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One of you will betray me
Another one of you will betray me too probably
Actually any of you could betray me
Is this what Macbeth is about?
#7 apartment viewings today#anxious but feeling positive#because the opposite is a terrible pit of despair#and I'm not about that#alienwords
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Hey, if you have speech impediments, you are so amazing.
If you stutter or have a lisp or misspeak easily or you have a flat affect or a limited verbal vocabulary or if your voice is AAC or if you just have a difference in your vocality, you are so incredibly important and amazing.
Just know that your voice is yours. Nobody will ever be able to truly take it away. Your voice is part of you, and you deserve to make it as true to you as you deem fit. I hope you have the space to grow with your voice and whatever about it makes it unique.
#positivity#disability positivity#partially because so much of voical differences arise from disability#i've developed a really annoying lisp-ish issue#and it's hard to be positive about it because it makes me feel like i'll be treated as lesser because it's a 'childish' affect#but i literally can't help it unless i spend 110% of my focus on it. and i don't have that amount of energy#but it makes me think about others and especially those who have it more intensely than i do#and i just want to uplift everybody because vocal differences are neutral at worst#man my dad always tells a story about this coworker he had who had a stutter like you wouldn't believe...#...and he was fucking BRUTALIZED for it... 'c-c-c-c-CAN YOU GET TO THE POINT?!' is how people would talk to him...#...and obviously that made his stutter twice as fucking worse and i can't imagine the shame and humiliation that followed...#...i hope he learned that those assholes were a fucking waste of time and that he doesn't have to deal with that...#...like i'm sorry but there is no fucking need to be that sadistic toward somebody who is obviously already anxious and worried
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For the last week I have been working on one fairly large-scale project, which is spontaneous, a little grateful and generally full of bright feelings.
And so! I'm proud to present to you a little comic based on @nhasablogg's fanfiction that I really enjoyed. So in the end I decided to transfer these feelings into creativity
You better read this fanfic, because it is very sweet and sensual, and my scribbles only convey half of what is written there








#Here I feel a little anxious#because I remember that I forgot to ask permission…#although in fact#this is positioned as something like a gift for the positive emotions given by fanfic?#in order to make gifts you don’t need to ask permission right???#talk#art#dean winchester#castiel#destiel#spn#supernatural#and indirectly it is still considered as#tickle art
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listen i don't think edward little was actually a bad first lieutenant. when we see him in the first episode he's calm and confident. he does not say much but he's amiable enough. crozier likes him, and i don't think crozier would like anyone he doesn't think capable in some way. generally he's dependable and knows what he's doing. however unfortunately for edward he has these qualities because he has a major case of eldest daughter syndrome, which means he both wants to please his mum (crozier) and has an overdeveloped sense of responsibility for his younger siblings (crew), so when they get stuck in the ice and crozier starts going (more) alcoholic, he enables his mum bc he doesn't want to disappoint her even if he doesn't agree with her, and he has to pick up the tasks and care for his siblings she's not doing, but he can't let his siblings know about their mum's situation because they'll get worried and restless. and like a true eldest daughter he has to bear the brunt of mummy's anger for being a disappointment but he also doesn't want to seek refuge with the man she divorced (fitzjames) because that feels like a betrayal. also while this is going on there is a giant bear who hunts his siblings for sport so they're dying left and right and also a changeling master manipulator who's making his siblings mad at their mum and who wants to fuck said mum before eating her like some sort of praying mantis. anyway i think i would start being miserable and anxious too.
#joke post but i do feel like the whole 'edward little's bad lieutenanting' goes a little overboard sometimes#he's always in the worst position ever for a man whose sense of duty to captain and crew is at the core of his being#generally everything he does he does bc he thinks it's for the good of the crew.#but the crew is 24/7 in mortal peril so he's anxious 24/7 as well#under normal circumstances he'd know what to do. but these aren't normal 1st lieutenant circumstances. he's not equipped for it#and anyway i do need to point out. that edward is anxious abt everything and he makes wrong choices sometimes even with good intentions#but the first thing crozier did when he got miserable and anxious was stop trying and instead hope to drink himself to death. so. you know.#edward little#the terror#jopson is the favoured younger sibling in this scenario btw#inb4 someone comes into the tags like 'wouldn't jfj be the mum' not in this metaphor
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To anyone who needs to hear this,
I hope everyone's doing alright out there. I try to keep things light and silly on my blog, but I feel like now is a good time to remind everyone that you're not alone. It's hard not to be doomer right now, but take a deep breath. Drink some water. Everything is okay right now.
It's okay to be upset or disappointed by the way things are. You're allowed to feel however you feel. It doesn't make you weak or incompetent. It doesn't mean you've failed or you're being punished. It isn't something you should feel guilty over (whether you voted or didn't or voted third party).
There are plenty of people out there who will love and support you. I'm one of them.
Love you all. Stay safe. Take care of yourselves. Be kind to yourself.
Sincerely, Cheekin <3
#for what its worth im sorry#today has left a lot of people feeling anxious and unsafe#esp on this app#i felt like putting some more positivity out in the world could never be a bad thing#i wish i had better words#cheekinrambles
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I don’t think ppl give enough credit to rui for his dedication to fucking with people (outside of tsukasa of course) like. Knowing & acknowledging that nene wants nothing to do with him and Tsukasa on her first day of second year and deliberately following tsukasa to loudly ask if she’s getting along with people (just to be a jackass)? Implying his gift to akito will explode even though it won’t bc he wants to bug akito? Like I think rui at his core is full of love and a desire to make ppl smile but I also think he’s 200% committed to the bit first and foremost. If something will be funny he’s going to do it regardless of the consequences. Guy filled with zero social anxiety & a never ending desire to embarrass his friends.
#‘he’s insecure’ is very fanon. like I think he has hang ups over that obviously as one does when one is excluded from their peers for being#odd. but he’s never had that issue w the general public. w friends? a little. but he’s kinda moved past that#gestures towards the Halloween wxs story and (heavy sigh) rmd.#project sekai#in general I will die on the hill of rui and Tsukasa having so much more self assurance and confidence than ppl give them credit for#if u want a fail girl nene is right there. open ur eyes.#consequences of ppl only viewing him thru a shipping lense…#*nene* is socially anxious#rui canonically trespassed on ppls property to put on solo shows for several years.#i could go on a rant abt tsukasa & the portrayal of him w social anxiety despite the ample evidence against it but I don’t feel like doing#it in the tags bc it is entirely unrelated. rui and Tsukasa (handshake emoji) horrifically misrepresented by fanon.#2 end on a more positive note: everyone think abt the comic where rui is perfectly capable of understanding emu#and he has the ‘all perfect’ text after comprehending her fascinating vocabulary. beautiful. perfect wxs relationship moment.#read curtain call again. & the other rui focuses. main story in general. etc.
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#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#oc#pink space#doodles#THE. [explodes forever]#doodles bc these took like an hour + they're unshaded 💥 ignore all the effects i was playin around hjfshf#/it's been a minute since i've drawn him as a babythang!#don't think i posted those either.. they mighta been trad.doods so yeah hfshf#8 years old + anxious + clumsy lol#/awarding him the trait of Absently Touching Face All The Time for the reason of He's In My Braiyn. Gough#/also one of my favorite stretch positions 👍 i need to feel that shiz in my BONES. more casual here but yeagh hjfsh#//YEAH though. i should have been sleeping an HOUR ago#i gotta get up at SIX. pray for me JFSHFJ#the sleeping schedule is so funked dude it may be my bestworst work yet! ggoguhghhhhhhh#yeah though. goin . probably lmfsfh#CIAO 💥
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OH I forgot to share this. Rosie graduated from puppy school
#shes thinking about going to puppy grad school#maybe even get a puppy doctorate#in biting#(she actually doesn't bite anymore. The issue we're working on now is her jumping up on ppl)#shes getting spayed on monday and im feeling anxious about it#like I know the positives far out way the negatives#Im just worried itll be traumatizing for her or some shit#the vet we took my old dog Jilly too was a fucking butcher. Used metal staples to close her up. You could visibly see/feel them on her#she had them the rest of her life#Im just scared something will go wrong#Jilly dieing was one of the hardest things Ive ever been thro in my life. I still think about her everyday#I dont know if I could come back if I lost Rose
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TED LASSO S4 ANNOUNCED BTW
SO I'VE HEARD.
#s4 anxiety#< still gonna tag all my s4 anxiety that#it's not negativity exactly but it's not positivity either ya feel?#so feel free to filter it out#anyway. ngl this whole thing is making me so anxious 😩#after some of the uhhh. choices made. in s3#idk i'm not gonna rag on anyone else for being excited or enjoying it or anything#hell im not even gonna put this in the main tags#but like. idk man! im anxious#its scawy :(#like it might all be fine and great#or...#also in my defense ive got like nine separate things rn that are stressing me tf out im like#the worlds most stressed out little rat running in circles in a cage rn#gertspeak#askbox#like it's great!!! we get more!! but also. we get more#you know
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*Takes CK characters away from Jon Josh and Hayden* You don't deserve them rn
#Staying positive though. I'll enjoy#Sam and her Daddy clearly do not want to do the tournament anymore. and who couldnt understand that?#I want them to be happyyyy#😭#I just don't trust them. It looks interesting and I will enjoy but Amanda seems so different its hard not to feel a little anxious#It seems like my Johnny flirting around with Bobby and making Daniel jealous is so near though#Johnny. dolly. just stay with Bobby who is practically your babydaddy and forget about Robby's stepfather. just focus on those two boys and#let Bobby help you and Carmen out.#Bobby dealing with his old territoral feelings and love for Johnny raging back up when he sees Johnny with Daniel. Struggling not to be#rude to Daniel even though he meant to do the right thing and apologize.#it's like 'Back off from (my) Johnny....I mean. I'm really sorry for the tournament man : /.....Johnny is mine tho#CK season 6 feelings
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Safe in someone else's heart
#pixel art#danganronpa#shuichi saihara#Happy Valentines!#Somehow this idea came up as a concept of a thought#Like if Shuichi actually physically found friendship fragments while meeting people#and his poor anxious heart slowly started to feel more at ease cause this is like validation#that he IS making a positive impact on people! He's important! He's loved!!#idk I think it would just be calming for him....
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your ancestors are very proud of you.
you’ve got heated houses, seemingly unlimited food, high quality clothes with bright colors usually reserved for royalty, you have ways to not die to simple scratches, if you’re a girl then you can wear pants! Ancestors who were forced to stay in the closet cheer for you to be true to yourself and who you love. you are living like kings to them, because you are. Be happy with what you have today, because your ancestors worked hard for you to have this life.
and if your life isn’t great today, it will be tomorrow, and if not tomorrow, then definitely the future. Your ancestors will be proud of you regardless of where your life goes, because you’re alive in a time where you can live, and that’s the most important thing in the world.
#positive thinking#positive thoughts#positive vibes#positive vent#I will give hugs to anyone feeling sad or upset or anxious or anything else bad. I’m here for you guys!#i hope this finds you well#i hope this finds the right people
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Today was a good day.
#they happen#even when you’re struggling#anyone else?#mental health#gratitude#positivity#mental illness#recovery#I relaxed#I journaled#I played astrobot#I ate yummy food#I went to a Bollywood dance class with a good friend#we went for a drink after#I watched a ridiculous Christmas movie#it was not great#hot frosty I’m looking at you#but I just love Xmas a lot#I didn’t feel stressed or anxious or tense
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For the first time ever, I used tarot as a method to try and contact Lord Apollo. I've been anxious about it for a while, but today the sun shone brightly and I saw some beautiful art of him, so I just.. felt compelled to give it a try. It went better than I ever could have expected and I truly do feel cared for, and that what I do in devotion to him is enough.
#val talks#should i tag. im scared. but this was a very positive experience so why not have this be the post that might make people perceive me lol#hellenic polytheism#apollo deity#apollo#apollo worship#helpol#apollo worshipper#lord apollo#if anyone is curious i pulled a card for confirmation that i was talking to him (got temperance which is associated with him. so yay)#and then asked a few questions. some related to me and my practice. some related to more personal topics. and they all were answered#very nicely i feel. queen of wands about if what im doing is ''enough'' which ties to confidence and self-assurance so i'm sure it's a yes#the emperor when asked if he had any opinion of me thus far that he wanted to share which i interpret as a confirmation that i can seek#stability and security from him and depend on him. maybe? that's how i read it#and more. but y'know. very positive stuff hehe. the card i got on one of the questions i asked seeking advice was possibly the most#appropriate card i could have pulled for the topic so. i'm honestly very happy about it!#tarot#hellenic pagan#i um. guess. anxious to talk to people and maybe get perceived but hey! why not try
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Im scared ngl. I don't know what to do. I'm hugging you all right now
#i know i said im not the biggest fan of venting and stuff but i really need to get that off my chest im sorry#i hope everyone is doing okay because im scared for myself and everyone#i wanna lay down and not talk but i have school today and i have to present somethiiiinngggg >:[#im probably gonna take a quick break working on art requests to make some other art to feel a little better#im sorry yall#vent post#vent#apologetically rambling#everyone be sure to take deep breaths drinknwater eat something and take a minute for yourself(ill also do this myself)#its good to take a minute#if you need a break take a break#i hope everyones day is filed with at least a bit of positivity <3#imma try and make some silly posts to make yall and myself smile :]#sorry i get anxious easily :<
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not gonna kill myself because it's bad but i'm sure going insane and getting only more and more upset and anxious. flatmate moves in and bring some situations to the house that to me personally are over my boundaries and despite living here for the past year i am the one that will have to either adapt to changes that person makes or move out
#im losing my sanity. is it normal that im weirded out that she as a brand new tennant has higher position and more rights than me#i feel so uncomfortable upset and anxious that i feel like im gonna throw up#fuck me i guess
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