#anyway SO crazy like helloooooo

[beybuniki]

you don’t use stickermule do you?

i have and another small order is on the way but i ordered that before the ceo decided to use the stickermule twitter to cry about trump wallahiiiiiii

[carcarrot]

scrolling back through my liveblogging of the day of the nyc concert because of recent notifications and its such a fun mixed bag of emotions to relive it all again

[whyse7vn]

THE OTHER WOMAN -

[ ot7 x reader ]

tan 😰

8 participants - 8 online

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tae: why did the the whole world get to see where yoongi’s tattoo was before me

jk: rumour has it that he doesn’t like you

yoongi: i do not like you

tae: it’s not good to believe all rumours jungkook

jk: ur right sorry

yoongi: i said i do not like you

tae: who are you taking to???

yoongi: nvm bye

y/n: how did you not know where the tattoo was??

tae: he didn’t tell me?

yoongi: you never asked

tae: i shouldn’t have to ask

yoongi: shut the fuck up

jimin: omg???

hobi: by newjeans?

y/n: anyways i need advice

hobi: by taemin?

jimin: WHERE?????????????????

y/n: but i need you all not to be weird about it

tae: daddy is here 4 u

namjoon: tae wtf

jin: clearly that’s asking a lot

jk: i’m a great advice giver

yoongi: you have never given advice in ur life

jimin: why would we be weird about it?

y/n: i’m going on a date

jk: WHAT

yoongi: oh?

jin: finally

jimin: congrats

tae: no ur not wtf

hobi: okayyyyyy

namjoon: nice!

jimin: stop talking like that

namjoon: who?

jimin: NiCe 🤓👍🏻

hobi: aju nice?

namjoon: i don’t see the issue

jimin: never say that shit again

jk: IS THIS SOME SORT OF SICK JOKE

tae: i rebuke this devil

hobi: devil by the window by txt

jin: IT’S WITH MINGYU ISN’T IT OH MY GOD IM SO SMART THATS WHY HES BEEN AROUND SO MUCH OH MY GOD

jimin: that’s crazy jungkook isn’t he ur bff

jk: SHE NEVER SAID IT WAS WITH HIM DONT BELIEVE EVERYTHING YOU READ

tae: guys it’s time i fess up

it’s me

y/n: never lie like that again

tae: don’t tell me it’s actually that rat

y/n: rat???

jimin: it’s so him omg

hobi: aju nice fr wow

jk: SAY THIS IS A JOKE OH MG GOD PLS PLS LLS PLS PLS

y/n: it’s a joke

jk: see lol knew it lol that was so funny my goddddd loll WOW LOL UR SO FUNNY OHBMY GODDD😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

tae: mingyu kills people he’s a real bad guy trust me

y/n: maybe i’m into that

jin: omg she’s a freak guys

that’s kinda hot

hmu when ur done with him lol

yoongi: get a grip

jk: I NEED A CIGARETTE

jimin: ew

hobi: smoking kills!!!

namjoon: what did you need advice about anyways?

jk: MY ADVICE IS DONT GO

y/n: doesn’t matter

i realised that asking you guys for advice is the worst idea i’ve ever had

tae: i say you take all his money then shoot him

jimin: tae are you still broke be honest

tae: shut the fuck up???

jimin: get ur money the fuck up???

namjoon: enough

hobi: that was so elsa of you joon

enough anna I SAID ENOUGH🫸🏻❄️👩🏼‍🦰➡️🥶

yoongi: what

hobi: i think i’m depressed

y/n: i’ll kiss it better

tae: WHORE??????

HELLOOOOOO

SOMEONE TELL MINGYU THE DATE IS CANCELLED

CUT THE CAMERAS BLOCK HIS NUMBER SHOOT HIM UP

jin: ur severely troubled

jk: tbis is what heart break feljsl like….

jimin: he’s drunk already???

jk: the other womajn 💔

hobi: mingyu is a man

jk: *tjhw otjker maynne 💔

jimin: jungkook is bilingual since when??

hobi: what language was that?

y/n: jungkook are you crying???

jk: njever?????

yoongi: ur gross

tae: real men cry

and then shoot up other men called mingyu

right jungkook???

jk: iwnag to killl nyself

y/n: i won’t go

yoongi: wtf no?

y/n: you want me to go??

yoongi: that’s not what i said

jin: he’s upset that ur gonna cancel on mingyu for jungkook and not him

wow i’m just on a roll today

tae: what about me

hobi: what about you???

tae: if you want to fight just say that

i’m ready

hobi: i want you gone

tae: in what context?

hobi: life????

jimin: AWOMANNNNNNN

namjoon: guys if we were actually nice to each other everyone could actually be happy in life

tae: i wish nothing but the worst for you

hobi: that would upset adele

jimin: who????

hobi: i wish nothing but the best for youuuuuuuuuuuuuu

jimin: ???

hobi: kys

jimin: wtf

hobi: sorry the voices take over sometimes

y/n: taes schizophrenia takes another victim yet again

tae: my what?

y/n: i’m a born singer 💜💜💜

yoongi: are you really not going because of jungkook??

y/n: oh

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm

jk: ple😰😭😕😢

jimin: i say go

fuck yoongi fuck jungkook and definitely fuck tae!

tae: i would NEVER sleep with you

jimin: ur actually the dumbest person i’ve met

yoongi: she’s done that already

tae: ????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

jk: NONONONONINONONONONONONI

hobi: sighs when will we see peace in the gc?

y/n: you did not just type “sighs”

hobi: sighs again i did and ur gonna deal with it

y/n: you make me heave

hobi: sighs for the last time boys heave when they talk to you

i’m heaving!

jin: tf is wrong with hoseok today??

hobi: the voices

yoongi: are you avoiding my question

tae: no?

yoongi: i am not taking to you

tae: ok make that clear next time wtf

yoongi: why would i ever need to talk to you???

tae: i think yoongi’s on his period guys

namjoon: you are actually asking to get beat up tae

and i am not helping you this time

tae: literally came out the womb swinging try me bitch

jk: i’m sjookso sad i can’t take thjids sigk lifeanymore

jimin: me when i’m illiterate and ugly

jk: i’m not ugly

jimin: so now you can spell?

jin: you must be ugly cuz how tf the girl you been chasing ur whole life going on a date with your best friend she’s known for like a few months 💀💀

y/n: i’ve known mingyu for way more than a few months what the hell

jk: OH MY GEJDOEENEJEJJEJE

GOADFAFDDDFFGAGAGAHSAHAJSJSHSSJSJZJSJSJSSJXHSJZJZHahjsshyshzgzhzhzhzhzhzzhHhaHzhzhzhzhzhBHbahababahzhshzhshshshshshshsgzhshshshshshshshshzzhshhzhhsh!/.£))/)/)/)>\>\>\\>\>>)/)/)6/)-71£-/).)/)/))/)/£..£

namjoon: he’ll get over it

jk: KILL MESHSJJSJSJSJSJSDJJSJEJEJEJDJJDJDJDJCNNDNDNDNDNDNDNDNDN/£:£:££:!:!;£;!;£:£;£;!;!;!;£;!;£;£,!,’xnznn-&2&2873&:&:&2&:&&2&:&&:/&£2&2&2&/&/£:£:£:!.!!,!!,!,!!!!!!!!!najsjsjsjsjjsjdjdjdjjdjjj&&.£££.£:!!.’dnsndjsjsjdidjdisiwjsjsjsjakxkxkjjdjdjdjjxjdjxj

namjoon: i hope

hobi: jhope?

jin: this is real sad i’m just saying

tae: tell me about it

ik ur going out with mingyu out of pity but you can’t give a guy false hope like

that yk?

jin: why in ur right mind would you ever think i’m agreeing with YOU?

tae: excuse me??

be on the right side of history jin

jimin: you should of died at birth or something

tae: i told you i came out swinging there is no way death could of taken me

i’m above it

y/n: ur above death?

tae: yeah why???

u think it’s hot?

jk: weLL IM NOT ABOVE IT AT ALL AND IM ABOUT TO KMS

jimin: thank god

yoongi: get a fucking grip

tae: yoongi square up

yoongi: fuck off

tae: you all witnessed it yoongi backed down

he shook in fear as the mighty kim taehyung raised his fist in rage

hobi: i feel empty

y/n: hobi are you ok?

hobi: are we about to kiss rn?

tae: TELL MINGYU AGAIN

GET THE SS

THIS ISNT ON

sHES A SLUTTTT

namjoon: tae shut up

like actually

tae: :(

jk: NAMJOON TELL HER

jimin: here we go

namjoon: ???

jk: PUT UR FOOT DOWN AS LEADER

SHE CANT GO TELL HER

NO DATING UNTIL SHES 30

namjoon: she’s a grown woman she can do what she wants

hobi: namjoon feminist president

jin: real

jk: UR NO LONGER COOL

AND U SHOULD OF NEVRF BEEN OUR LEADER

YOU LACK LEADERSHIP SKILLS

AND UR BALD NOW

FOR SOME REASON

U NASTY BALD MAN

I HATE YOU I HATE YOUUUUUUUUSHHSJDNX

y/n: i felt bad

but now i no longer do

i’m going

jimin: feminism on the riseeeee

kill all men!!!

hobi: ur a man?

jin: barely

jimin: do not fucking start with me you old hag

jin: OLD HAG???

jimin: YEAH GLAD YOU CAN READ

namjoon: sighs

hobi: it really frees ur emotions doesn’t it joon?

namjoon: yeah

sighs

jin: DONT BE MAD CUZ UR SCRAPING 5’4

jimin: EXCUSE ME???????

tae: i blame mingyu for all of this

yoongi: do you ever shut the fuck up???

tae: i was quite for a whole 5 minutes?

namjoon: sighs

jk: SO UR TELLING ME SHES GOING ON THJS DATE FOR REAL LIKE NO JOKE REAL LIFE??????????

hobi: wish i was super tuna jin rn

y/n: you guys are like bugs no matter how many times i step on you

you don’t die

namjoon: SIGHS

[veren-cos]

HELLOOOOOO this is my first time requesting so I’m kinda nervous lol , but could you please do a fic where seb does period comfort? Like a whole fic and not headcannons pleaseee!

Sebastian (Sdv) x reader period comfort

Ngl I took the prompt and ran with it. I love writing period fics. I think there should be more.

"Ughhhhhhhh" You rolled over on your bed. Cramps were cramping like crazy. Just a heavy steady ache all over your lower back and hips. This was the worst.

You didn't feel like getting up. Getting up meant being productive. Getting up meant watering crops, and feeding animals, and everything a responsible farmer had to do. But getting up meant seeing Sebastian, which is the only thing that was motivating you.

But despite that. You still laid in bed. No matter how much you wanted to see your boyfriend, you were just in too much pain to do anything. And if you could see your boyfriend, you could take care of the farm. Which meant no seeing your boyfriend today.

*knock knock knock*

Unless your boyfriend came to see you? You groaned in the direction of the door, "come in, it's always open."

You heard light footsteps coming in your direction. "Babe?" You hissed as Sebastian turned on the lights. "You're not up yet?"

"Mmmmmm no.." You had forgot that the two of you were supposed to hang out today. He was coming over with pizza from the bar, and you were going to play Solarian Chronicles.

He set down the game and pizza and sat by you on the bed. "Is everything okay?" He pushed your hair out of your face as you adjusted under the blankets.

"Everything hurts. Cramps are kicking my ass." He nodded. Sebastian was pretty chill about all this stuff. And since you were planning on staying home anyways, it wouldn't make much of a difference.

He got up and shuffled around your closet. After a while, Sebastian came back with a heating pad for you. He plugged it in and tossed it to you. Then he grabbed the table nearby and brought it next to your bed. You honestly had no idea what he was doing.

Once he was finished with what seemed to be rearranging your whole room, he left again. This time, he returned with the game, a bottle of ibuprofen, and some water.

"You still able to play if you can stay in bed?" He sat next to you again, starting to set up your quest. He had brought everything you could need to your room, such a sweetie.

"Of course!" You attempted to sit up but it just made everything hurt worse.

He shot you a concerned look, "need help?" He reached behind you to hold you up. After a bit of shuffling you were upright.

"Mmmnn life hurts."

He laughed a bit, "I'd bet." He handed you the water and meds, "take these. And I know you have sprinklers, but I'm going to go finish watering your crops. And let out the animals, they just eat the grass then, right?"

You blushed a bit, how did you land a guy this nice? "Yeah, thank you. You really don't have to, I can do it before I sleep."

"No you can't. You hadn't even gotten out of the bed. And from the looks of you, you weren't planning on it. You just sit there a bit while I finish things up for you. If you're feeling helpful, finish setting up the game?" He softly smiled at you.

The rest of your day went really well. The two of you defeated a wizard and saved a town! You got all the loot, and successfully completed your quest. Sebastian put the pizza into your microwave, and the two of you ate in bed.

You barely got up, but in all fairness, you didn't really want to. Sebastian certainly wasn't overbearing, but he was shockingly attentive. He had brought the TV into your room, so he put on a shitty movie. Honestly his company was what made you feel better more than anything else.

His presence always made you calmer. Once the two of you got into the swing of your relationship, he was shockingly chill. After all of his initial nerves were taken care of anyways. Sometimes he was still a tad cautious though. He barely touched you all day!

You decided that that needed to be rectified right now. Of course, you appreciated that he respected your space. In general, but especially on your period. But more often than not you just wanted cuddles and you'd be damned if you didn't get them!

The two of you were sitting next to each other, so it wasn't necessarily difficult. The movie was crap anyways, so you just rolled to your side into his chest. He immediately went warm.

"Too cold?" He looked down at you. He had a small smile on his face.

"No," you adjusted yourself further into his lap. "Just wanted attention."

"Oh yeah?" He laid down instead of sitting so you could get comfortable. "I can do that." He wrapped you in his arms and gave you a kiss. He intertwined your legs, and planted a peck on your cheek. You giggled as you landed one on his nose.

You wrapped your arms around his waist and gave him a final kiss. He landed a few more pecks before laying his chin on the top of your head as you made some final adjustments. Sebastian truly made even the roughest starting day wonderful. You sighed, gave him a final hug, and listened to the horrible movie as sleep fell over the two of you.

An* hello!!! thank you for the request!! And don't be nervousss, more than likely, if an author takes requests, they absolutely love them! I know I do!! I hope you like it, I know it got kinda off topic and turned into a general fluff fic near the end, but it's still cute imo! I might edit some parts eventually because I'm so tired and this wasn't proofread- but yeah, hope you enjoyed!

Masterlist

[pasta-in-the-pudding]

omg…HIHIHIHI HELLOOOOOO‼️

ENDISBDID I JUST LOVE YOUR WRITING SM I NEED TO REQUEST SOMETHING AASJSJDJ

anywho, CAN. Can can can caaaaan you write a one shot about where the reader is a young well known killer, she wears a mask to hide her (or their. Any pronouns you’re comfortable with!) identity from the people BUT she gets to go school without the mask so they’re safe! :D

AND THEN (idk but something something happened at school that caused the reader to kill someone out of pure rage.(anger issues RAH)then they run away from school and into the woods and all that stuff) Masky or any other Creepypasta sees the reader and recognizes them by the mask and convinces them to join them AND ALL OF THAT

OH and their killing method is capturing the victim who has done bad shit in their life(like bullies, bad parents and these type of people) record them in tapes, then torturing them to admit the horrible shit they done, then send the tape to the relatives of the victim for them to know AAAAAAAAAAND scene.

:3

I WILL BE KNOWN AS 🐰 TO YOU and be a regular :D

Take your time with this and take care!!

Smooch

-🐰

Omg this is totally giving early 2010's creepypasta fandom/pos

Thank you so much for requesting!!

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Masky discovering a new creep

Being a world famous killer blows. First world problems, amirite? Anyways, it really does stink. Having such an occupation is filled with endless controversies, people debating over what your doing is right or wrong. You also don't get much sleep, so school is 10x harder. You know that what you're doing is for the greater good. What you do is so others can live peaceful lives, not for your own selfish desires. But it's not like you can explain that, lest you be arrested and charged with murder.

And so, you put up with the tiredness, sores and cuts you get from your little "hobby". This being said, your temper tends to be quite short when it comes to people messing with you. While you rest your head on your desk to try and get some sleep you hear your name, as well as some insulting words and laughs from the girls in the desks behind you. If you actually zeroed in on their conversation, you can tell that they are talking about how greasy your hair looks and how beat up you always are, this being said they are making fun of you for what they assume is abuse at your home.

It is true that you haven't showered in a while, you just hadn't had the time or willpower to. But to make fun of someone for potentially getting abused? That had you all sorts of ticked off. You try to bury your head further into your desk to try and ignore them, but it seems that they only get louder and meaner with their insults. When your anger builds up to a point of no return, you lift your head and turn to face them. "I'm not getting abused, ok? And even if I was, what kind of right do you think you have to make fun of someone for that?! It's obvious your mommy and daddy don't love you, but if you think you can take that out on me, you are dead wrong because baby, I am not the one."

Your yelling has caused most of the class to look at you, and the girls are silent for a moment before laughing amongst themselves again, calling you weird and saying that they must have been right if you were getting so defensive about it. Their words swirl in your head and it gets to a point you can't take anymore. "Shut up." you say "Shut up shut up shut up!" You get out of your desk and push one of the girls out of her chair, climbing on top of her and beating her senseless. The other girls are now calling you crazy, trying to pry you off of their friend but it's no use. Your teacher is calling up the principal but when she sees your hands being coated with blood and the girls face getting bashed more and more into her skull, she instead calls the police.

By the time you have come back to your senses, blood is splattered all over the classroom, all over your clothes, and the girl is nonresponsive. You gasp and stand up, covering your mouth in utter disbelief at what you had done. Without even looking at your scared classmates and teacher, you run out of the classroom, knowing that if you want any chance of escape, you have to go now. You run past multiple teachers who don't even know what's going on, they only try to stop you for running in the halls. You don't listen and keep on running until eventually you realize that you are in the woods. You're a ways away from your city, and you can hear sirens blaring in the distance. No doubt they're looking for you.

The adrenaline has worn off, and you're tired. You are stumbling through the woods blindly. Your legs give out and you fall to the leaf covered floor, catching your breath and letting your sore legs rest. After a while, you hear footsteps approaching you. You curse under your breath and try to get up to run some more, fearing a cop might have found you. Your legs don't work, and the footsteps catch up to you. You are lifted off the ground by the collar of your shirt and met with the face of an older man, eyeing you up and down with a hatchet slung over his shoulder. "Yeesh kid. What happened to you?" He asks, putting you back down on the floor and awaiting your response. You are too scared to answer, only looking up at him worriedly.

He raises a brow and looks at your hands. "Is that blood...?" he asks, leaning down and looking at your hands. "Hey, you're that kid everyone in the city over is looking for!" he finally concludes. This has your heart beating out of your chest. "I heard what you did....I think you better come with me. There's someone I think you'll wanna talk too." He says, picking you up again and half carrying you. "Don't worry, we aren't going to the cops" He says with a chuckle, as if the idea is absurd. It is after this that you begin to feel dizzy, only to pass out again.

[robogart]

Playing Witcher 3 for the first time because it's been really recommended to me and I got to say that I'm just not crazy into it and I feel sort of insane?? 🤔

It's massively just personal taste, but I feel like I just have so little desire to play games that are this kind of "dark" and "grim" type (ie edgelord). And I find more enjoyment in stories that sort of flip the "grizzled loner" type and focus on party-dynamics and community and relationships as structures for a story and how together you fight a common evil/cause. Granted I'm not particularly far in the game yet (I do love running around and just doing side-quests and clicking "A" to pick up shit but I mostly feel pretty uninvested in most of the stories and characters), but I will keep playing and maybe see if I have a change of heart. Just a little bummed out that this game isn't really hitting any boxes for me 😔 I won't get into all the nitty right now but mannnnnnn bummersville!

Again, this isn't negating anyone else's enjoyment - I think all of us can at least be here to clasp hands and agree "Geralt and Yennefer are both hot" (will probably make fanart too bc helloooooo) and also the herbalist you encounter in White Orchard?? What a cutie but guess we'll never talk to her again!! Also was hoping that this Iorveth dude was gonna be in this game but alas...I guess asking for more hot people is just too much 😔😔😔😔

Anyways, I'll probably be back to yell more but I hope you all have a lovely rest of your day! :3 💕💕💕

[sergeifyodorov]

ok so i'm not seeing enough people talk about this but a couple days ago in a pwhl ottawa vs boston game daryl watts tried a michigan against aerin frankel and that in itself is already crazy but. THERES HISTORY BEHIND IT! cause in 2021 during the ncaa championship game watts won the whole thing for wisconsin in overtime by banking a goal off of the defender while frankel was in net. and then the next year during their rematch aerin was like "that player didn't mean to make that play" and daryl was like "idc what she says we won" and the video really makes it (https://madison.com/watch-now-wisconsins-watts-responds-to-northeastern-goalie-calling-her-ncaa-title-clincher-a-bad/video_d1b3b795-c38d-5aa8-8fae-7de3f5d24022.html) . anyways just wanted to spread the narrative

helloooooo.... i love this... the inaugural season of the pwhl being We're So Happy 2 Be Here is all well and good i'm glad they're here too hockey is better when ppl are playing it BUT -_- where is the venom. rivalry series is like once a YEAR can we pls pls pls get original six rivalries in our gotdang hockey league!! pls! daryl watts YOU !!! have my respect (for being a shit starter)

video link <- so yall dont have to copypaste

[soaps-mohawk]

So I saw the scruffing ask and HEAR ME OUT:

First off: Ahhhhhh!!!! (Inarticulate noise of excitement!!!)

Okay okay okay, secondly, it would be neat and cool and stuff to have reader be doing something around base and maybe one of the boys steps away for a moment and a random visiting alpha just scruffs her, thinking she’s just another recruit, but GHOST SEES and HOO BOI, we’re gonna have a rumble!! And then after maybe maybe maybe—Ghost is the only one available/on base to comfort her 😏 Helloooooo bonding moment! (Honestly seeing Ghost so grumpy makes me wanna curl up in his lap like a kitten and slowly encourage him to love and accept me 🤣) Anyways, just a thought!

You are such an incredible author and all of this lore building is just feeding my obsession with this fic! The crazy amount of detail and work you’ve put into this project just absolutely floors me every time I see you answer an ask…thank you so much for sharing these amazingly creative thoughts with us!

I hope your week is going well so far for you 💙 You absolutely deserve all of the good things in life, even if your silly little brain tells you otherwise. He’s a liar and fraud!

Always, Blue 💙

Hehe that alpha would be a pile of limbs left in the middle of the road to be found by literally everyone on base after that. Ghost would torture him slow and as agonizingly as possible. He'll be begging for death before Ghost even thinks about removing a limb.

Scruffing will come into play later in the fic, though I'm not going to give any details as to when or how or why. You'll just have to wait and see in that regard.

Thank you, though. This fic has become so much more than I thought it ever would and I'm so eternally grateful to all of my wonderful readers. It's really because of y'all that this fic has even gotten to this point. I owe a lot to y'all and I'm really excited to continue writing and seeing everyone's reactions to the fic.

My week hasn't been too bad (it's still only monday so that could change lol). Still got a lot more to do and a chapter to write 💚

[hannahssimblr]

Chapter Seven

The night I come home from Dublin I don’t sleep. I lay awake and leave the window wide open so that I can hear the wind rustling through the trees outside, hoping that its gentle sounds and the roar of the waves in the distance will rock me to sleep. I check my phone for what must be the tenth time that hour, and the time: 3:25 AM, glares out at me through the screen. When I peer around the gauzy curtains I can see that the sun has already begun to rise, and I know that if I don’t get to sleep soon there’ll be no point in even trying. I flip my pillow over to the cooler side and try my best to get comfortable, but it’s no use. My mind is still racing from the day behind me and every time I shut my eyes I have visions of Dublin streets and sky, the gallery, the park, the fancy hotel toilets, and Jude’s face under the lights on the dancefloor. 

I give up eventually and reach to grab my laptop from beneath the bed and start scrolling through Facebook. I type Jude’s name into the search bar and look through his photos, clicking and clicking until they loop back around to the start again. It’s kind of mindless, and I don’t really know why I’m doing it, but seeing moments of his life captured in these still images stirs something inside me. His face among strangers’, hanging out and laughing in a park somewhere, or in what looks like a nightclub bathroom, trying to cover his face with his hand as he leans against a sink. There are some photos of him wearing a school uniform, hats, scarves or winter coats, standing in the snow. All versions of him that are hard for me to imagine when to me he seems like he belongs somehow to this beach and this summer. Jude, as the character he is in my head, always wears shorts, and his skin is always golden tanned, he doesn’t exist in other seasons or other places.

I grab my phone from the bedside table and open up my messages. There are so many unanswered ones from Liam and my stomach feels sick with guilt as I scroll through them. I was so busy hanging out with the guys in Dublin all day that I didn’t spare a moment to text him back even though I saw the texts as they came in throughout the day. I ignored them.

Good Morning!

Hope you’re having a good day!

Hey, how’s Dublin?

Surf School was good today, really had fun with the under 10s group 🙂 

…Helloooooo? lol

Hey, is everything okay?

Can you text me back if you see my messages? 😦 

What time are you coming back? Maybe we could meet for a walk on the beach if you’re not too tired. 

Okay Goodnight – maybe I’ll run into you tomorrow… 

I start typing a panicked message in response, but then I quickly delete it. If he sees that I’m awake at this hour of the night he’ll assume there’s something crazy going on with me, so I decide that I’ll wait a few more hours and go down to meet him when he opens up the Surf Shack at seven o’clock. There’s no chance of me falling asleep before then anyway, I’ve officially given up. I lie back on the pillows and count the wood chips on the ceiling.

It’s a bright, fresh morning when I leave the caravan park. The grass is wet, and little beads of dew stick to my ankles and feet as I weave through the caravans. I found a shortcut to the beach through a little gate at the back of the park a few weeks ago that lets me bypass the busy village every time I head down for my swim. I swing through it and jog up the sandy boardwalk towards the Shack, my footsteps drumming hollowly on the wooden slats. 

The lights are on inside the Surf Shack when I get there, and through the windows I see his mop of blonde curly hair bobbing about as Liam sets up shop. I try the door but it’s still locked so I tap on the glass to get his attention. He looks up in surprise, but surprise turns to something else he sees it’s me. The corners of his mouth turn downwards like he’s tasted something sour, and dread erupts in my stomach.

He opens the door but only slightly, making sure that he’s not leaving enough space for me to squeeze inside with him. “Nobody is allowed in until we open at eight.” I feel surprised by the coldness of his voice. I didn’t think what I’d done was really that bad. 

“Listen, Liam,” I say. “I’m so sorry I didn’t text you back yesterday, time just got away from me and I was too busy to check my phone.”

“Couldn’t find even a minute, no?” He looks so hurt by this. “I know, I should have but it all was just moving so fast I honestly just forgot.”

He sighs. “It’s fine. Well I’m glad nothing horrible happened to you, I was only stressing out and genuinely worried for you all day.” He goes back into the surf shack, but leaves the door open a smidge, not inviting me in, but not trying to stop me either. 

 He’s got the coffee machine warming up inside, its hums and gurgles fill the room and the smell of roasted coffee beans permeates. It’s rare to see the shop like this, a moment of serenity in the day before the crowds descend upon it but the silence this morning doesn’t feel peaceful, it’s heavy and thick in the air like butter, tension so sharp that you could cut it with a knife. I lean against a counter and watch him take the chairs off the tables and place little ketchup and mustard bottles in the centre of each one. 

“There was really nothing to worry about, you knew I was with the lads.” I say, trying to sound breezy, but this seems to irritate him. “Yeah, I know.”

“I just wish you’d known that we were just-”

“I said it’s fine already though, why do you want to keep explaining what your thought process was?”

I don’t say anything else. He shakes his head and keeps working. “I just thought it a bit odd that you texted me all day every day for nearly a week straight, and then the minute you’re off with another fella I don’t hear a peep out of you.”

“But it’s not like that” I say defensively. “It was Jen who invited me to come with them.”

“Yeah so what?”

“So I don’t get what you’re trying to say. A minute ago you said you were worried that something might have happened to me, and now it seems like you’re saying that I was off galivanting with another boy.”

This pisses him off, and he’s storming around the room now, angrily arranging glass apple juice bottles in the fridge and trying his best to avoid looking at me. I’m not a fan of this weird jealous streak that he has, my skin is prickling with frustration. How unfair is this? He’s not even listening to me trying to explain how it really was. 

“You don’t seem to get it.” He says to me, and I think I’d like to say the same thing to him. 

“What do I not get?”

“About why I might not like it if you’re spending a whole day with Jude.”

“So it’s about Jude?” I say incredulously.

“No it’s not about Jude.” He spits out his name. “It’s about the fact that everywhere that you go, boys, any boys, all boys are going to be looking at you in that way.”

“Like what?”

“Ah! You know ‘like what’. You know that you’re a good looking girl, and you know that the boys can’t keep their eyes off of you when you’re out.”

I laugh in outrage. “You think I was up in Dublin for the day flirting away with Jude?” Liam is still shaking his head, upset, jaw set and rigid as he’s wiping down the counter, but I can feel my anger bubbling up now too and I’m not sure if I can cease it. “Are you jealous of Jen too?” I demand. “In the interest of fairness I suppose you’d have to be. Maybe they both fancy the arse off me.”

He sighs. “It’s not about her, obviously, and by the way I’m not jealous of him, I-”

“Maybe we all did a big dirty three way kiss in the park while everyone watched,” I cut in. “and they invited me to Dublin especially so that we could do that, we planned it all out beforehand, got a caterer for the big show.” I realise that I’ve flown off the handle and become a bit ridiculous, so I take a breath and try to reign myself back in. “I- I’m sorry, Liam, but you’re stressing about nothing. It was just a trip to a stupid gallery. We looked at art and we ate some ice cream.” I wrap my arms around myself protectively and can feel my heart jumping behind my ribcage. “They only invited me because they felt sorry for me and they thought I wanted to get some space after Kelly embarrassed me at the barbeque.”

He stops working and finally looks at me in defeat, shrugging. “Okay, fine then.”

“Okay?”

“Okay. Believe you about what happened, but you can’t blame me for wondering about it when you didn’t text me all day.”

“No, well, I suppose I can’t blame you.” I say reluctantly.

“I know what everyone thinks about him, and I wasn’t jealous – just freaked out by it. Girls like Jude, and boys are bound to like you. I was just spinning out and thinking how horrible I’d feel if you were up there picking him over me.”

“That wouldn’t happen.” I say. “I’m not picking anybody over you. And even if I did like him that way, which I don’t, he definitely doesn’t see me like that. Believe me, he showed no interest whatsoever, and I don’t think he’d have cared if I wasn’t even there.” When I say this I’m sure it’s true. Jude being capable of seeing me as anything but Shane’s little sister’s friend is an impossibility. Whatever myriad of things somebody like him would be looking for in a girl, I’m sure I have none of those same qualities, and this is why I’m so surprised by Liam’s suspicions.

I reach out for his hand, and he lets me take it. “Can we be friends again?”

“Yeah.” He says. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have gone at you like that. I don’t know why I was so paranoid.”

“No, I should have texted back, you’re right.”

He smiles at me and my heart lifts, knowing that things are fixed between us and now everything is going to be okay again. 

“You have nothing to worry about.” I say to him, “I like you, not somebody else, and after you finish work later I think that we should go and grab some dinner in town, and talk it over properly once we feel better.”

“That sounds good.” He smiles and squeezes my hand. “I’ll ask my dad to drive us there in the Jeep.”

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[zukkacore]

I finished reading IYWD a bit ago and I can’t stop thinking bout them walking through Porter’s memories of Jace, all the different versions of him, and of Porter loving and missing each of them while Jace is right there seeing himself through Porter’s eyes and seeing how each version of him is being remembered and missed while wanting Porter to see him as he currently is and like Porter will never be able to look at Jace without seeing each other version of Jace from Porter’s perspectives and he loves him he needs him but he loved him and needed him and he loved him and needed him and loved him and needed him with each version and as they grow and the plan develops and Jace changes again and again he’ll continue to love and need Jace and every past version of Jace and I’m sorry you’ve just driven me insane with the memory walkthrough it was beautiful

HELLOOOOOO im sorry i for taking to long to reply i'm finally getting around to these bc its been A Time. ANYWAY what i wanted to say was literally thank you so so so so much you're so incredibly sweet. Taking the time to comment and send me messages, like the nicest possible thing ever and im so moved.

It's so funny b/c like loving someone as they change is like the nature of most long term relationships and yet Porter i think bc he wants Jace to be all these different things like CANT grasp it. Like porter that's just aging that's just undergoing trauma and also YOU did this. But Jace has to get SOMETHING out of it, he was literally made for porter so he has to take it. Like its such a soft story in my mind but also they're looking past each other the entire time...... And so much of the beginning & Jace being dropped in the forest like. Its all WANT. Porter wanting him, like its not even for the Plan he could get any spellcaster for that he just WANTS for the person in on the plan with him to be jace so badly. But also in a way it's also NEED because Porter already lost the old jace (he did this to himself. He did this to himself. Lost jace. he destroyed the old jace). He desperately needs this one. He can't lose this one too. And so much of the story in mind is like. Jace realizing the power he can kinda regain in realizing that Porter is going full You've Got Mail Kathleen Kelly (Evil Mode). "I wanted it to be you. I wanted it to be you so badly...." And like. It's funny bc its like oh soft soft yearning longing but also in the beginning Jace is indulging in what he wants he wants to reclaim power he wants to have SOME pleasure in this relationship but also is completely. using sex as a tool to keep himself indispensable. Be so good you can't ever leave me. If he has the power to keep himself alive and invaluable maybe he has the power to get what he REALLY wants and ask porter to stay, GET porter to stay (he doesn't). And for Porter he's just so busy clinging to the past the past the past the past is when things were beautiful and glorious and true and we live in a world of decay and rot. And he wants ascension but even bringing jace on in my mind is like an admittance of his own lacking in some small way. He needs jace. But he also WANTS to to be jace. Jace needs to be needed. He wants to be wanted.

I know i've said this but like. I ALMOST cut all the memory walkthrough stuff and now im like. That would've been such a crazy choice im SO glad i stuck through it and tried to make it work. Like if it had ended as is and they were just like We Like Each Other Now that would've been so unresolved to me. The teacher one especially i was like this is stupid i don't need this im being indulgent but i also was like??? I'm being ridiculous the ratgrinders literally HAUNT the narrative of IYWD. He Took the damage for them. He hates himself for not doing more. He left bc he couldn't watch them be corrupted and destroyed. Of COURSE Porter's favorite memory of Jace is him being good with kids???? Being a well meaning but ultimately flawed teacher.... And there is something maybe forgiving of my perspective that Porter's favorite memory is also I think Jace at his most mundane. Good guy. Overworked. A little too teacher as friend. He couldn't even decide on what the right call was. Change him or not (Fix him or not. Kill him or not. Make him mine or not. Actualize him or not.). Both are enticing. Maybe he can conceive of the totality of Jace Stardiamond after all. Maybe its not just circles upon circles of literally always missing him and looking right past him. Hard to know

[endeaavorr]

this is so random but i wanted to share

you will not believe me when i say that there is someone that looks exactly like Enji at my work place.

I was going crazy because he has the same build as him, height and even haircut ! He just needed to dye his hair red and I could have mistaken him for Enji :,,,)

The brainrot is so bad that I've been thinking about him for the past three days. Dude had the same deep voice and face shape.

anyways ! I hope you're doing well and would like to thank you for all the papa!enji fics <3

HELLOOOOOO it’s 1000% okay pls message me abt your daily tmi(s) i love it ❤️❤️❤️.

ALSO. WHATTT. oh my gosh he must be so handsome !!! it must be exciting to be at work now that there’s a cute guy that looks like our man 😳😳😳 (hope he’s single 😜)

I’m not doing well sadly.. in my thesis era and i’m sooo scared bcs the lecturers are so mean to the students… ☹️ it’s like they make us cry on purpose… can’t wait to graduate… it’s tiring to live haunted by fear like this 💔

I check my blog 3 times a day everyday so i’m pretty much still here, just not writing bcs it’s hard when i’m riddled in fear 😭😭😭 i promise i’m currently writing pt.2 of general!enji it’s longggggggg. Hope i’ll get it out soon.

Much love to you xoxo

[carpetbug]

tell me ab your bug and cat playlist!!!! (this is my main I’m zodoods dhsjvdsjj)

HI ZO 💕!! THANK U FOR INDULGING MY SILLY LITTLE SONG LISTS! i’ll give you a song or two from a couple <3

Chat Noir

Break (Alex G) - oh my god it just screams his sacrificial tendencies paired with his love for ladybug. obsessed with this song for him. I also see these sort of reflections? of other sides of him in this song? “I could disappear, if this is what makes you feel so real” cat walker out the fucking wazoo hello! “In my head I see bright lights… I think I’m feeling it now just like you did” “And I’ll break for you baby cause you make it feel so good” CHAT BLANC HELLOOOOOO!! anyways i’m super normal about this song and totally don’t have any plans to animate anything to this 👁️

Ladybug

happy news for sadness (Car Seat Headrest) - i see this song fitting both LB and mari! the obvious line being “You can never tell the truth but you can tell something that sounds like it” relating to how deeply she values honesty and truth, but ends up having to lie and hide things from almost all the people in her life. “Everytime I think about love, I think about me thinking about you … Everytime I think about love, I think about you thinking about me” sorry this is just so fucking ladynoir? thinking about you as in thinking about adrien, this boy i’ve devoted myself to loving, but when i think about love I also think about you, chat noir, thinking about me, ladybug, the girl you’re so openly in love with. how can those both be love when they’re so different? how can they both be the truth? are they even?

Marinette

Gambling Addiction (Leanna Firestone) - i’m so insane bonkers crazy for this song ITS SO GOOD GO LISTEN TO ALL OF LEANNAS MUSIC anyways. how marinette falls quite literally head over heels when she’s in love! but she ultimately feels like she’s always playing a losing game! I also love the whole concept of marinette being both luck as ladybug and unlucky as herself with always saying the wrong thing, falling over, etc. “I wanna be pulling lucky numbers and praying to lucky stars, finding four leaf clovers and counting all my cards but i’m walking under ladders, seeing black cats, spilling table salt, and stepping on every crack” “so i’m crossing all my fingers, i’m pressing all my luck cause I know misfortune just won’t be enough to keep me from betting it all on love again”

Adrien

TV (Alex G) - adrien’s relationship with his parents! especially with emelie just sort of being gone? and he never gets to have that closure? ESPECIALLY WITH HER BEING AN ACTRESS?? AND GABRIEL NOT LETTING ADRIEN WATCH HER ROLES?? “I get feelings from the TV, they can’t hurt me, they don’t know me” “He gets lonely, he forgets me and he bought us a TV cause you don’t come around anymore” IDK GUYS I CANT PUT IT INTO FUNCTIONAL WORDS BUT DO U SEE THE VISION??

Chat Blanc

The Wolf (Fever Ray) - i love this song for chat blanc so much! (here is a drawing i did with lyrics from it!) I just am so obsessed with the vibe and tone, how deep and echoey it is, but with the intermittent hollers! it gives a very specific feeling, I love it. “And it’s poison in his blood. Big fire, big burn, into the ashes and no return” just like a perfect reference to everyone being turned into literal ash! it works so well with the chaotic, destructive nature of blanc.

Shadybug

DICTATOR (REI AMI) - i think the general vibe of the song is so fitting for her! especially the really direct transition to a much softer and emotional tune/lyrics! RAAAA it’s just so telling of how she makes shadybug into this terrifying powerful figure that can and will hurt anyone in her way when she’s just marinette, this lonely teenager with one too many problems and a shitty/dangerous coping mechanism! “I am not your queen, i’m your dictator. bend the fucking knee, yeah bitch, that was an order! what you say to me, huh? bitch speak louder! you know i reign supreme” it’s just screams shadybug to me. also hehehehe reign supreme get it

Adrinette

Romeo & Juliet (Peter McPoland) - okay imma be so fr this one makes me feel a little too silly in the heart so i unfortunately do not have the words to explain but please imagine and chew on these lyrics “I’d say “oh I love you” to my Juliet, if you only knew, i’d kill for you, i am for you, i am just who you need me to be” “i hope you mean it when you say that I am yours and you are mine”

I Love You Too (Peter McPoland) - i’m a sucker for this man’s music he makes some bangers but yeah this song it just screams adrinette to me. especially post season five, seeing them get to explore starting a relationship together and navigate their own love!! also just really shows how devoted adrien is to loving marinette, how he holds her to no expectations, values her comfort and happiness above all else during their interactions LIKE GOD HE LOVES HER SO MUCH HES WILLING TO SIT AND WAIT AND LOVE HER IN SILENCE UNTIL SHES READY FOR IT TO BE AS LOUD AS IT FEELS!! IDK!! “i love you too, too much to say” “i love your hands held close to mine, the way that our fingers all intertwine”

Ladynoir

Best Song Ever (One Direction) - guys. do i even have to explain. it is so chat flirting with ladybug. it is so entirely season one ladynoir. “maybe it’s the way she walked straight into my heart and stole it” “I said “can i take you home with me?” she said “never in your wildest dreams””

Shameless (Camila Cabello) - some fun ladynoir reveal brain food! lb getting fed up with identities clogging her emotions and deciding to throw it aside and let chat make the decision himself “it’s been a secret for the longest time” “now that you have me, do you want me still?”

Marichat

HandClap (Fitz and The Tantrums) - ok it’s honestly just the part “Every night when the stars come out, am I the only living soul around? Need to believe you could hold me down cause I’m in need of something good right now” BUT HEAR ME OUT!! Marinette and Chat seeking each other out when they need comfort, someone to vent to. Finding each other, making this connection and this safe space with so much warmth and care between them that it grows from just mutual support to adoration. I need something good right now, I need you.

Vampire Empire (Big Thief) - tbh i’m not like 100% sure what about this song is so entirely marichat to me but. it is. More angsty, it makes me think of marinette and chat trying to foster a romance between them but it just tasting… stale? like a dead plant drowning from being overwatered. “the milk has just expired, all the leaves are dead. I’m not quiet, you’ve been quiet, just receiving what you said.” They do want each other, and there’s such intense love between them, but it just always feels like they’re going about it the wrong way. “Where you can’t seem to hold me, can’t seem to let me go, so I can’t find surrender, and I can’t keep control”

Ladrien

Sports (Beach Bunny) - Ladybug getting to explore Adrien’s hobbies with him as they get close! spending her time with him, learning any new skill he’s willing to teach just to make him happy “if you feel lonely, I could be lonely with you! Tell me baby, why do you seem so blue?” but eventually kind of getting tired of playing these games around their feelings and just wanting to be with him outside of these activities “I’m tired of waiting, I was never good at sports. Save the games for the girls on the tennis courts”

We’ll Never Have Sex (Leith Ross) - THE SOFTNESS!! THE GENTLENESS!! THE CARE AND COMPASSION AND LOVE AND SIMPLICTY! “If I said you could never touch me, you’d come over and say I looked lovely” ITS JUST SO THEM!! Adrien respecting these boundaries, listening to his lady, caring for and loving her regardless of what form it comes in. “Oh you kissed me, just to kiss me, not to make me cry. It’s was simple, you are sweetness, let’s just sit a while”

[gayspock]

ok yj

literally everyone peacing the fuck out like i cant doooo this shittttttt, coach ben like "um... byeeee" (walks away) and misty having a panic attack bc she lowkey killed someone 2 secs ago, and then the others starting to do rituals in the corner whilst shaunas giving birth......... AND THEN the flashforwards with shauna being . kind of a terrible person... 😭 like i cant even blame her sometimes shauna you have protect #1 here come on woman

LIKE WHAT SHE SAID TO CALLIE CHRIST ALIVE and callie just sorta looking at her like um. as she realises yeah moms kinda cazzzyyyyyyyN BUT LITERALLY . IF I WAS SHAUNA I'D BE MORE THAN FUCKING CRAZY . EVERYTHING SHE WENT THROUGH. FUCKING HELL.

ok im still watching and im about to vom about coach ben just literally playing music in his head and having fantasies about playing party games with his boyfriend hes literally so dead whilst shauna fucking gives birth

UM.......

I THINK IM GOING TO HAVE A MELT DOWN WATCHING THIS

OH GOD THE NOISES OHJHHH MY GODDDD AHHHHHHHRHGHGHGHGHGHGHHG NNONOOOOO IM WATCHING IT ALL GUSH AND MUSH OUT FUCKINGGGG HELLLLLLLLLLLL JESUS CHRISTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

im also so crazy for lottie as well right now god shes so..........

can i also say. van is fucking living the life im so crazy for her little piece of the world i know what tai is saying its all a fantasy but her fucking shop i feel like my eyes are watering can you even imagine bro.......

okay wait sorry i got distracted

but fucking hell okay what i was gonna say about lottie idk okay fucking hell i hope they never confirm whether there is anything supernatural or NOT supernatural in this show i know thats a contentious topic with this right now with ppl saying either or but literally i dont think it MATTERSSS .... its about faith.......... isnt it...

oh god- OH GOD THE SECODS AFTER WHEN EVERYONE WAS LIKE "i knew you could do it" i had a gutwrenching meltdown like fuck the parallels between that and jackie when she was passing over. the everyone surrounding her with happy faces. i thought there was going to be a fucking HORRIFIC MOMENT where that baby was so dead but also now god what the fuck bc that baby is SO HERE so now uhm. where is it. yeah.

maybe they dont eat the baby but even if it dies or if they leave it in the wilderness my god thats so fucked up but ALSO ALSO ugh my #1 WORST. FEAR. ARE The ocuntless conspiracy theorists saying that it's, like, lisa or something because i hate that on so many levels .... i dont want the baby to be anyone weve seen in the future rn bc i just. uhhhhg. i hate stupid twists like that im sorry.

anyway god back to that thing i was saying... of faith... like fuck man the ambiguity the not knowing if its real, if its not real... of whether there IS something out there. thats what makes it so powerful and what has such fucking grip on these girls because ultimately its their faith and what they put into it thats really got the chokehold ... it doesnt matterrrr if theres something supernatural or not .... imo .... and i dont think thts wishy washy - i know it COULD be, if the writing doesnt bring it back but....

like ugh idk i hatebeing a snotty guy but its so annoying when ppl are all about THE ANSWERRSS THE DEFINITE ANSWERSSSS sorry i have to listen to my coworker try to talk about this show and im like just kinda wracking my brain like who cares what the absolutes are can we enjoy the journey of these girls and their characters puh leaseeeee sniff sniff

im also so fucking crazy for jeff. i am SORRY.

"HI VAN?" (HANGS UP) YA COULDNT MAKE IT UP!

also oh god im watching shauna with this baby and my heart is breaking watchin her try to fucking handle it i cant imagineeeee and again the juxtaposition of that and her in the fucking future with callie in the police station jesus fucking CHRIST man "YOUR KID DOESNT LIKE YOU TOO MUCH DOES SHE" HELLOOOOOO

"YOU REALLY DID A NUMBER ON HER" oh my godddd

something something mothers always being these nurturing figures in fiction of being the faceless somethings in the background. osmething something shauna being fucking insane by comparison get me OUT OF HOW I ENDED UP HERE something something trapped in the wilderness being a mother cant get out something something trapped in the marriage cant get out . hey shauna are you okay

i never even wanted to be a mom i neverrrrrrrr wanted this I DID NOT START OUT A BAD PERSONNNNNNNNNNNN. SHAUNA GIRLIE leave my kid out of it leave my kid out of it COME ON MAN

kevyn with a y is a grade Y yucky loser

callie is kind of eating here btw. "that groomer cop. hes nasty." THEY KNOW THEY WERE FUCKING FREAKS

also oh my god shaunas little meltdowns cut to lottie f- hi fucking hello. HI FUCKING HELLO. LOTTIE. LOTTIE GIRL.

IS EVERYONE FUCKING NORMAL RIGHT NOW

HE NEEDS TO FEED ...

YO COACH BEN YOU NEED TO START RUNNING MAN WE NEED TO GIVE YOU A HEADSTART

CUT TO JEFF IN THE FUCKING CAR. VOM.

also my god lottie being the centre of it all like i did have my . sigh i dont know i wish lottie was MORE present in the first season in a sense like i wish there was more of her . but her being the centre and the one theyre both all "against" but also like they all have such a deep connection with her and

NATALIE WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO THE FISH

NATALIE THE FISH DIDNT FUCKING DO SHIT

COME ON NATALIE MAN

BROOOOOOOOOO

EXACTLY NATALIE HELL

natalie being so survivor and the one whos a hunter but being the one who cant fucking kill a fish and is always the oje barely surviving i love natalie

"ITS YOU AND ME KID AGAINST THE WHOLE WORLD" SHAUNA ARE YOU FUCKING ALRIGHT IN ANY CAPACITY .

oh my god that made me so- so- so-

wait

th baby isnt

oh

okay

um

...

dot dot dot

umm

okay i thik im going to puke im going to cry ........

NO . NO THATS SICK WHAT I WAS SAYING WITH THE PARALLELS BEFORE AND JACKIE AND THEN HER VISIO OF THEM ALL EATING AND TH... THIS IS FUCKING HORRIBLE SO MUCH MORE HORRIBLE EVERYTHING

IHATE MY LIFE

[livvyofthelake]

RAVI ASKING LIV TO SCRATCH HIM HELLOOOOOO THIS IS SO CRAZY...... first of all they are best friends <3 secondly this is just crazy.... woah. by the end of the show everyone will be a zombie no one will be human anymore this is like all the riverdale character's becoming gay except this is real. sorry i didn't mean to be a hater on this post about izombie but well. oh also it's past midnight so now it's august 21st. almost didn't even notice with the shit i've had going on. won't even be properly online to celebrate the horrors with you all tomorrow :( anyway. ravi and liv are bestiesss remember when she ate military general brains and started acting like they were in a 2 and a half hour movie about wwi...

[spamgyu]

Hi love,

Can I just say, I love your tattoos and like the other anon said, I really want tattoos too but my parents would quite literally disown me if I even thought abt getting one, like, even ear piercings(apart from the basic) are not allowed so yeah. Also, my god, I want to rant more abt things svt do that I find attractive but I'm afraid the list is too long for me to cover in one ask. However, shua's hands, god I have a very unhealthy obsession with them and the way he's actually really calm, like man is always so composed and soft spoken, it's so fucking sexy, I, oh well I'm just obsessed with that man. I've gotta say tho, I'm like a shua, jeonghan and cheol girlie so it's safe to say I am genuinely out of my mind, because uh well, those 3 are absolutely fucking crazy and find joy in driving people mad way too much. With that being said, you've already killed me with cheol angst because that was fucking painful but I just know jeonghan's one would like, actually fuck me up so bad and that makes me look forward to it, you see the problem here? I'm fucked. I've got to say though, if you write a shua angst, that will be the day I officially di-(gunshot).

Seungkwan as a jock, I certainly agree because people don't talk enough about that, like my man is actually good at a lot of sports.

You know, I'm still rotting over the concert because it's been too long since the last ot13 concert. Like, I'm so deep in my brainrot that my friends don't question it, I told them that it'll take a few days and they just laugh because they know, they've seen me just space out or scroll through clips, losing all sanity left in me. Like, cheol in the red hair and purple suit, jihoon blonde and dk trying to kiss him, jeonghan being absolutely fucking adorable, hoshi with his hair and idk, it's just, it's like I've been starved and now I'm losing my mind after being served too much all of sudden.

Anywho, how was your day?

Helloooooo

omfg thank you ehehe when i say wait to get tattoos i mean it. not to sound old and fossil like but fr just wait..... lmfao i refuse to admit to my parents that i regret the tattoos i got when i still lived under their roof bc... im annoying. anyways WAIT!

anyways..... now that i have posted the jeonghan angst i would like to ask..... how are you doing?

as for shua's angst.... im holding off on him rn.... hoshi is most likely next. (this is my heads up to everyone)

bruv same i .... haven't moved on from follow incheon i.... actually watch all the fancams everyday.... just to feel something

MY DAY IS GOOD !!!! the weather where i live is so nice right now so i ..... am feeling great lmfaoooooooo

[hyuckmov]

hello hello helloooooo

omg so sorry it took me so long in replying to ur answer in my previous ask >< was quite busy with uni since it's almost the end of the school year hehe but on the bright side hello summer break soon 🤩

anyway, the moment mark released golden hour i already imagined the amount of fic plots that would incorporate fcking in the kitchen which ngl made me excited to open tumblr 😂

don't worry I'm quite annoying as well!! just imagining haechan's martini blue 🫠🫠🫠 like yes give us a sexy solo song that would make us all crazy please 😩

AND YEY LEMME JUST GUSH OVER HIMBO HAECHAN LIKE AAAAAAAAA JING YOU'VE DONE IT IT AGAIN 🩷🩷🩷

honestly i wasn't that much into the concept of himbo haechan since i haven't really read much of fics with that concept BUT HNGGGGGG THIS ONE IS SUCH A ROLLERCOASTER RIDE I LOVE IT SO MUCH! i gotta say, it has the right amount of balance between smut, fluff, and angst! SO YES I REALLY FELL IN LOVE WITH HIMBO HAECHAN HUHU SUCH A GOOD BOY 😩 he's so hot and cute at the same time like fkkssnnsbshbs so congratulations for the success of this one!~

i also want to say that this is probably my favorite lines in the fic >< (idk why it's more one the angsty scenes lmao luv it tho since i crave for them from time to time 😩)

"you're kind of mean… but i really like it. because i know it means you care about me." 

"it makes me feel really helpless. it reminds me i can't stop people from hurting you." 

ALL IN ALL HE'S SO INSANELY DUMB AND CLUELESS BUT IN A GOOD AND CUTE AND HOT WAY SO THANK YOU UR HIMBO HAECHAN JING LOVE YOU AND UR WORKS!!! 🫶🏼

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helloooo its okayyy HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD SUMMER BREAK okieee do you have any plaaaans

omg yeah the impact of golden hour on the mark fics here has been so yummy. i've loved every single one i've read 😭 imagining haechan's martini blue having the same effect... thinking about getting drunk w haechan again .... drooling

AAAA omg thank you so so much for giving himbo haech a chance i'm so happy you like itttt your opinion honestly means so much to me so this means a lot ESPECIALLY about the balance bc u know it was my first time trying it all hehe <3 omg u picked out your favourite lines AHHHH i love that so much this is so special to me THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY DAYYY

himbo haechan is so special to me and i really never expected it and i am so so happy he is loved by u 🫶🏻 would love to write more of him if anyone would like that hehe