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If you’re still taking art requests and feel in the mood … maybe something you’ve been dying to try with your favorite LU character?
@stormysprite thank you so so so much for your ask!! likewise, i am SO sorry for not responding until now; life has been super hectic!!
So, if you've seen/heard of EPIC: The Musical, this is a shameless reference to Open Arms 😅 The first time i was introduced to EPIC was actually because someone said they head-cannoned Wars voice as Odysseus, and i listened and thought "oh my goodness this is so accurate!" so when i heard Open Arms, i immediately thought of Wars and Sky. So i guess this is something i have been dying to try, since i thought of it the first time i heard the song!
As for my favorite LU character, i love them all equally, and couldn't pick a favorite despite thinking about it for a looonngggg time lol.
So, I have Wars looking a little surprised here, and you can interpret it one of two ways:
1: Wars is startled because Sky comes up behind him and points out that he is tense (Wars just wasn't expecting it)
2: Sky actually bursts into song and Wars is just like 0_0
Anyway, i hope you like it!!! thank you so much for your ask and i am so sorry for getting it done so late!! i hope you have a wonderful new year!! 😊🩵
i just realized that @mercurymoths did something similar to this too! you can find the incredible art here!! ✨ lol when two ppl have the same idea randomly you know it's at least a little accurate, right? 😂
#linkeduniverse#linked universe#digital art#myart#asks#requests#request#zeldalizzyrambles#lu wars#lu sky#made the background purplish because that is just how i imagine the lotus-eaters island 🤭#seems like that would definitely be a plausible LOZ location#for those of you who don't know EPIC just enjoy some Wars and Sky fluff 😊🩵🫂#not going to tag EPIC because the people there will be so confused lol
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LMK God Games
Did somebody say LMK x Epic the Musical??? I had to post this after seeing these amazing YT animatics which I highly rec. Anyways, enjoy some LMK Nezha content!
[NEZHA]
Father, general, rarely do I ask for favors
Now I humbly, beseech you to spare some mercy
For a dear friend who’s a prisoner far from home
Sun Wukong.
[LI JING]
Divine intervention, is that what you seek?
To untie apprehensions that were placed on that beast?
You may upset the balance for an ape full of shame
But if he's worth the risk of such loud dissent
Let us make it a test.
Convince each of them that he deserves to be released, and I'll release him.
[NEZHA]
Who's them?
[LI JING]
Nüwa! Lao Tzu!
Guanyin! Ao Guang!
Chang’e! Or Me.
What do you say?
[NÜWA]
Great.
[LAO TZU]
Very well.
[GUANYIN]
Agreed.
[AO GUANG]
Hmph.
[CHANG’E]
Groovy!
[NEZHA]
Bring it.
[NÜWA]
You know well I'm a fan of nature’s all
So with so many creatures gone
Has Wukong no heart at all?
[NEZHA]
Their intentions meant him harm
He had companions under his charge
It was a hard choice to make
To live another day and prevail despite the stakes!
[NÜWA]
Fair point, release him.
[LAO TZU]
Trust is not real without care
Why should we offer him a hand?
He turned his back on all his friends.
[NEZHA]
Did you forget they failed to listen?
He was betrayed and then imprisoned
But if you make the right decision
He can still build a future with those he misses.
[LAO TZU]
Fine, release him.
[GUANYIN]
Though he is strong and mighty, your friend Wukong
Has a callous heart, disregards others for himself.
[NEZHA]
He was busy fighting-
[GUANYIN]
More like busy spiting the deities
It is only fair he faces comeuppance for his crimes.
[NEZHA]
Wait! Please reconsider this….
[AO GUANG]
Really Nezha? These old tricks?
[NEZHA]
Ao Guang!
[AO GUANG]
What kind of so-called warrior just uses his power
Uncaring of those in the crossfire?
He didn’t even spare his brothers
Turned to fodder to sate her
Traded all their lives to demons of bone
Untrustworthy, obtuse, upfront
Pathetic and weak like his son!
[NEZHA]
Hold your tongue now! His son's my friend!
And when were second chances something we can’t spare?
You want redemption? Then set him free
To get back to his homestead for atonement, you’ll all see!
[GUANYIN & AO GUANG]
Very well, release him.
[CHANG’E]
Hey bestie~
So many legends, so many tales
Give me one good reason why yours should prevail!
[NEZHA]
He's got some nice golden vision!
[CHANG’E]
Try harder.
[NEZHA]
He wields a mighty staff!
[CHANG’E]
You can do better than that!
[NEZHA]
He's kind of funny?
[CHANG’E]
Eh…
[NEZHA]
Never once does he stop loving his mate.
[CHANG’E]
Release him!
[NEZHA]
I’ve done your test and passed! Release him.
[LI JING]
You dare to defy me? To not know your place?
No one beats me, no one brings heaven shame!
Power, madness, balance, justice
I must show you right from wrong
To cease this tantrum once and for all!
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[GUANYIN]
Is he dead?
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.
An entire lifetime unfolds between Nezha’s heartbeats.
Sun Wukong’s life.
As a troublemaker, a warrior, a king……
Then a husband, a father.
How lovely the day had been, the memory as sweet as the peaches and plums they had gorged on.
And then-
“YOU’RE ALONE!”
The words erode him from within like rot through fruit. He’s not alone, he has powers mortals could only dream of having a speck of, he has his father, brothers and duties-
He has Wukong’s friendship. Or well, he had it.
Nezha blinks and suddenly he sees Xiaotian, MK, Wukong and Macaque’s son, their legacy, the star to their sun and moon, Nezha’s-
“-friend, I couldn’t ask for more!”
Wukong was wrong.
He knows what he’s fighting for now.
.
.
.
.
Through the blinding glow of Li Jing’s attack, a flurry of pink lotus petals explodes in retaliation.
Gritting his teeth, Nezha’s arms trembled under his shield. He takes one step forward, then another, and another-
His shield shatters, he takes two steps back. He barely raises his spear in time to block his father’s next blow. The shaft of his weapon is molten lava in his palms.
He loses his spear first. Then most of his armor, then his wheels, ah he hasn’t walked in a while, with how shaky his legs are he’s surprised he’s still upright-
Then he’s not. His father’s wrath rumbles in warning. What was one more act of defiance?
And so Nezha, Third Lotus Prince, crawls up those final steps and uses the last of his strength to grab the Pagoda-Wielding General’s fluttering cape.
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.
.
.
[NEZHA]
Let him go….please
Let him go…..
#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk au#epic the musical au#lmk nezha#lmk li jing#lmk chang'e#lmk nuwa#lmk ao guang#guanyin#lao tzu#instead of an isle wukong's trapped under a mountain#originally chang'e was gonna be apollo#but i decided to let her go full pop idol with those judge seats + buzzer#also considering her romance with houyi shadowpeach would def touch her#also nezha & swk are soooo sibling-coded and i love fan content of him being friends w/ mk#i love nezha content in gen#song rewrite#alt idea: swk's trapped in the memory scrolls
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As someone who has been a fan of The Odyssey, being inside the Epic: The Musical fandom has been absolutely so amazing. Every Saga that has happened up to the Ithaca Saga was just so,,, great that I can't find words😭😭 Not only that it has been amazing to read other peoples interpretion of the Gods, Myths, Monsters and Heroes alike.
Anyway, I can't get over the Ithaca Saga and how beautiful every song sounds. So have some of my favourite moments in this Saga.
1- The Challenge
In the past Sagas, I have already been too in love with the violin playing whenever Penelope was mentioned etc, not only that I already knew the singer of Penelope had an amazing voice. BUT OH MY LOVE DID THE VOICE CAUGHT ME OFF GUARD./pos
Sirens are real guys and she is one of them(real information)
I don't have a significant favourite part in this song because honestly Anna Lea's voice is so captivating that the entire song passes in a very fun way. Just a very beautiful, sorrowful song overall.
2- Hold Them Down
I already knew this song from the snippets released before but hearing it from Ayron's voice was a whole different experience. He was SO good. Again, the whole song was amazing.
"Can't you guys see we're being played? This is how they hold us down while the throne gets colder. Hold us down while we slowly age. Hold us down while the boy gets bolder. Where in the hell is our pride and our rage?"
One of my favourite moments in this song was this probably. While listening, I actually got the feeling that the suitors were fed up from waiting for Penelope to choose a king. I think Ayron did a wonderful job in not only singing a villainous song but also making us feel how entitled the suitors are actually are.
I especially loved the moment where Antinous gets hit with an arrow by Odysseus and him encouraging the others about their plan is cut off. I will admit, I did audibly laughed at that.
3- Odysseus
I literally can't think of words to describe the emotions I was feeling while listening to this song. I think this is my favourite song alongside of "Would You Fall in Love with Me Again".
The electric guitar playing in the start, again the symbol of him becoming a monster and leaving his humanity(the acoustic guitar) MAN I LOVED THIS SONG.
Him aiming for the torches just like Scylla has done was a great add to that too. Bunch of people has already pointed out this before but it can never be too many amiright? But yeah he really is using every trick in his domain just like Hermes told him to and I love it.
"Somewhere in the shadows lurks an agile, deadly foe..."
(...)
"He's using the darkness to hide his approaches!"
The image of Odysseus as Batman popped up in my head after these lines and I can't get it out😭(That au would be so amazing though, especially Talia as Penelope and Damian as Telemachus.)
"You don't think I know my own palace? I built it."
I was already smiling during this whole song and I screamed when he said this. like okay king you go slay I am right behind you
"Old king, our leader is dead. You've destroyed the serpent's head, now the rest of us are no longer a threat.
Old king, forgive us instead, so that no more blood is shed. Let's have open arms instead."
Well It is not a Saga if it doesn't have an "open arms" comeback I guess. Though I did cackle when Odysseus said "No" and killed the guy.
Honestly, deserved. I might be remembering it wrong but I think Eurymachus also asks for forgiveness in The Odyssey? Really glad Odysseus didn't grant it in The Odyssey and in The Epic because from what I remember in The Odyssey, Eurymachus was Antinous' right-hand man and just as bad as him. (Correct me if I am wrong please, It has been a while since the last time I read The Odyssey)
I have no idea who sings Eurymachus in Epic but this whole part was just enough for me to want to learn who it is.
TELEMACHUS' PART! Mico's voice is already beautiful to listen to and it became way more beautiful with the backround music. His own theme music, violin symbolising all that he has learned from his mother. Those sounds just went really well against eachother in my opinion.
"Brothers, we have company, and he's made a grave mistake."
The way this guy sang the sentence, especially "grave mistake" was so satisfying. Absolutely so satisfying I love it.
Also, I heard somewhere that the "Odysseus" repeating in the backround was how the name was pronounced and I love that detail. I loved whenever his name was said in the backround and it is also very interesting how every monsters song is named after them, just like this song.
The screams of the suitors after the whole slaughter is over was a really nice touch, I love it when Jorge adds screams into his songs.
The speech Odysseus gives is also worth to mention.
Mercy? Mercy? My mercy has long since drowned, It died to bring me home. And as long as you're around, my family's fate is left unknown.
You plotted to kill my son, you planned to rape my wife! All of you are going to die!
I also love how it doesn't beat it around the bush about what the suitors were planning to do to Penelope. It should be said as it is, they were planning to rape her which is so vile and awful. Which what made their deaths so satisfying exactly.
Overall, Odysseus was an amazing song. So amazing that I will be going insane about it to my friends for the next 2 months probably.
4- I Can't Help but Wonder
I was crying by the end of this song. Seeing them FINALLY reunite was so 😭😭😭 ALSO THEIR HUG. ☹️☹️☹️/pos
Oh my son, look how much you've grown. Oh my boy, the sweetest joy I've known. Twenty years ago I held you in my arms, how time has flown.
Used to say I'd make the storm clouds cry for you, used to say I'd capture wind and sky for you. Held you in my arms prepared to die for you, oh how times has flown.
Hi, so this should be illegal! All I want to say about this song is how emotional and beautiful it was. And I love how it reminded me of "Dear Theodosia" in Hamilton.
THE WARRIOR OF THE MIND COMEBACK. DEAD AND BURIED. I am not well after that ☹️☹️ Also Odysseus putting everything behind for his family,,, falls to knees with my hands ripping my hair... I am so happy for them.
5- Would You Fall in Love with Me Again?
Finally, we are onto the song that made me shit tears. The OdyPen reunion we all were waiting for just like they were.
THE VIOLIN IN THE START. It is so beautiful just like Penelope, I can't get over it.
Again, Anna Lea's voice make me want to just drop everything I have and listen to it until I start to lose the ability to hear. It is so amazing.
Love how whenever someone uses the word "Waiting" in the song, Its volume and impact raises more than the last one. I especially loved Penelope ending it with "for you." saying that it was him she was waiting for, not love itself because to her, he is her love. I don' know if that made sense but hope I was able to explain it.
The part where Penelope asks Odysseus to carry their wedding bed away from here was such a beautiful moment becasue Anna Lea just sang it very beautifully(as she does as always) It was so emotional and so beautiful.
How could you say this?
I had built that wedding bed with my blood and sweat, carved it into the olive tree where we first met. A symbol of my love everlasting...
Do you realize what you have asked me? The only way to move it is to it cut from its roots!
I just find their Tree Bed very sweet that is all. And a lot of people have pointed out how in The Odyssey, Penelope asked her husband this to prove to herself that this is her husband, while in Epic she asked this to prove to him that he is her husband. I find that change very sweet.
I will fall in love with you over and over again. I don’t care how, where, or when, no matter how long it’s been you're mine.
Don’t tell me you’re not the same person! You’re always my husband and I’ve been waiting, waiting.
The emotion in her voice OHHHH I AM NOT SURVIVING THIS SAGA.
Never getting over the fact that Epic The Musical ended with Odysseus and Penelope saying "I love you." to eachother. NEVER.
There are so much more things I want to say about this banger of a Saga. But for now, I will just congratulate them all on their beautiful voices(EVERY single person who sang in this musical has amazing voice, counting other Sagas too. Holy damn, y'all are amazing.)
The fandom has been an AWESOME one to be in too! Everyone is such amazing people and not only that all of you are very talented. So congratulations to every and each one of you who have done fanarts, fanfictions, animations, fan songs, analysis and so so much more about the Musical, all of you are amazing. <33
#epic saga#epic the musical#epic musical#ithaca saga#epic the musical ithaca saga#epic the ithaca saga#epic the ithica saga spoilers#epic the musical odysseus#epic odypen#odypen#epic#odysseus epic#penelope epic the musical#penelope of ithaca#telemachus of ithaca#telemachus#telemachus epic#telemachus epic the musical#ithaca saga spoilers#odysseus of ithaca#antinous epic#the suitors#athena#epic athena#athena epic#odypen epic#epic odysseus#epic telemachus#epic penelope#never over this
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Hope this reaches the right audience but to the people in the very small overlap in the Venn diagram of “people who are invested in the story of fe heroes” and “people who have listened to epic: the musical”, how horrible of an idea do you think it’d be to make Lif listen to the underworld saga?
#myn yaps i guess#NO BC LISTEN LISTEN#I’ve held the belief that the underworld saga fits Lif’s story very well#like being confronted by the reality that he’s lost people near and dear to him??#and realizing that the only way to get back a sense of what he’s lost is to#like I think if we made lif listen to that he’d be in a state just lost in the music#in complete shambles#especially during Odysseus’s mom’s verse in the underworld#in a somewhat related vein I wanna introduce Thrasir to the song Scylla#give her something to put on the battlefield playlist#and GOD I’d kill to make alfonse listen to just a man#someone who’s pragmatic and understands the need to kill when all other avenues are closed#I want him to ponder the philosophical implications of any answer to the question “when does a man#anyway listen to epic the musical it’s good#fire emblem heroes
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well anniflamma may have too much dignity to draw poseidon getting backshots but I sure dont. here we go
EDIT: my pizza hands got slapped so now its up on blusky thank u
#my art#tw suggestive#no dicks under the cut. in case there was fear of that.#anyway vengeance saga good#this pose was awkward to draw and i redrew it many times. i shouldve done a more classic pose#but i wanted to see poseidon's inner thigh.listen#listen. listen. its been a day#manwhore au#epic the musical
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it's so wild that the ithaca saga is just one song, bold artistic choice to just have the challenge five times for your final album.
#dc talks#epic the ithaca saga#epic the musical#the challenge#penelope epic#it's so good. it's not even that i don't like the other songs#i just put the saga on and relisten to the challenge ten times because her voice#penelope#my wife my wife odysseus's wife#the musical skips over a lot of like. shit. in the odyssey#but i do firmly believe she new good and fucking well her husband was listening to her#she was challenging him to call her bluff. string this bow#i know you're here my terrible wonderful man. kill for me#accgh. her. pe-ne-lo-pe#I don't think I can get away with calling her a deuteragonist in the Odyssey (she's tritagonist to Telemachus's deuteragonist)#but aaa. aaaaaaa. i jusrt#anyway. i love her
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i promise, i am working on part 2 of this! =͟͟͞͞(꒪ᗜ꒪‧̣̥̇)
...i've just keep getting distracted either playing hades, or reading "the iliad" (*cough* its-actually-odydio-fics-on-ao3 *cough*) or just straight up listening/singing to the epic musical sagas while scrolling through tumblr...
i have the attention span of a gnat ok? and i'm very easily distracted...
#*hold up hands in defense*#listen im weak to a good odydio fic#ESPECIALLY IF ITS ODYDIOPEN#the worst is when you been reading a good odydio series#go to the next fic in the series#and see its ongoing#but not updated since early this year#*sobs*#anyway im off to eat dinner and walk my dog#then i'll get back to writing that part#no more distractions here...#maybe#odydio#odysseus epic#epic the musical#nonsense thoughts#friends in higher places au?
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"Greet the world with open arms" here and "greet it with open arms" there, yeah, yeah, I see, Polites. But what I really want to see is you keep that nice arms of yours widen open when Odysseus go for the ribs.
Thinking about Odysseus tickling Polite's while singing his "open Arms" song but now it's about tickles and teases. Something like
The tickling is amazing when you greet it with open arms. Smiles on our face. We'll be fine if we're laughing from our hearts. No matter the place they can light up the world. here's how to start.
Greet them all with open arms. greet them all with open arms ~
And then he just makes sillier and sillier lyrics while Polites is giggling and squirming, too occupied laughing to complain about his poke of fun
Odysseus getting closer, fingers wiggling, a dangerous, amused smirk in his face as Polites is scurrying away and sing songing "Try to relax my friend. I can tell you're getting nervous ~"
#I've been listening to this song for a week and the joke only appeared now in my mind smh smh WHAT AM I EVEN DOING#IF NOT#THINKING ABOUT TEASES AND TICKLES AND PUNS THAT CAN EXIST IN BETWEEN THAT#anyway good night is it already too late to throw a hc in the epic fandom?#epic the musical tickle headcanons#epic the musical tickling#Ticklish!Polites#..... I feel shy about this one not gonna lie jhgfdfgh#Kanene's posts#Kanene's hcs#Kanene's fic
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no im NOT crying about some dumb guy in a musical that doesn't even exist!!!! they were literally best friends and he got his best friend in his war and then inadvertently got him killed by being a dumbass and now the best friend haunts the whole fucking narrative!!!!!
#epic the musical#im NORMAL abojt this#im not#anyways#this is about#polites#fucking this life is amazing if you can greet it with open arms ffs#epic#greek mythology#Odysseus#this musical literally is the perfect mix of botj of my hyper fixations YIPPIE#musicals & greek mythology#if it wasnt obvious#me#rany#fuck its so good#my post#NOOO THAT FOOD ISNT FOR U TO KEEP!!!! EUROLYCHUS STOP ENCOURAGING HIM!!!!#POLYPHEMUS AHHHHH#im listening to it now#polyphemus voice scares me when im high LMAO#you killed my sheep :(#rant#ok back to project makeover#musicals
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guys i'm flipping out i need the wisdom saga NOWWWWWWUSDUUDUDIGK
#epic is genuinely so good for me sensory wise#it's so nice on the ears that it makes me ascend#i am addicted to epic sorry guys#anyway i hope the cast takes their time and doesn't burn themselves out#i literally love this musical so much..#i'm very excited for the next saga#i can't believe there's only like 3 sagas left that's. actually fucking crazy my god#epic the musical#wisdom saga#come to me..#jorge rivera herrans#epic is actually just my favorite musical of all time btw#i've like never heard anything like it#like i genuinely love all the songs(even if i skip them sometimes i still love them)#it's HARD to get me to do that#but epic is so ascension worthy#it genuinely has got me wanting to sing every song as i listen to it it's so good#UGK#oh shit i'm rambling in the tags again whoops
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*bursts into tears* jorge rivera herrans is a brilliant songwriter one day you guys will understand!!!!!!
#idk why i get so upset when ppl say the songs aren’t good#all adaptation stuff aside. talking only about the quality of the music itself#the thing that truly got me into epic is how detail-orinted jorge seems to be in his songwriting process#stuff that you notice after a few listens. not immediately#so when ppl are being dismissive of it i just… idk i get a bit disheartened#bc as a writer im so obsessive over the details in my own work#and i just. idk man. i hate to see it.#but anyways! different ppl have different tastes#also im emotionally attached to epic so im biased#epic the musical#jorge rivera herrans
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Uhhhhhdkdjssndc art trend idea
Two of ur favs from completely different media or ur complete opposite of each other ocs (I might do this myself idk)
#[jackie rambles]#sigggggggh im so bored rn#art trend#anyways uh go listen to epic the musical its rlly good 🫵🫵🫵
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Relistening to Epic the Musical again, and particularly with the Ithaca Saga, it is just perfect
I talked this over with @artemis-the-changeling during New Year's since accuracy to the myth was a point in discussions before with a major about ancient greek (is that the term in English?) because they brought up how technically only half the story was done with Odysseus arriving in Ithaca based on the original myth
But I think arguing accuracy over Epic is losing the point already
Even before lyrically established
It's not a musical achieving to adapt all the Odyssey as it was written
It's a musical about Odysseus's journey to Ithaca translated to a core theme
#it's so weird i got into this musical as it started#and i got my best friend into it during the storm saga#i didn't even know my other friend listened to it untill this Christmas#because i spent a year ready to kill for someone to talk to until i got the bestie to listen to it with me during cooking#i sent songs to so many people and all of them were like cool nah tho#shut up ip#anyway epic still so fucking good
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My most significant albums of 2024 [2023] [2022] [2021] [2020] [2019] [2018] [2017] [2016] [2015]
In no particular order: Bonnie Grace's discography | The Boy and the Heron OST | Back to the Future OBC | & by Bastille | Epic the Musical Concept Album | Inheritance by Audrey Assad | Honkai Star Rail OST | Weightless by Marconi Union | Persona 5 OST
Honorable Mentions: Loom by Imagine Dragons | The Great Gatsby OBC | Persona 3 OST | plus @laora-ryn’s always-fantastic Gundam 00 Playlist
Tagging: @mabel-but-slytherin, @laora-ryn, @cthulhu-with-a-fez , @ninthfeather , @hawk-in-a-tree , @puppetmaster55 , @smartass-telepath (if you want) and anyone else who’d like to! Feel free to tag me because I love seeing what other people listen to :D
#music meme#mabel but slytherin#happy 10 years to me doing this meme?!#absolutely incredible. i can remember starting it#anyway i'd love to see what other people listened to!#my year was literally at least 70% epic the musical#but there were some good new discoveries this year also#mine#ss
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My first calligraphy thing (it was practice i used no lines or anything really but) it was fun! I used the chorus from luck runs out from epic cause its stuck in my head and has been for days
#i know this happens every time i listen to a musical#i listen to it and then its just there in my head for the next week#anyways epic the musical is pretty good!#i like it!#the musical motifs mmmh#(i do this to every musical i listen to tbh)#anyways tags#i guess#calligraphy#epic the musical#???#you also get the pink lighting from grow lights sorry
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FUCK you: re-canonifies your Flower!AU
Anyways what if Polites actually still dies flower au au (bit o context in the tags, just so this drabble makes a bit more sense since it doesnt exactly follow canon aha-)
Rattlesnake Root
shield, step carefully.
Watching Ajax rush across the deck, calling out orders while cradling little Astyanax in his arms, the realization hit Odysseus like a brick.
This is what Polites had meant.
Eurylochus’s voice still echoed in his ears — but Odysseus wasn’t hearing any of it. Everything sounded muffled, like he was listening to (one of) his best friend chew him out from underwater. He must have started yelling louder, because the teenager glanced over at the two of them, something Odysseus hesitated to label as anything other than concern written across his face.
He wanted to yell.
He wanted to scream, keep shooting venom like arrows, jump up and pace, even.
Instead he stood, hands clasped over the rail, staring blankly past the blurred shape of his friend. It was both too loud and yet too quiet and annoyingly chilly and somehow everything was way too bright. It felt like there should be a storm brewing overhead, yet the only rain falling came from his eyes. The sun shone down unapologetically overhead, and Odysseus fought back an unintelligible scream.
This is what Polites had meant, what he’d pleaded back in that forest.
If you don’t talk to us, if you don’t trust us, then how can we help?
He’d thought he’d had it all under control, that his own hangups weren’t affecting anyone else, but clearly he’d been wrong. Maybe it was the lack of sleep, or just plain ignorance, but Odysseus had fucked up, pushed too far.
He wanted to sob.
He was already crying, Odysseus realized in a vague, sort of detached way. His face felt… damp, and tight from the salt already starting to dry. Something hit his hand; again and again and again, and rolled down his knuckles.
Eurylochus yelled again, throwing his arms out, and Odysseus flinched.
How long had this been brewing?
How long had he been pushing his crew, his friends to the edge? For how long had he been pushing them to the side, ignoring their concerns and needs, forcing them to pick up his slack?
…when had his efforts to protect them start to hurt instead?
Slowly, Eurylochus’s face came back into focus.
His mouth moved and Odysseus could, technically, hear him still, but the words themselves were lost to the buzzing in his head. The tilt to his eyebrows would have looked angry — really, really angry — to anyone else, but Odysseus knew his friend. Eurylochus was angry, sure, but mostly he was just worried (and tired, so tired, and grieving, too). The man’s eyes glistened wetly, shining with unshed tears.
Odysseus barely noticed as he started to shake.
He did this. This was his fault, the result of his negligence. Polites was dead because of him, and now he was driving away the other person he should be supporting, looking after the most.
Odysseus clenched the rail tighter, clearly hearing it creak under his grip. Eurylochus’s voice faded in and out, nothing but background noise.
He’d failed.
Odysseus blinked once, twice, trying to alleviate the pressure growing behind his eyes. The tears, which had been slowing, built again, suddenly, and everything was just too much.
Oh. He dimly realized again. I did this.
And Odysseus…
…Odysseus broke.
Odysseus broke, tears falling like a waterfall. He choked on a sob, shaking violently, as his knees wobbled and knocked together. Eurylochus’s voice, angry and harsh, snapped back into focus, and Odysseus keened weakly.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered, falling to his knees as he swallowed back another sob. “I’m sorry-“
Desperately, shaking all the while, Odysseus clutched at his friend’s chiton, head pressed to Eurylochus’s knee. “I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry-“
Eurylochus’s angry rant trailed off into shocked silence as Odysseus tripped over his words. Apology after apology spilled from his lips as he sat shaking on the wooden deck of the ship, legs collapsed awkwardly beneath him. He didn’t dare look up as silence crashed against the ship like Polyphemus’s club crashing against men and stone, just kept choking out desperate apologies into the empty, oppressive air.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered, sobbed, like a mantra. “I’m sorry,”
The moment seemed to stretch for an eternity; a terrifying, heart-stopping eternity.
He couldn’t do this.
Odysseus- he couldn’t. He’d tried, fuck he’d tried. Tried to carry every burden he could, tried to protect his people, and look where they were now.
It was all a mess, a fucking disaster.
And- and Polites was gone, now, really truly gone, never-coming-back gone.
Dead.
And Eurylochus would be too- not dead, not if Odysseus had any say in it, but gone, leaving.
Leaving him, because Eurylochus would do what was best for the crew.
Odysseus was just dead weight.
The leg he leaned against, clutched in desperation, was pulled back, and Odysseus let it go.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered again, trying and failing to blink away his tears as his hands dropped down to dig his nails into his own knees instead. Something thudded against the ground ahead of him, but all Odysseus could think was ‘this is it’.
This is it, this is where his friend, his last surviving best friend, his brother, even, left him.
And by the gods if he didn’t deserve it.
“‘msorry,” his words slurred together. “‘msrry’msorry,”
He deserved this, for hurting his friend and daring to proclaim otherwise. Why should Eurylochus stick around? Odysseus wasn’t worth the work. He hunched in on himself some more.
“‘msorry,” he might have begged. Please don’t go. You have every right to, but please, please. Don’t leave me. “‘msrrymsrrymsor-“
Odysseus coughed.
Oh, that was odd.
He couldn’t breathe, for a moment there, air knocked from his lungs as his chest collided with something warm and solid. Something strong tugged his forwards, pulled him tight against it.
Warm arms wrapped around his shoulders, and Odysseus suddenly found his head tucked into the crook of Eurylochus’s neck as he shook. He tried to choke out another apology, but Eurylochus held him too tightly to properly speak the words.
Oh.
Oh.
Odysseus shook some more, hands slowly worming their way from his knees to clutch this time at the front of his friend’s chiton.
Eurylochus was hugging him.
Eurylochus. was hugging him.
Odysseus sobbed again.
“I’m sorry,” he managed to force out again, but Eurylochus just pulled him impossibly closer.
“It’s okay,” his friend whispered, voice hoarse. “It’s going to be okay.”
mans is a bit harsh on himself :,)
He doesn’t q u i t e get the point, but he’s getting there-
Anyways so flower au; asty lives and also @hahahaghosty and I are soft for lil ajax :P
I know I always say this, but they were a huge inspiration for this (bc they fuel me w like 75% of my writing ideas lmao-), so thank you a whole lot!! wouldn’t be possible without ya :) they're really fucking awesome, go check out their stuff!! do it- Do It Now-
anyways that all from me for now, thanks for reading :P
(me: check out the tags for some context :) also me: throws way to much shit in them-
just. just read the beginning and end and itll all make sense if u wanna)
#uggggghhhhh I copy-pasted this and it got rid of my italics sadge-#anyways I wanted a flower that meant ‘please don’t go’ or smthn but could’nt find one and didn’t feel like digging too much lol#yes I know lil ajax is not actually a teenager. no I do not care#anyways context?#poli nd odys kidnap/adopt asty. poli dies. euryl thinks they should get rid of asty odys disagrees. they’re both Super Stressed-#(nearly starved to death + Polyphemus + grief)#so they fight. odys has been pushing everyone away bc he wants to do everything himself#so he can protect the friends he has left. this only creates more stress for euryl (shocker)#lil ajax just wants to help out :)#so yeah that’s what’s going on-#listen euryl is soft for his friends 🥺#u can’t change my mind#that doesn’t mean he’s afraid to kick their asses (he will. absolutely). just that w poli the designated Hug Man gone he will step up to#(awkwardly)#offer some good ol comfort :]#…#Me whenever I write literally anything: anyways this is entirely @hahahaghosty’s fault :)#flower au#epic the musical#the odyssey#odysseus#eurylochus#polites#he’s mentioned but also dead sorry-#lil ajax#astyanax#both there for about a sentence lmao#no clue if they actually know polyphemus name but whatever#oh yeah also I’m imagining neither of them have slept for a while aha-#grief/mourning
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