#anybody relate?

[traumatizedjaguar]

Some of my thoughts, do you relate?

You ever feel like you’re tricking or manipulating people into liking you? Like you believe you’re bad and ugly on the inside and need to expose it?

You can never be honest enough no matter what? Like you need to give every little detail and yet no matter how much you retell the truth it’s never enough?

You ever feel obsessed with the truth? Not just your story but everyone and everywhere too.

Injustices give you rage like when you see someone getting hurt you’re raging over it and desperately trying to help them no matter the cost it has on you? You don’t care if it fucking ends you, you’ll help no matter what? Like seeing bystanders makes you fill with rage, like how could they fucking just stand there and let something happen? Feeling like you don’t care what abuse, torture or anything you’d go through, you’d help the vulnerable no matter what.

[ynwa4eva]

I think id me phenomenal at masonry as in genuinely talented since birth but as in the apprentice of the best mason in the country would fall in love with me and tell me about his lessons and therefore introduce me to a new career path and after hes finished studying (i sneak into the hall with a stolen key) id dispose of him and start masonry business saying that he thinks himself so hideous that he doesnt want to talk to the customer so i his obedient wife take care of that for him

[ghostlylicious]

can anybody believe this person trying to fight innocent ppl abt iorveth x roche 😭😭 im looking for any1 who relates so i can recover frm this i LITERALLY just stepped into tumblr

[frontlinebicepsoftheninth]

Question: is it a common closeted young lesbian experience to be really obsessed with like an older girl or tv character or something and think you want to be just like her but actually your evangelical Christian 7th grade self thought she was very sexy and had no idea how to process that so you continued to think that way until you were in college. Asking for a friend.

anon i am honored that you came to me with this question and i would say absolutely yes although i think the first time i can really remember that happening for me i pretty quickly knew it was attraction. so i may not have personally had the exact experience but i have heard manyyyyyy other people talk about it, i'm sure some of my followers can second you in the comments lol. and if it was a tv character for you i gotta ask who was it 👀

[max-reblogger]

Rivers #Poem 3

I am confused. My feelings are like rivers, Some days I feel love so intense it hurts, Other days I feel nothing for others, At least, not romantically, Some days I feel as though the person need to be special, That I need to know their soul entirely to feel love, Other days I feel as though if I were to know a person, I would no longer feel any love for them, I feel so many things through so many days, But that's strange, It's not acceptable, I must pick one feeling to have through all of my days, But I can't, I've tried, My feelings are like rivers, They lead in multiple directions, And I am a sailor, Trying to navigate the rivers, Without a compass, My feelings are unpredictable, But my feelings are mine.

[sophies-junkyard]

The absolute tragedy of being an epileptic spider verse fan.

[cve-th3mvsic]

anybody else out there who, when they see someone’s art, state the obvious about it in response?

like, someone js sent a picture of what they’re drawing in a server i’m in, in the art channel, and it’s a drawing of a person with a sheep on their head

my first reaction was:

“sheep”

like, doy. there’s a sheep. we can see it.

i coulda said something else, but all i got is “sheep”.

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[gaydennisreynolds]

too sleepy to elaborate at this time but I miss the old fandom culture of interacting with fanfic writers and fanfic artists as members of the fandom community who enjoyed engagement and discussion and feedback instead of the modern trend of seeing us as content creators up on a pedestal who don't need positive feedback but DO need to churn out constant content to feed the a03 machine

[perfectlyripeclementine]

calling my lover "mine" but not in the way that my toothbrush or notebook are mine, mine in the way my neighborhood is mine, and also everybody else's, "mine" like mine to tend to, mine to care for, mine to love. "mine" not like possession but devotion.

[bodiereads]

Quitting drinking can be an adventure when you still smoke but are extremely strict about not driving with ANYTHING in your system. Going out changes. It’s like “want me to DD? Not tonight? Sounds like a plan, brb time to get disgustingly high”

And if it’s a sober night as DD it turns into “I don’t even want to LOOK at an alcoholic beverage keep that shit AWAY from me PUT YOUR PEN AWAY RN”

Anyway 10 months sober this week 🎉 (looked back at the date and I quit drinking ON st pattys apparently?)

[artemx746]

can people start obsessing over queerplatontic ships the same way they obsess over romantic ships

[tahopo]

we truly regressed when people started buying into the genderbending is inherently transphobic thing. yeah that twelve year old being inquisitive and having fun on deviantart was your enemy all along.

[way2gosuperrstarr]

home life

[strobbylemonade]

murder on the warp express doodles

[saudrag]

sooo… nobody’s gonna talk about how every time hughie kills someone & gets their blood all over himself the next thing happening is butcher killing someone & getting coated in blood too? literally every. single. time.

murder husbands i guess?

also i was SO fucking cheering for hughie to kill that man. i need this boy morally RUINED

[eat-rock]

“nobody understands me” but not in the “edgy suffering from teenager syndrome mad at mom” kind of way, but the “lonely isolating young adult realization that the specific combination of mental illnesses and past experiences i’ve had have resulted in a pattern of behaviors that are often misinterpreted and misconstrued by others” type of way