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WELCOME!!!!!
I’m V. 30+. She/Her. Minors DNI, must be 25+ to interact. Low activity.
private & selective indie rp blog for Alex Claremont Diaz from Red White and Royal Blue. Book and headcanon based.
On app mode because my laptop died. I can basically do all but cut posts, that’s all I will ask you to do.
affiliated with: hstoryhuh / soulwaned / ssolessurvivor / forrkeeps / loveindomitable
blog roll: @inkedmuses / @buckdont
MEMES / RULES UNDER THE CUT
PS: if you actually read them before following you’ll see I have a DNI rule for muses from a show at the end (as well as kid muses DNI) and the reason why. thank you.
I have read the book and my main verse is set to book canon special edition with Henry’s pov chapter. My Alex isn’t FSOTUS anymore since Ellen’s terms have ended. Alex is 26 and finishing up his law degree. If you want the movie verse you can let me know and we shall use it.
No godmodding. A little “he moved” / “he did” is fine but please DO NOT control my muse’s life / decisions / actions.
As mentioned in my pinned post, I don’t have a computer. I do all my shit on either app mode or my iPad. The only thing I can’t do is cut posts so if you could cut them for me on the reblogs that would be greatly appreciated.
I also speak spanish and my alex will use it from time to time but I will send you the translation so you don’t have to go and look it up. I really don’t mind doing it and translators sometimes don’t give you an accurate translations.
Shipping is open to anyone but must be built upon first. Alex is canonly bisexual. Any AU / ship that doesn’t involve Henry will have Henry as his ex-boyfriend. I will not erase Henry’s existence in any AU since he’s an important part of Alex’s life and his bisexual awakening.
Fade to black is preferred when it comes to sm.ut. As much as I enjoy reading a good fic or book, writing it just doesn’t work for me.
Multimuse and oc friendly. Shipping with such applies like the rest. Must be built upon ect. Gimme all the crossovers let’s go.
Replies & activity are slow because I work a full time job during M-F and I’m always tired when the shift is over.
I don’t write / interact / follow kid muses blogs. Nothing against the kid muse, I just don’t like kids per se and it’s not easy to write with them for me. Your muse must be of age for me to interact with them.
Triggers will be tagged as - insert name here - tw. Please please please tag any posts with imagines of sharks or zombies. Those are my two biggest triggers / phobias. If you need anything to be tagged or tagged in a specific way please let me know and I will do it.
Memes are always welcome but please reblog from the source and not from me. Send memes !! Best way for me to break the ice with someone ooc is to send a meme. Don’t be afraid to do the same.
If you’re going to unfollow me, please hardblock me. It’s awkward enough when I reply to an ask or meme after some time has passed and then I realized I was unfollowed but I’m still following.
I will no longer be writing with Euphoria muses. I’ve had nothing but bad experiences with the ones I’ve written before and it’s already tainted enough for me to not even bother anymore with any muse from that fandom. The fc’s don’t matter to me because the actors all have other roles. It’s the characters I don’t want to write with anymore. If you’re a multimuse blog and you have some muses from there, I will not interact with them, any other muse yes but not Euphoria muses.
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seungmins voice! seungmins voice! seungmins voice!
#ME EVERYDAYYYYYYYYYYYYY#EVERYYY NIGHTTTTTTTTT#EVERY MINUTEEEE#EVERY SECONDDD#EVERYYY SONGGG HE SINGSSS#EVERY TIME HE OPENS HIS MOUTHHHHH#Seungmin’s voice = My happy place#and yes i edited this meme just for this v specific reblog#and actually i’ll use 5ever so its useful i guess#stray kids#my 💛#soft hours#mysunbeam🌸☀️#kim seungmin#brewgie snorts#relatable kids fighting!!! ✊
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Fic writer/reader ask
(particularly for ao3, as I don't think all other sites have the same stats page)
WRITER QUESTIONS
I tried not to add any jealousy or anxiety inducing ones about kudos and those kinds of stats, and keep this fun for everyone with interesting questions!
1. Top 3 fandoms written for (dash - fandoms)
2. Fandom you have most WIPs for
3. Do you have any abandoned works?
4. Are your comment threads (stats-totals) more or less than half of your inbox total?
5. Do you have more works or more bookmarks?
6. Without checking - which tags do you think you've used most?
7. Top 3 tags (works - filters - additional tags)
8. Ever written something inspired by other fanworks?
9. Ever done a collab with another writer or artist?
10. Most used rating (works - filters - ratings)
11. Ever used the 'inspired by' ao3 function?
12. One-shots or multichapters?
13. Most productive year (stats - years -wordcount)?
14. Ever written smut?
15. Do you reply to all comments?
16. Ever had someone make fanart, edits, podfic to your fic?
17. Do you accept (constructive) criticism in the comments?
18. Favorite kinds of comments?
19. Ever had someone write something inspired by your fic?
20. Are any of your stories translated into another language?
21. Do you write in your first or a second language?
22. First fandom you've written for?
23. Any tumblr tags to check if someone wants to find more about your writing?
24. Ever written a translation of your own or someone else's fic?
26. Last sentence you've written
27. Favorite quote from one of your fics
28. Still remember a favorite comment?
29. Ever made a collection and/or series?
30. Do you like writing for prompts, challenges etc?
31. Beta or no beta? What do you ask betas to look for?
32. Written any drabbles (100 word fics) or other exact wordcount challenges?
33. Most used warning, if any? (works - filters - warnings)
34. Ever check your Statistics, if yes what did you look for?
35. What fic or series of yours has the most/longest tags?
36. Standard author's note?
37. Standard end note?
38. Do you cross-post your works on several sites? Where?
39. Do you promote your works other than just posting them? How/why/why not?
40. Favorite story you've written? (in general or for a specific fandom)
READER QUESTIONS
A) Ever tried to leave kudos twice?
B) Ever managed! (through an old glitch) to leave kudos more than once?
C) Favorite writers? Feel free to @ if they're on tumblr & you want to make them smile!
D) Ever read on sites other than ao3?
E) Favorite fandom to read fic for
F) Favorite trope(s)
G) Pwp or gen fic?
H) Joined any author's mailing lists?
I) Ever read fic for a fandom without knowing the canon?
J) Shippy fics or character studies?
K) Do you listen to podfic?
L) What's your standard comment?
M) Do you have comfort fics you can re-read again and again?
N) Best fic you've read this week
O) A tag you always click 'exclude' on
P) Do you use author's bookmarks to find more fic you might like?
Q) Latest fic in your search history?
R) Bookmark, subscribe, mark for later or open tabs?
S) Are custom layouts and skins nice or annoying?
T) Sort by date posted, kudos, something else?
U) Check out author's pages or go back to tag search after reading a good fic?
V) ever use the bookmark search instead of the work search?
W) Oldest fic in your search history? (history - scroll down to bottom - click last page)
X) Ever made a fic-rec list?
Y) Any peeves that immediately make you click back out of a fic?
Z) Long fics or short fics? / Favorite fic length?
#) Ever had someone gift a fic to you?
§) A fandom or ship you wish had more fic for you to read
%) A feature you wish ao3 had
Because apparently this needs to be spelled out: as by the title, this is an ask meme! Send asks, not replies, not reblog additions tagging people! Asks!
#long post#ask meme#fic ask#fanfic ask#fic writer ask#ao3#ao3 ask#fic reader ask#fanfic#fanfiction#ship ask#questions#ask post#x#not lverse
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I posted 37 times in 2022
24 posts created (65%)
13 posts reblogged (35%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@risingroseart
@southfarthing
@abyssanyon
@rainbowchibbit
@risingroseakira
I tagged 29 of my posts in 2022
Only 22% of my posts had no tags
#my art - 14 posts
#doodle - 12 posts
#digital art - 11 posts
#fanart - 10 posts
#risingroseart - 9 posts
#mcyt - 9 posts
#sketch - 8 posts
#critical role - 7 posts
#cr fanart - 6 posts
#critical role fanart - 6 posts
Longest Tag: 108 characters
#i know its a common choice bc tangos colors are warm so colder colorscheme is obv a good opposite to use but
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
You know when you have these jokes and shitposts that only you and one other person on the planet really understand?
Well I thought I would share this anyway! even though only @galaxy-minecart has the full context to this jfhgkfhg
So here's the first one. Some more Wither-Watcher Deity!Grian stuff (you can find a proper drawing of him here, since I gave up drawing him properly after my 5th redraw on this fucking meme shitpost) but he's been thrown into empires smp.
More context under the cut
[do not repost, edit, use or claim as your own] [Reblogs help the artist]
So its basically from a deity grian crossover with empires (i made this before he canonically visited the server LOL) coupled with the imo absolutely hysterical concept of Joel just refusing to believe in deities and demons and the like. I mean when Xornoth showed up, mans deadass went ''i do not see. i am looking away. Xornoth? never heard of them.'', so its probably the same with gods.
Anyway so deity!grian shows up on the server and bumps into joel and makes him his 'listener' (which does NOT mean the same thing as it does in canon watcher lore in the absolute slightest. listeners in my lore are basically followers of the watchers, and as far as i know canon listeners are against the watchers so kgkfhghg v different) but joel the small king refuses to believe (or at least admit to believe) that grian is a god so he acts like they're just ''allies''. nevermind the dread of feeling the very gaze of the universe itself befalling Joel whenever he does something Grian dislikes, no supernatural powers to be seen here, no gods in this town,,,
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Hello!! I’m alive and well.
I haven’t had much to post as most of my art has been unfinished and/or private worldbuilding stuff or figuring out people’s designs. However I have fallen into a deep critical role hyperfixation on campaign 3, Ashton’s design and Campaign 1 Percival (etc etc) de Rolo and his whitestone arc, so I’ve been doing a few doodles of some designs here and there - specifically for c3 since I’m still new to c1. This is the first proper colored one however, so yay! It’s Ashton in pretty much the same outfit Taliesin wore during Ashton’s introduction bc I haven’t been able to get that visual out of my head :] I love their laugh, whenever I hear it is when I can best visualize them in my head, it’s so distinctly their sound. Might be my now pfp, maybe! love them a lot. Also hi critters! I’m new in this corner of the internet! any fellow newbies out there? :>
[Reblogs help the artist! Comments and tags are very much appreciated as well!]
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#3
hi im rusty and not supposed to draw bc it has been a month and my hand has continuously hurt the whole time (which is also why there hasnt been any posts in a bit) but I had to do at least ONE doodle during the restream. I hope to make a "there's strength, but there's pain; There's pain, but there's strength." painting once im able but that might be a while
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#2
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hi fcg’s eyes are a struggle and im still working on his design but uhhh decided to draw my beloved he/they player character duo. also yes im aware ashton’s outfit looks different in their character art but i felt like playing around with it some more :v he’s so much fun to draw.
Reblogs help the artist! Tags and comments also keep me motivated
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My #1 post of 2022
Team Rancher has my whole entire heart
Hi, hello, I'm alive and I'm Totally Normal about these two.
Wanted to post this before I get so swept up in Empires Season 2 that I forget to put this here- I saw the scene where Tango was raging and Jimmy did his best to calm him down and stop him from doing something stupid and he said that quote and this. came to me in a vision, i immediately grabbed my tablet lol. Team Rancher brainrot is real, i love that these two got put together as soulmates. cant wait for next season when theyll probably burn down desert duo's incredibly flammable base [Reblogs and Comments help the artist and are very much appreciated!]
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Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →
#tumblr2022#year in review#my 2022 tumblr year in review#your tumblr year in review#team rancher#c3e35#cr spoilers#cr#critical role spoilers#critical role#< gotta make sure to keep the spoilers from that one post tagged
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—𝗖𝗢𝗔 𝗙𝗔𝗤;
Hello, everyone! So with COA being such a long-running series and new readers finding it constantly, I have come to realise that a lot of questions I get often repeat. So to keep everything easy and clear and friendly for everyone regardless of whether you started COA at the very beginning of the story or just recently found it, I have spent the day relaxing, eating junk food, and compiling this FAQ. Please read through it because chances are the answers are here somewhere. I have sectioned the guide into following: general, story, ships, original squad (OCs), AUS, OC!V and tips/advice. If the answer to your question is not here, please feel free to send me a message and have a wonderful day! <33 - kat.
GENERAL:
when does this story update?
I try to keep a bi-weekly schedule (now usually Sunday updates). But I always let you know when the chapter is done by making a final word count post (pre edits).
do you have a masterlist?
yes, you can find it here.
do you have a tag list?
not for COA. they’re very time consuming and I’m already really busy sorry :(
are your requests open?
I rarely open my inbox for requests. the only exception being the monthly blurb nights. then I reblog a prompt list and let people send some requests in for any fandom/ship. however, usually due to how many I get, it only happens every few months. that being said, you can still send me ideas/suggestions and if it inspires me, I will write it. that’s how the majority of the AUs have come about. but i’m also a very busy person so sorry if I can’t.
can I make X or Y for COA and tag you?
yes. yes. yes. please, please, feel free to create whatever for COA (no matter how small or silly) because I consider it a great honour that I’ve been able to inspire someone else. whatever it is, please tag me. I wanna see.
okay, I made a thing and tagged you but you didn’t respond :(
Tumblr is notorious for eating my notifs. whatever it is (art/post/etc) if I don’t respond to it in a day or two, please give me a nudge. you’re not being annoying, I promise. chances are I missed it/tumblr ate it.
I wanna scream/discuss/theorise about COA with others, is there any way for me to do that?
my amazing readers have set up this reddit page that is full of lovely people, theories, and memes etc. I check it often and interact on there, too, so feel free to drop by.
STORY:
how many chapters will COA be?
25. the last one being a very long epilogue.
have you decided on the ending yet?
yes. from as early as part 2. it's barely changed since.
will we ever see more of Prague/Naples? hoe, please say yes.
yes. I plan to write both as COA bonus stories after the main story-line concludes.
will there be a sequel?
depends. on two things: 1) if anyone will even care by that point 2) time. this story has consumed 5 months of my life entirely. i’ve been incredibly strict with myself when it comes to writing it (in a good way) but at best it won’t be finished till the end of august/beginning of september. so likely even if I do, there will be a break for a few months at least. I do have ideas though.
you promised us smut. where is it?
patience is a virtue. ;)
happy ending or tragedy? (please don’t say tragedy, you monster)
I would describe it more as “bittersweet” but whether it leans more towards bitter or sweet you’ll have to see.
SHIPS:
any endgame hints?
you know more about the ending than you probably realise
can v/s finally go to Paris? for the love of GOD? pLEASE?
no
hector + v? powerful. will there be more of them in the future?
agreed & yes. hector and v have their own arc to go on. it’s actually one of my favourites in this story. I don’t want to say more than that right now because I have plans for their dynamic so no spoilers. :)
please stop bullying john. give us some j/v content please?
i, for one, adore john. it’s team S that’s bullying him lol. but wait till parabellum. i’ve always referred to that portion of the story as the second coming of j/v.
does lucien actually have a thing for v or is it a creepy obsession?
it’s both.
I ship v with everyone :/ is that bad?
the sky is the limit. ship all the things proudly (but seriously, no, it isn’t. I ship all the ships, too, and that’s the fun of it)
v/elder tho? 👀
🔫🤡
j/v or s/v? be honest.
you fool,,,, you buffoon. ot3 j/v/s is where it’s really at. imagine their POWER.
ORIGINAL SQUAD:
what do the Elites/Lovers look like/how old are they?
please refer to this
will there be more step??
of course. he’s my baby. :)
will we see more of camorra/learn more about the elite’s and their backstories?
while I would love to take the time and flesh them all out with full backstories, only hector will be getting his backstory explored in the main canon because plot.
does lucien care for mika anymore or has he replaced her with v?
lucien is a messy hoe. mika is his subject of “affection” but v is his foil and equal. he recognises the same hurt in her that he has gone through himself so it’s more of a fixation. with time, lucien would likely destroy v so no bueno.
I ship our OCs.
I do, too.
can we write about your OCs/V?
so you would have to come to me and discuss this more in private but I’m fine with this sort of thing usually. in fact, a prequel hector story already exists so you’re likely good but please contact me first.
AUs:
when/how often do you update the vampire!au?
whenever I have time/inspo. mainly time. so this means you can get it daily or not get it for several weeks because COA is priority. I keep you all updated on when I have something cooking tho.
what is the actual pairing for vamp!au?
undecided as of yet. i’m leaning more towards ot3 right now but we shall see.
how often do you update flowing in me?
same as the above. whenever I have the time but I will keep you updated.
how many parts will flowing in me be?
I have 5 parts(ish) planned.
do you have a tag list for flowing in me?
I will. please leave a comment on the story if you want to be tagged in future parts!
will flowing in me feature other characters (john, winston etc.)?
this story is mainly camorra-centric but I do plan for John to appear at some point.
how did you come up with your lore in vamp!au?
to be completely honest....I just wrote a bunch of stuff down and used what stuck. mostly the ideas were pulled out of thin air while still trying to keep within the spirit of the canon material (the high priest, the holy church, the twelve priests, john being the boogeyman etc). camorra as the natural enemy seemed fitting and santino as a vampire prince even more so.
can we send you new au ideas/expand on old ones (manager!V etc)?
yes, always. I always try my hardest to reply but ofc I can’t promise I’ll be able to use them all but thank you in advance.
OC!V:
who is the face claim for OC!V?
weronika spyrka
what is her real name?
clara
how old is she at the beginning of the story and now?
23 beginning of chapter 1, 30 beginning of chapter 4 (current timeline)
will/would you ever write an original story about her?
I have considered creating something original out of COA itself or one of its sister series/concepts (like FIM). since I really started working on COA during last year’s NaNo, that might be the time I create something original this year.
TIPS & ADVICE:
how do you write so much, so quickly?
I don’t think that word count is really reflective of the quality work itself. I don’t think you should worry how much you write, either. 100 words can be just as valuable as 1k. most of them time I have a deadline breathing down my neck and I do work well under pressure so that inspires me to force the chapters out. I also do very long days because despite what it might look like I’m not a fast writer.
how can I improve my writing?
read and practice. I know it’s dumb and overused advice but it’s how I learned english and found my style (still a mess and WIP) but still this advice does help.
how do you keep motivated?
spite, your support, genuine adoration for these characters/word, a lot of spite.
do you plan? outline?
I have a vague story outline with specific scenes in mind as I go along (helps to set up foreshadowing, twists, and those ‘full circle’ moments). I also plan each chapter scene by scene and know what each chapter is meant to accomplish. So yeah in a sense.
#i will add more in the future if it comes to mind#with this future parts coming up i imagine more questions will repeat lol#faq post#fic: children of ares
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POSITIVE 20 QUESTIONS TAG GAME
ily @hopeisthewholepoint i was doing this a while ago and then the draft didn’t save so this is about 30 years late by now whopps. ily thanks for tagging me tho. ❤
1. Name 4 fictional characters who showcase your personality the best, with explanations if you want.
My girl Edrisa Tanaka from Prodigal Son bc we’re both socially awkward but at least she’s unapologetic about it. I want to say I have Sam Wilson’s humor and I too do what everyone else does just slower. Raymond Holt because I love fluffy bois and I’m down to fight anyone who says anything bad about my pets. Ben Wyatt because we’re both human disasters and I like making dumb stuff when I’m bored.
2. Aesthetic
Playing pool terribly with friends, peanut butter and banana sandwiches, colorful rain jackets. Balloons, music playing from car radios, collecting movie ticket stubs. Painted nails, open windows, and fish stamps on postcards. The smell of fresh basil.
3. Favorite musical/play? (If you’ve never seen a musical or play, one you’d be interested in seeing?)
Come from Away. Hands down. Though I will say I saw recordings of the National Theater’s Frankensteins recently and both are very good but the Miller-as-the-creature version is especially good.
4. What is the best compliment you’ve ever received?
Okay this is a bit of an unfair question bc I die at any and all compliments. But one that I thought of today /a couple days ago/ a long time ago when i started writing this that made me happy again was when someone I'm in a club with let me borrow his camera to take pictures during a performance. I hadn't taken pictures in a while and I had so much fun and I don't really contribute to the club so I finally felt like I had purpose. It was hard to see how they came out on the camera but the next time I saw him he said they came out really well and someone else said that he's normally picky when it comes to photos but he liked mine so that made me feel even better and it was overall a very nice time. It wasn't even really the compliment (I mean, it still was but) it was also just the gesture to offer a camera when he heard I liked taking pictures. I didn't have my camera with me until after this and it really made me remember how much I liked it. Anyways he graduated and hasn't been in the club since last semester so I never see him but it made me v happy.
5. How many times have you been in love?
Miss me with that romantic love but I fall in love with friends and people and every little thing everyday.
6. Embarrassing story or fact about yourself that makes you laugh now?
Bold of you to assume I've recovered from anything embarrassing ever.
This is a bit of a cheat bc it was always funny but my middle school PE uniforms had words and definitions on the back of the shirts (no i don’t know why) and mine said “final: adj. last in place” or something like that and you know what? it was RIGHT.
7. Favorite Disney/Pixar movie?
Probably Up. Idk I don’t really have one.
8. Favorite flower or plant?
Probably triostar plants because they’re cute and pink.
9. What’s your favorite holiday?
Halloween 🎃! I love the idea that kids are going bonkers and getting candy and having a good time. And I love that it gives not-children people a chance to dress up and have fun and take themselves less seriously for a day.
EDIT: NO ONE TOLD ME I MISSED QUESTIONS 10-14. NO ONE LOOK AT THIS .LOOK AWAY. IM FIXING IT. HOW DID I MISS FIVE WHOLE ENTIRE QUESTIONS. SMH.
10. Name three things that made you laugh or smile this past week.
This meme dee just sent me a minute ago. I had a socially-distant dinner with a couple of my friends whomst I love a lot on Saturday and it was very nice to see their beautiful faces in person again and I love them a lot. Time isn’t real I don’t know what happened this week. I set up the Xbox again and I’ve played a little little bit of Assassins Creed (which Im very bad at) and Skyrim (which im only a little bad at) and that’s been fun. Bonus answer of dee, nina, and I have been watching 911: Lone Star together and it’s v v fun.
11. What song would you play to introduce yourself to someone?
That is way too hard of a question to definitively answer. My music taste varies so wildly and my favorite song is usually the one I've obsessively listened to the last. Using that logic: Bang! by AJR or Wake Me by Bleachers. Or Chris Martin’s cover of Shelter from the Storm by Bob Dylan. Yeah. The last one.
12. Name something that truly makes you feel peaceful even at your most stressed moments.
Being a passenger in a car with music playing though that doesn’t really happen when I’m stressed. I wouldn’t say peaceful because when I’m not good at that when I’m stressed and most of the time when I’m stressed I have too much stress inside of me so I would rather get it out than be peaceful. So I just put earbuds in and listen to music too loudly so I don’t have to hear anything around me and I can just sort of release all pent up energy with the music and calm down.
13. What do you, did you, or would you study at college?
I’m studying film! I’m technically undeclared but I’m hoping to declare soon. :-). Yes I’m going to be unemployed and leech off of dee for the rest of our lives thanks for asking.
14. This is kind of a weird one, but which outfit of yours makes you feel most like yourself?
Um. Definitely sneakers (by default my white ones because I only have one pair) because I like being able to Move. Same reason for my black pants bc they’re not restricting at all and comfy. And then probably my gray sweatshirt which dee will murder me for saying bc it means I have zero (0) colors in my outfit but it comfy. I like having colors but I feel more comfortable in more neutral colors.
15. What is a quote you live by?
Oof oof I don’t know. I think there are a lot of quotes I want to live by and then I forget about them so if I am living by a specific quote, it’s not consciously. I reblog a lot I like to my words tag or text tag, and this one:
“‘Do you fall in love often?’ Yes often. With a view, with a book, with a dog, a cat, with numbers, with friends, with complete strangers, with nothing at all.” (Jeanette Winterson)
explains me very well. I don’t know that it’s something I live by because it’s just a state of my existence but it me.
16. Name the funniest playlist name you have.
I wish I had funnier playlist names. One of them is living room couch alone for a very specific mood when it's after 10 o'clock and everyone else is asleep and I'm in the living room alone on the couch and I'm not tired and time doesn't feel real. It's a good mood. I also have one called new york times which isn't funny I just like it.
17. Make a reference to an inside joke you have with someone you love with zero context.
“you know why we do this?" *snap with one hand* "because we can’t always get our arms free to do this” *dramatic arching snap with both hands*
But that one’s not with dee ( @mrrmiracle ) so give me one sec to think of something else too. Ok here we go:
"that Andrew Garfield movie"
18. What is a message you would give your younger self if given the chance?
Stop overthinking and start doing. You can’t sit at home sad your friends aren’t hanging out with you if you never ask them to hang out. Initiate things. Its not as scary as it seems. Also for the love of all things holy please form good habits now. Form all the good habits I have none and I’m tired.
19. Who is your favorite family member? (If you have no good blood family members, feel free to mention someone in your found family)
um my cats :// im just kidding it’s @mrrmiracle obviously.
20. What’s a secret dream of yours?
Um lol to not be alone. To be employed doing something I enjoy and make enough money to support myself. If I put lol will this sound less sad.
I’m tagging @mrrmiracle, @grayson-dick @valleydean and @daredeviil and if anyone else wants to do it just say i tagged you and i’ll edit it to include you 👀. i just get anxious tagging people bc i don’t want to annoy people and i never know who wants to be tagged or not.
#thanks for tagging me!!#ilu nina#tag game#you dont have to do it if i tag you obviously i just didn't know who to tag#uhh lemme know if you do or dont like being tagged and i'll continue or stop tagging you#not fandom
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R U L E S
- DISCLAIMER: This blog is SUPER glitchy for me. Why? Who can say other than this place is a hellsite. I might at some point have to try out moving to a new account depending on how bad it gets. I have a lot of issues with my notifications and follower count, so there might be a very good chance I might miss something or miss you following me, though I do try to check where Tumblr will actually allow me. If that’s the case, please don’t be afraid to send me a nudge through IMs!
- I’m on the fence as to whether I’ll include other non-Bioshock related verses. Considering the rpc for the game is nearly non-existent on here, probably be the smarter choice, but currently, it’s a no. Nick’s story is so heavily intertwined with that of the first two Bioshock games, I cant picture his character being in other verses and it having as much impact. This could change in the future or if something is heavily plotted out. Overall if you want to interact, it will have to be within the world of Rapture. But - you are more than welcome to hmu or approach me with something if you have an idea.
- Reblog memes and the like from the source please. My notifications are already wonky
- I will NOT interact with blogs that use youtubers, social media influencers, or anime / drawn characters for their Fcs. Nothing against you, it’s just not my thing.
- I will BLOCK personal blogs that reblog or follow, as I like to keep interactions here between fellow rp mutuals.
- As stated this blog is SELECTIVE, meaning i will only write with mutuals. if i dont follow back there’s genuinely no hard feelings, I just get very overwhelmed with an overly busy dash and need to be a bit selective to prevent my anxiety from going nuts. you’re more than welcome to unfollow. though its very much a mutual thing; if you want to interact but dont follow me, chances are I’ll say no as I take following as a sign of interest. I may take a while to follow back as my notifications on here are the worst. If I don’t follow back within a weeks time, feel free to unfollow.
S M U T:
- While I, and my muse, are of age, I’m not entirely comfortable writing smut unless it’s with a mun 1.) I know well and 2.) Is of age. Nick lies more on the romantic spectrum than outright sexual. So for the most part any if it all suggestive scenes will lead to a fade to black.
T R I G G E R S:
- The world of Bioshock is horrific and in many ways gross, and Nicks story is no cake walk. There will be mentions, and maybe the occasional image, of : Blood, Violence , Medical related subjects, Imprisonment, Torture, Needles / Injections , Mutation , Mental Illness , Child Abuse , Terrorism , & Riots / Civil War. I will ABSOLUTELY tag NSFW material and triggers where applicable, though if you would like me to tag something specific to your needs or if there’s something I missed, don’t hesitate to let me know and I will do so right away!
M U N:
- I write under the alias Nox! ( She/Her ) and I am of age.
- i am a-okay with questions, especially about my muse! if you have any about anything at all i will be more than happy to answer them the best i can! Also totally fine with random IMs even if we havent talked before so hmu.
R U L E S / O T H E R THREADS:
- usually, i dont drop threads, but if for whatever the reason i do, i will always let you know beforehand and would hope that courtesy would extend to me as well if you decide to drop one.
- if you want to turn a meme or ask into a thread, I’d prefer to be asked before hand. simply because sometimes its nice to have memes just be memes for the fun of it you get me.
R E S P O N S E T I M E / A C T I V I T Y:
- As it is i have a hard time keeping muse, just the way i am sadly. i know this is something a lot of people, myself included, can find frustrating (especially when you’re really into a thread) but a fair amount of the time i may take a while to respond. as much as i love this, aside from being a hobby, i have a chronic illness that makes me exhausted most days or just not in the mood to write and not in any kind of state to type out a response you lovely people would deserve. though i will always try to quickly reply when i can.
M E M E S:
- Yes. please. send as many as you want, as often as you want. Even if we haven’t interacted, you’re free to send one my way; They can be a great place to start things off.
P O S T L E N G T H:
- You don’t have to match my length in posts! sometimes i can write far too much when i get really into writing (and alternatively not write enough), so don’t feel obligated or pressured to follow suit by any means! whatever you are comfortable with is totally okay! it’s not a contest, this is all for fun.
G R A P H I C S / C R E D I T:
- all icons and graphics are created by me unless stated otherwise
- psd (heavily edited) originally by kingsleigh
- icon border ( edited) originally by jaynedits
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TBH (Mun edition) || Open!
8. Name any three things about the rpc that bother you.
[Call out culture is easily the biggest one. It’s toxic and ridiculous. You have a problem with someone, confront them. On the flip side of that, if you see a call out post and read it, don’t be a sheep and just automatically fall in line with what the OP says. There are two sides to every story. Slandering people just isn’t the way to go.
How people seem to prefer aesthetic over content. Like if you wanna make your posts pretty and stuff, that’s cool. But aes =/= content. I would rather rp with people that have fully fleshed out and interesting characters, hcs, etc. than someone with a pretty blog and pretty posts (when they make them, that is). Additionally, and this is my own opinion, some get...awfully snobbish too? Like I do honestly feel that some people will not rp with people that aren’t into all the formatting and whatnot. (Bonus: Purple prose. Big pet peeve. I include it here because it’s related. But damn. I cannot stress enough that good writing =/= super fancy, poetic, hard to decipher without reading it a thousand times or pulling out a dictionary every other word replies. Thing is, when writing in this kind of medium and for other people, simpler is sometimes better because if you’re so distracted by trying to makes sense of the words as a whole or just one at a time, you can’t really glean meaning from it and it takes away the enjoyment of the experience).
This one is going to land me in hot water, so I hope I can iterate what I mean without slamming the idea entirely. Let me preface by saying I don’t hate multimuse blogs or people with multiple muses. Like that’s amazing and great and I wish I had the talent and fortitude to handle that. BUT one problem I see often is that people take up a new muse on a whim and they don’t really flesh them out or work on their story and details about them. Thus, the characters are typically one-trick ponies in a way and then it’s on to the next muse to do the same thing. I guess I’m just like...if you want to play multiple muses, great, but spend time with them? Really flesh them out and get to know them. Hopping from muse to muse won’t help in the long run.]
24. Have you ever had something stolen from you? If so, how did you handle it?
[Sooooo...I only suspect it, but yes, I am 97% sure someone was stealing headcanons from me for their OC. At first, I just noticed similarities between my HCs for Nabooru’s background story within her bio and was like...well, that could just be a coincidence and wrote it off. But then I started seeing her post HC posts that were nearly identical to either posts I had made or HCs I had on my HC page. Very specific stuff that was specific to Nabs and nothing general like her story so I became v sus of it. The confrontation did not go well, and needless to say I just blocked them in the end.]
36. What’s one thing that other people seem to hate that doesn’t bother you?
[Reblog Karma. Like I get where people are coming from. It’s not fun to have people reblog memes from you and not get anything. But people likely have their reasons for not sending something (not sure how it fits the characters, too shy, it’s shippy when you don’t want to ship with that person, to name a few). Yes, I know the thing is to reblog from the source but I guess I’m just chill about it. You send me stuff, cool! Great! If not, whatever. I’m not going to guilt you for reblogging a meme from me and not sending something in return.]
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FAQ
About us!
On our ask policy:
Keep in mind that this blog is run by two very sick individuals who don’t always have the mental or physical energy to answer questions, and as such asks might take 2 weeks to answer, though we’ll do our best to answer as soon as we can! Please refrain from resending asks until that 2 weeks is up.
Please do not send us research questions as we don’t even have the energy to do our own research. This is a joke blog. There are other resources out there. If you have a specific question about people’s experiences, or something that Google cannot provide, that’s fine. Anything we can post for our followers to answer, we are more than willing to post.
All asks will be answered privately unless you tell us otherwise or mention asking followers.
Anon messages, when turned on, will be posted publicly of course as they cannot be replied to privately.
If you have a longer ask that you would like to be responded to privately, or would like to send a link, please use our fanmail! Due to the fact that we’re a multi user blog, we do have fanmail still available and its much easier to reply to and chat with users through this!
On spoonies in remission:
Many people have been diagnosed with a chronic illness but are currently experiencing remission or ease in their symptoms - we just want to remind you that its OK to still be in the community and identify as such! There are many issues that come up when you experience remission, such as learning to cope with guilt, and learning to process the grief you experienced during illness. Remission comes with its own set of problems and its OK to still be here through it!
On Blocking:
As two seriously sick individuals with anxiety, we DO use the blocking function fairly often, for our own health and wellbeing. We will also use it to prevent specific individuals to be associated with us or our posts. You will be blocked if you:
Abuse the ask box
Reblog a post and derail it from the issue, especially to push your own agenda.
Add inappropriate, ableist, or rude comments to our posts in reblogs, which could be triggering or painful for our audience to see and read
FAQ
I have (insert health problem here), does this count as being chronically ill? Am I sick enough?
We get this question enough for it to be both a little irritating and completely heartbreaking. The long and the short of it is, if you are looking on this blog, you have a problem affecting your health - mental or physical - that will last, then yes, you are sick enough.
The definition of chronic is a condition which has lasted or will last more than 6 months.
The definition of illness is
“a disease or period of sickness affecting the body or mind.”
So if you have a problem that causes you to be not totally healthy, whether it has a name yet for you or not, then it’s an illness. If it has lasted or will last 6 months, it’s chronic. Congratulations, you have a chronic illness! **
Also, many people experience chronic condition(s) and illness due to medication side effects that they take for other reasons. We include this too!
**Edit to say, many people who are experiencing this might have something other than a chronic illness, such as a progressive disability
Whats the difference between chronic pain and chronic illness?
Quite simply, one is a symptom and one is the root problem. If you have a chronic illness, you probably have chronic pain. However, not everyone with chronic pain has a chronic illness. Some people have had injuries in life that cause them pain every day, which technically wouldn’t be seen as an illness. But we’re happy to have you on our blog!
Can I call myself disabled? Am I disabled enough to call myself disabled?
It’s my opinion that if you’re asking this question - the answer is yes. Disabilities come in a huge range and variety. They can affect small parts of your life and big ones, physical, mental, emotional parts, etc. Just because your disability doesn’t look like someone elses, or because you have more accessibility than others, doesn’t mean its not also a disability.
A tree and a patch of grass look vastly different, but they’re both plants.
Also, the definition of disability is “a physical or mental condition that limits a person’s movements, senses, or activities.“
The ADA (americans with disabilities act) defines a disability as a physical or mental impairment that substantially limits one or more major life activity.
That can be anything from working, socializing, showering, to making food, etc.
What’s a spoonie?
A spoonie refers to someone who identifies with the “Spoon Theory” written by Christine Miserandino, a woman with Lupus. In her theory, she describes to her friend what it’s like to have an illness, using spoons found in a restaurant. You can read the theory here: http://www.butyoudontlooksick.com/articles/written-by-christine/the-spoon-theory/
if you would prefer to listen to the theory instead of reading it, there is a video of the author reading it here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jn5IBsm49Rk
Can I use the term “spoons” even though I’m not ill?
Please don’t. If you don’t have an illness, mental or physical, please don’t appropriate terms from disabled people - an oppressed group - to use for yourself. Typically when people do this it shows a fundamental lack of understanding and care for the people who so identify with this. While some people are okay with this, we please ask that you kindly do not use these terms for yourself if you are a healthy individual mentally and physically.
I have a mental illness, can I still follow and reblog?
If you identify with the posts we make, then please, go ahead! While there are differences in experiences many times between mental and physical chronic illnesses, its our opinion that they’re both chronic illnesses, and feel free to identify and reblog!
I don’t like reading all the asks, can you post less?
All commentary on our blog such as asks and reblogs are tagged with the admin who has responded. If you just want a fun ol’ meme blog with nothing else, go ahead and blacklist the tags “admin j” and “admin e”!
I just need someone to vent to, can I use your askbox?
Sure! Just tell us if you want to be responded to privately or have your asks posted publicly for the community to see and rage with you. Or, go ahead and use the fanmail and we’ll know you don’t want it posted publicly.
I believe the link is this
There’s a post I think would go great on this blog, what do I do?
Feel free to tag us with the @ tagging system so we can review and reblog it! Keep in mind that only new content will show up in tracked tags if you’re tagging us in the actual tags of a post. So if you have a new post and want to tag us in the bottom, great! If its an existing post go ahead and @chronicillnessmemes on the bottom for us to have a look. Please send us an ask when you do this too, so that we won’t miss it! We get a lot of stuff on our activity page so tags can be easy to miss.
Can I send selfies or pictures of me in my doctors office or with my new mobility device?
PLEASE!! Oh pretty please do, we love to see our followers and would ideally love to have a pajama party where all our followers and the community get together to show everyone how vastly different and human we all are.
Can I send nudes?
Please don’t, although Admin J will find them infinitely amusing.
#faq#creating a rebloggable post#so we can link to it#that step#will have to wait for another day#to do
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Do you have a rules page/bio page? I keep trying to load your site but it keeps crashing almost seconds after I do on desktop? Sorry, didn't want to bother you but I was just curious. Thank you
I do! It’s on my theme and it’s the star that’s hovering above the little info box to the right, but I’ll put them here under a readmore if you can’t get to them. Note that some of these do need to be edited, and the bio is limited for the most part until I kick myself to finish it, but this is the gist of it.
RIFP mobile users. Here we go:
✔ CROSSOVERS, OCS, DARK THEMES, PLOTTING, MUTUALSX M!A’S, HARASSMENT, SHIPPING, DRAMA, PASSWORDS, INCEST, PEDOPHILIA, ETC.
CANTO I: BEGINNING
This is an independent RP blog for the character Vergil from Devil May Cry. This blog is in no way affiliated with the games, & all content on the blog belongs to their rightful owners. Content on this blog will be NSFW in terms of BLOOD, GORE, DARK THEMES, POTENTIAL BLASPHEMY, & SEXUAL CONTENT. Vergil will be a mix of game & book canon along with my own headcanons, potentially with a slight canon divergence in terms of the post-events of DMC3/Nelo Angelo, at least until there is more known about Devil May Cry 5.
Vergil is not a kind person, nor is he weak. If you challenge him, he will respond. I do not hold back my muse & I ask that you not try to be cheeky & test this unless you are willing to accept that Vergil will indeed wail on your muse to put them in their place. Respect my muse, I respect yours.
Most interactions will take place Post-Nelo Angelo incident unless requested otherwise.
Triggers will be tagged _______ tw, & if there happens to be something specific that you need tagged, please let me know! I have no triggers of my own, but I do ask that the DADDY KINK BE TAGGED.
On the subject of Nero being Vergil’s son, this is not something I’ll consider as canon UNLESS IT’S ALREADY BEEN DISCUSSED WITH THE MUN.
I do not send in passwords. I make it a habit to go onto a person’s blog & read their rules, so I hope that I’m given the same courtesy in return.
I don’t do M!A’s.
I DON’T TOLERATE INCEST, PEDOPHILIA, RACISM, DUB/NONCON, OR ANYTHING OF THE LIKE. PLEASE DON’T FOLLOW ME IF YOU WRITE OR CONDONE THESE THINGS.
CANTO II: THE DESCENT
I am a HIGHLY PRIVATE & SELECTIVE BLOG. I run multiple other blogs on top of this one, so I will not have time to RP with everyone & for this, I apologize. There are, of course, other fantastic Vergil blogs to follow & interact with in the DMC RPC!
I will follow where I see a possible interaction. I am MUTUALLY EXCLUSIVE, meaning that I will only interact with people who I am in a mutual follow with. Some things that tend to have me turn away from following a blog aside from incompatible muses is too much OOC content, inactivity, missing about/rules page ( this applies to both canon & OC blogs ), or simply not a lot of effort placed into replies, since I do tend to read people’s replies.
I typically unfollow a blog after an inactivity period of 4 months without hiatus notification unless they’re a friend. If this happens to be a category that you fall into, & you return to a blog that’s been inactive & I have unfollowed, simply hit me up or like some of my posts so that I realize you’re still around for me to follow back.
I don’t press for exclusivity. Usually, a person’s muse will naturally become a main muse for me, but that does not necessarily mean that I won’t interact with a duplicate. Please do understand that, being a private RP blog, those who I have known for a long time will be prioritized, but I will get to other threads in a ( hopefully ) timely manner.
On the note of exclusivity, I don’t really practice it outside of shipping. Otherwise, I am open to interacting with other duplicates of Vergil as long as the other mun is comfortable. DMC muses, I won’t be practicing exclusivity with simply because I wouldn’t want to tie someone down when I can’t promise high activity.
I sometimes don’t notice the moment that someone’s followed me. I typically follow back after 3-4 days. If I have not followed you back in that time, then know that I have made my decision & ask that you respect that. Trying to harass me into following you will not work in your favor & will result in a hard block.
Asks & questions about my muse are open to anyone, but interactions/memes are limited to mutual. Personals are free to follow my blog as long as they are aware of RP etiquette & don’t reblog threads or spam like/reblog my posts as it ruins my notifs bar, & will result in a hard block. You are more than welcome to reblog images that I reblog.
CANTO III: INTEMPERANCE
THIS BLOG WILL MORE THAN LIKELY NOT CONSIDER SHIPPING WITH ANYONE UNLESS WE ARE ALREADY CLOSE FRIENDS. Considering how difficult it would be to ship with Vergil, not to mention that I’ve had enough issues in the past concerning ships & I would rather avoid it. I ask that this wish be respected.
If by any chance I decide to smut with someone, the post will be properly tagged with a simple NSFW so that it’s easily caught by blacklist. Depending on my partner, I can either place the post under a cut or not.
CANTO IV: INFERNO
I do not tolerate anon hate, theft or constant vague blogging/drama from anyone. Callouts are fine when they have fundamental reason to be spread & I will tend to reblog a couple depending on the level of seriousness, such as theft, abuse, racism, etc.
AGAIN, DO NOT FOLLOW ME IF YOU SUPPORT WRITING INCEST, RAPE, PEDOPHILIA, UNWANTED SEXUAL ADVANCES ,OR THINGS OF SUCH NATURE. There is no debate, no ifs or buts, just turn around & leave. I have been in the fandom long enough that I’ve seen the ships that dominate the community & I want to see absolutely NO PART OF IT on my blogs.
CANTO V: ALL HOPE ABANDON, YE WHO ENTER HERE
My name’s Whitney! I’m a 22+ year old nerd that’s been stuck in DMC hell ever since I was 8. Save me.
I am a busy person, working two jobs & attending University. With that being said, things will be slow on this blog. While I don’t mind being reminded about a certain thread, I would appreciate not being harassed over replies. I’m just here to have fun.
ABOUT
NAME: Vergil
AGE: Old af, appearance to be in his early 40’s in events of DMC5
GENDER: Cis Male, he/him pronouns used
SPECIES: Half-Devil, Half-Human
ALIASES: Dark Slayer, Son of Sparda, Nelo Angelo, The Alpha and the Omega
LANGUAGES: English, Japanese, Italian, Spanish, Latin, Greek, Dimoori Sheol
HEIGHT 6’5”
HAIR: A snowy white with a bluish sheen to it, it’s appearance is rather sleek. Pushing it back away from his face more often than not, it can at times look rater spiky despite the reality that it’s extremely soft & silky to the touch. With his hair down, the relationship between him & his twin is irrefutable, thus the act of pushing his hair back is to keep himself from looking anything like his brother.
EYES: Powder blue, like that of ice. They’re piercing—– haunting—– they’re the eyes of a man that has seen much as well as lost. There is seemingly no warmth to them, & accentuate that there indeed is a difference between he & his brother.
DISPOSITION: Usually a cold & aloof man, he is one of few words. He is not warm nor friendly towards strangers, disregarding them from the get-go unless he finds use of them. Most put him off as cold & unfeeling, which in most cases is correct as long as it’s someone that he doesn’t know. It can be unsettling to make an attempt to interact with him if you have no reason to. He doesn’t like having his time wasted.
BODY TYPE: Aside from being imposing in stature, his physical makeup is also rather intimidating. Broad & extremely muscular, he maintains the appearance of an individual that puts himself through vigorous daily training. HE IS EXTRAORDINARILY POWERFUL, & HIS STATURE DOES LITTLE TO HINDER HIS SPEED.
GENERAL APPEARANCE: A picture of elegance & class, he dresses himself in only the finest materials. He is always clean shaven & his wardrobe is well-maintained. Usually dressing in dark colors, they accentuate his sharp features as well as bring out the piercing, pale iciness of his gaze.
SPEED ⦿⦿⦿⦿⦿ AGILITY ⦿⦿⦿⦿⦿ STRENGTH ⦿⦿⦿⦿⦿ DEFENSE ⦿⦿⦿⦿⦿ STAMINA ⦿⦿⦿⦿⦿ STRATEGY ⦿⦿⦿⦿⦿
#If there's anything else you need then please feel free to let me know ;w;/#♚ ` ᴇʟᴅʀɪᴛᴄʜ sʜᴀᴅᴏᴡs 。゚゚ Anonymous#♚ ` ʜᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙʀɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇɴᴛɪʀᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴛᴏ ɪᴛs ᴋɴᴇᴇs 。゚゚ Answered
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Erm so i see people have been sending you hey's and i went through your blog but couldn't find if you actually reblogged that post, idk maybe i've missed it, anyway if you find the time/feel like doing this; Hey!!😀 (otherwise just ignore me heh)
Hi!! See, math people are so smart. I had, in fact not reblogged this ask meme, because I did not anticipate having the time and it’s entirely Eda’s fault but a mutual sent me a ‘hey’ and I think everyone assumed I did. Turns out I have time and also lovely mutuals :D
1. First impression: ah what a cool united blog, a long url2. Truth is: coolest united blog ever, I will forever be grateful for the carrick spam, flat out one of my favorite mutuals whom i wish i knew in rl?? also you dont reblog too much but everything you do is top quality idk how you resist the urge to shitpost??3. How old do you look: i’ve never seen your picture but going by your icon i’d say mid-thirties?4. Have you ever made me laugh: fact number one: carrick has a lot of suspect hairstyles and a v expressive face. fact number two: you are great at finding everything carrick related. so. yes :D5. Have you ever made me angry: girl your blog is so drama free; contains no hate; has amazing edits and you are a nice sweet person too. so nope!6. Best feature: gotta be the carrick spam or more specifically the sparkling carrick of good luck!!7. Have I ever had a crush on you: not really but you are like my football crush? the i wish i was this amazing / talented mutual?8. You’re my: friend who is soon to board the carraville ship. you can keep resisting but i totally see it happening in the near future.9. Name in my phone: i have none of my mutuals phone numbers saved lol10. Should you post this too? Yes!
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It’s Over, Isn’t it? (GOT7 - Jackbam)
Please read author’s note at end, it’s very important!
Word Count: 789
Scenario: Based off the song from Steven’s Universe, “It’s over, Isn’t it?”
Secrecy, that’s what Bambam had to live with when it came to his love for his hyung, Jackson. Everyone knew of his affections, even Jackson himself. But, his romances had been pushed away with the idea that Jackson wasn’t sure, he wasn’t gay, and yes; Jackson loved Bam, but was he in love with Bam?
Months had passed since Jackson’s roommate days and as Youngji cuddled up to him, Bambam felt further and further away. The rest of the group of course noticed, but Mark and Jinyoung were too busy with each other to help the second Maknae and Jaebum and Youngjae also felt it inappropriate to show their love with Bambam sulking around. But Yugyeom was there, being Bambam’s best friend and always offering the best ideas. Like, double dating with him and Jeongguk…and of course Taehyung.
And with some crazy idea of getting over his hyung, Bambam agreed readily.
Jackson had Youngji over the night of Bambam’s date. She was just supposed to stay for dinner, and this Bambam knew, but it still gave a little sting to his heart. So when he walked into Jackson’s room to steal a bit of his cologne and Jackson asked where he was heading looking so ‘extravagant and tasty’ (Jackson’s words of course) Bambam felt almost a certain gilt of pride being able to say “a date with V-hyung from bts.” And while Jackson stood silent with certain distaste in his mouth, Youngji congratulated Bambam on finding a guy to make him happy.
The rest of the night continued with silence and a feeling of almost grieving from Jackson’s end and laughing and secret touches on the thighs, knees, arms, hands and almost everywhere else from Bambam’s end with Taehyung.
Jackson couldn’t understand why he felt so uncomfortable thinking about what Taehyung and his Bam could be doing at the moment (little did he know, sharing their first light kiss), but it bothered him nonetheless.
Bambam couldn’t understand how he could have such strong feelings for Jackson deep within his roots, yet easily become so flustered with Taehyung.
Jackson was always fine with Bambam’s little flirtations- kissing his hyungs cheeks, cuddling with Yugyeom at night, even his hugs and clinginess with other idols. But something felt different about V and Bambam…it felt that this specific flirtation mattered a bit more…it felt Taehyung could be the reason Bambam’s love for Jackson ran out or was replaced.
That night when Bambam returned home, a blush present on his face, and a second date already in mind - Jackson sat upon the couch awaiting his arrival.
“How was your date?”
The question felt distasteful on Jackson’s tongue. Now that Yugyeom was sleeping over at the BTS dorm and Taehyung had went back to his residence as well, the uncomfortable and lonely air left Bambam and Jackson in a strange place.
“It went well,hyung. I really like him.”
I really like him.
Jackson didn’t like the way those words gently folded off of Bambam’s lips.He didn’t like how Bambam didn’t notice the solemn look on his face nor did he like how easily the younger boy walked back into his room, without a second glance in Jackson’s direction.
Months went by, with dates between V and the second maknae becoming more persistent and more frequent. Youngji was busy with casting calls and her girlfriends so Jackson no longer had excuses to leave on days Bambam invited his boyfriend over.
In the beginning, Jackson tried to push out the Bangtan boy’s affection with love of his own. He invited Bambam to lunch hangouts and movie nights, all casual and hidden with the lie “Oh, please? Youngji cancelled on me!”
But eventually Taehyung had even taken his spot there.
“Sorry, hyung. Tae got us reservations.”
“Tae is sick today and I’d promised to keep him company.”
“I got Tae a gift for valentine’s day and we planned to spend the whole weekend together.”
Within weeks Jackson knew his chances with the Thai boy were dropping exponentially.
“Bambam, come here for a second.”
Bambam was preparing for his 100 day anniversary dinner with Taehyung when Jackson summoned him into his room.
“What’s up, hyung? I gotta get going soon.”
“I wanted to ask...if you still had feelings for me. In the way you used to...”
“Oh...”
No one spoke for a long moment and the longer the silence stood the less hope Jackson had.
“I like you, hyung! I really do...it’s just...I don’t love you in that way anymore. My feelings have been diminished.”
Jackson felt his heart crack, just the slightest. He nodded at the pink haired boy, but in his head he could only keep in mind the idea it was really over for him.
A/N
THIS WAS SUCH CRAP OMG I AM SO SORRY! SO i have been gone for such a long time, guys. I am so truly sorry for that. I had so much stuff going on and I couldn’t write. I had a large move and transferring to a new school and midterms, but now I am finally settled in and I have no excuses. I hope to get fully up and running again! BUT MY WRITINGS WILL BE MORE SPARSE! I will reblog and make as many memes as possible, but writing takes a lot of time and editing so while I will try posting a drabble or teaser weekly, most scenarios will have long breaks in between. Please be understanding, I am still just a teen who goes through stuff and has to fit many things in my agenda but my ask box is open again and SHIPS ARE ALWAYS OPEN because you guys would look lovely with those kpop idols.
LOTS OF LOVE SEE YOU SOON!
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