#and yk why i know that?
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Being lead now after 4.5yrs of childcare experience + a supportive environment is great. It has given me so much confidence too and like...I really am a natural leader lmao...
I just need to get over my fear of being seen as bitchy or bossy. But when I'm the lead I. AM the boss. Of my room at least lol. But like I naturally love to problem solve and I SEE everything that needs to get done and it's up to me to make sure it happens. I LOOOVEEEEEEE being in this position, everything is like a puzzle and we have to slide the moving pieces together before we can get to the next thing. I say "co-teacher, you do this ans I'll do this ok. And if you do this with this I think that will be the best option for us." I get to be in charge of the teaching and learning and the atmosphere and once I start letting go of the fear of being judged I really start to bloom.
Like im going thru a hard time rn but u should have seen me at that party. Talking to people and being an idiot. Then at inservice I got up in front of everyone and was silly and loud. We went to the other location for a training and I just sat down wherever I didn't gameplan w my friends. And yes I ended up being surrounded by strangers who all knew each other but KAKSHFHGSKFGKHS it was fine!!
I'm getting much better at letting people judge me and being ok because I know my own worth and I know who I am. And letting them think whatever because it simply doesn't matter
#like i just need to choose this#time and time again. over and over and over#i have to choose to grow and move and keep at it#and it pisses me off how down i get in it because i really am just.#i am a leader and im so wise and smart and funny and intelligent and.???#and YET????#i get bogged down wishing for things that made me hurt myself and feel confused and depressed and justttt. fucked me up#like. babe.#it's gone now. and whoever you end up with is gonna make you feel 10x wiser and smarter and funnier#they're gonna love you so much that they will live for you. they'll take care of themself and they'll share a life with you fully#and yk why i know that?#because you wont settle for less! and i trust myself w that!#i was with her for 2yrs! i wanted her to be that person! i wanted to stay! i didnt want to go and i didnt feel ready.#but i knew if i didnt go i never would. because that reality wasnt the life i wanted.#and i know that i'll claw my way thru this world until i find what i want#whether that's myself or someone else yk#i have these amazing qualities and it's just gonna take a lot of unlearning and working thru issues to get them to come out#unlearning shame and processing trauma and the ideas that it instilled in me#the things i learned growing up fat and 'weird' yk#conflating love with boundary crossing etc#but then i do it and look at me. im a LEADER? OH MY GOD I AM#i see what needs to get done and if i just stop caring what people think i can get it done
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i'm making myself laugh thinking about this but I wholeheartedly believe madame morrible absolutely HATES the thought of glinda and elphaba being together like the mere mention of gelphie would probably send her into immediate cardiac arrest and it's not even because she's homophobic or anything I just fully believe she dislikes glinda so so much she's just like this is absolutely NOT happening in my house.
glinda and elphaba are having their gay ass moment and she's like "I sense a disturbance in the force; the wind is telling me those fucking lesbians are at it again."
like IK this woman hates to see glinda's fruity ass coming for several reasons but first and foremost I believe it's because she's so fucking ANNOYED by how much elphaba loves and cares for her, like this pink bitch is throwing a wrench in her plans just by EXISTING and being herself.
and she can't even really do anything to glinda because it'll make elphaba upset and she really can't have that so she just has to sit there and be like
#wicked#wicked 2024#shitpost#my hand slipped oh no#madame morrible#glinda upland#elphaba thropp#gelphie#imagine being her for a second yk#like that scene just before the ballroom scene where elphaba comes to her#asks her to include glinda in their classes#and threatens to QUIT if she doesn't do it right that instant#and you're there like girl wtf???#i thought we hated her why are you up in her ass rn???#do you think she saw whatever sort of horrible homoerotic tension they had going on during loathing#and she was like yk what this is fine i can deal with this im sure this won't lead to anything#and cue elphaba banging on her door at 2am#i would've taken a bottle of aspirin and gone to bed like BYE#can't deal with these damn lesbians again#i just KNOW she was cursing glinda out#also again madame morrible's plan hinged on elphaba being so starved for love and approval she'd do whatever she and the wizard wanted#BUT WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN SHE GETS LOVE AND VALIDATION FROM SOMEWHERE ELSE#LIKE THIS WAS NOT ACCORDING TO PLAN#WHERE DID THE PINK LESBIAN COME FROM???
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Obi and his padawans :3
I wanted to redraw this but I thought it would be more fun if I did a continuation instead :))))
My original file was apparently too big X)
#star wars#the clone wars#sw#tcw#obi wan kenobi#ahsoka tano#anakin skywalker#I know I could have done the sleepy nodding off motion better but at some point you get too tired yk#especially when working with animation on procreate lmao#also I could improve the steam effect… but like I said#lazyyy#also wtf why does the gif format kill the colours??#anakin just out here nodding at the voices in his head#mozza draws
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who is your favorite AA character? 👁️👁️
ziska… I hope capcom brings her back someday
#shes cool as fuck to me bc when I first played jfa I found her really frustrating to deal with#not just as Phoenix but I mean like on a personal level she is challenging because she’s so thorough#and yet I also find it fascinating that she breaks the character she’s built for herself once in a while#i 100% believe that I don’t think she would have caught on to what Phoenix was trying to do while stalling for time with engardes trial#so it’s probably a good thing edgeworth subbed in but she literally busts her ass to bring evidence to court#almost right after having a bullet extracted from her WHICH SHE ALSO PRESENTS AS EVIDENCE. thats metal as fuck ok#especially since she would technically have nothing to do with the case after edgeworth fills in and she still decided to do that anyway#maybe it was blind faith to use that evidence to win since she wasn’t there for most of the trial but still#and even if canon doesn’t give it to me I still firmly believe there’s be at least some chemistry between her and Maya#like especially if you hold it next to wrightworth that works bc there’s already a history there and majority of Phoenix and miles trying#to relearn their relationship is Phoenix coaxing out that side of Miles that he remembers from fourth grade#but with Franmaya it’s something new and they’re basically strangers to each other and one of them almost got the other convicted#and I still think that’s fascinating and it’s a damn shame thay half of the fics I find for them on ao3 is background in wrightworth fic#i did find a good one that touched on Franziska trying to win pearls approval because Pearl does hold a grudge against her#and seeing that trying to live up to perfecting even her personal relationships without getting to know Pearl to even know#why it wasn’t working feels believable when I think abt her as a character yk#myart#my art#doodles#aa#ace attorney#franziska von karma
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after joking around with @revenyance we had the idea of the gnarpians in regretevator being able to converse by illuminating their whiskers in different patterns for when they’re out of earshot or in he prescence of ‘lesser’ species and I couldn’t help myself from making it with some basic examples

#I want to tag yeuc-c in this but. im nervous#im not insane enough to do every possible construct and combination feel free to do that yourself if you want tho#regretevator#roblox regretevator#regretevator gnarpy#gnarpy regretevator#the joke in question was abt sebastian being like ‘awww the space cat likes when I flick the lamp on and off’#whereas to gnarpy it’s like ‘I don’t know why thiz guy wantz to zet Poland on fire but yk what I’ve got nothing better to do thiz afternoon
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game.
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd dazai#bsd art#bungo stray dogs dazai#bungou stray dogs dazai#pm dazai#bsd fanart#my art#artists on tumblr#I should ban myself from drawing pm dazai I draw him more than Ada dazai i dont even know why#i dont know what is going i dont#yk I am tired when my captions dont make sense. I dont know what to caption anything anymore
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I desperately need more mentor uncle figures and mentor brother figures in DPxDC to fill the interesting relationship dynamic gap that father figures stories can't always fill are u picking up what I'm putting down. Hell, just a regular friendship relationship with absolutely 0 familial dynamic.
#the amount of fun relationships that could happen but dont bc everyone wants their boss to be their father figure is fine but saddens me#i plan to write a bunch more non father figure prompts in the near future but MAN OH MAN do yall KNOW#so to the 15 replies of “make the change you wanna see in the world” people: Im doing that alrighty yall im doing my bestttt#just how fun a brother like tim drake mentorship or a auntlike wonder woman relationship with Jazz to be????#the possibilities are endless!!!!#or just make them friends??? idk why there’s genuinely so little friendship fics with Bruce and Danny#bones speaks#dpxdc#dp x dc#danny phantom#I forgot to add this but additionally no romantic relationship ones! none of these are bad but it could be fun to flex other#writing muscles yk? try some fun platonic relationship dynamics out
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hi I'm alive here my new hyperfixation (help)
#ace attorney#my art#franziska von karma#its based on some tiktok but i can't say who is author bc cant find them anymore :(#anyway there was “1920s” instead of “perfect” this is why girl think originally shes ghost#yk girl in question is pearl my baby#and her sister (maya) def know who franzie are#shes gay#lesbian#we support franmaya#fanart#ace attorney fanart
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So anyways the reason I talked abt Ronin is because I binge watched Possession again and I realized. I have never drawn this bastard man. So here’s that (ignore that I didn’t add his hat it was annoying me)

+ me remembering that the Dobson brothers are all VAs that act in Ninjago as completely different characters and how much funnier certain dialogue gets with that context.
#ninjago#lego ninjago#ninjago possession#ninjago fanart#ninjago ronin#ronin ninjago#nya ninjago#ninjago nya#nya smith#wu ninjago#ninjago wu#master wu#like fr rewatch ninjago but keep in mind that wu ronin and pythor’s VAs are siblings irl#paul (wu’s va) is the oldest and i’m pretty sure he gets called old by pythor too plenty of times#ah. siblings.#(i know that it’s for the actual characters but i like to imagine them just calling him old#and the directors deciding ‘’yk what why not keep that in’’)#also idk if this needs to be said but don’t tag as ship? idk i feel like there’s some weirdos out there#who see nya and ronin as a possible item and just. stop. get out of my blog. thanks.#cablart
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HELLO HANTENGU NATION (5 people)
I'VE MADE AN [unofficial] HEIGHT CHART FOR MYSELF
Hantengu: 5"5 (166cm) Sekido: 5"9 (175cm) Karaku: 5"9 (175cm) Urogi: 5"9 (175cm) Aizetsu: 5"9 (174cm) Zohakuten: 5"3 (160cm) Urami: 8"5 (257cm)
[little aftermath under the cut]
they're so annoying. peace is nonexistent... they're the best ever.
#null rot#cw blood#demon slayer amount of blood??#hantengu#hantengu clones#sekido#karaku#urogi#aizetsu#zohakuten#urami#demon slayer#kny#kimetsu no yaiba#FUCK WHY ARE THERE SO MANY OF THEM#DO YOU SEE MY VISION?? THEY'RE SO ANNOYING IN MY MIND BUT ARE SO HOT GUY CODED.........#LIKE SHUT THE FUCK UP PRETTY BOY#EVEN THE OLD ONE. i KNOW HE'S MAKING THE ELDERLY AND GILF HUNTERS ACT UP#OH MY GOD I NEED TO KEEP DRAWING THEY'RE LIKE SO FAMILY TO ME#BRO DO YOU KNOW HOW FAST EVERYTHING IS GOING TO GET FUCKED OVER IF YOU ADD YOURSELF TO THE PICTURE??????#OH MY GOD JUST. JUST GIVE ME A FEW DAYS OF MY FUCK#also ignore how i posted on my 'cleaner' blog. that was a fuck up. ill be posting everything here#ANYWAY MY REASONING FOR MAKING AIZETSU SHORTER BUT A CENTIMETER IS CAUSE I BELIEVE HES THE HANTENGU THAT WAS STILL GROWING + ZO#ALSO APPARENTLY YOU LOSE AN INCH EVERY DECADE AFTER FOURTY??? SO HANTENGU IS TINY.... AND HUNCHED IN MY MIND#AND URAMI IS GARGANTUAN DID YOU EVEN SEE HIM NEXT TO TANJIRO BRO? HANTENGU IS TALLER THAN THAT KID BY AN INCH IM P SURE HES IM THE 8FT RANG#the three caballeros are his at prime time height cause they look like theyd be in their prime yk??#i used a converter for the cm so if something is fucked. no its not. trust me bro
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it's been exactly a year since the last chapter of Operation Walburga's Arbitrary No Kissing Ever Rule and I still miss it. This scene is probably one of my favourite things I've ever written and I've wanted to draw it for forever, so now seemed like an appropriate time
#jegulus#jegulus fanart#marauders fanart#regulus black#james potter#james x regulus#marauders#regulus black fanart#james potter fanart#starchaser#sunseeker#regulus x james#marauders era#jegulus fanfiction#fic: operation wanker#hp#mine#my art#ngl this drawing specifically made me realise why i prefer writing over drawing#i think too much in concepts to be able to capture a scene in a way that i want#you cant draw the same thing from several perspectives at once if you dont wanna go for cubism#(tho honestly cubism fanart sounds like a concept i could get behind mmmmm)#anyway i stayed up far too fucking long to finish this in time for today (and by too long i mean until 8am too long)#because originally i had planned to start posting ritardando as my anniversary celebration. yk more fake dating and all that...#but alas i scrapped the whole thing so drawing happened instead#not 100% satisified with how this turned out cause i dont know how perspectives work. or people. or backgrounds outside. you get the idea#i really very much like the second one tho i think its very pretty
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I was rummaging through my rottmnt art folder and found this little unfinished disaster twins comic... can't remember the context, but I thought the platonic comfort was sweet <3
#sfw g/t#sfw giant/tiny#rottmnt g/t#rottmnt giant/tiny#platonic g/t#g/t tmnt#one of my many unfinished rottmnt comics though I probably won't post the others#yk smth I find interesting is that it seems like there's this expectation that what an artist posts online is all they've drawn#personally I only post like 10%-50% of what I draw#I wonder why there's an assumption that artists always post everything they make#I'm interested to know if other artists post most of what they draw or if they only post some things#neither decision is better or worse than the other ofc#There are as many good reasons to keep some art off the Internet as there are to show it all#plaidartist draws
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Inspired by ch 2 of the blurr story line written by @keferon . (you might want to turn up the brightness on whatever you’re viewing this with)
#tf mecha universe#mech pilot jazz au#i got lazy#at the end so it looks ehh yk#i hate lineart#the mind games these two are playing are insane#Ik shock wave is missing a hand#but shhh#i forgot when I thought of this#I couldn’t find an official design for shockwave#so that’s why he looks ugly#and I didn’t have a reference for blurt so I just drew what I could remember#if you know blurr you know what this is referencing#that wasn’t even intentional#I genuinely forgot that scene#transformers#tf blurr#maccadam#tf shockwave#macaddam
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You know McCoy's mysterious ex-spouse is never mentioned in the show & then in the books different authors have a go at making up their own version of his ex-wife,
& since they're still releasing them books, maybe there's a chance yet we'll get a McCoy with an ex-husband
#I mean why not yk. variety#snw has an opportunity to do the funniest thing#(I know nobody's gonna do it I'm just being silly don't take yhis too seriously)#st tos#star trek tos#star trek#leonard mccoy
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please don't look at me this is the first time I've been self indulgent about Sonic since I was a kid this is making me flustered hrhghhh Amy Rose nothing could ever make me hate you
#stoppp#i don't know why i'm so embarrassed over this#this is like the most normal thing ever#i just haven't been. i dunno. i haven't been in the fandom this seriously in like forever 😭#and last time i was in the fandom was. hm.#all my interactions with sonic fans up until the new sonic 3 movie have been less than ideal#so that's probably why this is flustering me so much. cause like now i've got the ability to be self indulgent#without being judged by my friends anyway#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sth Shadow#Shadow the Hedgehog#sth Amy#Amy Rose#Shadamy#Sonamy#it's not really s//onadow. not that i hate that ship it's just not my cup of tea yk#they're more of friends who will never admit that they're friends because ewww that's so embarrassing omggg#except for when sonic does so only in front of shadow because he knows it pisses him off. but he'd never ACTUALLY admit it. like wholeheart#ANYWAY ENOUGH RAMBLING IN THE TAGS#art#digital art#mini comic#jay draws#fanart#ship art#don't utter a word about proportions. like i said I HAVEN'T BEEN IN THIS FANDOM SINCE I WAS A KID. OKAY.
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he said, “i’m not the man that you think i am.”
“that’s alright,” you replied, voice measured despite its quiet rumble. “let me love you, anyway.”
he noticed the way your fingers twitched by your sides—an aborted need to pull him close—and he wondered: where do you find the fortitude to be gentle with him?
did you know how he felt at that moment? did you know what he felt when he cut himself open and was honest with the ugliness that muddles his heart, expecting your rejection, only to be met with your kindness as vast as the seas? did you know what you have done?
you fed a starving dog.
you stuffed him with tenderness until his fangs have dulled. you showed him a collar and asked if it was okay to leash him.
of course. claim me. please. i’m yours.
he stepped up into your space. “i won’t let you go.”
you said, “please. all that i am is yours.”
(you were just as starving.)
#‘‘i’m not a violent dog; i dont know why i bite’’ THIS IS YOUR FAULT#take mitski away from me because i will not survive and i will make sure to pull you all into my descent#suns#yk who fits this? tf141#task force 141 x reader#simon ghost riley x reader
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