#anyway im crying byebye!
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i need everyone to know that i stay winning with that nintendo direct from today
#untitled princess peach game my beloved.....#casual gamers we cane out on top today#wario ware!!! detective pikachu!!! super mario bros wonder looks SO SILLAY!!!!!! AAAAAAAAA#mario rpg remake has such squart little friends im crying in the club......#anyway im crying byebye!
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day 33 drawing len until my preorder arrives
imf sorry for not doing requests recently i am a little dead
u can send requests in my askbox (。・ω・。) (4 requests in askbox as of writing)
#my art#art#kagamine len#drawing len everyday until my preorder arrives#vocaloid fanart#CHAT I HAVE DIED . also guys i spent 1 hour downloading project diva for the psp and the file didnt even work im gonna cry#also i started playing project mirai 2 again (still bad at it )#also i am injured. so that explains why im being so lazy recently >_<#CHAT I HAVE TO MEMORIZE KANJI this is so not work i just draw len i am so not studying#anyway this has been ur daily qiekz talking about its life in the tags#byebye for now
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hey google what does it mean when you want to cry every second of every day of the week???
#asking for a friend (its me im friend)#BUT LIKE SERIOUSLY#i really do not think that crying atleast once everday for a week straight is normal#anyways byebye
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i HAVE to keep the daigo plush locked away lest i squeeze it every five minutes to alleviate the cuteness aggression i feel whenever i see it
#snap chats#being without my computer charger has been maddening#that makes me sound terminally online and its because i am. its also cause all i ever wanna do is draw :((#AND I ESP WANNA WORK ON MY COMMS NOOOOO FUCK#i mean i was at least able to read through yakuza’s bias vol 2… so theres that…#MY SCHOOL STORE DIDNT HAVE LAPTOP CHARGERS i had to order one… hopefully it gets here Overnight like i asked….. if not ill kill#anyway. daigo plushie so cute :((((((((((((((((#mine cute too but theres just something especially squeezeable about daigo#alas.. thats what the aoki plush’ll be for. my personal stress toy ☠️☠️☠️☠️#lowkey i wish i also got ichi but then i remenbee they made him pale as all hell and Yeah Im Not Putting Money To That#THE SMALLEST BIT OF A TAN I BEG YOU RGG WHY IS HE SO PALE IT DONT LOOK RIIIIGHT :((((#anyway.. i have my last class in half an hour… lemme drink this tea…#also Lowkey obsessed with my outfit today.. its that butterfly shirt + gold accessories since theyre monarch butterflies#tho Lowkey 2x the black and yellow remind me of the watase blokes from gaiden…… wack…..#ok bye its tea time#help one of my roommates just came home and she just announces like. ‘man those edibles were. OUGH’#calling my dad to pick me up nooo im a lame straight edge dont talk about drugs around me ill scream and cry LMAO#ok im done byebye lemme drink this good god
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byebye (to the month of march)!!!!!!
#also starting today till the end of today im done with hwposting.#sorry if that’s what you came for but im moving on now#all aboard the mona mobile!!!!!!!!!!! this is a purse owner 5 fanblog now. no monacopter bc helipads are overrated anyway yk#let’s share our thoughts (and prayers) about the purse owner series ok~~~~?#purse owner 4 golden is still the goat though. flashtag yu and yosuke for best partners of all time#they can be partners or *partners* yk#but man do i have thoughts on this series of games. purse owners 3 (and its movies) and 4 made me cry. purse owner 5… ehhhh. not really. no.#only tears i shed there were from yawning i think. or from frustration during *that* timed boss fight.#hmmm. anyway!!! byebye hw byebye lxl all aboard the mona mobile!!!!
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we have now reached the stage of family vacation where i have a meltdown
#mmmmmmm they were just straight up playing an antivax youtube video on tv . it took every ounce of my composure to not burst into tears on#The spot .Ive now gone to bed early so i can go cry very quietly upstairs in my bathroom#its just. it makes me insane my family is so fun and awesome until it comes to their politics !!!!!!!!!!#i try not to think about it very often .but sometimes im just hit fully with the fact that if they knew who I truly am .#there is a scary scary chance they would just never accept me.#its so easy for ppl to say oh if they wont accept you just walk out and leave they never really loved you anyway#but it’s so complicated in real life i cant just leave my family i love them !!!! they love me !!!!!they are all I have#and the thing is I never talk to them about this stuff .i have no idea how they would react and it is Scary#i ache with my whole being sometimes to just share everything with them. im so tired of secrets .it hurts I just wish i could just live#openly with them like some people do#but the possibilities and consequences are just far too grand for me for now#so I just live in this limbo. and I do a good job most of time ignoring the fact that I do#but sometimes (like tonight) it just hits me all once .the weight and burden of all that I hide from everyone.#pride month especially. it can be a very hard time for me#oh I think I hear ppl coming upstairs now gotta make it look like I haven’t been crying bc i do Not want anyone to ask .i will not be able#to answer without sobbing and I cant explain slash excuse my way out of this one without talking abt what’s really going on#And I don’t want to have that conversation for a Long time#ok byebye#kat post
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Hihi, im the same anon that loves ur page!!
the froggys are seriously silly :)
Anyways, can i request some hcs abt bllk boys with a reader who's going thru a depressive episode? im just goin thru stuff rn, if u can't its fine.
So, hows ur day been?
I hope you're well
have a great day! <33
byebye💖
notes: anonnie;;; i hope you are feeling better when you finally read this;;; this took so long, im sorry. i have been busy and there are lot of things going on, but i am fine thank you for asking :> and hey, a depressive episode could be tough. but you got this! okay? try to take it slow and step by step, drink water, eat food, and move around a bit. a light walk or a stretch is okay. like how the clouds always change, things will change. i hope reading this could give you a little happiness, especially when you need it.
isagi
if you are looking for someone who will listen and give practical advice without dismissing your feelings or concerns, honestly he is the one. especially as a boyfriend, you can trust him to be the one who will sit beside you on the sofa while wrapping you in the blanket. will ask you what you want to eat and the moment you decide to fight the cold hard life back, don’t worry, your isagi yoichi will be your #1 supporter! especially if you guys have spent more time in the relationship, he really is good at balancing giving comfort while still giving you trust to walk on your own. though he sometimes couldn’t 100% understand your point of view, but the sincerity in his effort to be always there for you is no joke. he promised every part of him he could give to you and he means every word of it.
bachira
who hurt his baby—he will fight it. somehow. he has this odd sixth sense when it comes to you. just with a glance, he will immediately get how down you feel and what you need. a joke and a cheer up along with many kisses? coming right up. a listener who will hug you like a koala? do you want to do that while cuddling in the bed or in public in front of his friends because he won’t hesitate honestly. just say what you want—if he must eat a cake messily like 5 year old to make you laugh then so be it. will get you out for recreation the moment he could and if he couldn’t that means it’s time for his creativity to shine (and boy does it always shine). but if the one that makes you feel down is someone, bachira is not one for violence but he could you know. if you want. (please stop him.)
rin
if you don’t cry, at best he will be an awkward listener—but a good listener nonetheless. if you cry, though, honestly he will panic. this guy is already not good with his own emotions, so you need to be clear about what you want with him. he is not the best with words though, and advice he offers is usually either “let me just fix this for you” or a straight up detached, objective one that is better offered to someone with a cool head and controlled emotion. therefore, more often than not, he opts to just listen and hold your hand. he will try to help, though, and if he can’t—at the very least you will get a really menacing guard dog who won’t let anyone mess with you while you are trying to get up. (also, go tell him to buy something. his credit card is ready and feeling like he is doing something for you is good for the both of you.)
sae
itoshi gene is harsh and he is somehow worse than his brother in this scenario. he is a naturally critical person towards anything. if you are ready to get your fault pointed out and think up a “what can i do to make this better or avoid this from happening again” go to him, but if you are looking for someone who will listen or give validation, as much as you love him, don’t. him and a terrible headspace is not a good combination. however, a direct “can you hug me?” or a “can you do something for me?” is not completely out of the question—he, after all, still cares about you. high chance he won’t ask, especially if you said you don’t want to say anything, but in this situation the softer part of him who has a hard time saying no to you truly comes out. a movie night, even if it involves the goddamned fries, would happen. he is smart enough to know when to spoil you, especially since he knows your habits and tendencies by heart.
kunigami
the sort of person who sees a hint of gloom on your face and immediately cradles it with a tenderness that no one would expect from someone with his build. he is a good, caring person by nature, if you are looking for someone to help you, he is the best choice. he can be clumsy sometimes and the words he gives to cheer you up have a high chance of being uttered with a lot of pauses in the middle—but the way he acts will probably be enough to bring a smile to your face again (and he will also smile along with you when this happen because by god you are his happiness). all those aside, high chance he can’t give advice, but he will give you top-notch cheering up—words, actions, cuddles, everything—along with genuine validation. (especially after wild card, he has seen hell. “feeling terrible” is something he understands a lot.)
kaiser
for this one i won’t sugarcoat it: jesus christ. why. is there no one else?
jokes aside, as i love to bully him a bit here, objectively—this really depends on the sort of type of person you are. if you are looking for advice or validation or a listener—not him. but if you are the sort of person who prefers a distraction or the “tough love” sort of motivation that is more scathing and heartless—borderline degrading—he is the one. out of spite, his words are probably enough to spur you into action, forgetting whatever blue feeling you have as it has turned into a red raging anger. however, a little note, believe it or not, this actually comes from a caring place in his heart. kaiser is someone with many, many harsh edges—and this comes more from “i rather see you angry and living than seeing you down without me being able to do anything” root that he rather die than say out loud.
nagi
the best you could get is a passive listener. worse you can get is a passive listener who still plays games. the worst you can get is that one scene where isagi has a legitimate concern and gets his hair pulled by this guy. another one who is better to have as a company in seeking distraction for the time than anything. but, despite how admittedly terrible he is in cheering you up with words, he truly makes it up by action when it finally hits him how down and different you are. it will take a few hours or a few days, but he will get there. afterward, expect many small sweet gestures ranging from cute gifts, your favorite snacks, et cetera. your chatroom with him will too suddenly get noisy with many cute stickers and “u ok? :x” for at least a few weeks. (also he is shameless enough to ask out loud to his teammates about what should he do with you when he realizes how stuck he is. so hey. there is that: possible extra brains if you need a solution.)
reo
common knowledge that he never shies away from using that money of his when he needs to and this is one of those situations where he genuinely considers taking you away for a trip so you can feel better near a sunny beach or a peaceful lake—you pick. if you don’t want that, however, this guy is still the best when it comes to understanding you and will be there until you give him a smile. what else do you expect from someone with a complete set of love languages? do watch out though, he is also someone who could get angry pretty quickly, especially when it involves something or someone he cares about—and this time it’s you. on a brighter note, though, this means if you are looking for someone to shit talk with, he is the one. he is a smart caring boyfriend, so talking with him during this time will do a lot of good to you. a good advice along with good validation.
bonus round:
barou — has this very awkward and unique way of cheering you up by getting you to clean the house along with him (and somehow he is less strict with you this time) and then cooking for you after; somehow always works like a charm. yukimiya — do you know all those shoujo manga perfect handsome famous sporty smart boyfriends? this is it. coming to you live. chigiri — shit-talking session that will soon move on to a pep talk that will give you every bit of confidence and drive you to need. a best friend and a boyfriend in one package. one of the people who truly knows and understands how despairing an overwhelming situation could be. karasu — will he tease you a bit like a meanie to distract you, ironically? yes. but if you need an advisor to brainstorm the best possible solution he is also the one.
#bllk imagines#bllk x reader#bllk#blue lock#blue lock fluff#blue lock x reader#blue lock scenarios#bllk scenarios#blue lock headcanons#bllk headcanons#blue lock imagines#bllk fluff#isagi x reader#nagi x reader#bachira x reader#rin x reader#sae x reader#kaiser x reader#kunigami x reader#reo x reader#i was feeling pretty blue for a while too anon;;; so yeah this took a bit too write because i dont want this to be a downer answer too haha#all in all :> im a froggie again and im glad u like them hehe#...this reads more as them cheering you up and how good they are at it. i hope it's okay
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ehehe sorry for the confusion, melon..my actual school learning time starts at 7 am- I just had to get there at 4 for early basketball practice and then I had to practice for 2 hours after school eugh my back hurts and my face hurts too bc I absolutely hate teaching 5th graders how to shoot into the hoop and meanwhile instead of the hoop. They aim for me.
but anyways, I only play basketball for the fun of it totally not so my college application looks good such as you and so I can take my pent up anger out on random kids that I’m supposed to beat the crap out of in ball and hOW TF ARE YOU STILL ON WINTER BREAK!!? MINE LITERALLY LASTED FOR 2 WEEKS 😭 AND THEN AS SOON AS I GOT BACK TO SCHOOL, MY MATH TEACHER DECIDED TO BE OH SO NICE AND GAVE US A FOUR QUESTION QUIZ. AND SHE KNOWS THAT I SUCK AT MATHHHHGDGSHXHS
but leaving all that aside, I actually am learning more abt you.. not creepily dang- but. I can speak two languages..am fluent in two :DD Chinese/Mandarin and English the second ones obvious but wtv and I have to eventually learn Spanish in my school in order to graduate high school-..and I’m currently working on Italian ( ̄▽ ̄) but uh, I don’t really know all that much in Italian- the most useful phrases that I currently know? ‘Un cappuccino con latte’, a cappuccino with milk, ‘Un cappuccino con zucchero’, a cappuccino with sugar, and ‘Che e un banco’, where’s the bank.
ANYWAYS, imma stop bothering you w my personal life issues and leave so I can start studying for my test although I more than likely won’t
- 🥦
so. like. hows your sleep schedule lookin 😀
OKAY I KINDA HATE ALL GRADE SCHOOlerS BUT JUST LIKE CHILDREN. idk if you saw it but i got A T T A C K ED By them during a social gathering good lord i despise children. there are a select few that are actually tolerable and sometimes even little angels but honestly those only exist in fiction (GIGGLES AT MY ADOPTED CHILDREN AKA NAHIDA N DORI N YAOYAO N COuntless otheRS)
these little bitches were banging down on my door and licking my books and throwing things behind the tv and honestly throwing everything that wasn't fucking bolted to the floor SIGHS . worst part is they may or may not be coming back saturday and if thats the case i will SOB. i was actually so close to crying the first time lmao cause oneo f them put their chair on my foot and then sat down on it and like girl yowch thats my foot youre sitting on 😀😀
ANYWAYS LMAO A COMPLETELY LEGAL WAY TO THROTTLE CHILDREN?? sign me up !!! annnndd i think your winter break started waaayyy earlier than mine since mine is only two weeks too, but im only a week in... i suffered knowing some of my mooties started like weeks and even a month prior SOBS
ngl i dont wanna be all "hohoho im so smart" but i got that shiny sparkly 4.0 gpa and math is one of the higher ones?? my teacher hasnt even put in my exam grade yet lmao it was on dec 20 or smth but i cant have done thhhhhaaattt bad right. (ILL MANIFEST GOOD GRADES FOR YOU ANON !!! just like how i manifested my navia pulls graahh)
and omg!??! im collecting mandarin-speakers like pokemon !! and woahhhh i dont know anyone that speaks italian, thats super cool!!
byebye 🥦 anon, wishing you the best of luckkkk !!
#★ ˎˊ˗ melonrambles!#★ ˎˊ˗ inbox... anons!!#⋆˙⟡♡ᝰ.ᐟ - 🥦 anon (while im at it i may as well manifest a month long winter break)!!#id actually perish of happiness if that were the case... s ig. h
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god im so tired i feel like im. yea. but like genuinely FUCK trans people who try 2 be fuckin trans police likeeee FUCK U when ur tryna reinvent gender roles I DONT NEED TO BE COMPLIMENTED ON HOW WELL I PASS I PASS PERFECTLY WELL AS MYSELF BC I AM ME MOTHERFUCKER I DONT NEED TO BE A CIS PERSONS IDEA OF A MAN BC IM A TRANS PERSONS IDEA OF A MAN U FUCKINGGGG cop,. stop fucking cringing at me wearing a skirt go stick ur head in a toilet u fuckingggggg. bitchasss motherfucker. there is NO way i wanna wear fuckinn trackies n a hoodie all day bc that works just fine 4 other ppl but it gives me fuckin MORE dysphoria stop projecting ur dysphoria onto me youuuuu fuckingggggg. pussy. u can enjoy ur dysphoria hoodie without putting me into it as well its not a get along shirt u fucking idiottttt. wed get along better if u didnt shove our heads into the same hole. yeah. im justtt. pissed. attttttttttt. cops. for existing. and ppl who act like cops. kill the cop in ur head bla bla bla.
anyways
. im gonnago to sleep. tmrw is gonna b better bc god. today was a whole lotta anxiety. not the bad kind. bc i realised today. i finally have problems that dont feel like theyre making me feel so fucking empty. like im soooo anxious and worried abt these problems but these r normal people problems now likeeee. i can cope w this kinda stuff. wowies. so tired. gonnna fall asleep at my desk. this music is loud iand it feels like itss. a big ocean. ive almost drowned so many times yknow. crazy. i wanna swim in a river w my friends. only river close to me is dirty as fuck tho n will give me diseases. or probably has a body in it somewhere. wanna find a good river i wanna. yeah. ok my head feels like. a carousel or whatevr. or like. oh my god i havet listened to hsi song in so long this is so 2021 core. wow. did i just type core with my own two hands. god. ok. gonna text my friend. and be like. i love u . and then im gonna sleep. and think abt my friends and my more than friends and my less than friends. forgot hwo good this song was. mmm yea. ok. tmrw got english period3 . reminder 2msyelf incaase i get scared i get the period wrong. lemme check acrually
yep. english period3. 11.15-12.15. right there. and also. reminder 2 myself to. get to Maples house at 3.50ish and then. we go to my place. and if it rains thats good. if it doesnt rain we cry forevers. we could maybe like. chill in the garden. or watch movies. movies r good. could even kick my sister out of the livin room so we could watch movies there. n like. give her a distraction. or like. let her watch as well but idk if wed want her. bc like. yea thatd be awkward. idk. we could just watch movies in my room. or we could watch heartstopper like we said that one time bc its feelgood and i love feelgood shows and its aalso smth ik is good and is familiar 2 me and my autistic ass is scared of watching new films. id that an autism thing. well my ass is still autistic. so fuck u. and ur allistic ass. unless its not then i apologise to ur ass. ok.nighty nighty. oscar if u see this . um. Hi . ur coolllllllll as fuck ok yeah fuck u im gonna embarrass u in a publiccc postttt by sayingh howwww cool u rrrrr okie yea byebye. and also byebye everyone whios not oscar. ur also cool but not as cool.
#night thoughts#so tired#it s a very specific feeling#but ive frogtoteen#how to#feel#think#nboth#idk man#blah#ever make noises at ur cat#like#bwahhhh bwah bwah#bwah bwehhhh#bweh bwah bwoooooh#and pat hima nd hes a little bongo pat pat paty#and u throw little apples at him c the apple tree has 2 many so the tiny ones fall off#and he jsut like#is like#bwah#at the apples#okie goodngiht
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axel im going to have a breakdown.
I LOST MY FLUTE LIKE IM LITERALLY SOBBING. AND ITS NOT JUST A SCHOOL FLUTE ITS MY OWN FLUTE THAT MY PARENTS BOUGHT FOR ME😭 I DONT KNOW WHERE I LAST HAD IT AND IM LOSING MY MINDDD. I’ve been crying for the past 15 minutes cause theres a chance i mightve left it at fucking SAFEWAY😭 cause i had to climb a shelf to reach something so i put my stuff down and i don’t remember if i had it or not
oh yeah im also sick and i have a fever so thats amazing!
anyway how are you?? i hope you’re doing better than i am 😭 omg whats your favorite holiday?
thats all for today byebye ilysm 💗💗
BOOOOO NOT UR FLUTE WHAT THE FREAK 💔💔 MAYBE U CAN CALL SAFEWAY AND SEE IF THEY SAW IT AND OR HAVE IT?
AND UR SICK WHY IS THE WORLD AGAINST U RN OMG 💔💔💔 omw with soup !
i’m like meh the mental illness is mental illnessing i fear but whatever !! hmmm favorite holiday would have to be halloween tho!! what’s urs??
BYEBHE ILYTTTT and ik u didnt tag but i can still tell ur bambi …
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daily compliment except it is not daily because i disappeared for like a week . OK ANYWAY . we move .
this is a weird thing but whenever i think of u or wherever u are i always think of summer . like u seem so lively and full of sunshine i cannot imagine u in winter, life of sun and blooming flowers suits u so well 🫡 in my brain u Are summer . OK byebye
hello moon i did not answer this for Also like a week im So Sorry exams and finishing the fic and just . Everythign in general U KNOW WHAT I MEAN ok we persevere anyway hi :D
ok what the actual FUCk . /pos i get so happyw henever anybody says that because my whole life is literally based on me being thought of as upbeat and blooming flowers and ice cream and comfort idk so tysm MOON <33333 crying my eyes Out ily . <3
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#verivery#yongseung#good ys afternoon :')#he wrote a whole essay today i have not had time to sit down and read it but im sure its introspective adn thoughtful as always lovely boy#this weeks really been so busy had lab meeting today got 20 more things to do crying </3 anyways okie byebye
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THE 400 COIN QUEST MASTERPOST
I figured that now that 400CQ is officially over, I would make a small post with all arcs, where to read them (though it’s kind of obvious lmao) and some final notes! You can find the series here! Huge thanks to everyone that’s been with me on this journey, let’s wrap this up! <3
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400CQ, Part 1: Shadows of the Badlands
Meet Gladion, a man trapped in his hometown, seeking to bring back a family he has lost and forgotten about.
Meet Moon, an assassin aiming for the highest apple in the tree, hellbent in making money to make her secret desires come true.
Meet Hau, a man without a memory, longing to get back all that he thinks he once lost.
What would happen if fate brought them together? Absolute chaos, that's what.
[PLAYLIST]
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400CQ, Part 2: The Aedus Empire
Gladion is a man of held in impatience, a man of prowess and experience. He has a downright insane assassin and an innocent smiling sorcerer as allies, a pocket full of dreams and a blade sharper than steel. He doesn't have any friends. At least that's what he's been telling himself all along.
But nothing could have ever prepared him for what was to come in the next chapter of his life. Absolutely nothing.
"And it's rich that I, of all people, gotta say this; but we're fucking friends whether you want it or not, got it!?" A laboured breath escapes her. "Scratch that, we're super fucking good friends, you jerk! And if you haven't noticed it already, you got one hell of a problem!"
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400CQ, Part 3: The Bowers of Light
Time has passed. At the back, Hau bows his head and cries into his pillow silently so the world can't see his pain. Lusamine is tucked away in a corner, resting. Lillie bites her tongue and cries, swallowing her pain.
Gladion clings to a memento as though that will bring her back to him.
Moon is gone.
And where does that leave Gladion? Alone.
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400CQ, Part 4: Lillie's Grand Voyage
Meet Gladion, a man that was once enshrouded in his own demons and has found the family he was looking for all along– and, maybe, something else.
Meet Moon, an assassin that has now achieved her dreams and her hands on a treasure much better than gold: a new family, a new home, and maybe something else.
Meet Hau, the sorcerer that once couldn't move, and now can fly.
Meet Lillie, the princess trapped in her hometown, longing to reach the stars and find what destiny holds for her.
What would happen if fate brought them together? Absolute bliss, newfound feelings and love, that's what.
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FINAL AUTHOR’S NOTES:
Soooo holy shit it’s over LMAO
honestly I wish things had gone differently with this fic. As any author, I have my regrets with this fic. I wish I hadn’t made it this long and I wish some chapters weren’t as boring as they ended up being, but it’s a project I’m 100% proud of – I think this might be fic I’m most fond of and it will forever be my favorite in terms of what I’ve written. I fixed a lot of my pacing issues and I learned a lot!! It was an experience like none other that made me see both flaws and virtues in my writing, and I had a blast WRITING IT LMAO
The fic was supposed to finish in march but I had to push the update rates a little further because of studies and health issues that came up with the COVID-19 spread (thankfully I didn’t have anything but I had to push dates and things around a lot).
Tho I also might post smut so technically I’m not done but AHEM
The fic also taught me a lot about I suppose expectations? I had envisioned this fic being a different experience than what it ended up being, but it’s taught me to not have expectations about anything and have faith in what you write. I’m very happy with the result, and I’m extremely thankful to those who have read until the end, it really takes a LOT lmao
I have projects I’m working on as I speak! I have the SOS AU in the makings and I’m planning another AU, similar in genre to 400cq but very different!! I hope I can fix the mistakes I made in this fic and not repeat them ever again <3
SOOO I will see you guys around!! Stay hydratated, stay safe, and see you soon! <3333
#400cq#the final 400cq tag lmao#lonashipping#gladimoon#pokemon#the final goodbye fellas#sorta#tbh it's been lots of fun and part of me can't believe it's over LMAO#I'm a bit numb about it tbh not that its bad#I'm glad it's over because the finale is so fluffy#but at the same time IT'S MY BABY WORLD IM NOT READY TO LET GO OF PLACES#I WANNA GO BACK TO ALTARIA BAY AND BUY A SMOOTHIE#I mean write them foing that but YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN#I'll cry#anyways I'll see yall soon#byebye babies uwuw
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HI ITS ME AGAIn okay so i have to make a post ab this BC I COULDNT FIND ANY OTHER TO RB which is so CRIMINAL like UGH okay anyways I FOUND A SONG!!! fight or flight by conan gray IS SO GOOD I WANT TO SOB, CRY, BITE MY PALM AND YELL ITS SO SO ANGSTY I WANT TO SCRWAMMSJHKDGHDGG someone write a fp fanfic based off this song or else I WILL (i probably wont) LIKE YOU CANNOT TELL ME THIS IS NOT HENRY CODED:
Well, fight or flight, I'd rather die Than have to cry in front of you Fight or flight, I'd rather lie Than tell you I'm in love with you
SVSSGHSGHSGHSGHGHSGHSSSGHSSGH IM NEVER GONNA SHUT UP ABT THIS SONG and if u listen closely through ur screen you will hear me bawling <3 okay thats it i luv yall byebye!!!
#saturday rambles#fight or flight#conan gray#IM SO OBSESSUEHSSBSGVJ#ALL OF CONANs SONGS ARE BANGERS I LOVE HIM SM#HGSGHKD#screaming crying throwing up#Spotify
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man i wish i had the same motivation to make voicebanks like i did back in 2016 .. i used to make vbs within like. three to four hours and now it takes a year and a half to make one :pensive: i guess it’s because im in highschool now and i literally have no time
so this mystery voicebank im working on rn will probably not be released on samaki’s anniversary (unless a miracle happens) and most likely will be finished shortly after. if theres any inconviences (mostly for myself) sorry :/
until then i’ll be balancing between working on the askblog and trying to see when i have time to actually record. lately ive been sick so ive missed all the opportunities the past two weeks.
unrelated but there is a slight chance i’ll be able to go to MikuExpo in LA this year once again, so if you wanna come on down then come on down ;-)
#ooc#hngh sorry for da rant im just. really stressed about everything#like to the point where i want to cry#theres this one class i really hate and it makes my anxiety go wild but i cant drop out. i am stuck in this stupid ass class i hate so much#ill still be participating in vocatines this year because why not#i feel like this blog is dead lately because of everything#im sorry#anyways im gonna go listen to sweater weather for the hundredth time#byebye#i love yall for sticking wit me :-)
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HEY! this is my first astro observations post so don't be too hard on me lol unless u wanna then sure maybe i can improve them somehow BUTANYWAYZ this is for entertainment purposes only!! obviously these are just my own observations so if they don't resonate with you don't get offended or you're a big ol' 🅱️uss so here they are!! also SHOUTOUT TO MY AMAZING FRIENDS fyi i got sum help from them by asking them billions of questions to confirm my suspicions so uh hope that makes the observations more accurate LOL ANYWAYS HERE THEY ARE!! i'll probably make more in the future cuz i think they're super fun to make :D also if u couldnt tell uhm this isnt very professional im not professional BUT I TRIED TO MAKE IT PRETTY so pls dont be bothered lol im just doing this for fun i didnt even wanna make an astro page so yea </3pretty unreliable LMAOOO
👩🏻🦲 the house your mars is in is what pisses you off the most!! (eg. 1st - people assuming things about you, 5th - people beating around the bush, 7th - things that disrupt the harmony of your environment, 9th - the need to hold back your opinions because others get bothered by them being "offensive")
👩🏻🦲 cancers are true ambiverts and i've truly never ever seen a cancer who wouldn't be both introverted and extroverted at times. they are always either social introverts or quiet extroverts lol. or both!! (somehow 0_0) they enjoy people's attention, whether it's wanting to be noticed or appreciated or generally cared for, and they need their alone time. they tend to be very productive at those times, too.
👩🏻🦲 ok i have a lot of notes for cancers so it's gonna be a lot lmao sorry anyways!! i've also noticed they LOVEEE breaking loose every once in a while, if not every time they're given the opportunity! thing is, it's usually only if someone else is there to convince them or do it with them. they don't like taking risks alone! they are very impressed and fond of the 'wild child' persona people because they bring out the cancer's wild side!
👩🏻🦲 libra moons are absolutely loved by people, it's so crazy! like, no matter what they do they always have attention on them. this can manifest badly if the moon person is actually pretty horrible, things they do tend to be overlooked and others move on pretty quickly from their mistakes, letting them do whatever they want. i wanted to give an example but uh,,,,, i shall.. refrain😳
👩🏻🦲 libra suns with water moons are so scary when they're angry..
👩🏻🦲 cancer moon is what i deem as the zodiac sign cute-ifyer lol. literally any "tough" sign like capricorn, scorpio or aquarius becomes a super cute goofball with this moon. WEIRDEST THING EVER THOUGH is that it doesn't work for cancer suns?! like if a cancer sun has a cancer moon this just makes the person very confusing but very funny. they can brighten anybody's day without trying!
👩🏻🦲 okay uh this isn't an astro note as much as it is me being a phucken simp but uh..... I HAVE AN UNDYING LOVE FOR ARIES SUNS I WILL MARRY EVERY EACHAND ONE OF YOU ISTG. ARIES SUNS ARE THE NICEST AND FUNNIEST PEOPEL I'VE EVER SEEN YOU HAVE THE BEST HUMOR EVER AND YOU'RE SO KIND TO EVERYBODY YOU'RE SO KIND I LOVE YOU YOU'RE TOO GOOD FOR THIS PLANET I WANT TO HUG YOU FOREVER okay jbshxhjn but fr aries are the best people ever?!?!?!?!?!?! pls
👩🏻🦲 okay JUST SO THIS WHOLE ARIES MENTION ISN'T JUST A POINTLESS LOVE CONFESSION - i've noticed a lot of ♥aries♥ people use the laughing crying face emojis (😂,🤣) unironically and it's honestly.....the best thing ever
👩🏻🦲 taurus suns do this sometimes as well
👩🏻🦲 THE MOST UNHEALTHY PERCEPTIONS OF ZODIAC SIGNS ARE PUT ON FIRE SIGNS, NOT THE WATER SIGNS AND THIS IS COMING FROM A PISCES!!!!!!1 every stereotype is always showing fire signs as those sunshine of the group people, the baddies, and the ones with the biggest 'idgaf' attitude. and while this can totally be true sometimes, most of the time it's super different! sad fire signs break my heart pls i just wanna hug you guys T-T they have it the hardest because unlike water signs who are already expected to be emotional, they often repress their emotions for the sake of others and because of the fear of betrayal or judgement, or just generally the idea of "it's better to have fake friends than to have zero friends". YOU GUYS PLEASE. cut these people off from your life you deserve soo much better i know it can be super hard to open up for you u just need a hug omg EVERYONE PLEASE CHECK UP ON YOUR FIRE SIGN FRIENDS ASK THEM ABOUT THEIR DAY N STUFF THEY WILL APPRECIATE YOU CARING FOR THEM! pls stay best and take care sweethearts ily!!!
👩🏻🦲 i've also noticed that some of the signs tend to show their sadness through anger - this is not just astrology though so if your friend has been jumpy lately please just check on them they are probably going thru sth😳 anyways the signs i mostly saw this in are pisces, aries and libra.
👩🏻🦲 cancers with feminine moons (earth and water) tend to be pretty introspective. they often think they're the ones being mistreated, and while this of course might be true, in reality it usually goes a lonnng way back lol. they often pay very little attention to others!! (masculine moon sign cancers (fire and air) can often be too focused on others more than themselves) this can be good because they don't snoop in other people's business but oh my god, guys, please pay attention to your friends, too! this WILL lead to lost friendships because, let's be real, nobody wants a one-sided friendship with someone who only cares about themselves! i don't want to target anybody here but this is just a pattern i've noticed wayyyy too often, so you might want to look into it and if you think this is you all you need is just to enlargen your perspective and it will all be okay. but please, PLEASE. think about your friends
👩🏻🦲 i needed to get this^ out because people often put this on leo placements but tbh i notice that leo placements are THE MOST generous of the entire zodiac and they always think of others first and that's what really makes them so popular. they very rarely are as egocentric as everybody says, they're just really loving and that makes them very lovable!
👩🏻🦲 scorpio risings are the prettiest people i've ever seen. not even kidding bruh i could stare at them for EVER their eyes are absolutely gorgeous and their mannerisms are just perfect pls marry me
👩🏻🦲 gemini and taurus placements make an individual soooo chill to the point where it often makes them lazy and a biig procrastinator lol. tho i love how they make light of it by using their amazing humor!
👩🏻🦲 you most definitely have your IC be one of your family members' sun sign or one of their personal planets. i have a taurus ic and my sister is a taurus sun!
👩🏻🦲 sagittarius suns are the best huggers cause THEY REALLY NEED A HUG SO GO HUG THEM RIGHT NOW. pls guys why r u so sad..
👩🏻🦲 scorpio mars aren't even as sexual as everybody says tbh. but they definitely do have some interesting.....interests ;)
👩🏻🦲 pluto aspects to personal planets are very prominent, but very hidden. if you have them, most likely you will be the only person to know about this side of you and it can be pretty dark..
👩🏻🦲 planets conjunct your sun will be the people you attract most in your life (venus conjunct sun - taurus and libra, jupiter - sagittarius and pisces, mars - aries and scorpio EVERYWHERE)
👩🏻🦲 your moon sign will be the sun sign of most of your friends
👩🏻🦲 if you don't quite relate to your ascendant, look at the sign you have in your 3rd house and at your mercury sign. this is how you communicate, convey your ideas etc. and will often be a major factor in people's first impressions of you :)
👩🏻🦲 lilith aspecting your sun may mean there's a side of you nobody knows.. 👁👁 you're also probably very convincing and people can be very drawn to you and they can't explain why. this also goes for lilith in 7th, especially in girls!
👩🏻🦲 you and your friends probably have each other's sun signs as your personal planets!!
👩🏻🦲 the kindest person you know is probably either a virgo or an aries.. and the meanest person you know is also probably a virgo or aries LOL
👩🏻🦲 capricorn suns & risings are THE hardest to read!! if they don't say what they mean people will just assume and they're never going to be right it's wild 👩🏻🦲 also capricorns definitely have the most dad energy, while sagittariuses are more like actual dads jdbshxcvb
OKAY THAT'S ALL!!!! im sure i have more but its 2 am i have school tomorrow or actually its today now so bye uh anyways there will most likely be more so if u liked these stay tuned!! oh and let me know if they were true witchu :o thats it love u stay awesome and super cool i love u byebye!!
#astrology observations#astrology notes#birth chart#horoscope#astrology#astro notes#astro observations#mars signs#zodiac signs#aries#taurus#gemini#cancer#leo#virgo#libra#scorpio#sagittarius#capricorn#aquarius#pisces#signs in houses
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