#angst but at what cost?
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#tim you had her worried sick#the tears in his eyes are what got me#eric winter king of the facial expressions#chenford#tim x lucy#tim bradford#lucy chen#melissa o'neil#eric winter#angst but at what cost?#love#6x5#the rookie#my heart#im not crying you are
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#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#chilchuk tims#chilchuck#senshi#fanart#chilshi#senchuck#avoided angst but at what cost#now im sentimental and painfully single#at least they’re happy#for now /lh
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Alternate timeline where Stanley doesn’t accidentally ruin Ford’s project but he still doesn’t get into Geek Life University bc some kid showed up with a baking soda volcano
#Happens every time I’m telling ya#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#a tale of two stans#Y’all I just thought of smth fucked up#Remember that baby pic where ford was reaching towards the yellow triangle?#What if bill’s always been there#Cuz perpetual motion machines aren’t scientifically possible (think it’s bc entropy or smth to do w/ thermodynamics)#Ford couldn’t have made one—no one can#Either he was scamming them or (if what I said abt bill above is correct) *he* fucked w/ Ford’s machine to make it weird#Bc ford getting into a top school means he has more opportunities which means a better chance of getting the portal built#And then when Ford starts being like “screw your cipher” bill’s like “oh you think you can just *leave* me; I *made* you sixer!”#“I’m the reason you got into that fancy pants college! You honestly think you could’ve built that machine#We may be a team but I’m the mvp—always have been”#Okay I know it’s far-fetched but what is the gf fandom if not full of far-fetched theories (ain’t even a theory really more like an excuse#for angst and also bc of the fact that Ford invented Physics Breaker 5000 was slwsys a sticking point for me FOR SOME REASON)#Like I truly don’t know why that of all things bothers me#I really did just devolve into fanfic in the tags of a shitpost—oh and ig ford got into west cost in that au/version of events#shitpost
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Outer Banks s04e10: “If [dad] was still around, he'd want us to work together. I know you know that.”
#outerbanksedit#whumpedit#obxedit#rafe cameron#sarah cameron#drew starkey#madelyn cline#outer banks#trust issues#angst#on the verge of tears#teary eyed#grief#emotional whump#hugging#comfort#siblings#my gifs#outer banks spoilers#THIS SCENE <3#OH RAFE YOU DESERVE LOVE MY MISUNDERSTOOD EMOTIONALLY WRECKED MAN#i’m happy we got a rafe redemption arc this episode but at what fking cost :(
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Part 1
There is a universe, somehow, where everything aligned just perfectly and left four desperate children on Silco's doorstep. A universe where Piltover is just a bit more ruthless: where Vander's connections aren't trustworthy and where his foolish sentimentality wins.
Vander's arrested, in Vi's place. He's so proud of her for trying to do the right thing - but he'll not make a sacrifice out of Felicia's daughter. The violence in the streets has to stop and Piltover won't stop until it has someone to blame for the theft. So the Hound becomes a sacrificial lamb.
But remember, his agreements are flimsier, and the trust between enforcer and undercity is as thin as the razor blade Mylo keeps in his pocket. The gold-trimmed enforcers aren't happy with a Hound dressed in wool - they want the girl. The one Jayce identified. Some pink-haired snot-nosed filthy brat. The thief. The terrorist.
They labeled her a terrorist: Vi. For a near-harmless explosion in a district she would've been beaten in, just for the grime in her hair.
And the Hound won't have that.
For the second time in his life, Vander's knuckles are stained with enforcer blood and the undercity begins to burn. Vi's next to him, eager to fight, but scared. She's just a kid after all. Always eager. Always scared.
Claggor, Mylo, and Powder come running as they limp back to the Last Drop. Powder's too busy crying into Vi's shirt to pay much attention to the screams outside. Reinforcements are just a few minutes away. The rats of the undercity retreat to spare themselves from the brutality beneath an enforcer's heel and the streets grow quieter and quieter. They all know how to slip away when the time demands it, but this is more than sneaking through the sewers and waiting for the storm to pass.
The enforcers, the council, Piltover: they'll keep coming. The blood on Vander and Vi's hands ensures that much. And they don't want him -
He looks to where Vi is hugging Powder back, a: "Sorry Powpow," being breathed. "Didn't mean to scare you -"
He can't let that happen. He can make himself the bigger problem - the biggest threat and that will buy the kids time and give those rich bastards a victory.
But then... it'll just be them.
Claggor's strong, Mylo's sly, Powder's clever, and Vi is brave. They're all tough as nails and they'll make it. At least until this underbelly starts ripping itself around. Vander's a smart man who knows what will happen in his absence, the cannibalistic tendencies of desperate people who need scapegoats.
And Vi's already willing to play the martyr. She proved that much. No, if he leaves he needs to leave them with something. Anything. Something that's as willing to fight for their future as...
That's when he gets the terrible idea. Right around the same time he hears the tell-tale racket of enforcers running down cobblestone. He grabs a bar napkin, and Claggor bars the door. He fumbles messily around for a piece of graphite or a damned pen.
Vi pushes Powder behind her and grabs a half-empty bottle from a table. There's a shatter as she arms herself with razor glass. These kids are well versed at making weapons, they have to be.
They'll only get better at it if he finishes this note. He's signing their lives away to a different demon. There's no guarantee they'll live long enough to give him the note. It's a terrible idea -
"I'll never betray Zaun's children"
Powder's climbing behind the bar with him, clinging to his leg. Mylo climbs over the other side, fiddling with a collection of rusty steak knives. Claggor's grabbed a chair and broke it, two wooden beams in either hand.
Suffocating in the streets is better than dying on a bridge.
"Take this," he gives it to Vi before slipping on his knuckles. "Find Silco. Ask around, and he'll find you."
"What?" it's a challenge from her. She's ready to fight to keep what she has.
She doesn't realize that every fight comes with a loss. And eventually, it's going to take everything from her. Once you bloody those knuckles you never stop - not really.
But not today. Today it'll only take him, and hopefully, she'll remember what they talked about. She'll remember that despite this shitshow - he's proud of her for finding a peaceful solution. He's proud of her for putting down those fists.
But there was no way in hell he was going to let her go.
"Take care of each other," he orders slipping on his other gauntlet. Mylo and Powder stare at him with wide eyes. Claggor's lip is trembling.
"Remember. Remember, to look out for each other!" he orders.
"No!" Powder seems to understand now as Vander pulls the bracings away from the door. She scrambles over the bar with a muffled wail. Mylo stops her right as Vander throws the door open.
"Vander!" Vi screams, but the hound is loose.
He's in the streets and he's set about making these fools remember why they follow the light. Why they fear the undercity so badly they chase its children to sate their fury. Dark things live in the undercity. Zaun's children are raised in air so heavy it turns their lungs to iron. Her streets sharpen their teeth and build calluses over their knuckles until the only thing they feel is the warm crimson in their wake.
Vander had hoped he'd never do this - be this. But jaws shatter under his fist faster than glasses fill with his whiskey. He's good at this. Always has been. The kids slip away - he knows that much.
Everything else is a bit of a blur. He glimpses Ekko, once, on the rooftops. The boy heads after the other four and Vander is thankful for that. Benzo didn't survive the first wave... he doesn't have much chance to reflect on that because there's another enforcer in his grip and a new scream in the air.
He buys the kids plenty of time. Too much time.
Enough time for all of Zaun to hear the news: the Hound's fighting back! Five enforcers are dead! Six! Ten! Enough time for Vi and Mylo to find their informants.
Silco isn't exactly a subtle name. He's well hidden, that's true, but a familiar blond limped his way over to one of the abandoned warehouses after Vi kicked the shit out of him. Word on the street is that he's in with someone named Silco. Doesn't mean much to the informant or to Vi.
It's enough. They slip into one of Zaun's many industrial districts just as Vander finally falls.
Piltover's attack dogs got him - they would eventually, he knew that much. A wild hound is fierce but numbers always win. Part of him's happy to die on familiar cobblestones. Better than the cool stone of prison - better than anything Piltover had in mind for him. This way, the kids would know what happened to him. They wouldn't do anything stupid.
Well... they'd probably still do some stupid things. He coughed out a laugh, blood hacking out of his lungs as it all began to fade. Good. They deserved to be a bit stupid. They were kids...
Just kids.
Hopefully, Silco remembers that...
Silco? Oh, Silco remembers. He'd been making a plan revolving around that. Kids are foolish. Kids are loyal. Children are painfully easy to manipulate and kill. Children are easy to make disappear.
Killing Vander and his children was quite literally on his upcoming schedule. It was going to be a glorious sort of revenge, making Vander watch it happen - helpless to stop it as he drowned in his own pacifism. It was going to be inhumane. The final nail in Silco's old coffin.
So pardon him for taking a moment to stare at the victims delivered to his doorstep. Half of him wants to laugh. The other half feels like he's been shoved back into that damn river.
The children only stare back, wide-eyed and curious. Scared too... haunted in some wonderfully poetic way.
"Can I help you?" Silco demands cooly after his disbelief has been satiated.
The pink one steps forward, naturally. She's Vander's little favorite, his poster child: basically a replica. Taking charge is probably laced in her veins.
She hands him a napkin.
"He told us to come here," she breathes, and it almost sounds like a prayer.
Silco cannot focus on anything but the napkin.
"Well... not here," the wily boy in the back disagrees slowly as he gives a scathing glance to a dead mouse in the corner. "He told us to find you."
Silco watches them carefully and then unfolds the napkin. If this is a trap it's ridiculous and definitely not Vander's idea. Perhaps these children are simply suicidal - or stupid.
He reads it.
Pauses. Reads it again.
He glances to that pink one again: Violet. Felicia's daughter. The other one is to her right, clinging to the elder's bruised knuckles. Powder... right?
Mylo. And Claggor.
Vander's children.
Vander's children!
He reads it one more time.
"It is kind of messy," Claggor's sheepish tone contradicts his appearance sharply. "He was in a rush -"
"I can read it," Silco snarls. He whirls around and plunges further into the bowels of the warehouse.
The children follow, blindly. Because they were told to. They follow the devil into his den because Vander told them to.
Why Silco let them, he'll never be able to explain. Never. Why he didn't finish was Vander started: destroy all remnants of their old life, including those damned children - he'll never say.
He can't. Because Vander sent him his children and a note. It changes nothing.
Except it changes everything.
#Arcane#AU#Fanfiction#I guess#idk I may write more#Vander#Silco#Vi#Powder#Mylo#Claggor#If the stars aligned I do believe Silco would've raised those kids#Ya know how Vi just has to call Cait “cupcake”#Yeah#That but all Vander has to do is tell Silco “I trust you” and Silco's whole worldview falls apart#Yeah yeah the man I was died in that river#But did he? Are you sure??#Also this is 100% an excuse to write the eventual family reunion with Warwick#Which would theoretically be hilarious#After all the angst of#what happened to you?#Paired with the yummy: “I survived but at what cost" parallel between the two dads#Followed by Silco's: “YOU FUCKER - YOU LEFT ME WITH YOUR KIDS WHEN WE WERE MORTAL ENEMIES! I COULD'VE KILLED THEM!”#The kids be like this is our Dad#The drug lord Silco#and this is our other Dad#The warcrime Warwick#We love them very much <3#We gotta Part 2 and a Part 3 now for the AU :D
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liar.
#imi art#undertale au#undereats#utmv#undereats!sans#undereats!alphys#roo#phys#undertale oc#alphys oc#sans oc#imagine your timeline gets destroyed after hearing ur old friend plotting to kill you and you become terrified of her. that would suck righ#sorry little guy i missed letSansRest day this year that means you go in the (angst) grinder#finally drawing my other OCs but at what cost (roo's sanity)
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sometimes dreams change. sometimes people change.
#this was inspired by Sophie May's song “Brian Cox” btw. absolutely wonderful song#i love my doomed little couple. they have so much opportunity for angst and i'm gonna USE it#comic#star trek#art#original characters#imagine how heartbreaking that'd be though. your dream is to travel through space and join with a symbiont#(one of the highest honors for a trill)#but then the symbiont causes you to have this new overwhelming fear of space. you acheived your goal... but at what cost?
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Yooooo hold on.
So if Yuuta cursed Rika by thinking “don’t leave me.” so hard she manifested into a cursed spirit, Suguru’s “at least curse me at the end” to Satoru would then mean, “don’t let me go.”
It’s like saying, “Curse me like Yuuta did to Rika. Love me so bad that you can’t let me go. Hold on to me.”
#i cannot stop seeing it#and then satoru rly couldn’t let him go#he got his wish#but at what cost#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#satosugu#gojo satoru#geto suguru#stsg#suguru geto#satoru gojo#jujukai#jjk spoilers#jjk meta#jujutsu kaisen meta#jujutsu kaisen analysis#satosugu angst#satosugu analysis
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one day, ONE DAY, I'll write (rewrite) my Alaska au where Annabeth chose to go with Luke in botl, changing the trajectory of everything, meaning Percy chose godhood in tlo.
#there are LAYERS to it#they reunite after 10 years#(well percy finds her in Alaska after searching for her for 10 years)#the angst of it all !!#the betrayal#the what ifs the what could've beens#Annabeth 'saved' Luke but at what cost to herself?#Percy never gave up on finding her never believed she was dead and yet he's still so angry so betrayed by her when he finds her#Annabeth doesn't realize he's a god until well into the story#(and he doesn't tell her)
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Jurassic World Chaos Theory Season Two Spoilers
#i wish this was better quality but do ya���ll see the vision#i need the hug in 4k#another gif to add to my Benji dump#this one hurt to make#they’ll be okay? maybe?#take me back please#benji broke my heart#i wanted their relationship to develope but at what cost#benji divorced era#ben jwct#jwct kenji#jurassic world chaos theory#jurassic world chaos theory spoilers#jwct#jwct benji#jwct spoilers#jurassic world chaos theory season 2 spoilers#benji season 2#the benji hug#benji angst#benji gif#benji#jwcc benji#ben jwcc#jwcc kenji#ben x kenji#ben and kenji#babygirl ben#benji chaos theory
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i left this on my notes app about two weeks ago and i have never been so conflicted over being right
#benji angst but at what cost#c rambles about jwcc#benji jwcc#ben x kenji#kenjen#ben pincus#kenji kon#jwct#jurassic world chaos theory#chaos theory#jwct s2#jwct s2 spoilers
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wait that's actually kinda heartbreaking...
#neopets#neotag#faerie festival 2024#illudora#we got lore but at what cost#it's a wednesday afternoon i wasn't prepared for yuri angst on my browser pet site
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"She twirls in her white kimono like a flower petal fluttering in the wind. Then, just like a marionette cut from its strings—"
#bungou stray dogs#bsd fanart#bungou stray dogs light novel 1#Dazai Osamu's Entrance Exam#Kunikida Doppo#Sasaki Nobuko#anime fanart#digital drawing#coloured sketch#messy sketch#artwork#digital art#bsd art#bsd light novel#I love this scenes and lines#The strings are cut the moment she confessed to Kunikida#Kunikida save her but at what cost#KuniSaki is a great angst#I love it#shes smart too#pretty and beautiful#“Please.....don't let...your ideals...kill you.... I...love....”#Freaking hell#Im never gonna shut up
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#Me when angst stuff#Idk I just like their dynamic because it's so interesting#And I know I make ship art of them both and such#But I sometimes wonder that even if Quirrel had known the truth or remembered it at all would he have still repeated his actions#It's just interesting to think ab honestly#As monomons death released THK but was her death entirely worth it#Thinking about what Quirrel would do if he ever realized that it was with the help of Monomons death that released what is literally histor#He helped save someone at a cost and he didn't even know fully#digital art#art#quirrelhollow#hk quirrel#hk hollow knight#hk hollow#hollow knight
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i don’t know about you all…buuuut…i would probably let izana’s little, unhinged, yandere ass do just about whatever he wanted with me. 💀🖤
#izana is baby girl okay?#he’s feral af and unhinged#but god does he look good while doing it#i mean really#at what cost am i supposed to deny this base nature#tokyo revengers#izana kurokawa#izana x reader#izana smut#izana angst#izana fluff#tr smut#tokyo revengers smut#mikey x reader#draken x reader#shinichiro x reader#mitsuya x reader#chifuyu x reader#ran x reader#rindou x reader#sanzu x reader#kakucho x reader#koko x reader#inupi x reader
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Imagine being carla connor and you just got in bed with the woman you've had an absolute massive crush on for ages now and then you're IMMEDIATELY turned down and it's like an actual sucker punch to the gut and then you're just thawcked over the head girl cannot just catch a break ??
#we got bisexual carla but at what cost#(horrible pain)#love how fanfic coded they are they are just perfect fanfiction#after all this angst and pain they will be together is all i can think of and i think thats beautiful#sapphic and wlw relationships in general will always be so messy#especially with these women and their fuck ton of problems to air out#just appreciate so hard how they're writing this i applaud it greatly#coronation street#swarla#carla x lisa#carla connor#lisa swain#cs spoilers
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