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A commission I did for @toppazz !! Thank you so much for commissioning me <33
#nie mingjue#nie huaisang#mdzs#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#mo dao zu shi#mxtx#cw blood#cw sword#well saber but you get the point#this took a while but!!!!!!!#thank you topaz for being the best#TIME TO GET A VACCUM FINALLY#and....perhaps even a kitten...
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don't know how to format this post so welcome to waterfall is craving things and she doesn't know if it's more h-rny or lonely so enjoy a little snippet of what is playing on loop in my mind~
Person A: tshhieew!
Person B: Bless you, poor little thing~
Person A: I'm- eshh'iew! tschh- kngt'shhew! I'm not little!
Person B: Even if you aren't, your sneezes sure are~
Person A, blushing: No they're- eh'tnshiew! aeshh'iee!
Person B, with a smirk: What a poor, sneezy little thing~
#waterfallsnzarios#waterfalltalks#i guess??? idk man waterfallcraves is more accurate#just B taunting them and A being such a little blushy mess by the end#knowing that they ARE little but even if they arent! the sneezes are! they cant fight that!#not like they can fight being little either buutttt~ ;3#yes im picturing c/huuya but gotta be honest not seeing d/azai as the other#perhaps in a private little bedroom... away from prying eyes and ears...#or perhaps this is just something I crave okay i just- lil with lil snz auhegughguh#im a sucker for a kitten snz and i am! feeling things so welcome to this randomness that does NOT have a point~#(and yes okay maybe id like to be on either side of this BUT! shut up! i do not!)#(using this as a blog again- starting to get more and more used the idea that like... maybe i DO want attention???)#(always knew i craved attention but like.... always used to it being the kind of attention that i GIVE to others and maybe i get something)#(but not used to like... actual genuine attention thats just for me and that isnt kinda... idk- you give me things? so i give bak?)#(gonna be so honest!! i do not feel cute! most of the time! and usually thats okay! i like being a lil chaos gremlin :3)#(buuuuuut recently been having more friends call me cute and idk!!! maybe its not the worst thing to get to be a lil soft sometimes~)#(ANYWAYS blog post over im so sorry to anyone who read these tagssssss but here is a lil snzario that hopefully makes up for it!!)
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Pre-Birthday blues please send me photos of your favorite queens and/or photos of cute animals đ
Here is my Jaida tax to get this post on your dash <333
#itâs not even about be turning 25 like damn why canât this just be a quarter life crisis smh#anyways I am sad but showing me your favorite queens and yelling to me about why you like them will heal me#also kittens or bees or whatever other cute animals you can think of#rachel rambles#jaida essence hall#also my birthday isnât until Monday wtf let me live until then#is part of it my final thatâs due tomorrow sitting unfinished in my car?#perhaps#I donât know how to draw why did I pick a drawing#anyways#itâs not really that itâs more social stuff but w/e#Iâm gonna go do my makeup and hopefully thatâll perk me up lol
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this cat at petco looks exactly like our cat squid. his name is vlad
#perhaps farfetched. but. considering squid was a stray who was pregnant + gave birth + her kittens already adopted out before we got her#and we're within like 10 miles of where squid was found + adopted out from#he could literally be related to squid. if not one of her own kittens then maybe brother or even dad#they have the same exact eyes and nose and size and fur minus the fact that vlad has like one gray patch on his chest#you can kiiinda see it here but i didnt really get any closer pictures than this#squid is so much like a guy to me it felt like i was photographing a person instead of an animal i didnt want to invade his privacy.#he literally didnt give a shit about anything he just stared and blinked at me the whole time#squid is also extremely chill exactly like that so theres another point for the fringe theory 'what if this guy is related to my guy'#idk squid is such a distinctive looking cat to me it was just so uncanny seeing another one look so similar to her
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Chat⊠itâs time to face the musicâŠ.
I suck major ass at video gamesâŠ
#blue babbles#IVE LOST TO THE TRAPPER IN INSCRYPTION FIVE TIMES!!!#I knowww Iâm bad at video games people tell me all the time#but like. cmon manâŠ. I cannot even do the hobby for nerds goodâŠ.#so demoralized that I chased down my sisterâs kitten and forced him to cuddle me (which he hates)#delete later perhaps but I never really follow up on those#inscryption
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i get slightly annoyed when people make community posts that tell ppl to stop doing xyz and use the phrases "they're a FICTIONAL character, theyre NOT REAL" to justify whatever theyre saying because:
1) everyone knows that already, we're all aware these are blorbos from our media;
2) if someone is genuinely struggling to grasp that because of a delusion or similar, a forceful reality check is only going to cause harm rather than help;
3) it just feels so needlessly patronizing;
4) most of the time whatever I see people complaining about is either smth that I never see anyone doing or if it is smth somebody is doing then the block button is a very quick and effective fix for the issue (or even a quick convo w the person in DMs can resolve issues!)
(granted I keep my following circle very small and probably miss a lot but if i can do that then perhaps... perhaps other people can do it too fhfkdl like just prune back whatever u dont like seeing! unfollow or block as needed!)
#speaking as someone who has experienced and occasionally still experiences delusions!!!#reality checks do not help unless we ask for them directly! it's only going to make things worse if u force one on us!#also yes im aware of the hypocrisy of me making a post complaining abt things#but its often just this one phrase that i will see in otherwise decent posts that go around#and im not about to unfollow ppl just bc of this one phrase being used in a post or two that they might've rbed fhfjdl#also this is a niche thing to know about i think? like i dont think most ppl know a lot about delusions#.... as evidenced by ppl using delulu as a quirky meme word. god that one makes me tired and frustrated fjfkdl#but yeah normally i keep complaints and annoyances to myself but this one i figured might actually be helpful to talk about here#since i know theres probably a lot of ppl who have no idea that this is a thing that can actually make things worse rather than better#and like. theres bigger fish to fry i know that! this is a relatively small thing all things considered#but i feel like perhaps if i can make life a little easier for one other person who struggles w mental health then its worth it#if i can convince one person to be more mindful of their language to make the world slightly safer for fellow mentally ill folks then yay!#and i know the internet doesnt need to cater to us crazies but fhdkdl it'd be cool if ppl could just be a tad kinder or more thoughtful#again! not shaming or blaming and I'm not even upset w anyone#ppl genuinely just do not know abt this stuff unless a loved one or they themselves struggle w delusions or psychosis etc#and even then oftentimes its such a stigmatized topic that even ppl who struggle w it themselves might not know or realize it#anyways. climbing down off my soapbox like a kitten clumsily climbing off of a tall couch SBDJSKL#dandy.cmd
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When Iâm talking about Demon!Mistoffelees, I hope you all know Iâm talking, like, Erwin Schrott playing Mephistopheles, âostensibly insouciant and yet the malevolence beneath the surface was always apparentâ; Samuel Ramey popping balloons and smoking on stage mid aria for the dramaTM; âOmniscient am I not; yet much is known to me."; âIn the end, you are exactly--what you are. Put on a wig with a million curls, put the highest heeled boots on your feet, yet you remain in the end just what you are.â
Like literal Mephistopheles but in cat form.
#extemporize back chat#i'm not talking a cryptid i'm talking literal servant of the devil as cats were often characterized as#i'm talking grand flourish 'Stop making love to your misery It eats away at you like a vulture!#'I come a squire of high degree In scarlet coat with golden trimming#don't underestimate me just wait and see what i can do!#benevolence and mischief#makes things dance for the amusement of others - creates a big show of *not sure if i can do this SYKE of course i can do this*#appears as something benign and palatable#and like...respected#because even the devil knows when to stay his hand and step away#the cats often whisper about him when he's gone in hopes perhaps he'll appear#reasoning be damned#because no one is ever really *sure* why he's around - *he* often has no idea why he is#until he eventually does#like i am not even talking about a *specific* misto because i know that the fandom likes to toss cryptid on timothy scott#i am talking about mistoffelees period#if he's a kitten he's one that is acting that part *really well* but you blink and suddenly those big eyes#are not so innocent anymore
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im discovering my great monolouging abilities.
#my pardon for calling it greatâ i don't do this to be arrogantâ but i have realised that when i have no enrichment i immediately begin to/#/monologue in a manner that could be endless until enrichment is provided.#of course i at least do it in less-than-a-whisper of a voice but if i was to monologue outloud people would be impressed at my ability to/#/tie completely unrelated topics to one another.#im like a detective gone rogue who's connecting photographs and sticky notes on a board with red stringâ methinks#i don't even remember what i monologue about after im done. i could probably half-ass a presentation or become a stand-up comedian if i had/#/any confidence on a stage.#my pardon but when i am the center of attention with the chance of messing it up i become a tiny kitten afraid for its life#oh. am i monolouging right now?#perhaps i am#đrambling
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Sukuna assimilating to you
Synopsis: After discovering that Sukuna has been wide awake every time you nap together, you become embarrassed around him.
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It is a scientific fact that when we are around people we love and trust, while in a healthy relationship, the release of oxytocin makes us sleepy.
Sukuna does not need sleep. He is the king of curses, able to continuously use his technique without ever becoming exhausted. When you first suggested that his chambers were "perfect for napping", he had simply raised a brow and considered what that could possibly mean.
You are like a weak creature to him. A kitten or perhaps a rabbit. And since you are never safer than when you are in his presence, you frequently find yourself growing sleepy when you are around him.
Throughout your strange relationship with the king, something that you loved most, is that there never needs to be words exchanged between the two of you. You were both contented to sit in silence. Frequently dozing off together, or so you thought.
You caught on eventually, that he was always awake before you. That his breathing pattern never really changed. That his face never relaxed more than it would if he had simply been sitting with his eyes closed.
One morning, after having stayed the night sleeping, you mumbled to him, "How is it you're always awake before I?"
He rose a brow at you, his upper set of eyes were looking into yours, the lower staring at how you lay across his bed sheets.
"I do not know your meaning." He grumbled out.
You huffed, rolling your eyes. "You never sleep in longer than I do, one day I would like to wake up before you."
"I never sleep at all." He stated before you had even really finished your sentace.
"What?" Your breathy outburst echoed slightly in his bed chamber, "What do you mean you don't sleep?"
"I do not require such things." He turned his torso now toward you, all four eyes studying your face, you had quickly sprung up, seemingly miffed.
"So... so all this time, you've just been... laying there while I've been sleeping?"
"I suppose I have, I do not see how this matters in the slightest." "It matters because I've been... It's just been a big waste of time for you. Sukuna you should have said something." You're upset, he can tell. Your face is scrunched up, your blood is pounding in your veins. Sukuna, however, does not know what to say in this situation.
In all honesty, he figured you knew and were just including him. Did you really think he was that weak? Or could you simply not conceive of a restless existence? Whatever the answer, he had no response for you, expecting a shrug of the shoulders- you he would discover, would not so easily let go of things.
And how humiliated you were. How many HOURS had you spent sleeping with him, within his grasp, in his space for him to have been conscious the whole time? You tried thinking back, attempting to recall a time you had requested a nap when he was uninterested.
He had never uttered a word about it. Never turned you down. Sukuna was not a kind king, he rarely ever did things that were not out of necessity, and he certainly did not do things he didn't like. That, at least, was consolation. You knew he had not been suffering for your sake, but even so, it was embarrassing.
Sukuna, still, could not understand your sheepishness about the subject. He did not care to explain that time works differently for him, that his mind is not so simple as yours and does not require entertainment all the time, that he could sit still for years and not be bothered, and frequently did before you came along.
He assumed you would get over it quickly. In your time as well as his. But days passed and he rarely saw you. You took your dinner with other people of the palace and spoke with him in the most cordial manner. One night, he informed Uraume that they needed to prepare a dish suited for you, something that would entice you, and serve it to him.
He figured this would bring you crawling back to him, tail between your legs. Yet, you did not budge.
Odd.
You were wallowing. You knew it. He did not care to spend time, what? Watching you sleep? Of course, he wouldn't, but it hurt your pride, to know you had been taking up such huge chunks of time lazing about in his presence. Well, not anymore. You slept in your chamber and your chamber alone. Gone were the days of blankets on the engawa, gone were the days of resting beneath the kotatsu while laying your head in his lap, gone were the days of sharing his bed.
If ever he wished for someone to share his bed, he had a whole cast of concubines, though you knew they were never of any use to him, they were mostly just house staff with a fancy title.
The evening he finally decided enough was enough, you were in the washhouse doing laundry.
Your back was arched over a bin full of soapy water. Your hands working tirelessly on some cloth.
"Have you not circumvented me enough?" He spoke in a low and slow tone.
"Lord Sukuna." You bowed, clothing in your hands, suds up your forearms, you bent your neck as to not look at him.
"You will reply now." He raised a brow, watching your hands quietly splash in the washbin.
"Was there something you would like me to assist to?" You questioned. Your head was full of possible reasons for what the king meant by seeking you out personally.
"Do you believe that by not sleeping in my presence I would come to believe you do not require rest?" He spoke in an unserious tone, eyes unblinking.
"No, my lord." Now what was he playing at? Of course that wasn't your intention.
"Then you hide yourself from me because you no longer have time for your king, I suppose." He mused.
Oh, for heaven's sake, "No, my lord."
"I see," He bent down to look you dead in the eyes, "So, you must no longer crave my occupancy of your space. You must not desire my hand running through your hair? I suppose you have tired of staying in my chambers?" His tone remained deep but his eyes were dead serious now.
"I-" You began, but suddenly you felt the urge to cough, swallowing you tried again, "I wished not to preoccupy so much of your time."
"And you made this decision without enlightening your king."
You said nothing.
"You will eat with me tonight, you shall stay in my chambers henceforth." He rose in record speed, turning without a second glance your way, maids were staring wide-eyed at the king of curses as he halted at the entrance of the washhouse. You could not see, but there was finality in his voice.
"I wish not to waste-" You were cut off by Sukunas voice, his broad back still facing you.
"Your wishes do not interest me now, so it seems. It is my wish for you to spend your time with me." His steps resounded through the compound, your face slack.
The maids smirked, and with shocked faces, side-eyed one another. A couple entered the washhouse giving you big open-mouthed smiles, and patted your shoulder as they passed.
That night Uraume made something you would go on to beg them to make for years to come. And when Sukuna pulled you prone from your seated position on his bed, he took a firm fingertip and stroked the space between your eyes, one of his enormous hands encircling your skull and massaging your temples with his thumb and ring fingers. He traced the bridge of your nose to your forehead, the way you would stroke a cat.
Perhaps he thought this would induce drowsiness but all it did was make you feel all floaty inside at his silliness.
And for the first time since that night, you slept alongside him. Within his embrace, and when you awoke, Sukuna's eyes were closed.
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk fluff#jujutsu kaisen sukuna#ryoumen sukuna#sukuna x reader#ryomen sukuna#sukuna#ryomen sukuna fluff#sukuna fluff#sukuna imagine#sukuna drabble#sukuna blurb#sukuna angst#sukuna x y/n#sukuna x you#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen imagines#jujutsu kaisen fluff#jujutsu kaisen blurb#jjk angst#jjk x reader#jjk#jjk sukuna#sukuna ryomen#ryomen x reader#jujutsu sukuna#sukuna jjk#true form sukuna#jujutsu kaisen angst#jujutsu kaisen comfort
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âź sylus x wife!reader
contents: fluff, suggestive. arranged marriage au. hints of slow burn. you like playing hard to get and he loves calling you his wife. 1.4k wc.
ê° note á° I had to deposit my messy thoughts somewhere and this headcanon post was the result.
part two here. ê±
â Arranged marriage with Sylus where he prefers to call it a âstrategic partnershipâ as a means of appearances to flaunt that he has it allâan empire, riches, strength, influence and now a darling wife who waits for him at home. Youâre not so much as a random choice, Sylus had been watching you from afar for a while and in exchange for his protection in the N109 zone he strikes a deal with you to play a simple role. You have every reason to be wary of him and know to keep your wits about yourself, but even you acknowledge that your chances are better with him. Though, if you asked him how he was so certain youâd agree to his proposal heâd admit that he wasnât but he knew youâd consider it if he had an advantage over you.
â He sets his terms and conditionsâyou reside in his humble abode, wedding ring always worn on your finger, and attend events with him as a pretty accessory on his arm to contribute to his image. But heâll never admit that he actually enjoys your company at business functions that often feel dull to him. You are more than welcome to spend your days as you please so long you donât cause him trouble, and that also means you have his black card privileges to spoil yourself rotten. Of course, he accommodates most requests you may have like sleeping in separate rooms if thatâs what you wish (and redecorating because his furnishing decisions are quite bleak).
â Luke and Kieran can sense that their boss feels something for you despite his nonchalance toward this little arrangement. It starts off small, it always doesâSylus takes note of your morning and night routine, your picky eating habits and has the chef make adjustments to your preference, how he sees you out in the gardens and come back with spring tulips to brighten the space and the next week he already replaced the slowly withering flowers with fresh ones. The twins whisper among themselves that heâs often less annoyed and irritated when youâre around, and their boss wouldnât go through the trouble of being considerate unless he cares for you. Itâs almost exciting for them both to witness a budding romance unfold before their very eyes and they do offer a helping hand here and there to keep things interesting.
â Sylus thinks itâs adorable how you keep trying to resist him and thatâs precisely the reason he loves seeking you out just to watch your resolve crumble under his touch. He finds you in the kitchen preparing a snack and cages you from behind with his hands planted on either side of you against the counter. âHey kitten, I thought Iâd find you in here.â You feel his hot breath down your neck as he pushes your hair aside just enough to lay a soft kiss on your shoulder. He chuckles when you comment that heâs being awfully touchy with you, and he purposely moves closer so that his chest is pressing against your back. âPerhaps I just canât keep my hands to myself where youâre involved. Besides, youâre my wife now. I think I have the right to touch you whenever I like.â
â You remind him that youâre his wife in title only, but that doesnât discourage his flirtation and teasing as he allows you to nudge past him. He follows you into the common area and takes a seat on the couch, spreading his legs wide and taking up a lot of space. His gaze is settled on you as he pats his thigh and his lips curl into a smirk. âCome here, wife.â You naturally scoff meanwhile you place the plate of seasonal fruits on the side table and situate yourself closest to the armrest, taking a bite into a juicy red strawberry as you ignore his piercing stare.
â For someone who always gets what he wants, Sylus isnât used to being defied like this. And had it been anyone else his patience would wear dangerously thin, but he supposes that youâre a special exception because he seems to enjoy the chase and claiming its reward. With one small gesture, he drags you across the couch by a gravitational pull and you squeal when the swirling red easily turn and maneuver you so youâre forced to straddle him and your hands prop on his shoulders for support. âThere, much better. Comfy? This is the best seat in the house.â His gaze locks with yours, and he thinks you huffing and frowning at him is simply cute. He firmly grabs your wrist with the bitten strawberry in your hand and lifts it to his mouth for a sweet taste.
â âNo fair⊠using your Evol against me like this.â You grumble under your breath as you gently trail your thumb from his chin to the corner of his mouth where the strawberry juices began to spill. Then an impulsive thought takes over and you pinch his cheek between your fingers, creating a sticky mess on his face. âI hope youâre enjoying yourself. Thatâs for treating me like a sack of potatoes.â He chuckles once more, his hand falling on your hip and he gives you a light squeeze. âOh, I do have every intention of fully enjoying my wife tonight.â And by that, he means taking you out for a joyride on his motorbike and feeling your arms wrapped around him tightly as the engine roars through the streets under the night sky and sinking moon. Sylus would never engage in any intimate acts you werenât ready for, but he loves seeing you fluster at his suggestive remarks.
â As the weeks cross over into months, you never imagined that youâd be spending so much time with Sylus outside of your agreed terms. Heâs everywhere in every waking moment of your life even when heâs not there physically. Youâre learning new things about him each day and you (begrudgingly) like being around himâeven when he can sometimes be a playful bully toward you. When heâs gone for long stretches of time to deal with negotiations and other important matters in the N109 zone, you can feel your heart yearning for him but youâd never say that you miss him out loud when you think he's still toying with you. But with the way he cares for you like youâre both in a real and genuine relationship, itâs hard to know his true intentions and keep your feelings buried deep inside your chest for long.
â You accidentally confirm that Sylus does harbor romantic feelings for you when you carelessly bring up your replacement in a lighthearted joke. Youâve never seen his face falter so quickly at your words as he averts his gaze for a moment to collect himselfâa hint of vulnerability in his crimson hues. âI wouldnât have found a new wife.â He shakes his head and tells you, his voice a little rougher than before. You donât know what to say, but you manage a soft âNo?â that reaches his ears. âNo. I wouldnât have been able to replace you, kitten. Youâre it for me. The only one. No one could fill the void youâd leave behind.â
â You and Sylus have kissed before, but this is the first time youâre initiating it. As you brush your lips against his, thereâs a softness you never noticed. His hand slips around the small of your back and he pulls you close against him, returning your kiss with the same tenderness as though savoring the taste of you. You lean back after a moment, your palm meeting his cheek in a sweet embrace. âYou know, I'm still getting used to the idea that Iâve fallen for you.â You can see him returning back to normal when he offers you a cocky smirk. âAnd yet here you are. In my arms, with your lips on mine. I think youâre not being entirely honest, my beautiful wife.â Sylus has waited a long time to hear those words from you but you donât need to know that right now.
#ášł âË đđ„đšđźđđ°đąđŹđ©.đ°đ«đąđđđŹ#sylus#sylus x reader#l&ds x reader#love and deepspace x reader#sylus love and deepspace#lnds sylus#sylus lnd#sylus l&ds#lads sylus#l&ds sylus#love and deepspace
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Thinking about how the body's father literally painted me in titan form holding a titan version of our kitten for one of our birthdays when we were younger and wondering how it took so long for me to realize I was a fictive when that literally brought (and still does) so much euphoria
#our dad really said. hey. birthday gift. i painted you and a titan version of the kitten you just got#even our dad would make jokes about me being annie when we were younger and now im like đ§âïżœïżœïž oh#he knows now lol (im pretty sure??) but its just funny looking back at things#anyways its such a cute painting i still have it#maybe ill hang it up in my room eventually#next to the drawing of me đ did perhaps#â â text
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cw: selling reader to close the debt, groping, kidnapping, dubcon, thoughts of impregnating.
being sold to outlaw könig, just so your daddy would be able to pay his debt to him, and since he had nothing but you, your dad got together to sell your pretty face to this terrible brute of a man, and your life was over about the moment when he brazenly picked you up in his arms and carried you to his horse with a satisfied squint of blue eyes.
you didn't understand why you had to answer for your father's debts, and even though könig ain't tried to harm you, he didn't react to the thick tears running down your cheeks and chin all the road that you were pressed against his chest, whimpering as he roughly squeezed at the softness of your body over your dress, cruel chuckle slipping from beneath the hood at his face.
könig didn't resell you to any other people, ain't even made a slave out of you, he gave you a clean, spacious room that belonged only to you in a house that wasn't bad, clean, looking like he didn't even live there, but instead of thanking him with your innocent eyes and chirping words, you had to run away from him, not knowing what awaits you.
the lingering perverse of his calloused touch on your body everytime he could grope you over your dress, nuzzle his face in your neck even through your shrieks and small kicks of your fists against his muscular chest, könig likes seeing you pick up a fight like a feisty kitten, not knowing that he's a predator there, and you're bounded to be with him.
to wipe puddles of blood on the floor almost everytime he comes back home by the night, stumbling through the doorway, to let him seat you on his beefy lap and press his face in your shoulder, palming at your body through almost translucent fabric of your nightie, doing a little job of hiding the softness of your curves, making his heavy, fattened erection poke in the swell of your ass.
but you wouldn't claw at him if he'd bury his thick cock in your weepy pussy, you can mewl that it's disgusting and he's gross all you want, while bouncing prettily on his fat cock, letting the ridge of his cockhead prod at the sweet, virgin spot in your cunt, your hole pulsing and oozing syrupy slick at every hump of his hips, hands holding onto his huge shoulders, as his rough palms swallow the fat of your asscheeks.
you should be grateful he kept you alive, hĂŒbsches lamm, and perhaps if he'll cream your pussy with his thick seed, sending you to sleep in your room with cum soaked panties, you'll be more docile, acting like you never been sold to könig, but belonged to him from the start.
his sweet little wifey, the one he would knock up as soon as possible, and then, you will be tied to him.
main masterlist. quidelines.
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đđđ đđđ & đđđ đđđđđđ.
rule #1: even if the world crumbles down in front of you, never, ever trust sylus with your heart. because even the fiercest flames can't match the danger of loving a man like him.
â± pairings. sylus, fem!reader
â± genre. angst, smut, boss/assistant, 18+
â± tags. villain!reader, reader works for onychinus, reader is not l&ds!mc, set in the N109 zone, unrequited love, profanity, petnames (kitten, baby doll, darling, sweetie), unprotected sex, throatfucking (m!receiving), cunnilingus (f!receiving), cum-eating, slight dom/sub play, spitting, hair-pulling, spanking, biting, choking, overstimulation, bondage, blindfolding, lots of jealousy, possessiveness, yandere themes, stalking, blood, violence, usage of guns, allusions to prostitution, killings, death, *coughs* that one harley+joker scene.
â± notes. 8.2k words. inspired by this song bcos i canât stop thinking abt him for days
âBoss is looking for âya.â
It was already nighttime when you emerged from the library, only to encounter the eccentric twins, Luke and Kieran, lounging on the window sill as if they had been waiting for you to come out of your bat cave. They always donned their signature uniforms of leathered attire and beaked masks, an outfit reminiscent of Sylusâs mechanical crow, Mephisto. Behind their silhouettes, the red glow of the blood moon poured through the window, casting an eerie, crimson hue across the dimly lit hallways. Any normal person would have found such an atmosphere disturbing.Â
But that was the N109 Zone for youâa dark, lawless, enigmatic place you called home.
âIs he in his room already?â you asked, quietly closing the door behind you. In your arm was a thick book, an archival file you had spent nearly two hours searching for. It contained records of historical events, of life before the Chronorift Catastrophe of 2034, before the Deepspace Tunnel was opened. Sylus had tasked you with finding the file for reasons he didnât care to disclose.
A curious Luke tilted his head and swung his feet in the air as he pointed at the book. âLet me guess,â he began with a teasing tone, âIs that book some sort of Kama Sutra?â
Kieranâs snigger followed. âI bet it is, since itâs her birthday in a few hours.â
âVery funny,â was your quick retort. âItâs a history book, you idiots. Sylus needs it for something.â
The twins then let out a teasing coo. âAww, so no birthday âfunâ for you?â asked Luke, âI thought sleeping with your boss would have its perks, too.â
Although his comment was meant to be a joke, you bristled at his jab at your professionalism. It had been a few years since you started this kind of relationship with Sylus, with him being your boss and the leader of Onychinus, and with you as his personal assistant and, well⊠escort.Â
In and out of the N109 Zone, Sylus was a popular man for both good and bad reasons. His notoriety was mostly for his influence, and sometimes for his crimes. He was known to be unforgivingâa brute man who carried no conscience towards his enemies. One wrong move and youâd find yourself six feet under. Perhaps, that was what you admired so much about him. His aura, his domineering persona, his dangerous charm. He had mastered the art of seduction, the sin of hunger and desire. His power. There was no one like him.Â
And so, you were the happiest woman alive when what began as an unrequited admiration eventually blossomed into something more. Spending more time with your boss played a pivotal role in gaining his interest towards you, because day-by-day he started to learn how much of an asset you could be for him. You were his prized possession. You were the most powerful weapon in his arsenal. Despite Luke and Kieranâs constant warnings of the abyss you were throwing yourself into, you were willing to be a pawn in Sylusâs game of chess. You wanted to be the Queen next to a King. Because that meant you were too valuable to simply set aside.
Yet Sylus was never one to clarify the nature of your relationship. Heâd often say there was no need to clear up such a silly thing. All you knew was that when Sylus needed you, he had to have you. In all ways. Heâd still act professional and distant depending on the audience. But behind closed doors, he spoiled you like a princess, treated you like a queen, and worshiped you like a saint. He was a sadistic, draconic man towards others, but he always had a gentle spot for you. Only for you.Â
And that was a spot you would never, ever share with anyone else.
âWhatever. I gotta go see him,â you excused yourself from the two, just as one of them tossed a black box to you. âIs this my present?â
The twins jumped down from the window sill in perfect sync. âAdvance happy birthday to the princess of Onychinus. Make sure to open the gift when boss is around.â
Your lips spread into a smile as you held the box in your free hand. Luke and Kieran giving you a gift was the last thing you would expect from them. âWhy, thank youââ
âYeah, yeah. You should go see him now,â said Kieran, pushing you forward by the shoulders. âCanât keep boss waiting.â
By the time you reached Sylusâs door, the twinsâ distant, mischievous chuckles then echoed down the hall. You couldnât help but laugh and shake your head before grasping the door handles, stepping inside of Sylusâs bedroom with slow, measured steps. You didnât know why you were nervous. As the door shut behind you, the familiar scent of leather, cardamom, and sandalwood immediately enveloped you like a fragrant, hallucinatory mist. However, his king-sized bed lay empty with the sheets still perfectly arranged. There were no signs of him anywhere, until the sound of cascading rainwater drew your gaze toward the bathroom, where his tall figure was visible through the frosted glass. He was engaged in a steamy shower, clearly unaware of the intruder that entered his room just now.
âBoss?â you called out, standing by his bed. âIâll leave the file on your nightstand.âÂ
Receiving no response, you placed the book on the bedside table and waited for him patiently. Should you stay or should you leave? It usually depends on Sylusâs mood. There were nights where he wanted to be left alone, and nights where he craved your presence. His lack of response may be a sign to exit his room. But as you prepared yourself to leave thinking that Sylus purposely ignored you, a certain black velvet box resting on his nightstand suddenly caught your eye. Unlike the typical small box that might hold a ring, this one was more rectangular in shape and you were drawn to it like a moth to a flame. It was your curiosity that led you to touch the soft surface, wondering what lay beneath it.
Is it for me�
âThey say curiosity kills a cat.â Sylusâs deep, resonant voice broke your trance as he stepped out of the shower. Wrapped in nothing but a white towel around his waist, his muscular form was on full display as he approached you with assertive footsteps. Every curve of his muscle flexed as he moved. And his carnelian eyes sparkled with amusement, the corners of his thin, pinkish lips curving upward when he walked closer to you. âTouching my things without permission. Are you asking to be punished, kitten?â
Your heart raced as he closed the distance. Yet, maintaining composure around Sylus was a skill you had honed since the day you began working for him. âOh, forgive me, master,â you merely teased. âIt caught my attention.â
âCurious about the box or who itâs for?â he taunted, raking his fingers through his damp gray hair. Beads of water glistened on his bare skin, and you found your gaze wandering to his perfectly sculpted abs until you felt his finger lifting your chin up. âEyes on me, honey. Donât tell me you thought that velvet box was for you?â
So it isnât? You suppressed a disappointed expression, but your clouded eyes betrayed you. âNo, I⊠just curious.â
âIs that a sad kitten I see?â he asked, tilting his head to catch even the slightest changes in your expression. âYou wanna open the box?â
âNo, thank you.â Your stubbornness prevailed this time.
Sylusâs lips curved into a smile as he stepped closer, his arms wrapping around your waist and turning you gently. He then went on to open the velvet box and fastened a silver necklace around your neck. âHappy birthday, my darling,â he whispered into your ear, his warm breath sending shivers down your spine as he planted a tender kiss on your shoulder. âThatâs a red beryl crystalâone of the rarest gemstones in the world.â
Your eyes sparkled in awe as you touched the red pendant, feeling its exquisite value beneath your fingertips. Oh⊠to receive such beautiful, rare gem from the boss of Onychinus himself. You were too overwhelmed with appreciation as you turned and wrapped your arms around his neck. âSy!â you exclaimed, your heart swelling at his effort. âItâs beautiful. I love it.â
He returned your gaze with a smug look. âYou better love it. I sacrificed two gold bullets just to get that for you, sweetie.â
âYouâŠâ Your eyes widened at the implication behind his words. Someoneâs life was lost in exchange for your birthday gift. It was beyond your expectations to know that Sylus went to such macabre lengths just to surprise you, but banality was his worst enemy, and the last thing he would do was be called boring over things like birthday surprises. â...Well, thank you. Iâll treasure it forever, my love.â
âNow,â he said, abruptly breaking the sweet moment as he glanced at the other box on his bed. You realized he was scrutinizing the gift from the twins, which you had unwittingly left behind when you hugged him. His expression darkened slightly, clearly displeased at the foreign object on his bed. âCare to tell me where this is from? Or did some other bastard get you a present before I did?â he questioned, âTell me his name, his identity. Give me his location.â
Chuckling, you cupped his cheek and pressed a soft kiss to his lips. âItâs not what you think. Luke and Kieran gave it to me before I came here.â
Still unimpressed, he raised an eyebrow and nodded toward the box. âWho told you to receive gifts from other men?âÂ
âIâŠâ
âLetâs see whatâs inside, shall we?â
âIâm sure itâs just someâŠâ you began, hurriedly untying the ribbon at the sight of Sylusâs growing pique. But as you opened the box, your mouth dropped in shock upon seeing a black lingerie set inside. An awkward laugh forced its way out of your mouth. Those two! âI⊠Ha-ha! They fool around too much. Donât mind it. Iâm just gonna throw it away.â
Sylusâs frown quickly transformed into a deep chuckle as he lifted the lingerie by the strap, his eyes widening with interest as he examined the lace corset. âWhy donât you try wearing it first, baby doll?â he suggested, an idea clearly forming in his mind. âItâs rude to toss aside a gift.â
He knows exactly what heâs doing, you thought, feeling your cheeks flush under his gaze. You almost lost your mind when he looked down at you with a roguish smirk, like he was an animal whoâs about to devour his first meal in a long time. âYou really want me to put it on?â
âSince itâs your special day,â he insisted, settling at the edge of his bed while keeping you positioned between his legs, âLet me help you with that.â His tone was more command than suggestion as he slowly unbuttoned your shirt, peeling it away from your body. âThatâs it, be a good kitten. Just follow your masterâs orders and youâll do just fine.â
You felt his cold fingertips brushing against your chest as he slipped your blouse down, his hands reaching behind to unclasp your bra and set your breasts free. Instinctively, you shied away from the intensity of his gaze and covered your chest. But he was quick to grab your wrist, an eyebrow raised at your disobedience. âIâm sorryâŠâÂ
âNothing I havenât seen before,â he mumbled in a deep, orotund voice before continuing to undress you. His hand now fiddled with your pants, unzipping and sliding it down your legs in a painfully slow way. To your surprise, he had also pulled your underwear down along with your pants, leaving your lower body as bare as it could be. âLooks like my kittenâs prepared,â he said with a lowly chuckle, his gaze locked on your freshly waxed lady part. âBut Iâll take my time before I devour you.âÂ
Taking a deep breath, you placed your hand on where his shoulder and neck met. All your clothes were discarded on the floor and you were nothing but naked in front of the very man you so deeply adored. He alone was the most perfect gift for you. âBossâŠâ your voice came out like a whisper, âAbout your upcoming transaction with Mr. Davis. H-He agrees to meet at the nightclub this Friday.âÂ
Sylus displayed a devilish smirk, noticing your effort in opening a subject to distract yourself from the compromising situation he had put you in. Though, instead of shaming you further, he had decided to play the part. âIâm surprised you managed to bargain with him,â he praised, slipping in a black, lace underwear up your legs. It barely covered your folds, and with Sylusâs warm breath tickling your cunny, you knew that your underwear would only be ripped apart sooner or later. âBut then again, it must be your⊠irresistible charm that made him agree to meet up,â with a pause, he made a twirling gesture with his finger. âTurn around for me, sweetie.âÂ
You did as told, chest rising and falling deeply as your boss began to tie the corset behind you. It was too tight, but he seemed to have liked it that way, because your breasts were almost popping out of the padding. âI-I⊠Is it supposed to be this tight?â you asked, hesitantly, âI canât breathe.âÂ
âItâs perfect.â He let out a deep chuckle before suddenly pushing you down on his bed. The sudden force left your heartbeat somersaulting, the anticipation and nervousness rising deep within you as you looked up at his predatory gaze. âNow, for the best part.âÂ
Sylus whipped out a handcuff and a blindfold from his drawer, and his first action was to grab your wrists and lock it within the silver handcuff around the headboard. The very next thing he did was cover your eyes with the blindfold, tying it neatly behind your head to deprive you of one of your five senses.Â
âSylusâ?â You werenât sure what was happening now, and hated that you couldnât see his handsome face because of the blindfold. Your vision offered nothing but darkness, blinding you from whatever Sylus was planning to do with you in his king-sized bed. There were sounds of fabric rustling around you, the sound of clothing dropping to the floor, and the wet, sloppy noises near your face. When you felt the tip hitting your cheek, you realized it was Sylus touching himself, leaving you to imagine how he was stroking his hard length in front of your face, preparing his cock for a wild night ahead. âAre youââ
âShh.â Your voice was cut off after he held a strong grip around your jaw, forcing your mouth open before the taste of his cocktip started entering your mouth. Not even halfway in, you already gagged from his cock. He was too huge for your mouthâtoo thick, too veiny, too lengthy. But nonetheless, despite the threads of saliva that waterfalled on the sides of your mouth, Sylus still shoved his entire length in. He didnât care if you had started choking from his monstrous cock. He was too focused on burying his member in and out of your mouth, hitting your uvula, and allowing for tears to escape your eyes. âThat mouth of yours is heaven for me, honey,â he said, your chin on his hand as he released a deep, guttural groan. âMove your tongue around it.âÂ
âMmhângh!â Even if you were getting asphyxiated, fucking your throat was one of Sylusâs favorite foreplays. And so, like the obedient kitty you were, you started bobbing your head along to the rhythm of his thrusts. You also moved your tongue in circles around his shaft, and Sylusâs moans got louder, turning you on knowing that you were doing great at pleasuring the love of your life. You couldnât even taste him enough, your mouth was too sore and numb at that point.Â
Not even long after, he started angling his cock to your cheeks as if he was desperate to feel every inch of your mouth. When he pulled away, you released his member with a pop, and the string of saliva ended up coating your chin. While you couldnât move your hand to wipe it off, you did try to move your wrists around the handcuff wondering if you could set yourself free.Â
âTrying to break free?â Sylusâs voice was so near your right ear, the weight of his body becoming heavier on top of you. âWeâre not done yet, darling.âÂ
A sloppy, open-mouthed kiss quickly calmed you down. You allowed Sylus to explore your mouth with his tongue, letting him lap you up like a meal he couldnât stop eating. And with every bite on your lower lip, you were whimpering like a helpless cat. âS-Sylus,â you begged, âS-Sy⊠IâŠâ
âHmm?â His mouth was now on your neck, suckling and nibbling on the skin until they would leave purple marks all over.Â
âMmh⊠I want you.âÂ
âNot so soon, birthday girl.â Sylusâs teasing led to him pulling away from you. Now, you were unsure of his next move. But your chest only continued to move in an unsteady rhythm, the lack of sight heightening your auditory sense as a compromise.Â
The next thing you knew, his manly hands started kneading at your breasts. He cupped them with such a force that made you stop breathing for a moment, focusing the sensation of his touch as he slightly pulled the padding of your corset to peek at one of your tits. In an instant, his mouth was attached to your nub. His tongue licked around your nipple, flicking it playfully before sucking and biting on your mounds.Â
âHaaah!âÂ
âThe twins did well in delivering this gift to you,â he made a subtle remark, releasing your tit from his mouth. His movements suggested he was moving down south, down to where your crotch was, and he only confirmed your thoughts when he began spreading your legs open and pulling your underwear to the side. âLook at how wet that pretty pussy is.âÂ
You moaned at the feeling of Sylusâs finger toying with your entrance. âT-The twins,â you barely said, squirming from the coil you were feeling inside your body. âWhat do you mean they delivered⊠the gift? Was it your idea after all?âÂ
Too bad you couldnât see his face, but you were sure as hell that there was a triumphant smile spreading on it. âHow else would they know your bra size, kitten?â he replied in a low voice before surprising you with the feeling of his tongue moving inside your slit, âOnly I have access to your body.âÂ
Fuck, fuck. You were going insane. âMhmângh! Aah!â
Sylusâs mouth was rough against your cunt, the tip of his nose tickling your clit as he continued spreading your labia apart to give himself better access inside your pussy. He completely devoured your sopping cunt, grunting and growling like a rabid dog as he alternated between french-kissing your pussy to burying his digits inside. His three fingers orchestrated deep and fast movements against your walls, with each stroke inside earning a wild whimper out of you.Â
âHaaahâ! Sylus, I⊠I canât hold it⊠anymore.âÂ
He found your sweet spot soon enough, and chuckled darkly as you tried to squirm like a pathetic little kitty under him. With your legs dangling on his shoulders, he resumed abusing your sore cunt by fingering your vulva until you were at your seventh heaven. And as soon as you felt the need to pee, you knew heâd only pick up the speed of his fingers even more.Â
âI-I⊠Please, Sy⊠IâmâŠâ
For the first time in your life, you felt yourself squirting all over his bed. Your hips raised itself involuntarily, legs shaking violently on top of his shoulders. The overstimulation was sending you to ecstasy, as if you were in a place where every pleasure in the world was given to you. In your extremely vulnerable state, Sylus chose to grab the opportunity and forced all eight inches of his member inside. He hushed your moans and whimpers by kissing you on the mouth, his lips encasing yours in a loving and passionate exchange.Â
This was the most erotic you had been with him.Â
âYouâre so fucking sexy to me, Y/N.â His cock moved fast and hard inside you. You could even feel his member twitching as your tight walls gripped him like vacuum, milking him of his every seed until he was fully drained. His lips then trailed around your jawline, then onto the valleys in between your breasts while he went on to thrust even rougher than the last. He plowed his cock inside you like there was no tomorrow, rutting and rutting and rutting like he was desperate to reach his own climax. âThis pussy⊠Canât get enough of your sweet pussy, kitten.âÂ
âAhâaah! Mmhângh.âÂ
âMore?â
âY-Yes⊠please!âÂ
âHarder?â
âMhmm!âÂ
âFaster?âÂ
âS-Sylus!âÂ
âSuch a nasty girl you are,â he quipped, your hips now gripped by his strong hands as he sat in bed, readying for the final position. âNext time, Iâm gonna eat your ass.âÂ
Gosh. You were already feeling limp under him. And when you felt his hands ripping your panties off, you knew it was game over for you. He was a hungry beast whose desire for lust would make him the worst sinner in hell. You couldnât contain the loudness of your moans and whimpers as Sylus started thrusting into you at an otherworldly speed, your cunt feeling the soreness of his every slam. The skin-slapping sound dominated his entire room as your slick coated his entire length. At that point, he began biting on your lower leg, his cock doing its last twitch deep inside your cavern. He was balls deep inside, his bollocks slapping against your pussy with every jostle.Â
âC-CumâŠâ you pleaded, âInside me⊠Please.âÂ
But to your disappointment, Sylus pulled out. You didnât know where he was releasing his seed until you felt the warm liquid shooting at your stomach. Three times you had asked him to cum inside, and he still continued to refuse. You thought your birthday would have been an exception, but Sylus was too smart for that. He knew knocking you up would ruin his plans. Getting you pregnant would make him lose his chances with her.Â
âYou can sleep on my bed tonight, darling.â Sylus easily released your hand from the cuffs with his evol, and did his own effort in untying the blindfold around your eyes. Little did he know that your tired eyes actually carried pain inside. âClose your eyes now. Iâll take care of the rest.â
You watched as he walked toward his nightstand, oblivious to the pessimistic thoughts swirling in your mind. If only she never existed in his life. If only she was you instead.Â
âSylus.â You fixed your gaze on his face. âI love you.â
His eyes widened in panic for a moment before he masked it with indifference. It was as if your declaration had caught him off guard, as if your years of devotion hadnât already made it clear how deeply in love you were.Â
âYou shouldnât.â
~~
The N109 Zoneâs most famous nightclub was alive with pulsating lights and thumping bass on a Friday night, a den of excess and shadows where shady deals and dangerous liaisons were also par for the course. Sylus was dressed in his signature dark attire, leaning against a plush booth in the corner, and the red glow from the neon lights flickering off his white hair and crimson eyes. Meanwhile, you, draped in a red revealing dress that accentuated your every curve, moved with foxy grace as you joined Sylus at the booth.
Letâs just say Sylus didnât exactly approve of your dress tonight. He thought it was revealing too much skin that was supposedly for his eyes only. But ever since the night of your birthday where he didnât return your declaration of love, you started rebelling against your boss. Everything he disliked, you did out of spite. You did them out of the bitterness boiling inside you.Â
Across from you two, in a secluded corner of the club, sat Sylusâs business partner, a man whose sharp suit and cold gaze reflected a ruthless demeanor. The table between you was littered with documents and blueprints, a clear indication of the shady business transaction underwayâan armory deal of massive proportions, weapons, and munitions that could alter the balance of power in the underworld. Sylusâs arsenal of weapons could already destroy Linkon City if he wanted to, but there was no fun in that. It would be too much an easy disposal.
Nonetheless, Sylusâs eyes sparkled with approval as he glanced at the stacks of weaponry displayed before him. âI must say, Iâm impressed,â he remarked with a sly grin. âThe quality of your armory is unparalleled, Davis. You really outdid yourself this time.â
The business partner, clearly pleased, gave a curt nod. âI aim to please. But payment in cash alone doesnât always satisfy, does it?â
Sylus leaned back, his gaze shifting to you. You were just settling next to him, your quiet presence commanding everyoneâs attention as the low neckline of your red dress drew admiring glances from his business partner. Sylus was quick to notice the manâs eyes lingering on your breasts, a hint of predatory interest flickering in the old manâs gaze.
âSeems like my partner here is quite taken with you,â Sylus mused, hinting at a dangerous edge in his voice. âHow about it? Would you like something other than money for your trouble?â
Mr. Davisâs eyes never left you as he smirked, a flicker of greed clouding his gaze. It was obvious to everyone in that booth that the old geezer was undressing you with his eyes. âWhat do you have in mind?â
Sylusâs smile grew sharper. âY/N here is quite the treasure. If youâre interested, she could be yours for the night. Do what you want with her. What do you say?â
Unbelievable! Stunned by his words, you quickly turned to Sylus in protest. You couldnât believe he was offering you like some whore to that old man, but you had to hide your disgust after meeting Sylusâs glowing carmine eyes shooting you a knowing look. Just play along and stay quiet, you could almost hear his voice in your head.Â
Mr. Davisâs perverted gaze remained fixed on you, clearly tempted as he battled with the demons in his head. And at your bossâs signal, you were ordered to walk towards Mr. Davis apprehensively, sitting on his lap while keeping the disgust you were feeling from showing. His hand soon grazed your thigh, the other squeezing your breast. âThatâs a tempting offer,â commented the old man, a triumphant grin on display, âBut Iâd be a fool to refuse a bad bitch like her.â
âGood,â Sylus said, his tone suddenly serious as he slid a sleek, black gun from the table. He idly toyed with the handgun, clearly unfazed. âLetâs finalize our deal then. Iâll just take this gun youâve provided. Donât mind if I do a little âquality testingâ,â he added with a chilling smile, loading the magazine with .45 ACP bullets.
The business partnerâs eyes widened in realization as Sylusâs hand tightened around the weapon. Panic soon flashed across Mr. Davisâs face before he desperately pushed you off his lap and scrambled to his feet, hoping to de-escalate the rift he had caused with the Onychinus leader. âWait, Mr. Sylus! I-I didnât mean to offend. Iâm not going to steal your lady, I swear! Donâtââ
But just as you expected, Sylusâs expression remained cold and unyielding. With a swift, practiced motion, he pulled the trigger. The sound of the gunshot was sharp and final, cutting through the pulsating music and leaving a deadly silence in its wake. Mr. Davis quickly dropped to the floor, his eyes wide open and the hole on the side of his head leaking with dark, red blood.Â
Your eyes remained cool and detached as you watched the scene unfold, your expression too unreadable for the killer next to you. Youâve seen worse things while living in the N109 Zone, right? was Sylusâs inner thoughts as he placed the gun back on the table, his gaze steady while regarding the now lifeless body of his former business partner. The carpet was now drenched with an unsightly amount of blood.Â
Just then, the twins, Luke and Kieran immediately swung the door open with a guarded stance, worried that something had happened to the Onychinus leader whom you all served under. But upon looking at Mr. Davisâs fresh corpse sprawled out on the floor, both twins merely shrugged it off, praising their boss for dealing with the old man in a brutal fashion.Â
âLeave us for a while,â Sylus instructed the twins, pulling you closer by gripping your waist, âIf any of Davisâs men try to come in, kill them with no mercy.âÂ
âRoger that, boss.âÂ
As soon as the door was closed, Sylus turned to you, you recognized a demonic glow in his eyes as he tugged at the neckline of your dress. âYou,â he spoke under his breath, âare testing my patience.âÂ
~~
You werenât sure how to feel about it.
Heck, you couldnât tell if you were even turned on by it, but Sylus fucking you in front of a dead man did bring in a rush of adrenaline in you. This was the fourth time he had killed a man for desiring you, and while he would usually play it off and say he was just feeling bloodthirsty at the time those incidents happened, this was the first time he was compelled to actually touch you next to a man he had just mercilessly shot. It was as though he was trying to prove a point, that dead or alive, no other man would have the pleasure of having you.Â
âS-Sylus,â you let out a whimper, knees beginning to feel sore as your boss continued to hit you from behind, hips snapping against your bum in a rough, merciless manner. A stinging sensation was soon felt on your butt cheek as Sylus sent a hard, crisp slap on your ass. âMmhâ!âÂ
His nails dug into your hips, jostling you forwards and backwards so your ass could meet the base of his cock with how deep he was plowing himself into you. You had already creamed around his member multiple times that night, too satiated by the possessiveness Sylus was showing towards you, and yet, the signs of him stopping seemed to be a far end of the line.Â
âDid you enjoy my show, kitten?â he asked, a question borne from feelings of spite, âDid you like how he was gawking at your tits? Look at his pathetic face now. You see that?âÂ
Sylus grabbed you by the face and forced you to look at Mr. Davisâs lifeless body for a good minute. A minute to remember such a ghastly image for the rest of your life. And only after he was satisfied at the fright in your eyes did he start pulling you by the hair, only to then wrap a tight hand around your neck. You couldnât breathe. You were choking from his hand, restrained to receive any bit of air down your throat. The strong smell of iron, gun powder, and leather was also beginning to intoxicate you, and you knew you were a minute away from passing out. But Sylus was too enraged to stop, his mind was a toxic fire you couldnât easily extinguish and the only thing you could do was allow him to take his anger out on you.Â
âHnngh! Sy⊠SylusâŠâ you cried, moaning as his hard thrust almost sent you forward to his business partnerâs corpse. The pressure on your windpipe was too strong that barely any sound came out of your mouth. âSylus, Iâm all y-yours, my love. Ahâaah! All⊠yours.âÂ
He did loosen his grip on your neck, because he had pulled you by the chin to spit into your mouth. A string of saliva connected your tongue to his, your chest undulating in heavy breaths as he began to grope your tits from behind. âDress like a whore again,â he whispered a warning into your ear, âand I wouldnât hesitate to treat you like one.âÂ
Your mind, too numbed by the overstimulation all over your body, couldnât fully grasp the words he had just spoken. All you knew was that he pressed you further down the carpeted floor, with your ass high up and your body down low. The next thing he did was to spread your butt cheeks apart to gape at the exact hole he was destroying.Â
Sore. Too sore. Too numb. Too⊠Too⊠âSylus, Iâm g-gonnaâŠâÂ
âFuck,â he cussed, accelerating his thrusts at an animalistic speed, his deep breaths turning into a guttural groan as he chased his high. His cum was thick when they landed on your face, and the taste was sweet and salty when he forced the rest of his cum onto the back of your throat. You gagged as he hit your uvula, drool oozing at the corner of your mouth as you choked and yet managed to swallow every drop of his semen.Â
Like a good girl, for him. Always.Â
You didnât exactly black out afterward. You were caught in a liminal state, not fully awake but not unconscious either, as you collapsed onto the floor. Sylus discarded you like a toy heâd grown tired of. If you had been more aware, you would have immediately noticed the abrupt shift in his behavior. The sound of his fading footsteps made you realize that the man you loved so obsessively had just left you in that booth, right next to a dead man.
âY/N?â
âY/N. Hey, you okay?âÂ
The coat soon enveloping your body wasnât Sylusâs; it belonged to one of the twins, and you could feel yourself being carried in his arms.Â
âLukeâŠ?â you murmured weakly.Â
âNo, itâs Kieran,â he clarified, since his older brother was occupied with disposing of Mr. Davisâs body. âIâm taking you home.âÂ
You clung to his shoulder, your heavy-lidded eyes searching for Sylusâs distinctive white hair. âWhaâ? Whereâs he? Where is SyââÂ
âBoss already left.â His words felt like a blow. âYou know heâs dangerous when heâs angry, so you should just go home for today.âÂ
You tried to wriggle free from Kieranâs grasp, confused by the sudden turn of events. âBut what did I do? Why is he angry with me?âÂ
âItâs not you, just⊠complicated,â were the last words you heard before exhaustion overtook you, unaware that you were now outside the nightclub.Â
Continuing to squirm from Kieranâs hold, you cried, âWhat do you mean complicated!â
âLuke and I tried to warn you, Y/N,â he said, grimly, as if he felt bad for you. âYouâre not supposed to mess with his emotions. Those feelings are reserved for another.â
~~
The night air in the N109 Zone felt heavy and suffocating. It had been a month since Sylus had abruptly cut off contact with you, leaving you in a state of uncertainty, overthinking, and anger. When he had asked you to take a break from work, you already found his command suspicious, and then the silence that followed was a deafening confirmation of your suspicion. No texts, no calls, and every attempt to visit Onychinusâs base was continuously met with cold dismissal.Â
With this, you found yourself at your makeshift gun range, the repetitive bang of the shots echoing in the dimly lit space. The targets were riddled with holes, each bullet a release of your pent-up frustration. Your thoughts were a tempest of spiteful musings: how you should have maxed out his credit card for everything it was worth if you had known he was going to just dump you. The thought of doing so now felt petty, but it also served as a bitter reminder of how easily he had discarded you that night.
But amid your rage, a more serious thought began to surface. Sylusâs avoidance wasnât merely a cruel game or a sudden whim; it seemed to hint at something deeper, something more troubling. Was there something he wasnât telling you? Had something happened that he couldnât or wouldnât explain?
You should probably confront him, but you needed a sign. Barging into Onychinusâs base without prior notice would be a suicide wish, so you had to have a reason on showing up unannounced. A sign. You desperately needed one, and perhaps the universe was toying with you, but the very sign you were looking for came in the form of a mechanical crow that landed on the lightpost. Its red eyes glowed like lasers through the night, tilting its head as it looked at your way.Â
âCaw! Caw!âÂ
âMephisto,â you breathed a sigh of relief. Did Sylus send him to watch over you?Â
With your confidence growing back, you decided to finally confront the situation head-on. This cold war would bring you nothing but a painful whirl of overthinking. And so, you returned to Onychinusâs base that night, your anger tempered by a new, steely resolve. As usual, the base was as imposing and foreboding as ever, its corridors silent except for the occasional echo of footsteps.
Where is everyone?Â
As you neared Sylusâs quarters, your heart pounded with a mix of dread and anticipation. You approached his door, and through the thin walls, you could hear soft, unfamiliar voices. Your breath was caught in your throat as you recognized a womanâs voice, distinct and unfamiliar, but laced with a strange resonance that made your skin crawl.
âFrom the beginning, you trapped me here, forced me to resonate with you, and even said weâre âthe sameâ... One wouldnât treat a stranger like that, so⊠donât tell me you like me. Is this all so you can get my attention?âÂ
âŠ
âYouâre so gullible, kitten.âÂ
The twins, who were lounging nearby and keeping an eye on things as usual, saw you by their bossâs door and exchanged knowing glances. Luke, with his usual smirk, leaned in. âOh, look who decided to show up. Youâre just in time.â
Kieran, with a more serious tone, added, âHeâs got a guest in there. A hunter from Linkon, with an Aether Core, no less.â
Your heart sank. The mention of an Aether Core was a dagger to your already shattered heart. Sylusâs connection to you had always been complex, but it was a lot different with this other woman he had been keeping an eye on for the longest time. They were marked by their shared Aether Core, which tied them together in ways you could never fully understand. To hear that he had met the girl he had been searching for with the same rare core was like a death knell.
âSince when did Sylus bring her here?â you asked the twins, struggling to keep your emotions in check. This was the real reason Sylus had asked you to take a breakâhe knew that the presence of this girl would push you to the edge of losing all sense of morality. For the first time in your life, he saw you as a threat. An enemy.Â
Luke responded with a shrug. âA couple weeks ago after she leaked her information in The Nest. Boss has been trying to resonate with her, you see. So donât mind their little bonding moments.âÂ
Kieran took the initiative to drag his older brother away. âWe gotta get going. Donât cause a scene, Y/N. You wonât like it when our boss is angry.âÂ
Disregarding the twinsâ words, you pressed your hand against the door, the muffled sounds of conversation and the soft rustling of fabric seeping through. The realization of what this meant was crushing. Sylusâs soul was bound to this new woman in ways you could never compete with. And the anguish of this discovery broke you inside.Â
Why? Why canât it be me?Â
With trembling hands, you turned the knob and pushed open the door just a crack to peer inside. The sight that met your eyes was enough to confirm your worst fears. Sylus was there, his attention fully on the woman from Linkon that he had pinned down on his bed, a tenderness in his gaze that had never been directed at you.Â
Unable to bear the sight any longer, you quietly closed the door and retreated, and Sylusâs head turning in your direction only made you hide even further. You were already taking hurried steps before he could catch up to you. But then again, what kind of idiot would he be to leave that fragile girl alone to run after a woman he didnât even care about? You were nothing but a placeholder for her, warming her seat temporarily before she finally came into the picture. And now that she was here, you were easily cast aside like worn-out clothing, no longer bearing any purpose for him.Â
ââŠI hate you,â you muttered, the words barely a whisper as they escaped from your trembling lips. Running through the hallways had quickly become exhausting, each step felt like a drag with the weight of your emotions. âI hate you, Sylus.â
Your hands, shaking uncontrollably, grasped the Beryl pendant that hung around your neck. The sharp pain from the necklaceâs chain digging into your skin only added to your anguish. And with a frustrated cry, you yanked the pendant off and hurled it down the hallway. The pendant skittered across the polished floor, its once-beautiful gleam now discarded like mere rubbish.
âWhat did we tell you?â The twinsâ imaginary voices were mocking you in your head, their taunts reverberating through your thoughts as you headed out of the base with no footsteps following you behind. It became clear to you that Sylus had chosen to stay with the girl instead of chasing after you. âJust because boss gave you a chance, doesnât mean heâll actually date you! You poor thing! Youâre just a game he likes to play!âÂ
âStop. Stop!â You had to press your hands into your ear, suppressing the torture that your mind was creating. Â
You decided to run away. Far, far away from Onychinusâs base. Far away from Sylusâs reach.Â
Your footsteps echoed through the deserted streets, your mind still reeling in jealousy from the events you saw earlier. The image of the woman pinned under him, her dark hair and fair skin, had your hands shaking from the anger in your heart. She was as beautiful as he described, as radiant as heâd often whisper about in his dreams. And now that she was within his reach, did you really think he would let her go?Â
~~
The night was cold, the air biting at your skin as you walked aimlessly, lost in a whirlwind of emotions and tortuous thoughts. The betrayal, the hurt, the lingering sense of being usedâall of it churned within you, making your steps heavy and your heart even heavier.
âI⊠hate you,â you murmured under your breath.Â
As you turned down a dark alley, a sudden prickle of unease crawled up your spine. You quickened your pace, but the sound of a second set of footsteps followed closely behind you. Panic set in as soon as you realized you were being stalked.Â
Before you could react, however, a shadowy figure emerged from the darkness, blocking your path. The manâs eyes gleamed with malice, a cruel smile spreading across his face. âYou no longer have Sylus to protect you,â he sneered, his voice dripping with menace. It was one of Davisâs men. âYou're all alone now, and I'm going to make you pay for the death of our master.â
Fear gripped you like a tightrope, but before the man could take another step, a swirling mist of black-red enveloped him. The pressure of the mist seemed to squeeze his entire body, forcing him to his knees, his screams of terror cut short as if the mist were obeying commands from an unseen master.
You turned around, your heart pounding, to see Sylus standing at the edge of the alley. His domineering eyes bore into yours in a mixture of curiosity and cold calculation. âShould I kill this guy? Yes or no?â His voice was low and raspy. âMy decision depends on you, kitten.â
Your gaze hardened after hearing the term of endearment he was now recycling with the hunter girl from Linkon. âI can handle him,â was your cold reply, your voice steady despite the turmoil inside you. You drew your gun with a swift motion and fired repeatedly, each shot bouncing in the narrow alley. The manâs body crumpled to the ground, lifeless.
Sylus watched you with an appraising look. âImpressive. Still feisty as ever.â
You then pointed your gun towards him, but keeping a safe enough distance. âWhy were you following me?â you demanded, your tone cold as ice.
A chilling laugh echoed through the alleyway. âMy own assistant wants to kill her boss? Now, isnât that a spectacle?â
âShut up!â you yelled, finger tightening on the trigger. âI donât care if one bullet wonât kill you. I can shoot you enough times to make sure youâd at least feel some pain.â
Sylus sighed before reaching into his pocket and revealed the necklace, the red beryl pendant glinting in the dim light. âYou forgot your gift,â he said, his voice softening ever so slightly.
You stared at the necklace, feeling a sting in your heart that you couldnât ignore. âIâm not worthy of such a gift,â you replied monotonously, âGive it to her if you want. And also, take this night as my formal resignation as your assistant."
Sylusâs eyes widened, a rare look of surprise crossing his features. He opened his mouth to speak, but no words came out. It seemed as if he was truly, genuinely stunned, caught off guard by your decision.
I canât back out now. You repeated it like a desperate mantra in your mind as you turned and walked away, leaving Sylus standing alone in the dark alley, the necklace still clutched in his hand. You were done with his games, done with being played. You were determined to leave him behind, until suddenly, he vanished into a puff of black smoke. Dark feathers floated in the spot where he had stood moments ago. To your shock, he reappeared behind you, his hand forcefully grabbing your chin to make you look up at him.
You struggled, trying to wrench his hand away. âLet goââ
But he silenced you with a bruising kiss, locking his lips around yours despite your desperate punches to his chest. He only pulled away when he felt your warm tears streaming down your face, looking at you with a gaze full of unwanted sympathy. Sympathy that cut deeper than any blade.
âAre you happy sheâs back in your life?â you choked out, your voice trembling as you stared at him with tear-filled eyes.
Sylus responded with a hesitant hum. âI am.â
You inhaled shakily, his answer shattering your heart. âThen, why are you here?â
â...I donât know.â His crimson eyes reflected the sorrowful glow of the moon peeking from behind his head.
âDo you intend to keep me as your lover?â you asked, forcing him to confront his true intentions.
Sylus took a long, agonizing moment to respond, as if wrestling with a tumultuous storm of emotionsâthe pros and cons, the rights and wrongs. Finally, he spoke, and his words were a dagger to your soul.
âNo,â he said at last, his hand retreating from your face. He stepped back and turned the distance between you into a chasm of heartbreak. âItâs been nice working with you, Y/N. Iâll send you a yearâs worth of salary for your dedication to me. This should be the last time we meet.â
The weight of his words crashed down on you like an earthquake, and the full reality of your situation made it hard for you to breathe. Yes, it was a gut-punch. You were breaking in half, your heart shattering beyond repair because the pain was too much. It was all too much for a person to take, and it twisted something dark inside you.
âIf I canât have you,â you began, your voice shaking with an amalgam of rage and despair, âthen no one can.â
Sylusâs eyes narrowed. âY/N, you wonât dareââ
âIâll kill her,â you spat, your tone dripping with venom. Your vow was laced with a genuine resolve, as if it were a promise you had embedded in stone. âThe next time I see her, Iâll end her in the most brutal way I can. I swear it.â
His eyes flashed with a sinister light, one eye emitting a faint glow like a candlelight in a dark room. âIf you try to go near her,â he said, his voice low and menacing, âIâll kill you first.â
A twisted smile spread across your face, and madness began to gleam in your eyes. Driven to the brink of insanity, you laughedâa wild, almost feral sound that scared even the rats hiding in the darkest places.
âThen, do it,â you challenged, the final thread of your sanity snapping as he raised a finger, and the tendrils of his black-red mist soon swirling around you and crushing your bones with its pressure. âYouâve already taken everything from me, Sylus. Finish what you started.âÂ
SECOND PART
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Donât Die on Me
About: Youâre hurtâbadlyâwounded while shielding him from danger. As he rushes to your side, thereâs a shift in his demeanor; he seems different, more vulnerable beneath his usual bravado. Pairing: Reader x Xavier, Zayne, Rafayel, Sylus (Seperate) Note: Reader and the men are NOT in a relationship. but there is implied mutual attraction. My inbox is open for prompts and requests :) Content Warning: Angst, injuries, mentions of blood.
SYLUS
The sounds of gunfire had finally faded into silence, leaving only the shallow, ragged pull of your breath and the press of Sylusâs hand against your side, trying to stanch the bleeding. You had been hit during the ambush, shielding him from a blast intended for his headâan instinct you couldn't explain, or perhaps didnât want to.
Sylus's expression was a mask of controlled fury, his jaw clenched as he knelt beside you, his usual cocky, unyielding demeanor giving way to something sharper, darker, and far more personal. He applied pressure to the wound with a fierce intensity, almost as if he could hold you together through sheer force of will alone. His fingers, usually steady and sure, shook faintly against your skin.
âYouâre a damn fool,â he muttered, his tone laced with anger and something elseâsomething deeper. âI didnât need saving. Have you forgotten that I can heal quickly!?.â
You managed a small, pained smile. âMaybe I did it for the fun of watching you panic for once.â
His hand gripped your chin firmly, tilting your face to meet his intense, searching stare. "You really donât know when to quit, do you, kitten?â His voice was soft, almost a whisper, but it was laced with something raw, something unsteady.
âI thought⊠I had it under control.â you mumbled, trying for a smile, though even you knew how weak you sounded.
âUnder control?â His laugh was short and sharp, a bitter edge in it. âDonât be ridiculous!â Sylus hissed through gritted teeth, his usual cool facade crumbling. He never panickedânot him, not the man whoâd handed you a gun to his own heart just to see if youâd pull the trigger. But right now, he was faltering, his steps uneven as he pulled you closer. His hand, normally so sure, so controlling, was shaking against your side. âYou think I wanted you to jump in front of me like that? What were you thinking?â
You tried to catch your breath, his words slipping past you in a haze. You knew the risks of sticking by Sylus, knew that youâd inevitably end up in dangerâbut you couldnât stand the thought of losing him. âHad to protect you,â you whispered, voice barely a thread. âI couldnât... let anything happen to you.â
For a moment, he simply stared at you, his expression caught somewhere between anger and something far softer, something unspoken. âProtect me..?â he repeated, his voice lower, and you could feel the barely-contained fury laced with worry beneath it. He was trying to keep his grip on his composure, but his eyes betrayed him. His fingers trembled ever so slightly as he traced the edge of your cheek, the words slipping through clenched teeth. âYouâre an idiot, Sweetie. A reckless, stubborn, damnably frustrating idiot.â
His expression twisted, the frustration in his eyes unmistakable, but there was something else tooâsomething vulnerable, barely concealed beneath his usual scowl. Youâd seen it before in the softer moments, those times when his hand would linger just a moment too long, or his voice would drop to that rare, gentle murmur. But this was different, more unguarded.
âSylusâŠâ you whispered, but he cut you off, pressing a hand to your wound. You stifled a gasp as his fingers met the raw injury, his jaw tightening in response, an unexpected flash of helplessness slipping through his mask.
âQuiet,â he muttered, his voice almost breaking. âYou donât get to talk right now.â He ripped off a piece of his sleeve, wrapping it tightly around your shoulder, though his touch was uncharacteristically tender. âThis isnât part of the plan, sweetie. Youâre supposed to stay in one piece, just like I ordered.â The usual bite in his voice softened, desperation pooling in his dark gaze.
You chuckled weakly, trying to make light of the situation, but the pain pulled a groan from your lips instead. His expression grew even more intense, the hardness in his eyes melting into a quiet sort of anguish.
âStop laughing. Stop⊠smiling like that.â His voice was fraying, edges cracking, a wavering panic he seemed unable to fully control. âYou⊠you have no idea how hard it is not to tear this entire place apart for hurting you.â
The statement caught you off guard, and it mustâve shown in your expression because he let out a shaky breath, his eyes searching yours with a desperation that heâd never let you see before. It was strange to see him so unguarded, the man who played god in the N109 Zone suddenly grappling with the possibility of losing you.
The corner of his mouth twisted, and he tried for his usual smirk, but it faltered. âWhat would I do without you, hmm? My little hunter, so brave and foolishâŠâ His words softened, and he lifted you as if you weighed nothing, holding you securely against him as he continued on, urgency in every step. âYouâre mine, kitten,â he murmured, voice hoarse. âAnd I donât let go of whatâs mine.â
You managed to laugh, the sound weak but genuine. âThen⊠donât let go,â you whispered. âSylusâŠâ Your voice was weak, your head spinning, but you reached up, brushing your fingers along the sharp edge of his jaw. His expression softened, his lips pressing into a thin line as he leaned closer.
âYouâre⊠more trouble than youâre worth, you know that?â he whispered, his voice breaking the slightest bit, but he forced a smirk, trying to hold onto his usual bravado.
âGuess I⊠picked it up from you,â you murmured, your vision growing hazy, but the warmth of his hand grounding you.
His grip tightened, and his lips brushed your temple, an unspoken promise lingering in the gesture. For once, Sylus seemed stripped of his dominance, his bravado washed away by the raw fear of watching you slip away. His hands shook as he held you, his mask cracking with every ragged breath you took. The man whoâd taunted and tested you now held you like you were something precious, something irreplaceable.
âHold on, Sweetie⊠just a little longer.â he said fiercely, and in his voice, you heard something you never expected from himâfear. âI wonât let anything or anyone take you from me.â
XAVIER
Xavierâs arm is tight around you, steady even as he fights his own injuries. The blood trails hot down your side, and you can barely see it through the blurred edges of your vision, a dark stain spreading across your suit. Xavierâs face, usually a mask of quiet calm, is set hard with a sharpness that you rarely see. Xavier's hands, usually steady and almost uncaring, were shaking as he tried to press down on the wound at your side. You'd taken the hit for him, jumping between him and that blasted Wanderer with a split-second of hesitationâor none at all. He hadnât expected it. Neither had you.
Blood soaked through his fingers as he crouched beside you, his face tight with a look youâd never seen. Fear, maybeâthough he wouldnât admit it.
"Why... did you do that?" His voice was low, but it felt like he was questioning the universe itself. His usually calm tone was laced with an edge that made you dizzy or maybe it was the blood loss, hard to tell.
âInstinctâŠ?â you murmured, managing a weak smirk despite the pain slicing through you. âI know, I was a bit reckless.â
âReckless isnât... you bleeding out on this floor,â he muttered, pressing harder against the wound, a little too hard, but you didnât have the strength to complain. âYou should have left me to handle it.â His gaze softened when you winced, and he pulled his hand back, immediately brushing away the edge of guilt. Yet the blood still glistened darkly on his fingertips, his gloves, on the floor where you lay.
âIt wouldâve been worse if it got you,â you mutter, trying to summon even a hint of humor, though the attempt falls flat against the pain.
Xavier doesnât laugh. Instead, he looks at you, and the deep space void reflected in his eyes almost draws you in. That familiar aloofness fades, and for a brief moment, his concern seeps through, raw and achingly close. He shifts his weight to press you more securely against him, his free hand gently adjusting the strap of your gear as if every second counts in keeping you here, anchored.
âLook,â you managed, reaching up, even if it took everything in you to keep your voice steady, âyouâd do the same for me.â
Xavierâs mouth set in a thin line. Youâd hit a nerve, that much was clear. Despite the unspoken rule between you twoâthe sidelong glances, the unsaid thingsâhe wouldnât entertain the possibility that he would have let you get injured in this manner on his watch.
âYou donât know what Iâd do,â he replied, his voice just above a whisper. His words held a weight you hadnât expected, making you look at him closely even as the edges of your vision began to fade. âAnd you wonât have to, because I'm getting you out of here.â
He hoisted you up, careful, gentle, though he flinched when you sucked in a breath from the pain. He started forward, one arm cradling you as he moved you through the wreckage of the battle toward the shelter of the shuttle. It was strange, seeing Xavier so unguarded, every step almost too fast as though he feared stopping would break you.
âStay with me,â he whispers, voice low. You feel his breath, close enough to count heartbeats, to wonder if his pulse is racing like yours. The space between you feels impossibly small, and the silence stretches, vulnerable, bare.
You manage a faint smile, fingers brushing his, a silent reassurance even as the sharp ache of your wounds thrums persistently in your bones. âYou know, if Iâd known Iâd end up leaning on you like this, Iâd have come up with something... cleverer to say.â
To your surprise, he huffs a small laugh, his gaze softening. âYou always talk,â he murmurs, with a hint of that familiar, boyish charm, though itâs laced with worry now. âSave your strength. Iâll get us out of here.â
You felt yourself drifting, and his voice brought you back.
âHey,â he said, tightening his hold. âStay awake. I canât have you falling asleep on me nowâI'm the one who does that, remember?â
His humor was strained, like he was grasping at something familiar to keep himself steady. You let out a soft chuckle, the sound weaker than you meant it to be. âGuess weâre trading roles today.â
There was a moment, somewhere between one step and the next, where he stopped. He looked down at you, his gaze intense. For once, his expression was completely openâhis worry and something warmer simmering just beneath.
âI canât lose you,â he murmured, voice barely audible. âNot here. Not now. Not ever.â
You felt a wave of heat rise within, one that made the pain more bearable, somehow grounding. Before you could respond, he resumed his pace, carrying you as if you were the most precious thing in the galaxy.
The world swayed, darkness creeping at the edges of your vision, but you forced yourself to focus on him, on the boyish charm that hid beneath his cool exterior. âXavier,â you rasped, âIâm not going anywhere. Not yet.â
âJust keep looking at me,â he replied, his voice steady. âWeâll get through this together. You and me.â
In the quiet of the shuttle, as he set you down and the medics began patching you up, you felt his hand graze your cheek, lingering just a little too long. You dared to meet his gaze, and for once, Xavierâs eyes didnât look away. They softened, and the smallest hint of a smile touched his lips.
âNext time,â he said, voice warm with unspoken promise, âlet me protect you.â
RAFAYEL
The harsh winds of the remote village howled around you as Rafayelâs face loomed over you, more serious than youâd ever seen it. You hadnât intended for things to get this bad, but the ambush from the Wanderer had been swift and brutal, and youâd thrown yourself between its claws and Rafayel without a second thought. A mistake, maybeâthough you could hardly think of it as a mistake, even now, lying on the cold, unforgiving ground with blood soaking your side.
âDamn it, stop being so heavy,â Rafayel muttered, though his voice trembled, barely hiding the edge of panic. You glanced up, expecting his usual smirk, his smug teasing, something bratty, but his face was blankâfrustrated, pale, and determined in a way youâd never seen.
âS-sorry to inconvenience you,â you managed through the haze of pain, trying to keep it light. âBut I think I lost quite a bit of blood back there.â
Rafayelâs usual smug charm was gone. His carefree expression had twisted into something you couldnât placeâanger, worry, a flicker of panic as he knelt down beside you. He pressed his hands over the wound, and though it was uncharacteristic, there was no teasing, no insults, just an almost frightening intensity. âYou⊠Why did you do that?â he demanded, his voice low and jagged, as though the question alone might tear him apart. âDo you think Iâm some helpless damsel? You could have been killed.â
Your breath hitched, and you were grateful that it could just as easily be the pain causing it. Still, you shrugged, or tried to, but your body had other ideas, and you stumbled. Rafayel caught you, his arm firm around your waist as he steadied you. You managed a weak smirk, though the effort cost you. âGuess⊠I wanted to make myself useful as a bodyguard, for once,â you rasped, feeling the humor fall flat even as you said it.
âUseful?â His eyes, normally filled with a cocky gleam, were sharp with frustration. âThrowing yourself in harmâs way is your idea of useful?â He gave a dry, humorless laugh, his hands applying pressure that made you wince, though he didnât seem to notice. âYouâre dumber than I thought. The one time I actually need you to stay out of my way, and youââ He broke off, swallowing hard, his fingers trembling ever so slightly against you.
âDonât⊠act like you care now, Rafayel,â you murmured, half-teasing, though the words came out weaker than you meant.
His face twisted, and you saw a flash of something in his eyes that you hadnât expectedâhurt, genuine and raw, like youâd struck a nerve. âIdiot,â he whispered, and his tone was so low it was almost drowned out by the wind. âYou donât get it, do you?â
âGet⊠what?â You were slipping a little, your vision swimming, but you caught his gaze, and for the first time, you saw past his bratty facade to something deeper. He took a breath, his jaw set in determination, and then he did something you never expected: he carefully scooped you into his arms, his hold gentle yet fiercely protective.
âStay awake, all right? I canât have you passing out on me,â he ordered, though his voice had lost its usual bite. His words were soft, desperate, as he moved through the bleak landscape, carrying you with a carefulness that belied everything he usually projected. For a long moment, you stared at him, the pain numbing under the intensity in his gaze. This wasnât the bratty, arrogant god whoâd dragged you into mess after mess. This was someone elseâsomeone who, behind the charm and teasing, was scared. For you.
"Idiot," he muttered, his words a tangled mess of relief and frustration. âWhy would you do that?â He repeated.
And you almost laughed, wincing through the pain, because wasnât it obvious?
âBecause⊠I care,â you murmured, voice barely a whisper. It was the closest youâd come to admitting the truthâto saying what had long hovered between the two of you, unspoken, stubbornly denied.
"Just shut up for once,â he whispered, his voice strained, almost a plea. âYou donât⊠you donât know what itâs like.â His arms tightened around you, as if holding you close could somehow protect you from the damage already done. âYou⊠throwing yourself in front of me like thatâdo you have any idea how reckless that was? I didnât need you to⊠risk yourself.â
âCouldnât let the prince of the art world get scratched up⊠on my watch,â you said, trying to maintain your humor.
Rafayel glanced down, his usual piercing eyes softening, his expression raw. âIf youâd died, I wouldnâtâŠâ He paused, his gaze slipping away, the words seemingly caught in his throat. âI wouldnât know what to do with myself,â he finished, barely audible.
You managed to brush a finger along his wrist, grounding yourself, anchoring him to you. âYouâll⊠still have the sea. And everyone to charm.â
For once, he didnât laugh. Instead, he looked down at you, and his eyes were so intense, so filled with something youâd never seen before. âNone of that matters,â he murmured, his voice raw. He shifted, his hand grazing your cheek, lingering there for a moment too long. âStay awake,â he commanded, a note of urgency threading through his tone. âYou canât just pass out on me. Not like this.â
You blinked up at him, the sunlight filtering through the clouds casting a warm glow around his figure. âNot⊠gonna pass out,â you whispered, though it felt like a lie even to your own ears. You could see the worry etched across his handsome face, something raw and unfiltered. âYou need me for yourââ
âStop it!â he snapped, but there was no bite in his voice, only a desperate plea. âYou donât get to joke around right now. Not when youâre bleeding out.â
âRafayelâŠâ you began, but he cut you off, a flicker of his old bravado returning.
âSave your strength,â he snapped, though the edge was softened by concern. âIâll get you out of here, but you have to stay awake. Donât you dare fall asleep on me!â
âIâm not going anywhere,â you managed to murmur, your vision dimming as the waves of unconsciousness tugged at the edges of your mind. âNot without you.â
âGood,â he replied, and his voice was fierce and unyielding. âStay alive,â he murmured, his voice barely audible, eyes dark with something he couldnât bring himself to name. âFor me.â
ZAYNE
The world felt hazy around you, pain ebbing in and out of your awareness as Zayne held you steady, his hands pressing firmly yet gently against the wound on your side. Blood smeared across his fingertips, but he kept his touch steady, calculating, his focus a perfect picture of surgical precision.
âStay with me,â he murmured, his voice level, his eyes fixed on you with a fierce intensity. âI need you to keep talking. Tell me if youâre feeling dizzy or lightheaded, alright?â
You managed a faint smile, ignoring the way your own breaths came shallow and broken. âYouâre⊠really good at this,â you tried to joke, but Zayne only shook his head, lips pressing into a thin line. âYou should become a doctor...â
âDonât push yourself to talk. Youâve taken a nasty hit here.â His voice was calm, almost clinical, but you could see the strain in his jaw, the telltale flicker of worry in his eyes. His hands, however, were as steady as ever, working methodically as he inspected the wound, gauging the damage with the supplies he always seemed to have at hand.
âThink of it this way," he continued softly, his calm tone soothing despite the urgency of the situation. "The wound isnât too badâlucky hit. If we keep steady pressure on it, there shouldnât be significant blood loss. Youâll be fine. But you have to focus on breathing for me, alright?â
He was explaining everything, his voice filling the air like a familiar, grounding hum. His hands, wrapped around the fabric of his jacket pressed to your side, were warm, almost protective. You could feel the faint tremor in his fingertips, but he moved with absolute control, unwilling to show even a hint of panic. His gaze flicked up to yours for a moment, his expression softening despite the tension in his features.
âI warned you about being reckless,â he muttered, his tone more of a gentle chide than anything else. âBut itâs not the first time, is it?â The slight quirk of his lips, a half-hearted attempt at a smile, almost made you forget the pain. Almost.
âCouldnât let you get hurt,â you whispered, fighting to keep your voice steady.
âHold still,â he ordered softly, his voice low and steady as he worked to stop the bleeding. His fingers were meticulous, his hands steady, despite the fear you could feel radiating from him. He couldnât afford to let it show, so he did what he knew best: he relied on the calm, clinical precision that had carried him through countless surgeries. "The wound's not fatal, but youâre going to need stitches. Iâd say youâve torn through the muscle here by⊠at least an inch or two.â He let out a breath through gritted teeth, looking pointedly into your eyes. âI canât believe you tried to shield me from that Wanderer."
Despite his calm, you could see the fear in his eyesâthe same fear that betrayed itself in the tension of his jaw, in the way his hands lingered just a moment too long against your skin, as if he couldnât bear to let you go.
As he applied pressure to your wound, his tone softened, more to himself than to you. âYouâre lucky you didnât rupture an artery,â he said, hands deftly inspecting the injury with precise, practiced movements. âIf this were any worse⊠Iâd be looking at a very different situation right now.â His voice wavered on that last note, but his hands stayed steady, not allowing a single tremor to betray him.
âYouâre going to be fine, Iâm going to make sure of that.â He glanced down at you, his gaze holding an intensity that went beyond the practiced care of a surgeon. âYouâre not allowed to play the hero, you know?. And if youâre trying to impress me⊠then Iâd say youâre not required to be reckless for it.â
âZayneâŠâ you murmured, feeling the darkness pressing in at the edges of your vision.
âKeep those eyes open,â he whispered, his fingers gently brushing your cheek, grounding you in the warmth of his touch. âStay with me. Iâll⊠Iâll get you out of here. But I need you to focus.â His thumb gently stroked your temple, his touch tender yet steady as he leaned close, his forehead resting lightly against yours, just for a second, as if grounding himself, too.
You managed a faint smile. âDidnât know you were the boss of me, doc.â
The corner of his mouth twitched, but he didnât look up. âBelieve it or not, I have plenty of experience bossing you around.â He kept talking, his voice low and clinical, grounding you in the familiar, steady cadence
âYou always said I was a terrible listener.â Your voice softened as you felt his hand linger, his thumb grazing your skin in a gesture far more affectionate than necessary.
âThis isnât funny.â He met your gaze then, a look so intense it stole the breath from your lungs. âBreathe,â he instructed, his voice calm and steady, despite the chaos swirling around you.
You could see the fear lurking in his dark eyes, a stark contrast to his composed demeanor. But it didnât matter; his touch was methodical, reassuring, his fingers steady as they pressed against the injury.
âZayne⊠the othersââ
âForget them.â His voice was firm, though his eyes betrayed a flicker of panic as they darted around the shop, assessing the situation even as he tended to you. âI need you to focus on me. Youâre the priority right now.â
You could feel the warmth of his hand against your side, but it was not enough to push away the chill creeping into your bones. âButââ
âEnough.â He pressed down harder, and you gasped, but he didnât relent, his expression shifting to one of fierce determination. âYou canât help anyone if you bleed out here. So please, stay with me.â
The adrenaline coursing through your veins faltered, and all you could think about was how you had protected himâhow you had jumped in front of the danger without a second thought. The sight of him, typically unflappable, now uncharacteristically tense, pulled at your heart.
âIâm sorry,â you whispered, barely able to form the words.
He shook his head, an intensity burning in his gaze. âDonât. Youâre not allowed to apologize. Not when youâre the one lying here, bleeding out for me.â He brushed a damp strand of hair from your forehead, his touch lingering. âIâm not letting you leave me. You hear me? We still have so much left to do together.â
You could feel the world slipping away, darkness creeping into your vision, but his voice anchored you. âHey⊠Donât let go.â he murmured, using the nickname he reserved for the most intimate moments. âI wonât let anything happen to you, not again.â
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yesterday: OMGOMGOMGOM i cant wait to have gross nsfw blog finally where i can say ALLLLL the icky things
now: uhm.. arf?
#all thoughts have left my brain#no thoughts only woof#perhaps even meow#but i like being a puppy more than i like being a kitten#idk why#i think its bc im a cat irl so kittenplay would just be like. whatever normal LMAO#puppy is more fun because its actual pretend
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Giggling and kicking my feet in the google docs rn making new lore for my mk self insert bc the reboot basically says fuck canon which means, technically speaking at a scientific level, everything is canon including the fact Johnny is my bf <3
#I am not even gonna lie itâs so fucking self indulgent like. to a degree it would be considered Mary sue probably but thatâs okay#it is for me n my little eyes only and perhaps the moots if they get curious enough <3#liu kang watching me scruff Johnny in like a misbehaving kitten and wondering why he didnât think to do it sooner LMAO
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