#anti-kin are really something else

[schizosupport]

kinda frustrated that the culture around delusions is that "you HAVE to break them and they're ALWAYS bad." Because of my personality, I "know", logically, that some of my beliefs are delusions, but I also still believe them. If I were to answer a question about them, I would say "Yes, this is a delusion", but I still act + think as if they weren't. And it is like. Physically painful to acknowledge that it's a delusion for any long periods of time, it feels like a game of tug of war in my brain and it gives me headaches. All that is to say, some of my delusions are harmless, if not helpful, and risking trying to break one entirely just to fit into societal norms of what I should be thinking is at best unnecessary and at worst dangerous.

I agree so much with you on this. I think anti psychotic sentiments mix with general ideas of conformity to create a situation in which even non-harmful and helpful delusions are seen as something bad.

Like I'm not saying people with kin types, or trans people, etc, are delusional, but it's interesting that the way a lot of people react towards these different self perceptions is to say shit like "don't encourage their delusions".. and what they mean is, don't let there be joy and identity in this, this difference in experience is pathological and therefore morally wrong??

Like there's a lot to unpack there..

And psychiatrists frequently will mirror sentiments about how all psychosis is always bad and to be eradicated, even if we must eradicate so much else in a person with increasingly harsher treatment options...

My own psych fucked me up back in the day because I accidentally mentioned my experiences with (helpful) plurality. They saw it as a symptom that I was getting worse. They changed my meds that were previously working well at the dose I was on. And they made me scared of what was once a helpful coping mechanism.

I really think that society needs to get over its fear of people with differences in experience, stat. And doubly so for psychotic people, as the defence for other groups is all too often "well we Are not delusional (implying "so it's okay that we have differences in experience, as opposed to if we really were psychotic, in which case it could not be allowed)"..

[moss-ridden-owl-creature]

Introduction Post :DD

(last updated: 27/12/24)

I don’t know exactly how to do this but I’m doing it anyways!

‼️BEFORE THE INTRO: please do not ask me for donations. I can’t tell which are scams and which aren’t. I’m a minor and also cannot donate along with the fact that hospitals and severe injuries often shown in the asks are massive triggers for me and can send me into panic attacks very easily.‼️

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Name: Call me Mike, Millard, Cassidy, Telemachus or Owl :) (generally don’t care) (nicknames for friends/moots: Cass, Mills, Millie, Tem or anything else you wanna call me)

Age: 15+ (I’m a minor)

Gender: Non-binary (pronouns: any except for neos)

Orientation: biromantic & Demisexual :)

Religion: Hellenic & Nordic pagan (Greek & Norse deities. Probably won’t post often about this stuff but I do reblog things relating to it) (No, I am not interested in converting, don’t try it. Believe me, the Mormons at my school have tried.)

I’ll post my art once in while! Nothing on my blog in terms of interests is set in stone, but you will often see art from fandoms I’m in, or of my ocs/fursonas!

I am endo-neutral. I will interact with both pro and anti endos. I genuinely do not care what your stance on it is. Just don’t bring syscourse to my blog or DMs.

VERY VERY IMPORTANT NOTICE:

‼️‼️DO NOT FOLLOW, INTERACT, COMMENT, REPOST OR REBLOG ANY OF MY CONTENT IF YOU SELFSHIP WITH ANY OF MY FICTOTYPES. IT MAKES ME PHYSICALLY ILL.‼️‼️‼️

theriotype: Tundra wolf! (Spiritual) hearttypes: border collie & crows! (Spiritual)

kintypes: Cryptidkin, & dragonkin (These are either spiritual or/and emotional.)

Fictotypes/fictionkin: Micheal Afton, Millard Nullings (MPHFPC), Cassidy (Vengeful spirit/Golden Freddy) (FNaF), & Telemachus (EPIC: The musical)

Matthias Helvar (SoC) fictionhearted!

Am I okay with doubles?

Micheal: sorry no!

Cassidy: ehh- it’s iffy

Millard: Sure?

Telemachus: nada, sorry :< (fictives are chill though if I know you)

Some form of relation/connection to the FNaF franchise besides a kintype. Potential hearthome or idk maybe I’m just sad about my family lmao (damn. There’s a sentence I never thought I’d say in regards to the Aftons.)

THIS IS NOT A ROLEPLAY BLOG. THIS IS PURELY MY THOUGHTS AND DUMB SHIT. THAT WILL INCLUDE MY FICTIONKIN EXPERIENCES.

Depending on if I’m feeling shifty or having really strong emotions in regards to something related to my sources, my post text color may change and I’ll sign off the message but basically: Micheal, Cassidy, Millard, Telemachus

my alts!!:

@y0ur-l0cal-1nvisible - a MPHFPC-centric blog about my source and Millard Nullings kin stuff

@mikes-hideout - a more angsty teen-Mike FNaF-centric blog about FNaF and my general Micheal Afton kin experiences @prince-of-ithaca - EPIC! The Musical and The Odyssey (+general Greek mythology) centric blog with my Telemachus fictotype

@tr4sh-b4stard - just a regular alt acc for me, this will probably end up being deleted as I never use it for anything.

Fandoms: Grishaverse, Riordanverse, The MCU, Good Omens, The Folk of The Air, Murder Drones, FNaF, Heathers, Miss Peregrine’s Home for Peculiar Children, The Lunar Chronicles, The Hunger Games, The Song of Achilles, EPIC: The Musical, Aru Shah, Hamilton (technically), Warriors, Avatar: TLA, Iron Widow, The Furry fandom, and many others! (These are in no specific order) (green text indicates hyperfixations)

I’m a batshit insane Kaz Brekker simp lol :)

Hardcore Jason Grace (HoO) defender (fight me /hj I am willing to hold conversations about it though.)

Other things: I’m a furry (my fursona is named Halskë! I will post about these things.) I am diagnosed with ADHD, Slytherin, Cabin 7 (Apollo), I’m a fan of bones and taxidermy :) I also bow hunt large game such as antelope, deer, elk and big horned sheep :)

C!Technoblade (DSMP) synpath! (Not a kintype!Just relate to the character:) )

Milo Rossi (Miniminuteman) fan :)

I am a diehard FNaF fan. I will talk about it for HOURS. I love FNaF. Mention it and I will vibrate at a frequency strong enough to shatter glass. So yes, please talk to me about it :)

DNI: Basic haters, bigots, pro-Nazis, zoos, racists, or fans of The Human Centipede (Gives me PTSD-like triggers.) Those who are “Nordic Myth” kins of any type. (Marvel kins are not included. Y’all are fine.) & NSFW blogs, I’m a minor and on the asexual spectrum and it makes me uncomfortable, thanks! :)

also please note, even if you are not in my DNI list, I do block freely, I do not stand for people who are constantly pessimistic. I don’t care if you’re pessimistic in general, myself am a realist, but what I mean by that is if you are more than 80% of the time just a negative being, I will most likely not interact with you. I am endo neutral. Don’t bring discourse to me.

another thing! My content is considerably 13+ (I will not respond to asks if you under 14 years old, as it makes me uncomfortable.) and if you are older than 25, do not interact with me (EX: asks. The exception for this would be like if I follow you and send you an ask.), as you are between 10-5 years older than me. (The under 14 rule does not apply to those who are regressors, and regressors ARE allowed to interact with my content, but be warned, not all of my content is suitable for littles, be safe!)

I accept people of all gender, sexual, and/or identity. Don’t come on to my profile with your phobic bullshit.

online friends! (Aka the beings allowed to call me Cass) :D @kirshimadenkisero @the-bineapple @writingnotes520 @popatochsp @thelab-experiment @im-just-another-pony (These goobs are also my mutuals!)

@crooked--compass is my IRL bestie 🫵 (don’t be alarmed if he says dumb shit on my posts)

my tags!

Original posts: #Cryptid whispers, #Dragon Growls, #The Wolf Bites #N Rambles, #Cassidy’s Rambles

art: #The Moss Owl Creature Has Taken To Scribbling, #Owl Draws Will add more as the list grows!

reblogs: #Dragon Rumbles

That’s all! Have a good day/evening :D

(FNaF plushie divider made by @sister-lucifer here on tumblr!) (Millard user box made by @clumsypaws here on tumblr!)

[the-crystal-femmes]

// pt: do not interact / before you interact //

[ Disclaimer ]: Our DNI only really applies to followers and direct interactions, we don't check on things like reblogs and likes unless anything stands out to us.

Last edited 12/25/24 by Host

DNI:

Bigots (racists, queerphobes (includes aphobia!), TERFs, antisemitists, intersexists, ableists, etc.), fatphobes, kink / nsfw blogs (we are hypersexual), anti endos and sysmeds, identity policers of ANY kind (as long as the identity isn't problematic), rqs and transIDs, proshippers, disordered abuse believers, anti-kin, pro/neu/complex contact harmful paraphilias, SH / ED centric blogs, anti self-dx with research (this includes personality disorders and dissociative disorders), syscourse centered blogs and singlets who involve themselves in syscourse, shipcourse

Don't like our dni? Just block us. If a dni is violated, please also just block. Don't waste our time telling us we've broken a dni on accident.

We wanted to add that we are fine with selfshippers who have our sources as f/os interacting with us as long as you're able to acknowledge that we aren't your specific f/o and can separate us from that. This specifically also applies to the fact some of us are in relationships in-sys.

We are a traumagenic median system who are questioning Partial Dissociative Identity Disorder (P-DID). Our frequent fronters besides the host are Ula/Garnet and Pearl. The others technically front by layering (link) but we prefer the term front.

Ula, Pearl and the Host are known as the Sardonyx System, a sidesystem within our collective. We do not have a sardonyx headmate! This is based on our Gem 'types.

Our current prosecutor is Pearl. We don't tolerate hate of persecutors or prosecutors and will block in sight if you treat prosecutors any differently than the rest of us.

Collectively, we go by Laura! However we don't want this name used if you're only referring to one of us. Laura is good for if you don't know who's in front, as it's also our singletsona name

Do not attempt to become our friend if you don't think you can handle the host or anyone else in the system. I am a narcissist, I am an asshole, I am petty. If you cannot handle that, don't attempt to befriend me. /nbr

We hold the right to block anyone at any given point. No one is entitled to access to this blog and if we don't feel safe around ya, we will remove ya. We don't care how close you may be to us.

We are very forgetful. Please remind us kindly if we forget to filter something, or anything else. We don't tolerate hostile and/or passive aggressive confrontations.

When the host is in front, another headmate is most likely in co-con. The host doesn't like being alone.

We don't tolerate vagueposting, and likewise, we don't vaguepost in bad ways. Usually, we only vaguepost about positive stuff, but if you don't like that, please let us know! We ain't here to diss anyone. Please stop assumin' we are vagueposting negatively about people, just ask. We will block ya if we catch you vagueing about us, no ifs ands or buts.

Our profile photo is NOT indicative of who's in front. The host just likes putting sysmates on the profile picture.

We may not respond timely to things. We're all very anxious, but we promise we aren't intentionally ghosting you! We're just trying to get the courage.

We are collectively alterhuman, lesbians, aromantic. Bodily we are intersex, have NPD, autism and ADHD, however some of us hold symptoms while some don't. Only Ames, Pearl and the host use the label intersex. We also consider ourselves mostly feminine but we are bodily nonbinary. There are some things we may have but don't feel comfortable disclosing.

We may have a mild ID, please be patient with us! Not sure but please be patient.

We may make a lot of typing errors! Please don't point these out, that tends to upset us because most of the time we're unaware of it and find corrections more harmful than not.

Some of us are mspec and/or contradictory labels. We politely ask you to steer clear of us if you're not supportive of labels like lesboy (Ula is a lesboy).

We are fictive / fictionfolk heavy, mainly Steven Universe. We are heavily pro-endogenic however we refuse to engage in syscourse as it's triggering for our collective.

We ask for others to become mutuals instead of following back automatically due to past experiences. We are uncomfortable bein mutuals with anyone who doesn't think they can handle us, our filter tag lists, yadda yadda. Likewise, we don't accept bein' someone's mutuals if we feel it won't work.

Some of us are in a queerplatonic polycule, others are not. We don't tend to post about this much besides the host.

We are bodily physically alterhuman however we don't know how, we just are.

A lot of us struggle with being nice and can be provoked easily. We always recommend exercising caution around us, but please don't let our difficulties deterr anyone!

Most of us don't tend to use tone tags, so please ask if you need tone clarified! Usually the host uses tags, though.

Although we're more than happy to filter tag for mutuals and will use respective lists for mutuals, there are a few things we tag generally due to memory problems. These are currently:

Scopophobia (#tw scopophobia)

Emetophobia (#cw emeto)

Plushies (#cw plushies)

Food (#cw food)

We may also refuse to filter tag things that our identities revolve around. If this happens, we will discuss it!

More misc things: The host is a lion and bat therian, and Garnet is a bat therian. Please contact us if you have a problem with our behavior (asks for non-mutuals and mutuals, DMs for mutuals 16+) so we can work on it.

Our discord is mx.werebat! Please read this (link) before sending in a friend request or direct message! We have the right to tell you no.

[lucid-daydreaming-art]

intro post whoopee!!!

hi guys im lucid :D you can also call me daylin i don’t really care but i may be like woah how do you know my name (i will forget about making this post 2 seconds after posting it) also I AM AN ADULT im 23 and i do not use pronouns just use my name pleaseeeeeee if you have a disability that makes words hard to process i understand if that’s difficult you can just use they/them instead

i am part of the zodiac system! however this is MY blog. alters may speak on here if they absolutely must but this blog is mine and belongs to me!

first off just getting this out there if youre proship, zoo, pedo, incest supporter, endo system supporter, any kind of discriminatory against protected minority groups, and anti-otherkin, shoo. dont want you here youre not welcome. bye bye my content isnt for you.

immmmm an infp-t 4w5 sanguine-melancholic existential-intrapersonal-visual learner seer of heart prospit dreamer true neutral rogue shifter airbender and dragon type trainer for all you personality label freaks

i like to DRAW!!!!! this is an art blog!!!! i will only post art here, all of my reblogs will be on @rigormortisorwhatever save for the posts my close friends make that i want to support here. sometimes i will post just text but thats only if i really need to let you guys known something or im answering a question

my commissions are OPEN!!!!!!!! dm me for commission info im too lazy and busy to make a sheet

if my requests are closed that means theyre closed dont ask me to draw shit please and thank you

im AUTISTIC i am on that mf spectrum been diagnosed since i was three. for me this means im not naturally fluent in social norms or what’s expected from an interaction or how to read others very well. i am also horribly inept at understanding boundaries so please if you are to set one with me give me an explanation as to why or else i freak out. i also have heavy special interests and find it really hard to turn the conversation away from something im fixating on or specially interested in. i also have extremeeeee sensory issues and a hard time being completely flexible when im comfortable in a routine so just be patient with me man adjustments are hard for me. my empathy is also extremely low and im a really really high masking person so if i come off as well versed or allistic just know that i either took a million years to format the right way to say things or i am entirely going off a predetermined script and will fumble if caught off guard. other important stuff ive got adhd bpd cptsd and major depressive disorder which all those combined makes me really flaky when it comes to responding or follow through. i may not reply to you for like 500 years or maybe i will be gods speediest most motivated soldier. just don’t expect me to be a readily available fully capable robot ok?? ok.

uuueeehhhmmm my special interests are pokemon, homestuck, geography, taxonomy, my ocs, ikea, and personality psychology. i guess i also am specially interested in dragons because i like and think about them more than all of the above and have to incorporate them into everything but its less of an ill infodump to you interest and more of an i want to be surrounded by this thing because it brings me extreme comfort because it feels like me.

i am otherkin im a dragon and i look like this:

i will also represent myself like this if im feeling it:

yes i know i am not actually a physical dragon and im not a spiritual kinner i kin for identity purposes and the fact that i feel some pretty intense crippling species dysphoria idk ive been like this since i was 5 i don’t really have memories of my life where i wasnt experiencing animalistic behaviors and instincts

my favorite music artists are s3rl twenty øne piløts nine inch nails muse onerepublic thefatrat glass animals ajr the living tombstone romanceplanet basshunter and italobrothers my favorite medias are the httyd movies pokemon homestuck rick and morty invader zim infinity train gravity falls rosencrantz and guildenstern are dead doctor who my little pony fim dont starve and the mcelroy brothers content

heres some more characters i represent myself as:

ok BYE

[kinerxy]

Decided to give Cara a try, i love my blog but after all i really need a portafolio or something more profesional looking lol Hope to see more artists over there, really love the timeline and profile layout, also the anti AI policy, honestly what i had always wished for.

[pastel-sweet-jirai]

Introductory post

Hello. You can call me Sugar. Basic info included here, more (extensive DNI, BYF, interests and so on) below the cut.

ꨄ 25 y/o MNDI, may post content inappropriate for minors (ageless blogs are subject to possibly being blocked. I won't block minors that just like my posts in passing (esp reblogs)- but you're on thin ice.)

ꨄ 'Lifestyle jirai' menhera demigirl. They/She pronouns (no he plz)

ꨄ This is a vent blog. Blog content warnings include: discussion of, or artwork depicting- S/H, E/D/dieting, hypochondria/health anxiety, suicidal ideation, OCD/ intrusive thoughts, financial trouble (I won't ask for money or provide avenues for donation or anything- I just want to vent), chronic illness, malingering, alcohol consumption and general sexual content. -- If any of this will be triggering for you, reconsider following or interacting and do what's best for your health. If any of this will be bothersome for you, just block and move on, plz don't report. I need this space. I don't have anywhere else. {Note- I will edit this post to include tags for theses topics so that my posts containing triggering content can be properly avoided. I do not condone unhealthy behavior, and would never encourage others to participate in any of the harmful behavior I may display.}

Interests

♡ Manga. I do not watch anime- I do collect and read a lot of manga. ♡ GL/Yuri (I'm so very gay, I love women) ♡ Alt J-Pop/chiika idol groups and girl bands. -(Faves are Minnanokodomochan, Zenbukiminoseida, Phantom Siita, CARAMEL CANDiD, MAD MEDiCiNE, AdamLilith and Misolade-Edison) ♡ Horror video games -esp classic action like ResEvil and Silent Hill -but also, Outlast, FNAF, Phasmophobia, Homicipher, I'm on Observation Duty, It Moves, and loads more -My alltime fave game ever is Yume Nikki ♡ Visual Novels - Faves include Subahibi, DDLC, 7 Days with the Ghost, Katawa Shoujo, and many more

BYF

♡ I kin spiritually- but I'm largely A-OK with doubles. This blog isn't for kinning, so I likely won't post much about it, but it as a part of my life and identity. Unsure if I'll ever include a kinlist on this blog.

♡ I don't concern myself with pro/anti stuff. I don't personally like (or romanticize) ships that include things like incest or pedophilia or whatever. But I don't care to censor or abolish that kind of content existing, and I consume content containing taboo subjects often, and with a critical mind. I won't post about discourse, but I might mention some games or manga that contains that content. If that stance bothers you, feel free to block.

♡ I'm shy, so sorry if I don't respond to DMs- but I'll probably follow back if you follow me. I'm new to posting to Tumblr so IDK the whole deal about 'having moots', or caring to talk to people. But I guess I'm open to it. I will say, while I want to be supportive and be a listening ear, please don't come to me for support when it comes to considering dying. I've had too many horrible past experiences with sui-baiting and I will NOT be in any position to give you the help you need.

♡ I am pro recovery, even if I don't center recovery in my venting. I'm currently in therapy by my own volition. ♡ I do wear the fashion- I like dark girly-kei, medikawa, and many other j-fashion substyles. I don't really know or care to know about discourse having to do with Jirai "fashion" vs. "lifestyle" or whatever. If I say something incorrect feel free to correct me. I like asking clarifying questions, and I never use sarcasm or have the intention to be passive aggressive, and my questions are always genuine.

♡ I have a poor memory (among other issues) due to my physical and mental health, so I might post similar (or the same) things, over and over again. Sorry if it's annoying. Genuinely can't help it right now.

DNI

✗ Bigots (Racist, Transphobic, Homophobic, et cetera.) ✗ Zionists ✗ Pedos (or even just adults who think being 23 and dating a 16 year old is chill.) ✗ Minors (I mean it)

About Me

Wow, you read to the bottom, thanks. I've struggled with S/H for something close to a decade now, and with depression and anxiety much longer than that. My E/D struggles are recent and I'm only coming up on a year of having it. I'm chronically ill and have been my whole life. I find it hard to interact and connect with people. I mask so hard constantly so I think people think I'm a better person than I really am. I'm formally diagnosed with depression and anxiety, and am being officially treated for PTSD and OCD by a therapist (not for long though). I don't currently take meds. I literally just need a space where I can speak freely without burdening everyone around me all the time. If anyone wants to talk at me about tips on how to navigate tumblr feel free

[straynoahide]

the anti-"punch a nazi" social justice rhetoric evolution into... solidarity?

"you should love Y more than you hate X" people are SO close to getting it. hatred is a sterile emotion with no political good to come out of it. restorative justice > blood feuds. rehabilitation > capital punishment. politics of reconciliation > politics of resentment.

kindness > brutality

hatred elevated into a political signifier (and all hatred is reactive to a real slight or unmet psychological need, no matter how distorted the mediating logic is) literally always causes your activism to derail into something it isn't or target someone it shouldn't.

you should love goodness and when you realize the incredible amount of work that takes to actually embody -in my opinion, it's supernaturally hard, and at least would take a life of habit to perfect-, you literally do not have time/energy to hate anything.

i'm not saying you have to fix everything yourself all the time, or that you can't feel hate or anger or contempt, but if you truly are focused on the positive it's a passing storm and the less your focus on the harmful that the more you can focus on what is helpful. don't you see the world already has enough damnifiers?

the identitarian, sectarian undercurrents of social justice rhetoric have promoted an artificial anti-universal, anti-humanist mindset it can't escape from now easily. but you can. don't artificially deprive yourself of parts of your own humanity so you can dehumanize others, and then expect societies and cultures in which human beings don't dehumanize each other - even your own.

movements don't change without people in them changing. sadism is sadism. wishing to hurt people, for people to burn in hell, for people to rot, for people to be obliterated/forgotten, harm on their families/kin, etc, this is first and foremost an attack against your own humanity's breadth. call out that shit, reject it, dare speak out. idk just be fucking better than that or else don't act surprised others seek to capitalize on, in fact, cruelty and disunion.

it is disheartening and... small. we're all here just for a little while and we really don't need to make it worse, but we're doing it constantly for a little moment of satisfaction and a power rush. blergh.

[sylvies-chen]

after seeing a tweet about season 2 coming out I thought now would be a good time start The Bear to fulfill my need to have seen every single show in existence! I’ve only seen the first 5 episodes so far but here are my thoughts:

it seems everyone in this show except marcus (he’s just in the corner perfecting his lil donuts!! leave him in peace!!) teeters so beautifully on being absolutely detestable. some *cough cough richie cough cough* do venture into unlikeable territory but then when they do, the writers bring in a scene that instantly gives them an extra layer and shifts you towards empathy. it’s a really delicate balance but so far it’s working for me!

this is, at its core, a show about how to go about taking pieces of something broken and turning them into something better and beautiful, revamping it without discarding its true nature— and this is true in both the inwards sense, relating to carmy’s (and sugar’s and richie’s) grief and mental health in learning how to move on from a tragic loss but not forget your past pain, and then in the outwards sense as well regarding to the restaurant and the Chicago community, how to make a successful restaurant without forgetting the people they serve, how to not be a gunslingin’ dive but also not a gentrifying posh joint.

speaking of that internal turmoil though, I’m absolutely lovinggggg the bear motif and it fits perfectly with this idea! it’s like carmy has so much bottled up inside him, both good and bad, like his passion to change the restaurant mikey left him but also his pain and grief and sorrow, and him trying to let the bear out of the cage and slowly tame it or control it in his dreams is very reminiscent of someone trying to get a hold on their own psyche. but it’s like. no dude. you gotta let it all out, let it go wild! both the pain and the ambition! it will let you be more loving, be healed, and be a better leader! gosh, it’s so so good.

JON BERNTHAL IS IN THIS?? Oh wait I think I vaguely remember @levijeanqueen watching this show just to see Jon Bernthal on her screen. sky babe this is me formally saying that I should have followed in your footsteps sooner omg I love this

richie gives me whiplash because he starts crying about his kid and I wanna give him a hug and tell him he’s a good dad but then he yells at syd and I get filled with rage and then he calls the cops on the mobsters when someone else solves the problem he couldn’t because he can’t stand not being needed and then anti-hero by taylor swift starts playing in my head because it’s him hi he’s the problem and what do you mean he accidentally drugged children with xanex i-

sydney is my GIRL y’all!! she has such a passionate, eager spirit about her that she can’t hold in and yet she also lacks confidence in a lot of ways and like. she is me!! I am her!! I kin this woman so hard. (that’s actually my first time using that word I hope I did it right lol). I’m so obsessed with everything she does, I can’t wait to see her grow and evolve as a chef, and to gain more confidence! also I need to learn more about her backstory right tf now like what was that catering business?? what’s her family like??

I don’t know where people are shipwise with this show?? it’s not a show that offers a lot of substantial material on that front but shipping is so much more fun when you have zero expectations and can kind of just go with the flow and take your own creative liberties so I like having fun with it. anyways I definitely feel a certain vibe with carmy and sydney but also marcus is so outwardly sweet to her when no one else is so I’m not mad about that either.

I think carmy and syd are like… two side of the same coin? they’re not the most alike but they’re not polar opposites either, they’re very much foils of each other and they each are the parts of the other that the other wishes they were. like sydney very openly wants to be skilled like carmy (she’s skilled on her own ways though might I add) and be a fearless chef and innovator, and carmy I think less-openly wishes he was like sydney: new, fresh, eager, not beaten down by the verbal degradation of high-end culinary culture, hopeful about the world and creative. I really like that sort of connection between two characters, it kind of alludes to a deeper idea that this bond was meant to be in a way? their chemistry is fucking fire too like wow

but then there’s marcus and sydney, which I think is cute because marcus has that sort of fun experimental eager green energy that sydney has and that many others (like tina and richie) have discarded or snuffed out, so I think he could be like a nice bright spot for sydney. idk. I need to know like a million more things about her character as well, she deserves all the screentime in the world. but in the meantime I’m just chilling, enjoying the little itty bitty crumbs that let me have my fun lol

anyways I’m sorry if that was too long for you lovely folks but I hope it was a worthy interruption to your regularly scheduled tumblr scrolling because I really love this show and I can’t wait to finish these last two episodes before moving on to this new season!!

[the-magpie-archives]

so i saw your post about finding a dead body and having had even weirder things happen to you... care to elaborate any?

I do indeed care to elaborate! To start off with, all of this is true, but whether or not you believe it, it's pretty interesting.

So for a long time my friends and I have joked that I'm cursed because wherever I am weird stuff tends to happen. Sometimes this is just normal mundane odd things, weird coincidences or accidental predictions, but sometimes it's worse.

On that particular day I mentioned in my previous post I'd just started season 2 of tma and I made a silly joke about kinning Jon, thought nothing of it! This was back when I was in college so I went in for my classes, everything was fine.

Back then myself and a friend would walk around the city every day after class until around pretty late at night, which in hindsight was quite dangerous but we survived so how bad could it really have been!

Anyways, that day we went into Paddington Station to grab a coffee and upon entering saw a very dead man slumped on a bench. I won't go into detail but it was very clear there was nothing we could do for him. I'm as anti cop as the next person but in that situation there's not much else you can really do, so we found an officer, told him what was going on, and carried on going to get coffee. It sounds dismissive but we really had done everything we could do.

That was one of the most memorable times I've heard the 'Inspector Sans please report' announcement. There was never any investigation or report on the death, the guy looked homeless and like he'd overdosed so that's just not the kind of death that's newsworthy in a big city.

We decided to carry on with our usual daily walk, not really wanting to hang around the station after that. We ended up playing a fun little manifestation game as we walked, in which you basically decide an intention and walk whichever way you feel is right in the hopes of manifesting what you want. We weren't doing it seriously and my friend said we should try to find a celebrity, so I agreed, and we started. Neither of us said it to eachother at the time but we both felt uneasy about it.

We walked through Hyde Park and came out in Knightsbridge where we carried on walking. At this point the unease reached a peak point and we both admitted to eachother that we felt like something terrible was going to happen. Every car stopping and every person shouting felt like it would be the start of something awful, but what could we do except carry on?

We did carry on, for quite a while too. The feeling changed though, and i couldn't for the life of me shake the feeling that we were being watched, being followed, perhaps even compelled. I'm pretty big on spiritual stuff and I've been ghost hunting for years and this energy was NOT one that I liked at all. My friend was dead set on a certain route, down a particular street, and i DESPERATELY wanted to go that way too, but it just felt wrong. I had no reason to want to go that way, there was nothing interesting there!

At that point I stopped and told her I couldn't say why but that we should turn around. She really didn't want to, and i was worried we'd end up outright arguing in the street, but eventually she agreed. The second we turned round and started walking it started to rain. An insistent, heavy shower. It was weird, but that feeling of being watched left almost as soon as we were off that road.

It was around sunset by then, and we grabbed another coffee before splitting off to head home. My friend left to catch a bus, and i went to try and find the station. It had gotten dark, and Google maps said that Green Park Station was only a couple of minutes away, so I headed towards it, but my GPS was screwed up and I ended up taking a weird loop through the park itself and around the outside of The Ritz before I actually got there.

In that maybe 10 minutes of walking around alone, in the dark, even more strange things happened! For a start, in the park I nearly bumped into someone who was loudly chatting to their friend who just happened to be called Basira! I accidentally followed a cop to a little side entrance of the Ritz, and then managed to arrive at the station just in time to witness the aftermath of a bus accident!

Apologies for the long ramble, but that is the full story of that particular dead body, it's one of many adventures of the sort, and is definitely the sort of thing that made tma even more fun to listen to than it already is!

[kinfeelings]

@deino-puppy’s alterhuman game.

I was a young teen on Tumblr (I’m 28 now) when the controversy about “otherkin” began cropping up a lot, which led to me being curious and trying to learn more about it. I distinctly recall sending an ask to someone about what’s an otherkin and getting a whole detailed rant about how they’re a bunch of crazy people who believe they’re anime characters IRL. The depth of folks’ hatred for these “otherkin” shocked me and I steered clear of the subject for a few years. Things eventually calmed down marginally, and I slowly crept back to it. I’d read some random individuals’ experiences with being alterhuman and found I strongly related to the idea of being so Other; I realized that was how I’d felt my whole life.

Tephra the wolf therian/werewolf and spiritkin is a notable, close one of mine. You can find them at @words-of-wolf.

I am a polymorphic shape-changer until further notice.

It’s always there on some level. Never truly gone, unless I’m distracted by something far more pressing IRL.

I don’t. Don’t really see a need for it.

Nope! Bad on my poor knees.

The different forms of my kintype would probably vary wildly in how much they get along. There’s just so many things I can be.

I suppose KFFers don’t count as “part of the community” but they’re the only real thing I hate when it comes to this.

Overall, pretty positive! Sometimes I stumble upon an anti-endo or anti-kin blog and my mood is soured for a few hours, but that’s only temporary.

Absolutely nobody and that’s most likely how it should remain.

Not really? Not personal names, except for my fictional character forms. Describing their appearances would take forever here so I’m opting out of that one.

Have yet to have had a dream shift that I remember, but I get psych and phantom shifts frequently.

Like I said before, polymorphic shape-changer is my only ‘type.

All Felidae species, extinct, extant, fictional and mystical/mythical.

The fact that I can’t seem someone in the alterhuman community that wants to date me! LOL, seems frivolous but I can’t think of anything else. I haven’t yet been met with extreme prejudice from someone else for my identity.

Faintly, not often. Used to be far worse. It’s a mood-dampener.

I don’t have any outfits like these.

I don’t do that.

It’s the fact that there’s such a close-knit community that I can find resources within!

A Siberian tiger!

[loiswasadevil]

Actual multiverse-believing selfhood-believing fictionkin here wondering why the timestamps on your comments are from 15 hours ago and not from 2014. Really. You're not in THAT universe right now, are you? Ok then. Even if you DID reality-shift, wouldn't that only be you? If you really did know everything about Family Guy, you'd know if something was a script or not. Either give up your trolling act or stop being a brat to everyone else. I think you knew damn well what the post was about and made the choice to act like a 10-year-old. That or you are an anti-kin troll. Leaning towards the latter, because those are usually the kind who make a big circlejerk amongst themselves all "oh hehe look at what the tumblrina kinnies believe because they're all 13 and stupid". Congrats, you played yourself. Signed, Dr. Raymond Stantz.

What the hell do you even mean? And No not right now I shift there literally all the time So i can go there at will usually And it's honestly fucked up of you to send me this at a time when i can't shift when im experiencing my catalysts do to Christmas Trauma and The Death of my Peter, When i DO reality shift If i wasn't lois I wouldn't shift there and take the place of Lois I mirror her when I shift. If i wasn't truly lois I would shift as A different manifestation and i wouldnt be in the Griffin house on Spooner Street That isn't how it works Educate yourself on kin and shifting. I'm not fucking trolling this is just my blog so if you don't like it Stay off and if you aren't a Family Guy Fan then STAY OFF. I don't even know what post you're Fucking talking about, I have a famous blog where I answer and post a lot every day so you can't be vague in saying "What THE post was about" What Post do you even mean? And Don't you fucking dare call me an Anti Kin troll when i've done more to uplift the kin community than you've done in your entire life because you need to hide behind anon.

[a-rose-locked-out-of-heaven]

This is a fictionkin blog!; I’m spiritually kin with Jack Rose from Just Dance

Unfamiliar with what it means to be spiritually fictionkin? this should explain.

DNI

• Basic DNI criteria (homophobe, transphobe, racist, proshipper, etc., you get the idea hopefully)

• Wanderrose-antis/Jacklust-antis (literally I don’t want to hear it.)

^ [ WanderSara shippers are perfectly fine to interact! As long as you’re respectful of Wanderrose/Jacklust, you’re completely fine to interact, I just ask that you try not to bring WanderSara up while interacting with me directly is all :D ]

^ [ Goes for pretty much any other Wanderlust or Jack pairing honestly. All I really ask is that you be respectful of Wanderrose tbh. (Just try not to bring up other pairings while interacting with me directly, since Wanderrose is what I remember. Thanks!) ]

• People who believe that The Traveler is Jack’s father/that Wanderlust & Jack are related. This also includes other kin who come from such a timeline where that is the case. It’s just something that makes me really uncomfortable, and I would rather not hear about it.

• If you can’t respect my beliefs of being fictionkin

I’m open to interactions from basically anyone else in the Just Dance community as long as you’re respectful :D

[antitails]

Soda (Anti-Cream) and Rosy (Anti-Amy)

Hello again, it's been a bit so I decided to talk about this some more as I recently kin shifted back to Miles. Yes, that title is correct, Anti-Cream the Rabbit is a thing. I do remember a few Moebians who are not actually featured in the comics or other materials.

Well, Soda's certainly a interesting fella. Contrasting to who you know as Cream, she's a ruder, snobby one, who seems to have some small sense of entitlement towards others. Despite that though, I wouldn't say she's entirely full of herself, just someone who knows how to have things her way (or wants to). Of what I can recall her looking like, it's most distinctly her having this fuzzy-looking, unkempt fur, and she usually wore some grayish overalls.

While we weren't exactly "friends", as there'd just be too much for either side to put up with there, I did see her around a fair bit and it's really just like people who happened to be in the same or similar situations at the exact same time. I have no idea how she kept getting into those situations, especially given Anti-Vanilla (...need to figure out her other name...) was in some regards stricter compared to Prime Vanilla, though that might be just because Soda isn't so "passive" or nice like Cream, and for that matter I'm not sure Anti-Vanilla was in the best of places. Also Crackers (Anti-Cheese) isn't much to write about, mainly Crackers wasn't really obedient and seemed more...untamed I guess? just a really feisty chao, liked to play devilish tricks on others, pretty much regardless who they are, with a meanish grin.

So what about Rosy then? Well obviously I'm more acquainted with her, and while it seems I don't...won't usually be this empathetic as Miles and would brush off a lot of things, I think there was something I was concerned about, maybe some kind of breaking point was reached and it just had to be brought up. It was there I tried to help her at one point, but...I couldn't. That zap of energy from an ring that made her like that? I have no clue what that exactly did to her. but clearly it had a adverse impact...there was a few times, where she seemed totally out of it.

Rosy was of course a bit obsessed with Scourge and wanted to grab his attention, though the way it's depicted in the comics feels a bit...exaggerated compared to how I seem to remember it - even keeping in mind the way she was. I think Scourge just found it slightly annoying more then anything else, and while I can't say I blame him, I really don't think she's a nuisance or even close to one either, just at times too clingy. She actually was kind of nice if you got to know her, and handy in getting around things, if a little rough on the edges and had some snark to how she spoke with others. It actually isn't too much of a surprise, in my mind, how resourceful and helpful she is - anyone can be and that includes those you might not expect.

Yeah, she's a bit of a surprise, couldn't really let your guard down when she was near, liked to cause a lot of mayhem in no small part due to her more chaotic personality traits and...well, THE HAMMER. Can't forget about that, especially since it looks more dangerous then Prime Amy's! I remember it easily wrecking anything it came into contact with and Rosy usually swung very heavily, others sometimes having to get it under control. In truth, we're not all "bad", just confused and in some ways scared and she's no exception.

In other news, memories of this future life as Miles seem more...coherent, now, compared to when I last posted where it was all disconnected like a Puzzle Piece. I'd also like to add that when I kin shift, the Miles canon is pretty damn potent. Like it completely drowns out my tails canon and I seem to write slightly differently. First time it happened I thought it was because some people have some strong shifts / changes, but this is the second time I've kin shifted and it's just as if not more powerful then the first. I wonder why this all is? it seems so odd.

Started finally being able to word things I was meaning to share earlier and also got some new canon mems so I'll probably be posting again soon.

[girlscoutbrownies]

introduction post ii.

okay this is the second introduction post i've made

hi! i'm isen, or aiden. feel free to call me whichever you'd prefer. i am a fictionkin of aiden clark from school bus graveyard and isen from unordinary. of course i have more kins but those are my main two. please do not interact if you are anti fictionkin or anti irl!!!! also interact mediamates :3

i go by xe spark she it pronouns, but feel free to stick to just one! i use any gendered terms.

i mostly post school bus graveyard, marionetta, or project sekai stuff on this blog, or just random things i think about. it'll probably be really rare if i say anything else, but i sometimes reblog other fandoms! feel free to talk to me about anything you think i'd like. i also draw and write! my ao3 is girlscoutbrownies, although at the time of writing this i haven't updated it in a while.

before you follow or interact : i'm a minor. seriously, it's in the bio. don't follow if you're a nsfw account or something. i may be awkward and nervous around people i don't know well or have just met. i'll warm up quickly, though! i block accounts that have nothing on them (no banner name or reblogs.) just show signs of life!

don't interact : basic dni criteria, anti irl / anti fictionkin, [anything]phobic, nsfw accounts. also, if you interact with the intention to hate on my interests for whatever reason, then i'll just block you.

by the way, i'm not omniscient! i can't see everything, so please tell me if i reblog something from a problematic user or if i do something wrong !!

tagging system under read more! ^_^

#aiden rambles - my main talking tag! most of my posts will be under here, unless theyre reblogs or something.

#sbg - tag for all my sbg posts. if it's an image dump or analysis, then i'll also tag #school bus graveyard

#pjsk - pjsk posts. usually reblogs.

#marionetta - my marionetta posts! usually analysis posts or commentary on the latest episode. (for some reason, these always get more likes than my sbg posts...)

#ask - for my very, very few asks...

i don't really tag my reblogs (although i definitely should,,,) and there are more tags that i use that i forgot about but these are my main ones. if you ever have an inquiry, feel free to talk to me on discord! dm me for tag ^_^

[signofthestriking]

Yes Rouge, thank you for listening to my insane ramblings about DBZ and Just Dance

Sup. I'm the Ratman, another shithead with a blog. Glad you could make it. Lemme ramble about myself for a bit

Disclaimer: Would really recommend you follow this blog with caution if you're a minor. This may be a SFW blog, but I'm still an adult with little to no filter at times. I will only follow back adults if I see an age listed somewhere on their blog.

Blinkies.cafe for all your blinkie needs. #flashing lights will be used on all my posts with blinkies.

Who am I?

As far as names go, Ratman or The Boys work just fine.

Bit of an amateur cook. Autism be damned I can work a stove. Not a grill, that's scary.

I'm a seamstress when I feel adventurous. It's fun to dress up and cosplay a bit. Would love more time to do DIY shit.

Started T early 2021, top surgery late 2022.

I have cats. I love cats.

System-wise, we're a mixed bag. If you really must know, yes it started because of The Trauma. Although not everything has to do with our childhood lore. The soulbonds certainly don't.

If you guess a kintype of ours correctly I'll send you a Jolly Rancher in the mail /j

What do I post about?

Fandom, of course. Mainly DBZ and Just Dance, some Homestuck, maybe a bit of Undertale. The occasional Fablehaven if I'm really feeling it. Others to pop up as shit filters through my dash.

Fanfiction. Which I write when I feel like it. Will be tagging as #ratman scribbles in the future.

Art. I also draw when I feel like it. Tagged with #ratman doodles

Some serious topics I think are important, in some form or fashion. Will be tagged with #ratman rants if you need to avoid them.

#ratman after dark for anything particularly spicy. This gets a lot more use on my selfship sideblog

#ratmans lunacy for the kin-related rambles

Where else can you find me?

@saffronthreads is the very inactive selfship sideblog. 18+ ONLY.

Theres a system blog at @theboysbevibin too I guess?

@red-omega for stuff related to JD fictionkin

@jd-gifs for, well... Just Dance gifs

Who can interact? Anyone who wants to, unless I hit the block button. But let's lower rent with a few gunshots, since you're here.

Pupgender bi gay demiboy with paw/it pronouns? Fuck yeah. Lesbian men? Fuck yeah.

Systems with origins that aren't all about trauma? Fuck yeah.

Kin with something "problematic"? Fuck yeah.

TransID? Fuck your "good faith" identities. I'll believe in "good faith" when y'all take the trans- prefix out of your mouths.

Not proship, not anti, not neutral. Fandom has a problem with purity culture and sexual irresponsibility. Shipcourse can gargle my piss.

[identity-coining]

Our FAQ

New blog, new FAQ.

Bloq Questions

What's this blog for?

This is our coining blog! We submit all sorts of identities, such as genders, sexualities, pronouns, kin/theriotypes, alders, ficto-belief, etc.

We also submit other types of flags, for example, boundary flags, awareness flags, and so forth.

We just work with a lot of different types of things here in general.

Is there anything you don't submit?

Radqueer & MAP. Keep that stuff away from me.

Our only exception is Transspecies flags, as they're used by members of the alterhuman community and have been heavily bastardized by the radqueer community. We're attempting to reclaim the label and will block any radqueer accounts that try to repost our flags.

Reclaiming? Is there anything else you've reclaimed?

We're also working to reclaim Xenoids/Xeniden. Many members of the xenogender community have started to reclaim said identities. Said posts will be flagged as pro-xenogender to avoid misconceptions.

For those who don't know, Xenoids started as an anti-xenogender form of identification. The community started to reclaim via Xenidens, as they're helpful for people who feel as if something affects their entire identity, not just gender.

This <insert> was already coined by someone else!

That's what we call an alternate flag.

Check the date of the original post. Was it posted before or after ours? If it was posted before ours, send us the link! We'll update our version to say | Alternate Flag and link the title to the original coining. If it was posted after ours, then in that circumstance I'm sorry to inform you that they most likely reposted without linking to the source, or they might just not have found our post due to the Algorithm™ and coined it thinking it didn't already exist. It happens sometimes! Including to us.

You coined an art/image identity but didn't credit the artist!

Check the last tag!

Click the title link!

Check the description!

Check the identity name!

We typically link the title to the original posting of the art, tag the artist, mention them in the description of the gender, and include them in the identity name (e.g. [descriptor][artist]gender). If we somehow failed to do all four, let us know and we'll edit the post!

Am I allowed to use a miscecanis term without being part of the community?

If it's coined by us, yes! We coin our misce terms with alterhumans in mind. You don't have to be alterhuman to use these terms either!

With other coiners, you might have to check their FAQ or ask them, as it really depends on a coiner. If they don't allow you to use their flag, a reminder that you're allowed to make your own flag that's open to everyone or request that we make one!

One last note, the misce community was not created to be sexual when originally coined. We do not support sexualizing the community, or any community. If you engage with the misce community in a sexual way, I won't stop you from using our terms, but we don't necessarily endorse you. Rule of thumb? Identity, not kink!

What's a Ficto-Religion?

Link.

Ficto-religions ARE NOT cults/fults. If your account partakes in either of those activities, you WILL be blocked.

Misc Questions

I've seen you use the term 'Faen'; What does that mean?

Faen is a recently (past four years) revitalized term for peri and their descendants across other cultures. Peri is the arabic spirit that led to the legends of fairies, faeries, pixies, sprites, seelie, unseelie, etc. Faen was first used in 2005 to address faefolk in Arcana Evolved.

We use it to generally address such beings, and will specify when we're talking about a specific being.

How do you make your flags?

For pronouns, I search up their quote "recommended gender pairing" unquote (i.e. star/stars/starself and stargender) and create a color palette. Then I make the stripes with Lunapic. We might add an icon or change up the colors a bit more using an art tool. As for decorative icons, we either draw them ourselves or pick an image from Creative Commons (generic files anyone can use).

For other identities, we'll look up an image or flag related to the theme and make a color palette. Depending on what it is, we might use the same process as before or use one of these Creative Commons templates. Normally, we'll use the wide-spread accepted symbol for the identity, and if it seems suiting, we might add some creative flare.

<Name> interacted despite them being a DNI!

Tell me who they are and I'll block them. Most likely? I missed them. Either way, DNI means I won't interact. If they touch my flags, I can condemn them for it, but I can't exactly stop them. Flags are normally under a CC 3.0 License, meaning they can use them however, unfortunately.

We'll update this as questions are asked and things are coined!