts and rushes to respond while he got dressed.
"<We can cancel it I guess...>"
"<Nononono!! I'm coming now, I'm so sorry for making you wait! Please give me 5 more minutes, I promise to run!>"
At this point, he was panicking, he just grabbed essential things and of course little gift he prepared for you, and ran out of his house.
When he arrives, you were just sitting on a bench with head in your hands, obviously disappointed and it was obvious he hurt your feelings. Seeing that, he immidietly rushed to you and wrapped his arms around you and caressing your back.
"I'm sorry... I'm so sorry... It won't happen again, I promise..."
He could only wrap his arms around you tighter and he tried fighting the tears himself, realization of him driving you to this point finally hitting him. But now, he'll do his best to catch up for his mistake and make this date one to remember.
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@bleachtheidiot @akitosheart @yulikesminori @toyaswif3y @bl4cktourmaline @infernoram @superstar-ethereal - come get your crazy inventor~
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nahoney22 · 1 year ago
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hi hello I don’t know how to use tumblr but your blog convinced me (I had no idea there was such a gold mine of E V E R Y T H I N G on tumblr whew). Anyway I’m a slut for some slow burn romance, can I request something with Echo? Maybe reader has known him since 501st days and liked him since, and learning he lived and joined the bad batch just made her NEED to find him again? Ps I love you, you’re a beautiful soul ok bye
All Roads Lead to You
Echo X F!Reader
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Learning from Rex that Echo was alive, you knew you had to find him and after so many years and confess how you really feel for him before it’s too late again.
warnings: Fluff, cute reunion, mutual pining, friends to lovers, first kiss, brief mentions of Echo at the citadel, mentions of death. Safe for work. Female reader. Not proofread.
authors note: oh my darling @burningfieldof-clover I’m so sorry for the delay 🙈 this got lost in my drafts. Enjoy 🤍
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"Hey, are you alright?"
Rex's voice reached your ears, but the words remained trapped in your throat. You stood there, rooted to the spot, a whirlwind of emotions raging within you. Tears welled up in your eyes as a million thoughts raced through your mind. Then again, how does one react to the miraculous news that the man you had loved for countless years, the man you had believed to be lost forever, was now alive?
It took the gentle wave of a hand in front of your face to snap you out of your daze. Blinking back your tears, you focused on Rex, who wore a concerned expression. "You okay?"
"Echo's alive?" you finally managed to croak out, your voice trembling with a mixture of disbelief and hope.
A soft, reassuring smile graced Rex's lips as he nodded. "Yes, he's alive. He's been with another squad for quite some time now."
The shock of the revelation left you struggling to grasp the reality of the moment. Rex had delivered this life- news with such casual ease, unaware of the immense significance it held for you. He couldn't possibly fathom the depths of your feelings for the Arc Trooper.
Rex guided you to a quiet spot and began to unravel the incredible story of Echo's survival. To your horror, he painted a vivid picture of the ordeal Echo had endured from the Techno Union, how he was rescued and his choice about joining another squad. You truly had no ideal to cope with all this information, other than stare at Rex dumbfounded.
You had abandoned your position within the GAR years ago, unable to bear the pain of Echo's supposed death. But now, a chance had emerged, a chance to find Echo and to finally confess the love you had hidden away for years. However, the question of whether it was too late, whether Echo even held the same feelings for you, loomed large. But you had to find out one way or another. “How do I find Clone Force 99?”
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Rex had been kind enough to provide you with the coordinates of the last known location Echo was heading to, and you had promptly booked a shuttle to get there. The journey was arduous, with doubt gnawing at your thoughts the entire way. Your mind whispered that this might be a foolish mistake, but the need to see Echo, to confirm his existence with your own eyes, outweighed all hesitation.
As the shuttle touched down on the unfamiliar planet, you felt a sense of disorientation and timid uncertainty. You questioned whether you should first explore your surroundings or make an attempt to find Echo yourself.
However, your gaze was drawn to the vast expanse of the ocean. It had been too long since you had witnessed such natural beauty, the sun's gentle rays dancing on the water's surface. The clean, fresh air was a stark contrast to the stuffy atmosphere of the deeper levels of Coruscant. You had overheard that this planet served as a refuge for many after the Clone Wars, and it seemed like the perfect place for it.
Lost in contemplation, you were brought back to the present by the presence of a small girl standing beside you, her bright brown eyes and short blonde hair catching your attention. She gazed up at you and inquired, "Are you okay?"
You offered her a warm smile and nodded. "Yeah, thanks. Just... taking it all in."
She eagerly inquired, "I love it here. Are you visiting someone or staying?"
Your soft laughter filled the air as you found her nosiness to be quite charming. Truth be told, you didn't see a reason to hide the purpose of your visit. "Visiting someone."
Her eyes lit up with excitement. "Who? Maybe I know them?" Her eagerness was infectious, and you couldn't help but notice the familiarity in her eyes, a certain resemblance that tugged at your memories.
You began to answer, "Alright, he's called Ec—"
But before you could finish, a commanding voice interrupted, "Omega, come. We need to get going." The voice sent a shockwave through your heart, and your breath caught in your throat. It was a voice you had longed to hear, one you thought you'd never hear again.
Omega let out a sigh and offered you an apologetic look before turning and hurrying to the source of the voice. As you turned to see the speaker, your heart skipped a beat. Echo stood there, so different yet unmistakably the same. His gaze on you was strong, as if trying to piece a picture together of who you were.
"But Echo, I was helping her find someone," Omega protested, gesturing towards you. Her words were distant as Echo's gaze locked onto yours, trying to recognise the changes in your appearance from the last time he had seen you. Your hair, clothing, and your civilian guise had replaced the uniformed visage he remembered.
Interrupting the profound moment, Omega's question rang out, but both you and Echo remained captivated by the connection rekindled in that shared gaze. Soon, the other members of Echo’s squad gathered by Omega's side.
Hunter's curiosity was piqued as he observed the unfolding interaction, and he couldn't help but ask, "What's going on?" Omega simply shrugged, her eyes trained on Echo and you.
With a few more tentative steps, Echo closed the distance between you, his head tilted slightly as if to analyse you, to confirm that it was really you. Your voice quivered as you managed to say, "Hi, Echo," and he echoed your name in a soft, heartfelt tone.
A warm smile graced his lips as he admitted, "I can't believe it's you."
A gentle, albeit slightly teasing, response escaped your lips. "I could say the same."
Finally, the emotional barrier gave way, and you found yourselves locked in each other's arms, holding each other as though afraid to let go. "
I've missed you so much," you whispered into his chest, your glistening eyes revealing the depths of your longing. The tears threatened to spill, impossible to hold back any longer.
And then, an unexpected comment from one of Echo's companions, "I didn't know Echo had a girlfriend,” broke the tender moment and you could not help but laugh.
“Let me introduce you to the others,” Echo pulls out of the hug, offers you a reassuring smile and guides you to his new comrades.
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Later that evening after some good, really good food, yourself and Echo take a walk down by the shore. Making small talk and catching up on everything you both have missed, it felt like nothing changed between you both. It was everything you could have hoped for.
"I really can't believe you're here," Echo chuckled, a sense of disbelief lingering in his voice. "I never thought I'd see you again."
A soft smile graced your lips as you matched his pace, coming to a stop as you spoke. "Me either."
Then, with a touch of hesitation, you blurted out, "So, uh, are you seeing anybody?" The question took even you by surprise, and it seemed to have a similar effect on Echo. His curiosity was piqued as he observed your flustered expression.
He folded his arms over his chest, shaking his head. "No, are you?"
Your reply came swiftly, perhaps a bit too swiftly for your liking. "No." You didn't give yourself a chance to consider the implications of your response, and Echo didn't press further.
His next question, however, held a hint of teasing, and his voice carried a subtle tone of curiosity. "Oh yeah? And why's that?" It seemed as though he was studying you, and for a brief moment, you thought he might have moved a bit closer, but it was hard to tell if it was just your imagination.
Your breath wavered as you gazed into Echo's eyes, your heart racing just like the first time you had ever met him. It felt like the right moment to lay bare the truth, to let him in on the emotions that had been tucked away for far too long.
"I have feelings," you began, your voice steady but your eyes now avoiding his, "for you. I have feelings for you."
Echo's eyes widened, and he blinked in astonishment, his words caught in his throat as he grappled with the unexpected confession. "You have feelings," he repeats, taking a step closer, his voice barely more than a whisper, "for me?"
You dipped your head, nodding as you ran a hand through your hair nervously. "I always have, Echo. I've loved you for so, so many years." The truth hung in the air between you, a confession that had been kept in the shadows for far too long.
The crashing waves almost drowned out the deafening silence that followed Echo's lack of response to your confession. Regret started to surge through you, the weight of the confession now hanging heavily in the clear air, making the situation uncomfortable and awkward.
"Sorry, I should go," you quickly uttered, turning to leave, but before you could take a step, his hand swiftly caught your wrist, pulling you back towards him. You stumbled slightly, finding yourself suddenly close to his chest, confusion painting your eyes.
In a moment that felt like a dream, Echo leaned in, nose nudging against your own and his breath brushing against your face with his lips hovering close to yours. "Echo?" you whispered, a rush of chills coursing through your body.
"I love you too," he finally uttered, his eyes closing as his lips met yours in a tender, affectionate embrace. "I've loved you since the first night I met you," he confessed, his warm breath mingling with yours as his hand moved to your waist, drawing you closer.
The kiss unfolded slowly, a perfect and intensely romantic connection, a moment that exceeded all your imagined dreams of being with Echo. It felt surreal, but his touch, his lips, assured you of his reality. When the kiss finally parted, he breathed, "Stay with us. Stay with me."
In that instant, any doubt vanished. You knew you would never even consider leaving his side again. Echo's confession sealed the bond, and you embraced the certainty that this was where you belonged, in his arms.
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flcwermimi · 5 months ago
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— VOID STATE PROGRESS CHART ❜
Hlo everyone so right now my Summer breaks are going on and I've decided to enter the void state because I can and this is my daily routine progress chart though I've decided to share this with you all yesterday but I was unable to post so I am sharing it right now
Ok my routine is simple and right now I am not doing anything in day ( like listening to subliminals or doing robotic affirmation) I am using deep trance hypnosis method which I got to know by @/gorgeouslypink when I came across one her of post she suggested this video and after that when I research a little bit on this topic I get to know that DEEP TRANCE : is altered states that are characterized by profound relaxation and loss of control over the body, as well as a subjective sense of floating or detachment from one's physical self
I kind of found deep trance similar to Void helpful for my brain because it doesn't question around when I am doing this method
So this all for this post right now I will be updating it after doing the method tonight bye luv you all🫶🤍
— 5/07/2024 : okay so update 😭this is hilarious lmao what happened actually is that I thought first I will do some breathing exercises for relaxation & for which I was listening to a video and I didn't knew that my mobile was charge was low on the top of that I fell asleep on my back lol but anyway I when I woke in up the morning I affirm that ' I can enter the void when I want ' I will update tomorrow luv y'all 😌
— 6/07/2024 : y'all probably thought I had give up but no I was in mobile area for few so days so there no internet connection and for update I had change the methods because the voice in hypnosis is too sweet to focus. everytime I found myself wandering in different things. So what I did in next two days was focusing on lucid dreaming
— 7/07/2024 : The whole day I listen to this subliminal ( probably one of the best subliminal I've ever found) while listening to subliminals I affirmed that ' I am always aware when I am dreaming & I lucid dream easily and effortlessly ' I kept doing reality check every hour like biting tounge counting fingers and pinching nose though in the night'I didn't dream😭lmao all I remember was a pitch black so belive I was in void but unaware and I also kept the subliminal on loop so that was the mistake I guess
— 8/07/2024 : Again I did the same routine which I did yesterday but this time I didn't kept the subliminals loop all night instead I started counting while affirming the same affirmation then I fall asleep again when I woke up in the morning I thought it again ended on the same page like yesterday but I was able to recall each and every single details of my dream & I am pretty sure I will Lucid dream tonight will update tomorrow and also I will be making a different post how to shift/tap into void through lucid dream that's all for today luv y'all 🫶🫡
— 9/07/2024 : update so yesterday I did the same routine though I just couldn't sleep on my back because I felt like someone was ripping my scalp out of my skull and I thought I will do that 4-6 hours method for Lucid dream but when alarm woke me up😭💀I was like it's just 4:30 why I am waking up so early?? I forgot what I was doing then fell asleep but anyway each and every step I take I am feeling I am very close to my goal I am very motivated any second you all can get my success story 🤭so hang on lmao will update luv y'all 🤍
— 10/07/2024 : update okay guys I seriously have no idea what happened yesterday's night cause i feel I did have multiple dreams I tired to connect the dot but it doesn't end up anywhere so that's it will update tomorrow 🤍
— 11/07/2024 : i feel like I am having iceberg it's frustrating but okay I didn't follow the routine yesterday cuz I was feeling very low but I will do it again today will update tomorrow 🤍
12/07/2024 : okay okay update I was lucid in my yesterday dream but all of sudden a spider was crawling in my hand💀 an I have Arachnophobia so I just couldn't control the dream and I woke up lmao I will try today not freak out with a spider okay bye will update tomorrow
13/07/2024 : update I just fall asleep normally because I feel I am having burn out so I will took break of three days where I am going for tracking and I will update after that 🤍
14/07/2024 : Break
15/07/2024 : Break
16/07/2024 : Break
17/07/2024 : 😂okay I forgot I was doing void routine but any way will update tomorrow 🤍🫶
18/07/2024 : okay I didn't follow any routine yesterday I did have plenty of works and after doing that I just fell asleep will update tomorrow 🤍
19/07/2024 : okay I didn't did anything different from yesterday I've been busy with the uni addmission process will update tomorrow
20/07/2024 : yesterday I didn't know how but from nowhere I did have alot of symptoms and I was so tired. In my mind I was convienced I am not gonna move but the symptoms were alot I couldn't focus so u gave up will update tomorrow
21/07/2024 : Yesterday I was in sleep paralysis but I heard smthing terrible sound in my earbud it was really terrifying I just can't describe here skskdkshkdsss will update tomorrow 🤍😐
22/07/2024 : I went for bonfire so i didn't did anything after that will update tomorrow
23/07/2024: 😭 seriously I forgot to update
24/07/2024 : Either I am dreaming about spider or someone chasing me with something axe on their hand yesterday I was lucid but I got freak and woke up will update tomorrow
25/07/2024 : 😭 update yesterday I was in hypnagogia state i also had that floating sensation ok ok will update tomorrow skskskssfkss
26/07/2024 : pulled allnight so didn't did anything will update tomorrow
27/07/2024 :
28/07/2024 :
29/07/2024 : hey y'all sorry I haven't updated it two days cause I've been sick it's some kind flu spreading in our area and I don't feel doing the routine so I will update when I get better and yes I will answer your DM thankyou 🤍
- sorry if there are errors I am improving my English
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saintobio · 4 months ago
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hii, verrryyy off topic but i recently finished wastelands and i dont think ill ever recover lol. i didnt even know who suna rintarou was, i just read ‘heavy angst’ and ‘post apocalypse’ and started reading… i cried for days lol. but anyway idk if u every listened to chinese songs before ?? but just wanna share this ‘阿拉斯加海湾’ by firdhaus, u could just copy paste the text heksbsjsb im kinda shy now 😭 the melody is really sad me thinks so if u like sad songs… i losten to this song everytime i read angst hehe and if u translate the lyrics its abit cheesy, but its kinda sad in mandarin yk… i thought it kinda resonates with wastelands or maybe sn/sy now kind of.. ok bye jehejsb ><
hummingbirdoooo said:
wait why didnt i just attach the link..
im sorry… 🥲
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@tbzzluvr said:
hihi hope you’re doing good 🤍 just passing by to share the playlist i mentioned in my other ask 😁 https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4v9tmzP3LlK955FjqTUfCE?si=zd4VL5rNRXSaoxujU1g14A&pi=u-_bZXl3z4RI2N
ahhh i really imagine SN every time i listen to these 😭 that fic has wounded me.. i love it!
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my lovies!! thanks so much for sending these songs/playlists and sorry for the late response to your asks 🤧 i’m actually listening to all your recs now so tyty!! and the first song fits wastelands perfectly i see ur vision :’) it’s so poignant gosh it reminds me of sunarin <//3 i’m off to check the sn one now :))
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schizoidcel · 1 year ago
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Hi, I was wondering if you could do a Point x Reader that laugh for everything funny / unfunny and always do unfunny jokes?
# POMNI x READER THAT LAUGHS AT EVERYTHING ☆
POINT 😭😭😭 Dw bestie I got you I'll just hopefully assume u meant Pomni
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🤍 HEADCANONS !!
warnings :: Not proofread ..
Bye are you Kaufmos sibling
Pomni is in a way worried that you laugh at everything
"Ragatha... Is my S/O ok?" "Definitely." "HABSJABABABAVHAJQHQJQHQJQJQHBQNQJQJQKQJQJQJ"
Pro: She giggles at your "jokes"
Con: You can't figure out if they're fake or real laughter
But I think she has a pretty shitty sense of humour
By that I mean . For example you put a try not to laugh challenge on, Pomni would either find it the funniest shit ever or look at it with a neutral/disturbed expression the entire time
This also means her laughter just depends whether you make jokes on a day she feels good or on a day she feels like shes on the brink of killing herself .
I imagine Pomni being a "huge victim" to the bandwagon effect.
So when you laugh extremely loudly, she does the same
She feels embarassed after thou LMFOAWLOQPQ
Over the time you both are together, you improve but also make Pomnis humour worse than it was before
In a way, shes glad you're the way you are
You might be the most cracked up here next to Kinger, but it makes her feel abit saner
Whether that be because you're lively or because she thinks you're more insane than her is not clear .
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ׂૢ་༘࿐ Thank you for reading! ♡
THIS WAS. SHORT but hope u likesy anyway 🌚
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whowantslovergirl · 1 year ago
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Cowboy Costumes?
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Chad Meeks-Martin x reader (gender not specified but does talk about female costumes)
warnings: established relationship, cursing, this is obviously before ghostface, suggestive talks/jokes, and that’s it hope you enjoy my lovers 🤍
scream masterlist
Summary: Chad and Y/N trying to figure out their costumes for the Halloween party
posted: May 30,2023
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“Cowboy costumes? Really Chad? You can’t be original?” You and Chad are on the living room floor coming up with different costumes for the Halloween party coming up. Every year you guys show out in a cute couples costume. One year you were Bonnie and Clyde. Another year you were Barbie and Ken. And last year you were Draculaura and Clawd Wolfe. And those were all somewhat original. Also not that it matters but we won best couple costume each year. And now he wants to do sexy cowboys.
“None of our costumes were original!” You just shook your head. “Draculaura and Clawd were very original! And all the other ones were your idea!” We just kept going back and forth and Ethan walked in. He tried walking out but you saw him before he could escape.
“Ethan!”
‘damn.’ He said under his breath. “Uh yeah?”
“So you remember our costumes right?” He nods. “Yeah all of them why?”
“So Chad here thinks that none of our costumes are original.”
“But all of them were his idea and the Monster high one you guys did was your idea and was very original.”
You laughed. “Ha!”
He rolled his eyes. “Ok but Ethan don’t you think that sexy cowboys would win?”He said while getting up and putting a hand on Ethan’s shoulder. He nodded. “Yeah it would but not for the right reasons.”
“I love how Ethan is on my side.” You said smiling.
“Ok that’s enough of you Ethan Landry.” Chad said pointing to Ethan’s room. He walked to his room.
“Ok babe what costume were you thinking anyway?” He said going back to your side.
“Oh! Woody and Bo Peep.”
His eyes just narrowed. “So you don’t want us to be sexy cowboys but you want us to be a cowboy and a sheep girl.” You nodded with a smile still on your face. “We are not being children characters on Halloween.”
“Chad baby that’s literally what Halloween is.”
You had a point.
“But baby sexy cowboys!” You just looked at him not amused. “Listen I’m going to be shirtless with a cowboy hat and you-.”
“You’re going to be shirtless? You- you didn’t say you would be shirtless.”
He nodded. “ Yeah but if you have a problem with that then we can be Woody-.” You shook your head. “No! No. It’s completely fine with me.” He looked at you skeptically. “Are you changing your mind because Ima be shirtless.” You shook your head. “Oh really?”
“Yea we can be sexy cowboys just nothing too sexy. Plus you know save a horse ride a cowboy.”
He just smiled. “So you’re going to ride me?” You just shrugged. “Ima go get my costume bye I love you.” Before he can say anything you were out the door.
He’s gonna be shirtless!
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An: random post but the Kevin and his daughter is next for reals this time but until I post again my lovers 🤍
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little-miss-dilf-lover · 7 months ago
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omg!!! imagine reader is best friends with tan and lemon, so she basically lives with them right. she usually has her hair up in someway and the twins rarely see it down. so like randomly she’s just working on the computer or smth and like lemon and tan are training together and she just puts her hair down w/o thinking abt it. and like tan just stops when he sees her hair down and just starts staring at her lovestruck w/o her kind of noticing. and lemon just looks at tan and is like to himself ‘ok ok i get it now he’s in love’ or smth like that but he kind of says it aloud. so then tan just kind of wakes up from his little moment and is like to lemon shut up and just they carry on but lemon is just like teasing him and stuff. they think reader isn’t listening to anything there saying but like she’s smiling to herself!! anyways bye lovely, hope you had a great dayxxx💕
ERFGGHG dying this is so so cute!!?
omg imagine if the next day (after hearing him) you wear it down the next day?? and you lie saying about how you accidentally lost or broke your bands, or can’t find your favourite claw clip????? and do it just to see his reaction
his verbal one was cute enough, but you want to see his physical one???!!!!????!???!??!? melting🫠
hope you have a lovely day🤍🤍
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popponn · 1 year ago
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popon i am like super duper close to falling asleep but i wanna send u what my favourite fics from u are firsy bc i noticed thay u sent me one and OMGBDHKEBFMDKEB I LOVE U??!? but anw,,
NUMBER ONE HAS TO BE COINCIDENCES AND FLICKERS. LIKE HAS TO BE MUST BE NEEDS TO BE IT IS SO BEAUTIFUL and i personally cannot wait for them to fall in love bc bro they are so cute and isagi js so cute i love him fvskbfmreb (sitting and waiting v patiently for second part)
NUMBER TWO IS A HUG AND SOME WORDS. I LOVE MIKAGE REO and i love u writing and for the two to collide into one just makes it into some magic potion and i drank it up rq !! REO IS SO SILLY why am i using the word silly sm BUT I LOVE HIM DESPITE HIS FLAWS </3
NUMBER THREE IS A DUCK A PRINCE AND THE SNOW. THAT WAS SO EFFING CUTE LIKE I SCREAMED LWKY BC IT WAS SO SO CUTE i would be a duck any day if prince reo ever needs a duck lmfao 💀 BUT IT WAS ADORABLE I LOVED IT it makes me so happy and giggly afterwards u def put happy chemicals into that fic :(((
anyways goodnight bye bye 😽🤍🏃🏻‍♀️😴
oh saki honey you are adorable 🥺 I LOVE U TOO
and aw :((( i'm so glad you like coincidence and flickers sksksk that story is so dear to me in many ways sksksk i hope i can continue it soon! i will do my best for the next chapters to come!! :D just a little update but second chap's outline got reworked thrice. and i dumped like 3k+ words so far sksksk
your love for reo is real go girl. it kinda infected me a little bit too actually. I'M GLAD YOU LIKE THOSE TWO REO FICS THOOO :<< hehe hearing that my writing makes someone happy, especially when they are someone as sweet and precious as you makes me so happy i get back to writing
ily so much saki <3 <3 i hope your sleep was very pleasant by the time you read this ok <3
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b-kitty · 6 months ago
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oioi amores, só queria deixar avisado que vou deixar a conta parada, não tô com vontade e nem criatividade pra fazer moodboard ou outra coisas pra postar aqui, tbm me distanciei do kpop e não tô mais acompanhando, mas enfim, posso voltar a qualquer momento ou não, se cuidem muito bem ok?tchau 😽🤍
passed by the translator
Hi loves, I just wanted to let you know that I'm going to stop the account, I don't have the desire or creativity to make a moodboard or other things to post here, I also distanced myself from kpop and I'm no longer following it, but anyway, I can come back at any time or not, take good care of yourselves ok? bye 😽🤍
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lovebvni · 8 months ago
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Hi there! My name is Jasmine, Im 21, and I go by she/they
I am into non dualism and shifting. And I'm looking to dream up a large windfall of money to care for friends and family and ofc have fun. Im wondering how close I am, the extent of the windfall, and any tweaking I may need to do
Thank you so much 🤍🤍 sending my best !
hiii jasmine!
i was actually js doing my grandmothers nails and pretended to be a nail tech named jasmine!! :D idk js a silly little thing i did!!
im actually really happy u care for other people and u want to help them!!! it is so sweet!! i love ppl w pure hearts! i hope everyone can take a page out of ur book and apply it to their life :)
ok! now onto your intuition reading :)
the advice spirit is giving me is “ground yourself; find your center and allow that energy to radiate around you.”
i feel like they r saying meditate in a way. kinda find out why you’re doing it, and prove to yourself it’s a good cause i say price to urself bc the universe is always with you, willing to give u any and everything u ask.
i heard the word “affirmations”, so maybe affirm more? maybe subliminals if u havent tried them before?
gonna do a little shufflemancy for u since i don’t have cards w me!!
(I DONT LIKE THIS SONG OMG WHY DOES IT SOUND LIKE THAT)
this song came up; i suggest u listen to it on ur own, but the line that stood out to me was “misinterpret then you react”. maybe you’re taking signs you’re seeing in the wrong way? perhaps you get some money on the street then you take it as a sign to play the lottery??
you need to look at things with a new perspective ( a barbie song came on)
when this song plays in the movie, barbie is expecting the “real world” to be just like hers — but it isn’t — and she had to adjust and change to see it how it is instead of how she expected it to be.
she eventually gets back, but with a new mindset amd she loves it!
does it make her uncomfortable? yeah. does she embrace it anyways? OF FUCKING COURSE!!
i feel like that’s what their message here is. change your perspective, and see things differently so you come out different.
that’s all i have for u jasmine!! :D
i hope this reading is accurate and it helps u — for real! will b sending positive energy n thoughts!
feel free to leave a review! :D
love uuu!! bye bye
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thebestofoneshots · 1 year ago
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OH. MY. GOD!!!
i’ve been wracking my brain because i couldn’t see what the constellation in the middle could be besides cassiopeia! but i was also confused by what you meant when you said “perhaps you should look closer to where the swans swim… “ so i kept looking up constellation with swans and got the constellation cygnus BUT THAT DOESNT LOOK LIKE THE CONSTELLATION!!! so i took a break for a while. but then i saw someone posted their theories and felt like i should dive into this again before i read it! so i went back to digging because this is fun!
so i looked at the constellations that surrounded cygnus because you said where the swan swims! so maybe the constellation in the middle is around the swan! right? so there are a couple that surround it! there’s cepheus, Draco, Lacerta, lyra, pegasus, and vulpecula! and i looked at all of them.
cepheus didn’t look anything like the constellation and had no significance so i crossed that one off the list. Draco isn’t it either obviously. Lacerta was interesting because it looked like cassiopeia! but not like the one on the cover! (fun fact lacerta is nicknamed the little cassiopeia!) but it’s still not the one i’m looking for. next was lyra which was also not the one i was looking for but it was still pretty! pegasus was definitely not it. and finally vulpecula. oh vulpecula….the one i’ve been looking for. and i’m now just realizing that i could of looked up fox constellations but no. because i didn’t even think about it!!!
when i tell you i sighed so hard because it was so obvious!?!?!? lord….. but that’s besides the point!I FINALLY FOUND IT!!! the one in the middle is vulpecula!!! the constellation of a fox holding a goose in its mouth!!!
i know you didn’t do this on purpose but! something that aligns up and is really cool is that geese were sacred to the goddess juno! and she was the mother of mars!!! which you have on your cover!!!! AND GET THIS!!! JUNO’S NAME IS ALSO ASSOCIATED WITH THE WAXING MOON!!! so i looked up to see if there was any relation with the waxing moon and werewolves and get this. it’s said that if a werewolf is born under a waxing or waning moon it shows some influence on his auspice and temperament!!! with waxing showing signs of rising rage and waning showing signs of a cooler more somber personality!!! i honest to god thought this would have no correlation but i looked up remus’ birthday and low and behold on march 10th, 1960 there was a WAXING MOON!!!! LIKE WHAT?!?!? I WAS SO SHOCKED THAT IT ACTUALLY MADE SENSE?!?!? I THOUGHT I PUT MYSELF ON A WILD GOOSE CHASE (hehe get it? because of the goose in the foxes mouth?) BUT IT MAKES SENSE!!!! WHILE REMUS DOES TRY TO BE MORE CALM AND SOMBER HE IS MORE AGGRESSIVE AND HAS A LOT OF PENT UP RAGE!!! THE KEY WORD BEING TRY BTW!!! AS MUCH AS I LOVE REMUS HE IS NOT NATURALLY CALM! HE DEFINITELY ACTS MORE CALM AND SOMBER TO NOT MAKE PEOPLE SUSPICIOUS OF HIM BUT IN ALL HONESTY HE HAS A BAD TEMPER!!! AND WE ALL KNOW THIS!!! SO THE FACT THAT HE WAS BORN ON A WAXING MOON?!!!? it all just makes so much sense!!! it’s a fucking crazy coincidence and i thought it was so cool and wanted to share it!!!
but back to vulpecula i looked at a picture of the constellation and i almost banged my head on the wall when i saw cygnus LITERALLY POINTING AT VULPECULA!!! LIKE LOOK AT THIS!!!!! ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!?!?
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it was starting in my face. but this was a lot of fun and i loved finding things that matched up or connected without you trying!?!?!? like that was so cool😭😭😭
anyways i’m gonna keep looking for more clues and stuff but i wanted to share this
OK LOVE YOU BYE!!!!! <3
When I tell you I freaking love all of your theories, I’m not even joking I freaking ADORE all of your theories 🤍
Thanks for sharing, love you too sweetheart <3
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chanstopher · 2 years ago
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I think you're genuinely my favourite blog that I've ever followed. Because my favourite thing after my fave is when other people express love and appreciation for my fave. So this blog being a constant outpouring of affection and support (and respectful thirst) for the very bestest boy to have ever existed in the history of planet earth is like an infinite well of serotonin for me. I especially love the way you love his nose. Almost as much as I love the nose in question. And apart from all of that I also just think that you are pretty great. That's all. Ok bye!
omg please this is seriously so kind omgggg and i just think it’s the easiest thing in the world to love and support chris, he’s just so worth it 😭 and by god he has the most perfect amazing fantastic nose in the universe (even if it’s a lil broken and doesn’t let him breathe 😔) but anyway thank you for enjoying my blog, i really am so happy that other ppl enjoy it and find it be a nice place, it makes all the enjoyment i get out of it so much greater😊🖤🤍
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tinyandbony · 2 years ago
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diary day 1.
Today was hard but rewarding. I have been thinking about losing weight since the new year literally every single day. I managed to eat well for the first 7 days, but then it was my birthday and ever since I just pigged out basically. My stable weight has been around 59-60 kg. Which is shocking to me because i never weighed that much before.. my family and friends tell me i look good but i can tell that im overweight. My face is puffy as fuck and my arms are big, my stomach is big and my thighs are not skinny anymore. Its sad because i deserve to feel amazing. I got my nose done and im honestly fucking beautiful but i need to lose atleast 5 kgs to be deserving of my beauty, cause right now im literally throwing it away and diminishing it to nothing. Instead of being a solid 10/10 im like a 6.5/10 right now and its so ridiculous. But anyways— today i started my day eating a yogurt, then i ate a bowl of this indian food made of veggies and then i was thinking of mcdonalds like non stop. Ive been craving mcdonalds so bad and my mom literally offered it to me… but i ended up NOT having it. I had a salad instead and im so fucking proud of myself for doing that!!! Like ok im not ecstatic right in this moment bc i lowkey feel hopeless abt actually sticking to my diet .. but when i visualize the body im gonna have in the summer if i stick to this, i get so happy. Like damn im on the right track!! Im actually becoming!! Its not tomorrow, its not after tomorrow, its right now!! And thats amazing. Later i got hungry again so i had 4 sushis and 2 clementines. I told myself if i starve im gonna eat smthg rly bad later, and i want to allow myself to eat whenever im hungry— just as long as its either a rly small portion or its smthg healthy. So it was a successful first day back on the plan, and now i need to slowly start implementing other things like working out (i wanna do the 10k steps a day but i dont have a watch or anything yet) and also drinking lots more water. Tumblr helps a lot and im glad i started this blog cause it rly helps to have something visual to look at. Anyways, write tomorrow, bye. 🤍
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leonskennedyismother · 1 year ago
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If I sound familiar please do not read whats gonna follow. If you think you know me irl GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE. 🤍
If u think this situation is something that you are a part of or heard me talk about, please do not read and send me a private msg on ig w a ss of this cuz I don’t want u to read this. ESPECIALLY if ure involved. Thx!
So essentially: I went to see the Barbie movie… but ending up not seeing it 🧍🏻‍♀️ Lemme explain!
So me and my friend J ahead of time. So we went around the mall and did her makeup at Sephora (which was fun). Later S met us and we headed to a place to eat. We started eating and ordered a drink. After eating we went to a bar and in that bar, and we started drinking. So I typically drink a lot over a long period so I dont get too fucked up. But this time I drank like twice of what I usually drink. Me and S drank a lot and started joking and stuff. And then after a while me and J go to the bathroom together and she’s like “omg its like we’re dating” (she has a boyfriend but she’s bi). So I like joke with her and after peeing we like stare in the mirror andI put my head on her shoulder from the back-ish. And she says “omg stop doing that I might catch feels” and I like joke cuz wtv? Right? WRONG. Anyways we go back to the table and continue joking with S.
At this point lets fast forward, we’re 4 drinks deep (4 shots and 2 drinks which is 4 for me wtv) and her bf called. And me and S r like hang up cuz they’ve been talking for like 10 mins and I jokingly take her phone and say “Ok M, we’ll see you later bye” and close, which is like in a fun I’m drunk way. Like everyone laughs it off and it’s fine but like I felt like including it bc he’s a nice dude and I genuinely don’t hate him but I did hang up but like everyone laughed so I’m overthinking it I hope.
Anyways fast forward to us getting into the cinema, J and S kiss (S is str8 btw). And so J is like let’s kiss too, and I’m like “ok” but also “k????” but I was drunk so we peck or wtv and then I kiss S but again AS A DRUNK PECK BETWEEN FRIENDS.
We then get to our seats which fine cool and me and J start flirting. Like borderline not platonic flirting. And at some point we start peck again. And then kiss. And then kiss once more. And like continue flirting and stuff. Which is like fine bc it’s platonic ig, and her bf literally said “Nice” over text. (Also she showed me the convo but said don’t read it, and I didn’t bc my drunk brain said ‘It’s not about me’ when in reality it’s probably about me) But like after she started saying stuff like “Dont hold S’ hand. You’re cheating” and “Ok but you said I’m not your type.” Which I did say, bc she’s not and she’s in a relationship how tf am I cheating??? Also after the kisses she said “You can practice on me” cuz I said “It’s been a while since I didn’t kiss anybody” (I put the Bi in Bitchless)
Anyways we go to the bathroom together and she’s like “want me to go w you I dont want you falling” and I’m like wobbly but Im fine. And like when we return we lay on the floor or idek but I know at some point I pulled her and kinda slammed her into the wall in a hot *drunk* way. Which like idek why I did that pls it’s cringe. And then she kept giving me signals to kiss her during the movie but I was like “You do it.” Cuz I didn’t wanna kiss her but also I wanted to flirt. So Im confused and I’m pretty sure she’s in love with me but also I told her “I don’t wanna fuck you” and she said “I dont want it either” which I was like “ouch.” And she was like “Bruh!!” And I mean my ego
Anyways the next day she texted me in the early early morning *8am cuz I had a shift then* asking me if I’m okay and if I got to work safe. Which she never does. And I’m like “is she in love with me? I mean I don’t think so??”
PLEASE I DONT WANNA BREAK UP A COUPLE AND IM PRETTY SURE IM NOT BUT I FEEL GUILTY OMG. *this happened 2 days ago btw!*
Also Pretty sure I’m the only one who’s being dramatic about the whole thing and J is like not even caring! 🧍🏻‍♀️✨
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