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h-how do you ever finish any of your work? genuine question because you seem to be productive despite your agreste syndrome and I need to learn your ways. but also how do you ever finish any of your work
unclear. last night i stayed up and finished a report worth 25% of my grade at about 5am, arrived on time for my 9am lecture, and spent about half of it zoned out while thinking about seventeen year old emilie agreste. and i was one of the most active participants in the class discussion
#in some ways it IS the move to go to grad school right out of undergrad#because your body can still sort of operate like a college kid#iâm on about 3ish hours of sleep rn and this morning it felt SO over but now iâve eaten something and weâre so back#i also donât really do caffeine. except sometimes iâll go get one of those panera death lemonades#i might be able to snag a short nap before work#but anyway about seventeen year old emilie. i was thinking abt how she was in that movie solitude and adrien said she was seventeen#WAIT. NO. HE SAID SHE WAS SEVENTEEN IN THAT PHOTO ON HIS DESKTOP NOT IN THE MOVIE#well. okay whatever iâm gonna tell you what i was thinking about anyway#OKAY iâm back i just checked the wikipedia page and then i watched the end of gorizilla. to make sure iâm not lying. because iâm normal.#anyway i was thinking about the solitude film and how itâs super rare and old and obscure and whatever. and how apparently#emilie wrote it herself and andre produced it#and iâm thinking about how gabe was discovered by audrey and thatâs how he got his start in the fashion industry#so now iâm like?? did gabe and emilie first meet on the set of solitude? because gabe was designing costumes or whatever?#and thatâs how audrey found him? have people already thought about this??#also i just checked and it doesnât say emilieâs last name in the credits and also itâs âgraham filmsâ with the twin rings logo m#so iâm assuming sheâs still emilie graham de vanily at that point#anyway it comes back to seventeen year old emilie because i started imagining seventeen year old runaway emilie having her new life in pari#after escaping her british nobility life#and the first thing she does is write and star in an original movie. of course.#and she meets this repressed bisexual punk upstart costume designer who is so the opposite of everyone sheâs ever known#and heâs immediately so unhealthily obsessed with her. which she appreciates.#and then they proceed to have the most toxic doomed evil relationship of all time#also she gets cheated because once gabe gets money he represses himself SO hard that he is now exactly like all the people emilie grew up w#but at least heâs still obsessed with her#this is what i was thinking about during class today. i donât know how i get anything done either.#ml#anna rambles#asks
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SCOGUE-âTemberâ
(2024/2025)
Day â9â; part 2 following Day â8â
After trying and failing to convince Kitty that nothing had happened in the woods between her and Scott, Rogue wound up spilling everything after the other girl would not cease her prodding.
How she and he were just chatting about upcoming christmas plans, or lack thereof in their case, when Scott suddenly pulled her against him.
How she had been startled by the sudden contact and almost flailed to either jump away or push him off out of reflex.
How after toppling onto the ground on top of him, how flustered she felt when it seemed like she could feel every muscle of his torso and arms pressing against herâdeliriously recalling the moment of him dripping wet after returning with Jean from Duncanâs party, his T-shirt leaving absolutely nothing to the imagination as he wrung his sweaterâ
How after the initial shock somehow brought Sabertoothâs instincts to the forefront and she had just barely managed to restrain herself from cuddling and sniffing him like a cat.
How he had said he was âpretty goodâ but was initially too rattled to get the words out, making her mistake him as telling her she was the one who wasâŚreminding her the first time when he called her anâŚwell, more specifically, read out the lines that called herâno, her character as -!
Kitty had interrupted. Lines? Character??
âŚthen before Rogue knew it, everything else had spilled out before she could stop herselfâŚ
How the blasted study session they were paired in involved reading Shakespeare, and the way he said his lines nearly caused her heart to do a 180 degree turn, almost confiding herself to the boy who was still supposed to be her enemyâŚ
How she secretly craved his friendship as well as that of the other X-MenâŚeven when she was fuming with resentment after Principal Dark-! er, Mystique, further gaslit her into thinking they could never be friends, almostâŚ
âŚ..Rogue had hesitatedâŚthen finished confessing how she nearly went through with taking advantage of having the higher ground in their snowmobile race toâŚhurt Scott.
Kittyâs eyes had widened, but she had remained glued onto the edge of Rogueâs bed, what was left of her ice cream forgotten in her pint as she held on every word Rogue shared.
âAnd then?â was all she asked in response.
And then the dam had broke, Rogue spilling out more as the tears came.
How despite everything she did up to that point, Scott STILL wanted to be her friend, how it took Mystique attempting toâŚfor Rogue to finallyâŚ
The rest of it all came out in chaotic torrents.
How Scott immediately accepted her despite nearly falling to his death thanks to her. Protecting her and getting injured in the process. Comforting her when she was upset about the whole situation and revelation.
How excited he had been to officially welcome her into the team despite still recovering from his injuries.
How accommodating he had tried to be to help her ease into the friendship group and get used to the rules.
How her increasing, confused thoughts about him were not being helped by the small bouquet of red roses she found out he gave her after she and Kitty performed in the schoolâs Dracula-themed musical amidst the other bouquets the Ororo and the others gave them.
How despite how frustrating he had been trying to push them to compete with the Brotherhood during their brief tenure at the summer camp, she had such a hard time ungluing her eyes from what his surprisingly skimpy tank top failed to coverâKitty needed a moment to recover from simultaneously squeeing and cackling at that.
How alarmed she was when Jean, Logan, and Professor X chose to LEAVE Scott and his brother on Asteroid M.
How worried she had been after the whole aforementioned debacle took place for him because 1) he had found his brother but had been manipulated by Magneto into altering both his body and mind, 2) again, was nearly left behind on an asteroid that was close to EXPLODING because he wasnât snapping out of the brainwashing fast enough for Jean and the Prof.âwhich, yes, Rogue tried to understand was supposed to be the best decision underneath the life or death circumstances, choosing to leave and save the majority that would come rather than risk their lives while waiting for the altered Cyclops and Havoc to sort themselves outâŚbutâŚâŚâŚand then 3) both brothers nearly falling to their deaths after they came to themselves but a moment too late to jump onto the X-Jet, 4) using up who knew how much of their energy to destroy the asteroid and prevent it from crashing down to earth to the point that if they HADNâT been alteredâŚthey could haveâŚâŚand 5) how even after all of that, Scottâs own brother didnât seem interested in fully reuniting with him, which Scott acted like was not a big deal and seemed to be like his old self, but she could see how more introverted and lonely he quietly was when he wasnât playing his role as the responsible older student, friend, example and leader when left to his own devices.
How he began pushing himself more into training and studies both as an X-Man and as a student of Bayville High to the point where Rogue knows heâs exhausting himself far more than he is helping himself but she doesnât know what to say or do because the positive results are outshining the negative ones and if any of their teachers have noticed they havenât SAID anything and if they did they arenât making him stop or slow down if heâs not listening to them.
How frustrating it was to see his affections for Jean blossom into an obvious crushâŚwhile Jean did and continued to do nothing to dissuade him as she continued to date her jerk of a boyfriend for whatever reasonâŚ
How Rogue tried not to resent Jean for her actions towards Scott, past and present, especially after taking a glimpse at Miss Popularityâs mind when trying to help her during her unexpected power surge and gaining a better understanding of her, her jealousy cooling down by significant degrees, but unable to accept Jeanâs willfully ignoring Scottâs feelings without having the decency to discourage them.
How Rogue couldnât bring herself to confront Scott and yell at him that if he hadnât snapped out of his brainwashing quickly enough, Jean would have left him to DIE on Asteroid X even after she tried to give them the benefit of the doubt as the jet began to take offâŚ
Because Jean was only doing what was best for the team at that moment, whereas RogueâŚ
âIf Ah had known earlier enough that Scott and his brotha were still out of sorts,â she whispered into her knees, having pulled them up to her chin at some point during her rant, âAh wouldâve jumped outta my seat and the X-Jet ta find and bringâem to safety mahself⌠âcause after all heâd done ta help me, there wouldâve been nothinâ on earth, in heaven, or in hell that wouldâve stopped me from tryinâ ta save âim.â
She buried her face into her arms. âNot even the risk of doominâ the rest of usâŚâ
And if Scott had known thatâŚ.Scott, who always put his needs last before the others?
Rogue didnât need to tell Kitty which girl Scott would have respected more and which one he would have been disgusted by if he ever knew the truth of what she almost did.
ââŚgoshâŚâ was all Kitty said in response. Rogue hiccuped while trying to hold back a bitter laugh. Great. All poor Kitty wanted was some fun girlsâ talk about boys after finding out why Rogue was all moody and embarrassed, and this happened.
I ruin everything, Rogue thought miserably.
âŚ.After a long pause, Kitty cleared her throat. âOh, gee, um, my throatâs all parched because of all the ice-cream, hahaâŚhahâŚâ
Rogue felt her gently nudge her side, and she looked up, ninety-eight percent sure her waterproof makeup was destroyed by her crying.
Kitty gave her an awkward, though genuine smile, ââŚso, like, wanna come with me so we can get some water?â
ââŚ*sniff*âŚâ
Rogue nodded.
As they both crept out their room and into the dark hallway, taking care for the door to not creak so they didnât accidentally awaken anyone, the shorter girl gave the goth oneâs covered arm a squeeze.
âWhatever you decide to do with how you feel for Scott,â she whispered, blue eyes fiercely gazing at teary grey ones, âjust know that Iâll have your back.â
Despite herself, Rogue smiled.
âThanks, Kitty.â She whispered back. âAhââ
âRogue?â
Both girls whirled around.
Scott was there, halfway in his room. It wasnât clear as to whether he was just entering or leaving from the state of his rumpled clothes, but he was up and awake nevertheless.
He gave a concerned frown at Rogue.
âAre you okay? What are you still doing up, and by yourself?â He whispered from his spot.
Rogue attempted to answer without stammering, then blinked.
By herself?
She turned to look at Kitty: gone.
Just the latterâs toes peeking out from the bottom of their door after phasing right back into their room.
âŚ.so much for having her back.
Rogue turned back to Scott, pretending to yawn into her elbow whilst furiously rubbing away the obvious mess her tears and runny nose left on her face as she whispered back, âCouldnât sleep. You?â
Scott shook his head, closed his door behind him, and quietly joined her in her spot in the hallway. âI was going to get a glass of water.â He said softly, rubbing his neck. âWant to join me?â
After spending who knows how long bawling about him until her eyes were swollen like mini pufferfishes and her throat felt rougher than sandpaper, therefore feeling and looking much worse than when they were tangled in the pile of leaves?
ABSOLUTELY NOT.
Rogue tried to force a casual laugh, âO-oh, thanks, Scott, but Ahââ
A pair of hands right behind her phased through herâs and Kittyâs door and smacked her shoulders meaningfully in the tall boyâs direction without drawing his attention.
ââahâd love to!â The words fell out before she could stop them.
Scott smile was warm enough to make a Snow Queenâs heart melt into a puddle. âGreat! Donât worry, Iâll make sure weâll be back up before we get into more trouble.â he assured her. As if that was why she was nervous about being alone with him past midnight.
So, Rogue found herself following Scott towards the end of the hallway, taking a moment to throw a withering glare in the direction of her room without him noticing as they turned the corner.
Kitty, just her face phased out their door, merely grinned back.
#shenanigans#scogue#x men evolution#otp: sensory deprivation#rogue x scott#scott x rogue#xmen evolution#rogue x cyclops#scott summers#rogue anna marie#cyclops x rogue#cyclops#scott x anna marie#anna marie x cyclops#scogue headcanon#scoguetember#scogue tember#scoguetember2024#scoguetember2025#kitty pryde#katherine pryde#man if I had known that the commission I requested would inspire this much backstoryâŚ#should i make this actual canon in my au now? it went from âteehee my otp + clichè fell into a pile of leaves on top of each otherâ#to âactually letâs delve in deeper into one of the possible reasons she has trouble acknowledging then confessing her feelings for Scottâ#+ âadditional reasons why she started resenting Jean for a while after the Asteroid M eventsâ#writing is fun#<- seriously. sometimes it takes writing about seemingly unrelated/initially uncanon headcanons to be like ââŚoh. could THIS canon behavior#be explained by THIS canon event?â I donât even know if that was the original X-Men:Evoâs writerâs intent#but itâs still fun to think about#me: âI connected the dots!â ; sane people: âyou didnât connect anythingâ!â ; me: âI connected them~â
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Thicker Than Water
Four times Anna and Kevin were mistaken for Cupcakeâs parents and one time they werenât.*
*okay, they still are. But itâs different that time, trust me.
(read it here)
((hi. I'm back with the single dad au. and happy birthday Dan ig))
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1929 â Carlo sends one last letter to his family in Sicily, writing about Xaviero's death. He asks them not to write any more
Who are we to each other? Strangers from different worlds? Or maybe we're just random victims of spontaneous impulses? Do you know how hard it is â to pull the trigger? This world is so good the second before it explodes.
cont.d: Through the anxious twilight, the smoke of cigarettes, Reflected in the mirror by the nervous flame of a candle. I'm sitting at the table â there's a gun on it I'm playing a game for strong men
I'm laughing at myself â I'm drawing a mustache, You don't know what I'm like for sure
You don't know how serious this is going to be. I have two hours until dawn And one more unresolved question:
Who are we to each other? Strangers from different worlds? Or maybe we're just random victims of spontaneous impulses? Do you know how hard it is â to pull the trigger? This world is so good the second before it explodes.
You lost your shadow yesterday by accident, And today it's not you, it's her visiting me We'll play a little game here in the dark.
The gun, me and the shadow, try to understand I, alas, don't know how serious it was, Your shadow, unfortunately, cannot answer To this simple question:
Who are we to each other? Strangers from different worlds? Or maybe we're just random victims of spontaneous impulses? Do you know how hard it is â to pull the trigger? This world is so good the second before it explodes.
We'll punish each other with the ultimate measure of despair, To erase this evening from our memories. There's only one bullet. Don't feel bad. I'm spinning a drum and that bullet is mine
And now I know for sure how serious it all is 'Cause silence is also the answer To my ridiculous question
*** Late at night. Through all the commas finally got to the point. Address. Mail. Don't worry, I'll never dedicate another line to you. Quiet. Sounds. Sounds rarely reach me at night. The letters dance. I write and never expect a reply.
I love without needing an answer.
#it was so fun to draw#m2#carlo & anna#carlo falcone#anna falcone#first lyrics go to anna! not carlo. 2nd is for carlo#âI'm spinning a drum and that bullet is mineâ -> bc no matter what it's anna (and xaviero and their parents) who will be the victims#âI love without needing an answerâ -> i think it's clear that it's bout prefering delusion instead of reality#carlo would rather live with the vague memories of his family than with them as real living & breathing people#avart#sometimes i think fuck i could've write them soo differently like real family (literally couldn't think of it before lmao) but#this ridiculously fucked up dynamic of family who're victims of the mafia in sicily & mafioso son in usa ia so firmly entrenched in my mind#<- literally such a cliche i genuinely hate it & cringing from it but alas#+ smth about carlo and anna who remain a mystery to each other probly forever fucks up my brain sm
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Hello and happy coc and CORB posting! Iâm enjoying seeing what everyone is sharing!
Iâm not doing either because Iâm still working on the WIP that just wonât quit. đ
But I feel like I can wrap the final chapter up by the end of the year. At least, thatâs my hope.
Here are six sentences out of order from the 10th and final chapter of Depth of Reason. I realized there were a lot of women in the first 3k of this chapter. So hereâs one sentence or either dialog or a reference of each of them. Any guesses as to whoâs who?
âHello? Simon? Oh,â she sighs, practically sobs, and my first instinct is to soothe her even though I donât know whatâs wrong.
[Redacted] frets and Baz has to cut her off before she gets into summarizing the doom scrolling sheâd been doing before he called.
Thankfully, sheâs not on speaker, but I do catch certain words and phrases like eviscerate, heads up their arses, and flaming pile of dog poo.
I think thatâs been the hardest part, knowing that working with her at the new school might not come to fruition.
[redacted]: And make sure he knows this is NOT the end.
âI need to buy that woman a fruit basket,â he mutters.
Thank you for the tags this morning @cutestkilla @rimeswithpurple @aroace-genderfluid-sheep @forabeatofadrum @ic3-que3n @theearlgreymage @thewholelemon @nightimedreamersworld @hushed-chorus I love seeing what youâre working on! (Also woke up to a mention from Rainbow herself saying thank you and it made my freaking morning) Tagging @fatalfangirl @artsyunderstudy @aristocratic-otter @whatevertheweather @moodandmist @raenestee @valeffelees @blackberrysummerblog @youarenevertooold @iamamythologicalcreature @facewithoutheart @shrekgogurt @run-for-chamo-miles and anyone else who sees this and wants to play đ
#I actually already shared a snippet referencing Anna so that makes seven women!#No one will guess at least one of them as itâs someone new#Sometimes I feel weird tagging people who I donât think are following this story thatâs like#almost a year and a half old now#but also Iâm sure there are people who are following this fic that Iâve mistakenly left out#so#my apologies if I didnât tag you#my writing#depth of reason#carry on fanfiction
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Bad Bread
Nikolaj stared at the vague imitation of a loaf of sourdough on his kitchen counter; his lips pressed into a thin line in a desperate attempt to keep himself from laughing at it.
"Niko, I'm gonna fucking die. Oh my God it's so ugly I'm genuinely ashamed of it. My hideous first born child," His guest, an enthusiastic but slightly hopeless bread baking tutee groaned pathetically, her upper half slumped onto the counter next to him with her face in her hands.
"It's... certainly an effort. So."
She made a distressed keen from behind her hands, a sound he imagined a slowly dying rodent might make, "Fuck this I'm sticking to desserts. The only bread I'll ever make is monkey. God."
That hardly counted as a type of bread in Nikolaj's opinion, but he digressed;
"Maybe not all is lost, Anna, the outside appearance is. Well. We can both see it in front of us but maybe-"
"Niko I swear to whatever higher being you believe in if you it's what's in the inside that counts me right now I'll throw a fuckin' tantrum."
"Frankly, I think you're already throwing one. A small one, but one nonetheless," He pulled a bread knife from his knife block (a recent birthday gift from the woman currently whining over his counter) and approached the almost bread adjacent lump to slice it.
Wow.
"It deflated."
Anna screeched something unintelligible and all but fell to the floor, crouching on his tiles. The crust had somehow completely separated from the actual bread, and was floating down pathetically onto the loaf like a sad, threadbare blanket. Nikolaj once again sucked his lips in to keep from wheezing out a laugh, his friend was having no such reservations however.
She'd gone from woeful humiliation to loud uninhibited squawks of laughter; stifled only by her hands that still hid her face, "Oh my god it's so bad!"
"Air bubbles happen," He was trying for encouraging, "It might be alright."
"Nikooooo-" She wheezed out through peels of laughter, "You know it's shit!"
"Not yet I don't." Despite his placating he was squinting suspiciously at the thing. Truth be told, he had zero inclinations or even a smidgen of faith that it would taste alright. He broke off a teeny piece from the slice he'd cut, steeling himself to try it.
His efforts to prepare himself were for naught, however, because Anna had sprung up whip-quick from her spot on his tiled floor and snatch the morsel from his fingers.
"No. No fucking way. I'll be damned if I let you try this. I'm humiliated as is and I'd sooner throw myself down this building's elevator shaft than let Nikolaj- premium baker savant perfectionist- Kato put this anywhere near his pretty mouth." She punctuated her (ridiculous) statement by tossing the bite of bread into her mouth and chewing quickly like there was a risk he'd take it back from her. He leaned back onto his counter, crossing his arms over his chest and watching the very impressive array of expressions cross her face.
"It's so bad. It is so goddamn bad," was the final review- delivered with a now deadpan face and rounded shoulders, "It's a good thing I brought my own ingredients instead of using yours like you offered. This is a total fucking waste. Of everything. Even air."
Nikolaj snorted and swiped a second small piece for himself, he wanted to know. He was desperately curious, ignoring Anna as she slowly shook her head no, tossing it into his mouth and cautiously chewing.
It really is true that curiosity killed the poor cat.
"Honestly, I'm impressed. It's texture in hand and on first bite is fine but somehow it turns to ash the second it comes into contact with saliva-" He wasn't able to suppress a huff of laughter this time "-it even tastes like ash. I imagine this is what'd it be like to scoop a handful of remains from the inside of a crematorium and try to eat it."
"Niko I am going to fucking kill myself right here in your kitchen."
She said it so dryly (as dry as the bread attempt he was currently spitting into his trash can) that he barked out a surprised laugh, nearly choking on what was left in his mouth. After a second or two she started laughing again, each exhale getting louder and louder.
"It was like trying the goddamn cinnamon challenge all over again!" She screeched and he started to laugh harder, remembering that stupid trend and how it'd gone for them when they tried it. He still had the video of it on his computer, two stupid high schoolers in atrocious 2010s fashion trying to swallow spoonfuls of spice and choking instantaneously- coughing reddish brown powder all over themselves and one another in her mother's kitchen. Her laugh increased in volume; interrupted by loud painful snorting as she tried to say something else. It came out more like the sound of a banshee choking and he had to lean on the counter to support himself as he choked on his own spit.
Her laugh had always taken him out, she'd start squawking and he'd bypass laughter and go straight to wheezing and tearing up. She flapped her hands, drawing his attention to the failed lump of bread on his counter- pointing and shrieking as it somehow deflated even further, the bottom flattening out like a punctured tire.
He guffawed (a very ugly sound, even to his own ears) at the pathetic thing and a sharp cackle bubbled out of Anna's chest at the sound. The high sharp, crack of her laughs merged with his diaphragm deep gasps and rumbly chuckles in the air of his kitchen and he briefly worried about his old as dirt neighbor rocking up to his door to bitch about the noise. He looked over at Anna as she leaned over onto the counter, grinning so big he thought her cheeks might tear as she tried to catch her breath.
Whatever. Fuck that old bag.
Nikolaj smiled back at her, not as big as her smile (no one could ever smile as big or bright as Anna did) but no less genuine or joyful, his own chest heaving as he clutched the counter corner for support.
"Niko, I'm telling you-" she straightened herself up "-I'm sticking to desserts." Her grin was still there, all teeth.
"Anna, I'm telling you," He pointed at the "bread" and smirked smugly at her, "I'm taking that thing to school tomorrow, and showing it to Ira."
"You will not show that to our meanest colleague!" She stomped her foot but her smile widened, no doubt imagining their friend's reaction to it. Ira would absolutely try it and the sharp witted woman would bring them all to their knees with the quips she'd make about it.
"Oh who knows. Maybe she'll like it! It might remind her of cigarette ash," He started and Anna let out a chuff of laughter, "You keep making that bread and bring it to her, and she'll be able to quit in no time. Wean her off with it."
"Ira'd beat you half to death with her office chair if she heard you say that!"
"I'll give her your attempt at bread, say it, then run out real quick to the infirmary so that way even if she does catch me I'll be able to get medical attention immediately."
"Wow, full proof plan. Incredible calculations." She turned to face the loaf completely, planting her hands on her hips and shaking her head, "Seriously though, the hell do we do with this? Put it out on the street, it's so bad I'm willing to chuck it to the birds. Leave my first born to the wilderness."
"Stop calling it that, also, what wilderness? This is a residential block, Anna. In a city. The wildest thing here is my neighbor."
"Oh yeah, for sure. That bitch bites I just know it. If that walking mummy gets too pissed about volume she'll snap and leave her dentures embedded in your arm. Septic bite type beat."
Nikolaj chuckled, "She'd pitch a fit if we chuck this outside, and truthfully, I don't even think the birds in this so-called wilderness will want this."
She rolled her eyes as he came to stand next to her, the both of them staring down at the halfway flat bread in amused silence. He nudged her with his hip to get her attention, "We'll try again next weekend."
She looked up at him and matched his smile, "Yeah. I'll bring my own shit again. Not using up your Grade A baking stuff to bring yet another ugly lump into this world."
#sometimes she writes#my writing#my ocs#oc writing#Annalie Reicht#who goes by Anna#Nikolaj Kato#who only lets Anna Ira n Gino call him Niko if anyone else tries you might get hit#real bunch of dumbasses. their students like them tho theyre good teachers
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The ways you approach life (with kindness and thoughtfulness and curiosity) have always been inspiring to me - a lot of the growth I am proudest of is the ways in which I have intentionally become more like you. You're a wonderful person, and I'm so glad I get to know you.
#also you laugh in such delightful ways#you have a few different ones and they're all so good#and also you're a delight to share media with#so many songs make me think happily of you#am writing this while listening to Anna ni Issho Dattta no ni#which of course reminds me of watching Gundam SEED together#and also of how we met đ#Far and away at the top of the very short list of things I miss about California is proximity-to-you#(come visit sometime?)
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Can you make this into a book please? This sounds like one rollercoaster of a slowburn if i have ever seen one!
Considering he is my biggest cheerleader when it comes to me becoming an author, I will tell you, if we end up together, I'm writing a book, use his input to write his side of it too yk. Maybe I'll do it even if we don't. Who knows. I'm too confused right now but, dude, that would be a nice romance novel, that's for sure, I would be eating it UP if I was watching it from the outside lol chronic bad timing, best friends to lovers, could be nice, could be very nice kapakpakapakaokaoa
#no seriously he sometimes helps me make men more realistic when im writing kwoakapakpaka#i think he would love to see what i can come up with when writing him#anyway#yeah#kapakspsmpakapaksoa#i really need a tag for asks#anon đ#anna talks bff slowburn
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one cool and chill thing about me is that before i can write a sentence about a character i have to figure out everything thatâs ever happened to them and probably their parents and extended family also
#brought to you by apparently i canât write adrien eating breakfast until i figure out the exact circumstances#under which i think gabriel and emilie first met#also shoutout to wackus for being my felix consultant last night. i have to refer out to experts sometimes for blorbos that arenât mine#anna rambles
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Ah I finally finished TURN
#it was a good show#had its ups and downs#*staring at the writers handling of Anna's character with great contempt*#i wrote most of my thoughts in my media journal but i might make a post abt my thoughts on this show sometime#when i was writing i got to the topic of Benedict's character and i felt a wave of pure rage and anger well up inside me thay channeled stra#ight to my pen#turn washington's spies
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clenching my teeth trying to remember that it's okay if i don't write long fic
#it's really sweet of people to talk about packing a lot into a short wordcount but also like. we're skewed on that i think#because nine thousand words that took me seven months to write. is not short.#idk i get this hangup for ??? reason but sometimes i feel like 'if i'm not able to write 100k what's the point of writing at all'#which. when writing is your for fun hobby. IS NOT HELPFUL!!!!!!!#anna's fic notes#anyway it was a shitty week i guess we're just in insecurity hours
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I called in sick just now, a giant weight has been lifted off my shoulder. I wish I had the stamina to keep going this time but I am so done shoving my own feelings away in favor of making everyone else happy.
#anna says things sometimes#praying that the doctor will write me a note too#i'm willing to lay out how i feel sick everytime i have to go#because i do
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all for the love of you
Despite how current circumstances may seem, things haven't always been this way. And after (literally) digging up old memories, Daniel is forced to reflect on what it took to get him here.
(new fic time)
#im back bitches#this one's a doozy#be prepared to get upset#the next installment is pure fluff i promise#rtgame#anna rudolf#anna chess#callmekevin#sonic writes sometimes#single dad au
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Let's ignore that this is a few days late. I got distracted and forgot about it until now.
đ nicest thing you've done to your characters
Nicest thing I've done to my characters...now this is a real challenge for me, considering I mainly write angst and rarely give them something nice. However, anytime I write them hanging out with family, it's usually very wholesome. It usually stays very fluffy and sweet with just a few sprinkles of angst.
I also tend to always give them hot chocolate, too. So: the nicest thing I've done to them is having them hang out with family and drink hot chocolate.
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Now, this is hard to decide. There are a lot of bad things I've done. But which holds the title of worst?
I actually think that it's a scene I have written for ESTT, near the end of the first book, where a character is introduced and is killed at the end of the chapter. It's the only time we ever see their pov. And I'll say it again: the chapter will end with this scene. Not only will the character be killed, but many of the readers' hearts will also be.
#ask anna#ask game#i'm very excited for the scene above#i have all of it written and it will be months before I get to it#but in other news#when i opened my inbox to answer this#i was reminded of some prompts I have yet to write a drabble for#and since I've been struggling recently with sitting down to write#maybe expect a small drabble sometime today#but thanks for the ask!
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actually idk. waiting to see for 100 percent sure but probably fuck this game and its lack of understanding of basic fucking concepts.
man i hate how f e handles the annas sometimes. like yea its a running joke ha ha they all are sisters named anna who are related thats fine enough or it would be if the h eroes version wasnt such a colossal dipshit tool, or how like. the 13/14/ect versions can literally be married to someone. like theres a difference in seeing someone and being like âoh thats so and soâs spouseâ and âthats the npc who helps me sometimesâ. and like yea maybe for a lot of people its not a big deal but theyre still different people. honestly. props to 17 for making their anna really distinguishable as in a lil bean, or even 16 having theirs have a different hair length and color. like now i should be excited/happy/hyped abt anna getting a cute variant but now after looking at the shitty ass meet the heroes thing i feel like its just going to be npc anna even tho that makes no sense as the theme is clearly supposed to be the robinsexuals, but itll be that bc this fucking games writers have no idea how to do literally fucking anything
#im actually mad abt it#like. i dont mind if it is the npc version#good for her. but like. dont fucking act like the two identical twins who are clearly different people are the same fucking person!!#i hate this game and series so much sometimes oh my fucking gosh#its esp bad since i was actually getting hyped yesterday night abt it#and now it looks like its just a stupid fucking nonsense. honestly the npc doesnt deserve this she did nothing wrong#fuck this shitty game and its braindead people who write/translate it who keep screwing over every fucking character#me scrambling to make sure theres no holes in my fic: i can make this work#honestly the two of em messing with people by pretending to be the same person is peak anna behavior and i live for it#like thats something straight out of a mozartean opera and like. more pls#expectation: time travel story. reality: oistin fan tutti#i wish i was joking but this would be awesome#also see me in the tags going from pissed out of my mind to cracking up bc of opera references#i am. easy to please lol#just give me peak chaotic characters and good fic material and im good
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Thank you @pfirsichspritzer for the tag!
RULES: Post the last sentence you wrote (fanfic / original / anything) and tag as many people as there are words in the sentence.
âIâm not asking your permission or your opinion,â Hanan said coolly. âIâm just warning you.â
tagging @ghosthorse @displayheartcode @annundriel @lockwood-ot3 @eskildit @injustspring and idk a bunch more people. technicallythis is two sentences anyway lol
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