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[wisecrackingeric-2]

SPOILERS FOR SEPERATE WAYS UNDER CUT N O T OPEN IT IF YOU DONT WANNA SEE EM!!!!!!!!

Here’s my little tiny exploration of Luis’ character because it is my god-given duty to pull him apart and analyse him

• Ok so first off………. THE OPENING SCENE??????????? Oh my god there’s S O MUCH TO TALK ABT. Yes Luis dancing is hot as SHIT but also???????? He was about to get TORTURED and MURDERED and he STILL decided to have fun with it and do a lil dance?????? That’s so!!!!!!!!!! He wants to live out his fantasies right until the end!!!!! He truly does think his confidence can get him anywhere!!!!!!! And then when the dance ends he’s READY TO FISTFIGHT THE MONKS?????? NO WEAPONS HES FULLY ABIUT TO GO FISTFIGHT THEM???? He KNOWS it’s a loosing battle but he’s gonna fight tooth and nail to the very end!!!!!!!!!!!

• Also when he turns to face the person who was also dying in the cell and says “this next dance is for you brother” and we get a close up of his face……….. god it hurts to know that that was a person. Somebody who was beautiful in their own right and maybe even somebody who meant something to Luis. Even in the face of death Luis sees the beauty in it ARGHGAGWHSGSB

• Also also I’m sure SOMEBODY could find meaning behind the Flamenco (somebody more knowledgeable in Spanish culture than me) but I’ve heard some people say it symbolises capture and death???? CAPCOM HOW DARE YOU HURT ME SO

• I LOVE that we get to see a more relaxed side of Luis around Ada and less of his flirtiness and damn. It’s so obvious he and Leon are in Love. He’s trying soooooooo hard to impress Leon every time they talk by being super flirty with him and then whenever he’s with Ada he’s a total nerd he’s soooooooooooooo in love w that blonde twink

• GODDAMN THAT FIRE SCENE. WHAT I S N T THERE TO TALK ABOUT??????? First of all the paralells between his childhood where he watched his grandfather die in a fire?????? Also he FULLY RAN INTO A BURNING BUILDING AND ALMOST DIED J U S T TO GET LEON HIS MEDICINE????????????? HE CARES ABOUT LEON SM I WANNA RIP SOMETHING APART. He didint wanna see Leon die in the same way his Grandfather did because he couldn’t save his Grandfather back then!!!!!!!!!!! He wants to make things right!!!!!! HE WAS LITERALLY ON HIS HANDS AND LNEES CRYING I CANT I CANT

• Also ADA CARES ABT LUIS SM,,,,,,,, SHE RAN INRO A BURNING BUILDING TO SAVE HIM AND MAKE SURE HE DIDINT DIE,,,, THE BESTIES EVAH

• godDAMN that scene where Luis heals Ada?????? I LOVE that we see him hesitate for a good solid few seconds on wether or not he should run away from her or stay,,, wether or not he should go back to his usual habits of running away from the people he loves or stay to help,,,, ANS HE STAYS TO HELP BECAUSE HE CARES ABY ADA AND ALSO??? ADA BEING LIKE “leave me here……… besides…… you’ve got a promise to keep……..” OOOOOOOUGGHHH SHE KNOWS,,,, SHE KNOWS HOW MUCH LEON MEANS TO HIM I CANNOG RN also that lil apothecary thing he had was sooooo gender of him

•OH MY GOD HIS DEATH SCENE WHERE HE CALLS HER?????????????? I don’t remember EXACTLY what he said and I’d have to comb through like hours of footage to find it again but,,,,,. THE FACT THAT HE CALLED HER TO SAY GOODBHE????? HE CARES ABOUT HER RIGHT UMTIL THE END?????? AND HE CALLS HIMSELF HER ‘Good Samaritan’ IN THE SAME WAY HE CALLS HIMSELF DON QUIXOTE TO LEON AOAOAISAUJSSOSISKS,,,,,, and then he’s like “sorry I’ve gotta go Leon needs my help ;)” OUGH,,,,, I’m gonna reference another post from my mutual but it’s so sad that Luis got to spend the rest of his life with Leon but not the other way round………………..

• I’m so glad we got to see more of Luis and more of his personality when he’s not tryna swoon the blonde twink he’s in love with BXNSBEHEJXIAIS he feels like such a deep and real human being especially whenever he interacts with Ada and I just,,,,,,,,,, sigh. He’s my favourite character for a reason. 10/10 no notes

• Edit: also the parallels between Luis calling himself Ada’s ‘Good Samaritan’ and Leon his Sancho like AAAAAAAAAA???? You could pick apart the meaning and argue abt how good samaritans are usually friends and Sancho is a code word for Gay Lover in a lot of old fashioned Spanish bars like how ‘friends of Dorothy’ was but ANSNWUENDUNXXUNDDHXN SHUT UP I can’t rn

•Also I’m SURE you could pull some symbolism from the bugs and from Luis having an apothecary as catholic self-exorcism and how ‘science is the roof of all evil’ and Luis is using it to help others etc etc etc……….

Also if anyone else finds anything abt luis lore wise like how you have to find a picture of his grandfather or of him with Umbrella in the original PLEEEEAAAAASSSWE SHOW ME I NEED MORE LUIS BACKSTORY I NEED IT IN MY VEINS

• ALSO ALSO EDIT: the fact that one of the ingredients for his cure are butterfly wings???? And butterflies symbolise CHANGE????? HIS ENTIRE ARC IS ABT CHANCE??????? I’m actually gonna be sick.

[jjcocker]

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Thinking abiut ......Tthe rockrs (remaking my how they got 2gether lore ++ Also wanting to make one for srocker but theyre not nearly as fleshed out as jj 😭i mesn. He kinda is but i dint knoww)?guhhhhhhh Thought dump

uh Imoodranr to note ill ev talking avout uh sthuff like suicide andall. bb careful ok

uh uh uh uhhhhhh Okay so likeeeee. jj was fuxken Deoressed during the . the obetime shge cmstoppped making music

frankly i wana chabge the time where she started #/Girling . Bc i think its be really funny if she like. stopped w her career whn she stil was an egg and then came back with like. jj knockersHAJAHAJSHDJAJSJS SORRY.

Therye so cute id eat glass for them

What if they sorta cracked each others eggs somehow.... Like idk srockee r helps her out she hlps him too

MULTIGENDER YURI. BTW

Oh uh back 2 the first Point uhhhhhh sorry. Uh so jjwS like depressed rihht. She felt erhere were obly 2 options. either ending her career or her life

idk I'll be real i do not think that her first attempt was after the injury. Shse had multiple (esp when she was like.. a teenager (16-18) bc shewas having a horrible gedner crisis and also jsut. Going "fuck everythign 🖕" and runibg away frim homr (bc in my loreeeee shes adopted abdthe only perdon who cared abt her was hervsister(erina)(bc i hc her ro ve her suster)}OWWFUCK MY HAIF IS ITHCY

Yeah im just considering making her even worse ans givinv her pixiv fic writer-levels of Issues.

i remember uh a post That might be really insensitive bc I never had it but i akso thougt of . like. jj bejgn used just bc of her fame. Uh like uhh. I dont knowwww i never had it but like people whod just. pressure her itno sex and then leave her. Bc like. BANDO DE INTERESSEIRO tehre I cant word it englishly

I JUSUT RRALIZED THID POAT ISA LIE THIS IS JIST ME TRAUMATIZING JJ LOL

Her srudet isfn safe either. Ever aince he qas little he had the expectacration that he Must be good ar stuff . like. he was the Golden Child. and then as you kniw golden chukd burnout..adn jg got even wirsr

I dfk i font Lore him as much

i mwan i do just make him me

buf cooler

and more transgendef

Anyways they both have beef with tsunku (silly way of saying They bigh vave relgionus trauma

jj also had a seuxkaify crisis for yrs and in those same relarionships that shed get used in shed force herself to be So Heteronormative . Shitty relationship after shitty relationship . Abd jnternalized gomophobia Okay ill edit tbus post later im tried oftypinh

BY LATERe IEMANN Now CHrALSLHO, N

ok so jj was like suuuuuper duper depresse d during the. parada in music. Its ljke i said theree eyah!!

and when shefinsly got better (phsyically) she fot worse (mentally). I dont know maybe she just. The Anxiety..mixed w the Presure of being back ons stage

important ish to note ghat she DID NOTT EAT WELL like she Wouldnt eat a proper breakfast. Not even in an inability 2 get up/executive dysfuction (is that the right term) way but more in a "i dont deserve it" way

thya all chanhed when she met srocker!! waow

Hinestly. why Did she start doing guitar lessons ?

anyways.

He was like. a chulll guy. And like she actually staretd tobturst him (SOEMTHING THAT WAS GRADUAL,BTW. SROCKER FELL FIRST AND REALLY QUICK THO . AS IN LIKE IMMEDIATELY FINDING HER THE HOTTEST SHIT EVR HES RIGHT FOR IT BTW AND..YEA

And srocker notices that jj doesmt seem .. too well? She still doesnt eat well btw. but like she has someone she actually kinda Trusts :)

Somehow they got 2 know where each others house is. idfk how hyey js did

at thispooint sr lives withj Pierce (police call guy ) annd jj Alone . <- unrelated but what if sr mover in w hertobher houde wthen thhey gir togrthr.

and um uh so (a scenario that i plan on making s fic of) is like. sr makws jj a meal bx hes concerned. Cause zhre looks like she hasnt eaten s good meal in a while K.(bc she really Didnt .)i dont renemveee thst k whar the hell

this is a reocurrint htibf!!!!! I think he likes to check up on jj v v often. Ans she feels. Weird. like Why is she cared about . Idk I'm projecting a bit of me here it mkaes her feek Weird when someone cares about her bc it's just ..... Why are you worrying about Me ? There are people who go thru so much worse adb yet. Me?

idk. the pinung gets more. pining-y

and also rhe uh first kiss thing. Lien that other ppst. i didn tmKNOWWS What to Go with! idk they smooched and started for eealissiseses dating.

oh yea and also during the time shes known him shes been eating better + just feeling Better. un gnersl. Because uh she has a cute lil freak that loves her ^_^ ♥︎

[roxannedaybreakermidnight]

Tackling a few of my most recent experiences wiwth the internet. Don't read if harassment and racism trigger you. I don't mean harm, this is supposed to be a safe space. Comments I deem negative will be deleted so that others feel comfortable just going around and say whatever.

1. Shipping

I completely understand people's worries with Punkflower but guys, instead of worrying about non confirmed ages, can we worry about kicking out actually problematic people off the internet doing stuff to real life minors? Miles was 14 when I was 14. He is now 15 and I am 18, I still love Miles the same way, ans that doesn't compromise my morals.

A person's ship between characters doesn't say about their morals entirely. Of course, sometimes it's undeniably creepy, like characters clearly presented as parental figures being shipped with kids that were supposed to look up at them. That's weird, don't do that. Or, idk, thinking it's a good idea to jerk your dog off. (I saw documentaries, those who do too knkw what I am talking about)

Point is, pls don't harass people who don't mean actual harm. Hobie's uncomfirmed age range shouldn't cause as much hate as it does. I disagree with nsfw from time to time because it is weird, but I mostly see couple-y stuff with a few jokes, and honestly? I absolutely adore it. I encourage you to try it. I used to absolutely hatee on people who ship any characters slightly older with whatever character the topic is. I would literally try to gate keep the whole fanart community cause "She's a minor, STOP!" and honestly it was stupid asf. I'm not telling you to encourage it, just don't be mean about it. It feels stupid. If you don't disagree, and the post isn't causing harm, just don't engage.

2. Shameless racism/harassment

Recently I've faced people both in and out of omegle who seem particularly shameless, feeling safe around their little homes thinking ol' mean me won't mind. I am using this opportunity to expose a particular someone who seems very keen on being weird. I grew up around weird guys, and I often identify them easily, but for some reason I pushed the lil gut feeling away. If you have the same problem, pls listen to that feeling. It's there to avoid situations that might be upsetting.

Starting with Omegle, people seem very comfortable with racism (and search of minors to flash them). I receive jokes indicating they want me to be shot, find me ugly, make faces of disgust, call me a slave, etc etc. Not to mention I even found teenagers joking about beastiality being 'awesome'. Kids rlly need to get supervised, cause I am telling y'all, some were barely 14.

Now, I had an interesting interaction on instagram with a Miles Morales account. He came to me cause I was rping as Peter and invited me in his server on discord. I got the gut feeling from his habit of trying to flirt with Gwen profiles and spamming pictures of him in a suit. For some reason, some people have a pattern of spamming pictures when they want praise and always require attention from specific people, and I know this cause I've been harassed over this before. Days later, I was matching with my bff as an anime couple so I changed and he realized I'm born female. He asked me to be rio instead, without knowing my age, and went ahead and offered 'fun', and that 'I can't tell anyone'. What happened essentially is that I called him out, he said I was disrespecting him, I blocked him, so he made a new account to cuss me out and threaten to report me. I feel indifferent about it, but if you have anyone with similar behavior, save yourself the trouble and block them. (His discord is 'dmoney520' so avoid interacting w him pls)

3. Sexualizing a content creator

I don't mean Dream, or corpse husband, or whoever tf. I am talking about a poor 16(ish) year old called Eddie who makes content for the fact he sounds like Hobie brown, and he has people saying shit like "wanna get pregnant?" The guy just started worrying about whatever the place he lives in worries around this time.

It's honestly creepy how people will actively harass punkflower creators but then barely notice a full ass guy who is still deemed a minor regardless of what American law says getting weirdass comments from people they don't even know. Literally flabbergasted at this discovery. Not mad, just genuinely upset.

These people often forget that websites can track their activity and its hilarious to me, so whatever. This was my report on my feelings after a week of internet, and honestly? I wanna delete it. My punkflower AU happy ending is coming so if that's what you wanted, great!

[transmaverique]

gonna be honest I see anyone talking about this "my gender is more complicated than yours" shit as someone who genuinely cannot comprehend that other people that don't share certain traits with them can still in fact have rich interior lives. as an agender trans woman who uses she/her I've never had anyone say it to me who wasn't (usually unknowingly) transmisogynistic

see but im not talking about "rich interior lives" and the assumption that i am is exactly what im talking about. i am talking about the actual physical way that reality treats and percieves me in comparison to the way it treats and percieves you. saying my gender is "more complex" means to me that i am physically incapable of existing in a strictly binary world and that there is no thing i can pass as bc "binary man" and "binary woman" are both incorrect for me. and the Cisiety in question does not allow androgyny to exist - it is exclusively the timeframe people have to decide whether they think you are a cisman or a ciswoman, or a failure and a freak. i dont subscribe to that "binary privilege" shit, thats not how privilege works. but there are differences in the ways both you and i can navigate this strictly binary Cisiety!!! and those differences deserve to be named, imo

like. again. i dont have to comfort you about your own internal sense of gender before youll listen to me about my experiences in the real world as genderqueer. as a different sort of transsexual than you.

(and bc i Know what binary ppl love to say: i know not everyone is 'capable of passing'. what i am talking about specifically is the difference between being unable to pass as a cis woman or a cis man vs being unable to pass bc what i am does not exist AT ALL in a binary society, and both of those things are incorrect ans unattainable.)

(anyways if that language is too imperfect for you thats like fine but. its just confusing to me, i dont get why its hard to understand what we are talking about here. our experiences w our nonbinary genders are completely different! why do i have to discuss them like theyre the same?)

[blue-jisungs]

okay so i came back from the dead !! i was mostly taking vids so here’s just pics (the only ones i took lmfao) bc blr doesn’t allow vids :;( + my experience below them !!

despite my journey to łódź and back being fucking awful it was SO worth it. the boys were SOOO energetic!!! they truly rocked the stage and had so much fun!! and to be honest it felt like a talk show at times 😭　they were yapping and clowning each other (like keeho randomly started singing diva, jiung was clowning keeho’s solo, them randomly singing peacemaker bc a piece wanted LNDAOSJJS)

and like i don’t wanna brag~~ but the concert lasted 3h !! (usually it’s 2-2,5h) AND they performed 3!!!! extra songs!! (siren<3, doom do doom and last call)!!! i genuinely had so much fun:(

and the boys solo omg. it started with theo’s don’t look back in anger BUT HE ALSO PERFORMED 2NS SONG!!! until i found her <3 and i almost cried. also the pic above is paris and below is łódź, just throwing it out there :3 theo said it looked like a galaxy :(

next was intak and i don’t think i need to say much. loterallt the order was criminal how are you gonna make me cry w emotional songs in theo’s beautiful vocal and then have me scream abt intak grinding on the floor . idk. losing my mind. (he then perfomered jr for the second time w keeho singing the track. intak was sleeveless btw. as an intak biased person i died actually its my ghost writing it)

then was soul i believe AND HOOOLY SHIT THIS GUYS SKILLS ARE NO JOKE. like seeing him pop off in real life with my own two eyes. he’s literally crazy talented

SEOBI SOLO!!! mans was feeling himself, the whole crowd cheered w him and chanted the lyrics … his rap skills are insane and it’s blowing my mind that he’s just 19…

keeho. vocals. like. we’ve been knew he has godly vocals but what the FUCK. he sang kill bill and had a sword n was just .. strolling around w it, it was cute lmfao

ANS JIUNG. guys i cannot shut up abt jiung. not only his solo was so engaging (whole crowd was singing baby w him hehe) BUT in general he is a happy little fella. he was jumping and smiling so wildly all the time, engaging w the crowd too!! like he was gesturing to us to jump but when we started to early he made a dramatic face and told us to wait LMFAOSJAK

it was genuinely such an amazing experience and part of my brain can’t believe it happened like . i was there…. ?! u guys r lucky tumblr wont allow me to post vids bc id put my whole gallery in …

anyway!! it was so so fun, i got home safe and now there’s pure pain ahead of me (exams). thank u everyone who wished me a good time BC I DIIIID!!! if u have any questions or wanna share ur experience too then feel free to!!!

omg piwon are real wtf ?

[missmoa-translations]

Nikaidouniko: Thank you very much for Shibuya Halloween. I swear, I never ever want to come to Shibuya for Halloween again…I’m tired from dancing, but everyone liked the show, so I guess it’s okay. But I got a lot of people ask me to marry them, although they were girls, so I’ve been freaking out a lot today, I’m never performing at events again, seriously…

Nechan: Come on, Niko wwwwwwww This seems to have become your favourite phrase wwwww

Ranchiyo: Next time I return to this world, I will do my best to help you.

Nechan: But please no curses and spells. Use love. Use love, please!!!

[rikusuriuri]

[wink-wonk]

tutoring a middle schooler is actually so fucking fun

[ares-athena]

Ck Hawk X F! Reader x Miguel

Old flames

Warnings ⚠️- a little angst in the end and swearing but that's it

Summary- your old friends from out of town come to visit and old flames reignite and secrets are revealed in the candel light

This takes place I would mid season two before middles takes a tumble off the second story

When they are all assholes and Kresse is in their head

For this to really make sense let's say you moved around the same time as Miguel and met hawk and Miguel at school

You had a lot of skeletons in the clostet from your old home

This is when you Miguel and hawk weren't exclusive

Muguel wanted to go out with Sam and hawk wanted to go out with moon

When a few of your old friends come to visit you over winter break

Miguel, hawk, aisha, and tory are all over at your place watching some lame Christmas movie to pass time by but it wasn't working

"You expect me to belive they can just bulldoze that building with people in it? That's illegal." -t

"Tory it's a shitty hallmark rom com it's not supposed to make sense." -y

Then there's a knock on the door

"This went from Christmas to holloween real quick." -a

"Shut up." -y

Miguel and hawk were going to go with you but "sit." -y

You go open the door see what the hell the girl scouts are selling this time

"Nora!"- y

You jump on your best friend

Elnora has been your longest friend

You guys met in kindergarten and had been friends ever since

"Get off me" -n

"I brought the rest of the gang" -n

"Come in there's people for you to meet."- y

"You have friends I'm shocked" -w

"Shut it will. I'm not that much of a loner." -y

"I beg to differ" -o

"Hi to you too oli." -y

You make them come to the living room where the cobra kais are

"Guys these are coria, fleur, Elora, Oliver, elijah, and William

"My friends from Indiana" -y

"Hi im coria oh god I love your hair." -c

We all know who that was directed to

"Coria hun I love you but don't talk anyone's ear off please. I just got these friends." -y

"You say that like you bought us at the store" -h

"I thought you made them up.-w

"I am really disappointed that you think I dont have social skills"

"You don't"

"Not really"

"I'm surprised you have this many friends"

You sit my miguel and hawk like before when muguel asked the dumbest question imaginable

"What was she like back in indiana?" -m

"NO. no no no no no no no."

WE are not going down memory lane today" -y

"Do they not know?" -e

"No they do not know and they don't need to know" -y

"Know what?" -h

"On a scale of 1-10 how unhinged is she?"

"I don't know like a 8" -a

"8.5 on a bad day" -t

"Thats it" -o

"Are you kidding me" -e

"This is bullshit." -c

"Where was this calm you back in indiana where we had to stop you from committing arson?" -w

"Hey that was once" -y

"Yeah once a week"-f

"Arson really." -h

"It was a long time ago." -y

"It was last year" -w

WILLIAM Shut the absolute fuck up" -y

"I wanna here more" -t

"I'm glad your laughing at my stupidity." -y

"In all fairness most of those fires were when we were all high as shit" -c

"As funny as this is we have to get home" -a

"More stories tommorow." -c

"I'll be here" -t

Hawk would take them all home

"I have a question." -o

"Yes you can all stay here tonight." -y

And the history between you, Oliver, and elijah was well known with the group and they want you guys back together

You go up to your room

"Can we bunk with you tonight? That girls are all in the second bedroom" -e

"Yeah sure" -y

The three of you were together before you left

The only reason you guys broke up was because you were moving

They knew that ans they had a feeling by the way Miguel and hawk were looking at them that they were your now boyfriends

You were in the middle of the bed elijah on your right and oliver on your left

Just like 1 year ago the last day before you moved

"We missed you" -e

"You both or the whole group?" -y

"Both" -o

That's when oliver kisses you

It's slow and sweet

Just like your last

And elijah is making himself at home in your neck

Until he sees the hickeys from Miguel and hawk

You pull away from oliver

"Those two assholes are your new boys now" -e

"E you don't eli and Miguel." -y

"Why'd you kiss me back then" -o

"We aren't exclusive" -y

"Then they don't want you"- e

And now your kissing elijah like your life depends on it

Oliver leaving New and darker hickeys on your neck for your new boys to find

While coria was at the door taking a picture

That night ends with you tangled in the sheets with your former lovers

And your current ones blowing up your phone wondering about the mystery boys

Miguel and hawk knew there was something going on

They just had a gut feeling

In the morning the four cobra kais went back to house and you and your last night lovers were still asleep

Elnora and Fluer were talking to tory and aisha telling them stories about you

Corina was in the living room with hawk and Miguel

"Where is y/n" -h

"Upstairs sleeping with Oliver and elijah"- c

"They slept in her room?" -m

They knew it

They knew something was up with those too

"They did a lot more than sleep." -c

"Honestly if y/n never moved the three of them wouldn't have broken up." -c

Based on their faces coria knew something was up

"Whats up with you two? Y/n in a new relationship or something?" -c

"Yeah or something." -m

They were about to ask coria more questions when the three of you woke up to join the party

Miguel grabbed you hand

"We need to talk." -h

They dragged you back to your room

Locking the door

"What the hell is wrong with you?" -H

"Like seriously" -h

"What are you on about now" -y

"You fucking your exes as soon as we leave" -m

"How do you know about that?" -y

"Don't worry about it why are you with them when we were calling and texting you all goddamn night" -h

"Last I checked we weren't fucking exclusive so why does it bother you so much?" -y

"Bacuse your ours no one else's." -m

"Thats hypocritical."-y

"We wanted to be exclusive thats why we came over this morning to see you." -h

"Bullshit." -y

"I am tired of this attitude" -m

Hawk pins you on the bed

Miguel is on top of you

"Your ours not your fucking exes understand." -m

Hawk whispers in your ear "we fuck you better anyway"

"Did you ask the girls I was screaming all night" -y

It was an exaggeration but if it riled them both up you were up for it

"Really" -m

"Lets really make you lose your voice then" -m

Needless to say they proved they were better

They spent all day learning more about your past which you hated

"What about the 17?" -w

"No I draw the line at the 17" -y

"I thought it was 20?" -c

"I think it was 20" -f

"20 what?" -t

"NOTHING" -y

"The 20 were people y/n here had a crush on" -e

"I'm sorry you had a crush on 20 people at once" -m

"Maybe" -y

"And people were always adding to it" -w

That went on all night

Everyone spent a night that night

When you, hawk and Miguel were in your room oliver and elijah came in to talk to you

"Y/n/n we need to talk" -o

"What"-y

"Alone" -e

"If you have something to say to her say here" -h

"This doesn't concern you so keep your goddamn mouth shut" -o

"If it has something to do with our girlfriend it does concern the both of us" -m

"So what your exclusive now what the hell was last night y/n?" -o

"Last night was a mistake" -y

"A mistake my ass" -e

"You know what you know our numbers call us when you come to your senses were leaving in the morning" -o

They walk out

Your past just walked out the door

And your present is standing right in front of you

[transbebe]

me on my blog that has nothing to do with persona: how can i mention persona here

[cosmicbash]

You wanted a prompt?

“I think I just ripped my pants.” This is perfect in all the ways 😈

"What the fuck?" Marshall's voice shoots up suprisingly high, to that almost squeak of a sound Colson has heard the rapper make in a few interviews or silly behind the scenes clips. It's more than enough to immediately grab the blonde's attention away from his notebook. (Not that Em ever had to work to get his attention anyway, Colson honestly was forcing himself to avoid looking at his idol more often than not, lest his leering got caught and their already tense relationship grew worse. He could hardly believe they'd mostly squashed their beef as it was, let alone the current prospect of a song together.)

All those pentative thoughts go right out the window though when his eyes finally settle back onto the now standing, and now TWISTING older man. His expression tight and cheeks a new color of light pink that Colson thinks he'd only seen once before the first night they sat down to talk it all out. He's just about to force his eyes a little lower and appreicate whatever weird arch Marshall's giving his back when he see's it.

"I think I just ripped my pants-"

Oh. Yeah. Holy shit. He totally did.

Colson's tongue feels tied up in his mouth now, pen tight in his fingers while his own face warms. Ripped feels like an understatement, the large tear down the other rapper's pants is huge, splitting the fabric open to expose the lower half of his ass that actually manages to stay inside his ever sagging pants. But not just that, Colson can see pale white too, a color which, as soon as his brain processes, DEFINITELY CAN'T be the basic tight back briefs he's always stealing glimpses of on the downlow.

Whatever Marshall caught on ripped it's way clean through both fabrics.

"Whoa."

He can feel the immediate glare, even if his eyes refuse to move up to meet it. They're locked in, focusing and anaylzing like some shitty cartoon robots might on the prominent crease of his idols ass crack and the little red slash directly to the left of it.

"I think it cut you too-" how did the dude pull that off?

"For real? What the fuck-" That high distressed tone is sticking around it seems, one of Marshall's hands blindly feeling around the area ans only arching his back harder. "This can't be seriously happening,"

"W-wait, just-" Colson's ears feel hot as his fumbles his stuff over onto the open couch next to him. "Let me- let me check you out-"

To make sure he's not hurt of course.

Marshall doesn't argue with him, but also straight up ignores him altogether it seems while his focus jerks back down to the chair that evidently commited such treason.

"Is that a fucking knife? Why the hell do you have an open knife just chilling on a chair?" Now Colson can see it too, one of his own random pocket knifes tucked in the fold of the studio chair, blade shiny and sharp. Obvioulsy having caught the other mans clothes when he sat back and shifted around to get comfortable. (Thank god it wasn't sticking straight out, stabbing your idol in the ass before you even finish your first studio session can't be a good way to start a collab)

"Shit, it, it's probably one of the guys, sorry, fuck-" Gotta save face somehow. "Rook's always leaving them laying around, that's on me, I shoulda cleaned up more-"

"You think?"

There's that bitter tone Colson thought he finally escaped.

"I'm so sorrrrrry-" the blonde almost wants to whine like a child for forgiveness. How can his life be so fucking cruel to him? Yeah he's been begging the universe for an excuse to see Eminem's ass in person since he was like 15 but did it have to be like this? Feels like one of those bad genie wishes.

"Fuck." Marshall's sigh and quick rub of hands over his face cuts his pity party a bit short. Attention snapping away from the blade to follow said slender bits almost reflexively when they drop back down to touch the loose fabric. "I can't believe it sliced through it all so cleanly-" the brunette's tone is still full of annoyance. "How bad is it?"

"Huh?"

"The cut. How bad did it cut me, fucking stings-" Colson needs to blink and process for a moment on that soft hiss the other man gives before he arches his back a little more, free hand settling down on the sound board for support.

"You want me to... look?"

Colson swears he hears angels singing. Probably just the laced weed he smoked earlier on in the night, but if Em-i-fucking-nem bending over his soundboard and grabbing one of his aas cheeks while peering back at him basked in holy studio lights above him isn't a sign from god to shoot his shot he doesn't know what is-

"Well I'm not gonna fucking have you take a picture of it for me."

No of course not, that much luck would seriously be pushing into the "i'm totally having an acid trip right now and ems freaked out about me drooling on the couch" side of reality.

"Okay!" And Colson drops to his knees, completely on instinct. He totally didn't have to, bending down a little to peer closer probably would have been fine. But he'll be damned if he doesn't seize the day or ass presented before him.

Marshall's back tenses up and though he can't see his face as much from this angle the blonde defonitely sees the older man's ear turn red when his palms settle down on the back of those thick thighs.

"F-fuck! What're you doing all that for?"

"I wanna get a close look-" and commit every little freckle he's spotting to memory.

Cute freckles and Marshall's tempting pink tinged crack and peek of balls a tiny bit lower if he squints aside- "oh yeah, it did knick ya bit. Not like, enough to draw blood. But theres a red line right across here." One Colson traces with his finger just to watch the older man shiver.

"Okay, alright, yeah-" he's never heard Marshall sound so flustered before, paired with the sight before him Colson can't help but drink in his fill. Palms cautiously adjusting their grip in what he hopes is a subtle enough way not to immediately alert the other rapper how it spreads his cheeks, just enough to- "well kiss it better or get the fuck up alright? This is so fucking weird-"

Gladly.

"C-Colson!" The swift kick of a foot back into his stomach to steal his breathe is totally worth the long flat lick of tongue he gets in and squeak of his idol finally calling him by first name.

Hey, he was only doing what Marshall asked him to afterall. 😪

[ronwae]

So, i've been thinking for a while about some headcanons for dating Ralph and how life w him would be like in the scenario where he doesn't betray Nicky and u choose to be w him.

(this list will continuously expand, depending on my creativity)

* when u just meet with him, there is zero action between you, since he expects you to date Nicky.

* At first will not believe that mc is interested in him and will think it's some test/ prank from Nicky

* For Ralph "sweetheart" is like "toots" for Nicky - he'll call mc that on a daily basis

* Will turn red every time mc makes him a compliment, and due to not knowing how to react to praise he'll just stay silent/ pretend he didn't hear it

* these points are mainly about his character/ mental state of yearning praise and affection but not knowing what to do w it once he gets it, at the same time i feel that he'll be a show-off from time to time bc of low self esteem( which comes from traumatic childhood)

* by show-off i mean that every time he drives with mc somewhere he'll drive faster than he usually does and talk about how he's a "real new yorker" ans how well he knows the city

* 1000% is a car guy and will talk about it for hours if mc let's him

* has a caring mother like side, making sure that mc is always safe, comfortable and happy around him., sometimes treating mc as his kid that he really loves. Will indulge mc's every wish and make mc a priority

* will be conflicted for some time since until this moment his priority was always career and money

* if an argument happens he'll always let mc win and will try to end it as fast as possible

* will try his best to come up with romantic date ideas but will usually fail since he isn't used to that

* will beat the shit out of anyone mc points at, like a personal bodyguard

* sarcasm 24/7

* usually is very calm and soft around mc but becomes pretty cold when someone else he knows is around

* randomly will tell very fucked up stories from his childhood and laugh at it and then won't understand why mc says "u a victim"

* finally understood that he's a victim and now is crying

* u both serve as emotional support for each other wich creates a very strong bond which will last a lifetime

[jimmymcgools]

COMMENTARY ASK MEME! THE LATEST CHAPTER! THE LATER PART OF KIMS ANS JIMMYS ARGUMENT!! HER SILENCE! HER LOUD, LOUD SILENCE! AAAAAAAAHHH -slipping-kimmy

❤️❤️❤️ thank you so much for asking!! i just had to sit on this for nearly three weeks until i felt up to answering it 😂

fic commentary meme and my answers

if anyone has any scenes they’d like commentary for, i’m here all weekend ❤️👀

okay! so 

i sort of constructed it as an argument in two halves -- the first half with jimmy on the defensive, and the second where he goes on the offensive. so i’ll talk about the second half here!

“And maybe this time that’d be it,” she says. “No more magic rescues left. No more miraculous big brothers to bend the rules just for you. No more special treatment for Jimmy McGill.” 

Jimmy clenches his teeth. He presses his knuckles against the hard countertop. Breathes around the blade that’s appeared between his ribs, cold and hard and unyielding. 

Maybe it’s a blade he put there himself. Maybe it’s been there this whole time, trying to cut out that piece of him—trying to hack away at his insides and leave only the clean parts, cauterised and sterile. And all for—what, for this? For his hands, pale and bony, pressed to Kim’s countertop, wrists bare. A year of straight-and-narrow mailroom work, and months of college, months of no sleep and study and bus rides and listening—and still that old skin clings to him.

And everyone still sees it clinging there, still sees it no matter how hard he tries to wash it off. No matter how many hair cuts he gets or new shirts he buys or new words he learns. 

And everyone will always see it. Even, apparently— 

He looks up, cold.

i usually try not to quote such big chunks in these BUT this is the shift i was talking about, so i’ve just whacked it up there in one go. this was really hard to write. when i planned this chapter, i had a bunch of scattered notes (as i usually do) but they felt very hard to mesh together. how could i get to jimmy’s “do you love me? i’ll say it first, if you like” from the first section where he’s desperately trying to fix this. those words are not really something you say if you’re still trying to fix something.  

and so that section above ended up as the shift. i hope it makes sense. kim is worried about him. kim didn’t approach this very well at all, but everything she’s saying above is her expressing her fear about what he’s been up to these past few months. 

i hope that fear also goes some way to explaining why she’s compartmentalised it for so long, too. i think it’s very very easy to put off having a confrontation until tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow, etc if you’re scared that you’re going to get an answer you really don’t want to hear. 

(but of course she also starts to get a bit crueller and pettier right before the shift, as she starts talking about chuck and jimmy’s special treatment. i think it’s born out of that fear, and anger that jimmy’s put her through this for what now seems like nothing -- some college classes, but it’s still a little knife directed at jimmy there._

but jimmy doesn’t take the “i knew you were hiding something and you kept lying about where you were going and i was worried you were getting into trouble again” as kim’s love/concern for him, he just feels betrayed. he’s had a year of kim never really bringing up slippin’ jimmy like that, after a lifetime of chuck and his family and (presumably) his past relationships always waiting for the other shoe to drop. he thought kim, who’s never even met that guy (like he says in acb), was different. 

so that is, i hope, the shift here. jimmy locks down again -- he’s definitely not going to tell kim the full truth now -- and he goes on the offensive. starts blaming kim:

And he finally says, quietly, “I’m just doing what you told me to do, Kim.”

Her eyes cut to him. “What?” 

when i wrote this chapter i didn’t know that i was going to open the next one with the white sands flashback, but i DID know that kim hadn’t said that, and that jimmy knew it too. but like i said, offensive. 

and even though kim hadn’t asked jimmy to fit himself around the obstacles of her life like that, she did let it happen. she encouraged it, at least through her actions. but i think it’s easier to see how kim is treating jimmy unfairly because we’re looking at it through jimmy’s eyes, so that seems less interesting to talk about here, maybe? 

“Sure! Little movie here, little sleepover there. Whatever you can spare. Handouts.” 

“Jimmy, Jesus,” she says, reeling back. Her eyes are briefly vulnerable, hurt. She shakes her head, slowly, then says, “So you’re blaming me? You lie to me for months and somehow that’s my fault?”

the other thing i thought about writing this is how theyre operating from completely different sets of information, each not quite aware how how much the other person is missing. 

jimmy was so scared of kim drifting away he decided to follow her down her path. and even though he has no reason to think kim wouldn’t support him, he’s already built this lawyer journey up into such a be-all-end-all of self fulfilment and relationship fulfilment (yall ever had a moment of enlightenment atop a mountain? no? just jimmy??) that he closed himself off until he could manufacture some kind of Exhibit A proof that he was capable of doing it and not have it just be the vague goal of slippin’ jimmy, shit in school, hasn’t done a hard day’s work in his life etc etc.  

and so he’s spent months dropping everything for her, while sacrificing his own brand shiny new goal, in this weird conundrum of damaging the present relationship for the sake of the future relationship, then damaging the future relationship for the sake of the present, over and over. logically jimmy knows kim isn’t aware of this, but i think emotionally we still often resent people for not being able to read our minds or respond as if they DO have all the information.  

and kim’s operating from a totally different set of info. i think until recently she felt like they had struck some kind of balance (and wow if only they’d talked about it). i don’t mean to say she didn’t act carelessly or selfishly through this whole thing, of course she did, and she left jimmy out in the cold in the name of protecting herself (which is what i wanted to show jimmy doing, too!!) but around the time acb ends, kim thinks they’ve found an unspoken equilibrium, that they have something good that makes each of their lives better -- and she doesn’t realise that jimmy’s immediate fear is that as soon as she leaves the mailroom behind she’s going to leave him behind, too. 

so i think she really underestimates jimmy’s insecurities here, both about the relationship and about bettering himself. acb jimmy is definitely a real angsty boi, but one thing writing that little kim POV oneshot recently helped me show was the idea that he’s very good at putting up a cocky/cool front. he’s so scrappy. i think it was easier for kim to justify this bits-and-pieces relationship with the jimmy she saw than it would be to justify it with the jimmy whose head we’ve been inside. 

But Kim continues, spluttering, “When—hell, Jimmy, when have I ever been anything less than honest about our relationship?”

for kim i think it was more important she never promise him anything she couldn’t give. instead she ended up giving much more than her promise. 

here comes more rambling, but i guess this comes down to an argument of show vs tell. but not only that, just like they’re working from different sets of information, they each therefore think they’ve shown the other person more than the other person’s actually seen. 

i do think kim has this kind of self-evident approach to love that means far more to her than words could. After a long moment, she says, “Jimmy, you already know…” -- I’m not exactly sure what the end of this sentence was going to be, but probably something like “you already know how much i care about you”. how could you not? i put everything on hold to run off into the night with you, or just a diner -- i let you see me vulnerable, terrified of failing the bar exam -- i let you into my life. 

kim’s been more vulnerable around jimmy than he has around her, i think? 

jimmy’s vulnerable around us, around the readers, but kim walks to his apartment or lets her emotions out w/ fireworks or tells him she’s scared of blanking during the exam or comes to his place at 3am for sex when she thinks she’s failed... and so far when jimmy’s felt most vulnerable he’s got pretty internal and outwardly crueller/more closed off. maybe other than the cicero phone call?

so as kim’s thinking about that, and as jimmy’s standing there saying “what do i know? WHAT do i know?” and, from kim’s point of view, maybe acting as if everything she’s shown him means less to him than what the words would mean -- and i think, kim’s always understood the inverse to be true -- that what you DO matters more than what you SAY. that it’s better to act with love than just say you love someone. 

(jimmy, i think, must to some degree operate by the opposite of that -- because how else can you get through 40 years of life where chuck mcgill acts the way chuck mcgill DOES but says “you’re my brother, and i love you” enough that you think you have a loving brother)

god, i think i could maybe talk about this scene forever. i don’t want to drown you in tangents. this has ended up less commentary-esque and more as a vomit of thoughts. 

i’m really worried i missed something -- maybe if there’s specific lines you guys are more interested in you could drop an ask? 

overall, i wanted this argument to have two understandable sides and no obvious bad guy. but jimmy at the daring kim to say she loves him, offering to say it first... i worried people would hate him too much to keep reading 😂

i’m really glad you guys didn’t!

She stands before him, quiet and desolate, a long stretch of empty sand. 

[monstersofsilence]

RWBY related stuff because I have things to talk about and to let out some things otherwise I might go mental (spoilers... so warning!)

FUCK JAMES IRONWOOD

LIVE TO BE DUMBASS. DIED BEING A DUMBASS (if he some how comes back I will flip my lid)

okay

now that I got that out of the way uvu

um

shit

yeah

I’m gonna miss Penny .w.

I said in tags of a post and I wanted to elaborate more onto that though I opted not to. now, I can! I was upset when she was killed off the first time around though obviously it was unexpected considering that time (in volume 3) Pyrrah was succumbing to Emerald’s illusion semblance and yeah

I was upset then. now, I’m just freakin’ sad but in a way, it’s a much better send-off than before considering they built her up for two volumes. volume 7 and current one being 8. I mean I loved the character when she was introduced way back only because she’s very loveable and caring, has that innocent curiosity that just makes you go “please. never change. I will protect you with all my life you sweet, innocent girl”

and then they take her away from you

twice

first one was upsetting

second time is just me tearing up and EVEN FREAKIN’ MORE WHEN THE SONG DURING THE CREDITS IS A SONG SPECIFICALLY FOR HER AND I’M JUST

W H Y

literally breaking my heart ;w;

as for Gilligans Island-looking place with the big ass tree from Avatar directed by James Cameron, I have a theory about it and this gonna be me referencing a certain movie though I don’t know if they’ll something similar to that. I didn’t expect that to be there. then again, how is there gonna be another volume if they just randomly kill off all of team RWBY by just having them all fall down into the eternal abyss. obviously it’s gonna continue but I wonder if it might go the route I T H I N K it’ll go

one of the Pirates Of The Caribbean movies, Jack Sparrow, the main character, gets captured by Davy Jones and is sent to some odd place (Davy Jone’s Locker). basically just a place where Jack just goes crazy though it exists outside the real world. the way they got to saving Jack was, I believe going to the edge of the world. it’s some elaborate thing

I’m just guessing that maybe, MAYBE they go that route. either the others go and try ans save RWBY or RWBY (plus Neo and Jaune... if they get along!) try to find a way out of that mystical island beach Avatar tree-looking place

some elaborate thing like that

also, I still find it interesting that Neo is still after Ruby because she thinks that Ruby did something Torchwick... and doesn’t know that he got eaten by a big Grimm bird (I don’t remember what it was. a Nevermore maybe? it was something with wings! that’s all I remember!) I hope to see some interaction between the two. ‘cause that’s the only reason Neo just wants Ruby dead

okay

I am done with my talk uvu

[hiehgiuhdkgdfjhdf]

skank. ☄️💗 vasily 🤕 arden

hi 😳

vasily;

☄️ Does your OC believe in fate and destiny or do they think it’s a load of garbage? Would they ever get this fortune told? What would a fortune-teller tell them about their future?

oh im going to be real im kinda blanking on this but summed up shortly they dont believe in that stuff at all. its a ver "you make do with your own shit" kind of worldview if that makes sense lol theyd think its ur own responsibility not like, a higher power's

i think a fortune teller would look at their future and either go "what the fuck is up with you, man" (if its pre canon) or "oh i see. faggot" (if during canon)

💗 Relationships? Who are their friends, their family relations, lover(s), foes? What sort of personalities really tick them off and what others do they like? Is there anything that’d ruin a friendship for them?

oh im gonna go off topic before getting into their actual relationships for this one im dying to let everone know about vasilys character arc. anyway

prefacing this with YES theyre a terrible person sometimes but they get better. dont worry about it. anyway vasily didnt ever rly bother making any sort of lasting profound relationships (neither platonic or romantic) as a product of how they were raised (family full of hunt avatars and all that) + they didnt care that much anyway. so self inflicted isolation (kind of) + being a hunt avatar makes them super apathetic to most ppl lol. along with the no real humanity/human emotions thing that comes with being an avatar sometimes. which. that changes as they get a group of people they regularly see and actually enjoy being with and it gradually culminates into (vasily staring at himself in the bathroom mirror) oh fuck i have feelings? real?

ANYWAY moving onto the actual question. sorry

vasily has a kind of weird relationship w their parents its. complicated. but as far as siblings or cousins go its fine. his boyfriend is avery <3 they love her a lot even if they have to be fucking constantly vigilant bc she runs off into dangerous shit. as ive said they care abt her a lot but that also goes for their friends but vasily would like, never admit that he'd rather pull his teeth out

judas is vasilys best friend (unfortunate on judas' side) that they stabbed one time but its fine now. they joke bully eachother and hunt together its all good and fun and sexy <3

i used up all my energy to talk about the off topic part of this question sorry everyone

arden:

🤕 What is the worst injury your OC has ever suffered? Do they have any scars or lasting physical reminders of it? Do they get sick often or have any lasting medical conditions?

oh arden definitely has a bunch of cuts and scrapes just bc hes always active n always was as a kid. has a scar on his arm from falling off a tree as a kid. also wears a wrist brace sometimes. but really theres is no "worst" injury ans even if there was he wouldnt acknowledge it arden would just keep on fucking going. someone make him sit down

hes very resilient no one has seen him come down with anything aside from like one day long nausea in years. its a mystery to everyone

avery/judas belong to @/svpportclass (GRABS YOU)

[seddm]

Hello good Dr.! GTG again! Thanks for your answer! But that was the whole point of what was I trying to say: they had plenty of time and eps to make something out of S3 and the proper set up of LHF and CotBM (in the first where Tom breaks up with Star, giving them both a real reason to be sad not just that mess that was STH and, in the second, where they both questions their feelings for each other and see that the Moon didn't do jakcshit, and start to think out the whys and what not, [1/6]

as I told early). Just read something on cressiever that I do agree that I do agree. Just imagine with, in a imaginary scenario: Star, quetioning her feelings for Marco, talks with Ponyhead, Janna and even Kelly about her feelings and how she fear of messing thing up (a very good throwback from Starcrushed). Marco do the same talking with Eclipsa and even Kelly [2/6](again, a good throwback of LLB, w/o the Kellco bullshit - no hate intented, I LOVE KELLY, and if Starco was never even teased as the main couple from the start of the first ep and Star was ment to be with someone else with proper build up, Kellco would be a strong 2nd bet along side with Jarco. But Kellco was literal dog bollocks to happen and break off screen w/o even explaining why!!). See? Already a very different scenery for the rest of the season, making a very plausible explanation [3/6]of why they would not get together immediately ans D/C and having htem facing the consequences of their actions, hell even giving the chance to show how Tom would be better of by himself and how he forgives Marco and Star for kissing on the Booth. I do agree with JolleiQ that I can read very good fanfics that are way better written and created by fans than a team of so called "professional writers" that work on a Empire that will conquer the whole world some day and can pull this simple [4/6]shit out that I've made all willy nilly and sleepy as I write this, w/o even needing to touch S3!! As I said before, you my good Dr. have a perfect and valid point, but the writers and Daron are responsable for this mess that is S4, with or w/o Disney cutting of SVTFOE from the paycheck. They had plenty of time to make something way better than what they showed us, after 3 seasons of (again, IMHO) perfect interactions of the characters along side plot related events. [5/6]Again, sorry for the usual giant text (hence my nickname for us haha), and thanks for always being pacient with me! As always I would love to hear you take Dr. Mario! Stay awesome and have a good day/afternoon/night!! [6/6] 

(thanks for the kind words, as usual) Yeah I get what you mean, none of what I said was meant to excuse the show from an apparent lack of proper planning that lead to early S4 being used to write themselves out of a corner, rather than to keep going linearly from where S3 left us. Still, I’m trying to be as objective and humble as possible, and that’s exactly why I have to recognize that “writing a better fanfiction” taking on the season in a different way is much, much different than making 37 different stories, most of which 11 minutes long, to fill the season while juggling a number of limits and requirements for each individual segment. Like, that thing you said about Star and Marco talking about their feelings explicitly. In a TV show, especially one as non subtle as SVTFOE is, such a level of direct exposition about feelings would necessarily have to lead to a big change in the status quo: it could happen in Starcrushed because that was a season finale with a huge final cliffhanger, but having it at the beginning of a season would have made it nigh impossible not to have huge Starco developments, either positive or negative, happen in the very same episode. Think about Curse of the Blood Moon: the episode could go so hard with Starco in its first half, with the cereals and the blushing and all that, just because they were then going to “erase” it for most of the second half of the season before the end. Huge build up and exposition = huge changes. Having Star pour her heart out about Marco to her friends just for no change to happen for a substantial amount of time could work in a fanfiction, but its not doable in a show structured like SVTFOE - the contents of the episodes have to be built around the rules of the game, and this inevitably brings several limitations with it. Which, again, doesn’t equal to “they couldn’t have done things differently” at all, no, all I’m saying is that if we take all these elements into consideration it becomes hard to simply split up Tomstar earlier while still delaying Starco and having some meaningful build up with it over the season while not having the climax of their relationship happen before the finale!