#anyway I got my period woooo

[dearratroi]

Hate having a uterus because sometimes I’ll feel off and think “god what if I’m pregnant” cause my birth control is 99.5% effective or some such number but the anxiety regarding that does rear its ugly head regardless

[schizononagesimus]

"Hating your period is internalized misogyny worship your body divorce the pain from the period" I say to myself, endometriosis pains so bad they're radiating into my shoulder

[local-apollo-kid]

@neil-gaiman I HOPE YOUR HAPPY WITH THE FACT THIS SHOW SINGLE HANDEDLY REVIVED MY ASTRONOMY FIXATION WITH JUST THE WORDS 'alpha centauri'

I'm getting back into my live for astronomy and all my knowledge is coming back to me in waves but you know what made me freeze?

ALPHA FUCKING CENTAURI

So you know how Crowley mentions/talks about going to Alpha Centauri several times of the course of both seasons?

Well, Alpha Centauri is made of two stars, Alpha Centauri A and Alpha Centauri B.

A and B both orbit a common centre, and (if my memory serves me right), their orbital period is roughly 79-80 years.

(Also, I think this is probably an irrelevant connection, but the time between the Holy Water request and the Blitz was 79 YEARS)

The orbit of A and B is eccentric (not a perfect circle), meaning the distance from which both planets orbit their centre fluctuates, making the two stars be around as close as the Sun and Saturn at some points.

AND THIS NEXT BIT IS MAKING ME GOD SLIGHTLY CRAZY (I HAVE ISSUES)

We see that, throughout time, Crowley and Aziraphales time without seeing each other (that we currently know of) fluctuates.

ALOT LIKE HOW CENTAURI A AND CENTAURI B ORBIT EACH OTHER!!!!!

Their relationship is (astronomically speaking) eccentric. They go periods of time in which they don't know when either of them know when they will see each other next, and this is exactly the orbit of Alpha Centauri A and B.

It's as if Crowley and Aziraphale are already standing on Alpha Centauri, one on A and one on B.

At one point, they get close enough to brush fingers, launching delicate sparks into the nothingness before being wrenched away from each other, unaware when they will see one another next.

IM ALSO THINKING ABOUT HOW CROWLEY ONLY EVER ASKS AZIRAPHALE TO GO OFF TO ALPHA CENTAURI. NOWHERE ELSE. WHEREAS AZIRAPHALE ASKS CROWLEY TO COME BACK UP TO HEAVEN AND AHHHHHHHHHHHH

Ahem- anyways. Let's get to the point dolphins

Crowley wants to go to Alpha Centauri because his astronomy loving ass feels that it represents the two of them.

It represents the two of them in a tragic metaphor of desperate love and seperation but also in the way that they are both irrevocably tied to one another.

These two stars are tied to one another in the way that neither would be truly complete without the other.

And when Crowley looks at Aziraphale as he say that Alpha Centauri is "nice" and "he's always wanted to go there", you see the remembrance of Crowleys plea for them both to go to Alpha Centauri (season 1, ep 3) in Aziraphale's eyes.

And so when Aziraphale begs Crowley to come back to heaven, it's a direct parrellel back to S1, EP3. Crowley wanted them both to go to Alpha Centauri, their celestial representation as I'm going to call it, and be true equals, and Aziraphale wanted to go but doubled down on his mission to save Earth.

EXCEPT this time Aziraphale wants them both to go back to heaven, a place where they WILL NOT be equals, and Crowley vehemently says no.

It's a contrast between a place of equality and a place of inequality, and Aziraphale's choice of inequality was interpreted as Aziraphale not viewing their relationship in the same way as Crowley does, leaving him lost.

Aziraphale leaves him the same way Alpha Centauri A leaves Alpha Centauri B, further away but never truly gone.

Except Crowley doesn't know if he's coming back.

ANYWAYS,

I live alpha centauri and you should too <333

WOOOO THAT GOT A TAD OUT OF HAND

(I don't think i worded this the best I could have an not this is not proof read)

[mattslolita]

okayyy basically first period we had religious studies an cuz im just soo smart i got like 84 out of 96 on my christianity and islam paper. 😇we did the test before the holidays an they gave the results back ONLY now 😒 anyway thats completly irelevant... 🤣 but we hav a new seating plan AGAINNN and i sit next to my boyfriend woooo!! but.. he kept saying he was sleepy cuz he slept for 3 hours only. so he kept leaning on me and my teacher kept tellin him to get off of me 😭

then 2nd i cant even remeber what we had but the teacher gave him a detention cuz he had trainers on instead of "school schoes" LMAO! but the thing is they literally nike air forces like, jus got a logo an its an issue? same style shoes from fucking idk KICKERS 😭 would be PERFECTLEY fine! he was also in a bad mood cuz he dint sleep 😤 so he was arguin with him and ended up gettin taken out the class.. they srsly worry bout the stupidest things but things like bullying or EVEN racism r just IGNORED!!!!! for example one of my friends wears a hijab and theres this old ass teacher whos jewish (not an issue but it needs to be said for my point!)who keeps giving her dirty looks and saying things in arabic to her but she dont understand it? one boy who can understand him once said he told her she was "going to hell" and "following the wrong religion". LIKE? WHAT THE ACTUALLL FUCK? hes disgusting!!! hes also... got an israel flag in his classroom? like hows that even allowed? not even the point that i support palestine. its the fact theyre allowed to hav that in their room and its not an issue? cuz things like fucking voting for a new prime minister was kept secret by teachers cuz apparently they dont want "to influence us" but thats okay and wont influence ANYONE???? MAKE IT MAKE SENSE? yuckkk

then last period we had maths and my bf kept complaining that his head was hurtin and cuz the schl wont let u go to the ofice to get paracetamol or any medication during lesons, we bring our own.. (which SUPRISEEE!! is not allowed) and i went to give him one and this fucking bitch comes up to me and says that i should not be bringing that to school, who knows if that actually medicine, and that ill need to go the head teacher to explain y i decided do that as it was unsafe. 🤣 like 3 years ago they sent my friend home for taking paracetamol at schl cuz they thought he was gonna overdose? uhhh he had 1? 1!!!!!!! LMAO! he had a HEADACHE!! i said i wasnt going bc i dint actually DO anything and we would just waste time for literally no reason.. ofc she didnt like that and said i was talking back an being disrespectufl. i went but the head teacher kinda likes me so she said it was okay but i shouldnt do it again and i said i wouldnt (absolutle fucking lie) then when i came bakck my boyfriend took his water bottle and said to me "ive got vodka in here" and i said "thought u said u stopped all that" as A JOKE! bc i know he obviously DOES NOT hav vodka in his bottle LMAO. but this teacher was like "well now i need to smell it to see if ur being serious" he started laughing an got sent out 😭 its actually becoming an issue atp LOLL.

ughhh cant wait to leaveeee!!!!! and SORRY its SO LONG 🫢

good job on ur religions test love !! so proud of you 🫶

here they go messing w ur bf again😭😫 AND UNT UNT THAT TEACHER MESSING WITH UR ARABIC FRIEND ??? HE'LL REALLY CATCH THESE HANDS CAUSE YOU NOT FINNA GIVE POOKIE DIRTY LOOKS & TALK SHIT THE FUCK ?? AND HES A FUCKING ISRAEL SUPPORTER WHAT THE FUCK.

ur school is weird as fuck, like the rules & shit don't make no sense to me. anyone should be allowed to go to the medical office if their feeling sick or just not feeling well like wdf ??

[grcetxt]

GOS2 opening title analysis

spoilers ig?? idk

AAAAA S2 CONTENT YIPEEE

so, again, this is gonna be long, rambling, and will prolly make 0 sense so stick with me here I'm feeling a lot of feelings. im gonna go thru each thing in as much depth as possible so buckle up, this is gonna be like twice the size of my poster + hillywood dissection.

OK THE WAY CROWLEY LITERALLY CRAWLED UP FROM HELL TO MEET W AZ IS LIKE :((( and like on their way out from the tunnel thing I saw like a figure with wings?? I reckon it might be Micheal (the angel not the sheen) but I'm not 100% sure. whoever it is, they're holding a box or smth?? so do with that what you will idk

Im pretty convinced we might be getting Moses stuff, cuz the shining light at the top of the hill? seems like mt siani (sianai? idk) and the fact we haven't seen that type of light before and Moses is supposesdly the only person to have a direct face-to-face interaction with god makes me think we'll be getting stuff from that era (catholic upbringing coming in handy for knowing this stuff) ALTHOUGH, there are lots of animals, and they seem to be like in pairs as well?? so maybe more Noah and the arc? which like MAYBE ALL THE FANFICS ABT THEM COMFORATING EACH OTHER ON THE ARC WILL COME TRUE??? YIPEE!!

ok everything bursting into flames is a lil random but after a while of thinking, maybe sodom and gamora? (idk how to spell that either) which like, MORE SANDALPHON?? Don't get me wrong, hate the guy, he's awful and creepy, but he's SUCH a good villain. the actor doesn't get enough props online for how well he plays him. sandalphon had like 3, maybe 4 mins of screen time in s1? and from that, he's become one of the most HATED characters in the entire fandom. That is just like, wow, well done, I hate the character you play, but that's because your acting is amazing. ANYWAYS, sodom and gamora. aziraphales gonna be having some *feelings* about that, because why would heaven hurt all those people? even if they were sinners? similar to noahs arc situation with Crowley giving the most comfort this time <3

WOOOO GOTHIC SHIT!! the pickled herring cart makes a return and it is as confusing as ever. they're in a graveyard, so that's fun times. maybe more hell? cuz that's where they met up when the antichrist got delivered. anyways, does anyone know the period this is meant to be in? it's gone out of my head. anyways, I tried looking up pickled herring carts to see if they had any significance thru history but na. like they were there, and popular, but no, no huge significance. ALSO, in the graveyard, they go past a gravestone with 'every day' written on it??? girl wtf does that mean?? the running theories I have so far are that it's either like, the death of the everyday, meaning that what they used to do (hate each other??) isnt.. happening anymore?? idk?? or that it's just Neil being edgy and emo. my bets on the latter (love u mr. gaiman <3) ALSO ALSO OH MY FUCKING GOD?? Another one of the gravestones says JANE AUSTEN ON IT!! ARE WE GETTING JANE AUSTEN CONTENT??? OMFG??? YIPPEE!! maybe we'll get to see where az gets some of his first editions from :D aslo rq, religious imagery in the background, an angel carrying a cross, more heaven looming over Az?? ALSO HOLY SHIT?? I just accidentally paused it at onde of the graves and i swear it says 'here lies *insert another couple words here* BEELZEBUB?? HUHHH?? is that gonna be the explination for beelzebubs new corparation?? but that wouldnt make any sense?? idk atp but that gravestone DEFFIENTLY SAYS BEELZEBUB

(if you think this is long pls know we're 22 seconds into a 1:44 video, i want lying when I said this was gonna be BEEFY)

SO. HELL. WOOO!! more hell content which could go one of three ways. either we get more goofy Crowley giving more presentations, CAN I GET A WAHOO?? or we get him being given more assignments and we get more of an idea of the whole structure of hell, uncomfortableness but nothing horrendous. OR ALL THE ANGST FICS COME TRUE AND WE SEE CROLWEY GETTING BEAT INTO A PULP BY HIS SUPERIORS!!! maybe all three! can't wait to see :D but as much as my angst-craving self would love to see the last one, I think the reality is it's gonna be the first two. it looks like there's a desk and office chairs, so we'll probably be getting scenes that are like the equivalent to what we see of aziraphale and the archangels in s1

so we already knew we were getting more ww2 scenes but.. MORE WW2 SCENES WAHOO!! maybe we're getting post-church scenes? tender love confessions in the back of the Bentley? or maybe angst? maybe edosian orchids 901s (I LOVE THEM SM) fic about Crowley having a breakdown after being forced to report on the horrors of war will come true? or maybe one of them has to conscript cuz... idk dude just cuz. The bomber plane makes me think of the blitz so maybe Crowley is comforting Azi while they hide from the bombs in the shop? whatever happens, ill love it :D

a quick google told me fuck all about the ladies of camelot, just that theyre often overshadowed by the guys. WHICH LIKE WTF?? anyways, apparently its like king arthur times, so maybe we see the arrangement being born?? YIPEE. other then that, they seem to be like a dance group? so like, idk? could be suppourting acts maybe? could the merlin fandom help with this maybe? whats goin on with the ladies of Camelot my dudes.

MAGIC AZIRAPHLE MAGIC AZIRPAHLE MAIGIC AHVDSAKJ YAY!! I love the idea of aziraphale pulling a snake from his hat as part of the act and Crowley pretending to be pissed but internally freaking the fuck out because 'HOLY SHIT HES HOLDING ME HES HOLDING ME HES SO SOFT WHAT THE FUCK'

I HAVE. SO MANY. THOUGHTS. ON. SPACE. SO, SO HEAR ME OUT RIGHT, SO, the only time space has been mentioned really is when Crowley was talking abt how he made certain planets and the Alpha Centauri stuff. SO MAYBE WE'LL BE GETTING SOME PRE-FALL CROWLEY?? cuz like, the only thing close to space is heaven, but that's meant to be transcendent, and by definition exists outside of space and time. SO THEREFORE, PRE-FALL CROWLEY?? PLEASE?? NEIL IM BEGGING, IM ON MY KNEES, PLEASE!!

the... the hearts.. the love hearts.. the.. the hearts falling from the sky when they.. when the.. when... DNCBKHFVYEWIQUKLDWHJNX I'm feeling such normal feelings rn haha. anyways they're in love and :D the way they're sat on the roof together as well? like aw :( the jukebox and the vinyls (are those vinyls?) make me think more 60's content? and the Bentley as well? friendly reminder that Crowley goes too fast for him!! maybe we'll see him drinking himself into oblivion after he gets brutally rejected by Az :D oo or maybe him contemplating offing himself with the holy water! or maybe more lighthearted stuff, like the discovery of the queen curse :)

(also OO ninas shop!)

the lifts make me think more heaven content, which we knew was happening anyway but I'm thinking more Az giving reports and getting verbally abused and humiliated :D also, the steam makes me think industrial revolution for some reason? idk tho

THE ARRIVAL. is that the title for ep 1? Probably. but on the posters there's like a locked box? (getting fnaf 4 flashbacks) i've no clue what that means, like at all. but its prolly smth!

and thats it! this will probably be updated and edited, but these are all my thoughts as of the day it was released.

if you read this, there must be smth wrong with you mentally, but me too, me too. give me any thoughts you might have, ill be really interested to hear them! (these guys have consumed my brain)

friendly reminder that it'll be quiet, gentle, and romantic. and they like holding hands!

[quaranmine]

Woooo! Finished watching the Jet Lag finale. Truly a culmination of the season with that Gold Coast tidbit actually being used. Love a good Chekov's gun. The desert power scale slowly decreasing over time is hilarious, a hubris of man. Its like most of the tensions watching Ben and Adam is really not with the challenges but their flight plan lol. Poor Perth though, Im sure Western Australia could have provided more desert power/j Anyways, really fun season. Glad you reminded me about Jet Lag, cuz for some reason I havent been watching since season 2. Probably gonna go back to watch the others after these tests Im about to do.

YESSSS! Also I unironically think the desert power bit is one of my favorite ones they've done. It had me laughing so hard. Especially as it just got worse and worse LOL. There's a bit in the Layover podcast where Sam and Toby are like "somehow yall are begging airline employees to help you in every episode and somehow we never have to do that" which is also so funny. Ben and Adam are always the chaos pov. Sam and Toby also said they literally didn't have anything to do until the end of the time and contemplated just chilling and starting their game day at like noon. Strategy unmatched.

Also I think in the Layover podcast they made a joke about doing a train themed season in Australia and Toby said they should do one on the famous Ghan train across the outback and have to solve a murder or something. Which is literally the plot of Everyone on this Train is a Suspect by Benjamin Stevenson, same train and all, which is a book that I read in January. So now I wanna know if she read it too 👀

I'm glad to remind you of it!! I need to post more about it. Cause it really does consume me the last few months. I also started watching when S3 was airing and watched S4 live too. But then for some reason I had a period of like a year where I didn't watch at all. So then I suddenly had like 4 seasons to catch up on at the beginning of this year. Now I'm so locked in and invested

ALSO WOOOOO WOMEN STAY UNDEFEATED IN JET LAG! And first ever two time winner Toby! (undefeated back-to-back two time winner; obviously the main boys have won more than once by now.)

[pinkuberii]

Period HC’s with Itto! + short drabbles

Tw: One mention of blood..?

Author’s note: fIRST POST WOOOO- <3

Honestly, he’d be kind of clueless at first-

I think he’d roughly know what it is but has zero experience sadly

His poor heart would absolutely shatter upon spotting you curled up in the bed because of the pain

Poor thing would immediately rush to your side to scoop you up in his muscular arms while asking what’s wrong, but he’d only get your whimpers of discomfort as an answer

Needless to say, he’s even more worried now- Oops-

Just take his warm hand and put it on your abdomen, he’d quickly have a clue on what’s happening

“Your stomach..? Is your stomach hurting..?”

“Y-yes..”

“Do you want me to rub it..?”

“Please…”

Anyway it’d work wonders and your pain would definitely ease sooner than anticipated

“Are you better now? Do you know why it caused that much pain?” The oni asked as his fingers carefully pushed a few strands of hair behind your ear, the gaze in his ludic eyes clearly being a concerned one. “Much better.” You replied as a fond smile found a way towards your lips. “It’s just my period, Itto.”

Expect that concerned expression to turn into a curious one really soon

“Period, you say…” He’d mutter while pulling you closer, making you sit on his lap while his hands continued to rub circles on the aching spot. “Do you know what it is?” You’d ask with a quiet voice upon noticing the expression, (e/c) eyes looking at the oni with an expectant gaze. A rather offended gasp could be heard right before the male answered, crimson eyes going wide. “Of course I do, (y/n)!”

Did he? No. But will he admit that? Also no.

A soft ‘oh’ sound could be heard right before you asked your question to test him, raising an eyebrow to express your doubts. “What is it then?” That cocky look on his face would slowly disappear while trying to find answer to your clever question. The tone in his voice instantly giving his hesitancy away. “Uhm… It is.. It’s something with blood.” “Oh, Itto…” You giggled softly before starting to explain the details to him, your little hand resting above his big one during the whole explanation.

He’d attentively nod every now and then to show that he’s listening to you

I feel like he’d show genuine interest to know more be ready to get bombarded with questions oop-

The sight of you being in pain makes him very heartbroken so he’d do everything in his power to prevent that

Like everything _(:3」∠)_

“So, you’re telling me that that happens every month?”

“Yes.”

No, but he’s genuinely surprised and shocked after learning the details. Itto would make sure to buy you snacks and sweets in advance but for now, he’d keep you company while peppering your cute face with kisses <3

Good luck escaping out of those muscular arms because forget about him letting you go lmao-

“What are you doing?” The white-haired man asked as his crimson eyes gazed at you curiously, not understanding why you wanted to leave. “Trying to get out of bed.” You rejoined while your small body tried its best to wriggle its way out. He immediately protested by tightening his grip around you, not even allowing you to sit up. “But you’re tired from the pain. You should rest-” “Darling, I have to pee-”

Will he let you go or will he carry you to the restroom? Tune in at 7 pm to find it out-

A true sweetheart. 9/10, would try his best to help you. He’s a little confused but he got the spirit <3

Who needs a heating pad when you have Itto-

[sonianvmd]

thh characters with a crush on you

warnings: none, maybe some swearing but otherwise nothing major

oH and mentions of murder and death but this is danganronpa so im going to assume u expected as much

a/n: so we kickin this blog off with a bang, writing for LITERALLY THE ENTIRE TRIGGER HAPPY HAVOC CAST LMFAOAOAOAO (excluding hifumi, yasuhiro, and the two despairs doe bc i’ve already made that clear)

also some character’s sections are shorter than others im sorry i just couldnt think of as many bullet points for them *tiktok cry emoji*

edit: I FORGOT CELSESTE FU K SORRY

spoilers under the cut!!

★ 彡 ★ ミ ★ 彡 ★ ミ ★

makoto naegi

when he realizes he likes you, he doesn’t necessarily panic or anything, but he does get nervous

nervous around you, that is

y’all saw how he was with sayaka

if he says anything that might sound intimate then he’ll immediately rephrase it or reassure he didn’t mean anything by it

he really only does have good intentions but his wording just kinda flops sometimes

he appreciates how you listen to him and value what he says

you don't make him feel dumb or inferior compared to a bunch of ultimates with actual talents

he’ll muster up the courage to tell you eventually

let’s hope his luck comes through 😁

byakuya togami

now when THIS man realizes he likes you, he a bitch nigga bout it 😐

he can't believe he fell for a common plebeian such as you

but it was hard not to

the way you preferred to get to the point

the way you were aware of your situation and didn't sugarcoat how you felt about it, although you certainly were nicer with it than him

he's ruthless

anyways

you knew your priorities and spent no time trying to use your resources

he noticed how much you had in common; in you, he saw himself

and we all know how this mf feels about himself 😐

he’ll be quick to defend you in class trials

he won’t realize he’s doing it but he just subconsciously protects you

but just because he doesn't notice it, don't mean the rest of the class brushes past it as well

yeah they on his ass LMFAOO

kyoko kirigiri

kyoko is very good at keeping her composure so she won’t be very obvious

she’ll probably just hang around you more

she’ll also defend you in class trials, calmly

“oh, it couldn’t have been [name]. i remember seeing them in their dorm around the time the murder took place.”

hifumi probably finna say some dumb shit like “aye what was you doin in their dorm doe” but anyways

she finds you respectable

if you have anything to contribute, she’ll let you take the floor

when she tells you, she’s very composed, but also very indirect LMFAO

she’s not too sure on how to express her interest in you but maybe she’ll go about it like “well, [name], now we’ve made it here, would you like to step back into the world with me?” or somethin else along those lines idk

take her hand

pls

toko fukawa

y’all know her whole “master togami” shtick

yeah so 😁😁😁😁

no but fr, toko ofc still has her borderline stalkerish 🧍🏾‍♀️ tendencies

she’ll often find herself staring at you, either in the library or in the morning meetings everyday at breakfast

but she isn’t as straight forward as she is with byakuya

i actually think she’d be mad shy and non confrontational

the whole thing she kept up with him ? yeah, never again

if you approach her first then she’ll be able to get a few words out but for most of the conversation, she’ll just nervously play with her braids

you’ll most likely put two and two together

unless ur a makoto kinnie bc then you’ll have to wait till someone else puts it in place for u but anyways

if you decide to approach her about it, you’ll kinda be backing her into a corner bc she’s just bad at deflecting things lmao

she’ll eventually confess (begrudgingly but hey i mean its better than nothing)

expect much stuttering and a gesture like giving you a small gift

and not to be that writer that uses japanese terms in english writing but toko seems like a tsundere but not really if that makes sense?? so she’d probably shove it in your hands and if you try to say something then she’ll just try to play it off as not a big deal lol

calls u a baka 😍😍

aoi asahina

i know y’all all see how she is with sakura

yeah.

aoi is the kind of person who’d like to spend time with their crush rather than shy away from them

she values you and your friendship very much

bring her donuts

just trust me bring her donuts

she doesn’t really realize she’s into you like that for a while but believe me, she is, the whole time

and yeah i think she’d be nervous to tell you bc that’s just natural but ultimately she’d be cool about it

uh oh looks like we goin for a swim

sakura ogami

similar to kyoko, she’s very calm

despite her big and bad appearance, she really is a sweet girl

she cares for you and your well-being very much

will indeed go on x games mode for you

the way she tells you is very sincere and well spoken

kith her

naow

im sorry this is like the shortest one i couldn’t think of much for her 😔😔

leon kuwata

flirtatious ass mf

and he’s lightskin

so this just cannot go well

y’all know that bit where it’s like the guy yawns and stretches his arms up and then wraps one around your shoulder

yeah that’s literally him LMFAOO

he’s very confident

he was fairly well known with the ladies at his old school so you know he’s rhockin wit it ‼️

but

you feel.. different than usual ??

those girls were just lil flings n dates bc he was nice enough to accept their confessions and it boosted his ego anyway so it was a win win

but you

he was genuinely interested in you since he had saw you the first time

he didn’t just acknowledge your appearance

he learnt about your personality and your hobbies and what you liked and such, and he really cared and wanted to hear you talk about it all

he felt the need to really make an effort to show you how much he respected and had affections for you

he doesn't tell you in a grand way

probably just asks you out to a movie or somethin

he's chillin

mondo owada

you know

for being the biggest, baddest, most respected biker gang leader

or just for being in a biker gang period

mondo’s a huge softie lol

yeah he gets violent but he’s a sweet guy who cares about and is loyal to his friends

so mfs need to be nice to you

or they gettin whooped

when he decides it’s time to tell you how he feels, he thinks over his words and he’s all confident there’s no way you’d reject him but then he sees you in the halls and goes 🧍🏾 LMFAOOO

he’ll push through but it’s like he’ll walk up to you and look away from you because he refuses eye contact and just go

“so y/n, would you wanna.. tch.. come to a drive-in movie with me or somethin’?... dumbass.”

real smooth mondo i think you got em good job

please tease him LMFAOO it’d be so funny

he’d probably yell but you can tell he’s not mad so you just keep going with it

but once you’re done tormenting him, you do agree to the movie, don’t worry 🙏🏾

also mondo would call his s/o doll

that is all

chihiro fujisaki

my fav dude in a dress <3

chihiro would be quite shy, but that’s just how he is tbh so no surprise there

he’s very kind so he’d check up on you often just to see how you are

he cares about you v much

the way he confesses is one that consists of a red face as he offers you a box of candy or something similar

and he’d feel honored that you reciprocate his feelings

he’d be very scared to tell you his secret but once he does, he’s delighted to hear it doesn’t make any difference to you

he doesn’t know how he got so lucky with you

not only because woooo they like me back but also because you like him despite,, well everything about him LMFAOO

sweet lil boy

i’d feel like he’d talk about you to alter ego a lot

and when u meet the program for the first time, he’s like “oh! you must be [name]! master’s told me all about you :)”

sobbing i miss him

kiyotaka ishimaru

okay here’s the thing

if taka were to like someone

i can’t tell whether he’d be more strict because he doesn’t want them to get in trouble (and also so it would hopefully divert any suspicion that he DOES like you since he treats you the same as everyone else, only more)

or if he’d hold back more because he favors them LMFAOO

so imma write a lil bit for both

in the case that he was even stricter:

he’d prefer to be around you because he believes the best way he can make sure you stay out of trouble is to make sure you don’t get into any in the first place

of course it’s impossible to monitor you every second of every day but he does his best to make sure you’re doing well

if he sees you do anything out of line, he’s shutting that shit down IMMEDIATELY

but in the case he let up:

he’d still lecture you but noticeably less than the other students

if your feet were resting on top of a desk, he’d ask you to move them and then leave you alone rather than yell at you and forcibly move them himself

if you notice his behavior towards you in comparison to the other students do not tease him about it he will go as red as his eyes /hj

either way he’s confessing to you with a polite but exaggerated bow while holding out a well thought out letter with both hands

sayaka maizono

she will tell you

idk why but i feel like she’d be straight up lol

she’d make sure she’s sincere

she is the ultimate pop idol and all so she wants to make sure you know that she really does like you and isn’t playing a sick joke on you or anything

ok bc

while i do think she’d tell you

i’d feel like she’d be a little indirect just to see how you feel

like she’d give you a free ticket to one of her upcoming concerts with a kind smile

and naturally, you're like :o

and of course you come to support her

and seeing you smile at her from the crowd and cheer her on was the encouragement she needed to push her to ask you out

for real this time

she asks if you wanna come to a concert with her and ur like “oh yeah i love ur shows!!” bc ur dumb and then she’s like “no i mean.. for another artist” and eventually it hits you that she’s asking you out and ur like “oH YEAH YEAH SURE THAT SOUNDS GREAT YEAH OK” LMFAOO

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i really hope that this is good LMFAOO this is my first time writing for dr so 😃👍🏾

fun fact i finished toko’s section first and taka’s last 😁😁

and i’d like to thank @mius-imagination @bloodygir n the rest of the discord for helping me figure some of these characters out *simultaneously whips and nae naes*

bye ive been working on this for like weeks this took forever

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edit: here’s a deleted section bc i kept blanking for this character 😍

[icerosa]

with a clumsy s/o ☆ multi character

artem, vyn, luke and marius x f!reader

cw: mentions of small injuries, fluff, requested

pls reblog if you enjoyed it !! it helps me tons :)

note: woooo finally working on requests 🥳 thank goodness i had an hour break after first and 2nd period </3 anyways cutely tags @mar1uslov3bot hi bestie <3 requests temporarily open, pls check my pinned for how many slots are left !! utc again bc it got lengthy

xia yan ;

it wouldn’t be surprising that he’s very much worried for you. you’ve always been like this, always ending up with small lines of injuries most of the time. it may be an accident for the most part, but that doesn’t mean he won’t be worried. he tries to check up on you most of the time, making sure that this time your possible injuries wouldn’t be that bad. a sigh of relief would be heard from him, glad that this time you actually didn’t end up with anything serious.

zuo ran ;

surely enough he was stunned at how clumsy you are. it was an odd thought on how you could be his partner (work wise and romantically wise) but he doesn’t seem to care about what people say. if you were to accept and understand him as who he actually is, it's best that he should at least return the favor, right? though, zuo ran tries to save you before your clumsiness could cause something.

mo yi ;

a bit similar to zuo ran in a way, he’s a bit shocked on how clumsy you are. he would always help you in the end though! a few chuckles as he holds out a hand for you to take so you could stand up on your feet again before he checks for any wounds on you when you accidentally tripped.

lu jinghe ;

yes, he can be a bit of a tease but that was only during the start. once he has seen more of your clumsiness, he’ll be so concerned. eyes filled with worriedness as he checks if you’re okay, but soon just sliding a random teasing remark on how you’re so clumsy. but he’ll apologize right after you give him an annoyed expression and a cold shoulder.

[julla]

Hi! I'm a newer fan, immediately was sucked in by Seunghyun(his eyes!) and have been learning all I can about him and Big Bang! I don't want this to come off as rude, but I found your blog, and as someone who has been a fan a lot longer than me, can I just ask if he's always been this... way? Haha I really want to say it right.. just that the vibe I got from him was that he was more of an artist, but since following him I've just seen him posting about his wine? It just sort of goes against the image I was getting of him... Also does he really just have the two solos?? That makes me sad :( Doom Dada was a masterpiece, I wish there was more(but soon?!). Anyway, thank you if you read all this!

haha i love this. i love that i have to “explain” seunghyun to someone. bc i cannot lmaoo. he truly is a weirdo. and he isnt even that weird rn! we have gone through periods where he posts about horses, llamas, pigs buttholes, memes, edits, art, selfies etc. sometimes dozens at the time. u truly cannot explain that shit to someone lol. sometimes he doesnt post anything for a while and then suddenly he has a new obsession or an inside joke or something inspires him or sometimes he’s just trolling. i personally find it endearing and entertaining but can be annoying at times for sure. the fact that he posts wine lately doesnt go against his image tho. he is a huge wine nerd and him having his own label now only explains all the wine updates.

about the solos tho. yes he has only 2 MVs i think. but he has more solo songs! u just gotta dig deeper. act like nothing’s wrong, of all days, hi haruka, oh mom… these i can remember off the top of my head. also there are songs and covers by him pre-debut under the name of tempo. happy discovering! wish i was a new fan and fall in love with his music again. but hey! new things coming soon :) woooo

[bass-is-mentally-ill]

Always wanted to make this and thought it would be funny soooo HYPERFIXIATION TIMELINE BITCHES (except only franchises)

June, 2020: FANBOY AND CHUM CHUM

ah yes, when shit really started kicking in. I think this was the first one, or atleast the first major one. This is funny, also my longest. I bought a kyle hoodie and had a picture of him on my ceiling, so i cpuld gaze at him every night before i slept. cute!

Febuary, 2021: TOTAL DRAMA

So i was like also maybe hf at the begining of june, but idfk. So this one started with simping for Mal, then shipping NoCo again, then... tradgity struck. The Ezekiel ark. I bought a body pillow.

march?, 2021: HAPPY TREE FRIENDS

One of fond of!!! So this is one that i can kind of stay in the fandom without going balls deep in every time, so thats cool. Anyways, Toothy x Cuddles is real because they told me so.

April, 2021: HORRID HENRY

Ok so like this period I was going through some shit, so I dont actully remeber anything about this except it got me 1k followrs on tiktok, so idk.

May-July, 2021: SOUTH PARK

I dont want to talk about this shit show. It was bad. Like REALLY bad.

August 2021: Also Happy Tree friends

same as last time lmfao

September-october 2021: My little pony

If you have adhd or anything you know october is awful for hyperfixiation. Like, you should not have rights during that. Also, october 2020 I was kyle from fanboy and chum chum. This year... I was sprout from my little pony. It was an odd time.

November 2021: F IS FOR FAMILY!!!!

ONE I CAN ACTULLY STICK IN THE FANDOM??? WOOOO!!!! Still my comfort show, love its ass. Stan bridget for clear skin yall.

December-march???? Uhhh Lioden, Camp lake bottom, happy tree friends, metal family, other stuff?

I dont remeber these months at all sorry

April 2022: Dude, thats my ghost!

Towards the end of the month, but funni show! I still love it! and i would still absolutkey rail billy-

May: My little pony, SOMETHING ELSE THAT HAS TOTALLY ESCAPED MY MIND HELLO?

Mlp was fun, lyrabon supremacy. But it also like completly decinigrated like a second ago so idk.

Now/June: THE BREADWINENR <33333

LOVE THIS MOVIE, LOVE THE BOOKS PURE HAPPINESS YES YES YES YES YES YES YES!!!!!!

[hpe24]

Hey! I'm the one who asked you how to draw humans, and I have to say that my drawing really improved thanks to your help. My family was kind of having a financial problem (and we still kind of do), but I got a job to help them. My mom really appreciates how I've been able to grow.

Hello again!! My goodness that's WONDERFUL!!!!!! I feel super happy for you!! congratulations on all your achievements WOOOO🥳🥳🥳🥳

Also if I may suggest some books to add on my previous answer (ignore this if books aren't your way or you already know these), 'Anatomy Essentials' by ImagineFX, 'Anatomy for Sculptors Understanding the Human Figure' by Uldis Zarins with Sandis Kondrats are frequently recommended for those who want to improve their human drawing skills! 'RockHe Kim's Anatomy Drawing Class' is considered as one of the best anatomy reference books in Korea, I don't know if this has an English translation but the images speak for themselves and this book is on my must-buy list😉 I'll also throw in 'Color and Light' by James Gurney if you need to cover coloring as well, although some people apparently find this suitable for those who have basic understanding.

Anyways enough about that lol my heart is so full knowing how you've gotten better over such a short period of time and your mom is happy about it🥺 At this rate you'll surely overcome those difficulties, no doubt about it! I sincerely hope you become a successful artist and thank you for sharing such great news, keep up the amazing work!!🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌

[thequeenb]

Enemies With Benefits

Poppy x MC

This fic is inspired by @nerdy-twin post.

Warning: Smut

My, my did i heard right? My sources have been telling me all day about the hilarious fights between Queen Bee and our new starlet

Newbee proved to us since day one that she isn't one to be messed with but don't let her charms blind you. Yesterday Chlo-- i mean Poppy's dog got humiliated Infront of our eyes loves so grab your snacks because this is going to be a long semester isn't that right Bea?

Kisses, The T

Oh that's great. Another post from The T and everyone is looking at me again. Why do people care about this stupid blog anyways? Its so irrelevant and so--

"Oh my god Bea!!" Zoe runs up to me basically jumping from excitement

"Wow slow down what happened?" Seriously she can't even catch her breath

"Girl you are top 15 material now!!" she shoves her phone on my face and i gasp. Alright now i love this blog. Everyone around me whisper and after a moment i can hear cheers from every direction of the pathway

"Woooo B-E-A, B-E-A" they all chant my name and i bow laughing at my sweet victory, i cant wait to wipe Poppy's smirk off her face

Everything stops as i hear clapping behind my back, Aaaaand there she is. "Congratulations you managed to get pass the emo wannabes and the bimbos"

"Big words coming from a bitch like you" it feels like i am in a movie because everyone gasps not knowing how to react to that. Poppy stare at me long enough to kind of worry

"Listen here you ugly pathetic idiot--"

"That's not what you told me last night" i say kinda proud of myself and that's when basically everyone looks shocked. Zoe covers her giggles because she knows alllll about it and Miss Regina George over here have gone completely pink

"I would never not even in a million years touch someone as cheap as you, Chloe go fetch me a latte, ta ta garbage" and she walks away just like that

"Wow you really have an effect on her" Zoe comes behind me laughing and i roll my eyes brushing off another stupid fight

"Do you want to watch a movie and eat our feelings?"

"Girl you know me so well"

___

"Okay but do you want to watch Mean Girls, or the finale of Gossip girl?" I ask shuffling through Netflix

"Bea this school is the definition of Gossip girl and dont get me started on Mean girls, Poppy is--" And that's when we hear a knock on the door

"It must be Penelope i invited her" Zoe yells from the kitchen pouring us both a glass of wine

I walk to the door opening it wide and thats when i see my dear enemy

"What can i do for you?" I say smirking

"For starters buy better clothes, this shirt is hideous" she gestures at my Deadpool shirt, excuse me? How dare she?

"If i wanted to deal with your attitude i would have..oh wait yes you stalk me so you are always on my way"

"Agh can you just stop talking"

I roll my eyes so hard my brain hurts. What the school doesn't know is that we have our secret fights in the bedroom. Of course i was shocked as well but here i am kinda liking Poppy, gosh i probably hit rock bottom

"Goodnight boo" i smile slamming the door shut continuing my night drinking wine and gossiping with Zoe.

___

"I will see you after class, those new burritos are to die for" Zoe says as she kisses my cheek goodbye, i love this woman

I walk freely around the empty campus. One thing that i love about Mondays is that on third period i can just have five minutes to myself and collect my thoughts, that until i find my self pinned against a wall

"Never do that again" Poppy says pointing her finger to my chest

I gasp at the surprise and she looks amused, her and her little games "Do what exactly? Exist?"

She rolls her eyes but i can see how hard she is trying to hide her smile "No one slams the door at me Newbee" and she poke her finger once

"Oh please you are always being an asshole"

"Listen here, just because i let you kiss me once doesn't mean anything, you are still garbage to me and you will always be" and another poke

She tries to do it again but i grab her finger looking at her deep into her eyes

"No you listen Poppy, i am tired of your manipulative games, you are the most awful person i have ever met!" I am glad the campus is empty, if people were here they would probably record or take pictures for The T

"Oh please Hughes you play tough but you really aren't, maybe you were important back in pig town, but here? You are just another pawn" her glare is dangerous, her eyes on fire, our tension so thick you can feel it through your bones

So i did what every logical person would do, i lean in and i capture her lips before she can say anything else that will ruin the mood. At first she tries to deny and make a surprised sound but soon her tongue is dancing against mine.

I pin her against the wall taking a quick glance around to make sure we are alone. I should be in Miss Kingsley class right now but oh god am i distracted

She places her hands around my neck pulling me closer to her, didn't i tell you? She really likes me deep inside this cold heart of hers

"Am i tough now?" i ask, our lips so close, our breaths ghosting on eachother's faces. She swallows hard "Not enough"

And as these words escape her mouth i pin her hands above her head with my one hand effortlessly as my other travel from her waist down her thighs. Poppy always wears a mini skirt enough to ignite my fire

I dig my nails slightly into her flesh and ask once again "I said, am i tough now?"

Poppy moans against my mouth and i start kissing her neck, something that drives her crazy. She wont admit it, she never does but she knows well how much i turn her on and it annoys her

"Let me hear it" i say sucking at the sensitive spot underneath her ear

"Yes you are!" she says holding onto me tight like her life depends on it

My hand now goes beneath her skirt and my oh my do i make her excited. My fingers brush slightly against her underwear and thats when the bell rings, ugh cockblocker

We both immediately separate adjusting our clothes watching the campus slowly getting crowded. Poppy's cheeks are red and i can already imagine what she is thinking of. I smile to myself watching her walk away

And that's when my phone buzz, of course a notification from The T

Hello loves,

Another day another drama. My rising star is now top 10 material, i am proud of you girl but i wouldn't count on it because we all know Miss perfect always gets what she wants. I love drama and Hughes is providing me with the best one yet. Good luck, you will need it

Kisses, The T

I still cant believe what i am reading. Top 10?!! I am here almost two months and i have outsmarted most of Poppy's moves. I smile as Zoe approach me screaming

"I knew you had it in you!!" she hugs me tight spinning me around

"Suck it Poppy" i yell as students around us are cheering. It feels good knowing that people are on my side finally seeing who they are bowing to years now

Someone tugs my hand and as i turn around i see Chloe crossing her arms

"So you managed to reach top 10 i see"

"Oh do you want an autograph? Thats so sweet" i say smirking

"Poppy is waiting for you behind the field"

"And who says that i am going?" I practically laugh but her face remains the same

"Listen i dont have all day Channel is having--"

"Alright dog, good girl! You earned a treat" and like that i give her head a pat walking towards hell basically.

I am sure Pops is mad at me, maybe she likes me but she is serious when it comes to her reputation. I approach her enjoying how nervous she looks

"If you wanted a date we could have arranged it" i say sitting next to her

Her expression is cold and distant and i sigh defeated "okay what is it? Is it the fact that i am top-"

"That list isn't that important Hughes, i can drag you down to the bottom within seconds" Wow okay i get it thats not the reason you are grumpy

"Why did you asked your dog to fetch me?"

Poppy rolls her eyes clearly annoyed by every word i say. Again i sigh not knowing what to do exactly. Sometimes i like to take her in. The way her foot is jiggling, the way she flips her hair when she is awkward. Everything about her is so perfect when all the eyes are laid on her but when we are alone i see another version of her

"I hate how entitled you feel" she finally says standing up "since you got here the only thing that you want is to ruin me!"

I feel my blood boiling as i stand up to get on her level "Excuse me? You attacked me the first moment i laid my foot in here!"

"That's because you love to shove your nose where it doesn't belong!" she now takes a step closer, anger written all over her features

"Oh give me a break, you were always cruel, people just now start to realise it" i take a step closer as well trying to intimidate her

"I run this school Newbee, you like it or not so go back to your little town where you were important because here? You are nothing" she spats out coldly and all i can do is stare at her. Her mask now falls completely

I can see the worry in her eyes,regret. Her posture isn't radiating power, instead i can see how uncomfortable she is. Aw are emotions a new thing for her? How charming.

Without missing a beat i kiss her letting all this anger turn into passion. "I hate you" i say kissing her neck desperately trying to find an inch of bare skin to touch

"I hate you more" she tries to say but her voice trails off when my hand goes underneath her skirt. I smile between our kiss when i feel how wet she is

"Did our fight made you excited?" I ask teasingly

"More kissing less talking" she says capturing my lips into a passionate kiss. I push her against a wall as my hand connects with her center

"Oh Bea.." she whispers against my lips and thats when i increase the pace just to hear her moan. Only i can watch her like this, so vulnerable so real

With each stroke i can hear her shouting my name digging her nails onto my back. Finally her body shakes as she has a violent release and i hold her tight against me

I bring my fingers to my lips and i lick them clean locking eyes with her. For a moment all we can do is stare at eachother and i think we are both questioning what did we just do? I smile trying to reach for her hand but she pulls away

Great she turned on her bitchy mode. "I will see you tomorrow?"

"I will ruin your entire life Hughes!!" She yells while walking away. Well that wasn't what she was saying seconds ago, oh wait yes she was busy screaming my name

"And yes you will, now go fuck yourself!" She yells again and i flip her off smiling

Thats how the rest of the semester went down. Infront of the eyes of the school we hated eachother's guts but behind closed doors we did the craziest things in the bedroom. Overall i do hate Poppy Min-Sinclair but i have to admit, this woman knows her stuff, enough to wonder how many layers does she really has?

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[hautetae]

summer holiday update

as i have made it very clear, i am having a very wavy summer- lots and lots has been happening both good and bad

two weeks ago was the euro finals.

england vs italy

1-1

penalty shoot.

italy wins

and that's when i felt shitty as ever

u see i would never have thought i would become such a football fanatic, i cannot lie i am very much embarrassed i have had such an emotional attachment to the football and even the fucking players

i kid u not i was in a depresso mood after we lost, i had loved the team so much it may as well have been the most perfect english team we had

i wanted england to have the opportunity to prove other countries wrong that we were as good as them, maybe stretch to say we were the next germany and portugal

and then luck came in

it was a fucking dirty match i hated how we ended the match on a penalty

anyways good for italy for winning, but on another note i am proud of my players they have done so well💕

saka,sancho and rashford u guys did your very best, i may have been angry at rashford because it was open goal, but he didn't deserve the hate whatsoever

i guess we close the chapter on football now,but i'll see hopefully most of the boys in the worldcup next year xx

that was sunday-let's go through my week

acc before, i went to E's house for a silent disco and i loved it very much- sucked that i was on my period :(( and stained my pants but thank the fuck lord cold water is the solution to stains, btw U cringes me at times, she legit wanna be drunk all the time- girl who's hurting u that bad

she's now away and i'm sad i didn't meet up with her before hand, she's most deffo annoyed at me for that but i hope to owe it up to her

i've also started a new show: sex and the city!!!

ok so i binged watched 90% of s1 in one day because theepisodess are like 20 mins long- how blooming short

but now i'm on a slow and i don't have a 🍀feel🍀 to watch it

i might watch it tonight

i met up with A,my childhood bestfriend who's stuck with me thanks to our mums being besties- isn't that so sweet

we met up at her house and I met J, she's cool and i liked her- i guess a part of me wished i was like her but only slightly, i'm mine own bitch and thats on periodt.

i'm going to meet her sometime this week hopefully but i have quite a bit going on this week

and then me and S went to brick lane and lemme tell u that was the bestt shopping trip ever, liek i have bought so much but that was the best one i had gone to in my opinion becuse of the thinsg i got.

i found a custo barcelona top for £20 and i just fell in love with it, it's funky but i just have such nice vibes with it (i'm listening to kali uchis and it just adds to this sweet spanish summer i want)

and then i got this takashi murakami cherry blossom louis vuitton bag

woooo what a mouthful BUT TRUSTT it is the best thing i have bought and thats on period

the last thing i have was uhm well ✨free✨- juicy couture pants

me and S are matching in the drippiest thing ever isn't that so cool

best day ever

i honestly felt like carrie bradshaw, with my obsession with clothes and just acting rich and fancy and boujee, when really i am broke as fuck ahhhhh

its now a fucking heatwake and im going to melt why are england houses so ARGHHHH- at least i have wooden floors and rn im in the coolest room in my house

so i guess i have spoken about all the positives in my summer, but my life just doesnt become anymore perfect with problems

.especially family ones

my dad this summer is just so irritating his mind is just not right

my gran has covid,and just yesterday night she went into icu

with all due sympathy and prayers, i don't feel anything for her mainly because i had such a distant relationship with her howeveri ever wish for anyone to pass away

that of course has mentallyt captrivated my dad- and when i sayhe has become mad he is madd

[revolutionary-demosthenes]

SO I have a couple things to say/ask. First off, what are your thoughts on GWash encouraging Hamilton and Laurens to share a tent? Like.. it could be taken as him saying "Hey, y'all are friends, right? And Hamilton hates /everyone/. Why not share this because you like each other and it's lower risk of Hamilton slitting someone's throat in the night." (there's more, I just don't have much room cause these ask boxes don't have very high word-count things).

(ask cont.) 

(Same anon from before) I just don't really see either of them confiding in Washington about same-sex relationships. I get that he treated all of his aides as family, but I also know of Hamilton's pessimistic views of the human race and his inability to trust others. I don't know much about Laurens but it just doesn't seem realistic that they'd talk to him about this. Avid "Lams" supporters are all like "Washington supported it! Gay rights! Wooooo" Just.. no it's not likely. (Still the same Anon) ANY WHO. I think it's great- what you're doing. Historians are so quick to brush it off as "homo social" or "not gay at all no exceptions". I love that you're analyzing things like this and making it /known/ that there were gay people back in the 1700's, too. Like they existed guys. Come on. Anyway, I was just curious about you're thoughts on that and I wanted to make it known that appreciate you and your extensive research. :)Sorry I'm just loading all of this on you. Just remembered what I originally wanted to ask about; How do you feel about John Church Hamilton burning or destroying the letters between his father and Laurens? I want to say that it's because they were explicit or something but, honestly, I think he was just trying to protect his father. (Still the same anon with Washington stuff and the'I love you you're the best' gushing)

*To be clear to my readers, everything above the cut is from the same anon who sent me several related question which I just pasted together.*

I haven’t seen primary evidence of Washington encouraging Laurens and Hamilton to share a tent specifically, which is a common misconception. They likely did share at some point, because space was really cramped and people had to share beds and tents out of necessity a lot. Although mostly the aides were at wherever the HQ was, with Washington, and those were mainly houses, I don’t think it is implausible that Washington would have encouraged Hamilton and Laurens sharing, because, as you said, they were (or at least appeared to be, though I assume you know my feelings on the full extent of their relationship) very good friends. However, I strongly doubt that even if he did do that, it was because of their romance. 

Gay rights are definitely something to “Woooo!” about, but I agree that isn’t what was happening there.

@thelittlelionofvalleyforge has a great post about the bed situation at Valley Forge/ Washington letting Hamilton and Laurens share here: https://thelittlelionofvalleyforge.tumblr.com/post/182794338506/did-washington-let-hamilton-and-laurens-share-a 

As you can see in the above post, there simply may not have been enough room for just Hamilton and Laurens to share a room/tent exclusively.

I agree that Washington likely did not know about the romantic aspect of Laurens and Hamilton’s relationship. People also use Baron Steuben as evidence for Washington being okay with homosexuality, but it seems much more likely to me that they just needed someone to shape up the army and didn’t care who it was as long as they did a good job. If Washington did know, (and there is no evidence to suggest he did) I would imagine it was because he caught them kissing or something, not because Hamilton and Laurens told him. And honestly he probably just didn’t have time to worry about possible romances, because there is a war going on. Like, Washington was worrying about a French alliance and winning battles. All he wanted was for his aides to get stuff done, you know?

I would not say that Hamilton disliked everyone (I think you were joking there,) but he certainly didn't have another friend on the same level as Laurens, and he (probably as a result of his upbringing) didn't trust easily (like you said.) I think that’s part of why the Laurens-Hamilton relationship was so important and special to them both. They trusted each other, something both of them had trouble doing.

How do I feel about John Church Hamilton’s censorship and destroying of parts of letters? I think it’s very easy to be pissed at him in modern times. But we’ve got to put it in the context of his time. Hamilton was outlived by basically all of his worst enemies, who already had plenty of conspiracies to use against him. Can you imagine what would’ve happened, if, for example, Thomas Jefferson got his hands on those letters? I do think that they were explicit, so I don’t think JCH saw it as destroying their love as much as protecting his father’s reputation, something that Hamilton himself went to extraordinary lengths to do. (read: Reynolds Pamphlet...) So JCH might’ve even thought he was doing what his father would’ve wanted. And maybe that is what Hamilton would’ve wanted. Who knows? Because these guys aren’t thinking that there would be people who want to know about their romance in the distant future. They are thinking “if this gets out my life will be ruined.” That isn’t fair of course, but it is the likely truth of that time period.

But if I could go back in time I would save those letters no hesitation. I’m not saying it isn’t incredibly frustrating that they were possibly destroyed/ censored (and to all the people who say John Laurens was straight, isn’t that alone basically confirmation of a romance? Why would JCH censor letters if they didn’t have something forbidden in them? What else do you think could possibly be in those letters that was taboo in the 1700s?) But considering how precarious Hamilton’s reputation already was, I think it’s understandable why JCH would censor/destroy them.

Thank you for these questions and your support! It means a lot to me. Also, if you do have a source for Washington encouraging Laurens and Hamilton to share a tent, could you share it with me? If you don’t though, no worries! Even without that, it is still interesting to think about how much Washington did/didn’t know about Laurens and Hamilton.

[toonqueen]

DARK ANIMANIACS/TINY TOONS LORE

It's 9 am time for dark Warner sibling thoughts

First let's roughly establish:

-The warner siblings locked in the tower takes place in the same universe as Roger Rabbit.

-Tiny Toons, though not interacting with non animated  humans, takes place in the same universe as well. It does have the same fourth wall break that toons are actors since they're going to school for it.

-Bonkers and House of Mouse also exists in this universe but that's a detail I won't get to today.

This is written without doing research, just based on my memories of eps so things may be off. Woo.

Main plot  of the Warner siblings is that they were too wacky probably didn't fall in line to act to produce shows, pranked everyone, so they were locked up in the studio water tower. FROM LIKE THE 30'S TO THE 90'S JAYSUS. Though I believe there were some flashback eps where they broke out in the past. Lets roughly say from the 70s to 90s it had been completely silent in that tower. And that's kinda creepy.

BECAUSE TINY TOONS establishes toons can fade away if they are forgotten. There was an ep where Babs was looking for a female mentor. She finds old black and while films of a forgotten 1930s lady toon  that no longer exists cuz I remember it is stated that she faded away because she was forgotten. There was also an ep where the Dodo bird was captured by a villain and started to fade because while imprisoned he couldn't be wacky so he was literally fading away.

So did the human WB studios get so annoyed with the Warner siblings they locked them away to disappear- pretty much the toon form of a death sentence? Damnnnn. But then, they don't lock them away in some vault in the basement. No, they lock them away in a water tower that is seeable from  anywhere on a studio lot. Why?

TO SERVE AS AN EXAMPLE TO OTHER TOONS. To be a threat if you don't stay in line and make us money you can suffer this same fate of not being seen by humans and forgotten and then fade away. 

HOLY HELL.

Anyways this next part was written late at night due to too much caffeine: 

Now let's get back to Tiny Toons for a moment. What I remember from the ep that covered the kids and school origin was some animator had made some of the Tiny Toon’s villains first but they did not like the show premise he pushed or something? Anyways, he creates Babs and Buster bunny with Bugs bunny in mind. (No relation, all three of them. ha.) He creates the other kiddo versions of Loony Toons? GOD REMEMBERING THIS IS LIKE A FRIKKING ACID TRIP. Anyways, the kids make a ruckus? Bugs and maybe Daffy show up? Bugs just makes the University that the kids can go do. Like I bet he literally just painted it on a map and then it exists like the freaking elder god level powers well known toons have like DAMN. So thats how that all went down in show. 

Now my headcanon is that Daffy probably at first didn’t want to go along with this whole, ‘lets have this school for these new kid aged toons and be their teachers and we’re kinda responsible for them now.” lol since Babs and Buster was made with Bugs in mind, Daffy can make the side comment of something like, “Why am I responsible for your accident babies?”  Now the funny answer Bugs can give is something like, “Well there’s a duck that there too that has your eyes.” the more serious answer Bugs can give if he is irritated that Daffy is being difficult about helping is, “We don’t want another water tower incident.”

Because OH DAMN Bugs and Daffy would have been created around the same time as the Warner siblings were. And here’s the thing. Most toons are ‘created’ being adults just already. Some could argue the Warners were children. Hyperactive children with all the sorta powerful abilities that all toons have. Then they were expected to behave and make shows that were watchible to make the studio money and instead were just locked away. THATS SOME MESSED UP SHIT YO. 

So canonly Bugs made the school and headcanon he did it so the same thing that happened to the Warners wouldn’t happen to this new group of kids toons. Okay. Y’all still with me?

Okay, BACK TO THAT EPISODE where Babs finds out there is a lost female toon that would be a great mentor for her. What I remember once she saw the old reels of this toon’s stuff and found out of someone is forgotten the disappear. Just here seeing the vids doesn’t bring back this toon though.  She went to Bugs I think asking for the lost cartoons to be shown in class or something. And I remember Bugs being a HUGE jerk about it. Not helping Babs showing the cartoons. Like cold about it. Like DAMN BUGS. Anyways Babs rents? Builds? A movie theater herself and shows the cartoons. It then surprisingly brings back the lost toon in question so YAY. 

Now I don’t remember why canonly why Bugs was a dick in this episode but here is my headcanon. What if toons (At least WB toons) were lead to believe that only real humans believing in them lead to them not being forgotten and disappearing. What if this thing Babs did was a new discovery that TOONS not forgetting other TOONS could still keep them from disappearing. Bugs and Daffy would share a knowing look at this new information. One of them jokingly says, “I wonder if the Mouse knows about this.”

See something else is going down at Disney but I’m not getting into that now. Woooo.

Now let's assume soon after this incident is when the Warner siblings start getting active again, since their whole show was about them breaking out of the tower in now modern times after being locked away there for 50 years. Let's say that theater Babs made/used then started regularly showing old cartoons. Purposefully. Like a conspiracy to get faded out toons back real again. *cue X-files theme.*

BACK TO THE WARNERS PLOT.

Okay now the kids are back… mysteriously. The real human studio seems to have given up on having them be erased from memory and well, what was done in the 1930’s isn’t acceptable now so like they get that Dr. Scratch and Sniff to therapy them into good behavior??!?!?

Meanwhile while that's going on canonly I’m betting that Bugs, Daffy, and main Looney Toons crew are planning a Oceans 11 style heist to actually get the siblings out of there and to ToonTown/Acme Acres. Now they know they’d be in big trouble of the human studio knew they were behind this so they would go one step further and take the kids to Wackyland. Because while ToonTown in Roger Rabbit seemed like a place humans could go, I always got a vibe that Wackyland is this one step forward that no real human has ever stepped foot in so GOOD LUCK. 

Anyways I’m sure their plan would work. I TOLD MYSELF I WAS NOT GOING TO LOOK UP ANYTHING WHEN WRITING THIS BUT I HAD TO CHECK SOMETHING. Daffy was created in 1937 and Bugs was 1940 so even though Bugs is the brains of the operation and the more popular one and has better skills Bugs needs Daffy to make first contact with the Warners because Daffy was the only one that had known them before the whole water tower lock away incident. Like he is the one that has to be, “Hello Fellow kids, how about you -uh come with us.”

Once everything goes right and blows over they would either introduce the Warners to the school OR have them stay in Wackyland and ‘homeschool’ them.

Also rewind there are two things that could have gone on with the Warner siblings in the tower. A: They were around the whole time from 1930 to 1990 and did not fade away because they had each other. Since they didn’t have much exposure to the real world they still are toons that are kids. Or B: They had faded away for decades, came back because a duck and bunny plotted to have their shows shown to new toon crowds. <_< They came back but have no really emotional scarring from it because they don’t remember it.

NOW EVEN DARKER LORE:

But okay Yakko always gave me this strange- offness sometimes, in the show. He’s the oldest sibling of course so the only one out of three that seems to sometimes make mature decisions. I mean, as much as these three can. 

NOW IN THAT CANON BABS EP with her finding a mentor, get this- I remember from that old cartoon the toon that disappeared was from her male counterpart in the show was still around. Had not completely disappeared yet?!?!

What if- what if Wakko and Dot had disappeared in that long period in the tower but Yakko, being the oldest and still vaguely remembered, was all alone on that tower for decades. SHIT DAMN FFFFFF.  He seems completely okay but like, Bugs or Daffy pick up that something is off? Like hey kiddo, everything okay? Man I think Yakko is so elated and happy his siblings are back he doesn’t even realize he might have some bad feels.

I don’t know where I was going with this its time for bed. Bleh.